Adin Live - November 28, 2021


How Lil Uzi Changed Adin Ross's Life


Episode Stats

Length

37 minutes

Words per Minute

209.70955

Word Count

7,964

Sentence Count

881

Misogynist Sentences

11

Hate Speech Sentences

12


Summary

In this episode, we talk about the current state of the game, XQC's rise to No. 1 on the leaderboard, and what it's like to be the first person to ever be that high in the rankings.


Transcript

00:00:00.000 The biggest thing he's taught me was stop pleasing to people that hate you.
00:00:03.960 Stop doing that.
00:00:05.360 You need to please the people that love you and watch you on a daily basis.
00:00:12.720 Number one streamer in the world right now.
00:00:15.280 Stop, stop, stop.
00:00:16.560 No, it is.
00:00:17.260 It is.
00:00:17.960 He's modest.
00:00:18.780 He's humble, but he is.
00:00:20.440 It feels weird.
00:00:21.220 Bro, one thing about XQC, bro, that I can say is he's the most consistent
00:00:23.740 I've ever seen on any platform.
00:00:25.600 YouTube, Twitch, everything, bro.
00:00:26.760 So, like, this dude is actually the definition of a humble king, bro.
00:00:33.800 Like, on God.
00:00:35.480 To be number one, doesn't he?
00:00:36.620 He's a goat, bro.
00:00:37.720 Look at him.
00:00:38.240 Aw.
00:00:40.200 Yeah, I mean, yeah.
00:00:41.360 I don't like rankings or whatever.
00:00:43.440 I think it's kind of dumb.
00:00:44.540 He's number one.
00:00:45.140 He's a cool guy, bro.
00:00:46.020 He's a guy.
00:00:48.340 Rankings is everything, my man.
00:00:50.960 Yeah, in certain regards, right?
00:00:53.340 In certain aspects, sometimes.
00:00:54.620 Like, if you were number one, and you lived in, like, Dubai, oh, my God.
00:01:02.720 Oh, my God.
00:01:03.800 You know what number one is in Dubai, bro?
00:01:06.660 No, it's different in Dubai.
00:01:08.520 I'm going to take a piss.
00:01:09.300 Give me a sec.
00:01:10.360 I've never been, but I heard number one, you can do whatever you want.
00:01:17.780 Oh, I see what you mean.
00:01:19.540 No, let me ask you a question.
00:01:21.680 Wait, I don't get it.
00:01:22.200 What is he trying to say?
00:01:22.900 If you're number one in Dubai, then what happens?
00:01:24.340 I don't get it.
00:01:25.740 What happens when you, let's say you as an artist, you made a couple good tracks, like
00:01:31.400 right now, right?
00:01:32.620 And you're, like, number one right now, like, in this time.
00:01:36.960 Power?
00:01:37.420 Number one.
00:01:37.940 Okay.
00:01:38.380 How do you feel?
00:01:41.540 Well, to be honest,
00:01:43.120 I don't think I ever went number one.
00:01:49.660 Okay.
00:01:50.500 I want Messi really fucking bad, don't you, bro?
00:01:53.080 Can we just wait till this video's over and then watch Messi?
00:01:55.360 Let me watch this shit, bro.
00:01:56.400 Calm the fuck down.
00:01:57.160 We're going to watch Messi.
00:01:59.960 What if you, I'm sure you probably peaked, like, really close to it, right?
00:02:03.640 With, like, the build.
00:02:04.500 By the way, who's better?
00:02:05.440 Messi or Ronaldo?
00:02:06.120 Who's better?
00:02:07.180 Yeah.
00:02:08.020 How do you think you would have felt if you hit number one for even, like, a week or
00:02:12.000 whatever, or in a moment where you actually were?
00:02:14.520 What happens in your mind?
00:02:15.500 Just walk me through it.
00:02:19.440 Well, I have definitely peaked at, like, high numbers, like, I guess, with, like,
00:02:25.120 Exo Tour Life and stuff.
00:02:27.560 I don't want to sound weird, but I feel the same.
00:02:32.680 I actually feel more, like, powerful and stuff when I'm not number one, like, when
00:02:38.920 I'm, like, striding for that greatness and I'm like, okay, this is going to be the one.
00:02:42.740 This is going to be the one.
00:02:44.000 Yeah.
00:02:44.240 Like, but when I'm actually number one, it's usually out of surprise because it's never
00:02:49.520 the one that I think that's number one going to be number one, ever.
00:02:52.800 Good.
00:02:53.320 Yeah.
00:02:53.560 Okay.
00:02:54.320 That's good.
00:02:55.780 Okay.
00:02:56.240 Then we're kind of having the same sort of answer here then.
00:02:58.860 So, whatever modality you have to get there, it doesn't stop when you do get there, right?
00:03:07.880 Yeah.
00:03:09.440 So, whatever made you go there, whenever you get there, it's not like a...
00:03:15.840 Chad, just pay attention.
00:03:16.840 This is a very good fucking conversation they're having.
00:03:19.060 I actually like this conversation.
00:03:20.580 It's not boring.
00:03:21.500 It's great.
00:03:21.940 You just got to listen to what they're saying.
00:03:23.240 It's a little bit just chill.
00:03:24.660 We can watch fucking Messi right after, okay?
00:03:27.260 This video is almost over with.
00:03:28.780 Just kidding.
00:03:29.220 It has like another...
00:03:30.100 It disappears.
00:03:30.700 Like that mindset disappears.
00:03:33.040 I'll get through it.
00:03:33.620 That's kind of how I feel.
00:03:34.780 That's why I don't like ratings.
00:03:36.440 They clutter your mind with so many things.
00:03:39.540 Yeah.
00:03:39.860 Like before you even get to like, quote unquote, number one, I even hate...
00:03:44.780 I'm not going to lie.
00:03:45.340 I don't hate many things, but I'm starting to hate like the word number one because I get
00:03:52.280 what you're saying.
00:03:52.920 Like I get why you don't really like fuck with that, but you still strive to be the
00:03:57.680 best that you can be.
00:03:59.040 Yeah, yeah.
00:03:59.700 I get exactly what you're saying, but it's like you have this whole different picture
00:04:05.380 of number one before you get close or get there.
00:04:09.540 And then when you get there, it's like, I'm not going to be one of those guys.
00:04:12.820 Damn, this chat's so fucked.
00:04:14.300 I hate it.
00:04:15.060 Because if you hate it, you wouldn't continue to do it.
00:04:17.620 No, for sure.
00:04:18.220 I don't care, bro.
00:04:19.500 Remember, green hair don't care.
00:04:20.600 You guys can literally go fucking swallow rocks.
00:04:22.920 I don't give a fuck.
00:04:23.960 I'm watching this shit.
00:04:25.260 What point of like...
00:04:26.400 You can leave.
00:04:26.920 I don't care.
00:04:27.480 What is this?
00:04:28.300 You get what I'm saying?
00:04:29.380 Yeah, for sure.
00:04:30.200 So you try to make a product that you're proud of, you're passionate about, and you want
00:04:35.040 to make that the best.
00:04:36.360 And if that...
00:04:36.640 No, don't go stop.
00:04:37.220 I don't care.
00:04:37.960 You're happy that it is.
00:04:39.120 Because that's what you strive...
00:04:40.040 That's what you want it to be, right?
00:04:42.320 What?
00:04:42.980 Like the main objective isn't to be the number one.
00:04:45.940 It's like the best product, whatever that gets you.
00:04:48.580 Is that how you feel when you do stuff?
00:04:51.560 You want to make the best thing that you can make?
00:04:53.920 It's so...
00:04:55.100 I'm not going to say that.
00:04:56.960 It's just so mind-boggling to me.
00:04:59.700 Like, I'll sit there and I'll like...
00:05:02.580 I'll swear I'll put it on my life.
00:05:06.220 Like, if I put my music on my life a million times, I'll be dead.
00:05:11.140 And the reason I say that...
00:05:12.160 What?
00:05:12.840 Every song that I always think that is like, the one...
00:05:18.500 It's not the one?
00:05:18.900 It's usually like the three, four, or the five.
00:05:21.280 And it's always the one that I'm like, this one?
00:05:25.080 Yeah.
00:05:26.060 For sure.
00:05:27.220 Yes, I agree.
00:05:28.100 Of course that one.
00:05:29.600 Are you crazy?
00:05:30.900 And I'm like, well, yeah, I am a little bit like off, but I'm usually on point with this
00:05:37.720 stuff.
00:05:38.100 And it's like...
00:05:39.480 Then I'm like, wow.
00:05:40.660 Then it's like I start getting it.
00:05:42.680 Then I'm like, oh.
00:05:45.120 From hindsight, right?
00:05:46.980 After the fact.
00:05:49.160 Yeah.
00:05:50.380 Before it's like impossible.
00:05:51.280 Like, you always get it wrong pretty much, right?
00:05:54.320 Every time.
00:05:54.980 Yeah, every time.
00:05:56.200 I don't care how advanced I get in music.
00:05:58.860 I'm always wrong.
00:06:00.960 Bro, it's like, it's almost a compliment to myself.
00:06:03.920 It's almost like, maybe, you know what it is?
00:06:06.400 Maybe I like...
00:06:08.440 I mean, look, Chad.
00:06:09.600 I mean, I know y'all really probably don't care.
00:06:11.740 Some of you guys do.
00:06:13.280 The best moments of my career is when I'm not trying and when I'm not trying to go viral.
00:06:17.540 Do you guys remember when I went through that LA phase?
00:06:19.240 Just fucking fake cops.
00:06:22.100 Fucking all sorts of fucking just non-genuine, like weird content.
00:06:28.900 Do you guys get what I'm saying?
00:06:30.720 Bad decisions.
00:06:32.860 Y'all could tell like that wasn't like...
00:06:34.620 Like that shit was non-genuine and that was just bad.
00:06:37.940 Because I was trying too hard.
00:06:39.880 Now I'm not trying too hard and you guys could just...
00:06:42.040 You guys, these have been the best streams I've had in a very long time.
00:06:44.740 But what I'm trying to say is the reason why I respect XQ so much is because no matter what...
00:06:51.600 Because people were behind my ear during that part of time.
00:06:54.660 Like, yo, you got to keep up that momentum.
00:06:56.520 You got to keep doing it.
00:06:57.420 You got to do this.
00:06:58.120 You got to do that.
00:06:58.800 You got to do this.
00:06:59.420 It's like, no.
00:07:00.460 I had the wrong people in my ear.
00:07:01.560 So I had to get all of them the fuck out.
00:07:03.360 Right?
00:07:03.600 So now it's time for me to really focus on my community and really focus on my ground and what made me here today.
00:07:08.860 And not get too ahead of myself.
00:07:10.420 And occasionally, occasionally kick in a rapper stream or occasionally kick in an E-Day.
00:07:15.520 Like, but I want you guys to just be here for me.
00:07:18.900 And not for the numbers and none of that.
00:07:21.140 So that's what I learned from that.
00:07:23.600 I don't give myself enough credit when I'm alone.
00:07:26.540 Because I give myself...
00:07:27.120 When you try too hard in life, you're going to understand that you're not going to get what you want.
00:07:30.900 You got to just do this shit without intent, intentions to get clout, fame, success, money.
00:07:38.160 It'll come, bro.
00:07:38.940 It comes to you.
00:07:40.140 All the credit in the world because all I got is me.
00:07:42.780 So it's like...
00:07:44.480 Well, I got my girlfriend.
00:07:46.900 But all I got is me when it comes to my thoughts.
00:07:49.880 So I'm just on some shit.
00:07:51.480 And that's another thing.
00:07:52.400 I'm not going to pause.
00:07:53.220 We got to get through this video.
00:07:53.980 Guys, you need to start spending time by yourself.
00:07:59.300 An hour a day.
00:08:00.260 Like 30 minutes a day.
00:08:01.040 Whatever it is.
00:08:02.100 Because you yourself is a creative.
00:08:04.280 And you yourself have a lot of ideas.
00:08:06.640 The reason why XQC, Train, Uzi are so creative is because they spend so much time by themselves.
00:08:13.940 That they don't have other people around them to bounce ideas off of.
00:08:17.740 You need time to yourself so you can elevate yourself.
00:08:22.280 The reason why in LA I was very, like, fucked.
00:08:27.660 I was around so many people.
00:08:28.980 Content houses do not work unless you are all on the same level.
00:08:32.580 Look at A&P, for example.
00:08:33.780 They're so...
00:08:34.340 They're on a whole different level because they're all on the same page.
00:08:37.760 Right?
00:08:38.460 So you need to be around people that are on that same mindset.
00:08:41.500 Anyone saying, shut the fuck up.
00:08:42.620 I just genuinely hope you don't get any success in your life.
00:08:44.760 And you keep remaining to work your lousy ass shit.
00:08:48.500 And you're just a loser.
00:08:51.720 Anyone spinning preach, W's, I love you.
00:08:54.440 All that.
00:08:55.180 You're all going to be fucking magnificent in this life.
00:08:57.660 And I promise you that.
00:09:01.000 Chill.
00:09:01.500 No, I'll say chill.
00:09:02.480 If you're being positive, I directly said, then I hope you're successful.
00:09:06.300 If you're being negative, I genuinely hope you're a bum.
00:09:09.480 I mean, like, come on.
00:09:11.400 Someone said you make money off scamming your viewers.
00:09:13.120 I don't understand how I scam people.
00:09:14.760 I don't get it.
00:09:15.860 I don't understand what you mean by that.
00:09:17.920 You're in my stream right now.
00:09:19.060 So genuinely, you don't...
00:09:19.980 You yourself don't know that.
00:09:22.140 Bro, if you get paid thousands of dollars, right?
00:09:25.020 To promote something.
00:09:27.300 And, you know, you make it very clear.
00:09:30.440 Actually, I'm not going to get into it.
00:09:31.580 Like Celery said, we're not going to get into it.
00:09:33.560 I made mistakes.
00:09:34.860 I don't plan on, you know, remaking the same mistakes.
00:09:37.600 It's all part of growing.
00:09:39.080 And I think we can tell that I've been growing, you know, my...
00:09:42.660 I've been growing my character, you know, since then.
00:09:46.180 Anyone saying fucking gambling?
00:09:47.500 Bro, do not gamble.
00:09:48.760 I tell you everything.
00:09:49.580 Do not gamble.
00:09:50.460 Don't do it.
00:09:51.380 I'm telling you don't gamble.
00:09:52.880 Why do I do it?
00:09:53.980 Obviously, I'm getting paid to do it.
00:09:55.120 I was doing it before I had deals.
00:09:57.640 I love gambling.
00:09:58.880 I gamble off stream every day.
00:10:00.420 I sports bet on everything.
00:10:01.780 I've always told my boys, how much you want to lock?
00:10:04.280 I don't know if Snaggimo's in here.
00:10:05.440 I don't know if people that I hang out with on a daily basis are in here.
00:10:07.740 I'm like, how much you want to bet on this?
00:10:09.460 I'm addicted to gambling.
00:10:11.820 Because you don't do it off stream and lose money.
00:10:14.080 I lose tons of money.
00:10:15.660 You will lose your money all the fucking time gambling.
00:10:17.920 I make it very, very clear.
00:10:20.400 Very clear.
00:10:21.060 Do not fucking gamble.
00:10:22.020 You will lose.
00:10:22.520 I showed you guys my statistics.
00:10:24.080 Don't do it.
00:10:25.680 It's sponsored.
00:10:27.440 I'm getting paid, of course.
00:10:30.280 I'm not going to lie, though, chat.
00:10:31.840 I'm in debt right now.
00:10:32.600 My own money.
00:10:33.200 I'm gambling.
00:10:33.680 I'm being honest.
00:10:34.320 I am.
00:10:35.580 Let's watch this video.
00:10:36.980 But again, please, understand.
00:10:39.340 I'll never take a deal something like MILF again.
00:10:41.840 A lot of your guys' favorite rappers are taking NFT deals.
00:10:44.620 Lil Baby, Post Malone.
00:10:45.600 I'm not bashing them.
00:10:46.520 Because, bro, they're doing the same thing.
00:10:48.980 Why do I get shit for it?
00:10:51.560 Why?
00:10:52.760 They all do it.
00:10:53.600 Every rapper does it.
00:10:55.200 Every single rapper does it.
00:10:57.280 Thank you for everyone saying facts.
00:10:58.780 Thank you.
00:10:59.640 Thank you.
00:11:00.140 Thank you.
00:11:00.440 Thank you.
00:11:00.740 Thank you.
00:11:01.040 Thank you.
00:11:02.160 I love you guys, okay?
00:11:03.620 I love you guys.
00:11:04.580 If you feel scammed by me in any way, and if you've lost money in MILF coin, which I'm waiting
00:11:10.100 for somebody to show me proof that watches me on a daily basis to show proof, I will reimburse
00:11:14.500 you.
00:11:14.800 I swear to God I will.
00:11:15.620 I will literally reimburse you every dime and give you $1,000 or however much on top
00:11:20.460 of that if you lost money in MILF coin and you got to just show me proof.
00:11:24.480 You bought $5,000 in MILF and lost it?
00:11:26.460 Show me proof.
00:11:27.080 I will be happy to reimburse you on God.
00:11:29.640 No one bought that.
00:11:30.340 I know.
00:11:31.380 I know they didn't.
00:11:33.180 I know.
00:11:34.740 I know.
00:11:36.240 None of you guys did.
00:11:37.740 The chat was all spamming L scam during that stream.
00:11:42.300 Come on, guys.
00:11:43.380 Who's in that stream?
00:11:44.360 You know what the fuck I'm talking about.
00:11:46.220 And it's not, I'm not saying that shit was, I don't know if it was or not.
00:11:48.800 I just, I'm not doing any more NFT.
00:11:51.880 Okay, look.
00:11:52.800 I own NFTs, but what I'm trying to say is I'm not going to be doing any more paid promos
00:11:57.340 for NFTs.
00:11:58.200 That's all I'm saying.
00:11:59.140 Or cryptos or any of that shit.
00:12:00.960 I got y'all.
00:12:01.980 But yes, I do buy NFTs without promoting them.
00:12:04.380 NFTs, I recommend you guys get into them too.
00:12:06.700 Some people think that shit's a scam, but I don't.
00:12:09.460 I don't think that all NFTs are a scam.
00:12:11.480 I don't.
00:12:13.260 What NFTs do you have?
00:12:14.160 I have the Lava Punk one.
00:12:15.260 The one that's the very first original one.
00:12:17.680 I do.
00:12:18.300 Yep.
00:12:19.880 Yeah, so I'm on some shit.
00:12:20.860 Like, I know this is it.
00:12:21.880 But then when it gets to that point where it's like, no, that one's it.
00:12:24.860 I'm like, it just, it fucks with me.
00:12:27.560 Like, not in a bad way.
00:12:28.740 It fucks with me.
00:12:29.300 Like, it's almost amazing to me, low-key.
00:12:33.580 Like, it's like, wow.
00:12:34.800 I'm like, so I went so like, I think, you know what it is?
00:12:41.040 I'm going to put my finger on it.
00:12:42.720 It's almost to the point where it's when I try to go, quote unquote, traditional.
00:12:48.540 You know what I mean?
00:12:49.320 Bro.
00:12:50.120 All right.
00:12:50.680 Last thing I'm saying that we're getting off this topic.
00:12:53.280 When you're young as fuck and you're so new to this Hollywood LA shit and someone comes
00:12:57.960 and says, yo, here's $300,000, $400,000 to fucking just do this one stream.
00:13:04.240 You're going to do it, bro.
00:13:05.980 And if I go back in time, I'm taking it back and I'm not doing it.
00:13:09.920 All right.
00:13:10.820 I'm just saying right now that that's all I'm saying.
00:13:13.180 I'm sorry.
00:13:13.880 I'm moving on.
00:13:15.720 Shut your glass up, bro.
00:13:17.180 Snaggy hoes.
00:13:17.800 You're ugly as fuck.
00:13:18.700 You're eating food right now and you're smoking.
00:13:20.520 You're fucking brain out right now.
00:13:22.380 You went to rehab, buddy.
00:13:24.160 And you were smoking in rehab.
00:13:26.040 Shut the fuck up.
00:13:27.960 Also, by the way, guys, we're doing a 2K wager.
00:13:30.680 We're doing a 2K wager, by the way.
00:13:32.500 Yes.
00:13:32.900 When I play it safe and then when I just go when it's something that's on, everybody's
00:13:38.320 like, ah, stop playing Uzi.
00:13:40.760 This is what it is.
00:13:41.780 Stop playing games.
00:13:42.780 You know you still can do that.
00:13:44.080 And I'm just like, but I just want the best for me.
00:13:48.520 And I'm like, wait.
00:13:49.700 So me just doing whatever I want is the best for me.
00:13:52.820 Yeah.
00:13:53.020 I can't help with that a lot.
00:13:54.860 And do you feel like sometimes the times that you do go traditional or do other things that
00:14:01.040 are hitting all the boxes, kind of help you create a cushion of confidence of you being
00:14:06.000 like, okay, now I can do some of my stuff now.
00:14:08.520 Now I did that.
00:14:09.440 Now I can do my shit.
00:14:11.700 That's whatever.
00:14:13.240 That's true.
00:14:13.820 But my music is like my children.
00:14:15.200 So usually when I'm listening, when I'm doing the learning process of something, when I'm
00:14:19.860 trying something new, I'll try it just like how you said.
00:14:22.860 I'll do it the traditional way and then pick from it and then make like my experimental out
00:14:27.880 of space type sound.
00:14:29.100 But sometimes I'll go that traditional way because it just sounds so darn good to me because
00:14:34.380 it's like my kid.
00:14:35.320 But the whole time I got a better child over here in the cut.
00:14:38.540 You get what I'm saying?
00:14:39.460 For sure.
00:14:39.880 Yeah, I'm over here trying to like praise the kid that's like scholar, straight A's
00:14:46.980 and hold time.
00:14:47.780 My kid that just got out of jail is like the one.
00:14:50.180 You get what I'm saying?
00:14:51.240 Yeah, for sure.
00:14:52.260 And I just feel like sometimes I get kind of scared that I kind of lose that essence of
00:14:57.820 doing like whatever I want that end up surprising me.
00:15:00.500 Oh, that did well, right?
00:15:02.100 And it was that whatever.
00:15:03.200 And the times that I did focus and try hard to appeal to something, fail or whatever,
00:15:07.840 like I'm scared of losing that initial thought that made me do that one thing that was kind
00:15:12.980 of whatever that did that is so well.
00:15:14.540 Right.
00:15:14.900 And I got to protect that story of my life.
00:15:17.460 And also another way I think, too, is like it's more mental than anything.
00:15:22.420 Let's just say you'd like do something a certain way and people are not used to it.
00:15:26.620 But I think that like, Chad, how do you not understand?
00:15:29.420 He's just saying that the things that he's just basically saying when I tried to do good,
00:15:33.400 when I tried to get the most like basically when he tried to go get the most viewers or
00:15:37.460 tried to do the most, he didn't do good.
00:15:39.600 But he's saying whenever he would do his own thing and not try, he did good.
00:15:42.640 How do you not get it?
00:15:43.700 I get it.
00:15:44.560 Are you fucking stupid?
00:15:46.040 Listen, just listen.
00:15:47.580 Especially as a man, especially as the man, because in your world, you're the man.
00:15:55.020 Pay attention.
00:15:56.280 And it's like.
00:15:57.120 I can translate everything they're saying.
00:15:59.360 Even if they don't speak XQC.
00:16:01.100 If you stick to it long enough, they love you.
00:16:04.860 Like I realize that like people love us.
00:16:07.000 Whoever love us, love us.
00:16:08.400 Do you guys love me?
00:16:09.280 Honestly, do you love me?
00:16:11.600 I know I'm a weirdo sometimes, but do you guys love me at the end of the day?
00:16:15.380 Anyone saying no, just eat dick, bro.
00:16:17.220 Like literally take your dad or uncle's dick or your grandfather's dick or your sister
00:16:22.400 or your brother.
00:16:23.280 I mean, or your sister, your mother's fucking tits and just eat them, bro.
00:16:26.740 Like eat it, bro.
00:16:29.300 It don't matter if you do.
00:16:32.280 If it don't matter, you can do the best thing in the world.
00:16:34.560 I can like give away every dollar in my bank account.
00:16:37.520 We're still going to hate him.
00:16:39.020 Yep.
00:16:39.480 It just knows.
00:16:40.120 Doesn't matter.
00:16:40.960 I guess he's kind of a good person.
00:16:42.900 Kind of.
00:16:43.300 You're right.
00:16:43.560 A little credit.
00:16:44.460 Just a little bit.
00:16:45.060 Right.
00:16:45.260 Yep.
00:16:45.880 That's fact.
00:16:46.540 So it's almost to the point that.
00:16:48.940 No matter what, people hate Andy Ross.
00:16:51.000 Uzi, Train, XQ.
00:16:52.680 I could walk around with swimming trucks on in the wintertime and the people that love
00:16:56.980 me is going to do it.
00:16:58.560 True.
00:16:59.100 But one thing I could say, I'm going to stop pausing.
00:17:00.560 One thing I could say is, you know, nobody hates Mr. Beast.
00:17:04.720 Actually, I'm just kidding.
00:17:05.320 I don't know.
00:17:06.160 I've never met somebody that hates Mr. Beast.
00:17:07.400 And the reason they're going to do it because they want to get to understand me to the point
00:17:12.360 of that they're connected.
00:17:15.040 And people that don't want to be connected just don't want to be connected.
00:17:17.880 So it's like, it's all a mental game.
00:17:20.340 It's like a mental game.
00:17:21.380 It's almost like those people that's like, quote unquote, the haters is like the agents
00:17:26.000 off the matrix.
00:17:26.680 Like they're not even real people.
00:17:28.040 Yeah, because you do things that matter to you.
00:17:31.280 You do things that you want to do inherently and people care about what, what, what means
00:17:37.740 a lot to you, right?
00:17:39.360 And if you continue doing things that they mean a lot to you, people will care about that.
00:17:42.980 But if you do too many things that people care about that, that changes, then you, then
00:17:47.120 you fall behind and you get lost.
00:17:48.860 Exactly.
00:17:49.340 But I think, yeah, exactly.
00:17:51.820 The biggest thing that Uzi taught me guys.
00:17:53.680 Um, I mean, obviously off camera, we've talked about crazy as shit.
00:17:59.680 The biggest thing he's taught me was stop pleasing people that hate you.
00:18:03.680 Stop doing that.
00:18:05.160 You need to please the people that love you and watch you on a daily basis that genuinely
00:18:10.460 fuck with you for you.
00:18:11.960 Right.
00:18:12.740 And that shit.
00:18:14.180 I don't know if y'all can tell ever since fucking I talked to Uzi, that motherfucker
00:18:17.820 has my head straight.
00:18:19.420 And like, I don't know, bro.
00:18:20.560 I just feel so much more confident in myself and my streams.
00:18:22.940 And it's just putting me like, you know what I'm saying?
00:18:27.080 I don't know.
00:18:27.660 I just feel a lot better with my streams.
00:18:29.640 No, I'm listening.
00:18:30.480 Keep going.
00:18:31.060 I know you've told me that so many times, G-Cup, but I needed to hear it from somebody
00:18:34.020 like him or I need to, and I'm not on some no dick sucking shit either.
00:18:37.960 I just needed to hear it from somebody that I didn't really know that well.
00:18:42.100 Cause I remember academics would tell me, but then I would see Ack go beef with somebody
00:18:45.980 and it would throw me off.
00:18:47.580 I don't know, bro.
00:18:48.520 But Uzi made you.
00:18:50.760 Uzi made me.
00:18:51.600 Yes.
00:18:51.820 Yes.
00:18:51.920 Yes.
00:18:53.040 Yeah.
00:18:53.380 So, so I think it's sometimes very, very important to, um, even though people don't like it or
00:18:57.940 doesn't appeal to everybody, do something that matters to me, do something that I want to
00:19:02.140 do.
00:19:02.280 It makes me passionate.
00:19:03.460 Yes.
00:19:03.760 And that will stay forever.
00:19:05.160 Cause I'll always have things that I'm passionate about, right?
00:19:07.400 I will never run out.
00:19:08.820 Right.
00:19:09.220 But if I chased what other people want, I'll always run out.
00:19:12.140 Yup.
00:19:12.780 You know, I ran out.
00:19:14.180 You'll always be in LA.
00:19:15.220 I ran out.
00:19:15.980 Literally.
00:19:16.540 X2 is a fucking genius, bro.
00:19:18.880 Oh God.
00:19:19.280 He's a genius.
00:19:19.740 We're going to watch the message.
00:19:20.460 Shit after.
00:19:20.880 Calm the fuck down.
00:19:21.960 Bro.
00:19:22.140 On God.
00:19:23.180 WXT, bro.
00:19:23.780 No.
00:19:24.100 On God.
00:19:24.440 He's a W, bro.
00:19:25.300 I ran out in LA.
00:19:26.220 Y'all could tell I got, I ran out in LA.
00:19:27.760 Y'all could tell.
00:19:28.500 I literally ran out in LA.
00:19:29.520 I ran out.
00:19:30.300 They're already off that wave.
00:19:31.800 By the time they, by the time they typed or wrote something, they want you to do this,
00:19:35.600 want you to do that.
00:19:37.040 You're giving them satisfaction.
00:19:38.840 Satisfaction is not for them.
00:19:40.200 It's not like that.
00:19:41.060 The satisfaction that they need is the experimental, the, the, the being open to something that they
00:19:46.920 never been open to.
00:19:48.180 Like, like, okay, this is fire.
00:19:50.360 Like you actually collide in worlds together instead of just being just straight.
00:19:55.160 Here you go.
00:19:55.640 This is what you want.
00:19:56.580 Like, it's always supposed to be, I mean, you could do it that way.
00:19:59.600 It's, let me tell you something.
00:20:01.160 It's a win in everything.
00:20:03.000 Yeah.
00:20:03.120 It's a, it's a win in being lame.
00:20:04.960 It's a win in being cool.
00:20:06.200 It's a win in being a nerd.
00:20:07.520 And it's a win in being a geek.
00:20:08.960 The way you look at life.
00:20:10.620 Yeah, absolutely.
00:20:12.020 It's just, it's always a win.
00:20:13.360 If you have nothing going on and you're on here every day.
00:20:17.500 What, what, what I was just told by Celery is the truest thing, bro.
00:20:21.120 I have the best group around me that I've ever had in my life.
00:20:24.060 I think, and I'm not throwing any shots at anybody.
00:20:26.380 I, I, in the past, I love everybody, but I think I have the best group of my, like for
00:20:31.440 me, race, corrupt the minds, my new fucking video guy.
00:20:34.980 I have good friends that genuinely care about me around me.
00:20:38.280 I have fucking, uh, like my SSB boys.
00:20:40.840 I have fucking, uh, fucking like Uzi, Shaq.
00:20:44.800 Like I have a Pammy, like I have a very good group around me, bro.
00:20:48.480 Very good group around me.
00:20:49.220 And I'll never, and I'll always be forever grateful for everyone in LA that I met and
00:20:52.500 spent time with.
00:20:53.200 But, but you know what I'm saying?
00:20:54.460 Like, chandelier, this is what I need right now for my head.
00:20:57.060 I needed this.
00:20:57.800 And I just want to say, I appreciate everyone.
00:20:59.240 Even you guys in the chat right now.
00:21:00.460 I love you, bro.
00:21:01.280 Like, I'm very happy.
00:21:02.500 I haven't been this happy in a very long time.
00:21:04.000 I, I actually cried, uh, tears of joy.
00:21:07.460 Um, literally like the day.
00:21:09.740 After, react to Harry Mack Omegle bars 53, but only want to.
00:21:14.640 Love you, man.
00:21:15.540 Keep it up.
00:21:16.520 I cried.
00:21:16.980 I love you too.
00:21:17.420 I cried tears of joy for the first time like two days ago, bro.
00:21:19.780 Just being so happy and I, and I haven't been this fucking connected to you guys in a very
00:21:24.600 long time.
00:21:25.080 And it made me just so passionate to just stream again.
00:21:27.800 I lost my passion.
00:21:28.680 I lost, I was, I felt lost.
00:21:29.820 I felt fucking confused and I didn't, and I wasn't being myself, bro.
00:21:33.420 And, uh, I, I didn't tell anyone this really.
00:21:35.320 I mean, snaggy and snaggy, but no, I was thinking about checking myself into like a mental
00:21:38.820 place for a little bit just to get a break from reality.
00:21:40.940 But I, I know, I, I, you know, I almost gave up, bro.
00:21:43.460 I'm not going to lie to you guys, bro.
00:21:44.460 I'm out of cry.
00:21:44.980 Fuck.
00:21:45.160 So, um, no, but I didn't do that.
00:21:47.440 I didn't do that.
00:21:47.920 I remember I was on the phone with everybody one night and, uh, I almost really checked
00:21:51.220 myself in and, uh, I'm, thank God I didn't, bro.
00:21:53.940 Thank God I didn't.
00:21:55.240 Uh, I mean, you know, I'm saying I just had a very good group of people around me and that's
00:21:59.600 all, all that matters, bro.
00:22:01.280 Real shit.
00:22:02.140 It's all that matters, bro.
00:22:03.040 Thank you for everyone that, uh, has always kept me up.
00:22:06.260 I love you guys, bro.
00:22:07.380 For real.
00:22:08.520 Um, every single one of you guys, bro.
00:22:10.580 My chat, my salary, fucking cuff them, snaggy mo, all you guys, man.
00:22:14.560 You guys are all a very, very big piece of my life, bro.
00:22:17.520 Genuinely.
00:22:18.060 I know I'm missing a lot of people, but love all you guys, man.
00:22:20.680 Love you guys all.
00:22:21.720 And, uh, I know, I know I just hit you guys with some crazy shit.
00:22:26.100 That's why you're getting fat and I'll cuff them.
00:22:27.460 You're never, ever going to get skinny.
00:22:28.880 Not actually.
00:22:30.180 But you know what I'm saying, bro?
00:22:31.180 Mental health is real, bro.
00:22:32.260 I can't believe I told you guys that I was genuinely going to check myself in and, uh,
00:22:35.480 I needed help.
00:22:36.420 Um, I was just very lost and confused and, um, thank God I got out of LA, bro.
00:22:40.720 It was killing me, bro.
00:22:41.780 It was mentally just killing me.
00:22:43.180 And, um, I promised myself to never, ever get back to my, those, those ways.
00:22:47.420 I love you guys, man.
00:22:48.920 I'm not ending stream, bro.
00:22:50.100 No.
00:22:51.600 Just to be a fucking geek, that's your life and you can get really good at it and you
00:22:55.720 could be the top geek.
00:22:56.920 You could.
00:22:57.660 Like, it's, it's people out here that's like that.
00:22:59.840 Like a lot of, a lot of blog sites that are very famous are the top geeks in the world.
00:23:04.460 They're like the greatest.
00:23:05.220 Like it's people that look up to them, that interpret them, that hope to be just like them.
00:23:09.240 Like, it's, it's, it's, everything is like the same in the whole, in the world.
00:23:13.840 Like it's nothing that's not different.
00:23:15.520 Like everything is the same.
00:23:16.840 It's just different, you know, scenarios and concepts and shit.
00:23:20.460 But I know what he's saying.
00:23:21.560 Yeah.
00:23:22.240 I mean, I mean, you had a lot of really good points here.
00:23:24.640 Um, yeah.
00:23:25.660 I just feel like, um, just don't, if I'm wrong, I don't mind.
00:23:30.140 I just feel like for what you do, it seems like there isn't really a formula.
00:23:34.900 Yeah.
00:23:35.080 There is for people that, that are, that are in your industry to follow a formula, whatever.
00:23:39.360 But I feel like, like, like for you, yeah, you have to put along, like, what's you and
00:23:44.520 that's what people really like.
00:23:45.720 What do you guys think is the hardest, hardest, um, form of entertainment wise?
00:23:54.540 Like, like, what do you guys think is the hardest?
00:23:59.660 Someone said porn.
00:24:01.300 I think music is.
00:24:02.560 It's just getting, um, stuff that is you and nobody else can do it.
00:24:06.540 Nobody else can do that.
00:24:07.500 Only you can do that.
00:24:08.840 Thank you.
00:24:09.580 Um, I really appreciate that.
00:24:11.380 Um, it's like, but it's, it's almost a gift and a curse.
00:24:14.600 Comedy.
00:24:15.160 Yeah.
00:24:15.720 It could be like jackpot.
00:24:18.180 Like, it could be like the, the, the, oh my God, it could be the most.
00:24:20.880 When you guys say comedy, you're not talking about, are y'all talking about like Dave Chappelle
00:24:24.560 and shit and like, uh, Pete Davidson.
00:24:29.800 Fresh and thing.
00:24:30.540 Stand up.
00:24:31.200 I think so.
00:24:31.840 I, I, I agree with you guys.
00:24:32.980 I think stand up is the hardest shit to do too.
00:24:35.180 Stand up.
00:24:36.520 Acting.
00:24:37.060 Yes.
00:24:38.540 Um, yeah, I agree.
00:24:41.020 Well, sports is bro.
00:24:42.200 We're forgetting about sports too, but I could be so early.
00:24:44.860 I agree with something that I do that the whole world won't get it and they'll get it in two
00:24:54.120 years.
00:24:54.700 They're not, they're not in that moment.
00:24:56.700 I get what you guys, I think, I think, I think stand up, I think stand up is the hardest shit
00:25:00.400 to do too.
00:25:01.120 You got to think of new fucking jokes every night if you're doing a tour.
00:25:04.540 And then they accept it.
00:25:05.740 It happens all the time.
00:25:07.080 It's very often.
00:25:07.880 I agree.
00:25:08.220 So it's just like, you're either too early when you're an innovator or it's refreshing.
00:25:13.600 Have you ever been in a manic episode like Rice and Banks?
00:25:17.040 Yeah, bro.
00:25:17.640 Of course.
00:25:18.240 That's dude.
00:25:19.160 You guys didn't know this, but like I was going through a manic episode all the fucking
00:25:23.140 time.
00:25:23.880 It would literally kill me, bro.
00:25:25.420 I'd be like, dude, I don't have any, I don't have a rapper.
00:25:27.420 I don't have any fucking way to go viral today.
00:25:30.060 What do I do?
00:25:30.600 What do I do?
00:25:31.320 I would fucking cry, bro.
00:25:32.820 I would cry when I, all I would do was go viral.
00:25:35.360 I was in this weird fucking weirdo LA phase, bro.
00:25:38.840 And it drove me fucking crazy, bro.
00:25:41.420 Like cry.
00:25:42.640 Yes, bro.
00:25:43.500 Yes.
00:25:44.640 Cause the pressure, bro.
00:25:45.780 I don't know if you guys remember how toxic, not even my community, how toxic some of these
00:25:50.080 dudes on the internet were to me, bro.
00:25:51.820 Ask celery, that shit used to get to me, bro.
00:25:54.080 All the time, bro.
00:25:55.520 I was losing it.
00:25:57.080 I was losing it, bro.
00:25:58.720 Like I would genuinely lose my shit.
00:26:01.120 I would literally get so offended by little comments like L Aiden on stream and shit.
00:26:04.980 Y'all know I would, bro.
00:26:06.360 Spot on.
00:26:07.120 Like that's why when it's people that have the form.
00:26:08.920 There were so many eyes on me.
00:26:10.660 And it was so new to me.
00:26:12.020 Bro, that's why overnight blow up is the most stressful, most nerve wrecking, most fucked
00:26:19.840 up shit ever instead of a gradual growth.
00:26:22.360 Gradual growth is the most, is the best way to make it because when you have gradual growth,
00:26:27.740 it's, it's, it's genuine and people love you and they don't fucking, they're not rooting
00:26:32.680 against you.
00:26:33.440 But when you have, when you have like what I had and what speed have, it's genuinely like
00:26:37.980 really fucked up.
00:26:39.820 It's fucked up.
00:26:40.700 And I'm not regretting it, obviously, but for your mental health, it is really fucked.
00:26:44.900 So that's why like, I'm so fucking like, thank God I got out of that shit, bro.
00:26:51.380 Spot on because it's almost like a learning process almost to like me.
00:26:55.840 Like, bro, I'm not going to lie.
00:26:57.100 I don't know half of the shit that people know.
00:27:00.120 Like, I'm just going off just every day.
00:27:03.880 Like, I'm just winging this shit, bro.
00:27:05.900 Like, I've been winging.
00:27:06.320 That's why XGC is the best streamer of all time because like I said, he's been gradually
00:27:10.520 growing for years, over five, six years, however long he's been streaming for, six, seven years.
00:27:15.120 Bro, he's, he's a perfect example.
00:27:17.620 He does not care to go viral.
00:27:19.320 I went through that viral phase.
00:27:20.400 I'll never go through that shit again.
00:27:21.720 Like, this dude is genuinely the goat.
00:27:24.260 This shit for so long, bro.
00:27:26.160 Like, I've been winging it like for so long.
00:27:29.300 And it just feels better that, it feels better that way because like with the formula, of course
00:27:34.200 you're going to get rewarded.
00:27:35.060 No, that's a perfect fucking comment.
00:27:36.600 I'm sorry I'm pausing it so much.
00:27:38.200 We get it.
00:27:38.800 When it's an overnight blow up, it's like you're throwing it to the deep end and got to learn
00:27:41.420 how to swim.
00:27:42.120 Literally exactly.
00:27:43.160 That's a perfect analogy.
00:27:44.860 When, when, when you're gradually growing, you're taking baby steps.
00:27:48.180 You're taking baby strokes.
00:27:49.660 Ayo, pause.
00:27:50.940 You're taking baby strokes.
00:27:52.340 That's a perfect analogy, bro.
00:27:53.640 You're just throwing it to the deep end.
00:27:55.060 You got to learn how to swim.
00:27:55.880 That's literally what it is.
00:27:56.900 You got to meet all these fucking fake people.
00:27:58.860 You got to make all these fucking, you got to go to all these parties.
00:28:01.680 You got to go fucking go to all these events.
00:28:04.360 You got to fucking be on time.
00:28:06.160 You got to meet this guy, do this, and you got to do that.
00:28:08.680 And you got to worry about streaming at the same time and uploading and doing all this
00:28:12.180 tick, like all that shit, bro.
00:28:13.820 Everything.
00:28:14.900 That timely frame.
00:28:15.900 But when you're just winging it and you get rewarded, you feel like.
00:28:19.680 What he just said.
00:28:20.320 When you wing it and you get rewarded, that's the best feeling.
00:28:23.080 I conquered this shit.
00:28:24.580 Like for sure.
00:28:25.020 That's the best feeling.
00:28:26.820 If I just sort of concept, I always think about it.
00:28:28.860 It's kind of a weird way to think about it.
00:28:30.860 It's almost like the golden goose and the golden egg, right?
00:28:34.680 It doesn't matter.
00:28:35.460 If you're somebody who just sits back and analyzes what other people do, they're successful
00:28:38.640 and just copy it.
00:28:39.720 You'll always be a golden egg, right?
00:28:41.940 What we should strive to be is be the golden goose, you know?
00:28:44.720 Yeah, sometimes you're going to hatch something that isn't that great, right?
00:28:47.980 But you just keep hatching the golden eggs and whoever copies your egg will be late because
00:28:53.780 whenever you make something new and that's an innovation, you're always going to be ahead
00:28:58.920 of the curve.
00:28:59.620 You never want to be a golden egg.
00:29:01.120 But the scary thing is, is that sometimes the golden eggs outshine the goose because the
00:29:06.540 goose are usually like the creator of the situation.
00:29:11.600 And when you're the creator, a lot of stuff that got looked over was getting looked at by
00:29:16.520 the golden eggs and the golden eggs take that and they simplify it.
00:29:20.740 Because maybe sometimes it's like too in a raw form and too crazy for people to understand.
00:29:26.540 And those eggs, they're really good at taking it and simplifying it and making the world
00:29:31.140 be able to understand it.
00:29:32.660 Yep.
00:29:32.900 And sometimes you can't even afford to continue pushing that egg that you hatched, that people
00:29:36.500 don't like because they don't understand it yet, right?
00:29:38.760 And other people can because they have more resources or whatever and they'll keep doing
00:29:41.700 it until it's successful.
00:29:43.340 And they basically kind of didn't really steal your thing, but they kind of did.
00:29:47.340 I think this happens a lot in streaming where in our world, where some of us are a very
00:29:51.920 small swimmer that doesn't have any pull, right?
00:29:55.320 Whenever they do stuff that would go big, they don't, right?
00:29:59.300 And it'll do it once.
00:30:00.560 And some people will notice of that and it'll just copy it and it'll just keep doing it.
00:30:04.060 And because they have the pull and the fucking, you know, all the whatever, then it becomes
00:30:08.960 successful and they get all the credit.
00:30:10.620 You're saying, what the fuck are they talking about?
00:30:11.920 Basically, what XQ is saying, chat, if a small streamer does some cool viral shit, it's
00:30:17.280 not going to get that much pull.
00:30:18.420 But if, for example, XQC were to do some crazy shit, he's going to get all the eyes on him
00:30:23.140 and he's going to get the praise for it.
00:30:24.220 That's all he's saying.
00:30:24.920 How do you not understand, bro?
00:30:26.520 By the way, the conversation is like two more minutes, so just calm the fuck down.
00:30:29.600 Man, this guy's an innovator.
00:30:30.680 No, he's not.
00:30:31.680 That's a golden egg, bro.
00:30:32.820 I don't like that.
00:30:34.220 I'm not going to lie.
00:30:34.940 I don't like that either.
00:30:37.000 Yeah, it's bullshit.
00:30:37.580 I'm not going to lie, bro.
00:30:40.020 I'm kind of glad that I talked to you.
00:30:42.400 Like, I ain't going to lie.
00:30:44.600 I ain't going to lie.
00:30:46.520 T, you got some cool friends.
00:30:48.480 I appreciate that, bro.
00:30:50.180 Yeah, it's cool.
00:30:50.920 He's really, this guy, I can tell.
00:30:52.240 I like X.
00:30:53.080 I can tell.
00:30:54.740 That's why I call him X.
00:30:55.640 I can tell, I can tell that he's number one in what he does.
00:31:00.360 Anyone not comprehending what Uzi is saying is mentally slow, which is why y'all are mad
00:31:05.060 BC y'all don't understand.
00:31:06.760 Literally, just listen.
00:31:08.800 If you're over the age of 16, you could understand what they're saying.
00:31:11.860 Just put some shit together, okay?
00:31:13.860 Something like that.
00:31:14.560 I know some people, right?
00:31:15.720 I love people who just do stuff that means a lot to them and they just do it themselves.
00:31:21.240 And when I see that, when I see you do stuff like that, it inspires me to be the same.
00:31:26.020 I feel more like free to be like, hey, man, you know, it'll work out.
00:31:30.140 Just do your thing.
00:31:31.640 And I think there's not a lot of people that have that.
00:31:33.960 And whenever I see it, it's really inspiring, you know?
00:31:36.680 Literally.
00:31:37.540 I'm not going to lie.
00:31:38.820 And another thing, I don't really like all the, and when you're the golden, when you're
00:31:46.180 the eggs, you know you're the eggs.
00:31:47.440 And it's like, no disrespect to the golden eggs out there.
00:31:50.780 But because you play a good, you play a part in this shit where you literally like help
00:31:56.520 us really realize we're the goose.
00:31:58.980 Like you really like copy off of us.
00:32:01.860 Sign me here, it's geese.
00:32:02.900 When you're talking, when you're talking plurally for goose, it's geese.
00:32:05.820 What we do and it's like, okay, you force us to stride to even, to do something even
00:32:11.280 more crazier than we did before, even more better.
00:32:14.520 So like you, you need the golden eggs sometimes to be the goose.
00:32:17.820 Because imagine if it was a bunch of just, imagine if it was all goose running around.
00:32:21.940 Yep.
00:32:22.700 Yeah.
00:32:23.040 It wouldn't make no sense.
00:32:24.160 And a lot of times you would actually lose on stuff.
00:32:26.780 If you, if you innovate something that didn't do well, right.
00:32:29.320 And nobody, nobody picked it up and continue doing it until, until it went well, maybe you
00:32:33.160 had lost something entirely.
00:32:34.820 And you can't really blame them.
00:32:36.780 Some people, you did like, I understand it.
00:32:39.300 People will need to survive.
00:32:40.340 People are part of this game and sometimes they do whatever they need to do to survive.
00:32:44.080 And I understand that.
00:32:45.220 And they're still a player of the game.
00:32:46.740 They're not like invalidated by it.
00:32:48.340 I just mean that I don't really relate to doing that.
00:32:50.700 And that's just what I am.
00:32:52.020 But I understand where it, where it comes from.
00:32:53.240 And I'm not going to hate on it too much, you know?
00:32:56.240 I got a goose down there, bro.
00:32:59.120 Crazy.
00:32:59.440 I don't know, bro, I see.
00:33:01.700 Yeah.
00:33:02.900 That's that.
00:33:03.560 Yeah, that's Sally the goose.
00:33:05.000 Well, I'm glad to talk to you guys, man.
00:33:06.280 It's, um, it's kind of, it's kind of late here.
00:33:08.480 I'm going to, um, I'm going to, I'm going to get, get some water and get started.
00:33:12.340 I feel like being famous is one continuous manic episode.
00:33:17.180 You, um, you was going to.
00:33:18.960 Okay, look.
00:33:20.280 Let me ask you guys a question.
00:33:21.820 How many of you guys wish you were famous in the chat?
00:33:23.600 Be honest, bro.
00:33:29.440 All right, so a lot of you are saying me, right?
00:33:33.500 Other times that I wish I wasn't famous, yes.
00:33:37.380 But then I remembered my life before I had what I had.
00:33:40.420 And I remembered that, you know, I wouldn't have been able to buy my parents a house or
00:33:46.400 new cars or take care of them.
00:33:48.460 And I'm here, bro, for a reason that just maybe, I don't know my, my, my, my reason yet.
00:33:53.780 Maybe, maybe some of you guys are inspired by what I do.
00:33:56.300 Maybe some of you guys are, maybe some of you guys like to, you know, you just, you,
00:34:00.800 you know, you watch me for entertainment and that's cool.
00:34:04.600 Um, by the way, guys, I was going crazy the past couple of weeks as I wasn't streaming.
00:34:09.200 Right?
00:34:09.760 So you guys are my fix.
00:34:11.220 So there's nothing wrong with saying that, oh, Aiden, like your streams are my fix.
00:34:14.440 I love you guys, bro.
00:34:15.540 You guys are literally my fix.
00:34:16.900 I literally look forward to streaming.
00:34:18.640 For example, like I did some shit, this, and I, and I was so motivated.
00:34:22.300 Like I was like, I was like, Pammy, like, should I stream tonight?
00:34:25.620 She was like, I think you should stream.
00:34:27.040 I, I, you know, like, I think you should stream.
00:34:28.380 I was like, yeah, I think I should stream too.
00:34:29.980 She was like, like, you, you, you just seem more alive when you're streaming.
00:34:33.420 Cause you guys are my fucking, my heart, bro.
00:34:36.640 So you're just a local TikToker, bro.
00:34:39.060 Calm down.
00:34:39.620 Cuff, you're a belly dancer, bro.
00:34:41.040 You're a belly dancer.
00:34:42.060 And Cuff, what did you do to that 16 year old?
00:34:44.100 Not actually.
00:34:45.260 I'm kidding.
00:34:45.800 I'm kidding.
00:34:46.140 I'm kidding.
00:34:46.460 No, he didn't.
00:34:47.300 Anyways.
00:34:47.640 No, but you know what I'm saying?
00:34:48.540 Like genuinely, you guys are a piece of me and, and I can't forget that.
00:34:51.700 Right?
00:34:51.920 And, and again, the last time I bring it up, I apologize to you guys for ever doing
00:34:56.020 that LA clout shit and not really caring about you guys and more focused on the views and
00:34:59.760 the money.
00:35:00.340 And now for me, bro, it's like, I'm back to my core and I'm back to like you guys.
00:35:05.320 And now you guys are going to see consistent, consistent, lengthy quality.
00:35:10.020 You know what I'm saying?
00:35:10.700 So that's everything.
00:35:12.860 Um, I don't understand if, you know, I feel like if you're a streamer and you genuinely
00:35:16.880 care about your community, you can't just do a one, two hour stream.
00:35:19.480 You need to be able to be able to do multiple hours.
00:35:22.380 That shit.
00:35:23.120 Oh, gaming's dry is an excuse, bro.
00:35:25.120 It's an excuse.
00:35:26.260 It's an excuse because gaming might be dry, but your community is not dry.
00:35:31.460 Your, your community is not dry, bro.
00:35:34.040 If you genuinely care about your community, you should be putting on hours for them.
00:35:37.740 They love you.
00:35:38.620 They love you, bro.
00:35:39.480 They look up to you.
00:35:40.160 They want to, they want to, why are you guys saying ironic, buddy?
00:35:42.720 Guys, my past, like three streams, like what the fuck?
00:35:49.480 Okay.
00:35:51.920 All right.
00:35:52.220 Maybe I haven't, fine.
00:35:53.380 Maybe I haven't gained, maybe you guys haven't gained the respect yet.
00:35:56.600 Let's see how consistent Aiden is for a month straight, right?
00:35:59.600 Uh, no, it's not.
00:36:00.780 There is nothing to stream.
00:36:02.280 Neon, that's what you think, bro.
00:36:03.380 You're hanging around people that all they say is, oh, there's nothing to stream.
00:36:06.820 If you hang out with a bunch of people that are saying, oh, there's nothing to stream,
00:36:09.320 there's nothing to stream, then of course you're going to say that too.
00:36:11.760 Neon, you need to find some new fucking friends if you think that, bro.
00:36:14.660 You do.
00:36:15.380 You have viewers that love you and watch you on a, they want to watch you, bro.
00:36:19.380 Like, you need to find your motivation and stream every day consistently like I found it.
00:36:23.440 And it'll, it'll happen.
00:36:24.700 You just have to surround yourself around people that love you and push you to be the
00:36:27.780 best you can possibly be.
00:36:29.200 For example, there's just no fucking excuse.
00:36:31.360 I get it.
00:36:31.940 Streaming is dry.
00:36:32.580 I understand streaming is dry.
00:36:34.360 Not streaming is dry, but gaming is dry.
00:36:36.020 Streaming itself is not dry.
00:36:37.500 If my, my volume died out again.
00:36:39.620 Bro, like if it ever came down to it, bro, you could start up anything.
00:36:42.960 You could do anything, bro.
00:36:44.720 Play a fuck.
00:36:45.340 Like, bro, I'm not giving you ideas.
00:36:47.240 You got to, it's got to come to you.
00:36:48.160 But like, bro, I've been reacting for two hours and I'm not bored at all.
00:36:52.040 I'm entertaining people right now, but you guys clearly aren't bored.
00:36:54.440 I love, like if you don't stream consistently, you're letting your people down.
00:36:58.500 You're letting your army down.
00:36:59.540 You're letting your fucking, your, your community, your family down.
00:37:02.200 That's how I look at it now.
00:37:03.720 And, um, I, I, I like, that's all I'm saying, bro.
00:37:07.720 That's all I'm saying.
00:37:08.680 That's all I'm saying, bro.
00:37:09.620 Bro, if you genuinely love and care about your community, one or two hour streams is
00:37:14.700 not it, bro.
00:37:15.420 You need to push and go for hire, right?
00:37:17.620 You need to, you need to, you need to just, you need to be on that level, bro.
00:37:20.560 You need to be streaming hours and hours and hours.
00:37:22.540 That's just how it is.
00:37:23.660 Every day.
00:37:24.180 They want, not every day.
00:37:25.240 Okay.
00:37:25.440 But you know, they want to see you.
00:37:27.200 Ironic.
00:37:27.580 Okay.
00:37:27.940 I'm going to shut the fuck up then, I guess.
00:37:29.300 Fuck it.
00:37:29.960 Take notes.
00:37:31.320 All right, bro.
00:37:32.900 Nice, man.
00:37:33.260 Nice meeting you too, bro.
00:37:34.840 Good meeting you, man.
00:37:35.380 Yeah.
00:37:36.120 Hopefully, see you soon.
00:37:37.380 Damn right, man.
00:37:38.120 All right.
00:37:38.360 See you later, bro.
00:37:38.820 See you later, man.
00:37:40.820 All right, Uzi, listen.
00:37:42.540 Now I got two.
00:37:44.140 So before, we got an ex in here.
00:37:46.180 I asked you about, there's two guys that love you.
00:37:49.240 So I'm going to add them in right now.
00:37:51.680 Is there advice?
00:37:52.260 You're right, guys.
00:37:52.820 Let me, let me, let me go a month of being consistent.
00:37:55.100 Let me go a month of being consistent.
00:37:56.460 And then I will fucking preach that same advice.