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00:02:27.000And he said, like that, it turned into a dot in the sky.
00:02:30.000He said like that it turned into a star like that and he says to this day exactly the same thing.
00:02:36.000He goes Paul I always used to think those people were fucking nuts.
00:02:38.000He goes all those people I thought they were fucking hillbillies somewhere in the Midwest just trying to get attention.
00:02:43.000He goes I know what the fuck I saw and he goes and I wish I didn't see it because I still dream about it and I know what the fuck I saw and I know it wasn't from here.
00:04:02.000That's a recreation of what Bob Lazar allegedly worked on in Area S4. Yeah.
00:04:08.000And that's exactly how he described it.
00:04:11.000He said this thing was running on something called Element 115. Element 115 is apparently some element that was just theoretical until like the early 2000s.
00:04:22.000I think it was like 2013 or something like that.
00:04:25.000They recreated it in a large hadron collider.
00:04:28.000But before in a particle collider but before that He was saying that these people had he was talking about this in 1989 that these people Who were working on this thing trying to back engineer it they described it as being some sort there's some sort of an engine that works Off of this element and that what it does is it bends gravity.
00:04:51.000So instead of like a rocket where fire comes out the back and it pushes the rocket forward, this thing bends space and time.
00:04:59.000So it bends gravity and pushes it through.
00:05:04.000The thing is, it sounds crazy, but all these things that these pilots have seen that they describe having no heat signature, no visible means of propulsion, they all move in that same way.
00:05:27.000Like any sort of engine, which is wild.
00:05:29.000It is pretty wild, but I mean, you know, everybody's like, well, I ain't seen shit, but if one person saw it, if they only came down for like a half hour or an hour, you know, a few people saw it, then it took off and never came back again, those people would be confused, like your dad, probably,
00:05:45.000for the rest of their lives, just thinking about it.
00:05:47.000Yeah, and he's so detailed every single time.
00:05:51.000And he says, he goes, what I don't like about seeing it was I knew that I was seeing something that was just unexplained and not from here.
00:06:06.000Probably making sure we don't blow ourselves up probably when every civilization I think there's probably a bunch of different kinds of life forms in space right like Millions of different times, but I think they must know that we operate off of Biological needs,
00:06:25.000like we have a biological need to procreate, a biological need to protect our village and to protect our stuff, and so we're warring still, but yet we're moving this technological age of sophistication where we have nuclear bombs and video that travels on your phone to the other side of the world in a half a second and all the wild shit that we can do now that makes it very complex for us to manage Both our primate instincts and the responsibility of having incredible power.
00:06:55.000So they're probably like, let's just fucking keep an eye on these assholes.
00:08:13.000You know, what if they took like a chimpanzee or they took something that was here first, fucked it, and was like, let's look at this thing grow.
00:08:20.000And then they're just looking and they're showing up.
00:08:22.000That's one of the things Bob Lazar said.
00:09:12.000They're not homo sapiens, but they were in the humanoid category, and they were three feet tall, they used tools, and they think they might have even had conflicts with people.
00:09:54.000I was discovered in 2003. So up until 2003, they didn't even know this was a thing.
00:10:00.000And they know that these creatures lived alongside human beings.
00:10:05.000I think the fossils they found were as recent as somewhere in the neighborhood of 10,000 years ago.
00:10:10.000So somewhere around 10,000 years ago, there was a creature that was like a tiny human-like, like, had hands like a human, a face like a human, but it was three feet tall, covered in hair, used tools, and lived alongside people.
00:11:15.000So my mother's there, and my father doesn't tell anybody about the UFO. And he goes, then your fucking mother yells across the barbecue, hey Tommy, tell everybody about the flying saucer we saw!
00:11:29.000And he goes, no, I don't know, she's drinking.
00:11:41.000You bring up today, you saw a UFO. Oh, Verzi saw a UFO. Yeah.
00:11:44.000But at least you have commercial airline pilots going, hey, we see some shit right now that's going, doing some shit that these things shouldn't do.
00:12:32.000Worst workplace drug testing started off after President Ronald Reagan required it for federal employees in 1986. And it peaked during the drug war of the 1990s.
00:13:47.000Diehard Knicks, because I'm a Yankees-Giants, but I've won with them.
00:13:50.000My problem child is the Knicks, and I got my son into it and shit, and we go down, and I'm sitting next to this guy, and he's got his hair slicked back, and everybody's coming up to him, and he's got the beard, and I'm looking at this guy, and I'm drinking vodka.
00:14:01.000They just pour vodkas, and I'm just, I'm fucking hammered courtside.
00:14:05.000And this guy, and I don't know who this guy is, so at halftime, they take you back to where everybody's drinking and eating.
00:14:11.000So finally, they're like, yeah, the guy you're sitting next to is the Mets, the new manager of the Mets, Mickey Calloway.
00:17:18.000My wife and I have been together almost 20 years and married almost 15, and when she has me dead to rights, she just looks and we both know.
00:17:27.000Well, don't do steroids in front of her then.
00:19:45.000Sammy said in a 2019 interview with Univision after a photo was taken at the Grammy Latino Awards.
00:19:50.000What happened was that I've been using the cream for a long time that combined with the bright TV lights made my face look whiter than it really is.
00:19:57.000I don't think I look like Michael Jackson, he said then.
00:20:24.000Where do you stand with, like, what they can do as far as, like...
00:20:30.000Tattoos, piercings, doing shit like that because my kids are not ready for it.
00:20:33.000My daughter's 10 and my son is 13. You know, my daughter has earrings and stuff like that.
00:20:38.000I don't know if my son's interested in certain things yet, but are you gonna be one of those to be like, you know, be careful like I don't want you doing that or it's like whatever?
00:20:46.000I don't think that I have any control over my children's bodies once they become adults.
00:20:57.000I want to give them as much information as I can.
00:21:00.000I want to, you know, make sure that they do a lot of things that build up their character and their self-esteem and then allow them to make choices.
00:21:09.000I think the best thing that you could do is have a dialogue with your kids where they know they could always talk to you about things.
00:21:14.000So, like, I... My wife is more restrictive than me when it comes to television or computer use.
00:21:24.000She puts screen time on their phones and shit like that.
00:21:28.000I feel like you've got to be very careful to not be too controlling because then your kid will try to rebel.
00:21:35.000People don't like being told what to do.
00:21:37.000It's like when your boss isn't looking and then you go do things you're not supposed to do.
00:21:51.000I have restrictions, like time restrictions and tell me where you're going to be and that kind of stuff, but I'm all about communication with my kids.
00:22:00.000I talk to them I definitely talk to them like I'm their father, like I love them, and I treat them, I always tell them I love them, I treat them like they're my daughters, but I also treat them like they're my friends.
00:22:11.000Yeah, I do too, and one thing that I tell my kids too is, You know, you're great and worth all your insecurities are normal because we all have them and you're gonna have them and you're gonna walk into a public situation and feel less than for some reason.
00:22:29.000You know, when we say we love you and you're the fucking best, you are.
00:22:33.000And I got that from when Mike Tyson went to Customato and he was a broken kid from Brownsville, Brooklyn.
00:22:42.000And he was either going to be, he had friends that were gangbanging, he was either going to go to jail or get killed.
00:22:47.000And this guy, Customato, takes this 17 year old, whatever, was he 13?
00:22:52.000Oh yeah, that's right, he started to compete at that age.
00:22:54.000Takes this kid and he said he's sitting in his house eating dinner going, I could rob that, I could take that vase, I could take this shit.
00:23:01.000And there's video of Customato being like, you're great, you're going to be a champion, lifting this kid up.
00:23:07.000And I always tell my son when he feels bad, I go, it's normal to feel like that.
00:24:01.000They don't want to do but they're just doing it to be because I did dumb shit cuz I come from a broken home So I had no security in my family.
00:24:07.000My parents got divorced So I would I would you know at 13 years old I was drinking.
00:24:13.000I think that You know, it's it's very important for kids to know that you went through a lot of bad shit too in terms of like the way you think about things when you think about yourself and Because, like, they see you now, and you're successful, and you got a Netflix special, and you're fucking doing great on the road and everything,
00:24:30.000and it's like, oh, dad's a successful comedian.
00:24:41.000I think all that stuff is very important for kids to know because people have this tendency to look at other people like they have it all sorted out.
00:25:02.000One of the things I always tell my kids is whenever they fuck up, Whenever they do something wrong, one of the first things I say before I say, hey, you shouldn't have done that, I'll say, listen, I did that and more.
00:25:38.000And you know what's funny, and you know this as a comedian, is some of the best shows I ever had was the most insecure and fucking scared I was.
00:28:40.000And I knew that we put together a really good show.
00:28:42.000But the night before, you get fucking like, you're like, hey, you wake up.
00:28:46.000And I woke up and I looked at my phone and the review started to come in.
00:28:49.000I don't like to look a lot, but I just wanted to look at the initial.
00:28:53.000I was driving to the airport, and it was the first time I actually got emotional.
00:28:59.000I wasn't like that, but I started to just think of...
00:29:04.000Leaving my family, getting on fucking airplanes, you know, all of the hotel rooms, everything, 20 years, telling my wife like I'm working, my wife's seeing it, and then just everybody hit me up saying this and that, and I just started to tear up, and I was just like, you know, wow, like in my mind, not like made it in like industry's mind.
00:29:21.000Not made it rich fame-wise, but for me, to all of the shit that I did, to have a Comedy Central special, which fucking nobody saw, and then to end up doing this and having something out that people were just like, man, I laughed the whole time.
00:31:08.000It's like, who are these fucking uncreative people, and they have terrible ideas, and they all want to put their fucking greasy little mitts all over your stuff.
00:31:27.000I'd get up from dinner on a Tuesday to go run to the city for a $25 fuckin' spot for a fuckin' booker that everybody was afraid of.
00:31:35.000I think COVID put things into perspective though, Joe.
00:31:41.000I think the hamster wheel of what people were doing and then you sat back and you're like, wait a minute, let me slow this down a little bit and fuckin' figure things out.
00:31:51.000A lot of people changed their life during COVID for the better.
00:31:53.000I mean, for a lot of people, it was terrible.
00:31:55.000They lost their businesses and lost family members and shit, but it wasn't a good thing.
00:32:00.000But it was an opportunity to advance from adversity.
00:32:05.000Adversity gives you little doors where you're like, hey, you don't like what you're doing, and now they're taking it away from you, so here's a chance.
00:32:46.000I just want to get better at stand-up.
00:32:48.000Every hour I put out, I want it to be better.
00:32:50.000I want to do some acting, because I love that a little bit.
00:32:53.000Here and there when I get parts, I'm like, this is actually kind of fun to do, but my end game is to just keep getting better at stand-up and putting stuff out.
00:33:01.000I didn't drop out of college to do anything else.
00:33:03.000I didn't drop out of college to do anything else but stand-up and get better.
00:33:08.000Now I'll do everything else that I have around it.
00:33:12.000You know podcasts and do all that stuff, but I you know, I love I love telling a joke I love telling a story and that's why I got into this man and Mikey, you know, yeah The best do you remember when you were an open mic or knew this thought of the dream was just Greg Fitzsimmons and I started out a week apart from each other and You know,
00:33:30.000I just saw him a couple days ago in LA. We were super tight.
00:33:33.000Yeah And we would just sit around going, imagine what it would be like to pay your bills with comedy.
00:35:25.000I think there's a lot of people that run through this world and they think they look great when they look like shit and they think they're skinny when they're fat and they think they're smart when they're dumb.
00:35:43.000But the thing is, the feeling that sucks about not being good, about being fat, about being a loser, that feeling that sucks is a motivational tool.
00:35:54.000And some people don't like the feeling.
00:38:41.000One of the first times I'm headlining, I'm in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina, right outside Myrtle Beach, South Carolina, at a place called Carolina Comedy Club.
00:39:08.000People are just fucking, people are jumping off, you know, and I come out there, and I can have them, like, look at this fucking Yankee, like, you know, and I'm fighting through it, I'm fighting through it, but you know who is?
00:39:17.000Jordan Rock, Chris's youngest brother, who does stand-up.
00:39:32.000I said Tony's one of the most underrated...
00:39:34.000Dude, I opened for him like eight years ago, and I went in to go watch him for five minutes, and I just stayed there for 40 because he was killing.
00:39:39.000But their younger brother, their youngest brother, Jordan, he was hosting.
00:39:46.000I started to win them, but there were two people in the crowd that were smiling and laughing that gave me the strength and energy to just...
00:39:52.000I mean, I had it anyway, but like they...
00:39:54.000I was like looking to them and it was Chris Rock's mother.
00:39:57.000It was Chris Rock's mother and her friend.
00:40:43.000But for me, my parents took me to see Live in the Sunset Strip when I was like, I guess I was like 14 or 15. I was like first or second year of high school.
00:41:22.000And I'm just, I'm 10. So how does that resonate with a 10-year-old?
00:41:25.000And I just was like, oh my god, he put me in a movie.
00:41:29.000Like, he put me, I pictured his father in the kitchen writing that, and I'm just sitting there locked in, and I was like, this is the dude, man.
00:41:45.000We played a thing the other day when we did a Protect Our Parks podcast with Gillis and Norman and Ari, and we watched this clip of him accepting an award, and he goes up and accepts an award and then does some stand-up.
00:41:58.000He talked about Bill Cosby, did a Bill Cosby impression about them taking away Bill Cosby's awards.
00:42:03.000It was fucking good, man, like solid timing.
00:42:14.000There was talk a few years ago about him doing a Netflix special, but I think for a guy like him, it's just like, you know, it's hard to like, you gotta do, you gotta just show up and start doing sets and then, you know, it's so easy for him to just show up on a movie set and he's the fucking man.
00:43:02.000Then I was going, the whole time last year, I would have been out working on my act, trying to get my shit right, and then the whole thing shut down.
00:43:08.000Hey, when the pandemic is over, and it's safe for everybody to go out and do it, then the plan is to do it.
00:43:13.000Alright, well the pandemic's over, Eddie.
00:45:16.000They would have, even when they were married, I remember I was five years old before they got divorced, but like Johnny Carson would be on.
00:45:33.000It's I mean I know I'm not saying that to be a self-important person because I'm a comedian But I mean for me just for me if I never did comedy again Comedy is important for me just because like to laugh at things.
00:45:47.000Oh The the fucking internet provides me with so much goddamn the the my friends like the memes that we send each other back and forth Yeah, they just fine.
00:45:57.000I don't know who's making them and You know, I mean, I wish I knew all the guys who made all the memes so that I could credit them, but my God, there's some funny shit.
00:46:05.000It's a totally different kind of comedy.
00:47:33.000The feeling you get when a big group of people is crying laughing and I'm talking about like when you see somebody like I love seeing the couple but I love seeing the woman go like I love seeing the woman go like this and the husband comes up after like dude she she she was crying laughing I love seeing my wife that's just such a cool emotion to give somebody because it's the only job it's the only job where that happens We actually make somebody,
00:47:57.000you know, and what about when somebody's like, hey man, things were going really, you know, I went to Buffalo right after that shooting.
00:49:47.000But they put out that letter before they put it out saying, like, if you don't want to work with people whose content you don't agree with, please leave.
00:51:26.000Yeah, I had this bit, and this lady, it turned out she was like an executive at some television network, which makes sense that she was so confident.
00:52:38.000And the Secret Service guy who's having coffee, who wasn't even on duty, guy who's having coffee, sees this guy run through the White House and tackles him.
00:55:43.000You know, they're just kind people, progressive, educated people.
00:55:47.000But New York has like a, there's a thing going on there now where they think they're gonna revolutionize culture, they're gonna change culture, and they're gonna force everybody to think the way they think.
00:55:56.000I got no problem with liberal, it's beyond liberal.
00:55:59.000Like far, far right and far, far left, that's like the issue.
00:56:03.000I got no problem with somebody, Democrat, Republican, it's the people that take it to a level that's just like, can I say something?
00:56:09.000Can I have a fucking opinion on something?
00:56:10.000And if that opinion doesn't fit, You know, one thing that I saw, and I know people talk about the Kanye West thing, but it's fucking really abusive to call somebody crazy because they don't agree or they like somebody that you don't like.
00:56:28.000Now listen, I know Kanye West probably has his issues, like we all do, but calling somebody crazy because they don't fall with the narrative or because they may like somebody politically like that, that's fucking evil, man.
00:57:17.000He was showing me, we're on a FaceTime, and he's showing me the images that he had drafted that people had made for him about this design that he wanted to do.
00:57:27.000The only thing that fucked it up was that Jamie got COVID. And it would have been complicated to move everything to another place and Red Band sat in for Jamie.
00:58:22.000And I'm not saying everything he says I agree with.
00:58:24.000But as soon as he did that and said, hey, like, let's see what this guy has to say.
00:58:29.000And I would do this for anybody, whether it was Trump or the other side, but as soon as he said that, since the media didn't like that, it felt like it was just like, is he okay?
00:58:36.000Yeah, he was definitely not demonized before that the way he was afterwards.
00:58:39.000I mean, everybody thought he was, like, eccentric before that, and then they thought he was crazy.
00:59:16.000It's one of my favorite videos is Kanye with a MAGA hat on and he's in the White House with Trump and Trump is just sitting there listening to him.
00:59:26.000Kanye's ranting and, you know, Kanye goes down roads and he just keeps ranting and just ranting about things and talking about things.
00:59:34.000I think that's the way his mind works.
00:59:35.000I think it's just a fucking, there it is.
01:01:37.000Well, I just don't like, you know, I just don't like if anything is different, you just really do get fucking, you know, you get demonized or you just get the way they go at you, man.
01:03:00.000When people talk about cancel culture isn't real or cancel culture is real, whatever you want to call cancel culture.
01:03:06.000But what is real is that people, especially with the advent of social media, because everybody has a point, Everybody has an opinion that they can express.
01:03:15.000They love to pile on and then try to do something about it.
01:03:19.000They love to try to attack someone's sponsors.
01:03:22.000They do that with various people where they'll go after their sponsors or they try to get their videos removed from YouTube or they're doing things like that.
01:03:30.000It's just because people have the ability to enact change.
01:03:34.000And it only really works if companies give in to it.
01:03:37.000And to Spotify's credit, one of the brilliant things that they did was nothing.
01:03:42.000They just said, you know, we're not going to censor rappers.
01:03:45.000We're not going to stop them from saying what they want to say.
01:03:56.000I'm glad they did that because they, well, Also, they took a giant fucking hit in their stocks.
01:04:00.000Their stock came fucking tumbling down when Elon was talking about how they're unwatchable because of their woke ideology.
01:04:08.000And then, you know, that Cuties movie.
01:04:10.000There was like a bunch of things that happened where everybody's like, hey, hey, what the fuck are you guys doing?
01:04:15.000And so then they kind of reeled it in and with the Dave Chappelle thing the Dave Chappelle thing pissed me off more than anything because first of all Dave's a good friend and he's amazing.
01:04:24.000He's an amazing guy He's an amazing comedian and the bits that he had on his show were not transphobic.
01:04:31.000They just weren't What they were was him talking about someone that was a very close friend of his that committed suicide.
01:04:39.000It was almost like a love letter to a friend that committed suicide who happened to be transgender and along the way there's some jokes about it.
01:06:12.000If you see someone and they're attacking someone like a Chappelle or a Chris Rock or someone who's at the top of the game or Louis or Bill, a lot of times those people are doing it And they're coming at it from a place of envy.
01:06:26.000I actually just had a conversation with a comic about this last night.
01:06:29.000He was shitting on this comic and I said, hey man, I'm like, that guy is a nice fucking guy and he's funny.
01:06:35.000I was like, he's a nice guy and he's a funny guy.
01:06:38.000And just because he's doing well and you're not, don't come to me with that shit because you could be doing that about me when I'm not looking.
01:07:39.000You start comparing your life and like, my God, man, you could be living in a third world country under the rule of a dictator, you know, with food rations, barely getting by, watching your children go hungry.
01:07:49.000Instead, you're out there killing it, and you're upset because someone's killing it more than you?
01:08:21.000But going back to what you said, it's like...
01:08:24.000I cut people like that out because, you know, coming up there would be people like, you know, because I would be, the knock on me was always, oh, Verzi's too positive.
01:10:14.000And if my path is that I'm too positive and that I'm a fucking happy guy and I'm kind of content with my life and my family and shit and you're going to knock that, then knock it.
01:10:23.000Because I'll be honest, dude, I don't have time for it, man.
01:10:36.000Nothing is going to hurt me because I've been to fucking hell.
01:10:39.000So if I'm going to see some guy doing good, or I'm going to see somebody going good, but man, if somebody does shit that I don't respect, I may go, if me and you were smoking a stick, I'd be like, dude, I wouldn't fucking, you know, I don't know if I would do that.
01:10:52.000But it would never be in like a, because that's just not who I am.
01:10:56.000And if people want to knock that, but it's projection.
01:10:58.000It's really projection of what people have going on with themselves.
01:11:04.000It's a lot of just, they don't like where they're at, and so they compare, and they don't like what other people are doing because it makes them think about what they're doing.
01:11:16.000I used to not like alt clubs for that reason, because you'd go to an alt club and people would be mad if you tried hard.
01:11:22.000Like, I remember, like, there was some comics that were making fun of this guy for being so physical.
01:12:58.000Like, the amount of energy that you spend focusing on yourself and trying to do better and being honest and objective.
01:13:04.000That's going to benefit you in all areas of your life.
01:13:06.000Because if you could apply that sort of strategy to other things, your friendships, your relationships, your job, whatever else you do outside of that, it's the same thing.
01:13:17.000Just do your best and try to figure out what's wrong with the parts that suck.
01:13:28.000And in that constant process, there's a lot of joy in watching things get better.
01:13:34.000Yeah, no, absolutely, and sometimes you need people outside of you to see it.
01:13:38.000I remember my wife, a couple of people I'm talking about that, oh, too positive, too this and that, they're not doing comedy anymore, but I remember my wife would go, every time that person calls you, something happens to you.
01:13:48.000Like, there's an angst, there's something like that.
01:13:50.000She would go, and she would, why don't you just get that person out of your life?
01:13:53.000But I had this thing like, hang on, and maybe I could, you know, but she was like, there's no reason for that.
01:14:00.000You have to be very careful about time, vampires.
01:14:03.000Because there's people that they will rob you.
01:14:06.000They'll just fill your time up with bullshit.
01:14:09.000You know, I've had friends before that would just complain all the time, and it just got to the point where I was like, Jesus Christ, I can't keep this person in my life.
01:14:56.000So Bill will fill up, you know, hour and a half, two hours of just talking shit about things, and the amount of premises that he pulls from that are huge.
01:15:06.000Because he's always got this thing, like, he's aware that people are listening, so he's got to kind of keep it moving constantly, and there's always something to talk about, and in this uninterrupted ranting style that he has, it's like one of the best gardens for material, because he can just pluck material out of that.
01:15:23.000I remember when I started doing the Verzi effect, which is a lot of the time alone.
01:15:28.000I don't go two hours, but a lot of time alone.
01:17:22.000Thinking about what they were going to say next and I saw it.
01:17:24.000You know when you talk to somebody and you just see their fucking eyes and I'm telling this story and they go, oh yeah, so then I did it and I'm like, alright, what the fuck am I doing?
01:17:32.000Yeah, they're not connecting with your story at all.
01:17:34.000That's a real narcissistic and just whatever.
01:17:49.000And I think I know another reason why.
01:17:51.000I think another reason why is because I don't think a lot of people have, not everybody, I don't want to speak for everybody, but I think a lot of those people don't have other things like families and like things in their life, you know, because that's number one.
01:18:04.000And when you see people that, you know, are living in a studio, one bedroom apartment, running around, just doing spots, don't have anybody, it's just all me, me, you know, and then you're like, I'm going, you know.
01:18:14.000I remember one time somebody knocked me for having a family.
01:18:16.000They were like, what do you got now, Versi 6 kids?
01:19:08.000Because if it's who you are and everything around you, then all you can be is narcissistic, me, me, me, because that's what the business calls for.
01:19:15.000Yeah, especially if you want to concentrate on your act, right?
01:19:18.000You're concentrating on yourself all the time.
01:23:34.000When they attack you, generally they're trying to eat you.
01:23:37.000The difference between them and grizzly bears.
01:23:39.000When grizzly bears attack you, usually it's because you startled them, like you ran across a mama and the cubs or something along those lines.
01:23:46.000We had a black bear go into my wife's garden, and he ripped the, like the Hulk, dude, he ripped the bars, and he went in, and he ransacked the place.
01:25:13.000My wife is a strong woman and does not, yes, she would, she said the other day, she said if somebody, she fucking, she just gave me, she goes, if somebody hurt our children, she goes, I would rip their fucking head off.
01:26:15.000Yeah, that's like a level of sickness that's just fucking...
01:26:18.000Yeah, I don't want to bring shit down.
01:26:20.000I wonder, like, if we need evil in the world to appreciate love.
01:26:25.000Like, you know, there's this, like, balance of life.
01:26:28.000There's a balance of life that I don't want evil in the world, right?
01:26:32.000But, I mean, is it possible to have a world with no evil?
01:26:34.000Like, we've literally never had a world with no war, which is wild if you think about it.
01:26:40.000I guess, technically speaking, if you go back to the most primitive of primitive man, they couldn't wage war because they were just trying to find food, but I'm sure they attacked each other.
01:28:46.000From what I understand, it's like some of these Chinese interests are divesting in the West, which is also very scary.
01:28:52.000Because if they're looking at the way we do sanctions on the Russians, they might say, you know what, there's a weakness that we rely on America and the West for money.
01:29:01.000And maybe what we should do is sell all that stuff off and then attack Taiwan.
01:29:07.000At what point do we just stop, like, giving to them?
01:30:40.000There's an arms dealer that we have in detention, like an illegal arms dealer, and they wanted to trade her for him, and they keep saying no.
01:31:01.000The pending outcome of a trial is scheduled to start on Friday.
01:31:04.000She made an appearance in Russian court with order to stand trial on cannabis possession charges following her arrest more than four months ago.
01:31:11.000So she's going to be in there a year at least.
01:31:14.000Sullivan said on Tuesday that he and the Secretary of State Anthony Blinken have both spoken in the last few days with Greiner's wife to convey our very deep...
01:31:29.000Sherelle Greiner last week said she hasn't spoken to her wife since February and that she tried to call through the U.S. Embassy in Russia for their anniversary, but they were never connected.
01:33:07.000Freeing Griner, according to speculation raised in Russian news media, could acquire the US to free Viktor Bout, a Russian arms trader nicknamed the Merchant of Death.
01:33:19.000He was arrested in 2008 after undercover agents asked Bout to sell them missiles capable of shooting down American planes and other weapons that could kill American troops.
01:33:29.000He was arguably the largest and most sophisticated arms trafficker on the globe when he was arrested.
01:33:34.000Michael Braun, the DEA's former chief of operations, told Yahoo Sports in May, he was the guy who could deliver virtually anything with certainty to any bad actor all over the world.
01:33:45.000So that's what they want a woman who's a professional basketball player who just had a CBD vape pen, and they want to trade her for a guy who sells murder weapons.
01:34:44.000But, you know, I wish that I did because I see people in the Colosseum taking pictures and shit, and everybody's having a good time in Italy, and we didn't do it.
01:35:12.000Apparently, they're going to stop the boats from coming in, though, because they have these cruise ships come in, and then they just dump out thousands of people, and they just blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, and they fart everywhere and buy stupid T-shirts and then get back on the boat.
01:35:26.000But the problem is the congestion that comes from it and the pollution of the water and all that stuff.
01:35:30.000Apparently they're doing something to mitigate the amount of cruise ships.
01:37:46.000He goes, I was watching one of these shitty videos, but they fuck, because he likes that, but this woman's staring at him.
01:37:51.000He's got a fur collar, big, like a suede thing with a fur collar, and this woman is just staring at him, and he just stops, and he looks at her, and he goes, I owe you money?
01:41:04.000But they did this thing called blockbusting, where they would go door to door and say, hey, black people are moving into this neighborhood.
01:41:12.000The real estate values are going to crash.
01:41:19.000And so he was like this one Italian guy that lived in this neighborhood and it was originally all black people moved in and then it became other immigrants like Dominicans and Puerto Ricans and the like.
01:41:32.000And when I was there, the kid next door was selling crack.
01:41:36.000And the kid next door was a drug dealer, and they battering rammed his house.
01:42:10.000But it was, for me, as a young man, just starting this dream of trying to be a comic and being around people that were at the last chapter, the last few pages of their story, it was like a real wake-up call.
01:42:24.000Like, you gotta do something in this life.
01:42:27.000You gotta go out there and take advantage of this youth and the fact that you have a healthy life, you have a healthy body, you're active, you can still do things, because you can be like your grandmother.
01:42:42.000You just brought me back to, you know, you think about life, dude, and how quick and how wild it is, but, you know, 2016 was one of the worst years of my life.
01:42:52.000I talked about it a little bit on Honey Do It with Ryan Sickler, who I love, Ryan.
01:43:47.000I started feeling like something was wrong with me physically, but it was my OCD and my mind telling me that.
01:43:51.000So my body and my muscles started to, things started to get weakened.
01:43:55.000I started to feel something was wrong and I would tell my wife something was wrong.
01:43:58.000She goes, nothing's wrong and it just kept going and going.
01:44:00.000And dude, I was in a bedroom for 90 days.
01:44:04.000Going to get a glass of water was the fucking biggest task in the world, and I couldn't even look at my kids because I didn't think I'd be around.
01:44:35.000I was in a full-fledged panic attack and it was like I was standing next to myself and I was dizzy and I didn't want to fall down so I kind of put my hand on something and I drove home 100% convinced I had a brain tumor.
01:45:49.000Therapists say that something probably was happening and going on that I, you know, that I don't even know.
01:45:53.000They were trying to talk to me, talk to me about things when I was younger and stuff, but I just, it was, it started physical and my mind went to something wrong with an illness.
01:46:01.000And I was in, I was in a dark place and my wife was, I was gone.
01:46:45.000I read a lot about OCD, anxiety, and because I'm not a fully depressed person, but it goes to that with the anxiety and the OCD. And it's something that I think is in my family, so I try to fight it, you know?
01:46:59.000Do you think it's the way you were raised?
01:47:19.000See that's that's what like I was so bad that I was like I understand why somebody would do that but I would never do that so I'm just now I'm really sad because I'm just gonna live in this Jesus so and I and I was like is this ever because once like three months and then I actually learned there was like a 90 day like you can be depressed for that and that was the first time it happened that bad but when I got out of it I was like fuck this dude I'm like every like I'm gonna life is too you know my mom had stage four cancer when I was younger too that's what actually Yanis said that that's what he thinks is from In 1997,
01:47:49.000my mom got diagnosed with a rare stage 4 cancer, and she was on her way out, but the Dana-Farber Institute in Boston came up with a test drug, and she's alive today because of it.
01:48:23.000And I went home and I pulled up the street and I just saw state troopers and ambulances.
01:48:27.000And my mother's best friend goes, she's all right.
01:48:30.000And my mother was like pale white on a gurney.
01:48:33.000And she didn't want me going in the ambulance with her, and I found out she got, like, blown all over the ambulance and shit.
01:48:41.000So some people think that I thought that maybe when I thought something was wrong with me, that was it, and that's what triggered it.
01:48:51.000It was a really hard thing and sometimes I still deal with it.
01:48:55.000It's a good thing for you to talk about because there's a lot of people that don't understand what that's like and they don't understand how a person who is a successful comic, who's doing well, you have a family, you're loved, how could that be possible?
01:49:33.000There could be something wrong, and then it just triggers it.
01:49:37.000What people know about the mind is so fucking confusing.
01:49:43.000I've had friends that got on SSRIs and antidepressants and shit, and it saved them.
01:49:49.000It's one of the reasons I'm very hesitant to say that people should take medication, but I have friends that have taken medication and it changed their life.
01:49:57.000I have one buddy of mine that I used to do jujitsu with.
01:50:00.000He was like fucking really depressed and he was an alcoholic and he was a mess and then he started taking medication and like some sort of SSRI and it got him out of the funk and then he started doing well in his life and then he started doing jujitsu and jujitsu sort of became his medication and he got really good at jujitsu.
01:50:17.000And along the way, while he was getting really good at jujitsu, he slowly weaned his way off of the medication and then became functioning and normal.
01:50:39.000There was this drug called Luvox and I took a very low dose of it and it would take the edge off because I would get stuck in the thought where I'd be in a hotel and I would sit in a bed and I'd have a thought and I couldn't, I would fucking just be sitting there being like, well, why am I thinking this?
01:50:52.000And the drug actually helped me to be like, dude, just fucking go, like, just move on.
01:50:57.000So I've learned all that stuff and I have a really good understanding.
01:51:18.000I said, and I started to, and my mom got upset because she has anxiety.
01:51:22.000So, yeah, and they said that that was because of what was going on as a kid.
01:51:25.000Jesus, I'm not trying to bring this fucking thing, but you got me talking about it, and when I talked about it before, people called me up and said, Thank you.
01:52:15.000They found that cardio, well, any kind of rigorous exercise is just as effective as antidepressants, if not more effective on a lot of people.
01:52:52.000And so nice, like that's one of the things that made me like so much nicer person is like sticking to a rigorous exercise routine because I you know I grew up My parents split up when I was five and there's domestic abuse in my house and I just always had this like tension about like violence and chaos and not being protected and stuff and And it makes you an angry person.
01:53:18.000And the only thing that saved me was exertion.
01:53:21.000Like when I would exert myself, when I would work out, like in martial arts in particular.
01:53:26.000Afterwards, I was the nicest person in the world.
01:54:31.000There's a lot of shit in there that just needs to get out.
01:54:35.000But when I get it out, I get out in healthy, productive ways, and then my body stays healthy, my mind is clear, I can think things through better, but it makes me a nicer person.
01:55:06.000And, you know, they both are cool and realize that the way they were going at each other probably isn't, you know, they would wish they wouldn't have been like that.
01:55:14.000But, you know, my mom said when I was really young, I would wake up like really upset thinking something was going to happen to her.
01:57:20.000His food is all Rome-inspired and the mother wolf is like the origin story of Rome is something about...
01:57:32.000Yeah, there's two brothers, Romulus and Remus, they were put in a basket and a wolf found them and raised them and that's where Rome comes from.
01:58:56.000I don't think I would have been the same person if I grew up here, because I think there's something about growing up on the East Coast, cold, hard winters, and people that are aggressive and fucking getting shit done, get the fuck out of here, and for comedy, growing up out there was phenomenal,
01:59:12.000because doing stand-up in Boston, those motherfuckers have zero attention span for bullshit.
01:59:17.000Like, you better come with the fucking punchlines.
01:59:20.000Like, if you see comics, like, from Boston, the guys who started out there, guys like Burr, Nick DiPaolo, and fucking, all those guys are killers.
01:59:28.000They're just bang, bang, bang, punchline, punchline, punchline.
01:59:55.000There's something about getting up and having somebody go, you better go shovel that foot of fucking snow and get out there and do all that shit outside.
02:00:02.000That makes you a stronger person, for sure.
02:04:42.000He's the best and he's so nice, but he'll get into, we used to get into sports arguments that didn't make sense, but it was like camaraderie.
02:04:47.000Yeah, there's something fun about that.
02:04:50.000That's why they love those sports talk shows, where people get together and talk about sports.
02:04:59.000I mean, there's so many fucking MMA shows where guys just get together and talk about fights.
02:05:04.000You know, I wasn't a UFC guy for years.
02:05:07.000And then now, dude, the last four or five years, I have fight night at the house.
02:05:12.000I can talk about it, you know, probably compared to you, I'm like a decent open mic level to talk about a UFC. But now I'm starting to like, you know who I like?
02:07:35.000And then Adesanya stops him in the second round, and then comes back, has this fucking great run, beats a lot of quality guys, and then fights for the title a second time to try to win his title back, and it got down to the wire.
02:08:55.000So it looked like he almost lost like between the fourth and fifth rounds It looks like it was over like they're gonna stop the fight and then he came back in the fifth round and fought great It's like that guy's got incredible incredible heart that guy's heart was on and that's what I miss with boxing man boxing I used to love boxing and it's like you can't UFC is giving me something every two weeks I got every every week I watched I watched the ones at the apex I watched in Vegas and and boxing is like you gotta wait a fucking year for Well,
02:09:21.000for big fights, for big fights, you gotta wait.
02:09:24.000But it's just, the UFC's just, the way they do it is just, they're way more organized, they're way more efficient, it's just a better system.
02:09:33.000The way they put together fights, I mean, they're constantly showing you fights.
02:09:36.000If you have ESPN +, I mean, it's fucking incredible.
02:11:05.000But when I hear something like moaning and shit, when I was in eighth grade, I shot a fucking Blue Jay with a pellet gun at like 13. And the thing went down, and I stared at it.
02:11:56.000I think deer are beautiful, and it's sort of a contradiction, but the thing is, like, you have to control their numbers.
02:12:01.000There's no ifs, ands, or buts about it.
02:12:03.000So either you're gonna bring in mountain lions and wolves, or you're gonna hunt them.
02:12:06.000Because if you don't, they're gonna get hit by cars, they're gonna be everywhere, and they're gonna get diseases, they're gonna spread diseases.
02:12:11.000They're a prey animal, and they don't...
02:12:13.000We've set up this fucked up environment.
02:14:48.000The arrows that we use today, my arrows are all carbon fiber, and then there's brass weights in them, in the front to make a higher FOC, which is like you want a higher weight in the front of the arrow, and then you have a broadhead,
02:15:04.000and you have veins in the end, the feathers, but they're actually made out of plastic, and these veins are steering the broadhead, making sure it goes straight, making sure the arrow goes straight.
02:15:14.000Yeah, there's a long, deep learning curve to archery.
02:15:18.000And then bow hunting, it's like archery at the highest level because you're trying to sneak up on a target that has evolved for a million years to get away from mountain lions.
02:16:14.000He's a really tall guy, and he's got these long fucking giraffe arms.
02:16:17.000He leans out of the truck with his bow and shoots a perfect 60-yard shot into the heart of this deer that's bedded 60 yards off the side of the road.
02:16:27.000And you watch the arrow just right behind the shoulder, right into the heart.
02:16:40.000So when you're shooting, say if you're shooting something, if you're a target archer, you're in the Olympics or something like that, your stance is very important.
02:16:48.000You have to stand with your toes, have to be in line with where the arrow's gonna be, you draw back, you anchor, everything has to be perfect, and then you release the arrow.
02:16:57.000You want all your mechanics to line up.
02:17:21.000But there's a long learning curve to archery.
02:17:24.000But for me, archery, even if I never hunt it again, I will never stop doing archery.
02:17:28.000But just shooting targets is like, when you're thinking, when you've got that pin settled on that target, and you're trying to keep it steady, and you're just going through your shot process, and pulling through the shot, and the arrow breaks, and you watch that arrow right into the bullseye,
02:17:44.000it's one of the most satisfying feelings in life.
02:17:46.000I have a hard time going back and getting it off right.
02:21:40.000I mean, I would tell my jokes to emptiness, and I don't even know if the people that were in the audience spoke English, because it's a very Portuguese community out there, so there's a lot of people who probably didn't even speak English.
02:24:39.000He's like, alright, we'll get my props and left.
02:24:41.000One of the things about Boston was there was a bunch of bookers, and they would book you in these little weird road gigs all around Boston.
02:24:49.000And sometimes they would be like that Brian Deary gig where they would just try it the first time.
02:24:53.000And I was nobody, so I got those gigs.
02:24:56.000I got the gigs where they weren't proven gigs.
02:25:24.000And I get there, and they explain to me that you're going to go on stage because this is a huge restaurant.
02:25:30.000And there was a place where they had a waiting room where people were waiting to be seated.
02:25:35.000I mean, it was like 150 people waiting to be seated, and the rest of the restaurant was huge.
02:25:39.000So in this place, they had drinks, and they'd sit and wait for their table to be ready.
02:25:44.000So I'd be on stage, and what I didn't realize until I was on stage was that the PA system, where they would announce whether or not your table was ready, was the same sound system as the comedy system.
02:27:03.000But on a shit day, like if I had just gotten in a fight with my girlfriend or something like that, and then I got there and I was angry or depressed or whatever, then it's not good.
02:27:12.000But that day I was smiling already when I got there, and then I was like, oh, it seems like a good crowd.
02:27:18.000And I got on stage and people were pretty friendly.
02:27:23.000You kind of take a situation that's not great, but you're in the mood, so you're like, let's go have a good time with this.
02:27:28.000Yeah, I had resigned myself to the fact that it was a hell gig, and also resigned myself to the fact that this was probably the last time they were ever going to have a gig there, because Mike's gigs were always good.
02:27:38.000So he's like, eh, pal, I don't know about this one, you know, I just started out, you want to do it?
02:32:43.000And I think sometimes, honestly, I think sometimes...
02:32:46.000You know, sometimes there are things you could do, and other times it's just, sometimes I just, you know, what can you do?
02:32:52.000With what you had at the moment, that's the problem.
02:32:54.000Like, if you went up there now today, you could probably just go right into some material, nice to be here, thank you very much, and you'd be more smooth and composed, and they would just follow along with you and you'd probably get them.
02:33:09.000Or now today I could be like, today I could be like, and I mean I was still, I was actually pretty more advanced though.
02:33:15.000I think what it was was, I think when I made the turn to roast and say that about his wife, and I don't know if her, I mean, that's what really turned.
02:33:25.000And then I'm making fun of a guy that they're raising money for.
02:33:27.000So it just was, you know, I mean, the only thing I didn't do was kick an old man.
02:34:40.000And when we're old and retired and not doing stand-up anymore, and people say, that's something that you'll tell your, hey, do you remember a bad night?
02:34:50.000Yeah, that's a fucking night that I remember that was bad.
02:34:53.000They're important for comics to hear, too, because a lot of comics have those and they think, oh my god, it's over.
02:35:31.000Because you're like, I've never had this interference, but then now the next time, you're like, oh, wait, now I know what to say to the next guy.
02:37:25.000And he'll talk low, and then he'll be like, and then he'll look at the producer, yeah, take that out because I don't need, you know, but like he's like nowhere.
02:37:35.000Oh my God, it's so fucking funny, dude.
02:37:37.000He's the guy I tried to talk into doing podcasts a long time ago, but he's got that relationship with Sirius, you know, because he was on Opie and Anthony, and then he went from Opie and Anthony to Jim and Sam, you know, it's like, they're great on that show, but it's just like, man, your shit should be everywhere.
02:38:21.000You're off the scene for seven years and you come back and everything is just crazy.
02:38:27.000But I'm the guy, I got a lot of really funny show business stories.
02:38:31.000So if you got like a birthday, I'll give you like, I got a million hilarious stories like for an anniversary or like if you had a birthday or an anniversary or something.
02:38:45.000I was on stage one night and I'm doing my show and I used to have this joke right at the end where I'd go like, no, don't ever get married!
02:38:53.000And I'd ring the bell and Chris Rock comes in and he goes on and he goes, hey Bell!
02:40:08.000Because, yeah, like, I'm sure you're the same way.
02:40:11.000I was just like, I was just never, like, I always just was like, had to work and had to get the goals in short term, long term, and whatever you fell short, you work harder to get.
02:40:17.000But what's brilliant about that character is that guy who thinks everything he does is amazing and great in that he's a legend.
02:40:24.000That is exactly what makes a guy like that.
02:40:28.000That's what makes you never get past that, is that attitude that you are.
02:41:02.000It was for him to, it was for him to feel like he was somebody that, you know, should be heard and should be like listened to and respected.
02:41:47.000But it should be something like, I don't think a class can, you know, and I'm not going to knock a guy making a living.
02:41:53.000If a guy's making a living because he's got some people in there giving him money and he's going to try to help with stage press, whatever.
02:42:00.000I think you just got to go up there and you got to eat some shit and you got to go up there and kill and everything in between.
02:42:06.000I think what it does do that's good is it gets people on stage.
02:42:10.000If you sign up for a comedy class and they say, hey, you're going to get up at the end of this class and the whole class is going to do three minutes, at least they're getting you on stage and then maybe you go from that and do something else and you actually wind up becoming a comic.
02:42:25.000There's people that have started out in comedy classes, and it was just like a little foot ladder.
02:42:44.000Like if a guy's an open-miker, and he hears this, and he's thinking about doing comedy, and he's like, oh, Paul Verge is funny, let me listen to this podcast.
02:42:50.000And he hears your whole process and what you went through, there's value in that.
02:42:54.000Like, that's where you learn about comedy other than actually doing it.
02:43:11.000Like the closer of my Netflix special, I was playing basketball with my son and it was the first time that he challenged his father, challenged me verbally and like chested up to me and fucking blushed and he looked at me and said let's fucking, you know, and when it happened, When it happened,
02:44:59.000Oh my god, this is a story on stage that people are gonna be captivated by, but you wouldn't know it, you know, when you're a two, three year comic.
02:45:06.000How do you, do you write, do you sit down and write?
02:45:17.000Plus, I wouldn't know where to, you know, I just want to go and, you know, if my wife and I get into something or something like that happens, then I'm like, oh, that's something, you know.
02:45:26.000So have you ever tried to write things?
02:50:29.000But then they did get scared, and they circled around, and they went in the line again.
02:50:33.000And then I kind of started to go in the line, and I looked at them, and they were petrified.
02:50:39.000And then I realized, I said, Paul, you have two children at home, and a wife, and you're 40-something years old, and I followed them 35 minutes.
02:50:49.000I followed him 35 fucking minutes, dude.
02:50:52.000And as I'm driving, I'm going, what is fucking wrong with you?
02:51:32.000No, dude, people were like, like, people said to me, like, dude, you followed, like, 28-year-olds for a long time and then bought a fucking taco and just sat there.
02:52:39.000As soon as you were saying, as soon as we were talking about that, like, you know, getting the best of something or, you know, doing a set and not getting it right and wanting to get right back on stage and you don't write it down and you want to get right back and do it.
02:53:24.000I mean, it's only happened to me a few times where people were talking in movie theater, you had to tell them to shut the fuck up, but it's enough that it's just so frustrating.
02:53:45.000I should have just turned around and I should have said dude stop kicking my fucking seat but he was doing it in this like really passive aggressive way where like after I did that it was like lower and like but yeah movie theaters anytime they always sit near you and I don't like being around people dude that's why my house is far away I don't like being around people dude I want to be away in the woods man.
02:55:30.000Yeah, but Ari came to my backyard and fucking we drank a bottle till 7 o'clock in the morning at the fire pit.
02:55:35.000He looked up and he goes, oh my god, I could do mushrooms here forever.
02:55:41.000All the comics that get high and do that, they came to my house, they were just like, dude, we gotta go to Verzi's fire pit and do mushrooms and stare at the stars.
02:55:50.000I'm like, oh, you could just hang out.
03:00:33.000I think it's just what we think of as us, as just being a human being, the energy that it is of being a human being is a very complex energy.
03:00:41.000And what it means to be alive is very strange.
03:00:45.000And you're a part of some massive process.
03:00:48.000Massive process of billions of other similar organisms who all have their own hopes and dreams and ideas and desires and they're all moving towards a certain direction and all of it is moving together.
03:01:02.000You just can't see it because you're in the middle of it.
03:01:04.000But as a super organism, as one gigantic race of beings, we're all moving in a general direction.
03:01:11.000And that's what I like about getting high, is that I can put things into perspective and it humbles me.
03:01:36.000And a lot of things that I've put out there and I've asked for and I believe in and I've gotten senses and feelings and, you know, whatever it is, whatever people want to say and people, oh, whatever, you know, this and that.
03:01:51.000It may be true that something's looking out for you.
03:01:53.000But I do believe that if you think that way, it can benefit you.
03:01:56.000Yeah, and I think that there's, you know, there's some, a lot of the things that Jim Carrey said when he was like, you know, when you put things out there or you kind of talk it into existence and say something, you know, I don't know if it's some force, but there's some power to that.
03:02:10.000Maybe even if it's something that motivates you to get there.
03:02:13.000Or even if it's something that comes in subconsciously to you in order to get that end result and get that final goal.
03:02:19.000But when you say that, I said some of the shit that I was going to do.
03:02:22.000And that's when some people are like, oh yeah, but I said it.