00:09:14.700I think if you did, I don't know, maybe a sword with a decorative antler handle would be kind of cool.
00:09:24.520Or if you're really creative and you wanted to create some kind of, I don't know, weaponized antler with a grip on it and sharpened brow tines or whatever, I think you could kind of go wherever your heart desires on that.
00:09:41.160i'm sure whatever you do would be would be respectful and something that brings honor to
00:09:45.960our gods and by the way i realize that your name is tony but i'm probably always going to call you
00:09:51.160king of cheese because i think this is the coolest handle we have on here so please do not be offended
00:09:55.880by that um pam when will the national event for njordshoff be announced it will be announced just
00:10:05.640as soon as we decide on it we've got some talk on the back end with the the gothar in your district
00:10:11.160to figure that out. We got to balance it with what works good for you guys, what's not already0.78
00:10:18.760taken by one of our other Hoffs, what's seasonally reasonable to do in North Florida. So we're
00:10:26.460thinking all those things, but I promise you will know very soon after I know. And we got
00:10:35.100green leader uh i only recognize that name for twitter so i'm not sure if he's one of the folks
00:10:43.160joining us on twitter tonight so so you guys know um tonight is the first time we are simulcasting
00:10:48.940over twitter so that's exciting and that's new and hopefully that reaches some folks that don't
00:10:55.140normally get reached by this that was kind of a cool feature that we figured out this last week
00:11:00.080and that Nick perfected on how we can use that. Anyways, Green Leader, how was your experience
00:11:07.100on T-Jump's YouTube channel? Do you think he treated you fairly? Yeah, so for those of you
00:11:13.580who don't know, there's a gentleman named Tom Jump that is an atheist and a guy that's interested
00:11:23.680in philosophy and belief. I was invited on his program. Both he and his producer were very nice.
00:11:33.640I do think I got treated fairly by him. I knew his audience is not really our audience.
00:11:40.640We quibble amongst faiths here sometimes in the conversation, but I've stressed this. I think that
00:11:46.980our biggest dissimilarity isn't with people of different faiths. It's with people of no faith.1.00
00:11:53.680I think people who are the difference between atheism and theism is much greater than the difference in a particular religion, because it affects so much of your worldview.0.63
00:12:06.380But no, I think that me and Mr. Jump come from very different directions on where we place our value systems and on how we judge value in the world around us.
00:12:19.360I think that he gave me ample opportunity to express my thoughts.
00:12:24.880I felt like I was treated fairly and, you know, treated well by him.
00:12:30.600Like I said, it's atypical compared to a lot of his other programs.
00:12:36.920So we both came into it with a little bit different attitude than I think some of the other speakers that he has.
00:12:42.980We weren't really getting in fights or playing gotcha with each other.
00:12:47.040so it may have been a little bit less exciting than some of the other more knocked down drag
00:12:51.720outs. But yeah, I appreciate the opportunity and I appreciated the politeness. He also worked with
00:12:57.020my schedule. His schedule and mine are almost exactly opposite and they're very accommodating
00:13:02.840to mine. So I really appreciate that. And I'm glad you listened. Got one more question from
00:13:09.260Humanipulation Nation. Good to see you back on here tonight. Is there any update on the Academy0.96
00:13:15.480and how it's going for the young blood kind of sort of we're only a couple of weeks in so there's
00:13:21.400not a lot of substance other than there's a continued interest so we continue to have
00:13:26.480students wanting to sign up a little bit late but now that they've seen that it's launched and it's
00:13:30.780a it's a trustworthy thing it's not just an idea it's not just what will happen it's what is
00:13:36.020happening so that's been really nice and we've also done some research for um canadian students
00:13:43.460because their system isn't as cooperative as ours is when it comes to homeschooling.
00:13:48.520But we've learned positively that some provinces are very well geared towards homeschooling
00:13:55.240and provinces that you wouldn't normally think that about.
00:13:57.840So we're making progress exploring that.
00:14:01.800Without any further ado, Witten Svahn, can you give us,
00:14:07.120tell us uh about the gilfagening where it comes from what it is and uh feel free to go ahead and
00:14:17.540start off with what you want our folks to know about it this evening so the the uh gilva getting
00:14:25.580or gilfagening or i mean the the translation of it is is hard for a lot of um folks as far as um
00:14:32.900exactly how it's kind of placed together i always say uh the uh gilfaginning the the
00:14:39.940the tricking of king galfi the delusion of king galfi or the uh the kind of illusion of the mind
00:14:46.660if you will um is uh is really snorri studleson's uh setting up of uh more or less a a handbook or
00:15:00.340a manual for Scalds to utilize as a backdrop, a format, in order for them to continue on the
00:15:11.180tradition of poetry. There are many different styles of poetry that were utilized, and
00:15:17.160I think that this represents the corpus of lore as a story to be transformed into poetic
00:15:27.320format. I think that was his first and foremost intention. I believe that Snorri Sturluson was
00:15:34.880an Icelandic nationalist, especially given the time of politics with Denmark and with Norway.
00:15:42.880And one of the key factors, I think, in his drive, almost in a sense of formulating
00:15:50.960national pride was to keep the poetic formulations alive and to keep them going. And this, you know,
00:15:59.200it's coming quite a long time after the conversion of Iceland in the year 1000.
00:16:07.360You know, by the, by 1220, you know, Snorri Studlason and Saxo Grammaticus were starting to
00:16:17.360really formulate their lore and build it together and it wasn't found till a lot later and actually
00:16:23.280uh you know disseminated but it was more or less i think uh its intention was set early on
00:16:32.000to uh and that's why like during the um uh gilvigining when you see a lot of things he
00:16:39.120references other other scalds and he he talks he pulls from the poetic edas and shows that
00:16:46.880the uh certain he mentioned certain skulls utilizing things in references to um the shields
00:16:53.760of valhall or or um you know just in the turnings of of certain verses he'll say you know such did
00:17:01.920braggie the wise or of uh you know of uh actually let me see i have one of their names right here
00:17:12.260so while Svan's looking some of you might not know as far as Svan's street cred Svan is by
00:17:22.340birth an Icelander so he's sharing some of the the nation of his births heritage and poetic
00:17:31.000tradition with us tonight I always default to Svan on pronunciation and things of that nature
00:17:38.880yeah um it says like thus says uh bragi the ancient scald that gavion drew uh from gelfi
00:17:47.760gladly the waves drove freehold um so he's referencing how they would utilize it poetically
00:17:55.200and when you get translations there are a lot of different translations but
00:17:59.200you know the the idea of transferring meaning and also holding to a literative
00:18:04.400alliterative format is the big uh i would say the biggest um hurdle that a lot of translators try to
00:18:14.000do they they don't want to lose the meaning uh but they want to try to maintain the poetic format
00:18:19.600uh predominantly being in foreign the old style of of alliterative rhyming in icelandic um yes
00:18:27.840uh i was for a lot of people that might not know um i was born in iceland i was born in
00:18:33.680in uh reykjavik um i grew up speaking icelandic until i was about six years old and then i moved
00:18:42.240to the united states so that's why i don't have an accent i was the baby of the family and and uh
00:18:47.280came here and my father is american but he um he worked for nato and spoke the language and for the
00:18:53.360the longest time growing up i remember thinking that he was a police officer when he was in
00:18:57.920uniform um he worked with nato up there and was a sub hunter so he was looking for uh russian
00:19:06.320submarines and was working with them so uh as far as my linguistics go conversationally i i i would
00:19:13.280not be so uh filled with hubris to proclaim i have conversational but pronunciation and uh reading it
00:19:22.800and also uh being able to look through translations and kind of get an idea based off of other words
00:19:30.720what they um may mean is a is the huge i think strength that me and you kind of often
00:19:37.680uh you know pass around is the idea of what could these things mean um there's a a perfect example
00:19:45.520is like with emir emir or a lot of americans call it you know yimmer uh the emir uh goes by another
00:19:54.720name all our get our yelmer our yelmer the g is not a hard g uh and it and yelmer means to scream
00:20:03.360or to roar or to uh primordial sound um an hour is often translated to being like clay but i think
00:20:11.120it means shaping and so uh because it it denotes to what you can do with clay not necessarily clay
00:20:18.000itself so the primordial shaping sound would be i think a more spiritual translation as opposed to
00:20:26.000maybe a literal one or a poetic one so that's where i think for a lot of people to understand
00:20:33.280my reasonings behind it is because it's coming from a spiritual point of view as opposed to
00:20:39.520trying to keep the poetic or even the linguistic uh truth to it um and again these are my
00:20:48.320interpretations but i you know interpretations are based uh you know every every uh publishing
00:20:53.440company and and uh scholar and i am not uh by any means like a a schooled scholar i've just been a
00:21:01.440believer since the early 90s and have long since just poured over a lot of the writings to try to
00:21:08.080to make a better understanding from a spiritual perspective. Svahn may not be a lettered scholar
00:21:16.540in these subjects, but he is a practicing priest of the Iser. He sits on the whiten of the Church
00:21:25.400of the Iser in Midgard, certainly the largest and most successful real Al-Satru organization there0.97
00:21:30.600is. I think Svahn's expertise is self-evident when you hear him talk, but certainly
00:21:37.400he is absolutely an expert in the field. The other thing I'd like to say
00:21:44.360at this juncture, and Svahn brought it up,
00:21:49.260word meaning is so very important. When you look at names,
00:21:55.920if they're in a foreign language they may sound cool or different but names mean things and i
00:22:05.040think that sometimes you know with the exception of a few of them in english we've lost that
00:22:09.940connection between the name and its meaning that's extremely important in our lore
00:22:18.080um the gods didn't come to us and introduce themselves by name the name was assigned to them
00:22:28.400by worshipers based on perception of the deity uh it's very important to understand the names
00:22:37.760for the high gods for their accoutrements and you know things associated with them but also for
00:22:45.900you know the the lesser carry us characters in our myth cycle but etymology and understanding
00:22:54.440names add such a depth to our lore I know a lot of you are already are already there and already
00:23:00.120do it but for some of the new folks maybe take the time to you know go down those rabbit holes
00:23:06.900of etymology as you read our lore and I think that your understanding will be much richer because of
00:23:11.540yeah uh i'm looking at some of the comments on the side here um uh tracy adler brings up yeah
00:23:23.340the gilva gilva gaining the f in the middle of the word is usually a v sound um so yeah gil
00:23:30.760gilva is of course gilfee king gulfi um and his uh ginning is tricking of himself
00:23:38.640And he goes by the name Gang Liri. Gang is the same as like in Wolfgang. It means to walk or to go, to travel the path, to take the stride. And his name Liri, kind of synonymous with like the word Liri, like a cautious, but in the Nordic sense, it means tired or kind of refusing to go further.0.56
00:24:00.640And so it's a tongue in cheek name that he he presents to the ice here. He says, you know, I'm just I'm travel weary. I'm over walking. Basically, it's kind of the joke behind it. My feet are tired. My dogs are barking. I'm done. So I'm here and I want to ask questions.
00:24:18.520So Svahn, why is, why do we care? Why is the gilfagening of importance to us?1.00
00:24:31.780Well, there's, in overall, I mean, this is such a, I find a great point in which we,1.00
00:24:38.320we have to remember that the poetics, the stories that we normally talk about in story form come
00:24:45.120from poem and in the um tricking of or in in the tricking of king uh galfi we see more of a story
00:24:55.280format being supported by poetics and i think that's really important i um i have dabbled
00:25:01.280around with poetry throughout my time and trying to you know in prayer and things like that but
00:25:07.440i'm a storyteller at heart and um i think this is really important for us to remember that the
00:25:14.800the the poetics are being formulated from stories that were spoken um and that that the elevation
00:25:22.800of a poet was high somebody uh you know that was had a lot of land a lot of money they could afford
00:25:30.160to have a poet in their hall memorizing these things and speaking to the to the folk and it
00:25:39.820And to hear these poems was beautiful, almost sing-songy, and had a lot of comedy and entertainment.
00:25:49.340And so I think it's really important for us, firstly, to know that they come from stories.
00:25:56.500But when we talk about religiously, there is a crossroads where this really happens to, one, us understanding the time and climate in which Snorri was in and kind of the material of the situation.
00:26:15.840A lot of things that are confusing to people are the reasonings, which are unexplained and often speculated, about his euhemerism, the idea that he's writing the gods as humans.
00:26:29.240And he does it in good faith. He does it in the premise that he is not trying to usurp the power of the church. He's trying to keep the poetic form alive for Icelanders.
00:26:53.000And so it's generally accepted that Snorri was doing this in order to lessen the kind of the fervor that it would create in the people of Iceland.
00:27:04.100So on the material level, we can kind of see that and it throws a lot of people off to the idea that, you know, they were humans.
00:27:12.900But Saxo Grammaticus did this before Snorri and he did it not in good faith, being that he was a devout Christian.
00:27:19.400So he kind of showed the gods as extremely mortal, extremely filled with avarice and oftentimes switching roles in which the gods of goodness were seen as kind of antagonistic or driven by mortal and earthly desires.
00:27:35.980So even though Saxo does play some very interesting, like, I think, nuggets of lore and interesting things to ponder about, it's more so Snorty is better to look at to building or unraveling the spiritual nature of the writing.
00:27:56.680And when we talk about it from the church aspect, I mean, obviously, a lot of people don't know certain things have already kind of been implemented.
00:28:06.300The understanding of the 12 Aesir, or the 12 Aos, the male, the gods, or the masculine, and then the 12 Aosinir, the feminine, is brought up during this time in which Gangleri asks.
00:28:28.140and it is said that the tripartite that he encounters explains to him that these are the
00:28:33.580gods that we pray to. There are other divine beings that are encapsulating in heaven, and
00:28:41.020there are not necessarily divine beings, but powerful primordial beings that we are all
00:28:48.040interacting with, but these are the 12 that you should pray to. So a lot of times when people
00:28:54.980see the sun and the sun and rod that's in a lot of the murals that i've been painting
00:28:58.900the symbol of the 12 spoke wheel has become synonymous with um the 12 uh ouse and the 12
00:29:07.700ousenier it's the the completion of the solar um aspect the idea of divinity in and of itself
00:29:15.540the idea of being the the moving power around the axis mundi or around the ouse himself in the temple
00:29:24.980So a lot of that, the aspects of the 12 became a huge part of the of the church.
00:29:32.920I think one of the most notable things was the reconstruction of the holy tides.
00:29:38.900For the longest time, everyone was kind of doing different things.
00:29:42.300And as 12 became more of a prevalency in understanding and creating a foundation back towards everything that's being spoken of in the Gilfagining.
00:29:54.060um we start to uh reiterate that through things so what ended up becoming of the the holy tides
00:30:03.900making sure that we had 12. 12 was again another reiterated number of um you know structure order
00:30:13.340amongst chaos and so taking from i guess the generally accepted eight and saying nope we are
00:30:21.260going to do one a month and it's going to cover the the spans of the year and we'll have 12 and
00:30:28.460so i think that that huge significance as as of recently i think if um anybody who's been around
00:30:36.700long and has seen this maybe wondered why this transition happened uh we've had questions on
00:30:42.780before about why sigur bloat and austera and all these things were moved around and um that was the
00:30:49.180the reasoning, was to attain the order of 12, not necessarily to fill in the gaps, but to see that
00:30:56.980the structure is solid in 12. How do we get there? What is the best way to achieve that order?
00:31:06.720And that's, I think, one of the biggest things that's kind of come out of this
00:31:10.780reading of, as far as substantiating it within the church.
00:31:16.540so we're going to try something here figuring out the format of one of these topical shows
00:31:22.360is a little bit different because we do have a lot of questions that pop up some of them relate
00:31:27.020to the gill fagening and some of them don't relate to that at all so we're going to mix
00:31:31.760it up a little bit please feel free to ask any questions you like but more questions about the
00:31:38.920gill fagening the better but like i said any question you want to ask serious question will
00:31:44.300give you a serious answer. I didn't mention this at the top of the program, but if you guys want
00:31:49.520to participate in Super Chat or give us donations, you guys can do that on Entropy. Nick will throw
00:31:59.040the Entropy link up. There we go. He's lightning. He's quick draw with this. I appreciate that.
00:32:05.980Yeah, if you come over to Entropy, your Super Chats will get you to the top. I'll even interrupt
00:32:10.640Svon if he's trailing on something and we'll get your question answered. But no matter what,
00:32:17.780we will go to the end, try to answer any of your questions and you guys joining us late.
00:32:22.460I missed two questions last time because they were at the very end when I was trying to sign
00:32:26.400off, they popped on. But I did answer those at the top of this program. And I hope the folks
00:32:31.100who asked them were able to hear those answers. Steve Mundy asks, Svon, tell us about yourself.
00:32:38.520what led you to become a Witten? Oh, okay. They are kind of all over the place.
00:32:45.540That's what I'm saying. I'm trying to read them. Coming into
00:32:51.940placement within the church was kind of, I think, fortuitous and an interesting series of events.
00:33:02.280I originally started a kindred here in Virginia, and it ended up moving into right at the dawning of attaining the temples, and I think that that mixed with needing to replace a folk builder in Virginia that had kind of ended up dropping out.
00:33:27.340And so I for a lot of people that might not know is that our goth are have to become folk builders before they can become goth are and or go these pause.
00:33:37.640We just had a gentleman give us one hundred dollars. Thank you so much.
00:33:41.420So I'm going to say his I'm going to say his piece and then we'll get back to what we were saying, because I really do appreciate your donation.
00:33:48.540Marcus says, good evening, folk. Just wanted to drop by and share a bit of my experience so far with the AFA.
00:33:55.920i was able to head out to a backpacking moot in pa hosted by apprentice spencer i got there late
00:34:02.000due to work and had to hike through the darkness long story short i got off trail and my brothers
00:34:06.960dropped their activities and retrieved me through the darkness thank the afa well we're very glad to
00:34:12.880have you as a member i'm glad you showed up i hope you had a good trip after your you're getting lost
00:34:17.840experience and thank you so much for your donation so swan you were saying the metaphysics of that
00:34:25.920uh if we we live in in in meta we live in the myth uh the myth and reality are uh coexisting
00:34:33.520together that has a lot of mythical power just in what he said about um the afa will lead you
00:34:39.920out of the darkness oh they'll yeah i mean that's the it even happened for me joining the astrophobic
00:34:46.640assembly, coming in at four o'clock in the morning in the middle of the woods of Pennsylvania,
00:34:52.040myself, for a national event very, very early on with my family in the middle of the night,
00:34:57.380having Witten Erickson come out and immediately try to help me unpack and make sure that the
00:35:07.120kids were fed and I'm fed and that there's hot coffee ready and available. It was such a powerful
00:35:13.020moment, uh, especially just the fact that, um, Whitney Erickson didn't know me from anyone at
00:35:19.980the time. And it was four o'clock in the morning and he was still receiving people in and waiting
00:35:26.180for folks to, to get settled. And he was not betting down for himself because he knew that
00:35:30.960people were on their way. So that's, that's a, that's a common theme that goes on, I think.
00:35:37.760um so you're talking about your ascent through leadership and things that people may not
00:35:43.820understand and when I did rudely cut you off but you gave a hundred dollars and I told folks I'd
00:35:49.060interrupt you so I figured it'd be entertaining to do so no no no that's that's amazing um
00:35:55.080yeah the uh the the um moment of becoming a folk builder was kind of more or less a chance to fill
00:36:03.200a position that kind of emptied out and uh it was uh coinciding with a placing in a bid to be
00:36:14.240part of the gothar program and those two ended up running almost simultaneously and then uh along
00:36:21.760with the temples and um there was a lot of work towards getting the second temple um in you know
00:36:30.240in the midwest or you know trying to work our way over and then something happened it was a
00:36:36.000magical moment in which basically things happened here um and everything fell into place and so
00:36:43.040i think all of that coinciding with the effort to put forth to find a temple uh to lock it down
00:36:50.560and to to go through all the logistics of it and uh also at the same time going through the go
00:36:54.880Gothar class. Also, mentoring has been a part of the Gothar program, and I think that a lot of
00:37:04.500Gothar students may end up finding themselves in counseling positions and really trying their best
00:37:13.420to do, and it's where the rubber meets the road. You end up showing the church that you're
00:37:19.960physically capable of actually talking to people in in some of their darkest times and trying to
00:37:26.400pull them out so there was some of that and i think this culmination kind of led to a moment where
00:37:31.020the uh the folk builder oath and the gothar oath came at the same time for me
00:37:37.320um that was i think odd or at least not of the run of the mill and um and then as
00:37:46.460you know, the ascent towards more temples became a drive, some of the lessons that were learned
00:37:57.000here on the East Coast ended up helping immediately produce Baldershof. And so
00:38:03.220there was a lot of kind of a sudden surge. It was almost like as if everything, as if weird,
00:38:09.200or all the Orla was starting to converge in this moment.
00:38:13.660So I ended up, you know, becoming a Godi
00:38:21.140and then having some really key members of the folk
00:38:35.300Like, uh, being able to see these, having eyes on the ground around these, uh, fine gentlemen that were doing a great job now, but having the ability to have eyes on made the East coast really light up and, um, really kind of, you know, be able to have that conversation that me and you have had built.
00:38:53.400so now the east coast was kind of having somebody in the meat or in the fibers of it um
00:39:00.000that helped a lot and then i think uh you know eventually i i i had to i had to go to midsummer
00:39:07.240it was a very poignant thing for me to to walk into odinthof before the dedication of thorsoff
00:39:13.620even though i had been to thorsoff and had been working on it and painting and doing all of these
00:39:18.680things and groundwork and all of this construction uh that it was important that i i step into
00:39:25.260odenshof so going to midsummer and that was when you uh surprised me with this uh proposition of
00:39:34.040you know we see what you're doing we see are you willing to bring what you have
00:39:39.440in and i said yes and didn't realize fully what that meant until it was dropped right in my lap
00:39:48.660Okay, well, then we're going to bring you in as a Witten. Again, I joke and say that amongst the Witten, there's so many intelligent people on the Witten with structural, tangible, physical traits that bring things to the table.
00:40:08.000And oftentimes I end up being more the ethereal, more the poetic, more the aesthetic and kind of undefined, I think, parts of the Witten that I find alleviating.
00:40:22.620Sometimes I don't have the stress, I think, as perhaps the technical issues or money or law.
00:40:28.580But it has been a beautiful ride that's brought us to as we're moving forward.
00:40:35.800and of course the murals as well uh all of this stuff was being found out we uh i'd never done a
00:40:41.640mural and now i was doing murals for the church so that's kind of how it came to be to answer that
00:40:49.000question from uh so folks that uh you know everyone who's listened on our previous broadcast
00:40:58.360on this one certainly um and folks who know him in real life know that uh spawn
00:41:05.640was a very good choice to have on the witten um i got no buyer's remorse on that we've got we've got
00:41:13.320great people on our witten and they help me immensely they help us unfortunately they often
00:41:21.400help us in ways that maybe you guys don't see i'm very fortunate as i get a lot of spotlight
00:41:27.160and some of these other uh men and lady who helped me on the whitten don't get as much but they are
00:41:33.160so very very essential um spawns the guy that i it's and he mentioned this a little bit there's
00:41:43.240other folks on there that have different uh technical skill sets that we certainly certainly
00:41:48.520need um or there's guys that i talk policy with or you know long-term growth planning or this that
00:41:57.720and the others fawn is the guy that i nerd out with talking about art and uh religious
00:42:06.280fundamentals and ideology and in religious theory on and uh he is such a such a valuable advisor
00:42:15.080in that and we have a really good synergy when talking about those kind of things
00:42:19.960so i'm we're we're all very fortunate that spawns on the witten i in specific
00:42:25.640am extremely fortunate to have spawn on the witten um very very
00:42:33.320knowledgeable guy good guy and a really good friend of mine uh finn asks are there scholars
00:42:40.040and people with degrees in the AFA. So I think there's probably more to the question. We've got
00:42:46.840enough people that, of course, there's people with degrees. Lots of people have degrees and
00:42:52.180all kinds of stuff. So yes, we absolutely have degreed people. We've got people with
00:42:56.120bachelor's, master's. We have people with doctorates in the AFA. We have literal doctors
00:43:02.360in the afa we have lawyers in the astro folk assembly um i think the question came up when
00:43:10.920we were talking about being lettered in like linguistics or religious studies and things
00:43:16.040that way and i'm not certain um we don't really pull everyone who joins on on what degrees they
00:43:22.040may or may not have i don't know of any religious um like university lettered theologians that we
00:43:30.360have or any linguists by university training that we have. But yeah, we have people of all
00:43:39.700different levels of professionalism and of higher education within the Ask True Folk Assembly.0.80
00:43:47.860Nick asks, getting us back to tonight's theme, so the order of our Hoffs is from the Gilfaggining.0.76
00:43:57.040Um, why? Yes, it is, Nick. Yes, it is. I'm glad that you said that because it's something that0.98
00:44:02.160I wanted to mention. It's one of the reasons I say it's one of it's the reason that we're doing
00:44:07.040this show on this topic tonight. Um, so one of the early conversations I remember having
00:44:18.960when I first got involved in Ausatru in 2001, 2002.
00:44:39.880So 40 years in, 34 years in, or whatever, anyways,
00:44:45.600he was asking, and we were kind of pondering,
00:44:48.960like what is it what gods do we believe in which gods do we worship and these really fundamental
00:44:55.360questions stayed very nebulous because our source material is spread throughout the continent
00:45:04.320throughout the british isles throughout scandinavia and over the course of a thousand
00:45:10.1601500 years it makes it a daunting task to exhaustively figure out which gods exist which
00:45:19.680gods who who do we call on who's this who's that there's all these endless questions and it was
00:45:25.920time to come up with some answers so around 2014 a mentor of mine at the time a gentleman named
00:45:34.800brad taylor hicks uh who was the second in charge of the afa at the time he and i were together and
00:45:41.920we were we were contemplating this question and like okay so let's break it down to where we
00:45:48.400simplify and one of the beautiful things about the gil fagening as opposed to it being a way to teach
00:45:54.800poetry like so much of the rest of of uh the edda is in that way the gil fagening specifically is
00:46:03.360a way to give background is a way to set up the cosmology of alsatru in a coherent way that made
00:46:10.160sense to somebody who was seemingly unfamiliar you know all the way from the creation story
00:46:18.800through explaining our gods explaining our goddesses explaining the the worlds and really
00:46:25.920drawing that out in in a clear way and so that clarity is really important so that we stay
00:46:32.160focused on what we do and we decided at that point that that's the order we were gonna that
00:46:39.440those 12 are the 12 gods that it's beneficial for us to worship so we're going to start there
00:46:46.560and that's what we're going to do um and at this time this is before we had odin sauce we had no
00:46:52.880office at that point but those are the 12 gods we're going to focus our worship on and at that
00:46:58.080point, we were resolved together and I was resolved internally to start rebuilding that bridge
00:47:07.780between us and our gods in terms of our worship, in terms of our temples, in terms of how this was
00:47:17.200going to go. And, you know, I didn't know I was going to be the one making those calls at that
00:47:22.400point. But that was going to be a focus of what I was doing. Early on at Odinshoff, before it was
00:47:30.360Odinshoff, it was initially called the Newgrange Hall. And we ran into a copyright issue with the
00:47:38.020Grangers who had owned the hall before us. And this was, you know, this was a decision made
00:47:44.780before i was i was calling the shots but very shortly after i took over we had to rename
00:47:52.860the the hoff and it was essential and crystal clear to me at that moment that we needed to
00:47:59.820dedicate that hoff to odin and that we were going to from there on however long it was going to take
00:48:07.020us you know at this point had taken since 68 to 2015 to get our first half so in the decades to
00:48:15.820come when we finally get a second half we're going to order them in this gilfaggening or order but by
00:48:22.940re-establishing that bridge i think that has led to many many blessings for us and an acceleration0.64
00:48:29.740on all these things um five years later within five years we uh we got our second two hofs and
00:48:40.220we stayed faithful to that naming scheme we just two years after that initial five seven years from
00:48:46.860our first half we now have our fourth half and we're continuing in that process but yeah that's
00:48:53.580why i wanted us to talk about the significance of this poem tonight and i'm glad that you asked that
00:48:58.460question we got another donation of ten dollars thank you so much we appreciate it this question
00:49:05.260is for both of us what book or piece of literature have you spent the most time in and why svan you
00:49:13.180go first uh say that again the question question is for both of you what book or piece of literature
00:49:22.380have you spent the most time in and why? Ooh, that's a good one.
00:49:36.220Aside from runic books, I would have to say Hollander's translation of the Poetic Edas,
00:49:46.540for me, uh, have always been the kind of the default to go back to, um, especially because
00:49:53.900of both the symmetry of English that it utilizes and still maintains a poetic song about it. So
00:50:01.740I feel it's not, I think the favorite amongst a lot of people and it's, I wouldn't even necessarily
00:50:07.560say it's my favorite but it by far is my comfort food um uh book that i i always go back to
00:50:17.520um and it kind of uh helps me work through translations helps me still keep the the poetic
00:50:25.480pace and uh there is still this sense of kind of mythical power in it i can almost instead of as i'm
00:50:33.860as i'm reading i can almost hear someone saying it to me um so yeah mine would definitely be
00:50:40.260hollander's translation the poetic it is all right so this isn't the cool answer but it is the honest
00:50:48.020answer the book or piece of literature i have spent the most time in is the new world translation
00:50:56.180of the Holy Scriptures. The reason is first, the Bible is huge. And secondly, because I didn't know
00:51:07.560my options, I spent a number of years, I've read through the Bible, I believe four times all the
00:51:13.780way through, trying so hard to beat a square peg into a round hole. The reason I've spent more time
00:51:22.200reading it than our literature is that ours sticks and makes sense. And I don't have to
00:51:27.800play mental gymnastics to try to try to reconcile irreconcilable things in my mind. So I think
00:51:35.540because it was, it didn't fit and it wasn't right. So I thought maybe I was missing something.
00:51:40.540I spent an awful long time reading, reading my Bible over and over and over again until four
00:51:46.600times through, I figured, nope, it's not me, it's Jehovah, and I'm going to go a different way.
00:51:53.440But that's why I spent as much time as I did there. Bonkwekwe, a gentleman that donated the
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00:52:55.960So, okay, I'll read the question, but I want to say something too. Do you have any vetting
00:53:01.380procedures for new members, folk builders, and gothies? That new guy you posted in the community0.99
00:53:06.980tab looked like Antifa. First, thank you for coming on here and asking me to my face instead
00:53:15.800of just making assumptions. I appreciate that. Yes, first, for leadership, absolutely. But even
00:53:24.420for membership, we do. The gentleman you spoke about, Christian Penner, he's a well-known
00:53:31.200quantity he is a feature up there at baldershoff his aesthetic is obviously not my aesthetic um
00:53:40.800he's an artist he carved a really beautiful um a dumbla horn themed horn for the auction up
00:53:49.840there at this last fall fest and it was it was a really beautiful piece uh good guy doing good
00:53:57.360things i would make different fashion facial piercing choices obviously but
00:54:07.360we don't want to be superficial obviously we have things you know it's not my aesthetic of choice
00:54:15.040but we're going to get people that come from a lot of different backgrounds and a lot of different
00:54:18.720walks of life our people are are broad and vast and coming from a lot of different places
00:54:24.880we live in 2022 and things that were normal for folks my age aren't normal for kids these days
00:54:34.860coming up so everybody starts at a different place but in the same picture he's wearing a
00:54:39.800he's wearing a shirt he's wearing a tie and he was a guy that stepped up for our church and said
00:54:44.580hey i want to build this i want to build something for the icer i want to build something for my folk
00:54:49.860and I want to try to make something happen. So we appreciate him stepping up. If he decides to
00:54:55.340lose the nose ring, I'd be happy to see that. But either way, he's a solid guy. Next time I see him,
00:55:00.680I'm gonna give him a hug. I assure you, he is not Antifa. But I'm glad you had the courage to
00:55:06.680ask the question rather than to make snide comments on the side. Thank you for doing that.
00:55:11.620But we do we take it seriously. And we do that, folks. $10 from Matthew Gordon. Thank you so much,
00:55:18.580Matthew. We appreciate that. I work in a type of law enforcement. Any tips or ways to try and
00:55:24.620connect to Heimdall? Svon, go ahead and take this first.
00:55:32.960Yes, absolutely. First and foremost, being the steward of heaven. I think that Heimdall's
00:55:40.240position as being the beacon of light, being the flame born of the waves, and being the
00:55:47.480the bearer of of bivros the the flaming bridge is uh on a on a we could say on a structural level
00:55:56.900very important all things we know all things we consider um however on a on a mythical level the
00:56:03.800ideas of walking the righteous path of light being that which it projects out into the world
00:56:12.520as a person who seeks to emulate the opening of a path and the stewardship of it.
00:56:23.940The idea of Heimdall in association with his eyes, with his ears,
00:56:30.800also this kind of correlates somewhat to like a passage of time,
00:56:34.800an understanding that if the gods are in a sense of time of their own,
00:56:41.220it's heimdallur who is connected deeply to the physical realm the world and to mankind to the
00:56:49.980folk through time so he has an understanding of both godly time and material time so the
00:56:57.060i i would say the essence of trying to make oneself a beacon praying to heimdall to
00:57:06.660be that which can formulate people around them to in the darkest of moments or the easiest of
00:57:15.740moments when someone as a police officer, even around other police, maybe, you know, I know that
00:57:23.340in law enforcement, a lot of times dealing with repetitive darkness and chaotic elements
00:57:31.120that seem to constantly pervade over the job can even leave effects on fellow officers.
00:57:41.320So one of the biggest things I would say is that with Heimdallr, Heimdallr has always
00:57:47.040been the beacon, has always been the path light that guides the gods back, that guides
00:57:53.840the gods forward who guides the folk to to to evolve to be better to be stronger to be wiser
00:58:01.440and to be more intelligent so the stewardship of of his power is in not only in right action i think
00:58:10.240all the gods have that but to be a beacon of right action to be a beacon of moral uh and so i'll i'll
00:58:18.400relate a simple little story is um there i have a police officer friend of mine who in the midst of
00:58:25.440dealing with some you know felony gun charges and things like that he was he brought up the
00:58:30.480point like hey are we are we substantiating our codes of ethics when it comes to gun ownership
00:58:37.840involving these people are we making sure the criminality factor is being punished rightfully
00:58:42.880and justfully but at the same time are we are we overstepping our bounds when it comes to
00:58:47.680the ownership of of a firearm that those little things that he that he brought up while the other
00:58:54.320uh officers were kind of focusing more on kind of the the defiance against the law and the
00:59:01.040def and just even some of the blatant um you know uh criminality that they encounter the fact that
00:59:07.840he said wait let's recheck ourselves let's make sure that we're staying noble let's reconstitute
00:59:16.000our our minds and make sure that our deeds are in action with the mind that we don't pontificate it
00:59:21.200later and after the fact but right now in this moment are we being noble and i think that is
00:59:27.440the biggest point when you have devotion towards heimdall is about being in the present time and
00:59:33.200moment understanding the progression of material time and recalibrating your noble mind and your
00:59:38.720noble deed in those moments i think that's the the true power of heimdall so that's that would
00:59:45.360be my take on that a note i'd like to make about uh heimdall one thing i think is particularly
00:59:53.840noteworthy and relevant to your your career path is his vigilance and his ever you know he's on
01:00:02.080guard he can hear the the hair growing on a sheep he can he can he's aware of these very very small
01:00:09.920things staying vigilant keeping your head on a swivel i think that's a life skill when you're
01:00:18.080in law enforcement that's really important but it's also important for the people that you protect
01:00:23.520um i think in this day and age too often in law enforcement
01:00:30.880things are just reactive but you know the the motto of so many of our law enforcement agencies
01:00:38.800serve and protect the protective aspect of staying on guard staying vigilant keeping your ear to the
01:00:46.000street knowing what's going on and being aware of your surrounding that situational awareness
01:00:51.920i think by practicing that with excellence you honor heimdall i think you also keep yourself
01:00:59.600and those who you look after safe and so i would think that vigilance would be something to focus
01:01:04.960on in your in your pursuit that way um uh sage sylvania says the black sun seems it has different
01:01:15.920meanings for different groups what does the black sun represent to the afa well i think it's
01:01:28.400it's good that you point out that it has different meanings to different groups
01:01:32.320because it's such an ancient powerful symbol i'm sure that it does and i think you know i
01:01:40.240there's absolutely a right way and a wrong way to do things but sometimes there's a lot
01:01:44.560of right ways sometimes a symbol is powerful and it means things on different levels
01:01:50.880and that's what's beautiful about so much of our myth cycle um i think on one of its levels
01:01:57.840it's a solar symbol like anything else but in one of its more advanced forms because 12 is always a
01:02:05.120very solar number with the months in the year and the 12 spoke version of the black sun is really
01:02:13.600important that way it's a symbol of power it's a symbol of destiny it's a symbol that marks out
01:02:19.680those 12 spokes of something um i think it's also beneficial to know that it's a very ancient
01:02:29.680symbol um it in various forms very similar to to the version that we use is found in uh in very
01:02:38.240ancient uh bronze work i believe in uh alamonic finds so it has a really broad history and i think
01:02:47.840it of course it's going to have different associations to different people at different
01:02:52.240times um i think it also has a lot to do with that rotation that's fond of speaking about
01:03:00.960earlier around a central point i think that in some of the more popular um conceptions of it
01:03:07.920it has an Arthurian context to a pole or a seated sacred king with rotating circle like the round
01:03:23.500table around it with knights and thanes that surround him. And I think that's the context
01:03:29.640that it was used in the 30s in Germany in Wevelsberg Castle.
01:03:37.420And we're not ignorant that that's a very common place where it was found,
01:03:41.080but the reasoning for it wasn't something sinister.
01:03:44.320The reason was something very empowering from our folk soul.
01:03:47.340And it's something that the ancient Germanic tribes tapped into.
01:03:51.840That that sunwheel evolution is something really interesting to watch in Bronze Age European cultures.
01:04:01.040What do you have to add on that? It's fun.
01:04:04.380Just kind of piggybacking off of what you said, I think that it's worth noting that the construction during the Third Reich and its meaning going into this.
01:04:18.100A lot of people, I think, retrograde a lot of their meanings after. I think that the title, Svarsana, kind of came about from esoteric circles long past the 1930s and 1940s.
01:04:32.100Um, you know, it's, there, there is a lot of deeply esoteric meanings when you talk about the idea of light and the, the true light of things, uh, or, or things that are hidden and that shall be revealed.
01:04:48.960um but yes it's often all all too forgotten of how far it goes back i wish i could say that like
01:04:57.140perhaps if four four legs meant something six legs meant something and then there's a progression of
01:05:03.160numbers to 12 uh but there seems to be some randomness as far as that is correlated um
01:05:09.020without any reference of meaning because most of it's archaeological um so we yeah we are left to
01:05:14.500of find meaning and that's the beauty of symbols is is uh we can take those meanings and we can say
01:05:23.060yes we see the truth in that but we also see the truth in this or we see the truth in that
01:05:28.340symbols have multiple meanings and again for us now in this moment like as as uh the mythos of
01:05:37.620our church is growing it is a symbol of the divinity it's a symbol of the organization
01:05:43.460against chaos it's the symbol of of light against dark it's the symbol of the awareness of the
01:05:49.940gods uh and so we take that symbology um to that level uh i so i that's i mean i would say in
01:05:58.580predominance you know calling it uh the schwarzena or you know some people would i've often heard
01:06:04.980people in the temple call it sun wheel or the son and rod uh so you know when we have these names
01:06:11.300we all know and we're not trying to shift anything in reality i think it's just we're
01:06:17.780understanding that there are multiple layers that uh give it meaning and first and foremost i think
01:06:25.460right now is the meta of the moment is the most important and in a lot of ways it's the power of
01:06:32.740the sacred it's that solar power writ large in a rotational capacity of projecting
01:06:40.420um that power that might that solar grandiosity and we use that in our iconography to denote
01:06:50.740gods gods have a golden uh sorts on a around their head in in all of our murals it represents
01:06:59.560divinity for us because of that power and you probably haven't had a chance to see this yet
01:07:05.120because we're still working on some of the art but for mortals it'll be a it'll be a red
01:07:09.780version of that same symbol. But it's a very powerful and very sacred symbol to us and one
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01:08:13.580uh cody asks fawn would you say the gil fagening was a precursor to you picking up your storytelling
01:08:21.260style uh yes and no uh i wish i could say yes or no but um there's so
01:08:33.420much of the lore in the uh gilfagining that uh you can't i mean this is what this is the deep root
01:08:42.620of what we had i think this is where odin um encapsulated the mysteries of a lot of things
01:08:48.540wrapped in a lot of more of the material and an understanding uh that you know snorty was going
01:08:56.860to portray the gods as mortals but in this portrayal as we go we see so much of these
01:09:03.260secrets and and the divines and there are little things that i would i would uh in my stories
01:09:08.460telling style kind of um look into try to unravel some of those secrets so i think that um the the
01:09:16.540corpus of the lore is deep and numerous but there are little things that are worth noting that that
01:09:24.780i in my stories i try to um preface um different things from uh the formulation of ad humla
01:09:34.860uh being from the proto matter of the universe uh in niflheim um to uh uh everything from
01:09:45.100the tripartite that's being presented before gang leary in which he does see the high one and
01:09:51.580he sees even high which uh it even meaning leveled with the same height as the high one
01:09:59.740and the third or three and um so the tripartite concept uh i think is being presented there
01:10:07.340pretty clearly even though maybe even snorty wasn't necessarily um trying to present it as
01:10:16.620as a kernel of knowledge that connects us to other Aryan branches of our faith.
01:10:23.220So my storytelling, I think, takes a little bit more leeway into trying to reveal little hints
01:10:30.020that help spurn thought as to why things might be presented in a certain way,
01:10:35.780why there might be two horses as vehicles for the sun and two horses as vehicles for the earth,
01:10:41.660but only one vehicle for the moon and out of those three celestial bodies um the moon is the
01:10:48.460only one that doesn't have its own access it doesn't have its own rotational so that i think
01:10:53.580is a kernel of deeper truth that isn't necessarily uh placed out there and sometimes in my storytelling
01:11:01.260i'll try to leak those things in as just a proponent of thought that our ancestors and
01:11:06.860their knowledge may very well have been or the fact that the gods gave this knowledge
01:11:12.460to us even if king galfi is uh seen as a a real man or as seen as uh a king of men
01:11:24.540uh the the idea that uh the nobility learning power from the gods um and then transferring
01:11:30.540it to the people uh i think is important i think that that's so i will um oftentimes
01:11:38.380try to pepper those little things into my storytelling
01:11:44.460so lawrence thank you so much 10 canadian dollars you seem to be with us every week and we really
01:11:50.940appreciate you uh good evening gents the esoteric direction of the conversation just took reminded
01:11:57.340me of the book the lightning in the sun by sabitri devi have either of you read it and if so what are
01:12:04.860your thoughts on it thanks and bless swan have you read it if so what's your thoughts i have not read
01:12:11.980it in its entirety i've only read excerpts from it um i i have well in particular a lot of my um
01:12:23.100And my tackling of the Aryan branches of the Hindu, I guess, branch has been, I guess, slow going would be the best way I would say because I feel like a lot of our lore does have a huge placement to start from.
01:12:47.180so i'm not always gravitating towards comparative um especially the when we talk uh beyond say like
01:12:55.660the um the rig veda and so i would admit i'm slow going in that film in that path so i have read
01:13:05.100the book and i um i really like it like it first i like historical biography stuff and i think that
01:13:15.740you know two-thirds of the book is is that at least um but the cons the basic concept there
01:13:24.780of the uniting of dynamic action and timeless spirituality is so very essential to what we do
01:13:37.900you. I think all too often there's a disparity between physical might and intellectual might,
01:13:48.300or spiritual might rather, and it's a disservice. I think the ideal for our folk always has
01:13:55.880been and always will be a man of action, but also a man of deep insight. And so often we
01:14:05.640don't have that we have people with beautiful brilliant minds that never get out of their mom's
01:14:11.880basement and never affect the world around them to where all of their their deep thinking and
01:14:18.360their deep spirituality becomes masturbatory um or we have amazingly capable people that
01:14:26.360spend that capability in criminality, in thuggery, or in corporate ways that don't advance our folk
01:14:37.880and just advance capitalism. And there's merit to a lot of those different things in a lot of
01:14:42.560different ways. But what propels our folk forward is the man that has both of those things, that
01:14:49.820dynamism in both areas can truly advance our people and it's it's nice when we can see that
01:14:59.420the best leaders in history are folks that have that depth of soul to them but that are that
01:15:06.460aren't either priests or or warriors that are priest kings that are are good and powerful in
01:15:14.220both of those realms and i think that's the ideal and you see that you see that in the idea of the
01:15:20.300chakra vartan in in the vedic understanding of things he transcends the the cast of brahmin and
01:15:27.900kshatriya and has the best of both as he projects it out i was reading a book on that recently
01:15:33.500uh perfect leadership by um um frank morales uh acharya what were you saying spawn
01:15:44.220was going to say in deferring to that subject itself like i would immediately go towards say
01:15:49.340uh evola's metaphysics of war uh or the you know the concepts of the um the the righteous act
01:15:59.180or the righteous man of deed and the righteous man of thought but yeah no absolutely and and i
01:16:06.300and i think that evola touches on that theme a lot in his conception of tradition is that
01:16:12.220being that pinnacle of where those things meet and what's best is you're not not an effete uh
01:16:20.700priesthood or a uh a violent mob of thuggery but having the divine and action in one place
01:16:31.180in one uh one center uh corey asks what is the difference between whitton's and gothe's slash
01:16:40.780githias it's fine you want to break that down uh sure the the wheaton the wheaton is a council
01:16:49.260uh from the anglo-saxon word a member of council generally a droton or a driton would seek counsel
01:16:58.220from his elders or his his peers or uh people that had earned merit in order to best see a pathway
01:17:07.980way that might help. It's by no means a form of democracy. I would say it's more of a less
01:17:15.840upon the leader's wisdom to have people at his side that he can defer to, to ask about thoughts
01:17:27.720that are coming or reacting to things. And this echelon of counselors is small. And I think that
01:17:39.200the Gothar are more or less like a council to the folk in their area and presiding over building
01:17:46.720divine relationships with the gods in their local areas, either through temples or through kindreds
01:17:52.180or large groups of community, whether they're individuals or not.
01:17:57.320And so that I think would be the biggest difference is that a godhi gives counsel to the folk
01:26:36.040Some people have a visceral negative reaction to dressing up before the gods, and I find that kind of laughable and funny, but it is a custom, and the idea that a lot of times when we show up, we're doing work immediately, setting things up, so we're not dressed in ties.
01:26:53.400and usually we're in shirts and and work clothes as we're moving about but there's a certain moment
01:26:58.520where uh there is a time and some people do show up dressed immediately they don't have a they don't
01:27:05.240have a chance to dress over so um they'll show up and other people show up in what they can
01:27:11.320and i mean obviously we know that uh you know from the havamol and the the premise that when you show
01:27:18.440up you show up with what you have and what what you're best to be seen in before the gods um
01:27:25.080you know and i think a lot of people take that into uh you know do we dress up in the old way
01:27:31.240do we dress up in the modern way and of course for our church it's always them that's another
01:27:36.280custom is to present yourself in in the the clothing of your people uh you know if uh
01:27:43.720when when a japanese businessman is dressing in tie he's dressing western he's dressing like a
01:27:50.920western man that's known or in china or something of that nature so this is a cultural um attainment
01:27:57.540and that so i think dressing up is part of the custom of a lot of our temples especially when
01:28:04.600it comes to the time of gift giving um but that varies depending on if we're outdoors
01:28:09.400the weather and things of that nature so guys dress nice you when you look good you feel good
01:28:17.140and you tend to act like your best self and when you're looking good and you're feeling good you're
01:28:23.180in a spot to present your best self before our gods uh sarah asks is also true the same as
01:28:31.020Wotanism or Odinism? Fundamentally, yes. I think that if this question were asked
01:28:42.22010 years ago, the variance between people who would call themselves different versions of those
01:28:49.400three would be greater. I think that if the question were asked 20 years ago, the distance
01:28:56.180would be even greater. I think in 2022, yes, they are the same thing. Folks who are really in the
01:29:05.360know or have a lot of inside baseball on if someone calls themselves an Odinist or a Wotinist
01:29:12.260would imply certain things that may be in common with folks that identify as also true and may be
01:29:18.660different culturally but fundamentally those three are all the same thing in this day and age
01:29:27.940those three all imply that the person practicing is heavily folkish and that our folk and our race
01:29:36.280is very important to them um and i think if you ask people that are hardcore don't want to call
01:29:44.620themselves as a true like, no, I'm a Wotenist, or no, I'm an Odinist. There's little baggage here
01:29:51.960and there, but I think fundamentally on the core things, we're reunited in core worldview.
01:30:00.460And then this brings us to the question of the night, and I have to assume they
01:30:04.500skipped ahead and went to the website, because this is something that I planned on talking about.1.00
01:30:10.800we have some gilfaggening questions in the in the queue after this though that will get us back on0.99
01:30:15.440that topic because this is liables to send us send us spiraling in a very exciting and fun direction0.95
01:30:22.240uh vril vanier asks what's sigerheim well let me tell you about sigerheim all right so
01:30:32.800i've been being a little bit coy with you guys for a number of months now as folks have asked
01:30:37.760questions about the idea of intentional community and i told you hey pay attention for the next
01:30:43.920couple of months and i got something exciting to tell you so i talked about announcing that tonight
01:30:48.720i'm very excited to announce that to you guys tonight um we are well underway in our our next
01:30:58.800big afa project and that is sigerheim sigerheim means victory home and the basic idea is to
01:31:08.560establish an afa capital on some acreage of land to where we'll have uh afa members living on the
01:31:17.920land in a community together we're also that will be the home of tiershoff it will be also the home
01:31:27.120of a of a great hall that we will host events at it will be a spot where we can have guest
01:31:36.640facilities for people who come out to to share with us there for our afa family that
01:31:42.960are going to come out there also an idea of some of the guest quarters is to be able to take care
01:31:48.000of any of our elderly or our infirmed or folks that find themselves on hard times
01:31:54.000can come and spend time there. The idea is really to build that home of the Asa True Folk Assembly,
01:32:01.680that sacred center from which the rest of these things can revolve around and where people have
01:32:06.800a spot that's theirs that they can come and enjoy the hospitality of their AFA family and be well
01:32:13.280taken care of. If you go to that, so Nick threw up the link there. To do big things takes big
01:32:22.660dollars and we need help we need donations we need generosity in making serious things happen
01:32:28.900in the world if we want to see those things manifest um but if you go there to that donate
01:32:34.900link you can read a kind of the vision statement that i wrote on that and i'll put that out on our
01:32:41.140other social media later but i think it's worth a reading it's telling you you know where i'm
01:32:46.660coming from with the idea. I've been hesitant to even voice this dream aloud because so many
01:32:55.220people have come before and said they were a gonna and never have. It's been something that's
01:33:04.500been dangled in front of me in various different ways by Ausatruth since I became involved, and
01:33:09.460we have yet to see it come to fruition in a meaningful way, and that's all fixing to change.
01:33:15.140when i say we're serious we've had people look at property we're we're right there we're right
01:33:20.580on the cusp of making stuff happen now so you guys know this is a generational project
01:33:25.460i make no claims that it's all going to be immediately perfect on day one it's not
01:33:30.580on day one it's going to be a piece of land and uh down the road when we have the funds when
01:33:36.660we're able to and when we have the support the hoff will happen there the hall will happen there
01:33:42.100The guest facilities will happen there. The dream will be realized over time and with the commitment of solid folk who want to see things happen.
01:33:49.940But this is the dream. It's been the dream of many generations of Alcetruer, and it's a dream that will be shortly realized.
01:33:56.320And it's a dream that I plan to move to and be a part of with my family.
01:34:00.860So I'm putting it out there. It's a little bit scary because you speak it into existence.
01:34:04.960It's Svon talked about, to go back to the Gil Faggining for a minute, that idea, the magical idea of speaking something into shaping, of shaping something by words.
01:34:16.540And that's, I guess, what I'm doing right now is projecting that this is something I'm going to do out in reality.
01:34:23.040And I'm going to be accountable for the success or failure of that.
01:34:26.840And we are going to win. We're going to win big and we're going to win together.
01:34:30.800So very excited about it. I hope you guys are excited about it, too.
01:34:34.960Like I mentioned, we need all the help we can get on that.
01:34:38.160So if you can go donate there, if you can send your friends who are on the same basic page as us, if they want to help us out, we really appreciate it.
01:34:48.200You don't have to be a member of the AFA to donate.
01:34:50.520You don't have to be Alistair to donate, but would really appreciate it.
01:34:54.460It's a dream I'm very excited about and I have a hard time keeping contained about that I annoy my friends and my wife about.
01:35:16.260And I appreciate the people that I've talked to on the back end that have not spilled the beans
01:35:20.600about Sigurheim to everybody because it's hard to be contained about something you love
01:35:24.940and something you're excited about. Rowdy Dude asks, is the topic piece of literature
01:35:30.300a stand-alone piece, or a part of a bigger collection? Svan, break it down for us.
01:35:37.300No, so the Gilfaginning is part of, I would say, three pieces. The Skald Skarpismal,0.73
01:35:46.100or basically the rules of the Skalds and the way that it can be spoken about, or the rules of
01:35:55.560poetry and uh last is the uh the list of kennings a kind of a corpus of lore for the skulls to use
01:36:03.320and it's very very interesting because they're they kind of um allude to either common things
01:36:10.200war things or divine things um the idea of um the multiple namings of emir are kind of listed there
01:36:17.960as well um in which you know the idea that like uh brim near uh the brimming one or a blau near
01:36:27.400the blue uh and all yelmer the shaping screamer uh are all part of that so there's a lot of cool
01:36:36.120uh poetic things i think that are worth looking into and oftentimes it's glossed because um
01:36:43.400there's only a few stories in the uh gilfagening that has uh um things but for instance like one
01:36:50.680that most everybody knows is is thor's uh it's often referred to as thor's trip to jotunheim
01:36:55.560or thor's travel to jotunheim that's in uh placed within the uh uh gilfagening so there's a lot of
01:37:04.840stuff there but it it does have as it goes into the latter half or the the latter uh two-thirds
01:37:12.680it's more driven towards poetics but there's a lot of mysteries to be gleaned in some of the
01:37:17.800kennings there so yes it is not just only there's three pieces all right so fawn asks first
01:37:30.040congratulations fawn we're happy to have you as as our newest apprentice folk builder in
01:37:35.560the austro folk assembly i think highly of fawn known for a few years i think she's going to do
01:37:41.720great things uh throughout the new york's off district but currently she's in oklahoma0.94
01:37:48.360uh fawn asks since the gilfaggening speaks on ragnarok how is that displayed in reality
01:37:55.160microcosm macrocosm is it the future past present all three yes font anyway0.97
01:38:05.560yeah i was gonna say the same thing yes um no the beauty of and i think the power of odin in
01:38:15.000his correlation to um folding and weaving this this seed that would surpass into this
01:38:25.160through the dark ages and through the times where the expression of the folk to their gods was going
01:38:31.820to be greatly tested. The beauty of it is that the application of meta or mythic language applies in
01:38:42.320all levels of timing. You know, so some people can speculate in different schools of trying to
01:38:49.960understand germanic mythology they have placed of course uh euhemerism and the idea that they're
01:38:55.160they're humans or that there's a vegetative cycle to them and there's some sort of a premise around
01:39:01.320nature uh or sometimes they go based on arian tribal structure and government that's like a
01:39:08.760dumazil in his structuralism um but overall when you read them yes it applies that the timelessness
01:39:16.280of it i've heard a perfect example would be and again i'll address ragnarok but uh the binding
01:39:23.080of fenris or fenner wolf in in his binding some people have argued perhaps this is some sort of
01:39:31.240mythological connection to the uh germanic people making certain agreeances with rome and obviously
01:39:39.160the wolf in connection to the founding of rome uh that's the beauty of of the the the language
01:39:46.840and the stories of the gods is that they are timeless and they interlap with everything in
01:39:52.920the moment and in the past and thus into the future um so we yes we can project the understanding of
01:40:02.120ragnarok um and seeing balder both as uh presiding as the heart of the of the folk soul uh the heart
01:40:10.280of the gods seeing the death and the uh the value of of the the outsider guiding the hand of the
01:40:18.120blind brother against the heart of the folk and the gods and him descending and then him rising
01:40:24.520again as being all of those um and so i think it's a disservice for us to strictly think of
01:40:31.960things in a logical or linear pathway but to see them as more of a a coiled spring that's compressed
01:40:38.920all into one moment so and this has taken a long time to make sense to me as well so if
01:40:45.800it's a strange concept i understand that um the mythic takes place in mythic time and mythic time
01:40:56.600is very different than historical time than linear time it doesn't make it any less truthful
01:41:04.680but so many things are simultaneous in a mythic sense the story and the value
01:41:12.120of those cycles play out in millions of microcosms and millions of macrocosms
01:41:21.880you find those cycles in your own life you find them in the life of your community
01:41:29.480you find them in the the life of races and the life of nations um perhaps you find them in the
01:41:35.960life of galaxies uh as it is one of the things that i think is most beautiful when i think about
01:41:42.200this period in the astro folk assembly i think about this in terms of when when the waters
01:41:49.640recede and the gods come back after ragnarok and they set the table up right and they replace the
01:41:55.480pieces and they reset up what was once holy we're reforging that bridge we're reforging
01:42:04.840that golden age and we're a part of it right here and right now sigurheim that i just talked about
01:42:11.240is such a huge plank in that we are currently on you know it the vol restructuring that holy center
01:42:21.800that place for our folk and it's really special to be a part of that uh nick reminded me on the
01:42:27.320side as i was talking about some some sigurheim stuff folks that have construction abilities
01:42:34.200we will need you folks that have any kind of cad or architectural skills we've got some really cool
01:42:41.400projects that we need help on so if you've got that if you know that if you have people who do
01:42:47.160that that are in our circles please send them our way we've got some really cool ideas on stuff we'd
01:42:52.920like to do and see happen um but we're at a very exciting time and i'm happy to be here with you
01:42:58.760guys uh mace asks any thoughts on theodism or more anglo-saxon influenced aussitrew
01:43:08.040um yeah i'm gonna i'm gonna go first and i'm gonna pass it over to spawn here because i
01:43:12.360do have some thoughts on this that i'll throw out there conceptually i think a lot of theodism is
01:43:20.600really cool theotism has been in support of structure and of hierarchy all along since its
01:43:31.880inception at a time when also true was often caught in flights of fancy about rugged individualism
01:43:40.680and democracy and various other things that i don't think are are the best way to go theotism
01:43:48.840has always been very big on structure, on hierarchy, on some really beautiful ceremonial.
01:44:02.200The trouble is, to my mind, that historically theodism has put so much more emphasis on form
01:44:11.560than on function um this is the example i've used to a lot of people and it may be it may sound
01:44:19.800disparaging and i suppose it is to a certain time in our history but it's five fat dudes
01:44:26.600in a camp chair in their backyard fighting over who gets the big piece of chicken
01:44:32.840if it's five fat dudes in shorts and a stained t-shirt arguing over who's the exalted king of
01:44:40.520whatever it becomes laughable um hierarchy is necessitated by having people and having a
01:44:51.320certain number of people to where you need a structure and to moving forward in doing things
01:44:57.480and so much of what i've seen in the theodism i've been a part of is theatrics is self aggrandizement
01:45:05.640But without any accompanying success or contribution, the roles that some of those people have taken on have been conducted in the most silly, banal, absurd ways, rather than caring for your people.
01:45:30.980And so I've never been that guy that's opposed to, um, to, um, the word will come to me here in a second. It's not here when I want it, unfortunately, but to people who, uh, tip of my tongue for people who want to be successful.
01:45:53.320people want to have the big hat to people who want to aspire to better things and who want to
01:45:59.040have nice stuff. Cool. I don't think we should all be selfless, but I do think that if you want
01:46:05.240a position of authority, you are not only assuming all the cool benefits of authority,
01:46:11.560you should be assuming all of the weight of responsibility. If you're the exalted high
01:46:18.060lord of theorism you should be doing stuff taking care of your people and being worthy of the title
01:46:24.540and i've seen a lot of situations that just become very complex larp about who gets to eat
01:46:32.060the which piece of chicken first instead of advancing their their kingdom um that's
01:46:39.820unfortunate but i do think there's a lot there that is valuable if it was put in a different context
01:46:45.500i don't think the concept is wrong but i think the execution has been very unfortunate in uh
01:46:53.020theodist uh circles that i've that i'm aware of uh svan do you have any thoughts
01:46:58.940uh i i have a a unique perspective coming from the eldoricha i'm from virginia did you wear a scarf
01:47:07.260hat no no no no not not to be amongst those i i was not a member or taken into
01:47:15.180the web of oaths that are built amongst the Theods. But I'm familiar with a lot of the
01:47:21.380structuring. I have met people that were members of the Eldaricha. I've met people that were part
01:47:27.260of Garmin Lord's groupings and the Normani that were prevalent for a while in the early 2000s
01:47:35.640up in Maryland area. And just being able to talk to them, I think structurally they offer
01:47:42.900uh some interesting things insights really good stuff as far as like formulating the concepts of
01:47:48.660weird and how weird and uh what it what it means from an anglo-saxon standpoint as opposed to like
01:47:55.480or law from a nordic standpoint um that's very you know very cool stuff and i think that you
01:48:02.660know like swain wodening has been very influential especially in uh the concepts of ritual structure
01:48:08.060or the possibility of how individual ethnic branches, including the often unsung Anglo-Saxons, would present or rekindle the faith.
01:48:22.620But coupled with that is a problem, I think, of deep kind of, again, hard structuring, fragmentation, a lot of oaths being made and arguments being presided.
01:48:36.640There's so much rigidity there that it ends up kind of stepping on the rake, if you will, while in garb, stepping on the modern gardening tool in the face.
01:48:52.060And I mean that in the sense that it's in practice, I have found it to be very, very so rigid that it loses sight of the horizon.
01:49:03.980And it creates this argument, I would say, between ultimately tribalism versus like a folk community, a nation or a people or an overarching connectivity of folk that they end up losing.
01:49:24.060And it ends up fracturing to, you know, somebody breaks away and creates their own theod.
01:49:30.440And so it ends up spinning its wheels.
01:49:33.500And being an observer of that has just led me to believe that, you know, the counsel against it would be perhaps we should find or perhaps the gods are beckoning us to find a different way to take the knowledge and to apply it maybe in a different way.
01:49:49.780or to take note of the wisdom of it and move forward into the modern world.
01:50:00.320I'm a huge fan of a lot of the history and all of that.
01:50:03.440But, you know, as far as some of the other things, as far as, you know,
01:50:11.720the idea like wearing ritualistic garbs, obviously like Sven Bjorn Bietensson.
01:50:18.820So Sven Björg Böthetsson of the Ausatürfäljev in Iceland, you know, a lot of their, they started out with wearing the white frocks with red tabards.
01:50:29.280And, you know, we didn't, because that, again, separates and creates this kind of division between folk here in America or just in their correlation to a representative of a church.
01:50:43.280And so we needed to engage that and understand that, okay, you know, the expression of establishing power and might in the world evolves, you know, you don't cross the ocean on the old boats of your ancestors simply because they did that.
01:51:04.620You get the latest technology to cross the oceans.
02:01:13.540There's a lot of things that they do well.
02:01:15.580Interacting well with other people in a productive way is not one of those things.
02:01:21.880There is a treacherousness there that I would avoid at all costs.
02:01:26.400Do you have anything to add on that, Svon?
02:01:28.040I try not to speak of much outside of my experience with things. If I don't fully know,
02:01:38.200then I won't speak, but I do have some gleaning physically of this situation, I think, with those
02:01:44.880folk. I shared Horton with them on numerous occasions early on when I was formulating my
02:01:55.780kindred here in Virginia. And I think that there were some moves that were being made,
02:01:59.800political machinations that were being attempted, in which I was being led to try to break off,
02:02:06.900to fragment away from the Folk Assembly and to pursue some sort of other, I guess, confederation
02:02:16.820would be the best word um and i i wholly rejected that obviously uh however the way that it was
02:02:26.440presented to me uh did leave a very bad taste in my mouth when it came to the way that that was
02:02:32.900handled the way that that was dealt and some of the venom that was kind of placed about in the
02:02:37.140air around me when i was so young to the folk assembly and i think that's the reason why it was
02:02:42.320being directed at me was because um they felt that perhaps my loyalties to the gods or at least to
02:02:49.920the astrofoca assembly would somehow be compromised and i i i think i sorely upset them in the idea
02:02:58.160that i i had pledged my loyalty and so my loyalty was not going to be um tested and uh moved in that
02:03:07.040way and so i i would just say simply that be beware of those who gift over much that's that's uh the
02:03:15.760only advice i could give there uh king of cheese matt svan speaking about the runes being lenses
02:03:25.600and possibly messages do you think it is possible for our ancestors to use them to try to communicate
02:03:31.680to us uh certainly i think both like intentionally and in a much more subtle way uh through our soul
02:03:40.960matrix communicating to us but i think both of those are very real possibilities what say you
02:03:46.240swan absolutely uh i think that us understanding knowledge on the material level is important
02:03:53.280obtaining that knowledge i think the sacrifice that is taken to understand but it's worth noting
02:03:59.280that our ancestors gained that knowledge uh they were given that knowledge by rig by by heimdoller
02:04:09.440and uh so it that those not that knowledge those power the understanding and the structural
02:04:14.160nature of the universe and the frequencies that create it are within our soul just as much as the
02:04:19.600on and breath of odin is so i think that once we dissipate from the physical and move into the
02:04:28.240the wholeness of our ancestral lines we are more connected to those frequencies and understanding
02:04:36.160the symbology of the way to communicate with those on the physical realm yes i don't see it as much
02:04:44.080in my works with ancestral um messaging i think i don't see it as much but sometimes it does happen
02:04:51.440it formulates itself after asking questions to the ancestors and then seeing them partially too
02:04:58.080though it could be based off of your knowledge of it again your awareness of things in the physical
02:05:03.080realm helps facilitate communication deed so not only just as much as say runic knowledge could
02:05:10.060help you receive messages so could prayer so could devotional acts you don't have to know the runes
02:05:15.960to receive messaging when you do things through acts of devotion and that is the language that
02:05:22.320they can speak to you because you are well versed in that language so the point i would say is is
02:05:27.520Yes, if you're well versed, if you are not, there are other avenues of communication that can be attained. And it really, I think, depends on the individual. But our ancestors, I think, know this about us. They're connected to us and they cannot be separated from us.
02:05:43.660So they understand the language that perhaps they could best communicate to you in order to give you a sign, an omen or things of that nature.
02:05:52.460So that applies to even things like pictures falling or or finding items and objects or hearing voice like that, not hearing voices, but like hearing someone being mentioned, like someone mentioning an ancestor.
02:06:06.200and suddenly you think back to a moment that you had a conversation with them and all of a sudden
02:06:10.760the wisdom that was gleaned in that conversation many years later after their passing has a new
02:06:15.960meaning so yes i do believe so but it's not the only form i think that they communicate through
02:06:22.760uh shay asks is there symbolism to be found between the planets and our gods
02:06:28.280spawn take it away oh um you know when we talk about astrological things um you know we have to
02:06:37.160of course uh lay foundational uh i guess respect towards uh where these ideas come from whether
02:06:46.600it's uh you know ancient uh zodiac signs from the babylonians or uh of the greeks and their
02:06:53.160escalation of this and the reforming of it towards their cultural uh language um and so of course you
02:07:00.440know science applied the uh the roman hellenic and etruscan names to the planets and um we could find
02:07:10.040correlation i mean our ancestors did that with the days of the week you know and when when we
02:07:14.200when we saw uh you know mars um you know mars's day we we saw tios day and when we saw mercury's
02:07:24.360day we saw holden's day and when we saw um you know zeus's day or or thor's day we we made these
02:07:32.920correlations in the past and again this is more cultural expressions um could we correlate them
02:07:38.760together yes has have people done it yes actually um if you're interested in some form of runic
02:07:44.840astrology or connections i would recommend looking into nigel pennock uh he is um kind of an undersung
02:07:52.840um runic authority of the earlier uh times of like australia coming into being in this in the early
02:08:01.80080s and 90s um and he has a ton of really interesting stuff to think about it but the
02:08:07.320ordering of the runes in 24 to be the hours of the day to zodiac signs in and of themselves nigel
02:08:13.000pennock is i i would say one authority i would greatly recommend people if they're interested
02:08:19.880in those things to look into um but as far as correlation goes i would say it would be entirely
02:08:25.800upon us if we were to correlate those things if we were to see uh frigga as you know venus or to
02:08:33.480see freya as venus um that would be more or less an expression on us now and since you know as an
02:08:43.240authority would we would we say it as an authority and would people accept it that's a different
02:08:48.760question all in and of itself or is it an issue that needs to be addressed um but i think it's a
02:08:55.240very interesting topic and i would definitely recommend nigel pennix uh runic astrology um
02:09:01.480if anybody's interested in those those kind of fields of thought
02:09:08.120uh bobby shotwell your opinions on the theory that trees produce o2 to grow humans
02:09:14.200so they may consume us when we die hence farming us he says joking i only had a second to jump on
02:09:22.520and i wanted to thank you for doing the stream um yes and it is funny and i chuckle at it but
02:09:28.840what i do think is kind of a an interesting point is the connectivity that we see between us and the
02:09:34.920world around us that cycle does in fact happen not due to the malevolence of trees but due to
02:09:41.480the interconnectivity that we see around us that i do think is important to note um nick asks
02:09:48.280spawn mentioning rig as a heimdallar but is that certain bellows gives a good argument
02:09:55.480that the only connection of rig as heim dollar came from an annotation done 300 years after the
02:10:01.960rigs thula was written and that rig and his connection to traveling and the runes much
02:10:08.760better fit odin uh yes i would say that the first and biggest point is um in the beginning of the
02:10:18.440the Volaspau. The kenning that is mentioned of the folk is the sons and daughters of Heimdall,
02:10:26.240the sons of Heimdall. And I think that that is probably the best gleaning point of understanding
02:10:33.140that there was a connection to Heimdall as a progenitor of the folk, the progenitor of
02:10:42.640uh our our people um some could even correlate this idea that if we looked across the board
02:10:50.900towards other Aryan branches um then Heimdall would then present himself very much like a
02:10:59.160Promethean figure but instead of there's a there's an advancement of each generation uh the great
02:11:07.640grandfather great grandmother and so on and so forth until king konig is made um i would say
02:11:15.400that that point of mentioning that the folk are the children of heimdall
02:11:21.800is one of the key points that uh would lend towards it being heimdall
02:11:26.760all right well um so we're out of questions in the side chat if you guys have more questions
02:11:37.620you want please feel free to throw them out there um in the meantime i'd like to cover a
02:11:45.060little bit more about the gill fagening as a as a source um
02:11:51.680As Nick mentioned earlier, it is the the source that we get our ordering of our temples, at least to start out and kind of a definitive measure of which which of our gods are the gods beneficial for mankind to worship.
02:12:10.980and it's a really well presented and concise way of understanding our cosmology
02:12:19.900in an informative way and not just in an artistic way. Svan, do you have any more you want to add
02:12:29.180on the gilfagging, its importance, its place in our corpus of lore, or why it's particularly
02:12:37.320significant for us to give credence to? I think it's worth noting, first and
02:12:43.380foremost, that what is spoken of and then what is brought into verse is very
02:12:48.720important and should be noted by the reader, that we're gaining extra access
02:12:55.500when we talk about knowledge that's cross all the stories, when we're looking
02:13:01.420at them from whether it's, you know, the Gilfagining, whether it's
02:13:05.800Fathrudis mol, whether it's Grimnis mol, whether it's the Alvis mol, in which Thor even talked
02:13:13.180to Alvis about correlations and kennings and things. These across the board can be used to
02:13:20.340compare and to kind of glean deeper wisdom of the way our ancestors saw the divine, saw the divinities
02:13:30.820um in a poetic format and uh thus glean some of the ideas of their power um another uh major
02:13:38.420thing too is bringing it back to the 12 temples of the gods so uh it's worth noting of course in
02:13:44.600the gilfagining that freya is mentioned in the list um and also hod hod or uh hod uh balder's
02:13:57.440brother. And of course, lastly, the kinslayer Lopter is mentioned, you know, and so it's worth
02:14:06.280noting first and foremost, when we come into that, Njordr, yeah, he's, or correction, let me back it
02:14:13.460up. Odin, his sons are mentioned first, and that's of course Thor and Baldr. And then when we talk
02:14:20.580about Njordr, Frey is mentioned and Freyja is mentioned. However, we've decided to go first
02:14:27.300with the aus and to take the formulation of the aus first and so when you look at the list you see
02:14:33.620this ordering and like oh well how it's kind of changed but it's it's not necessarily changed it's
02:14:39.520that when we the the concept of the aus senior and how they will be placed in devotionals and
02:14:46.580and in the premise of hoffs or buildings or harrows or groves or whatever it may formulate
02:14:51.680into the point was to find the way now and so freyr is mentioned yes freya is mentioned but
02:15:00.960she will be uh that that will be negotiated when we tackle the ausenir so i've always been of the
02:15:09.760mind to state that we have the 12 aus that are mentioned in the gilfaginning and in which uh
02:15:18.680The three say there are 12 aus or gods and 12 ausenir, but in the list they, of course, mention Freyja because of her correlation to Njörðr.
02:15:29.720The other point is, is it's well worth noting and stating that hod is not worshipped by men and it is stated as such.
02:15:38.380And again, in our faith, looking at balder and hod as both diametric polarities, they source from the same.
02:15:48.680They are, but one is bright and one is dark. One is awareness and one is ignorance. One is governance and the other is even possibly the point of destruction and the idea of whether it's internals or external destruction.
02:16:06.300So Hoth is seen as a polaric force to Balder. And so Balder is, of course, order and light. So the temple to Balder was focused upon. And because Hoth is mentioned, is not being prayed to by men, but merely understood as the point of his Orloth.
02:16:30.060And lastly, of course, Lopter and our total rejection of the kinslayer, the total rejection of the outsider, the one who kills his blood brother's son.0.73
02:16:45.420And I think that we don't really need to go into that.
02:16:47.900But it is worth noting that the Austro-Folk Assembly has that stance against that kind of desire or need to aggrandize aberrations that seem to be pervading in modern times.0.98
02:17:03.380They aggrandized the aberrant. When our ancestors saw the aberrance of loctur, they knew that, yes, these things are oftentimes that which is vile remains because it seems to give credence to its existence and even aids in the folk.0.84
02:17:25.620And there's a lot of lessons to be learned in that, and I think that's why the gods have the story for us to clearly see.
02:17:32.400But eventually that aberration turns into malevolence and malignant form.
02:17:37.980So obviously we take a strong stance against that.
02:17:41.760That is chaos and the warning of allowing chaos to come in, both in Fenris Wolf and also into by Lopter Laufison.
02:17:55.620Nick Sallow asks, where are we able to find more information on the Folk Futhark?0.99
02:18:15.340I still, to this day, too, when I go into Thorsoth, I read again.
02:18:20.400And then I try to see if I've made some sort of mistake or something that I need to edit.
02:18:25.620Um, as far as the Folk Futhark would go, I think for membership, uh, perhaps could start, um, a, a group to tackle the rules of the linguistics of the Folk Futhark and to better utilize them for writing.
02:18:44.000I do want to bear in mind, though, that we're not trying to make the runes mundane writing forms, but it is worth perhaps maybe in art or maybe in the expressions of our devotion to utilize the folk futhark and having people know the folk futhark so that they can express and thus connect different groups, whether they're in California or whether they're in Australia or whether they're in Sweden.
02:19:12.140And the idea would be, OK, this person is an American. He's going to be writing in American English. So it's going to be structured this way. And I know these rules so that I can read it and I can translate it into American English.
02:19:25.300And thus it would apply to German or Swedish or even Anglo-Saxon. It seems to be – that's one of the big things I try to take into consideration was to create the Futhark to facilitate all of those languages, whether they're Gutsikarasda and the dead languages of the Gutens or the English, whether we're talking elder English or modern English or modern English, we could utilize it all.
02:19:55.300So, follow-up question to that, and for someone with a strong interest in rune work, what literature is a must? What do you recommend, Svon?
02:20:08.040I'm a huge fan, because when I came into Ausatru in the early 90s, the internet wasn't really around, but what was around was the works of Edward Thorson, Stephen Flowers.
02:20:22.640And I would argue his knowledge base and the ability for him to look across vast amount of knowledge from all across in the modern age has allowed him to really spearhead a lot of our directional thought in the runes.
02:20:46.000So most certainly Futhark, the Nine Doors of Midgard, I think are great because they also have personal devotional things that can be done in order to incorporate the runes.
02:21:00.700um and i you know i i i'm speaking on behalf for myself my kinship towards his lore i don't want
02:21:10.520to speak as an entirety of the uh of the church but certainly his his knowledge is is impressive
02:21:17.300and um so i would definitely say uh any works by him uh in relation to the runes are invaluable
02:21:24.800at least into starting some of the uh bigger concepts and uh the wood harrow institute i think
02:21:33.320is a is a um you know a powerful cornerstone in some of that but also to um i would say looking
02:21:42.620at cross knowledge of the runes um especially in rune lore by edward thorson that book in and of
02:21:50.700itself does present every evolution of the futharks throughout uh the elder period the medieval period
02:21:59.180the reformed period and what i would consider now the reconstructed period or the um the
02:22:04.900assumptive period the period we're we're assuming now uh he covers that in rune lore so well it's
02:22:11.760not necessarily a rune book on runes but more a rune book on the history and the evolution of
02:22:18.020runes. And I think he nails it in that book. So it gives you a great, you are here on the map
02:22:23.960kind of view of things. So I think Dr. Flowers is probably the best go-to for runic understanding
02:22:33.740in modern times. But I'd add one of them, for people who already have a good foundation,
02:22:39.240one of the books that he's written that I think is really important on rune work is Alu. And I
02:22:45.900think it talks a little bit more about what to do with runes once you understand them. And I think
02:22:52.360Alu is a really, really good book. I loaned out my copy and I don't have it anymore. But yeah,
02:22:59.360I've gone back to that several times. And I think that's a really good one of his one of my
02:23:03.940favorites. Jason asks, Who are the gods of autumn? Who do you worship to give praise to for the
02:23:12.720harvest season. What are your thoughts, Svon? This time of the equinox, I think, we covered
02:23:20.840this a little bit at Thorshof. I would say a great lending of prevalence to Freyr first
02:23:30.760and foremost with Freyfaxi in that time. Whether that holiday falls on the first harvest or
02:23:36.520the second harvest or whatever it might be in your area is different. And of course,
02:23:41.740lot of people do call it loaf mass or half mass but fray and his cycle the ending between charming
02:23:48.140the plow to loaf mass or frayfaxi i think is hugely important these are the the laying down of um
02:24:00.140of uh the harvest season and so summer uh reading or looking at the lyrics of john barleycorn
02:24:06.940looking at the uh acre bloat or acre bot amongst the anglo-saxons have a connection to the
02:24:13.260formulation of modern ausitrus um charming of the plow and a free faxie or loaf mass
02:24:19.100but also to a transitional point now uh as we move into winter the first holidays of winter
02:24:25.580the two uh the austin yet that i would lean towards giving honors to would most certainly be
02:24:35.740the Ullr and Iduna or Idun. And obviously with the harvest of the apples this time of year,
02:24:45.560there's symbology there with the renewing of the vitality and the immortality and the innocence of
02:24:51.120the gods and their places. They kind of encapsulate the last bastion of growth and fruitfulness right
02:24:57.760before the time of death is poetic and beautiful. And I think Iduna is worth honoring.
02:25:05.740And I think also too cooler because also as we transition into this time of death, we begin to realize the natural cycles of things.
02:25:13.400We begin to see vegetation leaving and we see the predatory prey cyclical nature of death and of everything from the human to the prey, whether it's an animal like a deer or a boar, or we see it when we see the eagle taking the sprouts or we see the owl taking the rabbit or the mouse.
02:25:37.060and so we see him uh correlating the other thing too i would say is
02:25:44.980prayers to odin in regards to safekeeping uh i think our ancestors really premise the idea of
02:25:51.940the wild hunt starting at the equinox and carrying on into yule and the idea of giving homage to
02:26:00.580odin as he takes on a very darker aspect of himself and it's he correlates to this and then
02:26:08.740he becomes glad again he becomes good again as the yule father but before the yule father he is
02:26:15.700you know the the the maestro of the wild hunt and um so don't go out at night in the
02:26:22.500picks up you know that i think that's cultural and folklorish but it's it's worth having that
02:26:29.060in your heart and so honoring odin honoring even a odd honoring ulur i think are and honoring fray
02:26:37.140are really big ones around the harvest and the equinox in that turning time
02:26:44.740i think svan covered all of our bases they're pretty good i think he hit nail on the head
02:26:50.260um jason asks here's another how do you personally deviate orlog from weird svan
02:26:59.060oh yeah so like we're bringing that up about the uh earlier before with the theodish uh one thing
02:27:05.640it's worth noting is that weird and or law are in essence the same thing culturally different words
02:27:14.440so it can be applied as they are the same thing and i could have a definition for weird and apply
02:27:21.580it to or law but one thing that has been coming out of modern austro in our spiritual expression
02:27:27.560is that they do have kind of a slight difference in perspective one a lot of people in modern
02:27:34.140astro especially in the states here see weird as an over-pervading sense of time and fate
02:27:41.700and that or law is more connected maybe to the individual and their deeds or to a group of people
02:27:49.600and their deeds into say like the gods in the slaying of emir thus bringing the three
02:27:57.180thirsts the the ones that we speak of in hushed tones around the well um this this uh idea of
02:28:05.560orlog bringing debt is hard more focused and hard line towards the nordic concept of deed and debt
02:28:15.260whereas weird because it's from the english uh side and there isn't a ton of depth in there
02:28:21.400I think naturally, it's taken its name to mean more of a broad term, because there isn't so much detailing of it.
02:28:30.040I think certainly in a modern conceptualization, and perhaps in a more ancient conceptualization, Orlog being that primal law or the primal layer has a lot to do with the hand that you are dealt when you enter a situation.
02:28:48.380um like what your the hand you're dealt when you're born the orlog that you have the things
02:28:55.740that that has set into motion or the path that that has the trajectory that that has set you on
02:29:02.780i think same could be said for a group or anything else there's that primal
02:29:07.580layer that you're starting the game with i think weird is the interplay of
02:29:13.820what you weave from that point forward. I think it sends out, Orlog sends out those strands,
02:29:24.220but weird is how those strands intersect and are woven together depending upon a variety of things,
02:29:30.520not the least of which are choices and decisions that you make in your life.
02:29:35.420So I think that's the fundamental modern usage of those terms as far as differentiation,
02:29:42.140But again, like Svon says, we're taking two words from different areas and vastly different time periods and trying to make them, you know, marry perfectly.
02:29:54.340And I think there's probably overlap on each.
02:29:58.180King of Cheese. Oh, hell, I forgot my streamly question.
02:30:02.720Matt, Svon, how are you two doing tonight? Svon, how are you doing?
02:30:09.520Well, Tony, I appreciate you asking. I'm doing fantastic. Say it every week, but I look forward to these all week. Again, I'm talking to one of my best friends. We're talking about what I dearly love. I'm especially excited tonight because I get to get the Sigurheim off my chest and tell people about it because something I've been really excited about for most of, for quite a while, but very specifically.
02:30:33.900um jason asks how do you guys observe the holy powers in your daily life it's fun
02:30:47.420um i think first and foremost it starts with deed and it starts with again laying the foundations
02:30:53.740of oral laying the foundations of weird and and making sure that conducting self and right action
02:30:59.820and presentism, the idea of seeing yourself in the present moment and knowing that your deeds now
02:31:04.920can be affected from things in the past and what you do now can also affect things in the future.
02:31:09.980So that presentism, first and foremost, I think is a devotional act. And then my ancestors, I
02:31:19.160deeply focus on every time that I talk about them, every time that I see them on my mantle
02:31:27.000or if I give offerings or ask prayers or even laying at night and saying, I hope I'm doing
02:31:33.740the right thing. I hope you see me. I hope you notice me. And these, of course, a lot of times
02:31:39.020the interactions come from a necessity or need. And that idea, I don't necessarily ask for help
02:31:46.480when I need help, but I need to know that I'm doing well, or I hope to know that I'm doing well.
02:31:53.740And I try to balance that and think about that a lot because I battle myself all the time and I'm trying. Am I over asking? Am I doubting myself? Things of that nature. And so a lot of my self-reflection is kind of also like delving into the pool of my ancestry and asking for any sort of gleaning sense that I'm on the right path.
02:32:15.600They understand. So a lot of devotional towards that and towards land spirits. I see things about me and signs, things, and I try not to overspin into a realm of everything has an overt meaning, but that once it pierces deeply through consciousness and into subconscious, that's when I start to pay attention.
02:32:41.000As far as the gods go, I try to express to the gods in individual ways. I try to see the gods in their multiplicity. Much like when Bobby was joking about the trees, everything in nature, formulation of desire, power, it's what is victory, what is defeat.
02:33:05.960all of these things, but gods too. And so I think that trying to attain the understanding of what
02:33:14.820is good from the gods, what they want, what they seek, how to emulate that, how to act upon that
02:33:23.320is important. And of course, too, praying in devotion towards the gods for the sake of
02:33:29.720devotion the sake and the sacred act of saying thank you for i i can't even put my name or my
02:33:38.180word on it it's just is i thank you um and then noticing the blessings that are around me uh and
02:33:46.660understanding that the multiplicity that i just spoke of the ancestors the land spirits um the
02:33:52.180gods and the alfar and the ditsir all formulate a i guess an ecosystem of
02:34:00.700forces in my life that helped me um go forward and move so i think that punctuating with devotional
02:34:10.460act sharing things that are made uh gifting is uh is probably the best way i've ever
02:34:17.680correlated my devotion to the divine powers around us?
02:36:21.500um the feeling is so amplified in those places because the presence of the god
02:36:31.040fills that space in such a a unique and a profound way that once you have that connection
02:36:40.800with the gods you feel that in a in a very different way than you feel when you're not there
02:36:47.580But, yeah, I perceive the presence of the divine in a fundamental emotional way that transcends the mental into direct feeling and response as opposed to contemplation and then a feeling.
02:37:09.380a feeling will come over me and it passes through my conscious mind. And all of a sudden I just
02:37:17.280feel. And, uh, I know that's a, I know that's an ambiguous, you know, neither here nor there way
02:37:25.780to answer the question, but it's the closest I can come to articulating that in a way that
02:37:30.700communicates my point to you guys. And I hope, I hope there's some sense you guys can make of that.
02:37:35.780um would the afa be willing to work with latin roman or celtic pagan groups in america as long
02:37:47.400as they are folkish it's an interesting it's an interesting question i'm not sure if any of those
02:37:59.480groups are folkish. There's an idea that it's an idea that comes across that. Not sure the polite way of saying it. If there were a form of peerage, if these Latin groups or these
02:38:27.980Celtic groups had as many members, were as active, had temples, and had the things that we had,
02:38:37.660then yes, perhaps teaming up with them would be a very reasonable thing to do.
02:38:42.380When you have a group like the AFA that's been very successful, what often comes our way is very
02:38:51.080small groups of of 10 people here or perhaps 20 or 25 people wanting to team up with us on something
02:38:59.560and that's not how team works a team works when you know some sort of equals are mutually engaged
02:39:08.200in an activity i would be happy for small groups of of roman or celtic practitioners to support the
02:39:16.520afa and what we're doing i think that would be great i think there may be some circumstances
02:39:21.960where we would want to work together for something or where we'd have some sort of common cause
02:39:27.960in most aspects i think the people that are drawn to that would be much better served just joining
02:39:34.680the astro folk assembly since our aryan faith is built of the same wood but in a different
02:39:42.440configuration i think that their spiritual needs would be met here in a way that they're not met
02:39:49.000where they're currently at and that's what i think a much better um unity of working together would
02:39:57.160be is for them to join us the king of cheese asks i know skadi was born an ice giantess but was
02:40:06.840married into the iser do we still lavish her with the same love and respect and worship as the other
02:40:14.040goddesses or is she considered an other svan what say you i think it's very important that's a that's
02:40:22.520a great question first and foremost i think it's very important that we try to understand that
02:40:27.320the uh jotens uh as as um as a force are not so alien to the gods we need to understand that
02:40:39.080they're not like some sort of completely separate race but instead correlate from the same primordial
02:40:47.240uh foundation and so the difference between them would be much akin to the difference between a
02:40:53.080frank and an angle or the difference between a dane and uh an alamonic german and i i know i'm
02:41:02.600utilizing that as a as a very modern sense of the tribes and things but when the divine always
02:41:12.520seems to i i see this a lot in outstreet where they're referred to as ettin brides
02:41:17.000um i think that it's worth noting that when a a jotain uh correlates their their loyalty to the
02:41:25.320asa then they deserve to have a place within the spectrum of order even though they do often
02:41:32.360represent kind of an edge in there where they're they're kind of bridging in between i would argue
02:41:37.960so does thor uh as he does bridge in between those and so it would be a disservice for us
02:41:45.080to consider them simply an other or to to consider the gods as uh that they're somehow completely
02:41:53.240separate from the source of the jotuns themselves that there's some sort of other race or alien
02:41:59.480people that are interacting but instead we can see the origins um as we go further back i mean
02:42:06.200obviously with mimir and with uh yarda or you know and and we can go into that so one of the things
02:42:14.520that i always try to to preface to people is for instance understanding that if the if a etin bride
02:42:23.880is uh aligned to by marriage or gives birth to an asa that then would lend her that correlation
02:42:33.000of space within now is she of the 12 asenia that we play that we pray to no but to give respect
02:42:41.800is worth noting devotion perhaps aid might not receive it but to give respect is certainly a
02:42:51.100good move um i i think this would apply to gerda or gerder i think this would also apply to to uh
02:42:58.860grither and a lot of people um may not uh know that name but grither is uh the mother of vidar
02:43:07.060or or of rinder as she is the mother of vali and so they are mothers of aus and they are honored
02:43:15.860in the temples so i think that they shift their their allegiance their understanding they become
02:43:22.300part of the organizational strata of the cosmos as opposed to the chaotic consumptive part and so
02:43:33.340respect, yes. Worship, I think that's on the individual, but certainly giving respect would
02:43:42.160be where it is due. And I think that once you step outside of those bounds, once there is not
02:43:46.560a physical threshold that's been passed through, those are, you know, chthonic forces of chaos and
02:43:53.480consumption, and they don't really apply. And I think that this is a great thing in seeing,
02:43:59.760whereas like for instance ayer and raun um are seen as almost like they are yotans and they're
02:44:08.320not necessarily aligned with the gods but hosting them in truce still leave them to be yotans i
02:44:17.200think most everybody sees ayer and raun as yotans uh and and especially if you're out in the middle
02:44:24.240of the ocean and you're left to the devices of that those chaotic forces you would see that
02:44:31.280but it is not the same when we talk about uh gerder skadi um grida or render so i would say
02:44:41.680yes to to lay respect and not to consider them an other i think this falls into a false dichotomy
02:44:47.200that there's some sort of kind of foreign complete alien race of of the gods no they share the the
02:44:55.760origin from the proto matter of nivelheim and we can see the connective tissues between them
02:45:01.280it's about allegiances it's about order and accepting order or accepting chaos and wanting0.63
02:45:07.520to gain revenge against those that slayed all yellow so you know i think with um with scabby0.72
02:45:23.520but with other um other beings that are in the higher realms0.97
02:45:33.280it behooves us all to be reverent in how we conduct ourselves
02:45:42.380um it occurs to me that you know for so long we've been so far removed from
02:45:51.360our deities in in the west and uh specifically
02:45:59.080I mean, we live in an in an age where irreverence is a value unto itself, which is certainly backwards from what any of our ancestors would have understood.
02:46:25.080We should certainly treat high supernatural beings and gods of our folk with reverence.
02:46:33.080And having that as your default position when something of magnitudes greater than you is before you is really important and essential to yourself as an individual, but to just conceptualizing the world around you in our practice.
02:46:51.940um and this doesn't really go to your question i'm not suggesting that your question was anyway
02:46:57.180irreverent or disrespectful but the attitude that's fun spoke about about respect that's very
02:47:05.800important and i think that when mortal addresses god mortal assumes a respectful tone and a
02:47:16.860respectful posturing and a respectful countenance. I think that's the order of things. And if you
02:47:24.440embrace that, things go well for you. If you reject that, you're stepping outside the fundamental
02:47:32.500order of things and you're, in effect, being an agent of chaos in a small way. I think we
02:47:42.620support the order of the universe when we respect that difference in positioning and that magnitude.
02:47:52.260Jason asks, what should I expect for my first gathering? I'm excited for winter nights.
02:47:59.460Well, Jason, if you are going to be at winter nights, you should expect to get to meet me
02:48:03.940and shake my hand. I look forward to meeting you there. You should expect to meet a number of other
02:48:10.700fantastic AFA leaders and should expect to meet probably north of 70 AFA members who would
02:48:22.880love to make your acquaintance and strike up a friendship and talk to you about
02:48:27.160any of the things that are on your mind that you want to talk about.
02:48:32.700That part of the country in October might be a little bit chilly. I'm not sure where you're
02:48:38.240coming in from. So you may should be prepared for it to be warm and be prepared for it to cool off
02:48:44.020and get chilly at night. I don't know if you're a family man or you're bringing any children with
02:48:49.040you, but there's going to be a lot of kids there. This is going to be our biggest, our largest
02:48:54.180gathering of kids at a winter night up to this point, I believe. There's a lot of activities
02:48:59.260set up for those children. So we've got a lot planned. We've got some really great rituals that
02:49:05.360going to happen you're going to get to meet leaders from certainly around that region but
02:49:10.400also coming from outside of that district and you should expect a really amazing weekend
02:49:16.320with some great people and to really build some bonds that you can take with you and maintain and
02:49:21.360keep tight over the years even if you're not able to make national events that often or even if you
02:49:28.480guys go to separate parts of the country and you don't get to see each other the connection that
02:49:33.120you make you'd be surprised how long that can last if you nurture it that's an experience a
02:49:38.480lot of folks have had at our events so i think it's fantastic that you're coming out to it
02:49:42.640and i look forward to meeting you make sure you make sure you come up and say hi
02:49:50.480jason also asks i've been an afa member for a month now and i've been waiting on my membership
02:49:55.280card and pen when should i be expecting them so jason we've had a number of problems lately with
02:50:02.400supply chain things we've had problems with people having inaccurate addresses in the database
02:50:09.120what you want to do is reach out to our folk builder crystal podbreger k podbreger at runestone.org
02:50:17.360i'm sure nick can throw up that address for you here directly she is the lady that sends out our
02:50:23.120pins and cards and you can check with her and see the status of your current situation with that
02:50:29.280um there's not a lot i can do directly with it on my end so she is the lady that you want to speak to
02:50:36.880uh and also from jason how far back can you both trace your ancestry i
02:50:45.680say good question because to trace the totality of my ancestry
02:50:50.400i suppose not very far but certain strings of it i can trace back for quite a ways
02:50:58.400And my great grandfather on my father's side of the Flavels, Harold Flavel was adopted. There's family mythos that he might have been adopted into into his family to like an aunt or an uncle or a cousin or something. But I can't really confirm or deny that. So I kind of run into a dead end on that.
02:51:21.940And there's various branches that peter out and I run into dead ends on.
02:51:26.440But with one of my family lines, the bonds that came over from Devon and from Cornwall, I can trace back in rough ways to the 1300s.
02:51:41.940And that's about as far back as any thread of my ancestry I know for sure goes to.
02:51:49.020uh on one side it's it's it's strange the uh on the icelandic side um we have a database in iceland
02:51:59.300that follows the lineage almost all the way back to the 15 1500s i believe um because of the
02:52:07.140language system in which we created a patrilineal um and aerial area naming uh system um so as far
02:52:17.980the database goes i could probably date it all the way back to the 15th century uh but yeah that's a
02:52:27.100lot of work and things of that nature so i i go back only about three generations um as far as
02:52:35.100really looking into um my family on my mother's side my father's side on the other hand is is
02:52:41.260actually really hard to to nail down because they came from the north and i presume from canada
02:52:47.980uh, looking on ancestry.com and finding things that they came during the time when everyone
02:52:52.900was moving westward in America and they were moving westward to settle. And, uh, there was
02:52:58.300these huge job openings in, in the Northeast. And so a lot of Canadians, Anglo Canadians
02:53:03.100came down and, uh, they were a part of the Millwards and the Lansings, uh, where it was,
02:53:09.280where my lineage from them, but it's very sparse. And, um, there, there are a lot of pictures.
02:53:15.080there's not a lot of written things from my family and uh most of it comes from right around
02:53:20.680the turn of the century um i have a ton of pictures of my ancestors with their first model t ford um
02:53:27.240and one of my great great uncles um his banjo is in my attic um he played in on coney island as a
02:53:35.320musician um but as far as like details i don't i don't have a lot on my father's side um and that's
02:53:42.600other than uh later on he did marry into the berlingame um family and there is some connectivity
02:53:49.880there with uh your your wife obviously um there's uh as we go in in the astrophocus
02:53:56.520assembly you find these connective tissues so i i'm in in essence kind of like a great cousin
02:54:02.760to your wife that but yes uh that's that's about as far back as i can go with them
02:54:12.600um all right ryan posits scotty and yourther uh didn't get along though couldn't live together
02:54:22.280isn't there a message there swan what do you take from that element to their story
02:54:29.640uh first and foremost i always take it in the uh school of thought when we talk about
02:54:35.480um very similar to uh the vegetative process and i that's not a word of mine that's a that's a
02:54:43.640word that was utilized for a school of thought during medieval uh times when they were trying to
02:54:48.760uh gain some insight into german mythology uh from the germans predominantly but they talked
02:54:55.400about a lot about vegetative cycles and what they're talking about is natural cycles and i
02:54:59.640And I think first and foremost, it's worth noting, in my belief, the story of Skadi and the story of Njordr is about the creation of lakes, the creation of rivers to the ocean.
02:55:13.060And in the formulation of glacier movements or glacier movements.
02:55:20.580So in a physical level, I would, again, we're talking about the coiled spring and everything kind of compressed together.
02:55:26.900I always view that story as a deeply connected about cycles of greater knowledge that our ancestors may not have, they were taught but not fully aware of in the idea that she is a glacier power, a power of the mountain moving to the water.
02:55:44.760This could also extend in a way towards the water cycle of evaporation and to the mountain and coming back down.
02:55:54.360On a divine level, I see this conflict.0.88
02:56:00.380We have to remember that Skadi comes into alignment with the gods in the same way that the Asas and the Vanir come together in conflict.0.96
02:56:12.140There's conflict first and then there's alignment.
02:56:14.760and that always seems to happen in a lot of the grand cycles of arian mythos so she comes in
02:56:23.720to avenge her father which is seen by the gods as a good thing because of that but what her father
02:56:29.960did was try to kill the gods they tried he tried to steal the source of their of their life uh by
02:56:38.120by kidnapping even up uh his name is the ozzy so you know that that part of the story shows i think
02:56:47.900more or a kind of sense of um when when when a deed is done and when it comes to an end
02:56:54.460there are repercussions that can be brought from those decisions but that doesn't necessarily mean
02:57:00.860you have to equate them in the same way like a lot of people have this fatalistic idea that
02:57:05.480once an oath is made, it can never be reconstructed. It can never be reformulated. And that story,
02:57:11.280the part of that story really shows that when Fiasi is killed, that deed, the cycle of that
02:57:16.640situation, he tried to kill the gods, they killed him, deed is done. Skadi shows up to gain revenge0.74
02:57:23.320and the gods negotiate her in a totally different way because the deed, the cycle, the completion of
02:57:30.460is done and there's no reason to re-continue on in this finalistic sense but to then to formulate
02:57:37.420a union uh so on a divine sense i think that there's a great message there as well um as far
02:57:44.140as the literal uh not liking to be down at the beach in the story that is i think the the polarity
02:57:53.180uh that we see a lot in arian mythos of the idea of the mountain versus the ocean
02:57:57.900the the frozen water and the fluid water and our our ancestors seeing this in the story or the
02:58:08.220seeing it in the world and then the story is formulated or perhaps the gods pass this on to us
02:58:14.780with them simply noting that we will make that connection um and so that's uh that is another
02:58:22.140reason why i take um a heavy point that i believe scotty is aligned with and part of the cyclical
02:58:33.980um forces that were already formulated on the earth the vanir represent cosmic or natural law
02:58:40.140and cyclical law and chthonic law that's not necessarily seen as detrimental or corrupted or
02:58:47.100consumptive but continuous for things to to keep going and thus form the foundation of order
02:58:56.540on a very fundamental level it's a question that i asked myself as well especially when
02:59:02.300we were establishing uh njordshoff was how prevalent do we want to depict scabby in that
02:59:11.580situation. And because of, you know, she's very minimally depicted because of the unpleasantness0.92
02:59:24.140of how that relationship turned out and worked. I think all, again, so many of our myths are
02:59:32.580layered. And I think everything Svan said is true. I think on the other end of it, there is
02:59:38.960a God and a being of divinity that expectations did not meet reality, and I think many of us in
02:59:57.680our own lives have experienced relationships like that, and there's dissatisfaction and
03:00:04.120incompatibility with those two beings lives. So I think, I don't think it's a fundamental tale of
03:00:15.380one good, one bad, but I do think it speaks of the incompatibility between those two divine powers
03:00:22.720in a, certainly in a, in a consistent harmony or in a domestic sense.
03:00:28.640And I think that's worth us reflecting and considering in our worship practices of of either and specifically of your there, because he is one of the Aesir that that we are we're committed to worshiping.
03:00:47.640Jason asks, are shamanic values and interest observed in the AFA?
03:00:53.760That's a loaded question because I think that probably depends on what you feel shamanic
03:01:13.280Certainly there are some things that are points of commonality between shamanism and some
03:01:22.980religious practice certainly some of the ordeals that odin goes through um some of the ideas of
03:01:31.780challenge to the point of near death and returning from the other side with messaging
03:01:37.700is could be seen certainly in odin's hanging himself upon the world tree to win the runes
03:01:43.620um you see that in some say their practice where there's ordeal and there's trance work to
03:01:54.580summon spirits from the other side to speak messages or give prophecy i think there are
03:02:00.940elements but i think i think it's different and i think that could be said of a lot of different
03:02:06.640things svan what do you think how how would you describe the interplay of shamanism between
03:02:12.720also true practice yeah uh when you talk about shamanic values that's a broad term i you know
03:02:22.160uh whether we're talking about i've i've met some some people who uh make proclamation of their
03:02:28.160shamanic uh credence and some of them promote the idea that there's some sort of primordial
03:02:33.440universal religion that all humans are connected to and i don't necessarily agree with that
03:02:38.960However, I do clearly see shamanic practices in correlations to Odin and his attainment of
03:02:48.000knowledge. And I think that in the stories, a lot of physical things, even to the point where Thor
03:02:55.600receives the hammer on his lap in order to then mete out justice for stealing the hammer,
03:03:02.880this correlation of a wedding is in the story and that has a place. And I think that's the
03:03:07.920same way with with odin but when we talk about shamanic value um we could talk about like do we
03:03:16.640have animism in our faith absolutely we do do we have ancestralism in our faith yes we do and we
03:03:22.720if we look at the inuits and their form of shamanism they have some deep connections to
03:03:27.120ancestral worship in their forms of shamanism um especially with them transferring to the the the
03:03:33.840souls under the under the ice uh and and traveling through the holes under the ice so i'm familiar
03:03:39.600with a lot of shamanism as far as uh reading a lot of corpses of the war like the way of the
03:03:45.600shaman and things of that and if we were to talk about like psychedelics and other things yes
03:03:51.040there's correlations to the possibility that soma uh that was used by the arians that uh conquered
03:03:57.040india uh used a psychedelic form as soma or perhaps you know the the things that were used
03:04:03.600in the germanic traditions that may have been prevalent or fly agaric amongst the the siberian
03:04:10.320shamans and the um the sami or laplander people um yeah there's correlations there and i don't i
03:04:17.920don't see that there's any sort of contriving conflict between the two it's just is it the
03:04:26.000entirety? No, I don't think Ausitru has the entirety of shamanism as its view, but I don't
03:04:33.300see it as being conflicted. If somebody practiced shamanism, as they would call it, or, you know,
03:04:39.200like, again, some people do call Sather the trance work that was done during Eric's saga
03:04:43.360as a form of shamanism. Yes, that all has its place in our faith and in our lore, but
03:04:49.560I don't see there being a huge conflict. You know, I think that we're best to take
03:04:59.040our lore and our practices on its own terms instead of likening it to something else
03:05:06.720that may have similarity, but that's not the same thing and that's in a different context.
03:05:11.680I think when we're trying to relate an also true practice to shamanism, we invariably have a baggage as to what real shamanism is.
03:05:27.600and we try to overlay that onto something that we find similar. And I think we're better served
03:05:36.000to evaluate it in its own context and in its own terms, rather than likening it to something else,
03:05:42.000especially when the something else is a non-Aryan practice. All right, we're going to go with you
03:05:48.800on this first, Svon. What are your opinions on the Ausitru Etta by the Norena Society?
03:05:54.900um i'm familiar with the work i i uh have read it and i have some lore discrepancies that i see
03:06:06.100and i wonder how the letter b is represented in between the letter a and c as far as like getting
03:06:15.220to these formulations of things like um there are things like the worship of ostera amongst
03:06:21.860the Ausitra folk assemblies that we have a holiday dedicated to her. She is the Ausinia of the Dawn.
03:06:28.440Obviously, there's other Aryan groups, but in the Ausitra Aida, it is referenced that she is
03:06:34.500actually Naut or Nauta or Nocta, the goddess of the night, and that Ausitra is just another name
03:06:42.940for her um that again seeing that uh and wondering how we get from that one point to another um the
03:06:54.620uh one other thing that was uh obviously like the the concept of um heimdall being a hypostasis of
03:07:02.380odin that's kind of another thing uh another thing i remember reading is um about emir and
03:07:09.100And the idea that there's like two classes of the Jotuns, that the upper class comes from the upper part of the body and the arm.
03:07:16.180And the arm is a symbolic meaning of that.
03:07:18.260And then the leg produces more based Jotuns.0.92
03:07:22.720But it is worth noting in the stories that after the three come down and slay Ymir, there is a deluge of blood that destroys the entirety of the Jotunar.0.88
03:07:34.200And all that is left is Bergelmer and his wife.0.89
03:07:37.020And from them spawns the generations of the Jotunar. And so understanding the different classes of the Jotunar there in relation to how they survived the deluge, these are the little things that I see and I often wonder about how they were attained, how they were brought about.
03:07:59.500As far as some of the translations go, I think they're interesting and really good. Again, I brought up earlier about Auregelmer, and I think in the Ausitreda it's mentioned that it means clay specifically, which Aure has connections to clay, but I think that it's lost in the idea that they're talking about shaping and formulation.
03:08:25.180And so I have little little things like that. The other thing that really kind of hits out to me is the the essence of Seether being strictly like an evil malevolent witchcraft, which there is malevolent witchcraft.
03:08:42.640But that when we talk about, like, say, in the sagas, the mentioning of Seder in reference, like in Eric's saga or in the Greenlander saga, their reference, they use this Seder to ascertain food sources or to make and heal the land.
03:09:00.280And I see numerous cases of runic usage in which they're malevolent.
03:09:06.560And so the idea, again, I like the idea of Heimdall being the one that bestows great wisdom upon the folk and understanding of the runes and those things, but to make them diametrically opposite to specifically see that I don't follow, I don't prescribe that entirely.
03:09:26.240And I think that it's worth noting and it's worth talking about.
03:09:31.380So, yeah, the Ausatru Aida is a great format.
03:09:37.300And I think that having like a study guide, that's really good.
03:09:41.200But looking into some of the details of it, I see things that I don't quite correlate to.
03:09:48.600um and i find um some of the connections between like erther of the norns and hella and jorth and
03:09:59.980frigga uh all being kind of in correlation to one is a forced um premise that if there is going to
03:10:09.440be a singular sky there needs to be a singular mother and i don't think that our ancestors
03:10:14.140worked in that way i think that there was much like a deus patir or pitar and a praviti but we're
03:10:21.720talking about bor and besla and then the tripartite emerges from them and there's a dynamicism of the
03:10:28.180gods in cosmic order and um so i have a lot of like foundational um disagreements with a lot of
03:10:36.180that stuff nothing to the point where i would say it's a venomous but just kind of like point
03:10:43.160counterpoint or as i'm observing things and reading i find things not always kind of lining
03:10:49.480up and that seem forced at certain times spawns very nice guy um so a couple a couple of things
03:11:05.800that i think are fundamental to it and spawn mentioned a lot of the the points of deviance
03:11:13.160One of my issues with the Norana Society as a whole, and, you know, as it's been said before, I'm not a fan. I do like Mark Perrier. I think that he is a very good man. I don't feel like he is in control of that group, however. So I wouldn't say he is their leader. He is the founder of that group, certainly.
03:11:32.560But anyways, my point being, their approach to religion and our approach to religion is very different.
03:11:42.460um they approach scholasticism first and they try to bend
03:11:53.920they try to force the gods into the holes that they have created through their scholasticism
03:12:05.740to fit their scholastic theories rather than force their scholastic theories to change shape
03:14:52.380those things may seem like they should meet at some point of synthesis and i think in a in a
03:14:57.580perfect world maybe they would but in the world that we live in i want to err on the side of
03:15:05.500worshiping our gods instead of being a scholastic expert of old texts. And the two are very different
03:15:19.040things. And it may not be easy to see that if someone's new or if someone's looking in for the
03:15:23.520outside. But it's night and day for someone who is a priest to our gods over the years and the
03:15:32.320decades. Jason asks, do either of you feel disconnected from that which is holy? How do
03:15:41.360you reconnect? Swan? Yes, I've had moments in my life where I was extremely, I felt extremely
03:15:53.060disconnected or extremely focused on the moment so much that I couldn't breach the threshold to
03:16:00.400the divine. I've been in some moments in my life where I felt completely on my own. And in a lot
03:16:08.400of ways, I akin it to being on an ocean without seeing land. And when I looked up, I saw clouds.
03:16:16.100I did not see stars. I could not orientate myself. I could not, again, breach that threshold back.
03:16:24.960and for me it was different because I had it and then it was gone and then and maybe it isn't
03:16:31.580different in this situation but for me specifically here and then it was gone and then it was back
03:16:36.820and I think that we go through these times in our lives and it's very important that
03:16:41.400we hold course and these are the times in which it's often said that you know until uh you know
03:16:51.560your father or your mother passes away, you're not truly on your own. The guidance is still there.
03:16:59.060And so what you apply in those moments and how you maintain the course is part of the, I think,
03:17:06.140the observation of the divine. I don't think that necessarily they're leaving us or disconnecting us
03:17:11.140on purpose. I think that instead, it's better to look at that fate is leading us into pathways
03:17:18.320where we will not be able to see the stars where we will not be able to see the horizons where we
03:17:24.320will not be able to see land and it is incumbent upon us to turn inwards and rely on the strength
03:17:31.520and structures of things that we either know or we know to be true and to hold that line so that
03:17:39.680when we do see the land when we do see the stars when we do see the horizon
03:17:43.680we can return uh and some people don't make it i don't i'm not pretentious enough to think that
03:17:51.200people always make it to that horizon but um i think it's really important i did i i held my
03:17:58.800course and i maintained and can then speak from a position where you know i what awaits us on that
03:18:07.440side is better than what we left but it is part of that growing time and so i think the other thing
03:18:14.160is is taking the gods and and the morals of the gods and your people into yourself and seeing
03:18:22.320purpose in little tasks that you can complete is what got me through those dark times and
03:18:27.760oftentimes too if i felt like i was going through the motions um i was content with that because
03:18:38.400those motions that i went through were setting groundwork for revelations that i would receive
03:18:45.520later in dealing so i think that's important too is to not look at things as being meaningless
03:18:53.040you know um thinking on this question and i think it's a very good question
03:19:01.840i really don't feel disconnected from the holy um and i
03:19:13.120i have to one degree or another at different points in my life i have been very fortunate
03:19:18.880in the fact that i have made this i have made this my life i've made choices in my life to where
03:19:27.040the activities i engage in the i mean certainly not everything but in writ large the activities
03:19:35.600i engage in my circle of friends my wife my family are all part of the astro folk assembly
03:19:45.920and part of our faith so i feel like i am connected to our faith and to the holy in a very0.67
03:19:54.720organic way and in a way that's very all-encompassing and i'm very fortunate that that's my
03:20:00.640circumstance because i know that's not the case for a lot of people but to answer honestly i
03:20:05.200really don't feel disconnected from the holy at this point in my life and i'm very happy that
03:20:10.160that I'm able to say that. May says, I've heard some people talking about birth rooms. Is there
03:20:18.380any truth to this concept? Or is this just a new age pseudo horoscope? I don't know who you've
03:20:26.660heard. And I don't know what they've been saying. So it's hard to definitively answer the question.
03:20:32.840The only thing that I know that would correlate to that is actually something that I do. And
03:20:39.480that's part of our AFA naming ceremony. When we're going to perform a baby naming with the parents,
03:20:48.700typically the day before, if I can, if I get to meet the child, lay hands on the child,
03:20:57.260get a sense of the child first, that's always better. And then that night before a baby naming,
03:21:04.080typically in the timeframe works different depending on the circumstance, but
03:21:07.960But the night before, I like to make offerings to the Norns and draw a rune to interpret their gifts to a child.
03:21:21.860And I do one for Earth, one for Verdandi, and one for Skuld.0.52
03:21:29.320And I ask for insight on that and that I read them correctly.
03:21:35.800And I read those to, in Earth's case, set the child on solid foundation and give them a knowledge of where they come from to be rooted in, of Verdandi, a rune to guide their interactions in the moment and in the now,
03:21:58.860and from scold to give them something, a goal to aim at or a trajectory towards their future
03:22:06.280that's meaningful for them. And I do my best to interpret those. And I believe that my hand is
03:22:14.000guided in that by the norns. And that's something that I do at the baby namings I perform. And it's
03:22:21.160become part of our standard AFA ritual that we do for baby namings. I am not sure if that's what
03:22:26.840you were asking. I hope that it is. If it is, I hope it's useful. If not, ask again or ask with
03:22:32.600some clarity following up and we'll be happy to give you more on it. Nick said, you spoke of
03:22:39.920Sather in a comment about shamanism. So what's Sather and what's magic in a modern sense?
03:22:47.180What is it for and within the AFA's doctrines and beliefs? It's fun. Take a swing at that.
03:22:53.600uh specifically when we talk about any sort of uh willful interjection of the uh individual
03:23:03.920into into the well into weird into orlock uh in a a format that is physical in nature in its
03:23:12.840inception but becomes metaphysical in its intention i think first and foremost is what i
03:23:18.960would call magic um and in the two forms that it seems to culturally have been for a very long time
03:23:26.020for many many decades since the the re-emergence of the faith is in the form of either runic magic
03:23:33.460or runic implication and uh also in uh what has been coined as seether seether is uh again
03:23:42.360uh has been referred to as the seething in the bubbling of the cauldron which has kind of a
03:23:48.140dangerous or negative connotations, but also to the elder path. And again, there's a lot of people
03:23:54.540that would say, oh, you're reading this linguistically wrong. But what I can say is
03:24:00.300that in these sagas, as we look at these practices, we see, again, what I'm talking about is the
03:24:06.060physical implementation of an individual turning physical action into metaphysical in order to
03:24:12.960garner results and it is often very based on the intention of what is being done and also to how
03:24:19.800they were formulated and taught to implicate their physical action into metaphysical um i think that
03:24:27.000magic in aussitrew is not they're they're not correlative in the sense that you can be aussitrew
03:24:35.000and never really go down or into the realms of esoteric metaphysical willful magic but you also
03:24:44.040can and not necessarily be run out of town and at the same time there is a priestly correlation to
03:24:53.400the idea we just talked about the idea of pulling runes um and we know from tacitus's uh uh writings
03:25:01.160of the pulling of lots he says lots not runes specifically but i'll go with that for linguistics
03:25:07.240uh the father pulls lots uh during great times of auspice around the full moon obviously i think a
03:25:13.400child being born would be pretty highly done and i think too if there was an established priesthood
03:25:18.760our ancestors would definitely want a priest if they had the knowledge and they would see it as a
03:25:24.120boom to have full the lots or the the ways of reading to see gleaning a little bit more into
03:25:33.000the the nature of this child coming into our world um but when we talk about see there see
03:25:40.840there in a general sense um is seen as a kind of a feminine form of magic in which the and it's
03:25:51.240feminine in the sense that there is it's receptive as opposed to interjective or projected and that
03:25:57.880there is a trance-like state in which there's perhaps songs that are sung and there's a maybe
03:26:03.240even a platform that is built and again i'm bringing this from eric saga um in which these
03:26:08.360songs are sung the platform or the platform is built the songs are sung the spirits are talked
03:26:13.000to and then a resolution is attained um to heal or to cause a difference of the way things are going
03:26:22.360so it that i would say is the closest thing to like a shamanic practice that i have seen and um
03:26:31.320have been even witnessed to um and tried to debunk actually on my own secretively trying to go into
03:26:39.640it and kind of like a fist under the cloak i had a i had an alternative um motive and i was
03:26:46.760similar i was systematically uh ruined on that one because many many days later i came to find
03:26:57.240out that some of the things that were said to me were absolutely true even though i left there
03:27:01.080thinking it was complete uh garbage but so that that is in and of itself but you have like edward
03:27:09.000thorset and you have books on the runes and you have whole organizations dedicated to the
03:27:13.720continuance of the knowledge you don't really have that with say there and in areas that you do
03:27:19.400it's oftentimes hoarded by i would say people with a maligned view of the world um perhaps they live
03:27:28.680their lives i don't think as the as the gods or as their ancestors might agree with and sometimes
03:27:34.840they have a it has a tendency to be kind of hoarded a lot in certain circles of i would say
03:27:40.680the more um universalist side of asa true and so it does leave a lot of bad
03:27:47.240uh flavor and taste in people's mouths but i think it's uh it's it's worth looking into
03:27:53.560and i don't think it's it's wise to completely relegate it into the realm of evil because i
03:28:00.520think that again it's the intention is to create metaphysical from physical and that source is from
03:28:06.360the person i think um being able to use baleful runes like skirner says he's going to carve the
03:28:12.760runes at gerda he's going to cast these runes that are going to do terrible things to her
03:28:20.120even though i don't think that's necessarily his source as a person he's clearly showing
03:28:24.440and he's planning on making it very very hard for her to live her life so again uh magic is a is a
03:28:33.320really interesting subject i think it's really cool to talk about but it's not the priority of
03:28:38.600the faith that i think it's like a kind of a a religion or a philosophy or a combination of the
03:28:44.200two within a larger religion uh and it can affect people and it cannot some people just say no it's
03:28:49.880not for me and that's perfectly fine and other people are deeply deeply invested into it
03:28:59.960so i think spawn covered it really well um one thing that i want to mention when you
03:29:06.360wonder how magic reveals itself in the world i think people have ideas of wizards casting
03:29:15.320fireballs out of their fingertips and doing stuff and uh you know maybe if you're a really awesome
03:29:21.640magician you can do that you need to show me some time um very realistically though we see it very
03:29:28.760often in synchronicity we need to have our minds and our eyes open for that we see it in increased
03:29:37.160synchronicity towards a goal depending on the will that you put into your magical practice
03:29:43.640and it's not always like the heavens rip us under and something spectacular happens
03:29:50.200sometimes it's just nudging things in the right direction a bit and i think that's much more
03:29:55.240often what we see happen rowdy dude asks for a newcomer what advice would both of you give to
03:30:28.340taking the great step in recognizing a vice whatever that vice may be that's the first step
03:30:35.220and then correlating a way to fix it i went pretty drastic i um i swore an oath and i
03:30:44.980brought my religion immediately into controlling it and the idea that if i break this oath calamity
03:30:50.500befalls me i believe this so that really does relate a lot of my handling of that vice um
03:30:59.220and so a quitting cold turkey and all of that stuff i understand in a in a non-religious
03:31:05.060context that's very hard to do and i'm not trying to uh push it off into oh we'll just make an oath
03:31:11.940about it and and uh don't upset the gods and i for some folks that's a possibility for others
03:31:19.700seek counseling talk to your gothar if you're coming into the into the faith you have the
03:31:24.660clergy that you can talk to you have clergy who are life experience they're not cloistered
03:31:29.940ecclesiastical you know um ink smudgy monks living in far off little nooks and cottages
03:31:39.140uh we are living people we're married we have children we've experienced life so you have a
03:31:44.420great value of being able to talk to your your gothar about your vices and problems uh also
03:31:50.820you know if you have other forms of professional guidance um that you wish to seek and attack this
03:31:57.540from multiple angles uh absolutely and that's and that could be detrimental vices addictions
03:32:05.300but it could also we could be talking about like maybe food or uh lethargy and not not uh committing
03:32:11.620to exercise those things i would say are lesser vices that need to be addressed as a person and
03:32:17.700you could definitely get motivation from your gothar to help you with those things but big
03:32:24.020uh you know kind of more calamitous vices i would say attack it from multiple angles and
03:32:29.620allow your gothar to be one of those tools to help you negotiate your vices and get them under
03:32:36.020control so you can live a fulfilling life and and to honor your ancestors and make them proud of you
03:32:44.660i would say persistence is key um not conceiving of it as a all or nothing um
03:32:54.740something may have to do with the nature of the vice but first why is it a vice
03:33:01.540what is bad about it be very clear with yourself not just about the activity being bad but the
03:33:08.020consequences of it that you want to um to correct and then be consistent it's a struggle every day
03:33:16.260to make progress towards and being unable to be perfect doesn't mean you give up the struggle it
03:33:24.180means you you know reevaluate what went wrong and you buttress your your fortifications and you go
03:33:31.860go ahead and you keep doing that as many times as it takes to get to where you want to be
03:33:39.620um a lot of people think that you need to just cold turkey something and it's all going to work
03:33:45.060out and if it's not it's because you're weak and you suck and whatever that's not the reality for
03:33:52.020most people most people if it's a vice that you're actually asking this question because
03:33:57.700it's such a big deal to you then chances are it's going to be a struggle and that's okay it is what
03:34:05.380it is but there's not a dishonor in being unable to be perfect on it the dishonor comes in quitting
03:34:16.900and giving up and not continuing the struggle um the struggle is steady and you've got to keep that
03:34:23.060up it's got to become part of your daily routine to amend your lifestyle in such a way that you
03:34:29.860you get over this vice and if it's you know situational or just a one and done or if you
03:34:35.700if you fail you'll start again next year then you lose all the progress that you make
03:34:40.980so be consistent and push forward and persevere um you have to be relentless in any of the goals
03:34:48.420you want to achieve so that's my advice on that um jason asks what are your day-to-day activities
03:34:57.540for the afa is it your full-time career it's fun what do you do on a daily basis for the afa
03:35:03.940and what do you do for work uh well first and foremost for me it is it is um it is mentally
03:35:13.060i think a a point of consistent thinking um but you know i do have a family and i i do have a job i
03:35:20.980i work and i work at my own work and i try very hard to uh make it grow and be bountiful and it
03:35:29.220is a craft and i enjoy doing it very much so and i think i i bring some really good things to our
03:35:36.020folk i i bring a place for for men folk uh to come and and uh express themselves in a world where i
03:35:44.020think there's hostility towards men and you know i i'm i'm a barber so by trade and by uh business
03:35:52.260And so I work at helping men find the discipline in their image and help men discuss things.
03:36:01.840Tonsorial work is also therapeutical work, if you will.
03:36:06.860But a lot of times, too, it consists with calling insurance companies to make sure that our insurance is up to date.
03:36:16.860But dealing with the logistics of a temple or dealing with the aesthetics of certain things, making sure that I have time off, that I can fly to a temple and sleep on the floor in front of this wall and try to get it done in a very small window of time because I've got to be back at work.
03:36:41.340and i gotta you know if i you know especially with people in barbering when they have schedules and
03:36:45.820if i try a certain amount of time they will go elsewhere and so i'll lose clientele so there's
03:36:51.580a struggles there and uh but i find that the gods reward me i've always been blessed even though i
03:36:56.780would seem like a negative i come back and they're there they're there waiting for me or there's more
03:37:02.860folk coming in and doing good things um but there's always a kind of a duality uh family and
03:37:11.260work and devotion to the austral folk assembly to the church and they coincide together so i view
03:37:18.240them as like two wheels on the same chariot i can't i would yeah if one of them left so but i
03:37:25.520understand that duality because i'm in the middle and i have to kind of relegate time um for those
03:37:31.540And so that's my kind of coming to all of this, living a real life and having devotional time with the AFA and then getting a chance to really see it come to fruition and things like this, like being able to talk to people or talk on a podcast.
03:37:48.380and i'm deeply honored or in the murals or to travel and see people at national events and see
03:37:54.380people i haven't seen in months and just get a chance to like share stories with them and see
03:38:00.540their kids grow up and talk about little things and joke it's very very good but i have to keep
03:38:07.340those two wheels tight and lined so that i can move forward so i am i am very fortunate
03:38:18.140in that this is in fact my full-time career this is what i do full-time now um and
03:38:26.940surprisingly or not surprisingly this keeps me busy pretty much from morning till night um
03:38:34.700since since we've been doing this you may notice i look down and check my phone
03:38:39.580i've had eight different people contact me with various needs within the afa that they need
03:38:46.220need help with or or answers on um my day-to-day activity it's it's hard to sum up because I'm
03:38:56.780fielding calls for a large portion of the day sometimes those are counseling calls to do a
03:39:03.080lot of counseling as a go-thee with uh folks who are who are going through things in their
03:39:09.260and they need counseling on. I'm very honored that they come to me to do that. Various
03:39:16.760administrative calls with different AFA leaders around the country to get stuff squared away at
03:39:23.060our Hoffs or with programs that we have going on or with the mentoring of new folk builders
03:39:31.040or our Gothar who are in training, taking organizational meeting calls for different
03:39:39.800Hoff districts, different leadership units, managing a lot of our social media output as
03:39:49.340far as posting things up and sharing things around. At my level, I'm able to see all of
03:39:56.920the different things that are going on. So it's easy for me to see what's needed where, whereas
03:40:03.560some other folks that are a little bit closer to the ground on what they're doing, their views
03:40:08.660different. They don't have the same vantage point. So I'm connecting a lot of people that way most of
03:40:13.100the time. Making calls and planning our growth and development. Trying to spend the time necessary
03:40:26.800in study and meditation and prayer and in contemplation to plot what I feel is going
03:40:33.780to be beneficial in serving the gods and good for our folk. But yeah, I'm a pretty busy guy with
03:40:42.120this and I'm very blessed because of it. There's nothing else I'd rather do. This is a dream come
03:40:49.620true. But yeah, this is what I do from my day to day and just about all day every day. You can ask
03:40:56.360my wife, because sometimes it takes priority and interferes with some more mundane stuff.
03:41:01.960But like I said, I'm so blessed to be able to do this. Nick asks, what's the right way to pray?
03:41:11.960I would say the right way to pray is respectfully and from the heart. I think that
03:41:21.440But prayer is a part of the gift cycle and giving freely of yourself, even if that just means being emotionally giving and giving authentic and honest worship and prayer matters a lot.
03:41:39.980If you're reciting something formulaic or you're going through motions, I think that makes the gift less genuine and I think that makes the connection less good.
03:41:49.780I also think that knowing place and going before higher powers is very important for your mindset. You don't want to approach these gods like they're your homies. That's not what it is. These are the gods of our folk.
03:42:08.080You don't need to grovel, but you do need to be very respectful in how you approach them.
03:42:12.540But that's what I would say is genuineness from the heart and respectfulness is the right way to pray.
03:42:18.400Beyond that, I also think it's customary to leave some sort of an offering, be it a shot, some incense, something as a gift to pay it forward.
03:42:29.220Like, hey, I'm giving you this and I'm opening up and then do whatever prayer you feel so compelled to speak from your heart on.
03:42:37.200that's my advice. Svan, what say you? It's kind of like what you were talking about with vices
03:42:46.280and the idea of consistency. I think that establishing consistency is important. I think
03:42:51.640that if you create some sort of physical threshold that indicates that you are now focusing your
03:43:01.240whole mind and body into the moment of prayer is a good habit to start doing that's not necessarily
03:43:08.440saying that you have to do that i lay down in bed sometimes and pray to my ancestors or you know
03:43:15.000just kind of out into around me into the world um without any sense of it but i will say for like
03:43:23.720for me uh like the lighting of a light was very very important i'll give you a funny even to the
03:43:30.840point where i'm i'm lighting i lit a flashlight under a poncho liner because of light discipline
03:43:38.440the idea of popping that light was so ingrained in me to the idea that now was the time in which
03:43:47.960i could just relent over there's all this stuff going on around and now i'm praying and i'm i
03:43:54.920know i'm praying and sometimes the conversation that that followed that lighting wasn't always
03:44:03.080entirely reverent but also sometimes it was personal sometimes it was filled with doubt
03:44:09.560fear self-reflection uh am i doing this right i remember even praying like don't let anybody
03:44:16.840get the drop on me i don't i'm not afraid of death i just don't want to get i don't want to
03:44:21.480be like caught with my pants down like so for a long time i was praying like please if i could just
03:44:28.760have the the wherewithal to know that's all i'm asking that's all i want please but and again
03:44:36.360it's kind of it's infantile to think about it now but that's kind of the form of prayer was just to
03:44:42.200be able to do some simple thing one little thing that passes you through a threshold
03:44:47.240to express yourself in prayer uh i don't again i don't think it's always right to ask of things
03:44:55.360that's not necessarily the case i'm just utilizing that for a time in my life where i was and um
03:45:01.200and so i would say yeah uh formulate some sort of something that starts or perhaps if it is the
03:45:09.720gifting if uh like with the alzir ago if he says you know you leave a gift well the idea of maybe
03:45:15.680just even holding that gift and saying something and then pray and then give that's a consistent
03:45:24.320thing and i've always been of the mindset that tradition is started by repetition and repetition
03:45:29.920builds might the idea of being able to build might through uh orthopraxy that is consistent and
03:45:36.800constant so i would recommend that and then whatever you do to pray is you know that's
03:45:41.440between you and your ancestors and the gods i yeah absolutely on some of the you know
03:45:49.120little touchstones of your ritual to get you in that space and to build that that mighty orthopraxy
03:45:55.200i usually do that by lighting a candle or a selection of candles but again with that that
03:46:01.600ignition of flame that light is is a part of what i do as well uh all right so last question of the
03:46:08.000night and this is a record i think it beats me and swan's previous record this is uh three hours
03:46:15.440and 40 some odd minutes now so i'm doing all right i appreciate you guys listening to us
03:46:22.640um ryan asks i made a horde in the backyard and it was destroyed twice in a row after surviving
03:46:29.920months should i persist and remake it or just wait till i'm on my own he's living with multiple people
03:46:36.240um absolutely you should persist and you should try to get to the bottom of who's messing up your
03:46:42.120stuff and have a very serious conversation with them I don't know these people so it's hard to
03:46:48.800just throw out random advice but I would be very sure that the people that you lived with
03:46:53.940have respect for you and understand that you're doing something serious and not something silly
03:47:00.480I think that's fundamentally important but I think you should absolutely persist
03:47:05.960and continue doing it. Just like we talked about battling vice, building virtue is the same.
03:47:12.760It's a consistent, persistent drive forward that is relentless, that does not relent no matter what
03:47:21.580bars its way. That's how you overcome. And that's what I'd suggest you do. Do you have any thoughts
03:47:27.520on that, Svon? I guess one thought that entered my head was if we're talking about a horg,0.85
03:47:33.660and some folks might not know what a horg is or uh again that term is utilized sometimes
03:47:40.020differently amongst folks in area i'm i'm assuming the horg is an outdoor uh place of worship and
03:47:47.740and if that's the case you might be dealing with um i don't immediately go to the idea
03:47:54.020that the people you're living with might be nefarious it could also be something else
03:47:58.620something is people passing through the area or you might have another issue but finding out that
03:48:04.520issue is is important um definitely pursue in continuing to build it remember we have heroes
03:48:12.160that died to keep the faith of our gods alive for us to stack stones in honor of even the land0.57
03:48:21.820whites is an act that we must maintain um so i definitely agree with the else here go the on0.53
03:48:27.680there is that the persistence of it is true. Another thing though, to bear in mind, and I'm
03:48:31.980not saying that you can do one in order to deflect the other, but having a hero in your room or in
03:48:41.600your home, expanding some of your devotional expression can be made. I have a mantle place,
03:48:51.560But I also have a cabinet that I open up much like almost like a devotional reliquary box or prayer box where I have Godsteads in it and I stand before it and give thanks there too.
03:49:05.160You can open up your devotional expression to other things.
03:49:11.800But, again, as I agree with you, it's a point now you have – like I would want to know, and I would definitely continue because that's not respectful.
03:49:24.360I would not go and burn down a church.
03:49:27.960I would not go and defile a place that was sacred to another person as I see that is not noble.
03:49:36.860And I think that if you're having someone being absolutely vilely ignoble to you, it's incumbent upon you to find out why and how to rectify that situation.
03:49:47.280I'm not saying that you have to do anything physical, but you need to come to the bottom of it, find out about it and make sure that you can work to the point where it's it's rectified.
03:49:59.220So we've got two more questions that snuck in under the wire.
03:50:02.900Katie asks, fine, do you have a morning ritual and how does it include your kids?
03:50:08.560uh um well so right now uh i homeschool my children so a lot of the morning is uh dealing
03:50:18.500with the youngest while the eldest gets on because he's very good at doing his schooling he wants to
03:50:23.740get it done right away and um i can walk by and help him while i'm dealing with the youngest
03:50:28.940and um and then my the middle child that she's a little bit more where i need to be hands-on with
03:50:35.280her. In the morning, I mean, I think beyond breakfast and things like that, it's been very
03:50:43.460chaotic as of late. And I wish I could have more of a devotional time of doing things. I've been
03:50:50.260very hectic. Perhaps this is a reminder. Your question is giving me a reminder to like, hey,
03:50:54.900don't forget the stuff you were doing and um a lot of that now is uh i i of course um
03:51:03.840i did uh partake in some stavar uh runic um uh movements but my uh form of stavar is not based
03:51:14.460on static movements they're based on dynamic movements for lymphatic drainage so i would do
03:51:19.180some of that stuff in the morning. Sometimes I would just do the first Ector and then be done
03:51:24.680with it. As far as with the kids, whenever we eat, we always do a food blessing because I try to
03:51:31.960really, really drive home to the kids that need to be thankful. We have chickens, the eggs,
03:51:38.200the food that we have. We need to be thankful of the animals that brought it there. I make them
03:51:43.040very aware of everything that we're eating, the lives that were lost in order for us to survive
03:51:49.840and to grow and be strong, and to be thankful of that, to be thankful of our ancestors and all the
03:51:54.220struggles that they had. So we do have a food prayer that was written by Witten Turnage, and
03:52:02.820we utilize that every time we eat. And I've now gotten to the point where I've even observed my
03:52:09.600children doing it on their own. And that was absolutely a golden moment. So yeah, that's all
03:52:18.140I have on that. All right. Are simple devotions to the gods viewed as silly or insignificant? No,
03:52:25.420not at all. Not if they're genuine. I think sometimes the most simple thing, if it's genuine
03:52:33.140and it's from the heart, is often the most moving. I think we see that in our own relationships and
03:52:39.360in our own lives and i think certainly the gods appreciate the beauty in that as well no i don't
03:52:45.240think that's silly at all i i would want i'd warn against pompousness or edginess the idea of like
03:52:53.520going out and painting your face and screaming at the gods uh for the sake of doing that for the
03:53:01.500sake of maybe your neighbor's gonna see you and think oh wow this is the most edged viking lord0.86
03:53:08.020guy I've ever seen. He's so cool. Oh, that's the wrong way to go into the gods. Don't do that with
03:53:17.440that sense of pompousness. Yeah. But even like that, I'm not going to beat a dead horse that
03:53:22.720else here ago, they covered it. But yeah, I would warn against doing it for the sake of the way you
03:53:27.120would be perceived by others is automatically, I think, a false start and you shouldn't do that.
03:53:33.580It should be genuine, it should be devotional, and it should be respectful.
03:53:38.020Ashley says, Svahn, you're the man. How'd you gain so much knowledge and what was the
03:53:46.520key to you retaining it all and the best way that you learned?
03:53:55.220Thank you for the compliment. You're missed. Good times. Great conversations, great music.
03:54:06.900I guess, I don't know, doing this for a long time, coming to the gods in a time, I think
03:54:15.220I was very blessed to start in the faith before the internet, not because it was a great time.
03:54:24.260There was not a lot to go on and now is so much better, but it did formulate, I think,
03:54:30.720a need to really, I was by myself. I was alone as a, I didn't see Alistair as a religion that
03:54:38.980was practiced by multiple people or a community. I was just by myself. And so my relationship with
03:54:43.980the gods, I think was really built on that time. And I, now it's helped me to kind of help other
03:54:53.420people maybe correlate their relationship with the divine. As far as retention, for some strange
03:54:59.940reason i was um i i was baptized lutheran in iceland lutheran is the state church and i grew
03:55:07.220up um in multiple uh in catholic and private nations kind of going to all these churches
03:55:15.060because my mother uh saw the churches in america as just being so kind of widely varied and
03:55:21.220and odd and she just let me find things and in doing so i was so driven to find the history and
03:55:30.740the sources of of christianity and uh of the bible and things like that and when at a certain point
03:55:36.740right around 11 or 12 years old it soured on me deeply and i found the gods through books and so
03:55:45.380So I've always been a reader, and when it really, really inspires me, it seems to somehow stick.
03:55:53.020Other things can pass through, like air, but certain things that I'm passionate about seem...
03:56:00.100So I think the one thing is, if you really want to retain things, come at it with genuineness.
03:56:07.120And if you don't feel genuine at the time, try to find retainment somewhere else, whether it's a story or through art.
03:56:15.380Um, uh, I remember drawing Odin in my sociology class in, uh, high school and, and getting,
03:56:26.700you know, getting yelled at by the teacher for it, just because instead of, I wasn't
03:56:30.460interested in what we were learning, I wanted to draw a picture of Odin.
03:56:33.880So I drew a picture of Odin and I gifted it, burned it.
03:56:37.120It's long past since gone, but I still remember that time.
03:56:39.740So find things that can help you express your devotion and help you retain, even if it's drawing a picture of from the stories or a perception of things.
03:56:50.500And then sometimes you're just letting it go, gifting it to the gods and it'll stay.