Ali Dawah - December 18, 2019


FRIEND SHOT DEAD IM ON RUN - REAL STORY


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26 minutes

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8

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53

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In this episode, we speak to a young brother who got in contact with me about his involvement with gangs and drugs. In this episode we hear his story, why he got involved with it, how he got into it and why he decided to run away from it.

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00:00:00.000 As-salamu alaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh
00:00:05.440 Brothers and sisters and dear friends
00:00:06.660 Hope you guys are well inshallah
00:00:07.540 Welcome to this specific show
00:00:10.520 Where we're going to be inshallah
00:00:11.320 Talking to a brother
00:00:12.500 A young brother who got in contact with me
00:00:14.920 I've spoken to his family
00:00:16.060 I've spoken to his mum
00:00:17.280 I've spoken to his auntie as well
00:00:20.000 And we're going to inshallah hear his story
00:00:22.340 The stuff that he was involved with
00:00:25.480 How he wanted to get out of it
00:00:28.560 Why, what's happened
00:00:30.140 All of that kind of stuff is worth inshallah
00:00:31.600 And why he had to run to Birmingham
00:00:33.980 And now inshallah he is planning
00:00:36.800 Obviously we can't disclose his next actions
00:00:40.240 What he wants to do for his safety
00:00:41.560 But as-salamu alaykum
00:00:43.480 Are you doing okay?
00:00:45.140 Barak ala feek 0.91
00:00:45.880 Okay so I'm going to call you
00:00:47.720 I'll just give you your name
00:00:48.720 I'll just call you Ahmed for now yeah 1.00
00:00:50.520 Okay
00:00:50.840 Alright so tell us your story
00:00:54.260 Obviously it's regarding gangs and stuff like that yeah
00:00:57.300 But tell me how you got into it yeah
00:01:00.720 And from there onwards just tell me
00:01:03.200 The events that occurred
00:01:05.420 So like why did you find the need
00:01:08.920 So take me to like a youngster's mind 0.91
00:01:11.120 Yeah because obviously we want to understand
00:01:12.960 Where you guys are coming from
00:01:14.040 And I do have some kind of like
00:01:16.260 I can relate to you in certain ways
00:01:19.600 In my jahili I never saw drugs
00:01:21.520 I knew people that did yeah
00:01:22.740 They were like you know sell heroin and crack
00:01:25.020 All this kind of stuff
00:01:25.720 But I was never involved myself
00:01:27.840 Do you get it?
00:01:28.420 So I don't know the in-depths
00:01:30.120 But I can kind of relate to you
00:01:31.860 So what makes youngsters want to go down that route?
00:01:35.800 What made you want to go down that route?
00:01:38.320 What made you want to go down that route?
00:01:39.940 For example
00:01:40.380 In year 9 was literally my turning point
00:01:42.800 In year 9
00:01:43.580 I was carrying in school
00:01:45.860 All that kind of stuff
00:01:47.620 Literally in year 9 was my turning point
00:01:49.820 Okay
00:01:50.720 In year 9 was my turning point
00:01:51.820 I didn't go to school in year 10
00:01:53.320 I got kicked out of school
00:01:54.240 Literally I went to centre
00:01:55.900 I got kicked out of centre
00:01:56.840 They referred me to another school
00:01:58.680 Okay
00:01:59.500 I went to another school
00:02:00.280 I got kicked out for the same reason
00:02:01.600 Yeah
00:02:02.040 Because they found a lot of stuff
00:02:03.080 That I wasn't meant to have on me
00:02:04.880 Yeah
00:02:05.280 Year 11 I did my GCSEs
00:02:07.100 Didn't get no qualifications
00:02:08.400 Yeah
00:02:09.020 But slowly, slowly
00:02:10.400 I picked up what I wanted to do
00:02:11.580 To be honest
00:02:12.720 I wanted to be an actor
00:02:13.580 Okay
00:02:14.360 I wanted to be an actor
00:02:15.100 But obviously that couldn't
00:02:16.420 Once I got into his life
00:02:19.000 I couldn't be an actor
00:02:20.840 Okay
00:02:21.400 Going into
00:02:23.920 Well I go into gang life
00:02:26.600 It's literally not
00:02:27.560 One of the things that you want to go to
00:02:29.880 Yeah
00:02:30.340 It's easy money
00:02:31.180 But yet again
00:02:31.920 I've applied for so many jobs
00:02:33.560 Just literally gave up
00:02:36.460 Okay
00:02:37.780 So you know when you said you was carrying
00:02:39.680 Were we talking about weapons or drugs or both?
00:02:42.480 Weapon, drugs
00:02:43.380 Okay
00:02:44.240 So
00:02:45.160 Okay
00:02:46.220 What do you think
00:02:47.220 Is it just like
00:02:48.360 Okay for example
00:02:49.060 That you gave up
00:02:50.220 On not finding a job
00:02:51.440 Is it the money
00:02:52.380 Is it
00:02:52.860 Is there
00:02:53.240 Any other influences
00:02:54.580 Like what would you say
00:02:56.340 That influences a young person's mind
00:02:57.860 To go down there
00:02:58.500 Besides
00:02:58.920 Besides making money
00:03:00.540 Okay
00:03:01.220 Why do you want to make money
00:03:02.440 The point is this
00:03:03.300 Like
00:03:03.900 Everyone wants to make money
00:03:05.700 But why do you want to make
00:03:07.640 That amount of money
00:03:08.580 Why do you want to make fast money
00:03:10.180 What's
00:03:11.020 The reason behind it
00:03:12.920 Is there
00:03:13.280 Like
00:03:13.840 What is it
00:03:14.720 Is the lifestyle
00:03:15.240 What is it
00:03:15.900 Basically the lifestyle
00:03:17.100 You go different trips
00:03:18.080 Yeah
00:03:18.640 Up
00:03:18.900 Like counting
00:03:20.220 Like
00:03:20.480 Go out in Manchester
00:03:21.320 Leeds
00:03:22.160 And all the kind of stuff
00:03:23.180 To go pick up
00:03:23.980 To go sell
00:03:24.520 Yeah
00:03:25.020 What I did
00:03:25.900 I went to go pick up
00:03:26.760 And stuff like that
00:03:27.620 Yeah
00:03:27.980 You'll get
00:03:28.760 For example
00:03:29.460 Let's say
00:03:29.880 You'll get around
00:03:30.640 900 a day
00:03:31.980 Yeah
00:03:32.640 What I got
00:03:33.400 What I did
00:03:34.400 Was
00:03:34.640 I had
00:03:35.100 500
00:03:35.980 Yeah
00:03:36.840 A day
00:03:37.240 Which is each day
00:03:38.080 I was doing
00:03:38.480 From Monday
00:03:39.140 Monday, Saturday
00:03:40.560 Sundays
00:03:41.160 Yeah
00:03:41.700 And then by the end of Sunday
00:03:43.140 I'll have probably
00:03:44.060 By like
00:03:44.680 1k
00:03:45.540 Okay
00:03:46.260 1k or more
00:03:47.200 Yeah
00:03:47.740 And for that
00:03:49.580 I don't want to
00:03:50.840 Give it to my family
00:03:52.020 And that
00:03:52.420 Because they'll ask questions
00:03:53.300 Whether they get
00:03:53.700 This or that
00:03:54.260 So I just kept it to myself
00:03:56.560 Literally
00:03:57.260 The clothes I'm wearing
00:03:58.380 And everything
00:03:59.060 Was
00:03:59.440 By
00:04:00.140 What I
00:04:01.000 What I got
00:04:01.880 When I was young
00:04:03.500 I didn't have that
00:04:03.940 Kind of stuff
00:04:04.460 Parents wouldn't listen
00:04:05.580 Yeah
00:04:06.060 When I say
00:04:08.040 I want this
00:04:08.720 This that
00:04:09.120 Obviously I understand
00:04:10.480 Sometimes they
00:04:11.300 Can't get it
00:04:12.140 Sometimes they can
00:04:12.840 Yeah
00:04:13.200 At the same time
00:04:14.480 I just wanted
00:04:14.880 To do it
00:04:15.580 By myself
00:04:16.180 So when I hit
00:04:17.580 At the age of 16
00:04:18.740 16 was literally
00:04:20.300 Downhill for me
00:04:21.300 When I was 16
00:04:22.680 Getting in trouble
00:04:24.240 By authorities
00:04:24.980 Getting arrested
00:04:25.980 Getting stopped
00:04:26.900 Running
00:04:27.420 Causing problems
00:04:28.460 Basically I say
00:04:29.660 It's like
00:04:30.040 Post-World War
00:04:31.120 I was kind of
00:04:32.340 Involved in
00:04:32.780 Post-World War
00:04:33.460 Yeah
00:04:33.820 Things didn't go well
00:04:35.280 I had my friend
00:04:36.140 Died in my arm
00:04:37.140 I had friends
00:04:38.540 Literally die
00:04:39.580 Each day
00:04:40.580 Someone's dying
00:04:41.220 Someone's dying
00:04:42.440 From my area
00:04:43.560 Well life's not safe
00:04:45.660 It's not safe
00:04:46.400 Knowing that
00:04:46.880 You're going to sleep
00:04:47.460 You're not safe
00:04:47.960 Waking up
00:04:48.420 You're not safe
00:04:48.900 Every time when I'm on the road
00:04:50.540 Looking back
00:04:51.900 Just looking back
00:04:52.800 Every single time
00:04:53.460 Looking back
00:04:54.120 To check if anyone
00:04:55.440 Literally I had
00:04:57.040 A couple people
00:04:57.720 When I went to
00:04:58.800 Another area
00:05:00.580 That I was meant to be
00:05:01.480 Yeah
00:05:01.800 One of the brothers
00:05:03.100 Came behind
00:05:03.600 And asked me
00:05:04.080 What are you doing
00:05:04.740 Brothers
00:05:05.960 What do you mean
00:05:06.500 Brothers
00:05:06.780 Are they Muslim
00:05:07.640 No
00:05:07.960 They were Muslim
00:05:08.960 Muslim brothers
00:05:09.500 But involved in
00:05:10.560 What I was involved
00:05:11.140 Yeah
00:05:11.420 They approached me
00:05:12.700 What are you doing
00:05:13.280 I was like
00:05:13.720 I'm just doing
00:05:14.900 What I'm doing
00:05:15.340 They asked me
00:05:15.760 What area you're from
00:05:16.420 They said
00:05:17.200 What area I'm from
00:05:17.960 First thing you knew
00:05:19.600 They took out something
00:05:21.040 Wow
00:05:21.740 What I had to do
00:05:22.660 Was run
00:05:23.080 What I had to do
00:05:24.620 Was at least fight back
00:05:25.580 Yeah
00:05:26.220 With me
00:05:26.800 I don't run
00:05:28.180 I don't fight
00:05:29.320 But knowing
00:05:30.900 That you'll die
00:05:31.980 Yeah
00:05:32.620 If you've got nothing
00:05:33.840 On you 0.64
00:05:34.180 You'll die 0.99
00:05:34.820 100% 0.85
00:05:35.520 Guaranteed
00:05:36.620 Yeah
00:05:37.000 With me
00:05:38.360 With polices
00:05:40.260 I don't say anything
00:05:41.480 Because with problems
00:05:43.700 On the street
00:05:44.260 Knowing that
00:05:45.340 If you snake a brother out
00:05:46.960 Yeah
00:05:47.280 The trouble will still
00:05:49.560 Go on
00:05:49.940 Go on
00:05:50.320 Yeah
00:05:50.780 But slowly
00:05:52.100 I'm trying to
00:05:52.480 Get myself out of it
00:05:53.840 That's why I'm going
00:05:54.360 To different places
00:05:55.240 Where I'm going
00:05:55.940 I'm going to go
00:05:56.820 To a different place
00:05:57.500 And I just don't want
00:05:58.140 To say where
00:05:58.520 Yeah
00:05:58.800 Just in case
00:05:59.520 Okay
00:06:01.160 So would you say
00:06:02.940 Like
00:06:03.440 Obviously you're young
00:06:04.920 And you're seeing
00:06:05.760 Like for example
00:06:06.540 Things that are seen
00:06:07.960 As like
00:06:08.780 Cool
00:06:09.460 Or
00:06:09.900 How you should be
00:06:11.040 So do you think
00:06:11.640 Like society
00:06:12.400 Certain music
00:06:14.460 Certain videos
00:06:15.980 Do they have
00:06:16.920 Do they have
00:06:18.080 An impact
00:06:18.540 On youngsters 0.77
00:06:19.080 Music videos
00:06:21.020 Yeah
00:06:21.400 They've got a lot
00:06:21.840 Of impact
00:06:22.140 On youngsters 0.77
00:06:22.560 Because
00:06:22.940 I was listening
00:06:24.820 To music videos
00:06:25.560 That were based
00:06:26.300 On my area
00:06:26.960 Finding another area
00:06:28.440 Just literally
00:06:28.980 Just sending shots
00:06:30.300 Via music
00:06:31.120 It's like
00:06:32.200 They're getting a message
00:06:33.060 A message through
00:06:34.260 Yeah
00:06:34.720 To other people
00:06:35.660 And get a message
00:06:36.360 Through youngsters
00:06:36.860 As in like
00:06:37.480 Most of the music videos
00:06:39.000 Are saying that
00:06:39.360 You can get
00:06:39.800 This worth of money
00:06:40.920 This worth of thing
00:06:42.160 Literally
00:06:43.380 You can get anything
00:06:44.260 You want
00:06:44.700 With that worth of money
00:06:45.600 Like money gets you anything
00:06:46.960 But the amount
00:06:49.220 Of the money
00:06:50.020 That we're getting
00:06:50.800 Is haram money
00:06:51.820 Obviously
00:06:52.140 Yeah
00:06:52.520 Like knowing
00:06:53.580 That you're making
00:06:54.000 Haram money
00:06:54.480 Instead of halal money 1.00
00:06:55.220 Yeah
00:06:55.640 It's a big difference
00:06:56.800 Yeah
00:06:57.240 But it's got a lot
00:06:58.260 Of impact
00:06:58.660 In youngsters
00:06:59.600 A lot of impact
00:07:00.640 Okay so
00:07:02.380 So you're saying
00:07:04.180 Like you know
00:07:04.500 Music drill
00:07:05.180 Is it drill music
00:07:05.840 Drill music
00:07:06.460 Yeah
00:07:06.720 I think that plays a role
00:07:07.680 Yeah
00:07:07.900 Drill music plays a lot
00:07:09.480 That's the only
00:07:10.580 Drill music
00:07:11.280 Are different
00:07:11.860 There is
00:07:12.680 Yeah
00:07:13.460 Yeah and the thing
00:07:13.900 People just say
00:07:14.920 Okay yeah
00:07:15.340 But it's music
00:07:15.880 It's an art
00:07:16.780 You know
00:07:17.700 Can we say that
00:07:18.380 This is an art
00:07:19.540 That's killing people
00:07:20.380 Yeah
00:07:21.000 Drill music
00:07:22.160 Drill music
00:07:22.220 Exactly
00:07:23.220 You know
00:07:23.600 And it's having
00:07:24.620 This impact on you
00:07:25.300 Because at the end of the day
00:07:26.040 You're being exposed to this
00:07:27.480 You know
00:07:27.680 This kind of music
00:07:28.360 And it's a hype
00:07:28.980 It's a gas
00:07:29.400 You know
00:07:29.560 Especially music
00:07:30.140 Music has a massive effect
00:07:31.260 On your
00:07:32.280 On your brain
00:07:33.160 I used to listen to music
00:07:33.940 Yeah
00:07:34.180 And it's like a drug
00:07:36.220 You know
00:07:36.560 I can remember
00:07:37.220 When
00:07:37.680 You know
00:07:38.320 We're going to go
00:07:38.780 Fight
00:07:39.360 Or something like that
00:07:40.160 Probably just listen to
00:07:41.140 A certain music
00:07:41.600 You just get hyped
00:07:42.220 And I didn't do drugs
00:07:43.300 My friend would do drugs
00:07:44.360 I didn't do drugs
00:07:45.240 I got hyped and gassed
00:07:46.540 Of the music
00:07:47.040 And I'm thinking
00:07:47.520 Imagine if I had drugs
00:07:48.720 If I took drugs
00:07:49.320 On top of that
00:07:49.920 It's like a person
00:07:52.360 Who's flipped
00:07:53.040 He's ready to kill 0.99
00:07:54.120 Do anything 0.98
00:07:54.640 Do you get it
00:07:55.080 So I think music plays a role
00:07:56.840 What about like
00:07:58.640 For example
00:07:59.120 You see in these music videos
00:08:00.060 All these girls 1.00
00:08:00.840 And stuff like that
00:08:01.700 You know
00:08:02.420 As a young man
00:08:03.180 Do you think that plays
00:08:04.580 The pressure
00:08:04.900 Because at the end of the day
00:08:05.700 Most of the times
00:08:07.480 You know
00:08:07.860 As men
00:08:08.640 You know
00:08:09.020 Our weakness is women 1.00
00:08:09.780 Yeah 0.97
00:08:10.200 And those youngsters
00:08:11.800 Feel like
00:08:12.220 Okay you know what
00:08:12.900 For me
00:08:13.500 In order for me to
00:08:14.560 Get that kind of girls 1.00
00:08:16.840 Or for example
00:08:17.820 Would you say
00:08:19.100 Like
00:08:19.360 The way certain girls are 1.00
00:08:21.880 Like
00:08:22.220 They weren't like
00:08:24.080 A bad boy
00:08:24.920 Yeah
00:08:25.600 Because I'm trying to understand
00:08:27.000 The factors that's causing people
00:08:28.460 These trigger elements
00:08:29.660 Do you think that plays a role
00:08:30.860 It has
00:08:33.780 It has roles
00:08:34.800 It doesn't have roles
00:08:35.480 But
00:08:35.900 With the role that it's got
00:08:37.180 Yeah
00:08:37.680 Girls at our age
00:08:38.820 Yeah
00:08:39.280 They're like
00:08:39.820 For example
00:08:40.940 They'll go from a footballer
00:08:42.260 To a roadman
00:08:43.580 Yeah
00:08:44.080 Girls like 0.99
00:08:45.520 In our area
00:08:46.240 Some of them
00:08:46.800 They're about that
00:08:47.560 Like some of them
00:08:48.140 Are not
00:08:48.440 Some of them
00:08:48.940 Are literally holding
00:08:50.020 Some of them
00:08:50.520 Are not holding
00:08:51.100 Yeah
00:08:51.660 What do you mean by that
00:08:52.820 Holding
00:08:53.080 Basically like
00:08:54.320 We'll tell them to hold 0.92
00:08:55.340 Stuff for us
00:08:56.060 Oh okay
00:08:56.580 Yes
00:08:56.880 And just leave it
00:08:58.980 Until someone
00:08:59.380 Picks it up
00:09:00.260 Yeah
00:09:00.540 Or sometimes
00:09:01.800 We'll just put them
00:09:02.440 On the street
00:09:02.840 And they'll go
00:09:03.320 Give them money for us
00:09:04.580 But with girls
00:09:06.160 I don't want to say
00:09:08.320 What it is
00:09:08.780 But
00:09:09.060 They just want something
00:09:10.960 And then you give money
00:09:11.700 After that
00:09:12.240 If you understand
00:09:13.680 What I'm trying to say
00:09:14.220 Okay
00:09:14.920 Say that again 0.67
00:09:16.020 I don't know how to
00:09:18.340 Say it properly
00:09:18.800 But
00:09:19.080 It's like
00:09:19.820 You put them on the street
00:09:22.160 Yes
00:09:22.620 Someone picks them up
00:09:23.440 And then you give them money
00:09:25.140 Basically
00:09:25.860 Pimping
00:09:26.780 Yeah basically
00:09:27.580 Okay
00:09:28.080 But that's not
00:09:28.600 What we do
00:09:29.440 So people do that as well
00:09:31.600 That's what people do
00:09:32.340 Okay
00:09:32.860 So people do
00:09:33.720 And that's how
00:09:34.300 They make their money
00:09:35.080 Oh okay
00:09:36.220 Mostly about people
00:09:37.240 Where I live
00:09:38.640 The girls that I know
00:09:39.520 That I've worked with
00:09:40.320 Yeah
00:09:40.680 Or like
00:09:41.520 We just tell them
00:09:42.400 To hold this
00:09:43.060 Just leave me in the house
00:09:44.040 And then we'll come
00:09:44.720 And pick it up
00:09:45.260 Yeah
00:09:45.720 Because no
00:09:46.140 Because some of the police
00:09:47.300 Are well known to us
00:09:48.560 That they know where we live
00:09:49.540 Yeah
00:09:49.960 And like they've got warrants
00:09:50.980 Yeah
00:09:51.620 To like
00:09:51.940 Search the house
00:09:53.000 Yeah
00:09:53.480 I had a lot of problems
00:09:54.480 With authorities
00:09:55.020 A lot
00:09:55.660 Like I'm well known to
00:09:57.540 Most of them
00:09:58.100 That are knowing me
00:09:58.880 They know my
00:09:59.440 Street name
00:10:00.360 They know everything
00:10:00.880 That I'll do
00:10:02.200 Like I've got
00:10:03.400 Right now I've got one of the cases
00:10:04.640 That I've got
00:10:05.140 I've did something
00:10:06.800 And then I've got a case on that
00:10:08.340 And I've got
00:10:09.140 A warrant
00:10:10.160 Like every time
00:10:10.680 They've got the rights
00:10:12.000 They've got the rights
00:10:12.940 To stop me
00:10:13.380 And search
00:10:14.180 Just in case
00:10:15.140 Just to keep me off
00:10:16.240 Like I'm working with one of the police
00:10:17.660 Yeah
00:10:18.220 His Muslim brother
00:10:19.560 Like works in the
00:10:20.560 Massage in
00:10:21.560 Yeah
00:10:22.000 Works there
00:10:23.480 And we just work
00:10:25.200 He's just helping me
00:10:26.020 Get off the streets as well
00:10:27.020 Okay
00:10:27.560 He knows my family
00:10:28.880 I know him
00:10:29.400 That he just doesn't want me
00:10:31.260 To go down that road
00:10:32.080 Because no one
00:10:32.680 At the end of the day
00:10:33.540 Is that I have two years out
00:10:34.680 Prison
00:10:35.540 Or you're deaf 0.77
00:10:36.700 Okay
00:10:37.320 Okay
00:10:38.480 So
00:10:38.860 Okay
00:10:39.420 You was involved in gangs
00:10:40.700 Yeah
00:10:40.960 So did you
00:10:41.540 You were selling
00:10:42.860 Yeah
00:10:43.820 So things went a bit
00:10:45.000 Wrong
00:10:45.500 What happened
00:10:45.980 So how
00:10:46.500 Tell me
00:10:47.260 How it
00:10:48.480 What happened
00:10:49.440 Like
00:10:50.120 Maybe not
00:10:51.600 In detail
00:10:53.000 But tell me
00:10:55.060 What
00:10:55.320 What kind of happened
00:10:56.340 In an actual
00:10:57.180 Like what you was doing
00:10:58.120 What happened to your friend
00:10:59.600 So we went to
00:11:00.900 An area
00:11:02.200 I'm not going to say
00:11:02.980 What area
00:11:03.360 We went to an area
00:11:04.040 Yeah
00:11:04.800 We saw one of
00:11:06.400 Our
00:11:06.700 Our enemies
00:11:07.900 Like we knew him
00:11:09.320 He knew us
00:11:09.980 We was going to a store
00:11:11.320 To get something
00:11:12.040 Because certain stores
00:11:12.840 That have things
00:11:13.700 You have to go to
00:11:14.240 A certain store
00:11:14.660 To go and get it
00:11:15.380 Yeah
00:11:15.660 So we went to a store
00:11:16.760 In our area
00:11:18.080 But they said
00:11:18.980 They didn't have it
00:11:19.440 So you have to go to that store
00:11:20.380 Knowing that
00:11:21.260 Us knowing that
00:11:22.440 It was dangerous
00:11:22.960 For us to go there
00:11:23.700 Yeah
00:11:24.000 But we still had
00:11:24.860 That mentality to go
00:11:25.560 But none of us
00:11:26.220 Were carrying
00:11:26.600 None of us
00:11:27.020 Had anything on us
00:11:27.800 Okay
00:11:28.400 So
00:11:28.620 None of us
00:11:30.260 Had anything basically
00:11:31.020 So we went to the store
00:11:32.240 We saw one of the
00:11:33.200 We saw one of the guys
00:11:34.440 Walk out
00:11:34.920 What we did was
00:11:36.480 He told us to come
00:11:37.520 Around the corner
00:11:38.020 We went around the corner
00:11:39.220 Things happened
00:11:41.060 Took things off him
00:11:42.540 So why
00:11:42.920 Did you go to meet this guy
00:11:44.340 No we didn't go to meet
00:11:45.200 Oh you just saw him
00:11:47.160 We just saw him
00:11:47.740 Oh okay
00:11:48.240 We just literally
00:11:48.540 Just saw him
00:11:49.140 Yeah
00:11:49.500 He told us to come
00:11:50.720 Around this corner
00:11:51.140 Because we thought
00:11:52.280 There were people
00:11:52.720 Around there
00:11:53.140 But literally
00:11:53.680 There was no people
00:11:54.260 There was three of us
00:11:54.840 And one of them
00:11:55.320 He thought he could
00:11:56.240 Oh okay
00:11:57.640 One second
00:11:58.140 So you happened to see him
00:11:59.680 Yeah
00:12:00.040 You have kind of
00:12:01.180 Like an exchange
00:12:02.120 Outercation
00:12:02.980 And then he says
00:12:03.600 To come around the corner
00:12:04.360 Yeah
00:12:04.700 And you guys go around the corner
00:12:06.000 Yes
00:12:06.280 Because there was three of us
00:12:07.420 And there was one of them
00:12:08.540 So he thought
00:12:09.540 That he could defeat us
00:12:10.320 But knowing what we had
00:12:11.160 And knowing what he was
00:12:12.120 What my friend did
00:12:13.700 Was
00:12:13.920 Obviously
00:12:15.080 Took something off him
00:12:16.580 And then took another thing
00:12:17.740 He gave us
00:12:18.280 The guy that we took off him
00:12:19.540 Yeah
00:12:19.860 Gave us three warnings
00:12:20.600 Is either you give it back
00:12:22.400 Or you leave it
00:12:23.780 Is either you give it back
00:12:24.840 Or we leave
00:12:25.400 But knowing as
00:12:26.860 The streets
00:12:27.880 We do what we want
00:12:29.260 Like just to get money
00:12:30.720 We just do what we want
00:12:31.640 Yeah
00:12:31.960 The warnings
00:12:33.260 Don't literally scare us
00:12:34.480 But when something happens
00:12:35.780 Then I leave
00:12:36.440 And I had this time to change
00:12:38.080 So okay
00:12:38.960 So alright
00:12:39.520 So you took this guy's stash
00:12:41.660 You took his line
00:12:43.900 Yeah
00:12:44.840 So this is the line
00:12:46.740 So people
00:12:47.500 If I'm not mistaken
00:12:48.280 Correct me
00:12:48.720 They'll have a line
00:12:50.160 They'll build this line
00:12:51.300 So this line is worth
00:12:52.320 Money now
00:12:53.200 Because it's worth a lot of money
00:12:54.940 So depending on the line
00:12:56.020 So if you take the line
00:12:58.120 Of that person
00:12:58.860 Because you need to understand
00:12:59.560 These people who are addicts
00:13:01.160 They know that specific number
00:13:02.640 And depending on what
00:13:04.160 What stuff you sell
00:13:05.640 Yeah
00:13:06.160 If it's good
00:13:06.820 You know
00:13:07.720 White is crack 1.00
00:13:09.080 Yeah
00:13:09.300 Brown is 0.99
00:13:10.040 Oh okay
00:13:13.060 So you guys didn't do crack
00:13:14.360 No crack
00:13:14.920 Oh okay
00:13:15.700 Alright okay
00:13:16.320 So then you took
00:13:17.280 Took this line
00:13:18.020 Of him
00:13:18.560 And
00:13:20.040 Yeah so basically
00:13:21.860 And then afterwards
00:13:23.020 You took it off him
00:13:24.560 And he gave you a warning
00:13:25.180 He said either
00:13:25.800 Yeah we give it back
00:13:27.540 Yeah
00:13:28.020 And we leave you
00:13:29.280 If you don't give it back
00:13:30.260 You want to come off to you
00:13:31.380 Okay
00:13:32.240 And what did you guys do
00:13:33.000 We didn't give it back
00:13:33.860 Did you attack him
00:13:35.200 Yeah we attacked him
00:13:36.020 Yeah
00:13:36.420 We attacked him
00:13:37.220 Very bad
00:13:37.620 We didn't give it back
00:13:38.620 Yeah
00:13:38.980 I don't want to have
00:13:39.620 My face is covered
00:13:40.400 But
00:13:40.720 Yeah
00:13:41.200 If they know my street name
00:13:42.700 But some of them
00:13:43.340 Some of the people
00:13:44.220 That he knows
00:13:44.640 Know my street name
00:13:45.380 But all they need
00:13:46.220 Is a face
00:13:46.760 And a name
00:13:47.660 And that's
00:13:48.760 The end of it basically
00:13:49.920 So your faces were covered
00:13:51.220 Yeah my faces were covered
00:13:52.280 Your friends
00:13:53.320 My friends
00:13:53.840 One of them's faces were covered
00:13:55.020 The other face was covered
00:13:55.800 Okay so
00:13:56.600 Two was covered
00:13:57.300 One was covered
00:13:57.920 One was covered
00:13:58.480 Yeah
00:13:58.740 Okay so what happened after
00:14:00.120 So this happened
00:14:01.180 You guys got the stash
00:14:03.040 You sold it
00:14:03.780 Yeah we sold it
00:14:04.760 Yeah
00:14:05.200 And a couple days
00:14:06.080 Later
00:14:06.580 What about the line
00:14:07.880 What about the line
00:14:08.540 One line
00:14:09.160 My friend took that
00:14:09.940 My friend took it
00:14:10.640 We took the money
00:14:11.160 We took the line off him
00:14:12.080 Yeah
00:14:12.380 My friend took that
00:14:13.220 To start his line
00:14:14.540 In our area
00:14:15.420 Yeah
00:14:15.920 But I wasn't
00:14:17.000 Going to go apart
00:14:17.820 I left that to the side
00:14:19.180 I just wanted to go my own way
00:14:20.340 And just make what I'm doing
00:14:21.460 So what did you do
00:14:22.880 Just selling
00:14:23.920 Just selling little stuff
00:14:25.060 But get big money out of it
00:14:26.560 Yeah
00:14:26.760 What he had
00:14:27.860 Was worth a lot
00:14:29.020 Yeah
00:14:29.380 Literally a lot
00:14:30.000 Yeah
00:14:30.380 A lot of money
00:14:31.200 Like what he had
00:14:32.300 Okay
00:14:33.260 I didn't want to go
00:14:34.200 And sell the extra extra stuff
00:14:36.340 Yeah
00:14:36.720 So I just left that side
00:14:37.600 I just sold what I was selling
00:14:38.620 Yeah
00:14:39.480 A couple days later
00:14:40.060 We got a phone call
00:14:40.760 From my friend
00:14:41.340 From my friend's
00:14:42.680 Girlfriend
00:14:43.780 Yeah
00:14:44.500 One of the boys
00:14:46.100 Knew his girlfriend
00:14:46.920 Okay
00:14:47.520 Got another girl
00:14:48.160 To go beat 0.90
00:14:48.760 His girlfriend up
00:14:50.000 And she got beaten up
00:14:51.360 So bad
00:14:52.280 She was in hospital
00:14:53.300 For two weeks
00:14:54.040 So they
00:14:54.600 They clocked who he was
00:14:56.160 Yeah they clocked
00:14:56.620 Was it the one with the mask
00:14:57.580 Or without the mask
00:14:58.180 No
00:14:58.600 The one without the mask
00:14:59.640 So without the mask
00:15:00.340 Yeah
00:15:00.560 Okay so
00:15:01.220 Who he was
00:15:02.240 And they got another girl
00:15:03.740 To beat his girlfriend 0.71
00:15:04.320 Yeah 0.94
00:15:04.580 To beat his girlfriend up
00:15:05.460 Okay
00:15:06.180 And a couple days later
00:15:07.340 Same thing happened to my friend
00:15:09.460 And he passed away
00:15:10.640 So how
00:15:11.520 Do you know how he died
00:15:12.700 Like what
00:15:13.180 They stabbed him 0.67
00:15:14.480 They stabbed him
00:15:15.920 Yeah
00:15:16.140 How old was he
00:15:17.860 Yeah
00:15:18.400 How old was he
00:15:19.060 He was my age
00:15:19.660 How old was he
00:15:20.940 17
00:15:21.520 18
00:15:22.060 Yeah so he was
00:15:25.040 He was stabbed to death
00:15:25.940 Yeah
00:15:26.340 And he was telling me
00:15:27.120 That he accepted Islam
00:15:28.680 He accepted Islam
00:15:29.980 Two months ago
00:15:30.580 You was giving him dawah
00:15:32.200 No
00:15:32.780 We took him
00:15:33.700 To our local massage
00:15:34.940 Oh he just wanted to
00:15:36.260 Accept him
00:15:36.620 It's quite
00:15:38.360 It's quite strange isn't it
00:15:39.600 Like for example
00:15:40.360 Like you know
00:15:41.720 You guys are Muslim
00:15:42.460 And this guy
00:15:44.340 Like you're even
00:15:45.120 Like it's like
00:15:46.380 You're doing dawah
00:15:46.980 Like you're doing dawah
00:15:48.200 But you're also
00:15:49.020 Doing the haram
00:15:50.320 So it just shows
00:15:50.980 Like there's like this
00:15:51.800 For the youngsters
00:15:53.540 They're like
00:15:54.000 It's like
00:15:54.500 They have their deen strong
00:15:56.320 Like kind of
00:15:57.300 They have that
00:15:58.120 Is that
00:15:58.420 That you know
00:15:59.160 Love for it
00:16:01.020 And at the same time
00:16:02.620 So it just shows
00:16:03.420 Like
00:16:03.720 Either they're 1.00
00:16:05.820 Absolute hypocrites 1.00
00:16:06.820 Or 1.00
00:16:07.380 They're just
00:16:08.380 Caught up in the system
00:16:09.320 You know
00:16:10.180 Like what would you say
00:16:11.140 Would you say
00:16:11.640 These people are just
00:16:12.300 Two faced
00:16:12.940 Like you know
00:16:13.720 Or would you say
00:16:15.060 Like somebody
00:16:15.700 Or ask you
00:16:16.180 And say
00:16:16.300 Okay how are you
00:16:17.040 Getting someone
00:16:17.860 To accept Islam 0.94
00:16:18.480 And at the same time 0.99
00:16:19.080 You're selling drugs
00:16:19.620 What would you say
00:16:20.340 That person
00:16:20.720 Would you say
00:16:21.220 That person
00:16:21.680 Yes I'm two faced
00:16:23.440 Or no
00:16:24.080 I'm just caught up
00:16:24.760 In the system
00:16:25.220 Like I don't
00:16:25.980 Like what would you say
00:16:27.380 Kind of two faced
00:16:29.140 Because you know
00:16:30.940 It's not accepted
00:16:32.320 But at the same time
00:16:33.540 You're still
00:16:34.000 Doing it
00:16:35.040 But is it
00:16:35.700 Because of desires
00:16:36.320 Yeah
00:16:36.880 So then it doesn't
00:16:37.680 Make you really two faced
00:16:38.480 It's just basically
00:16:40.000 You know
00:16:41.040 You're falling short
00:16:42.540 Because of
00:16:43.540 You know
00:16:44.200 Just certain society
00:16:45.680 Etc
00:16:46.040 The social pressures
00:16:46.900 Etc
00:16:47.280 So I don't think
00:16:48.500 It's two faced
00:16:48.780 Because I believe
00:16:49.200 You're genuinely
00:16:50.080 Like you love your deen
00:16:50.900 Yeah
00:16:51.260 But you're just
00:16:52.140 Caught up in the system
00:16:52.860 You know
00:16:53.220 Doing that
00:16:53.640 So how did you feel
00:16:54.800 When you heard that
00:16:55.320 You got killed
00:16:55.880 It broke my heart
00:16:57.360 Literally a day or two
00:16:58.300 I always didn't leave
00:17:00.360 The house
00:17:00.760 Nothing
00:17:01.120 Then I started figuring
00:17:02.040 I didn't tell my family
00:17:03.440 One of my other boys
00:17:04.500 That was covered up
00:17:05.240 Told his family
00:17:06.600 Immediately
00:17:07.320 Three to four days
00:17:08.880 He got sent out
00:17:10.080 Of the country
00:17:10.520 Because he told his mum
00:17:11.500 Everything about me
00:17:12.280 I kept it all to myself
00:17:13.980 I didn't trust anyone
00:17:14.800 Because when I tell my parents
00:17:16.800 Some of them
00:17:17.780 They don't listen to what I want
00:17:18.880 So I went to my auntie
00:17:20.220 I love my auntie
00:17:22.060 She listens to me
00:17:22.780 She listens to what I said
00:17:24.460 So she gathered my
00:17:25.460 My parents
00:17:26.700 And then she had a
00:17:28.000 Sat down with them
00:17:29.100 And told them
00:17:29.680 That it's the life
00:17:30.900 That your son's living
00:17:31.540 No one knew
00:17:32.260 Because my parents
00:17:33.580 Didn't accept
00:17:34.780 Like
00:17:35.140 They didn't
00:17:36.100 They didn't know
00:17:38.300 I was doing that kind of stuff
00:17:39.140 They thought I was
00:17:39.860 A good one
00:17:41.980 But little did they know
00:17:43.360 I was doing what I was doing
00:17:44.720 Around the areas
00:17:45.400 But with parents
00:17:46.940 All parents need to know
00:17:47.800 That when the kids
00:17:48.740 Are telling them something
00:17:49.600 They're in danger
00:17:50.680 Or let them listen
00:17:52.340 But with me
00:17:53.260 They didn't listen
00:17:53.820 So they still kept me here
00:17:55.060 They still kept me here
00:17:56.740 But
00:17:56.920 By next week
00:17:59.080 Inshallah
00:17:59.600 Yeah
00:18:00.600 No we need to make sure
00:18:02.180 You do
00:18:02.560 So
00:18:02.920 Yeah
00:18:03.500 Because you went to Birmingham
00:18:04.320 And I can remember
00:18:04.980 I think
00:18:05.520 Did you message me on Instagram
00:18:06.440 Yeah
00:18:06.760 You messaged me on Instagram
00:18:08.400 And then
00:18:08.920 I spoke to
00:18:10.040 I spoke to your auntie as well
00:18:11.840 Yeah
00:18:12.400 It's serious
00:18:13.280 If there's any parents
00:18:14.040 Watching this
00:18:14.460 Because
00:18:14.720 Sometimes we don't understand
00:18:16.640 The severity
00:18:17.220 Sometimes it's just like
00:18:18.080 Yeah okay
00:18:18.520 Yeah
00:18:18.880 And we feel like
00:18:19.740 Our kids
00:18:21.220 Exaggerate
00:18:22.560 You know
00:18:23.380 And this is important
00:18:24.300 Because this is your life
00:18:25.400 On the line
00:18:25.880 You know
00:18:26.100 Because if these people
00:18:27.560 Catch you
00:18:28.040 You know
00:18:28.340 Even me
00:18:29.120 I'll get
00:18:29.420 Concerned for you
00:18:30.300 Because you know
00:18:30.680 That's what I say to you
00:18:31.340 If you got home
00:18:32.340 Message me
00:18:32.840 Because you know
00:18:33.740 It's
00:18:34.200 I didn't
00:18:34.600 It's sad man
00:18:36.500 You know
00:18:36.740 Like
00:18:37.140 Have you repented
00:18:38.960 Yeah I've repented
00:18:40.560 Okay
00:18:42.420 So
00:18:43.160 Like I said before man
00:18:44.760 You know
00:18:45.400 If there's people watching this
00:18:46.540 You know
00:18:46.860 I gave a reminder
00:18:47.600 Yesterday as well
00:18:48.620 That
00:18:50.140 You need to understand
00:18:50.920 You know
00:18:51.160 These
00:18:51.480 Friends
00:18:52.240 Etc
00:18:52.800 Yes
00:18:53.200 No matter how much
00:18:53.920 They love you man
00:18:54.540 Look even your own mum
00:18:55.540 Your mum
00:18:57.480 Is the one that's going to
00:18:58.700 You know
00:18:58.940 If there's one person
00:18:59.940 That's going to cry
00:19:00.500 It's going to be your mum 0.97
00:19:01.440 And
00:19:02.360 Your mum's going to cry
00:19:03.340 For what a year
00:19:04.000 Two years
00:19:04.580 You're going to be forgotten
00:19:05.660 You know
00:19:06.140 It's
00:19:06.840 It's
00:19:07.420 Human nature
00:19:08.420 And
00:19:09.440 Let alone your friends
00:19:10.760 Yeah I've been to
00:19:11.860 You know
00:19:12.060 I was giving an example
00:19:12.700 Of one brother that I know
00:19:13.700 Who died
00:19:14.580 He didn't get killed
00:19:15.300 But he died
00:19:15.780 And these friends
00:19:17.340 At the funeral
00:19:18.040 How they were
00:19:18.800 Like it's
00:19:19.800 There was nothing
00:19:21.740 They ruined his life
00:19:22.740 In this life
00:19:24.300 And then
00:19:24.680 Even when they buried him
00:19:25.940 They were talking about girls 0.96
00:19:27.120 And linking up
00:19:27.840 And partying
00:19:28.400 That's how quick
00:19:29.540 Like
00:19:30.260 You just bury the guy
00:19:32.160 But that's how quick
00:19:33.200 They just forget you
00:19:33.900 And the postcode wars
00:19:35.080 That you're fighting over
00:19:36.000 It's just so strange
00:19:37.740 That you don't even
00:19:38.420 You're fighting over
00:19:39.420 Something that you don't own
00:19:40.440 It's something that's man-made
00:19:41.800 It's just an idea
00:19:44.640 You know
00:19:45.220 This is our area
00:19:46.200 Nothing belongs to you there
00:19:48.440 Yeah
00:19:49.060 You've just made up this
00:19:50.100 Imaginary world in your head
00:19:51.860 And you're living
00:19:52.580 It's like GTA
00:19:53.360 You're literally
00:19:53.900 In GTA
00:19:55.080 And you're thinking
00:19:56.040 You're something
00:19:56.720 And you don't own nothing 1.00
00:19:58.320 And you're killing people over
00:20:00.080 You're killing people over a postcode 0.99
00:20:01.500 Yeah
00:20:02.080 That's road sign
00:20:03.180 That says
00:20:03.620 Whatever postcode area it is
00:20:05.620 You don't even own that 0.97
00:20:07.540 And you're killing people 0.99
00:20:09.140 And the Prophet 0.77
00:20:09.620 Sallallahu alayhi wa sallam
00:20:10.320 Said that
00:20:10.980 A day will come
00:20:11.760 Where the person that's killing
00:20:13.160 Doesn't know why he's killing
00:20:14.020 And the one who's being killed
00:20:15.060 Doesn't know why he's being killed for
00:20:16.720 You don't know why you're doing it
00:20:18.220 You're just doing it
00:20:18.860 Because of hype
00:20:19.480 And gas
00:20:20.320 And you think it's all happy days
00:20:21.640 And it's not
00:20:22.520 You know
00:20:22.840 You see
00:20:23.280 Like you know
00:20:23.760 Your friend has died
00:20:24.560 You know
00:20:25.280 If you go to prison
00:20:26.080 What happened
00:20:28.040 You're going to be in a box
00:20:29.100 Room
00:20:29.920 For all of your life
00:20:30.760 While your friends
00:20:31.500 They're probably not even
00:20:32.300 Going to come see you
00:20:32.920 They're going to forget about you
00:20:33.880 You know
00:20:34.600 And it's good that you've woken up
00:20:36.300 And understood that reality
00:20:37.260 You know
00:20:37.600 And it came at the cost
00:20:39.320 Of your friend dying
00:20:40.600 You know
00:20:41.200 It came at the cost
00:20:41.940 Of someone dying
00:20:42.580 And that could have been you
00:20:43.900 You know
00:20:44.360 You know that
00:20:45.120 That could have been you
00:20:45.860 And may Allah protect you
00:20:47.940 You know
00:20:48.160 Because I'm going to speak
00:20:49.220 To your mum as well
00:20:49.880 And that you need to
00:20:51.000 Leave the country
00:20:52.240 You know
00:20:52.700 Because at the end of the day
00:20:53.560 It's dangerous for you to be here
00:20:55.660 You know
00:20:56.000 It's dangerous
00:20:56.840 You can go somewhere else
00:20:58.140 But you know
00:20:58.580 You might get
00:20:59.100 Same influence
00:21:00.600 And obviously you said
00:21:01.600 That you don't want to do that
00:21:02.380 Because we influence you
00:21:03.640 But
00:21:03.840 This
00:21:05.040 Haram money
00:21:05.960 You know as well
00:21:06.900 I had friends
00:21:07.600 That did big
00:21:08.840 You know
00:21:10.240 In jahlia
00:21:10.700 Crack
00:21:11.200 Heroin
00:21:11.640 Etc
00:21:11.980 They would never
00:21:13.100 I've never seen them
00:21:13.840 Ever save money
00:21:14.480 I've never seen them
00:21:15.660 Ever ever
00:21:16.520 Save money
00:21:17.820 It was just never
00:21:18.920 There was no barakah
00:21:19.780 Like
00:21:20.020 They'll be gambling
00:21:21.100 They lose their stash
00:21:22.600 They have to go and sell
00:21:23.780 Everything that they bought
00:21:24.560 The new TV
00:21:25.280 The new this that
00:21:26.020 They need to go sell all of that
00:21:26.980 To re
00:21:27.700 Get their line
00:21:28.860 Their line gets stolen
00:21:29.660 You've got enemies
00:21:30.760 Allah 0.98
00:21:31.000 It's such a miserable life 0.98
00:21:32.280 And it's such a dirty life 0.94
00:21:34.400 Like
00:21:34.760 The girls that you're talking about
00:21:36.520 Yeah
00:21:36.740 I'm talking about
00:21:38.140 Crack heroin
00:21:39.120 Yeah
00:21:39.520 When they would
00:21:40.960 Put in these
00:21:41.940 What they're called
00:21:43.400 Yeah
00:21:44.260 Those wraps
00:21:44.780 And then they'll burn it
00:21:45.780 And they carry it in their mouth 0.97
00:21:47.160 Yeah
00:21:47.520 They'll carry it in their mouth
00:21:48.440 When the police comes 0.67
00:21:49.060 They have to swallow it
00:21:50.080 They have to train themselves
00:21:50.940 To swallow it
00:21:52.080 Not literally down to the stomach
00:21:53.540 But you know
00:21:54.480 That that can
00:21:55.000 Yeah
00:21:56.080 They keep it here
00:21:56.900 Yeah
00:21:57.400 So when the police come
00:21:57.960 Sometimes when you see police officers come
00:21:59.020 They'll try to grab you by your mouth
00:22:00.460 Or your throat
00:22:00.940 So you don't swallow them
00:22:02.220 Yeah
00:22:02.760 So they will do that
00:22:03.760 And
00:22:03.980 Believe me
00:22:05.200 You don't know where
00:22:05.960 Girls stash 1.00
00:22:06.620 Yeah
00:22:07.840 That's what I'm going to say
00:22:08.600 Where they stash
00:22:09.760 They have to stash
00:22:11.000 Yeah
00:22:11.380 So it's disgusting
00:22:12.500 And some of them swallow it
00:22:14.100 And some of them
00:22:15.420 Literally your life is in danger
00:22:16.680 This is
00:22:17.040 It's so disgusting
00:22:18.360 Yeah
00:22:19.080 In Jahili
00:22:20.160 I would see these friends
00:22:21.220 It's so
00:22:21.940 Wallahi
00:22:22.300 It's such a vile
00:22:23.440 Vile life
00:22:25.320 It's unbelievable
00:22:26.060 Yeah
00:22:26.460 They would
00:22:27.380 If they swallowed it
00:22:28.260 They have to go 0.94
00:22:29.240 And defecate 0.99
00:22:30.100 Just imagine this 0.99
00:22:32.340 Wallahi
00:22:32.580 It's absolutely 0.99
00:22:33.700 Disgusting 0.99
00:22:34.840 You have to defecate 1.00
00:22:37.020 You have to defecate 0.98
00:22:37.040 Look what kind of 0.98
00:22:38.840 Wallahi
00:22:39.100 Look how Allah 0.57
00:22:39.660 Humilius 0.96
00:22:40.060 You have to defecate 0.96
00:22:41.020 Then you need to go 0.78
00:22:42.480 And search
00:22:44.380 Can you imagine
00:22:45.780 You need to search those pieces
00:22:46.720 In your
00:22:47.660 Literally 0.93
00:22:48.080 Your feces 0.99
00:22:49.800 Like an animal 0.77
00:22:51.420 An animal won't do that
00:22:52.580 Yeah
00:22:52.880 An animal
00:22:53.900 When he defecates
00:22:55.000 He would 0.87
00:22:55.300 Put dirt on it
00:22:56.420 Like a cat
00:22:56.900 A cat is more human
00:22:58.280 In this aspect
00:23:00.160 He needs to go
00:23:01.180 And search that 0.89
00:23:02.180 It's disgusting
00:23:04.720 And then
00:23:05.820 If it
00:23:06.440 Pops in your stomach
00:23:07.780 You're gone
00:23:08.200 You're finished
00:23:10.100 Yeah 1.00
00:23:10.680 Crap heroin 1.00
00:23:11.460 In your stomach 1.00
00:23:12.220 Straight
00:23:13.500 You're finished
00:23:14.240 Wallahi 0.97
00:23:17.420 It's disgusting
00:23:18.000 I've seen it
00:23:19.360 It is
00:23:20.180 Absolutely vile
00:23:21.360 And I don't know
00:23:22.440 What people are
00:23:23.300 Like I understand
00:23:24.120 The money etc
00:23:24.860 Wallahi
00:23:25.420 That lifestyle
00:23:26.400 Like that
00:23:27.240 Going inside your own
00:23:28.220 Poo 0.97
00:23:28.520 Vomiting
00:23:29.860 Carrying that
00:23:31.540 Your life's in danger
00:23:32.980 You don't live in peace 0.97
00:23:34.200 It's disgusting 0.98
00:23:36.100 Wallahi 0.99
00:23:36.800 It's absolutely vile
00:23:37.940 And I think
00:23:39.140 People that are watching this
00:23:40.200 Should wake up
00:23:40.900 You know
00:23:41.280 Because at the end of the day
00:23:42.700 Look
00:23:42.940 He couldn't like
00:23:44.880 You can wear the latest clothes
00:23:47.040 You know
00:23:47.460 You can have the cars
00:23:48.180 If you're looking over your shoulder
00:23:50.020 Wallahi
00:23:50.400 I don't know what peace
00:23:51.640 You can have
00:23:52.080 I could have the most
00:23:52.920 Amazing car
00:23:54.600 Or whatever you want to call it
00:23:56.600 If I can't sleep properly
00:23:58.700 If I'm looking over my shoulder
00:24:00.440 Wallahi
00:24:01.520 That's the most depressing life ever
00:24:02.980 Like
00:24:03.620 I would rather earn something
00:24:05.540 Halal
00:24:05.980 Small
00:24:06.460 When I'm going to sleep
00:24:07.960 I have no concern
00:24:09.340 I don't need to worry about nothing
00:24:11.120 When I'm driving my car
00:24:12.540 I don't need to think
00:24:13.660 Oh who's going to pull up
00:24:14.540 Who's going to shoot me
00:24:15.460 Who's
00:24:15.920 Haki 0.98
00:24:16.480 Wallahi
00:24:16.960 It's
00:24:17.340 That's why
00:24:18.360 Peace
00:24:19.200 Peace is something that
00:24:20.480 A lot of people
00:24:21.280 Rich people
00:24:21.900 Yeah
00:24:22.380 Who go and
00:24:23.160 Earn their money
00:24:24.360 Etc
00:24:24.840 They all look for peace
00:24:27.400 That's the main fact in their life
00:24:28.620 They say
00:24:28.900 Oh we don't have peace
00:24:29.760 So you see
00:24:30.720 It all comes back to that
00:24:31.780 You can have
00:24:32.440 These people who don't do drugs
00:24:34.200 And maybe they might
00:24:34.860 Earn their money
00:24:35.620 Through
00:24:35.920 In different ways
00:24:38.500 Which is not
00:24:39.020 Illegal in their aspect
00:24:40.280 Yeah
00:24:40.500 Acting
00:24:41.460 Or
00:24:42.460 You know
00:24:42.980 Ribah
00:24:43.680 Or alcohol
00:24:44.260 Whatever they're selling
00:24:44.760 They don't have peace
00:24:46.280 And that's what Allah says in the Quran
00:24:47.320 Only in the remembrance of Allah 1.00
00:24:48.780 Do hearts find peace
00:24:49.700 So Allah is saying that
00:24:51.420 The only way you're going to find peace
00:24:53.040 Is in my remembrance
00:24:54.520 So if there's any youngsters
00:24:56.100 Watching this
00:24:56.600 Look every Sunday
00:24:57.340 I've started this new thing
00:24:58.620 Where if you guys
00:24:59.620 Instead of going to Rome in the streets
00:25:00.980 Doing haram stuff
00:25:01.900 Meet me
00:25:02.920 Come to Speakers Corner
00:25:03.820 We can go eat together
00:25:04.800 We can pray together
00:25:06.260 InshaAllah
00:25:06.500 We're going to be there
00:25:07.200 Reminders etc
00:25:08.260 Both for brothers and sisters
00:25:10.020 InshaAllah
00:25:10.500 If you can come on the day
00:25:11.280 And we're trying to do more youth work
00:25:12.940 As well
00:25:13.260 InshaAllah
00:25:13.560 Brothers and sisters
00:25:14.100 And inshaAllah
00:25:15.140 We ask you
00:25:16.000 InshaAllah
00:25:16.360 To be careful
00:25:17.580 Keep us up to date as well
00:25:20.160 With what's happening
00:25:20.780 But I'm going to speak to your mum
00:25:21.940 To get you out
00:25:23.020 Because you being here is dangerous
00:25:24.800 And your mum
00:25:25.600 You really need to understand that
00:25:27.040 So yeah guys
00:25:28.460 If you've
00:25:28.900 InshaAllah
00:25:29.260 You've benefited from this
00:25:30.320 And if there's anyone watching this
00:25:31.460 Please change your life
00:25:32.980 InshaAllah
00:25:33.500 Because at the end of the day
00:25:34.960 It's not worth it
00:25:36.360 Yeah
00:25:36.600 You're poisoning other people's children as well
00:25:38.760 You need to understand that
00:25:39.700 Because to you 0.94
00:25:40.440 It's just like you're a drug 0.99
00:25:41.300 You're destroying families 0.98
00:25:42.720 Yeah
00:25:43.400 There's innocent people there
00:25:44.820 That you're getting them addicted to this stuff
00:25:46.920 You're destroying their life
00:25:48.260 Don't think it's that one person
00:25:49.680 That you're giving it to
00:25:50.420 You're destroying their life
00:25:51.640 Their mum
00:25:52.000 Their mum's going to suffer 0.98
00:25:53.380 You know
00:25:54.200 So you're destroying society
00:25:55.920 And it's not worth it
00:25:56.920 Wallah it's not worth it
00:25:57.740 All these people 0.76
00:25:58.380 Most of them are fake 0.93
00:25:59.320 Most of them
00:26:00.260 Wallah they're not even real gangsters
00:26:01.460 They just
00:26:01.800 Get you hyped
00:26:03.240 Etc
00:26:03.680 They do your dirty work
00:26:04.740 And
00:26:05.560 You're the one that's going to suffer
00:26:06.860 So yeah
00:26:07.880 May Allah bless you man
00:26:08.560 I really appreciate your story
00:26:09.380 Is there anything you want to say
00:26:10.320 Like a closing statement to the youngsters
00:26:12.300 All youngers 1.00
00:26:14.000 It's not the life that you want to live
00:26:15.640 Parents will lie
00:26:16.840 Listen to your kids
00:26:17.520 Yeah
00:26:18.140 Inshallah definitely
00:26:20.040 And we're going to make sure
00:26:20.960 Inshallah if there's any parents watching this
00:26:22.360 Please make sure
00:26:23.660 You
00:26:24.180 Talk to your children
00:26:25.480 And
00:26:26.760 Inshallah have that relationship
00:26:28.020 Do not disregard what they say
00:26:29.540 Because if you do that
00:26:30.480 Then
00:26:31.100 If they can't talk to you
00:26:32.220 Then don't be surprised
00:26:32.960 If they go and talk to their bad friends
00:26:34.100 And their bad friends tell them bad things
00:26:35.480 You know
00:26:36.180 Open up to them
00:26:36.940 And listen to them
00:26:37.420 Inshallah
00:26:37.720 May Allah bless you guys for listening
00:26:39.020 Assalamualaikum
00:26:40.320 Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh
00:26:42.020 Thank you