Ali Dawah - April 20, 2026


"THE PAIN IS UNBEARABLE" - LETS PLAY A GAME


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6 minutes

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Word count

1,330

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11

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2

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15

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In this episode of the podcast, I had the pleasure of having the privilege of speaking with my good friend, Abdurrahman, about his journey to recovery from a brain tumour. He shares his journey and how it has impacted his daily life and how he has managed to overcome it. He also talks about the impact it has had on his family and the sacrifices he has made to make sure he is able to live a full life.

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00:00:00.000 assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh dear brothers and sisters as we watch what is
00:00:06.980 unfolding today in ghazza we have to understand that opposition is counting on us to lose
00:00:12.680 attention to become fatigued and to move on with the new cycle and just as we can't allow them
00:00:17.580 to dictate our attention we also can't allow them to dictate the pace of our solidarity
00:00:21.940 and part of that solidarity is going to be there to rebuild ghazza short term long term
00:00:27.600 I am proud to give my support
00:00:30.460 My word of support
00:00:31.320 To trusted brothers and sisters
00:00:32.860 In the United Kingdom
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00:00:36.400 To make sure inshallah ta'ala
00:00:37.680 That we're there for the long run 0.95
00:00:39.120 It's going to be long term
00:00:40.780 And we will not forget our cause in Palestine 0.67
00:00:43.340 We will not forget the cause of Al-Aqsa
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00:00:46.700 Bidnana'i ta'ana
00:00:47.520 Our brothers and sisters in Gaza
00:00:49.300 Jazakumullahu khairah
00:00:50.440 Wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh
00:00:52.420 yeah yeah does people know that you have a tumor in your brain well it's i don't know
00:01:00.180 okay so is this this is you can keep it in there okay okay good so can we just explain that because
00:01:07.300 not many people know that because obviously i've spoken about my eye condition i'm still losing my
00:01:10.760 vision um with you mine's eye your one is affecting the brain yeah whatever's left of it
00:01:16.040 okay so can you tell us about when did you have this tumor in your brain what kind of impact does
00:01:20.460 it have um because you do i need to take specific medication if i'm not mistaken i used to take
00:01:25.060 amitripsilin okay no i don't take anything for it okay okay when did you have it just a quick break
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00:02:10.500 It was discovered when I was 13
00:02:11.840 I don't know if it's
00:02:12.920 It's not growing
00:02:13.860 Yeah
00:02:14.200 Like they've looked at
00:02:16.860 At it and stuff
00:02:18.360 It's not really
00:02:19.080 but some doctors have said this is the cause of some severe migraines that i get okay now the
00:02:25.640 migraines that i get are really really bad um they're kind of like debilitating yeah to the
00:02:32.900 point where i've had to go to the hospital so many times like which we know which you've seen
00:02:36.540 and then i think i always called them to give me the morphine as soon as possible give me the
00:02:42.580 morphine like i well one time it was ramadan because what triggers a lot is um food i have
00:02:47.240 Dehydration
00:02:48.000 Yes
00:02:48.560 So Ramadan is so hard for me 1.00
00:02:50.880 Because I get like some
00:02:52.300 Sometimes I get headaches
00:02:53.580 But sometimes just
00:02:54.360 You know
00:02:55.360 I feel really weak
00:02:56.580 Or
00:02:56.840 If you're thinking about it
00:02:57.820 You're actually exempt from doing it
00:02:58.860 But you still do it
00:02:59.500 Because I remember I had that discussion with you
00:03:00.580 When I was on a Dawah trip
00:03:01.400 And I said bro 1.00
00:03:01.940 Like you are exempt
00:03:02.720 But he was like 0.97
00:03:03.840 Allah says it is
00:03:04.700 Sometimes I like traveling
00:03:05.980 Yeah
00:03:06.520 To give myself a few days rest
00:03:08.660 Because it's so hard
00:03:09.480 So you can make it up
00:03:10.560 Like I try to make up
00:03:11.840 At these kinds of times 0.90
00:03:12.560 But subhanAllah 0.95
00:03:13.860 You know
00:03:14.240 God knows subhanAllah 0.99
00:03:15.140 I believe personally
00:03:15.940 The relationship we have
00:03:16.740 with the quran like for example you said your mom and your auntie taught you yeah how to read
00:03:20.980 that's sort of admirable that they taught you the quran and i genuinely believe that had an
00:03:26.420 impact on your life that that not growing do you know it might be it's like the headache thing is
00:03:30.860 honestly like i've realized that electrolytes helps a lot water helps a lot um like drinking
00:03:36.440 a lot of water it might if i'm being good then i'll drink three to five liters a day of water
00:03:41.380 you know i mean quite a lot of water um okay so the the headache thing was it's really bad pain
00:03:47.720 and um i used to be given like uh like constant medication for it and they gave me amitriptyline
00:03:56.560 i don't know why they gave me amitriptyline because it's also it works as an old school
00:04:00.080 antidepressant they used to give me 10 milligram of it a day yeah but it wasn't it was like skills
00:04:05.480 for me it wasn't doing anything so i just i stopped it for a while and i thought well
00:04:08.980 i don't need this nothing for me nothing changed um but uh they've given me different things for
00:04:17.500 it actually they've given me multiple medications for it and stuff but it would i would be i would
00:04:22.280 say that even though i've had pulmonary embolism i've had multiple breaks in my body uh i've broken
00:04:29.160 my jaw yeah i've broken my jaw in three places i've got the two titanium plates in my jaw
00:04:34.320 i've broken my so you don't have a glass you don't have a glass drawer i've broken my hand
00:04:40.480 multiple times i've broken my knees multiple times um both both of them actually i've torn
00:04:46.800 them all but this and i've had the pulmonary embolism which is like yeah life or death that
00:04:51.420 was the pain of the head yeah that that one was the worst that is the worst if i get hit with
00:04:58.540 that headache it's so bad the last time it happened i think it was a year ago i was in the hospital
00:05:02.940 and i just couldn't handle it they gave me um they gave me uh morphine yeah okay in the hospital
00:05:11.740 i took morphine and i think it might be ramadan i took morphine and i took another opioid i can't
00:05:19.700 remember what they gave me and it wasn't working no way nothing was working on this thing it's like
00:05:24.780 you know morphine is a strong drug they gave me morphine they gave me opioid gave me this and that
00:05:29.220 it just wasn't working but that kind of pain is uh it's good i think in a way it's good because
00:05:34.120 it's pain tolerance and like it helps you get yeah yeah you know this card is a card that
00:05:40.280 everybody be waiting for what's one thing that's haram i do belittle people but i don't think the
00:05:53.920 people that the sharia is intending here saying that all palestinians they are responsible this
00:05:58.680 man is being more slippery. He's being more slippery than the lubricants that he sells 0.93
00:06:02.620 in his daughter's sex shop. I would want to escape from fame. I don't mind going to countries 0.97
00:06:07.760 with very low Muslim populations. What do you dislike most about your personality? I'll 1.00
00:06:12.320 just assume that you answer the shiugh. I think you're controversial. I wouldn't do that. So
00:06:15.580 it's the ambassador. Why didn't you introduce her in that manner? So why didn't you introduce
00:06:19.280 me as the Oxford graduate? Would you marry a Muslim jinn? Why would I? What do I get 1.00
00:06:26.660 Why are you blaming me?
00:06:28.660 Blame the one who does the question.
00:06:30.660 You've never done it.
00:06:32.660 Let's play again.