Ali Dawah - December 22, 2025


WHERE WAS ALLAH WHEN I NEEDED HIM？ - EMOTIONAL END


Episode Stats

Length

12 minutes

Words per Minute

223.75847

Word Count

2,762

Sentence Count

375

Misogynist Sentences

4

Hate Speech Sentences

21


Summary

In this episode, I speak to my own sister who has been through a lot in her life and I just want her to know that she is not alone in her journey and that we are not all bad people. We are all in this together.


Transcript

00:00:00.000 British, normal women that go and shop in Aldi
00:00:03.460 and collect their children and do it.
00:00:05.460 They're losing their children because of you.
00:00:07.700 Firstly, I'm genuinely sorry for what you went through, sister.
00:00:09.720 Okay.
00:00:10.140 But we need to talk.
00:00:11.160 I'm not your enemy.
00:00:12.240 Because there's a misunderstanding, sister.
00:00:14.440 I don't want to harm you.
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00:00:35.900 Oh, another £100.
00:00:37.780 I told you.
00:00:39.060 You know what?
00:00:39.640 It's a dawa guard.
00:00:40.340 You want a picture?
00:00:41.700 No, no, no.
00:00:42.160 I want a picture.
00:00:42.460 A bunch of pants.
00:00:44.720 It's a bit harsh.
00:00:45.820 That was...
00:00:46.260 I think she has...
00:00:46.920 I think she has 75 jinns inside her.
00:00:50.740 It's the misconception of bullshit.
00:00:53.080 What's it, madam?
00:00:53.600 That's what you are.
00:00:54.660 Can I talk?
00:00:55.820 What's happened, madam?
00:00:57.100 And you make them believe
00:00:58.540 and whatever, there's something that's not true, innit?
00:01:01.360 Not all...
00:01:02.200 Yeah, we're not perfect, but we're not bad people.
00:01:05.320 Who's we, sister?
00:01:06.080 We, English, British, normal women
00:01:08.960 that go and show up in Aldi
00:01:10.880 and collect their children and do it.
00:01:12.880 They're losing their children because of you.
00:01:15.260 Who's you, sister?
00:01:16.140 Your Muslim bullshit
00:01:17.540 and the corrupt shit that you say.
00:01:19.420 Oh, bravo, bravo, bravo.
00:01:20.180 Yeah.
00:01:20.720 No, no, no.
00:01:21.400 Bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo.
00:01:22.800 Is she with you?
00:01:23.440 No, no, no.
00:01:23.960 Definitely not.
00:01:25.140 Can I speak to her, please?
00:01:25.840 Can I speak to her?
00:01:26.720 But if someone's got it in their right mind,
00:01:28.120 you can't have a conversation.
00:01:29.120 Can we go?
00:01:30.240 Can I speak to her?
00:01:30.500 I already know.
00:01:31.060 I already know.
00:01:31.460 Keep your shit,
00:01:32.380 shove it up your ass
00:01:33.820 and tell fucking what's-his-name-all
00:01:36.000 that I said see a thing.
00:01:37.740 You can't.
00:01:38.340 Can we speak, sister?
00:01:39.340 Can we speak?
00:01:40.020 Can we speak?
00:01:40.780 Can we speak?
00:01:41.720 Sister, can we speak?
00:01:43.660 Can we talk?
00:01:44.280 Can we talk?
00:01:44.800 Guys, guys, stop, stop.
00:01:45.700 Guys, stop, stop, stop.
00:01:46.700 Can I talk, sister?
00:01:47.800 Can I talk, sister?
00:01:48.280 How the fucking dare you say whatever?
00:01:57.080 How the fucking dare you?
00:01:58.560 Can I speak, sister?
00:01:59.380 Come and do whatever.
00:02:00.600 Can I talk?
00:02:01.020 Making our people, me.
00:02:02.780 Can I talk, sister?
00:02:03.440 I'm British.
00:02:03.880 I'm Lou.
00:02:04.620 Am I British?
00:02:05.460 Am I British?
00:02:06.000 Am I British, sister?
00:02:07.660 I never asked to be English.
00:02:09.220 I never asked for anything.
00:02:10.780 My mum was a cunt.
00:02:12.380 She left me.
00:02:13.200 She abandoned me.
00:02:14.100 I was abused.
00:02:14.660 I'm sorry.
00:02:15.180 I'm sorry to say that, sister.
00:02:17.020 So where was Allah in that?
00:02:18.720 I know, sister, but I'm saying...
00:02:19.620 So where does that leave people like me?
00:02:21.720 That I'm asking you?
00:02:22.600 I'm sorry, sister.
00:02:23.380 Look, I'm sorry.
00:02:23.940 You are asking for people to be forgiveness.
00:02:26.540 Can I talk?
00:02:26.980 Where is mine?
00:02:27.960 Can I talk, sister?
00:02:28.600 Where is it?
00:02:29.320 Can I talk, sister?
00:02:30.180 I'm sorry that you went through that, sister.
00:02:31.540 No, but I'm asking you.
00:02:32.600 I'm genuinely sorry what you went through, sister.
00:02:34.360 I'm asking.
00:02:35.000 Can I reply, sister?
00:02:36.460 Can you?
00:02:37.060 Can you tell me where?
00:02:37.740 Firstly, I'm genuinely sorry for what you went through, sister.
00:02:40.320 Okay.
00:02:40.740 But we need to talk.
00:02:41.740 I'm not your enemy.
00:02:42.840 Because there's a misunderstanding, sister.
00:02:44.920 I don't want harm for you.
00:02:46.260 Okay, do you want...
00:02:46.920 No, you don't.
00:02:47.600 But you can't stop the harm.
00:02:49.000 Can I talk, sister?
00:02:50.460 On any level.
00:02:51.700 Christian.
00:02:53.040 Muslim.
00:02:53.480 Can I talk, sister?
00:02:54.120 All these people.
00:02:54.880 They're evil.
00:02:55.620 Sister, they...
00:02:56.200 You've got to understand your good.
00:02:58.440 And your word.
00:02:59.780 Your role is not to go...
00:03:01.800 Your role is just to go and tell the people.
00:03:04.580 The little kids.
00:03:05.740 My kids.
00:03:06.380 I've got five.
00:03:07.060 I've got three daughters.
00:03:08.460 I've got three daughters.
00:03:08.980 Whatever happens...
00:03:09.920 I've got three daughters.
00:03:10.700 Be kind.
00:03:11.400 And that's what I'm saying.
00:03:12.700 My sister.
00:03:13.300 I've got...
00:03:14.300 No, no.
00:03:14.740 I'm sorry.
00:03:15.360 I'm sorry.
00:03:16.180 I'm sorry.
00:03:16.480 No, but you don't.
00:03:17.700 But hear me out, sister.
00:03:18.720 You don't.
00:03:19.400 You can't.
00:03:20.320 But hear me out, sister.
00:03:20.940 I've got three daughters.
00:03:21.920 I've got three daughters.
00:03:22.740 It's wrong.
00:03:23.780 Sister, I've got three daughters.
00:03:24.540 And it's causing so much.
00:03:26.600 Sister, I've got three daughters.
00:03:27.500 I've got an eight-year-old.
00:03:28.120 I've got a four-year-old and a two-year-old.
00:03:29.320 Okay.
00:03:29.460 But wherever they go, just tell them one thing.
00:03:32.280 Yes.
00:03:32.600 One thing we have.
00:03:33.500 One thing I'm kind.
00:03:35.200 Just the moment I say to my daughters.
00:03:36.700 Say, say, say, say.
00:03:36.820 It's 21.
00:03:38.260 Just be kind.
00:03:39.100 I'm always saying.
00:03:40.060 I'm the biggest wallop.
00:03:41.220 And my mouth goes fine.
00:03:42.880 But I always say to my daughters, just be kind.
00:03:45.880 Yes.
00:03:46.160 Same, same, sister.
00:03:46.780 But what makes you think that we Muslims are the black people?
00:03:48.640 No, I don't think.
00:03:50.940 And whatever it is.
00:03:51.740 I don't have nothing to harm you, sister.
00:03:52.960 I've just made you.
00:03:53.320 I'm just saying, go forward.
00:03:53.900 Whatever it is.
00:03:54.980 Yeah.
00:03:56.140 Yeah.
00:03:56.780 No, no, no.
00:03:57.180 A hundred percent.
00:03:57.620 Just be kind.
00:03:58.440 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:03:58.980 No, just be kind.
00:04:00.020 I'm Muslim myself.
00:04:00.980 But I'm not practicing.
00:04:02.200 But again, I'll get where you're going.
00:04:02.960 No, just be kind.
00:04:04.200 We're just kind, innit?
00:04:05.380 Yeah, yeah.
00:04:06.000 Muslims are kind.
00:04:06.960 Christians are kind.
00:04:07.720 No, I know, I know.
00:04:08.660 I know.
00:04:09.240 But it's like, I've seen so many people.
00:04:11.540 And I give in every situation.
00:04:13.560 My nephew's become Muslim.
00:04:15.020 Oh, I've got five children.
00:04:16.000 Your nephew's become Muslim?
00:04:17.320 Yeah, my nephew has.
00:04:18.340 Okay, but do you know anything about Islam, sister?
00:04:19.880 Do you know anything about Islam?
00:04:21.080 Not really.
00:04:21.920 Okay, let me put it like this here.
00:04:23.140 There's a big misconception and a lie being spread.
00:04:25.240 I'm not your enemy.
00:04:26.140 I have a family like you.
00:04:27.520 I have kids like you.
00:04:28.320 No, no, but you're already standing robotic.
00:04:30.180 Can we slow it down?
00:04:31.520 Sorry, okay.
00:04:32.220 Can we just like, can we like, I'm Louise.
00:04:35.260 What's your name?
00:04:35.840 Nice to meet you, Ali.
00:04:36.700 Nice to meet you, sister.
00:04:37.220 All right, Ali.
00:04:37.580 Yeah, out of respect, we don't shake hands.
00:04:40.280 But that's because I respect you.
00:04:41.320 If you're not shaking mine, don't you talk to me.
00:04:43.320 Okay, please.
00:04:44.140 Because you know.
00:04:44.740 But you know what, I respect you.
00:04:47.920 Nah, nah.
00:04:49.680 I've seen everything, can you?
00:04:51.520 Yeah, me and people have not, but I've seen it all.
00:04:53.300 So that I'm saying.
00:04:54.560 But girl, you're not hungry anymore.
00:04:58.240 He hears you, he sees you, he sees you.
00:05:01.320 God sees you.
00:05:02.680 He understands your opinion.
00:05:03.800 Yeah, there's good Jews, good Christians, good Muslims.
00:05:07.220 I know, I'm not alone.
00:05:08.720 So we believe in God's stuff.
00:05:12.880 We believe that God is one.
00:05:14.300 Spread the word, spread the good word.
00:05:15.640 Yeah, we are, we are.
00:05:16.220 Spread the word that everyone is evil.
00:05:17.880 Yeah, we should, there are people, there are, there are, there are.
00:05:19.920 You're not spreading the word.
00:05:21.520 We are, we are.
00:05:22.020 You're spreading a, it's kind of like narrative, like a, if you do this, then you will be,
00:05:27.720 no.
00:05:28.360 That's Christians, we don't say that, we don't say that.
00:05:30.140 Don't you do?
00:05:30.620 We don't say that, sister.
00:05:31.640 Don't you do?
00:05:31.860 The Christians say that, Christians do me to hell, we don't do that.
00:05:34.020 We believe God is all merciful.
00:05:35.920 Christians say if you don't do that, you go to hell.
00:05:37.480 Oh, what do you believe?
00:05:38.180 We believe, we believe God is the most merciful, and he's merciful to his servants, and he wants
00:05:42.200 a relationship.
00:05:42.640 And what do you believe, and who are you?
00:05:43.140 I believe there's one God, and we're here to, Allah.
00:05:46.740 Yeah.
00:05:47.740 Do you know what that means?
00:05:48.420 Allah is God.
00:05:49.000 Yeah, I do, yeah.
00:05:49.520 I don't believe that.
00:05:50.500 So, what I mean is this, sister.
00:05:51.260 I believe that that's a, that's a like, a kind of like person in the running, and I
00:05:56.760 don't think they really know who the person is.
00:05:59.200 I think everyone's just running for the same thing.
00:06:01.780 But do you agree that people at the top want us to fight each other, and we're a family.
00:06:05.060 You have a family, thank you.
00:06:06.120 Exactly.
00:06:06.680 Yes, people at Tommy Robinson, you know Tommy Robinson?
00:06:08.980 Yeah, I do, yeah.
00:06:09.420 People like him, look, he's now in Israel.
00:06:11.720 No, I don't agree with that.
00:06:12.680 Yes, you don't, but he's put in another country before Britain, and he says he's a patriot.
00:06:16.740 He says he's a patriot, he's out there, he's been humiliated by the Israelis, he's been
00:06:20.280 paid by them, and he's putting me and you against each other, when we should not.
00:06:23.820 Look, babe.
00:06:24.760 Yes.
00:06:25.320 I'm a proper Brit, I'm new.
00:06:27.440 That's good, that's good.
00:06:28.500 On the absolute rise or die, my dad was a schizophrenic, my mum was an alcoholic, I've
00:06:33.960 lived with the Albanians, whatever.
00:06:36.080 I am a true, true whatever, but one thing I'll say in it.
00:06:39.420 Yes, sister.
00:06:40.380 We are one.
00:06:41.660 Thank you.
00:06:41.980 At the end of it all, but the thing is, when all the parents...
00:06:45.780 Yes.
00:06:46.140 No, no, you don't, what's your name?
00:06:47.720 Ali, Ali.
00:06:48.260 Can I tell you something, Ali, Louise?
00:06:50.320 Nice minute, sister.
00:06:50.800 Can you listen to me, and you might be the only person, I am Louise, yeah, and I was
00:06:56.880 brought up in care, my mum was a drug addict, and when I was 10 years old, I was the son's,
00:07:02.500 and when I went into children's home, I met so many people from all different grounds, but
00:07:08.880 you know, one thing we had in common was that we just wanted to be loved, and we came as
00:07:14.760 a unit, and then all the war broke out, and it was, it's not right, it's not true, it's
00:07:22.360 not true.
00:07:22.780 I know, sister, I know.
00:07:24.200 No, you don't.
00:07:25.700 I want to eat your mic.
00:07:28.100 Let's talk.
00:07:28.500 Because, no, it ain't.
00:07:30.180 Just talk the truth, or stop fucking talking, because you don't know.
00:07:34.160 Do you know him know?
00:07:35.520 Yeah, what do you want to say?
00:07:36.320 Have you, have you, have you read the Quran?
00:07:37.940 Have you read the Quran?
00:07:38.680 I don't want to read the Quran.
00:07:40.700 I don't agree with any of it.
00:07:43.140 I appreciate it.
00:07:44.260 Hopefully, sister.
00:07:45.080 Do you agree with humanity?
00:07:46.760 Yes, humanity.
00:07:48.080 Do you, do you, do you agree with that we should care about each other?
00:07:50.200 Yeah, of course.
00:07:51.180 Do you care about, do you, do you, do you agree with we should look after each other?
00:07:54.520 Oh, yeah.
00:07:56.460 You together?
00:07:57.820 You together?
00:07:59.360 Yeah.
00:07:59.840 Unfortunately.
00:08:00.540 No, no, it's okay, it's okay, you know.
00:08:02.460 What's your name?
00:08:03.460 No, no, no.
00:08:04.040 What's your name?
00:08:05.080 Stephanie.
00:08:06.120 Nice to meet you, Hayden.
00:08:06.760 You all right?
00:08:07.320 Yeah, it's a pleasure.
00:08:08.000 I don't know what she was saying, but she's a good heart.
00:08:10.980 No, no, she is.
00:08:11.600 I don't even know what your views are doing, but she's had too much to drink.
00:08:15.940 No, no, it's totally fine.
00:08:17.340 You know what I'm saying?
00:08:17.720 She is good, yeah.
00:08:18.460 She's express herself, yeah.
00:08:19.320 You all right, are you here for the weekend, or?
00:08:21.280 Uh, we live, like.
00:08:23.720 It's fine, I'm all right, I'm fine.
00:08:25.740 She's a good person, you're a very good person.
00:08:27.360 You don't get normal people who are actually true and believe in the shit.
00:08:32.340 I'm a normal person, I've been there, I've watched.
00:08:34.580 Do you believe, do you believe the government makes us trying to go against each other?
00:08:39.460 I believe in.
00:08:40.720 Do you believe that?
00:08:41.380 Do you know what I believe?
00:08:42.800 I believe in that.
00:08:43.740 Do you know what I believe?
00:08:44.560 I believe in your name.
00:08:45.640 Ali, Ali, Ali.
00:08:47.000 Do you know what I believe?
00:08:48.520 I don't mean, I don't know where you are, but he's busy.
00:08:50.660 I was born into a schizophrenic.
00:08:52.560 I believe in human nature.
00:08:54.140 He's my best friend, Lucas.
00:08:55.500 And kindness.
00:08:56.100 I had a friend that was, um, Iran, and she was in war in her family.
00:09:03.240 And you know what?
00:09:04.800 I knew her for six weeks, and my mum stopped me from seeing her, but we were like, I know
00:09:12.360 it sounds.
00:09:13.100 I put my friend, he's like, oh, you're such an Indian.
00:09:15.560 And we were best friends.
00:09:17.680 And she said to me, when I go home, I'm going to be killed.
00:09:20.520 And I loved her so much.
00:09:22.020 I'm so sorry for that.
00:09:22.920 No, no, but what I'm saying is, you can't choose, or whatever, but you can choose who
00:09:31.140 you want to be.
00:09:33.200 And...
00:09:33.760 But do you see how destructive alcohol is to start?
00:09:35.300 Oh, yeah.
00:09:35.780 That's why in Islam we believe alcohol, gambling, these things are destructive.
00:09:39.300 That's why we believe Islam has come to preserve human life.
00:09:42.920 And look how alcohol has destroyed your mum.
00:09:44.820 And that's the ripple effect on you.
00:09:46.620 That's why in Islam...
00:09:47.380 No, not really.
00:09:47.700 Alcohol just made me want to beat up it.
00:09:49.760 Well, exactly.
00:09:50.380 Do you get what I'm trying to say?
00:09:51.140 Wait, wait, wait.
00:09:52.520 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:09:54.200 So, so...
00:09:55.060 But it was nice talking to you.
00:09:58.360 Thank you, sister.
00:09:58.820 It was really nice talking to you.
00:09:59.840 But, yeah, I hope you, you know...
00:10:01.860 He knows.
00:10:02.620 Look at him smiling at your bad self.
00:10:05.380 Yeah, it was nice talking to you, sister.
00:10:06.680 Would you like a free Quran?
00:10:08.020 Not really, not.
00:10:08.720 Okay, but it was nice talking to you.
00:10:09.580 I hope, like, the suffering that you went from, genuinely sorry.
00:10:11.740 No, I'll do, mate.
00:10:12.240 I'll be the one that'll be there on the end, mate.
00:10:13.940 I'm sorry that you had to go off with that.
00:10:15.260 But believe me, if you leave Islam,
00:10:16.740 Islam will change your life for the better.
00:10:18.180 I promise you,
00:10:19.180 I promise you, give Islam a chance
00:10:20.700 and Islam will change you for the better, sister.
00:10:22.600 Believe me, I became a Muslim 13 years ago.
00:10:26.000 Look, I used to come clubbing and partying here.
00:10:28.120 I became Muslim 13 years ago.
00:10:30.120 I know I look Muslim.
00:10:31.120 I don't know what that looks like.
00:10:32.020 But I came to Islam 13 years ago.
00:10:33.360 It changed my life for the better.
00:10:34.760 Alcohol, gambling, sex before marriage.
00:10:36.880 I gave it all up.
00:10:37.400 I gave...
00:10:37.840 Well, I used to come clubbing and partying in this trip every week.
00:10:40.400 Every week I used to come clubbing and partying here.
00:10:41.940 You know what?
00:10:43.360 Let me tell you something.
00:10:43.960 Now I have purpose.
00:10:44.940 I don't need alcohol.
00:10:45.840 Oh, what did you say then?
00:10:47.060 Well, I'm here.
00:10:47.720 I used to do Uber until COVID came.
00:10:49.900 And I lost my job.
00:10:52.200 But yeah, it was nice talking to you, sister.
00:10:56.320 Sister Lewis, it was nice talking to you.
00:10:58.180 But yeah, it was nice talking to you.
00:11:01.500 And do give the Quran a chance.
00:11:03.040 Can I give you one, please?
00:11:03.800 Let me give it to you.
00:11:04.960 Read it.
00:11:05.300 You got off of the news.
00:11:05.820 What do you want to give me?
00:11:06.500 A Quran, free Quran.
00:11:07.420 Shaykh, do we have free Quran?
00:11:08.820 Shaykh, do we have free Quran?
00:11:10.720 Shaykh, do we have free Quran?
00:11:11.620 We have free Quran now.
00:11:12.440 We've got to get the Quran out.
00:11:14.000 Shaykh, do we have free Quran?
00:11:15.240 There you go.
00:11:16.240 Oh, there we go.
00:11:16.920 There you go.
00:11:17.220 Sister Lewis, this from us.
00:11:18.740 Please read it and it will change your life.
00:11:20.740 Okay.
00:11:21.180 Okay, it was lovely talking to you.
00:11:22.240 Have a nice day.
00:11:23.120 Look after yourself.
00:11:25.120 Please read it though.
00:11:25.940 Please read it.
00:11:27.380 Okay, thank you, sister.
00:11:28.360 Thank you.
00:11:29.000 No, but what is...
00:11:30.800 No, one thing I'll say.
00:11:31.900 Quran or not?
00:11:33.060 Sorry, sorry.
00:11:34.300 If I do that too, I'll get in trouble.
00:11:36.760 I'll get in big trouble.
00:11:37.980 Yeah.
00:11:38.100 Yeah, but try to try...
00:11:39.820 Do you know what?
00:11:40.420 Just from that state of saying,
00:11:41.620 I'm not speaking to you.
00:11:42.220 No, no, no, but sister, look, look.
00:11:43.700 Look, imagine, imagine I hugged you.
00:11:44.900 I can't touch you.
00:11:45.820 I'm not hugging you.
00:11:46.440 I'm speaking to you.
00:11:47.280 No, no, I know, I know.
00:11:48.200 I'm just saying.
00:11:48.520 He wants to hug you, mate.
00:11:49.380 No, no, no.
00:11:49.940 I was hugging you.
00:11:51.360 No, I understand.
00:11:52.000 I was hugging you.
00:11:52.900 I understand, I understand, I understand.
00:11:54.400 But keep the Quran a chance, inshallah.
00:11:55.820 Yeah, okay.
00:11:57.000 Yeah, yeah.
00:11:57.760 Read it.
00:11:58.380 I appreciate it.
00:11:59.480 Read it, inshallah.
00:11:59.980 Thank you, thank you, sister.
00:12:00.880 Thank you.
00:12:01.880 Okay, all right.
00:12:02.540 Okay, guys, alhamdulillah.
00:12:03.680 As you can see, the Quran says,
00:12:04.440 this is why it's so important for us to be here.
00:12:06.940 You've heard it for yourself, alhamdulillah, subhanAllah.
00:12:08.780 Different people go through different stuff in life, alhamdulillah.
00:12:10.500 And it's really sad because you know why?
00:12:11.840 The people at the top are trying to get us to fight each other.
00:12:14.600 And alhamdulillah, us being here on the ground,
00:12:16.200 it's important for us to spread this message
00:12:17.860 because even if you change one heart,
00:12:19.360 you don't know what that can do, inshallah.