Adin Live - January 22, 2023


i failed you guys 😞


Episode Stats


Length

2 minutes

Words per minute

209.45946

Word count

527

Sentence count

41

Harmful content

Toxicity

2

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Hate speech

1

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Summary

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I messed up last night and let temptation take over. I m sorry for letting you guys down. I ve been working hard on my sobriety and I m proud of the progress I ve made. I hope you guys can forgive me.

Transcript

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00:00:00.000 What up guys, it's Aiden. By the tele video, I'm just going to get straight into it.
00:00:03.360 I let everyone down, bro. I'm honestly going to take a full accountability for it and I'm not
00:00:09.500 going to lie and cover stuff up and I'm going to let y'all know when I slip and I fail and I
00:00:13.540 basically let temptation take over. Last night, guys, I went out and I drank. I've been on this
00:00:22.400 journey where I haven't been having anything poison and toxic and I've been in the gym and
00:00:27.540 build my mind and everything around my life accordingly. I just feel horrible because I
00:00:35.640 know what I was doing was strictly temptation, bro. Alcohol is literally straight from the devil,
00:00:41.580 bro. We are not in a conscious space. You can't even drive normally when you have alcohol. You're
00:00:48.080 not supposed to be drinking alcohol. As human beings, we're not supposed to be taking an alcohol.
00:00:52.380 Honestly, bro, I'm not the type to, like I told you guys, cover it up and basically say,
00:00:57.000 oh, that wasn't me. I didn't do that. Like, no, I really messed up last night and I did it.
00:01:00.640 So I'm letting y'all know right now. I'm sorry for everyone that I let down. And now I can really,
00:01:05.940 really understand how, you know, how serious that is. You guys know I've been sobriety of
00:01:11.940 everything, you know, as of 2020, 2023, I've been no sex, no masturbation, you know, just clean,
00:01:19.540 raw diets, working out every day. I'm still going to the gym today. I haven't missed anything at the
00:01:24.880 gym. My body's been looking, like I said, I had a nice little transformation. I'm really happy.
00:01:29.020 I saw some results. You guys actually showed it to me. I'll pull up a little picture here. You guys
00:01:32.700 can see woke up with a raging headache and just horrible thoughts and literally just gloominess
00:01:37.800 and sadness, bro. I was just so sad. And I was texting people that I wouldn't have texted when I
00:01:42.660 would, you know, I was basically texting girls and I shouldn't be texting girls because I was 0.98
00:01:49.640 texting them because I was horny because I'm so celibate. I'm over 20 days celibate now.
00:01:55.060 So I'm ultra horny. You know, this is like where like, it's getting super duper hard.
00:02:00.480 That's ironic, right? But, but no, for real though, like I, you know, thank God I didn't,
00:02:06.120 I didn't, you know, nut, but you know, it's just, it's just crazy. The temptation is really trying
00:02:10.080 to take over, but I promise you guys I'm going to be better. And I'm going to make sure I give
00:02:14.340 myself a full cleanse. I'm going to go to the gym, sit in that sauna for at least 20 minutes
00:02:17.360 today and just sweat everything out and just, you know, still, still be on my grind, still 1.00
00:02:22.720 be on my shit. And I hope you guys can forgive me and, uh, see that, uh, that this will happen 0.96
00:02:26.960 again. I love you guys. I'm gonna stay true to myself. I'm always gonna stay true to you
00:02:29.580 guys. And, uh, yeah.