00:03:25.580We are now into the month of September.
00:03:28.580It came quicker than expected this year.
00:03:37.700So, tonight we're going to go through an interesting bit of lore because it is so fragmentary.
00:03:46.120um one of the things that i think is i don't know neat and fun to do with spawn and with you guys
00:03:58.720is go over these more obscure pieces of lore that other people don't often touch on and are
00:04:07.060largely unfamiliar with and things that you know likely spawn and myself probably haven't
00:04:12.700spent a lot of time on in a lot of years it's one of those when you first when you first read it
00:04:17.740you go over these things but they're easy to not pay attention to or to forget about or to
00:04:25.820you know not make note of so i think it's kind of cool to go over these um tonight's is uh brought
00:04:33.180auf Siegerte Kviertel. It's little. The indications are it is a very small piece of a much longer
00:04:46.060epic poem that I wish we had access to and maybe at some future date there will be some hidden
00:04:51.900tome discovered and we'll have the whole piece but we're not so lucky at this point.
00:04:58.380But it is kind of cool and it's a little bit different and so we'll go over that today.
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00:08:17.760other stuff yeah I just want to acknowledge we are officially as of as of Tuesday yesterday
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00:08:54.040starting her first um her first year of kindergarten in the astro academy and we're excited about it
00:09:00.760so if you are interested in homeschooling your children the astro academy is something to think
00:09:08.440about point of that is to give the confidence to our parents to be able to homeschool their
00:09:16.360children if they're able and to take take control of what the kids are learning in the environment
00:09:23.640they're learning it in if that's something that you have concerns about or want to give thought to
00:09:29.080and that's something we're very proud of um the dean of that program go through rob stam has
00:09:35.640worked really hard with his fantastic staff on getting resources and materials set up for that
00:09:45.720it's a it's really exciting and it's a really special thing that we have in place now that
00:09:51.400we've wanted for great many years so we're really proud of all the progress they're doing on that
00:09:56.840and uh yeah it's something you should look into if you have school-aged children
00:10:01.560and you that's something you'd like to think about uh spawn what do folks need to know before
00:10:09.560we get into the meat of things this evening? Well, you kind of covered the big touchstones.
00:10:16.620One, it's very short. And I think that this is very important that we understand the way
00:10:24.620our lore is versus the way it has kind of been presented in our faith over the last three
00:10:33.600decades. I think a lot of people in the onset of Ausatru did the right thing, which was focus on
00:10:45.920faith. But many people, as they wanted to learn more about the faith of it, they immediately
00:10:54.700gravitated towards the writing. And the writing was treated almost in a biblical sense, because
00:11:02.240most people that were trying to understand the religion were coming from Christianity.
00:11:06.840But I think it's lost on a lot of folks at how fragmentary our lore is. And we went over this,
00:11:16.320if anybody in the audience hasn't seen the VNS on Saimender and Snorri Stutlason,
00:11:25.200that's a really good primer for an understanding of why it's so fragmentary where it's coming from
00:11:33.580how there's multiple layers to the lore um and its purposes uh but in this case we have
00:11:43.560the story of the Volsung's the Volsunga saga is a huge megalith of a of a poem and then we have these
00:11:54.460kind of satellite, almost moon-like poems that are following it. And we have, there's
00:12:04.440Fafnir's Maul, there's, so there's one from the dragon, there's one from the betrayer who tries
00:12:12.640to kill Sigurd after the dragon, but it's not necessarily from his point of view, it's just
00:12:18.380a hyper focus on that moment and then the last one that we read was about the Valkyrie so now
00:12:26.860this is the the another one of those and I don't want to say final because now we're getting into
00:12:33.820such obscure ones that um my knowledge or at least my reading of them I can't even remember
00:12:42.940the last time i read this one and uh it's it's like uh again it's just more and more and more
00:12:51.100obscure and even so much so in the codex regius in the in the main corpus of our lore there were uh
00:13:00.380spaces in between this poem or what remains and the poems i spoke of before uh about the dragon
00:13:10.940and about the betrayer and about the valkyrie so there's this leafed gap and then this poem shows
00:13:18.700up and most scholars believe that this is the tail end of a poem um and not the full source
00:13:29.180just like you said so i i it just really re-emphasizes that our lore is very tattered
00:13:37.420I'm thankful that most of the core of the stories of the gods is intact, but the stories of Heimdall turning into a seal and fighting Loki for the necklace of Holy Freya, that's alluded to, that has little fragments.
00:14:00.160So there is so much lore that was lost between the year 1000 and the year 1200.
00:14:10.120And it's sad to say, but if we understand that, I think that we can build off of faith and have supplemental understanding like what we're doing.
00:14:23.300And I don't know, I mean, perhaps I'm just preaching to the choir in a sense, but that is what we're doing on these VNSs is going over these obscure lures in order to look in and find faith elements.
00:14:38.860But we're not looking at the lore as some sort of biblical account of things.
00:14:48.360We're looking into why the hero archetype, why the mythic lord, the Aryan dragon slayer, and why all of these kind of bigger concepts were utilized, what made them popular, what the audience wanted to hear.
00:15:09.160All of these kind of, I guess, more macro touchstones versus deeply reading in and saying this means this absolutely or what have you.
00:15:27.560well there's plenty of things that are just just true but the thing about our faith is it
00:15:39.160takes a little bit of effort on our part and to try to
00:15:47.160i don't know we're honest in the way we present it
00:15:49.720and that's i think a real big difference there's a inherent thing and again you've got
00:15:57.560When we talk about religion, if you are a sincere practitioner of your faith, sometimes if you were to be making it up yourself, you could fix it to make it make more sense or to make it easier.
00:16:17.140But that's not what you do if you believe something is holy truth.
00:16:21.940so that's one of the things with you know our uh our christian brothers and sisters they uh
00:16:29.440they believe that their work is specific like directly word for word authored by their god
00:16:39.040and so it makes that a really interesting challenge everybody else besides the the
00:16:46.200Abrahamic faiths. That's not the case. It's a storehouse of
00:16:51.540stories and tales compiled by the elders of their folk over time through experience,
00:17:05.440through revelation, and through inspiration. But there's never been the idea that Odin sat down
00:17:13.220and wrote the eddies and you know we wouldn't present it that way because that's just not how
00:17:18.400it is it does tell us what i think is so there's some perspectives on this and all right so it's
00:17:31.980top of the show i'm a little bit scattered you may notice one of it is because we're running
00:17:35.880into a thing at the at the end of this work there is a mysterious three stanzas that aren't attested
00:17:47.800that are like ghost stanzas that came from somewhere so we've got some irons in the fire
00:17:53.080trying to trying to root out that mystery while we're talking to you guys tonight
00:17:56.440But I guess what I'm saying is, it is sad to contemplate and mourn the loss of ancient stories that we don't have.
00:18:10.340It's also exciting and enticing when we get the indication that there was stories that we don't know about, that there's more to learn, that our ancestors had, you know, more information than we currently have.
00:18:30.120and one day we may find those things one day there may be you know in a vault somewhere
00:18:38.760somebody's old manuscript that has additional fragments or pieces that we can put stuff
00:18:44.500together one of the other things that's cool with even a fragmentary work like we have tonight
00:18:49.620all of these different things and I know it I know it gets tedious to read all of these little
00:18:57.320fragments and pieces about the Volsunga saga but it's such an important part of our lore
00:19:05.880all of these little extra pieces put meat on the bone and add little details and elements and
00:19:15.480vectors of approach to this really important Ur myth of our folk that's spawned so much over
00:19:26.680over time and is clearly so culturally relevant we get these little pieces and you know if you
00:19:37.560and i say that i don't want to over generalize some people are wired for different stuff
00:19:42.040if you're somebody who is really into history or really into the lore
00:19:46.920these little fragments are are fun they're exciting little morsel morsels to discover and
00:19:52.680And ideally, they, you know, wet our curiosity to wonder, to know more, to contemplate more, and to have the exploration of those unknowns help lead us closer to a better understanding of our gods and goddesses.
00:20:12.460And that's what we're trying to do on here.
00:20:14.280So hopefully we can have that in mind as we go through it this evening.
00:20:18.760Svahn are you ready to take us into the poem or do you have more to add I was just going to give
00:20:27.900some context for everyone out there especially if you didn't get a chance to watch the Volsunga
00:20:33.460Saga or any of the kind of orbiting poems to give you context everything that was focused around
00:20:43.060the dragon slaying moment of um the orbiting poems and ultimately that's that part of the
00:20:52.120Volsunga saga now we jump to the very end and a lot has happened um Sigurd has married his love
00:21:05.040but was tricked into loving her and thus broke his oath with the Valkyrie Brynhild and then
00:21:14.660the Brynhild becomes antagonistic and convinces three brothers or in particularly one but he's
00:21:23.920already been um he's already been shown to be a coward so in his cowardice um he ends up
00:21:34.560shifting it over so this is all around the death of sigurd and that's worth noting because we
00:21:43.260suddenly jump from uh him slaying the dragon and getting the gold and then riding up on the plateau
00:21:49.720and speaking to the valkyrie to his death and that's you know that front half of this poem
00:21:55.960could have had more or we just we don't know it just jumps from there to there so and i think the
00:22:05.020poem or the poet the people uh whoever was uh had memorized this poem and was uh reciting it in
00:22:14.760iceland and passing it down to other poets um there is a just a very it's not bombastic but it's
00:22:27.000very descriptive and very strong and it kind of really pitches the fervor of the fact that this
00:22:35.540is sigurd's death uh in the part of the story so it gets very very good in its descriptions i'll say
00:22:43.880that much all right um yeah whenever you are ready if you would like to lead them
00:22:54.760into the material all right yeah and uh there's five sections and um each one has
00:25:14.880Not her own, but he was in love with Brunhild
00:25:18.260And then when he goes to the house and the kingdom where Gudrun is, she is the daughter of the king, it's her mother that tricks Sigurd into falling in love with Gudrun.
00:25:36.500and he completely forgets Brynhild, and that's where all of this comes from, is the vengeance
00:25:44.440of Brynhild and her hatred for the fact that he forgot after swearing his love to her, but Hogni
00:25:51.960cuts right to the middle of it. He says, no, Brynhild is the one that's sharpening your heart
00:25:58.220to hatred. And, you know, she's the real reason. It's not the oaths. She grudges the honor that
00:26:08.220Gudrun has and that joy of herself thou still dost have. They cooked a wolf. They cut up a snake.
00:26:19.540they gave to Gothorm the greedy one's flesh before the men to murder-minded laid their hands
00:26:31.240on the hero bold. So here we see, in essence, the only thing I can really kind of ascertain from
00:26:41.820this is the consumption of the viper the adder the consumption of the wolf to to eat its flesh
00:26:52.120to eat the viper flesh to eat these furious animals is going to get them
00:26:59.720to the level of a statusism to actually try to take out sigurd and they do it in such a
00:27:10.220a craven way so really what this is is building one they're scared sigurd is great he is noble
00:27:18.860and in truth he's actually blameless which makes the tragedy of the whole story even more so for
00:27:25.900everyone listening and everyone you know listening to the poet and then on top of that the people
00:27:33.500around him who feel like they are uh absolutely justified in doing what they're doing are going
00:27:41.500to these great lengths to push themselves to take him down uh which again re-emphasizes that his
00:27:50.940true nature is pure and good and that he is correct in his victory and everyone else is just
00:27:58.060eating the snakes and cooking the wolves just to fight him and you know they attack him while
00:28:05.360he's asleep so that's even more craving um and so here uh it says they they ate the wolf's flesh
00:28:15.680they cut up the snake um they gave to go thorum the greedy one's flesh so they are not even here's
00:28:24.040the other part of it is they're, they're feeding the third brother. They're feeding the youngest
00:28:29.400brother who knows the least. So he will do the deed. And, uh, it says before the men to murder
00:28:40.940minded laid their hands on hero bold, slain was Sigurd south of the Rhine from a, from a limb,
00:28:50.440a raven called full loud so from the limb of a tree a raven called out your blood shall redden
00:29:00.600at least blade and your oaths shall bind you both in chains
00:29:13.160Um, but straight to the, to the cause.
00:29:17.680And again, in the Volsunga saga, it's, it's worth remembering that, um, he was, uh, he
00:29:26.580was slain, uh, in his bed next to Gudrun.
00:29:32.580So, uh, without stood Gudrun or outside stood Gudrun, Gyuki's daughter, Gyuki is the king.
00:29:43.160Hear now the speech that first she spake.
00:29:46.800Where is Sigurd now, the noble king, that my kinsmen riding before him come?
00:29:54.840Only this, did Hogni answer, Sigurd we with our swords have slain.
00:30:01.540The gray horse mourns by his master's dead.
00:30:05.020The gray horse, of course, is Grani, the horse that's spoken of throughout the poems.
00:30:13.160We talked about that, the noble steed, the trusty ride, and even it laments, kind of like a Hidalgo kind of level of intelligence, this horse is inside the hall laying next to the dead.
00:30:37.680Oh, and I'm sorry to say, I may have gotten that wrong.
00:30:41.260outside. Oh, no, no, I got that. Okay. Nevermind. Sorry. So they have come back and then Brynhild
00:30:50.980speaks the daughter of Boothli. We shall ye joy in weapons and lands. Sigur the loan of all had
00:31:01.400been Lord, if a little longer his life had been. So they're going to cut up the spoils of his
00:31:11.360dominion. And this may have been a huge part of the reasoning behind trying to convince the
00:31:23.060youngest one to do it. Not only was it about eating wolves and serpents and building up fury,
00:31:29.720But once he's gone, we'll all be able to share the lands that he once owned.
00:31:36.500In 9, it says, right were it not that so he should rule over Gyuki's wealth and the race of the Goths.
00:31:49.520Five are the sons for the ruling the folk and greedy of fight that he hath fathered.
00:31:57.840So this clearly puts Sigurd south of the Rhine and most likely east in the land of the Goths, but there's a complication to that.
00:32:13.680Sometimes the word Gutten, there are two tribes, the Gutens or the Goths and the Teutons or the Teutonic people who have been generally used to describe the German people, especially from a Nordic perspective.
00:32:37.340um so however when we talk about atli and when we talk about uh jorman rick or uh or monaric
00:32:49.460um clearly also in the gothic or guttanish sphere this lets you know like just how far back
00:32:59.160this story goes migration period uh rome if you will so while we're breaking for a second i want
00:33:09.480to acknowledge that gilbert donated 150 to phrase hoff thank you so much gilbert we appreciate it
00:33:17.960hail frayer hail frayer yeah that uh an interesting thing too with with gilbert and
00:33:26.120And Frershoff that might be coming about in an interesting way.
00:33:56.120yeah what was that the uh another was that a part of it uh t-dog thanks us for standing up for our
00:34:06.740people oh is that like um what was the gentleman in fayetteville oh soldier slim soldier slim yeah
00:34:19.700I have, I have no idea. It was, it was, I have no idea, but yeah, you're welcome. We do what we can.
00:34:28.240Um, at this point, uh, uh, on number, uh, on 10, the 10th, um, stanza,
00:34:37.280Brynhild laughs and the building echoed only once with all her heart.
00:34:43.240long shall ye join the lands and men now we have slain the hero noble so her
00:34:51.180hatred her vengeance her absolute just vile desire to kill Sigurd for for saying that he
00:35:02.860loved her and then being the victim of sorcery and marrying Gudrun now she's like finally
00:35:12.280um will be able to kind of divide the spoils but really she doesn't care about that
00:35:19.400she's just glad that because he broke his oath to her he's dead
00:35:26.100um and i was just looking in the footnotes here it says uh the goths or are a generic term for
00:35:35.760german race is um kind of what i said but uh the five sons according to the volsung saga sigurd
00:35:44.320only had one son which is is interesting uh named sigmund who was killed at by brinhild and so the
00:35:54.160five son comment is kind of interesting and i wonder if they're talking about perhaps five
00:35:59.600separate tribes within the goths um the goths were not one people but a an amalgamation very
00:36:07.520much like the alamani or the suwebi tribes they were multiple tribes built up in and working
00:36:14.960together so i wonder if that's more a reference since they're talking about the land um that
00:36:22.160now that Sigurd, the father, is slain, they will be able to divide up the spoils of the five sons.
00:36:33.520But this is written, you know, this is, the Gothic migration period is like 300 to 500
00:36:43.200AD. And this poem is written down in the 1200s. So that gives a testament to oral traditions
00:36:56.120being able to last that long, but we definitely lose details. So Brynhild laughs and the building
00:37:05.480echoed with her laughter. That is cold. And she rejoices in the slaying of Sigurd.
00:37:15.260Then Gudrun spoke, the daughter of Gyuki, much thou speakest an evil speech. And remember,
00:37:21.460for those that don't know, there is a constant conflict. In an essence, Gudrun is also blameless.
00:37:32.180Her mother was the one, when she saw Sigurd, the dragon slayer, she knew she would use all amounts of sorcery to make sure that her daughter married the dragon slayer.
00:37:46.300And in doing so, it messed everything up.
00:37:49.840And when Brynhild shows up, Gudrun and her are obviously not good together, but she consistently meets level to level with Brynhild as a kind of feminine force.
00:38:08.000but she was ultimately relying on the fact
00:38:13.060that her husband would be able to come out on top
00:38:16.880no matter what kind of treachery was played against him.
00:38:22.020So now that it's been proven that that's not the case,
00:38:27.380it is Brynhild who is the source of that.
00:38:31.120And she is, again, a semi-magical character.
00:38:34.580So perhaps Gudrun just knows that this is just slightly out of her mortal hands.
00:38:43.280So Gudrun speaks, daughter of Gyuki, much thou speakest an evil speech.
00:43:27.960I dreamed a full dream, a dream full grim, in the hall were corpses. Cold was my bed, and ruler thou didst joyless ride with fetters bound in the foeman's throng.
00:43:47.280so she sees the hall is filled with corpses uh somebody has invaded and killed everyone
00:43:55.520and that he being the leader now is fettered by chains or ropes and riding upon the enemy's
00:44:06.880horses like taken back like a war prisoner now the next stanza 17 if you're reading along
00:44:17.280on voluspow.org, which I always recommend anybody that's sitting in with us on these
00:44:24.700should be reading or looking at if they can. You'll notice that for the first two lines of
00:44:32.720verse 17, there are dots. And those are to show that there is a loss of the lines. Smudges,
00:45:13.280the Nivlung uh is the same as the Nibelungen race the sons of the mist um just like in
00:45:24.800obviously in the land beyond the veil where the dead go there is Nibelheim which is beyond that
00:45:34.180and deeper still and it is the land of mist that which is unknown and unseen and dark and damp so
00:45:42.360So the Nibelung folk are, their name means the people of the mist or the children of the mist.
00:45:55.520But it's referring to the Nibelung folk.
00:46:05.36018, thou hast, Gunner, the deed forgot when blood in your footprints both ye mingled.
00:46:12.360So now she's saying, you forgot, you are brothers, blood brothers, and to slay him is to slay kin.
00:46:26.260Thou hast, Gunur, the deed forgot when blood in your footprints, both ye mingled, all to him hast repaid with ill, who fain had made thee the foremost of kings.
00:46:39.900So not only is Brunnhild just satisfied with killing Sigurd, it transfers over to Gunnar.
00:46:50.520And this does give us a little glimpse into blood brotherhood.
00:46:58.060So from my studies, I've always found that the blood brothering in Iceland, the way it was kind of described was that a line of sod was cut and then it was shoveled under and lifted and hoisted with vertical poles so that the mud of the earth or the flesh of the earth could be seen.
00:47:24.320And in that, the two participants would step in that threshold and then step back out, mingle their blood in the footprint, and then both walk through the sod as if it was the womb of the earth, uniting them as kin.
00:47:53.620And then they would remove the vertical poles and set the sod down. And that would make the two participants blood. So there's a lending to that there, where she's reminding him, you've slayed your own kin.
00:48:15.460Um, and he was the reason that you were so forward in your advancement.
00:48:25.560It wasn't until him that you became foremost of the kings.
00:48:30.460kings. And then in 19, well did he prove when proud he rode to win me then thy wife to be.
00:48:45.680How true the host slayer ever had held the oaths he had made with the monarch young.
00:48:53.380So she's alluding to the fact that when Gunnur, again, context, Sigurd gets sorceried and goes after Gudrun.
00:49:07.600But he tells all of them, of the Nibelung folk, he tells them, I just came from a plateau, there was a big fire there, and there was this Valkyrie on top.
00:49:27.820So Gunnar then says, well, you got to take me to this Valkyrie. I'm going to go there and I'm going to marry her.
00:49:34.720and Sigurd's like yeah that would be great I think she would you know love to be uh wedded by
00:49:41.940someone because I'm in love with your sister you know Gudrun and so it's not me but let's you go
00:49:48.740so they all go and when Gunnar gets there and sees the fire he chickens out and he realized he says
00:49:58.000oh my horse can't do it uh you know he comes up with a lot of excuses and so on and so forth
00:50:02.260And then there is a disguising of Sigurd. Sigurd says he will do it. He is disguised as Gunnar through magic. He jumps, quells the fire and says, I will marry you.
00:50:21.500And Brunhild's like, there's only one person who has ever done this and could probably ever do this.
00:50:51.500And if he's laid his love down for Gudrun, why would he go and search for another woman?
00:50:58.860But instead, he's helping his blood brother out.
00:51:04.060But he should have called Gunnar out on his complete weakness of being unable to jump the fire.
00:51:13.020That was the fulcrum of the whole situation, is that Gunnar was not strong enough to attain, and Sigurd added issue by attaining it for him.
00:51:30.220and now you know she by this time she knows all of this and she is goading him even further still
00:51:42.720um so i'll go back and read that again one more time so people can just kind of hear it
00:51:49.740well did he prove when proud he rode she's speaking of sigurd to win me then thy wife to be
00:51:58.980how true the host slayer ever had held the oaths he made with the monarch young so again he was
00:52:10.100strong and brave when he was uh even when he was pretending to be you and the oaths that were
00:52:18.100between you were folly the moment you asked him to do the deed that you should have been doing
00:52:24.380so now you're he didn't break the oath you're just a kinslayer savage very very savage um
00:52:34.260then she points the the wound staff then all wound with gold the hero let between us lie
00:52:47.220so the spear or excuse me the uh sword wound with gold the hero let between us lie with fires
00:52:55.480the edge was forged full keen and with drops of venom the blade was damp so i believe she's
00:53:04.040referring to the fact that sigurd when he jumps the fire for gunner he lays with brennhild as
00:53:12.020gunner but to ensure that he is not considered unloyal uh or craven in any way he lays the sword
00:53:23.140between him and brinhild and so she's again re-emphasizing how noble his actions were and you
00:53:33.140just you killed him even though she was the one that goaded him to kill sigurd so now she's just
00:53:40.100really driving it into goodness uh and now we come to a very interesting part so i'll read this
00:53:51.940section and then we can i guess i'll certainly we can discuss the mystery
00:53:55.620that we kind of ran into that i didn't see coming uh at all so in the last part here
00:54:02.420um it is uh kind of a a note um where here it is told in this poem about the death of sigurd
00:54:14.820and the story goes here that they slew him out of doors but some say they slew him in the house
00:54:22.260so this is a footnote here um presumably by bellows or maybe it's even in the original
00:54:30.900script so here's the thing it's got to be in the original manuscript oh yeah because it's in the
00:54:37.620old norse and bellows was translating it i doubt he would oh yeah it's gone here on the bottom
00:54:42.740as a footnote to readers i don't think he would try to craft it in norse so yeah uh on the bottom
00:54:51.540there is the the actual footnote written in old norse so it was written then and there are three
00:54:58.180stanzas 21 22 and 23 and i've checked six different translations by six different people
00:55:08.340nobody translates them i know i've only known the 20s so this is the first time i'm catching
00:55:13.220wind of the yeah me too and i'm i'm blown away that there's no reference or no information
00:55:22.340i wasn't prepared but i was looking we're getting in a a bold new world where ai can translate this
00:55:28.660kind of stuff i just don't haven't paid for any of those features i put those lines in google
00:55:37.140translate to icelandic which isn't clean but it gets it gets at some of the meat of it but again
00:55:47.060it's not it's not clean because they don't worth work exactly yeah i would definitely for for
00:55:56.500anybody listening if they're translating things and they go to google translate with icelandic
00:56:03.140it's not a great you're getting a broad picture but there are certain words in old norse
00:56:10.820that have totally different meaning in modern icelandic so you have to be careful but in the
00:56:18.500um footnote it is again still noting that the volsung saga that we read he's slain while he's
00:56:27.460asleep um he was so awesome they were not gonna stand up to him face to face they had to hit him
00:56:36.820while he was extremely vulnerable and he was laying next to um his wife so um
00:56:48.100it says here it is told in the poem about the death of sigurd and the story goes here that
00:56:53.460they slew him out of doors but some say they slew him in the house on his bed while he was sleeping
00:57:01.940and that's the version we we covered but german men say that they killed him out of doors
00:57:10.660in the forest and so it is told in the old gudrum lay that sigurd and gyuki's sons had ridden to the
00:57:22.020council place and they that he was slain there but in this they all agreed they had deceived him in
00:57:30.900his trust and fell upon him when he was laying down unprepared so this even tells us that there
00:57:41.060might have been multiple points and this happens um if you think about perfect example everyone's
00:57:47.780pretty much familiar with hercules but very few people realize there are like three deaths to
00:57:54.340hercules in different ways and that's because poets were taking uh story elements and going
00:58:04.100in different directions with them and it's worth realizing that our stories uh happen i i would say
00:58:14.340in the sense of there is the event there is the the reality but by the 12th or the uh the 12
00:58:23.2201200s um there is so much myth and uh magic and everything placed upon it uh unlike a lot of
00:58:37.460middle eastern religions where uh because writing was such a core parallel that they read more like
00:58:49.940historic pieces with things sprinkled in unless you go so far back and then it then it kind of
00:58:56.900does the reversal it's like a negative myth a myth that grows uh bigger from
00:59:03.620people in the future, if you will, whereas ours grows bigger as it goes. And this is what we're
00:59:13.880reading is that kind of the final growth of it. You'll notice that a lot when you look at
00:59:21.700Abrahamic faiths and the Old Testament is, you know, started as oral traditions. And then you
00:59:32.500look at Babylonian myths and see the Epic of Gilgamesh and how much it influenced Jewish
00:59:38.660storytelling. And you realize that the writings of the Old Testament were from a future date,
00:59:48.620they were writing backwards and solidifying it and kind of making it whole. Whereas in oral
00:59:56.960traditions the story grows as the people grow and and and then it moves through out and carries
01:00:06.720history but also myth legend concept and all of these things so it's an interesting difference
01:00:16.160between the two um so either way they fell upon him while he was laying down because that's
01:00:26.000ultimately the point is that sigurd is the noble warrior sigurd is the and there was no way that
01:00:37.680the three brothers of gyuki who is gudrun's father you know and her mother seduces sigurd to
01:00:48.000falling in love with her daughter so that way that secures that and then the three brothers
01:00:53.840are always kind of living in his shadow and then brunhild uh is attained and attained under
01:01:01.760nefarious ways and she ends up being quite literally a nornir of fate of amongst all of them and
01:01:13.840causing their deaths in a way um all very interesting and it's worth considering perhaps
01:01:22.000that ultimately all of this was already foreseen by the very one who put Brynhild to sleep.
01:01:34.040And so this brings me to one other point that I, the stories of Lord Odin filling his hall
01:01:43.100with those he chooses is a very strong thing in all of our stories, is that Lord Odin wants this
01:01:54.340noble warrior in his hall. And so he makes sure that all of these things lead towards the slaying
01:02:09.600and then him being able to take him when he, when he wants him. And, um, we don't know if this is,
01:02:17.280um, added on later as a concept that, um, Icelanders and Nords of the later period all
01:02:26.360felt that, um, their ancestors could only go to the heavenly realm if they were slain in battle.
01:02:34.360We clearly see that over and over and over again. So it could be that they're eliciting this trope over and over, or it is simply just the case of taking a fruit at its ripest moment.
01:02:51.360moment um but this this all culminates really in the volsung saga with lord odin being present he
01:03:03.680places the sword he guides sigurd's father then sigurd is taken and and the sword again
01:03:11.520leads him to kill the dragon and then by killing the dragon he uh meets brinhild and then by meeting
01:03:19.360Brynhild, he meets Gyuki, the king who has the three sons and the daughter. And it's just an
01:03:26.380epic kind of thing. And I don't necessarily think that this isn't like a Job kind of situation where
01:03:35.800Lord Odin is punishing Sigurd. No, I think in actuality, he highly bet on the noble heart of
01:03:42.000Sigurd. And that's why he placed the sword in Sigurd's father's hall. He knew that the nobility
01:03:50.020of Sigurd's father and Sigurd could be relied upon. And in sewing this crazy weaving, so much
01:04:04.020was brought out like the true nature of brennhild he punished her for stepping outside of his
01:04:12.820credence which seems like kind of an over overreaction or a kind but he puts her to sleep
01:04:19.860and then ultimately this leads her down the path uh to showing her true nature slaying um sigurd
01:04:29.300slaying or having prophesying of gunnar's death and it's it's all really interesting to me if if
01:04:38.980you know to break it down really uh i use a marine corps term barney style
01:04:44.420to break it down to these little chunks it's still extremely powerful
01:06:09.180That is a hard question because I think there is, I think there is many.
01:06:24.680Um, something that I think is a good habit that I would like for all of the members of the AFA to do is a.
01:06:44.140all right i don't want to put it i think a check-in
01:06:57.560with themselves before the gods at their altar on
01:07:05.440i'm trying to think of the best the best way to put it because i think it's part
01:07:16.900reaffirmations of loyalty of intention of the man or woman that you want to be
01:07:27.540and a moment of thankfulness and putting yourself in the scheme of things
01:07:34.340to, I don't know, lay out commitments for what you want to do or for what your intentions are
01:07:43.400and to check back in and make sure you're living up to those.
01:07:48.740And I think that may sound cryptic, and I don't mean that.
01:07:51.420I think that there's, some of our folk have a difficulty in becoming habituated to piety.
01:08:05.740I think coming before your altar, giving thanks for the blessings in your life, acknowledging things you intend to do for the gods, for your family, for the AFA, for whatever things in your life you are a part of, and committing to those in front of your altar is important.
01:08:34.600And it forces you to check in with yourself on whether or not you're living up to those things or not.
01:08:43.560And it puts you in a place to proceed with your life in a better and more noble way.
01:09:03.520And, you know, this commitment and hail the gods, whatnot.
01:09:08.940But I think at the end of the day, it's also valuable to, you know, recognize where you've fallen short, recognizing things that you plan to do in the future.
01:09:22.120Again, committing to right action on those things and also just taking stock of, you know, where you need work.
01:09:29.480I think that can be done in conjunction with a number of other things. But I think that daily moment of prayer and reflection, but not internal reflection, reflection under the judgment of the Aesir is a valuable tool for our people and a valuable motivator to get our people to live up towards a standard.
01:09:59.100So that's what I would say. Svon, question I have is what daily, what's one daily habit you wish
01:10:04.460all or most members of the AFA would pick up and why? Oh, the meal prayer, I think is a great
01:10:16.140place to start. But again, you made a great point about the conditions of people. Some people are
01:10:23.500morning people some people are night people some people have families so um but one thing that
01:10:31.440really came about uh you know i've been ausitru since 1994 and uh never before until the ausitru
01:10:44.080folk assembly did the food prayer become a thing to be honest when i was younger i you know ah
01:10:50.920that's something Christians do. Um, but what it really does is it continually reminds you
01:11:00.720of where your, your ancestors, you're, you're the living moment right now where you're taking
01:11:07.740a time to stop and eat. And you speak about your ancestors. You speak about the gods,
01:11:14.120you speak about the church and you just take that moment. It all becomes kind of a finite point.
01:11:19.320i think it's the easiest thing um because you know i i could say yeah you're you have to say
01:11:28.560mantras or the thousand names of lord ovin or what have you but being realistic um
01:11:36.500having that i think has so much cultural value too amongst our people so now you're you're
01:11:45.320saying something that's culturally ingrained when we eat a meal um and it does stop you and
01:11:55.960remind you because everyone has different levels of when they're engaging their their uh stalli
01:12:03.880or their altar and when they're going to um the hoff some go to the hoff frequently some can't
01:12:12.520uh you know so there's that kind of stuff i think is very hard to pin down
01:12:19.000um but the food blessing is something that you gotta eat so you you should take time to stop and
01:12:29.160give thanks and there's the piety factor right there i was i was called in to do a food blessing
01:12:37.080to from my daughter's doll mimi's birthday party the other day that's awesome no it really is
01:12:45.720because those kind of things first everything that spawn said and what i was saying earlier
01:12:52.440for yourself and in a personal reflection way but with your family it's really valuable to
01:13:01.080just incorporate those little things with your children and then see when they kind
01:13:05.960of catch on as being an important thing unbeknownst you know not provoked now every time there is a
01:13:14.600crash of thunder aubry hails thor um her doll's birthday party no we gotta bless the food because
01:13:23.800that's what you do when you're gonna eat she reminds you know she reminds me if we're in a
01:13:30.040hurry or something before it's time for her to get dressed for us going out of the house or whatever
01:13:35.960no we need to go do our prayers first um those things they matter and sometimes you don't
01:13:44.440realize how much until your kids catch you off guard reminding you on one of them and that's
01:13:49.400really cool uh so yeah those habits i think are really important and they they realign you with
01:13:58.040things it's easy to get distracted by all the different stimulus and stresses of life around us
01:14:08.840but it's really beneficial to come back to a place of piety
01:14:14.600and check in in that way at least once a day i'd say i i wanted to bring up something that
01:14:21.320happened in the gothar class as well oh you're drinking from the horn um so uh the uh gothar
01:14:29.080class we were looking into uh just nomenclatures of things like the stalli and the horker and the
01:14:37.560vey and the hof and uh what i i was looking for it just when you were talking and i couldn't find it
01:14:44.280um the saga states that um the the the man of the house was laying before the gods in the in the
01:15:01.060room and uh there were in front of him and he was laying down before them and that's when his
01:15:07.620opponent chose to attack him but one of the key factors of that is it shows a physical
01:15:15.700part where uh he was kneeling most likely in maybe in meditation or some sort of state where he was
01:15:25.780uh laying down now the way they make it sound because again translations it's like in english
01:15:33.140it sounds like he's just laying flat like face down um on the earth in front of the gods and
01:15:41.620i'm not saying that's another thing we got to get away from is uh it's written down that these
01:15:47.300icelanders and this fjord did this festival at this time of the year so that means we have to
01:15:53.540do it because that's what all our ancestors were doing but it did show that giving deference
01:16:01.700well absolutely and i i want to show i want to mention a couple of things that
01:16:05.460are going on in the chat before i get to some more questions oh yeah so um
01:16:12.100i forget who asked or whatever uh oh uh major hicks that there's a um
01:16:19.220we're not presenting a clear doctrine and we're really not on this episode that's one of the
01:16:23.140things we're examining a really obscure fragment of our lore that's kind of a point of interest
01:16:30.500for us but what somebody suggested and i'd like nick to link in the chat if he could the true
01:16:40.100love mo yes the true love mo um sometimes because the nature of our faith as with many indigenous
01:16:48.660faiths is much less clearly laid out in like a bible or a quran and it's much more a
01:17:00.500orally trans transmitted um understanding of our faith i wanted to put in a document what are the
01:17:10.340core tenets of what we believe and the the the bare bones for us to reflect to and recenter on
01:17:19.940but also for people new to house the true or curious to look and see what are the foundational
01:17:26.580teachings of the Auschwitz Folk Assembly. So that is done in the most concise way that we knew how
01:17:34.900to try to present those. So please take a look at that and I think that that may get more to the
01:17:41.940core of some of the questions that you might have or that any new person or perhaps somebody's been
01:17:47.620around for a while that just wonders where the AFA is at with certain things. That might clear
01:17:52.420that up in a really, in a really good way. And then the other question is, you know, kind of a
01:17:57.420clarity about, let me think how it's asked. And thank you very much for mentioning these things
01:18:04.380in the chat, because when so many of us do this, so often we're on episode 165, we take some things
01:18:16.240for granted that we've covered in previous episodes, and we don't always realize we have
01:18:20.860first-time listeners on every show so it's always worth repeating certain things and the next thing
01:18:28.460is uh loki is like satan in question mark well so first yes absolutely i'm not going to do the thing
01:18:40.460no yes 100 you're right absolutely that makes sense and as a
01:18:46.140point of familiarity sure point of familiarity yes there are a lot of differences loki is not satan
01:18:58.280they're two completely unrelated religions but yeah loki is the bad guy um in
01:19:08.600judeo-christian mythology satan is the adversary and in a lot of again by the medieval period
01:19:19.720in europe in medieval european christianity which is not very biblical satan becomes this horned
01:19:30.240like monster that rules the underworld with his like he's super swole with his pitchfork and
01:19:37.700whatever else. And that's its own post-biblical mythos about that. But in the Bible, he's
01:19:46.540almost like an opposing counsel in some kind of courtroom thing. He's like the shady opposing
01:19:55.180counsel guy. And it's a little, again, those people relate to that in a way that we don't.
01:20:07.700Loki is treacherous and always scheming, and it does relate to the bit of lore that we read tonight.
01:20:23.220Evil comes about through treachery, through disloyalty, through dishonesty, through shady trickery as opposed to forthright action.
01:20:34.600And he represents that a lot. His shadiness is a catalyst for events to occur. And sometimes those events are beneficial to the gods. Sometimes they're not.
01:20:50.580but ultimately he's murderous he is uh jealous and resentful of his fellows he is a malevolent
01:21:02.380entity and something that is absolutely an opposition and enemy to our isera and to us
01:21:09.980um but something worth pointing out we get in a habit and i just did it myself a second ago
01:21:15.900I was talking about what he represents.
01:21:22.800There are meta-narratives in our lore that do represent or illustrate values and points and things that we should understand symbolically.
01:21:58.020When we find the big meta things that they quote unquote represent, those are key personality traits of those spiritual beings that help us understand them better.
01:22:14.320But we always need to come back to the basics of treating our gods as individuals with agency and with consciousness.
01:22:28.020When we don't do that, it ceases being religion and it becomes philosophy or intellectual conceptualization.
01:22:39.640No, we worship real deities that exist as real conscious entities that participate with us in our gift cycle and that have blessed us in a great many ways.
01:22:53.380So it's always important to, I don't know, reinforce that or catch ourselves when we start treating them as archetypical characters.
01:23:07.320We need to realize that certainly there's implications of that to help us understand them and to help us understand the world.
01:23:14.480But no, they're actual entities that we interact with, with agency and individual consciousness.
01:23:23.380I wanted to throw in on that a little bit. A couple of things. One, the being that is, but when we talk about the poems and the stories and the representation of what the scheming does and how it can be useful sometimes but isn't.
01:23:49.760So one of the key differences is that it's worth bearing in mind that Satan was not fully introduced as a concept amongst the Abrahamic faiths until Job and Zechariah.
01:24:12.240But before that, it was the adversary just in general.
01:24:18.060And actually an angel is referred to as an adversary to, I would have to look it up just in a second, but there is an angel that comes before a mortal man and is receiving the wrath of Yahweh, and he stands as his accuser against God.
01:24:40.280And the angel is referred to as a Satan or a Hasatan.
01:24:47.340But it's later on when the enigmatic figure of the singular Satan, because remember there's multiples at first.
01:24:58.700and then oh it's uh balam balam balam he stands he's riding his donkey or he's walking with his
01:25:07.420donkey and an angel comes down and says he that the angel is a satan to balam in representing
01:25:17.820the wrath of elohim yahweh and so i i point to that because it it shows reference of the word
01:25:25.740the word means opponent and there was the multiplicity of opponents that eventually
01:25:31.020get kind of correlated down and what satan represents is a lack of um
01:25:42.140what is subservience to to yahweh ultimately when we break it all down he is not subservient
01:25:52.700to yahweh and that is the crux of their their whole situation but in our faith uh loki is not
01:26:02.140he he's with the gods they don't he has times where he crosses them but then he fixes it
01:26:09.740and so on and so forth so there's not so much like he doesn't worship or obey or uh
01:26:19.900subjugate himself before lord othen so he gets kicked out that's a huge difference instead
01:26:26.940he continually weaves these troublesome uh indications that eventually arrive to him being
01:26:34.940murderous and uh scheming and so on and so forth and so as the stories go it gets worse and worse
01:26:42.220and worse um but it's i always you know the whole uh if you read in genesis that the snake is just
01:26:49.580a talking serpent is just a uh a snake and then you see all of these hasatans um kind of being
01:26:59.580mentioned and then finally it works itself down and so you can see the progression of that that
01:27:05.900religion's view on um the these evil shadim um as they're called the shadim uh i think is the correct
01:27:19.180word in hebrew for uh what they put the greek word demon for but um yeah so i mean i that's a huge
01:27:29.980notable difference is that what the one side in one group cast out because of not obeying
01:27:37.900and uh not supplicating to the will and the other is that loki is
01:27:46.060kept around and is um there's negotiation there's movement and perhaps there's a warning in that
01:27:57.660but it ultimately leads to betrayal and murder but so there's again uh major hicks you know as
01:28:05.260is trying to incorporate all this figure it out says i can understand it better if loki
01:28:09.900is designated as another people like the jews or all non-whites so i want a couple of things
01:28:19.420no i don't think the analogy works because that's how betrayal works is it's from within
01:28:25.900right which is also a meta narrative um running the translations on the last three stanzas of this
01:28:35.340poem trying to figure it out one of the things that is figureoutable is the last lines they're
01:28:42.060like fire sparks outside the hall but within the hall poison drips there's something about the
01:28:49.020treachery of poison within with amongst kinsmen within a tight knit group it's that betrayal
01:28:58.940an external group of people who are in opposition is a little bit different but the betrayer is a
01:29:05.500different thing and honestly if we're so something else we do the lord doesn't refer to the random
01:29:14.300historical events around us we can relate lessons from the lord to those events certainly but we get
01:29:22.780the directionality wrong when we try to overlay modern events onto the lore instead of take
01:29:32.380lessons from the lord to apply to modern events um but to do that for a second
01:29:41.420within the world around us and you know you seem racially aware
01:29:47.520we have outside groups of people that are in opposition to our interests but the most damaging
01:29:58.020is from in my own life experience is no is is treacherous white people who are self-loathing
01:30:07.460or just bad and miserable people that destroy everything good we try to do from within.
01:30:15.800And I've seen so much more of that in real things around me that I can touch and feel
01:30:21.920than in, you know, greater macro political struggles.
01:30:25.500Not to say they don't exist, they do, but the enemy within is really, really different.
01:30:31.620And I'd also like to say that when we try to relate that to the past,
01:30:36.560we live in a very multicultural world today. So struggles between racial groups are very front
01:30:45.500and center in our consciousness. In our ancestors' world, that didn't exist. Most of our ancestors
01:30:52.960lived their whole life without ever encountering somebody who's not another white person.
01:30:57.580That just wasn't the world that they lived in. The world of our lore didn't speak about racial
01:31:05.140conflicts of you know blacks or asians or middle easterners that wasn't relevant to our ancestors
01:31:14.100they didn't encounter those people at most it talked about you know the sami or you know in
01:31:22.260one passage about scraylings when they went to north america and encountered a different group of
01:31:27.860of uh people um that just wasn't a thing and it's not a that's not a political statement
01:31:38.900that's not a stance it's a historical reality that didn't that was not something that occurred
01:31:44.260to most of our ancestors um oh yes except for all the black vikings and cheddar man
01:31:53.860and the ranch at the battle of haystings yeah in any time
01:32:01.060yes um the bbc is is wild with their um mingling of of things and that's really kind of an affront
01:32:10.580learning and knowledge in general and i hope it doesn't pollute our children um but yeah i just
01:32:17.300wanted to put that out there because i think it's important so we have a couple of other things to
01:32:22.660get to this evening that people have asked.
01:32:26.960Trent wants to know, I'll hear you go with you and Witten Svahn.
01:37:26.540really in a in a very specific way alexander rudd mills
01:37:31.580was the first person to do this in modern times
01:37:40.460without a no larp no nothing like he was yeah and i and i don't even want to criticize
01:37:49.640the the larp thing but like because i i again i don't fault ritual vestments there's a time and
01:38:00.200a place for the officiant to wear something and i don't think a tunic is a horrible thing
01:38:04.520i don't think like i think that what the uh
01:38:08.920australia gothar of the australia felegith wear is completely reasonable as a modern religious
01:38:16.840garment, I don't have a problem with that at all. But there's a there's a need that
01:38:27.200many others have felt to play dress up to do some kind of historical reenactment to
01:38:35.420pretend they're of a different time or a different place to somehow connect themselves, or to
01:38:41.640be some kind of an eccentric. So and this isn't to take away from anybody. These are
01:38:46.660different stages that people had to go through and i i don't fault that and you know if dressed
01:38:53.700up because it's cool that's one thing but if it's because that's some kind of an element to
01:39:05.620we deal a lot with our people only conceiving of our faith in a viking context
01:39:11.540as if our gods and also true only exists between 750 and 1000 in scandinavia and that's not the
01:39:22.040case at all and so there is a a need that people have to conform to that or to that's a thing that
01:39:33.140a lot of people deal with and it's not something or or okay or there's another way to where there's
01:39:39.800extremely eccentric people doing spooky mystical stuff so like for example uh contemporaries of
01:39:49.380those that preceded uh alexander red mills we have uh meister von list and again he's wearing
01:39:55.960the floppy hat and he's got this air of a mystic about him and that's not to criticize him but
01:40:03.400what was kind of stand and there's a lot of right ways to do this but
01:40:08.100But what stands out to me a lot is Rudd Mills and his congregants look like regular dignified white people of their time doing something normal.
01:40:18.880It wasn't that they had to be someone different or do something other.
01:40:25.540They could show up in dresses and suits of the day that would be completely appropriate at any other religious service.
01:40:38.100And they could do that and worship our gods in a purely modern context without going through that period of historicity.
01:40:51.040But from day one, no, this is completely real, normal, now and contemporary.
01:43:33.100sorry I was clicking clacking on the keyboard and I didn't want to disrupt but
01:43:41.940But there is a lot of speculation to the idea as to why all cultures have dragons and most modern folks equate it to bones and what have you.
01:43:58.000but i would say more importantly the spiritual factor of what a dragon is
01:44:06.240um our ancestors didn't know anything about dinosaurs even if they found bones
01:44:14.240but they find these bones uh with teeth and so on and so forth but they know what a dragon is
01:44:24.400and that what the dragon is the spiritual entity of a dragon and what it consistently has
01:44:33.280across uh the aryan people versus say uh the oriental or the mes uh the future mesoamericans
01:44:41.760or in africa or what have you the entity of a dragon in our people is a a build up of
01:44:53.120force a a being an entity that encapsulates possesses uh owns and ultimately
01:45:07.120propagates this kind of build up of power um there was a old teacher of mine who was
01:45:15.200spoke about the arians in the in the steps uh long before even stepping into the west and into europe
01:45:24.640and that the stories that must have come out from there in which the striker god slashes or or hits
01:45:35.840the serpent and there's the release of water uh or the release of wind or the release of fire
01:45:43.280and that the dragon becomes this encapsulation of both tangible order and almost a stagnation
01:45:55.280or an overwhelming like a a power that's ready to burst and in some cases if it doesn't burst
01:46:03.040it is bad it stops the the ever-moving flow of things that's why we call lord thor
01:46:11.280the catalyst god he is the catalytic he he strikes in his symbol is the thorn as well and it you know
01:46:21.280pokes through and once that happens the deluge comes out or um in example with the world serpent
01:46:31.040the ormond gander um he is encapsulating the middle and the benefit of it is order the bad
01:46:40.560part of it is is containment or almost like imprisonment um dragons represent a lot of that
01:46:49.120i think outside of you know and removing all knowledge of dinosaur science if you will um
01:47:01.040Is the spirit and the entity. And when they saw that, they said, that is that entity. And that entity hoards knowledge, hoards wealth, hoards secrets, contains things, lords over things.
01:47:23.440and is ultimately the biggest, and I guess it's the pinnacle, it's the highest trophy
01:47:32.280of the mortal slayer. Beowulf fights Grendel and Grendel's mother, but he dies at the hands
01:47:42.600while slaying a dragon. Very important that that was part of his entirety of his story.
01:47:50.880Same with Sigur. So the mortal slaying the dragon. I also think, because again, we speak about the gods are real and we can interpret things from history and apply them both in the macro and in the micro.
01:48:12.020We just must never forget that they're active beings.
01:48:16.200The Aryan gods are alive and they are doing things in our lives, despite us not fully understanding how or why.
01:48:27.680Because, again, that's not necessarily a need of theirs.
01:48:33.780We must give observation to them and then that observation turns into an understanding.
01:48:42.020But in the micro, if we're talking about the self, the dragon is that possessive, is that thing that is withholding growth.
01:48:56.940And so the warrior must be noble, must face against it.
01:49:02.800It's the truly terrifying parts of the self as well.
01:49:08.360I mean, you could read it in a lot of different ways.
01:49:12.020But I like to think of the fact that if there was a significance of imagery, because I'm the art guy of a lot of this,
01:49:22.620and imagery and artwork and things like that are very important to me, symbols.
01:49:29.540And so even if they saw bones and teeth, they didn't say that, oh, this is a bygone thing.
01:49:38.960No, they immediately associated it with the entity that is the drak or the dragon or the draco. And so with good reason, the essence of its shape to be a container, to bite its own tail or Ouroboros itself in a way, its maw, its very essence of that which is within us,
01:50:07.920that must be slain in order for us to attain that which makes us our woed self.
01:50:15.220We spoke about that in the VNS of the soul, about the woed self.
01:50:22.020And I would argue that in micro, the woed self is the treasure that is gained from slaying the dragon of the self.
01:50:32.700um so throughout whether we we talk about how the gods machinations are nature-based whether
01:50:42.560they're cosmic uh or whether they're even within ourselves and all can apply
01:50:47.700the the dragon amongst our folk always has that significance um
01:50:54.460yes yeah so yeah and then really specifically that way so i think there's
01:51:03.020you know kind of like spawn was alluding to i think there's there's two things
01:51:06.520there's you know are dragons a reflection of some deep-seated uh folk soul remembrance of
01:51:15.720dinosaurs in some way perhaps the monstrosity of the dragon and the the lesson of the dragon
01:51:26.520the story of the dragon is about becoming monstrous by greed and hoarding and the malignancy of it
01:51:37.000um i do have to wonder there's dragons in lots of cultures all around the world
01:51:45.720we do find these amazing bones in things i don't you know i don't dismiss that that could be a
01:51:58.140relate that the one could be a relation to the other at all um you know in the stories
01:52:04.180they represent a a different thing than you know oh this guy happened to be a dinosaur and so we
01:52:15.400to kill him now the point is dinosaur or not in this particular tale he started out
01:52:26.120humanoid for lack of a better term we talked about this before um fafner and his brothers
01:52:33.560were kind of they're mythological persons that existed alongside the gods in the heroic age
01:52:43.400they you know in the golden age they uh had magical powers and could shape shift the one
01:52:50.600brother you know can become an otter um rayon often looks dwarvish and and stuff uh fafner
01:53:01.240you know these guys were all brothers came from the same set of parents but over time he becomes
01:53:05.720this giant dragon creature and it's a lot of his soul metastasizing about this dragons also have
01:53:15.800i an element of yoknar to them they have a an ancient magical knowledge they have an arcane
01:53:24.200like wisdom of things so they're not brutish they are monstrous but because they're monstrous
01:53:33.800they're not dullards they're magically potent they're wells of ancient wisdom and things
01:53:43.720there's a lot there that speaks of i think in a meta way speaks of the metastasized chthonic
01:53:54.440forces of the primal and the underneath and the sub
01:54:03.800Sub intellectual. But there's, there's some stuff to that. So yeah, like you see serpent creatures in our lore, in a number of ways, you see them in the art in a lot of ways.
01:54:25.940And I think, you know, we would be dishonest if we didn't say one of the reasons I think they're in the art as much as they are is they lend themselves to a weaving pattern easier than other creatures.
01:54:36.960um but it is a it is a common thing and the idea of the astral
01:54:48.460the consciousness the heroic succeeding over the purely chthonic purely primal purely
01:54:58.160instinctual speaks a lot towards the noble nature of the Aryan soul that nobility shines through
01:55:09.720and it overcomes the monsters of the deep and I think that's an important theme throughout
01:55:16.840um something not talked about here but it was something kind of asked in a different context
01:55:24.020of me earlier and something i'd like us to touch on is the symbology of birds and what birds
01:55:33.620represent in our lore the question came to me specifically in the form of spawn of swans
01:55:43.220and swan representation as like the valkyrie and other swan references
01:55:54.020But birds play an important role in a lot of our lore
01:55:57.680and specifically the understanding of birdsong,
01:56:01.040it plays a role in the Volsunga cycle.
01:56:06.640But in this poem, particularly when it talks about,
01:56:12.480you know, Gunnar reflecting on the croak of the raven
02:05:22.400These concepts, these things have significant meaning.
02:05:26.300And sometimes the horse with four extra legs is faster.
02:05:33.600It's a symbolic representation of speed.
02:05:39.180Now, from my personal view of it, is that slipping in and out of the realm of weird Orla.
02:05:50.220That Orla that descends from Erd's well and comes into the middle creates structure.
02:05:56.820And that structure is that the gods are above time and fate and gravity and all of those things. And that Sleipnir is a key or a mode or a vehicle that Lord Odin utilizes to maximally move through the entanglement of the web or whatever it may be.
02:06:24.140and i'm not trying to limit the power of the gods but what i'm saying is is like the vehicle
02:06:30.220and its representation uh i mean as far as i know lord othen does i mean he doesn't
02:06:38.140literally ride a horse but there's this component that becomes a representation of his ability
02:06:45.500to be anywhere all the time and go through the land of the middle or even down into the land of
02:06:53.180the low where none of the other gods seem to to be able to go unless they die um and the only way
02:07:00.540that her mother gets down there is because of slept near so slept near is the pool that allows
02:07:09.420the dynamic lord it is the he is the vehicle that opens up an ease so it it was uh
02:07:19.020tricky before, but doable. But now the trickiness is gone. He has Sleipnir. He will be everywhere
02:07:28.380he needs to be when he needs to be there. And he can move between the times of fate and reality
02:07:34.940and manifestation and all the questions we have about the gods, Lord Odin can do it.
02:07:42.860And Slepnir is, in essence, the vehicle that represents at least the movement, if you will.
02:07:50.980I want to cut in just because I know y'all are going to continue on this.
02:07:55.960Everything you said makes perfect sense, except for none of that had anything to do with the fact that he has eight legs.
02:12:28.260i think that's important the first time that the legs have came into play that i'm like yeah that
02:12:33.460makes some sense yeah again i'm not hanging my hat on it i'm just it's a point of relevance that
02:12:39.540has stood out to me as something of interest well and uh that's a good point the difference between
02:12:47.460say perhaps lore and the significance that one finds in it um you you came into ausa true
02:12:58.100you looked at the lore just like everyone else and you gained significant insight based on
02:13:05.620the inclinations of of meaning and symbology so i think a lot of that has pertinence um
02:13:12.260Um, it's just not perhaps the lore like version.
02:13:17.960And again, we've spoken about the lore, but it, yeah, it's that observation.
02:13:22.220It's that the inclination to the idea of his ability to move and you have correlated it
02:13:29.100with the worlds and, and ultimately the heavenly realm, Lord Odin being on top.
02:13:35.160um and i you know i also think it's interesting that slepnir was born out of a broken barrier
02:13:46.580the barrier around ausgarther in heaven slepnir is a product of it so he's quite literally the
02:13:56.460symbolization of no barrier fully completed no barrier fully closed um but i really think
02:14:05.760because icelanders have a huge thing with horses so much that we have a fifth uh running trot
02:14:14.400um that the symbology of the multiple legs is quite literally uh horse go faster that's just
02:14:25.240And I don't like to say it in a condescending way, but again, it's the same reason why we attach red to Lord Thor. Red has power, vitality. So we associate that color with Lord Thor.
02:14:45.120That's what I'm ultimately meaning, is these are deep down connective tissues to the entities that are.
02:15:00.800Okay, so up next, I have an odd question.
02:15:08.160Is there a chronological order to read the sagas?
02:15:15.120so i had not paid attention to this question the first time i read it
02:15:23.400i thought he was talking about the lore or the eddas he is specifically talking about
02:15:31.220the sagas with that in mind swan would you say there is a chronological order to read the sagas
02:15:40.020i think that the saga of the icelanders it's a pretty weighty tome i think i have it upstairs
02:15:48.500that that uh the prologue for that book maps out uh by settlement the sagas and so it is
02:16:02.180really really good if you're looking at timing it talks a lot about that and
02:16:10.020the other way that you can look at it is because there's the the land now my book or the land
02:16:14.660naming land taking um and really anything doing with greenland uh with the the greenlander sagas
02:16:25.780um that is pretty much deep into christian conversion so another good point for you
02:16:35.380to look at is is this pre or post greenland if it's post greenland christianity's um uh
02:16:45.380you know really saturating the veins of the people and uh if it's before greenland then
02:16:52.660the people still have their folk blood their folk way um uncontaminated if you will
02:17:00.740but get get uh saga of the icelanders that big if you read in the beginning it talks about
02:17:10.280each saga and how the movement around iceland was happening so just to address real quick
02:17:27.600davidson was her married name i have no idea her husband's background as it's pointed out in the
02:17:35.640chat though it's pretty common english name unfortunately a bunch of hebrew names made
02:17:40.820it into the english lexicon through biblical things uh i say that named matthew um and her
02:17:49.400her surname is just roderick i thought her last name was uh ellis
02:17:58.840anyways but yeah the davidson portion of her name was her married name so i have no idea the
02:18:03.800gentleman she married or not but that wouldn't affect her her early life but her writings are
02:18:07.880really really interesting it's been a long time since i went back to read those but she did
02:18:12.680really good work that way and again she was educated she was born in 1914 so she was educated
02:18:19.960and writing before all of the pc nonsense post-war which was really nice um
02:18:29.480folks educated after the second world war unfortunately tend to have such restraints
02:18:37.400on nationalism on anything that is i guess what now would be called race realism okay so apparently
02:18:47.080according to nick's findings she her last name was roderick and she incorporated her mother's maiden
02:18:56.200name and her husband's name in the future for her like really long for name thing
02:19:04.360so yeah roderick is absolutely germanic so anyways that's just okay what information
02:19:15.960a strange deviation for what we're talking about relevant to the chat room those listening later
02:19:20.920it might not be uh but myths and symbols of pagan europe a book that she did that is very
02:19:26.440influential and a good read for everybody a chronological order to the sagas yeah you
02:19:31.960could read them chronologically and i don't mean that nearly as flippant as it comes out to be
02:19:38.520but they are about people and events and if you wanted to research each of what that is
02:19:47.320and do it that way that would be a chronological way to do it i think that
02:19:53.800so all of the the icelandic sagas the heimskringla
02:20:11.800beowulf and the volsunga saga is what i would count as sagas when we're talking about sagas
02:20:20.040um that said if you wanted to chronologically it's hard because the heimskringla is a collection
02:20:35.260of sagas about the kings of norway from mytho golden age period all the way up past the
02:20:46.820christianization to um aegels or through uh past that through to snorries time so from prehistory
02:20:57.880to 1200 so you would have to intermix things in in between there um but reading in the way back
02:21:09.500stuff i think the volsunga saga would come first followed by beowulf and then the more historic age
02:21:20.940sagas a lot of the prep work of that would come from the early part of the heimskringla
02:21:30.460and then you can intersperse there's a number of
02:21:34.620all right so there's a cool book called the sagas of the icelanders there are sagas that are not
02:21:41.640contained in that book but that book has a really good collection of the name brand ones
02:21:48.420and you can piece together the other ones as they relate to those events a lot of sagas
02:21:55.220because a lot of the sagas overlap in a particular saga age where that was a popular thing so there's
02:22:03.580a lot of overlapping sagas um yeah i i read them kind of at random uh when i first came about them
02:22:18.460i first came home to also true i think the first saga i ever read was grittier the strong saga
02:22:25.900because it described them as being strong and strong people are cool and literally that was
02:22:30.300my only thing was i didn't know where to jump in so that's where i jumped in and it's kind of a
02:22:36.700outlier i don't think it's one that's referenced often it's cool because it talks about zombies um
02:22:43.980so it's neat but it isn't where i would have started first had it all do over again
02:22:51.820i think the heimskringla is a really good place to start for the historical sagas
02:22:56.780again i think doing beowulf and the volsunga saga first are probably a good way to go if you want to
02:23:04.420stick to some chronology on it but then going through the heimskringla and then picking up
02:23:12.640the extras like the sagas of the icelanders and other things i think would you would have
02:23:18.260a historical context for how to shuffle them in that'd just be my advice there's probably a lot
02:23:25.080right ways to do it um our next question also from major hicks who who's a new a newcomer to this um
02:23:34.520is there any icier lore that is to be our modern and future guide or is it only supposed to be
02:23:42.840historical i think we know the answer to that but spawn how would you express the answer to that
02:23:50.600well i mean no i don't think it should only be historical our faith is a living faith and i
02:23:58.120think that our church is the church of the ice here uh we are facing things our ancestors didn't
02:24:06.360face uh and we are applying ideals that were built both out of success and folly
02:24:15.080we learn from the mistakes of our ancestors and we apply that. And then there are things
02:24:22.380that have made our ancestors victorious and we're applying that as well. So I would say
02:24:29.520that, did he say lore or? He said any I see or lore. So I assume lore that relates to our gods.
02:24:41.000Yeah. So, I mean, in its sense, we have only two things we can look at. We can look at the writings or we can look at the archaeological finds. And again, both can be very compromised. Cheddar Man is a perfect example of how archaeological finds can be compromised.
02:24:59.720But ultimately, what we can really and truly say is the lore of our church, the OUSA True Folk Assembly is the living, organic, moving forward, engaging in the world around from the perspective of faith and gift cycling.
02:25:29.720And asking the gods for guidance and doing it in mass or a number enough to where I feel that the gods are blessing us with our advancement in the world.
02:30:41.480that's something that over the vast stretches of time
02:30:47.540we're going to see in a much more obvious way
02:30:51.720and you see in a subtle way now but the people who regularly tend and regularly attend
02:31:01.320things at Baldershof have developed a much deeper relationship with Lord Balder than
02:31:13.080folks did previous because there's only snippets in the lore that tell us about Balder
02:31:20.860But through caring for his Hoff, caring for his altar, regular relationship building and gifting with Lord Balder, those people have connected with him in a very special way.
02:31:41.860And I think that will stand out in the future much more than it does right now.
02:31:47.120so our lore connects us and helps gives us a starting point but our religion isn't the
02:31:54.000veneration of old text it is the current living out of our best understanding of the will of the
02:32:02.260iser and our efforts to build success for our folk and to make the iser proud of us
02:32:11.840and that's what we seek to do and the lord helps us to have a context to do that within to
02:32:19.440inform kind of a place to start for our faith or a place to
02:32:24.080harken back to or learn lessons from but it's a tool to orient us it's not meant as the be
02:32:30.800all and end all of our faith and you know to relate something that's fawn said about the
02:32:42.080the formula i say it a lot but i think it's always worth repeating
02:32:52.160i believe very much that religion our space our faith in specific
02:32:58.800is an art and not a science there are people that try to break ritual down to a
02:33:11.120very specific like secret code I don't even know if kids do this on the video
02:33:22.560games anymore but old man at this point in my life but I remember on the
02:33:26.420Nintendo you'd have these codes where you do like up up down down left right
02:33:32.000a b a b to do these things relating do you know it okay
02:33:40.340do you interact with anyone in your life that you need to know a secret code to interact with
02:33:49.000because i don't when you interact with living beings that have agency sentience and personality
02:34:00.140your intent and your genuineness and how you present yourself
02:34:07.360matter so much more now the gods are much bigger and much more important than all of these people
02:34:14.580that we know and interact with but you don't need to memorize dance moves to interact with your
02:34:20.720mother or your father or your grandparents or your friends or the people that you care about
02:34:28.340especially the more advanced they are and the better people they are the more susceptible
02:34:38.320they are to understanding your intention even if you lack eloquence or if you lack
02:34:44.420protocol or procedure and how you do things your attitude means a lot i've likened it often to how
02:34:53.300parents or adults in general act towards children who will give them a hideous picture that they
02:35:03.820made that you have no idea what it's supposed to be but if they come to you like so happy and proud
02:35:11.600of this thing they made for you you don't need their stick figure lion giraffe hippo thing they
02:35:20.020made but the fact that they made it for you means a lot and i think it sounds almost impious in its
02:35:30.340simplicity and i don't mean it that way but i think that's our starting point for understanding
02:35:36.100interacting with the gods um and this again i i get here with my stories sometimes and i don't
02:35:45.540know if they make sense or not but the founder of our church steve mcdalen and i were in lubeck
02:35:53.700and we were tired we're traveling all day i don't remember the exact circumstance i just remember
02:36:00.020we were tired we were hungry and in the super tourist traps of germany you had people that
02:36:06.740spoke fluent english but our founder nor myself are fluent in deutsch in deutscher spraca so we
02:36:20.420trying to do our best we just wanted some food and steve wanted some chicken the waiter came up to us
02:36:27.380and he didn't he didn't speak english we didn't speak german steve wanted some chicken says
02:36:37.980chicken oh the guy has no idea you know what so steve tucked his uh as i recall
02:37:13.140kind in the sense that we were in his country
02:37:17.080and we didn't speak his language but we were trying and he did his part and made it work
02:37:26.120if a random waiter in lubeck can do that why would our gods not be able to understand what
02:37:33.240our intention is if and if we're doing it from the right heart space
02:37:39.800reward us with their blessings or they're you know taking our offering in the spirit it's intended
02:37:47.080Also, with Germans and with AFA trips to Europe, Mandy and I and a number of other AFA leaders
02:37:56.000went over to Sweden a number of years ago, and we met there with an elderly German couple that
02:38:05.800showed up early for an event, and they were going to be joined by some of their countrymen,
02:38:10.440you know, three days later, I think, at the event we were going to,
02:38:13.820But they wanted to hang out with us. And we were at a friend of ours home over there. He was a Swede. This elderly couple did not speak Swedish. They did not speak English. None of us spoke German.
02:38:30.920they spent three days with us we had a lovely time we laughed we enjoyed each other's company
02:38:41.060we shared meals we figured out where we were going and where to meet because they had their
02:38:47.240own vehicle and we had you know a number of different vehicles it worked amazingly well
02:38:53.840We didn't speak each other's language, but it worked out.
02:38:59.020And I think that's much closer to how we relate to the gods than, you know, and I think it's just as far removed and just as strange an analogy.
02:39:10.640I think that is closer to how we relate to the gods than, you know, typing in the extra life codes on the Nintendo 64, having the rectangle controller that dug into your hands when you were really beaten on the controls.
02:39:27.220Right. Have the grid and the cauldron and the candles.
02:39:30.300And OK, so here's the thing. And I'll speak more on this.
02:39:34.400and i forget where he expresses it and i think he expresses it in a lot of different places
02:39:43.120one of the more esoteric kind of works that i was reading when i first got into
02:39:48.440was some of uh dr stephen flower's pen name edgen thorson's works and he talked about
02:39:55.760magical practice and things and how often when people first start out, they need really
02:40:05.120elaborate ritual to, I guess, orient themselves, calibrate themselves to what they're doing,
02:40:46.020having to find that context. There's nothing wrong if you want to get in the tic-tac-toe pattern
02:40:54.400on how you orient your stuff and you want to do the dance steps and do the things to do ritual
02:41:02.960work. If that gets you in a headspace where you are more receptive to messages from the divine
02:41:14.140and you are more focused on the intent of what you're doing,
02:41:20.380okay, that's not wrong, that's not bad, you're not doing it wrong.
02:41:26.000In my experience, when doing rituals specifically,
02:41:30.740the more I'm trying to remember complicated movements or complicated formula,
02:41:38.820The less I'm opening my heart to the gods, the more I'm thinking about all these little tedious things and not about I'm in the presence of my gods.
02:41:58.100I don't think about those things because I'm worried about remembering my next line or my next movement.
02:42:08.820That it takes me out of ritual space to do that. And I find much more benefit and much more comfort just opening my heart and speaking off the cuff to the gods.
02:42:26.080I think that connects me in a better way. And different people probably approach that differently.
02:42:34.260And I'm not saying people that don't do it like me are wrong, but I am saying our gods are mighty and they have the ability to understand us.
02:42:49.740It's not a, so in math, you either get the answer or you don't.
02:42:57.660If you mess up a step, you're exponentially wrong at the end and it's all done.
02:43:04.260It's right or it's wrong. In language arts, it's different. You can write an essay and it doesn't
02:43:14.860have to be perfect. Some of it can be a little bit off. Some of it can be really insightful.
02:43:20.700There's a lot of different things. And I think that expresses interpersonal relationship much
02:43:25.340better than a math problem. So when you approach the gods, I think understanding that they are at
02:43:32.960the bare minimum, the very best of people, and that they are only greater and more than
02:43:40.100that. They're certainly capable of deciphering your intention if it's done with piety and
02:43:46.200respect and responding to it accordingly. So don't fear that if you don't get the right
02:43:52.900dance steps that they won't hear you or don't care. That's simply not the case. And I probably
02:43:58.540waxed over long on that um did christianity steal the jesus hanging from wood story from that
02:44:12.220i didn't see what that was in the thing i'm only assuming it's the all-father pinning himself to
02:44:18.220the world tree to win the runes spawn do you see a theft of that or how do you see
02:44:28.460that's relation to the crucifixion so this is another thing that i'm talking about when i say
02:44:37.180like the arian folk as christianity came in there was either things that they absolutely had to have
02:44:46.700like the trinity or there were things that were not important to the semitic people or any other
02:44:56.380people that were um adopting or or being forced to take on christianity um but there are things
02:45:04.700that the arian folk of europe will immediately key in on so you know the the crucifixion
02:45:13.900and being placed on a roman uh judicial device um uh and and the idea of the the
02:45:26.380um you know jesus saying he's forsaken by his father and then he goes down into hell and and
02:45:33.720so on and so forth i think that was really keyed in on as it was spreading through the germ the
02:45:42.040germanic or or even just arian at large like the slavs the hellenics the germanics etc um i don't
02:45:51.820think there was necessarily a theft. I think there was a hyper fixation upon it because there was
02:46:00.120already a hyper fixation on its symbolic meaning. And so we see this in both tomato Europe and
02:46:11.240potato Europe, as I like to joke. But in both pre-Christian religions, there are clear
02:46:19.720connections to suspension. In the Hellenic world, suspension is generally held as a state of
02:46:30.240limbo, purgatory. It's seen relatively negatively, or at least it's used that way.
02:46:38.100There's the punishment of Tantalus, who is forced to be suspended above water, but below a tree.
02:46:47.200And every time he tries to drink the water, he can't reach it. And every time he tries to eat the fruit, he can't eat it. And he's punished by the gods in the Greco-Roman stories. Same with Prometheus.
02:47:02.460He is suspended somewhere between heaven and earth, and it is because of his relinquishing of knowledge to humanity.
02:47:12.060um so suspension there does have functionality in the Germanic sense suspension is about in essence
02:47:25.800slipping between two worlds uh to be going in between that which is substantial and that which
02:47:35.520is um uh fixed so suspension had a functionality in a in a different way and i think both of these
02:47:44.160are evolutions of the group the original arian concept but the fact that um the rabbi yeshua
02:47:54.800of nazarene was crucified on a roman crucifix europeans have fixated that because another
02:48:04.560perfect example is suspension generally is always associated with um the center the axis mundi we
02:48:13.680see this with atlas um being uh underneath but representing the the um kind of the stability of
02:48:22.160the lower um we see it with the ermine soul being the the axis mundi of the of the middle world um
02:48:32.400and in this case there's no real referencing or understanding that can be squeezed out of the
02:48:40.400bible in relation to jesus being that the crucifix is somehow symbolic to the axis mundi it is all
02:48:48.480about the death it's all about the fact that pompous gave the pharisees a chance he said
02:48:57.200said you want to kill this guy you've asked me three times to do it he's a Roman citizen
02:49:03.260um how about conscious or yes sorry uh Pontius Pilate um he says you know uh okay I'll give
02:49:15.200you I find no fault in him yeah he he says he's a Roman citizen there's no reason why you guys
02:49:21.500want to kill him but he wants to give them a crazy dilemma you can choose this guy who's clearly
02:49:27.980you know supposed to be on the cross by law or you can let that man go and kill that guy and when
02:49:36.240they say yeah yeah we'll kill that guy that's why he's like no i wash my hands of this like
02:49:40.240your your crazy religion is off the wall like you guys are bonkers um so it's really a focus about
02:49:49.220death and i think that the crucifix itself is simply a state of historical
02:49:57.040uh point now when you look at suspension and aryan religion it's much bigger and it has a lot more
02:50:07.260um points and this kind of came to me when i was reading the grim fairy tales there's a
02:50:16.100a story called the turnip and at the end of the story there's a man who hangs himself from a tree
02:50:22.180in order to gain secret knowledge and that's when i kind of was like wow you know the arian concept
02:50:28.980of suspension um is about attaining that between which is real and kind of utilizing
02:50:40.580the the ethereal middle um and what that means and there's lots of theories as to why
02:50:48.260um most people will harken back to um shamanism and i meant to say that too with uh with slepner
02:50:57.860there is the the eight legs being associated with drumming perhaps a an eight a form of eight beats
02:51:08.020or something like that um as yggdrasil is also you know the the horse of odin or the gallows of odin
02:51:18.740and there is clearly connections with old world stone age um techniques that are unbroken and
02:51:26.420passed down into the bronze age and then into the stone i mean into the iron age so i'm not arguing
02:51:32.340that there isn't. But the idea of suspension to the Aryan folk was so prevalent in the blood that
02:51:42.300when Christianity came in, they applied the value and the meaning to it, even though I do not
02:51:49.040believe there was any value or meaning to it before Saul and Simon came into Europe. And again,
02:51:58.720And that's the same way with the with the Trinity, the Holy Ghost and the idea of the Trinity was not a thing until it was in Europe.
02:52:10.600And any time you hear anyone argue that it's always been a part of it, it's because they're they're stouting.
02:52:17.700Sorry, they're spouting arguments of the pro Trinity side that go far back.
02:52:25.180But it wasn't. There was very much a biphetic nature between Yahweh and the children of Yahweh, the chosen of Yahweh, the Udahites or what have you.
02:52:41.380It was very much up and up and there was no middle. It was just up and down.
02:52:47.220And then eventually the lower comes into formulation in the religion. And then there's significance when it hits Europe that greatly changes Christianity.
02:53:00.520So it was philosophy that changed Christianity and made it more European. And of course, it was simply the deepest and most strong currents of Arian faith that also notably changed.
02:53:16.840So I think that's where people find that significance. And I think it's also very easy for our folk after they say they don't know any of the stories of the gods and then they are Christian and then they hear the story of Lord Odin and they immediately start making those connections.
02:53:36.560but one is so much more viscerally, you feel it.
02:53:42.320It's not so much about the death or the sacrifice or, you know, in that sense.
02:53:49.160And I'll end with this much because I'm yammering.
02:53:53.260There are, I've encountered Christians who said,
02:53:56.680oh, you know, my God hung from the crucifix to save humanity.
02:54:05.060But bear in mind, let's, you know, if you read the Bible, you know who Jesus is really.
02:54:10.640He's the shepherd of the sons and daughters of Israel.
02:54:16.100But Lord Odin, you know, was selfish and was hanging himself on the tree for his own devices.
02:54:27.840Lord Odin was hanging himself on the tree in order to, like he's doing the eye in the well.
02:54:35.060and everything else is to learn and stave off the end and to be able to find the very foundational
02:54:45.620chords vibrational uh structure substructure of of all creation is why he did it was to
02:54:55.460to go even further and deeper in in order to arm himself so that placing off ragnarok so
02:55:03.860So the search of knowledge is true, but it's also worth noting that there is, again, a sacrifice or a sense of loss to gain something else.
02:55:17.220But that's my take on it, is that the Aryan mythos has suspension in very high regards, and that when the crucifixion comes into European sphere, it is absolutely zoned in on, for good reason.
02:55:35.260i appreciate that you keep it super jewy when you're talking about bible stuff
02:55:47.780and i'm not i'm not joking like rabbi yeshua and yeshua and saul and simon you're not going
02:55:57.060to call them paul and peter you're going to call them yeah you're going to call gene simmons by
02:56:02.940Like whatever Levy version it really is.
02:56:09.840So I joke, it's funny, but it also paints things in contrasting colors to make them clear.
02:56:21.300um when you make hebrew greek it sounds more pleasing to an arian ear when you keep hebrew
02:56:33.240hebrew then it is very semitic and very foreign and it should be it is foreign
03:02:14.460When we deal with modern celebrity, there are people that make quite a good living following Taylor Swift around, taking pictures of her doing any normal function in life.
03:02:34.040Look, here's Taylor Swift eating a Twinkie. Look, I've seen her. She went into the store.
03:02:39.080There's really adept stalkers in the paparazzi, but those people don't know her the way that
03:02:47.860people who grew up with her do, or her family does, or normal people that have had real
03:02:54.440relationship do they've created a fake image that she projects and not the person that she is and
03:03:05.360substitute any celebrity you want i just picked a random thing you can be a stalker of the gods
03:03:12.380and know a lot of academic theories that relate to them it's not the same as knowing them and
03:03:20.220relating to them and sharing your soul with them and bearing parts of yourself that are intimate to
03:03:30.860tell them you know your thoughts and your fears and who you are and relating to them as a person
03:03:37.580um there's people that watch this at a distance that may not ever get to know him or whatever
03:03:45.520that oh spawns the lore guy he is the painter of murals lo the archetypical artist and lore master
03:03:55.960is spawn that's fine and it's better than nothing but it's not the same as being his friend and
03:04:04.420talking to him about his kids and talking to him about you know problems and silly fun things that
03:04:35.720I'm going to throw this one out to Svon.
03:04:37.780I'm going to take a break for a second to go say goodnight to my daughter, and I will be right back.
03:04:46.020How much room does the AFA allow for people to have their own interpretations, ideas, beliefs, etc.?
03:04:56.520And what are some hardline, nope, you have to believe this, go.
03:05:02.480well i think the better way to look at that is we are a center point and that people come into
03:05:15.200the outstreet folk assembly from all over the spectrum of of uh belief and uh things like that
03:05:24.640we have had members who come in and they look at the gods archetypal and then they grow
03:05:32.160to see the gods as they are and have a relationship with them um some folk come in uh having
03:05:43.200where they prefer at home to honor the gods in like gaulish name or or what have you
03:05:52.000And so what we're basically saying is when you come to the AFA and you say you go to Hoff and you go to national events, it is understood this is the common law, if you will, of the way things are going.
03:06:12.680If you are at home and you take a particular precept or you introduce conceptualization of like Hinduism or, you know, you have a Slavic lean towards things, that's fine.
03:06:33.520but it is so important for our people all the different branches to bundle together and wrap
03:06:40.160themselves under one banner and people cannot get their heads out of that so oftentimes and it's
03:06:48.160really sad i see it happen all the time um you know i honor the gods in the irish name and i
03:06:55.440understand this is germanic um and and we say well pan germanic we believe that the gods of the irish
03:07:03.120and and the greco hellenic and the slavs and the germanic norse these are all these are the arian
03:07:11.040gods they're expressed in their own cultural views but you live in the united states you
03:07:17.040speak a germanic language um and that was the last jumping point the peninsula is the norse
03:07:23.680so when we're together that's what we use and we use it really to not confuse our children
03:07:30.000and keep consistency and things moving forward it's not simply because we're nordicists um
03:07:38.160so they'll come in and they'll do that but then they want to implement these things and the
03:07:47.680the church is the afa is the church of the ice here it's not changing we're going in our in
03:07:54.480our direction it we are evolving on our own but not just because one guy wants to call lord odin
03:08:02.560you know voton and gets upset because not nobody else is calling him voton um no and and and you
03:08:12.720know again we would explain no our founder refers to lord oh then as voton and there could be woe
03:08:19.840done and and so on it's all the it's like the semantics start to get people to spiral into
03:08:30.080uh brittleness and it's terrible it sucks um but like hard nose i i would definitely say
03:08:42.000the honoring of loki this could be another perfect example oh well i practiced uh the
03:08:53.200german gesellschaft the the faith of the uh icier in a german form and since
03:09:01.520loki is not in any written fact of the central european he's strictly a nordic model and so
03:09:09.200he's irrelevant and he start it it starts piecing um and pulling itself and i will not use the
03:09:18.320younger food i'll use the anglo-phrygian fruit art because i'm anglo-saxon it starts to get
03:09:25.360so ridiculous again it's fracturing it's just all of these little pieces getting pulled apart
03:09:33.040when what we're trying to say is pull together join and be strong and so we are
03:09:45.120pushing for that with the semblance of when we get together you understand the the individuality
03:09:53.120that you have at your home the individuality you may have at a principality is fine but we
03:09:58.320are common together here so that way we have that connection and it doesn't drive us so far apart
03:10:08.800no one is going to come to your house because you make a connection between lord thor and indra
03:10:16.160no one's going to come to your house and like kick over your indra uh godstead um
03:10:22.080Um, you know, actually we, we speak about that often about the Pan-Arianism and all of those things.
03:10:29.960Um, so I'm kind of beating a dead horse, but I appreciate that though, because my daughter,
03:10:36.860uh, needed way more attention than, uh, was warranted.
03:10:44.660So now that, you know, I just the big hard liners, of course, is that accepting that there are tenets in our faith that our ancestors and albeit to the gods did not come down and decree, you know, and hand a rune stick to someone and say no gays or something like that.
03:11:09.540there's there's a sense of uh just as easily as the universalist have opened up our religion and
03:11:18.060made it accessible to everyone in the world we have the ability to also say no our ancestors
03:11:25.540would have protected their their things they would have insulated themselves from the issues that
03:11:30.780eventually uh greatly hurt them if they were able to soon enough so these adaptations or uh there
03:11:40.540you know there's universalists that think the gods care about political stuff and it's like yeah uh
03:11:47.180well our ancestors are monarchists uh technically um or might makes right i mean if you want to go
03:11:55.820down that road. But the reality of it is, is that the gods are concerned with us governing
03:12:04.380ourselves. That's why Lord Forseti is such a prominent god of governance and making ourselves
03:12:12.040not animals and not living in anarchy. So the only hard lines I would say is probably,
03:12:23.040obviously no worship of chaos no worship of entity of chaos uh and i mean that not as all
03:12:31.900yotans because we've clearly talked about lore not all yotans are are chaos i've tried to emphasize
03:12:38.280yotan really means ancient um but there are yotans of chaos and so i'm really speaking of like
03:12:47.640loki worship and then jotun worship especially when you look at the gods as enemy and i've seen
03:12:55.240that and people call themselves ausatru and yet they they're kind of villainizing the gods and
03:13:03.480that's because they're so inundated with modernity where the underdog and the um the
03:13:11.400the outsider is actually the good guy and the big strong jock is the bad guy that stuff is just an
03:13:20.400after effect of a lot of that so they can't call themselves out of true if you're out of true
03:13:25.440you're loyal to the ice here loyal loyal to the gods you do not facilitate worship or give credence
03:13:33.940to uh loki or any entity that seeks to tear down the gods and tear down order in the center and
03:13:44.820i mean really that's it i'd love to poetically give you a third because threes are so significant
03:13:49.700but right now just off the top of my head that's the first two i would say all right so
03:13:56.100So, I don't like Svan limiting our inquisitors and their ability to copy your heretical altars.
03:14:10.340I noticed you have a modern interpretation of Lord Thor on your altar.
03:14:17.780This does not match the true look, Maul.
03:22:15.980So when we evaluate membership, we also, you know,
03:22:19.880we look at criminal history, but there's a lot of things that,
03:22:23.300you know, under context, there's understanding,
03:22:26.540or people make bad choices, or sometimes people choose to,
03:22:30.800you know, be villainous in certain ways for a variety of reasons,
03:22:33.980for money or for a number of other things.
03:22:36.540but when you have decided that it's okay for you to treat weaker things with cruelty
03:22:48.500it also represents a mental defect that isn't acceptable to have around the folk cruelty to
03:22:56.800animals cruelty to elders cruelty to children cruelty to women things that are wantonly cruel
03:23:04.680we don't accept either it's anti-Aryan in an extreme way
03:23:11.240um so those are the really hard line things like you have to actually believe in the gods
03:23:19.640you have to actually be loyal to them and the other thing as far as doctrine goes that we need
03:23:29.280and it is what it is i understand how it sounds coming from me
03:23:36.560but it do we take our spiritual guidance from those in authority from those who've been ordained
03:23:47.680from our gothar from our elders and from the spiritual authority invested in me as i was here
03:23:57.120you need to trust the spiritual authority the austral folk assembly and part of being loyal
03:24:06.480to the iser is being loyal to those that follow in that chain of command
03:24:14.560and i get it and you can tell i feel uncomfortable saying that that's the world that we live in
03:24:22.000it's uncomfortable for me to get here and say well everybody's got to listen to me
03:24:26.160and that's one of our rules is you got to do what i tell you but on a fundamental spiritual level
03:24:32.080you do need to trust in the guidance that i try to do it's not always going to be perfect
03:24:40.320it is always going to be well intended and um earnest but yeah respecting the authority
03:24:51.840of our church and how it's structured matters deviation from that creates schism and separation
03:25:01.280between our folk and our gods it weakens us as a folk and it weakens us as a community and it
03:25:09.440erodes the spiritual bonds that we have so you know i'm not doing everything perfect i'm doing
03:25:16.320it to the best that i know how to and i'm doing it well intentioned but you know i'll tell you
03:25:21.760Goethe number three hopefully can improve upon the very best that I can do, and I hope
03:25:29.000that there is a process of improvement with each subsequent Alzheimer Goethe into our
03:25:34.700future, but trusting in that lineage and that hierarchy is really important, and it is
03:25:50.800what it is, but I do think that's a fundamental to our faith.
03:25:55.780It is Greek. It's Sodoma Itas. Itas means resident of. And Sodom, of course, is referring to...
03:26:08.060All right. So Svon, what is the Hebrew version? What is folks that live in Sodom in Hebrew?
03:26:16.920Well, because remember, it was the functioning of sharing the sins of those of Sodom.
03:26:24.940So I guess the idea would be to look up what is the, not Hebrew, but, oh my goodness, it just left me, Aramaic word for that would probably be.
03:26:45.960i don't know it predates that it's in the it's in it's in genesis so yeah i mean
03:26:53.640because again is hebrew the the language of hebrew today we will leave that
03:27:01.080and those discussions to uh the folks with the tiny hats um as far as house true goes
03:27:10.840videos our next question is ever heard of Simon Tomlin who goes under the name the daily agenda
03:27:22.000on YouTube he's based in the UK claims to be an Odinist but was bad-mouthing the AFA on a recent
03:27:29.500video and calling me a fraud who is in who's in it for the money uh and just wanted to know if
03:27:38.740was ever involved in the AFA in some way. Svon, do you know this gentleman? I do not,
03:27:44.880but he clearly does not know. I use the term gentleman extremely loosely in this case.
03:27:50.780He clearly does not know your financial life and how you live with the allowance that you
03:28:00.980give yourself from the church and it's criminally low um and uh no i've never heard of this guy i
03:28:11.500don't it's like you after meeting you and going to your home and seeing how you with uh the
03:28:19.860inheritance from your mother and uh the the work that your wife does but then also finding out like
03:28:26.420how little you actually kind of get from everything i was like wow but it the gods helped
03:28:34.020and facilitated in different ways for you to have a a stable life for you and your family so i
03:28:41.420totally get that and i i've often been joked as being the independently wealthy barber i mean
03:28:46.920one article even said i bought uh thorshoff with my own money which was very you know fancy
03:28:54.460why are you calling us fawn what what do you got going on that we don't know about i know
03:28:59.460what's going on yeah so but no i've never heard um i've never heard of this guy i looked him up
03:29:09.720when i saw the question so i have and i only heard about him like super recently
03:29:17.680we had a uh I had a guy in the UK reach out to us to kind of put him on our radar
03:29:29.200so according to I gotta look at the thing so I'm only aware of the daily agenda but according to
03:29:36.280uh Simon Tomlin I am only in it for the money I am also a a fed
03:29:48.080oh so am i in it for the afa like hoftaler residuals or from my like government paycheck
03:29:58.560from y'all's taxes one of the two perhaps both maybe i'm double dipping on that that
03:30:05.120would be a smart way to do that um and then also i'm a coward because i
03:37:47.220And one of the most successful tools of the enemy is convincing a generation of our young men that there's no point in even trying because nothing can ever be successful.
03:37:57.520The AF3 is a story of how a small handful of people who genuinely care and are willing to put themselves out there hard can achieve some really beautiful things.
03:38:13.500We would love to achieve that with you guys and all together.
03:52:32.540what i think too many of our people have decided to define politics as is
03:52:43.660like going out and being radical in the street and often scaring people
03:52:53.580I think that politics is much broader than that. And if we consider, you know, street activism as the only expression of politics, I think we miss a lot of, I don't know, the American experience when it comes to politics.
03:53:15.720What I don't see when people talk about politics is folks running for office or campaigning for legislation that's going to benefit our folk in some way or, you know, actual political things.
03:53:32.380It's people wearing the little skull mask stuff and yelling at people or dropping slogan related signs or literature.
03:53:45.640And I don't. So I have attended some some rallies for free speech and various other things.
03:53:58.060I did some of that when I was living closer to San Francisco.
04:04:32.540And you see in the beginning and middle of last century, folks really look to the East for their spirituality in a lot of ways, because it wasn't an obvious thing that you could do.
04:04:53.080And I say that. So when I found House of True, I didn't understand it was an option. I examined my options spiritually. And the only option that appeared to me as a young man was there's Christianity. I'm a white man in the United States. And 1999, when I graduated high school, what is there? There's Christianity. That's what you have.
04:05:17.180not a muslim not a jew um can't really be a hindu because i'm not you know a dot indian so what do i
04:05:25.620do a lot of people and luckily for me i was able to find the house true folk assembly
04:05:32.960but in you know if that conversation if i was having that 60 years earlier
04:05:40.640maybe what i would have found would have been hinduism and i get that so i don't fault that
04:05:49.080as a place to start certainly i don't fault that historically for people um
04:15:49.580What we do run into is the people that don't want to accept that.
04:15:53.420there are people that have an ingrained inferiority thing where they need to pretend
04:16:04.120that there's something that they're not example elizabeth warren she's not an engine she's just
04:16:12.280not but she's you know what in her 70s and she is gonna go to her grave claiming that she is a
04:16:21.420cherokee princess there is like no detectable engine in her dna but that's clearly what she is
04:16:31.180not the 90 something percent obvious english or german that she is
04:16:38.260no she's holding on to this maybe one percent maybe a 0.5 percent maybe zero percent but no
04:16:47.420She is a Cherokee princess. That is a mental illness that destabilizes our folk. So we would not let Elizabeth Warren join until Elizabeth Warren came to grips and reconciliation with the fact that she is a white woman.
04:17:04.380realistically spawn mentions i don't know if this is the same scenario we had a guy at sumble one
04:17:12.440time i said hey guys you know what so we're doing our ancestors round make sure your ancestor looks
04:17:18.400like the rest of us haha we're not getting out the skull calipers but make sure the ancestor you
04:17:24.400raise a horn to looks like everybody else haha t he isn't that funny no seriously i say it because
04:17:30.720people need to know yeah it was the same situation 30 minutes later on raises horn to my great
04:17:38.240grandma sacajawea because she was persecuted because she was cherokee and she was in white
04:17:45.200society and cherokee people and cherokee pride they the killed our but what are you doing what
04:17:57.840are you doing we immediately ejected that guy from the austral folk assembly because what the hell
04:18:05.040are you doing so that's the thing don't make it a problem but we're not trying to do this one percent
04:18:15.200thing we're not going to do the purity spiral we're not going to play let's try to root out these
04:18:22.160things that is toxic and not what we do it is very obvious to all of us who a white person is and who
04:18:34.240it's not white people can join the afa if you're not white you can't if you're if you look like
04:18:45.860dolph lundgren but you want to tell me about how you're black or whatever your nonsense
04:18:55.060is that's not even a racial issue that is a mental health issue but it is that destabilizes our folk
04:19:03.620and we don't want around us but no if your people will join that are 99 white and there's one
04:19:11.620percent ashken nobody cares about that but if they join up and say hey let me just tell you up front
04:19:19.860that i am from the tribe of judah and i'm this and then no we're not gonna let you in right
04:19:27.860but there's white people and there's not and we don't do some kind of genetic testing to rule
04:19:32.980out one percent or whatever that's silly it's silly i was gonna say when me and my wife uh
04:19:42.420were newly married it was kind of a fun thing to do the genetic test and i was speculative of it
04:19:48.980but because iceland is very it's an insular um thing by way of norway that's all we're getting
04:19:57.060there's nothing else really going on there um i i did it and i actually had a friend
04:20:04.580who worked for 23andme and she was saying five percent and below is actually not even confirmed
04:20:12.500it's comparative they don't have the material um the they just compare and they get pretty wild
04:20:21.220because they don't take into account colonizations and migrations etc etc so um they uh
04:20:32.100they got a little while but my test came out it was exactly like to the t
04:20:40.260um everything and still underneath the five percent had some like wild stuff like iberian
04:20:46.900peninsula i was like what but ridiculous yeah so no the pure we reject the purity spiral it's
04:20:56.340obnoxious it's the reason that our people can't make friends it's traps you in a pizza roll
04:21:07.220old basement floral couch existence that we do not want to uh to stay under the thumb of
04:21:16.280reject the purity spiral you can tell ours or not ours and that's as far as we try to take it
04:21:24.140uh so what about a half finish half french
04:21:31.160all right so svan is is caught in a uh his camera is frozen that's why he did not respond humorously
04:21:42.800when i made my my most recent pizza roll analogy uh we'll wait till he returns a little bit but
04:21:49.160again there are completely caucasian fins
04:22:03.280the Finnish nationality is one that is a little bit
04:22:09.620there's a certain amount of diversity involved there depending on where you're at
04:22:17.360and it's hard not being a native fin on being able to flesh that out but I'll say that
04:22:22.760There are plenty of completely white Finns. A white person who is a Fin who marries a white French person, absolutely they can join.
04:22:35.180An Asiatic person who happens to be in Finland that marries a sub-Saharan African person that happens to live in France, no, that person could not join.
04:22:47.800So I think that difference really matters.
04:25:09.780so if we were to suspend the free practice of religion
04:25:16.820in america it would be so very unconstitutional that likely a whole bunch of other deviants
04:25:25.860from the Constitution would happen, and there would be corresponding geopolitical shifts
04:25:34.040and schisms and things. So I think a lot of things would have to go in place before that were to
04:25:41.480happen. That's one of the things that's kind of unique about our country is our ability to
04:25:48.680practice Ausatru is so deeply built into the core principles of our national existence,
04:25:58.060the term enshrined in our constitution, that taking that away would have a lot of implications
04:26:07.900that might change the nature of your question if it actually happened.
04:26:13.440What would not happen is that the Ausatru Folk Assembly would cease to exist.
04:26:18.680We would continue existing in whatever, whatever way needed to happen.
04:26:28.760If that meant we had to migrate to a place it was legal to practice our faith, that's what we would do.
04:26:37.420If it meant that we had to, you know, somehow underground practice it, that's what we would do.
04:26:43.400But those of us who are loyal, who have sworn our troth to the Aesir, been ordained in their service, I promise you for myself, a million percent, no matter what, I would continue practicing and being your Arnold's Harrier Goofy, whatever that might look like.
04:27:05.100We would have to make those choices when they came up.
04:27:09.160But, you know, that's one thing that's non-negotiable, that, you know, there is nothing that can compel me not to continue actively in my faith until the day of my death and beyond.
04:27:35.100All right. Well, I think that's all of our questions we have for this evening.
04:27:40.700Thank everyone for joining us. Still trying to figure out exactly who we're going to have on
04:27:46.400for next week on some scheduling stuff, but I look forward to seeing all of you. I guarantee
04:27:52.440you one person or two people that will be here for you next week, producer Nick and myself.
04:27:58.440I appreciate everyone who has been in the comments tonight. I appreciate those of you who have
04:28:03.820donate it. I appreciate everybody who asks a question. I look forward to talking to you guys
04:28:09.200next week. Until then, hail the God, or hail the Iseer, hail the folk, hail the AFA, and remember,