Dan Martell - The time I almost too my life…

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00:00:00.000 To say that I didn't love myself would be the biggest understatement in the world.

00:00:04.120 There was a period before I got arrested, before I stole the car.

00:00:07.360 After my brother said to not come home, went into the woods at my buddy's camp and I had a rascal with me.

00:00:13.440 I went for a walk.

00:00:15.020 I didn't want to be a burden anymore to anybody.

00:00:19.580 I'm never sure of this with anybody.

00:00:21.480 I sat in a field.

00:00:23.700 I was loaded.

00:00:25.740 Next to my head.

00:00:26.600 and i was just praying i'd have the courage to pull the

00:00:30.320 wow and it was thinking of my brothers and sisters is the only reason i never did it

00:00:42.660 i didn't want to hurt them i know i wasn't the best brother but i knew they loved me yeah when

00:00:48.000 i got out of that and i went back to the cabin i essentially took all the out and threw them

00:00:52.460 in the woods because i was like i just i can't trust myself there were so many times where it

00:00:56.940 got pretty close

Dan Martell - December 21, 2023