The Joe Rogan Experience - October 26, 2021


Joe Rogan Experience #1725 - Bridget Phetasy


Episode Stats

Length

3 hours and 36 minutes

Words per Minute

178.18124

Word Count

38,502

Sentence Count

3,662

Misogynist Sentences

120


Summary

In this episode of the Joe Rogan Experience, Joe and I catch up after a year and a half hiatus. We talk puppy torture, cancer research, and why the government is funding a virus that could be the most deadly virus on the planet. We also talk about why CNN is completely ignoring this whole thing and why we should be mad at them for not covering it. Logo by Courtney DeKorte. Theme by Mavus White. Music by PSOVOD and tyops. All rights reserved. Used by permission. If you like what you hear, please leave us a five star review on Apple Podcasts. Subscribe, Like, and Share on whatever platform you're listening to the podcast. Thanks for listening and Happy New Year! Cheers, Joe & Rory. -The Joe Rogans Experience Music: "Space Junk" by Nordgroove, "Goodbye Outer Space" by Fountains of Wayne, "Outer Space Traveler" by Cairo Bronson, "Coming Soon" by Suneaters, "The Good Omens" by Puddle of Fears, "Good Morning America" by Ian Dorsch, "Sonic the Hedgehog" by John Singleton, "It's a Good Morning Morning Show" by The Good Morning America, featuring John Rocha, "I'm Sorry" by Haley Shaw, "A Good Day Podcast" by KRS Radio, "Your Day Off" and "I Don't Know It's All About That" by Sarah Silverman, "Noah" by Shadydave, "Bretta, I'm Too Effie, I'll See You're Not Sorry," "I'll Talk About It's a Girl Podcast," and "My Dad's Day," we'll Tell You What's Good Enough," "My Brother's Day" by Kevin McLeod, "Let's Talk About That," "Can't Have It," "Bye Bye Bye," "The Realest Thing," "This Is It's Not Good Enough" by Caitie, My Thoughts On That's It's Alyssa & Other Things (feat. , , "My Thoughts On It's Too Good, My Story, My Life's Day & I'll Have It's Just Like That's Not Enough, My Music Is Good, I Can't Wait To Hear It's Good Bye," "Let Me Say That's Good, And I'll Hear It,"


Transcript

00:00:01.000 Joe Rogan Podcast, check it out!
00:00:03.000 The Joe Rogan Experience.
00:00:06.000 Train by day, Joe Rogan Podcast by night, all day!
00:00:12.000 Are we rolling?
00:00:13.000 What's going to catch up?
00:00:14.000 I said we're just going to catch up.
00:00:15.000 It's been a year.
00:00:16.000 It's been a year, yeah.
00:00:18.000 And you've been trending on Twitter for that entire year.
00:00:22.000 It's not my fault.
00:00:23.000 Those fucking dorks get out of the house, losers.
00:00:26.000 Go pay attention to real life shit while Fauci's out there torturing puppies.
00:00:31.000 Did you see that shit?
00:00:32.000 Yeah.
00:00:33.000 Did you read that article?
00:00:34.000 I didn't read the article.
00:00:35.000 I shut up.
00:00:36.000 I can't look at puppy torture.
00:00:37.000 What are they learning from torturing?
00:00:39.000 Pull up the article, Jamie, because people need to know this.
00:00:42.000 Because I put it up on Twitter, but this is sick shit.
00:00:45.000 Glenn Greenwald texted me about this, and he was kind of explaining that it doesn't help anything.
00:00:52.000 There's no benefit to this.
00:00:55.000 He's like, this is not something that's saving lives.
00:00:58.000 If you could prove this was saving lives, he goes, maybe you can make some sort of ethical argument for doing this, but it doesn't save lives.
00:01:07.000 It's just not.
00:01:09.000 It's twisted, and I don't understand it.
00:01:12.000 Bipartisan legislators demand answers from Fauci on cruel puppy experiments.
00:01:17.000 Our investigators show that Fauci's NIH division shipped part of a $375,800 grant to a lab in Tunisia to drug beagles and lock their heads in mesh cages filled with hungry sand flies so that the insects could eat them alive.
00:01:37.000 I feel like in a normal society, this guy would just be completely retreated from the public by now.
00:01:43.000 How is this possible?
00:01:44.000 How is it possible, first of all, that now it's been proven, the NIH has now come out and said he lied.
00:01:51.000 He lied in front of Congress about gain-of-function research.
00:01:54.000 They funded gain-of-function research at the Wuhan lab that worked on coronaviruses in the very Fucking area where a coronavirus got out and killed four million people with cleavage sites that were inserted into it that seemed to indicate that it's been manipulated.
00:02:10.000 Like all these indications.
00:02:11.000 Yeah, that were, by the way, all conspiracies.
00:02:14.000 These were all just conspiracies.
00:02:16.000 If you even suggested any of this, that it came from a lab, that it was funded, all of it is now true.
00:02:22.000 And no one says sorry.
00:02:24.000 It's how I got trended on Twitter.
00:02:26.000 That's one of the ways I got traded on Twitter, from when Brett Weinstein was on, and Brett was saying this, that it seems to indicate, this was in April of 2020, Brett was saying, it seems to indicate that this is a virus that's been manipulated.
00:02:42.000 And everyone's like, that is a dangerous conspiracy theory, and it's racist!
00:02:47.000 Racist conspiracy theory!
00:02:49.000 Meanwhile, it's actually accurate, and it's our own government was involved, which is the most fucked up thing, because as things have been uncovered, as Josh Rogan uncovered it, Josh Rogan played a very big part in this, because Josh Rogan recognized that he was one of the first people,
00:03:05.000 and he actually broke it on this podcast, that Fauci was the one who restarted the gain-of-function research, that whole Obama, rightly and smartly, had said, hey, stop doing that shit.
00:03:16.000 The fuck are you doing?
00:03:18.000 And so then Trump came along and found this is important research.
00:03:22.000 We need to try to kill the world.
00:03:25.000 Yeah.
00:03:26.000 Fuck.
00:03:26.000 This is so crazy that this is not...
00:03:29.000 Like, if you go to all these mainstream news...
00:03:32.000 They're not saying this.
00:03:34.000 How are you not saying this?
00:03:36.000 They don't understand why they've lost all their credibility, and yet they behave as if the internet doesn't exist.
00:03:44.000 Right.
00:03:44.000 Well, how is CNN not covering this?
00:03:45.000 Go to the Fauci story, because it is so crazy.
00:03:49.000 Because when you watch Rand Paul grill him, and he's like, with all due respect, Senator, you do not know what you are talking about.
00:03:58.000 You could do a good impression of him.
00:03:59.000 I could do a better one if I listen to him.
00:04:00.000 If I listen to him for like 10 minutes, I can really get him.
00:04:03.000 I remember that Rand Paul recently was like, someone owes me an apology.
00:04:08.000 What are you doing?
00:04:09.000 I don't know.
00:04:09.000 Oh, I'm sorry.
00:04:10.000 I'm sorry.
00:04:10.000 There was another one.
00:04:13.000 It's in my Twitter.
00:04:15.000 In a shocking turn of events, the NIH... Has now admitted, which is interesting because if they're admitting that they funded game to function research, that means they're turning on that little monster.
00:04:25.000 So if they're turning on him, that means we might actually see some progress here and a real objective understanding of what's happening.
00:04:33.000 In major shift, NIH admits funding risky virus research in Wuhan.
00:04:39.000 Now this is Vanity Fair, okay?
00:04:40.000 Super liberal publication.
00:04:41.000 So if they're doing this, that means the tide has turned.
00:04:45.000 A spokesperson for Dr. Fauci says he has been entirely truthful, but a new letter belatedly acknowledging that the National Institute of Health support for virus-enhancing research adds more heat to the ongoing debate over whether a lab leak could have sparked the pandemic.
00:05:02.000 I'm going to go out on a limb.
00:05:04.000 Yes, it did.
00:05:07.000 It seems like that would be the obvious conclusion.
00:05:11.000 This natural spillover shit, you don't have an example.
00:05:14.000 There's no science that points to that.
00:05:17.000 All the science points to a manipulated virus that came out of the very area where they manipulate viruses.
00:05:25.000 Jon Stewart went on that rant on Colbert's show.
00:05:28.000 And he got canceled for a minute.
00:05:30.000 It didn't even work, but I was like, yes, Jon Stewart!
00:05:33.000 Jon Stewart is a fucking man.
00:05:35.000 He's honest.
00:05:36.000 He's brave.
00:05:37.000 He's not that guy that's going to bullshit just for the party and just toe the line.
00:05:43.000 He's not going to do it.
00:05:44.000 Thank God.
00:05:45.000 Thank God there's guys like him out there.
00:05:47.000 I mean, yeah, I think he's always been pretty good about that.
00:05:51.000 About everything.
00:05:52.000 Yeah.
00:05:52.000 And his new show, I think, is...
00:05:54.000 I haven't watched it, but I hear that it's pretty serious.
00:05:57.000 If he's involved, it's good.
00:05:59.000 Yeah.
00:05:59.000 If he's involved, I'm in.
00:06:01.000 I just love what he did for all the guys down at Ground Zero.
00:06:04.000 Yes, yes, yes.
00:06:05.000 I always liked him, but I really just respected him a hundred times more when he fought so hard for them.
00:06:13.000 He's a national hero.
00:06:14.000 Jon Stewart really is.
00:06:15.000 And, you know, when he's not on the air and then you see him again, you appreciate him.
00:06:19.000 Like, God damn it, I wish he was back.
00:06:20.000 Because when he was hosting The Daily Show, The Daily Show was fucking...
00:06:24.000 It was perfect.
00:06:26.000 I don't even watch it now.
00:06:28.000 I watch it now.
00:06:28.000 Like, this is nonsense.
00:06:29.000 Like, this is...
00:06:30.000 A lot of people kind of blame him for the state of news today, though.
00:06:36.000 You know, he did pioneer the form of making jokes out of the news.
00:06:41.000 Who else is doing that now, though?
00:06:43.000 Everybody, even the news.
00:06:45.000 But they're doing it accidentally.
00:06:48.000 I don't realize they're doing it.
00:06:50.000 No, it's crazy times.
00:06:52.000 I don't know what I thought.
00:06:55.000 When we last sat down, it was a year ago.
00:06:57.000 You just moved here, and had things started opening up?
00:07:02.000 I don't even remember.
00:07:03.000 Here they were open.
00:07:04.000 Yeah, they were pretty much open, but not where I was.
00:07:07.000 But everybody thought it was really reckless.
00:07:08.000 It's still closed in LA. Yeah, LA's still closed.
00:07:10.000 If it's not closed, everyone's terrified.
00:07:12.000 It's a suicide pact, I'm convinced.
00:07:16.000 When I was back there a few weeks ago, I was like, oh my god, the general feeling in the air, the tone.
00:07:22.000 Everyone's scared.
00:07:23.000 Yeah.
00:07:23.000 And crime is off the fucking charts.
00:07:26.000 I mean, yeah.
00:07:27.000 My neighborhood, just this last weekend, we were opening our door to go film Dumpster Fire, and there's always police helicopters around, so we're used to it.
00:07:36.000 We often have to, like, pause because we're in such a high-class, like, filming environment.
00:07:42.000 Yeah.
00:07:44.000 So there's always like some shit going down and we were used to having to pause for like the helicopters and we walk out and this over the PA it's like get inside your house, close your doors and lock them.
00:07:57.000 We were like oh shit.
00:07:59.000 And then we hear, put your hands up where we can see them and come out of the building.
00:08:05.000 So apparently some guy had started on a local business and then guys chased this one guy out and he was trying to attack people with I don't even know what.
00:08:15.000 And then he was jumping from...
00:08:18.000 Like, yard to yard, like Ferris Bueller, only trying to break in and attack people.
00:08:24.000 And so it was like this whole insane, I was like, what are we doing here?
00:08:29.000 This is nuts.
00:08:29.000 And that's just, my friend who's on the show, she was like, oh, somebody exposed himself.
00:08:35.000 I'm like, I don't, it's not like a walk with my dog if somebody doesn't expose themselves.
00:08:39.000 That's just normal.
00:08:40.000 They don't arrest people in LA anymore.
00:08:43.000 No, so apparently with this guy we got even more details.
00:08:47.000 He had done the same thing a couple weeks ago and attacked somebody I think with a knife and Gascon let him out in six hours.
00:08:55.000 Yeah, that's what they're doing.
00:08:56.000 You know about the guy who got macheted on the beach with his family?
00:08:59.000 No.
00:09:00.000 A homeless guy who's a fucking psychopath who pulled a knife on a sheriff.
00:09:05.000 They arrested him, Gascon led him back on the street, and then he macheted some poor guy with his family on the beach.
00:09:12.000 The guy lost his eye.
00:09:14.000 Oh, God.
00:09:14.000 Cut his face, his hand, his tongue.
00:09:17.000 This guy was swinging a fucking machete at a father in front of his children on the beach.
00:09:21.000 Yeah, it's scary.
00:09:22.000 I mean...
00:09:23.000 Gascon is a scary guy.
00:09:24.000 Yeah, it's...
00:09:25.000 He, like, embodies all the fears of, like, the George Soros conspiracy theory.
00:09:31.000 That George Soros is trying to destroy the country.
00:09:34.000 Right, right.
00:09:34.000 And do so with, like, putting in more and more liberal people.
00:09:38.000 Like, the more progressive, like...
00:09:41.000 Anti-law enforcement.
00:09:43.000 Completely anti.
00:09:44.000 And then when he gets them in the office, then he funds someone who's even more to the left and runs them against him.
00:09:51.000 Yeah.
00:09:51.000 No, it's the quality of life has drastically gone down.
00:09:55.000 I don't see it improving.
00:09:57.000 You know, it's not like there's any...
00:09:59.000 There doesn't seem to be anything stopping...
00:10:02.000 And even, you saw when you left, and it's even worse.
00:10:06.000 I mean, we go drive, and there are just full tent communities under pretty much every freeway.
00:10:12.000 And it's hard because I'm a compassionate person who has empathy, and seeing this every day, you have to start to turn your heart off a little.
00:10:23.000 And I'm also...
00:10:26.000 Just disgusted at how gross the city looks.
00:10:29.000 It looks like shit.
00:10:30.000 It looks like shit.
00:10:31.000 I have a good friend who's very progressive, very liberal, and he lives in Brentwood.
00:10:37.000 He's also wealthy.
00:10:38.000 Oh, Brentwood's nuts.
00:10:39.000 Brentwood is so far fucked right now with tents.
00:10:42.000 Oh, it's nuts.
00:10:42.000 And he's like, I can't believe...
00:10:43.000 He's turning.
00:10:44.000 He's like red-pilling.
00:10:45.000 He's like, I can't believe this.
00:10:46.000 In this incredible, expensive neighborhood with this insane real estate...
00:10:52.000 Some of the most expensive real estate in L.A., and we've got fucking tents everywhere.
00:10:56.000 Someone died at that encampment.
00:10:58.000 Some homeless person ran into another homeless person right along the veteran place in Brentwood.
00:11:07.000 You mean head-butted them?
00:11:08.000 No, with a car.
00:11:10.000 Took a car and ran into someone and killed them.
00:11:13.000 If you're homeless but you have a car, are you still homeless?
00:11:17.000 If you have a van, are you still homeless?
00:11:21.000 I think they are included in that population.
00:11:24.000 What if you have a camper van?
00:11:26.000 Are you still homeless?
00:11:27.000 I mean, I feel like they're still maybe...
00:11:31.000 I don't know.
00:11:31.000 What if you have one of them mobile ones that park everywhere?
00:11:34.000 Well, because they used to have those strict laws about how you couldn't park, and now there are fires all the time because people in Venice are cooking meth, and they're...
00:11:43.000 It's crazy.
00:11:44.000 My friend had to leave Venice.
00:11:45.000 She was like, I didn't realize how desensitized to the smell of urine and meth I had become.
00:11:52.000 Venice is so bad.
00:11:54.000 I went to Venice the other day.
00:11:56.000 Went to Felix, the restaurant in Venice, my favorite restaurant on earth.
00:11:59.000 And as we were driving there, we passed literally a hundred of those camper trucks in a row.
00:12:05.000 That's where they live now.
00:12:06.000 They just pull on the side of the road and stop their camper truck.
00:12:10.000 Yep.
00:12:10.000 I went with Schellenberger, who he recently had on.
00:12:13.000 We went down to see the big encampment down in Venice and go watch while they were actually...
00:12:20.000 They just happened to be cleaning up some of the beaches.
00:12:23.000 And then we went down to Skid Row that day.
00:12:26.000 And it was...
00:12:27.000 Skid Row is...
00:12:30.000 Eye-opening because it's always been there, but it's huge now.
00:12:33.000 It's many, many, many, many blocks.
00:12:36.000 And even they were saying that there are now 47 families.
00:12:40.000 There aren't supposed to be kids on Skid Row.
00:12:42.000 And the guy was saying that as the last count, there were 47 families down there.
00:12:48.000 And that was like real...
00:12:50.000 That felt like a real...
00:12:52.000 That was interesting because it was all black people down in Skid Row, pretty much 99%.
00:12:59.000 And then out on the west side, like crazy white people.
00:13:04.000 And it felt...
00:13:05.000 So we have segregated homeless encampments?
00:13:07.000 It's weird.
00:13:07.000 It's weird because it felt really like systemic poverty in Skid Row.
00:13:12.000 You know, it felt very much like...
00:13:29.000 Really?
00:13:43.000 Yeah, it's weird because you can come to LA and they'll give you money and you can just do drugs and never get arrested.
00:13:52.000 You can go to California.
00:13:54.000 Same in San Francisco.
00:13:55.000 It's not like you're going to get arrested.
00:13:56.000 If you do, they'll put you back on the street.
00:13:58.000 There was like a vibe of...
00:14:03.000 I don't know.
00:14:04.000 It was like a lifestyle.
00:14:06.000 You know, it felt more like a lifestyle choice.
00:14:10.000 Because they say, why are all these people homeless?
00:14:12.000 Well, a lot of people, they don't take the offer to get off of the street.
00:14:17.000 They don't want shelter.
00:14:19.000 They don't want to give up their drugs.
00:14:21.000 That's the big one.
00:14:22.000 Yeah.
00:14:22.000 Is that if you go into a lot of these shelters, they require you to be clean.
00:14:26.000 Yeah.
00:14:27.000 I mean, there's a lot of people trying to get clean in those shelters, so it would be very hard if you're surrounded by people who are doing drugs.
00:14:34.000 Yeah, it's one of the dumbest things about Austin is that, I think they're moving it now, but there's a homeless shelter that's right next to 6th Street.
00:14:41.000 Oh, okay.
00:14:41.000 Where everybody's drunk.
00:14:42.000 Yeah.
00:14:42.000 So you're literally one block away from the biggest party street in all of Austin.
00:14:47.000 And you're like, hey, time to clean up, everybody.
00:14:49.000 Let's clean up right here where you can hear the fucking music blaring.
00:14:52.000 That's like that rehab that's right on Venice Boulevard, the one in Phoenix or whatever.
00:14:56.000 It's like right on the strip.
00:14:58.000 Really?
00:14:58.000 I'm like, who the fuck is getting sober in this place?
00:15:01.000 You walk out the door and it's like, here, get whatever you want.
00:15:05.000 Well, that's a good place.
00:15:05.000 If your intentions are really just to make money and your intentions are not to make people clean, you will have a never-ending supply of people that need rehab if you just go right to them.
00:15:15.000 And they don't have to travel.
00:15:16.000 They can just literally shuffle over barefoot and stumble into your rehab.
00:15:21.000 That's such an unregulated industry too, the halfway houses or the, what are they called now, the sober livings.
00:15:29.000 I could start a sober living if I wanted.
00:15:31.000 There's no regulation on this and they're super expensive and people get sent to them.
00:15:36.000 Obviously parents are worried about their kids.
00:15:38.000 They get sent out to LA for these fancy rehabs and then they all end up homeless in Venice.
00:15:47.000 No, there's just so much churn and there's so many people that go out to get sober and clearly don't.
00:15:53.000 Well, the ones that are in Malibu are the real fancy schmancy ones, right?
00:15:57.000 Yeah.
00:15:57.000 They're the ones where you do yoga and you drink weak grass juice.
00:15:58.000 Yeah, you get like massages.
00:16:00.000 And how often do they work?
00:16:02.000 That's what I want to know.
00:16:03.000 When I got sober, I was 19 the first time I got sober.
00:16:08.000 I remember calling the woman, and I had been in a rehab for a week, and then my insurance ran out.
00:16:14.000 So I put myself on general assistance.
00:16:16.000 This was in Minnesota.
00:16:18.000 And went and called this place, and this woman answered.
00:16:23.000 And I was like, hey, and I needed to go to an all-female one because some dude tried to do something with me in the last one.
00:16:29.000 So I wanted all women.
00:16:32.000 Women!
00:16:33.000 People can't see it.
00:16:35.000 Is that something you yell on your podcast all the time?
00:16:37.000 Women!
00:16:37.000 I always yell it on Dumpster Fire.
00:16:39.000 What's the context?
00:16:41.000 Because they're always saying like birthing people or people with vaginas and I'm like women!
00:16:46.000 Isn't that crazy?
00:16:47.000 Can we just say the word?
00:16:48.000 Lactating people.
00:16:49.000 So it was all women, and I called, and this woman, she's like, you ever heard of boot camp?
00:16:54.000 And that's what it was like.
00:16:56.000 It was 40 women, and I had to do dish.
00:16:59.000 We had dish duty.
00:17:00.000 It was very regimented, and they kicked our asses.
00:17:04.000 It was run pretty much all by lesbians.
00:17:06.000 They just kicked our butts.
00:17:08.000 They had seen it was mostly women who were avoiding prison.
00:17:11.000 And I was like the youngest one there.
00:17:13.000 And they had seen every lying, shady maneuver, and they just saw through all of our shit.
00:17:20.000 And those women saved my life.
00:17:22.000 I never did heroin again.
00:17:24.000 I mean, I continue to do a lot of other things, but...
00:17:27.000 Never did heroin again.
00:17:28.000 So it's incremental steps of sobriety.
00:17:32.000 Yeah, it's harm reduction.
00:17:33.000 Get out of the heroin.
00:17:35.000 But what did you do after you stopped doing heroin?
00:17:37.000 Oh, man.
00:17:38.000 I mean, I just celebrated eight years of sobriety last Monday, actually.
00:17:42.000 Thank you.
00:17:43.000 It's a big deal for me.
00:17:44.000 It's a huge deal.
00:17:45.000 Yeah.
00:17:45.000 Listen, it's awesome.
00:17:46.000 Yeah, it was...
00:17:47.000 What year did I meet you?
00:17:51.000 We met...
00:17:54.000 I remember you were working out your Kim Kardashian stuff.
00:17:57.000 Okay, so that was 2015 probably.
00:18:00.000 Yeah, around.
00:18:01.000 Maybe earlier.
00:18:02.000 Kim Kardashian stuff was the one about if the aliens came down, we would have to explain Kim Kardashian.
00:18:08.000 That would be the most difficult thing to explain.
00:18:09.000 No, it was the one where you got on the stool.
00:18:10.000 Oh, that's the Bruce Jenner one.
00:18:12.000 Yeah, the Bruce Jenner one.
00:18:13.000 That was 2000. I started writing in, I think, 14, 15. Yeah, that's about right.
00:18:19.000 Whenever the Vanity Fair cover came out, that's when I was like, okay.
00:18:22.000 Because I had seen you do stuff before, but then I saw that bit, and I was like, whoa, your shit's gotten to another level sometime in the past couple of years, and then you told me to start a podcast.
00:18:34.000 Yes, I did.
00:18:35.000 I remember that.
00:18:36.000 And it was early, and not everyone had a podcast, and I'm glad I listened to you.
00:18:42.000 Well, you're born for it.
00:18:43.000 You really are a born podcast.
00:18:44.000 You always have a well-thought-out but controversial opinion.
00:18:49.000 Yeah.
00:18:50.000 It's not controversial, though.
00:18:53.000 It's not to me, but it is to the lemmings.
00:18:56.000 It's not to most average Americans, or average not even Americans.
00:19:00.000 I really don't think what you and I talk about is controversial.
00:19:05.000 It's controversial to people that only watch CNN and controversial to people that don't read and controversial to people that don't question narratives.
00:19:12.000 They don't go, hey, why are they trying to vaccinate all the fucking kids when we know that it's not bad for kids?
00:19:18.000 What is going on here?
00:19:19.000 What are the long-term safety studies on this?
00:19:22.000 What's the negative side of it?
00:19:24.000 When you say things like that, there's so many people that are like, what is he saying?
00:19:29.000 This is a conspiracy theory in the...
00:19:32.000 No, no, [...
00:19:34.000 All these years, we've been skeptical of pharmaceutical companies.
00:19:38.000 That's what's crazy to me.
00:19:39.000 All these years.
00:19:40.000 Especially on the left, which is where we come from.
00:19:42.000 Yes, all these years, yes.
00:19:43.000 I mean, I had to dial it back on my big pharma skepticism because I was such a hippie for so many years.
00:19:51.000 I ended up being really down that rabbit hole of like big pharma and I worked on weed farms and there's a lot of talk about that kind of thing up in those environments.
00:20:00.000 And then people were saying, you know, they would point out like, well, they also develop a lot of other things that help people.
00:20:09.000 And because there is competition and there is life-saving vaccines and medicine.
00:20:20.000 When I say vaccinate kids, I mean for COVID-19.
00:20:23.000 No, I know.
00:20:23.000 Clearly, but I want to be clear on that so that people don't take this out of context.
00:20:27.000 They're going to be like, Joe Rogan's an anti-vaccine.
00:20:29.000 My children are fully vaccinated for everything other than COVID, and they've both had COVID. Yeah.
00:20:33.000 I wrote a piece making fun of all of the anti-vaxxers because there's a measles outbreak in LA. So I wrote a satirical piece about anti-vaxxers and people call me an anti-vaxxer for being against the mandates and the vax ports and things like that.
00:20:50.000 I'm like, not an anti-vaxxer.
00:20:52.000 They basically compare you to like Jenny McCarthy now.
00:20:55.000 The crazy thing, I know, it's really funny, but the crazy thing about the vaccine thing is that the mandate in the beginning was dismissed by the White House, was dismissed by Jen Psaki, the press secretary was dismissed by everyone.
00:21:08.000 That is not going to happen.
00:21:10.000 That's not possible.
00:21:11.000 We're not going to do this.
00:21:12.000 And then they started implementing it.
00:21:14.000 Yeah.
00:21:14.000 It's a slow, slippery slope.
00:21:16.000 And that's why you got to be very careful of every little piece of ground you give up.
00:21:21.000 And when people think I'm hyperbolic when I'm talking about that this is a slow slide into dictatorship, it really is.
00:21:28.000 What the fuck is happening right now in Australia?
00:21:30.000 That is essentially a police state.
00:21:32.000 How did it happen so quickly?
00:21:34.000 Because this is how it goes.
00:21:35.000 This is how it goes when you have this slow slide into authoritarianism.
00:21:39.000 I am reluctant to give new power to politicians.
00:21:43.000 I think it's fucking dangerous.
00:21:45.000 Yeah.
00:21:45.000 Because they're weasels and they're lazy and they don't think things through and they don't think about the greater good of mankind.
00:21:51.000 They think about what's easier for them.
00:21:53.000 What's the easiest way for them to impose their mandates.
00:21:56.000 And keep their jobs.
00:21:57.000 Right, right, right.
00:21:58.000 Make the special interest groups that they are really beholden to, make those people happy.
00:22:03.000 What's the best way?
00:22:04.000 Yeah, there's a lot there.
00:22:07.000 The Australia thing's interesting because I remember being in Australia when I was on that cult, which we've talked about in past episodes.
00:22:14.000 There were...
00:22:16.000 When you were in the cult?
00:22:17.000 When I got stuck on the sex cult.
00:22:19.000 We talked about it, I think.
00:22:20.000 I don't want to bore your listeners.
00:22:21.000 Which one was that?
00:22:22.000 The last one?
00:22:23.000 I don't remember.
00:22:23.000 It might have been, or two ago.
00:22:26.000 Yeah, so I was there, but we were driving around, and I remember there were all these police cameras that just took pictures if you were speeding, and there was already a little bit of a police state vibe in parts of Australia that I was like, No, I didn't expect this coming from Australia.
00:22:43.000 And when I was going off about Australia, somebody pushed back and they said, you know, the overwhelming population will get in queues and line up and they're actually a people who will actually listen to rules and follow these orders.
00:23:03.000 They have had low counts and whatever, but I still think it's terrifying.
00:23:10.000 It's fucking terrifying.
00:23:11.000 It's not just terrifying.
00:23:13.000 They don't have any recourse.
00:23:15.000 Well, someone said, don't forget.
00:23:17.000 Because I was like, aren't you guys all criminals?
00:23:19.000 And it's like, yeah, but it's also a population of people who were, you know, police, essentially.
00:23:25.000 Yeah.
00:23:25.000 And so there's that population down there.
00:23:29.000 Prison colony and police.
00:23:30.000 Yeah.
00:23:31.000 All interbreeding.
00:23:32.000 Yeah.
00:23:32.000 Yeah, I don't know.
00:23:35.000 Everything feels a little bit out of control.
00:23:40.000 So to go back to when we met, I think I was sober already.
00:23:44.000 I think I was newly sober, just to circle back to that.
00:23:48.000 And anyone wondering when I actually did get sober, sober sober, was when I was 35, so like eight years ago.
00:23:57.000 But it was like a long time coming.
00:24:00.000 When I was first in rehab, I was 19. And then from 20 to 35, it was like coke and molly and weed and drinking.
00:24:13.000 I lived my life to the fullest.
00:24:16.000 But I probably should have died.
00:24:18.000 I mean, it's a miracle I didn't die.
00:24:20.000 Did you ever OD? So right before I got sober, I was doing La Tamale at Coachella, which sounds as disgusting as you just heard it.
00:24:31.000 But wait, it gets grosser.
00:24:35.000 And the...
00:24:38.000 I was probably dehydrated because I don't think I had any water in like two days.
00:24:43.000 I was like doing Molly during the day and doing blow at night and drinking through the whole thing and I was really obsessed with this like blueberry Red Bull that they had.
00:24:51.000 I fucking hate Red Bull, but I was just drinking it with and it was like laced with Molly or whatever.
00:24:56.000 So that was like and then we were in VIP. This is why I'm saying it's gonna get grosser guys.
00:25:01.000 So bear with me and We're walking And I went down like, I just blacked out.
00:25:09.000 I was like, I looked at my friend and I was like, I am fucking rolling.
00:25:13.000 And that's the last thing I remember.
00:25:16.000 And I just went down like a, like just a bowling pin.
00:25:21.000 And apparently into some Australian chicks, of all things.
00:25:25.000 And I wake up, come to, and there's like four cops standing around me and they're like, what day is it?
00:25:31.000 And I somehow knew it was Sunday.
00:25:33.000 And I mean, you've been to festivals.
00:25:35.000 You have no idea what day it is, even if you're sober.
00:25:37.000 Or what time it is.
00:25:39.000 And I knew what time.
00:25:40.000 It was like my brain got a hard reset.
00:25:42.000 I really think my brain was like, we're shutting it down.
00:25:47.000 We need to reset the system.
00:25:47.000 Let's delete some files.
00:25:51.000 Reboot.
00:25:52.000 Reboot.
00:25:52.000 I came to, I was like freezing cold.
00:25:55.000 And the Australians were like, you have the worst friends.
00:25:58.000 You have the worst friends.
00:25:59.000 The worst friends.
00:26:00.000 Because they weren't too, they were like, ah, she'll be fine.
00:26:03.000 And one of my friends is one of my best friends from high school.
00:26:07.000 And she and I, she was around during the heroin days.
00:26:09.000 And we used to go to raves together and do like speed.
00:26:13.000 And so we had been through a lot.
00:26:15.000 And she was like, ah, she's taking a disco nap.
00:26:17.000 And they were like, they called it a disco nap.
00:26:21.000 A disco nap?
00:26:22.000 Your friend called it a disco nap.
00:26:24.000 You have horrible friends?
00:26:27.000 That is a very funny statement.
00:26:29.000 A disco nap.
00:26:30.000 Yeah, she's taking a disco nap.
00:26:32.000 That's a good phrase.
00:26:33.000 Oh, yeah.
00:26:34.000 I like that phrase.
00:26:35.000 So I came to, luckily.
00:26:37.000 But it was like a bit of a wake-up call.
00:26:39.000 And I wasn't young.
00:26:40.000 I was about to be 35, or maybe I already was 35. It was a little bit old to be...
00:26:48.000 Blacking out.
00:26:49.000 Going down and VIP. Like, just so gross.
00:26:53.000 It was so gross.
00:26:54.000 I mean, pitiful demoralization.
00:26:57.000 But the fact that your friends said you're taking a disco nap.
00:27:00.000 They're like, ah, she's fine.
00:27:02.000 Let's keep partying.
00:27:03.000 And I found a Yankees hat and I put it on and that's when I knew it's time to get sober.
00:27:10.000 So where did you go to get sober?
00:27:12.000 Did you do it on your own?
00:27:13.000 Yeah, so I had tried everything.
00:27:17.000 I mean, I was the classic, like, only drink booze, only drink alone, only drink with friends.
00:27:23.000 I did the whole, like, marijuana maintenance, only smoke weed.
00:27:27.000 I got certified in yoga, become a yoga instructor.
00:27:30.000 I went to therapy.
00:27:32.000 Literally anything other than...
00:27:35.000 12-step because I had been in 12-step when I was 19-20 that first time and I hated it because I couldn't drink at all and I couldn't do anything and I just I came up with a big you know I I came up with a big case against 12-step I was like it's fear-based and blah blah and all the god stuff and I was off and running and My first husband and I were raging alcoholics.
00:28:03.000 We were in the restaurant.
00:28:03.000 I was in the restaurant industry for a long time in my life.
00:28:06.000 That industry is riddled with alcoholism and drugs and partying.
00:28:11.000 And so I was just around it, too, all the time.
00:28:15.000 And then...
00:28:17.000 Around 35, after that, Coachella, that summer, I had just gotten back from traveling around the world for like two years.
00:28:24.000 I was very lost.
00:28:25.000 I was in LA and I didn't know what I was doing anymore.
00:28:29.000 I felt confused.
00:28:30.000 I went back east, worked in a restaurant where I had been.
00:28:34.000 And it was like this whole...
00:28:36.000 I fell immediately into the rut.
00:28:37.000 I was like...
00:28:38.000 Sleeping with the same douchebags I slept with when I'd been there like seven years before.
00:28:43.000 Doing tons of drugs.
00:28:45.000 Burning bridges with my family.
00:28:47.000 And I was coming back to LA after just my sister wouldn't let me stay with her.
00:28:52.000 And rightfully.
00:28:53.000 And I was a mess and I was coming back and I was like, I'm going to cop heroin and kill myself, basically.
00:28:59.000 I was just so...
00:29:02.000 Internally, it was not necessarily like many of my rock bottoms were actually physical or my first one, I lost everything.
00:29:10.000 This was more emotional.
00:29:13.000 And yeah, I went for a hike.
00:29:17.000 I went up to like Temescal because I was like, well, before I cop heroin, I should maybe pause and go for a hike.
00:29:23.000 And sometime on that hike, I decided to go to a meeting that night because I'd done an experimental year of sobriety in like 2010. I was sweating.
00:29:33.000 I was just toxic.
00:29:35.000 I could feel how toxic I was.
00:29:37.000 I could smell how toxic I was.
00:29:40.000 What did it smell like?
00:29:41.000 Chemicals?
00:29:42.000 Chemicals and blow and probably baby powder.
00:29:48.000 Everything, just booze.
00:29:50.000 I had been smoking a lot of weed to try and chemically balance all of it.
00:29:55.000 I ended up...
00:29:56.000 Getting to the top and something...
00:29:58.000 It was like...
00:29:59.000 They call it like...
00:30:00.000 It was like a window of grace.
00:30:01.000 I don't know.
00:30:02.000 It was like one small window of willingness.
00:30:04.000 I don't...
00:30:05.000 I don't know.
00:30:06.000 Window of grace?
00:30:06.000 Is that what you're saying?
00:30:07.000 Yeah.
00:30:07.000 It was like...
00:30:08.000 They say there are these kind of like opportunities where you can walk through a like door of willingness if you're really...
00:30:16.000 At rock bottom and trying to get, and I made, I've joked about this before, I made alcoholism look amazing.
00:30:22.000 Like, I had a lot of fun.
00:30:25.000 I was, I was kill, I was like, from the outside it looked okay.
00:30:30.000 It was just internally I felt like I was rotting to the core.
00:30:33.000 And I also couldn't really get out of my own way.
00:30:37.000 And so I went to a meeting and I wasn't like I'm getting sober.
00:30:41.000 I just didn't know what else to do.
00:30:44.000 And I was miserable.
00:30:45.000 I mean, I was fucking miserable the first two years of my sobriety.
00:30:49.000 But it was better than feeling like I wanted to kill myself.
00:30:53.000 And so I just kept walking through it and doing what they told me to do.
00:30:58.000 They're like, get a stupid job.
00:30:59.000 So I was waiting tables.
00:31:01.000 Why did they say to get a stupid job?
00:31:04.000 A lot of times you have this kind of idea of being a big shot.
00:31:07.000 Not that I did at all.
00:31:09.000 I was still waiting tables and broke all the time.
00:31:12.000 But it's really just this idea of being a worker among workers.
00:31:16.000 Get a day job so you can pay your bills and not be dependent and struggling.
00:31:22.000 And put yourself in...
00:31:25.000 Because sometimes it's like people who come from, you know, finance or whatever, they were big shots and then they kind of lose everything.
00:31:31.000 And so then they tell them to get a job, to humble themselves?
00:31:34.000 Well, yeah, just for consistency and to be responsible and to have to show up.
00:31:40.000 I mean, I really realized...
00:31:43.000 I started drinking when I was 12 and pretty alcoholically by the time I was 15. Yeah.
00:31:50.000 And I... You were fucking 12. Yeah, I was young.
00:31:53.000 I mean...
00:31:53.000 Nobody was paying attention to you?
00:31:54.000 No.
00:31:55.000 And my parents got divorced right around that age.
00:31:58.000 And yeah, I started...
00:32:01.000 I was off to the races and then it was just...
00:32:03.000 By the time I was 19, I was in...
00:32:06.000 It made a lot of sense.
00:32:08.000 And I was in rehab for heroin.
00:32:10.000 And then...
00:32:13.000 Got off that, but that kind of not being, I use that as an excuse to be like, oh, I'm not an addict because I'm not doing heroin anymore.
00:32:21.000 So I use that to stay out for a long time as an excuse of like, well, as long as I'm not doing heroin, because anyone would get addicted to that.
00:32:29.000 And so, yeah, I mean, it was a long, long journey to sobriety, and then I was very miserable, and somehow...
00:32:37.000 And then around two years, like, the rubber just started meeting the road.
00:32:40.000 I got my first column at Playboy.
00:32:43.000 I sold my first freelance writing piece.
00:32:47.000 I started doing...
00:32:49.000 You have so much energy when you get sober for somebody like me who is wasting a lot of it just drinking and partying.
00:32:56.000 That I just had to do a lot of different things and I couldn't really deny that my quality of life improving drastically and starting to do things that I'd always wanted to do like be a paid writer.
00:33:09.000 It didn't seem like an accident that it was a couple of years after I had been sober that these things started happening.
00:33:15.000 And so while it was happening, did you follow any protocol?
00:33:20.000 Did you follow any advice from books?
00:33:23.000 I was in 12 Step, like, full on in...
00:33:27.000 But what didn't you like about that?
00:33:29.000 What didn't you like about the 12 Step?
00:33:30.000 When I first left the 12 Steps or just when I was in that?
00:33:34.000 Just in general.
00:33:37.000 Well, I had a lot of reason to think that abstinence isn't the only way, which they found isn't for everybody.
00:33:45.000 It is for me, because there's no middle ground with substance.
00:33:49.000 I started smoking cigarettes in sobriety.
00:33:51.000 This is a perfect example of how there's no mid-ground.
00:33:55.000 And I was so mad because I quit everything.
00:33:57.000 And I started smoking cigarettes in 2015. And I had one cigarette at a meeting.
00:34:04.000 And I was like, all right, I'll have a cigarette.
00:34:06.000 And then I was off to the fucking races smoking a pack a day within like weeks.
00:34:11.000 I'm like, if this is any example of what I'll be like with booze or anything, I just know there's not...
00:34:17.000 I do not...
00:34:18.000 Some people can be moderate.
00:34:19.000 They have that ability.
00:34:22.000 And I envy the fuck a lot of it.
00:34:24.000 So there's a difference between people who are alcoholics, like they have a genetic propensity to alcoholism, and then people who just get in these bad ruts.
00:34:35.000 Right.
00:34:35.000 I think I have, my grandfather was an alcoholic.
00:34:38.000 I come from a long line of very high-functioning alcoholics, or maybe not even high-functioning.
00:34:45.000 What is your nationality?
00:34:48.000 I'm French, Italian, and Irish, but I'm mostly Irish.
00:34:51.000 The fucking Irish part.
00:34:53.000 I know.
00:34:53.000 Yeah.
00:34:53.000 That's a problem.
00:34:54.000 Yeah.
00:34:55.000 Yeah.
00:34:56.000 And my family made it look, it was like our culture.
00:35:01.000 I have one alcoholic in my family.
00:35:02.000 Don't take my culture.
00:35:03.000 My grandfather on my father's side, who was the Irishman.
00:35:06.000 Okay.
00:35:06.000 That's where I'm one quarter Irish.
00:35:08.000 My grandfather on my father's side came from Ireland.
00:35:10.000 He was a drunk.
00:35:11.000 Okay.
00:35:12.000 Yeah, I just, I tried everything.
00:35:16.000 I tried everything, too.
00:35:17.000 It wasn't like I was 20 anymore.
00:35:18.000 I was 35, and I tried everything.
00:35:21.000 And it was just easier at that point.
00:35:25.000 When I was trying to be moderate, like, I'm just going to have a glass of wine, I'm just going to have two glasses of wine, the amount...
00:35:31.000 Of energy that it takes me to do that.
00:35:33.000 It's just a waste of energy.
00:35:35.000 I actually am glad that I have an addiction that I can just remove because so many people with like behavioral addictions, that shit's hard.
00:35:43.000 So explain to me like what it's like.
00:35:46.000 So you say, I'm just going to have a glass of wine.
00:35:49.000 And then when you have that glass of wine, like what happens?
00:35:52.000 I don't know.
00:35:53.000 It's like, I'm like a gremlin.
00:35:55.000 I don't know.
00:35:58.000 Two, it's like pouring water on a gremlin.
00:36:01.000 I think it's when you feed them after midnight.
00:36:02.000 Whatever it is.
00:36:04.000 When you pour water on them, they multiply.
00:36:05.000 They multiply.
00:36:06.000 It's also true.
00:36:09.000 But when you feed them after midnight.
00:36:11.000 I mean, I don't know how I lived through all those years, truly.
00:36:15.000 I do feel like serial killers are sleeping on the job through most of the early aughts.
00:36:21.000 I don't know how I... I was so reckless and it's dangerous as a woman.
00:36:25.000 I don't really know how I made it through.
00:36:27.000 I think there's a lot of people out there living like that though.
00:36:30.000 Oh, fuck.
00:36:31.000 I mean...
00:36:31.000 Because there's so many people that lack structure and discipline and guidance and then you add in the propensity to alcoholism that many people have.
00:36:39.000 And then you add in the fact that, I mean, come on, what percentage of people go out and have a few drinks?
00:36:45.000 Yeah.
00:36:46.000 A huge percentage.
00:36:47.000 Like, what percentage of people that work all day long and then the weekend rolls around and they get together with friends from the office, they go, let's go have a few drinks.
00:36:56.000 That's fucking 65, 75%.
00:36:59.000 That's fine, though.
00:37:00.000 But did you see the numbers during COVID of alcoholism?
00:37:03.000 Oh, yeah.
00:37:03.000 It's crazy.
00:37:04.000 People were just day drinking all day long.
00:37:06.000 We played a video of this guy who was jogging through his neighborhood who was pointing out the recyclables.
00:37:11.000 Oh, yeah.
00:37:11.000 How many people?
00:37:12.000 Did you ever see that video?
00:37:13.000 I did see that.
00:37:13.000 It's like, what the fuck is going on?
00:37:15.000 This guy's like, everybody's getting drunk.
00:37:17.000 Yeah.
00:37:17.000 Yeah.
00:37:18.000 I mean, I think that...
00:37:20.000 Yeah.
00:37:21.000 I would have one drink.
00:37:22.000 I mean, here's a perfect example.
00:37:24.000 One time I went out to my local.
00:37:26.000 This was when I was living in L.A. And I was like, I'm just going to have one margarita.
00:37:31.000 And we went to this local place, my friends and I. And the next thing I remember, I woke up and had permanent marker written on my face.
00:37:40.000 And there was some dude sleeping in my place.
00:37:43.000 And my friend was there, passed out too.
00:37:47.000 But I was like, what happened?
00:37:49.000 What was the marker on your face?
00:37:51.000 I don't even remember what it said.
00:37:52.000 It said something.
00:37:54.000 I can't remember even what it said.
00:37:55.000 It wasn't like slut or anything.
00:37:57.000 That happened when I was much younger.
00:38:00.000 That happened to me when I was in high school and my mom had to pick me up and it was Mother's Day and someone had written slut on my forehead in permanent marker.
00:38:11.000 Yeah.
00:38:11.000 I mean, that should have been a sign to my mom and maybe things were going off the rails.
00:38:15.000 Hey mom, maybe you don't deserve an award.
00:38:17.000 No.
00:38:19.000 Maybe you don't get a card this year.
00:38:20.000 It's just a do-better, Mom.
00:38:22.000 You fucked up, Mom.
00:38:24.000 Should have been there.
00:38:26.000 I think that there's so much to all of it.
00:38:31.000 My story is not original.
00:38:33.000 There's a piece that I've been wanting to write for years about how I regret being a slut.
00:38:44.000 I don't want to slut-shame myself or anyone.
00:38:49.000 But I really was, like, hypersexual for many of my years, and I thought that I could kind of sleep my way to empowerment, and it was such a lie that I told myself, and I see young women struggling with a lot of this stuff now.
00:39:04.000 What do you mean by sleeping your way to empowerment?
00:39:06.000 Like, there's this whole message of, like, you can kind of fuck whoever you want, and, like, it's, you know, having sex, like, men get to do it, and women can do it, too, and I just...
00:39:16.000 I think that the shame that I came into sobriety with, so much of it was around my sexual history and sexual life.
00:39:26.000 And I think about how little self-esteem and self-worth.
00:39:31.000 I mean, that was really what it got down to when I really started drilling down And what I still wrestle with to a certain extent is just a feeling of it's way better, but at the core of it is worthlessness.
00:39:46.000 But that has to come from childhood, right?
00:39:50.000 I shouldn't say has to.
00:39:52.000 I mean, I think it maybe starts there, but I don't know.
00:39:56.000 A lot of it became choices that I was making that reinforced that idea.
00:40:02.000 So maybe there's some stuff from childhood that you feel worthless for whatever reason.
00:40:08.000 And I think being raised Catholic doesn't help always.
00:40:12.000 No, but I mean, if you're being ignored to the extent that you're drinking at 12 and you're becoming a full-blown alcoholic at 15, clearly you're not getting the attention you need.
00:40:21.000 Yeah.
00:40:22.000 Kids need a certain amount of mentorship.
00:40:24.000 They need a certain amount of independence and freedom, but they need a certain amount of love and attention.
00:40:29.000 Yeah.
00:40:29.000 They just need it.
00:40:30.000 I think we just had...
00:40:32.000 My dad traveled a lot.
00:40:35.000 They got divorced.
00:40:36.000 So there wasn't a real strong male figure in my life.
00:40:38.000 And I think women do get a lot of that kind of self-esteem from their father or a good male figure in their life, kind of telling them that they're...
00:40:50.000 And from their mothers, too.
00:40:53.000 But really, I don't know.
00:40:54.000 It seems like it does come from the male role model in their life.
00:40:57.000 And then...
00:40:58.000 My mom married my stepdad and that was a shit show.
00:41:02.000 It was just like, he was mentally ill and...
00:41:07.000 Oh God, I never talk about any of this.
00:41:09.000 It was, yeah, it was a lot.
00:41:12.000 It was like in and out of mental institutions and we never knew what we were coming home to and a lot of craziness and she was caught up with him, you know, trying to deal with him and his...
00:41:27.000 He took on a lot.
00:41:28.000 He took on five kids.
00:41:29.000 I'm the oldest of five.
00:41:30.000 He was young when they got married, which should have been the first sign that he was crazy.
00:41:37.000 Truly.
00:41:41.000 And I think that everyone in the family suffered.
00:41:46.000 No one really came out of that environment unscathed.
00:41:52.000 But...
00:41:54.000 My siblings and I are all super close, and we have supported one another, and I'm amazed at the lives they've built.
00:42:01.000 We always joke.
00:42:02.000 We're like, we did a horrible job raising our parents.
00:42:06.000 We did a really bad job raising them.
00:42:08.000 But we did.
00:42:09.000 I mean, I think, yeah, probably raising yourself isn't a great thing for a teenage girl.
00:42:13.000 And then I was...
00:42:16.000 I was such a good kid.
00:42:17.000 I was like straight A student.
00:42:20.000 I was like a child.
00:42:20.000 While you were an alcoholic?
00:42:22.000 No.
00:42:22.000 I mean, up to a certain point, it started falling apart.
00:42:25.000 But we moved every year and a half.
00:42:27.000 I managed to keep straight A's.
00:42:29.000 And I was like...
00:42:32.000 On that fast track to Harvard, I wanted to go to an Ivy League school.
00:42:37.000 And shit gets hard.
00:42:39.000 That's what I feel like people sometimes don't understand.
00:42:42.000 And a lot of people kind of in the elite media don't seem to understand this.
00:42:47.000 If you're worried about your food or your parents or some shit going on at home, it gets hard to pay attention to your homework and care about these things.
00:42:56.000 If your family system is out of control and you're not...
00:43:00.000 And there's a lot of children in these kinds of environments.
00:43:03.000 Well, I'm concerned about the state of these institutions across the board anyway.
00:43:10.000 But for sure, it's really hard for people to sustain any kind of an education schedule.
00:43:17.000 Yeah, and it starts to seem petty.
00:43:20.000 You're like, oh, my stepdad threatened to kill himself and is in a mental ward and I'm supposed to give a shit about my math homework?
00:43:28.000 It just seems stupid and my mom is falling apart.
00:43:32.000 It became less of a priority and then I didn't have anybody on me.
00:43:38.000 But then, because of that, I felt like it was my fault and in some ways it was.
00:43:44.000 I started using drugs and alcohol to cope with just that environment.
00:43:49.000 And I gave up on myself at like a very young age.
00:43:53.000 And this is one of the things that I talk to a lot of teenagers and young 20-year-olds.
00:43:58.000 And they have had challenges or been derailed from what they thought they were going to do.
00:44:05.000 And they're like, well, I'm 23, so I guess my life is over.
00:44:08.000 I'm like, you're so young!
00:44:10.000 I want to shake you and tell you all if you are in your 20s.
00:44:14.000 But I know that feeling.
00:44:15.000 I felt that way when I was 19 and in rehab like I had just fucked up my whole life.
00:44:20.000 And even though I was 19 and could have easily gone back to college and got a degree and had plenty of time, I was so disappointed in myself and I could not forgive myself for that or get over that disappointment.
00:44:32.000 And then you just start burying yourself in more...
00:44:36.000 Shame.
00:44:37.000 Shame is strong, man.
00:44:38.000 Shame will keep you in a cycle forever.
00:44:42.000 Yeah.
00:44:43.000 Yeah, and not having anything to boost your self-esteem, right?
00:44:46.000 You didn't have anything that you were really particularly good at that you could go to and invest all your time and energy into that.
00:44:53.000 I mean, I might have, but it was...
00:44:56.000 What was it when you say you might have?
00:44:58.000 I think that I was really into the arts, and yeah, it's a like...
00:45:02.000 Right, but you weren't getting feedback, right?
00:45:04.000 You weren't doing something where you were being successful at it on a regular basis.
00:45:07.000 The one person who was supportive was my stepdad, and it was like, it was not good.
00:45:14.000 Right.
00:45:14.000 Shit got weird.
00:45:16.000 Yeah, the arts.
00:45:17.000 What do you mean by the arts?
00:45:18.000 I mean, I was acting and I wanted to be a writer and was very into all that stuff and I was going to film school for a minute after I got out of rehab and I really loved all of that.
00:45:28.000 I think had I had some support even when I got out of rehab that I could have continued that.
00:45:35.000 But yeah, I think if you don't have the...
00:45:38.000 you need support from people and you need encouragement like you said.
00:45:42.000 And then that's one of the reasons though that I do value my self-esteem so much because it's been built like brick by brick from scratch.
00:45:53.000 On my own.
00:45:54.000 And you're such a good friend.
00:45:55.000 I mean, you really, you do notice when I'm like not in a good place and you'll reach out and be like, are you okay?
00:46:02.000 I saw you tweeting some weird things.
00:46:04.000 I know your waves, you know, and I love you.
00:46:08.000 So when things are weird with you.
00:46:10.000 I mean, there are times where it gets, it's definitely, I'm competing against people who had what I wanted.
00:46:20.000 What do you mean?
00:46:21.000 Even in the space of the writers and the people who are writing these columns and substacks and all these things, not so much in comedy, but in the writing world, it's like all academics and people who generally went to colleges and they seemed like they had loving parents and support.
00:46:45.000 And I sometimes feel like I don't belong in that world.
00:46:51.000 That's crazy.
00:46:52.000 You can't think like that.
00:46:54.000 You're a brilliant writer, and you write really interesting shit, and it's funny, and it's insightful, and I don't think you can think about what other people are doing.
00:47:03.000 I don't think you should compare yourself to them people.
00:47:05.000 I don't think you should ever say, you know, I'm competing with them.
00:47:09.000 Well, it's like I feel like I don't have the pedigree to be in the space.
00:47:14.000 Neither did Bukowski.
00:47:16.000 Some of the best writers ever were just interesting people.
00:47:19.000 I'm just being honest.
00:47:20.000 I understand what you're saying, but I think that's a bad pattern.
00:47:23.000 It's uncomfortable.
00:47:23.000 It's a bad pattern to nurse in your head.
00:47:27.000 Yeah.
00:47:27.000 Don't keep it.
00:47:28.000 I don't nurse it.
00:47:29.000 I'm just being honest about when you sense those moments, those cycles, it's me feeling like imposter syndrome.
00:47:37.000 Like, what am I doing?
00:47:38.000 Imposter syndrome never goes away, kid.
00:47:41.000 I have it still.
00:47:42.000 Really?
00:47:43.000 Yeah.
00:47:43.000 For what?
00:47:44.000 Everything.
00:47:45.000 Everything.
00:47:46.000 Everything I've done.
00:47:47.000 I used to have it when I fought.
00:47:49.000 I used to have it with comedy.
00:47:52.000 I have it with podcasting.
00:47:54.000 I have it with UFC. I have it with everything.
00:47:56.000 That's fascinating to me.
00:47:57.000 It's part of being a person who is ruthlessly introspective and is constantly analyzing the work that you do and constantly trying to fix it and make it better and doing a lot of self-auditing with everything I do.
00:48:14.000 I mean, that's part of it, too, is I'm just very hard on myself.
00:48:18.000 I'm competing mostly with myself.
00:48:20.000 That's why you're good.
00:48:21.000 That's just, that's part of the thing.
00:48:24.000 The sooner you realize that, that we all do that, the better off you'll be.
00:48:27.000 I was laughing so hard though.
00:48:29.000 You were checking on me once when I was tweeting about, I was like, I just Googled how to get rid of my jowls and you're like, are you okay?
00:48:36.000 And I'm like, well now I really feel like a loser.
00:48:41.000 Nothing will make you feel like a loser.
00:48:45.000 I'm not okay, clearly.
00:48:47.000 I'm Googling how to get rid of my jowls.
00:48:52.000 But I'm also honest.
00:48:55.000 I try to be very honest about those struggles because I know I'm not alone.
00:49:00.000 I know so many people...
00:49:01.000 Yeah, we're not alone.
00:49:02.000 No.
00:49:03.000 No one's alone.
00:49:04.000 Yeah, I can't project like that.
00:49:06.000 I just don't have...
00:49:07.000 I sometimes look at the confidence that you have people who...
00:49:10.000 I'm like, where do you get this?
00:49:13.000 It's a different thing.
00:49:14.000 It's not necessarily like...
00:49:16.000 People think of confidence as being like...
00:49:21.000 There's no...
00:49:21.000 It's almost like if you have a pie chart, right?
00:49:24.000 And how much of you believes you can do it?
00:49:26.000 If it's ever 100%, you're a psychopath.
00:49:30.000 It's not 100. There's a lot going on on that pie chart.
00:49:35.000 The thing is, what do you concentrate on?
00:49:37.000 I concentrate on the process and how much work I've done.
00:49:41.000 The thing that gives me confidence...
00:49:44.000 Before I do a stand-up show or anything, is that I put in the work.
00:49:48.000 That's the thing that gives me confidence.
00:49:50.000 I've done a lot of practice shows, that I constantly work in town.
00:49:54.000 Before I do these arena shows, I constantly go over my notes.
00:49:57.000 I don't just wing it.
00:49:59.000 And if I don't do that, then I will really feel like a piece of shit.
00:50:05.000 Because I'm like, you have all these opportunities, and then you're not putting in the work.
00:50:09.000 You're half-assing this.
00:50:10.000 You can't half-ass it.
00:50:11.000 So as long as I don't half-ass it, Then I know I can do it.
00:50:15.000 But it still feels crazy.
00:50:17.000 Everything feels crazy.
00:50:19.000 Everything.
00:50:19.000 From the success of the podcast to going on stage in front of fucking 16,000 people.
00:50:24.000 It feels fucking insane.
00:50:26.000 It doesn't feel real.
00:50:26.000 That's amazing, though.
00:50:27.000 Right before I do it, I'm like, this can't be real.
00:50:29.000 I love seeing those videos.
00:50:31.000 I love them.
00:50:32.000 They're so bizarre.
00:50:32.000 I know, but it's so exciting because I actually think you're a good person and you deserve your success and I know you work very hard for it.
00:50:40.000 You're one of the hardest working people I know and you're dedicated to your process and you're not just full of shit.
00:50:46.000 You know, there's like this...
00:50:49.000 One of the jokes I used to always tell is about how in The Secret the guy is like, you know, and I just had this idea for a book and then I envisioned the checks coming in the mail and the checks just showed up and I'm like, yeah, you wrote the fucking book!
00:51:03.000 In between that, that's like where most people get tripped up is doing that work and setting those habits and being hard on yourself and working out and being diligent and And having some talent, too.
00:51:14.000 There's a lot of people out there that are just, whatever it is, their brain just doesn't fit the square peg into the square hole.
00:51:21.000 It's just like, urf, urf.
00:51:25.000 There's some people that just don't get it.
00:51:27.000 You have to have some kind of talent, but that secret thing used to drive me fucking crazy.
00:51:34.000 It used to drive me so mental.
00:51:36.000 This is a sad story.
00:51:37.000 It's not sad, but it's kind of sad.
00:51:39.000 There was a girl who used to come to the comic store.
00:51:41.000 She was very nice.
00:51:42.000 I think she was a friend of Kelly Kirsten's.
00:51:44.000 And so she came around.
00:51:46.000 We were all hanging out, and it was like a normal night.
00:51:50.000 Everything was normal.
00:51:51.000 It wasn't anything crazy.
00:51:52.000 I don't even think she was drunk.
00:51:54.000 And she goes, I'm so happy.
00:51:56.000 And I go, okay, why are you happy?
00:51:58.000 And she goes, because I know that I am going to have the perfect career.
00:52:03.000 I know that I'm going to be in the perfect relationship, and I know that everything's going to work out.
00:52:09.000 And I said, how do you know that?
00:52:10.000 And she goes, I know because I've been reading The Secret.
00:52:13.000 Oh, God.
00:52:14.000 And I just like, it was like the record skipped.
00:52:17.000 Yeah.
00:52:17.000 Oh, you poor kid.
00:52:19.000 She was so nice, though.
00:52:20.000 Like, I didn't have the heart to tell her.
00:52:21.000 You know, I didn't want to dash her dreams.
00:52:23.000 It was one of the rare moments where I didn't feel like dashing someone's dreams.
00:52:26.000 So I remember saying, well, good luck.
00:52:29.000 Because I had a friend of mine who was into that, too.
00:52:30.000 He was a musician, and he was envisioning himself in front of 25,000 people.
00:52:35.000 He had all these ideas.
00:52:36.000 Did it work?
00:52:37.000 No, it didn't work.
00:52:38.000 It doesn't work.
00:52:40.000 This is what I... So this is a story.
00:52:43.000 But I'm telling you, this girl was like locked in.
00:52:46.000 She believed.
00:52:47.000 And so I didn't see her for a good solid year and a half.
00:52:52.000 Maybe more.
00:52:52.000 And then the next time I saw her was at the UCB. And I was outside and I was about to go in and I ran into her.
00:52:59.000 She's coming to the show.
00:53:00.000 I go, hey, what's up?
00:53:01.000 How you doing?
00:53:01.000 How's it been?
00:53:02.000 And she's like, it's just not going like I thought it was going to go.
00:53:08.000 Like, I'm not...
00:53:10.000 Everything's not going I go the last time I talked to you you're telling me about the secret and all that stuff and she goes yeah I don't know why but it's just not working and my father's an asshole and I can't you know that my job is not working I can't get the career I wanted and I still didn't have the heart to tell her she was nice and she's a little naive but my perspective on these things is always you can't listen to someone who succeeded in And say that the reason why they
00:53:40.000 did it is because they believed and then they had a vision and they manifested it through the power of attraction, the law of attraction.
00:53:50.000 That's not real.
00:53:52.000 When you're only talking to winners, if you could talk to everyone who had a dream.
00:53:57.000 Acting is the best example, right?
00:53:59.000 Because acting is probably the number one most failed at attempt in careers, especially in Hollywood, which is one of the weirder things about living in Los Angeles is that whether you know it or not, you're around failed actors.
00:54:13.000 There's a lot of my wife's former friends that you would dig below the surface and then you'd find, oh, they came out here to be an actor.
00:54:21.000 Right.
00:54:22.000 And I think there's this false sense that you can make it because the opposite of that is that you're always surrounded by people who have made it.
00:54:31.000 Yeah.
00:54:32.000 So you're always surrounded by failed actors, but as these actors who are trying to make it, they know someone who knows someone who did or they're friends with someone who's making it.
00:54:41.000 And so there's this false idea that everybody can't.
00:54:45.000 And then what fucked it up even worse is reality shows because then you didn't even have to have talent.
00:54:50.000 Right.
00:54:50.000 Then there's this injection of new possibility.
00:54:53.000 Just that you could make it for no fucking reason whatsoever.
00:54:57.000 It was almost like a magic trick.
00:54:59.000 Like, all of a sudden, we found a hack to the system.
00:55:01.000 You got the cheat code.
00:55:02.000 You got the God code.
00:55:04.000 And now you can run through the video game without getting shot.
00:55:06.000 Like, what?
00:55:07.000 You don't even have to have talent?
00:55:08.000 No auditions at all.
00:55:09.000 No auditions at all.
00:55:10.000 I mean, you audition, I think.
00:55:11.000 You just smack people in the face on TV and spill wine over someone's head, and next thing you know, you're a fucking star, baby.
00:55:17.000 No, they not only audition you, they psychologically profile you.
00:55:21.000 Oh yeah, they want you to be crazy.
00:55:22.000 Yeah, I've gone through these.
00:55:24.000 I have.
00:55:24.000 Yeah, I'm sure you have.
00:55:26.000 I was going to be on The Real World when I was like 23. I made it all the way to the final round.
00:55:31.000 Thank God I didn't.
00:55:32.000 Thank God you didn't.
00:55:33.000 Because man, I would be dead.
00:55:34.000 You'd be fine.
00:55:34.000 Thea Vaughn made it through.
00:55:36.000 So my point about it was that these people that think that just because someone is successful, and they'll tell you, what I did was I put a photograph on the- I sound like The Rock.
00:55:48.000 I put a photograph on the wall of me walking the red carpet.
00:55:52.000 I took a photo of a house.
00:55:54.000 That's going to be my home on the top of a hill.
00:55:56.000 Like they have all these ideas.
00:55:57.000 Like vision boards.
00:55:58.000 Yeah, vision boards.
00:55:59.000 But what's going on is these are people that did all the right things and also had a vision.
00:56:07.000 Right.
00:56:07.000 But they did all the right things.
00:56:08.000 And luck.
00:56:09.000 And luck.
00:56:10.000 Luck is a big...
00:56:11.000 It's a big factor.
00:56:13.000 And not having bad luck.
00:56:14.000 Even if you don't have good luck.
00:56:15.000 Not getting hit by a car while you're jogging.
00:56:18.000 There's a lot of shit that goes wrong with people that's just bad luck.
00:56:22.000 So it's not just good luck has to happen, bad luck has to not happen.
00:56:27.000 So if you're talking to these fucking assholes that are like, I've got my own jet, and the reason why is because I used the power of positive attraction.
00:56:34.000 The law of attraction led me to victory and I can help you.
00:56:39.000 Those people are assholes.
00:56:40.000 Because you're telling people that there's a simple solution to one of the most complex, nuanced problems.
00:56:48.000 Trying to be successful in this open-ended world of possibilities.
00:56:54.000 Especially in something that has a very small percentage of people that are actually successful at it.
00:57:01.000 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:57:04.000 Very small.
00:57:05.000 Very small.
00:57:06.000 It's almost like there's this narrative that stand-up comedy is one of the most difficult jobs in all of show business.
00:57:13.000 But I almost want to say...
00:57:16.000 It's not.
00:57:18.000 And this is why.
00:57:19.000 Because at least you get a chance to try and practice.
00:57:23.000 It's one of the rare art forms where you may not make any money out of it for a long time, but there's opportunities at open mic nights where you can practice.
00:57:34.000 You get to communicate with other comics.
00:57:37.000 One of the things about comics I find is that generally the nice ones, the good ones, are willing to talk to people that are on the way up and give them advice because it's so hard.
00:57:48.000 You're one of the few.
00:57:50.000 I don't think you think so?
00:57:52.000 Joe, you have the benefit of everyone treating you like Joe Rogan.
00:57:57.000 So I'm not sure you always see how people treat other people.
00:58:01.000 I don't know that everybody is like that.
00:58:04.000 I think you're one of the few.
00:58:08.000 There are some, but I don't know that that's common.
00:58:14.000 I think for sure I do it a lot.
00:58:16.000 And I do it on purpose.
00:58:17.000 But I think it's rubbed off on a lot of people too.
00:58:19.000 And I know a lot of other comics that I'm friends with that do it as well.
00:58:22.000 Yeah.
00:58:22.000 So I'm speaking out of my circle.
00:58:24.000 Yeah, yeah.
00:58:25.000 My circle of friends are very good at it.
00:58:27.000 Like Ari Shafir is amazing.
00:58:29.000 Ari's amazing.
00:58:30.000 He's amazing, yeah.
00:58:31.000 He was just posting this incredible bit of Shane Gillis's.
00:58:34.000 It's on his Instagram right now.
00:58:35.000 Yep.
00:58:35.000 And he's so supportive of my favorite comedian, Adrian Appelucci, in the entire world.
00:58:41.000 Yes, he is.
00:58:41.000 And he's a huge fan of hers.
00:58:43.000 She always talks about just how great he is and how great he's been, and she is truly, truly one of the funniest people out there right now.
00:58:51.000 Yes, she's really, really funny.
00:58:53.000 I mean, she hits every third rail.
00:58:56.000 It's crazy.
00:58:57.000 No, she's wild.
00:58:58.000 And Ari is a giant supporter of her.
00:59:01.000 Mark Norman, he's a giant supporter.
00:59:03.000 I love Mark.
00:59:04.000 Ari, he took the torch.
00:59:06.000 He really did.
00:59:07.000 He followed that example.
00:59:09.000 I agree.
00:59:10.000 And he has great instincts as far as supporting the art.
00:59:13.000 But you can be an amateur and make it.
00:59:17.000 You can do it.
00:59:18.000 I think it's probably the path is clearer for that than it is for acting.
00:59:23.000 Oh God, acting's so hard.
00:59:26.000 It's so crazy because you get chosen.
00:59:30.000 That's why they all have no opinions.
00:59:32.000 That's what I love about stand-up is no one can stop you.
00:59:36.000 Right.
00:59:36.000 No one's stopping you from getting up and trying things out and there's no gatekeepers really at all.
00:59:42.000 Right.
00:59:42.000 And with acting, there's still a lot of gatekeeping that goes on.
00:59:46.000 If you're funny, I was having this conversation with Ali Wong and she agreed.
00:59:50.000 We were like, I think it's a meritocracy.
00:59:52.000 It's one of the rare meritocracies.
00:59:54.000 If you're a killer, if you go out there and just fucking murder, people are like, holy shit.
00:59:59.000 They want to use you.
01:00:00.000 And they want you to do more shows because the audience loves you.
01:00:03.000 And they want to, when are you going to be here again?
01:00:04.000 And they want to bring their friends.
01:00:06.000 That's a meritocracy.
01:00:07.000 Yeah, yeah.
01:00:07.000 In some ways.
01:00:09.000 It's not pure, right?
01:00:10.000 There's clearly people get ahead when they shouldn't because they're friends with people or they schmooze.
01:00:16.000 Yeah.
01:00:17.000 I mean, I also do, being that, I mean, speaking of Ali Wong, I love her so much because, especially with her specials fully pregnant, I'm like, oh my god.
01:00:30.000 Two of them.
01:00:30.000 Two of them!
01:00:31.000 She must fuck a lot.
01:00:32.000 Yeah.
01:00:33.000 Just two of them up there.
01:00:36.000 It's like, how do you time that?
01:00:38.000 I wonder if she did the second one on purpose after the first one was so successful being pregnant.
01:00:43.000 But I do, being that I'm pregnant, I was like in that first, I'm announcing this right now.
01:00:51.000 Nobody knows.
01:00:52.000 Nobody knows.
01:00:53.000 Now you've just told the world.
01:00:54.000 Yes, instead of a gender reveal party, I'm burning down California.
01:00:59.000 I'm gonna do a gender reveal podcast.
01:01:02.000 Yeah, just spray pink flammable fluid everywhere.
01:01:06.000 It's a girl.
01:01:07.000 Yeah, being in that first trimester, I was like, oh, this is why there aren't women In everything.
01:01:14.000 Not as many women, you know, when you talk about it.
01:01:16.000 And I was thinking about just doing comedy.
01:01:18.000 I'm like, oh my God, how did Allie and all these other women who have done this...
01:01:22.000 And when you're feeling sick and hormonal and you want to get on stage and cry and you're actually just like...
01:01:30.000 I was like, I don't know how women do it ever, anything, and have other kids that they have to deal with when they're feeling sick and working.
01:01:39.000 Yeah, I mean, women are badasses.
01:01:42.000 Well, if men just had to work carrying a fucking 45-pound backpack...
01:01:50.000 You know?
01:01:51.000 I mean, if you had a regular job, right, and now you have to do the regular job with a 45-pound backpack, then you would realize, like, oh, my God, this is crazy.
01:01:59.000 Yeah, it makes me realize why it's, in particular, just, like, comedy.
01:02:05.000 It still is predominantly male, I think, still.
01:02:09.000 Well, I think women have a really good shot at it if they're funny because there's not that many of them.
01:02:16.000 But if they do decide to have a family, then it gets much more complicated.
01:02:21.000 Yeah.
01:02:21.000 Much, much more complicated.
01:02:23.000 Yeah, how are you going to tour?
01:02:24.000 How are you going to tour and take care of the babies?
01:02:26.000 One thing that I've seen people do that's kind of interesting is like male and female comics get together and they have a baby and then they decide like, okay, you go out this weekend, I'll go out that weekend.
01:02:39.000 Like, Tom and Christina do that.
01:02:40.000 Yeah, I remember seeing Christina up at the comedy store right after she had a baby, and she was freaking hilarious.
01:02:47.000 She's like, I haven't left my house, I'm losing my fucking mind.
01:02:52.000 She's like, I'm fucking losing it.
01:02:53.000 She's fucking funny.
01:02:54.000 I know, I love her.
01:02:56.000 I love them both.
01:02:57.000 I love them both, too.
01:02:58.000 I worked with Tom last night.
01:02:59.000 He was on the show with Dave and I. Okay.
01:03:01.000 And Donnell and Jeff Ross.
01:03:03.000 It was amazing.
01:03:03.000 But Christina's one of the best comics alive.
01:03:05.000 Yeah, she's hilarious.
01:03:07.000 She's so insightful.
01:03:08.000 She's hilarious on her podcast, too.
01:03:10.000 Oh, yeah.
01:03:11.000 I just love them.
01:03:12.000 She's awesome.
01:03:13.000 She's got insight.
01:03:14.000 She sees things.
01:03:16.000 She points things out.
01:03:17.000 And also, she doesn't tolerate any nonsense.
01:03:19.000 No.
01:03:20.000 She's a no-nonsense person.
01:03:23.000 She sends me some hilarious shit, like memes and stuff, or stories in the news.
01:03:28.000 Like, what the fuck is this?
01:03:29.000 Yeah.
01:03:30.000 She's, you know, she came from these old school European parents.
01:03:35.000 Yeah, they're the best.
01:03:36.000 Yeah, hardworking people.
01:03:38.000 They raise you like that.
01:03:40.000 There's no nonsense in her.
01:03:42.000 I think it makes you a good parent, though, too.
01:03:44.000 Because you're not tolerating as much.
01:03:47.000 I do want to shout out the very small business that made this sweatshirt for me.
01:03:52.000 Squid Print DGT. They're direct to garment printing.
01:03:56.000 I love small businesses, as you know, and I should give them credit because they are amazing.
01:04:00.000 Well, I'm on the side of the government.
01:04:02.000 I'd like all small businesses to fold and target to take over everything.
01:04:05.000 They're getting crushed by inflation and the supply.
01:04:08.000 She was talking the other day.
01:04:09.000 It's cost her $10,000 in two months between the inflation and the supply stuff and the pandemic and the shutdown.
01:04:16.000 Let me ask you, because you're probably aware of this.
01:04:18.000 What the fuck is going on?
01:04:19.000 What is this supply chain problem?
01:04:21.000 Why are there so many boats off the coast of California?
01:04:24.000 Because someone told me it's a half a million cargo ships off the coast of California.
01:04:29.000 I'm not sure what the numbers are.
01:04:31.000 I know that there's a great thread that I retweeted the other day.
01:04:35.000 A guy went in and was like, here's what's actually going on.
01:04:38.000 And I know a lot of it- What did he say?
01:04:40.000 Well, one of the biggest problems is the bottleneck is zoning.
01:04:44.000 It has something to do with containers and they can't stack the containers.
01:04:48.000 And I do think there's a trucking problem as well.
01:04:53.000 Part of it being that they did that, you know, the whole PROACT thing, not PROACT, I guess it was the AB5, which we've talked about before when they, that affected truckers as independent contractors.
01:05:04.000 Explain AB5 to people, please.
01:05:05.000 So it was about categorizing independent contractors as workers, basically.
01:05:12.000 So if you worked a certain number of hours, you needed to be considered brought on as an employee.
01:05:17.000 And it made it very hard for people to hire anybody if you are a corporation because you couldn't hire independent contractors.
01:05:24.000 It was such a bad law bill.
01:05:27.000 They had to do carve outs for basically everyone.
01:05:30.000 They should have just repealed it.
01:05:32.000 It was horrible.
01:05:33.000 It's the one that woman, Lorena Gonzalez, who is like, fuck Elon Musk on Twitter, and then he left.
01:05:39.000 But she's the woman.
01:05:41.000 What?
01:05:42.000 What do you think?
01:05:43.000 She's like an assemblywoman in California, and she's behind this bill, AB5. She said, fuck Elon Musk?
01:05:49.000 Yeah, on Twitter.
01:05:51.000 And then she left?
01:05:52.000 What do you mean?
01:05:52.000 And then he left.
01:05:53.000 He left what?
01:05:53.000 I mean, he's left California with all of his business.
01:05:56.000 Oh, okay, yeah.
01:05:56.000 And so, I mean, I guess we know how that worked out.
01:06:01.000 I doubt he left because of her.
01:06:02.000 No, I'm kidding.
01:06:03.000 I was confused.
01:06:04.000 It was like one of those, how it was, how it's been, how it's going.
01:06:11.000 It's like her, and now he's like, I'm out of here.
01:06:14.000 Yeah.
01:06:15.000 Well, it affected you because of writing.
01:06:17.000 Well, then they did, I think they did another carve out, but yeah, people couldn't hire me because I couldn't, 1099, then they would have had to put me, if you write a certain number of articles, it affected everybody.
01:06:30.000 And hairdressers, people who really needed to be independent contractors, the problem I have with this push against independent contractors is And now PROACT, which is the federal version of this, which they keep trying to push through, is that people like to be independent contractors.
01:06:48.000 They act like they're being forced into this agreement when many people like to be able to choose when they want to work or when they want to drive.
01:06:57.000 So this was really brought about because of Uber and Lyft, and they were saying that they were abusing them and they needed to Put bring them on and Postmates and obviously many of these companies do take advantage of this situation and They do you know you will hear from an uber driver how much they're they're getting screwed Yeah,
01:07:16.000 so I think there needs to be something but I don't think that the whole concept of uber is that you aren't an employee There's certainly room for independent operators in a host of different jobs and when you over-regulate like that When you think you're helping people out and you wind up hurting people,
01:07:35.000 they have to change the law.
01:07:37.000 Like, why don't they repeal it?
01:07:38.000 I don't know.
01:07:40.000 It started a lot of people.
01:07:42.000 A lot of people I knew left California before the pandemic because of AB5. Single mothers, many people who were affected by it.
01:07:49.000 It affected people who were working, people with disabilities who were able to be independent contractors.
01:07:55.000 I mean, a lot of people have side gags for that reason.
01:07:58.000 And now because they can save money for college for their kids or whatever, and they don't want to go work for eight hours and have to clock in.
01:08:08.000 And it's something that's very infuriating to me.
01:08:11.000 So that is why?
01:08:13.000 Isn't there something also that has to do with the age of the trucks?
01:08:17.000 Like, didn't they pass a regulation say that trucks can only be a certain age?
01:08:20.000 Oh, I don't know anything about that.
01:08:21.000 I mean, I know it seems to be like a confluence of fuckery that's causing this.
01:08:25.000 But mostly in California.
01:08:27.000 Mostly in California.
01:08:29.000 Because in Florida, they just opened up their ports and Ron DeSantis was on TV basically saying, come on over.
01:08:35.000 Right.
01:08:35.000 Come on over and open up your ships.
01:08:36.000 But like, wait, you're going to go through the Panama Canal?
01:08:37.000 I mean, I don't even know what that would cost.
01:08:39.000 Well, he wants to change the way people ship to ship through Florida instead and saying, listen, it's available.
01:08:45.000 And then also, he's also giving $5,000 to every police officer that relocates to Florida.
01:08:52.000 Right.
01:08:53.000 Yeah, I saw that.
01:08:54.000 Isn't that wild?
01:08:54.000 Because they're firing all these fucking cops.
01:08:57.000 And he's saying, not only will I hire you, but I'll give you $5,000 to relocate to Florida.
01:09:03.000 And I think he was being misrepresented because they were saying he was like, only the unvaccinated, but he was making the offer to anybody in law enforcement, a police officer, not just the unvaccinated ones.
01:09:14.000 Who said that?
01:09:15.000 Just on Twitter, they were saying, oh, he was being misrepresented, obviously, by news organizations.
01:09:22.000 Like, DeSantis says he will give $5,000 to the unvaccinated police officers, but he'll give it to anybody who wants to come.
01:09:30.000 Right.
01:09:30.000 Well, the conceit is that most of these people that are getting fired are unvaccinated.
01:09:35.000 So back to the shipping, I'm not an expert in this.
01:09:38.000 There's many people who...
01:09:41.000 It's shocking actually how little information that you can get.
01:09:46.000 But this one guy who just has a business went and rented a boat and talked to people for hours about what the problem was.
01:09:53.000 And within hours of him doing this thread that went viral, they had relaxed the zoning laws in Long Beach To help with this bottleneck, which is part of the problem.
01:10:06.000 And, oh yes, thank you.
01:10:08.000 Yesterday I rented a boat.
01:10:10.000 It's a long thread.
01:10:11.000 And took the leader of FlexPorts Partners in Long Beach for a three hour of the, I guess that tour, three hour tour of the port complex.
01:10:21.000 A three hour tour.
01:10:22.000 Here's a thread about what I learned.
01:10:25.000 So everyone should read that and it's really fascinating.
01:10:27.000 Give me a little bit of it.
01:10:28.000 It says, first off, the boat captain said we were the first company to ever rent his boat to tour the port to see how everything was working up close.
01:10:36.000 His usual business is doing the memorial services at sea.
01:10:39.000 He said, okay, blah, blah, blah, blah.
01:10:40.000 The ports of LA Long Beach are at a standstill.
01:10:44.000 In a full three-hour loop through the port complex, passing every single terminal, we saw less than a dozen containers get unloaded.
01:10:51.000 There are hundreds of cranes.
01:10:52.000 I counted only seven that were even operating, and those...
01:10:57.000 That were seemed to be going pretty slow.
01:11:00.000 It seemed that everyone now agrees the bottleneck yard is yard space at the container terminals.
01:11:05.000 The terminals are simply overflowing with containers, which means they no longer have space to take in new containers, either from ships or land.
01:11:13.000 It's a true traffic jam.
01:11:15.000 Right now, if you have a chassis with no empty container on it, you can...
01:11:19.000 By the way, this guy's name is TypesFast on Twitter.
01:11:22.000 His name is Ryan Peterson and his handle is TypesFast.
01:11:25.000 You can go pick up containers at any port terminal.
01:11:28.000 However, if you have an empty container on that chassis, they are not allowing you to return it except on a highly restricted basis.
01:11:37.000 If you can't get the empty off the chassis, you don't have a chassis to go pick up the next container.
01:11:44.000 And if nobody goes to pick up the next container, the port remains jammed.
01:11:50.000 I mean, it's crazy.
01:11:52.000 He goes on and on.
01:11:54.000 What's crazy is that Pete Buttigieg during this whole time is on paternity leave.
01:11:58.000 And you just want to go, listen, man, I understand it's hard to raise a child, but isn't that supposed to be for the person who gave birth?
01:12:05.000 It's crazy.
01:12:06.000 Yeah, you're right.
01:12:08.000 Now over 70 ships containing 500,000 containers are waiting offshore.
01:12:12.000 500,000?
01:12:13.000 But he was saying this negative feedback loop that is rapidly cycling out of control that if it continues, unabated will destroy the global economy.
01:12:21.000 I'm like, that's a nice one to just slide in there.
01:12:23.000 Oh, cool.
01:12:24.000 Yeah, so it's complicated, but I do know the trucking stuff has something to do with it, too, because there was already problems with truckers.
01:12:32.000 They kind of abandoned California.
01:12:34.000 This is what it looked like two years ago.
01:12:35.000 This is a visualization of the data they use on a map.
01:12:38.000 So we're watching trucks or ships come in.
01:12:41.000 Just a couple ships.
01:12:42.000 This is 2019. And this is the last week.
01:12:45.000 Why are there so many?
01:12:46.000 Because they're all stuck.
01:12:48.000 I mean, this is why.
01:12:48.000 Oh, that's why?
01:12:49.000 Yeah.
01:12:50.000 Because they're stuck?
01:12:50.000 Yeah, they're all floating around out here waiting to find space to come into there to go wait, and they can kind of get in there.
01:12:55.000 Like you said, if there's only seven out of hundreds of cranes emptying them, then they're waiting.
01:13:00.000 It's nuts.
01:13:01.000 It's nuts.
01:13:02.000 And that's why you can't buy toys.
01:13:04.000 And it's also affecting small businesses.
01:13:07.000 It definitely feels like a clusterfuck.
01:13:11.000 But who's responsible?
01:13:12.000 People are blaming Pete Buttigieg because of the fact that he's on paternity leave.
01:13:17.000 They're saying he's the Secretary of Transportation.
01:13:19.000 Does that make any sense?
01:13:20.000 I'm not sure.
01:13:22.000 That was a weird one because I never know when those stories...
01:13:26.000 Is this just a partisan thing where you just want to yell at the guy because...
01:13:32.000 But it is kind of crazy.
01:13:33.000 It is.
01:13:36.000 The craziest thing to me was the picture of them in the fucking hospital bed.
01:13:42.000 Yeah.
01:13:42.000 That's where I was like, women!
01:13:44.000 It's just like, you weren't in a hospital.
01:13:48.000 I mean, maybe.
01:13:49.000 I don't know if they were there for the...
01:13:50.000 They had foot surgery.
01:13:52.000 For the birth, maybe the surrogate, but it wasn't like they were in the house.
01:13:59.000 They were on the bed where women give birth.
01:14:02.000 It was like a birthing table.
01:14:04.000 Yeah, see, that's what's weird.
01:14:07.000 Yeah, that was a little bit much for me.
01:14:10.000 But here's the thing.
01:14:12.000 One of you should do that.
01:14:15.000 One of you should take care of the children.
01:14:17.000 This idea that both parents should get maternity and paternity leave at the same time is a little weird.
01:14:23.000 I don't think so.
01:14:24.000 You don't think so?
01:14:25.000 I don't.
01:14:25.000 Why?
01:14:25.000 Only because I have a German cousin and they get the shit.
01:14:29.000 I mean, they get like a full year for the woman and nine months for the husband.
01:14:33.000 That's great.
01:14:33.000 You want to live in Germany?
01:14:34.000 Because in America, you got to work.
01:14:36.000 Like, here's the thing.
01:14:36.000 If you have a small business, you're the one who loves small businesses, okay?
01:14:39.000 Right?
01:14:40.000 Yeah.
01:14:40.000 Imagine.
01:14:41.000 No, you can't take maternity leave.
01:14:44.000 Imagine if you have an employee, and this is your fucking CEO of your little company or whatever, and the wife has a baby, and the husband's like, I'm taking four months off.
01:14:55.000 You're like, what the fuck are you talking about?
01:14:57.000 I need paternity leave.
01:14:58.000 He's been off since August.
01:15:01.000 That's crazy.
01:15:02.000 Yeah, thank you.
01:15:04.000 It's a little crazy.
01:15:05.000 I don't know.
01:15:05.000 I don't live in Germany.
01:15:06.000 It's interesting.
01:15:10.000 What boggles my mind is why conservatives aren't all over maternity leave.
01:15:15.000 That seems like a no-brainer for the conservative side.
01:15:18.000 They want business.
01:15:19.000 They want businesses to operate.
01:15:21.000 Right, but you still...
01:15:23.000 If everybody should be in support of...
01:15:26.000 A woman shouldn't have to lose her job if she has a baby.
01:15:29.000 If you're going to be supportive of women having children and you want women to encourage women to have children, you have to give them some support in the aftermath of giving birth to a fucking baby.
01:15:42.000 I agree.
01:15:43.000 I agree as a social thing and for society, for our culture, for community.
01:15:49.000 For the baby.
01:15:50.000 However...
01:15:57.000 Men can have babies, Joe.
01:16:03.000 Uh, sure.
01:16:06.000 Women!
01:16:08.000 Women!
01:16:09.000 I mean, right?
01:16:11.000 I'm not, this is again, this is not my argument.
01:16:14.000 I'm not for this.
01:16:15.000 But what I'm saying is, if you're a person who is looking to hire someone for a job, and you're hiring a woman who is trying to get pregnant, And then you're going to have to pay her, but you still need the job done.
01:16:28.000 But now you're paying her and she's not there.
01:16:31.000 Unless this is some sort of a national program where our tax dollars go to subsidize.
01:16:38.000 In Germany, it is national.
01:16:39.000 That's my point.
01:16:40.000 That's my point.
01:16:41.000 So this is the difference.
01:16:42.000 Well, with Pete Buttigieg, I don't know what his deal is, but I don't know if he has anything to do with the shipping issue.
01:16:49.000 But what I'd read was that, like, how is he?
01:16:52.000 You know, and again, this is from hardcore Republicans that were tweeting this type of stuff and writing these kind of articles.
01:16:58.000 I'm skeptical.
01:16:58.000 But my thing is, like, you didn't give birth.
01:17:02.000 Right.
01:17:03.000 Like, you're on...
01:17:05.000 I know, but should the dad be able to take off work, too?
01:17:08.000 Like, again, the dad should have a role in raising the child.
01:17:11.000 But it is a situation where, like, what's the right protocol?
01:17:17.000 Should a dad be able to take off three months to take care of a kid?
01:17:21.000 I mean, Google gives paternity leave, like, three months.
01:17:23.000 First of all, they've got more money than God.
01:17:25.000 Those crazy fucks.
01:17:26.000 They probably just pay people.
01:17:28.000 You know, it's not just about, like, the baby.
01:17:29.000 The mom needs support in the aftermath of giving birth.
01:17:33.000 Oh, 100%.
01:17:34.000 It's not just, like, to bond with a kid.
01:17:36.000 I think a lot of mothers need...
01:17:38.000 I don't know.
01:17:40.000 You know, so much of this is just a question of...
01:17:44.000 It feels like we don't have the same social cohesion and family structures that we used to have where you would be living close to your family and family would help you take care of the baby and they come over and your mother-in-law and you had all this support and now people who are living in cities and working for these massive corporations and With massive corporations,
01:18:05.000 all this makes sense to me.
01:18:06.000 Right.
01:18:07.000 But when you're dealing with like, this is why.
01:18:09.000 Small business.
01:18:09.000 When things get weird, it's like, okay, small business.
01:18:12.000 Okay, but then what if someone has a significant role, like a really important role in like government?
01:18:19.000 Or a really important role in something that's very important.
01:18:24.000 I'm just thinking even from my own personal circumstance, if my right-hand woman, Maggie, who's like my co-producer on everything and works for me.
01:18:33.000 What if she wanted you to pay her?
01:18:34.000 If she had a baby.
01:18:35.000 If she had to take off, I'd be fucked.
01:18:37.000 What if she wanted you to pay her?
01:18:39.000 I would.
01:18:40.000 I mean, I want to be supportive, but I would be fucked.
01:18:43.000 How many months would you give her free money?
01:18:45.000 I mean, I don't know.
01:18:48.000 I know, see?
01:18:49.000 This is it.
01:18:50.000 That's the thing.
01:18:51.000 I think you and I are very similar in that we come from the left, and I think people need support.
01:18:59.000 I'm still such a bleeding heart lefty, but I'm also a small business owner and know many small business owners.
01:19:06.000 And you're also a realist.
01:19:07.000 And I'm also a realist.
01:19:09.000 And I see the damage of giving away free money in beloved California.
01:19:14.000 And know that that doesn't always work out the way you want.
01:19:18.000 Like, the law of unintended consequences is very real.
01:19:22.000 And so, I don't know.
01:19:24.000 But on a personal level, I want to support women having kids.
01:19:28.000 And I want to...
01:19:30.000 Make it so that they don't feel worried about losing their job and can spend those early months just doting on their child.
01:19:38.000 And I think the family system is nurturing their child.
01:19:42.000 And I think that that is one of the things that's lacking in our country right now is that, you know, family core structure.
01:19:51.000 And how can I be supportive of that if I'm not supportive of something like maternity?
01:19:58.000 Well, the reality is that raising a child is a job.
01:20:02.000 Right.
01:20:02.000 Oh, it's a fucking huge job.
01:20:04.000 It is a job.
01:20:05.000 Stay-at-home moms don't get enough credit.
01:20:07.000 Okay.
01:20:07.000 So the idea that you're supposed to be able to have a full-time job as well as have that job and neither one is going to suffer is crazy.
01:20:16.000 Mm-hmm.
01:20:16.000 That's crazy.
01:20:17.000 Yeah.
01:20:18.000 It's not real.
01:20:19.000 But we've been sold this.
01:20:22.000 And I think part of it is because we don't value things that don't produce tangible monetary results.
01:20:28.000 Right.
01:20:29.000 Right?
01:20:29.000 So we don't think of a woman- But isn't this like, this is America.
01:20:32.000 You got to work.
01:20:34.000 It's like an extension of that philosophy.
01:20:35.000 This is America where we love each other.
01:20:37.000 It should be both things.
01:20:39.000 You should understand that a woman's job of raising a child is a hugely significant job.
01:20:46.000 And just because it doesn't have numbers in a bank account that correspond to each individual activity that you do doesn't mean it's not valuable.
01:20:53.000 It's massively, massively valuable.
01:20:54.000 Put numbers on it.
01:20:55.000 Don't put numbers on it.
01:20:57.000 Rethink the way you look at it.
01:20:58.000 Rethink the way you look at it, but if you need to put numbers on it, why don't you figure out what you would have to pay for somebody to do every single thing that the mother is doing, from driving the kids around, which takes up a huge amount of their time, to all that stuff.
01:21:12.000 But if you're a business owner, whose responsibility is that?
01:21:16.000 Are you responsible for that?
01:21:18.000 Is that person your child now?
01:21:20.000 Like this person who you employed?
01:21:22.000 Like say if you have someone employed, you employ them, they work for you for four or five months, then they get knocked up.
01:21:27.000 Well, most companies have minimums.
01:21:30.000 So you would have to be, like my husband's at a new company, and I think he's eligible for some amount.
01:21:38.000 Whether he takes it or not, I don't know.
01:21:40.000 He can have paternity leave, too?
01:21:41.000 I think that he might be eligible, but he has to be there for like a year.
01:21:47.000 Did you give birth there, Bob?
01:21:49.000 How did it go?
01:21:50.000 Was it painful, Bob?
01:21:51.000 You need time off to heal?
01:21:53.000 Yeah, I don't know.
01:21:54.000 Do they get shit on?
01:21:56.000 I don't think so.
01:21:58.000 I don't know.
01:21:59.000 I bet they do.
01:22:00.000 Bob, you ready to come back yet?
01:22:02.000 He's a therapist.
01:22:03.000 You ready to come back yet, Bob?
01:22:04.000 I'm not talking about your husband specifically, but I think guys that take time off for paternity leave, I guarantee they get shit on.
01:22:12.000 I don't think at Google they're getting shit on.
01:22:15.000 Google is a communist-run empire of data collection.
01:22:18.000 I don't know who pays for it, but I do know that I want to be supportive of the family.
01:22:24.000 Google should hand out all of that money that they stole as freely as possible because they've been stealing money from people by snatching up their data.
01:22:33.000 So you don't think people should get paternity leave?
01:22:35.000 I didn't say that.
01:22:36.000 What are you fucking...
01:22:37.000 That lady you interviewed, Jordan Peterson?
01:22:39.000 No, I'm just...
01:22:40.000 Do you remember that lady?
01:22:41.000 I'm asking you...
01:22:41.000 So what you mean is...
01:22:43.000 So what you're saying is...
01:22:45.000 So what you're saying is...
01:22:45.000 No, I'm just playing devil's advocate.
01:22:48.000 No, I know you are.
01:22:48.000 And I'm questioning who do you believe...
01:22:52.000 Should pay for something like that.
01:22:54.000 I don't know, but if I was an employer and I had a guy who worked for me, I had a guy who worked for me who wanted to take three months off because his wife gave birth, I'd be like, what the fuck are you talking about, Mike?
01:23:06.000 Even to support his wife?
01:23:08.000 Mike, did you give birth?
01:23:08.000 To support his wife, will I pay him for free?
01:23:11.000 Do you understand?
01:23:12.000 Most people, when this happens, if they make enough money, the wife will not work and the father will work.
01:23:19.000 Right.
01:23:20.000 And then the wife takes care of the child.
01:23:22.000 And this is normal.
01:23:24.000 Yeah.
01:23:24.000 And then the dad provides support when he comes home.
01:23:26.000 If you're saying that the man and the woman should both get like three months off, this is a new thing.
01:23:33.000 Yeah.
01:23:33.000 Right, isn't it?
01:23:34.000 I mean, it's not new in Europe.
01:23:35.000 We're not in Europe.
01:23:37.000 This is better.
01:23:38.000 This is America.
01:23:40.000 I'm playing devil's advocate.
01:23:41.000 You know what I'm saying, though?
01:23:42.000 We're not in Europe, and for America, this is a new concept.
01:23:45.000 Right.
01:23:46.000 Right?
01:23:46.000 So when someone in government, I mean, look, it's interesting because it starts this conversation.
01:23:52.000 When someone in government who's a man who didn't give birth, and there's two of them, and they both are off work, and they get free money, or what happens?
01:24:03.000 Are we paying for his paternity leave?
01:24:05.000 Maybe he's working on Zoom.
01:24:05.000 Maybe we're incorrect.
01:24:07.000 Maybe he's working on Zoom.
01:24:09.000 I don't know.
01:24:10.000 Are we paying for the paternity leave?
01:24:12.000 Well, we're paying for a lot of shit, right?
01:24:14.000 We're paying for puppies to get tortured.
01:24:17.000 That's literally tax-dollar funded.
01:24:19.000 Americans pay for a lot of shit.
01:24:20.000 That is true.
01:24:22.000 It's an interesting conversation of who's responsible.
01:24:25.000 Particularly if you're a small business.
01:24:27.000 If you have someone who has a critical role in your company, and it's a man, and the man's wife gives birth, and then the man wants to take three months off and wants you to pay him, He'd be like, what?
01:24:39.000 Right?
01:24:40.000 Wouldn't you?
01:24:42.000 I'm really trying to think.
01:24:44.000 What is my...
01:24:46.000 I really don't know.
01:24:48.000 You know, it's something I really hadn't thought about.
01:24:50.000 Maybe you should move to Germany, Mike.
01:24:52.000 Right now.
01:24:53.000 Go ahead, move to Germany.
01:24:54.000 They'll let you take three months off.
01:24:56.000 I know my cousin's husband got like nine months off.
01:24:58.000 Oh, God!
01:25:00.000 Is that in Germany?
01:25:01.000 Yeah.
01:25:01.000 Yeah, well, that's why their economy's fucked.
01:25:04.000 I mean, they were doing well, but I'm not sure what it's like now.
01:25:07.000 Were they?
01:25:07.000 Well, because they make Mercedes and BMWs and shit.
01:25:09.000 It's just...
01:25:10.000 They have a...
01:25:11.000 This is something I've learned, too, from a lot of my European friends around, like, all this vaccine stuff, is that there's...
01:25:18.000 They're much more...
01:25:20.000 Like, I think it is just coming from socialism and with lots of deep roots and, like, communism and fascism.
01:25:29.000 There's a more...
01:25:32.000 They're more concerned about the group.
01:25:34.000 My friend in Italy was like, we don't have...
01:25:37.000 I mean, I know there are Italians who are protesting, but she's like, for the most part, everyone's just like, I gotta do my part, and there's not this whole thing.
01:25:44.000 So it does seem like...
01:25:46.000 Gotta do my part about what?
01:25:48.000 Are you seeing what's going on in Italy?
01:25:51.000 They're hiding it.
01:25:52.000 Do you know that?
01:25:53.000 I know.
01:25:53.000 I've seen what's going on in Italy.
01:25:55.000 Did you see that they had cameras that show this area where the protests were having and they were showing fake images?
01:26:05.000 Do you see that?
01:26:06.000 Yeah, I saw that.
01:26:06.000 Because it was so overrun with people that when they were reporting it, they were showing fake images?
01:26:10.000 Yeah, it's very strange in Europe.
01:26:12.000 They do a good job of hiding all of the resistance to this.
01:26:15.000 So they make it seem like they're more socially coherent than they might be.
01:26:22.000 I don't know.
01:26:24.000 It's a fascinating and...
01:26:27.000 And crazy time to be...
01:26:29.000 I'm very much like an individualist.
01:26:33.000 You know, American to my core, I think, in that respect.
01:26:36.000 Yeah.
01:26:37.000 Where I am like Randy and South Park where I'm like, I'm sorry I thought this was America.
01:26:40.000 I don't need to fucking take a vaccine.
01:26:42.000 And I have been so anti-mandates and vac sports and all these things.
01:26:48.000 And I'm vaccinated.
01:26:50.000 Sort of.
01:26:51.000 You're sort of vaccinated.
01:26:53.000 You got vaccinated with the Johnson and Johnson and it barely worked.
01:26:56.000 And you lost your period for a couple years.
01:27:00.000 That's what's so crazy about being pregnant is that...
01:27:04.000 So, can I tell this story?
01:27:06.000 Yeah.
01:27:07.000 Okay, so we...
01:27:08.000 I was told...
01:27:12.000 First of all, I was thinking about this on my way over here.
01:27:15.000 This is the second time I've been pregnant on your show.
01:27:17.000 The first time I ever did your show, I was pregnant and didn't know it and it ended up being ectopic, which for people who don't know, it's like a suicide bomber in your body.
01:27:30.000 It's basically a tubal or ovarian pregnancy, and it would have killed me like 100 years ago, and it still kills a lot of women.
01:27:39.000 It's super dangerous, and it's like a baby that's like, if I'm not going to be born, I'm taking you with me.
01:27:44.000 Can I ask you a question here?
01:27:46.000 Is this carved out?
01:27:48.000 I know Texas has a really fucked up abortion law that they just passed.
01:27:51.000 Is that carved out in the abortion law that you can have an abortion if there's a tubal?
01:27:55.000 You don't have an abortion.
01:27:57.000 So you would lose an ovary or a fallopian tube, except now, and this is where I'm like, okay, big pharma, thanks, I guess.
01:28:08.000 What mine was treated with, I found out early enough, it was like three weeks after, it was on my birthday, it was like three weeks after I was on your show, The very first time in 2019. And I kept getting a shooting pain and I was like, I think I have a fucking ectopic pregnancy.
01:28:24.000 And it's so rare.
01:28:25.000 Everyone's like, you're crazy, Bridget.
01:28:26.000 I was like, no, I don't know why.
01:28:27.000 I just have this feeling.
01:28:28.000 What is the term?
01:28:29.000 How do you say it?
01:28:30.000 Ectopic.
01:28:30.000 Ectopic?
01:28:30.000 Ectopic.
01:28:31.000 Yeah, so it's like a tubal or it can be in your fallopian tube or ovary.
01:28:35.000 It's just like I was joking like my old ass ovaries with their like little walkers didn't like make it all the way down.
01:28:42.000 And then it's like a little, yeah, then it can basically explode your ovary or fallopian tube when the baby, you know, they double every like frickin day.
01:28:51.000 It's like crazy in those early weeks.
01:28:56.000 And I went to the hospital on my birthday because I took a test that morning.
01:29:01.000 I came back.
01:29:01.000 I was having like irregular bleeding.
01:29:03.000 So I went in and they're like, oh, you're having a miscarriage or something like that.
01:29:08.000 But they couldn't find it.
01:29:09.000 And that was crazy, too.
01:29:11.000 That was like a wild.
01:29:12.000 And I had just gotten back together with my now husband.
01:29:15.000 I got married since the last time I saw you.
01:29:17.000 Congratulations.
01:29:18.000 Thank you.
01:29:18.000 It's been a busy year.
01:29:21.000 And...
01:29:22.000 That was just wild.
01:29:24.000 And it was really sad and tragic, you know, because they weren't sure.
01:29:27.000 And then I had to get my blood drawn every two days to see if the levels were like going up or down.
01:29:32.000 They're like, is this a failed pregnancy or a chemical pregnancy, which is where it doesn't really take, but you're still it'll still show up as pregnant.
01:29:40.000 And there was a minute where we thought maybe we were having a baby and then the levels doubled again.
01:29:46.000 And then They were like, no.
01:29:49.000 And so they treat it with methotrexate, which is chemo.
01:29:52.000 And they basically give you a shot in your butt and it stops the cells from dividing.
01:29:59.000 And it usually takes care of it if they catch it early enough.
01:30:02.000 Now, you will catch this between...
01:30:06.000 So I don't even know that you would need an abortion for it.
01:30:09.000 Generally, you start exhibiting symptoms like between six and eight weeks.
01:30:13.000 So it's like a plan B type deal, but it's in a shop.
01:30:16.000 It's not plan B. I mean, it's straight up chemo, but it's to stop the cells from dividing.
01:30:22.000 Otherwise, many people don't find out soon enough or they think it's like, I don't know what they think it is.
01:30:28.000 It stops the cells in your whole body from dividing?
01:30:31.000 Well, it behaves like chemo, but because it's chemo, it stops the baby from continuing to divide.
01:30:38.000 And in the past, they would have to take out your fallopian tube or your ovary.
01:30:42.000 So it's really dangerous.
01:30:43.000 You can die.
01:30:44.000 And if you don't die in the past, you would usually lose at least a fallopian tube or an ovary.
01:30:50.000 Sometimes they can save the ovary.
01:30:52.000 They can't even do it.
01:30:53.000 It's not abortion.
01:30:54.000 They can't No, no, no, no, it's not.
01:30:56.000 It's not even like you could have this baby at all.
01:30:59.000 It's really, truly, it's not good.
01:31:02.000 Do they carve out, like for the abortion law, like what if it's a stillbirth?
01:31:07.000 Like what if the baby is inside of you and it's already dead?
01:31:11.000 I don't know.
01:31:12.000 I'm not sure what, like, any of the carve-outs.
01:31:15.000 That six weeks is super early.
01:31:17.000 It's weird because...
01:31:17.000 It's so early that most women don't even know they're pregnant in six weeks.
01:31:20.000 No, it was weird because when that happened, I was six weeks pregnant.
01:31:24.000 And I was like, this is fucking early.
01:31:26.000 Like, the week that that came down, I was like, most people...
01:31:29.000 The only reason I knew so early this time is because my husband was like, go get a fucking test.
01:31:35.000 Like your boobs are sensitive and like you're booking all this travel.
01:31:39.000 I was supposed to go Schellenberger to Europe and go to South Africa and go to New York.
01:31:44.000 And he's like, before you book all this, take a test.
01:31:46.000 And I did and it came back.
01:31:48.000 But because I had a history of an ectopic pregnancy, they need to know right away you have a higher instance of getting pregnant.
01:31:57.000 Ectopically, once you've already had an ectopic pregnancy.
01:32:01.000 It goes up, I don't know the exact percentage, but it's like exponentially.
01:32:05.000 So I had to find out right away if this was an ectopic.
01:32:09.000 And it's just a crazy story because they had told me after my ectopic, we went and we were getting all my levels checked.
01:32:17.000 And then...
01:32:18.000 COVID hit.
01:32:19.000 So they're like, come back in six months and we'll retest you.
01:32:21.000 Well, six months from November of 2019 was the world falling apart.
01:32:27.000 So we lost kind of a year of like even thinking about fertility because everything was shut down.
01:32:33.000 And I went back and they're like, oh, you're in menopause.
01:32:36.000 Your levels are like full menopause.
01:32:39.000 They were like, we're shocked you're even getting a period.
01:32:42.000 And this was after I got the J&J and I hadn't had a period in three months.
01:32:47.000 And this is an issue that is apparently, according to my nurse, according to a good doctor friend of mine, the hormone levels of people in certain circumstances that get vaccinated get all wacky.
01:33:03.000 Yeah, so to be fair, I don't know correlation or causation, because they had done my levels right after my ectopic, but they were also very wacky, and they're like, this could be just because the ectopic and your hormones are all weird, so come back in six months and we'll test you again,
01:33:18.000 and then it was COVID, so we didn't do that.
01:33:21.000 I got the shot, I went back, and they're like, you're in menopause, you can't have kids, we need to get you- So it could have been from the ectopic, it could have been from the J&J. Well, in 2019, when I got tested, it was definitely weird.
01:33:34.000 And so then when I went back in 2021, recently, this was like in June when I went.
01:33:41.000 And they're like, oh, you're in menopause.
01:33:43.000 You can't have babies.
01:33:45.000 And then...
01:33:46.000 I was very upset, and I think you and I have talked about whether or not I wanted kids, but I was kind of like, so it's just a weird story.
01:33:54.000 And that was only five months later, you're knocked up.
01:33:56.000 That's what's crazy.
01:33:57.000 What's crazy is a month later, I was knocked up.
01:34:00.000 I got knocked up in July.
01:34:02.000 Really?
01:34:03.000 Yeah.
01:34:03.000 And I went to a fertility doctor and they told me, this is going to cost you a lot of money.
01:34:10.000 We want you to get these prenatals, but I'm telling you, it's going to be like the golden egg based on your levels.
01:34:16.000 I got- Levels of- Of like my hormones and progesterone.
01:34:19.000 They were saying these are like menopause levels and we'd be shocked if we could even get like one viable egg.
01:34:26.000 And so- I bought all these prenatals from the fertility doctor and then I got them and I was like, what the fuck am I doing?
01:34:35.000 Like, I'm 42. If I had wanted to do this...
01:34:38.000 It would have happened.
01:34:40.000 And I'm not the kind of person that's going to force something like this.
01:34:42.000 And my husband and I, we went back and visited my family.
01:34:45.000 We were on the beach.
01:34:46.000 And I'm like, are you cool if we're just not having kids?
01:34:50.000 And maybe we can adopt later or whatever.
01:34:52.000 And he's like, I'm fine.
01:34:53.000 We'll save our money.
01:34:54.000 We'll travel.
01:34:56.000 And I was mad that I spent the money on the prenatals.
01:35:00.000 And my therapist was like, well, just take them.
01:35:02.000 They're good for your nails and hair and skin.
01:35:04.000 And I'm like, all right.
01:35:05.000 Oh!
01:35:06.000 And I got knocked up!
01:35:07.000 So you took those pills.
01:35:09.000 And I got fucking knocked up.
01:35:11.000 So they worked.
01:35:12.000 And then I was like...
01:35:13.000 So wait a minute, the prenatals are designed to make you more fertile, correct?
01:35:15.000 They're just...
01:35:16.000 You're supposed to take them before you...
01:35:19.000 They do like an egg harvesting.
01:35:21.000 But yes, you take like ubiquinol, which is good for cell development and it's supposed to help like egg strength.
01:35:29.000 So maybe that restarted your hormones.
01:35:33.000 Who fucking knows, but I started taking them, and then I was pregnant when we were having that conversation on the beach.
01:35:38.000 I come back, go see my OB, who's no longer my OB, and I told her, I'm like, I haven't had a period in 40 days, because I got my period in between the 90 days.
01:35:49.000 And she was like, that's just the menopause.
01:35:51.000 We need to get you on birth control pills, because you're going to lose bone density, because you're a geriatric man.
01:35:59.000 And so she gives me all these pills.
01:36:01.000 Doesn't test me to see if I'm pregnant.
01:36:04.000 And that way you got rid of her?
01:36:05.000 Well, yeah.
01:36:06.000 And then a week later, I took the test and found out I was pregnant.
01:36:09.000 And I was like, holy shit.
01:36:10.000 Did you call her up and go, hey, bitch?
01:36:12.000 Yeah, I did.
01:36:12.000 I made her cum.
01:36:14.000 Basically, she felt so bad.
01:36:15.000 Because I was like, this is negligent.
01:36:17.000 I had an ectopic pregnancy.
01:36:19.000 I could have lost a week of finding out.
01:36:21.000 Because you just assumed I'm an old person.
01:36:25.000 Which is a numbers game.
01:36:27.000 I mean, it is amazing how they treat you when you're my age in pregnancy because it's geriatric at 35. Really?
01:36:33.000 Yeah, they consider you geriatric at 35. They don't really use that word anymore because it's fallen out of fashion, but I was joking with my OB. I'm like, I'm surprised you guys don't give me a fucking walker when I come in here.
01:36:45.000 35 is geriatric?
01:36:46.000 But then the data doesn't lie.
01:36:48.000 You know, the numbers for, like, downs, it's like when you look at all that stuff, it's like it goes from 1 in 1,000 when you're in your early 30s to, like, 1 in 43 at my age.
01:37:02.000 So it's...
01:37:03.000 That stuff doesn't lie.
01:37:05.000 It's still a small chance, but there's a much higher probability of shit going wrong when you're an old like me.
01:37:13.000 You're an old?
01:37:14.000 You call yourself an old?
01:37:15.000 I'm an old!
01:37:17.000 And that's what we were laughing about.
01:37:18.000 It's so crazy.
01:37:19.000 So the first trimester, and I'm still very cautiously optimistic.
01:37:23.000 I want all the good vibes from your whole audience.
01:37:27.000 It's such a miracle and crazy.
01:37:29.000 And we were very like, okay, like I went in for that first ultrasound to find out that it was an ectopic because they have to look right away.
01:37:39.000 And she's like, no, it's intrauterine.
01:37:41.000 It's like a little sack.
01:37:42.000 It's not viable.
01:37:43.000 I'm like, how do I make it stick?
01:37:45.000 She's like, honey, if I knew that, I'd be a billionaire on a private island.
01:37:48.000 I'm like, yeah, I suppose.
01:37:50.000 So that's true.
01:37:51.000 Before you got vaccinated, you were having regular periods.
01:37:53.000 Yeah, like every freaking 23 days.
01:37:56.000 And then right after you got vaccinated.
01:37:58.000 Not a period for 90 days.
01:38:00.000 And here's the thing.
01:38:01.000 When I went in to talk to my OB and when I would go for my checkups, all the nurses, not the doctors, I'd be like, you know, I got my vaccine.
01:38:10.000 They're like, oh, everyone's period's messed up from the vaccine.
01:38:13.000 I'm like, everyone?
01:38:16.000 Shouldn't we be talking about this?
01:38:19.000 And what's crazy is that they just started studying how COVID affects women who are pregnant.
01:38:26.000 Like, they didn't think to fucking do this when people were getting COVID and women were getting COVID and they were pregnant.
01:38:32.000 So they really had no idea how the vaccine was going to affect a woman's menstruation, women who are pregnant, etc., And then you hear all these like stories online and a lot of it, the problem is that so much of it is suppressed and you're just,
01:38:48.000 people don't know what to believe.
01:38:50.000 It is a problem.
01:38:51.000 It's a problem because even we don't know what the real numbers are, right?
01:38:55.000 So if someone says the numbers are incredibly small, good.
01:38:58.000 Tell us what the numbers are so that we can show that the numbers are incredibly small.
01:39:01.000 Or that like, yeah, your period's going to be messed up, but it's going to bounce back.
01:39:04.000 But I'm hearing stories of people who are like bleeding and they don't stop.
01:39:08.000 And yes, it's all anecdotal.
01:39:10.000 But at what point is like a lot of anecdotal evidence data?
01:39:16.000 Well, it's like we were talking about, you know, the chances of a child being Down syndrome.
01:39:23.000 Like we know this because of data, right?
01:39:25.000 They're not suppressing that.
01:39:26.000 They're not like encouraging women who are older to get knocked up and lying about the data.
01:39:31.000 Yeah, I mean, my OB is very conservative.
01:39:35.000 They should tell you what the data is on everything.
01:39:38.000 So we should be accumulating the data on everything.
01:39:41.000 What you're not hearing, and this is not saying that people shouldn't get vaccinated.
01:39:46.000 This is not saying the vaccine's bad.
01:39:48.000 What I'm saying is you're not hearing what the adverse reactions are.
01:39:53.000 You're not hearing them.
01:39:54.000 They're not reporting on them.
01:39:55.000 They're not making a big deal out of it.
01:39:57.000 They're not following up and, like, having these...
01:40:00.000 And it makes people more skeptical.
01:40:02.000 Yes.
01:40:02.000 They're not having these hard discussions about, like, who is it?
01:40:05.000 Why are they getting these adverse reactions?
01:40:08.000 What's the pattern?
01:40:09.000 And if you're not following that, if they're just hiding it, like, if the VAERS report...
01:40:14.000 What percent...
01:40:15.000 Because I was reading this thing that was claiming that the VAERS reports, which is the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System...
01:40:23.000 That they only report 1% of the actual adverse events.
01:40:27.000 I'm like, how do you know that?
01:40:28.000 How does anyone know that?
01:40:29.000 Like, I don't know what the actual reporting numbers are, but I do know people that I'm close to that have had horrible reactions, those reactions did not get reported.
01:40:40.000 Right.
01:40:40.000 So what percentage of actual adverse events do get reported?
01:40:47.000 It bothers me because for all the talk in our culture about informed consent, it's like you should be able to make an informed decision about this for yourself.
01:40:59.000 But they're deciding for you.
01:41:00.000 I have a friend who's also pregnant and she does not want to get the vaccine because she doesn't want to mess with it.
01:41:05.000 And I frankly don't blame her.
01:41:07.000 And women have had to fight so hard.
01:41:09.000 Women!
01:41:11.000 For just advocating for themselves and their health.
01:41:14.000 And I don't want to get this shot while I'm going through labor.
01:41:17.000 It's been such a huge fight.
01:41:20.000 And to try and act like you can now force this on any woman, anyone, anyone.
01:41:28.000 Let's just stop there.
01:41:29.000 But particularly a woman who's pregnant who might be skeptical when there's...
01:41:35.000 There's a lot of unknowns, and I'm sorry, I know the mRNA has been around for 20 years, and I've heard every fucking article, every argument.
01:41:44.000 It has been mass inoculated, and on top of that, there's not long-term data.
01:41:48.000 There just isn't.
01:41:49.000 Yeah, there isn't.
01:41:51.000 Especially for pregnant women.
01:41:53.000 There's something about, so the mandates came down for kids for California, and they did a poll in California, and only a third of people want to vaccinate their kids.
01:42:02.000 I mean, this is not a popular mandate.
01:42:04.000 I'm shocked it's that high.
01:42:05.000 I'm shocked it's that high because when you find out what's actually dangerous, like whether or not COVID is actually dangerous for children, it's not.
01:42:13.000 No.
01:42:13.000 It's not.
01:42:14.000 No.
01:42:14.000 And kids still get sick.
01:42:16.000 Relatively speaking.
01:42:16.000 And then I'm seeing what all my friends who have kids are going through because of all these insane, crazy, like...
01:42:24.000 Quarantine policies that these schools have that are nonsensical.
01:42:28.000 So one kid will get exposed in a class and then like only the three kids around that kid had to quarantine for two days and even if they had a negative test, they still had to stay out for two weeks.
01:42:40.000 Okay, but here's why that's not crazy.
01:42:42.000 The reason why that's not crazy is because if those kids go home and give it to their parents or give it to their grandma, and then the grandma gets sick, and then the grandma dies, or they give it to the teacher, and the teacher gives it to the spouse, and the spouse dies.
01:42:53.000 Why not...
01:42:54.000 I mean, it's weird, though, like, only those four kids...
01:42:58.000 In the room of kids are the ones who are exposed.
01:43:03.000 What do you mean?
01:43:04.000 Of this entire classroom, if one kid's exposed and comes back as positive, then only four kids are going to be quarantined, not the whole class.
01:43:16.000 Oh, I see what you're saying.
01:43:17.000 I want to know what science that is.
01:43:20.000 So it's basically what they're saying is the kids that are closest to that kid?
01:43:23.000 Yeah, they got quarantined.
01:43:24.000 Well, the dumb thing about it is you're not following that kid around with a ruler.
01:43:28.000 That's what I mean.
01:43:29.000 Billy, you're closer than six feet.
01:43:31.000 But didn't they come out and say the six feet thing was kind of bullshit?
01:43:34.000 Bullshit.
01:43:35.000 Total bullshit.
01:43:36.000 I laugh every time I see it in line.
01:43:39.000 Someone the other day on Twitter was like, I wonder how many lives have been saved by the things in the elevators.
01:43:46.000 Have you seen this meme?
01:43:47.000 I'll send it to Jamie because it's one of my favorite new memes.
01:43:51.000 So yeah, it's a definite...
01:43:54.000 Yeah, it's a fuck.
01:43:57.000 Yeah, it's definitely, I mean, if I, like you were saying, I was joking because my first trimester, all I wanted was like plant-based food.
01:44:08.000 And I loved meat.
01:44:09.000 I couldn't eat, every time I ate red meat, I'd puke.
01:44:12.000 And I was like, my baby's a fucking globalist.
01:44:14.000 This is from the vaccine.
01:44:17.000 This one.
01:44:18.000 Oh yeah, I love this.
01:44:19.000 Tell me more about how a virus can escape from a level 4 biolab but can't get past a mask with little duckies on it.
01:44:26.000 I love it.
01:44:27.000 It's Gene Wilder from Willy Wonka with a big smile on his face.
01:44:31.000 It's such a great meme.
01:44:33.000 I know, I love it.
01:44:34.000 And also, yeah...
01:44:36.000 Yeah.
01:44:36.000 Yeah.
01:44:37.000 How the fuck?
01:44:38.000 So I was joking about how my baby was a globalist because I was like, this is from the vaccine.
01:44:43.000 I'm not a vegan.
01:44:45.000 I was like, why is my child craving food, like, all the plant-based, the way they're all, like, pushing it and, like, you know, Great Reset?
01:44:54.000 I was like, I'm going to be craving bugs soon.
01:44:56.000 And then, like, two months in, I started craving Taco Bell, which I haven't had in a decade.
01:45:01.000 And I was like, oh, my vaccine must be where I got off.
01:45:05.000 And it is wearing off.
01:45:06.000 It's wearing off.
01:45:06.000 We got your antibodies test today.
01:45:08.000 They're like ghosts.
01:45:08.000 I was like, oh, thank God.
01:45:10.000 Your antibodies are like, whoo, they're ghosts.
01:45:13.000 I mean, there's so many jokes to be made about it, obviously.
01:45:16.000 But it is, I do appreciate that you're still willing to have these conversations.
01:45:20.000 Well, I'm not stopping now.
01:45:22.000 Now they've already come after me.
01:45:24.000 They can eat shit.
01:45:26.000 No, they're not talking about these things.
01:45:28.000 And it's a real problem because they want to push a narrative so badly that they don't understand that they're censoring dissenting thought.
01:45:35.000 And they're censoring information that's counter to the narrative, whether it's accurate or not.
01:45:39.000 And a lot of it turns out to be accurate.
01:45:41.000 Like the lab leak theory.
01:45:43.000 Like the fact that the NIH and Fauci did fund gain-of-function research.
01:45:47.000 And like the fact that he lied about it.
01:45:49.000 Those are conspiracy theories.
01:45:50.000 Conspiracy theories just a little while ago.
01:45:51.000 So was a Vaxport.
01:45:53.000 So was a mandate.
01:45:54.000 And the way that they do these mandates where it is the public kind of coercing the private.
01:46:03.000 So it's not like the government's just straight up saying we're going to mandate it.
01:46:07.000 They're using the private sector to try and do their dirty work.
01:46:10.000 And I don't appreciate that.
01:46:13.000 Well, that's what I loved about In-N-Out stepping up.
01:46:15.000 Yeah.
01:46:16.000 Yeah, they're like, we're not the vaccine police.
01:46:18.000 No.
01:46:19.000 People should be able to make their own informed choices about their bodies.
01:46:22.000 And it's just discriminating.
01:46:23.000 I mean, this is the whole piece I just wrote about lectures from limousine liberals where I was just raging because so many of the—being in California in particular, this is probably true more in blue states that were more locked down— There were so many of these mandates that hurt the people that we ostensibly care about.
01:46:44.000 When you shut down the outdoor parks, that didn't hurt rich people with big backyards.
01:46:51.000 That hurt people who lived in You know, apartments, and they didn't have access to these public spaces.
01:46:58.000 When you, like Gavin Newsom's kids going to private school, while his frickin' gardeners probably, their kids probably weren't allowed to go to school.
01:47:07.000 Like, there was such a disproportionate, it affected the poor the most.
01:47:14.000 And that was infuriating for me to see.
01:47:17.000 And then, and to have all these, like, frontline workers who worked through the whole pandemic.
01:47:27.000 We're good to go.
01:47:46.000 Like, where was your problem with spreading the virus then when you were screaming in their face?
01:47:52.000 It's not even just that.
01:47:53.000 It's the fact that these guys actually had COVID and they recovered.
01:47:56.000 So they have the antibodies.
01:47:57.000 So this is completely unscientific because they actually have better immunity than people who've just gotten vaccinated.
01:48:05.000 And there's been a lot of propaganda about this from the other side.
01:48:07.000 They're trying to, like, say, no, it's not true.
01:48:09.000 I saw some fucking thing the other day on one of the health websites, one of the government websites.
01:48:16.000 It's fucking, which, I don't, goddammit, I could find it.
01:48:20.000 But it was a fucking lie.
01:48:23.000 It's just not supported by data.
01:48:24.000 The data from Israel, which is the best data that we have, 2.5 million people, I believe they studied, found that the immunity that you get from a national infection, from having COVID and recovered, is 6 to 13 times better.
01:48:39.000 Not a little better, not equal to.
01:48:42.000 Six to 13 times better.
01:48:43.000 So people like our nurse that was here, she had to work through the early days of COVID with no mask.
01:48:51.000 The doctors and the administrators told her when she wears a mask, it scares people.
01:48:57.000 So don't wear a mask.
01:48:59.000 So she got COVID. Everyone she works with also got COVID. They recovered and then they're being asked to get vaccinated on top of that.
01:49:07.000 Yeah, I mean, that stuff, it's like what makes my blood boil.
01:49:11.000 It's crazy, and then they fire them.
01:49:12.000 So in the middle of a pandemic, when you're firing a large percentage of your healthcare workers, when you're firing a large percentage of your fire department, your police officers...
01:49:24.000 Yeah, you have people in very niche, like the rescue jumpers, the guys who jump out of helicopters in the Coast Guard.
01:49:34.000 They're saying there's a big piece, like 20% of them might not...
01:49:38.000 This is not something everyone can do, and these guys are at peak health.
01:49:42.000 Some companies are backing down.
01:49:44.000 Delta's backing down off of it.
01:49:45.000 I think I saw that Southwest was, too.
01:49:48.000 They should.
01:49:49.000 They should, because, again, if you're not taking into account natural immunity, and, you know, you can't even search natural immunity on Instagram.
01:49:57.000 That's why I don't understand why.
01:49:59.000 I mean, on my, like, conspiratorial, like, it's because they want to make money, but it seems like even in Italy, I think the green pass accepts natural immunity for within six months or something.
01:50:14.000 It seems like...
01:50:16.000 They accept it other places.
01:50:17.000 I don't understand why we aren't even testing for it.
01:50:21.000 Because they want you to get vaccinated.
01:50:24.000 It's really simple.
01:50:25.000 Is it that simple?
01:50:26.000 It's that simple.
01:50:27.000 But it is that simple.
01:50:29.000 They want you to get vaccinated.
01:50:30.000 That just brings me right back to my hippie days.
01:50:33.000 Like, fuck big pharma.
01:50:34.000 They just want us all medicated.
01:50:36.000 They don't want us healthy.
01:50:38.000 The idea that all of a sudden, during a pandemic, that this is the only time where the pharmaceutical companies don't have That they're not interested in making a shitload of money.
01:50:53.000 That they're only interested in actually taking care of people and making sure this pandemic is over.
01:50:58.000 And that they are completely altruistic.
01:51:01.000 And that they're not thinking at all about money.
01:51:03.000 That is fucking crazy talk!
01:51:06.000 The incentives are just so bad, too.
01:51:08.000 I was thinking about this in mental health.
01:51:13.000 From the insurance perspective, you can't get treated unless you have a diagnosis.
01:51:21.000 You have to have...
01:51:23.000 Some kind of disorder or be diagnosed with something in order to have your insurance even pay for it.
01:51:28.000 And so we're just handing out instead of being like, oh, maybe you're just anxious because like life can be anxiety provoking.
01:51:34.000 You've got to be diagnosed with like generalized anxiety disorder or whatever in order to even Get treatment for it and then we're so quick to just medicate the symptom instead of really looking at a lot of the root causes.
01:51:49.000 You've been like a dog with a bone on this in terms of talking about how there's been no conversation about a lot of the underlying things people can do to boost their health.
01:52:03.000 So they don't get COVID or recover quickly from COVID. I mean, everybody gained weight during the pandemic.
01:52:10.000 Have you seen the numbers for kids?
01:52:12.000 Kids got fat?
01:52:13.000 Kids got super fat!
01:52:16.000 I'm sure Jamie could find it.
01:52:17.000 My buddy told me that his son got fat and that his son got shamed by his buddies when they went back to school.
01:52:23.000 They're like, oh, you got fat because he gained 40 pounds.
01:52:26.000 No, the average...
01:52:27.000 But that shame forced him to stop eating carbs and stop eating sugar and he lost the weight.
01:52:33.000 Oh, good.
01:52:33.000 Yeah, in something like six or seven weeks, he lost all the weight.
01:52:37.000 I mean, I think they were doing all the numbers, and I don't know if these are the accurate things, but it was like the average millennial, it varied by generation.
01:52:47.000 I think Gen X was like 25, millennials were like 40 pounds, average gained 40 pounds.
01:52:54.000 4-0?
01:52:55.000 Yeah, and Gen Z gained a lot, and boomers actually did okay.
01:53:01.000 I'll look harder.
01:53:02.000 The one I'm on only says like 5 to 2 pounds gained.
01:53:05.000 For who?
01:53:06.000 Compared to the year before.
01:53:07.000 These are for younger 5 to 11 and 16 to 17 year olds.
01:53:11.000 Oh, those are young ones.
01:53:13.000 But what about millennials?
01:53:14.000 Hold on, hold on.
01:53:15.000 Kids are growing.
01:53:16.000 They gain weight anyway.
01:53:17.000 Like, let me tell you something.
01:53:19.000 Kids, you give them 6 months, they gain 5 pounds just because they got bigger.
01:53:22.000 Yeah.
01:53:22.000 I thought kids got fat though.
01:53:24.000 They weren't running around.
01:53:26.000 Some kids did.
01:53:27.000 I read something.
01:53:27.000 I could be totally wrong.
01:53:28.000 Maybe I'm wrong.
01:53:29.000 My buddy's son got fat.
01:53:30.000 He was just talking about it.
01:53:32.000 But it was funny always saying, fat shaming worked.
01:53:35.000 He got fat and he's like, Dad, what do I do?
01:53:37.000 He's like, well, you got to stop eating carbs and stop eating so much bread and pasta and sugar.
01:53:42.000 And get some exercise.
01:53:43.000 The weird thing is the reverse fat shaming where they shame Adele for losing weight.
01:53:50.000 Well, so the second article I've stumbled across kind of says that fat kids got fatter.
01:53:55.000 So like obese kids gain more weight.
01:53:57.000 They were on a bad path.
01:53:59.000 Yeah, it's so hard when you're young to lose that weight.
01:54:02.000 The adult thing is wild.
01:54:03.000 No, the adult thing is wild.
01:54:05.000 It's so sad because these people who are just sloppy and they don't like the fact that she got her shit together and changed her diet and really started getting after it and worked out like a beast.
01:54:16.000 And she did it because, like she said, I did this because when I was working out I found that I didn't feel anxiety.
01:54:24.000 And I always tell my friends who are anxious, I'm like, move your fucking body.
01:54:28.000 Sometimes it's just energy that needs to go somewhere.
01:54:34.000 Like you're an overflowing battery.
01:54:35.000 Yeah, and so she started working out and noticed, and she's like, it had nothing to do with me losing weight, I just felt better.
01:54:42.000 And I felt like that was the only time I didn't have anxiety.
01:54:45.000 So then she just started increasing it.
01:54:47.000 And then she started feeling less anxious and feeling better.
01:54:50.000 And it was like three years and they were mad that she didn't share her journey.
01:54:55.000 The level of entitlement that people have over somebody like that to their internal life and process and That's just so wild to me.
01:55:04.000 Like they were mad that she didn't share her journey and wasn't open about it.
01:55:08.000 It's worse than that because what it really is is that they love the fact that she was also sloppy and that like they identified with her.
01:55:17.000 Here's this woman who's incredibly talented.
01:55:19.000 She's got this amazing voice and she's sloppy like me.
01:55:22.000 I love it.
01:55:23.000 You go big girls are beautiful like all that crazy talk.
01:55:26.000 I mean, I don't want to say big girls aren't beautiful.
01:55:31.000 How are fat guys doing?
01:55:34.000 They're hot?
01:55:35.000 They're not doing well.
01:55:36.000 They're beautiful.
01:55:36.000 Fat guys are hot, right?
01:55:38.000 Yeah, they're just as hot.
01:55:41.000 This is crazy talk.
01:55:42.000 They're just as beautiful.
01:55:43.000 If you don't think Adele looks way better now, you're full of shit.
01:55:47.000 She looks amazing.
01:55:48.000 She looks way better.
01:55:49.000 Yeah.
01:55:49.000 Right?
01:55:50.000 I think that...
01:55:51.000 Doesn't she look way better?
01:55:52.000 Say it.
01:55:53.000 No, she looks...
01:55:54.000 Women!
01:55:55.000 Women!
01:55:57.000 I don't want...
01:55:58.000 Say it.
01:55:58.000 Here's the problem.
01:55:59.000 I'm trying to be a nice person.
01:56:01.000 Try not to say it.
01:56:02.000 She looks better.
01:56:03.000 She looks amazing.
01:56:04.000 Better?
01:56:08.000 Yeah, I mean...
01:56:09.000 You don't want to say it.
01:56:11.000 She looks better.
01:56:13.000 Obviously.
01:56:13.000 Yeah, sloppy's not good, right?
01:56:15.000 But I don't think she looked...
01:56:16.000 I still thought she was beautiful when she was overweight.
01:56:19.000 Well, she has amazing facial structure.
01:56:21.000 So that's what I don't want, like we were talking about earlier, shame is a hard thing to get over, and I know a lot of people who struggle with their weight, and I don't want them to feel like they're any less beautiful because they are struggling with their weight.
01:56:38.000 You are such a woman.
01:56:39.000 That's such a woman perspective, because there's not a man alive that goes, these guys out here that are fat, I don't want them feeling bad with their big bellies.
01:56:46.000 I want them to know they're fucking handsome as shit.
01:56:48.000 But I know what women who have this struggle go through.
01:56:51.000 I've talked to hundreds of them.
01:56:53.000 And I know how hard...
01:56:54.000 I understand...
01:56:56.000 I've had to be schooled because I am absolutely, like, fatphobic.
01:57:01.000 And I'm not afraid of fat people.
01:57:05.000 I'm afraid of the fat person inside of me.
01:57:08.000 Okay, so let me ask you this.
01:57:10.000 The fat person that wants to get out into the world.
01:57:13.000 That's what I'm afraid of.
01:57:15.000 What is the difference with men and women with fat?
01:57:18.000 What do you mean?
01:57:19.000 Because you keep saying women.
01:57:20.000 I know how women feel.
01:57:22.000 Well, men feel the same way.
01:57:23.000 I think men are just not as open about it.
01:57:27.000 I know a lot of men have struggled with their feelings about being fat and...
01:57:34.000 But why is it okay?
01:57:35.000 I think it's easier in the male culture to be like, get your shit together, fat ass, and get out there and work out and stop eating so many donuts.
01:57:43.000 Right.
01:57:43.000 But why is it also like no one supports fat men?
01:57:47.000 No one is saying to fat men, you're beautiful the way you are.
01:57:51.000 It doesn't happen.
01:57:53.000 Do they have the same...
01:57:55.000 When Bert Kreischer takes his shirt off, no one is looking at him and going, you're a beautiful person.
01:58:02.000 They love him when he takes his shirt off.
01:58:04.000 That's like his whole fucking thing.
01:58:06.000 But it is a mockery.
01:58:08.000 But I wrote a whole piece about how dad bod is like acceptable and with women it's not acceptable.
01:58:15.000 Hold on please.
01:58:16.000 Did you see Bert Kreischer's Instagram?
01:58:17.000 Go to Bert Kreischer's Instagram and see this video that he posted yesterday of him shirt off.
01:58:23.000 In Tampa.
01:58:24.000 And he is, you know, that's where he's from, or Tallahassee rather?
01:58:27.000 Is he from Tallahassee?
01:58:29.000 He's from Tampa.
01:58:30.000 He went to Florida State.
01:58:31.000 Okay.
01:58:33.000 Where's Florida State?
01:58:34.000 Tallahassee.
01:58:35.000 Okay, I think that's where he's at.
01:58:36.000 So he is on stage.
01:58:38.000 It's a massive crowd.
01:58:40.000 Bert is doing motherfucking arenas now.
01:58:42.000 They love his belly!
01:58:44.000 But you don't understand.
01:58:45.000 See the video.
01:58:46.000 There's a video.
01:58:48.000 This is fucking...
01:58:50.000 No, that's not the video.
01:58:52.000 Go back, please.
01:58:53.000 Go back.
01:58:55.000 Let me see it.
01:58:57.000 I'll send it to you, because he sent it to me.
01:59:01.000 Hold on a second.
01:59:01.000 I'm confused here, because I don't see it up there.
01:59:04.000 They love it.
01:59:05.000 They love it.
01:59:06.000 But there was a video that is just him on stage.
01:59:10.000 Yeah.
01:59:10.000 Oh, it's in his stories.
01:59:11.000 That's why.
01:59:12.000 Or his reels.
01:59:13.000 Here.
01:59:14.000 Share.
01:59:15.000 Share to Jamie.
01:59:18.000 This is wild.
01:59:20.000 I mean, this is wild.
01:59:22.000 Yeah, I just sent it to you, Jamie.
01:59:26.000 You gotta see this.
01:59:27.000 This is fucking wild.
01:59:29.000 He's on stage.
01:59:30.000 First of all, I think he's culturally appropriating.
01:59:33.000 It's on somebody else's page.
01:59:33.000 What's that?
01:59:34.000 It's on somebody else's page.
01:59:35.000 Oh, that's what it is.
01:59:36.000 Okay.
01:59:36.000 So look at this.
01:59:37.000 Give me some volume.
01:59:43.000 Oh boy.
01:59:47.000 Why is this the wrong aspect ratio?
01:59:49.000 It looks different on my phone where I see the whole crowd.
01:59:52.000 You only see like part of it.
01:59:53.000 It's weird.
01:59:54.000 You're like, I think he's culturally appropriating.
01:59:58.000 The web browser and phone are different.
02:00:00.000 The Vikings.
02:00:02.000 Web browser and the phone is a different image.
02:00:03.000 Okay.
02:00:04.000 But look, play that again.
02:00:07.000 They love him.
02:00:08.000 How are you telling me that it's not different for men?
02:00:16.000 Well, first of all, he's got the feathers and the arrow.
02:00:20.000 That's what I'm saying.
02:00:21.000 I think he might be culturally appropriating.
02:00:22.000 Yeah, he definitely is.
02:00:24.000 Is he?
02:00:25.000 I mean, I think so.
02:00:26.000 They're doing a war chain, too.
02:00:28.000 Yeah, it's like the Braves thing that they do.
02:00:34.000 Look at all those people with their phones out with the lights on.
02:00:37.000 I mean, it's hard to see when we're looking at it through this browser versus through my phone, but when you look at it through the phone, you get the full image of how fucking big his crowd is.
02:00:48.000 Like, look at that.
02:00:48.000 Oh, wow, yeah.
02:00:50.000 It's huge.
02:00:51.000 It's fucking insane.
02:00:52.000 And plus, it cuts to the left and to the right, so you really get a view of it.
02:00:57.000 Burt did a fucking arena.
02:00:59.000 So you're not making the point that men are treated.
02:01:04.000 No one's saying he looks beautiful.
02:01:07.000 They say all the time.
02:01:08.000 It's a joke.
02:01:09.000 No, his fat is a joke.
02:01:11.000 Do you know that?
02:01:12.000 Like, that's why he takes his shirt off, because it's funnier.
02:01:15.000 No one's saying, you know, you're hot.
02:01:18.000 No one's saying that.
02:01:19.000 When he takes his gut out, it's like, ah, look at you, fat fuck.
02:01:22.000 It's part of the fun.
02:01:24.000 Right.
02:01:24.000 Part of the fun is that he doesn't take care of himself, and that he drinks constantly.
02:01:28.000 He's fat.
02:01:30.000 Right?
02:01:30.000 Right.
02:01:31.000 I mean, yeah.
02:01:32.000 He's celebrated for his comedy.
02:01:36.000 Sorry.
02:01:37.000 That was a way better video of what you're trying to get.
02:01:39.000 Let me see it.
02:01:41.000 Look at that.
02:01:44.000 Come on.
02:01:45.000 That is fucking insane.
02:01:47.000 Burt Kreischer, you bad motherfucker, you.
02:01:52.000 He's got these people chanting some fucking war trucks.
02:01:55.000 Burt Kresch is going to be president of the United States.
02:01:57.000 I'm calling it right now.
02:01:58.000 A drunk president.
02:01:59.000 They love him.
02:02:00.000 War cry!
02:02:01.000 Look at that war cry.
02:02:03.000 Everyone's with him.
02:02:04.000 I don't know what that is, but pretty wild.
02:02:08.000 My point is...
02:02:09.000 Yes.
02:02:11.000 No one's saying, you're beautiful.
02:02:13.000 Everyone's saying, look at you, fat fuck.
02:02:15.000 They love him.
02:02:16.000 He's hilarious.
02:02:18.000 Yes.
02:02:18.000 But that gut is not for beauty.
02:02:20.000 Fat people still deserve love, Joe.
02:02:22.000 I think they do.
02:02:23.000 I think they do.
02:02:24.000 But my point was that your reluctance to say that Adele looks better.
02:02:29.000 She looks better.
02:02:30.000 Oh, no.
02:02:31.000 She looks better.
02:02:32.000 She looks amazing.
02:02:33.000 That's all I'm trying to get out of here.
02:02:33.000 I mean, she looks incredible.
02:02:36.000 Anyone could do it.
02:02:38.000 Yeah.
02:02:38.000 They can.
02:02:39.000 Just like you got sober?
02:02:40.000 Yeah.
02:02:41.000 People can accomplish difficult things and it's worth it.
02:02:44.000 This is the weird dichotomy or paradox that I kind of sit in.
02:02:50.000 And I often feel this way about people when they're like, but they're drug addicts and they're like, on the streets.
02:02:56.000 I'm like, oh, that could have been me.
02:02:59.000 And what was you, right?
02:03:01.000 I mean, not on the streets, but you were...
02:03:03.000 Yeah, I mean, when I got out of rehab, I was in my car.
02:03:05.000 I wasn't doing great, and definitely there, but I do love the...
02:03:10.000 I try very hard to have compassion.
02:03:13.000 I don't want to be just like a hardcore...
02:03:15.000 I think, like you and I have said, people need support, and there, but for the grace of God go I in many instances.
02:03:25.000 And I do think a weird...
02:03:28.000 Because I agree, a certain level of shaming works.
02:03:31.000 It does.
02:03:33.000 It does.
02:03:34.000 Yeah.
02:03:34.000 It's real.
02:03:35.000 It was like how...
02:03:36.000 I mean, that's why this piece of how I regret being a slut is hard to write.
02:03:42.000 Because I don't want to...
02:03:44.000 I just slut-shamed myself, but it came about because this young woman I was waiting tables with, she's like, Bridget, have you ever regret sleeping with a man?
02:03:53.000 And I was like, all of them?
02:03:58.000 And that's not necessarily true, but I don't know that I would have slept with a good majority of them had I not been wasted.
02:04:05.000 Right.
02:04:06.000 But your writing is all about honesty and about your honest feeling something.
02:04:11.000 But this is one area where you don't like to discuss it or you feel bad about it?
02:04:17.000 No, it's a hard needle to thread.
02:04:19.000 You know, I think that it's hard to thread without...
02:04:22.000 If I was to be totally honest, I think it's that I felt like I had been lied to by the culture.
02:04:30.000 Like, the culture was giving me this message and gives a lot...
02:04:33.000 I mean, this is a message that I see a lot of young women get, but they're getting it in even this weirder version than the one that I grew up with, which was like, I don't think you need to have kids to be like...
02:04:45.000 What was your version?
02:04:47.000 It was really just like that female empowerment through sex.
02:04:51.000 Like Sex and the City?
02:04:53.000 Yeah.
02:04:54.000 That was what I grew up with.
02:04:56.000 Who was the lady that fucked everybody on Sex and the City?
02:04:58.000 Samantha, I think.
02:04:59.000 I never watched it because I hated it.
02:05:01.000 I hate I hate that show.
02:05:03.000 Why?
02:05:04.000 I don't know.
02:05:05.000 I cannot watch it.
02:05:06.000 I'm not a consumer at all on a brand tour.
02:05:10.000 I don't know anything.
02:05:11.000 So whenever they talked about shoes, I was like, I'm out.
02:05:14.000 I can't have this conversation.
02:05:16.000 I don't care.
02:05:17.000 And it was weird.
02:05:19.000 It wasn't also just a life that I identified with, but everyone around me loved it, and it was constantly being referenced.
02:05:25.000 And when I started writing at Playboy, they're like, oh my god, you're like a female Carrie, or whatever her name was.
02:05:33.000 Like a female Carrie?
02:05:35.000 As opposed to what?
02:05:36.000 I don't know.
02:05:37.000 The fuck are you trying to say?
02:05:38.000 Are you gender shaming her?
02:05:43.000 That was a Freudian slip.
02:05:48.000 That's really why I couldn't watch that show.
02:05:51.000 No, so I grew up with a lot of that.
02:05:54.000 And now I see, I read this great article about like baby doomers.
02:05:57.000 This is like the new thing where it's like, don't have kids because of the environment.
02:06:01.000 Have you seen this?
02:06:04.000 No.
02:06:04.000 It's so unfair to...
02:06:06.000 I was just talking to my friend right before I came here, and she was so excited for me.
02:06:11.000 And we used to party together.
02:06:12.000 And she was talking about how she...
02:06:15.000 The same thing.
02:06:16.000 The messages she got growing up were so much like, you don't need to have a baby.
02:06:21.000 And it's just like, there's all this...
02:06:24.000 Pressure to have a kid.
02:06:25.000 And she was like, having a kid, she said she found so much meaning.
02:06:29.000 And she's like, I wish I had known this sooner because so much of the stuff I was searching for, I've found so much healing in having a child.
02:06:38.000 In motherhood.
02:06:39.000 In motherhood.
02:06:40.000 And she was, she and I were having this conversation.
02:06:43.000 I'm like, it's, you know, I've been the woman who didn't have a kid.
02:06:46.000 And I've heard a lot of, it comes a lot from like, hardcore kind of reactionary right wing media, particularly where it's like, you're not valuable as a woman unless you have a child.
02:06:57.000 And I am very oppositionally defiant to that.
02:07:02.000 Rhetoric, because I know a lot of women who have tried to have children and couldn't, and I don't think it's fair to put that messaging out there.
02:07:11.000 Yeah, I don't think it is either.
02:07:12.000 It's also not real.
02:07:13.000 It's not real.
02:07:14.000 You can have a wonderful life without children.
02:07:17.000 You can have meaning all kinds of ways without children, but I do think that in the overcorrection from those 1950s years, there was this push to...
02:07:28.000 Almost deter women from having kids.
02:07:31.000 And saying that they can...
02:07:34.000 There is this pressure to kind of have it all.
02:07:36.000 And now it's like, don't have kids because the world is ending.
02:07:39.000 Which is insane to me.
02:07:42.000 Because people...
02:07:44.000 Yes, they didn't have a choice.
02:07:46.000 But people were having kids during the Black Plague.
02:07:49.000 Shit's been way worse for humans through all of human history.
02:07:54.000 In terms of medicine, conditions, poverty, and...
02:07:58.000 And even just childbirth and surviving it than now.
02:08:03.000 And people are like, don't have kids.
02:08:05.000 They're scaring people out of having children.
02:08:07.000 I'm reading these real articles about people who are...
02:08:10.000 And I will tell any women listening, like, what I really struggled with around my 40th birthday was that I had internalized so much of this and I... I lied to myself.
02:08:24.000 I lied to myself for many, many years that I didn't want to have kids.
02:08:30.000 I was good.
02:08:31.000 I didn't need to have kids.
02:08:35.000 Mostly that I didn't...
02:08:38.000 Want them.
02:08:39.000 And when I hit 40 and that window started closing and I met a man, I also was, I didn't want to have a kid just for the sake of having a kid, but then once I met a man, I wanted a family.
02:08:50.000 And once I was with this person, I felt like, you know, people told me to freeze my eggs, I didn't.
02:08:58.000 And I really had to confront that lie that I told myself because once the option was more off the table and wasn't even a possibility, or so I thought, I really was faced with how much deception I Yeah.
02:09:28.000 Yeah.
02:09:30.000 Yeah.
02:09:31.000 Yeah.
02:09:40.000 Needle to thread because so much of the shame around my sexuality, not feeling like I deserved it, not feeling like I deserved to have a...
02:09:47.000 Even when I first got with this pregnancy, I'm still very like...
02:09:52.000 I had to overcome these...
02:09:54.000 I'm like, why do I feel like I don't deserve this?
02:09:57.000 Like, that's just crazy.
02:09:58.000 Like you say, it's crazy, but it is those things are...
02:10:03.000 I've internalized so much not positive...
02:10:10.000 Feelings and ideas about motherhood or having a child and I'm not sure where because I mean my mom had five kids and loved being a mom so it certainly wasn't coming from like my my all my siblings have kids well it's probably part of living a reckless and independent life and being in a city I was the only one of my siblings who was like in a city And just also being,
02:10:33.000 when I was really grinding in comedy, I just was like, these two things aren't really compatible unless you have a lot of help and money and you're successful.
02:10:42.000 And I felt like I had to make a choice.
02:10:47.000 And in some respects I did, but I don't think that, I don't know that I made that choice.
02:10:55.000 That choice was really made for me.
02:10:57.000 Choices are weird, right?
02:10:59.000 Because they're sort of biologically dependent, meaning that you have a window of time.
02:11:05.000 Right.
02:11:05.000 Women in particular.
02:11:07.000 Yeah.
02:11:07.000 It's not like anything else in life.
02:11:09.000 Yeah.
02:11:09.000 Where you really only have...
02:11:11.000 If you're a woman, you've got like 20-something years.
02:11:13.000 Oh, hell hath no fury.
02:11:15.000 There is a special place in hell...
02:11:19.000 For men who waste a woman's, like, fertility years and don't, and know that they don't want kids or that they're not ready to marry them or whatever and they're in their, you know, early 30s, mid 30s and they're just, like,
02:11:35.000 that is not okay.
02:11:37.000 Wait a minute, though.
02:11:38.000 Don't you think that your deception that you lied to yourself when you were telling yourself that you were happy being a single woman...
02:11:44.000 Yeah, but I think that's different than being...
02:11:46.000 Do you think that a man is more responsible, that he should have more of an understanding of what a woman feels like?
02:11:53.000 But I think there are instances where men know that a woman wants a child.
02:11:57.000 I'm speaking of relationships where the man knows she wants a child.
02:12:00.000 You're being very specific.
02:12:02.000 Inevitably.
02:12:02.000 No, I just hear this a lot from women where they're in these relationships and the guy is kind of like, well, I don't know if I want to get married.
02:12:09.000 And then they end up breaking up and it's like there's years that they could have been out there.
02:12:15.000 Yeah, but it might not also just been that.
02:12:17.000 It might also been the relationship sucked.
02:12:20.000 It might have also been they were trying to make sure that this was the right person that they wanted to have a kid with.
02:12:24.000 Because some relationships go fucking sideways.
02:12:27.000 No, I agree.
02:12:28.000 And if you have a kid with a girl and then you're connected to her forever and it goes sideways, now she's fucking crazy and she wants money from you all the time and she's shaming you and angry at you.
02:12:37.000 Men are scared of that kind of commitment because it's a commitment that attaches you to someone for the rest of your life.
02:12:42.000 And if you get lucky and you find a good person, it's great.
02:12:46.000 Right.
02:12:46.000 But if you don't get lucky...
02:12:47.000 But I think if they're scared of it, then they shouldn't waste their time.
02:12:51.000 They don't know.
02:12:52.000 They don't know how the relationship's going to go.
02:12:53.000 Like, all relationships, when you don't know if it's going to work out well.
02:12:56.000 Yeah.
02:12:56.000 How do you know?
02:12:57.000 But how do you not know after, like, five years, for example?
02:13:00.000 Sometimes it gets better, sometimes it gets worse.
02:13:02.000 I don't know.
02:13:03.000 I think I put it on the woman, too, to, like, get out.
02:13:06.000 If they really want to have that kid and they're not sure.
02:13:09.000 But I do think that people need to...
02:13:11.000 Like you said, there is a timer on that shit.
02:13:14.000 Yeah, but there's also, like...
02:13:15.000 It's a give and take.
02:13:16.000 There's two people involved in this shit.
02:13:18.000 And if the guy like bails out, he's like, I don't want to do this anymore.
02:13:21.000 I'm like, you wasted my time.
02:13:23.000 No, fucking we wasted both of our times.
02:13:25.000 It didn't work.
02:13:26.000 Yeah.
02:13:27.000 Yeah, I think that's fair.
02:13:32.000 Yeah.
02:13:32.000 I do.
02:13:33.000 Relationships are so fucking complicated.
02:13:35.000 They're so fucking hard.
02:13:36.000 Because you are different.
02:13:36.000 You are different with a different person.
02:13:38.000 Yeah.
02:13:39.000 We all are.
02:13:39.000 If you were with the wrong husband or the wrong wife, you are a different fucking person than you are with the right person.
02:13:47.000 You know, like, how many times have you met a girl and she's like, single and single, I'm never gonna get married, fuck that, and then she meets the right guy, boom, she's married.
02:13:54.000 Next thing you know, she has kids.
02:13:55.000 Like, what happened?
02:13:56.000 I met the right guy, it changed my mind.
02:13:58.000 I mean, that was me.
02:13:59.000 Yes.
02:13:59.000 It happens with guys, it happens with women.
02:14:01.000 Yeah.
02:14:02.000 Like, you think, you know, you don't know.
02:14:04.000 No.
02:14:04.000 And also, like, how many people are, like, if you're looking for If you're looking for six characteristics and they have four, and you're like, well, he's going to get his shit together and get a job eventually.
02:14:17.000 Well, he's going to do this, but he never does.
02:14:19.000 I know people that are involved in relationships and they're not totally happy, but they're not totally unhappy.
02:14:26.000 Right.
02:14:27.000 That's what's fucked.
02:14:28.000 That's the worst, though, I think.
02:14:30.000 Yes.
02:14:30.000 I think it's much easier when it's dysfunctional, but you have great sex or whatever.
02:14:35.000 Right.
02:14:37.000 Or when it's an easy, clear decision.
02:14:41.000 I think it's much harder when someone checks a lot of boxes on paper, but maybe the passion isn't there.
02:14:49.000 This is one I hear about a lot.
02:14:51.000 Because I still get tons of emails about this stuff from people from working for Playboy.
02:14:55.000 And I love them because I think like the human relationships are fascinating and particularly this kind of stuff where a man will be, a man and a woman will be in a relationship and the sex life and intimacy just goes away.
02:15:10.000 But, you know, they have kids and a house and they have all of these things and there's still this thing that's missing or people are together and they're like, well, it's good enough.
02:15:22.000 And you're like, is it though?
02:15:24.000 Right.
02:15:25.000 I mean, the sex thing for me, that needs to be a functioning part of the relationship.
02:15:33.000 It does.
02:15:34.000 And, you know, the sex thing is, generally speaking, better if your body works better.
02:15:40.000 Right.
02:15:41.000 And so that requires you to take care of yourself.
02:15:43.000 And that requires you to have discipline and to watch your diet.
02:15:48.000 That was one of the promises my husband and I, we met in recovery.
02:15:53.000 And so we had those shared values just from meeting in recovery.
02:15:58.000 But when we got together, one of the promises was like, we won't let ourselves go.
02:16:03.000 Yeah.
02:16:03.000 I'm like, we can't, you know.
02:16:05.000 Sad.
02:16:05.000 Because you see it happen and it does.
02:16:08.000 I know that for me, I don't feel as sexy when I'm a little chubby.
02:16:14.000 You know, I'm just not working out or I'm not taking care of myself.
02:16:18.000 I don't feel like...
02:16:20.000 I think Bert feels.
02:16:21.000 He looks like he's killing it.
02:16:23.000 Probably getting laid every night.
02:16:26.000 He's famous.
02:16:29.000 I don't know though.
02:16:30.000 I'd have to be like plumber Bert.
02:16:31.000 I'm not sure.
02:16:32.000 Bert sent me a picture of him when he was like 20, 21 years old and Slim Bert was a handsome bastard.
02:16:39.000 Bert in his college years was fucking shredded.
02:16:43.000 Yeah.
02:16:43.000 I mean he looked good.
02:16:44.000 I won't say shredded but he was fit.
02:16:47.000 That's Fit Burt.
02:16:48.000 Look at that.
02:16:48.000 Whoa!
02:16:49.000 Come on.
02:16:49.000 Okay, he looks better.
02:16:50.000 Looks way better.
02:16:51.000 Look how good he looks.
02:16:53.000 Holy shit.
02:16:54.000 Fit, slim Burt.
02:16:55.000 I mean, he looks good.
02:16:56.000 Yeah, he looks hot.
02:16:57.000 And I bet if you did his blood panel, it'd be healthier.
02:17:01.000 Now, Burt now is just like...
02:17:03.000 Wow.
02:17:04.000 Burt now is killing it, but there's a difference.
02:17:08.000 That's actually, he was thinner then, when he was doing the dance thing.
02:17:12.000 Doesn't he do the, like, Sober October with you when you guys do that?
02:17:15.000 No, I do it this year.
02:17:16.000 Are you doing it?
02:17:17.000 We didn't do it this year.
02:17:18.000 No.
02:17:18.000 Oh.
02:17:18.000 And you're never going to do it again.
02:17:20.000 I'll do it again.
02:17:21.000 I don't mind doing it.
02:17:23.000 But, you know, one of the things was, like, I was doing Mass at the Square Garden.
02:17:26.000 I'm like, listen, I'm having a drink.
02:17:28.000 Yeah.
02:17:28.000 Were you nervous?
02:17:29.000 I'm going to smoke a little weed.
02:17:30.000 I was excited.
02:17:31.000 Yeah.
02:17:31.000 I get nervous for all shows, though.
02:17:33.000 I get nervous when I do 200 people.
02:17:36.000 I was telling this to my friend Phil last night.
02:17:39.000 I was like, I get just as nervous when I do 16,000 people as when I do 200 people.
02:17:46.000 It's the same feeling, the exact same feeling.
02:17:48.000 I get nervous.
02:17:48.000 I get nervous before even coming and talking to you.
02:17:51.000 I'll be nervous.
02:17:53.000 For me, even going to the ultrasound, I was like, I really get the worst anticipatory anxiety, and I know that it's my brain.
02:18:02.000 I'm like, you're excited.
02:18:04.000 You're excited and nervous.
02:18:05.000 But you're not performing at the ultrasound place.
02:18:08.000 No, no, no.
02:18:08.000 But it's like the same, that same feeling of anticipation.
02:18:14.000 And same thing as before.
02:18:16.000 When I would be about to go on stage, I could barely talk to people because I'd be nervous and talking to people would help.
02:18:23.000 But once I get talking, it's fine.
02:18:25.000 There's a big difference for me, the difference in anticipation of performing versus the difference in anticipation of anything else.
02:18:32.000 Any anxiety that I have for other things is so much more manageable.
02:18:36.000 Manageable?
02:18:37.000 Yeah.
02:18:37.000 Well, it's all manageable, obviously, because I manage it.
02:18:39.000 But it's a different feeling.
02:18:41.000 When I'm about to go on stage, I'm jumping around, I'm doing breathing exercises, I'm getting my mind geared up.
02:18:48.000 That was like me before my ultrasound.
02:18:50.000 But you're not performing.
02:18:52.000 No, I know I'm not performing, but it's still like I'm worried about the baby.
02:18:58.000 I definitely get, before I do anything kind of performative, I absolutely get that.
02:19:08.000 I have to move around.
02:19:10.000 Yeah, this is part of the rush of doing difficult things is that you're not sure if you can do them.
02:19:15.000 Have you watched Dune?
02:19:17.000 No.
02:19:17.000 Okay.
02:19:18.000 I heard two things.
02:19:19.000 Tim Pool said it sucked.
02:19:20.000 I loved it, but I'm such a sucker for stuff like that.
02:19:23.000 I don't know if Tim's correct, but he said it sucked.
02:19:25.000 He said he fell asleep.
02:19:26.000 Yeah.
02:19:26.000 He did?
02:19:27.000 But then Tim Kennedy.
02:19:29.000 I loved it.
02:19:30.000 My two Tims.
02:19:30.000 Did you watch it, Jamie?
02:19:31.000 Let's call it Tale of Two Tims, because Tim Kennedy said that he could watch Dune all day long forever.
02:19:40.000 Fear is a mind killer.
02:19:41.000 That's one of the quotes in the book.
02:19:43.000 Oh, don't be a spoiler alert.
02:19:44.000 It's a quote in the book!
02:19:45.000 I'm supposed to read the book?
02:19:46.000 It's everywhere.
02:19:47.000 So I know.
02:19:48.000 Now that person says, I'm like, Bridget already told me that.
02:19:51.000 No, you should watch it.
02:19:53.000 But I would watch it on a big screen.
02:19:55.000 You ruined it.
02:19:56.000 Oh my goodness.
02:19:58.000 Fear is a mind killer.
02:20:01.000 It is a mind killer, though.
02:20:02.000 Yeah.
02:20:02.000 That's accurate.
02:20:03.000 You're right.
02:20:04.000 Fear fucks your fucking head up.
02:20:05.000 But it also, like, you know, it's the old custom auto quote.
02:20:08.000 It's shocking me that you get nervous.
02:20:08.000 Why is it shocking?
02:20:10.000 Because you don't seem like you get nervous.
02:20:14.000 We'll define nervous.
02:20:16.000 I'm not worried.
02:20:17.000 Not worried.
02:20:18.000 Like, I know I can do it.
02:20:20.000 Yeah.
02:20:20.000 But I get nervous.
02:20:21.000 Yeah.
02:20:21.000 I get nervous for everything.
02:20:23.000 You know, when I used to fight, the times that I wasn't nervous, I fought like shit.
02:20:27.000 Yeah.
02:20:28.000 There's that...
02:20:29.000 Somebody once told me, with stuff that isn't fight or flight, much like stand-up or performance anxiety, the brain, it's the same...
02:20:41.000 It's the same, like...
02:20:45.000 Registers the same as excitement, it's just how you're interpreting it.
02:20:49.000 So I always have to be, before I get on stage, I'm like, I'm not scared, I'm excited.
02:20:54.000 I'm not scared, I'm excited.
02:20:55.000 I'm just excited and I'm interpreting it as being afraid.
02:20:59.000 Well, the danger is if you go on stage and you concentrate on the potential for failure.
02:21:04.000 That's the same as the danger in fighting.
02:21:07.000 Fighters have to know what they're doing is very dangerous, but you can't concentrate on the negative only.
02:21:15.000 You have to think about what you're trying to do.
02:21:17.000 It's basically like the secret.
02:21:18.000 You know what it reminds me of, though?
02:21:20.000 Tony Robbins, who I actually fucking love.
02:21:24.000 He did this great talk one time about how he was learning how to race car drive.
02:21:30.000 And the teacher, because why not when you're Tony Robbins, and the teacher was telling him not to, you know, it's like that idea of, like, don't focus on what you might crash into, focus on coming out of, focus on where you're going.
02:21:44.000 Like, look towards where you're going.
02:21:46.000 That's what I'm saying.
02:21:47.000 Yeah.
02:21:48.000 Don't focus on the, but that kind of is, like, the secret.
02:21:52.000 It kind of is.
02:21:54.000 But it's the law of attraction.
02:21:56.000 I mean, do you have mantras or anything like that?
02:21:59.000 No, but it's not, because you're also putting in the work.
02:22:01.000 Like what I said before, one of the reasons why I'm excited and nervous is because I care.
02:22:07.000 And the reason why I'm not terrified is because I've known I've done the work.
02:22:11.000 I've done so many shows, and I'm in...
02:22:14.000 I'm in what you would call comedy shape, right?
02:22:16.000 I'm working tomorrow night.
02:22:18.000 I'm working Wednesday night.
02:22:19.000 I'm working Thursday night.
02:22:20.000 I'm working Friday night.
02:22:21.000 And I worked last night.
02:22:22.000 So I'm working all the time.
02:22:24.000 I'm doing sets all the time.
02:22:25.000 So I'm doing multiple hours a week.
02:22:27.000 And I'm going over my notes.
02:22:29.000 And I'm writing.
02:22:30.000 And I'm preparing.
02:22:31.000 And then when I go on stage, when I'm about to go on stage, I get ramped up.
02:22:35.000 But it's because I care.
02:22:36.000 And also because I've eaten shit before and it sucks.
02:22:40.000 Like you can't...
02:22:40.000 And also like people pay to see you.
02:22:44.000 You can't half-ass it.
02:22:46.000 I've had to rely on...
02:22:47.000 It's interesting though because like you were saying, some of the stuff that I tell myself is not healthy obviously.
02:22:52.000 So how do you undo that?
02:22:54.000 My therapist is a big fan of, not like the secret, but she's a big fan of mantras, which I've never been a huge fan of.
02:23:01.000 Although I will admit, reluctantly, that in this early first trimester, because I had so much fear and anxiety, and I'm like a data person, so I was reading all the data, and I'm like, you're going through all these as a geriatric.
02:23:16.000 They put you through like every single screening.
02:23:18.000 Geriatric.
02:23:19.000 Geriatric old with every screening.
02:23:22.000 And every time you're waiting for those results or whatever, it's a little nerve-wracking.
02:23:26.000 And she was like, you just have to use a mantra.
02:23:28.000 And so she gave me a mantra.
02:23:30.000 What's the mantra?
02:23:33.000 I'm in perfect health, my baby is in perfect health, and this pregnancy is going to go perfectly.
02:23:38.000 And in some ways, it's just to replace me being like, I'm an old, I'm fucked.
02:23:44.000 I love that expression.
02:23:45.000 You're an old.
02:23:47.000 Well, because I'm always yelling about how the olds are running the country.
02:23:50.000 I'm like, I don't want these olds running the country.
02:23:51.000 They're so freaking old.
02:23:53.000 There are so many old ones.
02:23:54.000 Between Nancy Pelosi and Joe Biden.
02:23:57.000 Dianne Feinstein's, like, in her 80s!
02:24:00.000 Yeah, so's Pelosi.
02:24:01.000 Yeah, no.
02:24:02.000 I'm sorry, but no.
02:24:05.000 So's Fauci.
02:24:06.000 So, yeah, she gave me this mantra, and it feels a little ridiculous.
02:24:12.000 And in some ways, it's, like, self-soothing.
02:24:15.000 You know, it's just me being, like, a...
02:24:17.000 I feel like I'm, like, rocking.
02:24:18.000 I don't say it out loud, but it feels...
02:24:21.000 So much of this stuff is completely out of my control and it feels like just a silly way of trying to feel like I have control over it.
02:24:30.000 You know, it's not like if I don't say that mantra, shit's gonna go sideways.
02:24:36.000 Right.
02:24:36.000 Right, right.
02:24:39.000 Are you taking vitamins?
02:24:41.000 Of course, of course.
02:24:42.000 I'm so, I am like so healthy.
02:24:44.000 I'm such a healthy, whenever they do my blood panel, they're like, you're, my doctor said, she's like, you are in perfect health when I get my, you know, like my normal stuff.
02:24:54.000 Are you exercising?
02:24:55.000 Of course.
02:24:56.000 I never stopped exercising.
02:24:58.000 I just kept doing what I was doing and continue to.
02:25:01.000 In a lot of ways, it's like other things, right?
02:25:05.000 Like you're preparing.
02:25:06.000 You've done all the right things.
02:25:08.000 You've done all the right work.
02:25:09.000 You're nervous because you made a fucking person inside your body.
02:25:12.000 It's crazy.
02:25:13.000 It's exciting.
02:25:14.000 And I'm so cautiously optimistic.
02:25:18.000 Yeah.
02:25:19.000 I think there is a part of me being Irish.
02:25:22.000 I don't know what it is, if it's East Coast or Irish Catholic, but I'm skeptical of good things.
02:25:29.000 That's a very East Coast thing.
02:25:30.000 You know where you're like, I don't know.
02:25:32.000 You don't want to get too big for your britches.
02:25:34.000 Right.
02:25:34.000 Right.
02:25:34.000 Why do you think that's an East Coast thing?
02:25:37.000 Is that an immigrant thing?
02:25:38.000 I don't know.
02:25:38.000 I think it's an immigrant thing.
02:25:40.000 That's like when you get sober and everyone's like, oh, look, you think you're better than...
02:25:44.000 It's like you think you're better than everyone, like getting pregnant at 42. I want to keep my head down and avoid the wrath of the gods.
02:25:56.000 I'm skeptical of...
02:25:58.000 There is part of my nature that's so suspicious of...
02:26:04.000 I'm the same way with business, though.
02:26:06.000 I'm like, yeah, I'll believe it when the ink is dry.
02:26:10.000 I'm not going to celebrate this deal until...
02:26:13.000 But I could do that until I'm holding a baby and the crib isn't even made yet.
02:26:19.000 We'll see how it goes.
02:26:21.000 Fuck, I should have got a crib.
02:26:22.000 The difference between the East Coast and the West Coast is West Coast celebrates things before they ever happen.
02:26:28.000 They assume that everything's going to go great and deals fall apart and you start doing coke.
02:26:35.000 Then you have the justification for your...
02:26:37.000 Then you end up homeless on the beach.
02:26:39.000 It's full circle.
02:26:40.000 It's true, though, what you're saying about East Coast people.
02:26:43.000 They don't want you to get too big for your bridges.
02:26:44.000 No.
02:26:45.000 I feel like it must have to do with being the children of immigrants.
02:26:49.000 Is it?
02:26:49.000 It feels a little like crabs in a bucket, too, like in the small towns.
02:26:53.000 Yeah.
02:26:54.000 I mean that towny privilege and mentality is so, no one ever talks about towny privilege.
02:27:00.000 It's real.
02:27:00.000 When I go back to like my hometown and it's a resort town and now it's booming with tech money and it's really weird and it's created a whole dichotomy that was always latently there but now it's even worse.
02:27:12.000 Is it resentment?
02:27:13.000 Well, because the housing has priced all the workers out of the island, basically.
02:27:19.000 What island?
02:27:21.000 It's Quitnick Island.
02:27:22.000 Where the fuck is that?
02:27:23.000 Newport, Rhode Island.
02:27:25.000 But people are like, oh, you're from Newport?
02:27:28.000 I don't use summer as a verb.
02:27:33.000 I am not that Newport.
02:27:36.000 You don't summer in the Hamptons.
02:27:39.000 But now it feels, when I went home, I was like, whoa, this feels a lot like it must have felt, because it was the original playground of the rich.
02:27:48.000 It's where the Vanderbilts had their mansion and the Astors.
02:27:52.000 Why there?
02:27:52.000 It was right outside of New York City.
02:27:54.000 It's gorgeous.
02:27:55.000 Absolutely gorgeous.
02:27:56.000 Sailing town.
02:27:57.000 I mean, I don't know, but have you been there and seen those mansions?
02:28:02.000 I don't think I have.
02:28:03.000 They're fucking nuts!
02:28:03.000 I've been to Rhode Island a bunch of times, but I haven't been to...
02:28:07.000 First of all, it's been 20 years since I did anything other than comedy clubs there.
02:28:13.000 Yeah.
02:28:14.000 And just tour, drop in, do a show, and get the fuck out.
02:28:17.000 Newport's gorgeous, but we were blue-collar Newport.
02:28:19.000 I was waiting on all the people that were summering there and taking care of their kids.
02:28:25.000 I grew up with a lot of class resentment that I still have to keep in check.
02:28:30.000 There's that writer Jonah Goldberg, who's a conservative guy who always cracks me up, and he's always like, don't do populism.
02:28:38.000 Because he's always checking me on my populists.
02:28:41.000 I could be AOC. We've talked about this.
02:28:45.000 I could easily lean into that.
02:28:46.000 I grew up really resenting the rich, and I have to watch that in myself.
02:28:52.000 I'm fascinated by what the Hamptons are.
02:28:56.000 I have never been.
02:28:57.000 I don't know what it's like to hobnob there, but it seems like a really weird place where people who are all rich go to be rich together.
02:29:07.000 Yeah, no.
02:29:08.000 I mean, Newport is very similar in the summer.
02:29:10.000 Have you been to the Hamptons?
02:29:11.000 No, because it seems just like a worse version of Newport.
02:29:15.000 It seems like so many of those hobnobby people, like Chris Cuomo and Matt Lauer and Howard Stern.
02:29:22.000 Well, I know the all-white speech club that Senator Whitehouse...
02:29:27.000 What?
02:29:28.000 All-white?
02:29:29.000 Do you remember Senator Whitehouse was getting...
02:29:31.000 Senator Whitehouse.
02:29:33.000 From Rhode Island.
02:29:35.000 When is this?
02:29:35.000 This was recently, over the summer.
02:29:37.000 He was getting attacked for...
02:29:39.000 It came out that he belongs to an all-white beach club in Rhode Island.
02:29:44.000 So I worked at that.
02:29:46.000 I was a nanny for kids at that beach club.
02:29:47.000 Oh, this is Rhode Island, not the Hamptons.
02:29:49.000 Not the Hamptons.
02:29:51.000 But it's very similar.
02:29:52.000 The people who are members of this beach club are...
02:29:57.000 Insanely old money, like Campbell's Soup.
02:30:00.000 I mean, we're talking about old money.
02:30:02.000 But does this mean that black people can't join?
02:30:04.000 No, and that's what was wrong.
02:30:05.000 I was talking to the New York Times reporter who was talking about this story.
02:30:09.000 I'm like, it's not all white in policy, but I've never seen a black person there.
02:30:15.000 You know, it's like, it's not all white.
02:30:18.000 It's not anywhere that you can't join, but it's definitely like, the last time I went there just because somebody invited me to lunch there one time when I was home a couple years ago, and I was like, holy shit, coming from L.A., which is diverse and anywhere, I was like,
02:30:34.000 That's the whitest place I've been in so long.
02:30:36.000 Even the staff was white, like European.
02:30:38.000 You know, I was like, this is crazy.
02:30:41.000 Now, has anybody black tried to join there?
02:30:46.000 That's a good question.
02:30:47.000 I'm not sure.
02:30:48.000 I think they...
02:30:48.000 I'm not sure.
02:30:49.000 I feel like somebody sued them at one point, but I think it was a Jewish family because I don't know that there were any...
02:30:58.000 Jewish members of the club either.
02:31:01.000 Oh no, this is WASP. Wasp money.
02:31:04.000 Oh yeah.
02:31:05.000 It's old, old money.
02:31:07.000 And they're very, they kind of look down on even like Hampton's money because it's like new money.
02:31:13.000 Really?
02:31:14.000 Yeah, it's fucking old money.
02:31:15.000 Newport is old money.
02:31:17.000 And now there's all this new money in town and the old money hates it.
02:31:21.000 Isn't that weird?
02:31:22.000 Like that inherited money is somehow or another better than money you earned?
02:31:26.000 Those kids crack me up.
02:31:28.000 I have a good friend and there was like this whole debate because Larry Ellison was going to buy this property and he was going to like...
02:31:38.000 All the old money people got together and they were gonna do something like sell all their properties below so that his view would be destroyed basically and his value would go down.
02:31:50.000 And they were like, if you're gonna act like new money, we're gonna treat you like new money, Larry.
02:31:56.000 I don't know what you're saying by sell all his properties below.
02:31:59.000 So they all had properties in this area.
02:32:01.000 He was going to buy a property, and they didn't want him because he was going to build something huge and chop down the trees and do all this stuff.
02:32:11.000 And they were like, we should sell all of our properties so that they get developed, and it ruins his land value, basically.
02:32:17.000 Oh, my God.
02:32:19.000 I was listening to this, just laughing hysterically.
02:32:22.000 That's the breakers.
02:32:23.000 What's that, Jamie?
02:32:24.000 I just typed in Newport Mansions and just went to Google Images.
02:32:28.000 Goddamn.
02:32:29.000 No, it's insane.
02:32:31.000 Click on that one in the upper right-hand corner.
02:32:33.000 Look at that fucking place.
02:32:34.000 Holy shit.
02:32:35.000 Oh, that's not anything.
02:32:36.000 I mean, the Breakers is insane.
02:32:38.000 Oh my god.
02:32:39.000 This isn't even the inside.
02:32:40.000 The size of that fucking place.
02:32:41.000 No, they're crazy.
02:32:42.000 And it's all like marble imported from Italy and literally gold leaf.
02:32:48.000 No, click on the house on the left of that right there.
02:32:51.000 That one.
02:32:52.000 No, no, no.
02:32:53.000 The one to the left.
02:32:53.000 The one to the left of the big image.
02:32:56.000 No, up right above that.
02:32:58.000 Jesus Christ.
02:32:59.000 It's so small.
02:33:00.000 No, no, no.
02:33:00.000 That's not the one I want.
02:33:01.000 The one below it.
02:33:01.000 The one with the beach.
02:33:02.000 Yeah, that one.
02:33:03.000 That's it.
02:33:03.000 Thank you.
02:33:05.000 Oh my god.
02:33:05.000 Look at that.
02:33:06.000 Yeah, it's nuts.
02:33:08.000 That's Breakers right behind it.
02:33:10.000 And there's this cliff walk that you can walk.
02:33:12.000 I mean, Newport, it's gorgeous.
02:33:13.000 It's truly just beautiful, but it's...
02:33:15.000 I think I did a gig there once back in the day.
02:33:18.000 These are all places that you tour now.
02:33:20.000 They're not owned, but they're run by the Preservation Society.
02:33:23.000 Nobody lives in them.
02:33:24.000 Lives in them?
02:33:25.000 No.
02:33:25.000 Oh.
02:33:26.000 You couldn't put a price on...
02:33:29.000 What is in those things?
02:33:33.000 This is all from the Gilded Age.
02:33:34.000 It's interesting, though, because it does feel like the wealth disparity in America right now is very similar to this period in American history, when there was just so much...
02:33:48.000 So much wealth and so much of a disparity between the rich and the poor.
02:33:53.000 Oh my god, $78 million?
02:33:55.000 Oh, that's in the Hamptons.
02:33:55.000 That's in the Hamptons.
02:33:57.000 I was comparing to the Hamptons to what she was talking about.
02:33:59.000 14-bedroom home with a 360-degree view of the water in Southampton.
02:34:04.000 $78 million.
02:34:06.000 Oh yeah, the Hamptons is nuts.
02:34:08.000 I mean, that's where like...
02:34:09.000 Where's the house?
02:34:09.000 Which one's the house?
02:34:10.000 Doesn't Martha Stewart have a house there?
02:34:12.000 Isn't that where she...
02:34:13.000 For both of these?
02:34:14.000 Who?
02:34:15.000 Martha Stewart.
02:34:16.000 I think she's Connecticut.
02:34:18.000 I mean, I think she has a house in the Hamptons, though, too.
02:34:21.000 This is all second houses.
02:34:23.000 75 million.
02:34:24.000 That's 75 million?
02:34:25.000 You're getting robbed, kids.
02:34:26.000 10 acres.
02:34:27.000 What?
02:34:28.000 I was just hanging out with Chris Rock.
02:34:30.000 He's got, excuse me, Kid Rock.
02:34:32.000 Different person.
02:34:34.000 Very different.
02:34:35.000 I was hanging out with Kid Rock yesterday in Nashville.
02:34:38.000 Kid Rock has the fucking craziest spread you've ever seen in your life.
02:34:43.000 He's got a church on his property that he's converted to something else.
02:34:46.000 He's got a replica of the White House.
02:34:51.000 I mean, he built a fucking White House on his property.
02:34:54.000 It's the most hillbilly, redneck, rich shit I've ever seen in my life.
02:34:59.000 I love it.
02:34:59.000 It's a 27,000 square foot house.
02:35:02.000 New money.
02:35:03.000 This is new money, Joe.
02:35:05.000 But it's a 27,000 square foot house with two bedrooms.
02:35:08.000 Old money would never do this.
02:35:09.000 Oh yeah, for sure.
02:35:11.000 He's got a giant gold elevator.
02:35:13.000 As you walk into the house, he's in the process of building it.
02:35:17.000 And he goes, a lot of people want to hide their elevators, but I'm like, fuck that!
02:35:20.000 When you come to Kid Rock's house, I want them to say, shit, Kid Rock's got a motherfucking elevator right in the front!
02:35:27.000 He's got a gold shower room.
02:35:30.000 It's like shiny gold tile.
02:35:33.000 This glittery gold tile.
02:35:35.000 The whole thing is literally a golden shower room.
02:35:38.000 His whole house is a party.
02:35:40.000 Oh, okay.
02:35:41.000 All the time?
02:35:42.000 It is a party house.
02:35:43.000 I would hate that.
02:35:46.000 Well, you're different than him.
02:35:47.000 But he has a 20-person jacuzzi.
02:35:50.000 It's a giant 20-person jacuzzi with like this, with the filaments on the ceiling for stars.
02:35:55.000 And he's got like old reclaimed beams and these like gas lanterns that are hanging like an old mine shaft.
02:36:03.000 It's the craziest fucking place I've ever seen.
02:36:05.000 Guy Fieri designed his kitchen.
02:36:07.000 Wow.
02:36:08.000 He's got a bowling alley.
02:36:10.000 Does he cook?
02:36:11.000 I don't know.
02:36:13.000 I think he hired a guy.
02:36:13.000 He's that rich?
02:36:15.000 Kid Rock is rich as fuck.
02:36:18.000 Kid Rock murders it on the road touring.
02:36:21.000 Murders it.
02:36:22.000 Huh.
02:36:23.000 Yeah.
02:36:23.000 So he's got this huge fucking gym sauna area.
02:36:28.000 I mean, the house is 27,000 square feet.
02:36:31.000 It has two bedrooms.
02:36:33.000 Wow.
02:36:33.000 One guest bedroom, one master bedroom.
02:36:35.000 Wow.
02:36:36.000 The view is fucking preposterous.
02:36:38.000 The house is nuts.
02:36:40.000 How many acres?
02:36:41.000 200 acres.
02:36:42.000 Oh, wow.
02:36:42.000 So fuck this Hamptons place.
02:36:44.000 This is bullshit.
02:36:46.000 78 million bucks.
02:36:47.000 You're getting fucked, kids.
02:36:48.000 Yeah, but it's all about the hobnobbing.
02:36:50.000 I don't know.
02:36:51.000 I'd rather hobnob with Kid Rock.
02:36:52.000 I'm going to be honest with you.
02:36:53.000 These people are probably boring.
02:36:54.000 He's hilarious.
02:36:55.000 No, I've been.
02:36:56.000 Like I said, I grew up around that entire population and it's something else.
02:37:04.000 The pink pants and the whale belts and the boat shoes.
02:37:09.000 But the fact that old money looks down on new money is so fascinating.
02:37:14.000 They so look down on it.
02:37:15.000 You didn't even inherit your...
02:37:16.000 And they didn't earn it!
02:37:18.000 Yeah, I was saying that.
02:37:20.000 You didn't inherit your money.
02:37:21.000 You didn't even inherit your money.
02:37:23.000 Yeah, you didn't come from generations of money.
02:37:27.000 You earned your money like my great-great-grandfather did.
02:37:31.000 Where did they get that money?
02:37:33.000 What was the business?
02:37:36.000 It's old money.
02:37:38.000 It's like fiber optics.
02:37:42.000 Fiber optics?
02:37:43.000 No, literally like Campbell's Soup and old money.
02:37:48.000 Old oil money from Texas and...
02:37:52.000 But those Newport houses look like they're from the 1800s, right?
02:37:55.000 Oh, those houses.
02:37:56.000 Those are all the, like, the robber barons.
02:37:59.000 You know, that was like the Vanderbilts and the Astors and the guys who built the railroads and made all, like, all of those people had houses over there.
02:38:13.000 Fucking weird.
02:38:15.000 No, that was a crazy time in history.
02:38:16.000 But here's the thing about this disparity of wealth.
02:38:19.000 Like, how does one balance that out without going full communist?
02:38:25.000 Because when you think about it, there's a disparity of wealth and we have to deal with it.
02:38:28.000 Don't take my money, Bridget.
02:38:29.000 But how does one do it?
02:38:31.000 Look, I'm the first person to say that I'd be more than happy to give up more money in taxes if I really thought that it would positively affect communities, if I really thought we could cure some of these deeply impoverished communities that are ridden with crime and violence and drug abuse.
02:38:48.000 If there was a way to do that, and the way to do that is to pay more money in taxes, That's not it, though.
02:38:53.000 It's what you talk about a lot, and it's what my friend Carol Roth has written about and is just constantly on.
02:39:01.000 The great consolidation, as she called it, in an essay that I think she put out today, where we need to remove the barriers for people to take risks and start small businesses.
02:39:14.000 There were I think we're good to go.
02:39:33.000 And all of that wealth being transferred up into the centralization that's occurring, like why Walmart was open and your small local place wasn't, why you could go, she uses the example in her article,
02:39:48.000 why you could go get your dog's nails trimmed at PetSmart, but you couldn't go to your local hair salon.
02:39:54.000 How it crushed all of these small businesses, but government, particularly the government we have now, doesn't necessarily like Small businesses because they're decentralized.
02:40:05.000 They represent decentralization.
02:40:07.000 And just today they were talking about the unearned gains.
02:40:15.000 Did you see this, Jamie?
02:40:16.000 It was like unearned gains tax that they want.
02:40:19.000 And Carol was saying, she's like, don't normalize this.
02:40:22.000 This is just stealing from you.
02:40:24.000 It's like not a real thing.
02:40:26.000 What does that mean by unearned gains?
02:40:28.000 Why don't you explain that better?
02:40:29.000 Unrealized.
02:40:30.000 Unrealized, thank you.
02:40:31.000 I'm not the right person to explain even how this...
02:40:35.000 But what's wrong with it?
02:40:36.000 What are they saying?
02:40:38.000 It's...
02:40:40.000 It's taxing you on, how do I explain this?
02:40:44.000 I'm so bad at this.
02:40:45.000 So an unrealized gain would be if you put $100 in a Tesla and it went up to $1,000 and your $100 turned into $1,000, taxing you on the $900 that is existing in an account you don't actually have because you haven't made that money until you take it.
02:40:59.000 Right.
02:41:00.000 And they would be taxing that.
02:41:01.000 So they would take money before you even withdrew money.
02:41:04.000 Right.
02:41:05.000 Fucking criminals.
02:41:06.000 Yeah, no, it's theft.
02:41:07.000 That's some criminal shit.
02:41:08.000 It really is.
02:41:09.000 When they're just trying to find a way to build this Build Back Better policy that's like 2,550 million pages long and no one's read it.
02:41:17.000 No one's read it.
02:41:18.000 They were trying to shovel that through.
02:41:20.000 There was one congressman who was explaining, and he showed it.
02:41:23.000 He's like, this is the bill.
02:41:25.000 And he goes, do you think Joe Biden's read this bill?
02:41:27.000 Do you think Nancy Pelosi's read this bill?
02:41:29.000 No, they have interests inside that bill, and they are going to push that through.
02:41:33.000 And then when it goes through, people are going to have to come to the realization that they didn't know what was in there.
02:41:38.000 But when they say, build back better, you're like, yeah, we should.
02:41:41.000 We should pass that bill.
02:41:43.000 But what's in that fucking bill?
02:41:45.000 No, everything.
02:41:47.000 What isn't?
02:41:48.000 A genochrome.
02:41:49.000 I think that that's the answer, though, is to create a robust middle class.
02:41:58.000 Instead of creating this massive welfare class, That is dependent on Big Daddy for everything, Big Daddy government, which is driving this inequality.
02:42:09.000 You look at how much the, you know, these tech corporations while they're, the Fed is pumping money into the markets and meanwhile, like cannibalizing Main Street the whole time.
02:42:22.000 And this process has been going on, but it just was exacerbated.
02:42:25.000 And so that's not going to help with the inequality.
02:42:28.000 What happened with small businesses and restaurants and various places that got forced into closing down while other places were open is nothing short of catastrophic.
02:42:40.000 It's another thing that makes my blood boil.
02:42:43.000 It makes me sick too because I know a lot of people who have lost businesses.
02:42:46.000 We were hanging out with Tony Hinchcliffe's dad a couple weeks ago in Pittsburgh.
02:42:51.000 His dad had a restaurant that he ran for 30 years in Youngstown and now it's gone.
02:42:57.000 It's gone because they made them close it down during the pandemic.
02:43:00.000 Yeah, so many small businesses just couldn't, they couldn't survive.
02:43:04.000 Yeah.
02:43:05.000 It's fucked.
02:43:05.000 It's fucked.
02:43:06.000 And there was no talk of revitalizing those businesses.
02:43:10.000 I mean, I know there was some loans that were passed out to people.
02:43:14.000 You know what's shocking?
02:43:15.000 Like how many people were scamming?
02:43:19.000 Like how many people took those government loans and they just fucking, they didn't deserve them.
02:43:25.000 They didn't need them.
02:43:26.000 They didn't need them or deserve them, like rappers got busted.
02:43:29.000 Yeah, yeah.
02:43:30.000 It's crazy shit.
02:43:30.000 Anyone with a corporation.
02:43:32.000 And then there was like the whole, oh my gosh, that's hilarious.
02:43:36.000 Georgia man used COVID-19 relief loan to purchase $57,000 Pokemon card.
02:43:42.000 I thought this was America.
02:43:43.000 People are still buying Pokemon cards?
02:43:45.000 I guess.
02:43:45.000 They're worth a lot of money.
02:43:46.000 Are they really?
02:43:47.000 Certain ones, yeah.
02:43:48.000 Remember when Pokemon, like people were driving down the street playing Pokemon?
02:43:51.000 Oh, Pokemon Go?
02:43:53.000 Yeah.
02:43:53.000 That was nuts.
02:43:54.000 It was scary.
02:43:54.000 They were all down by the Santa Monica Pier, like hundreds of them running around, not looking.
02:44:01.000 Yeah, bumping in shit.
02:44:03.000 This lady was driving and she had the Pokemon Go on her steering wheel.
02:44:06.000 I was watching her do it.
02:44:07.000 No.
02:44:07.000 I was like, this, because I was in a truck and I was looking down.
02:44:09.000 I'm like, look at this crazy bitch.
02:44:11.000 There's still people addicted to it.
02:44:12.000 Are there?
02:44:13.000 For sure.
02:44:14.000 I know a few.
02:44:14.000 But it dropped off.
02:44:15.000 Jamie's like, I'm one of them.
02:44:16.000 It dropped off.
02:44:18.000 That was four, how long ago was that?
02:44:20.000 That was three or four years ago?
02:44:21.000 Yeah.
02:44:21.000 Maybe more?
02:44:22.000 But isn't it crazy that like immediately it took off and then most people came to their senses.
02:44:26.000 What are we doing?
02:44:28.000 You know?
02:44:29.000 But a lot of people didn't.
02:44:30.000 We need people to come to their senses.
02:44:32.000 Yeah.
02:44:33.000 We do, but is it going to happen?
02:44:35.000 Do you have faith?
02:44:38.000 That was one of my questions for you, is what gives you hope?
02:44:41.000 Because I've heard a lot of your recent episodes, and it seems like we can talk about how crazy it is and know it is, and I don't know what you or I could do about anything, really, other than run our mouths.
02:44:54.000 I think running our mouths actually does help.
02:44:56.000 I really do.
02:44:57.000 I think you help.
02:44:58.000 I really do.
02:44:59.000 You're a voice of reason.
02:45:01.000 Yeah, but are you hopeful?
02:45:06.000 Yes.
02:45:06.000 What gives you hope?
02:45:07.000 Because I think people are going to get fed up.
02:45:09.000 I think there's enough people that are going to get fed up.
02:45:11.000 And I think genuinely evil scumbags trip up.
02:45:15.000 And they keep tripping up.
02:45:17.000 And I don't think they can keep the charade up for very long.
02:45:19.000 What I'm nervous about is the damage that they do before they get busted, before it all falls apart on them.
02:45:26.000 I'm nervous about the victims.
02:45:28.000 The victims, whether it's small businesses or whether it's children or whatever I think that's going to go wrong while they just look to extract money, right?
02:45:38.000 Like, this is my fear, is that...
02:45:41.000 Health mandates, certain things are going to be made that aren't in the best interest of people but are in the best interest of profit.
02:45:47.000 And that scares the shit out of me because I think there's going to be victims along the way.
02:45:51.000 But I think the more they push good people with these really fucking preposterous ideas, The more people are going to get fed up.
02:46:02.000 Like what's happening in Australia, when people are storming these cops and they won't listen and they're running down the streets.
02:46:10.000 You can only push good people for so long before they get together and figure it out.
02:46:15.000 What's fucked about Australia is they don't have guns.
02:46:17.000 Yeah.
02:46:18.000 I mean, Australia, they're literally disarmed.
02:46:22.000 Yeah.
02:46:22.000 And they don't have the same sort of power in terms of freedom of speech and expressions.
02:46:27.000 Yeah, yeah.
02:46:28.000 That's really the biggest thing.
02:46:29.000 It's different.
02:46:29.000 It's the biggest thing.
02:46:30.000 And they want to crack down on it.
02:46:32.000 And that's one of the reasons why I'm so angry about tech censorship.
02:46:36.000 Yeah.
02:46:36.000 Because I don't think they understand how dangerous this is.
02:46:39.000 Because you can use these tools against your enemies now, but they will be used against you tomorrow.
02:46:44.000 Right.
02:46:45.000 You need to understand this.
02:46:46.000 And I tell everyone who's not too big to fail, because I think there are certain people who, they don't necessarily have to worry about the tech censorship as much, although they did, like, do a hit job on our past president.
02:46:59.000 They took him out.
02:47:00.000 So I don't think anyone is necessarily as safe as they think, but I definitely have had to create a lot of plan Bs for myself.
02:47:07.000 I'm on Rumble with Glenn Greenwald.
02:47:09.000 I'm on Locals, where I have all my video in the event that I get disappeared from there.
02:47:15.000 How many people do you have on Locals?
02:47:17.000 Well, I have people who can follow me and they can just follow me.
02:47:20.000 And it's at Phetasy.com.
02:47:22.000 And then I have people who can subscribe.
02:47:24.000 So it's kind of like Patreon.
02:47:26.000 But you could just follow me and I leave a lot of stuff just open.
02:47:30.000 You know, like I'll just open it up.
02:47:31.000 It's like some of it is public and some of it's just behind the paywall.
02:47:35.000 And this is on Phetasy.com?
02:47:36.000 Yeah.
02:47:37.000 So like Rumble is totally open.
02:47:40.000 That's like my public facing version of YouTube.
02:47:43.000 Yeah.
02:47:44.000 And so Rumble is uncensored, right?
02:47:46.000 Yeah, I mean, they have rules.
02:47:50.000 You can't be an open racist and stuff like that.
02:47:55.000 But I appreciate Rumble because at least I know what worries me about YouTube.
02:48:03.000 It's like a joke.
02:48:04.000 We flatlined at 49. We don't get a single new subscriber.
02:48:09.000 I think we're in some weird algorithmic black hole.
02:48:13.000 100%.
02:48:13.000 And it's not like they're demonetizing us yet, but that will happen as it happened to Brett and Heather.
02:48:19.000 And so you kind of...
02:48:21.000 I at least know on Rumble that none of that stuff's gonna happen because I'm talking about how boys and girls are different and I'm against the VAX ports.
02:48:30.000 When I had that COVID thing happen, there was an immediate drop-off on the number of people that I got every day on Instagram.
02:48:40.000 Oh, interesting.
02:48:42.000 And I think I got put into some weird category.
02:48:44.000 They put you in like a...
02:48:45.000 It's like an algorithmic black hole.
02:48:47.000 It's fascinating because the amount of likes for stuff hasn't changed.
02:48:51.000 So the same amount of people are still checking my stuff.
02:48:54.000 But the amount of new growth, it's just like...
02:48:57.000 Hit the brakes.
02:48:58.000 And you can say that's because people think you suck now.
02:49:00.000 But I... I have a feeling it's more complicated than that, because that whole Sanjay Gupta thing was pretty positive for me overall, in terms of the way the general public related to what I was saying versus what he was saying, in terms of CNN lying and catching them lying.
02:49:17.000 Yeah, that was egregious.
02:49:18.000 But the thing is, there was something happened.
02:49:23.000 And I might be looking too far into this, and maybe I'm wrong, but it seemed like there was a tangible slowing down of growth.
02:49:33.000 Yeah, yeah.
02:49:34.000 That happened to me on Twitter after something that I did or said.
02:49:37.000 Yeah.
02:49:38.000 I've seen it and I try not to be paranoid and I'm also just like, well, it's private business and I'm just happy to be here.
02:49:44.000 So there is that aspect of me.
02:49:46.000 Fuck that aspect.
02:49:48.000 Fuck that aspect.
02:49:49.000 They're just massive.
02:49:51.000 But we know because of Project Veritas.
02:49:52.000 Right.
02:49:53.000 You know, which is interesting because people demonize Project Veritas, right?
02:49:56.000 But we know because of their work, because of their conversations that they've had, where they recorded these conversations that people didn't know, where they've talked about putting people on these lists.
02:50:08.000 Right.
02:50:08.000 They've talked about making sure that people are shadow banned.
02:50:12.000 Right, right.
02:50:12.000 Making sure that, and you know, they just admitted recently, was it Facebook that admitted recently that conservative ideas and that conservative people get treated differently?
02:50:23.000 Right.
02:50:23.000 Do you know, fucking, there was a thing on CNN where that Brian Stelter guy was actually saying, we should start treating Republicans differently than we treat Democrats.
02:50:33.000 Yeah, this, the othering that's been going on is really unsettling and disturbing to me.
02:50:39.000 And it's been going on since Trump, you know, in that...
02:50:42.000 The people, many of us have been talking about the self-censorship that's been going on.
02:50:47.000 This process of keeping your mouth shut and just going along has been going on for some time, but now it's extended to like masks and vaccines.
02:50:56.000 And I think that You will push people to a point where they're like, fuck this.
02:51:01.000 I know so many people right now who are having to choose between going to work or getting the vaccine.
02:51:08.000 And some of them are lucky enough to be in a position to make that decision.
02:51:12.000 If you're not in a position to make that decision, it's not really a choice.
02:51:16.000 They try and make it like, oh, it's voluntary.
02:51:18.000 It's not a fucking choice.
02:51:20.000 This was something that was lost during the pandemic with wealthy people that I experienced, where a lot of people are like, we need the lockdowns.
02:51:26.000 And I'm like, you have money, you fuck.
02:51:29.000 You don't have a business that's rotting away that you work for for 30 years like Tony's dad, where you're fucked.
02:51:35.000 Right.
02:51:35.000 You don't have anything.
02:51:36.000 You have a lot of money, so you're happy.
02:51:40.000 Right.
02:51:40.000 You know, these Hollywood fucks that were like, you know, we need to keep things locked down.
02:51:43.000 We need to stop the spread.
02:51:45.000 And everyone needs to stay inside and not go anywhere.
02:51:47.000 That was my piece.
02:51:48.000 Lectures from Limousine Liberals.
02:51:50.000 It's like, you guys got to, like, stay home and post your pictures of sourdough.
02:51:53.000 And you had, as my friend Carol Markowitz calls it, pajama jobbers, which I love.
02:51:58.000 And then...
02:51:59.000 Sneer at all these people who worked through the whole pandemic because they didn't have a choice.
02:52:03.000 Because the real choice was people who got to stay home and people who didn't.
02:52:07.000 And that's just been now blown out into people who want to get the vaccine, people who don't.
02:52:11.000 And it's the othering, that language is unsettling.
02:52:14.000 Yeah, it's othering across the board, right?
02:52:16.000 They find ways to use othering.
02:52:18.000 But it really is othering.
02:52:19.000 And I don't like that because it doesn't...
02:52:22.000 I'm grateful for you.
02:52:24.000 I'm grateful for podcasts because I do think...
02:52:27.000 I joke like podcasts are going to save the world.
02:52:29.000 And I do think that these long-form conversations have exploded in popularity in this time when everything is...
02:52:36.000 It's crazily polarized and people are very confused.
02:52:39.000 Like you said, when you are openly lying about what they said about you, then catching them in the lie and then doubling down on the lie one or two more times, you're losing credibility and we have a massive credibility crisis with all of our institutions and people then are much more likely to fall into conspiracy theories and Exactly.
02:53:06.000 And they think the solution to that is to censor those conspiracy theories.
02:53:09.000 And it makes them even more conspiratorial.
02:53:11.000 As long as places like Rumble exist, I think they're going to grow.
02:53:16.000 I think that place is going to grow.
02:53:17.000 Yeah, I love the owners.
02:53:19.000 I love them.
02:53:22.000 Tulsi's on Locals now.
02:53:24.000 She's on Rumble.
02:53:26.000 She's on Rumble and Locals.
02:53:27.000 I think this is one of those things where they've fucked up enough, where the grip has slipped to the point where enough people are going to...
02:53:37.000 First of all, we'll keep saying the name Rumble.
02:53:40.000 Keep saying it.
02:53:41.000 Get people to keep going over there.
02:53:43.000 I'm not over there, but I certainly would be.
02:53:45.000 Although somebody's probably pretending to be me there already.
02:53:48.000 I like it over there, and we don't get the same amount of engagement, but then what's happened...
02:53:53.000 But for now, you don't.
02:53:54.000 What's happened with us, but our growth has been...
02:53:56.000 We'll probably have 50,000 subscribers on frickin' Rumble before we do on YouTube, and I've been there for two years, and I'm not kidding you, it's like all of our numbers just flatlined, and every week they go down.
02:54:09.000 What did you do where they flatlined?
02:54:11.000 Was there a particular episode?
02:54:12.000 It's the women thing.
02:54:14.000 I've been going so hard on...
02:54:16.000 Oh, the trans stuff.
02:54:17.000 Yeah, I haven't been going hard on the trans stuff, but I have been going hard on, yeah, I guess it's the trans stuff.
02:54:24.000 It's the trans stuff.
02:54:24.000 It is.
02:54:25.000 It is.
02:54:26.000 Because it's by, without even saying it, without being negative about trans people, by saying we need to support the idea that it's okay to say women get pregnant and women give birth and women breastfeed.
02:54:37.000 It's not chest feeding people.
02:54:40.000 I just don't.
02:54:41.000 I think that women have fought for that.
02:54:43.000 It's funny because my English teacher told me that I was a disgrace to feminism when I was like in high school.
02:54:49.000 She was like, because I was like, what's wrong with opening doors for women?
02:54:51.000 I don't see what the problem is.
02:54:53.000 And I was not really like all on board with the feminist thing.
02:54:57.000 And now I feel like I have become like a radical feminist.
02:55:02.000 Hold on.
02:55:03.000 The threat has changed.
02:55:05.000 It's a very different threat.
02:55:07.000 The prison shit drives me crazy.
02:55:08.000 That's another one that makes my blood boil because we're talking about those women's human rights.
02:55:17.000 That's a human rights violation.
02:55:18.000 Explain what you're talking about, though.
02:55:20.000 In California in particular, but you're seeing this in the UK as well, you can just self-identify as a woman and get transferred into a female prison.
02:55:32.000 And there's no stopgap on this.
02:55:35.000 Even if you are a sex offender or you're somebody who has been abusive to women, they will still transfer you into these prisons.
02:55:45.000 You also don't need hormonal...
02:55:47.000 You don't need any, you used to have to need, like, replacement therapy, you'd need psychology, you would have to be on medications, and I just think that that is insane, and now you're hearing about women being raped,
02:56:03.000 and in the UK there was that recent thing that they came out and said you'd get a harsher, you'd get extended sentence if you misgender a woman in your prison.
02:56:14.000 In prison, yeah, in prison.
02:56:16.000 So you're a woman.
02:56:17.000 You're in a woman's prison.
02:56:19.000 A biological male with a dick intact, without taking any hormones, comes into your prison.
02:56:24.000 If you call that biological male a he, they will keep you in jail longer with him.
02:56:30.000 I was joking on Dumpster Fire.
02:56:31.000 I'm like, it's going to get to the point where you're like, he raped me!
02:56:34.000 And it's like, that's extra time for you, young lady.
02:56:37.000 And it's fucking crazy.
02:56:40.000 And people know it's crazy.
02:56:43.000 Everyone knows this is crazy.
02:56:44.000 So how does it get passed through?
02:56:47.000 In California...
02:56:48.000 I mean, it's not everywhere.
02:56:49.000 So it's in California.
02:56:50.000 But the stuff is crazy.
02:56:52.000 You know, this is where Abigail Schreier has been amazing.
02:56:56.000 Like, the stuff in California where you can basically, like, trans the kid without telling the parents.
02:57:01.000 That's bananas to me.
02:57:03.000 That you can do that to a child.
02:57:05.000 And that...
02:57:07.000 And she was talking about how in California we're in kind of a precarious moment because right now we at least have...
02:57:16.000 Data about who is self-identifying as a woman and being transferred into a woman's prison.
02:57:22.000 But once it gets to a point where they can just have self-identify on an ID, we won't we'll lose the ability to even track who's going into these women's prisons and is a biological male.
02:57:36.000 So it's just it seems like it's And again, this is a population that people are ostensibly like, we need to, you know, the women in prisons are off, and they are.
02:57:48.000 They don't, no one speaks for them.
02:57:49.000 Who's speaking for these women?
02:57:50.000 And this is the population we're supposed to be caring about and worrying about, and where is the concern and the worry?
02:57:57.000 And I do think, like, that whole WeSpa thing where they were like, oh, this is just a scam, and then you find out the guy's a frickin' registered sex offender and has another case pending, or the woman.
02:58:09.000 No the guy.
02:58:11.000 Whatever.
02:58:12.000 If you still have your penis, you're not trying.
02:58:15.000 I will be a polite person and call you whatever the hell you want.
02:58:18.000 If you want me to call you Elmo right now, Joe, I'll call you that.
02:58:21.000 That's so sweet.
02:58:22.000 Megan Murphy's very hardcore about that.
02:58:24.000 Have you ever listened to her stuff about it?
02:58:26.000 Yeah, well, until she got banned from Twitter.
02:58:29.000 Yeah, I know.
02:58:30.000 But that's the thing.
02:58:31.000 I say we know this is nonsense, and people know it's ridiculous.
02:58:36.000 But let me ask you this.
02:58:38.000 But people are afraid.
02:58:39.000 But how did it get so far?
02:58:41.000 I mean, this is a question that I have...
02:58:44.000 I have, like...
02:58:45.000 There's a conspiracy theory side of me to this.
02:58:48.000 I want to hear that part.
02:58:50.000 Oh, God, do you?
02:58:51.000 That's the fun one.
02:58:51.000 Yeah.
02:58:52.000 So there's apparently, like, the trans movement is really backed by the...
02:59:01.000 George Soros!
02:59:02.000 No, the...
02:59:03.000 Black helicopters.
02:59:04.000 The people who...
02:59:07.000 It's like a stepping stone to being transhuman.
02:59:10.000 And so you can basically kind of get people used to the idea of switching out body parts and putting microchips and getting a new arm that's biomechanical so that you can go live on other planets and also this is just the conspiracy.
02:59:30.000 But who's they?
02:59:31.000 This is the thing about these conspiracies.
02:59:32.000 Who's they?
02:59:33.000 Who's organizing this?
02:59:34.000 I can't remember the name right now, but there's this billionaire.
02:59:39.000 George Soros.
02:59:40.000 No?
02:59:42.000 God, I don't even know.
02:59:44.000 I'm scared to draw out the...
02:59:48.000 This is how scared I am of this conspiracy.
02:59:51.000 I'm aware of my fear of this conspiracy theory as I'm like, I don't want to mention the name publicly because I don't want to die.
02:59:59.000 Wait a minute.
03:00:00.000 You're worried this conspiracy is real then?
03:00:03.000 I'm worried that these forces are, because this is my question, how did this get so mainstreamed?
03:00:09.000 How did it get so mainstreamed in our policies?
03:00:13.000 Well, have you ever listened to Douglas Murray talk about this?
03:00:17.000 What's his theory?
03:00:18.000 Douglas Murray said that during the collapse of a civilization, All civilizations become obsessed with gender.
03:00:25.000 And that the Greeks and the Romans, they all did this.
03:00:28.000 They become obsessed with switching roles and that rules aren't rules anymore.
03:00:32.000 And that in this chaotic state...
03:00:35.000 It's like deconstruction?
03:00:35.000 Yes, exactly.
03:00:36.000 Exactly.
03:00:37.000 Interesting.
03:00:39.000 Well, I do know that this certain billionaire...
03:00:42.000 What's his fucking name?
03:00:43.000 It's her name now.
03:00:45.000 Oh, it's a woman?
03:00:45.000 Well, it's a trans woman.
03:00:48.000 Oh.
03:00:49.000 Is it that person?
03:00:53.000 Nope.
03:00:53.000 You just shamed her for no reason.
03:00:55.000 You son of a bitch.
03:00:58.000 And they have a lot of money in biotech.
03:01:03.000 Who the fuck is it?
03:01:04.000 I can't remember her name.
03:01:07.000 Lies.
03:01:08.000 Liar.
03:01:09.000 No, I really can't.
03:01:10.000 I always forget.
03:01:11.000 How dare you.
03:01:12.000 What country are they from?
03:01:15.000 America, but they have a company in Canada where they can do a lot more biotech research that we can't do in the United States.
03:01:22.000 What kind of shit?
03:01:24.000 It's a rabbit hole I don't necessarily need everybody to be going down.
03:01:28.000 Anyway, this person is a lawyer and I think that they've...
03:01:34.000 Perhaps been very influential in a lot of these cases that are fighting to get these policies.
03:01:42.000 Because how?
03:01:43.000 What's your theory on it?
03:01:44.000 What is your theory?
03:01:45.000 I think Douglas Murray's theory makes more sense.
03:01:48.000 I think there's a trend going on.
03:01:51.000 But there's got to be money involved.
03:01:53.000 Not necessarily.
03:01:54.000 I don't think one individual person is capable of manipulating things at the scale that is happening right now.
03:01:59.000 I think the way it's happening now, it seems to be...
03:02:02.000 Like, a psychological trend that coincides with change in our culture.
03:02:07.000 But there is money involved.
03:02:08.000 I mean, think of all the money that, like, hormones, reassignment surgeries.
03:02:14.000 Right, but there's an industry to that, right?
03:02:16.000 If you are spending money, that means someone's making that money.
03:02:21.000 Yeah, I mean, hospitals are making money off these surgeries.
03:02:24.000 There's going to be some of that.
03:02:25.000 And there's also people that have already transitioned that are encouraging other people to do so as well.
03:02:33.000 There's people that feel like it was a good thing for them, want other people to do it, and so they're more active in getting people to do it.
03:02:43.000 I wish that there was a way you could actually become a woman, like with a pill.
03:02:47.000 Yeah.
03:02:48.000 Like, or a fucking, you walk into a transformer machine, and then you can go back and forth.
03:02:52.000 Like, I tried it.
03:02:54.000 Yeah, I'd be a woman for a couple days, just to see what the fuck you guys were thinking.
03:02:57.000 I mean, it's not fun.
03:02:59.000 Why do you say that?
03:03:00.000 No.
03:03:01.000 You seem to be having fun.
03:03:02.000 I had the worst penis envy my whole life.
03:03:05.000 Yeah, my whole life.
03:03:07.000 I mean, I think I absolutely would have transitioned if I was a young, influential teenage girl online.
03:03:15.000 You mean easily influenced.
03:03:17.000 Yeah, easily influenced.
03:03:18.000 Sorry.
03:03:19.000 Yes.
03:03:20.000 If I was...
03:03:21.000 Yeah, I don't know.
03:03:22.000 I think a lot about that.
03:03:24.000 If I was 13 and online and didn't have this parental supervision and I was reaching out into the void of the internet and didn't really like being a woman because I was going through puberty and felt uncomfortable and also was just kind of jealous because the boys seemed to have more fun, I probably would have been.
03:03:40.000 All in.
03:03:42.000 It's...
03:03:44.000 When I look at aliens, when I look at the bodies...
03:03:48.000 Do you have aliens in your...
03:03:50.000 In here?
03:03:51.000 Where?
03:03:52.000 Somewhere.
03:03:52.000 In your house.
03:03:53.000 No.
03:03:54.000 They don't come.
03:03:55.000 Or they don't stay.
03:03:57.000 They just come.
03:03:58.000 They visit...
03:03:59.000 But when I look at the archetypal alien, right, they have the giant heads and then they have these bodies that don't have any muscle tone to them or sexual organs.
03:04:07.000 I feel like that's where we're going.
03:04:09.000 I think what aliens are, when we look at those iconic images, like from Close Encounters of the Third Kind, that archetypal alien, I think what we're seeing is what our future is.
03:04:20.000 Like we're transcending gender.
03:04:22.000 Because if we go back to the early primates, the early hominids, right?
03:04:28.000 What did they look like?
03:04:29.000 Well, they were really muscular and hairy.
03:04:31.000 And then as you get closer to us, we're really doughy and we lose our hair.
03:04:35.000 You know, we're like mushy.
03:04:37.000 Even like muscular people, if you touch them, they're so soft in comparison to like a chimp.
03:04:42.000 You feel a chimp's body, it feels like wood.
03:04:45.000 It is like pure, just muscle.
03:04:47.000 But they're not just jacked.
03:04:50.000 They're dense.
03:04:51.000 They're dense in a different way.
03:04:53.000 They feel different.
03:04:54.000 And I think that as we get weaker and softer and then we have more ability to manipulate our environment through technology, we're going to have less and less need for muscle.
03:05:06.000 Yeah.
03:05:06.000 And I think that as we become more and more integrated with technology, like physically integrated, where technology and human beings have a symbiotic relationship that's inseparable.
03:05:20.000 Like we will develop technologies that allow humans and technology to integrate because the only other option is artificial life.
03:05:30.000 Because if we create artificial technology or artificial intelligence, if we create, and it's not even artificial life, but it would be like silicon-based, electrical-based life.
03:05:41.000 Right.
03:05:41.000 Like life that's created through humans.
03:05:43.000 That's our demise.
03:05:45.000 That's going to be the end of the human animal because it'll be able to be sentient.
03:05:49.000 Once it's sentient, it'll be able to create more advanced versions of itself because it won't have the limitations of the human mind.
03:05:55.000 So the exponential increase in technology and innovation will spread so rapidly and so fast.
03:06:02.000 They will improve upon all the systems to the point where we will be fucked.
03:06:05.000 It will experience thousands of years of evolution in terms of technological evolution in a couple of weeks.
03:06:12.000 I think the way to get through that is we integrate and that's what you're looking at when you look at aliens.
03:06:17.000 What you're looking at is these tiny bodies with no genitals.
03:06:22.000 And they talk with their minds and they have enormous heads because their brains are fucking huge.
03:06:26.000 Just like our brains are far larger than ancient man, ancient hominids.
03:06:32.000 So you think this is just the trans...
03:06:38.000 It's a transitionary period for us.
03:06:42.000 Yeah, I think we're going to realize that hormones in general and the desire to reproduce sexually in general causes so many problems and so much...
03:06:52.000 So much of what we look at is inevitable, like tribal warfare, controlling resources, like the ego, all these different things are connected to biological life.
03:07:06.000 It's connected to this need to breed, this need to be dominant over the other people.
03:07:14.000 The reason why people want dictators.
03:07:16.000 Why do dictators want control?
03:07:18.000 They want to be dominated over the other humans.
03:07:21.000 It's a natural tribal instinct to want to be the leader.
03:07:24.000 Want to be the one that tells the others what to do.
03:07:27.000 It has to be natural because it's the default position for most cultures.
03:07:32.000 Most cultures have a guy who's the leader.
03:07:35.000 The guy who's the head of the Philippines.
03:07:37.000 The guy who just fucking shoots people.
03:07:38.000 It kills journalists, kills drug dealers.
03:07:41.000 But this is a default position to be the dictator.
03:07:44.000 What's going on in Myanmar, what's going on in all parts of the world where there's dictators.
03:07:49.000 And they run with an iron fist.
03:07:51.000 What's happening with China?
03:07:53.000 This is North Korea.
03:07:54.000 This is like the default position in more cultures than not.
03:07:58.000 What is that?
03:07:59.000 I think it's connected to...
03:08:11.000 I think it's going to be...
03:08:19.000 A long process.
03:08:20.000 I don't think it's going to happen in our lifetime, but it could happen within the next thousand years.
03:08:24.000 And I think a thousand years from now, I guarantee that there'll be something that entices us to abandon the idea of breeding.
03:08:32.000 I mean, it's being abandoned.
03:08:35.000 But look at this way.
03:08:36.000 Also, the thing with Dr. Shanna Swan, where she was talking about phthalates and how phthalates are literally causing...
03:08:45.000 Phthalates, which are chemicals that are being ingested into the human body inadvertently through plastics and leaking through different pesticides and different things, are causing our sex organs to shrink.
03:09:00.000 It's causing sperm counts to drop by over 50%, somewhere around 50%, I'm not saying over, but between the invention of petrochemical products and the use of them in our society to now, sperm counts have dropped 50%.
03:09:16.000 Wow.
03:09:17.000 And they're directly coincided with the increase in the exposure to phthalates.
03:09:21.000 And these phthalates, it's spelled with a P, but it's the, like phthalates, but it's These phthalates cause the shrinking of your taint, which is apparently in baby mammals the best way to indicate male or female.
03:09:34.000 Oh wow.
03:09:35.000 Because taints on males generally are 50 to 100% larger than on females, but they're shrinking over time with our exposure to phthalates.
03:09:46.000 Huh.
03:09:47.000 The book is terrifying.
03:09:48.000 And the conversation I had with her, first of all, she's this lovely lady.
03:09:52.000 She's this tiny little woman, and she's really funny.
03:09:54.000 She makes it fun to talk about the demise of the human animal.
03:10:00.000 Oh, okay.
03:10:00.000 Because on her Instagram, she has the jizz quiz, and the jizz quiz is all about how our sperm counts are lowering and lowering.
03:10:08.000 I keep reading about this, and just sex drives going down in general, and people aren't breeding as much.
03:10:13.000 I was just telling someone about her book, but it's fucking excellent.
03:10:19.000 It's called Countdown.
03:10:21.000 Oh, wow.
03:10:22.000 This is the book.
03:10:22.000 Okay.
03:10:23.000 It's really good.
03:10:24.000 I'll read it.
03:10:24.000 But it's really scary, because we've put these things out into the world, and people are ingesting them inadvertently through leakage, but they didn't know about the real damage until...
03:10:36.000 Do you remember from the podcast, Jamie?
03:10:39.000 I want to say the tens, right?
03:10:40.000 2004. It was like 2011 or 2012 where they started figuring out, like, oh my God, these phthalates that they can exhibit these changes in mammals.
03:10:49.000 They can study these changes in mammals where they introduce phthalates into their diet and they show their taints shrinking and their penises shrinking and then also miscarriages rise, fertility drops radically, that these are observable in mammals and now we're seeing the same trends statistically in human beings.
03:11:08.000 Wow.
03:11:09.000 Do you think this is a good thing?
03:11:12.000 No.
03:11:13.000 Okay.
03:11:13.000 No.
03:11:13.000 It's a thing, though.
03:11:15.000 So even the evolution, as you kind of mention it to, like, let's say aliens and genderlessness and no need to procreate, is that something that's good?
03:11:26.000 No.
03:11:26.000 Well, what is good?
03:11:27.000 There's a problem.
03:11:28.000 Define good.
03:11:29.000 Is it good to a person that's a female that likes sex with males?
03:11:33.000 No.
03:11:34.000 It's bad.
03:11:35.000 If you like a man, if you like men, like an actual man, like a manly man that grabs you...
03:11:41.000 Yeah, I guess that's a good point.
03:11:42.000 If you're a man and you like women, you like sexy bodies with like...
03:11:47.000 Proportions that are traditionally sexually attractive to men.
03:11:52.000 No, it's not good, if that's what you like.
03:11:54.000 Because that's gonna go away.
03:11:55.000 But at that point, you probably wouldn't even know what you're missing.
03:11:59.000 Well, I think what's going to happen is there's going to be something that's much more attractive, whether it's some sort of a technological thing.
03:12:05.000 There's going to be something that they can introduce into the human body that makes it obsolete.
03:12:12.000 So the feelings that you get, whatever good feelings you get, like when a man or a woman are attracted to each other, it'll be far better than that, and you don't have to worry about all the messiness of fucking.
03:12:22.000 Right.
03:12:22.000 And all the messiness of like, I mean, imagine if we could, if just there was one thing, like see what we're doing to stop COVID, right?
03:12:28.000 What if we had something that would eliminate all rape forever?
03:12:32.000 Right.
03:12:33.000 Forever.
03:12:34.000 So this is like, we're going to have to all bite the bullet and get our organs removed because we don't need them and we're going to eliminate all sex and we're going to reproduce through this machine that we've all, and everybody has to have this machine in your house and you're allowed to have one baby.
03:12:50.000 So it would just make evolutionary sense, even if it's not logical.
03:12:56.000 Also, you can't be selfish, Bridget.
03:12:58.000 What are we going to do?
03:13:00.000 We're going to ruin the world with overpopulation?
03:13:02.000 Don't be selfish.
03:13:03.000 No.
03:13:03.000 I'm so selfish.
03:13:04.000 We're all going to get our organs removed, and we're all going to decide that this is the way we reproduce, and the government's going to dictate how many people- This is like the organ removal mandate coming down the pipe.
03:13:13.000 Listen, this is where it all goes.
03:13:15.000 When you lose bodily autonomy- I'm not a fan of it.
03:13:19.000 But that's what's happening.
03:13:20.000 That's what's happening.
03:13:21.000 People don't understand this slippery slope.
03:13:23.000 These fucking dummies that are like, yeah, you should get mandated because I did it.
03:13:27.000 I got my shot.
03:13:28.000 You should get your shot.
03:13:29.000 Take the damn shot.
03:13:31.000 Is that Keith Olbermann?
03:13:33.000 Take the damn shot.
03:13:35.000 You're scared.
03:13:36.000 He called me Mr. Afraid.
03:13:38.000 What a good writer he is.
03:13:40.000 How did you survive from that sick burn?
03:13:41.000 It was hard.
03:13:42.000 It was hard.
03:13:42.000 It hurt.
03:13:43.000 It cut to the marrow.
03:13:46.000 Yeah, I definitely feel like that's what I don't understand is if these things...
03:13:52.000 I just want someone to explain it to me.
03:13:55.000 Because I was vaccinated under the impression that then I'm cool.
03:13:59.000 Tim Dillon had a great bid on it.
03:14:01.000 Why do I need to give a fuck about what anyone else is doing if I got my vaccine?
03:14:07.000 That's what I don't understand is this like crazy obsession to everyone must get this.
03:14:13.000 Because you're thinking logically.
03:14:14.000 It's about human control.
03:14:17.000 Humans love to control other humans.
03:14:19.000 And if they can't control humans individually- But you don't want to?
03:14:22.000 No.
03:14:23.000 I mean, you're kind of like, whatever, get a vaccine, don't.
03:14:26.000 That's exactly right.
03:14:27.000 Well, I tell my fat friends to get vaccinated, by the way.
03:14:30.000 You should!
03:14:30.000 I do.
03:14:31.000 I tell my mom to get vaccinated.
03:14:32.000 I tell a lot of people to get vaccinated.
03:14:34.000 The old, the fats.
03:14:35.000 The thing is, like, this is what people don't want to hear, is that it's not the only option.
03:14:40.000 They don't want to hear that.
03:14:41.000 They don't want to hear that there are therapeutic options, and they don't want to hear that you should be healthy.
03:14:45.000 No, no one wants to hear that.
03:14:46.000 For my narrative, one of the best things that could have happened to me was getting COVID. Because look how quick I got over it.
03:14:51.000 Yeah, you're healthy.
03:14:52.000 Yeah, exactly.
03:14:53.000 But I also took the right medication, despite what CNN says.
03:14:56.000 This is the other question, too.
03:14:58.000 How easy is it for the average person to have the kind of treatment that you got, for instance?
03:15:04.000 Monoclonal antibodies are available everywhere.
03:15:06.000 And they're available for free.
03:15:07.000 I don't know if you have insurance or not in Texas, but in Texas they have them for free.
03:15:12.000 That's another Fauci thing, and then we need to Google this to make sure this is true, but my doctor friend told me that Fauci is attempting to limit the availability of monoclonal antibodies because through his words, my friend's words, not mine,
03:15:28.000 not Fauci's, That they are trying to discourage this as an option for unvaccinated people because it's so effective.
03:15:35.000 Because they want people to just get vaccinated.
03:15:38.000 Well, that article that I sent you from CNN today was him being like, I've been a big proponent of these and I don't know what the problem is and why you can't find them.
03:15:47.000 So, I don't...
03:15:48.000 Well, this is also the guy that told you he wasn't involved in gain-of-function research and also the guy who didn't bother to tell everybody they were torturing puppies.
03:15:56.000 Yeah, so that's just what I wonder, because, you know, as we know, our health insurance is fucked, and I think that I was just curious when I was seeing, like, when you threw the kitchen sink at it, I was like, well, would I be able to afford that or get that treatment?
03:16:13.000 Well, all the other stuff is not expensive.
03:16:15.000 Like Z-Packs?
03:16:17.000 Yeah, yeah.
03:16:17.000 That's not expensive.
03:16:19.000 Prednisone is not expensive.
03:16:21.000 And I don't even know if prednisone is good.
03:16:23.000 I've been told by another friend of mine who's a doctor that prednisone was not a good option.
03:16:28.000 And they said that prednisone actually can inhibit your immune system.
03:16:31.000 I don't know.
03:16:32.000 Can a pregnant woman take horse dewormer, Joe?
03:16:36.000 That's a good question.
03:16:36.000 That's a good question.
03:16:37.000 Like, is it a good thing to take if you're pregnant?
03:16:39.000 I don't fucking know.
03:16:40.000 I have no idea.
03:16:42.000 I have no idea.
03:16:43.000 But I do know that they're running studies on ivermectin.
03:16:46.000 There's multiple studies.
03:16:48.000 There's a study going on in the UK. There's a study going on, I want to say it's in North Carolina or South Carolina.
03:16:53.000 But they wouldn't be doing this.
03:16:55.000 Also, here's another thing.
03:16:57.000 200 Congress people were treated with Ivermectin.
03:17:00.000 I know, that's what I was reading somewhere.
03:17:02.000 This idea that this is a horse dewormer is so ridiculous.
03:17:05.000 Yeah, yeah, no.
03:17:05.000 It's been given to billions of people.
03:17:09.000 Do you know there's only 59 million horses on Earth itself?
03:17:12.000 They gave out 90 million doses this year so far of Ivermectin, I think, something like that.
03:17:19.000 Yeah.
03:17:19.000 There's only 59 million horses.
03:17:20.000 The idea that this is for horses is so fucking stupid.
03:17:23.000 Even those stories that were coming out about all the people who are calling into the poison control.
03:17:30.000 When you dig down, it's like two people called.
03:17:32.000 But it's not even just that.
03:17:34.000 The Rolling Stone story was a full-on lie.
03:17:37.000 Rolling Stone is a joke, though.
03:17:38.000 But how much of a joke?
03:17:39.000 Think about this.
03:17:40.000 I mean, they've been a joke since they had to retract that gang rape story.
03:17:43.000 Yeah, the Virginia story.
03:17:45.000 I mean, I think they lost their credibility long ago.
03:17:59.000 You have to take a fuckload of ivermectin, whether it's horse pace or the other, to actually have to go to the hospital to get overdosed.
03:18:07.000 Imagine that many people just gobbling pounds of ivermectin.
03:18:11.000 Second of all, the photo that Rolling Stone used was people outside wearing winter coats.
03:18:16.000 And it was in fucking August in Oklahoma.
03:18:20.000 It's so dumb.
03:18:22.000 It's so dumb.
03:18:24.000 That's why people don't believe anything.
03:18:26.000 They shouldn't believe everything.
03:18:27.000 No, they shouldn't, but where do people go to believe anything?
03:18:33.000 Poison control centers are fielding a surge of ivermectin overdose calls.
03:18:37.000 Yeah, you know what?
03:18:39.000 Wasn't like four of them?
03:18:40.000 It was seriously...
03:18:42.000 It's a surge, Jamie!
03:18:45.000 You're causing vaccine hesitancy!
03:18:48.000 That's my favorite.
03:18:49.000 You're contributing to vaccine hesitancy by telling about your friend who had a stroke.
03:18:54.000 But people are already hesitant.
03:18:56.000 Yeah.
03:18:57.000 I mean, somebody isn't...
03:19:01.000 People have a right to be skeptical.
03:19:03.000 I read this, actually, I think it was like the Wall Street Journal just did an opinion piece about you.
03:19:07.000 They're like, it's time that we admit that Joe, like the way we framed Joe was dishonest or something.
03:19:15.000 It was recently.
03:19:16.000 But at the end, his big point was like, it's okay for people to be skeptical.
03:19:21.000 I'm like, yeah, no shit.
03:19:22.000 That's all you, me, me.
03:19:25.000 People who have been raging against this have been saying is allow people this space to have questions and not delete their video off YouTube if they do.
03:19:36.000 They're still doing it though.
03:19:37.000 They're doing it like crazy on YouTube.
03:19:39.000 They won't allow you to have any mention of ivermectin.
03:19:42.000 It makes people more skeptical.
03:19:44.000 Yeah, if you have, like, ivermectin videos on YouTube, you most certainly will be demonetized.
03:19:49.000 Yeah.
03:19:50.000 And you probably get a strike against you.
03:19:53.000 I mean, the Weinsteins have had strikes against their Dark Horse channel.
03:19:57.000 I know.
03:19:58.000 They've been through a lot with this.
03:19:59.000 It's crazy.
03:20:00.000 It's crazy.
03:20:01.000 I mean, but it's crazy because they're having conversations with evolutionary biologists and virologists and vaccine specialists and We can't take away the ability to be skeptical and ask questions.
03:20:12.000 That is so dangerous.
03:20:13.000 Also, you can't take away the ability for literal scholars in the field of question discussing things.
03:20:22.000 Yeah, yeah.
03:20:23.000 When you are some fucking woke dipshit with a nose ring and blue hair.
03:20:28.000 Yeah, these are the people who have locked Galileo up.
03:20:31.000 Exactly.
03:20:32.000 Exactly.
03:20:32.000 It's like you have to be able to have this kind of scientific inquiry in your society.
03:20:39.000 And the more that you try and push this one thing, the more people are going to be like, eh.
03:20:44.000 Starting to be a little suspicious.
03:20:46.000 There's so much anxiety in the air, and most people are cowards.
03:20:49.000 And in the face of cowardice, in the face of fear, a lot of times people just conform.
03:20:53.000 And they get angry when other people don't conform along with them.
03:20:56.000 And if they can find some sort of a rationale for shaming you or belittling you because you don't also conform...
03:21:03.000 Even if it denies the existence of all sorts of evidence to the contrary, even if it flies in the face of a narrative that has existed forever, which is, don't trust pharmaceutical companies because they use people at goddamn ATM machines, because they just extract money from you and sell you medications that you don't necessarily need.
03:21:19.000 And they also work with politicians to make sure these things are available.
03:21:24.000 And they also have a revolving door with the FDA where they take people who used to work for the FDA and then they put them into fucking nice cushy jobs at these pharmaceutical companies.
03:21:34.000 I was joking about how I chose the brand that got sued for the baby powder.
03:21:45.000 Dave Chappelle has a funny joke about it too.
03:21:47.000 Oh yeah, I saw it on his special.
03:21:49.000 He's very funny.
03:21:50.000 It's just...
03:21:52.000 Yeah, I just, it's a very strange time and I wonder how much of it is people are, yes, people can be cowards, but how much of it is also just they're being forced into an impossible choice, i.e.
03:22:06.000 keep your job or get a shot.
03:22:08.000 And it's just about putting mouths, you know, I'm like people, when you're faced with like ideology and putting food on the table.
03:22:17.000 Yes.
03:22:18.000 People are being forced to make...
03:22:20.000 They're forced.
03:22:20.000 You can't...
03:22:22.000 Terrible choices.
03:22:22.000 Not everyone is rich enough to stand behind their principles.
03:22:25.000 Right.
03:22:25.000 And most people aren't going to do that anyway.
03:22:27.000 Most people are scared.
03:22:28.000 Yeah.
03:22:28.000 And then this is a strange colliding of ideas.
03:22:34.000 Because you have at the same time people that are being forced to make these choices in order to keep their jobs while we're exposing lies about these people that are pushing this in the first place.
03:22:48.000 As this house of cards is falling, they're getting more and more aggressive.
03:22:53.000 I know about pushing these narratives instead of like slowing down and and instead of like exploring treatments and instead of like having a real open conversation about the risk versus reward of using these vaccines on children instead of like looking at like hey this myocarditis that you say is mild What's the data?
03:23:13.000 Show me what's the data on people recovering from this.
03:23:16.000 What's the data on these young boys that are more prone to myocarditis because of these vaccines, particularly the Moderna vaccine, which, by the way, they're pulling in many of these countries for people under 30. Outside the U.S., there's other countries that are saying,
03:23:32.000 no, this...
03:23:35.000 Adverse reactions that people are having to the Moderna vaccines are causing us to pause.
03:23:40.000 But we have a very strange relationship with pharmaceutical drug companies in this country.
03:23:45.000 This is one of only two countries on planet Earth where the pharmaceutical drug companies are allowed to advertise.
03:23:51.000 I know.
03:23:52.000 If you ever talk to Europeans about watching American television, they're always just blown away by how many pharmaceutical ads there are.
03:24:00.000 You can tell a lot about the audience.
03:24:03.000 I was watching a Fox show, and it's like, oh, the olds are watching this show based on the pharmaceuticals.
03:24:09.000 But with CNN, it's all ads for pharmaceuticals for schizophrenics.
03:24:13.000 Yeah.
03:24:14.000 Anti-depressions.
03:24:15.000 So the crazies are watching this channel.
03:24:18.000 Well, the anxiety-ridden people are watching CNN. The liberals, for whatever reason, first of all, I think there's probably a direct correlation between the lack of guns in the household and them being anxiety-ridden.
03:24:29.000 Because, for real.
03:24:31.000 And do you know how many fucking liberal friends that I have that are, again, it seems like now, looking for guns again.
03:24:38.000 Yeah.
03:24:38.000 Again?
03:24:39.000 It seems like it's ramped up again.
03:24:40.000 Oh, we went through this the last time I was here.
03:24:42.000 All of our liberal friends were calling us.
03:24:44.000 The supply chain.
03:24:45.000 Yeah, they are.
03:24:46.000 But the supply chain is changing access to certain things like bullets and stuff.
03:24:52.000 It's really hard to get bullets right now.
03:24:54.000 People are kind of freaking out.
03:24:55.000 I've had people talk to me about how to get bullets.
03:24:57.000 It's so weird, too, because I think a lot about the flight people, all the flight attendants, the pilots.
03:25:03.000 They were flying through the whole pandemic.
03:25:06.000 I went to freaking South Africa in February in the middle of the South African strain, which they're not allowed to call those things anymore.
03:25:15.000 Can you call it an English strain?
03:25:17.000 I bet you could.
03:25:17.000 If there was a strain in England.
03:25:19.000 Probably.
03:25:19.000 The English strain.
03:25:20.000 Oh, fine.
03:25:21.000 Meanwhile, England is a very diverse place now.
03:25:25.000 We think of English as being all white people.
03:25:28.000 You go over to English, you find a lot of people from Pakistan, from Africa.
03:25:31.000 Yeah, it's very diverse.
03:25:32.000 Very diverse.
03:25:33.000 But if you had an English strain, you might be able to pull it off.
03:25:36.000 I mean, it was funny to me that you couldn't call it.
03:25:40.000 I was like, well, they can't call it the Chinese virus, but they're calling it the South African strain.
03:25:44.000 This seems like a very strange conflict.
03:25:47.000 Well, it's the really super hardcore conservative TV shows like OAN and Newsmax.
03:25:53.000 Oh, yeah, those are real far away.
03:25:55.000 Those ones all call it the Chinese flu.
03:25:58.000 Oh, do they still?
03:25:59.000 The Chinese virus.
03:26:01.000 The Chinese virus.
03:26:02.000 That's what freaking Trump called our next president, probably.
03:26:05.000 That's why they do it, because their supporters are probably like, Yeah!
03:26:08.000 I love how they call it the Chinese virus.
03:26:11.000 Do you think he's...
03:26:12.000 I mean, I was so wrong.
03:26:13.000 I thought for sure...
03:26:15.000 I thought for sure he was gonna win.
03:26:17.000 I wrote a whole piece about what I got wrong, and I've been wrong about so many things.
03:26:21.000 And the last time I sat down with you, I think it was right before...
03:26:23.000 Was it after the election?
03:26:26.000 Or right before it.
03:26:27.000 I think it was right before it.
03:26:29.000 There's enough people that were terrified of him, and the media did a really good job of freaking everybody out about the possibilities.
03:26:34.000 Like, look, we dodged this bullet for four years.
03:26:37.000 But do you think that 2024?
03:26:37.000 Oh, he's going to win.
03:26:40.000 I thought this last time.
03:26:41.000 If he stays alive...
03:26:42.000 Well, here's the thing.
03:26:43.000 I don't think Biden...
03:26:44.000 I think he's like Rocky training, losing weight.
03:26:47.000 Biden has a real possibility of not making it in terms of, like, his body.
03:26:53.000 Like, that thing that he did the other day where he's locked up, And also just the way he talks, he's clearly struggling.
03:26:59.000 And, you know, I have a friend and she lost her dad to Alzheimer's.
03:27:03.000 And she was saying, I watched all this.
03:27:06.000 And she goes, and then he was dead.
03:27:07.000 Yeah, yeah.
03:27:08.000 And this is coming.
03:27:10.000 I mean, this is fucking coming.
03:27:12.000 This is what I talked about when people were mad at me and they were, you're a Trump supporter.
03:27:17.000 That's not what I said.
03:27:18.000 What I said is I would vote for Trump before I vote for Biden.
03:27:21.000 Because Biden is severely mentally compromised.
03:27:24.000 This is what I was thinking.
03:27:25.000 Back then.
03:27:26.000 It's way worse now.
03:27:27.000 Now everybody knows it.
03:27:29.000 Now no one can lie.
03:27:31.000 It's just there.
03:27:32.000 These things where he just starts rambling and he called someone the president of Pennsylvania.
03:27:36.000 He says crazy shit like that.
03:27:39.000 He said the other day, I was a president of the United States for 36 years.
03:27:43.000 He said he was the vice president.
03:27:45.000 He said he was down at the border?
03:27:46.000 Yeah, he was in 2008 apparently.
03:27:48.000 Drove right through real fast in a limo.
03:27:50.000 I've been to the border.
03:27:51.000 Sure, I've been there.
03:27:52.000 I've been there.
03:27:53.000 How about chickens?
03:27:54.000 That lock-up thing, that was strange.
03:27:57.000 I said on Dumpster Fire, he looks like a baby taking a poo in his nappies behind a chair.
03:28:04.000 Maybe he's trying to hold back diarrhea.
03:28:06.000 Maybe he's innocent.
03:28:07.000 It's just so weird.
03:28:09.000 It's such a...
03:28:10.000 Yeah, so then we have this...
03:28:12.000 I was...
03:28:13.000 You know what he looked like?
03:28:14.000 I'm mentally preparing myself for Trump running and maybe winning only because I worry about the mental health of everyone around me in the event that that happens.
03:28:30.000 Here's how he could lose if like Ron DeSantis got together with Greg Abbott And they created a Republican Party of people that ran states in a way that kept businesses open.
03:28:45.000 And everybody wants a shit on Florida, including people from, like, Billy Corbin's running in here, running all these numbers about people in Florida.
03:28:51.000 Like, yeah, a lot of people in Florida died from the virus.
03:28:53.000 They also died in California.
03:28:55.000 And when you adjust to age, when you age adjust, like, how many people died, it's not really much of a difference.
03:29:01.000 There are a lot of olds in Florida.
03:29:03.000 A lot of olds.
03:29:03.000 Yeah, but Florida's economy did fucking way better.
03:29:07.000 Way better.
03:29:08.000 Right.
03:29:08.000 I mean, it really didn't suffer the way California's economy did.
03:29:11.000 And it's weird that they don't take these things into consideration at all.
03:29:14.000 Exactly.
03:29:14.000 So did Texas.
03:29:15.000 But I think people that have lost their businesses, people that have taken a big hit, those people do look at these people that are not forcing mandates, won't enforce them, and then did allow these things to stay open.
03:29:26.000 If they can get those two guys together...
03:29:29.000 They might be able to pull it off and defeat Trump.
03:29:30.000 Yeah, but do you think those two are going to take the risk of running against Trump in a primary and alienating their entire base?
03:29:40.000 I don't know if they would be alienating their entire base.
03:29:43.000 I don't know.
03:29:43.000 It depends.
03:29:44.000 I mean, he's still got a lot of support.
03:29:46.000 He does.
03:29:46.000 And maybe they think that he's the best way to win.
03:29:48.000 I don't know.
03:29:49.000 But here's the thing.
03:29:50.000 The real problem is on the left.
03:29:52.000 The real problem is on the left.
03:29:54.000 Because President Kamala Harris is poisoned.
03:29:57.000 No one wants that.
03:29:59.000 And then the other thing is Biden.
03:30:00.000 It's like, I don't know if he can make it.
03:30:02.000 And the idea of voting for him again and pretending that he's doing a good job is crazy.
03:30:07.000 I want to reach out to...
03:30:08.000 Right before the election, I had people emailing me at IamPoliticallyHomeless at gmail.com and they were...
03:30:16.000 Is that yours?
03:30:17.000 Yeah.
03:30:18.000 IamPoliticallyHomeless at gmail...
03:30:19.000 Yeah.
03:30:19.000 Well, we have a sub stack, too.
03:30:21.000 Heyo!
03:30:22.000 They're coming in.
03:30:23.000 So we started a sub stack because I want to start posting a lot of these letters with people's permission and my husband and I are starting a podcast and it's fascinating.
03:30:33.000 I want to reach out to all the people who said they were voting for Biden And it was all people, people who came from the right to the center, people who, I mean, thousands of emails right before the election.
03:30:44.000 Tim Pool actually was like talking all about this on his show right before because it was why I really, and I'm sure a lot of it is confirmation bias, but it was really why I thought Trump was going to win because so many people were red-pilled.
03:30:56.000 I think it is confirmation bias because there's so many people that just did not want him in the office anymore.
03:31:02.000 He's so polarizing.
03:31:03.000 And they were also hoping...
03:31:05.000 He wore people down.
03:31:06.000 Yes.
03:31:06.000 They were also hoping that once he got into office, he was going to change and become more presidential.
03:31:11.000 Right.
03:31:11.000 And drop that sort of bombastic rhetoric.
03:31:13.000 And he didn't.
03:31:14.000 And he can't.
03:31:15.000 I mean, I always said the only person who could beat Trump is Trump.
03:31:17.000 And I think that's actually what happened.
03:31:19.000 Like, he just could not get out of his own way long enough.
03:31:22.000 How is that true, though, if Biden beat him?
03:31:25.000 I mean, I think, but I think if he had been able to get out of his own way long enough and like you said, be less of the kind of narcissistic personality that he is, he might have been able to win.
03:31:39.000 I think what's gonna make him win is Biden as a president.
03:31:43.000 I think Biden being a president where, you know, we're not talking about Biden from 1988. We're talking about Biden from 2021 and he's got problems.
03:31:52.000 And it's like, we're all going to have those fucking problems when we're 78 years old.
03:31:55.000 Well, I do think the problems people are experiencing now in America compared to what they were experiencing with Trump, which were maybe more psychological, are a lot more real.
03:32:05.000 A lot more tangible in real life.
03:32:07.000 Having a lot more effect on their money and their life and their mandates and businesses.
03:32:13.000 And that wasn't necessarily the case.
03:32:15.000 It was a lot of people just really losing their minds.
03:32:17.000 And what's interesting is Trump is very pro-vaccine.
03:32:20.000 He's just not very pro-mandates.
03:32:22.000 He's very pro-vaccine.
03:32:23.000 He's telling people, you should get the vaccine.
03:32:24.000 I got the vaccine.
03:32:25.000 I'm happy.
03:32:25.000 And he got the vaccine after he was sick.
03:32:28.000 So he got COVID, got through it, and then got vaccinated on top of that.
03:32:32.000 Look, I think that if someone can come along and offer real, legitimate solutions to the problems that we're facing that aren't getting any better.
03:32:43.000 Did you see that fucking, the pile of people that came through the border?
03:32:48.000 Yeah.
03:32:48.000 The Mexican police tried to stop and then they came charging through.
03:32:52.000 Did you see that yesterday?
03:32:53.000 That was recent.
03:32:53.000 Yeah.
03:32:54.000 Yesterday.
03:32:54.000 Yeah.
03:32:55.000 Fucking insane.
03:32:56.000 A caravan of, it looked like, I don't know how many tens of thousands of people that was.
03:33:01.000 People are- They looked like Bert's entire crowd in Tallahassee.
03:33:04.000 That was in, was that in Mexico or is that- Yes.
03:33:06.000 Yeah.
03:33:06.000 Yeah.
03:33:07.000 And these are the things I think the average American is very concerned about.
03:33:13.000 They're concerned about inflation.
03:33:14.000 They're concerned that their dollar isn't going as far.
03:33:17.000 I had a trucker on my podcast and I said, what's the big, the conversation we're having, the people who are having conversations, and the people who are kind of on the ground, what's the stuff that's missing?
03:33:31.000 What might we be missing?
03:33:33.000 And over and over I just heard from people in my DMs Inflation.
03:33:38.000 They're like, when people start realizing that that dollar isn't worth anything, it's gonna be, make sure you have guns.
03:33:47.000 And on that note, we just did three and a half hours.
03:33:51.000 Oh, wow.
03:33:52.000 Crazy.
03:33:53.000 We could do this every time.
03:33:54.000 That's crazy.
03:33:55.000 You and I can't stop talking.
03:33:56.000 I know.
03:33:57.000 Together, we're like...
03:33:57.000 Well, we haven't talked in an hour.
03:34:00.000 I know, I know.
03:34:00.000 So we had a lot of catching up to do.
03:34:01.000 I know, we do.
03:34:02.000 We did.
03:34:02.000 We've got to do it more often.
03:34:04.000 Well, we're definitely not staying in California.
03:34:08.000 As soon as my husband has his license, we're out of here.
03:34:11.000 Come on out here, Bridget.
03:34:13.000 And I think the market's flattening out.
03:34:15.000 Yes, it is.
03:34:16.000 Until they start vaccinating kids in California.
03:34:20.000 Yeah.
03:34:20.000 And then they'll start piling in here again.
03:34:22.000 I love you.
03:34:22.000 Thank you for having me on.
03:34:23.000 It's always a pleasure.
03:34:24.000 It's so much fun.
03:34:25.000 Oh, tell everybody how to get to your podcast, how to get into Walk-Ins Welcome, and Dumpster Fire.
03:34:31.000 Find me on Twitter.
03:34:33.000 That's where I still live, unfortunately.
03:34:35.000 Although, follow me on Instagram.
03:34:36.000 I'm more active there these days.
03:34:38.000 You're getting healthier.
03:34:39.000 I'm getting healthier.
03:34:40.000 While you have a child inside of your body, I recommend saving the fuck off Twitter.
03:34:44.000 Look for the me dancing pregnant videos on Instagram.
03:34:47.000 Hey-o.
03:34:49.000 And that's all with Bridget Phetasy.
03:34:51.000 You can find Walk-Ins Welcome anywhere podcasts are available.
03:34:55.000 That is my baby.
03:34:56.000 It deserves so much love.
03:34:58.000 I have Dumpster Fire on Rumble.
03:35:00.000 I'm going to promote Rumble.
03:35:02.000 It's also on YouTube.
03:35:04.000 Go follow me on Rumble.
03:35:06.000 Phetasy.com is where we have unedited Dumpster Fire, which is really where the real shit is.
03:35:12.000 And that's just where there's a nice community.
03:35:14.000 I do workouts with the girls in there, with the women every day.
03:35:18.000 Super fun.
03:35:18.000 Women!
03:35:19.000 Women!
03:35:22.000 Your podcast is awesome, too.
03:35:24.000 It's very funny.
03:35:25.000 It's infectiously fun.
03:35:27.000 Your laughter and also very insightful.
03:35:30.000 It's a perfect combination of intelligent and funny.
03:35:33.000 The dumpster fire one?
03:35:34.000 All of them.
03:35:35.000 Everything you do.
03:35:35.000 I love walk-ins because I get to talk to people like, you know, we had Megyn Kelly, I have Ben on again, Shapiro.
03:35:42.000 He's hopeful.
03:35:43.000 Is he?
03:35:43.000 Yeah, he is.
03:35:44.000 Moved to Florida, that's why.
03:35:45.000 He's hopeful because people are moving with their feet.
03:35:47.000 And he said it's easier to be hopeful in places like Texas and Florida.
03:35:51.000 Yes, I think he's right.
03:35:51.000 But he's like, no hope for California.
03:35:53.000 But yeah, so we have amazing huge guests.
03:35:56.000 It's like the little podcast that could.
03:35:58.000 Okay.
03:35:58.000 And Joe told me to start it, so you have to listen.
03:36:01.000 Yay!
03:36:01.000 I'm glad you listened.
03:36:03.000 All right.
03:36:04.000 Bye, everybody.
03:36:05.000 Bye.