Adin Live - October 12, 2021The Next Chapter for Adin Ross
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Summary
Today was the most chillest, most least exciting birthday I ve ever had and I m here to talk about it. I m so damn happy to be 21 years old and a year ago today I would have never thought I d be in the position I m in today. I ve learned a lot in the past year and I can t thank you guys enough for everything you ve done for me.
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because i wasn't i wasn't liking streaming bro i didn't like it well how come i would come on
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streaming and all i see is my chat just spamming would get to my head but it doesn't get to me
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anymore it just doesn't feeling great bro i'm feeling good chat i'm not even gonna sit here
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live bro today's a good day today was the most chillest most least exciting birthday i've had
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of all time and i and i don't know if that means that i'm getting older i don't know if that means
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that i don't know bro like my quality the quality of life to me is just not the same i took a week
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off which is the greatest week off i've taken ever since i came up so so big i mean everyone that's
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been watching me as when i first moved to this fucking house you guys know that was the that
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was the most fucking uh that was the biggest break i've ever taken but i just want to say thank you
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guys for supporting me and uh you know what i mean showing so loving shit uh i'm 21 i'm 21 years old
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uh shit is crazy as fuck i did not think a year ago that i would make it this far you know um and
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i know a lot of people were here for my last birthday i had birthday 32 you're weird as fuck
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any hate today is getting banned fuck y'all it's all good bro you know i i really i needed this week
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break to understand that like you have to understand there's just people that want attention so i'm done
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giving the uh attention and energy to negativity you know i'm just done doing it and uh now i'm
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just going to show love to the who've been loving me the most i'm gonna tell you guys right now the
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best times of my life was when i was pulling 5 10k viewers 15 20k my viewers declined i don't care
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really you know this is still i can make a lot of i can make a living off of this money uh for these
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viewers and um anyone would you know die to be in this position that i'm in and again a year ago
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today i never thought i'd be in this position i'm in and i'm in love with streaming again i need
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that week bro because bro the the bar i set for myself and the standards that i set it was just
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like extremely tiring and uh i'm letting everyone know right now i mean i'm i'm probably most likely
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i mean you guys already know i've been talking about it i'm not really just all cap i'm moving
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out of this house right and i don't know if i want to continue to stay in la or go to miami i love
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i love miami i was there uh right after uh mexico for a little bit miami's an amazing spot bro the
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energy there is different the people are great the quality you know the it's just it's just amazing
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people um but listen bro last time i'm addressing it because i'm done addressing it bro the people
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that really care about my numbers more than me i pray that you pull a thousand viewers a hundred
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five hundred viewers i pray for you bro i really pray for you because then you can you can make a
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living off five hundred to a thousand viewers you know i pray for you bro keep grinding keep going
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but i have to because out of sake for my community because it's destroying it i can't reply to that
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i can't let's get all those little shits gone because yes chat i already know young boy's better
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than me and i already know i fell off but let's move the fuck on let's have a really good next 365
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fucking days when i'm 22 i'll be able to look back on this year and say am i happy because i'm
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gonna tell you right now a year ago i literally told myself i want to be more successful but it
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came with a lot of bullshit it came with a lot of little a lot of mental exhaustion and it came with
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a lot of stress related stuff um but i do want to say that that i learned a lot in the past year
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like i met a lot of people and i'm just letting you guys know right now like it's crazy like life
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life is crazy because guys in one year you a lot a lot of people don't even know who i was a year ago
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you know and uh a lot of people do know who i am now it's just crazy to me right it's just crazy
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yeah so look man i'm not look again with everything going on i'm not gonna talk about um the wizard
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shit i got the winner coming on he's coming literally coming tomorrow i'm gonna film it
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make it a video uh regardless of everything going on the wizard is giving me a little budget i'm putting
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a lot of my own money in this shit i want this kid to have a fucking hell of a fucking time here in
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la i'm gonna take him out fucking if he wants to drink get him drunk all that shit so
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you know i'm gonna take this kid out despite anything going on because he won the fucking
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thing so um but yeah bro i uh that's all i'm gonna say as of right now uh but i want to say
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though again i i love you guys man and thank you all for for literally changing my fucking life
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for real shit mods we do got to start cleaning up though this fucking chat i miss my chat bro i miss
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my amazing non-toxic chat so with that being said i need more mods i want to mod about five
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people so mods i need you to do me a job and look for people in my chat to clean because we got to
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clean this fucking chat if i if i end up staying in la i'm gonna go back to just doing the fucking
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normal shit that made me go viral and boost myself back up so but if i end up going to miami i'm gonna
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be a full-time gta and 2k and gaming streamer and i'm just gonna stream and do a couple shit with
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pammy we're gonna talk about it so it's one of the other bro it's one of the other i'm i'm doing i'm
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doing something bro i'm doing something but i'm gonna tell you guys right now man you guys remember
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how good quality those streams were and you know what it was bro it wasn't because it wasn't because
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yeah i was more popular but bro it's because i was happier like i genuinely love turning on my stream
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like today i was like yo i can't wait to go live i want to go live a couple hours ago but i had to go
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to get ices but if you really been rocking me for a minute you know bro you know that like yo that
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apartment the la apartment and the miami streams were just goaded and then after that it was just more
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kind of like pleasing another audience that wasn't even my audience because look at them now i'm not
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getting 100k every stream but look at them they're gone so they didn't really fuck with me they fuck
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with who i had on stream but they fuck with what i was doing on stream so this is why i kind of want
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to build my own legacy my own come up i really do bro i really do want don't want to be known as
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somebody that's just like yo he needs this and that and this 30 fucking case still a lot of fucking
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people and if i'm playing gta and it's very good role play i'm thinking i can get a 40 50 i don't know
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about you guys i think i'm thinking i can get back to some solid numbers but again i don't like
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looking at my numbers bro anymore and i needed this week i needed it thank god i had this fucking
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week off salary was like saying like bro you needed this you needed this everyone was texting my phone
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like yo you needed this break because i wasn't i wasn't liking streaming bro i didn't like it well how
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come i would come on streaming and all i see is my chat just spamming shit that would get to my head
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but it doesn't get to me anymore it just doesn't it doesn't get to me i'm so happy and i don't even
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know like how to express it to you guys without showing you if i saw if i saw one of you guys in
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person i met a kid at the mall and he was like yo i've been following you since 2k days with bandit
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and i just like i was like yo bro fuck everyone else in the room like this kid right here's been
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fucking me for a very long time i like this kid you know and and i was just like yo this kid
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really knows what the fuck is up this kid is this kid is my homie genuinely my homie you you've been
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in my streams for a very long time you've literally watched me go from this to that and it's crazy bro
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it's crazy and it just it's just to me bro it's i want to get into other things in this in this
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lifetime and i think guys i need to focus more on youtube and i'm gonna tell you why twitch is a
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pond but youtube is an ocean and i'm not shitting on twitch by the way but i feel like listen if i want
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to touch more people pause if i want to touch more people and get to more people's heads and and and
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you know show more people who the fuck aiden ross is i gotta i gotta go exploring bro and i gotta
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focus my mind on different shit so there's one of two options i can go down and i'm gonna take more
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time to think about it but daily streams are returning tomorrow i can go down the side where
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it's more about numbers popularity and numbers but it costs my mental health or i can go to the side
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where i'm happy still decent numbers very good numbers that anyone would you know kill and die for
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but i'm so appreciative still and i'm mentally happy and i'm not in la but that means you're gonna get
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an amazing quality aid in streams you're not gonna get two hour streams of you know some some
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crazy shit you know and i'm gonna tell you right now people that are saying happy you love me people
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that are saying go for the the quality and the structure and all that you don't care about me
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so you shouldn't be in my streams i'm trying to figure it out and there maybe is a way that i can
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tie it down and mix both we did it you guys know what i mean we did it we did it from april to like
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september september was my best month thanks to fucking celery and you know my my my my fucking
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my my hours grinded and shit in that month you know it was amazing bro it was amazing
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but i think chat would you guys move to la if you had the chance to move to la
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like i know a lot of you guys um why do you still have the waxing thing because bro you know i don't
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clean this fucking room you know i don't i'm telling you guys la is really good for your career but at
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the same time it's horrible for your mental health there's so many people in la that are lonely and
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happy and unhappy bro and it's not nothing on them it's just what is there to be here for what do you
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be in la for besides bettering your career at the cost of your bro there's so many creators chat that
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are depressed it's just really fucked up thank god i have a good fucking fucking group of friends around
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me and a girlfriend that genuinely loves and cares about me and for me not for money or cloud or any of
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that stuff thank god you know what i mean if i didn't have that bro i would really be down bad
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probably taking drugs i don't know i never actually used to take drugs as a fix though you know i've
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never really done that because i've seen i've lost a lot of people to drugs and i i don't like to go
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down that road but what i'm saying is it's just it's hard to envision you know a picture perfect life
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in la it's impossible it's like almost impossible bro it really is you got to either be doing something
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to get your mind occupied or you know it's it's very tough but listen man i've accomplished so
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much in this past year if i could really just look back in the year and just be like what the fuck
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it's just really what the fuck and i want to thank you know all of you guys for fucking with me real
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shit real fucking shit real shit bro uh but we need to give out some more mods so mods what should we do
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moderate views how do i get these new mods i need five moderators bro but you gotta clean this
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shot up see how we're like we gotta we gotta have only positivity bro i don't fuck with the
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negativity i don't fuck with it because if i'm having a bad day and i see a negative comment
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i'm gonna be upset but if i'm having a great day like this and i see a bunch of negative shit and be
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like it just matters about me why i want to come on and stream is because i want to either if i'm
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having a shitty day feel better or i want to fucking be happy and fucking love you guys up and
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we're gonna fucking tune in and get into some lit fucking entertaining ass shit you know what i
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mean so i'm very happy where i'm at bro i'm extremely happy where i'm at but now i just have to talk with
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my team and people around me like what do i want to do do i want to do this longer do i want to really
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go viral viral viral viral viral more at the cost of my mental health don't want to balance things do
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i want to just go you know to where i was a year ago like it just i gotta think to myself chat
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but i will i'm gonna come up with a solution where i can really just please the people who
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fuck with me and not the people who just are here for the viral moments your viral flunky they sort
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of five get that and yes today is my 21st birthday and and i'm very happy and uh again this is the
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most chill uh you change live you can even legally take a you can even legally take a shit next chapter
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gonna be crazy for you appreciate you seller that's love also we haven't posted on ig in a very
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long time i want to post the pic on my gram i and i think this is the best picture i've ever taken bro
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i'm not even joking this is the best pic i've ever fucking taken and you guys are gonna all agree
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with me i didn't take it obviously but like take it of me and and you guys are all gonna agree with
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me you guys know the deal i'm gonna fall back 10 people this time 10 people on instagram all right
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who uh who comment happy birthday you can spam as many times you want if i see your comment i'm
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following you back on ig my instagram is at the bottom right there and ross probably already
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following me and shit let me post this picture right now um but tell me how your guys day is
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but though bro and again the the uh the regular streams they all come back tomorrow i'm not gonna
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sit here and just like you know i just want to hold on i hear somebody coming in i think
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why don't i hear someone coming in i know i look good right here though chat i know i look good here
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i know i look good what should the caption be though chat i need help with the caption
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give me a caption give me a caption give me a caption give me a caption give me a caption
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no no no don't put happy birthday in the twitch chat give me a caption
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boom wait when we should do this yo who is that
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man i don't want to drink no fucking white claw
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you want a shotgun no i can't i don't think you can do that on twitch bro
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all right appreciate you just go get cups though i want to drink it out of a cup
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give me two cups so i can look cool like a two cup stack