Adin Live - April 10, 2023


Adin Ross Opens Up About His Opioid Addiction


Episode Stats

Length

3 minutes

Words per Minute

236.71411

Word Count

876

Sentence Count

1


Summary

In this episode i talk about my addiction to cough syrup and how I fell off my way journey. I talk about how I dealt with it and how to get back on my road to recovery. I hope this episode helps you guys dealing with your own addictions and helps spread love and nothing but love.


Transcript

00:00:00.000 youtube what's good bro it's aiden hope everyone's been doing well but i hope everyone's been taking
00:00:03.780 care of themselves um i'm here to open up to you guys about the title of the video i'm just gonna
00:00:08.140 get straight into it um i was on a binge uh drinking lean if you guys don't know what that
00:00:13.140 is it's cough syrup do not do it um i'll talk more into it i'll talk more about it um later on
00:00:20.440 but i was addicted to that um and i fell off my my journey a little bit um and i started doing
00:00:27.560 things and started arrogance started coming out of me and i became a version of myself i wasn't
00:00:32.820 familiar with and people around me weren't and just when i was off it just fevers and sweats and just
00:00:39.200 became a really really bad person and stomach problems and constipation just all sorts of crazy
00:00:45.940 stuff man and uh you know you just you you end up in this trap and for everyone that's suffering
00:00:50.620 addiction you know exactly what i'm talking about and at first you know you're like i'll never do
00:00:54.820 that and then you end up doing it and then you don't realize it for one one then you'll realize
00:00:59.240 that eventually you're addicted and it takes you away and it steals you and you gotta boss up man
00:01:04.080 and you gotta really discipline yourself and really understand when an addiction happens and you know
00:01:09.520 make sure that you kill it and i was lucky to kill it quicker than others um but it's still a very
00:01:16.020 very serious addiction and i'm opening up to you guys about it um my twitter community and my some
00:01:21.520 my twitch community was making fun of me about it uh tiktok does but i know my youtube comment section
00:01:26.440 you guys have always been showing me love and it's honestly just so positive over here man i just feel
00:01:30.800 so comfortable speaking freely right um but um i fell off my way journey as i said and i plan on getting
00:01:37.480 right back in the gym guys you know i spoke to tristan and andrew they told me straight up you need
00:01:42.300 to punish yourself like asap you need to punish yourself don't go to the gym monday go now you know
00:01:48.160 so um i'm disciplining myself as we speak um when you're on opioids you crave nothing but sweets
00:01:55.260 i got all these sweets out of my system like i'm trying to sweat all this stuff out of my system
00:01:59.480 all these things getting trying to get out of me throwing out everything all junk food back to a
00:02:03.960 strict diet back to my weight gains and back to spreading love and nothing but love because we
00:02:08.640 live in a world where evil is very very contagious and it just dwells and it exists on so many people and
00:02:14.480 it's horrible um another thing i want to do is i want to use my platform my my my message to to
00:02:20.560 really understand just let everyone know that you're not alone man and and you know this addiction
00:02:24.720 stuff is real i know a lot of people that are still addicted to it not even just lean bro like
00:02:28.580 just in general just drugs and alcohol and all these things that's just horrible bro like you can
00:02:33.220 be better bro like i get it it's an escape and it's but it's just a trap it's the devil's just
00:02:37.800 tempting you bro like you don't need that you're you i love you and i'm here for you you know
00:02:42.340 it's it's serious man and um you know i've been clean for it for about a week now getting off it
00:02:48.060 i took a little break from streaming and and videos and stuff but you know man i'm i'm getting
00:02:52.600 back to my normal self and i'm getting happy again and i was in such a dark hole and i'm gonna open
00:02:57.400 up more about all my streams i stream now as you guys know on kick link in the bio if you want to
00:03:01.400 tune in um and you're just gonna see a lot better from me um and uh yeah i love all of you man
00:03:08.080 everyone stay up everyone stay positive i'm giving you guys a video me in the gym you guys
00:03:12.640 need a gym video like at least once every two weeks so you know i'm still locked in and
00:03:16.260 i will i'm gonna make sure that i'm locked in for you guys man hope everyone's doing really well
00:03:20.340 though man i miss you all very very deeply and very well um and i love you all thank you all for
00:03:25.220 being by my side no matter what even when i slip you guys are there to catch me and and remind me
00:03:29.240 of who i am and i love you all for that and i'm here to remind you that you're a legend you're a boss
00:03:33.440 you got it keep going in your life and i'm gonna pick you up when you fall because you do the same
00:03:39.480 for me it's all about spreading love man i love you