Ali Dawah - August 05, 2020


ALI DAWAH & ADAM SALEH - HEART TO HEART FINALLY - BEAUTIFUL ENDING


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Jummah Kutbahaykah on what is the correct and correct way to deal with a private sin and making it public in the eyes of the Hasanah. Is it wrong to expose one's private sin?

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00:00:00.000 and i thought subhanallah what if this was your sister is are you gonna do that so i don't
00:00:04.300 specifically pick people i just say if there's the youth already lost and somebody's putting
00:00:08.780 out a video that's gonna make the situation worse or make the youngsters feel that's okay
00:00:12.880 i just sometimes you know in two of my videos last two videos of adam i said brothers this is
00:00:17.060 not a video to adam because i've already done that i can't be a parrot keep repeating the same
00:00:21.280 thing i said i'm talking to you guys sorry to cut you off but it's crazy so this person was
00:00:26.380 was sending you he was trying to invite you to this podcast and he's sending you pics of me
00:00:29.760 no no no no no no or something like that no no no adam i heard that he he is it true tell me i don't
00:00:34.800 know is it true that okay no no he didn't send it he didn't send it to me i heard that he's he did
00:00:40.320 this now yeah he's just my youtube channel he's done so much okay okay i'm i i don't know he invited
00:00:48.200 me to his podcast i might go i might not go when he invited me first look if i was evil i could have
00:00:52.880 say you know what there's a beef with them i'm looking for you shouldn't you shouldn't you shouldn't
00:00:56.860 go on this but you know what he's doing yeah i you know what you know he copies he copies whatever
00:01:02.000 like he's just an attention attention he wants attention he's literally he's trying to get you to
00:01:07.080 get back to us this guy's a to me he's an evil guy because i have so much stuff on him that i can
00:01:13.960 show but i never did you know i never said as slim i know something about him that i can see
00:01:18.580 we know so much about him he know he knew stuff and he had pictures of me and he posted it online
00:01:24.960 and even if he did post it of me and he showed it to the world of me in the club and kissing girls
00:01:30.300 and stuff i still wouldn't show what he has to the world you know because i feel like that would be
00:01:35.240 messed up with me to do that and allah will allah will punish me for that exactly exactly so let me
00:01:40.140 let me give something to you adam yeah so we have a brother who by the way i will need to speak to him
00:01:44.800 but from what you're telling me that he's took a private sin and made it public yeah if i was to
00:01:51.220 go and by the way these pictures and many stuff get sent to me and you know what i say to them i say
00:01:56.740 if this is a private sin done subhanallah i do private sins can you imagine someone recording me
00:02:03.920 doing a private sin and putting it out there now i do it because i say that's a private sin if i went
00:02:10.260 and picked up on those and i said hey look at adam i could have used that you know they were they
00:02:14.940 they were sent to me in 2016 2015 that's when that's when he he posted this picture and this
00:02:21.100 is why this is why i'm even willing to like come on a podcast with you because i do have at the end
00:02:26.640 of the day i do have love for you for the sake of allah as you say i do have love for you for the
00:02:30.220 sake of allah and i do see you as i still see you as a good guy even if like even if you try to do
00:02:36.320 even if you came at me whatever you didn't show my positives you didn't say you know what he's
00:02:40.700 doing is good but i did i did whatever i did in 2014 i just said you did because you had so many
00:02:45.820 people with you as i said and i would always get mistaken with um that's the point here is this
00:02:52.660 adam yeah i get confused people come to me you did that video i go what video i go that's not me
00:02:57.440 yeah so the thing is that when it comes to the private sin i could have used that in 2015 i was
00:03:02.760 getting sent stuff where i was like and i believe most of them the sharia says bro you know the
00:03:07.360 hasanah issue you know why i defended them because islamically when the sharia calls us to defend 0.72
00:03:13.000 someone i will defend the honor to the death of me and when the sharia called us to expose hasanah 0.81
00:03:18.460 we did that so some people came and said to me brother ali do you not regret defending them i said
00:03:22.700 no because at that very time there was no evidence it's the time to defend but when the sharia called for
00:03:27.660 the exposure we went full out with evidence now when it comes to those pictures i could have used
00:03:32.380 them and if i was to use pictures of your private deed my teachers would have destroyed me they would
00:03:38.360 have made me do a public repentance and they would have told me get the hell out of youtube because 0.72
00:03:42.760 it's a private sin that's been released and you are making exposing this private sin to the masses
00:03:48.360 i wallahi and i never even thought of that because we have guidelines we follow but when it comes to so
00:03:55.760 for example certain sins that certain people do in public i'm saying look put yourself in my shoe
00:04:01.400 for one minute put yourself in my shoe you can see you deal with the youth on a ground level basis
00:04:06.300 face to face somebody comes to you and goes brother i get homosexual tendencies one mother called me i
00:04:11.860 went to birmingham my son is says he's gay he's homosexual and he left the religion one girl comes 0.98
00:04:17.440 and says look for example this guy tricked me and slept one guy comes you've got the youth in front
00:04:22.220 of you and you're seeing stuff where you're like is this really happening and then sadly you have
00:04:27.160 certain people let's say fuzzy troop or other people who are coming and doing certain videos
00:04:31.220 put yourself in my shoe do you if if you love the the brothers and sisters what i'm stuck in the
00:04:38.160 middle i'm thinking look if i talk about it i'm going to be seen as oh you're chasing for clout if i don't
00:04:43.460 talk about it i'm doomed you know they say for example look in in the quran allah subhanahu wa ta'ala says
00:04:48.220 that the children of israel when allah told them not to fish in the sabbath yeah allah told them you are
00:04:53.080 not allowed to fish in the sabbath the scholars say they were divided into three groups yeah okay
00:04:57.760 there was the first group who didn't listen and they went and fished in the sabbath allah destroyed
00:05:02.680 them there was a second group who said look you know look we're listening to allah no fish fam i
00:05:06.960 no fish yeah and there was a third group the third group was people who saw it and were quiet
00:05:12.880 allah destroyed them too because if you're seeing someone getting punched in the face
00:05:17.080 and you're watching are you not a part of the sin so i'm saying like me personally look adam i
00:05:24.200 believe wallahi i don't believe you're i don't even believe you wake up and be like i know let
00:05:28.760 me cause some mental health problems for the youngsters there i know let me misguide people
00:05:32.080 you don't do that and i don't believe that that's not you all i'm saying is actually i'm stuck in the
00:05:37.700 middle i genuinely saw people who are beloved to me kill their self i'm saying i don't want that for
00:05:43.980 anyone so i'm thinking and i'm not saying you're doing that i'm saying i'm trying to advise the
00:05:48.300 youth and wallahi i just want the private life that's done my private life i'm a sinner adam you
00:05:53.620 don't know the sins i do brother you don't know maybe i am a worse person than you in the context
00:05:58.880 of like we're all our sinners we're all worse in our own ways you get it in the sight of allah
00:06:03.680 maybe you are more beloved to allah than me but i'm seeing aki in my videos wallahi i did never insult
00:06:09.440 you i never said the doors of jannah are closed wallahi i didn't even raise my voice at you
00:06:13.080 all i said was brother this is wrong maybe that shouldn't be done may allah bless you i'm your
00:06:17.540 fan i like certain videos wallahi i praise you so i'm saying aki if the problem is that i advise you
00:06:22.500 aki should i listen allah i'm not trying to be pious brother wallahi my name is ali dawa but it
00:06:27.540 means nothing yeah i'm saying aki should i listen to allah in his messenger and try my best to advise
00:06:32.900 people or should i be quiet yeah i mean i'll let me tell you something i understand like for everything
00:06:38.980 you say i i i believe you i feel like you you do sound genuine and stuff like you you said you're
00:06:43.100 in the middle like you know what to do but like i feel like just like like since adam made that
00:06:47.580 mistake right like i feel like a way if you wanted to come about and give advice like why not make a
00:06:51.820 video on just haram relationships itself instead of just targeting adam's like like you could like
00:06:56.620 since he made that you could have just talked about haram relationships and how it destroys people
00:07:00.060 itself instead of saying you know adam's you get me you understand what i'm trying to say
00:07:03.480 okay like the the thing is it's a topic you understand the topic of action i've done that
00:07:08.680 i've got a whole series called the reality show it's all about haram relationships yeah my marriage
00:07:12.360 documentary the first part it talks about my own haram relationship i was in a haram relationship
00:07:16.600 for five years i talk about the damages that caused how i overcame it and all that i talk about all
00:07:22.440 that could talk about my cousin's suicide i talk that generally but you need to understand slim look
00:07:27.140 you're a slim i believe you're a very good friend to adam by the way yeah i feel like you're a real
00:07:31.060 friend i'm so sorry after i saw that intervention video he is your man adam well i'm telling you
00:07:36.060 slim uh even me but if you see me flop him stick it on me because the thing is because no no no i'm
00:07:43.200 being real i'm being real because the thing is what you did was this he's my brother he is actually
00:07:47.100 he's more than a brother well like they say blood is thicker than water we say iman is thicker than
00:07:52.040 blood yeah because our brotherhood aki is islam it's not a matter of blood thing yeah um so what you
00:08:00.120 did uh slim was what was the following you came what you guys did i was like raw but if you guys
00:08:04.700 were hard on adam i'll be honest with you slim i have to stick on me man like you did it out of 0.99
00:08:09.300 love but you guys were like oh you're an idiot and look that is coming from a place of vibe you're 1.00
00:08:13.600 his boys i can't do that yeah i can't do that yeah yeah it's your boys it's your boys but i was 1.00
00:08:18.820 thinking in all of my videos yeah i never ever like for example stuck it on adam in a way like that and
00:08:25.120 i know you guys are brothers but i'm seeing to me when i was watching i was like yo man these guys are
00:08:29.120 mad these guys went in i was like bro i wouldn't even do that but that's because you're his brother
00:08:33.180 but i'm seeing from my point of view um brother slim and adam is that watch my videos please
00:08:39.260 wallahi not to one place i say to adam you doomed to hellfire you're finished what is this i don't 0.57
00:08:45.800 know adam in 10 years time he might be i might be misguided in five years time brother i don't know
00:08:51.060 where i'm gonna be so i don't want to come across as somebody in the dawah scene wallahi most people
00:08:56.760 don't watch the videos dina tokyo i do a video we praise her we did a video saying she was about
00:09:01.360 to take a hijab off we said sister dina you know what look may allah bless you you're keeping on we 0.95
00:09:05.200 encouraged her you know what she did you're not my husband why are you talking about me i'm like
00:09:09.280 subhanallah i'm thinking look like like we don't need a cookie don't give me nothing the main thing the
00:09:14.380 main thing is with me is like the fact that you you just acknowledge that like you know that we're
00:09:20.900 both pretty much equal and like you're no better than me and i'm no better than you and and and a
00:09:28.480 lot of respect for you not putting my private sins as this uh never this guy you know that's what i
00:09:33.700 noticed you never ever posted my private sins like what this guy did never this guy literally posted
00:09:38.120 on his twitter he posted in like a sly way like a sneaky way like saying like oh who is that and then
00:09:45.100 you know all it takes is one person to see a picture on twitter or something then that's it everyone
00:09:48.820 got it you know he's posted pictures of slim like like he took pictures of slim on the low naked
00:09:55.120 and he posted that on twitter like him naked in a hotel like this guy's just really really weird so
00:10:00.960 and i know you would never do something like that what you have only done was mention the stuff that
00:10:08.360 i've that was public which i understand but it's just i just wanted you to acknowledge that we're all
00:10:14.380 you know you're not better than no no no one of us and we're not better than you you know everyone
00:10:20.180 everyone here is is we're all we're all creatures well you know so we shouldn't be adam adam you know
00:10:27.740 when you guys done a video about hassanat thing did you guys think you're better than hassanat or
00:10:31.420 did you do it because you care that this guy took the muslims for a ride no no no i i do not think
00:10:36.720 i'm better than him and i don't think he's better than us but what i didn't like is the fact that he
00:10:41.600 he was stealing money he was you know he was you know to me when you're stealing when you're like
00:10:48.780 when you have a niqabi but you know when you're not really niqabi and stuff like that that's like 0.80
00:10:53.200 that's phony that's a man that's a man that's a phony that's nifak that's nifak that's munafik 0.85
00:10:59.420 you know what munafik is that's what it is also before i i want to apologize for
00:11:07.160 for calling you a phony you are not you are not phony i take back what i said when he said phony
00:11:12.200 i thought i thought i thought you meant i used my phone a lot i didn't know what he was talking
00:11:15.460 about i was like he's a phony he's like you're phony and i was thinking you know what i was i was 0.77
00:11:20.760 like my wife should call me that because i am a phony like i always i'm on my phone too much
00:11:24.080 i do feel like you and i'm uh and smile to jenna and and so many more people musa adnan
00:11:35.660 you guys are good people you guys are good people but i just this i guess it was just like
00:11:40.100 a personal thing to me i don't want you guys to always show in the negative and then when there's
00:11:43.820 something positive you guys are invisible no no no you know 100 look adam look like like i said
00:11:47.460 before bro look i think you got me confused with another another brother it's it happens i don't
00:11:51.360 blame you like people a lot of people they go bruv why are you i said bruv what are you talking about
00:11:55.940 bruv i don't that's not me yeah some people come here but i'm not look look look i'm not trying to
00:12:00.840 throw the brother under the bus all i'm saying is he's a passionate brother i believe he is
00:12:04.620 i'm gonna come to that i try not to mention his name if you've noticed for specific reasons
00:12:15.520 because look he's a brother that is he's he's he's still close to me in the context of i speak
00:12:21.200 to him every now and then i believe his intentions are more pure than mine i'll doubt my own self than
00:12:25.120 him he's passionate he just delivery is the wrong way that's why personally me may allah bless him
00:12:30.540 inshallah i don't want to talk bad about anybody i don't want because there's been stuff on twitter
00:12:35.780 of him i think like exactly exactly just shopping you're like ah like yeah so the thing is look one
00:12:39.640 of the reasons why i stopped working with a brother because you're asking me is because of this very
00:12:44.740 reason i don't look i don't like this approach of harshness because i was i was boycotted yeah i was
00:12:54.020 boycotted with by the brothers yeah did they do it out of evilness no but i'm a revert to islam man 0.96
00:13:00.440 imagine i'm revert to islam two three years these are the guys that i chill with these this this these
00:13:04.960 are the guys all i know yeah after something like that would be going on kind of you can say in the
00:13:10.300 context so the thing is what happened is they he was going in a mad one with a group of people who
00:13:18.060 celebrate the prophet's birthday yeah it's innovation and i said to him look man the attitude is not
00:13:22.640 right harshness insulting each other mocking is this from the prophet does the prophet do this
00:13:27.740 danny mocking people laughing etc no so i advised him he didn't listen i said brother i can't because
00:13:33.600 you're damaging the dawab you're making it and this is the reason why adam's going on a mad one with
00:13:38.300 me and it wasn't me like in the context of yes 100 you're right you're right i definitely mistake
00:13:43.320 mistaken you guys together yeah exactly so i've seen him a lot but but there's a reason every
00:13:49.460 time there's a reason this is why we have you and not him he would have been probably like screaming
00:13:53.200 and and and shouting because you're right i know exactly who you're talking about and how he is he
00:13:58.240 this dude like screams and shouts and like goes in like yeah the thing is the thing is yeah the
00:14:03.600 thing is look he's passionate but the um i think it was abdullabin abbas he said um
00:14:08.320 uh if i'm not mistaken yeah if i pronounce it right he said many people intend to do good but
00:14:16.180 they don't achieve it just because you have the passion and you want to do something you end up
00:14:21.500 flopping it so i know this brother he's passionate he's coming from a good place but your delivery if
00:14:26.640 you're screaming and shouting and you guys are finished or this that brother how do you want people
00:14:32.300 to if the prophet came and said to the quraish you're going to the fire okay and you know what 0.78
00:14:37.660 allah says this in the quran if you was harsh with them they would have run away from you 0.98
00:14:42.460 allah said this in the quran to the prophet and aisha the prophet's wife he said if the quran came 0.97
00:14:48.200 with um hellfire and heaven like punishment haram and oh no haram and halal yeah nobody would have 0.98
00:14:54.040 come to the religion so that's one of the reasons i stopped working with him because his his delivery 1.00
00:15:00.220 was damaging the dower i had to move away and say brother i don't agree so so you you were like
00:15:07.260 like to me it was it was like good cop bad cop like i seen you you were more like come on you always
00:15:13.620 speak calm he would be the one i all matter of fact yeah this all makes sense he was the one yeah
00:15:19.320 with the he he was the one that would run he was the one that would run and chase us yeah yeah he
00:15:24.360 would chase us even when the security is around he would chase us and try to grab us kind of
00:15:28.880 i swear to god i'm not even joking he would chase and run and try to one time i seen him chasing a car
00:15:34.420 and i'm like whoa what is he doing like he's coming up in a way i know as you said he's passionate
00:15:39.200 but but other people it's not going to come out passionate that that look that i have to agree with
00:15:44.240 you yeah like i have to agree with you because i have to be just he might be watching this and
00:15:49.000 thinking that i'm i'm not i have to be real it's not a good it's not a good look that's why
00:15:54.060 i personally said brother don't do this man because it it doesn't come across right so the
00:15:59.420 thing is i'm not perfect yeah and like i said before i believe his intentions are more better
00:16:03.540 than mine yeah but the delivery is not but that's the reason i stopped working with the brother
00:16:07.640 and since that look i speak to him every now and then but the thing is we for example the last i think
00:16:13.600 the last um video that we done with mufti meng do you know how happy we was wallahi when i saw that
00:16:19.460 video but why when we did the video mufti make and then you guys say something like oh wow we're
00:16:24.480 happy but when we're doing when we raised hundreds of thousands for yemen for fighting for our lives
00:16:30.280 when we've done you know charity tours when we've done this orphanage made in this made a school in
00:16:35.320 india you know got something with this you know so many places all over you guys are nowhere to be
00:16:40.740 found okay no what you don't tell the people like wow look you guys be like this you know guy
00:16:46.200 like because but when there's something that i do you you guys make it seem like oh wow like
00:16:50.940 you know what i'm saying but i understand i understand your perspective all i'm saying is
00:16:54.200 for the future if there's anything i would love to you can hit me up now we'll speak about it before
00:17:00.780 you know what i'm saying that um adam you know that's the reason why you know i was literally when
00:17:05.180 i was speaking to your ex-manager and that's is it that's easy what's it yeah yeah when i was speaking
00:17:10.720 to him i was saying brother please let's sit down with adam i don't want it black and you made a very 0.99
00:17:15.320 valid point i had no clue i had no clue yeah no no no look look look from your point of view i know
00:17:20.240 you're thinking who the hell are you brother like i hear you out like who are you the king's son
00:17:25.200 who the hell are you i'm saying look i'm a nobody and i'm telling you i'm not trying to be humble 0.93
00:17:30.020 i'm a no one i'm just saying my only concern is the youth that are so that well i i wish i can 0.94
00:17:38.180 explain to you they're so misguided that my that's my concern it's not because i'm anybody
00:17:42.600 one lie i'm nobody i'm an absolute no one you don't need to talk to me i'm a no one when you
00:17:47.220 when i when you spoke to mufti man you know why i was so happy because i said to myself after this
00:17:53.260 i swear to god if they kids came and said to me that adam has done this i said brother wallahi
00:17:59.160 mufti man is a brilliant because they love him i saw the exam where slim was i was like yo like the
00:18:05.600 way he was acting because you guys take from i thought our our style is not working here it's not
00:18:10.860 working here so that's why when you guys did that i was so happy because that's a place that
00:18:15.780 you can take from and i wanted to meet in person for that reason adam wallahi i'm a nobody you don't
00:18:20.720 need to meet me i'm not saying yeah we know you now i'm obviously you know i'm glad we know you
00:18:25.180 because you do do it is good to do that one what you do like with this the corner you know speaking
00:18:30.000 in the corner yes i'm what you do i like what you do it's just it came as you said it's a miscommunication
00:18:36.980 misunderstanding and from the start it was like a group like a few of you guys that had the doubt
00:18:42.620 word the name dawah and your names and i would get confused and stuff yeah but definitely i'm um
00:18:47.480 i would love i would love to like in the future like and we can meet up meet up and we could talk
00:18:54.620 about it more and definitely maybe even do something for the youth because i do do one every every year
00:19:00.420 me and slim we always want to do something for the youth for for the muslims around the world we
00:19:04.140 always want to we always want to make a statement and and guide them the right way you know there is
00:19:08.900 sometimes there's a big mess up or something happens or there's a mistake goes out and we learn from
00:19:14.540 it but we still want to do good we still know you can you can't aki the thing is you know when
00:19:18.840 this thing came up about like you know what happened yeah on the tiktok yeah the people aki if i
00:19:23.800 was if i was asking i was looking well like if there's anything that i should jump on it was this
00:19:27.980 people were sending me i said brother leave me alone aki i said leave me alone because at the end of
00:19:32.800 the day they would watch you i said i don't want to watch it why are you forcing are you okay
00:19:36.120 you know why though yes i know why you know why because they wouldn't send it to anybody else
00:19:42.120 yes exactly they wouldn't send it to you yes you know why because people yes they want ill intentions
00:19:47.900 i said brother wallahi to me it's i don't want to because i'm not there looking for it i've done my
00:19:54.240 there's a certain point till you can carry on carry on i can't be a parrot in the context the only
00:20:00.280 thing is the private life uh aki wallahi there's people who don't like you they they want to see
00:20:06.100 you fall they what they are dying they literally got binoculars and wallahi i'm not one of them i
00:20:11.260 am not one of them i promise you adam adam i'm telling you adam i'm telling you wallahi there's
00:20:16.680 people that are looking like with a binoculars anyhow brother wallahi don't give them that
00:20:22.480 your private life look whatever it is actually look you have your own struggles i have my own
00:20:26.520 struggles we all do my private life you don't know i bro i might be doing some mad stuff yeah
00:20:32.080 i'm not saying i do but i'm saying i might be but no one knows because it's between me and my lord
00:20:37.340 oh allah forgive me that's why abu bakr said when people come and praise you say may allah forgive me
00:20:43.540 for what you do not know about me and may allah make me better than what you think of me because
00:20:47.680 you don't know me you only think this of me of mercy of allah adam wallahi don't ever let anybody
00:20:53.180 make you feel that you are a corrupt going hell wallahi these people anybody that says to somebody
00:21:00.980 you're going to the fire there's even a narration about somebody who said to someone you're never 0.95
00:21:05.040 going to be forgiven allah forgave that person and through the person who said you're not going
00:21:08.760 to be forgiven to the hell fire so akhi wallahi i never think i'm better than you don't let people
00:21:14.800 take advantage of you you know what really annoys me when i get sad sometimes you know what it is
00:21:18.680 because when a public sin happens a private sin is made public of any individual i get upset because
00:21:24.460 you know why because i'm going to have no choice but to advise people and i'm like i don't want to
00:21:30.300 do that because it friction and i'm like man why did you do this to yourself in the context of
00:21:35.800 these guys are going to take opportunity your enemies are going to jump on it people are looking
00:21:39.880 for your downfall and people come to me and i say brother don't not one time i called adam
00:21:45.580 in private or in public a name this guy's a dajjal this guy's antichrist this guy's evil no he sins
00:21:54.060 we sin yes there's mistakes he makes but adam i believe that's not you so akhi wallahi don't let
00:22:00.840 people take opportunity to take you for a ride and do your best wallahi you and slim together you got
00:22:05.980 a beautiful brother here slim wallahi that is a friend when i saw the intervention video bro i was
00:22:10.580 jealous i was like i got mohammed hijab yeah and he might do some mma wrestling on me yeah he's a man 0.52
00:22:15.880 yeah yeah like mohammed hijab mashallah when we went to when we went to confront the far right
00:22:20.120 yeah the guy was down to ride you saw him yeah i'm ready to fight i'm ready to die i was even scared
00:22:25.740 i was like yo this guy's crazy yeah okay so the thing is you see it when he was there with his gum
00:22:30.620 shield yeah because when we went in there but they surrounded us he's a friend when i make a mistake
00:22:35.700 he calls me out your brother you know you can't do that he he tells me ali and the reason we're
00:22:41.760 doing this akhi because at the end of the day we want the best for each other if i see slim slipping
00:22:47.020 if adam sees slim slipping adam's gonna come and stick you on him why because you care about him
00:22:52.140 do you get it so the only difference between what slim and i did was like same thing he had a concern
00:22:58.120 about his friend and i know from your point of view adam that he's a friend and you can trust him
00:23:02.780 me you don't know me you think this guy doing it for client or money i don't blame you for that i'm
00:23:06.740 so sorry if it came across like the akhi wallahi the first three videos i did i did not make one p
00:23:12.080 i'm not here for the money i definitely i definitely know i understand right now and 100 i
00:23:17.000 it's as you said it's a misunderstanding a miscommunication and i just really hope now
00:23:23.080 we can you know you know instead of doing this creating this gap with the community now we can
00:23:28.580 you know we can think of some stuff that we can do to you know to to better the community you know
00:23:33.960 i'm saying wherever it is it could be in america it could be in in uk you know there's definitely a
00:23:38.740 lot even i like the group that you're with right now to smile to jenna i've been watching smile to
00:23:43.500 jenna's videos from like a long long time ago uh musa adnan you know he's good he's getting excited
00:23:49.200 i like my job too he's good he's good i like smile to jenna smile to jenna i've been i remember
00:23:55.360 him from a long time ago i've been watching his videos from a long time ago he's getting guests
00:23:58.700 so so now i've seen him make a video of uh of me and then i watched it you know it was good but i
00:24:05.360 like the little you guys are coming like a group together and giving good i like that a lot and
00:24:10.140 that's why i feel like we should do the podcast and talk and just finally get to talk you know
00:24:15.000 because i'm happy we finally did this honestly yeah it's been like over six years like i had
00:24:20.620 this wrong impression of you this whole time like honestly like yeah yeah i'm speaking with you like
00:24:25.480 i can see that you are a genuine brother like you know and i have a lot of respect and a lot of love
00:24:29.040 for you inshallah i am look like i said before yeah adam what you can do from now on look look
00:24:33.700 i'll tell you something i am i am willing to take all the videos down about you all of them i'll take
00:24:40.880 all of them down don't ever think the only reason i did that i keep because i thought
00:24:44.820 if some youngsters maybe come across the video and think that's okay at least they can see a video
00:24:49.640 that i'm just giving a nasir to the person that's watching aki wallahi and i am a nobody
00:24:54.980 i don't want you to delete none i don't want you to delete none of the videos i want you to keep
00:24:59.760 that matter of fact because if anyone watches it they can as long as they when i'm pretty sure
00:25:04.980 they're going to see this podcast and they're going to see that it's all like made up and they
00:25:09.080 can learn from from it you know you know definitely i don't know go back and watch it and i want to
00:25:12.340 learn from it too so same same i'm definitely going to try my best and and become look i didn't
00:25:18.320 know like like the thing yeah what's up so sorry sorry forgive me forgive me adam you know what it
00:25:21.840 is yeah look you know your private life yeah aki yeah don't show it to anybody yeah i know this
00:25:28.420 people okay yeah yeah aki wallahi believe me we are all sinners but don't ever look at us and think
00:25:32.940 we got dawah in our name what you wallahi we might be you know what's the difference we just hide our
00:25:38.060 private sin but i don't want no one to know about that that's peak if people see it bruv there's
00:25:42.760 no ali dawah bruv that's ali ali refuted yeah okay yeah so the thing is aki wallahi the reason i said
00:25:49.700 i'll take those videos down because i don't want them to be up if subhanallah positive changes yeah
00:25:55.500 it doesn't need to but if you're seeing for the the the timeline of what's happened that's up to you
00:25:59.900 anytime you change your mind i think just keep it no i think there's no need to delete it okay no problem
00:26:03.440 anytime you change your mind and you say ali take it down brother just tell me it doesn't need to be
00:26:08.180 there i think just keep it just keep it but but i'm just saying i'm just glad to know as of now like
00:26:13.100 it's it's all love and i want i want people to see that like me and you we spoke and and we got to
00:26:20.820 like you know we got we want to plan on seeing each other and definitely doing something we should
00:26:24.540 definitely do something when we come to the uk yeah we should definitely pull up
00:26:27.760 yeah yeah no definitely aki wallahi it'll be it'll be an honor to have you guys i'll bring
00:26:36.960 muhammad hijab like us brothers and wallahi like i said before i if i've come across a certain way
00:26:42.400 wallahi forgive me but genuinely if you watch my videos wallahi i i i never ever said you know
00:26:48.020 doors are closed aki i fear for allah subhanallah can you imagine i see two doors of jannah closed
00:26:52.800 and allah closes on me and anyone that's watching this video if you've backbited adam
00:26:58.740 he's a dajal he's this wallahi this is arrogance it's satan you know iblis you know when allah 0.85
00:27:05.660 says we ask the angels to prostrate and all of them prostrated except iblis iblis is made out of
00:27:10.480 smokeless fire he's not an angel he reached the ranks of the angels why do you know iblis used to
00:27:15.800 worship allah everywhere yeah do you know he was the most knowledgeable yeah he worshiped them but
00:27:20.820 his his his arrogance and his envy envy his envy is what made him different exactly so me bro when
00:27:28.960 i look at some of the people i know their advice is not genuine you're chatting nonsense because for
00:27:33.640 you to attack adam and call him names and dajal how dajal a kafir how the hell are you equating adam
00:27:40.260 adam is one billion times i wouldn't be there's no comparison so the thing is to call names you need
00:27:46.340 to fear allah because if somebody is having when i had mental like i was going through some issues
00:27:50.520 bro the last thing i want to hear is people calling me dajal calling me this and this and this and this
00:27:54.600 yeah it doesn't help so the thing is fear allah subhanahu wa ta'ala there are people who take their
00:27:59.980 lives yeah may allah protect us all so you're actually bullying if somebody takes their life
00:28:05.060 because of the words that you're uttering and you're not seeing it because you care you're seeing
00:28:09.660 it because you want to see his downfall yeah that's what you want to do and a lot of people wants
00:28:13.100 to see your downfall adam yeah people want to see you finish so don't give them the aki and
00:28:19.660 honestly i didn't know i needed this from you coming from you it's making me yeah it's hard
00:28:25.840 to say but making me feel better and making me feel more like i can like with my mental health
00:28:30.360 honestly like honestly what you just said yeah make me feel much much better in my mental health i
00:28:34.040 would definitely not let them you've got to me yeah yeah okay you've got so much potential a lot of
00:28:39.260 people pray they pray on your downfall they want you it's hard sometimes when you see so much
00:28:43.840 so much stuff like messages of people just telling you this so you're going to hell you're not muslim
00:28:48.640 this and that sometimes it pushes you away makes you feel like like it just get so angry and just
00:28:53.540 lose it you know but i would never want that to happen i have slim i just said my brother who
00:28:57.820 helps me out a lot he helps me out a lot he he keeps me he keeps me you know sane he keeps me
00:29:04.220 saying most definitely and seeing you and and brother mohammed hijab smile to jenna you guys
00:29:08.980 you know killing it and coming together i love that a lot it reminds me of me and slim so
00:29:13.480 keep that up we definitely want you guys to keep that up and we should definitely meet up definitely
00:29:18.520 meet up in the uk you know we don't have no um no grizzly bear with us you know in the uk we're free
00:29:24.120 so definitely free um yeah in the uk where where we can go and do whatever where you live in uk
00:29:32.320 london or yeah london london wherever you like i'll come wherever like where london was south north
00:29:37.820 what are you gonna come to my house bro nigeria enfield enfield enfield no what's that east west
00:29:46.020 north north northeast north northeast okay i just go by like northwest because some people always
00:29:53.120 tell me go south yeah and we always stay north so it's like yeah i don't know the areas like that
00:29:57.540 but okay but yeah definitely yeah we should when we definitely go there we should definitely do
00:30:01.080 something together like think of something that we can do to make an impact you know
00:30:04.860 i feel like me you slim smile to jenna and everyone we could definitely do something yeah to
00:30:10.860 definitely make a big impact for the muslim community we probably don't know the idea yet
00:30:14.820 but we can definitely think of something no it is look look i'll be honest here sometimes i get
00:30:20.220 like um i'm an over thinker i think a lot yeah sometimes i get anxiety so you have positives and
00:30:24.700 negatives to that sometimes i'm an over thinker i get like you know mental health i have that but
00:30:28.680 the positive side is i can be a bit creative i can send like between we can just share we can say
00:30:32.660 look brother ali i'm brother adam you know this idea why don't you try this out in new york yeah
00:30:37.340 bro go out like it's just the idea i can say slim bro there's this idea just try it you get what i'm
00:30:42.780 trying to say it's it's we work together like there's certain people i contacted before and i
00:30:47.100 said brother look you've got a massive platform look if you want and this brother was doing
00:30:51.300 certain videos uh attacking those who are attacking islam i said bro i'll equip we'll equip you with
00:30:56.180 the knowledge yeah if you want to refuse someone come and tell us we'll send you bang bang bang bang
00:30:59.200 go for it yeah we just be in the back i don't want no credit don't mention my name nothing as long
00:31:04.660 as it's defending the kalam of allah we're at your service if you come and say to me ali i'm doing this
00:31:09.640 brother what do you need boom okay let me prepare that for you i'll send it don't give me credit
00:31:12.860 don't mention me because your platform is so powerful i was watching your videos these five
00:31:17.500 top videos bro they're mad i was thinking you you are adam dower bro i'm so sorry i have to say that
00:31:23.060 you you're adam dower you're adam dower i'm so sorry look look seven miracles seven miracles of
00:31:30.840 allah bro come on come on and then your quran in public the guy the homeless guy was crying 0.95
00:31:36.440 that homeless guy remember that homeless guy that homeless guy was like bro i've been homeless
00:31:42.160 and positivity bro i don't even know if that guy accepted islam when he was praying and that black
00:31:47.540 lady came to um i forgot his name i think it was sheikh his name was sheikh when he came to him and
00:31:52.680 he said to him oh you know man she started crying i never knew allah would i'll be the last person to
00:31:58.000 accept islam bro i was like bro this guy is a machine the stuff that he was doing i was like bro this 0.76
00:32:03.660 guy is on the potential this guy has is and and 16 million views bro do you know how many people
00:32:10.460 i can definitely still do like like even at the time i was doing a mixture of videos like that and
00:32:17.120 videos like you know comedy videos of my family and i still do it but the thing is i do much less
00:32:22.840 right now because i feel like there's so much that i already i feel like i did everything you know
00:32:27.140 yeah so if there's anything if there's anything else that i feel like that you feel like that we
00:32:31.240 can do yes you know a video to give dawah that would fit for me and slim let us know too you know
00:32:36.740 no definitely i mean definitely you have your own style definitely look muhammad hijab has his style
00:32:41.900 you know how boring the dawah would be if it was all the same zishan smile to jannah he has his own 0.91
00:32:47.080 style muhammad hijab has his own style i have my own style bro we don't need to be the same and i'm not 0.94
00:32:52.680 saying oh your video should be dawah yeah actually the only thing is people who are looking for your
00:32:57.960 mistake the private sin close that door and after that bro you your vlogs you're doing bro what you're
00:33:04.040 doing no one can say it's haram you're doing a vlog and you're doing a vlog you know what i'm trying
00:33:07.420 to say so i don't want you to feel like we're telling you bro you know dude that you don't need
00:33:11.320 to you don't need to that's not you you're doing your vlogs you're doing your thing every now and
00:33:15.180 then if you want to do a video aki you've got potential wallahi it's amazing and i wanted to say
00:33:20.560 that to you i didn't even want to start this video and talk about that i wanted to speak about
00:33:24.480 the stuff that i love about you you get i was because that is and i didn't get a chance to do
00:33:29.240 that i'm sorry if if i came across as i'm only picking your fault i genuinely didn't want to do
00:33:34.820 i accept the apology i forgive you and as i said i'm sorry also for the names that i called you i was
00:33:42.000 truly just so mad because everyone my own friends were going crazy i mean in my head all i was thinking
00:33:46.220 about you know because people mentioning you so that you're you were all over my comments people
00:33:51.100 saying this and that but um yeah i apologize for that also i am deeply deeply sorry and i really hope
00:33:57.820 inshallah everything from now becomes positive and i would definitely close the door of you know
00:34:03.480 of sitting in public and try my best to close that so no one would would you know come at me and say oh
00:34:08.940 this had i'm this had i'm and try to you know pray for my downfall so definitely i would learn from it
00:34:12.880 and as i said i'm so glad you're here in this podcast you're definitely what you're saying
00:34:18.980 right now is definitely helping me and i didn't know that it's also gonna help a lot of people
00:34:22.440 too that's what's good about i'm happy like we all came together as brothers you know and like
00:34:26.000 just talked it out man like it made this honestly made me realize like wow like miscommunication is
00:34:30.980 really really a big thing because i mean voila after hearing everything you said today i have
00:34:35.220 immense love for you brother well i really do especially hearing about your like you being a reaver
00:34:39.880 and you won't have to sneak around praying and stuff like it honestly like gave me like so much
00:34:44.280 more love and respect for you you know what i mean so i'll accept it so and everything so like
00:34:48.940 and in the future future wise like you know we're always we're just one message away so if you ever
00:34:53.420 want to reach out to us you can just hit us up you know what i mean if you want to advise us
00:34:56.580 i'm gonna follow you on instagram i know people get me confused
00:34:59.980 definitely i'm uh hit me up on the gram yeah yeah no i'm on the gram whatever definitely
00:35:04.880 and why are people you know why everyone keeps saying when is your marriage documentary coming
00:35:09.980 out
00:35:10.180 out of the whole world i never fought in a million years adam tyler is going to ask me
00:35:20.000 when my marriage documentary is coming out yeah this is it got me it got me curious i'm like what
00:35:25.180 are you talking like yeah everyone's telling me yeah it's basically my search for marriage so i
00:35:28.960 documented it so the struggles that i went through because i well tested me with marriage very badly man
00:35:32.980 take you well take your time with it don't let no one rush you you know i'm just i'm just five
00:35:36.040 years late that's it it's not my it's nearly five years but there's there's a reason behind it yeah
00:35:42.280 but i i inshallah i want people to benefit because it's my struggles with my haram relationship to
00:35:46.980 coming out from there to islam to trying to get married and getting problems rejections oh you're
00:35:52.320 not from our country you're not from here you know and and it's so hard because as a new reaver
00:35:57.220 when you come from that lifestyle coming and for five six years bro i'm a human being i'm trying
00:36:02.100 to get married yeah i need a woman in my life yeah and hardship and hardship and sometimes i do uber
00:36:08.160 and i pick up girls that are dressed very inappropriately and it's it's i even put a dashcam
00:36:13.500 because i thought what if somebody accuses me of some mad stuff yeah and i put it because it scares me
00:36:17.900 you know and and and i put that because it was so hard you're getting these girls getting in your car 1.00
00:36:21.760 and you're trying to earn a living and it was such a cash 22 allah tested me but alhamdulillah i'm happily
00:36:26.820 married uh so like and that's amazing honestly no we're excited to see that i really hope you
00:36:32.660 yeah do release that uh marriage documentary real soon no matter if it's a year or two from now but
00:36:38.220 definitely you should inshallah you should release it sometime soon inshallah um hit us up whenever
00:36:43.720 if you're ever in new york america we definitely want to start something you know positive yeah
00:36:49.480 definitely definitely we're planning we're planning on setting up like what i'm wearing now because
00:36:52.560 our organization called salam it stands for sharing affection love and mercy salam uh that's
00:36:57.480 what um yeah and we plan on starting a team in new york um yeah we've got a brother there brother
00:37:04.480 sq maybe you know we're talking we've got a few people there inshallah uh we might start something 0.90
00:37:08.980 on the ground because i came to times square when muhammad had his debate with that uh scumbag sorry 0.97
00:37:14.480 david wood yeah um and he got destroyed yeah hijab slapped his face yeah but he rinsed him out yeah 0.95
00:37:22.900 yeah yeah remember this who remembers this anyways i've got five minutes let me realize i'm done with
00:37:28.580 this guy do you remember that for the debate watch it that was the best bit yeah so yeah so yeah time
00:37:37.220 square is it's amazing and it's a very good sport to give that with the black israelites are there and
00:37:41.620 stuff like that so we plan on setting up inshallah if we come it'll be more than welcome oh yeah
00:37:45.860 yeah definitely in top square yeah they go hard those people those israelites like we go harder 1.00
00:37:50.620 we'll go harder yeah but they go they go kind of they're kind of crazy 0.69
00:37:55.460 they start talking about stabbing people and like guns and yeah yeah oh that's oh that's amazing
00:38:03.800 yeah be careful with them they so many times really even when we walk and we look like middle 0.69
00:38:10.740 eastern they like call us out and then they want to trigger us but i'm pretty sure you guys can
00:38:15.960 handle it properly with you know with the right people but definitely i'm uh yeah next time we meet
00:38:21.220 inshallah hopefully in person either in america or in the uk uh ali dawa honestly thank you for your
00:38:25.860 time for for being here on the podcast no thank you it's a pleasure i'm pretty sure we can stay here
00:38:30.540 talking for much longer but till new beginnings inshallah inshallah and tell them uh zishan
00:38:36.960 tell them salam salam to tell you guys i wasn't hiding behind the camera i just wasn't invited
00:38:45.180 i love your videos my man i love your videos keep it up
00:38:48.940 wow man i'm happy we got this done man i'm happy we got this done uh thank you ali for your time
00:38:57.880 honestly uh you got you got a brother in us now anytime you could reach out to us any single
00:39:03.580 time definitely definitely may allah bless you guys once again i apologize if i came across any way
00:39:07.820 and i hurt you allah that wasn't my intention same thing with us same thing with us slim your 0.58
00:39:11.960 thank you slim is there any is there any advice that you can give me quickly is there anything that
00:39:16.260 you would like me to maybe change work on please well like anytime not even if you can't think of
00:39:23.080 it now message me brother ali you know other than i just think i just think just be more no no i
00:39:28.080 think you do it properly just be calm that's it just just calmly yeah just be super composed you
00:39:32.960 know composed that's all yeah just so you can be ready for the for the black israelites in in new
00:39:39.400 york you know that's it
00:39:40.260 anyways yeah that's all thank you so much appreciate you man
00:39:47.520 tuesday tuesday yeah yeah cool okay oh yeah i'm gonna stop the recording right now okay
00:39:55.720 i'm not all right cool i'm gonna stop the recording from here all right so