Dan Martell - January 03, 2024


I get to run. Miss you Mandy❤️


Episode Stats


Length

1 minute

Words per minute

201.7982

Word count

202

Sentence count

13

Harmful content

Misogyny

1

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Summary

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In this episode, I talk about the guilt I felt when I found out that my best friend Mandy had died after a night of drinking and partying. I also talk about how I dealt with the guilt that I felt after the second time I went to prison for a similar crime.

Transcript

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00:00:00.000 The second time I went to prison, I was in this adult facility, and I had a visit, and
00:00:04.420 it was my brother and my mom.
00:00:06.200 They said, we got to tell you something.
00:00:07.860 I said, what's that?
00:00:12.000 They said, Mandy died.
00:00:15.160 Mandy was one of my best friends.
00:00:16.880 She was drinking and partying with a bunch of the guys I used to hang out with, and they
00:00:20.600 went camping.
00:00:21.440 And she got up in the middle of the night from her tent to go to the bathroom, and she
00:00:25.160 fell off a cliff.
00:00:30.000 in that moment I felt an immense amount of guilt because I was telling myself if I was not in this
00:00:38.600 place that if I would have been there that would have never happened. I wouldn't have let her get 1.00
00:00:41.960 that drunk. I would have made sure that she was safe. You know what I mean? I held on to that for
00:00:46.800 a long time. I remember I started doing triathlon and sprints and long distance running. The first
00:00:53.540 full Ironman I ever did. I was such in the pain cave and I was going through my bag of wise and
00:00:59.220 And I was thinking to myself,