00:00:00.000Hello, Simone. I'm excited to be here with you today. Today, we are going to be talking
00:00:02.640about Jungian psychology, which people know I am not a fan of, but I want to explain what
00:00:10.180his psychology is. And it's important to know about, because if you are consuming manosphere
00:00:15.280content, what you may not realize, or even conservative content more broadly, is a lot
00:00:20.580of conservative intellectuals recycle Jungian theory without telling you that's what they're
00:00:26.700doing um famous person for doing this is jordan peterson well jordan peterson talks about young
00:00:33.280a lot i think just not that many people necessarily understand how much young has influenced him
00:00:37.960yeah and so it's useful to be able to note call out when you're having youngian bs thrown at you
00:00:45.760and to understand why it's wrong because a lot of it can sound like oh shadow work or something like
00:00:52.580this. I can see how this is useful. And it's fundamentally bad because it leads you to
00:00:57.240bad conceptualizations of how your brain works that lead you to psychological places that can be
00:01:04.140more difficult than they need to be to resolve. So let's dive in. The structure of the psyche
00:01:11.620in Jung's perspective is that you have the ego, the center of consciousness, your sense of I,
00:01:17.680identity and everyday awareness. It is an important part, but not the whole self.
00:01:22.980And it can become rigid or inflated if it ignores the unconscious. And this is where you talk about
00:01:29.140people with like an inflated ego. And we'll get to more what he means by this, which by the way,
00:01:34.060I think is a very bad way to think about this phenomenon. And you have the personal unconscious.
00:01:39.980This contains repressed or forgotten personal experiences, memories, and feeling toned
00:01:45.280complexes, emotionally charged clusters of ideas like a mother complex or inferiority
00:01:50.480complex, which we'll get to a lot because they're really important to him.
00:01:52.780These act asynchronously and can influence behavior strongly.
00:01:57.540Now, the first thing I need to note, just like before we go farther, is scientifically
00:02:02.320speaking, to the best of our knowledge in psychology right now, and keep in mind, I
00:02:07.900am very dubious of psychology as a science, but I am trained enough in it to feel like
00:02:15.100have a fairly good understanding of where the bs lies and where where things that we've actually
00:02:20.400pretty much gotten down at this point um and one of the things that it seems pretty reliable at
00:02:26.440this point is that repressed memories are not a real phenomenon you do not forget something
00:02:34.760have it continue to affect you and then have it come back later in life when this happens it is
00:02:41.960almost always in the studies that have looked at this a lot, one of two phenomenon. Phenomenon one
00:02:48.960is called forgetting before remembering. So what happens in phenomenon is somebody will go to their
00:02:57.960spouse or something like that and been like, oh my God, I just had this memory that came back to me
00:03:04.780all of a sudden of my father or uncle sexually you know essaying me as a kid and this is horrifying
00:03:13.320and then the person who they came to is this will be like oh oh my god that is horrifying
00:03:17.800while secretly being like actually you talked about that all the time and
00:03:22.260causes this phenomenon is they'll remember something like this but then the context of
00:03:29.000that memory changes so they might remember their uncle doing something funny with them as a kid
00:03:35.740or touching them in a way that they thought was silly or weird or made them a little uncomfortable
00:03:40.780like their uncle was always creepy and like did stuff like that creepy thing for me but it wasn't
00:03:46.420you know grape um and then one day they're sitting there and they're like that was a grape oh my god
00:03:53.900but because they hadn't remembered it with such a charged word like grape attached to it
00:04:00.600they had forgotten the previous times they had remembered it they had forgotten that that was
00:04:06.580always in their memory because what they're actually remembering is i had never remembered
00:04:10.840that as a grape i had never remembered my uncle graped me i had just remembered my uncle did this
00:04:16.300funny thing to me so you get enough of a category change that you forget that you had previously
00:04:21.740always had this in your memory. The second thing is it's an implanted memory. This is when very
00:04:28.680famous was hypnosis, but also it can happen with psychologists more broadly, which is to say it's
00:04:33.320very easy for people to conflate fake memories. People fake memories all the time. Our brain
00:04:39.940constantly makes up memories. Obviously the famous study that I talk a lot about when I'm talking
00:04:44.300about AI, when people are like, well, AI makes up how it knows something. And the famous memory
00:04:48.760blindness studies in humans, where you show them pictures of attractive women, and then you do
00:04:52.560sleight of hand and you go, why did you pick this one? And they'll just go on a long rant about why
00:04:56.480they chose that one. And it was not the one they just chose. Or even like political ballot choices.
00:05:01.800Yeah. Yeah. So people will just make up why they made decisions. And this has a big problem with
00:05:10.180memories, right? Because if you make up, oh, you know, a psychologist walks you through something
00:05:15.540in a hypnotic suggested state or they, you, you know, they walk you through, well, do you remember
00:05:21.080this happening? You can think back and create that false memory shockingly easy. It is very,
00:05:28.080very easy for humans to create false memories. And the reason why I'm so against people who
00:05:32.800push the idea of repetitive memories is because the moment you have this concept and you believe
00:05:38.760it's real, then you and any culture that stems from you, your kids, everything like that, that
00:05:43.920you teach about this are very susceptible to this. And this is really bad because this is the core
00:05:49.300wedge that things like the urban monoculture and cults like Scientology use to drive a wedge between
00:05:54.800people and their support network, i.e. their families. So if your kids grow up believing
00:06:00.220in suppressed memories, it's much easier for someone to later teach them. Imagine how mortifying
00:06:06.080that would be if somebody convinced one of your kids that you essayed them and you didn't. And yet
00:06:11.040we know from research this happens all the time for people who go visit psychologists and stuff
00:06:16.060like this well this was even an issue in the period of this the satanic panic all these kids
00:06:20.180were like yeah i was involved in this horrible stuff and everyone's like what are you what are
00:06:25.180you talking about yeah this never happened and then his final layer here the collective unconscious
00:06:31.440young's most distinctive contribution a deeper universal layer shared by all humans inherited
00:06:35.780across generations not personally acquired it is like a psychic instinctual reservoir containing
00:06:42.020primordial images and patterns common to humanity and he believes that this is like a real physical
00:06:48.600thing he's not talking about like pop culture here or something like that which is obviously
00:06:53.660stupid and woo and we would immediately call that out as stupid and woo but let's go to the ego
00:06:59.180because i actually think people might think the ego is the least objective one of these ideas
00:07:04.720before we get into all the shadow work and everything like that, but I actually think
00:07:07.460it's the most wrong of his ideas about how the human brain works. And because it's the most
00:07:14.200wrong, it can lead to, and because it doesn't seem obviously wrong, it can lead to tons and tons and
00:07:20.760tons of mistakes. And it is seeped into every aspect of our language. He has a big ego, you
00:07:26.060know, somebody might say, right? And they're literally referring to a psychological theory
00:07:30.300when they say that. The ego is the center of the field of consciousness. Your subjective sense of
00:07:35.180I, personal identity, will, continuity of time. It handles everyday awareness, decision-making,
00:07:41.580reality testing, and adaption to the external world. Jung saw it as essentially but limited.
00:07:47.580It's like a small island of light in a vast ocean of psychic life. Strengths. It provides focus,
00:07:53.280stability, and necessity. The center for navigating lives. Limitations and risks. The ego is not the
00:07:58.280whole psyche. If it becomes rigid, clinging too tightly to its current self-image or work crew,
00:08:04.600it blocks growth. It becomes inflated, identifying with archetypes, collective ideals,
00:08:10.060or overly grand self-concepts. It loses contact with reality and deep psyche.
00:08:16.240Inflation often feels like godlike certainty or superiority, but it leads to fragility,
00:08:21.520isolation, or eventual deflation collapse. Young warned that an inflated ego can become
00:08:29.360quote-unquote egocentric and incapable of learning from the past. Now, these are so many mainstream
00:08:36.200words. That's crazy. Egocentric was a thing, like a young thing. Oh my gosh. When I looked
00:08:43.420him up originally, and I'm wondering if this is something that is accurate, my understanding of
00:08:49.900Jungian psychology was basically trying to take Freudian psychology, but then build it around
00:08:57.480the hero's journey and book style narratives. But is that just a misreading of what he did?
00:09:04.340That's a misreading. He did do that, but obviously Jordan Peterson borrows a lot from that.
00:09:08.860No, it's a sort of framework for how people think and how to improve how people think.
00:09:14.860um and while the framework has its three core components the ego the you know the subconscious
00:09:21.640and the what is it the the the like super idols subconscious the the core failure is he basically
00:09:30.740took freud's stupidness of of like you have you know the ego and the id he renamed some stuff
00:09:37.480and he tried to make it like less crazy right the problem with this is okay let's take out the thing
00:09:43.580that seems obviously wrong and objectable which is like this this collective unconscious okay
00:09:48.080yeah the idea of an ego and an unconscious is not how your brain actually works um believing
00:09:57.540it's how your brain actually works can lead to a lot of mistakes so first your brain does a lot of
00:10:07.580thought that you are not consciously aware of yes this is just an objectively true thing in science
00:10:15.020and neuroscience we can measure this we can look at this we can see thoughts happening before
00:10:20.200significantly before they enter your field of awareness as we've pointed out in other videos
00:10:24.940on this it appears from the most cutting edge science that the and you can watch episodes on
00:10:31.380this like stop anthropomorphizing humans that the most cutting that these parts of your brain that
00:10:36.580you do not have conscious access to are working with a level of architectural convergence to
00:10:42.800token predictors for for many reasons and more and more studies keep coming out showing this
00:10:47.380which is really cool that like you made this prediction a while ago and since then a number
00:10:51.320more studies have come out that from different angles seem to be arguing that this is the case
00:10:58.320or seem to be evidence that this is the case but this unconscious part of your brain then funnels
00:11:05.580one it operates in separation from itself like it's fairly regionalized it's not like you have
00:11:12.460a unconscious llm and then a central llm you have a dozen bodies of unconscious llms which are
00:11:20.400interacting with each other and then send all of that to a centralized workstation which is what
00:11:28.440uh that centralized workstation then may be conscious but it's probably also mostly
00:11:34.820unconscious and you're not aware of it, then that centralized workstation sends the decision it
00:11:40.580makes into your conscious mind. And where your conscious mind interacts with it is predominantly
00:11:48.920through the way it writes your memories. That appears to be the core focus of the conscious
00:11:55.100mind. Not making decisions, but writing memories. And how the conscious mind ends up writing those
00:12:04.500memories, the emotional framing that it puts on them, the contextual framing it puts on them
00:12:10.300can end up shaping a great deal of your personality because those memories are then
00:12:17.100referenced by the unconscious parts of your mind when they make decisions. Okay. Now this is the
00:12:26.160reason why I'm going into all of this is this unconscious part of your mind is not like some
00:12:33.080mystical wooey whatever it's just the parts of your thought process that are happening by
00:12:39.540components in your brain that are not part of your consciousness and are the predominant part
00:12:44.720of your brain they are also not held under some secret influence that you're unaware of
00:12:51.680like an individual's unconscious mind in like a freudian sense or something like that
00:12:57.900The implication or the Jungian sense is this unconscious part of your mind is one completely out of your control and it's going out there and just like creating ideas based on thoughts that are completely like injected into you by maybe like an advertising campaign or something like that.
00:13:23.860right like that's that's typically thought of like you had something suggested to you because
00:13:29.580of some advertising campaign and then your unconscious ended up making a decision based
00:13:36.200on that because you were tricked and you didn't even know why you made that decision when that's
00:13:41.400not exactly what's happening um when things like that do happen it's a lot closer to what i would
00:13:48.440call an illusion right like you experience an illusion in real time like an optical illusion
00:13:56.920in real time but you don't think it's like your eyes influenced by some like magical thing you
00:14:03.440can't see you're like oh that optical illusion happens because when my eyes are processing x
00:14:09.080they do x in a weird way and then that hits my brain so a lot of like advertising related
00:14:15.320quote-unquote illusions are really just like priming effects okay a priming effect means
00:14:20.980by the way token predictors have priming effects as well yes in case you're wondering uh very
00:14:25.860heavily it means if you want to get somebody to act in a certain way you prime them with something
00:14:33.200else like some concept like you want to get them to act more morally you prime them with the concept
00:14:37.620of god or something like that and you can also get like faster response times like if you prime
00:14:42.620them with the concept of red, they'll like say fire truck faster, right? They'll, they'll have
00:14:46.860an easier time passing through that neural pathway, but there's nothing like, uh, I guess
00:14:54.900fancy or secretive happening here. Everything in the output from these parts of your mind,
00:15:01.860the unconscious mind is fed into your conscious mind. Your conscious mind can heavily control
00:15:10.400your unconscious mind, but it still doesn't make decisions. By that, what I mean is you completely
00:15:15.440control your moral and emotional framing of reality through the lens and context you put
00:15:22.280onto a story with the part of your mind that is sentient. If you decide, and this is where he gets
00:15:29.760an element of correctness, where he talks about these societal archetypes being really important
00:15:36.080to people's egos. Many people will take a societal archetype, define that societal archetype as a
00:15:44.660life well-lived, write within every memory they have, did I live up to that societal archetype?
00:15:53.980It's one way that they may do it. Or they may ask, do other people see me as that societal
00:15:59.420archetype? Or essentially you're saying that they're functionally method acting as that
00:16:04.960archetype and so when they behave like that this trains their unconscious brain to mess it act as
00:16:12.300this archetype because their conscious brain is labeling things as good or bad e.g other people's
00:16:19.840perceptions of them their own actions their own decisions based on whether or not they conformed
00:16:25.000with this archetype yeah and if they're trying to work out how to respond to something the
00:16:31.940subconscious thought process is how would a like tough man respond to this versus like how would a
00:16:40.180you know a fancy frail delicate desired woman respond to this or whatever right that kind of
00:16:45.680thing yes yes exactly and this is a genuinely like when you recognize that you're doing that
00:16:51.580or you see somebody who's doing this this is a genuinely bad way to live life and it can lead
00:16:56.180people to fail at their lives when they overglom on to these archetypes but to try to over mythologize
00:17:04.500what they're doing can miss the banality of it they simply found an archetype and decided that
00:17:11.360archetype was definitionally aspirational and then attempted to uh embody the archetype that they saw
00:17:19.040and the moment you you realize it's just as simple as that there is no other fanciness to it
00:17:24.800and that their ability to embody the archetype
00:21:32.140And when you don't frame it that way, when you frame the unconscious as something that is fundamentally outside of your control, it leads to cognitive abdication and working on all of these things that don't really matter and avoiding all these things that don't really matter.
00:21:46.780But now let's go to what he thinks of the personal unconscious.
00:21:49.340This layer sits just below the consciousness and contains a material that was once conscious but has been forgotten, repressed, or never fully noticed.
00:21:59.140This is not how your unconscious mind works.
00:22:01.240you you're actually largely aware of most of at least the consequences of what goes on in your
00:22:07.400unconscious mind in your decision process it is personal and shaped by your individual life
00:22:13.360history experience in the environment so you can see why i push against this this is just not the
00:22:17.620way unconsciousness actually works unconsciousness is just like the line of thought takes before it
00:22:23.920gets to your consciousness um right what let me be clear here what he's what you're implying at
00:22:31.000least per this language is that he thinks that there are memories that we don't remember but
00:22:35.600that affect our behavior whereas in reality if there's a memory you don't remember or like you
00:22:40.400haven't retrieved it in a long time it is not going to be influencing your behavior yeah okay
00:22:45.080yeah that is correct this also doesn't heavily influence things like arousal patterns from the
00:22:50.500studies that we've done on this like being spanked as a kid in our study we couldn't find good
00:22:54.280correlation with that in like anything sexual so a lot of people think that a lot of these like
00:22:59.360experiences that they've had there's been great studies on grape in this so when people are great
00:23:06.340girls specifically are graped in societies where there's a big stigma around grape grape has a
00:23:11.880really huge negative effect on their cognition but in societies like say islamic society where
00:23:16.900it's more common it does not have a particularly big effect on their cognition they like it being
00:23:21.720graped does not psychologically hurt them that much because of how they contextualize it grape
00:23:27.400isn't bad because of grape grape is bad because of how we psychologically contextualize what that
00:23:32.620means to an individual not the right phrasing it's not mentally traumatic or harmful to people
00:23:40.240and the same can be said for like experiencing violence as a child or other things like that
00:23:48.000and that's what the research shows and this is not a judgment on the morality or goodness or
00:23:52.420badness of the actions of the trauma that you might experience be it of that sort or just like
00:23:58.920you know witnessing a terrible accident but what matters is the contextualization if you
00:24:04.420contextualize it as this horrible thing happened to me i am now damaged goods or i am now traumatized
00:24:10.380i am now never going to be able to function again as a normal human that is how it is damaged and
00:24:15.020this shows up in even more innocuous things we've talked about this ad nauseum but people who've
00:24:19.460undergone formal sleep studies who have had horrible sleep, but don't know that. And they
00:24:25.760report to researchers, I think, you know, I slept fine. I feel better and perform better throughout
00:24:30.140the day than people who, per actual research, like measured sleep, slept really well.
00:24:36.020Yeah. And you can actually get most of the effects from sleeping differences just by telling someone,
00:24:41.540we measured your sleep last night and you slept well, and then they'll perform better on a test.
00:24:44.660like so really like even so it could be with something as serious as some form of assault
00:24:51.200or it could be as something innocuous as you know believing you had a good or bad night of sleep
00:24:56.840how you contextualize things is really important someone joked in our comments when we talked about
00:25:02.140this in a recent episode they were like man how do we get like our fitbits to gaslighting us to
00:25:06.760thinking we have good health which is the legit good question where this ends up mattering and
00:25:11.660It explains why if like the more progressive somebody is, the worse their mental health
00:25:16.160is and the more depressed they are, is in part because you can choose to contextualize
00:25:22.520like there are types of like light essay, right, that may happen as part of like regular
00:25:28.920life and a conservative woman or man or let's say discrimination, right, may be affected
00:25:36.700by one of these things and just rub it off as a normal part of life, right?
00:25:41.080whereas a progressive because they contextualize it as equivalent to grape or because they
00:25:47.100contextualize it like this incredibly what they might call a microaggression but it's just somebody
00:25:51.420being like what what bathroom is the right one for you again um you know because they contextualize
00:25:58.420this as an attack they feel it as an attack and it has the same effect on them not just
00:26:04.600psychologically but physiologically as an attack but to continue here he believes in this concept
00:26:10.560that affects the personal unconscious that we'll get to a second called autonomous complexes. So
00:26:16.080he says, quote, the image of certain psychic situation, which is strongly accented emotionally
00:26:22.400and is moreover incompatible with the habitual attitude of consciousness. This image has a
00:26:29.440powerful inner coherence. It has its own wholeness. And in addition, a relatively high degree of
00:26:35.260autonomy so that it has the subject to control the conscious mind to only a limited extent
00:26:42.740and therefore behaves like an animated foreign body in the sphere of consciousness. So essentially
00:26:50.080to word this in another word, he sees the unconscious mind as like a separate mind
00:26:55.700from your conscious mind that interacts with your conscious mind. Instead of a collection
00:27:01.920of components that is part of the pipeway into your conscious mind.
00:27:09.960So you can think of your conscious mind. Okay. He basically thinks of the mind as working like
00:27:17.760two living blobs, right? Whereas a better way to think of the mind is a series of action calls
00:27:27.400where you have a thought is written by the conscious mind into memory, then your unconscious
00:27:34.840mind like responds to that. It's like, okay, I just had X memory. What do I do next? And it does
00:27:44.320whatever it wants to do next. And that thing happens in the world and then also enters.
00:27:50.680I think I have a better, I think I have a better analogy. So for Jung, our conscious mind is the
00:27:56.060president and our unconscious mind is the deep state so the president is like we're gonna do
00:28:01.080this and then the deep state is like ah actually for all these rules and other things that you
00:28:04.900can't even see and that are super obscure yeah we're gonna actually do this totally differently
00:28:08.940and then you know things get botched and don't go according to plan and young is trying to say
00:28:13.520you must understand the deep state you must fuel the deep state you must you know ride the deep
00:28:18.940state whereas i think non-youngian people are like no let's just do what the trump administration
00:28:25.060does it write a bunch of executive orders and go without all this nonsense no baggage i actually
00:28:30.260okay here's a better way to describe okay it's not as accurate and a metaphor but it's a pretty
00:28:34.800good one for visualizing what it actually is is closer to a train track with light on one section
00:28:42.100of the track okay like the lights only covering 12 of the track now it's still all the same process
00:28:49.040it's all the same track you know when the track goes through the part that you have conscious
00:28:54.140access to it's then going around the track but you're seeing the whole train right does that
00:29:01.060work better for you no i don't understand that at all but you know okay i'll continue to go here
00:29:07.360and because we'll come back to this in different words and it might make sense to you then
00:29:11.040in plain terms complexes are emotionally charged clusters of ideas memories and associations
00:29:19.380a mother complex which might involve intense feelings around nurturing dependency or authority
00:29:26.740figures rooted in early experiences they have a quote-unquote nuclear core wait wait wait so the
00:29:33.560whole complex wait just the complex like you have a savior complex like when people say things like
00:29:39.120that they're referring to Jungian psychology yeah they're referring to Jungian psychology
00:29:44.320which is not scientific by the way it's not like there's not scientific evidence for this
00:29:49.620no no it is true that we have tropes within our society and some people attempt to embody those
00:29:55.300tropes as i've said above but that attempting to bond to a trope is intentional on behalf of
00:30:04.540the individual people are not not aware that they are doing this they may contextualize it
00:30:10.340differently. Like, of course I want to be a good progressive and progressives are good. So I go out
00:30:15.740and save the environment. You know, they don't critically ask, well, are they actually good?
00:30:19.680Is this actually a good way to structure my life? But they're not like lying about what they're
00:30:24.480doing. If that makes sense. Yes, absolutely. I got really lightheaded all of a sudden.
00:30:31.660No, you okay. You need to take a break. No. Young, young. What was I just saying?
00:30:37.160that when people are putting on an affectation or character it is known by them and intentional
00:30:43.500they've intentionally chosen to be the ditzy barbie girl or the high school jock type yeah
00:30:49.760the reason why this is important is i know they may contextualize like they may act in a way
00:30:57.060that you see as the mean cheerleader when they think that's how a popular girl acts right but
00:31:03.500this is not and it's very important the people who are like oh this is like something happened
00:31:09.320to them when they were a kid and they picked up this unconscious belief in whatever it's really
00:31:15.600important that you don't get sucked in by this type of language or explanation because it's it's
00:31:20.900just wrong and it is hugely disempowering to the individual in a way that can prevent
00:31:28.580actual solutions from taking place so so how do i explain this if you buy into his world perspective
00:31:38.420you can easily come to believe something like oh my friend does x because they have a mother
00:31:47.200conflict which they got in childhood for this just so story and that's a bad thing to believe
00:31:54.060because that's not why your friend is doing x your friend is doing x because they want to be
00:31:57.560seen in X way because they believe X way being seen as good. Now, what's important is, is once
00:32:02.960you understand this, now it's a lot easier to work on helping them, right? Because now all you need
00:32:08.700to do is explain or break through to them why believing that X thing looks good or makes them
00:32:16.880look good is a bad and inefficient idea that is functionally not working. May you be unable to do
00:32:24.680that because it's something that happened in their childhood absolutely you may be unable to do it
00:32:28.780because of something that happened in their childhood but that doesn't that doesn't mean
00:32:32.460that like it's some secret magical thing that got stuck in their unconscious it just means that
00:32:37.340their framing of those definitions happened in their childhood does that make sense simone yes
00:32:42.140okay he when triggered when one of these complexes is triggered they possess you
00:32:49.440temporally, he says. You react with disproportionate emotion as if an inner foreign body has taken you
00:32:55.380over. You might suppress them with willpower, but they return stronger until integrated.
00:33:00.760And your goal is to work through these complexes via analysis, dreams, or reflection,
00:33:08.120released energy, and other things can foster growth. And you can see this is where the woo
00:33:12.960comes in, right? Like it's actually very, very similar to Scientology, this belief that you have
00:33:18.500thetans that you get because of bad things that happen this is what scientologists believe bad
00:33:22.580things that happen to you at the job which are the souls of angry ghosts dead aliens and they
00:33:26.520attach to you and this is why you know you kids can't even hear like screaming when they're born
00:33:31.840because that may distress them and then they'll pick up thetans and those thetans will lead to
00:33:35.380bad things in their life beings born on this planet have had clusters of thetans attached
00:33:40.140to their bodies ot3 can run out these clusters and cause them to leave us and reincarnate as
00:33:47.340individuals after hours of expensive auditing you were rid of the body thetans attached to you
00:33:52.860you may then acquire psychic powers move objects at a distance and have out-of-body experiences
00:33:59.080if you find you can't then you must take the course again for another five thousand pounds
00:34:04.460that's that's basically what young thought that's how he thought reality worked thetan logic is that
00:34:11.080you you get possessed by these little anima that live within you very video game actually