00:00:00.000Well, that has never happened before. I guess we could say Charlie broke the internet one more time. 150,000 of you guys were watching, and the system just sort of crashed. And it just really makes me happy that that happened, actually.
00:00:14.360It was already very difficult for me to do this for a lot of reasons, but I knew it was important because I didn't want the last thing that people had in their minds about Charlie to be the moment he lost his life. That was what was especially hard because he's just had so many amazing moments throughout his career.
00:00:35.840And as I was saying, I was having this discussion with George this morning, obviously through a lot of tears, about not wanting Charlie's caricature to survive when the actual Charlie Kirk individual, who Charlie Kirk actually is, is so much more important.
00:00:53.100And the caricature of the cartoon is that Charlie is this young, smart guy, made a career out of debating college kids, decided not to go to college, started Turning Point USA.
00:01:02.460And I think a lot of people thought that Charlie must take himself a bit too seriously. And I want you guys to know that that could not be further from the truth.
00:01:12.280Charlie and me were always laughing. Yes, he was ambitious. Everybody knows Charlie is ambitious.
00:01:18.840I met him back in 2017 when Turning Point was this very young organization. Nobody knew who I was. Nobody knew who Charlie Kirk was.
00:01:27.740And Charlie was always wearing these really baggy suits. I mean, they looked like they were hand-me-downs from three generations because he was focused on the ideas.
00:01:36.360He didn't care about his appearance. He was laser focused on what he knew Turning Point could become.
00:01:42.240Not could become, but would become. He hired me on the spot. We were at this conference in Florida.
00:01:49.080And he and I used to always say, we never said the rest, the rest was history. You know, the rest is history. We say the rest is future.
00:01:55.620We were, we were totally locked in. And I want you guys to know about our first planning sesh. Okay.
00:02:02.140It was in the middle of Chicago O'Hare Airport. There is this restaurant that's called the Macaroni Grill.
00:02:07.340And I sat down with Charlie on our first trip together. He flips over this little paper menu as we're waiting for our flight.
00:02:14.680And he takes out this pen and he just starts drawing a map of what he wants to happen into the future, what the Turning Point organization will become.
00:02:23.660It was spastic. It was unhinged. It was the absolute best. It was true Charlie. He was a visionary. Charlie was a visionary.
00:02:32.360If he could envision it, it was going to happen. He knew that. I knew that. And what he had envisioned was for Turning Point USA to become the biggest conservative student organization.
00:02:42.860Not just in the nation, by the way, but in the world.
00:02:46.560He kind of squabbled and swiveled and wrote that his structure is currently a 501c3.
00:02:53.060And he's sitting there talking to me, but here's what we can do in the future.
00:02:55.420And here's how and then I'm going to probably take control of the RNC.
00:02:58.600I mean, he's 23 years old, right? And he's talking, speaking to me about how he's going to take over the RNC.
00:03:05.800The person that he adored the most, like really, never in a million years did he think that he was going to meet him.
00:03:11.660And of course he did, was Rush Limbaugh. He was really raised on Rush Limbaugh, listening to Rush Limbaugh day in and day out.
00:03:18.520And he told me through many conversations that if he could have a show like Rush Limbaugh one day, he would be very happy.
00:03:24.340And that was, I think, his ultimate goal. And it happened.
00:03:27.800We had a bunch of rules. Charlie's rule was never say no to Fox News.
00:03:33.080So even if the show was at 4 a.m. in the morning, crack of dawn, I cannot tell you guys how many hits we did on Fox News.
00:03:40.420I'm talking four hits a day up at 4 a.m. for Fox and Friends first and then doing whatever the evening program was because he believed this is the way that we're going to get our names out there.
00:03:50.660You know, we have to work harder. My rule was like, I was like, we shouldn't drink.
00:03:55.520Everybody in politics is drinking. They're drunk all the time. If we're passionate, we have to understand that it's a disadvantage.
00:04:02.220People are always made weaker. It doesn't make anybody stronger to be drunk after an event.
00:04:06.980And so we didn't drink. And we had a motto, a couple of mottos, but Charlie's was we can always outwork our opponents.
00:04:14.740I can't tell you how many times we look to each other and we said we cannot work them. Everyone was bigger than us, but not working harder than us.
00:04:21.680I came really directly from Charlie. It was the thing that he said we could always control.
00:04:27.540And I totally agreed with that. Work ethic meant everything.
00:04:31.000I think it's very obvious to everyone. I was the culture. Charlie was the politics. Charlie needed a little bit more culture.
00:04:39.160I needed to learn the rules of politics. I mean, he could tell you every office in the White House and what this person does, things I'd never even heard before.
00:04:46.200I was just passionate about Black Lives Matter. I just I knew it was going to be harmful for Black Americans.
00:04:51.840And I wanted to share that message. And Charlie showed me how to do that in the best way possible.
00:05:00.140I learned very quickly with Charlie that politics breeds unnecessary enemies.
00:05:04.620It is incredibly it's disheartening industry. You know, you're lucky if you have one friend.
00:05:11.220You're lucky if you have two friends. There are so many people that will test your character along the way.
00:05:17.300Like I said, I was a nobody. I was funny going through text messages yesterday and I'm like, Charlie,
00:05:21.480my goal is to have 50,000 followers on Instagram. I think we can do it by the end of the year.
00:05:27.320And after he hired me, he had been working already really hard on doing this campus tour throughout California.
00:05:35.380He called it the big three UCLA. We're going to Stanford. We're going to do Berkeley.
00:05:39.600And there was somebody who was a lot bigger than me at the time who was going to be kind of the face of it,
00:05:46.380because like I said, people were not going to buy tickets to hear me and Charlie Kirk speak.
00:05:49.600Like, and he had someone that they definitely would hear speak.
00:05:53.100And for whatever reason, and this was just my luck, Charlie was pumping gas.
00:05:57.820He was inside of the inside of the gas station and I'm sitting in the car and I see this person.
00:06:01.980His phone is sitting in the car and the messages are lighting up on the screen.
00:06:05.080And this individual saying, I don't want to do this event with that new girl you hired.
00:06:09.320Like, I don't want to share the stage with her, essentially. Just mean. I mean, just mean-spirited.
00:06:13.940No reason. I'm bigger than her. I should do this by myself.
00:06:17.840And then if she wants to come on and be an auxiliary, that's fine.
00:06:20.520I don't want to share the stage with her, this newbie.
00:06:23.460I remember Charlie gets in the car and he looks at the message and he looks at me and he knows I've looked at the message.
00:06:29.800I saw him like, Charlie, I said, I have no idea, like, where this is going.
00:06:35.360Obviously, I understand that the sensible you doesn't want to lose this person on the ticket.
00:06:41.240That this means a lot to you and you've worked hard on it.
00:06:44.300But you're going to have to learn that you have to make the right decision and not the easy decision.
00:06:50.440And this is only going to work if we keep making the right decisions, you know.
00:06:54.120And I could just see the struggle within him. And then he just, he did the right thing.
00:06:59.940He said, okay, we don't want to do this event with this newbie, Candice.
00:07:02.880Then we're not going to do the event and Candice and I will do it alone.
00:07:06.580And we did. We went, we went at it alone.
00:07:08.660Actually, I think for that particular event, Dave Rubin hopped on and the rest was future.
00:07:14.700For two years straight, Charlie and I flew around the world together on very little sleep.
00:07:19.880We were always exhausted. I'm not kidding.
00:07:21.480We took hundreds of flights together. We slept in the crappiest hotel rooms.
00:07:26.640I mean, walls so paper thin. I could, you just hear everything.
00:07:31.900And when you're in that capacity with someone two years straight, just traveling nonstop,
00:07:36.960you really get to know them. You really see them in every condition.
00:07:41.820You start bickering like an old married couple.
00:07:44.300Charlie, this is not how you pack a suitcase, I say to him.
00:07:46.400Charlie, you can't just like put your dirty running shoes on top of your clean shirts.
00:07:50.180Okay. You just can't do that. Charlie, you can't, you need to eat something. Okay.
00:07:52.900You're running on things. You got to eat something.
00:07:54.760And this is not, this is not a full meal. Back, forth.
00:07:57.820Charlie, you got to buy yourself some suits that fit.
00:07:59.740That conversation, I was like, Charlie, okay, I get it.
00:08:02.040You're like, boy, wander. You got to buy some suits that fit.
00:08:05.040I wasn't the only one that was hammering him on that.