Adin Live - February 23, 2023Adin Ross' Response to Being 'Cancelled'
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Summary
In this episode, I apologize to my audience for feeding them poison. I also apologize to myself for being a dickhead. I know it was a mistake, but it's the only thing I can do to make up for it and I will never do it again.
Transcript
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it all started with jake lucky tweeting out um a clip of myself pulling up porn on kick
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so in the clip i just want to say by the way i'm taking full accountability for that
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um i understand like the damage that can cause and it honestly was very hypocritical i said
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something like i i it's the same the hot sub streaming stuff it's the same it's the same
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thing basically right i basically brought that up about the the hot sub streaming and stuff
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um i just want to say i'm taking full accountability on that that is that is something that i will
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never do again um my whole entire chat was spamming i shouldn't have given in that's on me to be
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responsible uh as a streamer and to not feed my audience that poison i don't watch i i don't
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off i haven't in months okay um i still believe it's poison in the mind um and they're soft still
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to this day on twitch so um and by the way it doesn't make what i did great i'm just letting
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you know right now everywhere it's on twitter it's everywhere i pulled it up on stream and you
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can see in the clip i literally said i don't condone this i don't i still did it though bro i really
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still did so i'm taking full accountability for it but i don't watch it is that's not who i am if
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you've been following my path before my journey i don't watch anymore i quit that um and uh why are
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you guys saying w script bro what the i'm talking about bro why is everybody spamming w script this is
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crazy but no i haven't i haven't put on my mom and my dad i haven't jerked off um in months bro in
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months um but that as far as that clip goes that's what i'm gonna say about that i i think that that
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shit is super duper bad for you and i think you see a bunch of if i'm just going through instagram
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and i see a girl half naked it's gonna make me horny i'm gonna want to jerk off and i think
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that a lot of things um and twitch has it as well it you know has it has like things that are
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gonna engage the mind to be horny right and you guys know what i'm talking about tiktok etc it's
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just social media in general but it's totally different i'm just letting you know right now
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that's why i just don't i don't i don't i don't master i just don't do it anymore bro i don't do
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it um i haven't done a while but again i pulled that up not to watch it with my with my stream my
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whole chat was just spamming it i pulled it up just basically be like oh look i'm streaming on kick
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i can do it's just stupid bro and i take accountability for that no excuses i gotta be better and and i will
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get better and i will never do that shit ever again and that's on me and i'm and i'm apologizing for
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that and um i didn't mean to put poison poisonous shit on on the fucking screen that is on me i gotta
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be better okay um and then we're gonna move on to this topic with your age um i just want to let
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you i already apologize your age uh one-on-one directly um guys i've been going through a lot
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of shit i've been i just found out um one person my family is going to be doing um time in jail um my
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uncle so it's just it's been a lot on my mind bro i've been i've been fucking extremely out of it and
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i've been going through a lot of stupid shit uh family drama and shit and and a lot of stuff and
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i honestly ignored your age i did um i ignored him i ignored the fuck out of him that night i was just
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going through it i was pissed i didn't even get my pc till like the day after that his friend waited
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outside felt super bad i said his friend uh i forgot how much i sent him it doesn't matter about the
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money it's the principal and i felt extremely bad and you know your age your age literally vouched and
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uh you know i'm i'm usually on time bro and i'm usually i gotta just be better in it so
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that's number two um the the second thing i wanted to address uh i felt super duper bad
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and um i i've been wanting josh to connect me to him and i want to reach out directly off camera
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off stream and all that shit just to basically apologize and let him know like that shit wasn't
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cool um and i i usually don't go down like that i'm usually my business is very very you know it's
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very in line and in order you know so um again if you i know you're probably gonna come across
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across this bro i know you got the money but the money doesn't even fucking you know take up the
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time that you i i was being ignorant bro and um you know i i i didn't realize you drove an hour
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i didn't even know um and you waited so i i i'm you know i'm human bro i made a mistake i'm really
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sorry about that and uh if we could have a one-on-one conversation i would love to burn i would it's it's
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not even about the money like i said bro it's just i fucked up and uh yeah next topic i don't even know
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what we're at next uh there was like there's like five fucking things yesterday what is next does
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anyone does anyone know uh anyone know next or not um let's see here let's see let's see
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um oh that's right calling my friend okay so i called my friend cozy who's been in my streams now
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for a few months okay um cozy looks and appears as a white man okay now cozy you know he's getting a
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lot of shit for it a lot of hate a lot of shit for it um cozy is his dad is dominican or puerto rican
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or something like that so he says the n-word is vocabulary he's been saying that that's why i'm
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used to it um i'm used to him saying it so um as far as that goes i just want to let everyone know
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like i'm not saying it's right i'm not gonna say which race can say the n-word or which can't i'm
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obviously white and i don't have the opinion to be able to state and back them up you know what i'm
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saying like to basically say oh he's he's he's blah blah so he can say it like nah like that's that's
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ignorant as fuck i can that's not my place but you know he he says the word um and yeah
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i mean like i said i i know he feels horrible about it he appears white um but i know he's
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he's not 100 white he's not he's he's puerto rican dominican he's he's you know i don't know
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but i'm not going into that bro i'm not going into that that's that's not really that wasn't
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really anything crazy people were just trying to pin that on me i mean all i did was facetime
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him he said it i fucking smiled and i hung up on the phone um i think he fucking mooned it or some
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shit i don't know bro like i don't know i don't know what you want to do about that bro like
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i'm not his fucking father okay um but uh what do you want me to do about it bro i didn't
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specifically say the n-word i've said the n-word before okay i've owned up to it many times i'm a
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human being like i said all these fucking like fake woke people who try to come at me and shit
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like bro i don't know i don't know what you want me to do bro nobody's perfect but this generation is
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so fucking soft bro it's so fucking soft it's just it's just insane and by the way i'm moving on to
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like the gta clips and shit like i've been doing that type of shit forever there the thing is this bro
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okay i people think i'm really racist and i'm not gonna sit here and tell you guys like look around
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like and see like if i'm really racist but like look around bro i i love everyone for them i don't
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care about your your skin your religion any of that shit bro and honestly bro without black culture there
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were no there would not be aiden ross it's facts bro um i've had a lot of people you know that i've
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collaborated with i've had a lot of i have a lot of friends you know what i mean like it's just true
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bro like black without black culture there's no way to ross and it's facts bro it's facts
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um but uh but any honestly bro like i said if you guys if you guys genuinely feel some type of way
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and you guys are questioning me and questioning if i'm really racist go talk to my friends that
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are a part of this a part of this uh streaming internet shit go ask them have you ever been
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around aiden he said some racist shit have you ever been out have you ever been around aiden he said
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some shit that basically makes you double double guess or double think they're gonna tell you no bro
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they're gonna tell you no like i'm not i'm not racist bro i'm not racist i'm really not and um
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you know at the end of the day clips are gonna go surface and surface and surface you guys are
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the internet is always gonna i can never win on the internet nobody can bro mr peace got fucking
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get shit for fucking curing blindness and shit i could do a thousand nice things i could have one
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controversy and people are gonna all pin on that you know the internet is just a really really weird
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shaky spot and honestly bro i don't care i don't care um i don't care about a lot of a lot of things
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and uh i just want to let everyone know like that's just how it is bro i don't i don't really care
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people really coming at my neck i don't want people to stick up for me i don't want that at all i i don't
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want that at all if you if you don't like if you don't fuck me you don't have to watch me you don't
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have to click on me you don't have to fucking talk to me you don't have to fucking do anything
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it's your choice i also think that twitter is the worst fucking app created i think it's horrible
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i think twitter is not real i think these people are literal npcs bro i think they are and i'll be
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talking about more shit on kick with no filter but there's no fucking way some people are real
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human beings bro there's just no fucking way you will never ever catch them outside you just won't
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they don't they don't live they don't fucking go outside touch grass they don't bro they don't and i
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learned that and i and i really learned that and and and my controversies and people around
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these controversies i've seen it the way people are they just don't fucking think so look bro at
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the end of the day i don't want anyone to fucking to validate me whatever i've i'm gonna be honest
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bro i've been around controversy my entire career i have you know what i mean everyone's praying on my
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downfall oh you guys love to see people just you guys love to see people just crush bro but it's sad
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because you're miserable as fuck and you don't want to go get the shit yourselves you know what i mean
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i've been i've been working out this shit for years you know what i'm trying to say i've been i've
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been i've been i've been i've been honestly bro on and off for years bro and um you can say whatever
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you want about me but i i love everyone bro and i don't ever ever discriminate discriminate sorry
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excuse me discriminate not a word i'm learning okay um i don't i don't bro i don't i don't look at
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people off color and say i don't like this person that's not me bro like i've never ever once come
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like said that in my like ever bro ever but it's just funny that like all these wannabe corn twitter
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accounts you guys are literally cancer bro you're cancer you are cancer bro all of you guys you're
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not corn he is better than you corn owns you he does bro fuck twitter fuck twitter bro because you
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guys are the reason why the internet is soft it's you you guys are creating this cancel culture bullshit
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it's stupid as fuck it just is bro it just is so the people that don't like me i genuinely want to
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know why you don't like me bro actually i don't care because no matter what no matter what you're
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not gonna like me it doesn't matter if i go give a million dollars to a fucking uh charity tomorrow or
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some shit or if i like it doesn't matter what i do you're not gonna like me no matter what so if
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you don't like me don't watch me don't don't don't you don't have to ever talk about me none of that
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bro you don't you don't you don't bro you don't i just want to let everyone know right now though
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again last time i said ask everyone ask people who you look up to or who you watch or who you uh
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follow ask them hey has aiden ross ever done some racist fuck shit around you ask them bro because if
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they have i would love to see i would love to know i would love to know the answer is no the answer
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is no okay i have a very very diverse friend group okay i can't believe people really think i'm fucking
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racist it's insane but i can't do anything about it i do want to say one thing though i do want to say
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one thing um there are white people out here in this world that generally don't like black people
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because they're black it's true but i'm not one of them because i'm not gonna sit here and lie to you
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and just tell you guys oh man not like like i'm gonna tell you guys straight up there are i've
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it's true it's true but i'm not i'm not one of them bro i'm not i'm just letting you know right now
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fuck that fuck fuck looking at people's skin color and making a fucking you know what i mean making a
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fucking opinion bro or on on them because their skin that shit is whack as fuck and i don't go for
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that bro and that's all i'm gonna say that's all i'm gonna address i'm gonna talk about um that's
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really all i gotta do bro that's all i gotta say you know any other questions any other things you
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guys want to talk about are we done are we good we're good put a thumbs up are we good talk about
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the deleted tweet i didn't delete a fucking tweet people were photoshopping tweets saying some shit
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that i bro you guys stop thump this is why twitter is poison to your brains bro like it's just annoying
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as fuck people really photoshopping shit oh you say talk about jojo listen bro i talked to jojo in the
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dm i don't know what the fuck's going on with him and cuff him and shit he dm'd me again i really
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honestly don't care i love dante i honestly i'm not trying to be on no ego shit i had no idea who
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jojo was until someone said this is dante's friend i hit dante direct i said dante it's all love bro
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you know i have nothing but love and respect for you i just want to know what the fuck is going on
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you know what i mean he said i was corny he made like 10 tweets about me talked to my friends i guess
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they came out of first i don't whatever my friends are doing bro that's nothing to do with uh with uh
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with with me and i i don't really care bro i don't care but then someone was saying that jojo
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is transphobic and then saying i don't i don't know i don't want to get into that bro i don't
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because you're just probably a good person good guy i don't know i don't know anything about him i
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don't i don't i didn't do my research i was off twitter because every time i open the app all you
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see is aiden ross downfall that's all you see so why the fuck would i go on twitter why would i go on
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twitter like you got what i'm saying but i love dante and i have nothing but love for jojo what if he
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doesn't like me he doesn't have to like me i still got love for you bro still got love for you it doesn't matter
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anything else bro anything else your age your age friend scam i already talked about that he did
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not get scammed anything else uh you're fine you're good you're good um how are you doing mentally you
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know a lot of people don't really ask for that i've had a few people check up on me bro i have a few
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my friends have i appreciate that um honestly i've been better um i don't know if you guys have
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been around people who who are literally like i don't really want to get into that shit like the
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legal shit but it's it's scary bro it's scary i'm not gonna i'm just not bringing my shit to the
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i'm not bringing my shit to the to this shit anymore because this shit they're gonna use it against you
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bro that's why i can't show emotion this shit i can't see her crying you guys and say oh i'm sorry
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like no because you guys just gotta use it against me you guys you are you know what i mean you are
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it's just a bunch of fake fake energy fake love on this internet shit i saw a streamer congratulating
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kai or some shit but like that motherfucker like said he should get banned or some stupid shit like
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today that shit pissed me off it's like that's fake love like it's just like all i see on the internet
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is just fake love fake love fake love fake love fake love fake love fake love that's it you can't take
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this shit serious bro you can't you just can't bro you really really can't take this shit seriously
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i you just can't my boy kbx24 don't give me 24 subs on twitch gift it on kick thank you though bro i
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appreciate it i really do the jake lucky dm what about it damn right i said that shit the fuck i don't
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give a fuck i don't care bro i don't give a fuck and he's part of he's a problem bro that motherfucker
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is a fucking issue bro i can't read jake lucky i can't read him but he's an issue he's a problem to
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this to this twitter shit where did he just spawned out of nowhere bro he just spawned out of nowhere
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he spawned out of nowhere bro it's insane oh man listen bro i'm gonna tell everyone right now i'm
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not on no gang shit i'm not on no violent shit i love everyone bro everything i do on the internet
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is is jokes everything i do on the internet is just it shouldn't be taken seriously you can't take me
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seriously you can't take things i say seriously you just can't you really can't you lose that
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way if i show you guys how much i genuinely care about something or i love something
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or or if i have something about me that you know what i mean that's emotional to me and i you guys
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will use it against me you know what i mean the internet is really fucked up now it's just in a
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really really weird spot and that's how it is bro i'm gonna tell you right now if you're not a softy
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mcgee and and and you know what i mean and and this internet shit you you know you're like oh my god
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this shit is getting soft it's only gonna get softer bro it just is the internet's only gonna get
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softer and softer and softer just wait till stuff starts getting like illegal like i bet you there's
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gonna be a time and day where i can't literally press somebody over stream because it'll be
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illegal because it'll be cyberbullying i'm just letting you know how insane this shit is getting
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bro it's getting insane bro it's getting crazy it's getting crazy but listen at the end of the day i
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just want to say this i'm gonna congratulate you later this dude kai just hit 200 000 fucking
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subscribers on twitch and and um i just want to say kai i i someone said you're watching you are
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watching i'm here congratulations bro congratulations i hope hope kai i hope you still
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fuck with me bro after all this shit hope kai hoping to look at me like i'm a racist prick okay um but
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you deserve to have the fucking moment bro not the spotlight and all this shit and and that's all
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twitter should have been it shouldn't have been any negativity because he hit 200 000 subs bro and i'm
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fucking proud of you bro it's amazing and um that's how it should be fuck the negativity fuck
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twitter fuck jake like you know what i love you jake lucky i do bro i love you i love you bro i love you
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but on kick i'll be telling you how i really feel about you i'm kidding no no no no i'm kidding
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no no bro i'm kidding um are we good otherwise are we good are we good you're gonna get banned
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guys uh you're gonna get banned you're canceled listen man i i just wanna i just wanna move on
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from everything bro this shit's gonna die out in 72 hours bro how it always does how it always does
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bro i i took accountability and responsibility for the for my actions not all of them not all of them
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number not all of them for the shit i took accountability for because i'm not gonna lie
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the urate shit and and the and the porn shit i gotta be better that that that those two right
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there i will be better i gotta be better i will be better you know what i mean so yeah that's it
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now everyone's saying w8 again do you see how this internet shit is bro like do you see how this
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internet shit is that's just fucking how it is bro but on twitter don't worry motherfuckers are still
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going to farm engagement and they're going to still go crazy and and and that's just how it's
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going to be and again last thing i'm gonna now you guys family you guys are such trolls last thing i'm
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gonna say is this there is no aiden ross without black culture and it's facts and i'll always know