#581 - Big Guy
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Summary
Mother's Day is around the corner and it's time to reflect on all the great things our mamas did for us and how they shaped us into the people we are today. Happy Mother's Day and Happy New Year!
Transcript
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maybe some flowers or a nice meal that she doesn't have to cook
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when you spend $15 or more at local florists, convenience,
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And starting May 9th through Mother's Day weekend,
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your flowers order will unlock credit towards select gifts
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that take cooking, planning, and more off mom's plate.
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Thank you for letting me be a part of your life
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We got a nice episode of, we got some Mother's Day stuff.
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We're going to get into a little bit of light news.
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And then we had a call a few weeks back about grief and loss.
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And informative, heart, heart, heartish, heartfelt contributions.
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Because your mom, people, your mama raised you.
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But your mom, boy, you were, you was doing nothing.
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You was just hunting for that little hand tit with your little hands.
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First of all, if something came up to me and started sucking on my breast,
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on my tit or whatever it's called, tit for men or whatever,
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If something started sucking on your tit, would you take it off
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and then raise it and grow it to its full form?
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That's some next level behavior mothers out there.
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And so you knew good and well, so nobody was washing his ass, boy.
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You see her warm up some water on a stove in a stove pot
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and to pull his pants back and just dump it right down the back of his pants,
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hoping to even get a half wash or quarter wash on his ass with that warm water.
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And when we couldn't read, imagine you sitting there with somebody, right?
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And you got to teach them to, you start with the first letter.
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And it's a picture of like an alligator and a little kid.
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And then even on some, once you were in school,
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And your mother still hugged you and said you're going to do good on it.
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I remember my mom would be like, you're going to do great on your test.
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You could, and she, yeah, you're going to do great.
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And I would leave out the door and I'd peek back in the window.
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You could see her just shaking her head like he going to fuck it up.
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But that's crazy to, to send something, know something is going to not do well on a damn spelling or whatever it's called.
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And pretend like you, when they get back, how'd you do?
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You fucking know good and well how they did, mom.
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And, yeah, I want to say happy Mother's Day to my mother.
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I know she watches this show and I appreciate that.
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Man, happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there.
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They got a good advertisement of something beautiful.
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You see them nine-year-old at the basketball game.
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And he up under his mother wearing a triple XL men's polo shirt.
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Just so that kid can get up under there and knobble off on that tit.
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Kind of looked like she was in a wheelchair type shit.
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They cracked open and were kind of flooding out.
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Or at a certain point it was like she had them just got.
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Somebody take a break right between her breasts.
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Getting a nap in and betting on a horse racing.
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A cow walk up and try to feed off of them bitches.
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Oh, but I remember they had this kid little Bubby.
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He'd get him a damn candy bar and get up under that shirt.
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He'd have to pop his head out to catch more breath.
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Oh, I don't know what I'm going to get my mother.
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They should make that Mother Father's Day card.
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The hardest working man I've ever met is my mother.
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And it was that kind of thing where your back locks up in your lung.
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It's like the wind got knocked out of your back.
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And they selling fucking rice right out the back of that bitch, boy.
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And then hit you with that damn two grams of rice when you roll out the door.
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Whenever I go get that massage at the Chinese place.
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Every now and then I know he's really popping back there.
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And I'm not saying it was definitely the kid who was in there.
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You out there drying out your root or whatever.
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You out there freaking earning pearls out of your own ween out there.
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So they, I guess all the cardinals, there's like a bunch of, I don't know, many.
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They all like silently, secretly, like, you know that thing you did in school where you
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let it like close your eyes and raise your hand and the teacher counted?
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I guess it's like that where they like secretly vote.
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And they don't decide until, I think it's like a two-thirds majority.
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So if the Pope, I guess every day they do it, and if the Pope hasn't been chosen, they
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And then if the Pope does get chosen, then it's white smoke that comes out of the chimney.
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So how long did it take them to choose this Pope?
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I think just like two days, because yesterday it was black smoke, and then, or two days
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ago it was black smoke, and then yesterday it was white smoke.
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That's what we got to get that black Pope, boy.
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Oh, we got to get a damn little Asian Pope, boy.
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Just a little bit of prayer fried rice, boy, you feel me?
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But then you remembered, you have kids, and now you spend every sunny day at water parks
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We do the prep, so you can get your you time back with freshly prepared, ready-for-you dishes
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I want to say thank you to Mom for having all the answers.
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She didn't, sometimes they were wrong yet, but she had them all.
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Imagine something just asking you questions for 18 years and more, and you do your best
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But this year we're answering for mom, and the answer is we're going to give them flowers
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And flowers, it's nice, but you know what they really want is a break.
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From everyone's questions, from the endless to-do list, from momming.
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I will call and ask my mom what shoe size I wear.
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I wish I could look in my shoe, I could do a ruler against my foot, but I will call my
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mom, and if she doesn't answer it when I call, I will just not know what my shoe size
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Oh, if I was a mom, I would just put earplugs in.
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I would tell my kids I would have like one of those lights that taxis have above them
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on the top of a taxi that says when it's available or not.
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And then I would, what would I do if I were a mom?
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She would yell, she'd yell at us and say something.
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And say we weren't going to be able to have something.
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And then you would hear, you'd hear her slam her door and then every now and then you'd
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hear her get in that bubble bath right there and maybe crack open a cold beer or something
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You'd hear her crack it open and get that bubble bath going.
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I don't know what she would, and I think she would just sit in there in the bubbles and
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Oh, and I forgot to add, this Mother's Day when you buy your mom flowers, you'll get up
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to $75 as a DashPass member or up to $50 as a non-DashPass member towards a family meal
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A fun activity so mom can play without planning or a self-care retreat in case mom just wants
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when you spend $15 or more at local florists, convenience, grocery, and retail stores on
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And starting May 9th through Mother's Day weekend, your flowers order will unlock credit
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towards select gifts that'll take cooking, planning, and more off of mom's plate.
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You know, one of the last episodes, the last solo episode we had called Chili Boy or something
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And a man called in who had lost his girlfriend to cancer.
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See if I can get your perspective on something.
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Um, my, uh, girlfriend of, uh, four years, she, uh, she passed away five and a half months
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Um, she, uh, it wasn't, uh, not a surprise, but, you know, she, uh, she had cancer.
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Um, we thought that she had a little more time.
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But, um, yeah, um, since then I've spent most of my time doing nothing.
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You know, um, I would visit her grave every day for, uh, months, which is good, I guess,
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He goes and visits her grave every day, you would say, for months onward.
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Um, but I would just let the time pass, you know.
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But, um, recently I've started, uh, going back to school full time and, uh, working again.
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And, honestly, I feel like I'm just doing it because it's, uh, expected of me, you know,
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from, like, people around me, my family, and, like, peers.
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Um, I guess another reason for that is I'm, I'm pretty young.
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But, um, so maybe some people just expect me to move forward pretty fast.
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Um, yeah, um, I just, you know, sometimes here I feel like you're like, I feel like I was,
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And, um, and we, we, we discussed this on a previous episode.
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As always, the hotline guide is, is 985-664-9503.
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And, um, here's a call that came in about grief.
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If we asked callers, uh, if they had any suggestions for that gentleman.
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Listen to you every day or every time you make a podcast.
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I'm actually listening to Pickle Chili right now.
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Um, and I heard the caller call in about he lost a, uh, his, uh, girlfriend or whatever.
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And you ask some people to call in, give some ideas of how maybe he can handle this situation.
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And, look, I actually lost my daughter five years ago to this day.
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And I guess the only advice I can say is, look, man, don't let nobody tell you how long you should grieve.
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Because not every, not every, uh, situation is going to be built the same.
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Um, there's going to be a lot of people that's going to want to get involved and tell you how you should do these.
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But you have to experience this the way that you need to experience this to make it right for you.
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Um, I have dreams about my daughter often, man.
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And it's funny because, like, in my dreams, I know she's passed away.
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So, while I'm dreaming, I try to, I just try to hug her and talk to her.
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I miss, I mean, every night before I say a prayer, I talk to my daughter.
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And I've been doing that since the day she's passed away.
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And look, last but not least, bruh, it doesn't get easier.
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Man, that's just, that's a lot, you know, it's, that's nice of him to call.
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And you can hear the bayou in the back of his drawer right there.
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Yeah, um, yeah, I remember after my dad was gone, even still, sometimes if I'm having
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like a tough day, whenever I go to sleep at night, I'll, uh, yeah, I'll hope that I get
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And then sometimes it's like, gets to be further, sometimes it's like further and further between
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And then, um, yeah, and it just like, you just wish some, like, you hope that somebody will
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But then sometimes they are in your dream and yeah, that's awesome, man.
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Just wanted to call in, uh, in response, listening to the pickle chili podcast and, uh, the guy.
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Guy that lost his, um, girlfriend and after five months wanted to respond to somebody that's
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Uh, lost my fiance, um, high school sweethearts.
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Um, yeah, day before my birthday, she was in a car accident and, uh, it's tough, man.
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Somebody that's somebody that you've been with for seven years.
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So it's kind of rough, but just wanted to respond to him and letting know the things that have
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helped me and maybe it'll help him and somebody else.
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And the biggest thing is I got all those, uh, the same symptoms as him, um, you know, didn't
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Uh, you lose your purpose in life and, uh, some things that you touched on, Theo, you know,
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uh, you want to dream, you want to feel all that again.
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Uh, but the thing that helped me the most is, is surround yourself with, uh, friends and
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family and, um, those things right there, the people that love and support you.
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I'm still close with her family and, uh, those things help you get through it, man.
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So anytime I'm having those rough days and weeks and, and you just, like you said, get
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out, surround yourself with people that love you and your friends, go do some things with
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And, uh, I got a dog, you know, and that really helped me get through that too, man.
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You always got somebody excited to see you when you get home and, uh, that's it, man.
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You hope to have a normal life, but, um, the things that help you push through it are going
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to be just love, surround yourself with people who love you.
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There's a song, uh, uh, there's a song by this guy, Stephen Wilson Jr.
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And thank you guys for both sharing, uh, your experience with loss.
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And it's, uh, grief is only love that has nowhere to go.
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I thought about that since that gentleman called in, um, because love is like, love is this
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feeling that it has to land on someone or an object.
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It has to, it has to, love has to have a place to land.
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If you love, like you can love yourself, but, um, that's more like integrity and, um, confidence.
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And then it can even drift into ego or whatever.
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But when you really love, you love someone, you know?
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It's, it's not, it's yours, but it's, if it's active, it's not yours.
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And then, um, yeah, once that recipient is gone, once that place where it was landing
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is gone, it's like, um, it almost becomes, it's crazy that something that is so wonderful
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can become so painful because then you have the, all these same feelings, but they don't
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And, um, yeah, I remember when my father died, I remember I just, I was at his funeral
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and it was like the most, like, scariest thing ever.
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There was people there that I didn't even, I didn't know any of them.
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And, uh, my, um, this family that I just moved in with the day it took me over there.
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And, uh, and some of our neighbors went with me and I just remember like, uh, it was all
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these feelings that I think I didn't even know that I'd had that I wanted to be for my
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And now it was just like, they were, they hit a dam, you know, they just would never have
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And I just remember like just so much tears and like crying and like, it would be like
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And I just wanted to, I just wanted to be one of those tears.
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And we're not trying to make that like, I guess it can't help, but be like sad, but I
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This is, you know, life is real and it's full of real things.
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Um, and I'm just glad we don't have to go through them alone.
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Um, I'm replying to the gentleman that had recently lost a girlfriend.
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And it sounds like he was looking for answers when, you know, the only thing that I could
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say is like, it sounds like he's on the right track.
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And if I was him, I would just choose to live through the memories that they shared together.
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Um, I remember my girlfriend always telling me that, you know, she thought I was a good
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And so now I'm in a field where I'm able to teach people things.
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And I just feel like every time I do, I just, it reminds me of her.
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And there's just like, it's no longer a sadness anymore.
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I had a little bit of Celsius, but, uh, thank you for the call, man.
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And yeah, I remember my dad, like one thing I were like, one of the only things I remember
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he said to me ever in my life was that I was a survivor.
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He used to always say that you're a survivor, you know, and maybe he knew that because he
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was so old that it would be something that I would need.
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But it's like, it's like one thing that I just feel like, you know, I relate to or something.
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Um, you know, like I'm going to get through this, I guess, you know?
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Um, so I think that's really magical that when you act out something that somebody who
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loves you told you, you were, when you do those things, um, that you are kind of servicing
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that relationship that's no longer there, you know?
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Like if she says that, where you said this part, I remember my girlfriend always telling
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me that, you know, she thought I was a good teacher.
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And so now I'm in a field where I'm able to teach people things.
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And yeah, I could totally see that man, that by then teaching that you feel like you're honoring
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her and it makes you feel that same way that you felt when she told you it was something
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Um, yeah, it's interesting how we figure out how to, uh, how to keep going in the world,
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And that we want to, that's one thing that I think is amazing about life, uh, is this will
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It's like, you have a man that lost his daughter and he's, you know, and there's, it's like he
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wants to go in, at least wake up and see the day every day because, you know, probably through
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his eyes, his daughter somehow gets to see the day as well.
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You know, I think there's just something in us that wants to survive so much.
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Um, and I don't even know what to say about that or what I think about that thought.
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All the money's on the offensive side of the ball.
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Now, with that said, is it a Joe Burrow make or break year?
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Um, I don't have personal experience with a loss of an immediate loved one, but I've walked
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next to someone who has, and our church offers counseling around that.
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And one of the resources we use is this book called Dark Clouds, Deep Mercy.
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I highly recommend it to everyone who is dealing with loss and I buy it for anyone close to
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me that I hear has a loved one who they've lost and they've found some piece from that
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Uh, yeah, hopefully that could be a resource to some people who are listening.
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I know there's a lot of grief books out there and stuff, but it's just like, how do you go
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The young man who called earlier, the first, the original call was saying that he felt like
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Um, even though it's so sad, uh, I was, I was the other day, this came up on my feed when
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Um, and it's Jim Carrey once said, or this site attributes, attributes it to him.
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It's an unraveling, a space where something once lived, but is now gone.
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It carves through you, leaving a hollow ache where love once resided in the beginning.
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It feels unbearable like a wound that will never close.
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But over time, the raw edges begin to mend the pain softens, but the imprint remains
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a quiet reminder of what once was the truth is you never really move on.
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It lingers in the echoes of laughter and the warmth of old memories in the silent moments
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where you still reach for what is no longer there.
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That's something beautiful once touched your life.
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Some days will be heavy and some will feel lighter.
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Some moments will bring unexpected waves of sadness while others will fill you with gratitude
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for the love you were lucky enough to experience.
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And in time, through the pain, you will find healing, not because you have forgotten, but
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because you have learned how to carry both love and loss together.
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Whenever I had heard that quote that, yeah, that grief is only love that has no place to
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I don't believe that the quote is his, but it's a great song.
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Like you have memories and sometimes even just telling a funny story about someone that's
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gone can almost make you have the same feeling as if they are still alive sometimes.
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Um, but yeah, thank you guys for anyway, listening to that.
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I know some of that stuff's kind of heavy and stuff to think about, but it's nice to take
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moments to think about people, uh, and just hear what just be alive.
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I just mean it's, um, I don't know what I mean anyway.
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Thank you everybody for who made some calls and called in.
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Uh, there was a lot of nice calls and suggestions and we tried to put some together there.
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Um, you know, I wanted to say something, there's been something that's just been kind of on my
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Um, there is, you know, we've had people on the podcast in the past to talk about it.
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Um, and there's just a, there's a conflict that's been happening in the Middle East.
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People know about it, um, between Israel and Palestine and some of the areas over there,
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And, uh, and I just think it's, it feels to me, I don't know if I, it just, it feels to
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me like it's a genocide that's happening while we're alive here in front of our, in front
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Um, and I, I don't, sometimes I feel like I should say something.
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I'm not a geologist or geographer or anything like that, you know?
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So I don't know a lot of the, some of it I do know though.
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Like I know the basics of the issues over there, but for me, it's just like how I feel like you
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see all these photos of, um, people, just children, women, people, body parts, just people
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Um, and I just can't believe that we're watching that and that more isn't said about it.
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Um, and so I'm not saying anyone else needs to say anything, but I think I'm just that more
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So I just, uh, I want to be able to speak up about that, that I think we're watching
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probably like, you know, one of the sickest things that's ever happened.
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And, uh, and I'm sorry if I've kind of haven't said about it, I've tried to talk about it and
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Um, but I don't know, maybe I just want to, I just wanted to say something.
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And it's crazy cause our country is also complicit in, in, you know, it's, uh, in, in it and
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And, um, and it's just kind of interesting cause then you just realize, oh, well, I'm
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just, uh, yeah, I'm a member of this country, but I'm just, what we want sometimes doesn't
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And you just have to be a member of a place and your government is making other choices.
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Um, so I don't know if I, I don't know if I said that correctly or I don't even know
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exactly what I said, but I just, I just have, it just like been making me really sick and
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I feel like I just needed to say something that I think you don't have to think that I'm
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So I'm not sitting by, you know, there's that peace inside of me.
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Like, why, why wouldn't you, can you say something?
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You know, there's people that can't even speak and you can say something, you know?
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And so that's how I, I just had to just speak up.
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Anyway, I think maybe it's starting to make it about me there at the end, but, um, yeah.
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So just praying for those people and just the grief that that is all going to cause.
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But, um, and I know that this has happened to other ethnicities and other cultures.
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I know that it's happening to other places too.
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Um, anyway, that was kind of a downer ending, but.
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So Mother's Day is a good day to just be reminded to love people, whether it's your mother or a
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kid or a puppy or a, um, little alligator, whatever you got over there, you know, even
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if it's a memory, you know, get a picture out of somebody that was a member of your life
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or that loved you and spend a few moments with them, you know, or that's what I'm going
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I think there's a couple of memories that I keep of him that are like, that are just
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It feels like, you know, um, yeah, there's a couple of memories of him that I feel like
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And so, yeah, I can just, I, you know, I can, you can spend time with those.
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You're the only two people that have those in the world is you and that other person.
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So that's really something cool that you can do.
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Thanks for letting me be a part of your life today.
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Um, and I don't even know how to end this, what to do.
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So big day, uh, big day, uh, but yeah, anyway, quit listening to me, text your mom, even if
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you hate her, text her and be like, Hey mom, love you.
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Thank you so much, Easton, for helping us out today.
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What are you getting your mom for Mother's Day, Easton?
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I think we, uh, me and my siblings went in on something.
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The craziest is when you buy some of your siblings, right?
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That's like, dude, that's one of the, that's guy.
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Hangs out in the kitchen for probably 15 years.
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Um, and then fucking basically, I don't even, sorry.
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I don't, there wasn't an ending to that, but, uh, yeah, dude, that would be the thing.
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Somebody got my mom one of those boat in a bottle things, ship in a bottle.
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We all gave my sister some money and she was going, she was, she'd been using or whatever
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or mountain climbing or whatever she called it.
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She was supposed to have something nice for her mom.
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She got her one of those fucking ship in a bottles, dog.
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Like, bitch, get the, give me that fucking change, bitch.
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Um, and, uh, make sure to check out net positive with John Chris and, um, and Easton on there.
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Now I'm just floating on the breeze and I feel I'm falling like these leaves.
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Oh, but when I reach that ground, I'll share this peace of mind.