Joe Rogan Experience #1227 - Mike Tyson
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Boxing legend Larry Holmes stopped by to say hi and talk about his life, drugs and alcohol, and how he got to where he is today. He talks about how he became the greatest boxer of all time, and what it was like growing up in the late 80s and early 90s in a world where drugs were all the rage. He also explains how he broke the old myth that you can t have sex before a fight, and why he thinks sex should be allowed before you go to sleep. And he explains why he doesn t want to drink coffee after a fight. Plus, he talks about the time he met his future wife, how he almost got into drugs, and the drugs he used to get into the boxing ring. And how he overcame his addictions to cocaine and alcohol to become the first black man to win the Olympic Gold at the 1988 Summer Olympics. And he also talks about his relationship with alcohol and drugs, which led him to become one of the most successful boxers of all-time. Enjoy the episode, and don t forget to leave us a review on Apple Podcasts! Subscribe, Rate, and Share, and tell a friend about this podcast! if you enjoyed this episode and/or have any thoughts or suggestions for future guests you d like it to be featured on the next episode of the podcast. Thanks for listening! - Joe and Joe - Mike Cheers, Cheers. - The Cheers! Cheers - Cheers Cheers - Your Hosts, Joe & Joe, Mike & Joe & Joe and the Cheers Crew - EJ & the Jerks Mike & The Jerks. Love, Mike - Ollie & the Crew XOXO - SONGS: and the Crew at @ & The Crew at LAX - . . . (Music: ) , Music: "The Cheers (feat. (featuring: & ) & ( ) and (Chad, ) - (SZN & ) ( ) and & ( ) & ( & ( ), AND ( ) ( ) and ( ) . ( & , and Thank You, etc.) ( &/or ) is (AJ & ),
Transcript
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Tom Segura's in the house for a few minutes here to stop by to say hi.
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I can't believe you've never had a cup of coffee.
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That might be the most outrageous thing about you, is that you've never had coffee.
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When I was in rehab, you always got to go to Starbucks, because the meeting's right outside of Starbucks.
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How about like girlfriends, wives, like none of them ever drank coffee at home?
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All the drugs I did, you'd think coffee would be nothing.
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When you were in your prime, when you beat Trevor Burbank, were you doing anything back then?
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You were the first guy that I ever used as an example to break that old myth that you can't have sex before fights.
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You refuel for the next six weeks, and you're going with your fight.
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Do you think that was a myth, that it made you weak?
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That would inspire you more so than disintegrate you, I would think.
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They said that the Olympic, you know, where the athletes stay, is just like fuckfest.
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They have the boys and the girls in the same vicinity.
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When you were first coming up, when you were Kid Dynamite on Sports Illustrated, I'll never forget that, man.
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Your era from the 80s, the late 80s, that era...
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You being the champ, it was a change of things.
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Because when Larry Holmes was the champ as a boxing fan, I loved Larry Holmes.
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When Larry Holmes was the champ as a boxing fan...
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But when Larry Holmes was a champ, as a boxing fan, I appreciated him.
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We'd get together with friends and watch the Michael Spinks fight with Larry Holmes when Spinks beat him for the title.
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It was a big deal, but it wasn't a big deal culturally.
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And when you came around, all of a sudden, everybody's watching heavyweight boxing.
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It was the most crazy, exciting thing in sports.
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When your fights would go on, it would be about, should I pay for this?
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When it comes to my realization of the situation, I forget that I'm that guy.
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I forget that I trained that hard and I became a fighter and stuff.
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Because I couldn't imagine what it would be like to be 19 years old, 20 years old, to be that fucking famous.
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No, it was a trip, but it was just what Customado, you know, that was his blueprint to make me this teenage superstar.
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Did he give you advice on how to handle pressure and fame?
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Oh, the pressure and everything, but you know, he says really no ingredients in how to handle fame.
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We have to see what department of fame is your problem, and we have to work on that issue from there.
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But no one knows how to conduct themselves under that kind of pressure.
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It's like you realize there's so many levels of fame, and then Mike's is...
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Still just extraordinary, where people walk away from their job, like in an airport.
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They're supposed to be at the cash register, and they run out.
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Most of the time, you're like, oh, that's who that person is.
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But now, you know, I understand this is just what it is.
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It is what it is, and you're not going to be able to stop it.
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When people grabbing at you want to take pictures, you just relax.
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Well, he does whatever the fuck he wants to do.
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I think that guy's probably the best lightweight of all time.
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I think he's probably going to have some fights at 170 pounds eventually, if I'd imagine.
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I'm really interested to see him fight at 170 pounds.
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Well, first of all, Tyron Woodley, who's the champ at 170, that would be an insane fight.
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George St. Pierre, if he decided to come back and make a big super fight, that would be an insane fight.
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I think 170 has a lot of opportunities for him.
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They just have to figure out who's going to fight him.
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You know, Khabib, especially the way he smashed Conor.
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That the way Khabib won and did it so dominant, I think he's through the roof now.
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I think when he comes back and people see the pay-per-view numbers of his fights, they're going to realize how huge this guy is.
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Lives with his parents and his family, I believe.
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Best grappler I've ever seen inside the 155-pound division.
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He's a master at knowing when he can hit you and you can't hit him.
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Yeah, I miss watching him fight, you know what I mean?
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Cormier is the champ because Jon Jones tested positive for something, so they stripped him, and then Cormier became the champ.
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It's, you know, I think they'll probably fight again, whether they fight again at heavyweight or light heavyweight.
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Yeah, I think Cormier and Jon Jones, if Cormier wants to, if he wants to keep going.
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I mean, his wrestling skill, his skill level and understanding of wrestling is so high.
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Anybody fight outside of John Jones, he dominated.
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I mean, it just sucks that he's had so many controversies in his life, but I'm hoping he puts all that shit behind him.
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But you're a guy who's gone, I mean, when you went through legal problems yourself, you overcame, you came out of it on the other hand.
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I would think a guy like him could benefit a lot from talking to a guy like him.
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Yeah, but it's just so difficult and it's so unfortunate that he has to go through something like that, you know?
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Because sometimes people don't survive situations like that.
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Because they're so wild and they're having a good time too much and they're partying.
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If you don't bring it to an end, it's going to come to its own end.
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So you think for a guy like him, maybe getting in trouble was a good thing?
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If only have you learned from experiences like that, you know?
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I look at myself now and I say to myself, when I spent all those trips in those psych woods and stuff, I say, what was that all about?
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And I must say I was really disturbed back then.
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But you're somebody who got to the point where you got like, it's really fascinating, because I know you're a public figure, so I've been able to watch you my whole life.
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You went through all that stuff, and then you got to this point where you're very self-reflective.
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I don't think most, I mean, most people, regardless of whether they're famous or not, just still don't get to that point where they're able to look back and examine who they were and doing wild shit and With ruthless honesty.
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You have to reflect on yourself to discover who you really are.
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When you're 20 years old and all of a sudden you're the heavyweight champion of the world just a few years ago, you were poor.
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And now all of a sudden you're the king of the world.
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Charlie Murphy told us a story, and it's animated, and it's on YouTube now, of you and him coming over to your house in a limousine, and you had a, was it a lion or a tiger?
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So for people that don't know, I got to hang out with you at one of my shows one time.
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I had the best time talking to you about everything.
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And he's discussing if he doesn't pay for these cars, I'm going to sell these cars to somebody and get some horses and stuff.
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And he said, yeah, man, you can get cougars, lions, tigers.
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And the guy told me, and the guy said, man, imagine how cool that big you'd be.
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Imagine that, man, you'd be in the Aston Martin or Farah and you have a tiger right next to you, man.
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I'm saying to myself, wow, that would be cool, right?
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And then when I came home, I had those cubs right there waiting for me.
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Because I would see footage of you, like, fucking smacking them around and jumping on one of your tigers, and I was like, holy shit!
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My friend said, Mike, you can get some awesome animals.
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Once you get like that rich, you're like, just get some animals.
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And they throw people in there with the lions and tigers.
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It's a real common thing with super rich people.
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I don't think he maybe had a monkey or something.
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It was like, what was it, 10 years ago or something?
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They're sucking his balls and he's 80 and shit.
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That dude lived the lifestyle he was talking about.
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You know, a lot of people talk shit and you're like, you don't really do that.
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Mike on a flight, and it was a surreal experience.
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You know, like, from being a kid and thinking, like, this is Superman.
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When you see it as a kid, too, I think it's different.
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Periodically, even to this day, people come up to me and talk about the experience.
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And then when I thought we were done talking, I faced forward.
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And then he came back and tapped me on the shoulder.
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But then we land and he was like, oh, where's your show?
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And I really did say, like, I'm amazed that you're coming.
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I remember I called the Pittsburgh Improv Manager.
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I just go, you're not going to believe this, but Tyson's coming to the fight tonight.
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Because the show had already started and I didn't see him arrive.
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After the show, I walk off stage and he grabs me and he goes, let's go to the green room.
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And we hung out in that green room over an hour and just shooting the shit and talking.
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And when I forgot the time had passed, I opened the door.
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Entire staff is lined up at the door to meet him.
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They're waiting in a line for an hour outside the green room.
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One of the things I really appreciated about you as a fighter was that you really knew that you were putting on a show.
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There's no one that put on the show the way you did.
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You knew that people bought tickets and And paid for the pay-per-view.
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And then, you know, it's still like one of my great memories, man.
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Oh, by the way, did you buy seven Bentleys that were the same color?
00:18:01.000
You did give away one when you crashed it, right?
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I was married at the time to Robin Givens and we were in some fast food chain.
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We were ordering food and she went in my pocket I guess to get some money out of my pocket to pay for it and she saw some condoms came out and she was mad so she got in the car And then, boom, she crashed the car into another car that was just parked there.
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And so the cops came, and the cops were saying, hey, what happened here?
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And I was afraid that they were going to arrest me or arrest me.
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I said, you know, sir, why don't you just take the car?
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You know, you deserve it because you've been doing a lot.
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But before that, some guy's arm was broken and I gave him my money.
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I'm not going to tell you to get away from me no more.
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Because he didn't want to mess this deal up with this car.
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Because the guy complained he's not going to get in this car.
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And the cops said, don't fucking come near me again.
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So the guy is backed off, and I say, hey, go ahead, man.
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I went back to my office, and I said, get my fucking car back.
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He's probably hearing this night, I'm going to get that bastard, Tyson.
00:20:01.000
You imagine Mike Tyson calls you up and says, give me my fucking car back.
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You guys know I embarked on the marijuana business.
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Yeah, Tyson Ranch is going to be opening up pretty shortly.
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It's going to be the best facility in the world, man.
00:21:01.000
My partner Rob Hickman was discussing that too.
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Well, I had them for like 14 years, so I had to get rid of them, you know what I mean?
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What do you do when you want to get rid of a tiger?
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Like, when you're talking to your partners out there, you're having a good time with this.
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Aw, man, I never thought that in a million years I'd be able to do this and legalize.
00:21:40.000
When did you start, like, regularly smoking weed?
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The whole time when you were fighting, you were regularly smoking weed?
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Well, you know, when you're a kid, your mother gives you liquor and marijuana for it to make you think that you're going to go to sleep or something, yeah.
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As soon as I take it, I'm a whole different person.
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When I weed, I don't sometimes like who I am sometimes.
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Well, you know, I was talking to Michael Irvin once.
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He was explaining to me that when children grow up in high-stress environments, that their genes are wired.
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Or whatever it is, yoga, meditation, whatever you do to get there.
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Listen, I am so grateful that I embarked on this.
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I've never been a person to this magnitude, this kind of relaxation.
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Did you feel any better after you worked out when you were young like that?
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The best thing that ever happened to me is that I retired from boxing.
00:23:47.000
Because me working out and Megan, I was so intense with this.
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My whole objective was hurting people and wanting to be the best.
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I'm the best to ever live and all this bullshit.
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And dealing with my partner, Rob Hickman, I happened to embark on this, come across this thing called The Toad.
00:24:09.000
Yeah, what you're talking about is 5-methoxy-dynethyl-tryptomy.
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And I came across that, and I smoked this, I don't know, this medicine, drug, whatever you want to call it, and I've never been the same.
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I look at life different, I look at people differently, and the experience I can't even express, really.
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5-methoxys is produced by your brain, but what it is, is it's DMT with an oxygen molecule attached to it.
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And then 5-methoxy-dimethyltryptamine is DMT with a very subtle change to the molecule, and that subtle change, for some reason, takes away the visuals.
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Very strained, bright, colorful, impossible to describe visuals.
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I try to explain it to some people, my wife, and it's just I don't have the words to explain it.
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I've done a terrible job explaining it to everybody every time I've tried.
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But all those things, they give you perspective.
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It's almost like you're dying, you're submissive, you're humble, you're vulnerable, but you're invincible still in all.
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When you're separate from your ego, you realize you're a part of this whole thing, and this whole thing is unstoppable.
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You know, Joan, this is what I also realized, too, after going through that experience.
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You realize how insignificant you are sometimes without your ego.
00:26:10.000
You realize, wow, you're not really much that you really thought you were.
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I mean, you go places, you have a dramatic effect on people.
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You mean a lot to those people that you run into.
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You mean a lot to the people that you love and that love you.
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No one is irreplaceable, but everyone is special to someone or something, at least to themselves.
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We're all part of this weird, crazy, gigantic organism that's the human race.
00:26:47.000
My mentor, Customato, his objective was to think of nothing.
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You're nothing, nothing's nothing but the objective, the job, and that was his psychological warfare.
00:26:56.000
You're nothing, nothing, but the only thing that matters is the objective and accomplishing that objective by going through these methods of boxing.
00:27:03.000
Do you ever stop and think about how fortunate it was you ran into that guy?
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Listen, to this day, I really don't understand that.
00:27:13.000
By the time I was born, he was 66 years old by the time I was born.
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An amazing part of boxing with an unprecedented grasp of the mindset required for combat sports.
00:27:37.000
That was the thing that always really stood out about him.
00:27:40.000
He was a guy that was so well versed in the mindset.
00:27:44.000
I would listen to his speeches when he would talk about you and he would talk about boxing.
00:27:53.000
It can cook your food or it can burn your house down.
00:27:58.000
And when he would describe it, it would be so enlightening.
00:28:01.000
He was such a man of wisdom that when he would describe things, they would sink in.
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He was a psychiatrist, he was a doctor, he was a father, he was a mother.
00:28:22.000
And for a guy like you, it was almost like it was ordained.
00:28:29.000
Because I had no way in a million years, everybody said, no way you're going to be champ.
00:28:39.000
I'm like, oh, God, this guy's just souping me up.
00:28:41.000
I never thought I could achieve what he was saying.
00:28:44.000
The things he was saying were just so gigantic in my eyes at the time.
00:28:49.000
Yeah, I mean, when it all happened, And it turned out that he was true.
00:28:54.000
And you have to absorb all this when you're 20 years old.
00:28:57.000
You know, I always say this about Justin Bieber, and I don't think Justin Bieber nearly had to deal with what you had to deal with.
00:29:03.000
Your experience was so much crazier because you were not just an incredibly famous guy.
00:29:09.000
So there was like an aura to you everywhere you went.
00:29:13.000
50-year-old men don't give a fuck about Justin Bieber.
00:29:17.000
He's a great guy, a great singer, but he's like young girls.
00:29:21.000
For young girls, that guy's unbelievably famous, but he's been famous since he was a little kid.
00:29:30.000
When people hear about him going insane, I'm like, of course he's going insane.
00:29:34.000
You have no idea what it would be like to be him and to be 17 years old and girls literally trying to break into his house to throw pussy at him.
00:29:58.000
I listen to a lot of classic rock, for whatever reason.
00:30:02.000
But I've been listening to a lot of Kanye West over the last few weeks.
00:30:09.000
He actually talked about DMT in one of his recent songs.
00:30:17.000
Kid Cudi's been in here, and Kid Cudi's had some psychedelic experiences.
00:30:21.000
Once you go there, it's just, you don't want to do nothing else again.
00:30:28.000
It lets you see that as much as this thing seems to be important, this is all temporary and you're a part of forever.
00:30:36.000
And it also allows you to become comfortable with death.
00:30:43.000
Remember that guy Dallas from J.R. from Dallas?
00:30:54.000
He took a big dose of acid and he's never worried about death ever again.
00:30:57.000
That it just alleviated his worry about passing on.
00:31:07.000
I think DNT, even more specifically, because they think it might be.
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That it makes it visually visualize everything.
00:31:23.000
They know that your body makes it, they should say.
00:31:25.000
They know that it's producing your liver and their lungs, and there's some evidence now because they found it in rats that the pineal gland produces it, which is like, that's the third eye of Eastern mysticism.
00:31:34.000
That gland actually, in rats, they've proven, produces DMT, and they think it does so in people, too.
00:31:40.000
You know, once I did, I wanted to do it again and again and again.
00:31:43.000
And they said, you shouldn't do it too much, Mike, but I was like, man, I gotta, you know, grasp what's going on here.
00:31:48.000
Why did this, in a weird way, like, humbled you?
00:31:51.000
I don't think you should listen to the people who say you shouldn't do it too much.
00:31:59.000
If you could handle being Mike Tyson, you could handle doing DMT issues.
00:32:06.000
Well, I mean, it's not something you should do all day, every day, but you can learn a lot from it.
00:32:10.000
And it's very beneficial and very strange that it's illegal.
00:32:17.000
Even though, like, Terrence McKenna had a joke about it, because your body's making it, so everybody's holding.
00:32:24.000
You know, it's illegal, but it's like making blood illegal.
00:32:28.000
Isn't it wild when they go to Scenari Desert and they find these totes?
00:32:39.000
They bust its pimples and they bust it on a glass of marrow and then they take it off and they let it harden.
00:32:49.000
I've only had it synthetically made in a laboratory.
00:32:53.000
You used to be able to buy like a fucking can of it, like this big, enough to get like a whole state high.
00:33:06.000
Well, they would say not for human consumption, but I don't know what the fuck you're doing with it if you're not using it for human consumption.
00:33:24.000
Did you write down what happened after it happened or did you record it?
00:33:33.000
It comes off, you know, you're so scared, you know, it starts off like this to me, like, no, no, no, yeah!
00:33:43.000
That's how I start, no, I don't want to beat it, I start, hey, I want this to stop now, and the guy's like, hey, you're on the ride, and I'm like, no, no, no, yeah!
00:34:06.000
Stop, and the guy was like, hey, the show, I'm like, I can't do it, gotta go for the ride, dude.
00:34:11.000
And it was like, oh, man, it's like I'm dying, things are going in my face, I'm seeing the Aztec things, I'm seeing...
00:34:36.000
Well, I'm hoping that they start with psilocybin because I know MAPS, they're doing some great work with that, trying to get these things legalized, especially they're doing MDMA studies with veterans and people with PTSD and they're having great results.
00:34:53.000
They would love to get psilocybin legal, and it's up for ballot.
00:34:58.000
I think Oregon is up for legalization this year, and it may be eventually in California as well.
00:35:08.000
It's not a bad thing if they regulate it, if they make it for therapeutic use and just set up centers where experts can show.
00:35:14.000
But they shouldn't make it prohibitive for people to own it or even grow their own.
00:35:18.000
It's not a bad idea to set up places where people can do it under a professional's care, a shaman's care, a physician's care.
00:35:26.000
But making it illegal is a bad idea because it helps a lot of people.
00:35:32.000
They think you're going to do mushrooms and freak out and go fucking run around naked.
00:35:40.000
Well, psilocybin and DMT are very closely related chemically.
00:35:45.000
All those really potent psychedelic drugs are very closely related.
00:35:49.000
They all break down in some similar path inside your brain and give you that weird ego-dissolving experience.
00:36:01.000
Yeah, most of the drugs you do are most ego-enhancing.
00:36:25.000
When I was in high school, my friend's cousin used to sell it.
00:36:31.000
Him and his girlfriend would hang out in the attic, never come out.
00:36:33.000
They would just sell coke and watch TV. It was bad.
00:36:40.000
Once you get in that kind of vicious cycle, it's a wrap.
00:37:04.000
I was still living in Brownsville, Brooklyn when I first did coke game.
00:37:18.000
I would never let them live the life that I live.
00:37:21.000
I never want them to be in the environment that I grew up in.
00:37:25.000
Well, you know, you have the benefit of having gone through it.
00:37:33.000
How difficult any of your life must have been for you.
00:37:38.000
When you did that documentary, it's an amazing documentary.
00:37:41.000
When you're very honest, you're very honest and you're very open about all your experiences.
00:37:46.000
And the one thing I took away after that, like, no one can understand.
00:37:52.000
I could see the videos of your fights, see the videos of your experience.
00:37:56.000
But to understand the life that you lived, it's impossible.
00:38:01.000
It's like a guess for someone like me from the outside.
00:38:06.000
I used to look at it and think about this young kid from Brooklyn, New York, comes to Custom Auto at 13, 12, and all of a sudden, I have a low self-esteem.
00:38:19.000
I live by the rules of that ego and I've accomplished so much.
00:38:29.000
You could be a lawyer, you're 200 pounds, I'm staring you down.
00:38:33.000
It was a weird environment growing up that way.
00:38:36.000
You know, because we as people, we try to avoid fights.
00:38:40.000
From my instincts, we avoid fights for all our lives.
00:38:42.000
And just to be able, this is what you do, like you're a UFC guy, you're a fighter, this is what you do for a job, a lifestyle.
00:38:50.000
But you were getting positive reinforcement from thinking like that for the first time in your life.
00:38:56.000
It was like taking a big drug, you lose your years, boom, it felt like you're the man.
00:39:06.000
And you know what else the custom model used to do with me?
00:39:19.000
You relax, you go under, you totally focus on blackness, nothingness.
00:39:25.000
You go under and you're just being this savage, intelligent animal.
00:39:38.000
And they seeked all that in me as I was younger.
00:39:43.000
So they're putting you under and just teaching you that mindset.
00:39:47.000
Did he give you any advice on how to shut it off?
00:40:08.000
These guys are in our way of, you know what I mean, greatness, glory.
00:40:11.000
It's one of the hardest things that many fighters that I've watched over the years have the problem of shutting it off.
00:40:19.000
Like turning it on and living like that and just wanting to be a dominator, but then learning how to be a father, learning how to be a friend.
00:40:27.000
Man, my first lifetime with children and stuff, trying to do this stuff, man, I felt so disastrous.
00:40:34.000
You know, it was just, I had no idea what I was doing to her.
00:40:44.000
I find out I spend most of my adult life now apologizing to my kids, you know what I mean?
00:40:54.000
Do you think they understand the shit that you were going through?
00:41:02.000
I try to basically make sure that part of my life is empty now.
00:41:06.000
I live a different life for my kids, my family now.
00:41:11.000
It's beautiful that you, like Tom was saying earlier, you have a lot of self-reflection.
00:41:16.000
You've managed to look at your life and find out what has value to you, what helps you.
00:41:34.000
You've had so many down moments as well as up moments.
00:41:41.000
I never thought I would survive with my ego being checked.
00:41:43.000
I had no idea that that wasn't what it was about.
00:41:45.000
So you thought if your ego checked, you would go away?
00:41:51.000
I mean, it makes sense when you're going through all that hypnosis when you're 12 and 13 years old.
00:41:56.000
That's a crazy thing to do to a kid because it was super effective.
00:42:08.000
You were about 16, 17 years old, and you were sparring with some big guy who was a professional heavyweight.
00:42:15.000
What was fascinating to me about it wasn't just watching you move around when you were young and still learning, but it was also you were upset at yourself after it was over.
00:42:37.000
That's all I did was look at boxing, watch boxing, read about fighters.
00:42:48.000
Imagine that you also knew Jim Jacobs in that fucking fight library that guy had.
00:43:00.000
Remember before, if you missed a fight, you weren't going to see it again.
00:43:07.000
And Jim Jacobs, he kept those things on like a regular old projector type thing.
00:43:12.000
If you listen to the voiceover on some of those old fights, it's Jim Jacobs.
00:43:17.000
Yeah, it's him doing commentary on some of the old fights that didn't have any volume to them.
00:43:21.000
Now you study all these guys all day and all night.
00:43:25.000
It was through you that I learned about a lot of fighters.
00:43:27.000
When you would talk about Jack Dempsey, talk about different fighters from the old days, I learned about a lot of those guys from you.
00:43:34.000
I went back and watched some of those tapes and now it's beautiful.
00:43:37.000
Now you can just get on YouTube and you can see whatever you want.
00:43:42.000
But to go back and watch some of those old tapes.
00:43:43.000
Go back to my office and present if we're going to see this show.
00:44:05.000
How long have you guys been working towards this?
00:44:07.000
Hey, listen, we had seen the property and then we purchased it and we were just overwhelmed with it.
00:44:23.000
Hey, I never thought, but we will have the wellness center.
00:44:27.000
Dude, how great would it be if you taught a boxing class every now and then?
00:44:31.000
I don't know about all that stuff, though, but we got to hang out there and work out.
00:44:34.000
Just a fun boxing class, like hitting the heavy bag.
00:44:37.000
You don't have to get people beating each other up.
00:44:40.000
Do you know how much people would pay to smoke weed and come learn how to box from you?
00:44:46.000
Do you smoke weed with people, just regular folks?
00:44:58.000
Well, I would imagine if I was a mother, it would be very hard to get high because I'd get paranoid.
00:45:04.000
Yeah, of course she doesn't do it during the day.
00:45:18.000
I won a bunch of state championships and won a few national tournaments.
00:45:23.000
When did you know you wanted to get physical with another human being and do this stuff?
00:45:26.000
You can't be in the right frame of mind to want to do this stuff.
00:45:32.000
People that do this stuff are not in the right frame of mind.
00:45:33.000
And that's dealing with fear drives you insane.
00:45:42.000
Yeah, obviously I never went through anything like the level that you went through, but for these full contact taekwondo fights, I was always scared.
00:45:55.000
And we moved from New Jersey to San Francisco when I was seven, from San Francisco to Florida when I was 11, Florida to Boston when I was 14 or 13. So it's just always moving to new schools, always dealing with new kids,
00:46:10.000
and I wasn't big, and I didn't know how to fight, and I got picked on, and I didn't like it.
00:46:16.000
And so I started getting into martial arts, and I just became obsessed with it.
00:46:23.000
I was teaching the Taekwondo course when I was 19. I was competing from the time I was 15. I just threw myself into it.
00:46:34.000
And because of you, because of hearing about you, when you were running in the morning, when you knew that everybody else was asleep, that gave you an edge, I'd go there in the middle of the night and open up and work out.
00:46:45.000
And I listened to what you said, and I said, that's a great way to have an edge.
00:46:52.000
What happened was I went from Taekwondo to kickboxing, and when I started kickboxing, I started getting fucked up.
00:46:59.000
Dudes were beating the shit out of me because I was realizing I can't keep people at the same distance anymore because I didn't know how to use my hands properly.
00:47:05.000
I knew how to throw some punches a little bit from Taekwondo, but it's not nearly as sophisticated as boxing or kickboxing.
00:47:12.000
And so then I started kickboxing training, and then I started realizing there's no future in this.
00:47:35.000
It was hard for me to shut that part of me off, the part of me that just wanted to conquer, the part of me that just wanted to win all the time, to figure out a way to be more intense, more driven, more focused.
00:47:45.000
But when I did stop fighting, it was a huge relief.
00:47:48.000
The relief part was worth the extra anxiety that I got.
00:47:53.000
It was worth it just for the relief of not thinking about fighting all the time, not thinking about when's the next tournament, when's the next event, when's the next thing I'm doing.
00:48:06.000
Well, for you, it had to be way crazier because not only is it the weight, it's the heavyweight championship of the world.
00:48:14.000
That was my goal, to make him happy all the time.
00:48:16.000
When he died, was it weird not having a person like that in your life?
00:48:24.000
And then people who we thought were our friends and that we said were going to be good to it, they just started...
00:48:28.000
When he died, they just started going in for the kill.
00:48:33.000
Well, it seemed like you and Kevin Rooney had a good combination at the beginning.
00:48:42.000
They were thinking about getting rid of Kevin or something.
00:48:44.000
I was thinking, I didn't want to be with nobody else.
00:48:47.000
I was comfortable with Kevin in the style and the way we were working.
00:48:56.000
Yeah, it was a good relationship, like the way it worked in the beginning, it looked like.
00:49:03.000
Kevin used to train me and then fight, and I'm fighting on his undercard.
00:49:19.000
How many years before Cuss died was he holding the mitts for you?
00:49:31.000
Once we started training with each other, we started watching fights together.
00:49:39.000
Your style, the way you would come out, was so reminiscent of old fighters.
00:49:43.000
When you'd come out with no socks on, black shoes.
00:49:46.000
My mind, I'm thinking, was all about gladiator and being tough.
00:49:50.000
I would never think, I look at it now, look at that silly little kid.
00:50:02.000
When you fought Marvis Frazier on, what is that, ABC World of Sports?
00:50:07.000
I remember watching that fight going, holy shit.
00:50:11.000
That was like being locked into a ring with a tornado.
00:50:21.000
You know, you were coming up and everybody was just terrified.
00:50:27.000
Yeah, I wanted to make my mentor real happy though.
00:50:35.000
Did you ever try to go back and get hypnotized after all that's over to try to maybe calm down that part of your mind that they turned on?
00:50:57.000
If I went to another country and I didn't have my weed, I'd be insane.
00:51:01.000
I got to be here a couple of days, a week, a month?
00:51:08.000
The rest of the world will catch up eventually.
00:51:12.000
We were talking about it before the show started, that just a few years ago, if you smoked weed, you felt like you were a criminal.
00:51:19.000
Yeah, you had to hide it all the time, look around.
00:51:34.000
Especially when, like, we're both high right now.
00:51:45.000
How many fights did Jim Jacobs have in that library?
00:51:56.000
Who were standouts for you outside of the stand?
00:52:06.000
There's also little guys like Tony Cantaneri, Henry Armstrong, Barney Ross, guys like that.
00:52:13.000
They evolved boxing to the level where it can evolve to now.
00:52:18.000
Who was that crazy middleweight who went up to fight Jack Johnson and dropped him?
00:52:36.000
Standing kitchen was a real wild and crazy guy.
00:52:45.000
When you talk about your life and the way you were living, if you go back to most of the greats, like Roberto Duran, he was a wild motherfucker too.
00:52:55.000
There's so many of the greats were just wild, wild people.
00:52:58.000
I think it's that fear that brings that out of you.
00:53:02.000
But then there were some greats that were just real disciplined.
00:53:05.000
Like Marvin Hagler is my best example for that.
00:53:08.000
When I was a kid growing up in Boston, Hagler was the middleweight champion of the world.
00:53:12.000
And I used to see, they used to have video of him running.
00:53:16.000
He was running on the, there was the dunes, sand dunes in Cape Cod in the winter, freezing cold, with a hoodie on, running, screaming, war, war!
00:53:26.000
Marvin Hagler made you want to just get out of your house and go running in the snow.
00:53:32.000
That was the thing that I always got out of watching him.
00:53:57.000
That was one of the greatest middleweight encounters of all time.
00:54:06.000
As skillful as they were, they decided to just smash.
00:54:14.000
There was no, like, Tommy Hearns should have tried to use his jab, boxing the outside.
00:54:18.000
You're not going to keep Marvin Hagler off you.
00:54:22.000
If you don't try to take him out, it's almost crazy.
00:54:25.000
You know, Sugar Ray Leonard did that, but they weren't at their prime then.
00:54:29.000
I wanted to see those two guys in their primaries go at it.
00:54:32.000
Yeah, Sugar Ray Leonard, especially when he fought Hagler, he fought Hagler smart.
00:54:41.000
That Marvin Hagler decided to bet on himself for that fight, knew that he was going to lose.
00:54:51.000
They had it set up and then retired and went to Italy.
00:54:55.000
Hey, I don't know what anybody did, but I never heard anything like that.
00:55:01.000
But he's one of the most interesting end of careers ever.
00:55:04.000
I heard rumors that he didn't fight the fight that he should have fought that he knew he should have fought.
00:55:10.000
Well, the rumor was he went to Italy because the mob set everything up.
00:55:15.000
He went to Italy and became a giant movie star.
00:55:17.000
But he's the only guy that I can think of in recent memory that literally went out on top.
00:55:23.000
Had this unbelievably close fight with Sugar Ray Leonard.
00:55:26.000
A lot of people think he could have won that fight.
00:55:39.000
I'm surprised I never came back, because that was just my whole life.
00:55:45.000
But when you did retire, and when you retired in the ring, that was the most honest retirement speech I've ever heard a boxer give, ever.
00:55:52.000
You're just like, I don't have this in me anymore.
00:55:58.000
That was pretty bizarre for myself, because this is what I based my life on doing.
00:56:02.000
When I first started doing it, I said I'm going to dedicate my life to this stuff.
00:56:07.000
You have to see that it's no longer going to happen.
00:56:10.000
When did you know that you didn't want to do it anymore?
00:56:13.000
I've known years before that, but I was still being very successful.
00:56:18.000
Do you remember around when you started thinking it?
00:56:34.000
I was just winning them, just winning, beating guys.
00:56:36.000
You know, guys get hit or something, and some guys be so scared.
00:56:47.000
Like, how do you take this crazy, exciting life?
00:56:52.000
I just decided, listen, let me just get high for a while.
00:56:58.000
Let me party for a while and figure this stuff out.
00:57:17.000
Because you're also the first fighter that ever did that.
00:57:21.000
But very few of them have ever, I don't think anybody besides you, has ever put it into a theatrical thing.
00:57:34.000
And I just can't believe that people want to see that stuff.
00:57:37.000
Well, like I said, the documentary was amazing.
00:57:39.000
So people wanted to hear the live version of you talking about it and to see you live in person.
00:57:48.000
The first time we did it on Broadway, that is, right?
00:57:51.000
We were really not sure about how it was going to turn out.
00:57:57.000
We had tickets and gave all of our friends and people we love, our names, and we brought them to the show.
00:58:08.000
You know, I didn't want the show to be a comedy.
00:58:11.000
It was supposed to be a hard, gritty show about a tough guy that made it through his toughness.
00:58:15.000
And it just came up about me just talking about myself, how much a smug I am.
00:58:25.000
Everybody knew you were this tough guy, but they didn't know that you could be so self-deprecating and have so much fun with it all.
00:58:36.000
They're doing the writing for my movie and stuff.
00:58:39.000
I haven't seen it in anything, but it's going to be pretty wild.
00:58:43.000
I don't know, there's been various people, but most likely you want Jamie Foxx to do it.
00:58:53.000
That guy could be the fucking President of the United States.
00:59:01.000
He'll probably bulk up like crazy, too, to do it.
00:59:16.000
A lot of people didn't like what he did, but I thought he did a good job.
00:59:35.000
When he was fighting, there was no UFC around, but he did a lot of karate tournaments and stuff.
00:59:49.000
He's just got this level of competence and skill and artistry in his singing, in his comedy, in his acting.
01:00:14.000
Are you going to be like, bitch, I would have never said that.
01:00:20.000
But for some reason, they have their Hollywood ways of doing things.
01:00:31.000
It's just really wild how they try to switch it to appear presentable.
01:00:41.000
From a Hollywood perspective, some things that are real are just still unbelievable.
01:00:50.000
Yeah, well, do you know that movie, Foxcatcher?
01:01:03.000
Mark Schultz is the guy who fought in the UFC. Here's what's crazy about that movie.
01:01:07.000
I don't know how much of that movie is accurate.
01:01:10.000
But what I do know is the one thing that I for sure know happened, they changed.
01:01:15.000
When he fought in the UFC, Mark only fought in the UFC once.
01:01:23.000
Big black guy wore karate gi and then eventually got rid of the gi later in his career.
01:01:39.000
It's like if you, for whatever reason, they decided to not have you fight Trevor Burbick, you fought someone else.
01:01:45.000
Like you fought Jerry Cooney for the title or something.
01:01:51.000
I can't want to do if they do something like that.
01:01:53.000
They did it with the UFC when they did it with Foxcatcher.
01:01:59.000
It doesn't make the movie any better to have him fight a Russian guy.
01:02:04.000
He's known in the UFC. Especially for people like me that are in the audience that go, oh, look, look who's playing Big Daddy.
01:02:32.000
And these guys, a lot of them are really struggling.
01:02:35.000
When they're trying to make the Olympics team, I mean, they're getting by, barely.
01:02:38.000
They barely have enough money for healthy food.
01:02:41.000
And sometimes they get sponsors, like a rich guy who owns a business, you know, he loves the Olympics, he loves wrestling, maybe he wrestled in college, and he'll take care of them, maybe get them some vitamins, maybe...
01:02:52.000
And they have various people that help them with their training and their food.
01:02:55.000
But this guy came along and said, look, I'm going to build a gigantic facility to create the best wrestling program and pay you guys all money to come and train here.
01:03:08.000
Yeah, and he was a guy who was like a trust fund guy.
01:03:19.000
I mean, like you said, the story itself is fucking crazy enough.
01:03:27.000
So who knows what else in the movie they added or changed or fucked with.
01:03:31.000
They fucked with something they didn't have to fuck with.
01:03:34.000
They went Hollywood with it in a way that they didn't have to do.
01:03:37.000
So it makes you question all the other things that happened in the movie.
01:03:48.000
I was saying to myself, do I really want to do this stuff, man?
01:03:51.000
Do I really want to go on the screen with my life and be sincere with these people?
01:03:56.000
You know, I've been thinking about that recently.
01:03:59.000
And this cannabis business is getting ready to pop off and do really well.
01:04:11.000
You're so honest that anything that you've done in the past that you're embarrassed about or shameful of, it's just better.
01:04:23.000
Watching someone like you talk about your life is beneficial for people because you learn how you can overcome these experiences, how bad things can be for you.
01:04:44.000
Like I said, when I was a kid, you were the fucking man.
01:04:50.000
To have a guy like you be self-deprecating, explaining, and laughing about things, it makes it even...
01:04:58.000
We were saying about Cus D'Amato, that his wisdom is sunk in.
01:05:03.000
The gravel in his voice and the intensity in his eyes and the wisdom in his words, it sunk in.
01:05:09.000
I remembered his quotes for years afterwards because he lived so much, because he had so much.
01:05:16.000
When you're talking about your life experiences, people listen.
01:05:20.000
They take it in because they know you lived an extraordinary life.
01:05:33.000
Those are the only people that live a more extreme life.
01:05:36.000
First responders, soldiers, firemen, police officers.
01:05:40.000
I mean, they're seeing death and violence every day.
01:05:42.000
Other than them, you probably live the most extreme life ever.
01:05:48.000
Do you ever get together with other, like, world-class pro boxers that have...
01:05:52.000
No, but the guy that do get into it, the guy you talk about, the veterans and stuff.
01:06:06.000
Well, a lot of those guys are finding some relief in the same things that you found relief in.
01:06:10.000
They find relief in DMT and other psychedelics, mushrooms.
01:06:14.000
I think that could be a great benefit to a lot of our veterans.
01:06:18.000
I don't know why they don't want to dabble in this stuff.
01:06:22.000
What do you think would have happened to you if you got a hold of that stuff while you were in your prime?
01:06:28.000
I don't think maybe I want to be a fighter then.
01:06:39.000
You know, that's what makes you feel like when you come out of it, you say, I love you.
01:06:46.000
Well, my hope is that with great organizations like MAPS, that one day people will be able to see things, like everybody will be able to see things the way you do.
01:06:57.000
And then we'll all have this understanding of what these things are.
01:07:09.000
You could take a hammer and hit yourself in the head if you're stupid.
01:07:36.000
What is it like for you to watch boxing these days?
01:07:47.000
I was in the air flying when they were fighting.
01:07:50.000
You didn't watch any of the highlights or anything?
01:08:18.000
I got mixed feelings with that part of my life.
01:08:21.000
A lot of stuff that I don't like about myself and stuff.
01:08:26.000
I try to forget that stuff because I'm on a whole different pattern.
01:08:38.000
So watching other people box makes you think about yourself when you're fighting?
01:08:44.000
I always say, these guys are so much nicer than I was.
01:08:52.000
Yeah, there's no one out there today that's got that mean, vicious persona anymore.
01:08:58.000
Yeah, when you were in the ring doing a post-fight interview saying you wanted to eat your children, you wanted to eat someone's children, I remember saying, this is the craziest fucking post-fight interview.
01:09:16.000
For the story, for the time, I mean, look, what it was was when we saw Rocky III, right?
01:09:22.000
And Mr. T was challenging Rocky, and he would say all that crazy shit about what he was going to do.
01:09:31.000
What you did is you took that and just cranked it up to 11 and threw gasoline on it and lit it on fire.
01:09:37.000
You just took that kind of ferocious shit talking.
01:09:40.000
Yeah, I look at some of those press conferences in a long time and what I'm saying to these guys, I would never talk to anybody like that.
01:09:45.000
You know, it's just such a different world now.
01:09:48.000
Do you feel when you watch that stuff that you feel almost like trapped by that past, like that you have to acknowledge it?
01:09:57.000
Yeah, I'm almost a little bit like, I don't want to be involved.
01:10:02.000
But it kind of had to happen for you to be who you are now.
01:10:05.000
Yeah, but no, it's because people, this is the real reason, right, Joe?
01:10:13.000
So I have my, I'm conflicting with people that like that guy and me living my life that I am living now.
01:10:19.000
Well, people love that guy because that guy gave them a drug, and that drug was excitement.
01:10:23.000
Like, you'd turn on the TV, like, oh shit, here we go, Michael Spinks, Mike Tyson, here we go, and boom!
01:10:33.000
They knew some crazy shit was about to go down.
01:10:36.000
No one knows what's going to happen in a fight.
01:10:51.000
You slapped down the money in the pay-per-view.
01:10:53.000
You got out your popcorn and you waited for the rush.
01:11:01.000
I hate to keep bringing your head back to that, but just for me, as a kid growing up during that time, it was a big part of my becoming an adult.
01:11:15.000
I always look at my kids and I think, wow, these guys are pretty much...
01:11:26.000
I would never want to put that pressure on my son that you have to be the total best.
01:11:38.000
I mean, I don't think a kid that grows up in a loving household with supportive parents...
01:11:42.000
Yeah, you guys are boxing for when you have nothing.
01:11:45.000
When you do boxing, when you just had nothing, because that's a lot of dedication, that's a lot of pain, that's a lot of aggravation.
01:11:57.000
But you must be able to take pride in the fact that your children don't ever have to do that.
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Oh, and that's why I took the punches, for they wouldn't have to do that.
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I have this son of 16. He wanted to be a boxer.
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The fuel that you had, the burning inferno inside you, you can't replicate that.
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They don't have to deal with that kind of shame.
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Yeah, but it's beautiful that you could describe it that way now.
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Like, you've stepped outside of it long enough.
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Do you recognize what it was when it was overcoming you?
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I used to read stories of Alexander the Great, how this guy was a god.
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It's just crazy how you get inspired to believe that you're more than what you are.
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Well, it was also those feelings of conquering were giving you the first success and good feelings of your life.
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I mean, that's something that I don't think a lot of people are aware of.
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The hypnotism and the putting those thoughts into your mind, which were...
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You could tap into that mind zone right before you competed.
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They gave you a clear path to use your fury with this very analytical approach with perfect boxing technique and an amazing mentor with incredible amount of knowledge and they just let you loose.
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Yeah, being bad intentions and having enthusiasm when you're fighting.
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When I get ripped and all that stuff, I reactivate it.
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Extreme winners, that ego is hard to snuff out.
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Yeah, if I activate my ego, I'm going to lose in life.
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But if I start to think that I'm special, if I get a glimmer of that thing saying, hey, whoa, look at you.
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Yeah, that's what you were doing, but I'm like, damn, you can still move.
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I don't want to know how to do that stuff again.
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But does it feel weird, what I was going to get to, when, if you were standing in front of that heavy bag and you start rattling off combinations, and people, you start thinking, like, oh, shit.
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I am the youngest heavyweight champion of all time.
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I look at that guy as somebody that's giving me a platform to help me forget about that guy.
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Because most people who've accomplished as much as you have, they don't want to ever let the past go.
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You had one of the most successful boxing careers ever, but you don't want nothing to do with it.
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When you arrive to that next chapter in life, you have to forget the chapter that came before you and focus on the chapter ahead of you.
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And coming from you, that lesson, I think, is going to hit home with a lot of people.
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Because you were the youngest heavyweight champion of all time, because you're the baddest man on the planet, this big hero for a lot of people like me when I was growing up, to see you now say, that's then.
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I'm concentrating on my life right now, and I'm happy, and I love people.
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But when you think about this, listen, you know, being that person, that guy, that sent me to psych ward a couple of times.
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That guy had you in underwear holding a tiger on a chain.
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Probably thought about hurting myself or something crazy like that.
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What do they do when they take you in the psych ward?
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I mean, how do they take Mike Tyson and calm him down?
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Just give me some fucking pills, some Thorzines or something.
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Just calm you down medically, pharmaceutically.
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Like a zombie that's looking at the television, don't know what's going on.
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Well, you know what's going on, but you can't react to it.
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And then once they got you calmed down enough, they go, all right, you can go.
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They think it was time for me to go, and I had to go.
01:18:28.000
What is a day in the life of Mike Tyson like now?
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And I come home at 5 o'clock and I go see my kids unless I stay at the office later.
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And I come home and I hang out with my wife and my kids.
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And then my daughter plays tennis up there, so we're pretty much situated up there.
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It's not like I said, baby, can we move to Hollywood?
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No, because all of our tennis requirements are here in Newport Beach, so we stay here.
01:19:30.000
So you've settled into this business life, it seems like, pretty easily.
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Since doing the total, my main objective and everything I've been embarking on and been involving myself with, it's all been because of a fresh start.
01:19:54.000
I feel that nothing could stop and nothing could be in my way.
01:19:58.000
So this is from doing that one DMT experience that just sent you into...
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Well, I did it one time, but I did it many times that day.
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I'm trying to figure it out, but I've changed, but I still don't know how.
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I describe it for a lot of people, it's like resetting a computer.
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You reset a computer, you have a fresh new desktop, and there's only one folder on the desktop, and that folder says, my old bullshit.
01:20:29.000
I'm saying to myself right now, sometimes I'm wondering, this new feeling that I'm possessing right now, is it a real feeling?
01:20:38.000
Until the next moment, that next feeling, come to do some drugs, to be with somebody else.
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Because at this moment, that feeling feels like it's never coming back.
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It can never come back if you decide that it's never coming back.
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But you have to make that decision pretty much every day.
01:21:00.000
When a lot of people fall into drug addictions, relapsing, when they relapse, they're not physically addicted when they're relapsed.
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It's because there's comfort in those old patterns.
01:21:12.000
Because this new way of life is just they get anxiety.
01:21:15.000
They feel like it's a lot of pressure to stay clean.
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And then once you do that, then you're going all out now.
01:21:40.000
Oh, man, this is just a dark, dark, vicious cycle.
01:21:47.000
It's all about ego-inflating and self-deprecating, self-destruction.
01:21:52.000
It also alleviates you from the responsibility of improving.
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100% that pressure of like keeping it together staying sober You know being disciplined all that stuff once it's gone.
01:22:08.000
I'm crazy and it's easy to fall into that trap and that's what happens to a lot of people who relapse with drugs I never want to go back to that again.
01:22:19.000
That's one of the great things about marijuana that people don't understand.
01:22:27.000
But you can use marijuana and just be peaceful and not chaotic.
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The opposite will make you think more about the consequences of ruining your life.
01:22:42.000
I got a foot in Detroit, Michigan one time for Andrew Gulotta.
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They chopped it up and went and did coke with it.
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I'm just going with this bizarre world and see what happens.
01:23:25.000
I never thought you could do the self marijuana without being in that business.
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At this stage in my life when it came at the right particular time.
01:23:40.000
In this day and age, I mean, look, everybody loves you.
01:23:46.000
People are going to want to buy your weed just because they love you.
01:23:53.000
There's some spots in Asia you don't want to bring weed to.
01:24:09.000
You had to buy the plant and wait till the plant develop and make buds and all that stuff.
01:24:20.000
So you're working with a bunch of different growers.
01:24:25.000
The whole thing, we're working with other growers, but my main objective is to be distributors all over the country.
01:24:32.000
So, and also the ranch, where you're going to have like a destination.
01:24:36.000
That's going to be our resort there, and that's where people are going to come.
01:24:39.000
It's going to be like, what's that big concert thing?
01:24:43.000
We're going to have our own concerts there, Chinchella.
01:24:49.000
It's going to be something to that effect, yeah.
01:24:59.000
Miguel's going to be our first show in February.
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You need to come by because I'm going to be presenting at the Podcast Awards.
01:25:48.000
And we smoke on our show and we're having a good time.
01:26:13.000
So tell people, Tyson Ranch, tell people how they can find more information.
01:26:28.000
I have people do that, but they tell me to take pictures of this guy for you to get some likes or something.
01:26:35.000
Third grade or something, getting friends, trying to make friends.
01:26:50.000
Well, listen, brother, thank you very much for being here, man.
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I wanted to come to the show so much earlier, but we just couldn't make it happen.
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And anytime you got something coming on, you want people to know about it, let me know.