Adin Live - February 13, 2021Why Stacey and I Broke Up...
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In this episode I talk about how my relationship with my girlfriend has affected me and how it s affected my life. I also talk about why I decided to go public with my relationship and how I feel about it.
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hey guys here are my socials you guys can follow me on all my social media platforms
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make sure you sub and put the thumbs up and also don't forget to
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I wasn't even trying to go live tonight but you know what I had to face it because I would
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have to face it anyway um appreciate everyone that's gifting and subbing and all that
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I really appreciate you guys a lot thank you for real um but uh let's let's get into it man
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let's talk about everything that's happening uh so um last night if you were my stream with that
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podcast you kind of already knew what the going on and shit right see wolfie thanks for the 25 bro
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again it's just really unnecessary guys I really fucking appreciate it though all the gifts and
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subs just fucking dope appreciate you guys so much man 28k off of all nodies fucking crazy love you
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guys man uh look man ah I'm I don't even know where to start let's just start when uh how I met
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this girl and all that shit right so you guys already I don't know like my come up story is
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kind of crazy one day I want to make a fucking movie about it bro because it's really just happened
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like so quick everything just happened so quick and fast and and um first of all I want to start
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by saying if you're talking any negativity towards her I'm mutual with her we're on very good terms so
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I'd really appreciate if you guys can respect me if you have some sort of respect for me
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just just just just just just please she's a very good person and I'm gonna get into everything okay
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um I made this relationship public to my audience I have to address everything but I have to
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you know what I mean I I that's if I if I didn't go public I would know you guys anything but I owe you
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guys this shit so I want to talk about it get through it and then not talk about it okay and if you
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have respect then you have respect you don't have respect then I'm gonna keep it a buck bro I know a lot
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of you guys are laughing I'm genuinely serious you should have been fucking swallowed you should
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have been a bull all right let me just chill bro I was just really mad because a lot of you guys
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were fucking after I made that tweet a lot of you guys were fucking like dm her and shit like to
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hurt herself and like do all this crazy shit and that's what got me really mad you know but let's
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just talk about the beginning all right so first off I met this girl off an app if you were at if you
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were there you know it's I met her off an app called monkey it's like chat roulette omega I used to do
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monkey streams on my twitch streams uh back in the day for content I met this girl off there right
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I met up with her in person we developed a relationship and whatnot whatever she literally
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watched me go from like 100 viewers to like what I'm averaging now and like she was the only one of
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the only people that never switched up and changed as to why like when I got it here my some of my
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friends and even family treat me differently from a year ago when I was averaging 100 200 viewers
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so yeah it's just fucking crazy she never switched up she always held it down she was very loyal
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very funny girl and um bro that shit was just awesome bro um but let's talk man I think I think
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I think me being the distance and her seeing me you know get this get this these numbers up and stuff
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and it started to change kind of a little bit of me I I'm like not really used to everything I'm kind
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of like new to this fucking big number shit I mean like let's be honest chat facts or no facts you
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didn't know who I was a year ago like I'm being honest nobody really knew who I was a year ago
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I came up really fast bro like it takes a long time these people do this shit for 10 20 years bro and
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like they really don't fucking know facts okay well some of you guys are gonna say that majority of
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you guys I'm gonna say 90% of you guys didn't know who I was a year ago you know what I mean I know
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some of you guys did I know that I know that but listen I honestly knew ever since I was 12 years
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old I was gonna make it in this industry I knew I was gonna do it I used to play games I used to
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commentate hours I was playing the games I knew I was gonna do it this is I I'm just not excited
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anymore it's it's I feel I feel inhumane and I feel soulless in a way I didn't sell my soul no weird
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shit like that but lately I've just been fucking drained bro and it affected my relationship with
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my girlfriend and it made me become a bad boyfriend to my girlfriend so um yeah bro like I I mean
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that's that's that's that's just really it like again if I'm coming from the start I know I'm all
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over the place start from like keep going from there to there to there basically bro like I just
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I genuinely like I genuinely just I lost my ways bro like I'm telling you guys I'm not I'm not the
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same Aiden you know what I mean when it comes to like maturity though I believe that I'm still here
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as a as a person you guys know that I haven't changed for the twitch views and all that shit
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but I start to question and doubt myself because of what happened and how things ended up because
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I'm still I still love this girl bro you guys know I do and uh it's just it's fucking insane um
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I didn't believe it feels just so like not real you know it's just crazy uh but it's official and uh
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anyone putting an L again you know you're you're you're a fake you're a fake supporter because you
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know how much of a good person she is but you know how much of a good fucking girlfriend she was to me
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you know that put the W Stacey in the chat and if you fucking have the audacity to message my
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girlfriend when we're both battling this shit and you're being negative and you and you have the
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audacity to say hurtful things to her and and me you you deserve to go to hell bro like genuinely you
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deserve to fucking like I gotta really be careful what I want to say I have so much emotions throughout
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my system but she did nothing wrong bro it was all me so be mad at me if you're gonna point fingers
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and shit do it to me not her you know um but nah bro I I uh if you're if you're one of those people
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that genuinely like are a troll you just make you make everything worse bro and I love you guys man
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I love all of you guys but the people that know when it's time to be serious I genuinely appreciate
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you guys you guys are a different type of fucking support group you know what I mean but look man
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I'm not gonna sit here and blame you guys this is my fault every I'm taking accountability for all
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this shit you know I'm being I'm manning up because at the end of the day bro this is my
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relationship with her it's really nobody's business bro and oh shit I gotta take this call
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okay nah nah I uh I uh a phase member was calling I'm not gonna say which one anyways yo listen I'm
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gonna tell you guys straight up I have really really big plans these next few months I'm all
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about my people I don't I don't care where you guys found me I met a couple months back that
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motherfuckers are brother to me snaggy brawny they're all brothers to me bro these motherfuckers
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have never changed I've never changed to them you guys know I've never changed I act like myself when
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I'm on 2k I got that song I was playing and you guys are ear raping me as I'm playing the fucking
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game raging it's the same Aiden bro I'm telling you guys right now I'm telling you guys right now
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I'm going to find a way to put all my people on even people who watch me I want to change their
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lives and that's all I've been wanting to do I've helped so many people grow from this SSB world shit
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it just makes me so fucking thrilled and excited bro and yeah me and snaggy and cuff we butt heads
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sometimes we might get into arguments and fights and shit it's part of being a brother bro real shit it's
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part of being a brother these motherfuckers are brothers to me all of them bro all of them are brothers to me
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and let me tell you guys right now I just got the phone with cuff and snaggy wait till you guys
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shoot what about it dude bro oh my god listen bro I'm gonna tell you right now if you think 2020 was
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my year 2021 is our year all right tell you guys right now I'm still gonna rep SSB out of respect for
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Stacey you know what I mean I love her bro and she's she's the best and uh you know what I mean like I
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just want you guys to know man like I'm never ever gonna change up I won't do it W you finally
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change your shirt you're a weird yo white guy you're weird as fuck bro shout out to white guy
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bro he's literally like the number one mod who never like changed you guys know how OG white guy is
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bro motherfuckers been watching we ever since had like 300 foreign viewers bro it's fucking crazy
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same with sync and corday and prod and all you guys bro for real all you guys man we'll gaze in Sam all
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you guys bro j money look man I uh genuinely though I love you guys man and uh everything
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happens for a reason what you know if it's meant to be it's meant to be you know and um yeah
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it's that bro I just um yo lord thanks for the five bro I appreciate you I here's my thing though bro
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I just want you guys to understand like I'm really new to this shit I'm very new to this shit
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so give me time to get used to all this okay my life is not the same I can't go to uh a rolling
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loud with me and my my boys from high school without you know being fucking recognized and I love it
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excel thanks for the 10 gifted when I started getting recognized the shit was in like July right
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but like it's different because I actually have anxiety when it comes to seeing you guys in person
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and and again it I love it bro I love it if I'm out with my family and stuff I love meeting you guys
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I love talking to you I love taking a picture but I'm new to it and I get anxiety and I still bro I
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see it all the time I act like I have doesn't matter how many viewers I have I've been like bro I don't
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know when you guys found me and shit Coda thanks for the five listen listen just listen listen just
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listen to this guys how many viewers did I have when you guys found me be honest bro everyone be honest
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be honest right now this leads to my next question be genuinely honest with me 300 2,000 1,000 tell me
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right now that I have not chat have I changed the way I act on stream be honest have I have I have I
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went under like be honest with me no motherfucker I'm eating and I won't change when I'm 40 years old
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I will still fry you motherfuckers I will still fucking bro yes you got uglier you're miles brown
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suck my dick and fuck you you're bald now all right bro I did that for you guys by the way I shaved my
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head for you guys I have perfect curls I fucking shaved my head for you guys bro I'm not gonna lie I
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haven't really eaten anything today have no energy this is gonna be a short stream we're gonna get
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to some RP hopefully but man I genuinely want you guys to know I've I've never I've never ever
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changed up on you guys and I've never ever changed up on my friends and um everyone eats everyone's
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been everyone eats spam W Stacey for me just put the W's man no negativity none of that okay
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all right and yeah bro on top of all this shit I suffer a health condition all this shit in which
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I really felt like I I had to go to the hospital earlier bro my stomach was so tight bro so tight
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fucking crazy um I and I think it has to do with anxiety and nerves partially so I gotta talk to
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cuff him because that motherfucking cuff him shit he could eat and eat and eat and not get a stomach
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kick you know what I mean so cuff him I'm gonna need you to help me out bro I know I locked the
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refrigerator and shit but you can't be mad at me you know what I mean like you gotta help me with
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some fucking stomach exercises or some shit now I know I have irritable bowel syndrome I know I do
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but it's something deeper than that bro I gotta repair my fucking uh microbiome or whatever the fuck
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it's called but nah bro preach y'all to get the sauce man I want to let you guys know man I love you
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guys so we're going crazy and Royce still has no teeth that's crazy you know what I mean so we're
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lit we are fucking lit I promise you guys right now this stream right now is dedicated to Stacy
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and yeah I'm still bald I know okay none of the bald jokes when I grow my hair back what's the new
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joke gonna be bro you got nothing to bash me for you got nothing to bash me for nah bro but uh I'm
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I'm really I fuck with Stacy champ glenn's a good five so if you care about me in some type of way
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I know you guys told me if you care about me in some type of way you will you will you will take
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what I'm saying into consideration and not bash the person who helped me get where I am today
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she's more than a friend she's in a way my twin flame you know so I don't know if you believe in
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that shit but but man come on all right I want you guys to have some fucking respect for me you
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care about me you genuinely care about these streams you care about my mental health please
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plastic teeth Royce let me tell you something you fucking little shit you need veneers too bitch
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anyways bro when I get back out to LA I'm hiring a personal trainer I'm getting a chef I'm gonna get
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some the healthiest of my I'm gonna be the healthiest motherfucker there is you know why
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because health is number one I want to fix this stomach problem bro I told you guys this year I
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want to fix my stomach problem I'm going out there bro I'm gonna get a trainer I'm gonna get all this
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shit bro okay all right and the grind won't stop we're gonna start the IRL channel we're gonna start
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that shit but I'm letting you guys know no no no I'm not I'm not making a uh I'm not making a
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fucking um I'm not I'm not joining phase I love phase I love the members all of them I'm close to
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all my all the phase guys I'm just not I'm not joining phase no no I gotta start my own shit you
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know why though because I gotta start my own shit to where you guys can be inspired type of way if I
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join phase that's like LeBron James I know I'm not LeBron that's like who's a chat what NBA player
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am I like that's like damn bro that's like I'm gonna get you know what I mean like what NBA player is
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that what NBA player am I like there we go the Alex Caruso the Mario Chalmers get the fuck out of
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here all right fuck it I'm whatever you guys think that's like me joining uh uh the fucking Lakers
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the Lakers already stacked right I gotta win a couple trips of my own team with that being said
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shnaggy cuff miles brawny fucking addy cannon fucking bro prime fucking shnagly who I'm missing
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celery stick we're gonna start our own shit bro we're gonna go crazy all right so Zayn how can I
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forget about Zayn party eats all right bro but um but nah bro it is what it is man it is what it is