Adin Live - July 01, 2021


Adin is LEAVING the Clout House in LA？？

Topics
overwhelm mental health
Hosted by
Aidin Ross
Mentioned
L. Rice Big Mike Josh Pammy Chris Brown Tick Olivia Rodrigo Ron Paul Zane Kefem Lee Whack Raymond Twitch LeBron Maddie Kwadi Banks Dude Neon Chad
Adin REACTS to iShowSpeed hitting 1 Million Subscribers LIVE... Adin Reacts to the OLD RiceGum...

Episode Stats


Length

24 minutes

Words per minute

139.84

Word count

3,474

Sentence count

472

Harmful content

Misogyny

5

sentences flagged

Toxicity

196

sentences flagged

Hate speech

19

sentences flagged


Summary

Summaries generated with gmurro/bart-large-finetuned-filtered-spotify-podcast-summ .

In this episode, I explain why I left the house and why I don t want to ever leave the house again. I also talk about my relationship with KSI and how he almost got kicked out of the house.

Transcript

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Misogyny classifications generated with MilaNLProc/bert-base-uncased-ear-misogyny .
Toxicity classifications generated with s-nlp/roberta_toxicity_classifier .
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Topics generated with Qwen2.5-3B-Instruct.
Hosts, guests, and mentioned names generated with spaCy (en_core_web_sm), reconciled against Wikidata.
00:00:00.100 Chat, yes or no? Did I talk shit about Rice? Did I defend KSI? No, I didn't. When did I defend him? 1.00
00:00:11.100 Before I do, I gotta talk about this house shit. 0.99
00:00:14.000 So as you guys know, there's a lot of snakes in this mother f***ing house, is what I'm gonna say, bro. 1.00
00:00:19.940 A lot of f***ing snakes. Clearly. 0.99
00:00:24.960 Olivia Rodrigo. I just...
00:00:27.940 Is she a singer, Kwadi?
00:00:29.660 Alright, let me talk. Let me talk about being interrupted, alright?
00:00:33.300 I'm gonna tell you guys the truth of why I really want to leave this house.
00:00:36.200 And, yeah. Alright.
00:00:38.200 So, I love everybody in this house.
00:00:41.920 They changed my life in a way.
00:00:43.860 And I'll always be grateful and I will always, you know, love them.
00:00:50.100 But there's a community that rots in this house.
00:00:54.140 Who sometimes...
00:00:57.020 They just don't like everybody.
00:00:58.540 They don't like anybody, bro.
00:00:59.380 They don't like me, my girlfriend.
00:01:01.920 They don't like Mike, his girlfriend.
00:01:05.160 They don't like...
00:01:06.200 They don't like Shnaggy. 1.00
00:01:08.340 They don't like my boy.
00:01:09.400 That's my day one, bro.
00:01:10.440 They don't like him, bro.
00:01:11.580 How do you not like Shnaggy? 1.00
00:01:12.820 Shnaggy is dope as f***. 0.99
00:01:13.840 That's my guy. 0.99
00:01:14.440 And, um...
00:01:18.640 There were some clips.
00:01:22.020 There were some clips, basically, where...
00:01:24.640 It looked like I was defending KSI when I wasn't defending KSI.
00:01:28.600 And it made it seem like I wanted to leave the house because of that.
00:01:31.560 When I was really saying I want to leave the house because... 1.00
00:01:36.720 The internet was shit. 0.98
00:01:39.020 But you guys clipped it and so somebody named Mr. Gum reacted to it. 1.00
00:01:42.780 Now, I'm not going to go through his f***ing bottom. 0.86
00:01:45.560 I'm just going to explain what happened. 0.98
00:01:47.780 He basically... 0.86
00:01:49.500 His chat made it seem like I was talking crazy and s*** about him.
00:01:52.820 Let me get this straight, bro.
00:01:55.220 I have no problem...
00:01:58.300 Direct problem with KSI.
00:02:01.200 Alright?
00:02:02.840 I've been watching KSI for a very long time.
00:02:05.340 We all have.
00:02:06.600 Kinda.
00:02:07.600 On and off for me, not a really big watcher.
00:02:10.540 But I've known about KSI for years.
00:02:12.200 We all have.
00:02:13.780 There's nothing wrong with me being...
00:02:15.780 There's nothing wrong with me being right down the middle.
00:02:18.740 Does that make sense?
00:02:20.240 There's nothing wrong with that.
00:02:22.260 Let me tell you guys how I first met Rice.
00:02:25.460 I met Rice way, way back.
00:02:29.500 Way, way back.
00:02:31.120 Alright?
00:02:32.100 I met Rice way, way, way back.
00:02:34.720 I'm talking...
00:02:36.400 E-dates.
00:02:37.520 This is when I was averaging 15,000 viewers.
00:02:39.540 Rice is averaging about the same.
00:02:41.060 Me and Rice are about the same right there.
00:02:43.520 And my brother Rice...
00:02:45.540 He's always my brother. 0.98
00:02:46.500 You guys are saying, you know, talking crazy s***. 0.97
00:02:48.680 He's my brother. 0.98
00:02:49.660 I'm not...
00:02:50.240 There's no beef.
00:02:51.120 I'm just...
00:02:51.420 I'm gonna explain.
00:02:53.380 Rice...
00:02:53.540 Literally...
00:02:54.540 After I got him on a couple E-dates, we talked for an hour. 0.98
00:02:58.620 He got me in this motherf***ing house. 0.99
00:03:00.180 He matched me with Banks, my girl, all that s***. 0.99
00:03:04.840 Right? 0.98
00:03:05.200 You're not gonna believe what this motherf***er Rice just told me two hours ago, bro. 0.95
00:03:11.520 This dude Rice genuinely looked me in my eye and said, 0.93
00:03:29.940 Since you wanna find it...
00:03:33.800 Not we...
00:03:34.360 Since you find it... 0.75
00:03:35.780 He thinks I f***ing defend it.
00:03:37.280 I never defended K... 0.94
00:03:38.260 Who was there that stream when I was talking about the KSI s***? 0.91
00:03:41.380 I never defended him.
00:03:43.300 I literally just stayed in my own lane. 1.00
00:03:45.760 I never said, f*** him, f*** Rice. 0.99
00:03:48.160 I just stayed right down the middle neutral. 0.99
00:03:50.640 Did I do anything wrong?
00:03:51.800 So then he said to me...
00:03:54.620 There was no evidential clip, bro.
00:03:56.880 But he said to me...
00:03:58.020 I don't know why he didn't go live or whatever and talk about it.
00:04:01.240 But it's cool.
00:04:02.980 He said to me that...
00:04:04.400 And bro...
00:04:06.200 He said to me that he wants to do a hot sub stream with Corinna.
00:04:11.660 Now look!
00:04:12.680 I have no issue with that!
00:04:14.600 The thing is... 1.00
00:04:15.640 This motherfucker tried to make me... 1.00
00:04:18.000 Mad or like upset about it. 1.00
00:04:19.740 I don't give a f***. 0.99
00:04:21.800 You guys think I'm pranking you. 0.99
00:04:22.860 Why would I lie about that?
00:04:29.040 Um...
00:04:29.520 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:04:33.460 Nothing is being pranked.
00:04:35.600 Nothing is being pranked.
00:04:36.900 You can't say L. Rice.
00:04:38.620 L...
00:04:39.020 You can't say that.
00:04:42.480 I'll call him right now, bro.
00:04:51.800 What did Big Mike say?
00:05:03.660 Chat, is that weird?
00:05:04.660 Yes or no?
00:05:05.020 He's not picking up, bro.
00:05:06.360 I talked to him a couple hours ago about it.
00:05:08.260 Is that weird?
00:05:08.900 Yes or no?
00:05:09.360 Is that weird?
00:05:11.640 I don't... 0.98
00:05:12.120 I personally don't give a f***. 0.99
00:05:14.040 I don't give a f***. 1.00
00:05:24.280 Leak his number, no balls. 1.00
00:05:28.440 He's trolling. 0.99
00:05:29.180 I don't know if he's trolling.
00:05:30.720 I don't know if he's trolling.
00:05:32.840 I don't know if he is.
00:05:33.760 And also, Big Mike.
00:05:40.300 I don't know what you said in the chat.
00:05:43.380 But I have no issue with that.
00:05:46.420 I don't know.
00:05:46.660 What did Mike say?
00:05:47.260 Does anyone know what Mike said?
00:05:51.280 You did one with Summer, so it's fair? 1.00
00:05:52.980 Are you f***ing stupid? 1.00
00:05:54.780 Are you f***ing dumb? 1.00
00:05:57.800 How does me doing a Summer stream, 1.00
00:05:59.400 ah, Summer stream,
00:05:59.980 have anything to do with him doing one with her?
00:06:01.440 What are you talking about?
00:06:13.200 Mike said what's happening.
00:06:14.220 Mike, I'm leaving this house, bro. 0.99
00:06:17.000 I want to leave this f***ing house. 1.00
00:06:19.000 I don't like this s***. 1.00
00:06:23.520 Because, 0.99
00:06:24.840 Mike, 0.97
00:06:27.240 obviously I don't give a f*** about 0.95
00:06:29.340 if somebody does a hot tub stream with somebody. 0.95
00:06:32.340 But it's like,
00:06:33.660 bro, you snaked him first?
00:06:34.660 And explain how I snaked him first.
00:06:37.260 Chat, yes or no? 0.67
00:06:38.520 Did I talk s*** about Rice?
00:06:40.200 Did I defend KSI? 0.78
00:06:41.460 No, I didn't.
00:06:42.740 When did I defend him? 0.96
00:06:45.340 I mean, when did I f***ing talk s***? 0.88
00:06:47.140 Like, I didn't even say anything, bro. 0.97
00:06:55.700 I stayed right down the middle.
00:06:57.320 I stayed right down the middle.
00:06:58.400 I never talked anything, bro. 1.00
00:06:59.520 I always support that motherfucker. 1.00
00:07:03.800 Facts. 1.00
00:07:04.340 Annoying facts.
00:07:05.960 And let me tell you guys one other thing.
00:07:09.800 I hope you guys know what...
00:07:11.420 Does anybody know what's been happening
00:07:13.040 in the YouTube world
00:07:13.640 in the past few days?
00:07:15.020 Anybody?
00:07:15.320 There's one YouTuber.
00:07:18.980 His name is Speed.
00:07:20.820 He sped his way to the top 0.95
00:07:22.560 without being in a f***ing clow house. 0.99
00:07:26.740 So me, 0.96
00:07:28.380 Speed, I'm inspired by you, bro.
00:07:31.620 Not for real, though. 0.85
00:07:32.160 W Speed's in the f***ing chat, for real. 0.99
00:07:34.660 He's really doing some crazy s***. 0.98
00:07:36.540 You guys all better be paying attention. 0.86
00:07:38.160 I hope you guys know how he's doing it, too.
00:07:39.760 You guys gotta, gotta trust me.
00:07:44.560 And I've been saying this for months.
00:07:45.920 I'm glad. 0.55
00:07:46.980 Speed is f***ing blowing the f*** up, bro.
00:07:51.140 That kid deserves the world, bro.
00:07:53.660 Seriously.
00:07:54.480 That kid deserves the world.
00:07:56.200 And he's gonna keep going up.
00:07:59.100 Tick-tock 0.97
00:07:59.780 is a f***ing cheat code, bro. 0.93
00:08:04.320 Imagine if, like, a rice gum 0.98
00:08:06.120 or, like,
00:08:07.700 you know what I mean?
00:08:08.160 Like, a bank's back in there,
00:08:09.640 back when they did YouTube had Tick-tock.
00:08:11.260 You know what I mean?
00:08:12.020 Like, it's crazy.
00:08:13.640 It's crazy.
00:08:16.120 Dude's going crazy for real, though.
00:08:20.000 He's going absolutely bananas.
00:08:24.540 He got more than 500k one day, I think.
00:08:28.280 Imagine Logan Paul with Tick-tock.
00:08:29.520 Exactly.
00:08:35.020 But, Speed built it off 2k.
00:08:36.700 Yup.
00:08:38.160 Speed built that s*** off of NBA 2k.
00:08:40.520 Literally.
00:08:41.320 He literally did.
00:08:43.180 He's already at 1.4.
00:08:45.700 Dude hit a million,
00:08:46.760 a million yesterday.
00:08:47.760 He was at 800k yesterday, I think.
00:08:49.000 700k.
00:08:50.400 He doubled his subs in one day, bro. 0.77
00:08:53.100 Do you know how f***ing insane that is, bro?
00:08:55.000 I'll talk about Six Flags in a second, 0.87
00:09:02.020 but what I want to really go at is this.
00:09:05.220 Look.
00:09:07.980 Rice,
00:09:09.280 Mike,
00:09:10.220 Banks,
00:09:12.220 my brothers, bro.
00:09:15.380 Bro.
00:09:15.560 But,
00:09:18.460 and, and, and, and, and, you know,
00:09:20.480 I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm not trolling, bro.
00:09:21.880 I'm not trolling or anything, bro.
00:09:24.120 I'm genuinely serious when I'm saying this.
00:09:25.740 Like, I,
00:09:26.380 I, I kind of like,
00:09:28.440 in general,
00:09:30.120 I kind of just, like, 0.97
00:09:30.740 want to get the f*** out of LA. 0.97
00:09:34.520 I kind of want to, like, 0.96
00:09:35.620 literally go to LA.
00:09:42.680 If you guys can live more-
00:09:43.800 Listen, Zane Kefem
00:09:44.480 and your other so-called friends
00:09:45.780 go on Instagram lives with Stacy
00:09:47.700 and still talk to her rice, 0.99
00:09:49.200 doesn't even talk to Corinna,
00:09:50.600 but he wants to use her for content now.
00:09:52.520 He's an L- 1.00
00:09:52.920 I didn't even know that they still go on IG live with her.
00:09:58.440 Is that true?
00:10:03.480 Is that true?
00:10:10.340 I don't think so.
00:10:13.820 Nah.
00:10:15.940 I don't know.
00:10:20.160 Anyways,
00:10:20.700 the thing I wanted to,
00:10:21.380 the thing I wanted to say next is the,
00:10:24.700 either way, bro,
00:10:25.720 either way,
00:10:27.020 you guys,
00:10:27.400 I want you guys to all understand
00:10:28.420 that 0.93
00:10:28.860 LA's just f***ing crazy, bro, 0.99
00:10:32.460 and it's actually, like, 0.99
00:10:33.400 taking a toll on me, bro.
00:10:34.440 Like, I don't know. 1.00
00:10:35.300 I'm not really built for this LA shit. 0.98
00:10:42.020 Do you guys think I should get out of LA, 0.99
00:10:43.640 yes or no?
00:10:44.660 I'm not, like,
00:10:45.520 you know what I mean? 0.98
00:10:45.940 I'm not opening this shit up for no reason, by the way. 0.98
00:11:03.540 This is a real discussion I'm having with you guys. 0.99
00:11:05.340 You guys are my f***ing people. 0.95
00:11:06.480 The problem is, you know, 0.99
00:11:11.080 it's a lot of mental f***ing draining being here.
00:11:14.380 But at the same time,
00:11:15.260 there's a lot of money to be made here.
00:11:16.340 I can't, it's,
00:11:22.860 and I'll explain why I'm having, like,
00:11:24.380 this kind of breakdown.
00:11:26.160 Last night, I went to the Six Flags event. 0.95
00:11:28.560 Every f***ing TikToker, 0.99
00:11:31.160 YouTuber, 0.98
00:11:32.420 not Twitch streamers,
00:11:34.000 TikTok, YouTuber,
00:11:35.480 rapper, 0.99
00:11:35.940 and their f***ing mothers 1.00
00:11:37.060 was at this Six Flags shit. 1.00
00:11:39.500 It was so overwhelming 1.00
00:11:40.860 to see all this shit, bro. 1.00
00:11:49.160 Do you know what I mean? 1.00
00:11:52.080 Spaceship had this little Six Flags thing.
00:11:53.700 It was so chill in the beginning.
00:11:54.620 I got to go on this colossal rollercoaster
00:11:56.440 with B.A.L.U.,
00:11:57.380 his girl, my girl,
00:11:58.400 and my boy Raymond, right?
00:11:59.840 It was all chill, all cool.
00:12:02.200 I had fun.
00:12:03.440 And then out of nowhere, bro,
00:12:05.260 I'm seeing everybody, bro.
00:12:06.900 Migos,
00:12:09.260 LeBron,
00:12:10.200 Chris Brown, 0.99
00:12:11.420 f***ing 0.99
00:12:12.120 everybody, bro, 0.99
00:12:13.940 everybody.
00:12:18.960 And I was so overwhelmed 0.99
00:12:19.920 I left that Six Flags shit, bro. 0.99
00:12:21.280 I was like, 1.00
00:12:21.600 what the f*** is this? 0.98
00:12:24.220 Now, 0.99
00:12:26.180 Chris,
00:12:26.800 Chris,
00:12:27.320 I know,
00:12:28.380 you know,
00:12:29.100 I said hi to the,
00:12:32.100 to Bronny,
00:12:34.240 and,
00:12:34.740 you know,
00:12:35.200 you know,
00:12:37.520 I just,
00:12:37.880 I said hi to the people I knew.
00:12:40.860 A couple TikTokers, 1.00
00:12:42.360 a couple YouTubers.
00:12:44.460 You know what I mean?
00:12:45.620 But this is crazy.
00:12:46.720 I get anxiety.
00:12:47.640 I don't know.
00:12:48.660 I have anxiety being here, bro.
00:12:50.320 I get anxiety being here.
00:12:51.920 Why am I pressed?
00:12:52.620 Because
00:12:52.980 I had a breakdown yesterday, bro.
00:12:55.620 Like,
00:12:55.740 it's just too much.
00:12:56.640 He's pressed over seeing celebrities.
00:13:12.280 Nah,
00:13:12.480 let me backtrace up.
00:13:16.460 It's overwhelming, bro.
00:13:18.060 Like,
00:13:18.280 everything is so overwhelming.
00:13:19.700 Like,
00:13:19.900 it's just so much, bro.
00:13:21.200 we're always here for you.
00:13:33.660 You got to get some
00:13:34.360 rest.
00:13:36.400 Happiness over money.
00:13:38.520 Be grateful.
00:13:39.760 I think that's what it is.
00:13:46.460 Yeah,
00:13:46.960 I don't know.
00:13:47.420 I don't know if I'm making too much sense right now.
00:13:49.060 but
00:13:50.000 I'm just saying, bro. 1.00
00:13:54.060 A lot of shit happens. 1.00
00:13:55.500 I don't know, bro. 1.00
00:13:56.420 I'm just all over the fucking map. 0.98
00:14:00.940 Why are you tripping? 0.99
00:14:01.760 I don't know, bro.
00:14:03.740 Maybe I am.
00:14:04.480 Maybe I am overthinking everything, right? 0.99
00:14:07.700 You guys think I'm overthinking shit? 0.99
00:14:19.420 Yeah. 0.99
00:14:20.240 No.
00:14:21.020 See,
00:14:21.240 a lot of you guys are saying no, 0.98
00:14:22.120 but how come that I'm seeing comments and shit like, 0.94
00:14:24.600 you are over date? 0.97
00:14:25.440 Like,
00:14:25.600 I don't know.
00:14:26.060 Like, 1.00
00:14:26.240 what the fuck? 1.00
00:14:26.940 Yes, bro, 1.00
00:14:33.420 you're living life.
00:14:39.880 Just chill.
00:14:40.960 Growth happens when you're uncomfortable.
00:14:42.320 You should make an SSB house with your homies. 1.00
00:14:49.020 I want to do something like that for sure one day.
00:14:51.980 The problem is,
00:14:53.300 a couple of them are 17, you know?
00:15:00.480 Chat,
00:15:00.880 do you guys think LA is a cool place to live?
00:15:03.100 Honestly,
00:15:03.520 do you guys think LA is a cool place to live?
00:15:05.560 From your honest answers, bro. 0.99
00:15:07.280 I feel like this shit is more of like a marathon, 0.99
00:15:16.400 not really a sprint. 0.99
00:15:24.800 Yeah,
00:15:25.340 salary understands.
00:15:26.500 You guys gotta understand,
00:15:27.240 a year ago,
00:15:27.840 I was literally kind of like nobody.
00:15:29.340 Not nobody,
00:15:29.900 because some of you guys know who I was,
00:15:30.840 but like,
00:15:31.140 I was nobody.
00:15:32.400 So it's just overwhelming, bro.
00:15:34.200 And now it's all catching up to me.
00:15:36.380 And,
00:15:36.700 I'm so fucking grateful to be where I am, 0.88
00:15:41.300 but it's all so fucking overwhelming. 0.93
00:15:46.680 Look what Neon just said. 0.90
00:15:47.600 I like that, Neon.
00:15:48.300 Great for business,
00:15:48.900 but you'll never be fully happy there.
00:15:50.840 You could be happy.
00:15:51.820 For example,
00:15:52.920 Pammy makes me really happy.
00:15:53.880 If I didn't have Pammy,
00:15:54.580 oh my,
00:15:55.120 if I didn't have Pammy, 1.00
00:15:55.840 I'd probably be on some crazy shit, bro. 0.99
00:15:58.800 You know what I mean? 0.99
00:15:59.400 But how come every time somebody comes up to me
00:16:01.400 when I'm walking down,
00:16:02.960 you know, 0.99
00:16:03.340 they're always saying some crazy shit to me. 1.00
00:16:10.220 I think there was just an earthquake or some shit. 1.00
00:16:13.940 Someone, 0.99
00:16:14.260 someone will say some shit like, 0.99
00:16:16.480 yeah, 0.99
00:16:16.760 B-Loo's awesome, bro.
00:16:18.260 B-Loo's awesome.
00:16:20.020 He is.
00:16:20.420 I love B-Loo.
00:16:21.320 Someone said that,
00:16:22.040 are you and B-Loo cool?
00:16:22.860 Yeah,
00:16:23.040 we're really cool, bro.
00:16:24.240 That's my guy.
00:16:31.000 No,
00:16:31.440 let me,
00:16:31.620 let me,
00:16:31.860 let me finish.
00:16:32.340 My bad,
00:16:32.660 bro.
00:16:32.720 I'm just,
00:16:33.140 my bad.
00:16:33.460 I'm like losing,
00:16:34.160 like losing train of thoughts.
00:16:37.420 So,
00:16:37.920 someone will come up for me,
00:16:39.020 someone will come up to me
00:16:40.100 and,
00:16:40.460 like,
00:16:41.440 beg for me to follow them back on,
00:16:43.200 on Instagram.
00:16:44.680 Like,
00:16:44.860 not like,
00:16:46.360 not,
00:16:46.620 I think I've told you guys a story 0.99
00:16:47.540 where I got kicked out of a fucking store, 0.99
00:16:49.220 right? 0.99
00:16:49.820 This happened kind of again today.
00:16:51.300 This store person walked up to me
00:16:53.620 and like said,
00:16:54.160 yo,
00:16:54.340 couldn't you follow me back on Instagram?
00:16:56.600 And,
00:16:57.000 uh,
00:16:57.860 it was just really weird
00:16:58.820 because I just like,
00:17:00.680 he was like begging it kind of like over and over.
00:17:03.120 I told you guys the one with the shoe,
00:17:04.740 but kind of happened again today.
00:17:06.400 It's like all of these store owners,
00:17:08.000 you know what I mean?
00:17:08.360 It's just so weird to me.
00:17:09.860 That wouldn't really happen in normal.
00:17:11.600 I don't know,
00:17:12.220 bro.
00:17:12.400 It's just weird.
00:17:12.920 I don't know,
00:17:13.420 bro.
00:17:14.280 You're being soft.
00:17:15.220 All right,
00:17:15.500 bro.
00:17:16.120 I'll stop,
00:17:16.740 I'll stop talking to you guys about it on stream.
00:17:18.160 Just know that I,
00:17:22.320 uh,
00:17:22.740 I just miss,
00:17:24.520 I miss playing games
00:17:26.860 and just staying inside
00:17:28.280 and just like being really to myself.
00:17:30.840 And I kind of want to transition back into that eventually.
00:17:33.480 I just really,
00:17:34.680 really,
00:17:35.060 really,
00:17:35.480 really,
00:17:35.820 really like,
00:17:36.720 okay,
00:17:36.980 let me ask you guys a question. 0.97
00:17:38.120 You're saying I'm being fucking soft. 0.95
00:17:39.640 How would you like it if you're trying to buy something 0.97
00:17:41.360 and you don't follow them on Instagram
00:17:42.440 and they basically tell you to leave?
00:17:43.440 Is that weird?
00:17:46.320 Yes or no?
00:17:47.260 Like,
00:17:47.520 come on,
00:17:48.040 bro. 0.99
00:17:49.720 How the fuck am I being soft for that? 0.99
00:17:52.060 That's just weird. 0.99
00:17:55.160 It's overwhelming as fuck, 0.99
00:17:56.720 bro. 1.00
00:18:08.160 Now,
00:18:08.600 I wouldn't say I'm famous,
00:18:09.660 but people just know who I am.
00:18:11.100 I don't like the word famous or whatever.
00:18:13.440 Especially,
00:18:13.920 like,
00:18:14.060 I just don't like that.
00:18:15.660 I don't like that word because
00:18:17.340 you guys just know me for me.
00:18:19.700 Like,
00:18:19.880 I don't want you guys to look up to me.
00:18:21.520 There's people that look like, 0.98
00:18:22.560 there's like,
00:18:22.940 there's people,
00:18:23.400 I've actually gotten it now.
00:18:24.980 People literally walk up to me and say,
00:18:26.220 Aiden,
00:18:26.460 I'm your fan,
00:18:26.960 but I know you don't like to use the word fan.
00:18:28.260 And I, 0.99
00:18:28.600 I generally fuck with that 0.99
00:18:29.860 because I don't know, 1.00
00:18:31.320 bro. 1.00
00:18:33.120 My bad if I'm speaking out of my ass. 1.00
00:18:34.800 I know a lot of you guys 1.00
00:18:35.560 saying fucking soft and shit. 1.00
00:18:37.480 You're probably really young 1.00
00:18:38.520 and you don't understand, 0.99
00:18:39.680 but mental health is so fucking important. 1.00
00:18:41.220 I pray that you never get anxiety and shit. 1.00
00:18:43.760 This shit is crazy, 1.00
00:18:44.660 bro. 1.00
00:18:48.120 You wanted this shit? 1.00
00:18:49.840 You're right. 1.00
00:18:50.440 I got to be grateful though.
00:19:00.540 And I got to appreciate you guys.
00:19:02.120 I got to appreciate my life.
00:19:03.160 There's always going to be problems
00:19:06.680 in anybody's life.
00:19:08.060 The richest man in the world
00:19:09.300 is going to have problems,
00:19:10.220 you know?
00:19:12.440 But just know anxiety
00:19:13.480 and mental health is real.
00:19:16.040 It happens to everybody,
00:19:17.640 bro.
00:19:17.780 I feel like everybody,
00:19:18.680 it happens to everybody.
00:19:19.340 I'm really,
00:19:24.860 really sorry for
00:19:25.560 starting the stream off like this,
00:19:27.560 but it's,
00:19:28.180 you know,
00:19:28.900 I'm for real.
00:19:30.700 You're not in the moment.
00:19:32.100 You're in,
00:19:32.460 wait,
00:19:32.580 what does that mean?
00:19:34.220 Maddie?
00:19:34.560 I didn't mean to upset anybody
00:19:39.740 or make anybody feel like I was,
00:19:42.160 you know, 1.00
00:19:43.720 speaking out of my ass 1.00
00:19:44.820 or anything like that. 1.00
00:19:46.060 I didn't,
00:19:46.480 I didn't try to make anybody feel like,
00:19:47.940 you know,
00:19:48.160 I was being ungrateful
00:19:49.840 or soft or anything.
00:19:51.360 I'm just going through a lot right now.
00:19:53.240 Uh,
00:19:53.720 I'm going through something
00:19:54.340 behind closed doors too.
00:19:55.880 I don't want to take a break.
00:19:57.160 I just really want to go back
00:19:58.100 to playing games 1.00
00:19:58.860 without people being on my dick 1.00
00:20:00.600 and hating and 0.99
00:20:01.320 I just really want to go back to,
00:20:04.060 uh,
00:20:05.800 kind of me.
00:20:08.780 I really,
00:20:09.780 really,
00:20:10.100 really,
00:20:10.580 really,
00:20:11.440 really,
00:20:12.100 really,
00:20:12.200 really,
00:20:12.540 really love you guys.
00:20:14.860 Um,
00:20:16.120 seriously,
00:20:17.080 I'm genuinely so obsessed
00:20:19.560 with all of you guys,
00:20:20.240 bro.
00:20:20.440 It's like,
00:20:21.020 I,
00:20:21.380 and that sounds weird,
00:20:22.040 but like,
00:20:22.600 I'm obsessed with you guys.
00:20:23.460 Like, 1.00
00:20:23.620 I fuck with you guys, 1.00
00:20:24.520 you know, 1.00
00:20:25.380 seriously.
00:20:31.300 You can save gaming.
00:20:32.400 What game would I play?
00:20:34.180 Nah,
00:20:34.520 I am.
00:20:34.820 I am.
00:20:35.140 I'm going to drop New York.
00:20:36.560 Rewak hasn't picked up my phone all day.
00:20:39.040 Rewak,
00:20:39.580 waiting on you.
00:20:40.580 I'm going to have to move
00:20:41.260 with somebody else,
00:20:41.920 bro.
00:20:42.120 I don't know what to say.
00:20:45.600 I'll try calling him one more time
00:20:47.060 on stream.
00:20:49.380 Rewak,
00:20:49.780 I really want to drop New York.
00:20:50.440 I've been trying to drop New York,
00:20:51.000 bro.
00:21:09.140 All right.
00:21:10.060 So,
00:21:10.540 there we go.
00:21:11.500 I've been trying to drop New York,
00:21:12.540 bro.
00:21:13.080 I know he has been too,
00:21:14.060 so nobody's been Lee Whack, 0.99
00:21:16.380 but we need to figure that shit out. 0.98
00:21:22.560 I'm going to stay in LA. 1.00
00:21:23.680 I'm going to fix my shit. 1.00
00:21:28.300 But I'm going to stay on the grind. 0.95
00:21:30.340 Does anybody remember what I told you guys in July?
00:21:32.140 I'm not missing one day in July. 0.98
00:21:34.180 I'm not missing any fucking streams in July. 0.98
00:21:37.960 How many days in July is there? 0.99
00:21:39.840 I'm streaming every single day in July.
00:21:42.360 Every single day in July,
00:21:43.400 I'm streaming.
00:21:43.780 on God.
00:21:47.700 I put it on God.
00:21:48.600 I'm streaming every day in July. 0.99
00:21:55.880 I don't give a fuck, 0.99
00:21:56.760 bro. 1.00
00:21:56.820 I'm doing it.
00:21:57.780 I'm streaming every day in July,
00:21:58.820 bro.
00:22:00.440 Say on God,
00:22:00.940 on God.
00:22:01.840 Why would I lie about that?
00:22:02.660 I feel like B-Loo would be good for this combo. 0.99
00:22:06.920 I love B-Loo.
00:22:08.680 Yo,
00:22:08.840 Vice,
00:22:09.120 this is going to fly gifted,
00:22:09.880 bro.
00:22:10.020 I really appreciate that.
00:22:14.800 What's good,
00:22:15.340 your age?
00:22:15.660 Thanks for 10 months,
00:22:16.700 bro.
00:22:17.820 Josh.
00:22:18.320 See,
00:22:18.660 Josh has known me for a very long time,
00:22:20.020 your age.
00:22:21.020 I've known Josh
00:22:21.920 for a very long time.
00:22:26.060 Josh has been my friend for almost a year now.
00:22:29.480 You know,
00:22:30.000 98,
00:22:35.580 where you at?
00:22:35.940 Thanks for the 10 gifted.
00:22:37.100 One thing Josh could probably say is
00:22:38.940 about me
00:22:40.740 and all my friends
00:22:42.320 that have known me for
00:22:42.960 a long time
00:22:45.180 could probably just say that,
00:22:46.240 you know,
00:22:46.500 I've never changed my morals.
00:22:49.080 I've never changed who I am as a person.
00:22:51.800 The only thing that's changed is the content.
00:22:53.100 The only thing that's changed is my lifestyle,
00:22:54.240 but,
00:22:55.320 man,
00:22:57.940 YRG is the best streamer
00:22:59.460 right now.
00:23:02.520 Your age gaming is the greatest streamer right now.
00:23:05.560 He's the greatest.
00:23:06.920 He's the most funny streamer right now.
00:23:08.940 YRG on top. 0.99
00:23:09.800 I don't give a fuck. 0.99
00:23:11.120 He's the only streamer 0.99
00:23:12.100 who I can literally watch
00:23:13.400 and just laugh,
00:23:14.260 bro.
00:23:15.820 He's my favorite streamer,
00:23:17.000 bro,
00:23:17.160 and God.
00:23:18.820 So,
00:23:19.560 that's the person who I watch.
00:23:21.100 I love you,
00:23:23.480 Josh. 1.00
00:23:24.320 I tune into your shit all the time, 1.00
00:23:25.700 bro, 1.00
00:23:25.900 even when you know I'm not in there. 0.97
00:23:29.560 YRG is so fucking amazing. 0.95
00:23:32.420 Anyways, 0.94
00:23:33.600 we love Josh.
00:23:36.660 I need gaming to become good again.
00:23:39.660 Actually, 0.98
00:23:40.560 it doesn't even fucking matter 0.95
00:23:42.000 because I'm going to revive gaming. 0.95
00:23:44.780 I'm doing it myself,
00:23:46.380 bro. 0.99
00:23:46.760 I don't give a fuck. 0.99
00:23:48.280 I'm reviving gaming. 0.98
00:23:49.900 I don't care.
00:23:51.540 I'm dropping New York,
00:23:52.680 bro, 0.99
00:23:52.980 and I don't give a fuck. 0.99
00:23:54.360 I'm dropping New York in one week. 0.99
00:23:57.000 If I don't,
00:23:57.600 if I don't drop New York
00:23:58.920 in one week,
00:24:00.240 I will shave
00:24:01.980 my,
00:24:06.120 I want to drop New York.
00:24:07.860 I want to turn on text speech
00:24:08.980 for a little bit
00:24:09.440 because I'm actually,
00:24:11.440 I want you guys to,
00:24:12.320 I want to hear what you guys
00:24:13.160 have to say about me right now.
00:24:15.340 $10 text speech is on.
00:24:16.700 X,
00:24:16.920 which one donate.
00:24:21.000 Anyways,
00:24:21.420 though,
00:24:21.620 for real.
00:24:23.640 Maybe I'm tripping.
00:24:25.440 Maybe I'm not tripping,
00:24:26.540 but all,
00:24:26.940 one thing I can say,
00:24:27.900 all I have in my life
00:24:28.600 is you guys and Pammy,
00:24:29.940 my family.
00:24:31.340 I'm so blessed and grateful
00:24:32.380 I have what I have.
00:24:33.580 I'm done bitching. 1.00
00:24:35.020 I'm done with this shit. 1.00
00:24:36.000 Chad, 1.00
00:24:43.040 another thing I kind of
00:24:43.760 gave up on is YouTube.
00:24:46.720 Why did I do it?
00:24:47.900 Why do I do it?
00:24:50.140 Why?
00:24:50.380 Why?