The Girl Named Blake On The Struggles Of Faith, Mental Health, And Politics ⧸⧸ Ep. 7
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Chatting with the girl named Blake all about being brave enough to speak your mind, balancing motherhood and breadwinning, and going viral in 2020. All this and more on today s episode of the Classically Abbey Podcast!
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Chatting with the girl named Blake, all about being brave enough to speak your mind, balancing
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motherhood and breadwinning, and going viral in 2020.
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All this and more on today's episode of the Classically Abbey podcast.
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Yeah, we recently, I was on your podcast, so thank you so much for having me.
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Yeah, so I want to start with asking you, how did you go viral back in 2020?
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And tell us a little bit about your mission, because you are such a, just an outspoken woman,
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So I'd really love to hear kind of what gets you up in the morning, what you want to talk
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about, and how it kind of attracted people to your Instagram, to your platform.
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Yeah, so I started in 2018, like with a podcast and being on Instagram, and was mostly talking
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about things like mental health, and motherhood, and hustle culture, and work, and all of that
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kind of stuff, 2020 hits, which we all know was just freaking insane.
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It was like such a microcosm of a year, and by, let's see, the world shuts down early March,
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by May, I am like, I don't know how much longer I can make it not saying the things I actually
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I'm saying all of these things in real life, like around my kitchen table, things like,
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I mean, from the get, I was like, masks are a sham, they don't work against COVID, like
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this is, this is like BS, like stay, you need, you don't need to stay in your house, you need
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to get out in sunlight, like that, all of those things.
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And I don't say that to be like, I knew before everybody else.
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I grew up in a medical family, like I was just like, the box says that, that was the
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first time I went viral, was when I got on the internet, and was like, hey guys, the box
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says it doesn't protect against COVID, what are we doing?
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Like, so that was the first time, and then from there, it was really just this waterfall
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effect of continually just showing up and saying the things that I think a lot of us were thinking,
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you know, about COVID or about the presidential election was a really big, you know, source
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I love politics, I've always been deeply politically invested.
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And so, you know, 2020 was really contentious within the church in that subject, just like
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people were really okay saying they were voting for Biden, but you had to like, keep it a secret
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if you were voting for Trump, because people were getting like canceled and doxxed and all
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And so I just came out and was like, I'm voting for Trump, this is why I'm not sorry.
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And so that was kind of my 2020 was like, just pulling off the bandaid and being like,
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And so it was, but it was really cool, because I mean, my platform blew up in that year, because
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So many of us felt so alone and felt so isolated from one another period, and then felt isolated
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in our beliefs that I think it just kind of became this rallying point for people to be
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And so that was kind of 2020 was I had started two years before, but 2020 was definitely when
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things kind of like, picked up and took off for sure.
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Yeah, I mean, that's what attracted me to your page was just you were saying what I was
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And it's coming from a woman who is, you know, it's coming from a woman, number one,
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It's not like you have, you know, a girl boss, total mentality where you can't have those
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No, I definitely lean a lot more towards they are the most important thing in my life,
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like outside of my relationship with God, like my kids and my husband come before everything.
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There is, it's not even, it's not up for conversation, but also like I can do other
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I can prioritize that and never like not, not drop the ball, but cause I definitely dropped
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the ball, but like keep the most important things, the most important things and have
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other passions and have other, you know, like, I think that whole like balance is a myth.
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I think that hurts women because I, I think that balance is balance and it's, it can
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be off balance and you can not do it perfectly and you can do it messily, but you can still
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like show up and use your gifts in a multitude of ways.
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I actually did a, I did an Instagram reel today on that topic, just about, I think that
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there is a misconception that when, you know, I say women should have, should have children
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and should get married and should prioritize those things.
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That means I think they're incapable of other things.
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That's why we are so incredible is that we can be incredible mothers and incredible wives
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Well, and you and I wouldn't be talking if that's what you believe.
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Like you wouldn't have a podcast, you wouldn't have like a platform.
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You would be a wife and a mom and there's nothing wrong with that.
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And I don't think that everybody, you know, I think everybody in the body has different
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gifts and they're not all things that need to be stretched and flexed on the internet.
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But for those of us that do like, that's okay too.
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Like it's the whole like good for her, not for me.
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One of my favorite people in the world is a stay-at-home mom to four kids.
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Her whole thing is wrangling the zoo and keeping her house.
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We're going to be hopping all over the place because I feel like we overlap in so many different
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ways and I'm excited to talk about all those things, but let's talk faith for a second.
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So I know your faith hugely informs what you do.
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Your podcast is called Confessions of a Crappy Christian.
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It came from the verses where Paul talks about God's power being made perfect in our weakness
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and therefore boasting all the more about our weakness.
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When I started the podcast, I really was, I was drowning.
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I have had horrific postpartum anxiety after both of my girls.
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And I, and I say this all the time, like the landscape of podcasting has changed so significantly
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And I think we've seen it take leaps and bounds towards true vulnerability and hard conversations.
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But at the time, honestly, it was kind of like a glorified Bible study.
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A lot of the time, like it was all pretty like superficial.
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And I, at the time, like really needed conversations on mental health.
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And so I was like, I'll show up and say, I don't know how I'm going to make it, make it through
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And, and got to have these really incredible conversations with people who had also like
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gone through the fire or were in the fire and also like hustle culture and the idea of
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hard work and, and, but not like burning yourself out for the sake of chasing a dollar or some
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And honestly, I'm so proud and thankful that it's really stayed true to its original mission
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of like, this is a place, this is a safe place to land with your questions.
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This is a safe place to land with your doubts and your struggles.
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And I'm not saying that I'm going to have all the answers.
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Maybe somebody I know does, uh, like I'll share all my friends with you.
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And we're just like, we're all in the same team.
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We're all like, we're all just trying to do the best we can with what we got.
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And so I'm going to, I'm going to use it that way.
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And I really value that side of social media because we're always seeing the highlight reel.
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We always use that phrase, the highlight reel, but what's so important for us to see is also
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that people are human and we're all struggling sometimes.
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And we're all working through this life and hearing somebody going through those same struggles
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who also shares what we're, what we believe in.
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And it's, you know, the, the highest compliment that anything I do is given is just like,
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Or I walked away from church because of this X, Y, Z experience, but you've kind of got me
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like curious or looking at my Bible or, you know, so I think we see in the, in the Bible,
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we see in the early church that there were, there were disciples and apostles who, who
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And there were the ones that went to the Gentiles.
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There are people that are, but I think their gifting is the equipping of the saints.
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And I think that there are people whose gift is like for the people in the fringes and being
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like, yo, like you're good, come on, like just come with all your crap.
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And that's kind of the, the bridge that we're kind of getting to build.
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And I remember I, I did a post early on, um, when I was still back in Nebraska and I lived
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in Omaha, I remember I had been doing all of my content about how to be a classic woman.
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And there was a day that I was just absolutely the least classic human being on the planet.
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And I said to my husband, I'm like, if anyone saw me, I would be a failure.
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And he was like, you know, you don't have to be perfect to be aiming for an ideal.
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I'm not always at that goal or reaching that goal.
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And I was like, oh, that's actually very helpful.
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Well, and how helpful to the people who are following you.
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So, you know, I think that is, you said that earlier, kind of can be the downside of social
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media is it is easier to show up when you're landing it.
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Like when you're sticking it, it's easier to show up, but people need to see you not stick
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Like they need to, can you tell, I come from a gymnast family, like, like people need to
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see you not do it perfectly so that they know when, when they inevitably don't, that they
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don't need to like give up, that they're not a failure, that God's not disappointed in them,
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that they're human and like, all right, let's get back on the horse.
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So I wanted to mention something I saw on your website.
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You wrote, you described yourself as too conservative for progressives and too progressive for
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So grew up in the South, in the Bible Belt, in a very Republican family.
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I, there, I don't, I hold no ill will towards any kind of party or anything like that.
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I just, in the last, like probably five or six years realized that there were things about
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the Republican conservative party line that I don't agree with.
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And that like, I, my life experience informs that that is not always the best way or thing,
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but then also I'm not willing to bend on the things that I do believe and the things that are
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If you want to align with the more progressive or liberal side.
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So it's just this fun middle ground where they all don't like you.
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Like they're all mad at you, but there's also this really sweet, like crew that's starting to
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I think as both ends of the spectrum move more and more radical, there's more people who feel
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Um, and so, yeah, I'm just, I'm an equal opportunity offender is what it really boils
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Well, and I think that it's, it's good to know where you stand on all issues, as opposed
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to saying I'm a conservative and I'm throwing all of my eggs in that basket, no matter what
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And I think that that's an issue is that people kind of, they want to pass the buck on them
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having to actually consider their, their opinions and their positions and there's something good.
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I think that's present in both, like both ends of the spectrum or like it's either, it's
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So you just believe what your parents believed or you completely rejected what your parents
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believed and, and adopted a new set of beliefs.
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And like it, honestly, you're just like, you're trading one indoctrination for the other, right?
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You're like trading one religion, like conservatives, their religion may more than often not be
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And like, there is a religion of like the worship of, of self and the world.
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Like it's all where you're trading one thing for the other and both think they're right.
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Like if you talk to a, like a true blue liberal, like they think that they are right.
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And so I can think you're wrong and still not need to like be a jerk about it, you know?
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And I think that it's usually not going to be as effective to be a jerk to somebody who
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you disagree with, uh, than it is to be, I always say using, I use the term gentle guidance
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Well, here's why I think what I think, maybe that gives you an opportunity to change your
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There's, uh, you know, there's a place for men, there's a place for women.
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We have different roles, but we're also both incredibly strong.
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So what, in what ways are women strong and what should we love about our role as women?
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So my favorite thing to say about this subject is if you've ever seen my big fat Greek wedding,
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where the mother gives the advice of like, the man is the head, but the woman is the neck.
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I actually did an episode on my podcast this week when we're recording about women and women
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in the church and how our obsession with what we can or cannot do by biblical standards,
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because we're so focused on that, we're missing the opportunity to do all of these really
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incredible, impactful things that scripture like lays out for us and that God has put before us,
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And so I do hold like the relatively traditional conservative belief that I don't think that
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women should be in authority over men or in teaching positions over men, but that doesn't
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mean that I don't think that women should have a seat at the table, that their voices should
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be heard in decisions, administratively ministry, like throughout the church and throughout like
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Like at the end of the day, my husband is the head of our household and he is the leader
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and I am going to submit to him, but he also listens to what I have to say and he values
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And he knows that like, I fully believe women have more discernment than men.
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Like I will, I'll hot take say that, you know, and I think he sees that and knows that
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He's learned from experience that like that mom gut, which is actually the Holy spirit counts
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And so I think it's just a matter of, well, I don't want to be a man.
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So I'm going to like fully step into what God, like God created women for a purpose.
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And it is a powerful, impactful, world changing purpose.
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I'm going to focus on that versus like what I can't do or can't be.
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And I think I, you know, what you were talking about that you talked about on your podcast,
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I find this issue in the Jewish community as well.
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And it's often very, very potent in the Jewish community where women are like, why can't
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Cause there are like a whole list of things that men have commandments to do that women
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Now there's kind of a misconception that women are not allowed to do those things because
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we're lesser than, but it's actually that men have to do those, have to do those things
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So they have to do these actions that bring them closer to God because women are naturally
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And I always loved that because it's like, you know, we have a different connection to
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God through just, we are, this is something, an idea that I really love is we have an understanding
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of God that men don't because we do the act of creation by growing children and raising
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So that brings us closer to God, just innately.
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So they have to, they have to go to synagogue three times a day and they have to like do the
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Torah reading and they have to do a lot more than we do.
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Well, and I think simultaneously, like there are, there are characteristics of God that
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are more present in men as like leadership and decision making.
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And like, like essentially when I read the, how God laid out that relationship in scripture,
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Like they stand in front of women to allow us like in a protective way, not in a, like
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It's like, no, it's their responsibility to protect us, to love us the way that Christ
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loved the church, which is a massive responsibility because he, I mean, in the end laid down his
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life to allow women to do like, like you're saying, to be more connected to the Holy spirit
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and have that discernment and like hear those things from him.
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And so I think like we both serve these really holy, incredible purposes.
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And I think we, it would be easier to walk in them if we would stop focusing on like what
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So you, I believe, correct me if I'm wrong, but I believe you're the primary breadwinner
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So how do you balance all of your responsibilities?
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I mean, we kind of touched on this a little bit, how you prioritization and all of that, but
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how do you actually, in practical terms, balance your responsibilities as a wife and a mom and
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And this is kind of like a bonus part of this, but how does that affect your relationship with
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Cause that's, you know, we, so as far as like balancing it, we, um, I worked really,
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really hard for a couple of years, like maybe too hard.
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Like I went real hard for the first three ish years.
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I think I had like the stamina and my kids were in school.
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And so I really like, I, and also I just have a, I don't know how to do things halfway.
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And so I have had the essentially like luxury of the last year, 18 months of kind of getting
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Um, but even still, like, I mean, and so I am the primary breadwinner.
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My husband actually just started his own like entrepreneurial journey a couple of weeks ago.
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So our family dynamic is shifting, which is really cool and really exciting.
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But in that trans, you know, there's always that like weird limbo transition period where
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right now, like I am the primary breadwinner and also like he's working out of the home.
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So I'm taking on more like home and motherhood duties.
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And I was, it's so funny that you asked this question because I was literally just talking
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Like I had to draw some really hard and fast boundaries that require a lot of self-control.
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Like I log in and I log out and yeah, like maybe outside of those hours, I think of something
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and I want to post it and I can get all my stories and put it up really quick or run to
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But by and large, like I've been like logging in at nine and logging out at four and like
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And that has been how, like how I've been able to find balance is like, even when it would
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be easier to like zone out and scroll through Instagram and answer DMS, like I want to be
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And so it's just like the, the prioritization and boundaries, like, and taking your thoughts
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captive and, and all of that kind of stuff, just being able to be like, what is my identity?
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And my identity is one in what God says about me.
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So like, I'm going to, I'm going to treat the, I want to store this responsibly, I guess
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I'm saying, and I've had seasons where I didn't do that.
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And like all those studies that tell you that social media is really bad for your mental
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Like the, that data comes from somewhere, right?
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Like, so I've experienced that side of it as well.
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I don't want to be like being beaten up in my brain by the internet all day.
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And then I have nothing to give the people that mean the most to me in the end.
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And I know that with me, for me, social media, you know, the number of times I have said like,
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I need to be better with my phone and then I'm home alone all day and I don't have a
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So I'm like, okay, well, I guess I can hop on here for a minute.
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So I think treating it with, you know, I think the truth is even outside of work, use drawing
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boundaries with your phone is important because I think, let's say you say, okay, I'm going
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to use it nine to four or five in the afternoon and then I'm done.
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I mean, that's, so we, when this transition and again, it just started two weeks ago.
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So like maybe circle back in a month and we'll see how things are going.
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But I pretty much drew a line with everybody and like the people, you know, like the people
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that I talk to the most, my parents and my best friends, I was like, Hey, I'm putting
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Like, if you need me, call me twice and it'll ring, you know, like how your phone will like
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on the second call, it'll let it through like an emergency call.
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But otherwise, like, because we're so freaking over-connected and over-saturated.
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And then like, that makes it impossible to be with your, with your people.
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And to your question about like our dynamic, it, my husband is a unicorn.
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Like I married one of those ones where people are like, where did he come from?
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And we definitely butt heads on stuff, but he has never cared.
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Like he, it has never been like a decrease in his masculinity or his leadership that I
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made more money than him or was the only one making money.
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He jokingly will be like in the early day, in the end, he got bored, right?
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Like in the end, he just wanted something of his own to do.
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And I'm so proud of him, but for the last eight months, like he's really been Mr.
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Mom and, and just been like doing carpool and doing laundry and keeping the house clean.
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Like, if you want to like, just keep being the one that makes us money, you know?
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So that was not, thankfully that was like not one of the hurdles we had to jump.
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So last question here, uh, you got married pretty young and had your children pretty young.
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So what's your advice for young women dating in today's day and age and any marriage advice
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Yeah, I, uh, it's so funny because my sister and my dad had an outstanding bet that I wouldn't
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And so when I got married at 22, one of them had to pay the other $50.
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So it was definitely not like, I was not the little girl that was like, I'm going to get
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And then I like met this man and was like, I want to be with you 24 seven.
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We were literally talking about that the other night where it was like, we got married because
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we were instantly best friends and just obsessed with each other.
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And it was like, I'm sick of saying good night.
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Well, and like, I wanted to have sex with them.
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Like, obviously, you know, and like, we were, we were better, we're better together.
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And I think, I, I think this can be very dependent on like where you grew up.
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Cause I grew up in a place where girls got engaged their senior year and then got married that
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And I don't think there's anything wrong with that.
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I think it's just like real releasing that the best advice I ever got was like, run your
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race, like keep your eyes on Jesus and run your race.
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And at some point, like, you'll know that you should look from side to side and there
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Like, those are the people that you want to like consider dating or doing life with.
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Like, and I think, you know, that's a whole podcast episode probably of how much the church
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Like the church has strangely prioritized that.
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Like I have no regrets over getting married young.
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Cause I think I would have been wild if I hadn't.
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I think we would, I think I would have some not great stories probably if I hadn't got married
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But I don't think that that's everybody's experience and everybody's story.
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And I think like run your race, do the next right thing, like keep your eyes on Jesus and
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And if that's something that enters your orbit, that's awesome.
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Um, as far as marriage advice, I really think our primary one was like, we just had to learn
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each other's love languages because they were foreign languages to us.
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Like his love language was a foreign language to me 10 years ago.
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And we have gotten into like more disagreements and more misunderstandings because we just
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And now thankfully 12 years in, like we still jack it up sometimes, but by and large, we've
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like learned like, how does this person feel love?
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Yeah, I know that for me and my husband, we constantly have the conversation about love
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And the problem is we both speak multiple, like very strongly.
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So we'll be like, that wasn't what I was looking for at this moment.
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So now we're going to move on to today's faith talk.
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So this week's Torah portion is Mishpatim, which means ordinances.
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And here's the summary of this week's Parsha from Chabad's website.
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Following the revelation at Sinai, God legislates a series of laws for the people of Israel.
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These include the laws of the indentured servant, the penalties for murder, kidnapping, assault
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and theft, civil laws pertaining to redress of damages, the granting of loans and the responsibilities
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of the four guardians and the rules governing the conduct of justice by courts of law.
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There's a lot of other laws that I'm actually not going to read because there's just a lot
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This is not my favorite Torah portion, to be honest, just because it is mostly laws.
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But then we get into God promising to bring the people of Israel to the Holy Land, and
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he warns them against assuming the pagan ways of its current inhabitants.
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The people of Israel proclaim, we will do and we will hear all that God commands us.
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Leaving Aaron and her in charge in the Israelite camp, Moses ascends Mount Sinai and remains
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there for 40 days and 40 nights to receive the Torah from God.
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So, what we're going to talk about today is this very important phrase, we will do and
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This is something we talk about a lot in the Jewish faith.
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We've heard this, I heard this phrase growing up like all day long, every day of my life
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And it seems crazy because you kind of sound like it's backwards.
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Like we will hear the commandments and then we will do them.
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We are often taught in Jewish day school that it's a huge lesson in faith for us that the
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Jews accepted God's word without even knowing what it would be in a sense and that we were
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willing to go forth and trust in him, even if we didn't understand it.
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And I do love that lesson and it's what I grew up on, but I have another interpretation.
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So, nishma, which is the Hebrew word for we will hear, also has a different definition,
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So, the idea is when the Jews say we will do and we will understand, they are sharing
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We can fulfill the commandments and in so doing, we understand them.
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The very act of doing teaches us in our hearts their importance.
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And this is, I feel like, so relevant to us in today's day and age.
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There's so many things that you can't understand until you do it.
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Motherhood, I feel like, is such an obvious one.
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And I mean, I'd love to hear your thoughts on this, but I've been thinking about this
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lately is this idea that there is no way to describe to someone.
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If someone had tried to describe to me and people did what motherhood would be like and
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why it was so, you know, amazing, I would not be able to comprehend it.
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Until I did it, I was not able to comprehend it.
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I was just thinking about that the other day because I'm kind of coming out of the motherhood
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woods a little bit of those, like, little years.
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Like, my kids can wipe their own butts and, like, get their own snacks and get their own
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water and kind of, like, put themselves to bed, wash their hair, like, that kind of stuff.
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And so I'm seeing, like, oh, wow, like, you really do come out of the woods and you gain
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a little bit of yourself back and your independence back and those kinds of things.
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And then I was sitting there thinking, oh, yeah, people tried to tell me that.
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Like, moms tried to tell me that, like, it gets better and not better.
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Like, having older kids, it brings a different set of problems, but I'm like, oh, yeah, like,
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they tried to tell me, but I had to live it out first.
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So I think that's definitely, I think that should stop us from telling people, like, that
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are coming behind us, motherhood, marriage, faith, prayer, like, whatever.
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But also, I think, like, for the tellers, there is some grace to give as well.
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And I feel like this kind of spans the gamut from things that have not nothing to do with
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faith, because everything is, like, in within a faith.
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When you're living a faith-filled life, everything is within that, but that are sort of separate
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So, like, why you should move to a community, why that's actually really great when you get
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There are, like, people who I can see all the time.
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And, like, I can go to synagogue and see my friends or go to church and see my people.
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Like, that's something you don't understand until you're in it.
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And then there's the stuff that's, like, actual practice, where it's like, why do we pray?
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And in the doing of it, you're like, oh, actually, this is not.
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It's such an interesting thing that we can learn in the doing something that we couldn't
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have learned just by somebody trying to teach us.
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And it's like, maybe that's a little bit of a, it lessens the burden on us as parents
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Because I think as parents, I know my son isn't old enough yet, but, you know, I cannot
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imagine the point at which I'm trying to explain to him why something that feels like it would
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be fun and attractive and great is actually not none of those things.
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So he may have to make those mistakes on his own, unfortunately.
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Which, like, I think that you can only protect them to a certain point, right?
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Like, they're like, this is proving there are some things that you have to learn by doing.
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And I appreciate that so much of parenthood is also stuff that we can learn from God because
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So we can kind of see how, yeah, like he doesn't, God can tell us in the Torah or in the Bible
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in the New Testament, you know, this is how you should live your life and this is why
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And, you know, we're 17 and stupid and we want to do fun things.
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And let's move into our premium subscriber questions.
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make sure to head over to classicallyabbey.substack.com where you'll get access to a ton of exclusive
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00:35:06.580
So I'm very excited to ask these questions because they are directed towards you from my
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So number one is Abbey often says on her podcast that happiness is possible in the mundane
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What are some small ways you think moms can invite novelty into their routines?
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I just started, I don't know, if this isn't the right, like the answer that you're looking
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But I just started like making a big deal out of the small holidays.
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Like I did the heart pancakes and we decorated and then we got balloons.
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And even like the, my dad is like the best grandfather in the world.
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And he has one of those calendars that tells you like what every day is, you know?
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And so like, he'll text us and be like, it's chocolate chip cookie day.
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And we'll be like, let's go get some chocolate chip cookies.
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And then also inviting them into the things that interest us has been something that's
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And so the girls will sit with me and like, help me like find the edges or like we'll bake
00:36:18.220
together or my oldest and I have started running together, like inviting them into the things
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that you kind of, I think it would be natural to be like, this is mine.
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Like I still love putting them to bed and doing a puzzle by myself, but it's been really
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sweet, like incorporating them into those things as well as just being like, I don't
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know, like, oh, it's just like a random Wednesday, but it's hot dog, national hot dog day.
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Let's grow hot dogs and like, you know, celebrate just like making life a celebration, I guess
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I love the idea of like playing up those holidays more.
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So my story with Valentine's is that growing up, my parents were like, every day is Valentine's.
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And as I got older and other people were celebrating it, I was like, oh, it'd be nice to like get a
00:37:22.980
So this year I said to my husband, I was like, here's the deal.
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It would make me happy if you just got me some flowers.
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And then it ended up kind of snowballing where it was like, okay, we're going to go to dinner.
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And then it was like, oh, after he goes to sleep, we're going to bake some cookies and
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We did something kind of fun and it was just so sweet.
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And I will remember that Valentine's day because we did something for it.
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And it wasn't even like y'all spent a bunch of money or did anything extravagant.
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Like we literally, I put like a garland up and got some balloons and like got a heart
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Like I probably spent in total $30 on Valentine's day.
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But you have to also remember like being a kid, everything was magical.
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And so just putting a little bit of extra effort and time into it, I'm like really excited
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And so I'm like, we're doing St. Patrick's day.
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Like we're doing the same thing, you know, like, and there's basically a holiday every
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So you can like find something to hype up pretty much every month.
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I love that advice because it's not, you know, oh, well, if you're looking for novelty,
00:38:51.000
take a vacation every, every two weeks or like do a date night, which is like a more
00:38:55.460
typical piece of advice, it's that is novelty is just making a Thursday, a special day, because
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it happens to be some holiday that maybe you don't care deeply about, but it actually
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Well, and my kids are hopefully like my kids will remember that the hope is that like
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when my kids are older, they're like, oh my gosh, my parents made the biggest deal about
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Like, and then like your hand, like you're creating a legacy of celebration, which is like
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Like God is a God of celebration and of joy and of like togetherness.
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And so it's just continuing that and kind of passing it on.
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So, I mean, obviously I, I have known that I had a dude's name my whole life.
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I've, there's a really funny story of when, uh, I was like, I was probably like 13, 14.
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I went to my first, first like sleep away camp and I show up and like, it's chaos.
00:39:59.300
It's like the beginning of parent trap with Lindsay Lohan.
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And they, you know, like the, the camp coordinator with our megaphones, like you're in cabin three.
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And I walked to cabin three and I opened the door and it's a cabin full of boys.
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And because they just like not looked at the gender that was assigned when I like signed up.
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And I remember like, I literally dropped my bag and like turned around and walked out
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And I was like, I think there's been a mistake.
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I got like made so much fun of when I was a kid for it.
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But as an adult, I love both of my girls have unisex names.
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So I don't, I don't have any kind of feelings about dudes during named Blake.
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Like how do the dude's name Blake feel about girls named Blake?
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Cause it's, I'm so used to unisex names that I didn't even like your handle.
00:41:09.680
Like it didn't even click to me that Blake is also a boy's name.
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But I had to make it that because people continually thought I was a man.
00:41:25.800
Your podcast is called Confessions of a Crappy Christian, but your website says one of the
00:41:36.200
I mean, not in like a rude way, but I feel like the crappy Christian like squares itself
00:41:44.060
Like the whole essence of it is like the whole, like come as you are, just don't plan to stay
00:41:54.400
It is okay that you don't like maybe do it perfectly to a T because that's the point
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of grace and that's the point of sanctification and salvation.
00:42:03.800
And so I, as someone who has been habitually burned by traditional religion and religious
00:42:10.560
people, I am much more inclined to talk about a relationship and a person like the person
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of Christ and that he, like Jesus is my religion.
00:42:25.480
I also do life really closely with people who, who have an, a really beautiful, strong
00:42:40.160
It's just like, I think that we were all created really differently with different experiences
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and that there's something there for all of us.
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Like it's just going to look a little different.
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And I think that it is whenever, you know, it's funny, Christians use the term grace a lot.
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We don't really use that word so much in Judaism, but I think it is so relevant and so important
00:43:04.360
is giving grace to people so that they have the room to explore their faith and get closer
00:43:16.940
Well, and I just, I think changed hearts is what changes behavior and, you know, it can
00:43:24.120
Like if you have lived a life apart from God and a life of sin, it can be extremely difficult
00:43:30.980
to step straight into religion and not feel like you don't belong and you have nothing
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Like sometimes we just need to like tiptoe into it a little bit.
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So the last question that I have is actually from me.
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No, I just, I wanted to ask this question and I, and I want, I'm going to ask it now
00:44:00.240
So you said that you love, you know, following politics and I mean, that's so much of your
00:44:11.140
Because I'm more of a cultural commentator, so I don't get into the weeds too much with
00:44:15.520
the day-to-day stuff, but you have some hot takes that make your Instagram page super
00:44:20.160
So how can we follow along without getting bogged down by the doom scrolling or feeling
00:44:26.100
overwhelmed or just feeling like, eh, maybe this isn't so relevant to me?
00:44:31.320
Uh, that's another area that I just have really strong boundaries.
00:44:34.300
Um, so kind of like, I check my email three times a day.
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I typically check like CNN, Fox news, maybe I'll hit NPR, just kind of like, I don't have
00:44:51.720
I don't get the doomed day headlines because I think I used to, and that's just really
00:44:56.000
bad for your mental health personally, especially the way things have been lately.
00:44:59.540
Like just, you keep shooting the stuff out of the sky.
00:45:05.900
And so I think it's like, if that is a priority, if that's something that you like want to
00:45:13.700
Cause it is really easy to get stuck in the doom scroll spiral.
00:45:17.040
And then it just jacks and taints everything that you're doing.
00:45:23.640
It's going to multiple sources so that I'm not living in an echo chamber.
00:45:27.920
It's like, okay, Fox news is saying this, what's CNN saying about it?
00:45:30.960
And the truth is usually somewhere in the middle.
00:45:36.540
Like I pretty much, there are a lot of Mondays.
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I take the weekend usually off of the internet.
00:45:41.700
And there are a lot of Mondays that I come back and I'm like, oh my gosh, like what
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And I just had to like get to a point where I'm okay with that.
00:45:56.460
You know, I'm like, if, if, if somebody drops a nuclear bomb on America, like somebody will
00:46:01.360
call me and let me know if it's on the weekend, you know what I mean?
00:46:10.900
And I think a lot of people who have been really invested in it, especially since 2020
00:46:18.580
Like I'm having a lot of really interesting conversations with fellow commentators that
00:46:23.680
Like I need a break from this administration from like the world.
00:46:44.860
So let's make sure everyone knows where to follow you.
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I want to make sure everyone is, you know, getting your content.
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Uh, I mostly hang out on Instagram, the girl named Blake, uh, my website is the girl named
00:46:56.300
Blake.com and you can find everything from like links to the podcast, to courses and coaching
00:47:05.000
And the crappy Christian podcast, we can listen to you there.
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Thank you guys so much for listening and I'll see you guys in my next episode.