00:17:12.000It's something that's neat that they could pull something like that off, even if there is political undertones or whatever.
00:17:20.000So, I think on the one hand, you have to respect it for that.
00:17:22.000If you're a fan of film, as I am, as I always have been a fan of film, you have to appreciate for what it is that it's such a grand project.
00:17:32.000And then on the other hand, there's the nostalgia component that you grew up with it, and whether you like it or not, that's part of the country you live in.
00:17:40.000So, to see it all tied up and come to a big conclusion, and you get the big, everybody comes in, And it's the big Infinity War two part conclusion.
00:17:58.000People say, how could you enjoy McDonald's?
00:18:00.000Well, if you go to the McDonald's restaurant and you're expecting a five star meal, yeah, it's gonna be a big letdown.
00:18:07.000In the same way that if you go to a film and you're expecting, this is gonna be consistent with my politics, and this is a totally perfect, sophisticated film for me, a sophisticated consumer, like you're gonna be let down.
00:20:34.000And then there was this epilogue, this passing of the torch moment, where all of the strong white male superheroes are passing the torch then to the next generation.
00:20:45.000Who do you think the next generation is?
00:21:49.000They're not, granted, you know, these are not movies that you would put on your IMDb or AFI 100 or whatever, but like I said, you go in, $10 bucks, and you're going to get a movie that's, you know, got a good storyline, and there's some action, it's big budget, it looks pretty good and slick and clean, and, you know, It's all right.
00:22:39.000But that's an example of something that you just, you know, not really my thing, but the Marvel stuff, it's like, oh, well, you know, they know what they're doing at this point.
00:22:47.000They've got the method down and the formula down.
00:28:00.000But, uh, it's racial stuff now standing.
00:28:03.000But aside from that, you know, when it's so persistent about, you know, I'm just this big buffoon, that's where I'm like, I can't enjoy that.
00:30:09.000I think his character was a little too serious in the past movies and they poke fun at that.
00:30:14.000You know, I didn't see The Dark World, the second one, because I saw a clip of it on Jimmy Fallon and the special effects didn't look good.
00:30:25.000Actually, I think I ended up seeing that at some point.
00:30:28.000But I saw the first one in theaters when it came out, like, years and years ago.
00:32:27.000Opinion on Sargon getting destroyed by the media.
00:32:31.000They're talking about it even in France, LMAO.
00:32:34.000The thing about Sargon, and Joey Mull actually said this, which is true, he doesn't quite get the idea that it's not enough just to not apologize.
00:32:43.000You also can't try and backtrack and explain everything.
00:32:55.000They're trying to make the campaign about his past remarks, and at every moment he's trying to go back and justify and say, No, but you don't understand in context.
00:40:08.000You know, not for nothing, but at a very young age, and this is, I think, what shaped my political ideology more than anything, I basically realized you're never going to have what you want.
00:40:21.000And I don't have to tell you exactly how I came to these conclusions, but I basically realized it's out of the cards for me to have exactly what I want, either because it's impossible or because such things don't exist.
00:40:34.000But life isn't fair, you can't have what you want.
00:40:38.000And once you realize that, I think it allows you to have a more detached mentality.
00:40:44.000You know, I think that allows you to more fully participate.
00:40:46.000Once you let go of this sort of desire, not that we don't have desires, but once you let go of this idea of The ideal, the perfect.
00:40:55.000If I could just have, if it were just such a way, then I would be whatever.
00:41:03.000I think once you let go of that mentality, you're kind of on a different, it's a different perspective, right?
00:41:09.000Most people have it that, oh, if I could just get to this point, if I could just, I just need this, then I will be.
00:41:17.000But as I've lived my life, I realize I get something that I've wanted and it makes no difference, you know?
00:50:52.000He was telling me all this stuff about Eurasianism.
00:50:54.000When I first started the show America First, it was in his dorm room.
00:50:58.000So I had a double room and he had a single room.
00:51:02.000I had a roommate and so I couldn't do my show in my room.
00:51:06.000But my friend said, Oh, you could just shoot it in my room and I'll just hang out.
00:51:10.000So I would go up every night, Monday through Friday, and I'd go and I had these two poles where the green screen was, which were in the back of the room.
00:51:17.000So I'd go, I'd set up my poles, I'd lift them up.
00:51:20.000There's this bar that went across, I'd hang the green screen.
00:51:23.000I'd bring the mic, I'd set the mic up.
00:51:25.000I'd bring my laptop, set that up, and then I'd do the show.
00:53:44.000I went out, no joke, and when that was happening at like 10 or 11 o'clock, I went to the campus Barnes and Noble on Commonwealth Avenue, across from the Kenmore station.
00:53:54.000I bought a Bible and I started to read that.
00:53:58.000That's not a joke, that's not obviously some bullshit story.
00:54:03.000I'm just telling you this at 4 a.m. in my Avengers Endgame movie review.
01:05:38.000Then you scroll up, and then it's somebody.
01:05:41.000It's somebody with perfect facial structure, handsome, white man, tall, 100,000 likes, just because, you know, it's shit content, but because they look like an Adonis and they've got the car and the house, and you watch TikTok, and that's really when it hits you.
01:11:55.000I don't like it, but you have to do it.
01:11:57.000I can't complain because I'd rather be doing that than being a wagee, but it's just people have gotten just kind of inconsiderate with those.
01:12:07.000I also have to have a show for the people, right?
01:13:50.000So, you know, if somebody's like really big and strong and they're out there like breaking necks and killing people, then I'd be like, whoa, okay, you're a tough guy.
01:18:01.000If that's something you value, you partake in it or whatever.
01:18:05.000In the same way that I know people who lift weights, they lift competitively, big bodybuilders, and they're not going around being obnoxious about it, projecting whatever it is onto other people.
01:19:08.000Even I thought it was at least a draw.
01:19:11.000Look, on a debate like that, He knows a lot more than me, obviously, but how do you get over the fundamental disagreement, which is the interpretation?
01:19:22.000You know, if it all comes down to that one impasse, what is really the debate to be had?
01:19:27.000Well, I think it's this, you think it's that.
01:21:48.000A lot of my ideas don't come directly from books, it comes from just my observations.
01:21:54.000And, you know, a lot of it is influenced by other people.
01:21:56.000But I like to think that for the most part, I come on and I present a show that is, for the most part, my own ideas.
01:22:04.000But a lot of these other people, it's just totally, totally derivative, you know.
01:22:11.000They're summarizing somebody else, summarizing somebody else, summarizing somebody who actually had an original idea about what's going on.
01:22:21.000Nick, a professor of mine told me to rewrite a paper because all my sources were more than 20 years old, so blue pilled.
01:22:27.000Yeah, it should be the opposite, actually.
01:22:29.000Nick, what do you do to relieve stress?
01:26:14.000Probably, you know, you want to know why it is?
01:26:16.000It's because Eastern religion actually doesn't believe in right and wrong, absolute right and wrong.
01:26:21.000That's, I think, ultimately what it comes down to.
01:26:24.000It's a rebellion against the father, it's a rebellion against God.
01:26:28.000The society, but beyond that, you know, you look at Eastern religion and what does it say?
01:26:35.000It says there's bad and good and they're balanced and they're kind of equal and they are both sort of co eternal and you kind of have them both and everybody has both.
01:30:07.000You know, a lot of people told me this is not what you want to do, this is the wrong path, and I, you know, I just don't listen to anybody.
01:32:48.000I should build all the parts in my computer, and I should build the computer, and I should build the camera.
01:32:54.000And I should build my headphones, and I should get all my water from a well, and I should construct my own jug, and I should make my own Apple AirPods.
01:33:03.000I should make my own AirPods by Apple, AirPods by Nick.
01:33:07.000I should make my own pen, I should make my own mug, and I should make my own phone.
01:33:12.000I'll make all the parts for my phone, and I'll make my desk, and I'll make this keyboard.
01:39:18.000I was listening to school shooter in the car today.
01:39:22.000The Mustang I have, the speakers are like bass boosted, so it's very epic.
01:39:26.000I play it as loud as possible because I'm young and I can do that because I'm an obnoxious punk kid and I'm driving around in a convertible and I like to play loud music.
01:43:51.000That scene, well, I don't want to spoil it for everybody, but there's a scene where it's like, all these guys come in, and then these other guys come in, and I was like, I was actually nerding out.
01:44:03.000Normally I don't, but when that happened, I was like, this is so epic.
01:44:08.000Everybody knows who saw it, what I'm talking about.
01:44:11.000Spider Man is there, which I think you knew because there's a sequel coming anyway.
01:50:27.000I like that it's about a guy who is alone and.
01:50:32.000Just gets really frustrated with everything, and then the person that he loves and idealizes rejects him, and then he just goes on a big rampage and he makes everybody feel what he's been feeling.
02:07:21.000And you were so cordial and pleasant, and now you're writing hateful stuff.
02:07:25.000It's like, at least if you're going to be a little weasel like that, have the courage to be like that in person, you know?
02:07:30.000And Christopher Mathias, he hasn't really given me too much of a hard time online before, but I talked to him, and it wasn't like friendly or anything, but it was cordial enough.
02:07:41.000But Jared Holt, he just got right out of Dodge when I confronted him, and I didn't see him for the rest of the conference.
02:07:49.000So, oh, is this stream about Iron Man?
02:10:01.000Maybe he is like that, and I'm just, for whatever reason, maybe it's like a Stockholm Syndrome type situation where I'm, you know, or a white savior or something like that.
02:10:12.000But I see a character like him, and I don't know.
02:10:18.000I just don't understand how somebody could be a young guy like that, a young white man, and turn into that.
02:22:51.000It's one thing that you check your phone, whatever.
02:22:53.000But some people, it's all they do is pick it up and put it down and they're on it.
02:22:56.000And I'm that way normally, like when I'm alone.
02:22:59.000But when I'm with somebody, I make a conscious effort to just engage and try to stay off the phone as much as possible because I hate that.
02:23:07.000It's such a rude, disrespectful thing.
02:23:11.000And I guess you shouldn't take it too personally, but I do.
02:42:52.000What it means, what it means, and I wonder if you know what it means, what it means, and I wonder if you know what it means to find your dreams.