00:03:00.000welcome uh once again we join you for another exciting episode of victory never sleeps
00:03:21.360and i was talking about this in the i guess in the green room but
00:03:25.760But my guest tonight has been on the show or fill in hosting for me several times.
00:03:34.160But she hasn't been on with me since the very first episode, which was our highest highest viewed episode, by the way.
00:03:41.060So it is my my pleasure to welcome Witten Brandy Callahan on as the rest of AFA leadership has decided that she best represents industriousness.
00:03:53.860and that one was a pretty easy choice and uh i i concur wholeheartedly so welcome brandy
00:04:00.740thanks for joining us tonight thanks and thanks for the leadership for nominating me for this
00:07:18.680It's about accomplishment, not just not just work at something.
00:07:26.180If you and you're you're one of the best at talking about this.
00:07:29.940I think this is something you talk about frequently in terms of Hoftholler and donations.
00:07:36.600But really and truly, it's about time management.
00:07:39.500You are devoting time to something and efficiently devoting your time to achieve a payoff, you know, to achieve some kind of result.
00:07:48.320that is important to you is one of the keys to industriousness. There's a lot of people that
00:07:53.600spend a lot of time working at stuff and aren't necessarily getting a lot accomplished with all
00:08:01.040that effort. And there's a really popular internet meme that says you're not just meant to pay bills
00:08:07.360and die. You know, so you're not meant to just work yourself to death for somebody else to have
00:08:15.200nothing to leave for your children. Industriousness as a virtue means that you're going to have that
00:08:20.420goal and work towards it. And that's something that's going to be passed on to the next generation,
00:08:24.220something that they can build upon. And I always tell everybody, you know, when you're talking
00:08:28.280about the gift cycle, gifting your time to something that is an improvement for your folk,
00:08:34.400an improvement for your church, something for the gods, that's a gift. And it's a gift to your
00:08:39.280people and it's a gift to the gods. You know, absolutely. And I think that of a lot of our
00:08:47.620virtues, it's the, say it's a challenge is really not fair because I don't think it's a difficult
00:08:55.940thing to do, but it's important to contextualize it into, you know, how is it relevant to the
00:09:01.880practice of Ausitru. And it's very self apparent how it's relevant to building our church in an
00:09:14.040organizational way or to producing a product, be that, you know, a Hoff, be that the next class
00:09:23.980of gothar be that you know whatever it is but beyond that industriousness takes ideals and
00:09:34.300puts ideals in practice in the real world it's very easy to talk about a lot of these virtues
00:09:42.060but without the virtue of industriousness i think it's the most clear example of our virtues that's
00:09:49.420about um putting it to practice going out and doing alsatru is something that we like to say
00:09:56.220um because there's a whole lot of people for a long time that have talked about alsatru
00:10:01.660but one of the things i'm really proud of with the afa is that we do alsatru and you've you
00:10:06.140know you are definitely one of the leaders in that charge and we're at the end of the day we're uh
00:10:12.220And we're judged not on our, you know, intentions of things that we'd like to do, not on our plans or our thoughts, but on our actions, on how those plans, thoughts, and intentions manifest through us implementing them in the world or not.
00:10:31.960when my day passes and the next generation comes up the next generation's not going to
00:10:39.920care how much lore i knew or how many books i've read or how many classes i've taught they're going
00:10:45.920to care about the quality of the godar program they're going to care about the the beauty of
00:10:53.720baldershoff those are the things that are going to matter to them when i'm gone so i always try
00:10:58.240to keep that in mind. It's not always about me. It's what I'm leaving behind.
00:11:05.160Absolutely. We have some questions lining up. King of Cheese got in first today. Matt, Brandy,
00:11:12.820good to see you both on tonight. Brandy definitely fits. How are you both doing tonight? Brandy,
00:11:19.020how are you doing tonight? I'm doing good, Tony. And I just want to say that I'm so glad that you
00:11:24.060are here every week. You are definitely one of my favorite people. It's always been a pleasure
00:11:28.560talking to you and I'm really, really glad that I got to meet you this summer and I hope I get
00:11:33.740to see you again very soon. Yeah, it's awesome to have and same with a lot of our folks in the
00:11:42.800chat. I look at the people who are listening every week and we get a lot of people in the replays
00:11:47.300and a lot of people over time. We get a tremendous amount of good feedback on this program and I
00:11:53.820appreciate that a lot. I'm glad so many people are, are, you know, listening to me sit here and
00:12:00.500talk. And I'm even more glad that a lot of folks are getting something out of it and enjoy it. I,
00:12:06.660I'm glad for that. But we've got some, some super duper regulars on here that, you know,
00:12:13.600I see every single week and I get to talk to and asking questions every single week.
00:12:19.540And I really look forward to that. I think that's awesome. And I appreciate you guys.
00:12:23.820And Tony, I'm doing great. I'm a little bit antsy because it's one of those I'm. Oh, OK.
00:12:32.520For folks that don't know, this weekend is Charming of the Plow at Njordshoff in White Springs, Florida.
00:12:40.740Folks that are within driving distance, you guys still got time if it's something you want to attend.
00:12:45.760Please reach out to your folk builder. They can get you set up if you'd like to be there.
00:12:49.220but uh it's across the country for us so i am flying out there tomorrow afternoon and
00:12:56.400for the first time in two years i'm i'm bringing my wife and my daughter with me so
00:13:03.100you know the the travel experience is made a bit more hectic but every time i'm at one of
00:13:08.520these things and i don't have my family with me you know something's missing so it's going to be
00:13:12.280really nice to get to show them off to folks that haven't met them or haven't seen them in a while
00:13:17.840and also get to show off New York's off to to my wife and my daughter.
00:13:21.820They haven't seen it yet. So I'm excited about that.
00:13:24.340A little bit antsy. I'm going to be in that, you know, hurry up and wait phase until we till we board the plane tomorrow.
00:13:30.400But thanks for asking. Next thing is from Trent Witten Brandy.
00:13:36.820What is your trick for staying so motivated, even though even though you manage dozens of projects at a time?
00:13:44.420i'm not happy unless i'm busy so a lot of people deal with stress in a lot of different ways
00:13:53.460whether that's stress at home or emotional stress or mental stress stress at work stress family
00:14:00.420i deal with stress by working to be honest as healthy or unhealthy as that is it's if i'm
00:14:09.280productive, I feel like I am in control of something. So if, if something's going on and I,
00:14:16.940and I know that there's nothing I can do about it, but worry rather than sitting there and worrying
00:14:23.060or, you know, drowning myself in a bag of, you know, Cheetos or Oreos or maybe a case of beer,
00:14:31.340I work instead. So that's what I do. I take all of that time that I could be worrying about
00:14:38.520something and I do something else with it because there's no point in worrying about what you can't
00:14:45.980change. What's going to happen is going to happen. So rather than drive myself crazy worrying about
00:14:51.160what might be, I start working on something that I know will be. So that's my motivation for that.
00:14:57.380you know, that's, that's refreshingly honest. Um, I think that a lot of the time
00:15:08.040folk don't, don't see that or don't realize that that's what goes into stuff, but,
00:15:13.960and this is, you know, this is more advice, I guess, than anything else, but when you find yourself
00:15:21.880stressed about something or feeling, you know, feeling unable to accomplish something or feeling
00:15:32.920powerless or feeling anything like that, grabbing a hold of the things that you do have control over
00:15:37.780and doing something productive with them is tremendously therapeutic. You made kind of an
00:15:42.820offhand comment. You don't know if it's healthy or not. I mean, that energy goes somewhere.
00:15:49.020And so often it goes to destructive things or wasted time things to take something that's negative or that's, you know, a stressful energy and put that into accomplishment.
00:16:02.940I mean, I think that's something everybody should should learn from and aspire to.
00:16:06.800Not only does it get good stuff done for us, but it also is a is arguably the most healthy way to deal with deal with stress.
00:16:19.020You know, the Havamal says there's no point in worrying about things at night.
00:16:23.020You're just going to wake up tired with the same problems, right?
00:16:25.600So if I can't sleep because my brain won't shut off, I just pick up a notebook and write notes for something that we're working on.
00:16:34.720And by the time I have that, I have that feeling of accomplishment.
00:16:38.000I have that feeling that I've completed something.
00:16:41.280And I find that I can sleep a lot better if I just take five, ten minutes, hash out a couple ideas and let it go.
00:16:49.020all right um human manipulation nation asks what's the time frame for people to move to tennessee
00:17:02.540and what is the location i was hoping to seek employment now so it will be an easy transition
00:17:09.580well that's awesome i'm glad that you're you're motivated and you're planning uh like that
00:17:14.940so time frame um that's actually something i want to talk with some people uh one of whom
00:17:25.020being law speaker turnage here this weekend when i see him honestly the time frame as far as i'm
00:17:30.220concerned is any is is now is can you be there by the end of the broadcast if you can awesome um
00:17:38.780Um, I'm not sure what industry and I'm trying not to give the exact location until we have
00:17:48.320somebody living on site so that people don't get, you know, needlessly stirred up until we have
00:17:54.380somebody out there on the property and have a face. Um, it's the only reason I'm being a little
00:17:59.960bit cautious on that. About 40 minutes outside of Cookville. So that'd be the kind of commute
00:18:15.320you're looking for. I think that's one of your best options for employment. And about an hour
00:18:20.780and a half if you're struggling for employment in Nashville. So I think those are your two
00:18:27.080closest big employment, but it really depends on what line of work you're in. If you reach out to
00:18:35.880Nick or myself on the side, we can talk to you personally about exactly where it's at if you
00:18:42.020want to tighten in on trying to find a job. But yeah, for people, it's in that northern
00:18:47.140northern central tennessee area to the east of nashville
00:18:54.220um brandy uh from steve monday brandy i know this question uh can be complex but what gives
00:19:04.740you the drive why does the afa mean so much to you that's a good question
00:19:13.120i talk a lot about the gift cycle um i know i kind of harp on that every time i'm i'm on victory
00:19:22.520never sleeps but i talk a lot about the gift cycle and my motivation is to do things and be
00:19:30.320things for my gods um but also to so that my ancestors are proud of me so that my kids are
00:19:38.480proud of me. That's my drive. I want to leave a legacy for my kids to be proud of. I want my
00:19:46.820ancestors to be proud of what I'm doing. I want my gods to take notice and be proud of what I'm
00:19:52.260doing. I want to help bring our full calm. And I want to help other people have the same connection
00:19:58.460with the Aesir that I do. And that's my drive. That's my main purpose for it.
00:20:07.280And as far as why the AFA means so much to me, it's because of what the AFA has given me. I've been in a lot of other organizations and I haven't had any of them stand by me like the AFA has stood by me through the best of my life and through the worst of my life.
00:23:43.340it's we're at a point where we're growing we're expanding at a very fast rate
00:23:53.300We've got so much enthusiasm and so much excitement and so many dreams that we want to accomplish.
00:23:59.900And we are in a time where the average person, if they put their heart and soul into it, can make such a huge difference in our faith and for those who come after us.
00:24:13.240we're we're at a at a building phase to where we have the ability to accomplish a lot of things
00:24:23.500we're growing but we're not yet so big to where it's hard for you know your average member to
00:24:30.920to relatively quickly step in and be very impactful if this is something that you care
00:24:36.640about something that you love and something that you want to put your effort towards
00:24:40.020there are a lot of ways to to make that happen and uh this is a really special time for that so
00:24:47.880it's just something for for people to think about it's not just about us needing workers to get
00:24:54.300stuff done here and there we're at a time where those you know seemingly mundane things can make
00:25:00.480a huge huge impact on our future um so yeah it's really a it's a very special time to be
00:25:07.520part of part of the AFA. I think that most of us are very history minded. And I think that very
00:25:14.180often we fantasize about, you know, wishing we were in different periods of time for any number
00:25:19.780of reasons. But I fully believe that in the future, there'll be people that look back to this
00:25:25.860and wish they were here at this time and wish they were here with us when we were doing the big
00:25:29.420things that we're doing. And so that's kind of cool. And you never you never realize what you're
00:25:34.720doing's history until, you know, until it's too late. Nobody realizes it in the moment and
00:25:40.560tremendous historical opportunities right now. So we appreciate everybody who's helping us make
00:25:45.120stuff happen. And anybody that wants to help make stuff happen, we encourage you to reach out to
00:25:50.180your folk builder. There's tons of stuff to do all the time and we would love and appreciate the help.
00:25:55.260Sarah asks, Githya Brandy, what would you say you are most proud of out of everything you've
00:26:04.620put into motion and developed over the last couple of years?
00:26:14.660The beauty of Baldur's Hof. That's what I'm most proud of. There's a lot of things that I'm proud
00:26:20.840of and there's a lot of people that i'm proud of i've put a lot of time in developing relationships
00:26:29.000with individuals in the afa and i'm very very very proud of who those people have become
00:26:35.640many of them are now leadership and i'm very proud of them i'm very proud of the things that they're
00:26:41.640doing. But personally, probably the beauty of the Hoff. It's hard to talk about it on here. And we
00:26:55.480it's another thing that's kind of interesting about the times that we live in. And
00:27:03.160especially when you start realizing that you're getting older, you start doing old man
00:27:09.520recollections on things but no one would ever have any idea that you put so much work into
00:27:17.540Baldur's Hoff because it is so beautiful and amazing and we are getting to a point where it's
00:27:24.200old news how it got that way but uh for folks that weren't there just so you know when you look at
00:27:32.340Baldur's Hoff and I don't know the square footage or whatever to quote values on it but it's a
00:27:39.360big, nice building. There's two floors. It's nice. It's on a corner lot. It's a nice piece
00:27:49.740of property. And we got it for a song. We got it for $45,000. And I haven't checked on Zillow
00:28:03.320or whatever else to see what but i mean i can't imagine it being less than 150 000 but that seems
00:28:14.360really really light on its value it was in such a broke down decrepit state when we got it um
00:28:25.240it and i say this this is a this is an assumption but it appears that there was some
00:28:30.280some folks that that enjoyed their their substances over much that were there beforehand and they got
00:28:36.200a they got a brilliant idea they were going to turn it into a house and they got like two steps
00:28:41.480into it decided not to and then you know figured it'd be easier to turn it into a dumping ground
00:28:47.560and uh yeah it was it was very very rough and uh brandy and her family and uh a number of
00:28:57.000of really, really dedicated members just poured blood, sweat, and tears into that place to make
00:29:04.540it what it is. And it shines all the more because of it. If you guys get a chance to check out
00:29:11.040Baldershoff in Murdoch, Minnesota, you really should. A good opportunity for you to do that
00:29:18.860is at Freyfaxi this year when we've got our national event there. But I'm sure they'd love
00:29:25.020have you any month that they're having an event there but i'd get to see you then and that'd be
00:29:28.700great but if you guys can do it yeah you owe it to yourselves to check out balder soft so uh travis
00:29:37.420travis bodish has thrown ten dollars at us on entropy anybody wants to give us tips or participate
00:29:44.700in the super chat uh we appreciate it and you can do that through entropy um and travis gave well
00:29:51.740no it's confusing so travis gave us eight dot yeah eight dollars and uh he says hail the afa
00:29:59.340hail victory we appreciate you travis thank you thank you travis um cody asked brandy
00:30:07.260how do you balance the duties of being a whitten and the sole ordained leadership of baldursoff
00:30:14.220very carefully um no i'm joking i actually have an incredible leadership team here at
00:30:26.620bouldersoft district um cody being one of them so because i am surrounded by competent motivated
00:30:38.080dedicated leadership around me. It frees me up to do a lot of other things that I was doing before
00:30:49.260and this was slipping through the cracks and I have to stop that and do this but
00:30:53.040my leadership around me is one of the reasons that I can do the things that I do
00:30:59.100in all honesty. The other reason that I can accomplish so much is because my family supports
00:31:07.240when I'm doing 100%. My kids understand. My husband understands. He knows that there might
00:31:16.560be a phone call in the middle of the night. He knows that our dinner date might be interrupted
00:31:20.960by an emergency. They know that my Sundays are dedicated to teaching. So the support of the
00:31:29.260leadership around me and the support of my family and also the support of the other Witten and the
00:31:36.640other godhar that are my mental and emotional support when things are hard so i would definitely
00:31:44.460have to say that those are the three things why why i can accomplish the things that i do even if
00:31:50.100i'm the only ordained godhar in the district right now those around me elevate me to the point where
00:31:57.020i can do more and be more because they can pick up a lot of the slack
00:32:00.420it's very important at any level of uh leadership or volunteerism within the afa that your family
00:32:16.240is supportive and helpful that makes all the difference in the world um and it's cool that
00:32:21.680you have that and uh it's something that i certainly wish for all our people that step up
00:32:27.360because it really makes life a lot easier
00:32:29.020when everybody's pulling towards the same thing,
00:34:11.200So Ausitru really was just a natural fit for me.
00:34:14.720um as far as and i know i've told this story before um you know i finally found my way home
00:34:22.800to the afa in 2018 i think it was um 2018 at the end of 2018 and i was asked if i would consider
00:34:36.120folk building in january january of 2020 i was asked if i would be a folk builder
00:34:44.700and I jumped on it because I wanted I wanted a way that I could be more helpful I was already
00:34:52.920working with a folk builder Jessica Lambert and the Alshira Godhi with the start of a youth
00:34:58.760program at that point and I was really excited to just do more and give more so I took that
00:35:06.880opportunity and from there um decided i wanted to apply for the go there program and was accepted
00:35:16.160and was mentored here by the alshara godi and ended up getting ordained um not long after that
00:35:24.880i went to elsie fest and matt gave me a big hug and said here's your shirt and i was thinking it
00:35:29.520was my folk builder shirt or my githia shirt and it didn't say githia it said witten and i was
00:35:36.480just blown away and i said absolutely i would love to do that thank you for the opportunity
00:35:42.560so that's kind of how that went i went from a folk builder and a very very motivated volunteer
00:35:48.400and given it my all to being handed a witness shirt at elsie very very big surprise on that
00:35:57.360yeah first you're wondering if it was a misprint or a typo i did i had it a couple times
00:36:06.000And no, it was overwhelmingly self-evident that that's where you needed to be.
00:36:12.200And we. Volunteering and leading and helping in the AFA is certainly when done right, is such a such a labor of love and of passion and of zeal for the gods and for what you're doing.
00:36:38.300that we see that a lot people that finally find this and everything clicks and they're just
00:36:45.660excited and motivated for what we're doing they can you know they can rise through stuff pretty
00:36:53.020fast if they throw themselves at things and give it you know give it a hundred percent uh it's very
00:37:00.620much just internally, when we look at our people, we want everyone to succeed. And so when we have
00:37:09.260people that, you know, have an ambition to one day be a Gothia or a Githia, our answer is always yes,
00:37:17.300but yes, with conditions. Sometimes those conditions are, you know, seemingly insurmountable,
00:37:24.480but if some, but we want people to win and we want people to make it there.
00:37:29.580So we, we have no desire to hold anybody back. We want to lift everybody up.
00:37:37.040sometimes that road and that path is much harder for some people that aren't
00:37:40.900naturally, naturally cut out for a naturally gifted for a certain project.
00:37:47.220And others times it's a, it's an easier fit, but you know,
00:37:52.520if people are committed and want to get somewhere we want to we want everybody to have those
00:37:56.440opportunities and to be able to succeed and not just at afa stuff but anything they're trying to
00:38:01.480set out to do so daniel asks i was here you're guilty how would you respond to our critics
00:38:15.320saying we make stuff up when it comes to our spiritual practices um
00:38:25.800of course we make stuff up and we admit it every time that we do um making stuff up
00:38:33.320is how any progress or any anything has ever happened in our faith um if the current leadership
00:38:42.280aren't making stuff up then they're stagnant and they're not building they're just
00:38:50.920i don't know giving giving lip service to what people did in a bygone time as opposed to to
00:38:57.400moving things forward um and it depends on what making stuff up is the afa is always very honest
00:39:05.400on where we have what ideas some some ideas that we have are are new in our developments
00:39:11.240some of them are evolutions of older ideas and some of them are best interpretation of uh
00:39:18.040of very ancient ideas but we're always honest about those things and it's one of those things
00:39:23.160uh last week i think i talked a lot about the significance of our ordination and the
00:39:29.000responsibilities that that brings and one of the things that is a responsibility is to
00:39:36.120to cultivate and grow the faith of Ausatru. And that means to innovate at times. It means to
00:39:44.520start new traditions. It means sometimes to alter how we celebrate old traditions. And it means to,
00:39:51.240we have a responsibility to the gods and to our folk to make Ausatru living and vibrant in the
00:39:58.600times that we occupy. And, you know, I, I certainly hope that whoever comes after me
00:40:04.360and whoever comes after them and whoever comes after them continues to to develop things and have
00:40:11.580new ideas you know i talk with uh swan when we do our talks on here about our gods whenever there's
00:40:18.500a question we don't know from you know from ancient lore we rely on the interactions that
00:40:25.000we have with our gods in the present and it's always my hope that the the better relationship
00:40:30.560that we build with our gods, the better we'll grow to understand them, the more we'll come to
00:40:36.120know them, the more we'll learn about, you know, the things that they like and the things that
00:40:41.120they don't. And in, you know, even better ways to practice Ausatru. And, you know, that should be
00:40:48.160all of our hope. When we look at stuff, one thing that I think is really important about Ausatru is
00:40:57.040We don't have a lot of, you know, Muhammad in the cave, getting the divine writings things.
00:41:06.160We don't have Moses going up the mountain and getting, you know, Jehovah writing on rocks for him to go take down.
00:41:13.140We don't have those moments in our faith where, you know, the gods sat down and said, hey, guys, quick, write this down, because this is exactly how you how you practice Ausitru.
00:41:23.480That's just not the nature of our faith.
00:41:26.440Our faith is built on relationships that our ancestors had with our gods.
00:41:31.160And our faith is currently built on relationships that we have with our gods.
00:41:36.440And that shows up a real different way.
00:41:38.700When you look at any of the things that we take as our holy lore that we hold sacred, at one point in time, if you travel back in time a thousand years, the same critics could say, hey, Goethe, you're making stuff up.
00:41:54.680and he'd probably say, yeah, that's what I'm supposed to do. I'm taking what I learned and
00:41:59.360practicing it. Innovations are how we got any of the things that we had. There had to have,
00:42:05.120for any of our lore, at one point there was, you know, a Goethe or multiple Goethe's that sat down
00:42:10.260and say, hey, I think this is a thing. This has proven itself through the relationship we have
00:42:15.720with the gods. I've been shown a sign or a vision and we're going to call this good and we're going
00:42:21.240call it a thing and i think that's how any of the innovations in our faith have happened and how
00:42:25.480they'll continue to happen and i think that's one of the big difference between
00:42:34.200doing something and studying something you can be a tremendous fan of something
00:42:40.840and be very studied on it but not be a practitioner of that thing i mean there's0.88
00:42:48.040you know it's football season there's a lot of fat dudes sitting around on their couch
00:42:52.680that know an awful lot about football but that have never thrown a football or never played
00:42:57.720football never been on a team never done those things there's a difference between a football
00:43:03.320player and a fan and i think that the same is true of of a lot of people who are in the the
00:43:11.400general orbit of our faith there's people that um are actively engaged in worshiping the gods
00:43:19.480with regularity and building that gift cycle and then there's people that instead spend a
00:43:24.760lot of time studying about those things and are are scholars on the way that
00:43:29.400ancient people practiced our religion but the difference is huge um you know it's often said
00:43:36.760this you know who's the who's the better who's the better warrior who's the better general the
00:43:45.160guy that studied napoleon's maxims on war or napoleon conquering europe himself on horseback
00:43:52.440with his armies because you know i guarantee you that scholar if he devotes his whole life to it
00:43:57.400may know more about it but there's something really different between knowing how someone
00:44:02.440else did something and getting out there in the arena and actually doing things and actually
00:44:07.860shaping things, you know, with the practice. And so BFA is engaged in shaping Ausatruth through
00:44:16.200practice, certainly every week, arguably every day. And, you know, hopefully that shows, hopefully
00:44:24.280that pays off. And I really hope that we do that in a way that our gods are proud of and approve
00:44:29.520of. And I think that they do, by and large, but we're always very hopeful that that's the case.
00:44:36.980What are your thoughts, Brandy, about us making stuff up?
00:44:42.440I think that people who say we make things up need to understand that we are a people who evolve
00:44:49.380continually. We are always trying for the next advancement, reaching for the next star,
00:44:56.740going for the next goal. We're never going to be still. We need to remember that we need to apply
00:45:03.960as true as it is today, not how it was in the 1200s. If you do nothing but analyze what was,
00:45:13.600you'll never see what can be. And I think that's one of the biggest differences between us and them
00:45:20.280is we're looking towards the future we aren't just analyzing what our ancestors did in the 1200s or
00:45:31.580or before we're trying to take what they learned and what they passed to us and apply it in a
00:45:40.380modern world which is much different than the reconstructionist standpoint we're also building
00:45:47.500our own culture and our own traditions and that's part of the legacy of people and of folk and of
00:45:54.300churches is building that legacy you can't build a legacy if you don't move forward so that's my
00:46:02.380thought yeah i think that you know and i've said this a lot of times but it's a it's a good enough
00:46:10.140time as any to to reiterate it so much of our lore focuses on that theme of staying one step
00:46:20.300ahead of the forces of chaos one step ahead of the devouring wolf um our holy symbols are
00:46:30.220symbols that imply spinning and imply movement um the sun and the moon they're they're chased by
00:46:36.780wolves and they've always got to try to stay one step ahead of those wolves because if they
00:46:41.340if they're slipping then they get devoured our biggest our biggest foe in so much of our lore
00:46:49.900is entropy and that force that drags you down into chaos if you don't constantly apply
00:46:57.020pressure to move forward and to push ahead and to do um that concept is is why the program's
00:47:06.300name victory never sleeps you can't stop and rest on what we've accomplished we've got to keep
00:47:11.100fueling that fire with accomplishments um i certainly hope that a thousand years from now
00:47:19.740people aren't sitting around trying to see the best way that they can emulate what brandy and
00:47:25.420i are doing i hope that they are honoring and celebrating brandy and i and that we're worthy of
00:47:30.060that but i hope they're building on the things that that we've you know been a part of and and
00:47:36.300moving the ball forward it'd be very disappointing if if they didn't and it was just you know holding
00:47:42.540stuff that we did in some kind of a museum piece that was dusty and behind glass that nobody ever
00:47:47.100touched um it's not that's not why we're putting in all the work that we're putting in and i don't
00:47:52.540think that's why the the ancient gothar worked as hard as they did for our gods i really hope
00:47:57.500that they're proud of us and the things that we are doing and the stuff we are making up
00:48:03.420i hope the i hope the next generation makes stuff up too
00:48:08.220they will for doing something right um
00:48:13.420uh so matt brandy what are we drinking tonight all i've got right now is water
00:48:19.260i've got a sam adams alpine lager that claims to be brisk and smooth it's
00:48:33.420mildly brisk and mildly smooth i am drinking hot chocolate because it's cold outside and i love
00:48:41.580chocolate see i've got a i've got an odd relationship with the cold so growing up in
00:48:50.380alaska and you know brandy grew up in north dakota where it's very bitter cold so she may feel this
00:48:56.940winter when i think of winter the feeling that i get in my bones is warmth not cold because i don't
00:49:04.380you know i didn't grow up in a cave i grew up in a house that was heated and when it was cold
00:49:10.780outside it meant the heat was on inside and we're wearing jackets and you're wearing stuff so i'm
00:49:16.540always over warm like my house is not cranked up i think it's at 65 right now but i'm uncomfortably
00:49:22.060warm that's why i'm drinking cold beer um witten callahan what's your hobby and how do you relax
00:49:35.020any favorite food please don't say wrap snacks awesome have you know wrap snacks are delicious
00:49:43.660i don't want that to be the truth but it is they're delicious and uh heather young sent
00:49:49.420me some not that long ago and they were still delicious the second time so yes um my hobbies
00:49:57.020I like to do things that I can multitask with. So I'm always doing more than one thing.
00:50:06.520So I like to do thread work. I like to do crocheting, knitting, even though I'm absolutely
00:50:14.820terrible at knitting for some reason. And I like crocheting because I can listen to something else
00:50:22.840or read while I'm crocheting because you just get into a rhythm and you can just go.
00:50:27.880So I like to do that. That helps me relax. I like to do things like that.
00:50:34.180Favorite foods other than wrap snacks.
00:50:40.360I'm going to have to go with like lobster and crab, a good lobster and crab boil.
00:50:47.200So I grew up with my grandmother. We didn't have, she was from the West Coast.
00:50:52.840She was from the Seattle area originally is where she grew up and we did not have turkey
00:51:13.600You know, growing up, we had something similar.
00:51:16.020I was born and raised in Anchorage, and crab is expensive everywhere, and I suppose it
00:51:24.800always was, but it was much less expensive in Alaska, and anytime around the holidays
00:51:32.860you go up there, if they've got a really good deal going on, a really good buffet, they'll
00:51:37.660have king crab legs, and we would go over to my grandparents' house, and my grandfather
00:51:44.400always you know get a bunch of uh king crab and we'd have a you know big king crab feed
00:51:50.720you know probably once or twice a year and god i'm gonna take out a loan to try to do that uh
00:51:56.720do that now and do that where i'm at now but man that's that's good i miss that i remember
00:52:01.440once i was working security up there i got to one of the cool things in the security industry
00:52:06.320up there around the holidays is if you're bouncing for different uh holiday parties places because
00:52:11.600you know there's alcohol and people get stupid so they have you on hand but usually they'll let you
00:52:15.840you know after everybody else has eaten they'll let you go in and and uh and raid the buffet or0.99
00:52:20.960if you're working a concert you know the the good ones i'll say this celtic uh celtic woman
00:52:27.200i know they like cycle through their their people or whatever but i worked one of their concerts
00:52:32.960they were all like gluten intolerant and vegan and all kind of strange stuff but they were very
00:52:40.000sweet they let security go and and uh eat all their green room food which was awesome and uh
00:52:45.840huey lewis and the news huey lewis was was not a very pleasant gentleman but the news were awesome
00:52:51.120and they let us in there to eat their green room snacks too so i appreciate that
00:52:55.760i have no idea why i got on that but but it do um
00:53:03.840next question is also from the king of cheese
00:53:07.280brandy how do you balance the instinct to go all in uh even at detriment to one's own health when
00:53:17.040it comes to work and keeping a good work ethic without being lazy i'll be honest i don't i have
00:53:25.360to be told um but i've got a group of leadership and a group of friends that will tell me when
00:53:34.080i'm burning the candle at both ends and i'm at risk of losing the candle um
00:53:41.120you know i've got a lot of people that look out for me that way so if i'm working myself
00:53:46.560too hard if i'm trying too hard if if i'm burning out they tell me my husband will tell me my kids
00:53:54.640will tell me um nathan erlinson ashley mcstalker jason gallagher you know me and jason gallagher
00:54:02.320yell at each other quite a bit so not literally but stop carrying that and sit down but no people
00:54:10.080look out for me to be honest tony it's a it's a strange thing because
00:54:25.840i don't know there's a lot that goes into it there's something
00:54:28.480just primally beautiful and inspirational about people that put literally put it all
00:54:42.920on the line for something they believe in. And that, I mean, that is the essence of heroism.
00:54:51.540And, you know, I'm not. There's more to being a hero than than that, but the idea of literally putting yourself at risk for something that is truly important to you is such a special thing.
00:55:08.900And she mentioned, Jason, we have some of our people that really, you know, they offer their bodies up on the on the altars of our gods to make this happen.
00:55:21.540and we are so very blessed to have those kind of people with us and yeah it's our job to get a hold
00:55:27.300of them when they're going a little bit too far and calm them down and you know sit them down
00:55:32.060find something else to do but the thing is those folks are so inspirational by doing that and being
00:55:38.200willing to put that much out for for this that it inspires the people that tell them to sit down to
00:55:45.320then go pick up where they left off and try to keep you know keep carrying that until they get
00:55:49.500back up and uh it's it's really a it's really special dynamic and it's
00:55:58.380it's something really cool to see and i'm one of the special things in my position is i get
00:56:06.380such a broad view of the afa and of our members and leaders over time and i get to watch people
00:56:13.340develop and watch things happen. Watching people
00:56:17.420develop that and express that over time of really putting themselves out there to make stuff happen.
00:56:30.480It's an amazing thing. It helps me as a leader so much that I've got these great people working
00:56:35.920with me but just as a just as a fan just as a as a kid that found alistar true and thought it
00:56:44.000was the greatest thing in the world sitting back and being able to see all the work that these
00:56:48.080people do it's just so special and it's so inspirational to me every single day um
00:56:55.600Nick asks, what are some of the fun projects we got on the horizons coming up
01:03:58.240that takes a little bit more work to figure out how to apply it in your daily life culture of the
01:04:03.600teutons is awesome and i recommend it to everybody but it comes with this caveat especially when you
01:04:09.280talk about practice um the author wilhelm groenbeck he uh he takes every principle or every point to
01:04:20.960an extreme that i don't feel you need to take it to um there's a whole lot of very stark absolutism
01:04:29.040in it that i think a person with discernment can dial back to something appropriate and something
01:04:34.960feasible and you've also got to remember that it you know that is very much uh mr groenbeck
01:04:42.960describing an ancient people and how they did things so when you're going to apply that to
01:04:47.120a modern circumstance and again this is common sense i'm sure you know this but when you read
01:04:52.880it read it with that in mind with the challenge of you know this being a principle that's sacred
01:04:57.520how do we apply that principle in a modern context those are the three that i would recommend off the
01:05:04.080top of my head for for practice um brandy what are your thoughts as far as practice i'm gonna
01:05:13.120have to probably go with with steve's book because that's going to be the best example of what
01:05:21.200the practice of it would be um as far as as learning what the practice of as a true would be
01:05:29.440i highly recommend going to the hoffs you know yeah sure go they said go ahead and contact you
01:05:34.400go there go there but also get to the hoffs because you're going to see the actual bloat
01:05:41.760happen you're going to be part of symbol you're going to be sharing the frith um practicing as
01:05:48.400true is also not it the studying is important so you understand but that's not the sole purpose
01:05:58.800the sole purpose of as true is worshiping the gods so practice makes perfect and a lot of this
01:06:06.160is going to be based on your personal relationship with those gods you need to build that cycle with
01:06:11.120time so before worrying about getting it perfect i would definitely start with just starting that
01:06:18.320gift cycle and start building that relationship see this isn't the answer that everybody wants
01:06:27.200to uh wants to hear because it's it's a little bit more nuanced and more difficult but it's the
01:06:32.560absolutely it's the the truth also true is not a um it's not a math equation it's not like there's
01:06:44.880these certain steps in the right order you need to do to unlock communication with our gods it's not
01:06:54.160it's not like that it doesn't it work with that level of it's not a science it's an art um
01:07:02.560And it's very much about relationships and interactions between, you know, living and willful beings.
01:07:13.360So you've got to approach it that way.
01:07:17.560You know, when talking about the perfect way to do it, I don't even know if such things exist, because I think that, you know, if Brandy was at her ultimate height of perfection,
01:07:27.880and I was at the ultimate height of mat perfection, I think that our bloats would be
01:07:33.880very different. I think a lot of things that we would do in our practice would be different
01:07:39.140and maybe, maybe in subtle ways, but they would certainly be different. And I think that's
01:07:46.000as it should be. There are certain key things that you have to do to get it right, but there's
01:07:51.380a, and this is another thing that people aren't comfortable with. There's no one right way, but
01:07:56.260there's certainly wrong ways and there's certainly generally right ways and then there's this whole
01:08:02.340area in between that there's an art to um like i was saying when brandy gives a bloat her bloat's
01:08:10.000different than mine um spawns of bloats are very different than mine uh you may have heard me talk
01:08:17.540about on her on the show before uh githya patricia hall who was a woman that was very influential on
01:08:23.800me in Ausatru, her bloats are extremely different than mine. And all of those people, I think,
01:08:30.340give very powerful bloats. I think all of those people are practicing Ausatru correctly, but
01:08:37.020each of our best self, presenting our best self to the gods, each of our best selves is going to
01:08:44.980look different. And that's part of the beauty of our faith. It does make it more complicating,
01:08:51.860and it makes the easy answers more frustrating to get but i think it's certainly a truth that we
01:08:58.900that we recognize so we got a um super chat donation over here from our good friend in
01:09:07.300canada lawrence forbes thank you very much for your 10 canadian dollars we appreciate that very much
01:09:12.820um and this is an interesting question it's kind of a cool question because i really like to
01:09:16.900to dream on things matt when the afa has three or four times the number of members it does now
01:09:25.380do you foresee any changes in leadership structure or administration also are there
01:09:31.380things that might generally concern you when that day comes feel free to give your thoughts
01:09:37.780um or feel free to give your thoughts too brandy uh great stream this evening thanks
01:09:43.780i'm glad that you're enjoying the stream so
01:09:50.740at the numbers that you are talking about at three times or four times our current membership
01:09:57.060no i don't think that we would change our leadership structure
01:10:02.500um what i think it would look like at three or four times the membership though um
01:10:08.020Um, we were trying to run the numbers on this the other day on, you know, assuming that
01:10:16.660we had all the money in the world, at what point is it, you know, what level of member
01:10:22.300number do we need to justify, you know, another half or to make an additional half of a reasonable
01:21:31.620yeah i mean you were you right there in the midst of it um
01:21:34.660from a distance one of the things that was there's a couple of things it was really cool
01:21:43.600there's a couple kind of I don't know neat moments from all of it you're absolutely right
01:21:52.500that the biggest problems were internal uh people having to confront their fears and it is
01:22:02.220it's uncomfortable when reporters are hounding you or are potentially hounding you it's very
01:22:13.280uncomfortable and especially in this day and age with the world like it is it is uncomfortable i
01:22:19.120get that um but it's interesting we had some people that you know thought they were real
01:22:27.140tough guys and as soon as there was the whiff of you know put up or shut up they they ran for the
01:22:34.260hills um we had some other people that you know don't seem like they're particularly tough guys
01:22:40.740that stood up you know stood up against you know all comers and had no fear about it and stepped
01:22:49.220right up there and and were were examples of courage so it was interesting it put uh put some
01:22:54.900folks to the test on you know who they really were and who they just talked about being and that was
01:22:59.460nice to see it was disappointing in some cases it was also you know made me very very proud of
01:23:05.700certain people so that's really cool one of the other things that was neat we are so blessed to
01:23:11.300have law speaker turnage with us it was really cool to you know when dealing with a city government
01:23:18.980on a zoning issue to be able to fly in our afa attorney to uh you know go in there and
01:23:26.260look like a million bucks and represent us well that's awesome and i was so proud of that the
01:23:31.540other thing is i think it's very easy to think and i know it was for me so this is i'm not projecting
01:23:38.980this on anybody this is me it was scary dealing with a city government because you're like wow
01:23:45.380you know they're the big fish and you're the small fish in the pond but then i started running the
01:23:52.340numbers you know you were talking about what else true would look like when it's or i say this like
01:23:58.100you're all lawrence lawrence was talking a little bit ago about the house you know how it would look
01:24:02.340if the afa were three or four times bigger well looking at proportions we are three times bigger
01:24:08.980than the population of murdoch so you know we were dealing with a city council of people that
01:24:16.420you know have have very few constituents in a very small town and we've got a lot of stuff going on
01:24:21.700we we were absolutely the big fish in that pond when we were having that uh that conversation it
01:24:26.820was kind of a kind of a cool thing to realize that no we we've got you know legit numbers on stuff
01:24:34.500we are numerically significant in you know we're starting to grow we're getting to where we have a
01:24:39.620footprint in the world when you look at murdoch one of the other cool things is i pulled up an
01:24:43.940aerial map of the town of murdoch and you can see excuse me you can see where the hoff property is
01:24:53.220and to just know like we we physically own you know a visible like two or three percent of that
01:25:00.980town's footprint is us and that's kind of a cool thing so we got another question i'm going to let
01:25:08.900you take a swing at this first brandy um what does uninvoked astral projection mean i know before i
01:25:18.260came home to the afa i was criticized in christianity when i spoke of it is this something i
01:25:24.740should pursue? So if you're talking about an invoked astral projection as unintentional
01:25:32.480or spontaneous, and should it's something that you can should pursue, that's entirely up to you,
01:25:39.700but it's not something I would personally do myself. I would prefer a form of ootsetter or
01:25:47.720something like that. But as far as uninvoked astral projection, no, that is not something I
01:25:53.840would personally do, but you do you. Um, but I think what you're, if what you're talking about
01:26:00.700is the unintentional or spontaneous, I'm one of those people that likes to be in control
01:26:06.960of my thoughts, myself, what I'm doing, what I'm doing it. So that's not something I would
01:26:11.900personally pursue. Um, I have Christianity in general does not like the thought of astral
01:26:18.480projection for various reasons um but no i the way you're describing it no that's not something
01:26:25.920i would pursue personally um like i said if that works for you cool it's just not something i would
01:26:32.320be into so uh callum i did get your question on the super chat and i will get to it right after
01:26:41.680this i should have got you first but i didn't see it in time but i i did see that come through and
01:26:45.840will get to you as far as the question uh and i should add this this is from someone um monica is
01:26:52.320is their screen name on here so yeah there we go um because i think that that the nuance
01:27:01.680as far as this goes does have a male and female component to it
01:27:07.280i have never heard i've never heard the term uninvoked astral projection so i have to make
01:27:14.240some assumptions about what it means if it is you unintentionally astral projecting
01:27:23.920as if perhaps when you're you know asleep or something else
01:27:32.320i wouldn't block it out as far as pursuing it i would seek to gain control of it
01:27:38.400um and i think that's a reasonable thing to do no matter who asks is if if you if this is
01:27:43.520something that you are doing unintentionally in a in a meditative or in a dream state or whatever
01:27:50.320that i think you should absolutely pursue how to reign that in and once you know how to reign that
01:27:56.880in how to use that in in a beneficial way um if it is you receiving some kind of projection or you um
01:28:08.160um yeah if it is you receiving messages or something working through you in a way that
01:28:18.600was unintentional um if you were a guy I would suggest that you handle that different than if
01:28:27.720you're a woman being a woman I think that that's something that you could if you wanted to be more
01:28:33.060to exploring and letting that happen um but again it's so much of it is on a case-by-case basis
01:28:43.060so i don't want to just say yeah go you know swing for the fences on it and i wish you the best
01:28:47.620um i think it should you should be cautious with what you do and i think that if it's something
01:28:52.820you're because you mentioned um uninvoked so i'm assuming that this is something that you find
01:28:58.580yourself that this happens to you from time to time. If it does, I think you should reach out to
01:29:04.160your local Gothi or Githya. And I say local, it doesn't have to be. I think you should reach out
01:29:10.540to any of our Gothar and, you know, for somebody to kind of help you through it or help you process
01:29:16.300with it or work with it in that way. But yeah, I wouldn't say just shut it down. If there's
01:29:21.760something that's going on, I'd want to figure it out, put a context to it. And then, you know,
01:29:27.000you being a woman i don't think you know i don't think there's anything wrong with you wanting to
01:29:31.240pursue it as long as you you know as long as you're able to find that it's beneficial in some
01:29:37.720way and put it in a context where it's it's helpful to you and not damaging to you
01:29:44.680so column to your question and with a donation of 20 i believe i'm reading the abbreviation
01:29:51.000correct australian dollars that's awesome thank you so much for that uh can someone in the afa
01:29:57.720be publicly outspoken against the abrahamic religions either in a respectful or in a vulgar
01:30:03.800and crude manner also do you think it's fair to cancel someone's membership if they happen to be
01:30:10.360in prison they may have been in prison wrongfully or defended the folk and found themselves in
01:30:16.040prison thanks so there's a number of things to unpack in that um
01:30:25.240yeah uh and and we're going cross borders here too so please recognize that
01:30:36.360i was gonna say it i don't even know if the right term is an australian citizen but
01:30:42.760as an australian citizen you are asking an american citizen a question about can and can't
01:30:48.600you i don't know legally what the standard is there on your ability to have freedom of speech
01:30:54.440unfortunately one would like to think that in the western world you could speak freely on those
01:31:00.520subjects either politely or rudely if you so choose and that that would not land you in legal
01:31:07.480trouble i put the caveat out there the afa does not want to tell you it's okay to do anything
01:31:12.840that is illegal but on principle as far as the afa is concerned we would prefer that you
01:31:20.600addressed your grievances with other faith groups in respectful ways but you are uh you know you
01:31:27.880you are certainly a free individual and you don't represent the afa in an official capacity
01:31:32.280um yeah speak your mind about the abrahamic faiths if you so choose
01:31:36.780that's entirely up to you again as long as that's legal in the country where you're at
01:31:41.520um no i don't think that the afa would have consequences or repercussions with that
01:31:46.600um like anything context is everything if you carry on the rude discussion of that in a way
01:31:53.660that causes friction amongst our people internally then that might be something but no i you've got
01:31:59.480freedom to speak your mind and and say the things that that you feel um as far as do i think it's
01:32:06.840fair to cancel somebody's membership if they happen to be imprisoned so this is a this is
01:32:14.120something that folks may not realize and i want people to understand because i've thought about
01:32:19.400this too the afa does not accept membership from people who find us when they are incarcerated
01:32:27.720if they are still incarcerated we wait until someone is is out and in the free world before
01:32:34.120they can join us that's not the same as us cutting ties with somebody if we have a member that is
01:32:41.240convicted of a crime that's not an automatic thing and it's something that we have had happened
01:32:48.280before and there is nuance to that that depends a lot on the circumstance you mentioned that they
01:32:57.400could have been wrongfully imprisoned or that they could be you know a political prisoner
01:33:04.280we are very aware that that is a possibility and so i think it comes down a lot to nuance
01:33:09.560and sometimes it comes down to the nature of the crime involved if they are convicted and we have
01:33:15.160reason to believe that that's a legitimate conviction for something we find heinous
01:33:19.080and unacceptable then absolutely we'll dump their membership um but if they're convicted
01:33:24.840of something different just because they get convicted does not mean that we throw them out
01:33:29.640and i notice there's kind of nuance in your question it's not like you asked of the afa
01:33:34.520but i'm assuming with the membership you're applying afa membership so so folks know we
01:33:39.560don't just kick somebody out if they get in trouble with the law we it is a discussion
01:33:45.160that we have certainly but that's not an automatic um throw somebody out for thing um
01:33:54.840And yeah, I think that's the entirety of the question there. Brandy, do you have anything to add on that?
01:34:03.460I do a little bit. I'm going to give you the same advice that I gave to my children. And I don't mean that as, you know, motherly advice or that I'm trying to talk to you as if you're younger.
01:34:17.280um it's just advice in general you can say what you want how you want when you want
01:34:24.400don't always assume that people are going to agree with you and don't always assume that
01:34:29.660people are going to support what you say just because you believe it um as passionately as you
01:34:35.440do doesn't mean that somebody else will share your passion in that so while you may take a
01:34:42.940different tone in your grievances with the Abrahamic faiths. Not everybody will share
01:34:51.460that tone. Some of us will have a very respectful disagreement or debate, but there are a lot of
01:34:59.040people who still will show respect as their parents or grandparents may still be part of
01:35:03.940that faith. Respectful disagreement with something can sometimes be better than loud
01:35:16.160shouting of grievance. So I will put that out there. I think that's solid advice. And Colm,
01:35:22.160this isn't directed at you. This is to everybody out there, just so they know.
01:35:26.500There is a different level of what it takes for us to kick you out of the AFA versus what it takes
01:35:33.820for lots of AFA members to not really want to have things to do with you. You can be a jerk1.00
01:35:39.860and have nobody like you and still be in the AFA. So when I say the AFA, you know, is okay with1.00
01:35:46.240something or not, it's, you know, it's not, I'm not going to kick you out for saying mean things
01:35:51.620about Christianity. But Brandy's point is very, very important is, you know, a lot of us still
01:36:00.760have people we're very close to that uh may be very involved in their christian faith and
01:36:08.760if you're not careful with the words you say you can very easily offend some people that you may
01:36:13.400not mean to offend so um be intentional that's that's kind of something that i
01:36:23.240apologize there's been a couple of dumb bouncer analogies tonight but that's something that you
01:36:28.360know i when i ran some guys with security i would always tell them like if you if you want us to get
01:36:36.840in a fight with somebody if that's what happens then okay cool i got you but what i don't want
01:36:42.360is you to stumble into a fight that you didn't see coming that's what's going to make me upset
01:36:47.160if you see it coming and we need to go there okay so you know you can be offensive or not
01:36:53.000but don't accidentally offend people you don't mean to offend and that's a really important
01:36:58.040thing if if your intent is to offend then you know that's that's a choice for you to make
01:37:03.080but be fully aware of of your audience and i think that's sound advice for anybody and again that's
01:37:07.720not aimed at you column your question was great and i think it's well taken that's just to folks
01:37:11.880listening um you have a lot of freedoms but your freedoms come with an understanding that there's
01:37:18.680consequences and you know everybody has the freedom to disagree with you and not want to
01:37:23.720not want to be your buddy depending upon how you exercise your freedoms
01:37:28.680uh nathan asks i'll tell you go the when did you know you wanted witten callahan on the witten
01:37:39.560before you and i had that conversation so
01:37:43.800So one of the cool things that used to happen often, see what happens this year again or not, depending on where we where we stay is the the hot tub, the hot tub, sample and hot tub kind of Baldershof after parties.
01:38:03.140so the the hotel that folks were staying at that was close by had a cool hot tub and people you
01:38:09.140know after they'd been working or whatever else to go out there and relax and pass around some
01:38:13.700schnapps and enjoy the time in the hot tub one time uh nathan a couple of times nathan and i
01:38:19.380were out there one time it was he and i and and he asked me that and he was a strong advocate that
01:38:24.100like no you need to put brandy on the witten why is she not on the witten what's your problem
01:38:28.420i wanted to put her on the witten well before that conversation and so i was trying to be
01:38:34.240kind of coy with the conversation i think that i knew that i wanted her to get there
01:38:39.160by it's it's hard because it's not like there was some lightning strike moment
01:38:47.500certainly by the time she was before the time she was ordained as a githya
01:38:56.500um i didn't know how fast that would happen but getting her there was something that i wanted to
01:39:04.240see then um i think the moment that most solidified it but again brandy just oozes with
01:39:17.300competence and it it is a no-brainer it would be ridiculous not to have her on the witten brandy is
01:39:23.920top brandy is top three hardest workers in the afa um
01:39:34.220if you go by percentage of people's capability i think brandy is solidly top three if you go by
01:39:45.960overall getting stuff done and execution. I want to say she's top two and say I compete with her,
01:39:55.300but that's not really true because half of the stuff I take credit for is stuff that she's
01:39:59.760done 50% or more of the work for. So I got to say Brandy's accomplishes more than I do.
01:40:09.260But yeah, yeah, there's no scenario. She's not top three of our getting stuff done people.
01:40:15.080and the hardest workers in the AFA, and I think, you know, I am obliged to put my hat in the ring,
01:40:21.680but truth be told, I think Brandy beats me on it. That said, the really solidifying moment,
01:40:32.140one thing with being the All's Heria Goethe, and again, I wouldn't change this for anything in the
01:40:38.240world. But it's part of when I talked about the responsibilities of ordination and the further
01:40:45.820responsibilities of being the else harry gothy. Part of us being a theocratic autocracy. It's
01:40:55.240really cool because Matt gets to be the king of stuff. And that's awesome. I promise you it's
01:40:59.460the coolest thing in the world. I wouldn't trade it for anything. But it also means that
01:41:04.280you can feel really alone and you can feel all the weight of the world on your shoulders all
01:41:11.560the time there's never a time that i don't feel that weight there's never a time i wouldn't want
01:41:18.100to feel that way but there are times it's heavier than others um one time and we mentioned that we
01:41:26.700it's funny how uh it's weird law speaker literally how these conversations on here
01:41:33.620kind of get a theme or questions harken back to other previous questions in the course of the
01:41:38.820show it's kind of neat how that happens so we talked about baldershoff a little bit and how
01:41:44.100the big challenge wasn't an external challenge it was an internal challenge well we built
01:41:51.140baldershoff based on the expectation that a certain kindred and a certain leader in the afa at the
01:41:57.220time was going to help us to make this project work because it was a lot of work we talked about
01:42:04.100you know the state it was in and we had somebody up there and he was a he was a friend of mine
01:42:12.180i felt like he was a friend of mine for a number of years and somebody put a lot of trust in
01:42:19.220and we we really banking on those folks to come through for us and they were you know influential
01:42:25.460regionally and uh literally up until the day before they were all in they would help any way
01:42:31.780possible they were they were 100 ride or die they were on it um until all of a sudden they weren't
01:42:43.460and i got the news that this person who was on the witten at the time and again somebody that
01:42:49.700had been very very helpful in building things under my administration this person completely
01:42:58.100turned their back on us and then began attacking us um and took their kindred with them and a
01:43:04.180number of people who knew them kind of went with them and all of a sudden so much of this new hof
01:43:11.700that we invested in there was you know this moment of kind of free fall and figuring out what the
01:43:17.380next step is and uh it hit me really hard um and i kind of kind of went out and i went out to
01:43:28.020there's a cool cigar bar down in carson city that i went and i you know had a cigar and had
01:43:34.340had a couple of beers and and uh i'm so used to at that point we're in a really awesome time there's
01:43:42.980not a whole lot of drama for us right now we've got great people we've got people focused on doing
01:43:48.340awesome stuff that took a while to get that way at that point in the afa history there was you know
01:43:54.580you'd have these kindreds that would defect and take people with them and there was there was a
01:43:59.300lot of uh you know a few eggs needed to get broken to make an omelet at that point and that being
01:44:08.900said we're at this point where a good friend of mine had had just kind of turned on me and
01:44:15.060and in a business way you know all of a sudden we lost these people that were going to help us
01:44:19.620remodel this building that you know now we don't know what to do with and we just invested in
01:44:24.660and we made a promise that's the thing when we invest in one of these hops it's a promise to
01:44:28.740our membership there but it's also literally a promise to the gods and i'd said this once more
01:44:34.820when that person was kind of on the fence is like no we owe it to balder to make this place amazing
01:44:40.900and now all of a sudden we're left hanging well i'm so used to having to jump in
01:44:45.220and put out fires and plug holes and make stuff work
01:44:51.860brandy called me and it wasn't you know an oh crap what do i do
01:44:58.180it was hey Matt are you okay how are you doing we've got this let me tell you the steps that
01:45:07.060I've already taken to shore everything up and make sure that we are perfectly fine
01:45:11.320and she had about four things she had already taken care of calls she'd already made
01:45:16.500and she was genuinely checking on me to make sure I was all right and that means the world
01:45:23.880me it means the world to me sitting here right now um that doesn't happen all the time so that
01:45:31.640told me volumes about her worth her character and the fact that she needs to be on my wit and
01:45:41.720and she only proves that uh that more each and every day she's that's one of the things
01:45:48.680for a lot of our people this is a this a weekly job this is several times a week this is a few
01:45:52.920times a day for brandy this is you know this is as close to 24 7 as it can be i'm constantly calling
01:45:58.760her at work and bugging her about a myriad of things because we got so many things going on in
01:46:04.440the afa but brandy gives this 100 and uh it's much appreciated uh sarah says brandy you have
01:46:14.360an incredibly strong connection to your ancestors could you speak on that and how you impart that
01:46:20.680to your children and plan to impart that eventually to your grandchildren yes so i have a very very
01:46:29.480strong ancestral connection my family is very proud of who they are where they come from
01:46:37.880their struggles their triumphs we tell stories of our families as far back as the origin of the
01:46:47.000family name itself because the family you know on my mom's side the family name is only seven
01:46:51.080generations old um and there's stories from there we have books and volumes and you know oral tales
01:47:00.040of the great adventures of our family um and we're taught that from a very young age we're
01:47:05.880taught to be proud of our last name we are taught to be worthy of our last name and that's always
01:47:12.360always built a very, very strong connection with all of these people that I've heard about my
01:47:17.100entire life, both on my mom's side of the family and my dad's side of the family. They're both very
01:47:21.920much like that. And I've done that with my children. My children never met my grandparents
01:47:30.380who were very, very, very close to me, but they know their names. They know all of the good
01:47:38.580stories they nor know all of the hilarious stories they know all of the scary stories
01:47:44.500we talk about them constantly and we don't talk about them as if they're gone we talk about as if
01:47:51.220all i have to do is pick up the phone and they can verify this story they're still here
01:47:55.780and that is the strongest connection that i've been able to pass on to my children are the stories
01:48:04.180that i've been taught are the stories that i've been told i mean i can i can tell you stories
01:48:08.580about my great great great grandmother um you know and and how her family reacted when she
01:48:15.540cut her hair off and it was hilarious and horrific all at the same time but oral tradition
01:48:23.140is not a dead art oral tradition still lives within our people and it lives in telling the
01:48:28.340stories of your ancestors um teaching those to your children so that your family's never forgotten
01:48:35.380and involving them in some sort of daily practice whether it is giving a gift to the ancestors
01:48:41.860lighting a candle lighting incense toasting an ancestor at dinner is a big deal a lot of people
01:48:48.020overlook that as something silly it's not if it's your great grandma's birthday dang it write it on
01:48:53.300the calendar and when you're having dinner toast your grandmother at dinner and set her a plate
01:48:57.380it's as simple as that just write them down just because they're gone doesn't mean you can't still
01:49:02.020celebrate the birthday or a special anniversary or something along the line invite them to dinner
01:49:07.700literally and toast them and tell their story so yeah oral tradition keep the oral tradition
01:49:13.540strong that's my best recommendation for passing this information on
01:49:16.980so travis asks what would both of you say to those sitting on the fence
01:49:30.260brandy what would you say to fence sitters i don't know how appropriate it is but the more0.99
01:49:35.460the longer you straddle the damn fence the more your bits are going to hurt so do yourself a0.98
01:49:39.460favor and get off the fence pick a side any side you know i was i was going to make a joke about1.00
01:49:47.300that too i think i was going to say ouch um yeah get get off life life is short you know i'm
01:49:59.300again with my old man isms but man since i hit 40 i start reflecting on things um differently
01:50:07.060but life is short all the time that you spend on the fence is time that you're not
01:50:14.420you're not doing something you're not living passionately um there is you know there's
01:50:21.620there's times and situations where neutrality on something is is a strategically sound thing to do
01:50:29.060there's no glory in neutrality there is honor and glory and dignity in picking what you think is the
01:50:38.020best thing and the thing that you most believe in and going at it with your whole heart and your
01:50:44.260whole soul and giving it your all and even you know even if it turns out in the wash that you
01:50:52.420lose or that you rethink it and you're wrong or whatever you at least have to respect the passion
01:50:59.300of that that's something that i think is is amazing but the person that doesn't commit to
01:51:05.620one side or the other and just kind of waits and you know goes with what's easy
01:51:12.420there's no glory in that there's no honor in that um if you're sitting on the fence
01:51:18.180for your sake for your kid's sake for your ancestors sake
01:51:23.620figure out what you think is right and if it's the right thing to do like the uh like the
01:51:30.020odenshoff flag says you know do right and fear no one if you're on the fence get off the fence
01:51:36.460pick the side that you care about i hope that's you know i assume the question is about joining
01:51:41.660the afa yeah join the afa that's obviously what i'm going to advocate for you to do but you know
01:51:46.760what if you genuinely believe with your whole heart that what we are doing is wrong and heinous
01:51:52.500and you are a thousand percent opposed to us then you know square up and do whatever you're
01:51:59.580going to do i respect that too i don't like it i don't think it's wise but i can at least you
01:52:05.760know respect it under the right circumstances but pick a side be be your whole self live live
01:52:12.980boldly and i i think that's i think that's advice for anybody live boldly and do what you know to
01:52:21.220be right um even if it's scary or even if it's uncomfortable um josh says good evening sir and
01:52:34.180ma'am could we pick your brain or your minds for your advice and wishes for the folk to realize
01:52:41.300our best future what does that ideal future look like to you
01:52:48.420brandy what advice do you have for our folk to actualize and what is your ideal future look like
01:52:55.860my ideal future is where our folk in our church are happy healthy and whole united together um
01:53:06.660um good times and in bad where we can all put our differences aside and move forward in the
01:53:13.320same direction and we do a good job of that now but just as you know growing and
01:53:18.940calling full calm that we can all be happy and whole healthy um my best advice for that
01:53:27.500is to always be the example even if you're not a member of leadership you're still an example for
01:53:34.100the gods. You are, you are, you should still be living in a way to take their notice and to give
01:53:39.100them honor. Um, if you act a fool, the gods take notice of that too. So I would say always0.99
01:53:46.400be the best that you can be for yourself. Um, improve yourself so that you can help improve
01:53:53.360others. It's my best advice. All right. So kind of two parts, my advice for
02:06:29.020But that Thorshof one, that was my first one in my name
02:06:35.260was able to do and uh that meant a lot um i've told you guys the most in the bloat that impacted
02:06:45.340me the most was um winter nights 2016 um with pat hall and she did uh a de-sear bloat
02:06:59.660and um called upon our female ancestors and
02:07:05.260My grandma had passed in 2001, I believe.
02:07:12.100In 2001, and we closed our eyes and we asked for our DCR to be in the circle with us.
02:07:21.080And I called on my grandmother and invited her to be there with me.
02:07:24.280And, you know, I close my eyes, could literally, could literally feel exactly what it was like the last time that I saw my grandma and I gave her a hug.
02:07:40.960I mean, I could feel her old lady body just like I was giving her a hug.
02:07:47.140And because, you know, she was shorter than me and she had old lady hair product or whatever, I could I could smell what what her hair smelled like when, you know, when I give her a hug and her head's on my chest and she's, you know, yay tall.
02:08:05.600It was the most visceral thing, and it's really silly.
02:08:08.660i've told you guys personally on this broadcast this story probably five times i can't do it
02:08:13.860without tearing up because it connected with me that viscerally that that connection is there
02:08:19.860beyond telling the story um but yeah that was that impacted me and it impacted other people
02:08:27.540there too there was a bunch of us men there that just went off into the woods there and were sobbing
02:08:34.100like little kids because it affected us so much that was that was super powerful and i was so
02:08:40.740lucky i was able to be there for that bloat um antonio while talking about hoffs if michigan
02:08:52.980was having a hoff bill i always wondered a good great name for it
02:09:00.340so we may get to a point where that's a thing right now we have a plan on how we're naming
02:09:12.640our Hoffs as they come up and our first you know our first 12 are spoken for they're going to be
02:09:21.140in a specific order to our gods and Nick quick on the draw had that scrolling across the bottom
02:09:29.540there i appreciate you nick so yeah so we um we have that order if you can see it if you can't see
02:09:38.580it oh then thor balder nyorder frayer tier braggy heimdallar vidar valley uler and forsetti um those
02:09:50.580are going to be our first 12. so if michigan got a hof within that time it would really be you know
02:09:59.540where it fell on that now there's no prospect right now of making a Hoff in Michigan we're
02:10:07.580lacking some infrastructure there that we need to have first so that would have to happen
02:10:15.200but I don't know our naming so there's a couple of things when we get a Hoff
02:10:21.020um we have the the dedication the deity that we're dedicating it to figured out beforehand
02:10:25.820But it's important to us that the the animal that represents that half on the flag and on the cross gabling.
02:10:35.820It's important to us that that gets, you know, input from the local, certainly local Goethe and the local folks there that it matters to.
02:10:44.820We want it to have that local connection. It's also important, you know, choosing the colors.
02:10:51.620so i don't know what that would look like and that's one of those things i'd be asking my
02:10:55.300leaders in michigan or in that area you know because if it was in michigan it would probably
02:11:00.740strategically be close to some other states there to where we could get you know more than just one
02:11:07.300state would be the congregation for this hoff so we'd ask the folks there you know to help decide
02:11:14.340on an animal help design on a hammer shape for the sign and help decide for a color scheme
02:11:22.180and i'm curious what that would be and i think there's a lot of there's so many ifs on that it
02:11:26.980would all depend but a lot of that has to do with the people that are going to make that area
02:11:32.500half worthy and i think they'll do a lot to define what that looks like what shape that comes in
02:11:37.940Trent, Witt and Brandy, can you explain the importance of women in the AFA acting as frith weavers?
02:11:44.940Sure. So the women of the SU Folk Assembly and especially the women in leadership,
02:11:54.940one of our primary duties as women is to maintain and leave the frith between each other, the men,
02:12:04.940our families, our children, the communities, the districts. It is something that is inherently
02:12:11.200feminine. It is something that we excel at. It is something that is a gift that most women are
02:12:19.940born with. We have the ability to diffuse emotion, stress, anxiety, bad feelings, bad energy. We can
02:12:30.540diffuse that. We have a frithful nature, a frithful touch. As Githya Erickson explains,
02:12:38.020that's part of being a hornbearer for the AFA, is your touch is making sure that everything that
02:12:44.860is in that well is frithful. You know, that is part of our job. We have that special energy,
02:12:51.520that special quote-unquote magic about the feminine power. It's a real thing.
02:13:00.540um and part and the biggest part of that is the frith weaving it is the weaving of relationships
02:13:05.580it is the weaving of families um friendships pairing couples up for marriage whatever it is
02:13:12.620a woman's touch makes it better that's just the way it is so that's our job especially as our
02:13:19.080female leadership we are we are there to support you we are there in good times bad times ugly
02:13:25.080times when you're fighting with your sister when you're fighting with your brother um anytime
02:13:30.260time. That's what we do. We want to make sure that we have healthy relationships and healthy
02:13:35.060families because that makes a healthy folk and a healthy church. What are some of your favorite
02:13:43.020examples of industriousness in the AFA? Brandy? Sheila McNallan. Sheila McNallan is my hero.
02:13:51.920I want to be like her when I grow up. She's amazing. I will forever be chasing her, trying to
02:14:00.260live up to her and what she has already done. I don't know if I'll ever get there,
02:14:05.860but Sheila, Sheila McNallan is, is my Githia and she is my role model. Um, also the Alshira
02:14:15.220Godhi and not just the Alshira Godhi, but the Alshira Godhi's wife, Mandy. Mandy does so many
02:14:23.060things that people don't even know about. I mean, she truly is the lady of victory because she's
02:14:30.040behind the scenes making that happen um more than any of you guys would ever know um and matt
02:14:37.760the usher ago he has a restless energy which is the reason we are so successful most of the time
02:14:43.640if something's not going on he doesn't know what to do with his hands he wants to do something all
02:14:48.480the time and he's got such a restless spirit there is always on the go um i would also have to say
02:14:56.940Dan and Heather Young as well they are always doing something and Dan will tell you he's chasing
02:15:04.960me so I'm chasing Sheila and Dan's chasing me so but our leadership in general is industrious
02:15:12.500they work so hard behind the scenes for everything so I can't thank all of them enough it's just
02:15:17.940we have so many of them it would be hard to list them all but the leadership of the AFA is the
02:15:23.460economy of industriousness. So I think Brandy's saying stuff about my wife because she sees the
02:15:29.680next question coming up. I don't know if that's the case or not. For the record, when I was talking
02:15:36.560about top three, Sheila was the other leg of that trifecta there. So yeah, I think Sheila's
02:15:43.400absolutely a really good choice on that. And one of the cool, just a point of note for everybody.
02:15:53.460And Sheila is not only top three of our doers in the AFA right now, but she's easily been, you know, I'm trying to think.
02:16:09.920And she has certainly been in the top three, sometimes in the top two of AFA doers in the entire time that I've been in the Astro Folk Assembly.
02:16:25.660But Sheila has been making this happen since 95.
02:16:32.040She's been there since the beginning, making all of these things happen.
02:16:37.760And she has been such a doer this entire time.
02:16:41.260So it's not just how industrious she currently is, which is phenomenal.
02:16:45.820But she has maintained that industriousness over 28 years and counting.
02:16:58.620Brandy, obviously, that's why she's on the show.
02:17:01.440And I've I've gushed about that tonight.
02:17:03.840um so i think that daniel and heather are really good example i think it's also
02:17:13.200um ashley mcstocker really impresses me with her industriousness especially on
02:17:22.300the food pantry at baldershoff and making that happen but uh behind the scenes and you guys
02:17:29.200have no way of knowing this but ashley is very diligent in training up new folk builders and
02:17:35.040she does really awesome at that i think she puts in a whole lot of work um i know a bunch of people
02:17:41.120down at njordshoff do but mike joiner specifically i know he's he's putting in a ton of work down
02:17:47.120there uh for neward for our folk uh for our gods he's doing awesome and something else i think is
02:17:54.800important on industriousness. Yeah, two others. I could, okay, first, I could, I could do this
02:18:01.460literally all night. We have amazing, amazing people. But the, the producer of this program,
02:18:08.700Nick Rice, is super industrious, but he's also lightning fast with that industry, which is
02:18:19.220very much appreciated. He's got a skill set that most of us don't possess when it comes to
02:18:25.900technology and things. One of the things, Brandy talks about my restless energy. So when I decide
02:18:31.920I need something to happen, it needs to happen like now. It needs to happen minutes ago. And
02:18:37.800the fact that it didn't is frustrating. So having somebody, and the other thing is, I don't want to
02:18:44.980a jerk if it's something i can just do myself i'll do it there's a lot of there's some things
02:18:49.860that i can't do and a lot of our tech stuff is stuff that i can't do but man nick nick jumps0.95
02:18:56.500on it quick and also on the tech note i want to mention cliff uh witten clifford erickson
02:19:03.380has his pace is not as breakneck as some of the other people that we mentioned but his longevity
02:19:09.380is um he's been there being a huge leg of industry in the afa since certainly i mean he was one of
02:19:19.540the first like on my witten guys making stuff happen partnering with me on all the way through
02:19:27.380my administration but probably the last three years two at least two years of uh steve's time
02:19:34.740as ulterior cliff cliff was top four at least if not top three for a while there i mean he was
02:19:44.020he was really putting in work there for a long time and his work has been steady over a lot of
02:19:48.820these years and unfortunately so much of it is tech stuff that you know may not be may not get
02:19:55.460the attention that it really deserves but i think that he's definitely somebody i want to mention
02:19:59.460about industriousness also want to say a thank you and a shout out to nathan erlinson so
02:20:06.260for moving mountains of snow so i don't have to and also to sarah alt who is maintaining
02:20:13.380that bouldershoff website and doing a bunch of other stuff behind the scenes and that's awesome
02:20:20.260if uh nick can put up that bouldershoff link that would be awesome because that website is
02:20:25.780what it is because of nick and nick and sarah so appreciate those two very much
02:20:33.380so our next question comes from my wife mandy brandy how did you get so gorgeous
02:20:42.260thanks mandy it's because my mama gave me red hair and i have bffs like you to feed
02:20:46.740my ego about it so real talk on this you always look really good on these brandy it's like it's
02:20:53.700it's a thing i get a lot of feedback on that thank you
02:21:00.260um monica asks how important is a woman's position in aussitrew brandy do you want to speak to that
02:21:09.300very important because it's it's half of aussitrew men and women most definitely have their very
02:21:16.180very important but separate roles in the real in the religion of aussitrew men have a very
02:21:21.620very different role than the women do. The beautiful part of that is that we come together
02:21:27.540in worship. So there's, you know, there's things that we do together, but there's so many beautiful
02:21:33.980aspects to femininity in as a true. A lot of those things have to do with Frith that we've already
02:21:41.860talked about, but also the sacredness of a lot of the things that we do. The preparation of space
02:21:48.080is something that I always love bringing my women into. The calling of our folk is something I'd
02:21:56.140love to have our women do because it is the sound of a woman's voice calling out over the winds and
02:22:04.000trees and airs and mountains will call a man home from battle and call a child home from play.
02:22:09.820the voice of a woman is strong and powerful. We have so many unique feminine gifts that
02:22:19.440benefit our folk and delight our gods that the importance is really, really hard to try to
02:22:27.420explain in an eight hour podcast, let alone just a few minutes. But I definitely recommend reaching
02:22:33.420out to myself, Githia Sheila McNallan, Githia Katie Erickson, and Githia Anna Port. If you
02:22:39.580have any questions specifically about women's roles or women's practice in Asitru, we also do
02:22:45.420have a women-only call once a month where we do discuss women's mysteries, things that are innate
02:22:54.220and inherent to us as women in the faith, and get a hold of folk builders Sarah Ault and Christine
02:23:03.140Dumas on that. All right. Either a Sigrune or a lightning bolt, my eyes are failing me on what
02:23:13.920it is, asks, are there any events going on at Baldershof this month? Could I visit the place?
02:23:21.680I'm not a member. It's a good brandy question as well. We always have events. Those can be found
02:23:28.480on the website there is events every single month if you are not a member you need to be vetted for
02:23:34.960and accompanied by a member to the hof if you are coming for any of our events if you just want to
02:23:41.840see the place we do give tours of the building between 10 a.m and noon on the third saturday of
02:23:48.640every month and you can tour the building and speak to the folk builders if you're not a member
02:23:53.520if you do want to attend services or events you must be with a member embedded for prior to coming
02:24:03.600yeah and i don't know your circumstance but i want to you know kind of mention to everybody
02:24:07.360watching this and i want to make a point to do this more often so to everybody watching this
02:24:12.400if you like the or i say watching because i'm watching on the video i know some of you guys
02:24:16.640listen to it as a podcast just audio anybody hearing this though if you like what we're doing
02:24:22.960if you share our beliefs i would invite you to get on the team and try to join us join the afa
02:24:29.120and become a member if you're not ask the question why i'm saying you may have a real good reason why
02:24:36.800um but i'm wondering what that reason is and if you can't find it i would encourage you to try to
02:24:40.960join and if you want to just scope us out first that's great too i think that's great for you to
02:24:45.440ask that sigroon or lightning bolt um no that's cool i appreciate you wanting to step out and
02:24:54.080see see what it's about and it's beautiful they've done an amazing job you know even even if you have
02:25:00.640no interest even if you're a committed christian or whatever the situation is if you just want to
02:25:04.480see it and check it out uh she did mention the visiting hours and uh yeah check in and get vetted
02:25:10.400and uh we we like to show the place off because they really have done an amazing job we give tours
02:25:16.240all the time so next question um when facing hardship do you have tips on maintaining confidence
02:25:25.840and self-esteem to remain industrious or to main in yeah to remain industrious
02:25:31.760brandy yes so one of my big secret weapons is
02:25:40.440i am very very highly organized in a lot of ways in my life i i have a planner i go by my planner
02:25:49.540my life is regimented um i've talked about this i think with our women but i'm not sure if i've
02:25:56.540talked about it anywhere else. I do everything by 15 minutes. It keeps me from getting burned out.
02:26:03.620So if I'm writing for the history project, I do it for 15 minutes. I get up and hold of
02:26:07.840a basket of socks and do the dishes. I come back, I write for another 15 minutes.
02:26:13.380I go declutter something, I come back and I write. I spend 15 minutes on something because
02:26:18.000if I don't and I get writer's block, I'm not going to sit at my computer screen
02:26:23.640and curse it and get mad and frustrated and waste time. I'm going to walk away, do something else.
02:26:29.980If something, if I think of something in the meantime, I'll write it down. And when it's
02:26:33.620time to go back to that project, I pick it up and do it. 15 minute increments. I live my life by 15
02:26:38.060minutes. Um, but I'm also very structured in what I do. I do the same thing at the same time every
02:26:44.480single day. It's, I am an absolute creature of habit. I'm not afraid to admit that. Um,
02:26:50.620So I find comfort in detail. I find comfort in logistics. So that really helps me because this gives me a sense of control and structure that I thrive in.
02:27:02.380so so it's an interesting question the way it's phrased um and let me let me tell you how um
02:27:16.220so when facing hardship do i have any tips on maintaining confidence and self-esteem
02:27:22.140to remain industrious honestly i don't
02:27:25.900industriousness is what my tip is to maintain confidence and self-esteem
02:27:44.220you know hardship it's hard to say so whenever i'm feeling criticized or
02:27:50.780or like I'm under a microscope or like, you know, whenever I'm feeling bad or I'm feeling the
02:27:58.680pressure, throwing myself into accomplishment is what helps me maintain. And it's what shores up
02:28:09.740my confidence and what shores up my self-esteem. Because if your self-esteem is based on praise
02:28:16.900And all of us, that's a thing. If people are kissing your butt and telling you you're awesome, it's good for your self-esteem.0.55
02:28:24.620When all of a sudden they're not or somebody's telling you something counter to that, then it goes away in an instant.0.93
02:28:31.460It doesn't. Compliments don't last. What lasts is accomplishment.
02:28:36.480So the more I can do to say, well, you know, yeah, whatever you're saying, but look at this.
02:28:43.900but look at this, then I have a justifiable case that I should be self-confident and that I should
02:28:49.960have esteem about myself. And I don't just mean that in AFA stuff. I mean it personally or
02:28:55.000anything else. Doubling down on getting stuff done is huge. And so she's a little bit noisy
02:29:08.620right now but another thing ah and she's wiggly too so anyways hope she got on camera for a second
02:29:15.420there i'm sure her noises did um but that's another thing that shores me up under adversity
02:29:25.180is remembering who's watching um it's really it's so often it's easier
02:29:33.900to give up or to buckle or to, you know, hide and to not push through things that are difficult.
02:29:43.560And I try to remember the people that are watching me and that are going to
02:29:48.660going to learn from this are going to judge by this. And I want that little girl to be proud of
02:29:55.000me. And I want her to learn from what I'm doing. And I want my ancestors to be proud of me.
02:30:00.680And I want my gods to be proud of me. And so sometimes that means being uncomfortable when, you know, sometimes it means being uncomfortable. Sometimes that means pushing through when it's difficult.
02:30:16.440don't. But the other thing, I guess the third tip on it is I try to conceive what this is going to
02:30:26.160look like on the other side of it and where I want to have been. Ducking stuff makes this afternoon
02:30:34.980easy or tomorrow easy. But looking back on it two years from now, what am I going to wish that I had
02:30:44.500done because it's really easy to make very short-sighted decisions because they're easier
02:30:49.700right now but they're things you're going to regret a year from now or five years from now i
02:30:54.900don't want to be that guy that sits on on his deathbed you know hopefully a long time from now
02:31:01.780and thinks all the things he wishes he would have done different or he wishes he would have done
02:31:05.700more of so that motivates me too so a question for both of you hindsight is always 20 20.
02:31:18.420looking back at the baldershoff media storm or anything else in the afa's past
02:31:24.020knowing what you know now would you do anything different if you could
02:31:29.860i think it's a really interesting question uh brandy what are your what are your thoughts
02:31:47.640I don't think I would have done anything different.
02:31:53.040One thing I would have done was put tires on my car earlier because it was icy drive from North Dakota to Minnesota.
02:32:00.620And a couple of them were scary, so I think I would have put tires on my car earlier than I did.
02:32:05.700Um, but as far as what we did and how we did it, no, I really don't think I would have.
02:32:16.200But knowing what I know now, I would have, I would have savored it more rather than been in such a rush.
02:32:28.480And what I mean by that is, is I would have taken more pictures.
02:32:32.000I would have taken more pictures and I would have documented more things because it went so fast.
02:32:41.660I mean, I know that for everybody else, it seemed like it took forever to get Baldur's Hof open.
02:32:48.960But for us, it was so fast and it went by so fast.
02:32:54.040I would have spent that extra hour in the hot tub.
02:32:56.520I would have, I would have had that extra breakfast instead of driving straight home
02:33:01.740on Sunday morning. I think I would have done that a little bit more.
02:33:12.460I asking me these questions is, I guess not dangerous, but it's, it exposes me the fact
02:33:22.500that I overthink these things. I'm sitting here, you know, yes, obviously there's things that if
02:33:28.660I knew now, what if I knew then what I know now that I would have done differently. But I'm really,
02:33:34.640really happy thinking on this because there's not a lot of big ones. You know, there's
02:33:43.140so knowing the end result obviously there's people that have let me down that if I knew
02:33:55.920now that I wouldn't have trusted or I wouldn't have trusted in certain ways with certain things
02:34:00.880um but looking back on it it's not a regret because it was the right thing to do at the
02:34:08.820time with the knowledge that I have, that I had at the time, like, I don't look back on it and be
02:34:13.840like, man, that was wrong of me to do it. Working under the things that I had at the time, I think
02:34:20.460that, you know, I stand by a lot of those things. But obviously, there's some people that
02:34:26.200claim to hold a certain values and claim to be about stuff that turned out not to be.
02:34:34.620And I would not have put responsibility or faith in, you know, a number of people that way. And I think that's a thing. And to be honest, and along with that, when we were fairly early on, when we were, we had a lot of groups involved with us in Pennsylvania.
02:34:58.640um we were fed information that turned out not to be true and it caused a rift between us and a
02:35:10.240one of our kindreds out there this finfilkin and if i had all it all to do over again i
02:35:18.280realize now that the information we had wasn't wasn't honest and i do regret us us parting ways
02:35:27.320with those guys in the way that we did i don't you know i wish i could take that back um if
02:35:33.240they're listening now i'm sorry i apologize um but yeah it turns out we were we were listening
02:35:39.240to some people that uh turned out not to be trustworthy so that was a thing but i think
02:35:45.000you know we've been fortunate i think we've been blessed in a way that that i don't think there's
02:35:49.960a whole lot of big ones that uh that i would change certainly not uh not from my time leading
02:35:55.960the afa um next question is what do you believe happens to non-ousatru when they die depends on
02:36:08.040what uh depends on who we're talking about um i think that each um each race of people
02:36:19.720goes to their you know depending on their situation goes to their gods and their ancestors
02:36:25.000um it's not up to me to define that for them or exactly what that looks like and i don't presume
02:36:32.980to have strong opinions on you know what an african gentleman you know what happens to
02:36:40.380him when he dies and how he relates to his gods and his ancestors um but but i assume that they
02:36:46.120go to to like i said to their gods and ancestors if we're talking about another uh white person
02:36:52.540that that dies reality is real whether you want it to be or not so i believe that those people
02:37:01.660again go to our gods and ancestors and if they spent their life as a devoted christian then
02:37:08.700they're probably in for for a surprise in the afterlife on how that works out but i think that
02:37:15.180the most the right the most universal right answer to your question is those people go to their
02:37:21.340ancestors. And I think that's comforting. And I think that's a truth of humanity of where people
02:37:31.120go. And I think as far as interacting with the higher powers, with the gods and the heroes,
02:37:40.140I think that, you know, I'm curious about that. It's one of those things, you know,
02:37:45.060I always imagine that when you die, you get this, you know, almost like a video game,
02:37:49.000you get the end of the game wrap up where all the fog of war disappears and you can
02:37:52.900know the answers to all these questions that you didn't know when you were around
02:37:56.960and all these things. You know, I hope that's the case. And I hope that we,
02:38:00.520you know, kind of get a, get a sit down and a review and know things that we, that we don't
02:38:05.780know now. But yeah, I don't think that, you know, a person not dying house or true prevents them
02:38:13.260from being welcomed by their ancestors i think they may have some some remedial remedial studies
02:38:20.540to do on the other side of the veil if that's the case but um but yeah i think that you go to the
02:38:26.220ancestors of your people no matter what your your faith is i think that is a truth and that that
02:38:32.060truth occurs do you have any thoughts on that brady nope i i agree with you on that i think
02:38:39.580you're going to return to i think you're going to return to your ancestors despite what you call it
02:38:46.220that's more than likely where we're going to end up um i don't really have anything to add on that
02:38:51.980okay so cody says brandy you're a heck of a dancer where did you pick it up
02:39:00.860i'm a heck of a dancer i like to polka i'm a big polka fan i am one of those geeks and that's okay
02:39:08.300um i've actually been dancing since i was little my grandparents danced my parents danced my
02:39:12.860uncles danced um i've got probably on both sides of my family 50 some cousins so there's a lot of
02:39:22.300weddings and a lot of opportunities to dance and that's what we did we also did it on saturday
02:39:27.980nights at the german hungarian or wherever we were at i don't know it was just the cool thing
02:39:33.820to do there's not much else to do in north dakota but dance and have a good time
02:39:38.300there you go. Sarah says, Brandy, could you talk about your love of fika and its importance at
02:39:46.580every Baldur's Hoff event? Yes, fika is coffee. Fika is 10 o'clock at every Baldur's Hoff events.
02:39:58.220Everybody is required to stop what they're doing, including myself, and sit down and have a cup of
02:40:04.680coffee and a delightful snack and have a conversation with your folk. It is time to
02:40:11.300bond and build for it and take a minute, 10, 15 minutes and stop working.
02:40:21.200All right. So we've got one more question in the, in the line here. And John Smith asks,
02:40:30.320So just how did Matt gain leadership in the AFA again?
02:40:35.680Well, so when I first, my very first Midsommar, as a matter of fact, in 2010, Steve McNallan had announced that sometime soon he was going to step back and retire from leadership.
02:40:58.740And he had announced a gentleman named Brad as his successor whenever that happened.
02:41:08.360And so that was that was going to happen then. And he said that.
02:41:17.100Years went on and there was no real advancement on that or what the timeline was for that.
02:41:21.840but uh brad was very much the second in command and was was groomed for that position um
02:45:21.720that discussion was going on shortly after Ostara of 2016. And we talked about it. The
02:45:35.520board of directors talked about it Steve and Alan and I and Pat had a conversation and initially it
02:45:44.480was like a trifecta for for a short time there where it was it was me as like the the first
02:45:54.600among equals but I also had um Alan and Pat there to assist me in that and that was kind of Pat and
02:46:02.760Alan were kind of my, my proto Witten, I'd say for a few months there. And, uh, by the end of that
02:46:11.280year, it kind of sorted itself out to where, you know, Pat had gone her separate ways with us.
02:46:18.840Uh, Alan wanted to, it worked out to where I had the full, I was Harry Gothi spot and Alan
02:46:27.260was then on the Witten that I formed initially and still is to this day but that's how that all
02:46:35.100took place and then I became installed as Osheria Gauthier officially at mid-summer of that year
02:46:41.000mid-summer of 2016 at Odenshof and yeah that's how that's broad strokes how that worked
02:46:50.200a couple of more questions have popped up uh can we talk about the three new days
02:47:00.920so i did not create three new days just uh just so we know i did not possess the power
02:47:09.660to add days to the year i wish i could um but this year officially and i haven't really talked
02:47:18.360about this a lot yet but it's not a it's not a secret and i did uh assign this for some future
02:47:23.720talks there are three three uh heroes of alsatru that i want to celebrate with days of remembrance
02:47:32.840and i've been thinking on this for for a time and it's really important to honor the people that have
02:47:40.520paved the way to get where we are and that have been
02:47:42.840influential and you know honorable and worth worth celebrating in in our faith and so the three um
02:47:54.520folks that i'd like to like to celebrate and have the afa have days of remembrance for from here on
02:47:59.720out now i gotta look at what days we assigned to those because we we were comfortable up to
02:48:06.360this point we had 12 and they were all on the ninth these ones we have um assigned different
02:48:15.560days to because there's no more nights to do seeing as i said i can't add days to the year
02:48:21.640so i'm looking back here at what those dates were um but to uh not have dead air the
02:48:33.880The thought process, I want to honor John Gibbs Bailey, who also was known as Hoskold and was one of the, one of the founders of the Odenic right and a very influential Alcetor back in, I think as early as the 1930s.
02:48:56.140And then John Ewell, I think that's how you pronounce his last name, also an Englishman, also a one of the founding fathers of the Odinic right way back when.
02:49:08.860And both of those gentlemen combined were the folks that came up with the original nine noble virtues.
02:49:15.620issues um you know they were practicing also true when you know it it was odd and obscure to practice
02:49:28.820in the 60s or the 70s these gentlemen were practicing very early on in England and they
02:49:34.340got together and formed the Odenic Rite in the 70s and again that was done kind of in a bubble
02:49:39.140without any other interaction with with other folks who at the same time were were re-embracing
02:49:45.560our gods. And so another gentleman around that time that was re-embracing our gods was an
02:49:50.160Icelander named Sveinbjorn Bjornsson, Sveinbjorn Bjornsson, the founder of the
02:50:00.440Austertruller Felaget in Iceland. And, you know, I think that organization has gone radically
02:50:11.740askew and we don't currently support the things those folks are involved with but from all that
02:50:19.340I can tell and from all that I'm aware of Sven Bjorn was a pious man that believed very much in
02:50:24.700our gods believed very much in the metaphysics and the lore of our people and wanted to go back to
02:50:35.420that um and to bring his people back to that and that's absolutely worth honoring and celebrating
02:50:42.700and there's a there's a story about how when sveinbjorn and some of his his lieutenants
02:50:50.860at the time wanted to get official recognition from the icelandic government um you know they
02:50:57.260had to talk to i think a a christian clergyman that was was involved in some of that decision
02:51:02.620making at the time and they weren't taken seriously and uh iceland is not particularly
02:51:10.540known for its its thunderstorms and it's you know things of that nature and there was a
02:51:15.420there was a lightning strike right at that time that disabled government buildings and stuff and
02:51:20.620it was a it was a pretty standout astronomical occurrence when uh when the government didn't
02:51:27.100taken seriously i think that's a that's kind of a special sign and uh so i want to honor those men
02:51:33.660i was looking at the days and i can't figure them out right now because i can't find where i wrote
02:51:37.260it down um but one of them is in the end of april i think april 21st is what we were doing to honor
02:51:48.460uh hoskold um i believe swain bjorn was
02:51:55.820july the fourth and i believe stubble was october the fourth so don't quote me on that
02:52:05.980it'll come out hopefully i got close and i think it did um
02:52:12.700um oh and so Nick threw on as a as an addition to that question to let you guys know that we
02:52:24.220are doing um when we're done with our series on the Noble Virtues we're going to do episodes
02:52:31.600um on each of our heroes for a while and alternate that with the spawn episodes
02:52:36.640so that is the game plan and we've already got a number of AFA folk builders and I think some
02:52:43.120gothar even that have signed up to talk to us about those folks and so I'm excited about those
02:52:50.860yeah so we got that and then the next question currently the last question but some may pop up
02:52:56.200while we're answering it um does founder McNallan still got power decision making in the AFA or is
02:53:06.340more like an advisor at this point thanks um Steve Steve is retired and I appreciate that uh you know
02:53:16.300it it would be really awkward if there was a sharing of powers and it would it would be difficult
02:53:28.120um so Steve stepped completely back he is still an active participant he shows up he's you know
02:53:36.340he's certainly active in the afa and we love him we love having him there but he handed over full
02:53:42.740full authority to me as i was here you go the and he's been very supportive in that and i appreciate
02:53:47.940it um you know if steve wanted to and he had things important to him that he wanted to reach
02:53:54.340out and talk to me about absolutely that's conversation i would have at any point in time
02:53:59.940with him but he's been very graceful to not armchair quarterback by all's harrier gothian um
02:54:10.500he and sheila both have been extremely extremely supportive and very very gracious in that but no
02:54:18.260he doesn't officially have decision making power at this point but he's steve mcnalen if he has
02:54:24.180something that he wants to say i think that we'll all listen and uh he's immensely respected