Adin Live - Happy Birthday Papa Ross... (Full Stream with Adin & Papa Ross)

00:00:00.000 Not only did you come to the house, but like you spent real time with me.

00:00:03.640 You invited me into your...

00:00:05.520 Alright, I'm gonna call him in right now.

00:00:13.580 It's time to get the stream started, bro.

00:00:16.320 It's his birthday. You guys gotta go crazy, alright?

00:00:19.900 It's my pops, it's his birthday.

00:00:22.120 It's gonna be a chill stream, though. We'll do some TTS, though.

00:00:25.580 Delph, you haven't even seen... Bro, chill out, bro.

00:00:27.600 Let me call him up. Let me call him up.

00:00:36.980 My computer is so laggy. Is my stream lagging, chat?

00:00:48.600 Facts, it ain't fall off.

00:00:51.020 Lag, no lag.

00:00:54.040 Hey, anyone talk about falling off, try pulling 10 viewers on Twitch.

00:00:57.600 L-son. 0.94

00:01:04.360 You rejected me.

00:01:08.780 Oh, you're a little...

00:01:10.600 Random. Bro, chill out, bro.

00:01:16.920 Chill out, bro. Chill out.

00:01:18.260 Hey, calm the fuck down, man. Calm the fuck down, man. 1.00

00:01:20.980 Calm the fuck down, man. 0.98

00:01:22.100 Bro, let me tell you guys something right now, bro. 0.98

00:01:25.220 We can talk about it a little bit before he gets in here.

00:01:26.900 He said I'll be right in.

00:01:28.020 Alright, cool. We got...

00:01:28.920 My dad's coming in right now, so before he comes in...

00:01:31.980 Bro, I've been non-stop traveling, bro.

00:01:34.160 Like, I'm so exhausted, bro.

00:01:36.100 Like, I'm literally... 1.00

00:01:36.760 I've been tired 24-7 just fucking doing hella shit, bro. 0.99

00:01:39.720 Like, he said, okay, I'm coming in. 1.00

00:01:41.600 Faze Rug says he wants to fight you.

00:01:51.560 We are fighting, bro.

00:01:52.540 Come on now.

00:01:55.200 Someone said Pammy's getting smashed by Aiden's dad.

00:01:57.540 You guys are so weird.

00:01:59.800 What's your name on your phone for him?

00:02:01.180 It's dad with a blue heart.

00:02:02.360 He's coming in.

00:02:11.540 Gamble.

00:02:11.860 I'm not gambling, bro.

00:02:13.220 I purposely am not doing gambling that much.

00:02:16.160 You know what I mean?

00:02:17.580 Purposely went to... 0.99

00:02:18.380 I'm doing this cowboy shit, so... 0.99

00:02:25.340 But, uh... 1.00

00:02:26.020 But nah, bro.

00:02:27.620 It's gonna be a chill.

00:02:28.960 It's gonna be a chill stream.

00:02:31.560 Uh... 1.00

00:02:32.160 That shit's boring. 1.00

00:02:35.000 That's why I don't do Gamble that much. 1.00

00:02:35.960 I know a lot of you guys don't like it.

00:02:38.740 But...

00:02:39.100 The good news is...

00:02:40.540 Wait, why are you guys saying Crip Father?

00:02:43.060 Crip Dad?

00:02:43.700 Wait, why?

00:02:45.780 Wait, why?

00:02:46.500 I don't get it.

00:02:49.380 Why Crip Dad? 1.00

00:02:56.120 Bro, it doesn't matter if he's a blue heart, you idiots, bro. 1.00

00:02:58.340 That doesn't mean shit. 1.00

00:02:59.160 W Crip. 0.99

00:03:04.220 W Crip.

00:03:04.540 W Crip.

00:03:07.240 Not gambling is fun to watch.

00:03:09.980 Gambling so boring.

00:03:10.840 Chat, is gambling a W or I'll be honest?

00:03:12.640 Can you guys not spam Crip Dad? 1.00

00:03:13.980 When he walks in, he's gonna be like, what the fuck? 1.00

00:03:17.580 He's literally gonna be like, what the fuck? 1.00

00:03:22.800 Crip Dad, blue heart. 1.00

00:03:24.380 See, gambling is mixed.

00:03:26.280 The good news is next time I go to Cabo, I'm bringing Bulu and Zia's in. 1.00

00:03:29.300 That's gonna be fun.

00:03:30.680 But, uh, guys, you guys gotta understand, you know, at this point, I'm gonna only be gambling a few times a month. 0.92

00:03:37.500 I just really wanna get back home and just get this shit all set up. 0.82

00:03:40.120 I wanna game, bro. 0.97

00:03:41.720 Like, I literally wanna just play scary games once a week. 0.87

00:03:44.540 I wanna just do whatever the fuck I wanna do. 0.94

00:03:46.020 I really don't care about viewers anymore. 0.99

00:03:47.400 I'm kinda glad, like, you know, I could just sit here with a fuckin' blurry facecam and pull 50k out of an OD. 0.96

00:03:55.080 Like, I don't really care about viewers anymore, cause it's like, I just want people who are gonna fuck with me doing anything, 0.97

00:03:59.480 aren't gonna fuck with me doing anything, you know what I mean? 0.99

00:04:01.100 So, anyone talking shit, fell off, Aiden, what happened to your viewers? 0.99

00:04:06.540 Twitch viewers are down, by the way. 0.99

00:04:07.840 Uh, I think XQ's pulling, like, 80k. 0.99

00:04:10.960 That motherfucker used to pull, like, 140. 1.00

00:04:12.840 Twitch viewers are down, but, again, guys, I'm not paying attention to viewers. 0.99

00:04:15.820 I'm gonna have fun playing when I wanna play.

00:04:17.580 And that's what everyone should be. 0.99

00:04:18.960 For anyone that ever talks shit about somebody, just understand that it's your fucking, stay in your lane, bro. 0.99

00:04:24.160 Right? 1.00

00:04:24.880 50,000 people saw a lot.

00:04:26.820 I don't care if I decline, you know why?

00:04:28.560 Because I'm happy right now.

00:04:30.740 So, oh, here I'm at, I hear my dad, I hear my dad.

00:04:32.540 Here we go. 1.00

00:04:33.640 Oh, shit. 1.00

00:04:37.000 He's gonna sit in the bed with me. 1.00

00:04:38.960 He's gonna be in the bed with me.

00:04:44.480 Am I weird?

00:04:45.820 I miss this room.

00:04:49.760 I miss the Miami, bro.

00:04:50.700 I miss the Miami.

00:04:52.660 Keep it on.

00:05:02.960 Aiden, it's changing a message or the opposite.

00:05:04.620 I'm going back to my roots.

00:05:05.860 Once I get back to LA, I bought this crazy-ass laptop, too. 0.97

00:05:09.140 I got a sick laptop, bro. 0.96

00:05:10.420 I got like a, I got an insane laptop, bro. 0.99

00:05:13.480 I got like a crazy-ass laptop. 0.98

00:05:14.760 So when I go travel and shit, I can just bring it and I can just game on it, too. 0.98

00:05:19.020 So it's gonna be fire, actually. 0.97

00:05:21.000 Um, but yeah.

00:05:27.820 And you're streaming on a Mac.

00:05:30.160 Bro, because I just got the laptop.

00:05:31.820 I don't want to set everything up and then go live at 11.30 p.m.

00:05:34.120 You know what I mean?

00:05:34.880 It's already 8 o'clock on the West Coast. 1.00

00:05:36.460 What time is it for you motherfuckers in the chat? 0.99

00:05:37.880 Why are you fighting, Rog? 0.99

00:05:41.660 Because it's a good practice for the person I'm actually fighting in, uh, next year.

00:05:50.420 And you're streaming on a Mac. 0.99

00:05:52.060 Bro, shut up, bro. 1.00

00:05:53.360 I get it. 1.00

00:05:53.860 I understand.

00:05:56.100 Oh, he's coming.

00:05:57.220 Shh.

00:05:57.360 Shh.

00:05:57.420 Shh.

00:06:07.880 There we go. 1.00

00:06:21.920 Gay son and Crip Dad. 0.99

00:06:23.000 Hey, guys. 0.99

00:06:23.440 Don't spam Crip Dad.

00:06:24.340 Do not spam Crip Dad.

00:06:25.240 I'm for real. 0.99

00:06:26.260 She's gonna be like, what the fuck does that mean? 0.99

00:06:28.060 Don't do that. 0.98

00:06:28.820 For real, guys. 1.00

00:06:29.340 Don't spam that shit. 1.00

00:06:31.860 Do not spam Crip Dad. 1.00

00:06:33.020 For real. 1.00

00:06:34.440 Savelli, they certified gifted motherfucker. 0.99

00:06:36.580 Cheezer. 1.00

00:06:36.860 Yeah, Cheezer.

00:06:37.280 Remember your dad?

00:06:38.020 Cheezer's a hot dad.

00:06:42.160 Elle Daughter. 0.97

00:06:42.820 I'm not even a girl, you weirdo. 1.00

00:06:45.580 You're mad weird. 0.98

00:06:46.440 I'm not weird. 0.86

00:06:46.840 I just don't care what people think about me. 0.99

00:06:48.420 A lot of you guys do some really weird shit. 1.00

00:06:49.900 A lot of you guys put your fingers in your assholes and smell it. 1.00

00:06:52.500 A lot of you guys fucking do really weird shit, bro. 1.00

00:06:55.320 You'll scratch your balls and smell it. 1.00

00:06:56.600 Like, you guys all do weird shit, too. 1.00

00:06:58.360 And it's just not on camera. 0.99

00:07:00.060 Like, I'm just here to... 0.99

00:07:00.860 I'm living proof that you guys can just do weird shit on camera and doesn't... 0.97

00:07:03.860 Basically, I'm just here to teach you that you should never care about what anybody thinks. 1.00

00:07:06.880 Do you think I give a fuck? 0.99

00:07:07.980 Do you think I really care? 1.00

00:07:08.760 I'll literally...

00:07:08.880 I don't know.

00:07:09.080 I don't know.

00:07:09.240 I don't know.

00:07:26.700 Anyways.

00:07:27.060 How do you guys feel?

00:07:34.740 57,000 people are watching me put a foot in my mouth. 0.99

00:07:38.480 Beat your meat. 0.98

00:07:46.580 Hey, Dad.

00:07:47.260 Hey, son.

00:07:48.100 I'm streaming right now.

00:07:49.200 Come on in.

00:07:50.340 What are we doing here?

00:07:51.220 21?

00:07:51.780 We're just going to talk to the people.

00:07:54.300 First of all, I want to spam happy birthday, Dad, bro, in the chat, man.

00:07:57.220 It's your birthday.

00:07:57.780 What's up, guys?

00:07:58.660 Where's your watch?

00:07:59.920 What do you think it is? 1.00

00:08:00.900 Oh, shit. 1.00

00:08:01.480 He got a watch for his birthday. 1.00

00:08:02.620 I got him a Rolex.

00:08:04.080 So, you know, I already told you your next birthday is going to be crazy.

00:08:06.920 I'm going to get you something even more crazy.

00:08:09.120 Crazier than a flying car?

00:08:11.160 Well, maybe.

00:08:12.280 Wait, do flying cars exist right now?

00:08:13.840 They do exist.

00:08:14.860 I was a test pilot for one for a while.

00:08:17.120 No, you weren't.

00:08:17.660 Yes, I was.

00:08:18.280 My friend who built that big building in Miami.

00:08:20.520 Oh, you're right.

00:08:21.260 They had the flying, the riding pad, yeah.

00:08:24.720 But they're very expensive.

00:08:25.940 And I think next year, the same time around my birthday next year, they're going to come

00:08:29.180 down way in price.

00:08:30.340 Probably about 2.5 million, which is great, though, because we could be going along the

00:08:34.340 highway, right?

00:08:35.240 Hit tons of traffic.

00:08:36.240 I say, son, push that button over there.

00:08:37.840 Push the button.

00:08:38.860 The wings come out.

00:08:39.980 And we just take off.

00:08:40.800 What do you think? 1.00

00:08:41.860 I mean, it's shit. 1.00

00:08:42.760 I mean, I hope I can afford it by then. 1.00

00:08:44.760 We'll have to wait and see.

00:08:46.020 I'll help you afford it.

00:08:47.500 And we'll give rides to special people.

00:08:51.900 So, this is cool.

00:08:54.120 I never really had you on my stream before.

00:08:56.240 No, this is new for me.

00:08:57.560 But we'll talk about everything.

00:08:58.840 I mean, I praise this a lot, as you guys know.

00:09:01.780 Like, this is the only person who, like, truly believed in me from the beginning.

00:09:05.620 I remember you got me the high-speed internet.

00:09:07.200 You always bought me the new game.

00:09:08.200 You always let me stay home from school when the new game came out. 1.00

00:09:10.600 You just always believed in my shit for video games. 1.00

00:09:13.740 Always. 1.00

00:09:14.060 Like, you always just, like, it's just crazy.

00:09:17.180 You always just believed in me.

00:09:19.360 Why?

00:09:20.040 How? 0.98

00:09:20.320 Like, usually, like, every other parent would just call you crazy.

00:09:23.300 Why did you kind of believe in me from the beginning?

00:09:24.820 I mean, I had my moments of, like, doubt, which were just, like, you know, very fleeting.

00:09:29.200 But the way you spoke about it was as if you read a book and you were telling me all about the book you read.

00:09:35.480 Like, that is how you described your future in streaming to me.

00:09:38.800 And so, it just struck me as what choice did I have but to, you know, but to support you in doing that.

00:09:46.900 I really didn't feel I had any choice.

00:09:48.920 And it drove me a little crazy at the beginning with the yelling and the screaming and the neighbors I had to fight with.

00:09:53.660 But I didn't tell you half the stories of some of the fights I got into in the neighborhood.

00:09:59.300 What happened?

00:10:00.280 Oh, just from the yelling and the, you know, the whole house would shake sometimes and the windows would shake.

00:10:05.340 And I don't think you had very good windows on that list.

00:10:07.720 No, I didn't.

00:10:08.320 They were unscrewed and, like.

00:10:09.800 Yeah.

00:10:10.620 So, you know, my neighbors threatened to call the cops a lot.

00:10:14.100 One time I had to deal with the sheriff one time.

00:10:16.420 I thought I was beating my wife. 0.99

00:10:17.640 And I said, absolutely not.

00:10:18.540 That sound is not the sound of a man beating his wife.

00:10:21.560 That is the sound of a happy, young, 16-year-old boy who's streaming.

00:10:25.820 That's crazy.

00:10:27.080 I didn't know you had it.

00:10:27.960 I didn't even know that.

00:10:29.400 Yeah.

00:10:29.940 And then when we first moved into this place, I forgot what happened.

00:10:35.560 Something tipped me off that all the neighbors were going to come after me with pitchforks and, like.

00:10:39.820 I remember that you had to board everything up and all that stuff.

00:10:42.120 I went to Home Depot.

00:10:43.240 I boarded everything up.

00:10:44.440 And it turned out it was a false alarm.

00:10:45.860 Like, the neighbors wanted to give me, like, a welcome mask or something like that.

00:10:48.820 Yeah.

00:10:49.820 But anyway, all that aside, you know, I've been in business a long time.

00:10:54.460 Thank you, Aiden's dad, for raising such a good son.

00:10:57.360 He also raises me winking face.

00:11:00.280 What does that mean?

00:11:01.200 I don't know.

00:11:01.840 I'm going to mute the TTS, but that's going to be later on, like, where we can put on text

00:11:04.880 a speech so people can donate money and talk.

00:11:07.720 It's cool.

00:11:08.360 Yeah, it's really cool.

00:11:09.120 No, yeah.

00:11:12.080 I think it's just, it's crazy, like, to see, like, how everything planned out.

00:11:15.400 Like you said, I really didn't know I was going to make it, and I made videos to myself, and

00:11:19.040 I explained it, and I broke it down to kind of how I was going to make it.

00:11:21.920 But the wild thing to me is just, like, you were the one person who just, like, okay,

00:11:26.820 let's, my dad at that time, you know, like, I remember you had to try, like, different

00:11:31.700 credit cards.

00:11:32.920 Yeah, that was, right when you were about to take off is when I hit a real rough patch.

00:11:37.060 In his life.

00:11:37.640 I was in between jobs, and I remember there was this new high-speed internet that came

00:11:42.140 to our town that you wanted to try it, and it was, like, they wanted you to pay $600 up

00:11:45.660 front.

00:11:45.800 But let's go back for a little bit.

00:11:47.480 Sure.

00:11:47.720 Do you remember, like, literally in eighth, ninth grade I wanted to stream?

00:11:50.640 Do you remember that or no?

00:11:51.460 Of course.

00:11:52.060 The internet was just too bad.

00:11:53.180 Like, I wanted to stream it as a freshman in high school.

00:11:55.280 Yes.

00:11:55.780 And I couldn't do it because the internet.

00:11:57.940 So senior year comes along, the high-speed internet, you're, obviously, your pockets are hurting

00:12:03.460 right now because you're going in and out of jobs.

00:12:04.980 You tried three different cards.

00:12:06.300 They all declined until, like, the last one finally worked.

00:12:08.980 We got approved.

00:12:09.980 We got the internet, like, a month, like, later, and then I just took it so seriously.

00:12:15.940 I literally was like, all right, I'm doing this.

00:12:17.540 I'm doing that.

00:12:18.280 You know, I got a job, and I got, like, some other equipments and stuff, and you just helped

00:12:24.100 me pay for the internet, and then I just really took over.

00:12:26.520 Like, I really like it.

00:12:27.540 I remember that, and you were excited.

00:12:28.600 I think your upload speed was, what, 1.2?

00:12:31.480 Yeah.

00:12:32.120 But that was just enough, right?

00:12:33.620 Right.

00:12:33.860 The 1.2 upload speed was just enough to do it.

00:12:36.580 I found a way to do it with shitty quality, and then we slowly upgraded it, and then it

00:12:39.920 slowly upgraded, and then I could make decent content.

00:12:42.860 Then I would pull 12-hour streams, and we would constantly have internet problems, and

00:12:45.820 just back and forth, and we would lose pieces and all this crazy stuff.

00:12:49.680 Power would go out.

00:12:50.860 Oh, yeah.

00:12:51.300 Yeah, the place we were at, just powers would go out.

00:12:53.940 Like, the internet would just have issues.

00:12:55.300 We'd have to get an internet guy over all the time.

00:12:56.860 I had, like, six different modems I had to keep swapping out.

00:13:00.020 The point is, there's no excuse you guys can make when you're coming up.

00:13:03.260 I was, I had one gigabyte of upload speed, one megabyte of upload speed, MGS of upload

00:13:09.400 speed, and I still made it happen.

00:13:11.080 You know, there's a way to do it.

00:13:12.000 But, um, I was so dedicated back then, and, um, it was crazy.

00:13:16.660 Like, you just watched me do it.

00:13:18.200 I remember there was a time where I drove you three and a half hours to Los Angeles.

00:13:22.480 Yes.

00:13:23.400 We got the game that you needed to get.

00:13:24.860 And we drove back.

00:13:25.600 We got a soda, and we drove three and a half hours, eight hours in the car.

00:13:29.260 No data would do that.

00:13:30.500 Just, uh, just so you could have that game early, right?

00:13:33.460 Like, two days early.

00:13:34.240 Yeah, he got me 2K 15 early, I remember.

00:13:37.700 NBA 2K 15 early, a few days early, because we, LA obviously gets copies first.

00:13:41.760 You know, we were in a town that's obviously not LA, a few hours away.

00:13:45.220 You literally did that.

00:13:46.220 Three hour drive back and forth to, just to get me my game early.

00:13:49.220 I was drinking the same Kool-Aid you were drinking.

00:13:51.380 I mean, I was, you know, you had me believing, and, uh, so I was, I was behind you 100%.

00:13:55.860 But I, I also have to admit, I never dreamt that you'd reach this level this fast.

00:14:00.840 Yeah.

00:14:01.620 It was quick.

00:14:02.300 It was really fast. 0.93

00:14:03.220 And, um, you know, it's just, it's crazy to me, like, how, how fucking, like, quick it 0.94

00:14:09.760 was. 0.87

00:14:09.880 Yeah, literally how quick it is.

00:14:11.600 And now-

00:14:12.180 I was just in high school two years ago.

00:14:13.520 Yeah.

00:14:13.860 It seems like yesterday, I was asking if you were doing, you got all your homework done.

00:14:17.420 You know?

00:14:17.760 I know, that's-

00:14:18.620 Climb goes so, so fast.

00:14:20.820 That's crazy.

00:14:21.620 But it just, I don't know, like, it's just, I don't know.

00:14:25.420 So now you're like Superman, right?

00:14:27.100 So you're going to use your powers for good, evil, fun, bad, you know?

00:14:30.940 I know you're going to use your powers for good.

00:14:32.560 I know that.

00:14:33.000 No, 100%.

00:14:33.780 I think that, uh, it comes with a lot, though.

00:14:36.420 There's a lot of responsibility now.

00:14:37.620 There's a lot of people's lives that obviously are intact with mine.

00:14:41.660 Um, there's a lot of negativity now.

00:14:44.100 Like, I'm not used to a lot of hate.

00:14:45.380 I get a lot of hate now.

00:14:46.360 I get a lot of controversy.

00:14:47.480 People don't all like me like they used to.

00:14:49.720 You know that?

00:14:50.280 Not everyone who watches me likes me.

00:14:51.840 You know, now people hate me and people try to, like, discourage me and stuff.

00:14:54.180 So some people watch you because they enjoy hating you.

00:14:56.340 I think people watch me because they're so miserable with their lives, right?

00:14:59.260 And they're so jealous.

00:15:00.080 For example, like, people would probably hate on this because they don't even have, like,

00:15:05.060 a dad who believed in them. 0.91

00:15:06.600 Instead of maybe just, like, being like, damn, like, look how, like, you know, like, appreciative 0.99

00:15:11.000 and shit, like, some dads can be. 0.99

00:15:13.040 Like, I guarantee a lot of people in this chat are just so miserable with their lives. 1.00

00:15:16.400 And, you know, they just don't know what to do, but they take it out on me, if that

00:15:20.000 makes sense.

00:15:20.600 Well, have you, has any of these miserable lives people ever, like, turned around and,

00:15:24.620 like, gone the other direction?

00:15:25.680 So that's funny you said that.

00:15:26.820 Like, I've one time taken, you know, I've one time slid in people's DMs and I would

00:15:31.560 be like, you know, like, hey, you know, why are you saying, you know, that type of thing

00:15:37.000 to me?

00:15:37.380 And they were like, oh my God, I just want to get a reaction out of you.

00:15:40.000 I love you, you know.

00:15:41.520 So it's ball busting sometimes.

00:15:43.540 It's just.

00:15:44.580 100%.

00:15:44.940 And not everybody's miserable.

00:15:46.220 Like, the people that love me and that are always, you know, just spreading positivity

00:15:49.760 towards my streams and stuff, they're good people, you know, because they don't have

00:15:54.800 to latch on their pain onto other stuff.

00:15:56.800 Like, that's just how it is.

00:15:58.040 It's like, I don't, I'm not looked at as a human being by a lot of people.

00:16:01.280 I'm looked at kind of like as like a robot now.

00:16:03.140 Like, I'm looked at as somebody, when he's not streaming, let's yell at him, let's throw 0.99

00:16:06.640 fucking tomatoes at him and stuff and all this stuff, you know. 0.97

00:16:10.780 But my biggest thing is, is I'm not just a streamer at this point. 0.98

00:16:14.780 I want to, I want to find a way to kind of pave a wave and get into other industries and

00:16:19.940 eventually acting.

00:16:21.760 You already know I want to get into boxing, just all sorts of stuff.

00:16:24.120 I have this vision of you and I don't know if I'm wrong or right because wishful thinking

00:16:27.680 that you also can pave the way for other people that have talent to, you know, get on the same

00:16:34.060 path and you save them years in time to get on that path.

00:16:37.840 100% and it just, all it takes is there's so many people out there with talent.

00:16:41.900 For example, I really want you to start streaming and doing your stuff.

00:16:46.480 I feel like you'd be a great streamer.

00:16:48.000 Like, just like, is that an earthquake or is that your foot?

00:16:50.800 It's my foot tapping because I'm excited.

00:16:52.580 Oh.

00:16:52.820 But, um, you know what I mean?

00:16:55.420 Like, I just, I think there's a way to find unrecognizable talent.

00:16:58.880 Like, you know, I want to find a way to do that and just put people on and help people

00:17:02.880 as much as I possibly can.

00:17:04.160 I think that I've changed a lot of people's lives and I just want to continue to do that.

00:17:07.460 And, uh, it's just awesome when, you know, when people have this power, a lot of people

00:17:11.700 do bad things with it, but I'm the one that, you know, I want to do nothing but good things

00:17:15.620 with my, my, my, uh, my brand and stuff, so.

00:17:19.580 Yeah, I think it'll pick up momentum.

00:17:21.220 I think the more people that you're able to bring into the limelight and to launch their

00:17:26.660 own careers, I think the more momentum it'll pick.

00:17:28.760 It's like a snowball going down a hill and you know what I'm talking about?

00:17:31.720 When you roll a snowball down a hill, it gets bigger and bigger and bigger.

00:17:34.260 100%.

00:17:34.620 Yeah, before, before you know, you have a giant wake and like, like, this is your army almost.

00:17:41.320 It's like an army.

00:17:42.140 It's like an army.

00:17:42.800 But, but what, how come everybody who watches me doesn't like me?

00:17:45.940 That's the only thing that trips me out.

00:17:47.260 So why do you think?

00:17:48.760 Um, well, it's a combination.

00:17:50.080 There's never one black and white answer for any specific question.

00:17:54.100 You know, there's always, it's always a mixture.

00:17:56.500 So I, I, I've got to say it could be a little bit of envy.

00:18:00.320 Jealousy?

00:18:00.840 Yes.

00:18:01.260 Could be a little envy.

00:18:02.080 Could be a little jealousy. 0.99

00:18:03.340 Could be, like you said before, people just trying to have fun and break your balls and 0.97

00:18:07.000 don't really hate you. 0.95

00:18:08.980 Um, and then it could be some people just thrive on negativity.

00:18:12.820 I just, I just sometimes wish I was kind of like, I hate saying this cause it sounds

00:18:17.340 so ungrateful, but sometimes I wish I was kind of like smaller so I could appreciate

00:18:22.200 my come up more.

00:18:23.600 Like I didn't appreciate me coming up more.

00:18:25.660 I was so sophisticated on numbers and growth when I was just really like a year ago having

00:18:30.440 so fun in that little apartment playing my video game.

00:18:33.460 You know what I mean?

00:18:33.880 Like, I don't know.

00:18:35.040 Like that was everything to me.

00:18:36.060 I think I know what you're talking about.

00:18:38.540 Um, when I had a big company at one time and I had 50 employees and things were going

00:18:41.860 along great and five years passed, I lost all my employees, all my partners and I was

00:18:47.440 the only one there.

00:18:48.420 And every day I came into work considering I was just going to shut the office down, but

00:18:51.920 I stuck it out and stuck it out and I built it from zero back up to a big company again.

00:18:56.540 And I enjoyed rebuilding.

00:18:58.260 So you could constantly be rebuilding other things and you know, so you'd be that small

00:19:03.800 fish in the big pond, not always the big fish in the little pond.

00:19:06.940 You have a lot of great ideas.

00:19:08.860 So, you know, I, I, I think that's a way to have that best of both worlds.

00:19:13.780 You're right.

00:19:14.580 You're right.

00:19:15.060 You know, it's like a shark.

00:19:16.260 You got to keep swimming or you die.

00:19:18.000 So, um, what would you say is the next big challenge for you out there where you would

00:19:22.780 feel like you're starting from, you know, scratch again?

00:19:25.980 You know, it's crazy.

00:19:26.900 I think boxing is, I think just getting into like reworking my, my physique, my body, you

00:19:31.700 know, getting into healthy, because health is number one, you know? 0.97

00:19:34.180 So I think just even whether it's boxing or not, whether it's boxing shit is real or 0.77

00:19:38.040 not, me just getting my body right in general, it's just like that right there is just going 0.89

00:19:44.120 to make me healthier and more happy, you know, just waking up knowing I'm, you know, I have

00:19:48.020 muscles and I have a cardio and I'm in shape and stuff.

00:19:51.960 So there's a lot to be said.

00:19:53.960 I don't know if you, any of your people read any Eastern philosophy teachings, but there's

00:19:57.740 three centers in your body.

00:19:58.980 There's your intellect, there's your emotional, and there's your physical.

00:20:02.200 And if all three are doing, are doing work at one time, that's how you really, you know,

00:20:07.400 you get to feel everything.

00:20:09.140 Right.

00:20:09.340 So it's mental, you know, emotional and physical.

00:20:11.780 And you apply all three with boxing would be perfect.

00:20:14.660 But another thing is that is like, like now it's, I like the way you're saying.

00:20:19.840 I like that.

00:20:20.820 But, but now I'm so mentally drained because I'm constantly like, like my life, it's not

00:20:26.800 like I'm, I'm not living my life for me anymore.

00:20:28.440 I'm like, I'm like living my life for other people, like completely.

00:20:33.100 I'm so drained.

00:20:33.960 And I'm so like, like I'm so drained.

00:20:37.360 Like, I don't even talk to you every day.

00:20:39.020 I love to talk to you every day.

00:20:40.020 I'd love to be able to talk to mom, call her up.

00:20:41.720 I'd love to be able to talk to my aunts, grandmothers, all that stuff.

00:20:44.900 But I, I'm so mentally out of it now, you know, with everything going on that like, I want

00:20:51.500 to just focus.

00:20:52.440 Listen, I don't know, because you're not, I've been giving you this advice since day

00:20:55.820 one.

00:20:56.240 You have to recharge your batteries.

00:20:57.800 You have to find your own cathedral.

00:20:59.760 You have to find a place where you go where you can recharge yourself this way.

00:21:05.000 You know, when you get back into the streaming, whether it's the next day or two days later,

00:21:08.100 you're fresh.

00:21:09.300 Yeah.

00:21:09.620 And your mind has had a chance to meditate and just decompress.

00:21:13.220 So you don't do that.

00:21:14.120 No, I don't.

00:21:14.820 You're, you're, you're burning the candle at both ends.

00:21:16.860 Like, you're done.

00:21:17.360 This is a candle.

00:21:17.860 You're burning it here, here, and you're lighting the candle in the middle.

00:21:20.320 Right.

00:21:20.560 And it's just going to burn out instantly.

00:21:23.120 Hey, dad, what do you, what do you say to kids that want to follow their dreams and

00:21:27.340 passion, but they're, maybe they're, their parents aren't like you where you're so like

00:21:30.920 believing in the beginning and stuff.

00:21:33.560 Persistence, sincerity.

00:21:35.940 I mean, this is what I read from you.

00:21:38.040 These are the vibes that you gave me that there wasn't, there was going to be no stopping

00:21:41.700 you.

00:21:41.980 So it's like, why should I make your life harder?

00:21:45.080 You know, it'd be a drag when I knew there was no stopping you.

00:21:47.820 So I saw the passion.

00:21:48.880 So definitely passion and devotion.

00:21:51.660 There's nothing, to me anyway, there's nothing more wonderful in business and in life than

00:21:57.520 meeting people that are extremely devoted to whatever it is they're devoted to, whether

00:22:01.140 it's religion, whether it's reading, whether it's streaming, whatever it is, there's nothing

00:22:05.800 like devotion.

00:22:06.600 Nothing can break through devotion.

00:22:09.140 Right.

00:22:09.280 So for these young people that are having difficulties with their teachers or with their parents,

00:22:14.240 not saying, not, not, not saying this is an open path for you, they just got to make it

00:22:19.760 so clear that there's nothing that's going to stop them.

00:22:22.600 So they could either join you and help you or just get the hell out of my way kind of an

00:22:27.300 attitude.

00:22:27.560 But I realize when you're dealing with younger people, with parents, they have to be respectful

00:22:31.700 to their parents.

00:22:33.220 So find a way to be firm, but respectful, but so devoted.

00:22:36.780 Like Aiden, I've never met a more devoted man than you to, to, to your business, to your

00:22:42.200 streaming.

00:22:42.780 So devoted.

00:22:43.760 It didn't matter if there was, if the roof flew off the house and there was no electricity,

00:22:47.960 you know, you would pedal a bicycle and hook it up to the wires and make that generate

00:22:52.340 the electricity.

00:22:53.180 Yeah.

00:22:53.300 I mean, that's how devoted.

00:22:54.480 So definitely number one is devotion and sincerity and, and, and, and results, um, to

00:23:00.840 be able to show tangible results because a journey of a thousand miles starts with one

00:23:06.400 small step.

00:23:07.300 So you put enough small little steps together and eventually you'll, you know, you'll, you'll,

00:23:12.320 you'll definitely get somewhere.

00:23:13.520 So they've got to be able to not only be devoted, but to be able to demonstrate that

00:23:17.180 they are making headway.

00:23:18.620 I like that.

00:23:19.440 So you, so you think that.

00:23:21.220 Measurably.

00:23:21.620 You genuinely believe that anybody in this chat right now can do it.

00:23:25.940 I believe that a high percentage of the people in this chat that are extremely devoted and

00:23:31.860 amped up to do this can, can find some success.

00:23:35.800 They've got to find their niche.

00:23:37.320 Thing is too, not to be too afraid of how am I going to find exactly what my niche is

00:23:42.040 because that all happens naturally.

00:23:44.120 Yeah.

00:23:44.420 Everyone's, trust the process.

00:23:45.620 Everyone's going to find their own exactly purpose.

00:23:48.400 Eventually it just comes to you.

00:23:50.080 So how come it comes to some people sooner like myself?

00:23:52.540 Do you think?

00:23:54.040 Hmm.

00:23:54.720 That's a tough question for me to answer.

00:23:56.380 Why, you know, happens at different speeds.

00:23:58.900 Is it just, is it just chance or what?

00:24:00.840 Maybe part of it is luck.

00:24:02.200 Like when I was highly successful in business at times, I never felt like it was all because

00:24:07.100 of me.

00:24:07.440 I also felt it was because of timing.

00:24:08.900 You know, the timing was right.

00:24:10.600 And I met this one person that led me to this, that led me to that.

00:24:13.960 And before you knew it, everything opened up for me.

00:24:16.800 And then there were times, no matter how hard I tried, it didn't make a difference.

00:24:19.660 There were no doors were going to open.

00:24:21.220 So timing has a lot to do with everything in life.

00:24:24.140 Got it.

00:24:25.260 But definitely persistence.

00:24:26.740 I mean, I can't remember a single day, even when you were sick with fever, that you

00:24:30.920 didn't do something to further.

00:24:32.820 I remember that.

00:24:33.720 Yeah.

00:24:33.960 I would be sick and I would still stream and stuff.

00:24:35.760 So remember I wanted to skip my own high school graduation to stream?

00:24:38.860 Yeah.

00:24:39.480 I remember that.

00:24:39.840 That's crazy.

00:24:40.720 I just was so devoted.

00:24:42.260 You made the right decisions.

00:24:43.720 You knew certain times that you had to just put it down.

00:24:47.440 You know, your mother was going to show me your graduation.

00:24:49.260 What are you not going to go up to graduation?

00:24:50.440 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:24:51.460 Graduation too.

00:24:52.140 So be respectful too.

00:24:55.760 But let's try to get specific.

00:24:57.760 So could you give me a specific example of a kid out here that has great talent, great

00:25:02.380 potential, but has a specific problem with, you know, a door being shut to him by his

00:25:07.760 parents or like, let's just say as a streamer, I know how many of you guys, how many of you

00:25:11.780 guys have parents that just, you know, don't really believe in you.

00:25:15.460 I mean, a lot, I feel like a lot of, you know, I feel like a lot of people, you know, they

00:25:20.540 don't.

00:25:20.920 So it's like, what I can say is just see like me, like a lot of parents just don't

00:25:27.300 believe in it because maybe they were born in a generation where electronics weren't 0.98

00:25:30.920 like, there's no social media, but I'm telling you like this shit, like remember how pressured 0.98

00:25:35.800 I was to go to college by, you know, certain people in my life at that time, you know who 0.99

00:25:39.320 I'm talking about.

00:25:39.860 Oh yeah.

00:25:40.400 Like, it's just like, I feel like that's wrong for even teachers to just kind of like press

00:25:44.180 kids about going to college.

00:25:45.440 It's a trap.

00:25:46.560 And not necessarily, if you want to be a doctor or a lawyer, that's perfectly fine.

00:25:49.780 But it's like, if you're somebody who just wants to be a kid and follow their dreams

00:25:53.920 and follow their craft, then I just feel like then you should have a, you know, a say in

00:26:00.340 it.

00:26:00.740 Like, it's your life.

00:26:01.900 You really only live once.

00:26:03.420 So that's how it is.

00:26:05.340 Yeah.

00:26:05.740 And I also remember something else, Aiden, too. 0.99

00:26:08.200 You not only were devoted, but you busted your ass waiting tables at that place. 0.99

00:26:14.320 Yeah. 1.00

00:26:14.840 Yeah.

00:26:15.160 Just so that you could do it with your own two hands.

00:26:17.340 Even when I did have the money, you're like, no, dad, I want to do this on my own.

00:26:20.420 So you really had a lot of the elements that set yourself up to deserve to have the success

00:26:28.000 that you have.

00:26:28.720 Now, I will, I have to admit, in high school, I did used to steal money in your drawer.

00:26:32.820 I kind of knew about that.

00:26:34.160 I'd stick extra money in there.

00:26:35.460 I know.

00:26:35.780 I remember that.

00:26:36.320 You did used to stick it.

00:26:37.040 I had to.

00:26:37.640 I had to.

00:26:37.960 I needed some gas money and stuff when I was a little broke.

00:26:39.860 But now it paid off.

00:26:42.000 You know, now you never have to worry about rent ever again.

00:26:44.740 But I did used to, you know, steal some money in your drawer.

00:26:47.980 That's okay.

00:26:48.460 It was my pleasure to be stolen from by you.

00:26:51.660 And it's coming back in spades.

00:26:53.800 I mean, listen, money's wonderful and it's fun.

00:26:56.640 And at my age, it's wonderful not to have to be waking up at 6 o'clock in the morning

00:27:02.580 and mapping out my day just so I can make sure all the bills are going to get paid for the month.

00:27:06.620 I got you for life.

00:27:08.300 You and mom never have to worry about money ever again.

00:27:11.020 And I think that's why I think I stress so hard about my life.

00:27:13.540 Because it's like, I don't want to make a bunch of money for me.

00:27:17.920 Because I can live off of a couple thousand dollars a month.

00:27:21.060 You know what I mean?

00:27:21.600 I don't care about that.

00:27:22.380 I want to just make a bunch of money to pay off your guys' house completely.

00:27:25.180 I want to make enough money to put you in the nicest car. 0.74

00:27:29.220 It's just like, I get more pleasure.

00:27:31.040 And I think most people do.

00:27:32.020 I know you're this type of person.

00:27:33.220 You get more pleasure out of buying stuff for people you love rather than yourself.

00:27:38.720 When I got myself that Eurus, it was fun.

00:27:41.260 Remember, I told you the day after.

00:27:42.580 I was like, Dad, I shouldn't have gotten this car.

00:27:44.560 I was just like, I shouldn't have gotten it.

00:27:46.340 And it's just like, you know, I just know that if I would have gotten you something like that car or something,

00:27:52.360 you know, a plane or something,

00:27:53.500 I would have felt more happy in my heart.

00:27:55.680 Look at it this way, though.

00:27:57.140 Unless you actually learn that lesson the way you learned it up front like that,

00:28:01.160 you don't really learn it.

00:28:02.740 And as a parent, it's a frustrating thing because, you know,

00:28:05.220 I've lived a lot of extra years than you have.

00:28:07.820 Yeah.

00:28:08.060 And I wish I could just give you the wisdom.

00:28:09.900 But unfortunately, you're going to have to make certain mistakes yourself so that you feel it emotionally

00:28:14.340 so that, you know, you're very certain about how you want to be a man and move forward in life.

00:28:19.940 So there's no mistakes.

00:28:21.340 That was a good thing that you did to do that, even though.

00:28:24.720 Yeah, but now I learned.

00:28:25.620 Now all I want to do is just stack money and just take care of you guys, you know.

00:28:28.880 That's all I care about.

00:28:30.160 I don't care about anything else.

00:28:31.520 That's all I care about.

00:28:32.420 I mean, obviously, Chad, I care about you guys.

00:28:34.040 But it's like, you know, besides my Twitch, besides, you know, my community,

00:28:41.520 it's like, this is all I have besides you, you know, my family and stuff.

00:28:46.640 So it's like, I don't know.

00:28:48.980 Well, this is a great experiment in life.

00:28:50.740 I don't know if you know this, but from, you know, I mean, I was around in the 60s.

00:28:54.840 Back in the 60s, people wanted to form utopias where people all live together

00:28:59.420 and everybody share all the expenses.

00:29:02.640 I know about that.

00:29:03.420 But it doesn't work.

00:29:05.280 Utopia always turns into dystopia.

00:29:07.660 Every single time.

00:29:08.340 Well, that's what I think, I feel like that's what the world, I think, I feel like the world is dystopia.

00:29:12.360 The world is just like a bunch of, obviously, Pammy too, Chad.

00:29:15.320 Yes, yes.

00:29:16.100 I feel like the world is dystopia, meaning everybody's suffering.

00:29:18.720 I feel like everybody's sad and hurting inside.

00:29:21.080 Everybody's in emotional pain in some way.

00:29:23.460 And we all just use a bunch of fixes.

00:29:24.740 For example, my streaming and YouTube and just everything I do is my fix.

00:29:29.500 And, you know, I feel like everybody, their purpose is their fix.

00:29:33.260 I feel like, you know, being brought into this life, you're kind of just like,

00:29:37.100 you're kind of just like brought into like suffering.

00:29:40.680 Yeah.

00:29:40.980 And that sounds really negative.

00:29:42.300 And life is great.

00:29:43.180 Life is what you make it.

00:29:44.180 Aiden, to be able to recognize that, but yet still enjoy life, that's the keys to the kingdom of life.

00:29:49.500 To be able to recognize this is a tough world.

00:29:51.620 Life is very, very tough.

00:29:53.140 Yeah.

00:29:53.640 Recognize it.

00:29:54.460 Okay.

00:29:54.900 Now that you're aware of it, don't harp on it.

00:29:57.000 Don't dwell on it.

00:29:58.640 Recognize it.

00:29:59.240 And yet, find a way to enjoy life.

00:30:01.180 And I think you have, and you have so many opportunities to give in this world and to

00:30:05.820 make a big difference.

00:30:06.800 So, you're very lucky in that way.

00:30:08.520 There's a million different ways you can change lives.

00:30:11.600 I mean, think about when you've been at your most desperate moment, what you would have

00:30:14.160 given for somebody like yourself to come along and say, hey, I got you.

00:30:17.040 That's crazy.

00:30:17.900 Yeah.

00:30:17.980 Right?

00:30:18.240 So, you get to be that for a lot of people.

00:30:20.300 Not out of ego, but out of something much bigger and more wonderful than ego.

00:30:25.540 Yeah.

00:30:25.760 So, you know those laptops I just got?

00:30:27.240 Yeah.

00:30:27.420 So, it's cool.

00:30:28.580 I, uh, there's like this, I do this thing.

00:30:30.680 It's a Discord.

00:30:31.220 It's like a little, it's like a little group thingy I have with people.

00:30:34.880 And, uh, hold on a second.

00:30:36.820 Are we dropping frames here?

00:30:38.880 Hold on.

00:30:39.720 Hold on.

00:30:40.140 I want to make sure it's going.

00:30:41.720 Yo, mods, take it off emo only.

00:30:42.880 You can put it on sub only.

00:30:43.780 Just no emo only.

00:30:45.580 I want to see something real quick.

00:30:52.540 Is it laggy?

00:30:54.460 I don't know if it is.

00:30:56.280 You can hardwire it.

00:30:57.420 Uh, let me see.

00:31:09.220 Oh, no, it's not.

00:31:10.360 Okay, cool.

00:31:11.720 Cool, cool, cool, cool, cool.

00:31:12.820 Okay, so what I was saying was, um, those laptops.

00:31:16.680 There's like a kid who I saw who's in a wheelchair.

00:31:20.540 And he's, uh, mentally, I mean, not mentally, he's just physically handicapped. 0.99

00:31:25.460 Like, I'm going to give one of those laptops to him.

00:31:27.120 Just like me being that kid, I'm like, I don't even know, you know, he wants to be a streamer.

00:31:32.020 And it's just like, it's crazy.

00:31:33.560 Like, I'm actually going to change this kid's life by giving him a powerful laptop for free.

00:31:37.360 You know, it's just changing his life.

00:31:39.240 And that's, to me, it's, that's not a lot for me.

00:31:43.040 You know, that's easy for me to do.

00:31:44.400 Right, it's small for you.

00:31:44.700 It's small and easy for me to do, but for that kid, that's life-changing for him.

00:31:49.940 Isn't that crazy that I could, I could give somebody something that could change their life?

00:31:53.660 Of course, the tools.

00:31:54.560 But it's so small for me.

00:31:55.800 So why don't more people with millions and billions of dollars do that?

00:31:59.760 How come they don't do that?

00:32:00.960 Because.

00:32:01.440 I'm not as rich as them, and I want to do that stuff.

00:32:03.440 They start off, oftentimes, wanting to do it.

00:32:06.080 Because most people are good deep down inside.

00:32:08.100 They start off wanting to, but then they lose their way.

00:32:11.540 Like, every day you wake up, and you've got to remember the path that you want to be on.

00:32:16.020 You know how easy it is to get lost from, you know, the picture that you have in your mind today?

00:32:21.920 You wake up tomorrow, and something hits you.

00:32:23.680 Somebody gets sick, or something goes wrong.

00:32:25.460 And before you know it, you're off course. 1.00

00:32:28.460 But it's like, you have a motherfucker, like. 1.00

00:32:31.140 And look, nobody's entitled to give away their own money. 1.00

00:32:33.600 But it's like, you have somebody that's like, I don't know.

00:32:37.800 I don't want to say specific people, but billionaires, right?

00:32:40.400 Millionaires, billionaires.

00:32:41.540 Five hundred million dollars.

00:32:42.740 Six hundred million dollars in assets.

00:32:43.980 Whatever they're worth.

00:32:45.320 But they won't even, like, help change lives, right?

00:32:48.540 Right.

00:32:49.100 So it's just like, I don't know.

00:32:50.240 That doesn't really make sense.

00:32:51.300 Well, I mean, there's so many different philosophies on that, too.

00:32:53.260 The richer people are, the more afraid they are of becoming poor.

00:32:57.900 So those are the most stingy people.

00:32:59.800 Some of the most wealthy people in the world I've gone out to, like, dinner or lunch with.

00:33:03.920 And they're splitting that tab down the middle.

00:33:05.640 That's crazy.

00:33:06.620 I'm the exact opposite.

00:33:07.520 I'll pay for my friend's bill.

00:33:09.240 I'll always pay for, like, I'll always help you.

00:33:11.220 I'll send you money whenever you want.

00:33:12.680 I'll just send anybody money that never needs.

00:33:14.580 Like, I'm so, I'm the opposite.

00:33:16.060 I don't even think.

00:33:16.780 I don't even double ask.

00:33:17.880 I'm not weird with money at all.

00:33:19.700 But some people just really treat money like it's their.

00:33:21.840 It's blood.

00:33:22.920 Yeah.

00:33:23.280 As a matter of fact, I know people in my life who come from extraordinarily wealthy families and their parents pass and they're left hundreds of millions of dollars and brothers and sisters fight and, you know, never speak to each other again over a refrigerator.

00:33:39.160 You know, I wanted to have the refrigerator.

00:33:41.280 Yeah.

00:33:41.640 And that's it.

00:33:42.660 And that's how sick the human condition can actually be sometimes.

00:33:46.560 People get lost.

00:33:48.040 It's so crazy.

00:33:49.340 It's crazy.

00:33:49.780 Because that's not what matters.

00:33:50.620 There's millionaires, billionaires with holes in their hearts, meaning they're unfulfilled and they're miserable because they don't have a true family or a true love.

00:33:57.200 Or, you know, that's just how it is.

00:33:58.920 Well, and you once told me, I think it was you who told me that 90% of people that win the lottery a year later wish they never won the lottery. 0.99

00:34:06.300 Damn, yeah. 0.89

00:34:06.880 There's a documentary I watched after you told me that on HBO. 0.99

00:34:10.560 Dad, I saw like five people say you should write a book.

00:34:13.540 I've been writing a book.

00:34:14.700 I started writing a book.

00:34:16.220 Yeah.

00:34:16.660 Wow.

00:34:17.640 I would like to really start diving into it deeper.

00:34:21.720 Yeah, but the reason for that is, is because money, the way I look at money, money is like a scalpel, okay?

00:34:29.320 In a doctor's hand, a scalpel is a tool that can save lives.

00:34:33.080 In a lunatic's hand, it's a weapon that can kill somebody. 1.00

00:34:36.140 Holy shit, yeah, you're right. 1.00

00:34:37.460 So, you know, I think money in the right hands is a beautiful thing. 0.99

00:34:42.400 I think, you know, well, you know how I feel about you.

00:34:45.320 And I think you're doing all the right things with it.

00:34:47.220 But again, you're not a gazillionaire.

00:34:49.380 If you could make everybody wealthy, you would.

00:34:52.820 But it's not all about the Benjamins, is it?

00:34:54.500 It's about fulfillment.

00:34:56.280 But let me ask you another question.

00:34:59.060 I mean, I want to move on to something a little bit different.

00:35:00.740 Let's go.

00:35:02.680 People don't treat me the same.

00:35:04.680 My own family doesn't.

00:35:05.920 I've talked to you about that.

00:35:07.180 Family members don't treat me the same.

00:35:08.900 People always want something from me.

00:35:10.060 They'll never just want to hang out with me.

00:35:11.780 You are one of the only like five people who actually treat me like Aiden.

00:35:16.020 Like you don't treat me like Aiden Ross.

00:35:18.480 You just treat me like myself.

00:35:20.880 And I just, I don't know.

00:35:22.300 I really appreciate that.

00:35:23.640 Because a lot of people don't even treat me like I'm human.

00:35:26.880 Yeah.

00:35:27.580 It's really horrible sometimes.

00:35:29.320 I mean, I love everybody, you know.

00:35:32.460 But it's just, you're the only person who just like, one of the only people who just will never. 0.97

00:35:37.120 Like if I do something stupid, you're not going to be like, oh, oh, it's okay. 1.00

00:35:40.560 Like you're going to be like, you're going to call me my bullshit. 1.00

00:35:42.280 You're going to be like, no, that was stupid as fuck. 1.00

00:35:44.740 I don't care like about who you are, where you are. 1.00

00:35:46.920 You're like, you're going to call me out.

00:35:47.780 Like I've had, I've done something to somebody. 0.97

00:35:49.780 And like, I wanted to get a reaction out of them where they're like, and you can't fucking do that.

00:35:53.840 But a person's like, oh, do it. 0.66

00:35:55.120 It's okay.

00:35:55.800 Like, it's just crazy that like you're one of the only people.

00:35:59.340 And family is treating me differently now.

00:36:01.680 But you're one of the only people who just treat me like myself.

00:36:04.740 Because I can't live any other way and neither can you.

00:36:07.100 Like I am not interested in superficial relationships, especially with my own son.

00:36:11.400 You know what I'm saying?

00:36:12.200 Yeah.

00:36:12.500 I'm not interested. 0.99

00:36:13.320 I'd rather you go back to ground zero and let me go out there and bust my ass to support the family. 1.00

00:36:19.280 But, you know, and maintain our real relationship than have all the money in the world and have a faith relief. 0.97

00:36:25.120 It's just not worth it.

00:36:26.160 Life is too short.

00:36:28.260 And you'll notice this.

00:36:29.400 Now that you have money to spend on basically whatever you want, that's not making you any happier, right?

00:36:34.180 No, it doesn't.

00:36:35.000 It's fun.

00:36:36.060 It's fun.

00:36:36.700 It's fun.

00:36:37.300 And, you know, it's like I'm going to let you finish.

00:36:39.880 It's fun.

00:36:40.340 But it's just like at the same time, more money, there is a lot of problems.

00:36:44.320 Like it's more, it developed more problems in my life.

00:36:46.380 And I think it's because I let it though.

00:36:47.920 I'm so nice to people.

00:36:49.040 I'm so giving.

00:36:49.680 I'm so generous.

00:36:50.400 That people, you give them one inch, they take a whole mile.

00:36:54.940 Yeah.

00:36:55.380 Yeah.

00:36:55.640 Well, that is human nature.

00:36:59.060 So observe.

00:36:59.980 This is how people are.

00:37:01.280 And we're no different.

00:37:02.580 You know what I'm saying?

00:37:04.520 I'm not perfect.

00:37:06.140 You know, I've made mistakes too.

00:37:08.960 I'm sure I've been guilty of that too.

00:37:11.740 Now that I've gotten a little bit older and I have wisdom on my side a little bit, I couldn't see myself being that way.

00:37:18.100 Like I would rather be taken advantage of 20 times over than take advantage of one person in this lifetime.

00:37:23.820 It's crazy.

00:37:24.340 It's just not worth it.

00:37:25.640 And it is fun to change people's lives.

00:37:27.960 I remember when my mother was really hurting and my father stopped supporting her.

00:37:32.860 One Christmas, I went, I snuck over to her apartment and I took a thousand, I took a $20, $100 bills and I clipped them all to her Christmas tree.

00:37:40.880 And then I left and I went back to my office and she called me and she just like screamed and freaked out. 1.00

00:37:46.560 That's crazy.

00:37:47.380 And she's like, I can't accept this.

00:37:49.340 And she was crying.

00:37:50.140 I'm like, Ma, you know how easy it is to be there for somebody financially when you have it?

00:37:54.660 Versus being there for them emotionally.

00:37:56.980 You know, so please don't make a big deal out of it.

00:37:59.260 You know, it's just only money.

00:38:01.440 It's only money.

00:38:02.260 And the beautiful thing about money is you could always go out and make more of it.

00:38:07.500 But time, you can never get time back.

00:38:09.040 Get that back.

00:38:09.560 You can't.

00:38:10.400 No, you can't get that back.

00:38:11.860 You can't.

00:38:12.420 So, I'm glad you're recognizing some of these important lessons in life.

00:38:17.340 So, what do you think you could do?

00:38:18.980 But I'm 20 and I feel so old.

00:38:20.940 I just feel like, okay, you know in Grand Theft Auto, when you do a cheat code and you get all the money?

00:38:26.460 Yeah, yeah.

00:38:27.660 And I don't want to sound like I'm ungrateful, but I'm trying to teach people that money is not everything.

00:38:32.640 But like when you do the Grand Theft Auto money glitch and you get all that money, what do you do?

00:38:37.040 You buy the cars and you beat the game.

00:38:38.720 Right.

00:38:38.960 So, what's left?

00:38:40.620 It's called imposter syndrome.

00:38:42.080 You guys can Google it.

00:38:43.260 There are some very, very famous wealthy people in business.

00:38:46.820 They're billionaires.

00:38:47.760 And they actually are humble enough to admit that when they're in meetings, they don't feel like they belong there.

00:38:53.860 Like they feel like they're imposters.

00:38:56.340 That they somehow got lucky and made it and they just don't feel worthy.

00:39:01.840 It's a very, very common thing, especially when it happens quickly financially.

00:39:07.340 I like that.

00:39:08.180 Someone said money isn't everything when you have money, but when you don't have money.

00:39:11.520 That's a great point.

00:39:12.200 I was going to say something like that too. 0.99

00:39:14.160 You and I are having this conversation and the people that are busting their ass just to keep their lights on. 0.99

00:39:18.500 It's different. 0.98

00:39:19.060 They're looking at our conversations like, well, it's easy for you guys to talk that way because you have money.

00:39:22.760 And they're 100% right.

00:39:23.700 Yeah, I feel like it's ignorant to not include the other side.

00:39:26.560 Right.

00:39:27.260 Like I feel like it's just really ignorant of me to not actually like say, hey guys, like for anyone that's actually, you know, living in, you know.

00:39:34.020 Smaller.

00:39:34.260 Yeah, like, you know, just kind of like having like a really hard knock life, you know, it's ignorant to not say that you have a completely different definition of life.

00:39:48.020 And I guarantee they would die to be, you know, they would kill to be in my position.

00:39:52.480 Of course.

00:39:52.700 You know, but remember, like the saying goes, give a man a fish, he eats for a night, teach a man to fish and he'll eat for a lifetime.

00:39:59.980 So you have a venue through streaming for people that are passionate about it, for you to teach them and help them and bring them along so that they can have what's possible.

00:40:11.600 And so they can take care of their families.

00:40:13.220 Because they, I'm sure 99% of these people want to take care of their dads and their moms and their families.

00:40:18.280 Yeah, 100%.

00:40:18.840 So you're going to, you have a way to help them do that.

00:40:21.820 And it'd be great if you could expand that in any way that you can.

00:40:25.800 So that not only is your audience, well not audience, what do they call your audience?

00:40:30.100 Yeah, I just don't call them fans.

00:40:31.620 Don't call them fans.

00:40:32.460 Yeah.

00:40:32.600 So they don't just have like a, you know, a one in a million chance of finding success.

00:40:37.880 They have a real probability, a high probability of finding success through your methods and through helping them.

00:40:44.840 Right.

00:40:44.980 Like this one kid that you said is handicapped and you're giving him a computer.

00:40:48.260 What would be the next step?

00:40:49.260 If he has some funny shtick he's doing, could you like, you know, three times a week just like visit him on your stream and give him 30 seconds of airtime?

00:40:57.100 Right, right.

00:40:58.020 And that'll give him his, that's why I love the E-Dates.

00:41:00.580 Remember those?

00:41:01.240 Yeah.

00:41:01.460 I love them and I feel like it was perfect because if somebody had, whoever's coming in, I'm streaming.

00:41:07.740 Oh, hi.

00:41:08.920 What's up?

00:41:09.980 You're live right now?

00:41:11.100 Yeah, I'm live.

00:41:12.180 So I feel like.

00:41:14.300 Can I say hi?

00:41:15.320 I'm live on Instagram and like for me to practice.

00:41:18.120 No, we're in the middle of a deep conversation I want to talk about.

00:41:20.640 I'll text you when we're not so deep in.

00:41:22.420 Okay, how about talk to me after so you can do the fireworks, yeah?

00:41:25.360 Yeah, perfect.

00:41:26.200 For my birthday, thank you.

00:41:27.100 All right.

00:41:27.740 I didn't know you were like five, though.

00:41:30.000 Oh, yeah, we're live.

00:41:30.540 Yeah, you did.

00:41:30.920 You know I was streaming.

00:41:31.600 I know.

00:41:32.320 So why are you lying?

00:41:33.520 I wanted to come in.

00:41:34.860 All right.

00:41:34.880 Nice try.

00:41:35.540 Thank you.

00:41:35.960 I love you.

00:41:36.380 Hold on.

00:41:36.660 Hold on.

00:41:36.760 I'm losing our train of thought.

00:41:38.280 Sorry.

00:41:38.840 I love you.

00:41:39.540 Okay, so I forgot what I was saying. 0.99

00:41:41.240 Damn it. 0.99

00:41:41.580 All right. 1.00

00:41:41.860 We were talking about how, like, if you could give that young man, like, 30 seconds.

00:41:50.060 Oh, thank you.

00:41:50.700 Okay, so that's why I love the E-Dates, right?

00:41:52.500 It gave kids a chance to just show, like, how entertaining they are.

00:41:56.420 And my community made them characters in, like, a show.

00:41:59.740 Uh-huh.

00:42:00.160 Yeah, like, for example, Par Yit. 0.96

00:42:01.540 By the way, guys, Par Yit got unbanned finally.

00:42:03.960 You remember Par Yit? 0.94

00:42:05.260 Yeah.

00:42:05.720 You used to watch.

00:42:06.400 How did he get banned?

00:42:07.140 He got banned for accidentally, like, somebody showed something.

00:42:10.000 But, you know, it's good now.

00:42:11.460 You know, he's back.

00:42:12.220 He's good.

00:42:12.640 But, um, and then you have people, like, Runt, and you have people, like, you know.

00:42:17.800 Cuff him?

00:42:18.440 Cuff him. 0.63

00:42:19.180 Yeah, yeah.

00:42:19.660 You got, you know, just characters.

00:42:21.160 So it's just awesome.

00:42:22.180 Like, Ferb.

00:42:23.180 You remember Ferb?

00:42:24.160 Sure.

00:42:24.620 All of them.

00:42:25.320 So I love that.

00:42:26.340 And I want to find a way to do that again in a different kind of way.

00:42:29.880 Like, now that I'm bigger and I have more opportunities to give out, how about I do something where I literally have fly these kids out and have them come to me on my stream or something like that.

00:42:40.340 Like, how about a stream where I get a sponsorship to sponsor a Tesla and I have these kids put a hand on the car.

00:42:48.760 Oh, whatever, let's go.

00:42:49.740 And whoever, let's go, keeps that car.

00:42:51.300 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:42:51.860 I literally fly these kids out and they work their ass off to try to get a car for their parents.

00:42:56.500 Wow.

00:42:56.720 You know what I mean?

00:42:57.100 Something cool like that. 0.92

00:42:57.880 I want to do cool shit like that. 0.97

00:42:59.340 Yes. 0.92

00:42:59.900 You know who Mr. Beast is, yeah?

00:43:02.620 Yeah.

00:43:03.040 I know who it is now.

00:43:03.760 I learned today.

00:43:04.480 Yeah, yeah.

00:43:04.860 So Mr. Beast, that's inspiration from him.

00:43:06.940 Like, I love that guy because he is such a good person.

00:43:09.660 Like, he's, but why not do it live?

00:43:11.880 Like, chat, I'd be probably one of the first people to do it live like on a Twitch note.

00:43:15.560 You know what I mean?

00:43:16.000 So it's kind of like inspiration from Mr. Beast, you know, taking that, you know, that YouTube inspiration and applying it to live.

00:43:25.420 And it's just like, it's so cool.

00:43:27.160 I like that.

00:43:27.860 I like doing stuff that just benefits people, you know?

00:43:29.960 And variations of that too.

00:43:31.460 Like, your group, the guys you just mentioned, I don't know, give them 60 seconds each.

00:43:35.580 Like, I don't know, you have a stream where, okay, it's now time to do this.

00:43:38.620 And give eight of those guys 60 seconds to come on and be funny for 60 seconds.

00:43:43.060 Like a talent show or something like that.

00:43:45.180 Or a roast or a talent show or something.

00:43:47.020 But always keep it fresh.

00:43:48.140 Always keep it new.

00:43:49.060 Always keep it moving.

00:43:50.940 And always make it so that there's opportunities there for the unknown to become known.

00:43:56.260 I like that.

00:43:56.760 And to get seeded.

00:43:57.980 Because that's what these people are.

00:43:59.040 They're like planting seeds.

00:44:00.180 And you have no problem sharing the stage with these people.

00:44:04.460 No problem at all.

00:44:05.300 Because everybody can eat.

00:44:06.360 You know what I mean?

00:44:06.780 Everybody can eat.

00:44:08.040 You know, there's no such thing as getting greedy.

00:44:09.860 You told me this one story.

00:44:11.000 I love this story.

00:44:11.680 I literally think about it all the time.

00:44:13.560 Really?

00:44:14.160 It's a story where you're probably going to know.

00:44:16.180 I want you to explain it once you kind of know.

00:44:18.160 It's like the story where there's a bunch of people that are starving.

00:44:20.420 And then they're on a dinner table.

00:44:22.520 What is it?

00:44:23.440 You told me this story when I was really young.

00:44:25.060 And I always think about it.

00:44:26.800 It's a story where there's a bunch of people at a dinner table.

00:44:29.320 And everybody's eating their food really fast.

00:44:31.560 And this one.

00:44:32.280 They're looking for a king in the town.

00:44:33.560 Oh, yes, yes, yes.

00:44:34.980 Can you tell the story from the top?

00:44:36.420 If I can remember it.

00:44:37.520 Okay.

00:44:39.760 It may not hit as hard as when I originally told it.

00:44:43.100 Because I vaguely remember it.

00:44:44.520 But somewhere in India, there was a very wealthy king.

00:44:49.540 And he was looking for a princess or a queen or something like that.

00:44:53.360 And so he had 20 or 30 of the most beautiful, you know, royalty, descendants of royalty come

00:45:03.960 and spend the night at his castle.

00:45:07.900 And he was looking for the right one.

00:45:10.240 And there were all different tables set up.

00:45:12.440 And they were able to go to whatever table they want, take whatever food they want, take whatever jewels they want.

00:45:17.360 And so most of them, 99% of them, you know, were stuffing diamond necklaces in their pockets and things like that.

00:45:25.140 They were all just taking everything.

00:45:26.400 They were all just taking.

00:45:27.280 And then there was this one beautiful, very reserved, calm, sweet, young princess who just sat there and didn't do anything, didn't take anything, didn't, you know, just kind of sat there very quietly.

00:45:42.660 And he came over to her and said something to her like, well, how come you're not, you know, everybody was invited here to take advantage of the night.

00:45:51.000 And whatever they felt was beautiful was, you know, to take it for themselves.

00:45:54.560 And basically what she had said was, well, there's really nothing that I want that's material.

00:45:59.860 There's nothing here that I want.

00:46:02.160 There's nothing here that appeals to me.

00:46:03.820 She was really looking for love and not material things.

00:46:06.700 So she really, really stood out because the majority of the people, you know, just wanted to, they figured they weren't going to get chosen anyway.

00:46:14.680 And so they had that kind of an attitude to just take, take, take, whereas this person was really mesmerized and deeply thinking about what she really wanted, which was to find love.

00:46:25.740 Right.

00:46:26.280 And it stands out.

00:46:27.940 It really stands out from the rest.

00:46:30.400 It's not hard to spot.

00:46:31.420 No, and everyone's, everyone's talking about, you know, Pammy, which is, which is funny you say that because it's like, you know, I one time won something huge on gambling, like $150,000.

00:46:41.360 Wow.

00:46:42.080 And what's someone's reaction going to be when I, yo, I want $150,000.

00:46:44.620 Yeah.

00:46:45.080 I have 20 of it, you know.

00:46:46.480 So Pammy walks in, she's like, okay, that's cool. 0.99

00:46:48.680 Like, that just shows, like, she doesn't give a fuck. 0.99

00:46:51.040 Like, and, and, and that's what it is. 0.98

00:46:52.400 It's like, when it comes down to it, like, I want people to understand that, you know, what that story is talking about is like, don't get caught up in the riches and all that materialistic stuff.

00:47:06.480 Cause it's just, you know, there's, there's really nothing there.

00:47:09.980 There's nothing there.

00:47:10.660 It's emptiness.

00:47:11.620 Yeah.

00:47:11.940 The glitter of the gold is just a distraction.

00:47:15.220 Yeah.

00:47:15.580 And again, we're having a conversation, two people that are not hurting for money.

00:47:20.160 That's why, that's, that's the, that's why I wish we had somebody in here who is like, like dead broke.

00:47:26.440 Well, but, but we've been there before.

00:47:28.160 I, I remember that.

00:47:29.280 I've been wealthy and I've been broke maybe five times in my life.

00:47:32.720 Do you remember that one time you were so broke, we had this little trailer home.

00:47:36.220 People think that I come from money.

00:47:37.360 I really, I do, but I don't.

00:47:38.400 We've had money.

00:47:38.880 We have, but it's gone, it's gone away.

00:47:40.660 So you remember we were in this little trailer home, I think like a two bedroom.

00:47:43.740 Oh, it was like a dollhouse.

00:47:44.820 It was a $600 a month rent.

00:47:47.020 Yes.

00:47:47.380 By the way, it's one of my favorite houses.

00:47:48.820 Oh, it was all, we had the best memories.

00:47:50.340 Yes.

00:47:50.800 We had the best memories.

00:47:51.840 So, you're supposed to dab me up like that.

00:47:55.400 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:47:55.740 Thank you.

00:47:57.920 Dad, do you remember you bought like the $600 car and I used to have to kick it to get to

00:48:01.620 school in the morning to start it up?

00:48:02.760 It was so funny.

00:48:03.280 This car wouldn't start.

00:48:04.640 It was a $500 car because my car blew up.

00:48:07.060 It was all I could afford was a $500 car.

00:48:09.580 And often in the morning we'd get in the car and I'd just be praying it would start so

00:48:13.140 I could get him to school.

00:48:14.620 And finally we figured out if he kicked underneath the dashboard, somehow the wires would fix

00:48:19.840 and it would start up.

00:48:21.060 So, I'd be half asleep drinking my coffee.

00:48:23.060 I'd go to start and it wouldn't start.

00:48:24.360 And his foot would just automatically kick and then it would start.

00:48:27.760 And we wouldn't even look at each other.

00:48:28.980 It became so common.

00:48:29.760 I know.

00:48:30.100 We just knew.

00:48:30.640 We just knew.

00:48:31.100 We just knew.

00:48:31.440 All right.

00:48:31.780 It's time to get to school.

00:48:32.820 I remember you would wake me up like five minutes before I'd have to even go to get.

00:48:36.620 I would wake up, put clothes on, go under that little heater thermos thingy.

00:48:40.580 Yes.

00:48:41.000 You'd make me breakfast and we would just go to school.

00:48:43.220 I'd have to kick the car.

00:48:44.380 That was hilarious. 0.87

00:48:45.560 Crazy.

00:48:46.080 But it's just like times like that were so good.

00:48:48.400 Yes.

00:48:48.940 That's why I look back and obviously that's called nostalgia, right?

00:48:53.180 Yes.

00:48:53.600 Nostalgia is when you only really remember the good.

00:48:56.200 Yeah.

00:48:56.460 So, there was bad.

00:48:57.820 Of course.

00:48:58.680 But all I remember is I used to come home from school every day, play video games. 0.99

00:49:01.820 You didn't give a fuck. 0.99

00:49:02.920 You let me do my thing. 0.99

00:49:03.920 I do remember one time though I played so much video games.

00:49:06.260 You had me quit for like six months to get an iPod or something like that.

00:49:09.580 Do you remember that?

00:49:10.840 Vaguely.

00:49:11.240 I don't know if it was six whole months.

00:49:12.420 It was like three months.

00:49:13.240 Yeah.

00:49:13.740 You just wanted me to take a break because I was going too crazy.

00:49:16.140 Yeah. 0.90

00:49:16.420 You were really getting too nuts with it.

00:49:18.000 You would be up at five, six o'clock in the morning.

00:49:20.160 And I was like ten.

00:49:21.280 Yeah.

00:49:21.660 Playing the Call of Duty Black Ops 1.

00:49:23.060 You'd buy me all the map packs and stuff.

00:49:25.920 Yeah.

00:49:26.220 I was crazy.

00:49:27.020 It's just so crazy.

00:49:28.400 Like I've been playing video games my entire life.

00:49:30.260 I was born into it. 1.00

00:49:30.700 I took so much shit from people in the family. 1.00

00:49:33.340 They're like, you're ruining this kid. 1.00

00:49:35.420 How could you let him do this? 1.00

00:49:37.880 And you know, oh, this shit I used to take from family members and people that thought 1.00

00:49:41.900 I was abusing him. 1.00

00:49:42.960 I know who you're talking about.

00:49:44.320 Yeah.

00:49:45.080 And I'm like, listen, he's passionate about it.

00:49:47.020 Look at the big smile on his face.

00:49:49.440 How could that be wrong, you know?

00:49:51.300 Yeah, exactly. 1.00

00:49:52.900 Damn. 0.99

00:49:53.520 Like I really, you know, and I'm just saying this, Dad. 0.99

00:49:56.600 You are really one of a kind.

00:49:57.800 And you're my best friend and not just that.

00:50:00.300 Like you're a dad for probably people in this chat right now.

00:50:04.460 People like, some people don't even have dads.

00:50:06.460 And it's just like, I appreciate you.

00:50:08.040 I love you.

00:50:08.760 I love you too.

00:50:09.800 And I don't want to cry right now.

00:50:11.520 But just know like you're really that guy.

00:50:15.980 Like I wouldn't be where I'm at without you.

00:50:20.040 Well, I love you so much that when you don't call me and two weeks go by, I'm actually happy.

00:50:26.400 But I hate that.

00:50:27.260 But I'm happy because I'm saying to myself, all right, he doesn't need anything.

00:50:31.580 He must be having fun because he's not thinking of me, which is okay.

00:50:35.940 And when you really love somebody, really all you want for them is what they want for themselves.

00:50:41.420 So, yeah, I miss you a little bit.

00:50:43.060 But, you know, I think about you.

00:50:44.180 I'll look at your picture and I'll be like, he must be doing great.

00:50:47.020 And then eventually you call me up.

00:50:49.380 And this was like the greatest birthday I've had in so long that you, not only did you come to the house,

00:50:55.040 but like you spent real time with me and you invited me into your chat.

00:50:59.060 I didn't even want them telling you that I was going to come.

00:51:01.320 That's why I wasn't texting you.

00:51:02.800 Like I didn't text you every birthday.

00:51:04.060 Like I just wanted you to like not think I was coming.

00:51:05.860 You knew I was coming though, right?

00:51:06.880 I knew there was no stopping you from coming.

00:51:08.700 But I had to come.

00:51:10.120 That's why I stayed the extra day.

00:51:12.060 All my roommates went home back to LA already.

00:51:14.480 But, you know, it's just crazy.

00:51:17.400 It's just really crazy.

00:51:18.360 Take your time a little bit though, Aiden.

00:51:20.120 Take a deep breath.

00:51:21.280 Take a step back out of the picture a little bit and find something that you and Pammy can do that's away from this.

00:51:27.200 I mean, I know this is your life and they depend on you.

00:51:30.180 But I know they want you to recharge.

00:51:31.820 Even if it's one day a week, one and a half days a week, sometimes two days a week where you're just doing something for you too, no electronics, whatever it is.

00:51:40.920 Because when you do come back, you're going to be ten times the guy you were if you didn't go away.

00:51:45.960 And you need that for your health.

00:51:47.700 I think this June, it's just been the most, June and May have been my most mentally drained months.

00:51:53.400 Just drained.

00:51:54.700 You're right.

00:51:55.040 I got to find a pace.

00:51:56.020 It's not a sprint.

00:51:57.320 It's a marathon, right? 0.99

00:51:58.100 So it's like, I'm in this social media shit for a long time. 0.99

00:52:02.560 I got to find my pace. 0.98

00:52:03.460 I got to find my rhythm.

00:52:04.860 And I got to, I'm just so new to it.

00:52:06.060 You like, it happens so fast.

00:52:07.520 It happens so fast.

00:52:09.380 Like, it's so fast.

00:52:11.100 It's like actually like to the point where it's overwhelming and it's like, it really makes you kind of like, it's scary.

00:52:17.420 It's scary.

00:52:18.000 It really is.

00:52:18.520 Shows you what's possible.

00:52:20.000 But I like what you just said.

00:52:21.120 Slow and steady wins the race.

00:52:23.640 There's an old story, the tortoise and the hare.

00:52:25.900 You know, like the tortoise goes most slowly, but nice and steady.

00:52:29.500 Yeah.

00:52:29.600 And the hare speeds along and then like rests and chills out and parties.

00:52:33.520 But that hare, you know, that tortoise will always win.

00:52:36.700 Slow and steady wins the race.

00:52:38.520 And that's some advice that you'd want to give your people.

00:52:41.400 Never give up.

00:52:42.440 Slow and steady wins the race. 0.97

00:52:44.480 You know, you know when it's time to fucking add fuel to the fire and when it's not. 0.97

00:52:48.020 Yeah. 0.97

00:52:48.520 But Aiden, you got to take care of yourself so you can take care of your people.

00:52:51.720 And I'm hearing that message from you.

00:52:53.660 You're getting burnt.

00:52:54.400 But you know, Pam, he seems to be wonderful.

00:52:56.800 I got to know her a little bit.

00:52:58.000 Yeah, she's awesome. 1.00

00:52:58.740 She's awesome. 0.83

00:52:59.600 You're very lucky.

00:53:00.480 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:53:00.940 I am.

00:53:01.560 But back onto what I was saying is, you know, I just, again, I think that a lot of people

00:53:08.700 wish that you were their dad right now.

00:53:11.700 So, um.

00:53:14.740 I don't know what to say to that other than I'd be happy to help anybody in any way that

00:53:18.700 I can.

00:53:19.080 That's why I think you should start this up too.

00:53:20.700 Even if you went live an hour a day and you answered people's questions and stuff.

00:53:23.460 I'm happy to do it.

00:53:24.160 I'd love to do it.

00:53:25.160 Like, you know what I mean?

00:53:26.060 Yes.

00:53:26.460 Like, people, people, people actually really like you a lot.

00:53:29.960 I think that, uh.

00:53:31.180 I'm glad I have something to love for them, really.

00:53:33.120 Yeah.

00:53:33.540 I think that if you guys, if you were to start streaming, who would watch, bro?

00:53:36.600 I, I, I, like, I know everyone's been like, do it, do it, do it.

00:53:38.840 Because, like, here's the thing.

00:53:39.900 People would not only watch you, but it's like, they would come to you and you would

00:53:42.660 be like their dad and you'd be like a dad figure to them.

00:53:44.980 Happy to be.

00:53:45.800 Yes.

00:53:46.120 Like, that's, like, something that is, and that's, that's another thing that's, like,

00:53:49.740 another purpose for you.

00:53:50.580 Because I know you want to help people.

00:53:51.640 That's all you've done your whole life.

00:53:52.920 So, like, you can really help these kids' lives and stuff.

00:53:54.940 Love to.

00:53:55.980 Love to.

00:53:56.620 And, and, and family is everything.

00:53:58.500 And I know not everybody is lucky enough to have both parents or some people don't even

00:54:03.380 have one parent, you know?

00:54:04.760 Yeah.

00:54:05.040 But, but, but there's always somebody that cares about them and, um, there's, there's.

00:54:10.780 Sorry, I just saw something sick in the comments.

00:54:12.400 There's just, there's just always a way to make it work, so.

00:54:16.020 Um.

00:54:16.660 You gotta have a podcast one day.

00:54:18.020 What do you think about that?

00:54:19.140 What if me and you did a podcast?

00:54:20.680 Love to.

00:54:21.800 That'd be crazy.

00:54:22.660 Yeah.

00:54:22.760 I'm, I'm doing my own project with, uh, you know, Zia's in VLU.

00:54:25.720 But after that, when, when that's all done, let's do it.

00:54:28.320 Let's do it.

00:54:31.360 Fine.

00:54:31.940 But don't just say that.

00:54:33.160 Don't get my hopes up.

00:54:34.060 Well, you hear that.

00:54:34.720 You heard it here.

00:54:35.740 Because, uh, I'd love to do something like that with you.

00:54:38.540 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:54:39.540 For sure.

00:54:40.080 I'd love it.

00:54:41.220 You know, um, it's crazy.

00:54:43.200 I don't want to end off on a serious note.

00:54:44.920 I want to do some fun stuff.

00:54:46.040 Fine.

00:54:46.380 Let's do some text-a-speech, we can call it.

00:54:48.740 I'm going to turn it on.

00:54:49.620 You guys can donate $10.

00:54:50.520 You can just talk about a message that pops up.

00:54:53.980 Uh, let's see here.

00:54:56.200 I turned it on.

00:54:58.240 If it's anything crazy, I have to skip it, though, so.

00:55:02.220 Yeah, let's see what some of these haters want to say to me.

00:55:04.720 We can handle it between the two of us.

00:55:10.540 Oh, I think the stream died.

00:55:12.420 We lost everybody?

00:55:14.740 I think so.

00:55:15.560 No, the stream's dying.

00:55:16.820 Because, like, I shouldn't have went wireless.

00:55:20.280 Oh.

00:55:23.300 It's all good.

00:55:24.040 It's all good.

00:55:25.140 I think it's back.

00:55:25.700 How do you manage to stay grounded throughout life?

00:55:28.540 Question for both of y'all.

00:55:30.820 Hold on a second.

00:55:31.680 Is it back on?

00:55:33.720 No, no, no.

00:55:34.180 It's back on.

00:55:34.580 Great dad.

00:55:35.560 Great connection between you two.

00:55:37.620 Completely blown away seeing this.

00:55:39.880 I was kicked out of my house at 22 playing a game semi-pro and lived in my car.

00:55:44.500 Wow.

00:55:45.140 I don't know what happened to the rest of it, but that's crazy.

00:55:47.100 Okay, well, that was a good question.

00:55:48.220 How does one stay grounded through the vicissitudes of life?

00:55:51.920 Well, for me, it's just knowing what's the most important thing in the world to me,

00:55:57.360 and that's my family and loving my family and just keeping focused on that.

00:56:01.660 And a lot of stuff's out of my control.

00:56:03.420 Papa Ross Aiden has been an inspiration for the past year,

00:56:06.480 and I've been tapped in with the YouTube life since I was a kid, 12.

00:56:10.340 I am 21, and it's a big dream, and for you to...

00:56:13.420 Was Papa Ross a stoner back in his day?

00:56:16.100 I used to smoke, yeah?

00:56:17.340 I smoked a lot of weed from age 16 to 18.

00:56:20.480 That's like me.

00:56:21.000 And then when I got to work at 18...

00:56:22.920 You stopped.

00:56:23.740 Did our dad expose you to wear dresses to Pammy?

00:56:28.040 Some of you got to, you know...

00:56:29.320 Well, because I once said something like that, which I was kind of kidding around.

00:56:32.760 Hey, Aiden, I love your baseball caps, especially the Saints one.

00:56:35.840 Where do you get them?

00:56:37.600 That was given to me, actually.

00:56:39.280 That was given to me, that hat. 0.94

00:56:41.620 Your dad looks like a nonce. 0.91

00:56:44.120 Exactly. 0.98

00:56:44.740 I don't even know.

00:56:45.920 Nonce.

00:56:46.920 Nazi?

00:56:48.460 No. 1.00

00:56:51.000 A dunce? 1.00

00:56:54.920 Oh, a stoner, maybe. 1.00

00:56:57.260 Eh, no.

00:56:58.320 I don't like to do that.

00:56:59.160 I don't like to do that.

00:57:00.260 SSP org announcement soon.

00:57:02.280 Soon.

00:57:02.540 And also W Dad.

00:57:04.400 Thank you.

00:57:05.580 W Dad means good dad.

00:57:07.020 I know that much.

00:57:09.300 Does your dad have Instagram?

00:57:10.740 You need to make one.

00:57:11.380 Much love to y'all.

00:57:12.440 You should make one.

00:57:13.240 All right.

00:57:13.820 I'll make one.

00:57:14.420 Make one tonight.

00:57:15.240 Fine.

00:57:15.640 You got it.

00:57:16.140 Okay.

00:57:16.520 I'll make an Instagram tonight.

00:57:18.640 Note to self.

00:57:19.440 Make Instagram tonight.

00:57:21.540 I will.

00:57:24.320 I'm psyched that you're going to start getting your muscles rigged.

00:57:27.600 Yes.

00:57:27.940 I'm a songwriter and I have a billboard hit for you, Ong.

00:57:32.020 Perfect.

00:57:32.760 Perfect.

00:57:33.640 Yeah. 1.00

00:57:33.900 I'm going to get them right and I'm going to beat your ass. 1.00

00:57:36.540 I'd love that. 1.00

00:57:37.800 Boy, would I love it.

00:57:44.060 Work for free.

00:57:44.820 I don't need any assistance right now, but, you know, if I need something, then I'd obviously,

00:57:49.120 you know, let you guys know.

00:57:51.940 Oh, I left you hanging?

00:57:53.720 Are you trying to give me a handshake?

00:57:54.880 I think I was trying to...

00:57:55.900 Aiden, if you want to change a life tonight, he'll drop everything to come work for you and

00:58:00.060 help out in any way.

00:58:01.000 I wish I could help everybody out with this, but I can't.

00:58:02.900 Check your Twitter DM.

00:58:04.000 I sent you hashtag you.

00:58:04.980 There's so many people that want to work for me.

00:58:06.060 But we need to grow something.

00:58:06.760 Man, how do you deal with being up and down in business?

00:58:09.200 I've been dealing with that with TGE family business and sometimes you want to just give

00:58:13.140 up.

00:58:13.840 Of course.

00:58:14.720 Oh, so many times.

00:58:15.520 The best things in life are free.

00:58:17.380 Always remember that.

00:58:18.420 That's true.

00:58:18.960 That's true.

00:58:20.200 That's what my mother told me right before she died.

00:58:22.100 She said, happiness is found in the little moments you spend with your family.

00:58:24.760 Who do our kids look like the most, you or our wife?

00:58:28.040 I would love to see you 1v1 Mo Buckets in the ring.

00:58:31.100 Happy birthday, Papa Ross.

00:58:35.880 Thanks.

00:58:36.240 I've been working with your son for over a year and you raised an amazing son.

00:58:40.400 This is my brother for life now and I have worked for so many people.

00:58:44.440 Can you tell us the story of Aiden's first time at the hotel?

00:58:47.620 Also when you caught him.

00:58:48.760 I don't know if this is the right time.

00:58:53.680 Your dad is awesome.

00:58:55.120 My dad died 10 years ago ago this month and your dad reminds me of mine.

00:58:59.740 It was great having him on the tonight.

00:59:01.960 Much love to you both.

00:59:03.280 You got to make your own stuff.

00:59:04.600 Thank you, Aiden.

00:59:05.340 It's me, Lorix, our fellow midget friend who you promised a piece of. 0.99

00:59:08.460 That's the guy.

00:59:09.220 That's him.

00:59:09.640 I really appreciate you.

00:59:10.680 When I get back to LA, I got you, bro.

00:59:12.140 Oh, I got you.

00:59:12.780 But you haven't replied.

00:59:13.500 That's the guy in the wheelchair.

00:59:15.620 W Aiden W Dad.

00:59:17.500 Good advice from Pops.

00:59:19.100 Thanks for everything you do.

00:59:21.180 You're welcome.

00:59:24.140 Can you please be my dad, cuz I grew up without a dad.

00:59:27.080 He is an alcoholic.

00:59:27.960 I can't be your dad, but I could certainly help you in many ways that a dad could help you.

00:59:35.700 I'd be happy to advise you and be there for you, definitely.

00:59:44.240 It would be an honor to do that.

00:59:50.680 So, uh, hmm.

00:59:54.480 Yeah.

00:59:54.920 You're going to blow up when you start working out?

01:00:03.700 Oh, my God.

01:00:04.080 You think so?

01:00:04.600 I'm about to start to get a little afraid of you that you could beat me up.

01:00:07.020 Yeah.

01:00:07.880 Nona's not playing it broke.

01:00:09.020 I'm on a Mac, man.

01:00:09.880 I wish I set it up better.

01:00:10.920 It was, like, last second, man.

01:00:12.120 I'm sorry, guys.

01:00:13.420 So easily fixed.

01:00:16.860 But, you know.

01:00:18.940 Thanks again for the picture at the Floyd fight.

01:00:21.360 We met in the elevator at the one hotel.

01:00:23.980 W Sun.

01:00:24.920 Remember that?

01:00:25.500 See, now I can't stay at the hotel anymore.

01:00:27.800 Just kidding.

01:00:28.740 No, I stayed at the hotel.

01:00:29.760 I told you.

01:00:30.180 I love you guys.

01:00:31.300 People were waiting outside of my hotel.

01:00:32.700 Like, put pictures of me.

01:00:34.160 Like, one of your autograph.

01:00:35.180 It was crazy.

01:00:35.880 That's never happened before.

01:00:36.840 It's crazy.

01:00:38.360 Three hours this kid was waiting.

01:00:39.760 Three hours.

01:00:40.880 So, that's just...

01:00:41.700 Hey, I love your content and love your personality.

01:00:44.540 I own and operate Minecraft servers.

01:00:46.960 How dope would it be if we created the next biggest server together? 0.69

01:00:51.120 Be nice to have an independent server.

01:00:52.420 Ong Aiden, we met twice in Inlet and I'm really hungry and wrote some hits for you.

01:00:56.460 Hit me on IG, GabXYZ.

01:00:58.700 I can hear it.

01:01:00.180 Hold on.

01:01:01.700 Yo, Aiden.

01:01:02.580 I've been fighting cancer for almost two years now. 1.00

01:01:05.180 Shit. 1.00

01:01:05.340 I watch almost every night. 1.00

01:01:07.300 Thank you for the entertainment.

01:01:08.520 My Insta is Brett underscore Dobbs 14 now.

01:01:11.540 Praying for you, brother.

01:01:12.180 I hope you're okay.

01:01:13.060 Seriously.

01:01:13.780 What kind of cancer do you have, if you don't mind my asking?

01:01:16.200 I have experience with that. 0.99

01:01:18.220 Damn, that's... 0.99

01:01:21.480 That's crazy. 1.00

01:01:25.180 Prayers in the chat.

01:01:26.040 Seriously.

01:01:26.340 Prayers, definitely.

01:01:31.880 That's crazy.

01:01:32.680 Respect for you, dad.

01:01:34.960 For real, one thing I go by is the money is never your...

01:01:37.600 It's just your turn with it.

01:01:39.060 Correct.

01:01:39.680 That's very well said.

01:01:41.040 I like that.

01:01:42.480 It is just your turn with it.

01:01:43.720 It is just your turn with it.

01:01:45.280 About cancer.

01:01:45.960 I hate cancer.

01:01:47.240 Yep. 1.00

01:01:47.620 Cancer sucks. 0.99

01:01:57.240 Aiden, there are going to be ways where you can help a thousand people at once. 0.99

01:02:01.240 There are going to be ways.

01:02:02.980 How?

01:02:03.520 Well, you know what my dream is?

01:02:05.240 Open up an animal sanctuary for rejected animals.

01:02:08.060 You get people that can work there with the animals.

01:02:11.200 Eventually, you turn that animal sanctuary into a camp for...

01:02:14.460 You know, summer camp for kids.

01:02:16.060 And before you know it, you need a thousand employees to work there. 1.00

01:02:19.360 Oh, shit. 1.00

01:02:20.420 You're right. 1.00

01:02:21.060 And to work with all sorts of animals.

01:02:22.900 Not just, you know...

01:02:23.800 I want to build, like, maybe a school maybe one day, too.

01:02:26.060 Right.

01:02:27.980 School.

01:02:28.380 I mean, there's just so many opportunities to grow it.

01:02:31.420 And you don't have to use just your own money.

01:02:33.360 You know, you'll put up some money and other people will match it.

01:02:35.760 I'm very good at, you know...

01:02:38.300 I could help you with that.

01:02:40.340 Okay.

01:02:40.640 You just got to find out what it is that you exactly want to do.

01:02:42.700 Because it's nice to help one, two, three, five, ten people.

01:02:45.800 But it would be nice to be able to help a thousand people.

01:02:47.980 Let's do it.

01:02:48.440 How many people are in your chats usually?

01:02:50.100 Five thousand?

01:02:50.860 Ten thousand?

01:02:51.620 Then what?

01:02:52.640 In these chats.

01:02:53.620 Like, how many in these streams?

01:02:54.440 Oh, in actual chats?

01:02:55.520 In these...

01:02:55.880 Yeah.

01:02:56.020 How many people are you think could be on here right now?

01:02:58.880 Like, oh, that are live?

01:03:00.220 Yeah.

01:03:00.500 There's 50 to 2,000.

01:03:01.500 Oh, my God.

01:03:02.520 Yeah.

01:03:02.840 I mean, that's a lot of people.

01:03:04.180 That's two football stadiums full.

01:03:06.200 It's crazy.

01:03:06.920 For people.

01:03:08.820 Hey, guys.

01:03:09.340 It's freezing on our side.

01:03:10.540 I might just have to end it.

01:03:11.500 But I love this stream.

01:03:14.680 This guy right here changed my life.

01:03:16.200 And I love you, Dad.

01:03:17.620 I love you so much.

01:03:18.500 And you're the best person in my life.

01:03:21.120 Seriously, like, you're literally the best person in my life.

01:03:23.420 I've never had anybody like you.

01:03:24.840 There's never going to be anybody like you.

01:03:26.800 And I love you for life.

01:03:29.480 And I'm going to make sure that, you know, you and Bob just have everything you guys have ever wanted.

01:03:34.520 I have everything I want right now.

01:03:36.080 I'm content.

01:03:36.700 I'm going to go to...

01:03:37.280 When I go to bed tonight, I'm going to hit the pillow.

01:03:39.060 I'm going to fall asleep before my head hits the pillow.

01:03:41.760 I'm at peace in my heart knowing that you're doing well.

01:03:44.720 Not just financially, but you're making a difference in lives.

01:03:48.300 And that's awesome, man.

01:03:50.340 I'm very proud of you, son.

01:03:51.660 Thanks, Dad.

01:03:52.120 So proud of you.

01:03:53.420 Thanks, Dad.

01:03:54.000 I love you so much, boy.

01:03:55.460 I love you, too.

01:03:56.360 All right, guys.

01:03:57.020 Hey, thanks for letting me in on the stream tonight, guys.

01:03:59.740 I had a great time.

01:04:00.740 I'll be out in a second.

01:04:01.800 All right.

01:04:02.960 If you want to watch something or something.

01:04:04.500 Definitely.

01:04:05.060 I love you.

01:04:05.600 I love you, too.

01:04:08.740 All right, guys.

01:04:09.420 I'm going to call it right now.

01:04:11.400 It was short and sweet, like I said.

01:04:12.920 But I want to spend time with my dad.

01:04:13.960 I'm leaving soon.

01:04:14.800 So I want to just hang out with him.

01:04:16.780 Best person I've ever had in my life.

01:04:18.980 The greatest person ever.

01:04:20.700 Thank God I was raised under that man's, you know.

01:04:27.180 Thank God I was raised under him, you know.

01:04:30.220 Literally, my best friend, bro.

01:04:31.660 And I'll always take care of him.

01:04:33.160 And I'll always, you know.

01:04:37.560 I don't know, man.

01:04:38.460 He's the best, bro.

01:04:40.680 Nobody believed in me.

01:04:41.920 Except for that man right there.

01:04:44.400 I love you all so much, man.

01:04:45.660 Everyone have a beautiful rest of your night, okay?

01:04:47.780 I would literally host somebody, but I can't.

01:04:49.760 It's so laggy, bro.

01:04:51.460 But I'm going to get off this.

01:04:52.320 I love you all so much.

01:04:53.260 And I hope everyone has a great night.

01:04:55.400 Good night, guys.

Adin Live - June 15, 2021

Happy Birthday Papa Ross... (Full Stream with Adin & Papa Ross)

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