00:04:15.080I did my own winter night's ritual on Friday night.
00:04:18.860I filled my drinking horn with ale and went out to a fenced-off area on the grounds of
00:04:23.380my apartment complex, where a few small trees grow and no one ever goes.
00:04:29.620After calling upon the gods and goddesses, I spoke the name of every female ancestor
00:04:34.320whose name I knew, and recounted as many of their deeds as I could recall.
00:04:40.180I could feel their presence surround me as I gave them thanks and honored them.
00:04:45.140I renewed my pledge to make them proud that I came from them.
00:04:50.240I recounted my deeds from the past year for both good and ill.
00:04:55.660I asked their continued guidance throughout the year to come
00:04:59.180and thanked them for all that they had given me
00:05:02.280in the time that I had known them as well as what was inherited through blood.
00:05:07.660I hailed them all, hailed the gods and goddesses, hailed the whites of the land,
00:05:13.460yet, even after ending the ritual, the presence of my desir remained thick in the air about me.
00:05:21.620Even now their presence is still almost overwhelming.
00:05:25.380I now understand what Steve was saying about the veil between the worlds being thin this time of year.
00:05:31.580Since coming to Alcetru, I've begun to cultivate a deeper understanding of things I've felt my entire life, but could not begin to comprehend.
00:05:44.860Here's a poem I wrote long ago about the Deesir and their interaction with us, their descendants.
00:05:50.940I'll start with the little prose lead-in I wrote at that time, and then I'll go into the poem itself.
00:05:57.020It's called October Women, in honor of the Deesir at Winter Nights.
00:06:04.540October is just right for the Deesir, for the women ancestors who have left Midgard and look on beyond our world.
00:06:11.940It's perfect, too, for Freya's somber side, which we honor at this time of year.
00:06:16.920And if you've ever read any Ray Bradbury, you know that he's the poet laureate of the October spirit.
00:06:23.400it. Here's my tribute to Freya, and to the Deesir, and to their special bard, whose stories