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00:00:12.000Bud Brutzman, Jeff Evans, Bud Brutzman, good friend of mine, next door neighbor, and Jeff Evans, his buddy, who apparently has lived a fucking crazy life rescuing people off of Everest, traveling up there, and Bud told me we were at this little carnival with our kids, he's like, gotta get this guy on,
00:02:02.000What did you have, a guy behind him going left, right, left, right?
00:02:05.000Front and back, and they had, you know, these earpieces, and, you know, he asked me to go, but I'm like, that's, I'll climb Everest, but I sure as fuck ain't gonna take you down the Grand Canyon.
00:02:13.000There's something that people really love about someone risking their life, and then pulling it off, right?
00:02:21.000If you don't, then you make one of those Instagram greatest fails pages.
00:02:25.000Yeah, I mean, they were telling us before we went up there, like, you know, blind dude's gonna die, and when he dies, what'd you think was gonna happen?
00:03:28.000They're taking the biggest risk and then allowing, you know, other folks to move through a little bit more effectively and faster and, you know, not have to expend as much energy.
00:03:39.000So, we kind of got in there in 01 towards, I think, ahead of the curve just a little bit as to when it started to The face of Everest changed a little bit.
00:04:35.000There's no way to mitigate all of that.
00:04:37.000But, you know, it has been eased up a little bit.
00:04:43.000The edges have been taken off just a slight bit.
00:04:45.000But it also adds that they're dangerous, because if I was looking at it, it's sometimes more dangerous now because there's lines.
00:04:51.000There's sometimes 300 people, 600 people in a line, and you're waiting for some asshole who didn't train, and you're watching him try to climb up this little 20-foot cliff, and they don't know how to work a jumar, they can't climb.
00:05:11.000But people go up there, and when we were up there, They had people, they literally, without talking shit about trekking companies, there were some companies like, all right, we're going to show you how to put your crampons as you're going on the icefall.
00:05:28.000We had to, Jeff, not me, Jeff had to risk his life in helicopters going to high, high altitude to pick up people who shouldn't, no business on the mountains.
00:05:37.000So, they didn't manage to get their body acclimated?
00:05:42.000They didn't put in the apprenticeship.
00:05:46.000Because, you know, nowadays, the commercial component allows folks that have enough money to pay and then show up and get guided, basically, to the top.
00:05:59.000So, back in the day, you know, if you didn't have your teeth cut, you know, it was on you.
00:06:06.000And nowadays you can just show up and generally someone will be taking care of you, whether it's a guide or whether it's a Sherpa.
00:06:30.000And so, for instance, last year, we just saw, I mean, we saw a really nice cross-section of skilled, experienced climbers trying it, but then we saw a shit show.
00:06:40.000You know, we saw a lot of folks who should have been on other peaks first, and then they weren't.
00:07:57.000And I know we can buddy breathe, but let's pretend there's no buddy breathing.
00:08:00.000And you're going to stick around and watch me die, and you're going to end up dying, or I'm going to grab ahold of you and grab your regulator, and we're both going to die.
00:08:34.000And they wake Jeff and I up, and we're like, you're going to what?
00:08:37.000So I was with her, right, at base camp when we delivered her to her husband, and I was trying to gauge, like, is he going to be one of these guys that's like, oh my god, I'm so glad you're alive, or holy shit, she's alive.
00:09:05.000Because actually, the first kick in the ball...
00:09:09.000Without taking the whole thing to do this.
00:09:10.000So what had to happen is Jeff and I and our base camp manager, Anthony, had to take four Sherpas from Camp 4, took two Sherpas and then two more in the middle of the night.
00:09:22.000So 6 o'clock, 7 o'clock at night, the most dangerous start.
00:09:25.000Winds are blowing 30, 40 miles an hour.
00:12:07.000So it goes up in your brain, and you get cerebral edema, and you make bad decisions, and you get a headache, and you lose your vision, and then you get pulmonary edema, your lungs fill up with fluid, and you drown in your own fluid.
00:12:17.000This is like stepping out of the spade capsule at Mars and going, I wonder what this is going to do to my body, and you step out and shit starts popping.
00:14:14.000So if someone falls onto you, you've got a real problem, too.
00:14:17.000Yeah, so the year we were up there in 2000, the year before, the fall before, there was a British guy, I can't remember his name, but he got caught up in the ropes, descending from the summit down the Hillary Step and got caught.
00:15:48.000That is a very bad man right there, because they went out with some hobnail boots and some marginal equipment, and everybody was telling them that they were going to be dead for sure, and they said, we're going to charge ahead.
00:17:13.000I think the grade is increasing every year.
00:17:18.000I think this year was the most that summited, the most attempted and most summited was this year, and I think close to 300 people summited this year.
00:17:35.000Well, and that's one of the reasons why we went out there.
00:17:37.000We saved more Sherpas, and we pulled a lot of Sherpas off, because more often than not, They don't have helicopters and they don't have helicopter insurance.
00:17:45.000And so we would go and I would pay for it.
00:17:47.000They would go, there's a Sherpa who's really sick and he's going to die.
00:17:50.000And then Jeff and I would just decide to pull him off.
00:17:53.000The other thing they don't have is they don't have life insurance.
00:20:54.000But with hypothermia, the interesting thing that happens is you get euphoric.
00:20:59.000You go through this stage of super cold, super cold, and then your core temperature drops low enough to where euphoria comes in.
00:21:06.000So oftentimes those same people we would find are undressed.
00:21:10.000So you get hot, you get warm, so their gloves come off, the hats come off, the pants unzipped, and everybody's buck naked on the side of the mountain.
00:22:02.000They ended up hours and hours and hours.
00:22:04.000And we're tracking and we're trying to talk to them.
00:22:06.000They get her down to Camp 4, which is that track that you saw.
00:22:10.000Then the trickiest part, as he'll tell you because I can't tell you, Camp 4 to Camp 3. Yeah, camp 4 to camp 3, and then camp 3 to camp 2, which they didn't even do.
00:22:21.000They couldn't get to camp 2, which is straight on the Lhotse face.
00:22:26.000It's about a 60 degree ice face, which is slick.
00:22:31.000So when you're roping somebody down, It actually does provide less friction.
00:22:37.000You can actually slide somebody down, but you can't get going too fast.
00:25:52.000The rules are, if you don't make it to a certain point by a certain time, you should turn around and save your life and come back another day.
00:30:47.000And they were buried under a foot to two foot of snow at 28,000 feet.
00:30:51.000Brad and I made that decision to dig those ropes out because, not to know which way to go up, but to make sure they were there for the descent.
00:30:59.000Because that's when the weather comes in, and that's when the blind lead the blind down, you know?
00:31:04.000So we dug the ropes up, and I knew when I did that that I was going to be out of gas.
00:31:11.000And sure enough, like, coming down, I knew it.
00:32:33.000I mean, You saw one of the most accomplished mountaineers, probably the best mountaineer in the world, just died, you know, under two months ago.
00:32:44.000He was getting ready to go do, he was training up in the valley, in that western coombe from that Camp 2 on Everest, that you saw that image.
00:32:53.000He was going up the west shoulder of Everest with one other Sherpa who's a friend of his, not just a paid Sherpa.
00:34:05.000Now, when you see it, the incredible thing about it is you're at this six-degree pitch, ice walls, he's at 26, 27, you know, 23,000 feet, and he's just going bang.
00:34:50.000Once they summit, once the climbers are, and it's just, you know, humans in general, these climbers do it, then they want to find a more difficult route, or they do it without oxygen.
00:34:58.000So Yuli was going to go up and do that.
00:35:51.000This isn't like the first time he did this, right?
00:35:53.000This is probably the 50th time he climbed that route.
00:35:56.000He did it over and over and over, got it dialed, figured it out, and then went out and did these speed records and set these speed records.
00:36:04.000Very similar to what just happened on El Capitan last week.
00:36:08.000Did you hear about Alex Arnold and what Alex did?
00:39:10.000There's other super tough, badass climbers that are out there that are also freestyle on and doing shit without ropes, but he's at another level and everyone knows that.
00:41:13.000I think there's a video, I believe, and it may be Alex and maybe some other climber, but I think there's a video of him probably at El Cap.
00:41:18.000When he was three soloing before this one, where he says, give me a minute?
00:41:22.000It was Northwest Direct Face of Half Dome.
00:41:26.000The only time I've ever seen him flap.
00:41:28.000That was the iconic image on Nat Geo, on National Geographic Magazine, of him standing just in his plaid short shirt, like on the ledge, you know, leaning back.
00:43:12.000There was a guy named Peter Croft that was out there for many years, sort of.
00:43:15.000You know, he did a route called Astro Man in the valley that was...
00:43:19.000At the time, and I remember, you know, I was in my, I think my early 20s when Peter did that, and I remember reading about it and thinking, no, like, what?
00:43:30.000How does one want to do, and I was just really getting into climbing a lot.
00:46:20.000And I lived in Joshua Tree for a while, just living in my van down by the river there and climbing all the time and eating ramen noodles and...
00:46:33.000Because there's a lot of climbing there that's pretty highball stuff.
00:46:39.000I bet if you could look at the amount of mushrooms that are done in a specific location and then look at Joshua Tree, the high concentration.
00:46:46.000I know so many people go to Joshua Tree just to shroom out.
00:47:17.000And like you were talking about a little bit ago before we came on air was, you know, when you're stoned, you see the ball track better when you're playing pool.
00:48:00.000So it's super concentrated psilocybin.
00:48:03.000So they take mushrooms and they distill it down, concentrate it up, get this liquid, turn it into a Tootsie Roll appearing consistency, color.
00:49:10.000You can get a mental pathway that's very destructive.
00:49:13.000And you can call it addictive, but it doesn't demonize washing your hands.
00:49:17.000I think his issue is when he doesn't take it, he says things aren't as fun, it doesn't feel as good, but I've been around him when he's taking it and he's 100% there.
00:49:28.000He's like, wow, man, I can see your eyes and I'm thinking your eyes are looking at me.
00:54:12.000He invented it when he was 14. He found golden tablets that contained the lost work of Jesus, and only he could read them because he had a magic seer stone.
00:54:21.000He had a stone that he could look through to read these.
00:55:02.000I think if those 19 women are into it and you're into it, why is it even legal to get married at all?
00:55:07.000When you see 50% divorce and people get their lives devastated, when does the government step in and go, hey, you've got to stop doing this.
00:55:14.000This is just ruining all these people.
00:55:53.000That dude bought it, and then he sold it to Larry Ellison, who just runs around in gold underwear and fucking has people carry him like he's an emperor.
00:57:04.000There would be a deer 60 yards away, you draw back on it, launch the arrow, and it would be nowhere near that arrow by the time the arrow got through.
00:57:12.000So you lost a few sharp sticks while you were there?
00:59:05.000You're walking and then you're looking for an animal that you're constantly using your wind checker, which is like a Visine bottle with talcum powder in it.
00:59:15.000Yeah, well, I've just recently started, yeah.
00:59:16.000So you puff that in the air and you find out which way the wind is going.
00:59:19.000My guide, though, he knew where the wind was going.
00:59:23.000He just knew from his face and his neck and skin like he can tell like where's the wind blowing and he's like like this and he just puffed that smoke in the air and sure enough it was going exactly where it was shout out to Roman But his ability to sneak up on these animals is pretty fucking impressive,
01:04:19.000Well, so the earthquake triggered a lot of glaciers that are hanging up around in that cirque and it released and a lot of stuff just blew through base camp and killed folks.
01:04:29.000But throughout Nepal, throughout the countryside, I mean, we're talking villages that have stone huts and no mortar and no rebar and, you know, just...
01:04:38.000It shakes just a little bit and shit falls down.
01:04:59.000And more than anything, like focused on sort of Austere medicine, you know, like I want to go out there where shit's a little bit off and try and help the best I can.
01:05:08.000So I went over there, I located an NGO called NYC Medics.
01:05:15.000What's NGO? A non-governmental organization.
01:05:18.000So not supplied or, you know, subsidized by the feds.
01:05:23.000This is just like sponsorship, basically donation money gets you over there and you do your work.
01:05:28.000So you're not under the auspices of the feds.
01:05:32.000So I went over there with these guys, NYC Medics, which is a group of former New York City paramedics that realized they wanted to take their skills and go do some cool shit around the world.
01:06:23.000I don't know seven or eight hundred patients in the course of a month and it what started as trauma from the earthquake Sort of then segued into primary care Infections and yeah, I mean well and also believe it or not like a lot of You know Psychological pain.
01:07:18.000And so I got a call in January from one of the heads of the organization that says, We got this kind of kooky thing that we've been asked to do by the World Health Organization.
01:07:46.000So he frames it up for me and he's like, listen, here's what's going on.
01:07:50.000We've been asked by the World Health Organization to go in and be a trauma stabilization point in Mosul.
01:07:56.000Which means you will be as close to the front line as possible, embedded with the Iraqi Special Operations Forces.
01:08:05.000And your job will be to lead a medical team of, we had nine of us, within 2,000 meters of the front line.
01:08:18.000That was the way it was framed up, and that's what we all sort of signed up for, and that was the agreement with the World Health Organization.
01:08:25.000So we would be the first point of contact as these Iraqi special operations guys were going in and putting the fight to ISIS to liberate Western Mosul.
01:08:35.000So, you know, Eastern Mosul had been liberated, you know, months before.
01:08:42.000So that's all eastern Mosul on the east side of the Tigris.
01:08:45.000And then on the west side, you know, ISIS was still sort of dug in right there.
01:08:49.000And they were ready to put the fight down.
01:08:51.000They wanted to get after it and save, you know, that's where their caliphate supposedly started or was settled.
01:08:57.000And so our job as the TSP, this Trauma Stabilization Point, was to be as close to the front line as we could be, and this was the kicker, you know, within a margin of safety, but still be close enough to where we could receive the casualties.
01:09:10.000As quickly as possible, stabilize them, and then get them to a forward operating suite, which was typically run by Allied forces, so our guys.
01:09:21.000So, I said yes before I asked my wife.
01:09:28.000Now, in retrospect, probably wasn't the best strategy because she was not super stoked, but I pitched it to her.
01:09:39.000I've got an 11-year-old kid, and she gave me, I think, the least amount of pushback as anybody around me in my close network.
01:09:52.000I mean, a lot of my boys were like, What the fuck, dude?
01:09:59.000What's your intention to go over there to a war zone, to a combat zone, volunteering, you know, and helping a group of people that you have no affinity for?
01:10:18.000But that's the weird thing about Jeff, because he was on the phone with me at the same time saying, hey, are we going back to Everest to go rescue?
01:10:23.000So he's going to, no matter what, sometime in spring, he's going to put his ass on the line to help save people.
01:10:28.000He was calling me and going, are we going back?
01:10:29.000And I'm like, I don't know if we're going back.
01:12:10.000And then the IEDs would blow these guys up, and we would get them.
01:12:15.000The ambulances would just scream in and drop these guys off.
01:12:19.000And then five minutes later, another ambulance would come in with two other dudes, and it was just constant, constant.
01:12:24.000And we would do the best we could to stabilize them or call it.
01:12:31.000And the ones we could save, we'd package them up and stabilize them, try and control the bleeding.
01:12:37.000We'd intubate them if we needed to and put chest tubes in and crack them in some cases and stabilize their extremities and patch their hulls and then send them on.
01:12:48.000He would do these weekly, daily blogs, right?
01:12:50.000So people who know him are over there, we're waiting, watching CNN, see if he's going to be on, which he was.
01:12:55.000And he'd do these daily blogs, these long, long diatribe, which is, I think, how he stays somewhat sane.
01:13:17.000Well, so this is what I would do at night.
01:13:19.000Like, if I would lay down, we were sleeping on the floor on these, you know, these racky blankets, you know, and we would just lay down on this.
01:13:27.000So we'd go into these abandoned homes, and we'd set up these trauma bays, and we'd sleep in a room off the trauma bay.
01:13:36.000I very rarely wasn't dressed and ready to get up and go.
01:13:40.000Because at any time, the head logistician would be like, patience, you know, and everybody would pop up and...
01:13:47.000And get ready, didn't go out, and the ambulance would throw people on, mostly during the day, but fighting would generally subside at night, and we'd get a little bit of rest, and then I'd write, and I'd write.
01:13:58.000And it was important, I think, to sort of, you know, percolate that shit out a little bit and let it sit.
01:14:04.000So, we were in this one place for a couple weeks, and then came the request from the head of ISAF, Special Operations General Abbas.
01:14:15.000And he came to our head logistical gal, and he's like, listen, you know, as the front line is moving forward, we would like for you guys, if you are up for it, to move forward as well.
01:14:28.000The only problem is it's not going to be within that 2,500-meter cushion from the front line.
01:14:39.000It's going to be more like 500 meters from the front line.
01:14:49.000That's really close, especially since the front line's pretty fluid anyway, right?
01:14:53.000And this isn't conventional warfare, right?
01:14:56.000ISIS was reinforcing these vehicles and steel-plating them up and then taking civilians and handcuffing them to these steering wheels and telling them you best drive.
01:15:09.000And they'd drive and then they'd be packed full of explosives and C4 and they'd blow them up.
01:15:15.000Our guys, Iraqi dudes, would be trying to pelt him to take the dude out.
01:15:20.000Shit was really archaic, but effective.
01:15:24.000So they told us, we'd like for you to move.
01:15:28.000And then our head logistical gal, Kathy, she came to the whole team and she said, this is our option.
01:15:40.000And by the way, we were close to begin with.
01:15:42.000I mean, it was constant every day, just mortars and small arms fire, and there was a bunch of artillery that was set up all around us, outgoing.
01:15:55.000So we got used to the sound of outgoing artillery.
01:15:59.000We didn't hear a lot of incoming because they just had pushed them back.
01:17:25.000It was day two or three, all these displaced locals basically got released.
01:17:34.000So they've been holding them at a checkpoint, fingerprinting the fighting age males, making sure they're not on a record and, you know, making sure everybody's not strapped and letting them through.
01:17:45.000So on day three or four, they just let this flow of humanity started walking down the street about 60, 70 yards from us, from where we were set up.
01:17:55.000And they'd see the Americans, and they'd see the stethoscopes, and they'd just start running towards us.
01:18:01.000Because these people had been captivated and held captive and hiding out in their basements, eating grass.
01:18:11.000You know, trying to find any fluids at all to drink.
01:18:28.000They would just take off running and get to these checkpoints.
01:18:31.000So on day three or something, this flow of humanity comes by.
01:18:34.000These guys are starting to sort of bum rush our spot.
01:18:37.000And everybody starts to get a little bit panicked because we weren't quite sure what was, Turns out a lot of bad things could happen, you know, in that situation.
01:18:47.000So we sort of get our security detail to keep everybody away and we treat a shit ton of people.
01:18:57.000And we wake up that morning and the first patient I have is a five-year-old little girl that had been just absolutely like homicide, like killed, shot right in the head, assassinated.
01:20:28.000So we went into this bunker, basically the staging bunker, and we sat down in there.
01:20:33.000And, you know, no matter what, we couldn't, we weren't going to go out into that.
01:20:39.000But then 30 seconds later, one of our security detail dudes carried in our head of security.
01:20:48.000And he was lifeless and dropped him on the table.
01:20:51.000This is a dude we'd been, you know, eating cookies with and drinking tea with like a half hour before, you know, an hour before, you know, standing at the door in between, you know, ambulances.
01:21:01.000This is our guy, you know, and he was dead.
01:21:04.000And so we all looked at each other, and I was the team lead, and I tell you, man, I wasn't about to ask anybody to go out into that, and no one even hesitated.
01:21:14.000Like, we went out and started working on Hasib, and we...
01:21:19.000We got on him quick and he was out and I listened to his lungs.
01:21:22.000He didn't have any lung sounds on one side.
01:21:24.000I saw some penetrating entry wound in his chest, put a chest tube in his right thorax and about a liter of blood poured out from his pleural space just like that.
01:21:35.000And as soon as that happened, he could inspire again.
01:21:38.000And so we started breathing and Resuscitated him.
01:21:42.000So he was dead and he came back to life just from that?
01:22:19.000We go back inside the bunker there and a couple hours later we got out.
01:22:24.000So we find out the next day That a dude, not of fighting age, a local guy, was a sleeper cell.
01:22:34.000And that he had come back in the neighborhood and was three or four houses down and was communicating with his operatives and his ISIS bros, you know, two, three hundred meters away, and was releasing pigeons to identify our position.
01:22:52.000So the way they figured this out, one of our security guys would see a pigeon go up, and he didn't think much about it, and then a mortar hit.
01:22:59.000And then, you know, 10 minutes later, he's like, there's no pigeons around there, right?
01:23:05.000It's combat zone, and birds don't dig combat zones.
01:23:08.000So, he kind of started to piece it together, and then he realized, on the third one, he's like, he saw a pigeon go up, and he goes, we're about to get hit.
01:24:22.000Just can't imagine how much you know how that hurts and then go back to Kansas and they go to the grocery store Yeah, it's it's it's hard to fathom, you know, it's the black tar Tootsie Rolls Social black tar young kids It took me a little bit to roll out of that.
01:25:00.000Since then I'm fine, but it gives me such a deep appreciation for how hard it must be for these men and women who come back from these deployments.
01:25:23.000What a crazy life you live, helping people that are involved in traumatic situations over and over again, various traumatic situations, whether it's getting stuck on K2 or whether it's getting...
01:26:35.000But now, you know, it's a matter of getting the right gear that works and you can rely on it.
01:26:42.000You know, I mean, I don't want to be 20 miles back and, you know, in the backcountry hunting elk and have my thermorest have a hole in it so I sleep in the dirt for five days, which is what happened to me last fall.
01:26:54.000I was by myself and, you know, it was way, way back in the first night.
01:27:41.000So I got to get the helicopter, get the helicopter.
01:27:43.000They risked their lives, they go up there, they get him, fly him down base camp, base camp to Lukla, where our air station was, get that helicopter, and I'll let Jeff take over.
01:28:32.000I saw a dude on Denali do that at base camp in 1996 or 7. This dude shows up with a Boy Scout, old school Boy Scout, like Weebelo looking fucking thing.
01:28:44.000You know, like made of cotton, I guess.
01:28:47.000You know, with like some weird synthetic shit.
01:28:49.000And he asked me for a knife to be able to cut the plastic off of it.
01:28:53.000You know, and I'm like, man, that's not a good idea.
01:29:18.000I'm telling you, man, like a lot of people just tap out and because they know there's an infrastructure around that will pull them out instead of being accountable for themselves.
01:29:30.000So we pulled this guy off and we interviewed him and then Jeff goes, the nicest thing he says, have a nice life, walks up and just starts cussing and piss.
01:30:26.000And that was a rickety old helicopter.
01:30:28.000When you do all these really high-stressful, high-danger sort of situations, you're constantly around people that have this extremely high threshold of For the extremely high tolerance, to discomfort,
01:30:45.000to pushing your endurance levels, overcoming obstacles.
01:30:52.000You're around people that are really solid human beings.
01:30:58.000We're talking about people that are willing to summit Everest, people that will rescue people that summit Everest, people that are willing to do These medical stations 500 yards or 500 meters from the front line.
01:31:12.000I mean, you're talking about some really solid human beings.
01:31:16.000Very, very unusually solid human beings.
01:31:19.000When you come back from that and deal with people like, oh, my fucking cell phone's such a piece of shit.
01:31:24.000You know, like, oh my god, there's traffic.
01:31:36.000That was part of the discomfort I had when I came back from Iraq, specifically, was the delay in flights and just how pissed businessman Bob gets.
01:31:51.000I like Louis C.K. bit about, you know, you're not fucking walking, you know, like 13 of you are dead when you get back, you know.
01:31:59.000No, I'm just, I've been on a gratitude tour since I got back.
01:32:03.000Like, I'm just grateful for everything.
01:32:05.000I'm so grateful that I was born by random stroke of luck.
01:32:11.000You know, in Roanoke, Virginia with good parents and a good family structure and was given all the opportunities that I was given.
01:32:19.000And I wasn't born in Mosul and hiding in a, you know, a cellar from the most evil dudes on the planet.
01:32:27.000So I've come back and instead of getting mad at those people or frustrated with those people, I just try and smile through it and just think, You know, to myself, like, man, I wish you could taste what I tasted just not that long ago.
01:32:43.000You know, like, it really recalibrated me, where it just doesn't, you know, I just let it Teflon off, you know, to a certain extent.
01:32:54.000And with regards to the people that I work with, I tend to, I think, gravitate towards people who like these chaotic sort of environments.
01:33:05.000And I got turned on to this thing, this concept, this acronym that the American Military Academy kicked off a few decades ago.
01:33:25.000And how we operate in those environments.
01:33:28.000And how true champions and leaders like Alex can operate in these places, in these atmospheres that are just absolutely shithouse sideways.
01:33:37.000And when things go crazy, how do you handle?
01:34:02.000It reminds you of where we are and where we've been.
01:34:05.000And also why people do gravitate towards those environments and what they get out of it and how this life in these intense environments sort of magnifies so much of what it means to be human.
01:34:22.000And to be a part of something that's bigger than you.
01:34:56.000And how many people live in environments where they don't know their neighbors, there's no danger, there's no excitement, there's no nothing, and they live this muted, terrifying life.
01:35:08.000In a lot of ways, it's terrifying because there's nothing there.
01:35:57.000I did run for my life just a few months ago, you know, and I, you know, I look back now and that was, that's the fucked up thing that I think so many military folks really struggle with.
01:36:06.000And that's what Younger talked about in that book was, how would you find the, you know, the environment you were in was so precarious, and it was just so tenuous, like, it could be wiped out in any second.
01:37:27.000Not just a guide, but he needed a teammate.
01:37:30.000And not somebody that he could trust, but somebody that would eventually trust him.
01:37:35.000And that was pretty wild for him to ask at some point for a sighted person to trust a blind person on the side of a rock face or the side of a mountain.
01:37:47.000Because, you know, it's hard enough with everything.
01:37:49.000And you take away your vision and, you know, shit just gets amplified.
01:38:12.000But to be honest with you, he'll be the first to tell you that kayaking in a boat by himself down the Grand Canyon was way scarier than anything he's ever done.
01:38:25.000The violence and talking about chaotic environment around you.
01:38:29.000You can barely hear the dude in your ear and sometimes not at all.
01:38:33.000All you can hear is this violence and somehow he just paddles through and then, you know, he'll get tossed and go under and have to roll back up.
01:38:41.000He tells me that, you know, he had his own little version of PTSD from that, from just being freaked the fuck out and having nightmares.
01:40:08.000Crazy that he could figure out how to balance that and figure out how to go left and go right.
01:40:13.000Well, he's an amazing athlete first and foremost.
01:40:16.000I mean if he was sighted he could have been like a pro ballplayer.
01:40:20.000You know, he's just got that sort of body awareness and then so he's born with a degenerate retina disease so he was under he was blind Legally blind, but then his retinas unraveled.
01:40:32.000And at the age of 13, it was totally lights out.
01:40:35.000And then his mama got killed in a car wreck two years later.
01:41:22.000I think this is all very hard for some people to process, especially people that haven't experienced very difficult things or very scary things or dangerous things.
01:41:30.000You know, that people would long to do this, to be a blind guy who's going through 270 plus miles of water in a kayak or to be someone who wants to summit Mount Everest or to be someone who wants to be a medic in a war zone or to be Sebastian Younger who's out there,
01:41:52.000And I think that maybe the general population might look at that and feel like maybe it's reckless or some are super inspired and like, man, that's so great.
01:42:01.000And then others are like, yeah, I mean, I'm down, dude.
01:42:05.000I'm psyched that you're out there charging because then that sets the template.
01:42:09.000And what it does, I think, for a lot of people, it just says, oh, that blind guy can do it.
01:42:13.000Well, then, that means I should stop feeling sorry for myself because I'm feeling low today.
01:42:18.000I guarantee you, there's a lot of times when I don't feel like training.
01:42:21.000I don't really feel like going out and doing something hard.
01:42:25.000And then I'll think, I need to train harder to be strong enough that when shit goes sideways, I'll have his back.
01:42:34.000Yeah, and when you do train for something like Everest, how do you prepare for something like that?
01:42:56.000You know, I mean two or three probably like big long days I try to you know get broke the fuck off at least You know a couple times a week, right where I'm like, okay, and are you carrying weight on your pack and Those days of carrying big heavy weight.
01:43:12.000I've kind of stopped doing that and I just go Because I like to feel a little bit more free.
01:43:16.000There was a time when I would put on a big pack and Just to feel that weight on my traps.
01:43:23.000Joe's only asking if he's experiencing 45 pounds.
01:43:26.000He has a new vest he was testing out the other day.
01:43:29.000Well, I'm asking because it's crazy how 45 pounds is just not much at all.
01:46:22.000And so I failed out and then moved to Colorado in 1989. And moved to Boulder and it was just a bunch of hippies and like I was into the Grateful Dead and I was, you know, tapping into some good fun things and growing my head and I fell in with a group of climbers pretty quick off who were a couple years older than me and they basically took me under their wing and sort of gave me this apprenticeship and taught me how to not get dead.
01:48:12.000I remember when I was a kid and we went from New York to, or from Boston rather than New York for some, I think it was for a karate tournament or something like that, but we were driving up the West Side Highway and you see the city looming in the distance like the Death Star.
01:48:29.000And I remember thinking, what in the fuck is this?
01:50:33.000There's an old power wagon, his old house in Boulder, an old power wagon with a snow plow, and there's a couple snow machines out there, and I'm pulling my...
01:50:39.000Do you know why those things are there, Joe?
01:51:26.000There's something about that cold and snow, too, that's, like, really peaceful.
01:51:30.000Like, there's something that people don't like.
01:51:32.000I remember when I was a kid, one of the things that I really liked about snow is, especially when I had to deliver newspapers, is, like, I would have to be out there.
01:51:39.000And you would hear nothing because the snow muffles all the sound.
01:51:45.000So it's like you get a kind of peace and quiet that you don't...
01:51:48.000No one's driving because, you know, there's two feet of snow.
01:52:19.000And you go into Boulder, and on the CU campus, you know, like, you get a 60-degree, 50-degree day in the spring, and all the bitches just go down to their Daisy Dukes.
01:52:49.000Do you, like, come to him with an idea, or do you guys sit down and talk about it?
01:52:53.000Well, we can't talk about our potential.
01:52:56.000Well, he just pitched something to me yesterday that's pretty interesting and adventurous and fun and curious and a mystery to a bit of a...
01:53:05.000Jeff's good TV. I mean, he's a good person in general, but he's also really good TV. We have a mystery.
01:53:10.000Two guys have already died trying to do it.
01:55:22.000That's amazing that one person can change the course of your life that much just by existing and being around them and experiencing how they navigate life.