00:11:31.000But yeah, I feel like society sees it very different, which I get.
00:11:35.000Okay, so you did it to him and then you cheated because he was bi?0.99
00:11:40.000I didn't cheat because he was bi, but like we're having a sleepover like a few times a week and he's like not wanting to fuck me every time, like saying he's too tired.0.99
00:11:49.000And it's like that makes me feel like not loved and wanted.1.00
00:16:15.000But I feel like here in America, especially, if you're a guy that is dating a girl for the most part, she's going to have other guys behind your back.
00:18:36.000Playing happy in front of the camera, but when they're alone in bed, they're depressed, they're sad, they're getting dogs and cats because they're like, yo, I have no kids.1.00
00:18:45.000Like, it's a little bit different, I think.
00:23:55.000Bro, living how we live, bro, it's hard to put that into a monogamous relationship, you know?
00:24:00.000You don't have time for it to be reassuring someone all the time when you're doing your thing.
00:24:04.000Like, I imagine you having, if you had a committed monogamous relationship right now, you'd have to be justifying yourself a lot right now, even being with me, being like, Exactly.0.99
00:24:14.000I swear, baby, I'm not fucking her.0.99
00:37:19.000No, like we can have some cheeky banter, like maybe once we're on that level and we get to know each other.
00:37:25.000But when your first line is trying to put me down, like guys do that on dating apps, they'll be like, I can't even think of an example, but like they'll try and put you down first message.1.00
00:37:34.000It's like, You're a fucking weirdo.0.99
00:37:38.000So you want it to be easy and smooth, basically.1.00
00:43:15.000Because, for me, it's kind of like if I'm going to be, like, honest here, a lot of guys would want to date the OnlyFans girl or porn star, either for the fantasy.0.78
00:43:27.000Or it's because they want to get dirty.
00:43:30.000But they never want to put it on front street.
00:43:32.000Like, oh, I'm dating this girl because it looks bad in public.
00:43:36.000So I guess your audience, is it mainly like married men, like single men?
00:44:41.000This is important because as a guy, right, I'm jaded for dating because I see girls that are hoes cheat on their boyfriends or husbands, right?1.00
00:45:07.000However, in my book, I'm kind of like, he's not getting laid from his wife, or she's not giving him what he needs because he's going to you.
00:45:51.000Like, in every relationship I've been in, I've been the one with a higher sex drive, so that's why I've gone to cheat so I can understand men doing the same thing.
00:46:05.000Like, at least she understands, though.
00:46:07.000Like, I understand it, but also it's like, why?
00:46:12.000Maybe you're not pouring enough into her because I'm because if you're like, if you're not like doing your own dishes, if you're like not treating me well, yeah, I'm not gonna want to fuck you either.0.99
00:47:10.000Are you like, are you complimenting her?0.98
00:47:12.000Or if you're giving other women attention, if she knows that you're giving other women attention, she's going to feel shit about herself and she's not going to want to sleep with you because she's feeling self conscious.0.96
00:47:49.000Life just happens to people, you know?
00:47:50.000No one's ever constantly always on point.
00:47:53.000So that's my point with the whole marriage thing.0.99
00:47:55.000I understand what marriage was created for, why it was there, why it's a part of the institution, but long term, that shit does not work.0.98
00:48:03.000Like, okay, for example, in your life, how many couples do you know are married happily today?0.99
00:48:09.000Can you count on your finger like five?
00:48:55.000And I feel like all my relationships, as soon as.
00:48:58.000They think that I'm not gonna leave, that's when they switch up.
00:49:01.000And I feel like sometimes that's what scares me about marriage.
00:49:04.000It's like, oh, it's like they could be like the perfect person, and now it's like, oh, now like it's gonna be really hard for me to leave because we're married.1.00
00:49:13.000Now I can like be a piece of shit.1.00
00:49:20.000When you have options and you're kind of like stuck there, whoever has the options can either change or move on faster so they feel more power.
00:49:29.000But if you're like, Stuck there yourself with no options, you're gonna obviously stay.
00:49:33.000And dating just itself is just not the same.
00:49:37.000I feel like nowadays, especially if we're gonna be successful and be honest here in dating, everyone has to play their role, but no one's played a role for a long period of time.
00:49:45.000They'll do it for a little bit, and then the moment that they feel like I got her now or like I got him, I'm just gonna chill.
00:49:52.000And that's why it's good, like at the start, when it's like you know, honeymoon phase, honeymoon phase, because it's like you both have options.
00:49:58.000It's like I know you could leave me at any point, you know, I could leave you at any point, but I'm choosing to be with you.
00:52:59.000Because I'm not trying to date someone who's like addicted to porn because like they're probably gonna get lazy and they'd rather just like jerk off to porn than like give me attention and like please me.0.99
00:53:09.000I feel like that's a lot of porn addicts.1.00
00:53:11.000But if he just likes watching my videos, like fuck, he can watch my videos while he fucks me, watch me with another man.1.00
00:54:55.000Note here whenever you really like somebody, like really like the person connection, like you love them or whatever, never do through some of them because you do not understand.
00:56:45.000Uh, she may believe she's a decent person, but the truth is, she's questionable, she has questionable morals and is ready to come from compromise her integrity for cash.
00:57:48.000Like, I've got friends that do that, like, and support them, but like, it's a lot to deal with emotionally, and I know that I'm not equipped for it.
00:57:54.000No, a lot of girls that are here, especially in Miami, especially in the states in general, they sell box now.
00:59:28.000So I guess the question is guys that pay for your OnlyFans, can you ever, like, really, I guess, give them that pass as well because they're paying for your OnlyFans?0.93
01:04:54.000This is what made me do OnlyFans because, like, after he, like, broke up with me, not that we were ever in a relationship, I was like, well, fuck it.1.00
01:05:03.000I'm like, I'm used to living a certain lifestyle now.0.95
01:07:51.000He wasn't no, he was like grew up like completely rural, like some random, like tiny little mining town in Australia, like middle of nowhere.
01:08:03.000I think it's safe to say that like women have a lot of opportunity and men with money with no frame or control give them full access and you take full advantage.
01:08:17.000And to be fair, it's not your fault because he's giving it to you just because.
01:09:41.000So, Emily, just to make sure the audience understands, are you going to change your current situation of not fucking a black guy this trip?0.99