00:04:58.020probably 15 acres of field or so out front and nick would go and do that you know just about weekly
00:05:06.740in the in the growing season we're doing really good but uh some folks in the area decided that
00:05:14.580they wanted our our mower and because we were not garrisoned out there our wheel locks and other
00:05:21.700efforts that we took to secure it were not good enough and it was stolen from us
00:05:26.500so we're grass grew up a little bit at the end of last year we've been trying to price out good
00:05:32.020options and so that we can get all ready and prepared for growing season this year and so
00:05:39.300that we can be good stewards of land especially when i get out there we are raising money to get
00:05:45.380a new zero turn and trailer to take it to and from so it'll be secured and we can avoid the pitfalls
00:05:54.820of last time but we're working on that anything you guys want to contribute is as always much
00:06:00.500appreciated. Also, it's really cold in a lot of different parts of the country that are not usually
00:06:06.340cold. Just so happens that the heat in the fellowship hall at Thorshof went out. Explore again,
00:06:15.460exploring good economic options to fix that at the moment, trying to get the most effect,
00:06:21.220but does look like it's going to be a pricey fix. So we're trying to raise money for that as well.
00:06:26.420you guys have many of you already donated to these things and we appreciate that if you have
00:06:33.120if you can and you're feeling so inclined we always appreciate your generosity and i thank
00:06:39.020you for that and then last thing give you a top of the top of the show update on the pay down of
00:06:46.180our debt on Frazehoff. Again, having dedicated it in December, it's last month, we are already
00:06:57.280at 34.7% paid off of that, which is outstanding. Got about $81,578 left to pay on that, but we've
00:07:09.040made tremendous, tremendous progress in a short amount of time because you guys are awesome and
00:07:12.800generous. We thank you. This breaks down to about $111 per member would get it paid off instantly.
00:07:20.720So that's about where it's sitting this week. But again, you guys are a most generous audience,
00:07:26.860and we appreciate you. And during the time of doing this, Steve bought us two coffees.
00:07:32.140We've asked a $10 donation. Thank you, Steve. We appreciate it.
00:07:35.180i think that's the top of the oh um if you can make it we are celebrating desa thing next month
00:07:45.340um february the 20th through the 22nd that is going to first that goes on at all of our
00:07:53.980hoffs but that is going to be the premier event at neward's hoff in white springs florida so if
00:07:59.740you can make it there we would love to see you i will be in attendance i'm looking forward to
00:08:05.180uh seeing folks that i haven't seen in a while and making new acquaintances so if you're able to be
00:08:10.700there we would love to have you if you're interested talk to your local folk builder
00:08:14.940or any member of afa leadership and we can get y'all set up with that law speaker what do you
00:08:22.220have for us this week well i'll start with a couple of top of the show things while we're
00:08:27.260while we're in that realm. First of all, as I'd like to say at the top of my show,
00:08:39.580I always think of this as a cumulative event. So if you have questions about
00:08:43.900anything else that we've talked about in the past, debt relief, meditation,
00:08:49.100um being manly in a feminist world um all those sorts of things that uh you know these are the
00:08:59.260shows are cumulative i do have a few minutes prepared about um the uh rituals and uh habits
00:09:08.300but anything else you know we uh it's fair game and if you uh if i didn't explain something to
00:09:14.540your satisfaction in the past feel free to just ask about that you can also if you have a topic
00:09:21.980that you would like to see us discuss on this segment of the show it is a monthly segment
00:09:27.180adulting with alan you can email us at please talk about something interesting for a change
00:09:33.900at runestone.org and we will review that topic for its propriety and preparation potential
00:09:45.260thirdly on last show we were talking we toward the end of the show we talked some about uh
00:09:49.900investment stuff and that's what yeah that that's what i meant um we talked about investment stuff
00:09:58.460somebody asked me about silver um whether we should still be buying silver when it was 80
00:10:03.660an ounce um silver closed today at about 105 um so if you had bought silver like i suggested
00:10:12.380at uh 80 dollars down she'd be up 24 an ounce uh as of five o'clock this evening
00:10:20.620past performance is not a guarantee of future performance but that is uh the trend that that
00:10:26.220i see and based on the stuff that i uh have been following for a while now so that's the warm up
00:10:33.500here's just here's the pitch um there's a fine line certainly between habits and rip
00:10:41.420habits and rituals and ruts um my underlying uh thing for a lot of a lot of the topics that i
00:10:51.980try to address here as well as my everyday life and one of the reasons i think that
00:10:57.740that i ended up practicing author being an author tour finding my way to the way
00:11:03.420is about mindfulness. And I think that is a topic that, or rather a way of approaching these things
00:11:13.500that affects the way that I look at just about everything that I do. And I think I have it as
00:11:24.060kind of a good way of hitting a groove so that you can um be uh so that you can remember to do
00:11:34.380the sorts of things that you need to do i for example have the habit of meditating each morning
00:11:40.300as soon as i get up and you know usually hopefully before i've had my first cup of coffee
00:11:46.540that's a good habit making your bed that's a good habit um but when you get once you get past the
00:11:52.300point of where where you're doing things too much on autopilot um where you're uh and again there's
00:12:03.340several some of the things i used to do and i and now and it's it's hard to see when you're in it
00:12:10.780eating lunch every day right i've been doing without lunch breakfast most days um for several
00:12:17.820months now and you know so i think i think eating habit eating lunch was just a habit that i had
00:12:24.940i wasn't really hungry i don't think americans are ever really hungry very often but so i just
00:12:30.380had to have it i would you know it was lunch time so i'd go eat lunch you know go pick something up
00:12:35.500usually at um fast food or quick or you know you know a quick place like uh
00:12:40.940Applebee's or whatever. But, you know, again, I wasn't hungry. It was just lunchtime. That was a
00:12:48.540habit I was in. You know, the same thing with, you know, it relates back to some of the financial
00:12:56.200stuff that we've talked about. You know, people are in the habit of going through Starbucks and
00:13:03.880getting a cup of coffee every morning. You know, it's just a habit. And after you've done it for
00:13:09.280several weeks on end you know it it comes in you know in a way that is genuinely mindless so that
00:13:18.000all you do is you know you you're grooving there and groove out and you've spent 10 bucks and you
00:13:23.600know it doesn't really register and maybe you're in a tax bracket that doesn't affect your monthly
00:13:29.520outlay but you know for 20 cents you can make that same cup of coffee at home and be up several
00:13:36.880thousand dollars by the end of the year a lot of the and this came up driving right is one of my
00:13:46.240pet peeves and matt has ridden with me so i uh i am uh i pay a lot of attention to what i'm doing
00:13:57.680and i expect other drivers to be doing that but apparently they don't have that same expectation
00:14:03.360of themselves or of each other um it uh you know and i was in a philosophy class an adult philosophy
00:14:11.920class many many years ago back in the late 90s and one of the guys mentioned that you know that
00:14:21.040for him driving was just a place where he's zoned out right so he's not even he's not paying any
00:14:26.800attention to his driving you know so that's just a rut that he's in he probably has driven the same
00:14:32.480way back and forth to work every day for the last 15 years and so he just you know
00:14:39.680he's not paying any attention um and that's not that that that's not a good rut to be in both
00:14:47.360because um but because the drivers around
00:15:00.800you are expecting you to be paying attention to what they're doing um and because like you're
00:15:07.040losing part of your life by just not by being boxed in in the in these ruts um
00:15:14.080having the tv on all the time that was certainly what i the way
00:15:17.600you know my dad just had the tv on all the time all day every day the tv was on
00:15:32.960it was back in the days before fox news when i was but a wee lad um so but whatever was on
00:15:39.440It was always on. So, I mean, it was just that was just a rut he was in. And, you know, I understand some of the psychology behind all of that.
00:16:21.440Now, driving is an easy example for me because I, you know, that's something that I pay a lot of attention to, like in the way that I used to, I still remember the pattern of the manhole covers in the lane that I drove in to get to work.
00:16:40.920You know, I get left, get further left, get right, get all the way right, and then I missed all the manhole covers.
00:16:47.280So that's a way of taking full advantage of being in a, you know, being in a mindful situation and what could easily become a rut.
00:17:00.140Now, years and years ago, before I figured out what little bit of stuff that I've got figured out, when I was in high school, fine, that's the way I say it, I was coming home.
00:17:25.420there. But, you know, I've been coming through that stop sign for four or five years at that
00:17:33.180point. And there had never been traffic. I never looked. And I just about ran into my next door
00:17:40.480neighbor because she had the right of way and I kept in front of her. Luckily, she was being0.80
00:17:46.760mindful and was not in a rut on her way home um and you know she
00:17:54.040for this pleasure and likely so but that's been a lesson that has stuck with me uh ever since then
00:18:00.520because you know that that woke me up from that little daze that i was in of just being in the
00:18:06.600rut of you know driving the same old way driving the same old road um you know and there's never
00:18:13.000anybody here so there's not even the book um i think good habits are important um but when it
00:18:24.360ebbs over into being a rut where it's um ossified where it's just you know you've always done it
00:18:30.760that way and you just forgotten why you even started doing it that way it's it's time to
00:18:35.800re-examine the the way that you're approaching these things in fact um another example
00:18:49.800and i don't know how much you want to know about this back story but one of the
00:18:53.080so one of the things that i found on the yall tube is um i
00:18:58.920I found this orthodontist who developed this technique called mewing, M-E-W-I-N-G, mewing.
00:19:10.160And so one of the things that he emphasizes is that the way that you maintain your jaw structure and your facial muscles and all that sort of stuff through the day is a habit.
00:19:26.560It is a rut that you can get into, where you can walk around slap-jawed and not with good posture, and those sorts of things deteriorate the quality of your facial muscles.
00:19:43.260and that's why um many many people in the modern world are you know weak chinned and you know weak
00:19:55.660facial structure because they walk around with their mouth hanging open and i and once once he
00:20:02.140pointed that out like i see it everywhere now and you know so the the secret of that is
00:20:09.420on him and it you know i can feel it changing the structure of my uh face and jaw
00:20:18.060but you know the basic idea of it is to stand up straight and keep your mouth shut
00:20:28.460and with that and with the application of some of those videos it's you know again it's it's
00:20:37.420changing the rut that i had gotten into of not paying enough attention to my posture
00:20:44.860um the other example and was in a related video was and i found that i had been doing it is we
00:20:52.300slouch and i and and you know for a lot of us you know slap because we look at our computer we look
00:20:58.620through our tunnel because we're developing a slouch posture that is just sort of the default
00:21:06.860setting you know that's a route that we've gotten into it was a rut that i was in i didn't even
00:21:10.780really notice it until i watched that one video and it was like shoulders back head back jaw
00:21:18.540parallel to the floor and i'm i can feel the muscles in my shoulders shifting because i'm
00:21:25.900i'm trying to i'm trying to climb out of the rut that i've been in and you know and having sloppy
00:21:30.300posture being pretty band name um the but i mean you know just i've had that rut where i've been
00:21:38.380you know more and more leaning into the computer leaning into the phone but now you know shoulders
00:21:44.780back don't get through your mouth you know butterfly bite that's a whole different that's
00:21:53.020a whole different topic but that's that you know that's just a way of getting out of the rut and
00:21:57.100getting into a better habit i've found something a couple of really similar things and like the
00:22:03.660opposite cues but i imagine the same same body setting you know i notice looking down there's
00:22:11.180a tendency not something i've had to really train myself in doing and it's always work in progress
00:22:17.340i don't know if this is just i don't know a relic from high school or whatever else
00:22:24.140but making sure you're looking people in the eye and maintaining eye contact
00:22:30.380we've gotten really used especially men to not making eye contact with people because of various
00:22:36.620social cues making the point of making intentional eye contact with people is really important and
00:22:44.140And it's something I've had to cue myself on that's really helped in a really similar way.
00:22:49.920Also with the posture thing, I don't think about correcting a slouch.
00:22:54.800I think about a lack of standing up with my chest out and my head up.
00:22:59.080So, I mean, it's the same thing just from a different direction.
00:23:03.480when i catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror or something that cues me on it a constant like
00:23:09.640force of you know head high chest up when you're walking those subtle things don't seem like a big
00:23:20.280deal but when we're surrounded by so many people who unconsciously fall into those ruts
00:23:25.760a little bit of intentionality on your end can really set you out from the pack in a very very
00:23:31.960positive way and there's a lot to be said for that we talk a lot and that's the you know even
00:23:38.680the the thing like making your bed right it's you get you get you get in the hat you get in
00:23:45.400the habit of having good habits and then it can build some momentum so that you uh so that you
00:23:52.920feel like you're accomplishing something before you leave the house yeah mandy's good at that
00:23:57.480lucky for you it's one of those marriage advantages um1.00
00:24:06.440highly she she is very intentional has developed good habits as far as making the bed1.00
00:24:13.000appreciate you anyways so um no what i was going to say also is
00:24:18.040there's been a great deal of effort put in social conditioning to make us pretend amongst each
00:24:28.560other that looks don't matter or are not important or are superficial. They're not. The hammer is a
00:24:36.540part of our soul. The looks, the visual impression that you make on the world, that is your first
00:24:44.200impression. That is your first line of defense and it's your first line of offense and how you
00:24:49.840face the world and how you carry yourself, how you project your will and your self-worth through
00:24:59.420your appearance is hugely important and it's instinctually important. That's why I use the
00:25:05.780term pretend. It's not just a casual jab at the modern left and their nonsense. No, it's something0.88
00:25:14.740that we're taught that we're both supposed to pretend, but we don't really think. And it's
00:25:18.700really obvious when you have instinctual responses. Good looking people are awesome.
00:25:24.620Ugly people are gross. We all know that that's a thing. We can pretend it's not. And we don't0.94
00:25:32.960want to tell the uggos that it is because it's mean, but we all know it's a thing. So anything
00:25:38.560we can do, and I say that we can all sharpen up how good we look. If you are gorgeous, if you are,
00:25:46.940you know, the masculine ideal, you can always tweak it. You can always enhance it. You can
00:25:53.920always make it a little bit better. And for all the rest of us, there's a lot of ways that we
00:25:58.940can improve. Some of them are really subtle. Some of them take a lot more effort, but all of them
00:26:04.560are intentional. All of them are the result of willful intentioned habits and conditioning
00:26:13.060till that becomes something that you regularly do and that you have purposefully built into your
00:26:22.160life so i appreciate you bringing that up it's absolutely true there and i don't want to do
00:26:30.320there are for example celebrities who are physically unattractive just in the way that they
00:26:36.480like you ran into the street you don't think that they're attractive but the but just because they
00:26:42.880were able to present themselves in a you know just having a cheerful disposition um and having
00:26:51.760a positive disposition is a uh you know is is a is a great way to um enhance your attractiveness
00:27:00.320um you know there are people who just you know make the best of what you have and and you are
00:27:07.760and you will be attractive because attractive does not attractive and beautiful are related
00:27:12.800terms but they're not it's not the same word and they're two different words for a reason
00:27:17.200um because english is such an awful language it has subtle distinctions for these sorts of things
00:27:29.600and so you can get in the habit of you know a presenting oh i know what i was going to talk about
00:27:35.920the um because another good habit to get into is um delayed gratification okay
00:27:46.400um it's not eating dessert until way after the meal or you know or not buying yourself the new
00:27:55.840pair of shoes today but next week or not you know delaying that sort of thing there was actually a
00:28:02.960pump just today um bbc published an article about these guys who are doing experiments with
00:28:10.720on rats. And what they found was that they treated like what set of rats they would give them the
00:28:21.060treat as soon as they walked in the door, like they would give them fruit loops. I don't know
00:28:24.720why that's such a great treat for a rat, but, you know, apparently that's cool for them. So,
00:28:29.460but then other rats, they would make them work for it. They would make them do these chores and0.75
00:28:36.060accomplished a series of tasks before they got their fruit looks and what they found was that
00:28:41.740the rats who had delayed gratification had a more optimistic outlook and i don't know how
00:28:49.580they measured that exactly but i trust the science hippies uh on you know on the way that they've
00:28:56.140done that because it makes sense you know if you if you think like like all the all the goodies
00:29:01.100at the front and then the rest of the day is just going to be a day long downhill slide um you know
00:29:06.700that gives you you know kind of a bleak outlook on life like the best of it's already over whereas if
00:29:12.780you uh have it of delayed gratification you know then all the good stuff's out there at the end
00:29:20.940you know everything's the good stuff is coming the better stuff's coming the best is going to be out
00:29:25.900here uh you know out here and long and so that's kind of the glass half empty approach which i think
00:29:32.700that that example is backwards you know what i mean it's it's optimism as opposed to pessimism
00:29:39.660which is just another rut people get into man this stuff sucks that's good you know what is
00:29:46.940a good dose of optimism is the generosity of our listeners uh gilbert gilbert just
00:29:53.420like okay so i joke to make a cool transition and to make sure i mention this but realistically
00:30:02.060okay so i will first thank you gilbert for 200 donation towards the heat at thorsoff we really
00:30:08.060appreciate you you donate all the time you're amazing thank you so much and leroy in michigan
00:30:15.420also a frequent donor on here uh donated 50 towards thorsoff heat thank you for that um
00:30:21.820But a point on that, just about the optimism versus pessimism. It is very compelling in the world that we live in to see a lot of stimulus that agitates our senses and makes us notice all the things to be grumpy about.
00:30:47.600And there are myriad things to be grumpy about. Don't get me wrong. But all too often, we don't see the really cool things either. There's a lot of stuff externally that doesn't really impact me that people do that's irritating. But we're all sitting together right now and having an awesome evening talking about meaningful things in a spiritual community.
00:31:08.120And we have people on here who are willing to give, you know, substantially of themselves and their resources to help make this work to the best of its ability.
00:31:19.360And you guys seriously are a bright spot in the world to a great many of us, including myself.
00:31:25.420So thank you guys for that. You guys are awesome.
00:31:33.020That's a good habit that they're in. You know, they come in like GW Farnsworth.
00:31:38.520first on the first off the post um you know kicking in some stuff to make all this stuff happen
00:31:45.080because and you say it i say it but you know it doesn't we don't like to beg for money money's
00:31:54.040what we need you know money's how this stuff happens um you know if we were in a if we were
00:31:58.920in a different era you know we'd be trying to get you to bring your horse down here and
00:32:05.160you know plow some fields so we can barter for a new wood stove and the thing but instead we
00:32:13.480just need your money so in a great grand scheme of things it's uh it's actually easier what we're
00:32:19.480asking indeed so another thing that i'm you know to get to actually to say a couple of things about
00:32:29.880the ritual part um i do have some rituals that i engage in in the mornings and i think that's
00:32:38.280an important as we revive um focused spirituality into midgard i think the more of us that are doing
00:32:51.240um simple simple rituals it doesn't have to be anything um overly complicated
00:32:59.880or more than a couple of sentences, you know, express some gratitude to the gods for bringing
00:33:06.760forth this existence. Express some gratitude to your grandparents for bringing you into existence.
00:33:17.240And, you know, that will start the day with some optimism, which is a,
00:33:23.000you know, which is, that's the best way to approach it. The best is on the way.
00:33:29.880All right, so is that where we are at for right now with your notes for the top of the
00:41:35.100the details matter there's quote unquote christian schools now that are fully woke and
00:41:43.180And I think you have less of the minority violence that you have in public schools,
00:41:54.000but you probably have equal risk of sexual predation.0.96
00:42:03.720There are also, as Alan was talking about, strict traditionalist Christian schools that I think is the best option
00:42:11.380And if your choice is a woke public school or a woke Christian school, trying to find a traditional Christian school is a much better option.
00:42:20.540But it depends on where you are. There are many school districts in this country that have wonderful public schools.
00:42:29.080There are lots of. They are just greatly outnumbered by school districts that are awful and dangerous.
00:42:37.940and one of the things that is unfortunate depending on where you live and the demographic
00:42:47.120of where you live is often the public school is dangerous because of the degeneracy taught
00:42:53.980by the teachers in the curriculum but also it puts your children at you know in a position
00:43:00.660of being preyed upon by predatory children who are not being raised with any attempt
00:44:46.860That is a really good organization with a lot of really good resources.
00:44:50.640Even if you don't need legal defense, it's got a lot of homeschooling information that you might find really beneficial.
00:44:55.620and another thing to say and i know this is like then takes one step out beyond that the first
00:45:03.620thing about having to have this whole discussion is these are our schools you know school in this
00:45:12.740way is a western construction you know so it you know and i know that we live you know in
00:45:21.700And on one hand, we live in this reality where all of our bastions are eroding out from under us.
00:45:31.680But at some point, you know, we need to start taking these institutions back and, you know, getting in there, being on a school board and going to school board meetings as boring and frustrating and irritating as all that is.
00:45:50.660that's the only way that we're going to change this and bring it back
00:45:53.420yeah so okay kind of a side note tangent but something that i think is important
00:46:05.960i think we have a lot of people in different demographics but we got a lot of angry young men
00:46:15.640that want to do things that we, I guess, get in a rut of calling political.
00:46:26.860Wearing a skull mask and like street agitating isn't overtly political. We use political a lot,
00:46:37.560but very few of the people who share our values or our worldview want to actually be political
00:46:44.200and be on their local school board or get some sort of political position in their local
00:46:50.940city, state, county, municipal government doing something to help. If we had more
00:46:59.400traditionally minded voices involved in those kind of things and putting their voice out there
00:47:07.660to be heard in those kind of environments, I think that would help a lot.
00:47:14.200And I get that. Yeah, but in the meantime, while you're feeling it out, putting your kid in a dangerous public school is not a good option. I understand that. But certainly there's people who don't have their kids in public school or can wait till they're done or whatever that can still get involved and do those things.
00:47:32.760sometimes there's you know voices of hey going out and you know being seen in the street waving
00:47:42.740a flag or dropping a banner or whatever is not the most productive use to time I don't ever want
00:47:49.720to counter signal those guys that are out there doing that that are doing it legally and responsibly
00:47:53.700sure but I think all too seldom it's considered actually having people voice their concerns in
00:48:02.080you know the traditional and appropriate sphere to voice them if people tried that more i think
00:48:10.000there would be a lot of good things that would happen is it going to change the entire world
00:48:13.200maybe not but it might very well change you know little things in your county it might very well
00:48:18.560be the voice that stops you know drag queen story hour at your local library
00:48:24.400perfect example and that's you know and that's i mean that's how you change the world is one
00:48:30.260county at a time absolutely absolutely jackson county tennessee there you go so worthwhile plug
00:48:41.860for that um it has long been the plan to uh get myself and my family and a number of other leaders
00:48:50.500in the austral folk assembly and members to move to jackson county tennessee to
00:48:55.380centralize a presence in a small county to where we have a voice and we have a face in the
00:49:04.140community where we can build reputation and where we can you know enact the kind of life that we
00:49:11.820want to have in a community where we might be able to have a critical mass to where
00:49:16.900our opinion counts, our voice gets heard. I have tried to subtly nudge for it, but I didn't want
00:49:27.940to push overly hard until I was there. I certainly don't want to be hypocritical, and I always like
00:49:33.020to lead from the front when I can. You've got about a week and a half before I will be fully
00:49:40.920qualified to be maximally obnoxious trying to get the rest of you guys out there.
00:56:17.260As we do with the gods, so we do with each other.
00:56:21.080I continue our gift cycle amongst Hoffs with a donation to each Hoffs general fund and to Sigurheim in the amount I am asking of each member.
00:56:54.900And to verify, I'm the one that goes through and looks at those things, as does producer Nick.
00:56:59.640He, in fact, did that the day that he emailed this challenge in.
00:57:03.220So well done, you're man of your word.
00:57:04.840We appreciate you. And yeah, who will pick up the challenge?
00:57:14.740Tyler says, and thank you, Tyler. You are a just about weekly, at least, contributor to questions on our email.
00:57:25.280That's vns at runestone.org. We appreciate you.
00:57:28.820hey there question for the show tonight how do you ensure that you give each god their due in
00:57:36.280terms of worship prayer etc i find that when i try to pray at night which i often do while falling
00:57:43.020asleep i tend to want to default to odin which may just be a holdover from my monotheist days
00:57:50.620do you have a specific system or rotation that excuse me that you use to ensure that you do not
00:57:58.120neglect any of the gods. Thanks. Alan, what say you? Well, to start with, I think it's
00:58:08.260interesting, like when we do greeting of the gods and go through even the 12 that are
00:58:16.240specifically iterated in the guilt getting, there are a couple, three of those in there
00:58:25.320that i'm not really sure very much about them um so uh a couple things um one
00:58:39.480and this it as this analogy comes into my head it sounds a little bit um sac religious
00:58:48.840um but you know i think of the gods as the team you know and if you're giving them a homage
00:58:55.320If you're giving worship to Odin, you know, it's to the whole team.
00:59:04.340So I don't think there's anything inappropriate about that.
00:59:08.140I know that even in, you know, in some of them, some folks are just not moved to address any God.
00:59:17.780In particular, they just hail the gods, the Aesir, the Vanir.
00:59:22.600It is all of a thing, and there's certainly, I wouldn't think, I don't think that, like, the gods are jealous of each other.
00:59:35.780i don't think that is a part of our tradition um the the um you know i don't think
00:59:44.900uh and all is talking in you know at the foot of the bridge because
00:59:51.380odin gets more attention than he does i just don't think that is the way of doing things um
00:59:57.380When this topic comes up, though, I always like to remind folks that the really the focus of a lot of our prayer and certainly a lot of the focus of a lot of my devotion is toward the ancestors.
01:00:18.540And so our pipeline, our direct lineage to the gods is through the ancestors.
01:00:24.060You know, I don't, so usually when I think about these sorts of things, you know, I think about my grandparents and their grandparents and their grandparents.
01:00:37.020And sure, I, you know, I give the gods their due, but, you know, they're far removed from, you know, from the blood and bone where we are right now.
01:00:51.420So, you know, leave a bowl of cream out for the house elves and sing a prayer to your grandmother.
01:13:16.740And, you know, maybe that is a, I think it's a, I think it's a, I think it's a phenomenon
01:13:24.740of the, of the people in the Hoth, they develop the culture.
01:13:31.740and you know i you know it is what it is minnesota people are different from florida people that's okay
01:13:42.140yeah i um well i guess first i don't know two pieces here um
01:13:50.540piggybacking on what alan just just uh brought attention to and then
01:13:55.180And while our gods, I don't think are, you know, known for their violent jealousy,
01:14:11.260I do think that it's meaningful when gods that have not been worshipped in a large way by a large percentage of their people
01:14:24.080in a very long time when they get worship that was denied them for a long time
01:14:31.760i think that that's something that they appreciate and that is meaningful to them in some way and
01:14:39.840to whatever degree that we can be a part of that i think that is a good thing for us to do um
01:14:45.520I think all the more for gods that aren't nearly as celebrated or as spoken of, and to which we don't have any actual attestation to them having Hoffs, even in our ancestors period, them having a Hoff in their name devoted to them, I feel is meaningful and is something special to them.
01:15:11.980So I think that's a really cool thing that we're able to live in a time where that's happening.
01:15:17.160As far as Hoff cultures, yeah, but it's a fun, quirky, interesting thing.0.89
01:15:27.060It's not like a big, you're going to commit a faux pas if you do a Njordshoff culture thing at Baldershoff.
01:15:34.600They're going to run you out with Pitchfork or something.
01:15:39.140It's a combination of the cultural background of the people in the area, people who make up the Hoff. It's a combination of the geographic conditions prevalent there.
01:15:54.980You know, you're going to have Minnesotans doing Minnesota stuff at Baldershof, and that's going to look real different than Carolinians doing something at Thorshof.
01:16:06.480You know, people are going to talk different.
01:16:09.560Those things, those things are that way.
01:16:12.260The food that's going to show up there oftentimes is going to default to, you know, culture specific cuisine.
01:16:19.140sometimes that will go back to the old country but often it'll mean you know southern cuisine
01:16:25.000at the southern hoffs it will mean you know traditional midwest i don't know german and
01:16:33.940swedish fair if you're up in uh baldur's hoff it'll mean a variety of things at odenshoff
01:16:41.740because california is so much more eclectic but it also takes the shape of
01:16:48.540kind of the founders and leaders of that particular hoff and the culture that they
01:16:53.500build in that area and that is a mixture of all those people and the things that they've pushed
01:17:00.140for and the shaping of how folks do what when and where and that looks different different places
01:17:09.340but it's it's cool we're all very unified in the afa way of doing things but the subtle differences
01:17:16.860that make that hoff really a home to those people that worship there is it's something special to
01:17:23.660see when you travel to different hoffs and i don't notice it because i get i get to visit
01:17:31.340these places a lot and i interact with these people so regularly it doesn't stand out as much
01:17:36.380but when we have members that don't get that experience as often as i do sometimes they
01:17:40.940really notice it and it's a really fun thing for them when they travel to a different off
01:17:46.220though with the underpinning that you know that
01:17:51.820that the differences are much less marked than the similarities i mean to you know
01:17:58.220The traditionalism that we can express in any of our hoffs or in any of our moots is
01:18:10.140just so much more comfortable than the deliberately guarded interactions that you have to have
01:18:17.660with normies out there because we are read in on, you know, the important issues of the
01:19:02.300You're going to have a lot more in common if you regularly attend Yordshoff and you find yourself at Odenshoff than, you know, if you go down the street from Yordshoff and you're at the grocery store.
01:19:13.420um and that's kind of a special thing although these are the speaking winks though here's a cool
01:19:19.820story which i like to share because i because i like to keep us all in groups um
01:19:30.380a couple things number one you know i tend to be fairly open about my practice um and about
01:19:40.220attitudes and things in general um i don't know part of that is because as i knew retirement
01:19:47.980i don't have to care really what people think anymore to the extent that i ever did
01:19:53.420so it's easy for me to be a lot more expressive about some of these ideas
01:19:57.900um and i don't have to be as guarded at the same time
01:20:03.260and i know part of it is the company that i keep but you know when i express
01:20:07.180a lot of these traditionalist ideas to the people that i interact with they are largely
01:20:13.820in agreement with us you know this is you know it's the it's the phenomenon of the emperor's1.00
01:20:19.340new clothes the woke tards make a lot of noise and gather a lot of attention because of their0.92
01:20:25.740you know the media is uh has so much communist influence in it but people normal real people0.98
01:20:40.060like us um are you know on the side of tradition so you know if so being a little bit open with
01:20:48.140that um can be very helpful because like if you're a little it's like if you if you talk to the guy
01:20:57.500next to you and he's and he's one too right then that's then he's encouraged now because he knows
01:21:04.620what you know which is that we're all the same team so um we ran out of uh
01:21:13.660at food bank last month at york's house we ran out of the fill-in sheets and our
01:21:22.720copier wasn't working so i sent john thank you john down to the store to get to make some copies
01:21:31.120i said here's 20 bucks make us 20 copies of this page and we need this today
01:21:37.300he comes back they would not take his money they know who we are they like us we're doing this food
01:21:45.940bank they made those copies for free because we're doing what we're doing that's worth noting
01:21:56.980we get things like that every place we have Hoffs it's it's funny because it is insidious
01:22:07.320sometimes it creeps in if the media or whatever is always suggesting that you're the bad guys
01:22:18.680at the end of the day we kind of remind ourselves that's just not true
01:22:24.660We're really not. We are good people. We are nice people. We are neighborly, noble people. And people see that when they meet us. They see that when they experience our presence in a community, when they have any interaction with our Hoffs or our food charity or just, hey, there's a really cool guy at my store.
01:22:50.680I think he was part of that Viking church down the road.
01:38:36.100a thing about driving that you know you'd mention the person you spoke to that
01:38:46.720it's just time for me to zone out that is scary and dangerous to hear
01:38:52.040but it's funny because in a way driving is like a meditation but for all the wrong reasons
01:39:02.200like people are able to get stuck to where they bifurcate they go into a period of automated
01:39:08.780actions and they're completely not present but it's not done in a ritual context it's not done
01:39:15.960towards any enlightenment it's just done because they completely devolve into npc mode um really
01:39:23.560and it's impressive that people fall asleep and wake up in their driveway and don't know how they
01:39:31.920got there it's amazing that that can happen and not with like the the teslas with the auto drive
01:39:39.900but like 20 years ago with none of that stuff it's really yeah um and that's scary but it is honest
01:39:53.340That's a thing. And we have, it is, we, we find this with a lot of different people. I noticed that this sometimes happens with older people.
01:40:14.740there's a point where either people never start trying and never wake up or where people
01:40:24.620give up and revert but there's a large percentage of our kin folk out there in the world
01:40:34.780that don't live intentionally that don't think critically that aren't actively engaged in their
01:40:44.700life. And it's absolutely the NPC phenomenon. But when we say that enough, we forget what it really
01:40:52.340means. Life is much easier. If you just don't notice what's going on, and you just stay, you
01:41:03.520know, medicated and happy in whatever, you know, eat whatever food you can find and, you know,
01:41:11.040look at nudie pictures on your phone and like just stay in whatever
01:41:17.200video game place and just don't participate in life it's easier that way
01:41:24.080it's much more challenging to live intentionally and to go out and talk to a girl and meet them
01:41:33.860in real life and actually try to date them and maybe build a family with them that's much more
01:41:39.260challenging. It's much more challenging to go and do something or accomplish something than it is
01:41:44.960to play a video game about accomplishing something. Life is much easier if you just play the sims on
01:41:52.120your computer instead of go out and like do any of those things in the real world. And all of us
01:42:00.420have occasion to fall into and be lulled into some of that. And sometimes it's, and I'll say this,
01:42:06.040Sometimes it's very fun to just escape into some nonsense that's just kind of a palate cleanser.
01:42:12.840And if you're doing that to cleanse your palate, you're doing it on purpose to like, cool, I need a break.0.93
01:42:17.540I'm just going to go watch something dumb and relax.
01:42:27.420And things are engineered to where that's the way it is.
01:42:31.860And we get really into these trendy ways of describing it to, you know, bread and circuses.
01:42:47.860Doom scrolling is a version is a strange and malignant version of that. It's like, that way you feel like that's my that's mine. And you will you feel like you're awake and you're
01:43:01.860aware of all the stuff so like no i'm not an npc i'm i know what's up but it's the same kind of
01:43:07.680thing if you're just sitting there your interaction with it is just scrolling on your phone through
01:43:12.060all the negative stuff right being intentional and it the other thing that i want to stress too
01:43:18.780on it it looks real different for different people um you don't have to do yoga you don't
01:43:25.560have to there's not one right way to do it but the intentionality is what makes the difference
01:43:31.260If you're doing what you're doing on purpose and with a mission and with an engagement, that's better than floating.
01:43:42.340And if you're just floating aimlessly, put your head up every now and again and see what's going on.
01:43:49.340one of um i don't get a lot out of a lot of philosophers there's some that i do
01:44:03.980but one that i do a lot that i really enjoy his stuff is julius evilla and he talks a lot about
01:44:11.840that there's a big difference in the quality of the soul of all of the people that just kind of
01:44:18.320graze like cattle throughout their lives versus people that wake up and have a degree of aristos
01:44:27.360about them to where they're actively engaged in the spiritual current of the world around
01:44:35.680them in a meaningful way. There's a lot to be said for that. Alan, what do you think of Guido von
01:44:46.300list that's an interesting question and one that i have given a little bit of thought to
01:47:10.560I don't have to go through where he was when he did the where he did the ritual but he
01:47:15.940He like buried bottles of wine in the shape of a swastika and did a oath that one day when he grew up, he was going to erect a temple to Odin.
01:47:31.620And that was something that he had had oath to do and was going to do.
01:47:34.920And having him as being the Hoff hero at Odin's Hoff was kind of a posthumous way of fulfilling that oath for him because it's not something he got to do, you know, in his real adult life.
01:47:49.980But what he did do was put significantly contribute to a current that was just waking up in the soul of our folk.
01:48:04.920So, his Armin and Runic revelation is absolutely legitimate.
01:48:13.820It is the authentic meaning of the runes in Odin's rune song in the Have-Em-All.
01:48:25.060There's none of them that are innovative.
01:48:28.700His interpretation of them is, and his selection of which runes apply to which of the stanzas, is certainly, you know, his innovation and his development.
01:52:32.960Absolutely. And he was working with far less comprehensive materials than we have at our fingertips now. But the awakening that he did and the interaction that he had from the All-Father, that's meaningful and that counts. It counts today. It counts in his lifetime. It's going to count a thousand years from now. It counts and it's why we venerate him as one of our heroes.
01:53:02.960All right, so we've got some other questions.
01:56:29.280interactive self the interpersonal self it's the heart cauldron and then the
01:56:34.160upper cauldron is the seat of the spiritual self and
01:56:38.320And again, the way I practice it, and I've been pretty open about this, you know, I tie that to the kundalini practice that I was trained in as well, where the goal of kundalini is to awaken the kundalini-owned, it's all the same thing, of prana, chi.
01:57:04.220to awaken that energy and manifest it through the lower parts of the self and up into the higher
01:57:13.840part of the self. So meditation is the habit that I have every day. That's very much the meditation
01:57:24.660that I do is working the kundalini up through the cauldrons in order to manifest my highest self.
01:59:13.160and there's focus of what you're doing.
01:59:15.140I think, you know, depending upon the person and their prerequisites has, has value, can have values, certainly for the person.
01:59:26.060I think it has value for objective reality, depending upon the efficacy of the practitioner.
01:59:35.660As far as which is better, the detaching the mind or guided meditation?
01:59:43.440in my experience which is better for me and for things that i've tried to do with meditation
01:59:54.440guided but i've never done a meditation that was really guided by another person although
02:00:02.560i've heard a lot of really great experiences with that from other people i have done like
02:00:11.160purposeful meditations with an intent or directing energy towards an action or an occurrence or a
02:00:21.740thing, I have found tremendous benefit in that the few times that I've really put myself towards
02:00:29.760doing that in a ritual way. So I think there's, you know, a good deal of value to that.
02:00:41.160um would ron mcban be honored if he passed beyond the veil that's kind of a
02:00:58.840nebulous question on the specificity of it honored by who so
02:01:04.520So certainly if Ron were passed beyond the veil, the AFA would recognize his passing and he is a person worthy of, you know, celebrating and acknowledging his passing and, you know, going to his funeral.
02:01:33.240and recognizing him as somebody who's contributed a lot.
02:01:53.760Like, do the gods acknowledge you as somebody?
02:01:57.100Do they take note of your passing in some way?
02:02:00.560And I think the gods would take note of his passing.
02:02:03.240what's the best way to convince christian folk to return to our faith
02:02:12.440what points should be made to show their misplaced faith in a foreign god alan
02:02:24.160i when i have that discussion with uh you know with our christian um folk without
02:02:31.100You know, the part that I emphasize is the overlap in the tradition that we hold, you know, all the things that we, that when they talk about a traditionalist faith, you know, the traditions of Christianity are really the Western traditions.
02:02:49.980And again, I try to do it in a way that is not confrontational, but a way to co-opt the underlying belief structure, the important stuff that they believe in, family, culture, nation, widely, footnote omitted.
02:03:16.840But, you know, but those sorts of things are the real beliefs that they have with the vidir of, you know, Jesus and Moses and Noah on top of it.
02:03:30.320So, you know, and then it becomes contextual, like the last discussion that I had with one of us who's a Christian, I mean, you know, I just very gently challenged him on some of the history stuff, you know,
02:03:52.800And because most, most Christians like most people have just never given any thought to what it is that they believe.0.60
02:04:04.740They believe it. I don't have it. They believe it because they're in the run, you know, and, you know, and the harder, if you take the hard approach, you're just going to offend them and turn them away.0.67
02:04:18.400But, you know, if you emphasize the idea that, you know, that we're, you know, that we honor our people as our people, and we believe that our own legacy, however you want to say it, you know, mythology is absolutely the right word, although, again, it has the wrong connotation.
02:04:43.240you know our history our legacy is worthy of respect and honor you know
02:04:51.880it seems to me that you're not ever going to i had to get over this finally myself
02:04:59.320get out of this rut you're not going to win them over one kind of conversation
02:05:05.880right that's what i always want to do like we're going to have this one conversation i'm going to
02:05:09.640lead you through the 47 steps and you're going to come out the other side in an hour you're going
02:05:16.680to be an awesome truer um but you definitely you have to plant the seed here's what we agree on
02:05:23.640okay here you're all here are the all all things that we agree on why you know and if they
02:05:31.320ask me why you're not a christian well you know they they have a different worldview that comes
02:05:36.200out of a different worldview and was imposed in a you know in a way that um that doesn't fit well
02:05:43.400with us and that's why christianity is having a struggle right now and you know in western
02:05:48.040civilization i mean they're you know if if the goal is to bring them closer to us and to have
02:05:58.360them consider that we are a legitimate practice practice of faith and maybe to consider joining
02:06:04.200us one day the only way to do that seems to me is to you know is to plant a little seed in there
02:06:11.880in a in a gentle and compassionate way and let them and you know let that mind virus work on
02:06:19.400them the same way that the other mind virus has been working on their whole life
02:06:23.320yeah it's not a one-size-fits-all answer it depends on the christian in front of you
02:06:33.400um i think alan's point is very well taken that you're not gonna have it is very unlikely that
02:06:43.180you're gonna have the perfect impactful conversation that oh wow that's a good point
02:06:50.600i'd never considered that here hand me that thor's hammer i'm gonna embrace house and true
02:06:58.120that's that's a lot um if you can do that that's very impressive
02:12:07.960depends on what you're trying to do with them first visually i think they look cool
02:12:17.720i like the anglo-saxon futhork i think it looks cool another point that um
02:12:25.080edra thorson made in aloo is that if you're trying to write runically
02:12:31.480the anglo-saxon futhark is a much better choice than the elder futhark the elder futhark works
02:12:39.940good if you're trying to write proto-germanic if the point of your your use of the futhark
02:12:49.120is writing script if it's proto-germanic it's tailor-made to work with the elder futhark
02:12:55.840If you want to best write Viking, if you want to write in the Old Norse,
02:13:03.060then the Younger Futhark is built to accommodate those particular sounds in that particular way.
02:13:11.840But if you want to write in Old English, or for that matter, if you want to write in Modern English,
02:13:17.580the thing that's going to fit the phonetics and the sounds the best way you want is the Anglo-Saxon Futhark.
02:13:24.880So, I wonder if the one asking the question is asking about the extra runes to make different noises, or if he is specifically, so something that is a really interesting topic is the quote-unquote grail runes in the Northumbrian version of the Anglo-Saxon Futhork.
02:14:01.900Those are really interesting because nobody seems to have any kind of real good understanding on Quirth.
02:14:10.440Like the fire screw or the fire all is something that people say with it.
02:14:17.600I guess I see that ideographically, but calc, meaning chalice or cup, stand, meaning stone, or gar, meaning spear, is really, I think it's really interesting when you look at Pan-Aryan connectivity between elements of Arthurian legend.
02:14:44.500and that's something that really occurred to me when i read um the mystery of the grail
02:14:52.200by evola and it points out some really interesting similarities when you look at the
02:14:59.480various magical items in the grail mythos and you compare them to the celtic gifts of the
02:15:07.560Tuath Deden, and they've got a lot of very similar items that are gifts from the gods.
02:15:17.740You see echoes of them in different Greek myths, like the cornucopia, but that's kind of a
02:15:25.180fascinating rabbit trail to go down sometime. But those runes are really interesting because
02:15:30.980they're not phonetic rooms they're very specific just for like almost like hieroglyphs of very
02:15:40.100very specific things and that i think is really really interesting um have you ever read the
02:15:50.660religion of the aereo germanic folk if so what do you think of it
02:16:01.060alan is that one you are familiar with it is not i uh i guess i'll try to try to add that to my
02:16:07.780list i i've not even heard of that so it has been some time since i read it and i don't want to over
02:16:18.100overextend my critique of it lacking specificity but i will say that
02:16:28.260von list and his contemporaries had a very not historically accurate understanding of
02:22:23.900Most foundational parts of that curriculum is to create, I think he calls it a Merckstav and a Leostav list, but it's basically a list of positives about yourself and a list of, well, okay, in the order that I said it, a list of negatives about yourself and a list of positives about yourself.
02:22:46.620And I found that really useful. If you sit and meditate and you try to be brutally honest implies something negative, but you try to be completely objectively honest with yourself and you make a comprehensive list of things that you recognize that you want to improve on in your life.
02:23:09.180I think it is very important for your objective functioning and for your mental health
02:23:19.560to do the exact same on be objective about all of the positive things about yourself.
02:23:28.480Make this list in two columns and revisit it in a prescribed period of time,
02:23:34.960maybe every month, maybe every few months, however you work it out in your head.
02:23:41.480And you will notice a shift in columns.
02:25:24.880We are white people doing white man religion in a way that recognizes the past and gives honor to tradition, but manifests it in the 20th century, the 21st century now.0.54
02:25:50.980We are practicing old faith in a new way, and we honor and respect our traditions, our ancestors, our gods, and our way of life.
02:26:13.380And that's who we are, and what we're doing is trying to bring home, publicize this in
02:26:32.140the best way that we can so that other folk through Twitch, or like my air-conditioned
02:26:39.560mechanic who saw my Valk nut on the back of my FJ and asked me about that today. True story.
02:31:27.580You know, I guess, you know, beyond that, I don't have a deep understanding.
02:31:35.020I listen to a big part of the Red Book, although, you know, I just I don't spend enough time thinking and living in the idea of psychology versus spirituality to really have a deep understanding of what exactly Jung was trying to get at and some of his ideas.
02:31:57.580But I think he had some, you know, some positive and insightful things to say about psychoanalysis.
02:32:06.620And so to the extent that I give that validity, I'm certainly a young kid.