When you don t believe you deserve something, you work hard to get rid of it. A story of how I realized that a million bucks doesn t go as far as you think it does. I had heard that my barber had won the lottery, like a million plus dollars, but he was still cutting my hair. I asked him a question and he said, did I win the lottery? I said, I don t want to be rude, but is it rude for me to ask him that question? He said yes.