"THE PAIN IS UNBEARABLE" - LETS PLAY A GAME
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Summary
In this episode of the podcast, I had the pleasure of having the privilege of speaking with my good friend, Abdurrahman, about his journey to recovery from a brain tumour. He shares his journey and how it has impacted his daily life and how he has managed to overcome it. He also talks about the impact it has had on his family and the sacrifices he has made to make sure he is able to live a full life.
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assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh dear brothers and sisters as we watch what is
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unfolding today in ghazza we have to understand that opposition is counting on us to lose
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attention to become fatigued and to move on with the new cycle and just as we can't allow them
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to dictate our attention we also can't allow them to dictate the pace of our solidarity
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and part of that solidarity is going to be there to rebuild ghazza short term long term
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And we will not forget our cause in Palestine
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yeah yeah does people know that you have a tumor in your brain well it's i don't know
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okay so is this this is you can keep it in there okay okay good so can we just explain that because
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not many people know that because obviously i've spoken about my eye condition i'm still losing my
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vision um with you mine's eye your one is affecting the brain yeah whatever's left of it
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okay so can you tell us about when did you have this tumor in your brain what kind of impact does
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it have um because you do i need to take specific medication if i'm not mistaken i used to take
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amitripsilin okay no i don't take anything for it okay okay when did you have it just a quick break
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on the podcast brothers sisters as you guys know at salah pro we are teaching thousands of people
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but some doctors have said this is the cause of some severe migraines that i get okay now the
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migraines that i get are really really bad um they're kind of like debilitating yeah to the
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point where i've had to go to the hospital so many times like which we know which you've seen
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and then i think i always called them to give me the morphine as soon as possible give me the
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morphine like i well one time it was ramadan because what triggers a lot is um food i have
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Because I remember I had that discussion with you
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with the quran like for example you said your mom and your auntie taught you yeah how to read
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that's sort of admirable that they taught you the quran and i genuinely believe that had an
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impact on your life that that not growing do you know it might be it's like the headache thing is
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honestly like i've realized that electrolytes helps a lot water helps a lot um like drinking
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a lot of water it might if i'm being good then i'll drink three to five liters a day of water
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you know i mean quite a lot of water um okay so the the headache thing was it's really bad pain
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and um i used to be given like uh like constant medication for it and they gave me amitriptyline
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i don't know why they gave me amitriptyline because it's also it works as an old school
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antidepressant they used to give me 10 milligram of it a day yeah but it wasn't it was like skills
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for me it wasn't doing anything so i just i stopped it for a while and i thought well
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i don't need this nothing for me nothing changed um but uh they've given me different things for
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it actually they've given me multiple medications for it and stuff but it would i would be i would
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say that even though i've had pulmonary embolism i've had multiple breaks in my body uh i've broken
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my jaw yeah i've broken my jaw in three places i've got the two titanium plates in my jaw
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i've broken my so you don't have a glass you don't have a glass drawer i've broken my hand
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multiple times i've broken my knees multiple times um both both of them actually i've torn
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them all but this and i've had the pulmonary embolism which is like yeah life or death that
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was the pain of the head yeah that that one was the worst that is the worst if i get hit with
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that headache it's so bad the last time it happened i think it was a year ago i was in the hospital
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and i just couldn't handle it they gave me um they gave me uh morphine yeah okay in the hospital
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i took morphine and i think it might be ramadan i took morphine and i took another opioid i can't
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remember what they gave me and it wasn't working no way nothing was working on this thing it's like
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you know morphine is a strong drug they gave me morphine they gave me opioid gave me this and that
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it just wasn't working but that kind of pain is uh it's good i think in a way it's good because
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it's pain tolerance and like it helps you get yeah yeah you know this card is a card that
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everybody be waiting for what's one thing that's haram i do belittle people but i don't think the
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people that the sharia is intending here saying that all palestinians they are responsible this
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man is being more slippery. He's being more slippery than the lubricants that he sells
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in his daughter's sex shop. I would want to escape from fame. I don't mind going to countries
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with very low Muslim populations. What do you dislike most about your personality? I'll
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just assume that you answer the shiugh. I think you're controversial. I wouldn't do that. So
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it's the ambassador. Why didn't you introduce her in that manner? So why didn't you introduce
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me as the Oxford graduate? Would you marry a Muslim jinn? Why would I? What do I get
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