Adin Live - July 01, 2021


Adin is LEAVING the Clout House in LA？？


Episode Stats

Length

24 minutes

Words per Minute

139.84381

Word Count

3,474

Sentence Count

398

Misogynist Sentences

5

Hate Speech Sentences

19


Summary

In this episode, I explain why I left the house and why I don t want to ever leave the house again. I also talk about my relationship with KSI and how he almost got kicked out of the house.


Transcript

00:00:00.100 Chat, yes or no? Did I talk shit about Rice? Did I defend KSI? No, I didn't. When did I defend him?
00:00:11.100 Before I do, I gotta talk about this house shit.
00:00:14.000 So as you guys know, there's a lot of snakes in this mother f***ing house, is what I'm gonna say, bro.
00:00:19.940 A lot of f***ing snakes. Clearly.
00:00:24.960 Olivia Rodrigo. I just...
00:00:27.940 Is she a singer, Kwadi?
00:00:29.660 Alright, let me talk. Let me talk about being interrupted, alright?
00:00:33.300 I'm gonna tell you guys the truth of why I really want to leave this house.
00:00:36.200 And, yeah. Alright.
00:00:38.200 So, I love everybody in this house.
00:00:41.920 They changed my life in a way.
00:00:43.860 And I'll always be grateful and I will always, you know, love them.
00:00:50.100 But there's a community that rots in this house.
00:00:54.140 Who sometimes...
00:00:57.020 They just don't like everybody.
00:00:58.540 They don't like anybody, bro.
00:00:59.380 They don't like me, my girlfriend.
00:01:01.920 They don't like Mike, his girlfriend.
00:01:05.160 They don't like...
00:01:06.200 They don't like Shnaggy.
00:01:08.340 They don't like my boy.
00:01:09.400 That's my day one, bro.
00:01:10.440 They don't like him, bro.
00:01:11.580 How do you not like Shnaggy?
00:01:12.820 Shnaggy is dope as f***.
00:01:13.840 That's my guy.
00:01:14.440 And, um...
00:01:18.640 There were some clips.
00:01:22.020 There were some clips, basically, where...
00:01:24.640 It looked like I was defending KSI when I wasn't defending KSI.
00:01:28.600 And it made it seem like I wanted to leave the house because of that.
00:01:31.560 When I was really saying I want to leave the house because...
00:01:36.720 The internet was shit.
00:01:39.020 But you guys clipped it and so somebody named Mr. Gum reacted to it.
00:01:42.780 Now, I'm not going to go through his f***ing bottom.
00:01:45.560 I'm just going to explain what happened.
00:01:47.780 He basically...
00:01:49.500 His chat made it seem like I was talking crazy and s*** about him.
00:01:52.820 Let me get this straight, bro.
00:01:55.220 I have no problem...
00:01:58.300 Direct problem with KSI.
00:02:01.200 Alright?
00:02:02.840 I've been watching KSI for a very long time.
00:02:05.340 We all have.
00:02:06.600 Kinda.
00:02:07.600 On and off for me, not a really big watcher.
00:02:10.540 But I've known about KSI for years.
00:02:12.200 We all have.
00:02:13.780 There's nothing wrong with me being...
00:02:15.780 There's nothing wrong with me being right down the middle.
00:02:18.740 Does that make sense?
00:02:20.240 There's nothing wrong with that.
00:02:22.260 Let me tell you guys how I first met Rice.
00:02:25.460 I met Rice way, way back.
00:02:29.500 Way, way back.
00:02:31.120 Alright?
00:02:32.100 I met Rice way, way, way back.
00:02:34.720 I'm talking...
00:02:36.400 E-dates.
00:02:37.520 This is when I was averaging 15,000 viewers.
00:02:39.540 Rice is averaging about the same.
00:02:41.060 Me and Rice are about the same right there.
00:02:43.520 And my brother Rice...
00:02:45.540 He's always my brother.
00:02:46.500 You guys are saying, you know, talking crazy s***.
00:02:48.680 He's my brother.
00:02:49.660 I'm not...
00:02:50.240 There's no beef.
00:02:51.120 I'm just...
00:02:51.420 I'm gonna explain.
00:02:53.380 Rice...
00:02:53.540 Literally...
00:02:54.540 After I got him on a couple E-dates, we talked for an hour.
00:02:58.620 He got me in this motherf***ing house.
00:03:00.180 He matched me with Banks, my girl, all that s***.
00:03:04.840 Right?
00:03:05.200 You're not gonna believe what this motherf***er Rice just told me two hours ago, bro.
00:03:11.520 This dude Rice genuinely looked me in my eye and said,
00:03:29.940 Since you wanna find it...
00:03:33.800 Not we...
00:03:34.360 Since you find it...
00:03:35.780 He thinks I f***ing defend it.
00:03:37.280 I never defended K...
00:03:38.260 Who was there that stream when I was talking about the KSI s***?
00:03:41.380 I never defended him.
00:03:43.300 I literally just stayed in my own lane.
00:03:45.760 I never said, f*** him, f*** Rice.
00:03:48.160 I just stayed right down the middle neutral.
00:03:50.640 Did I do anything wrong?
00:03:51.800 So then he said to me...
00:03:54.620 There was no evidential clip, bro.
00:03:56.880 But he said to me...
00:03:58.020 I don't know why he didn't go live or whatever and talk about it.
00:04:01.240 But it's cool.
00:04:02.980 He said to me that...
00:04:04.400 And bro...
00:04:06.200 He said to me that he wants to do a hot sub stream with Corinna.
00:04:11.660 Now look!
00:04:12.680 I have no issue with that!
00:04:14.600 The thing is...
00:04:15.640 This motherfucker tried to make me...
00:04:18.000 Mad or like upset about it.
00:04:19.740 I don't give a f***.
00:04:21.800 You guys think I'm pranking you.
00:04:22.860 Why would I lie about that?
00:04:29.040 Um...
00:04:29.520 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:04:33.460 Nothing is being pranked.
00:04:35.600 Nothing is being pranked.
00:04:36.900 You can't say L. Rice.
00:04:38.620 L...
00:04:39.020 You can't say that.
00:04:42.480 I'll call him right now, bro.
00:04:51.800 What did Big Mike say?
00:05:03.660 Chat, is that weird?
00:05:04.660 Yes or no?
00:05:05.020 He's not picking up, bro.
00:05:06.360 I talked to him a couple hours ago about it.
00:05:08.260 Is that weird?
00:05:08.900 Yes or no?
00:05:09.360 Is that weird?
00:05:11.640 I don't...
00:05:12.120 I personally don't give a f***.
00:05:14.040 I don't give a f***.
00:05:24.280 Leak his number, no balls.
00:05:28.440 He's trolling.
00:05:29.180 I don't know if he's trolling.
00:05:30.720 I don't know if he's trolling.
00:05:32.840 I don't know if he is.
00:05:33.760 And also, Big Mike.
00:05:40.300 I don't know what you said in the chat.
00:05:43.380 But I have no issue with that.
00:05:46.420 I don't know.
00:05:46.660 What did Mike say?
00:05:47.260 Does anyone know what Mike said?
00:05:51.280 You did one with Summer, so it's fair?
00:05:52.980 Are you f***ing stupid?
00:05:54.780 Are you f***ing dumb?
00:05:57.800 How does me doing a Summer stream,
00:05:59.400 ah, Summer stream,
00:05:59.980 have anything to do with him doing one with her?
00:06:01.440 What are you talking about?
00:06:13.200 Mike said what's happening.
00:06:14.220 Mike, I'm leaving this house, bro.
00:06:17.000 I want to leave this f***ing house.
00:06:19.000 I don't like this s***.
00:06:23.520 Because,
00:06:24.840 Mike,
00:06:27.240 obviously I don't give a f*** about
00:06:29.340 if somebody does a hot tub stream with somebody.
00:06:32.340 But it's like,
00:06:33.660 bro, you snaked him first?
00:06:34.660 And explain how I snaked him first.
00:06:37.260 Chat, yes or no?
00:06:38.520 Did I talk s*** about Rice?
00:06:40.200 Did I defend KSI?
00:06:41.460 No, I didn't.
00:06:42.740 When did I defend him?
00:06:45.340 I mean, when did I f***ing talk s***?
00:06:47.140 Like, I didn't even say anything, bro.
00:06:55.700 I stayed right down the middle.
00:06:57.320 I stayed right down the middle.
00:06:58.400 I never talked anything, bro.
00:06:59.520 I always support that motherfucker.
00:07:03.800 Facts.
00:07:04.340 Annoying facts.
00:07:05.960 And let me tell you guys one other thing.
00:07:09.800 I hope you guys know what...
00:07:11.420 Does anybody know what's been happening
00:07:13.040 in the YouTube world
00:07:13.640 in the past few days?
00:07:15.020 Anybody?
00:07:15.320 There's one YouTuber.
00:07:18.980 His name is Speed.
00:07:20.820 He sped his way to the top
00:07:22.560 without being in a f***ing clow house.
00:07:26.740 So me,
00:07:28.380 Speed, I'm inspired by you, bro.
00:07:31.620 Not for real, though.
00:07:32.160 W Speed's in the f***ing chat, for real.
00:07:34.660 He's really doing some crazy s***.
00:07:36.540 You guys all better be paying attention.
00:07:38.160 I hope you guys know how he's doing it, too.
00:07:39.760 You guys gotta, gotta trust me.
00:07:44.560 And I've been saying this for months.
00:07:45.920 I'm glad.
00:07:46.980 Speed is f***ing blowing the f*** up, bro.
00:07:51.140 That kid deserves the world, bro.
00:07:53.660 Seriously.
00:07:54.480 That kid deserves the world.
00:07:56.200 And he's gonna keep going up.
00:07:59.100 Tick-tock
00:07:59.780 is a f***ing cheat code, bro.
00:08:04.320 Imagine if, like, a rice gum
00:08:06.120 or, like,
00:08:07.700 you know what I mean?
00:08:08.160 Like, a bank's back in there,
00:08:09.640 back when they did YouTube had Tick-tock.
00:08:11.260 You know what I mean?
00:08:12.020 Like, it's crazy.
00:08:13.640 It's crazy.
00:08:16.120 Dude's going crazy for real, though.
00:08:20.000 He's going absolutely bananas.
00:08:24.540 He got more than 500k one day, I think.
00:08:28.280 Imagine Logan Paul with Tick-tock.
00:08:29.520 Exactly.
00:08:35.020 But, Speed built it off 2k.
00:08:36.700 Yup.
00:08:38.160 Speed built that s*** off of NBA 2k.
00:08:40.520 Literally.
00:08:41.320 He literally did.
00:08:43.180 He's already at 1.4.
00:08:45.700 Dude hit a million,
00:08:46.760 a million yesterday.
00:08:47.760 He was at 800k yesterday, I think.
00:08:49.000 700k.
00:08:50.400 He doubled his subs in one day, bro.
00:08:53.100 Do you know how f***ing insane that is, bro?
00:08:55.000 I'll talk about Six Flags in a second,
00:09:02.020 but what I want to really go at is this.
00:09:05.220 Look.
00:09:07.980 Rice,
00:09:09.280 Mike,
00:09:10.220 Banks,
00:09:12.220 my brothers, bro.
00:09:15.380 Bro.
00:09:15.560 But,
00:09:18.460 and, and, and, and, and, you know,
00:09:20.480 I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm not trolling, bro.
00:09:21.880 I'm not trolling or anything, bro.
00:09:24.120 I'm genuinely serious when I'm saying this.
00:09:25.740 Like, I,
00:09:26.380 I, I kind of like,
00:09:28.440 in general,
00:09:30.120 I kind of just, like,
00:09:30.740 want to get the f*** out of LA.
00:09:34.520 I kind of want to, like,
00:09:35.620 literally go to LA.
00:09:42.680 If you guys can live more-
00:09:43.800 Listen, Zane Kefem
00:09:44.480 and your other so-called friends
00:09:45.780 go on Instagram lives with Stacy
00:09:47.700 and still talk to her rice,
00:09:49.200 doesn't even talk to Corinna,
00:09:50.600 but he wants to use her for content now.
00:09:52.520 He's an L-
00:09:52.920 I didn't even know that they still go on IG live with her.
00:09:58.440 Is that true?
00:10:03.480 Is that true?
00:10:10.340 I don't think so.
00:10:13.820 Nah.
00:10:15.940 I don't know.
00:10:20.160 Anyways,
00:10:20.700 the thing I wanted to,
00:10:21.380 the thing I wanted to say next is the,
00:10:24.700 either way, bro,
00:10:25.720 either way,
00:10:27.020 you guys,
00:10:27.400 I want you guys to all understand
00:10:28.420 that
00:10:28.860 LA's just f***ing crazy, bro,
00:10:32.460 and it's actually, like,
00:10:33.400 taking a toll on me, bro.
00:10:34.440 Like, I don't know.
00:10:35.300 I'm not really built for this LA shit.
00:10:42.020 Do you guys think I should get out of LA,
00:10:43.640 yes or no?
00:10:44.660 I'm not, like,
00:10:45.520 you know what I mean?
00:10:45.940 I'm not opening this shit up for no reason, by the way.
00:11:03.540 This is a real discussion I'm having with you guys.
00:11:05.340 You guys are my f***ing people.
00:11:06.480 The problem is, you know,
00:11:11.080 it's a lot of mental f***ing draining being here.
00:11:14.380 But at the same time,
00:11:15.260 there's a lot of money to be made here.
00:11:16.340 I can't, it's,
00:11:22.860 and I'll explain why I'm having, like,
00:11:24.380 this kind of breakdown.
00:11:26.160 Last night, I went to the Six Flags event.
00:11:28.560 Every f***ing TikToker,
00:11:31.160 YouTuber,
00:11:32.420 not Twitch streamers,
00:11:34.000 TikTok, YouTuber,
00:11:35.480 rapper,
00:11:35.940 and their f***ing mothers
00:11:37.060 was at this Six Flags shit.
00:11:39.500 It was so overwhelming
00:11:40.860 to see all this shit, bro.
00:11:49.160 Do you know what I mean?
00:11:52.080 Spaceship had this little Six Flags thing.
00:11:53.700 It was so chill in the beginning.
00:11:54.620 I got to go on this colossal rollercoaster
00:11:56.440 with B.A.L.U.,
00:11:57.380 his girl, my girl,
00:11:58.400 and my boy Raymond, right?
00:11:59.840 It was all chill, all cool.
00:12:02.200 I had fun.
00:12:03.440 And then out of nowhere, bro,
00:12:05.260 I'm seeing everybody, bro.
00:12:06.900 Migos,
00:12:09.260 LeBron,
00:12:10.200 Chris Brown,
00:12:11.420 f***ing
00:12:12.120 everybody, bro,
00:12:13.940 everybody.
00:12:18.960 And I was so overwhelmed
00:12:19.920 I left that Six Flags shit, bro.
00:12:21.280 I was like,
00:12:21.600 what the f*** is this?
00:12:24.220 Now,
00:12:26.180 Chris,
00:12:26.800 Chris,
00:12:27.320 I know,
00:12:28.380 you know,
00:12:29.100 I said hi to the,
00:12:32.100 to Bronny,
00:12:34.240 and,
00:12:34.740 you know,
00:12:35.200 you know,
00:12:37.520 I just,
00:12:37.880 I said hi to the people I knew.
00:12:40.860 A couple TikTokers,
00:12:42.360 a couple YouTubers.
00:12:44.460 You know what I mean?
00:12:45.620 But this is crazy.
00:12:46.720 I get anxiety.
00:12:47.640 I don't know.
00:12:48.660 I have anxiety being here, bro.
00:12:50.320 I get anxiety being here.
00:12:51.920 Why am I pressed?
00:12:52.620 Because
00:12:52.980 I had a breakdown yesterday, bro.
00:12:55.620 Like,
00:12:55.740 it's just too much.
00:12:56.640 He's pressed over seeing celebrities.
00:13:12.280 Nah,
00:13:12.480 let me backtrace up.
00:13:16.460 It's overwhelming, bro.
00:13:18.060 Like,
00:13:18.280 everything is so overwhelming.
00:13:19.700 Like,
00:13:19.900 it's just so much, bro.
00:13:21.200 we're always here for you.
00:13:33.660 You got to get some
00:13:34.360 rest.
00:13:36.400 Happiness over money.
00:13:38.520 Be grateful.
00:13:39.760 I think that's what it is.
00:13:46.460 Yeah,
00:13:46.960 I don't know.
00:13:47.420 I don't know if I'm making too much sense right now.
00:13:49.060 but
00:13:50.000 I'm just saying, bro.
00:13:54.060 A lot of shit happens.
00:13:55.500 I don't know, bro.
00:13:56.420 I'm just all over the fucking map.
00:14:00.940 Why are you tripping?
00:14:01.760 I don't know, bro.
00:14:03.740 Maybe I am.
00:14:04.480 Maybe I am overthinking everything, right?
00:14:07.700 You guys think I'm overthinking shit?
00:14:19.420 Yeah.
00:14:20.240 No.
00:14:21.020 See,
00:14:21.240 a lot of you guys are saying no,
00:14:22.120 but how come that I'm seeing comments and shit like,
00:14:24.600 you are over date?
00:14:25.440 Like,
00:14:25.600 I don't know.
00:14:26.060 Like,
00:14:26.240 what the fuck?
00:14:26.940 Yes, bro,
00:14:33.420 you're living life.
00:14:39.880 Just chill.
00:14:40.960 Growth happens when you're uncomfortable.
00:14:42.320 You should make an SSB house with your homies.
00:14:49.020 I want to do something like that for sure one day.
00:14:51.980 The problem is,
00:14:53.300 a couple of them are 17, you know?
00:15:00.480 Chat,
00:15:00.880 do you guys think LA is a cool place to live?
00:15:03.100 Honestly,
00:15:03.520 do you guys think LA is a cool place to live?
00:15:05.560 From your honest answers, bro.
00:15:07.280 I feel like this shit is more of like a marathon,
00:15:16.400 not really a sprint.
00:15:24.800 Yeah,
00:15:25.340 salary understands.
00:15:26.500 You guys gotta understand,
00:15:27.240 a year ago,
00:15:27.840 I was literally kind of like nobody.
00:15:29.340 Not nobody,
00:15:29.900 because some of you guys know who I was,
00:15:30.840 but like,
00:15:31.140 I was nobody.
00:15:32.400 So it's just overwhelming, bro.
00:15:34.200 And now it's all catching up to me.
00:15:36.380 And,
00:15:36.700 I'm so fucking grateful to be where I am,
00:15:41.300 but it's all so fucking overwhelming.
00:15:46.680 Look what Neon just said.
00:15:47.600 I like that, Neon.
00:15:48.300 Great for business,
00:15:48.900 but you'll never be fully happy there.
00:15:50.840 You could be happy.
00:15:51.820 For example,
00:15:52.920 Pammy makes me really happy.
00:15:53.880 If I didn't have Pammy,
00:15:54.580 oh my,
00:15:55.120 if I didn't have Pammy,
00:15:55.840 I'd probably be on some crazy shit, bro.
00:15:58.800 You know what I mean?
00:15:59.400 But how come every time somebody comes up to me
00:16:01.400 when I'm walking down,
00:16:02.960 you know,
00:16:03.340 they're always saying some crazy shit to me.
00:16:10.220 I think there was just an earthquake or some shit.
00:16:13.940 Someone,
00:16:14.260 someone will say some shit like,
00:16:16.480 yeah,
00:16:16.760 B-Loo's awesome, bro.
00:16:18.260 B-Loo's awesome.
00:16:20.020 He is.
00:16:20.420 I love B-Loo.
00:16:21.320 Someone said that,
00:16:22.040 are you and B-Loo cool?
00:16:22.860 Yeah,
00:16:23.040 we're really cool, bro.
00:16:24.240 That's my guy.
00:16:31.000 No,
00:16:31.440 let me,
00:16:31.620 let me,
00:16:31.860 let me finish.
00:16:32.340 My bad,
00:16:32.660 bro.
00:16:32.720 I'm just,
00:16:33.140 my bad.
00:16:33.460 I'm like losing,
00:16:34.160 like losing train of thoughts.
00:16:37.420 So,
00:16:37.920 someone will come up for me,
00:16:39.020 someone will come up to me
00:16:40.100 and,
00:16:40.460 like,
00:16:41.440 beg for me to follow them back on,
00:16:43.200 on Instagram.
00:16:44.680 Like,
00:16:44.860 not like,
00:16:46.360 not,
00:16:46.620 I think I've told you guys a story
00:16:47.540 where I got kicked out of a fucking store,
00:16:49.220 right?
00:16:49.820 This happened kind of again today.
00:16:51.300 This store person walked up to me
00:16:53.620 and like said,
00:16:54.160 yo,
00:16:54.340 couldn't you follow me back on Instagram?
00:16:56.600 And,
00:16:57.000 uh,
00:16:57.860 it was just really weird
00:16:58.820 because I just like,
00:17:00.680 he was like begging it kind of like over and over.
00:17:03.120 I told you guys the one with the shoe,
00:17:04.740 but kind of happened again today.
00:17:06.400 It's like all of these store owners,
00:17:08.000 you know what I mean?
00:17:08.360 It's just so weird to me.
00:17:09.860 That wouldn't really happen in normal.
00:17:11.600 I don't know,
00:17:12.220 bro.
00:17:12.400 It's just weird.
00:17:12.920 I don't know,
00:17:13.420 bro.
00:17:14.280 You're being soft.
00:17:15.220 All right,
00:17:15.500 bro.
00:17:16.120 I'll stop,
00:17:16.740 I'll stop talking to you guys about it on stream.
00:17:18.160 Just know that I,
00:17:22.320 uh,
00:17:22.740 I just miss,
00:17:24.520 I miss playing games
00:17:26.860 and just staying inside
00:17:28.280 and just like being really to myself.
00:17:30.840 And I kind of want to transition back into that eventually.
00:17:33.480 I just really,
00:17:34.680 really,
00:17:35.060 really,
00:17:35.480 really,
00:17:35.820 really like,
00:17:36.720 okay,
00:17:36.980 let me ask you guys a question.
00:17:38.120 You're saying I'm being fucking soft.
00:17:39.640 How would you like it if you're trying to buy something
00:17:41.360 and you don't follow them on Instagram
00:17:42.440 and they basically tell you to leave?
00:17:43.440 Is that weird?
00:17:46.320 Yes or no?
00:17:47.260 Like,
00:17:47.520 come on,
00:17:48.040 bro.
00:17:49.720 How the fuck am I being soft for that?
00:17:52.060 That's just weird.
00:17:55.160 It's overwhelming as fuck,
00:17:56.720 bro.
00:18:08.160 Now,
00:18:08.600 I wouldn't say I'm famous,
00:18:09.660 but people just know who I am.
00:18:11.100 I don't like the word famous or whatever.
00:18:13.440 Especially,
00:18:13.920 like,
00:18:14.060 I just don't like that.
00:18:15.660 I don't like that word because
00:18:17.340 you guys just know me for me.
00:18:19.700 Like,
00:18:19.880 I don't want you guys to look up to me.
00:18:21.520 There's people that look like,
00:18:22.560 there's like,
00:18:22.940 there's people,
00:18:23.400 I've actually gotten it now.
00:18:24.980 People literally walk up to me and say,
00:18:26.220 Aiden,
00:18:26.460 I'm your fan,
00:18:26.960 but I know you don't like to use the word fan.
00:18:28.260 And I,
00:18:28.600 I generally fuck with that
00:18:29.860 because I don't know,
00:18:31.320 bro.
00:18:33.120 My bad if I'm speaking out of my ass.
00:18:34.800 I know a lot of you guys
00:18:35.560 saying fucking soft and shit.
00:18:37.480 You're probably really young
00:18:38.520 and you don't understand,
00:18:39.680 but mental health is so fucking important.
00:18:41.220 I pray that you never get anxiety and shit.
00:18:43.760 This shit is crazy,
00:18:44.660 bro.
00:18:48.120 You wanted this shit?
00:18:49.840 You're right.
00:18:50.440 I got to be grateful though.
00:19:00.540 And I got to appreciate you guys.
00:19:02.120 I got to appreciate my life.
00:19:03.160 There's always going to be problems
00:19:06.680 in anybody's life.
00:19:08.060 The richest man in the world
00:19:09.300 is going to have problems,
00:19:10.220 you know?
00:19:12.440 But just know anxiety
00:19:13.480 and mental health is real.
00:19:16.040 It happens to everybody,
00:19:17.640 bro.
00:19:17.780 I feel like everybody,
00:19:18.680 it happens to everybody.
00:19:19.340 I'm really,
00:19:24.860 really sorry for
00:19:25.560 starting the stream off like this,
00:19:27.560 but it's,
00:19:28.180 you know,
00:19:28.900 I'm for real.
00:19:30.700 You're not in the moment.
00:19:32.100 You're in,
00:19:32.460 wait,
00:19:32.580 what does that mean?
00:19:34.220 Maddie?
00:19:34.560 I didn't mean to upset anybody
00:19:39.740 or make anybody feel like I was,
00:19:42.160 you know,
00:19:43.720 speaking out of my ass
00:19:44.820 or anything like that.
00:19:46.060 I didn't,
00:19:46.480 I didn't try to make anybody feel like,
00:19:47.940 you know,
00:19:48.160 I was being ungrateful
00:19:49.840 or soft or anything.
00:19:51.360 I'm just going through a lot right now.
00:19:53.240 Uh,
00:19:53.720 I'm going through something
00:19:54.340 behind closed doors too.
00:19:55.880 I don't want to take a break.
00:19:57.160 I just really want to go back
00:19:58.100 to playing games
00:19:58.860 without people being on my dick
00:20:00.600 and hating and
00:20:01.320 I just really want to go back to,
00:20:04.060 uh,
00:20:05.800 kind of me.
00:20:08.780 I really,
00:20:09.780 really,
00:20:10.100 really,
00:20:10.580 really,
00:20:11.440 really,
00:20:12.100 really,
00:20:12.200 really,
00:20:12.540 really love you guys.
00:20:14.860 Um,
00:20:16.120 seriously,
00:20:17.080 I'm genuinely so obsessed
00:20:19.560 with all of you guys,
00:20:20.240 bro.
00:20:20.440 It's like,
00:20:21.020 I,
00:20:21.380 and that sounds weird,
00:20:22.040 but like,
00:20:22.600 I'm obsessed with you guys.
00:20:23.460 Like,
00:20:23.620 I fuck with you guys,
00:20:24.520 you know,
00:20:25.380 seriously.
00:20:31.300 You can save gaming.
00:20:32.400 What game would I play?
00:20:34.180 Nah,
00:20:34.520 I am.
00:20:34.820 I am.
00:20:35.140 I'm going to drop New York.
00:20:36.560 Rewak hasn't picked up my phone all day.
00:20:39.040 Rewak,
00:20:39.580 waiting on you.
00:20:40.580 I'm going to have to move
00:20:41.260 with somebody else,
00:20:41.920 bro.
00:20:42.120 I don't know what to say.
00:20:45.600 I'll try calling him one more time
00:20:47.060 on stream.
00:20:49.380 Rewak,
00:20:49.780 I really want to drop New York.
00:20:50.440 I've been trying to drop New York,
00:20:51.000 bro.
00:21:09.140 All right.
00:21:10.060 So,
00:21:10.540 there we go.
00:21:11.500 I've been trying to drop New York,
00:21:12.540 bro.
00:21:13.080 I know he has been too,
00:21:14.060 so nobody's been Lee Whack,
00:21:16.380 but we need to figure that shit out.
00:21:22.560 I'm going to stay in LA.
00:21:23.680 I'm going to fix my shit.
00:21:28.300 But I'm going to stay on the grind.
00:21:30.340 Does anybody remember what I told you guys in July?
00:21:32.140 I'm not missing one day in July.
00:21:34.180 I'm not missing any fucking streams in July.
00:21:37.960 How many days in July is there?
00:21:39.840 I'm streaming every single day in July.
00:21:42.360 Every single day in July,
00:21:43.400 I'm streaming.
00:21:43.780 on God.
00:21:47.700 I put it on God.
00:21:48.600 I'm streaming every day in July.
00:21:55.880 I don't give a fuck,
00:21:56.760 bro.
00:21:56.820 I'm doing it.
00:21:57.780 I'm streaming every day in July,
00:21:58.820 bro.
00:22:00.440 Say on God,
00:22:00.940 on God.
00:22:01.840 Why would I lie about that?
00:22:02.660 I feel like B-Loo would be good for this combo.
00:22:06.920 I love B-Loo.
00:22:08.680 Yo,
00:22:08.840 Vice,
00:22:09.120 this is going to fly gifted,
00:22:09.880 bro.
00:22:10.020 I really appreciate that.
00:22:14.800 What's good,
00:22:15.340 your age?
00:22:15.660 Thanks for 10 months,
00:22:16.700 bro.
00:22:17.820 Josh.
00:22:18.320 See,
00:22:18.660 Josh has known me for a very long time,
00:22:20.020 your age.
00:22:21.020 I've known Josh
00:22:21.920 for a very long time.
00:22:26.060 Josh has been my friend for almost a year now.
00:22:29.480 You know,
00:22:30.000 98,
00:22:35.580 where you at?
00:22:35.940 Thanks for the 10 gifted.
00:22:37.100 One thing Josh could probably say is
00:22:38.940 about me
00:22:40.740 and all my friends
00:22:42.320 that have known me for
00:22:42.960 a long time
00:22:45.180 could probably just say that,
00:22:46.240 you know,
00:22:46.500 I've never changed my morals.
00:22:49.080 I've never changed who I am as a person.
00:22:51.800 The only thing that's changed is the content.
00:22:53.100 The only thing that's changed is my lifestyle,
00:22:54.240 but,
00:22:55.320 man,
00:22:57.940 YRG is the best streamer
00:22:59.460 right now.
00:23:02.520 Your age gaming is the greatest streamer right now.
00:23:05.560 He's the greatest.
00:23:06.920 He's the most funny streamer right now.
00:23:08.940 YRG on top.
00:23:09.800 I don't give a fuck.
00:23:11.120 He's the only streamer
00:23:12.100 who I can literally watch
00:23:13.400 and just laugh,
00:23:14.260 bro.
00:23:15.820 He's my favorite streamer,
00:23:17.000 bro,
00:23:17.160 and God.
00:23:18.820 So,
00:23:19.560 that's the person who I watch.
00:23:21.100 I love you,
00:23:23.480 Josh.
00:23:24.320 I tune into your shit all the time,
00:23:25.700 bro,
00:23:25.900 even when you know I'm not in there.
00:23:29.560 YRG is so fucking amazing.
00:23:32.420 Anyways,
00:23:33.600 we love Josh.
00:23:36.660 I need gaming to become good again.
00:23:39.660 Actually,
00:23:40.560 it doesn't even fucking matter
00:23:42.000 because I'm going to revive gaming.
00:23:44.780 I'm doing it myself,
00:23:46.380 bro.
00:23:46.760 I don't give a fuck.
00:23:48.280 I'm reviving gaming.
00:23:49.900 I don't care.
00:23:51.540 I'm dropping New York,
00:23:52.680 bro,
00:23:52.980 and I don't give a fuck.
00:23:54.360 I'm dropping New York in one week.
00:23:57.000 If I don't,
00:23:57.600 if I don't drop New York
00:23:58.920 in one week,
00:24:00.240 I will shave
00:24:01.980 my,
00:24:06.120 I want to drop New York.
00:24:07.860 I want to turn on text speech
00:24:08.980 for a little bit
00:24:09.440 because I'm actually,
00:24:11.440 I want you guys to,
00:24:12.320 I want to hear what you guys
00:24:13.160 have to say about me right now.
00:24:15.340 $10 text speech is on.
00:24:16.700 X,
00:24:16.920 which one donate.
00:24:21.000 Anyways,
00:24:21.420 though,
00:24:21.620 for real.
00:24:23.640 Maybe I'm tripping.
00:24:25.440 Maybe I'm not tripping,
00:24:26.540 but all,
00:24:26.940 one thing I can say,
00:24:27.900 all I have in my life
00:24:28.600 is you guys and Pammy,
00:24:29.940 my family.
00:24:31.340 I'm so blessed and grateful
00:24:32.380 I have what I have.
00:24:33.580 I'm done bitching.
00:24:35.020 I'm done with this shit.
00:24:36.000 Chad,
00:24:43.040 another thing I kind of
00:24:43.760 gave up on is YouTube.
00:24:46.720 Why did I do it?
00:24:47.900 Why do I do it?
00:24:50.140 Why?
00:24:50.380 Why?