Adin Live - January 22, 2023i failed you guys 😞
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Summary
I messed up last night and let temptation take over. I m sorry for letting you guys down. I ve been working hard on my sobriety and I m proud of the progress I ve made. I hope you guys can forgive me.
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What up guys, it's Aiden. By the tele video, I'm just going to get straight into it.
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I let everyone down, bro. I'm honestly going to take a full accountability for it and I'm not
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going to lie and cover stuff up and I'm going to let y'all know when I slip and I fail and I
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basically let temptation take over. Last night, guys, I went out and I drank. I've been on this
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journey where I haven't been having anything poison and toxic and I've been in the gym and
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build my mind and everything around my life accordingly. I just feel horrible because I
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know what I was doing was strictly temptation, bro. Alcohol is literally straight from the devil,
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bro. We are not in a conscious space. You can't even drive normally when you have alcohol. You're
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not supposed to be drinking alcohol. As human beings, we're not supposed to be taking an alcohol.
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Honestly, bro, I'm not the type to, like I told you guys, cover it up and basically say,
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oh, that wasn't me. I didn't do that. Like, no, I really messed up last night and I did it.
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So I'm letting y'all know right now. I'm sorry for everyone that I let down. And now I can really,
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really understand how, you know, how serious that is. You guys know I've been sobriety of
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everything, you know, as of 2020, 2023, I've been no sex, no masturbation, you know, just clean,
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raw diets, working out every day. I'm still going to the gym today. I haven't missed anything at the
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gym. My body's been looking, like I said, I had a nice little transformation. I'm really happy.
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I saw some results. You guys actually showed it to me. I'll pull up a little picture here. You guys
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can see woke up with a raging headache and just horrible thoughts and literally just gloominess
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and sadness, bro. I was just so sad. And I was texting people that I wouldn't have texted when I
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would, you know, I was basically texting girls and I shouldn't be texting girls because I was
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texting them because I was horny because I'm so celibate. I'm over 20 days celibate now.
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So I'm ultra horny. You know, this is like where like, it's getting super duper hard.
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That's ironic, right? But, but no, for real though, like I, you know, thank God I didn't,
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I didn't, you know, nut, but you know, it's just, it's just crazy. The temptation is really trying
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to take over, but I promise you guys I'm going to be better. And I'm going to make sure I give
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myself a full cleanse. I'm going to go to the gym, sit in that sauna for at least 20 minutes
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today and just sweat everything out and just, you know, still, still be on my grind, still
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be on my shit. And I hope you guys can forgive me and, uh, see that, uh, that this will happen
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again. I love you guys. I'm gonna stay true to myself. I'm always gonna stay true to you