JustPearlyThings - March 29, 2023


This FEMINIST Said THIS


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13 minutes

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209.88785

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2,751

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303


Summary

In this episode, I speak to my good friend, Pearl, who has lost over 100lbs and is now a healthy, happy and healthy looking woman. We talk about her journey of losing weight, how she lost weight and how she managed to get pregnant with her third child. We discuss the importance of being honest with people and how important it is to be open and vulnerable with others.


Transcript

00:00:00.000 So she's better looking now, would you say, now that she's lost the weight?
00:00:03.440 The objective was to get pregnant and her weight was a massive thing.
00:00:07.280 But it was, I mean, that's actually, that's the way that her weight loss has helped her.
00:00:12.480 And the bonus is that she's actually attractive.
00:00:14.680 So the goal wasn't to get attractive.
00:00:16.720 The goal was to get healthy.
00:00:18.420 And, you know, by a result, she became attractive because she is healthy.
00:00:23.220 Does that make sense?
00:00:23.840 And I told her, I'm a friend.
00:00:25.620 I would consider myself quite feminine and a woman.
00:00:28.840 And I told her, you're fat, you're ugly.
00:00:30.500 And I think it's the human thing.
00:00:31.860 I think we get too caught up with masculine energy, feminine energy.
00:00:35.660 What's human to do is to look out for somebody.
00:00:38.120 I think women are kind of more socialized to kind of beat around the bush.
00:00:42.940 You know what I mean?
00:00:43.720 Like to be coy.
00:00:45.360 It's kind of rewarded when women are like, oh, look, they're not as like, oh, I want this, this and this.
00:00:50.040 I think women are rewarded in romantic relationships and friendships and relationships with people in society.
00:00:55.220 So if you know that, why would you still purposely or willingly do it?
00:00:59.840 So you just said that women are kind of socialized to behave a certain type of way.
00:01:04.820 And you know that way you're socialized is negative in terms of creating a better outcome for all.
00:01:10.060 But yet you still sat here and still went.
00:01:12.640 I think I still do this because obviously that's what I'm used to.
00:01:17.280 I find it extremely uncomfortable to go to someone and call them fat or call them ugly.
00:01:21.440 Even if they asked you, so if I said, am I fat and I was visibly fat, you'd find it uncomfortable to be honest with me and be like, do you know what you are fat?
00:01:27.180 I would find that really uncomfortable for me to say the words out loud.
00:01:31.820 Like I can think certain things in my mind, but to directly say to someone straight up, like, I think you're ugly, especially if it's in negative terms, it would be very difficult for me.
00:01:39.880 So we're friends.
00:01:41.160 Yeah.
00:01:41.680 So if I said, if I said, if I gained, let's say if I gained 50 pounds.
00:01:45.760 Yeah.
00:01:46.100 And I said, did I get fat?
00:01:49.380 This is different because you, because you're Pearl.
00:01:52.080 So yeah, she wants you to be so direct, but had German au pairs growing up to German nannies.
00:02:01.500 So I know she can handle it.
00:02:02.460 So, okay.
00:02:03.960 People don't understand what German nannies, German nannies.
00:02:07.620 So I feel like it also, you have to have, um, a bit of tact and I feel like you need to gauge the person as well.
00:02:16.780 Let's, let's, let's role play.
00:02:18.480 Okay.
00:02:18.820 I just got rejected for the 10th time in a row.
00:02:33.520 Um, and he said it was cause I'm too thick.
00:02:37.600 Did I, did I get fat?
00:02:39.920 I know I ate one or two brownies.
00:02:42.260 Okay.
00:02:42.860 Or 10.
00:02:43.860 But am I, am I fat?
00:02:46.320 What's your BMI?
00:02:47.380 I don't know.
00:02:48.060 I haven't, I haven't, I don't weight myself.
00:02:50.160 Do you have scales at home?
00:02:51.620 No.
00:02:52.500 Okay.
00:02:52.880 I have scales.
00:02:53.520 I avoid them.
00:02:54.600 Like the plague.
00:02:55.940 No, it just gives me anxiety.
00:02:57.320 I can't get up the scale.
00:02:58.860 Okay.
00:03:00.860 Interesting.
00:03:01.580 What do you think your BMI is?
00:03:03.960 I don't know.
00:03:04.760 I just, I don't even know how BMI works.
00:03:07.020 I just, I think it's like a scale that's like not real.
00:03:09.440 So I feel like they just make that up, you know, doctors to be mean.
00:03:13.300 Okay.
00:03:13.640 Do you think you're overweight?
00:03:16.120 I mean, I question it a little bit, but that's why I came to you to get the truth.
00:03:24.000 Okay.
00:03:26.500 You see how this is really hard for me?
00:03:28.200 You see how like I went to every other option.
00:03:30.180 That was a one-on-one or beating around the bush.
00:03:32.300 Yeah, I was doing so well.
00:03:34.360 I came with a BMI.
00:03:35.240 Like she could have got on the scales.
00:03:36.420 We could have worked out together.
00:03:37.140 Okay.
00:03:37.420 Let me, let me, let me try it with Eddie.
00:03:38.980 Let me try it with Eddie.
00:03:41.240 You're like, all right.
00:03:42.560 It's going to be so short.
00:03:43.700 So, so this is, you know, I'm at, you know, I'm just like.
00:03:47.720 Shaking all over the place.
00:03:49.000 Eddie, it's been a minute since I've seen you.
00:03:51.460 How are you doing?
00:03:52.160 I'm good.
00:03:52.500 Are you telling me?
00:03:53.600 What?
00:03:53.960 I'm good.
00:03:54.380 How are you?
00:03:55.040 I'm good.
00:03:56.020 I'm good.
00:03:56.520 I'm good.
00:03:57.040 Um, anyways, I, I, I was walking here and I, and someone called me a whale.
00:04:02.780 A whale.
00:04:03.560 Yeah.
00:04:03.900 Yeah.
00:04:04.180 Did I, did I get fat?
00:04:05.360 I ain't gonna lie.
00:04:05.920 When I did see you, you was looking a bit more chunky than last time I seen you still, but
00:04:10.100 looks all right.
00:04:11.600 The cheeks are grown.
00:04:12.440 Oh, okay.
00:04:12.780 Okay.
00:04:13.040 So just chunky.
00:04:13.860 I'm not, I'm not fat.
00:04:15.260 No, I ain't gonna lie.
00:04:15.920 You put a mad weight in it.
00:04:17.120 Like drop a few, drop a little something, something in you.
00:04:20.160 Oh, but mad weight.
00:04:21.740 What does that mean?
00:04:22.340 Am I, am I fat?
00:04:23.060 You're fat.
00:04:24.700 That took a while.
00:04:26.280 He kind of beat around the bush too.
00:04:27.980 Nah, no, no.
00:04:28.460 I kind of like the way you said it though.
00:04:31.120 It's playful.
00:04:31.680 I'm like, you was very playful with it.
00:04:33.700 You was just like, you're fat and ugly.
00:04:35.540 Yeah.
00:04:35.620 That's pretty crazy for me.
00:04:36.980 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:04:37.460 I didn't say she's fat.
00:04:38.120 No, okay.
00:04:39.200 Everybody scroll back.
00:04:40.720 And then, did I say.
00:04:41.760 Quote, unquote.
00:04:42.380 She said fat and ugly.
00:04:43.580 I feel like.
00:04:44.620 No, I think, I think me, me, not you.
00:04:46.720 I don't know.
00:04:47.680 No, I, I didn't.
00:04:48.560 You can find out.
00:04:49.220 Have a look.
00:04:50.080 Wait, wait, hold on, hold on.
00:04:51.060 Hold on.
00:04:51.080 If I said she's fat and ugly, I said she became attractive because she's, because she's healthy.
00:04:56.660 That means she would have stayed ugly.
00:04:58.100 No, but you said like, I think you said like, you quoted yourself.
00:05:02.080 He's like.
00:05:02.280 No, you said you think.
00:05:03.140 You have to say, I know.
00:05:04.480 I know.
00:05:05.600 Oh, okay.
00:05:06.020 Look back.
00:05:06.900 Okay.
00:05:07.160 Can we bet some money or something?
00:05:10.080 But I'm playful with it.
00:05:12.200 I guess, I guess I respect you, actually.
00:05:15.840 Oh, thank you.
00:05:16.560 Because it's good to have a friend like you that will call it straight.
00:05:20.300 Even if it hurts, you, you're the most respected friend.
00:05:23.720 I have to say, the thing is that there needs to be context.
00:05:26.440 Okay.
00:05:26.680 So this, she tells me this over and over again.
00:05:29.720 And I try to, you know, in a polite way.
00:05:32.040 And if like, the thing is, like I said, I am not, my existence isn't to just pacify you,
00:05:39.060 you know, and if you're saying that, oh, you know, I have this issue and my weight is this
00:05:42.740 and everything.
00:05:43.100 And I was like, you know what?
00:05:43.880 I have to cut this crap.
00:05:45.420 You are fat.
00:05:46.380 And her radical acceptance is the most powerful thing.
00:05:49.540 That's when change actually ensued.
00:05:51.460 She got healthy and she had a baby.
00:05:53.400 That was the objective.
00:05:55.100 So, so much problems were avoided with me just being honest with her.
00:06:00.680 And if she's an adult, she's going to take that.
00:06:03.460 And not just suddenly forget who I am.
00:06:05.340 I'm a good friend.
00:06:06.400 I 100% agree with you.
00:06:07.260 I think there's a way of like doing it with tact so you can be playful about it.
00:06:10.060 But if you're honest and real with a person, it won't affect your relationship.
00:06:13.000 I wasn't mean.
00:06:13.620 I was like, you're fat.
00:06:15.060 You're fat.
00:06:15.780 That's it.
00:06:16.340 I feel like if you're honest with someone and factual with a person, a relationship cannot
00:06:19.920 be destroyed.
00:06:21.160 I feel like if someone's real with you and tells you something straight, if it was a real
00:06:25.280 friendship, I don't think it would affect it.
00:06:26.800 It's why you don't do it for fear of losing that relationship with a person.
00:06:30.500 The reason I don't do it is that I find it extremely uncomfortable.
00:06:33.640 I don't think I'm not used to doing it.
00:06:35.940 I don't practice it.
00:06:37.920 I don't know.
00:06:38.460 I don't know.
00:06:38.720 Would you like people to be honest with you?
00:06:41.040 Maybe not.
00:06:41.760 No.
00:06:42.200 Oh, you'd like people to lie to you?
00:06:43.780 Man them, lie to them deals and sell dreams.
00:06:47.120 No, because I will believe those dreams.
00:06:49.440 Oh, yeah?
00:06:49.940 And I don't see a problem with that.
00:06:52.000 Like think about it hypothetically.
00:06:53.000 Let's say if I think that I'm like really crazy, amazing, like really, really beautiful and
00:07:00.560 someone's selling me dreams and I believe the dreams he sells me happily ever after in
00:07:04.760 my delusion.
00:07:05.220 Oh, so why pop the bubble?
00:07:06.740 So I have a question.
00:07:07.920 Are you cool with getting cheated on if you never find out?
00:07:11.020 Oh, that's a hard one.
00:07:12.520 I don't want to ever be quoted on this, but I feel like, actually, let me drink first.
00:07:18.140 Let me have a drink.
00:07:19.060 Have you seen that TikTok that it's like when you catch your billionaire husband having an
00:07:23.540 pair, an affair, and you're like, ah, I didn't see anything.
00:07:28.560 Like, because if you never find out, it doesn't affect you and you're just believing the lies.
00:07:33.180 Hmm.
00:07:34.100 I think that's the thing.
00:07:35.720 After he sold you the dreams, then what?
00:07:37.500 What was his intention of selling you dreams?
00:07:39.840 He wanted to wife you.
00:07:41.240 He just wanted to wife you and have side pieces.
00:07:44.100 If he wanted to wife me and he didn't want to have side pieces, then I'd be okay.
00:07:47.420 No, no, no.
00:07:47.860 I said he's lying.
00:07:48.640 He's selling you the dream, as we said.
00:07:50.380 But he's selling a lie.
00:07:55.280 You said you like being lied to.
00:07:58.560 Don't burst my bubble.
00:07:59.680 Yeah.
00:08:00.140 No, like, burst my bubble as in if someone's like, oh, I find you really attractive and
00:08:03.260 beautiful, like, crazy beautiful.
00:08:04.580 You're like a model, da, da, da, da.
00:08:05.780 And I'm like, okay, I believe this too.
00:08:08.100 I believe this narrative.
00:08:09.780 That narrative doesn't have to involve cheating.
00:08:12.160 And if it doesn't, why burst that bubble and maybe, oh, she's, you're five.
00:08:16.640 You should be with us, like, a five, two, you know?
00:08:19.160 You know what?
00:08:19.620 A guy can't get with you if he's approached you like, you know what?
00:08:24.240 I think you're all right.
00:08:25.080 You're pretty decent.
00:08:25.840 But you know what?
00:08:26.260 I like you anyway.
00:08:27.180 You're going to be like, what?
00:08:28.280 Like, you're not getting a chance unless you're obsessed with me, unless I'm, like, the best
00:08:32.700 thing you've seen.
00:08:33.460 Like, that's it.
00:08:33.980 There's also that as well.
00:08:35.200 So you.
00:08:36.080 Because there's always someone that will treat you that way.
00:08:38.500 Yeah.
00:08:39.000 There's always someone that will treat you what way?
00:08:41.660 I don't know.
00:08:42.360 Like, treat you like they really value you.
00:08:46.120 Like, if you tell someone, like, yeah, you're okay.
00:08:50.040 It just seems like.
00:08:51.700 Do you think we like the guys that put us on pedestals?
00:08:54.400 I think we really enjoy that.
00:08:56.140 Really?
00:08:56.980 You think that gets guys laid?
00:08:58.600 No, no.
00:08:59.000 I feel like women enjoy being on the receiving end of being put on this pedestal.
00:09:02.900 Mm-hmm.
00:09:03.120 Yeah, like.
00:09:04.020 I enjoy it.
00:09:05.940 Women have, like, a group of men who are just for attention.
00:09:09.840 I don't know about that.
00:09:11.560 There's a guy that they like, who they want attention from, and there's all the guys that
00:09:14.600 feed them constant attention that makes them feel validated.
00:09:17.400 Yeah.
00:09:18.740 That's the friend zone.
00:09:19.880 That's the guys in the DMs.
00:09:21.080 I don't like none of these guys, but they make me feel good about myself.
00:09:23.560 Yeah, the ones that don't have a chance, but it's just like.
00:09:26.120 There you go.
00:09:26.900 Yeah, thanks anyway.
00:09:27.920 Yeah.
00:09:28.140 If I wanted to, I could, but nah, not the day.
00:09:29.960 Do you think guys can move out of that zone, out of the friend zone, once they're in it?
00:09:37.740 I think if a woman has decided something, she won't change her mind.
00:09:41.380 I don't know, you know.
00:09:42.520 I've seen a lot of guys escape it.
00:09:44.000 I think there's a frame.
00:09:44.960 I think there's a particular type of guy who is just very, very patient in it.
00:09:49.900 Yeah.
00:09:50.320 The long game.
00:09:51.300 The longest of long games.
00:09:52.460 If you wait for the right opportunity to strike, like, cool, you've been friends with this girl.
00:09:54.720 She's going through breakup after breakup because you're always making bad decisions.
00:09:57.980 You just have to be there at the right time.
00:10:00.440 That's so icky though.
00:10:02.620 Listen, you put them there, innit?
00:10:04.020 It's more of a long-term investment strategy.
00:10:07.700 But like, let's say, okay, that does happen.
00:10:09.920 They hook up one time and she wakes up.
00:10:13.280 That show must be fitting.
00:10:14.300 He won though.
00:10:14.980 He won.
00:10:15.380 He still got to blow her back out.
00:10:16.160 Yeah, exactly.
00:10:16.720 Yeah.
00:10:17.180 He's still got a little taste.
00:10:18.780 His CV improved.
00:10:21.940 Wow.
00:10:22.820 You need to see that, a sketch from Chris Rock.
00:10:26.000 When he says why women keep a lot of like guy friends and stuff.
00:10:28.840 Because they're all back up.
00:10:29.960 Should we, should we get, really?
00:10:30.840 Yeah.
00:10:31.340 Oh my God.
00:10:31.760 Glassing, YouTube it.
00:10:33.000 It's such a funny skit.
00:10:34.840 Yeah, we could, we can.
00:10:36.600 We'll give him a second.
00:10:37.840 Yeah, I can't remember what it's called.
00:10:39.220 Ultimately, there comes a time where a woman has to choose between what they always go for,
00:10:44.360 which I think is probably not the best partner for them.
00:10:48.020 Yeah, it's probably just the, like, maybe like the bad boy.
00:10:50.360 You know how like women are always like, men are trash, men are trash, but it's like, no,
00:10:53.820 you need to change what you go for.
00:10:55.640 There's a difference between arousal and attraction.
00:10:58.200 Attraction is like the guy that you could take home to mom and dad.
00:11:02.320 And he's like the good boyfriend.
00:11:03.600 Like you're attracted to him from that way.
00:11:05.100 And arousal is like the bad boy.
00:11:06.740 And I think most girls want like a mix of the two if they can, but, but typically like
00:11:11.620 there's no mix.
00:11:12.500 It's usually one or the other.
00:11:13.780 You think so?
00:11:15.500 Yeah.
00:11:15.900 I mean, like, I don't think most, most like stable guys also have that bad boy side to
00:11:22.480 them.
00:11:22.740 And I think if you find one, you, you, you try to hold on to him.
00:11:26.040 Yeah.
00:11:26.480 Cause you know what they, those stable guys provide peace and obviously peace doesn't mean
00:11:30.680 continuous, uh, yeah, but you're aroused by the drama.
00:11:35.700 Yeah.
00:11:35.980 Cause yeah.
00:11:37.140 And I don't, I don't think girls, this is a much more honest like panel.
00:11:40.300 Cause the girls like, we don't like to admit that.
00:11:42.500 Like, I meant one.
00:11:43.600 Like, okay.
00:11:44.160 Like why, why do, why do girls, okay.
00:11:47.360 Why girls like getting cheated on, on some level.
00:11:50.800 It's not, it's not fun, but like, why is every girl obsessed with the ex that cheated
00:11:54.920 on her?
00:11:56.520 That's always the one she goes back to.
00:11:58.140 Yeah.
00:11:58.580 And I feel like you should, when you're going into something new, you shouldn't be talking
00:12:01.560 about, oh my God, like my ex done this and that to me.
00:12:03.660 You need to, no one needs to know where you wasn't valued.
00:12:06.440 You need to be completely healthy and just really just, listen, this is what I expect.
00:12:12.700 That's it.
00:12:13.200 Anything less, regardless of my feelings, I need to, I need to leave.
00:12:17.360 You need to put your feelings aside.
00:12:18.400 But then girls also go for guys that they know are likely to cheat on them.
00:12:22.460 So there's the ex who cheated and there's the new guy who's just like, you know, this
00:12:26.980 guy's probably going to cheat on me.
00:12:28.100 But in your head, like, I can change him.
00:12:29.460 I can make him a better man.
00:12:30.460 Or maybe, maybe he won't.
00:12:31.760 Or maybe he won't do it to me.
00:12:33.160 Like, I'm me.
00:12:34.380 Cause you ask her like, what value do you bring?
00:12:36.220 Well, I'm me.
00:12:37.080 Well, that's, and that's the thing.
00:12:38.240 Like, cause women are kind of narcissistic.
00:12:40.080 Like, cause they, they, like, like we think we can, we're the one that's going to change
00:12:43.940 him, but it's like, there's a million, there's a new girl turning 22 every day.
00:12:50.020 As many of you know, I was just banned on TikTok and we are demonetized on a daily basis on this
00:12:57.100 platform.
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