00:00:00.000And sometimes through working through things, you're going to hear some things that you might not like and they might hurt when they're said.
00:00:09.900It's the same as if, you know, you do something wrong and you don't like to hear that you did something wrong or it's you just have to have to stay humble, stay patient and work over these things and ask yourself questions like, why do I feel the way I do?
00:00:31.360like set everything aside and don't don't don't say um i'm i'm right about this there's there's
00:00:39.940no other option i'm transitioning that's it like this is the only way don't just set that aside
00:00:46.000for a minute and run through what have i been through in my life that has put me right here
00:00:53.740and sometimes you know it's it's the people around you that have to change and not yourself
00:01:01.240and those people around you can make you feel like it is yourself when sometimes it's not so
00:01:07.180i remember you you and your family were here in my home last time and i remember talking with your
00:01:12.980dad and you know this threat of the conversion therapy ban and bill c4 uh you know threatening
00:01:19.180to arrest parents who can see and find out what happened in the school system and how you got
00:01:25.700indoctrinated, to me, don't, you know, I can say as many times as I want, it's, it wasn't,
00:01:31.300this is not on you. Like, you were a child. And years ago, when I was a kid, it was when Jim
00:01:38.240Jones had this cult down in the States. And that's where everybody says, take the Kool-Aid.
00:01:43.400And he had this cult and he had convinced everybody, parents and children, to drink the
00:01:49.600kool-aid and he killed them all it was like a mass murder but to have that that's why there's
00:01:56.160something that the word cult you know is there and created is because it's this mass manipulation
00:02:02.520and that's what they're doing to our children and i can't emphasize this enough for parents like
00:02:08.400i think alex newman says it great like the school is on fire and yet you're dropping your child off
00:02:14.300every single morning to go in to this burning building and not knowing if your child is going
00:02:20.220to be the one that's vulnerable or at risk. And children that have been sexually abused or abused
00:02:26.620in some other way, even as a teenager, they don't understand it. And, you know, you've become
00:02:32.700vulnerable and I'm going to come alongside you here and I'm going to get vulnerable for a moment
00:02:36.200as well because I don't know that our viewers know this, but I struggled very badly. I had an
00:02:42.920ulcer in grade eight, but when I was like 15, 16, 17 years old, I started with anorexia and bulimia.
00:02:51.500And it became so intense and so horrible. And I just couldn't get out of this cycle every single
00:02:58.280week. Like I'd be binging and throwing up like 85 times a week. And as I say, I'm becoming very
00:03:04.200vulnerable here. And my mom and dad were like at odds. What do we do? And I did go to counselors.
00:03:10.660I was very much wanting to have the answer of why I felt this and couldn't break it.