Adin Live - October 16, 2021quitting streaming 💔
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Summary
A short, simple, and easy video explaining why I don't know what to do anymore on streaming and what I want to do next. I love you guys and I appreciate all the love and support you all have shown me. I'm going to be reading the comments to see what you guys have to say.
Transcript
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Hey guys, first off, before we obviously get into the video, I don't want you to be alarmed by my
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eyes. No, I've not been crying. No, it's not because there's something wrong with me. I had
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laser eye surgery and it's just recovering. I pop a lot of blood vessels, so please don't pay any
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mind to that. By the way, that vlog will be up soon, but let's get into the title of the video.
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I'm going to make it very short, simple, and easy. I'm thinking about stopping streaming,
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and I'm going to explain why. I don't know what to do anymore on stream. I used to be able to go
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on stream and just have fun and have enjoyment out of it and stuff. I'm hoping I'm about to drop this
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GTA world. I'm hoping it succeeds, but if it doesn't, then I just don't know what's next.
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I just got tired of doing all these collaborations. I'm currently looking to get out of LA and I kind
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of just want to live my life and be happy. LA is very draining and very toxic and I don't want to
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be here and don't want to rely on other people to help make and better my content. Collaborations
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are cool and necessary to do, but I want to just do things on my own. I want to have my own path,
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my own legacy, and people know me for my own stuff. I'm going to be reading the comments
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throughout this entire video. I just want to see what everyone says. If you are being negative,
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which YouTube usually is not negative, I'll just skip it, but I'd rather just listen to positive
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people who genuinely love and care about me. I'm looking for advice. I'm lost. I'm lost.
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I just have no motivation, no idea what to stream. I just need advice and I just need
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help. I don't want streaming to feel like it's, you know, being forced. I want you guys to just
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see that I'm having fun. And I think the problem is that it's not really the numbers anymore, but the
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problem is that people make me feel bad about dropping numbers. I think that's a very big problem
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I have. It gets to me a lot just because I'm not getting 100K like I used to. It went down from
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150 to like 30, 40, like 30, 40-ish now. So it gets to me, but I love you guys no matter what
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happens. All right. I don't know what to do, but if I stop, just know that I love you guys.
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You're my family for life and you always put in this position to just be this big and powerful and
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feel good about myself. And I'll never, ever, ever forget that, that you guys literally