Get Off My Lawn - Gavin McInnes - January 26, 2018


Get Off My Lawn Podcast #19 | Good Day I’m Winston Churchill


Episode Stats

Length

31 minutes

Words per Minute

121.362854

Word Count

3,829

Sentence Count

268

Misogynist Sentences

4

Hate Speech Sentences

27


Summary

Winston Churchill was a man of many talents. He was a writer, a statesman, a poet, a war hero, and a writer of many books. But was he a bad father? Was he a terrible husband? A bad father-in-law? Did he make mistakes that cost millions of lives? And did he deserve to be remembered for what he achieved in World War II? In this episode, Churchill reflects on his life and considers the possibility that he may not have been as good a father as we think he was. He asks the question, Who is this man? Who is the man I really am? and why did I become the man that I am today? The Darkest Hour, Dunkirk, and The Battle of Dunkirk are two of the most famous films of the war, but they are not the first time that we have seen Winston Churchill's life reflected back to us in a new light. This podcast is not about his childhood, but about his life, and the legacy that he left behind, and how he became the man we know him as a writer and a man that we remember him as today, and what it means to be a hero today, not as a man who lost his father, but as a young man who was a leader, a leader who lost a loved one, a father, a son, a husband, a brother, a friend, a child, a soldier, a grandfather, a great man, a student, a writer... a man... a man lost in the Great War, a hero lost in battle, and lost in his own childhood, and in the end, a man no longer remembered, but remembered as a hero, but still remembered as such, and finally remembered as one of the greatest in history... and remembered as the greatest man in history. I m not the man he really is, but the man who won the war that saved the war he was born to become a hero. . Thank you for listening to this episode of the Winston Churchill podcast, Sir Winston Churchill. I m proud of you, Sir Tom, I m sorry for not being a better than the man you thought you would be... or not the one you thought I was... I m going to be... - Tom, Sir Thomas More, I hope you like it, I know you'll like it. Thank you, thank you, Mr. Tom, and I love you.


Transcript

00:00:00.000 Good day.
00:00:01.000 I'm Winston Churchill.
00:00:05.000 There has been much talk of my life and legacy, and I would be remiss if I were not to volunteer my own, let's say, commiserations.
00:00:16.000 Because after a half a century in the grave, it's occurred to me that I may not be the hero I perceive me to be.
00:00:32.000 I recently endured The Darkest Hour, a film starring a young man, tiny man, named Gary Oldman.
00:00:46.000 You may know him as Sid Vicious, where he was wearing a funny shirt that had a hammer and a sickle on it instead of a Nazi swastika, which I found confusing.
00:00:59.000 I mean, it was the communists, it was the Russians that helped us in World War II destroy the Jerrys.
00:01:07.000 And at any rate, very talented boy.
00:01:11.000 But I watched that and I took in a film that displays unmitigated fortitude entitled Dunkirk.
00:01:25.000 Named, of course, after the coastal city, where our boys saved our boys.
00:01:34.000 Incredible, really.
00:01:36.000 But, as I observed these two films, I went back over my life, my mother's life, my father's life, and I considered the possibility that I may
00:01:52.000 have allowed my own hubris to jeopardize the lives of millions of men.
00:01:56.000 You know?
00:02:00.000 Because when one has time to pontificate in the grave, which is difficult to convey to those of the still living, but you're allowed more layers, if you will.
00:02:17.000 And within these layers, I researched my life,
00:02:22.000 And I saw many more foibles than I had originally discovered through the first draft.
00:02:32.000 And one thing I thought when I saw Dunkirk, not just the film obviously, but reliving it every day, it does seem a somewhat
00:02:46.000 Grandiose victory, does it not?
00:02:48.000 To a young man, and I do consider myself young at the time, to a young man it was just, it was more of the same.
00:02:55.000 It was standing up to the enemy.
00:02:58.000 England being England.
00:03:01.000 And it was that way for many years, to the day I died I believed that.
00:03:04.000 Now I look back and I think, did Hitler let us win?
00:03:09.000 Were we allowed to escape because he didn't want a war?
00:03:12.000 What a horrific thought.
00:03:15.000 For if that was true, we could have saved millions of lives.
00:03:20.000 What if Adolf Hitler didn't want to conquer Europe at all and just wanted a small piece of Poland?
00:03:28.000 What if it was my anger and my rage, my inability to negotiate,
00:03:35.000 That caused World War II, and caused the numbers, and caused the suffering, and caused the Holocaust!
00:03:41.000 How's that for a thought?
00:03:46.000 So, one must examine oneself in these scenarios and say, well, who is this man?
00:03:54.000 Who is the man?
00:03:55.000 Who am I?
00:03:58.000 And, of course,
00:04:00.000 World War II was, you know, a classic example.
00:04:05.000 The easy example.
00:04:10.000 We shall go on to the end.
00:04:11.000 We shall fight in France.
00:04:13.000 We shall fight on the seas and oceans.
00:04:17.000 We shall fight with growing confidence and growing strength.
00:04:22.000 Whatever the cost may be.
00:04:23.000 We shall fight on the beaches.
00:04:24.000 We shall fight on the landing.
00:04:27.000 You remember it all.
00:04:27.000 That's all fresh.
00:04:30.000 And simple.
00:04:32.000 And I appreciate, in a world of Western self-hatred, in a world of this, not just ethno-masochism, but cultural masochism, where we tend to avoid self-praise, we tend to avoid our victories.
00:04:50.000 We blame ourselves for any other suffering that we may have endured.
00:04:54.000 And I guess that's what I'm doing now, while I go back over my life!
00:05:00.000 And analyze these potential mistakes.
00:05:03.000 But I would be remiss if I did not praise this recent trend in the interest in my life in Dunkirk and The Darkest Hour.
00:05:12.000 But it does garner a deeper look.
00:05:17.000 And to that I go back to the beginning of my life as a young man.
00:05:24.000 I was born an aristocrat.
00:05:26.000 I was born a statesman.
00:05:29.000 I was born a leader.
00:05:32.000 My father was...
00:05:36.000 A great man.
00:05:36.000 I actually come from a long line of great men and warriors who had fought to expand Great Britain's powers across the world and when I was born there was a bit of a lull in our victories in that we would become somewhat sedentary and I desperately
00:05:56.000 Wanted to have a similar legacy, a similar victory, and I think that is what affected me as a young man.
00:06:03.000 And I bring that up because that relates to World War II.
00:06:10.000 I was a difficult boy in school and I was often confrontational.
00:06:16.000 I was also unloved as a young man, I think.
00:06:21.000 I took to my books as a way to escape.
00:06:28.000 And I think I became a writer just out of practice, truly, the spoken word.
00:06:39.000 At any rate, the reason that I've chosen to focus, the reason I've chosen to do this podcast is to focus on not World War II, not my childhood, but on the Boer War.
00:06:53.000 This happened many years before World War II.
00:06:56.000 I was a young man in my early 20s.
00:06:57.000 This is 1900.
00:07:01.000 I was a war correspondent who was sent there.
00:07:03.000 I had a bidding war with many papers.
00:07:07.000 The Times was one of the most interested and lucrative.
00:07:13.000 I went over there, unfortunately not as a soldier, but as a war correspondent.
00:07:19.000 And as per usual, the English had decided they would just show up.
00:07:27.000 Destroy the Boers and reclaim South Africa for their own.
00:07:32.000 This is around Cape Town.
00:07:36.000 And it would be a matter of formality, a matter of paperwork.
00:07:40.000 We're the greatest empire that had ever been seen.
00:07:48.000 We went there as a call of duty, as a matter of fact, and without real consideration of the consequences.
00:07:59.000 And, you know, it was in many ways similar to the American Revolution.
00:08:05.000 You'd think we would have learned our lesson from 1776, where, you know, the traditional warfare is a formidable force when everyone plays by the same rules.
00:08:18.000 Unfortunately, the Boers, they had their own plan.
00:08:21.000 These were men with nothing.
00:08:23.000 We traveled in packs.
00:08:26.000 We had cooks and kitchens and even a gym we would bring for exercise.
00:08:32.000 Massive.
00:08:33.000 It was a portable village.
00:08:35.000 Whereas the Boers we were up against, Boater and his boys, were farmers.
00:08:43.000 They were dirty scrubbers.
00:08:46.000 My father was very harsh to the Boers.
00:08:48.000 Saw them as subhumans, but he was very harsh of everyone.
00:08:52.000 I believe he once said that women are derived from apes, and men come from God.
00:08:59.000 And that made me quite unpopular in South Africa with the Boers, when they discovered who I was, but I digress.
00:09:08.000 So when we arrived there, we immediately discovered that destroying the Boers was physically quite painful.
00:09:20.000 They destroyed it.
00:09:21.000 You see, the thing about the Boar was he was his own race in many ways, his own ethnicity, a strange combination of Dutch and Scots and British and Irish.
00:09:34.000 They had been planning this for some time.
00:09:36.000 They'd been fighting the Zulus for many years.
00:09:40.000 In brutal, savage wars.
00:09:43.000 I had no idea that Botha had actually fought with the Zulus.
00:09:51.000 On their side.
00:09:53.000 And he spoke, I don't know, Swahili.
00:09:57.000 And much like the American myth is that they came to America and obliterated the Indians, they actually worked with the Indians in many cases.
00:10:04.000 And that was the case of the South Africans, at least at the beginning.
00:10:08.000 So these men knew the land, they knew the locals, they knew the language, and they knew how to survive.
00:10:17.000 The intense heat.
00:10:20.000 The nights were cold in South Africa, the days stiflingly hot.
00:10:25.000 I believe you used Fahrenheit, 110, 120 degrees.
00:10:30.000 And the other thing unique about the Boers was they had focused their attention on military weapons.
00:10:38.000 They had been going back and forth to Germany for many years and buying the latest guns, the latest machine guns, artillery.
00:10:46.000 So though we were the most equipped army in the world, these were the most equipped mercenaries in the world.
00:10:52.000 And as they hid behind mudslides and rocks and trees in the darkness, set up fake cannons out of tree stumps so we couldn't even see where the anger was coming from, we met incredible pain and suffering, incredible loss.
00:11:11.000 Hundreds of men.
00:11:12.000 I saw it before my very eyes.
00:11:16.000 And I was captured.
00:11:18.000 It was an armored train we were taking.
00:11:21.000 An armored train sounds safe to the common vernacular, but it is a box, an iron box, that was attacked to the degree where we tried to escape.
00:11:37.000 I mean, into gunfire, because the bullets were coming through the actual walls
00:11:44.000 I escaped within an inch of my life.
00:11:49.000 I was armed at the time, and I was sent to a POW camp.
00:11:53.000 I don't know if you've ever been
00:11:57.000 Subjected to any kind of limitations with your immediate freedom, whether you're in a wood box or a home under house arrest, but it is something that strips a man to his core.
00:12:09.000 To be unable to leave is deeply and utterly humiliating, and that is why I have always fought tooth and nail for individual liberty among men.
00:12:23.000 Because I understand it to be
00:12:25.000 That that is closest to the Lord.
00:12:28.000 I'm not a particularly religious man, but I do believe the most natural state is the most free state.
00:12:35.000 And to suffer the indignity of arrest was acutely painful.
00:12:42.000 I keep bringing up that word, pain, but I believe that it is what has driven my career my entire life, and it is why
00:12:54.000 I have been conjoined to war and inexorably linked to massacre my entire life.
00:13:03.000 I believe that pain and I have been allies, and though I never got to marry the love of my life, I do believe that I endured a matrimony with suffering that got to the point where I thoroughly enjoyed
00:13:23.000 Pain.
00:13:23.000 People, I recall the King of England asking me how I can be drunk or drink a bottle of champagne at lunch and start in the morning with sherry and brandies.
00:13:36.000 And I said to him, it takes practice.
00:13:39.000 But what I think I enjoyed more than the booze was the hangover, the pain the next day.
00:13:46.000 I think I'm, I'm, was built to atone.
00:13:52.000 At any rate,
00:13:54.000 The POW camp was an existence I could not bear.
00:13:57.000 I wrote Mother.
00:13:58.000 I tried to... I pleaded with the authorities to understand that I was a war correspondent.
00:14:05.000 Of course, I was lying.
00:14:06.000 I was heavily armed, and I was not an innocent man by any means, but all's fair in love and war, correct?
00:14:13.000 So... I escaped.
00:14:16.000 That's correct.
00:14:24.000 I climbed a fence, quite simply, ran, and there was so much serendipity on this escape, so many uncanny strokes of sheer luck, that it makes one wonder if the big guy upstairs does sweat the small stuff.
00:14:50.000 You understand?
00:14:53.000 First of all, we had tried to scale this fence many times in the past.
00:14:57.000 It was rarely left alone.
00:14:59.000 I had a brief window.
00:15:01.000 I was with two other men.
00:15:04.000 And as they turned their backs and missed this brief window, I seized the opportunity, jumped over the fence, hid in some bushes for a while.
00:15:14.000 I was instantly in someone's backyard when I climbed over the fence.
00:15:19.000 And you have to understand, this is during a time of war, extreme animosity against the English.
00:15:25.000 And to see me would be instant death.
00:15:27.000 And it would be a feather in their cap, because I was a well-known statesman.
00:15:32.000 I was Winston Churchill.
00:15:35.000 I was somewhat of a celebrity.
00:15:36.000 I'd already run for office.
00:15:38.000 And it was quite conceivable that being killed would not only be an imminent inevitability, but also a massive victory for the Boers.
00:15:49.000 At a time when they needed it.
00:15:52.000 I hid in the bushes.
00:15:54.000 Intense crippling fear.
00:15:57.000 Dogs came by.
00:16:00.000 People came by with cigars.
00:16:01.000 All of it.
00:16:02.000 Within inches of my nose.
00:16:05.000 And eventually after I was abandoned by the previous intrusions and they returned to their home and the dogs were left, I picked myself up and quite simply strutted out of the backyard
00:16:20.000 Of this stranger house.
00:16:21.000 This is a man on the run, you understand.
00:16:23.000 This is a prisoner.
00:16:25.000 I walked in a very inconspicuous way with my hat over my head.
00:16:31.000 You have to understand, for a prisoner to have a hat is a rare gift!
00:16:36.000 That I, Mr. D'Souza, had facilitated and it helped distinguish me as a typical local in South Africa.
00:16:50.000 I marched very far.
00:16:52.000 I made it to a train.
00:16:54.000 I had no idea in the direction with which it was headed, but I knew that it would be advantageous to board it.
00:17:01.000 And after a minor struggle that was quite dangerous, I boarded the train and took it all night long.
00:17:13.000 I had to dismount when it was daybreak and I stayed in a tree.
00:17:20.000 For the course of the day, brutally hot, suffering, men, hunters were down, farmers were well a hundred feet below me.
00:17:30.000 I'll never forget a vulture staring at me, desperately waiting for me to die so he could devour my girth.
00:17:42.000 That day was one of the longest days I've ever had.
00:17:47.000 I'll never forget it till I die.
00:17:52.000 Then, I was unable to board the train the following night.
00:17:55.000 I walked and walked.
00:17:58.000 And eventually, I met a man named John Howard.
00:18:03.000 Extraordinary luck!
00:18:04.000 I was meant to be shot on sight.
00:18:06.000 Word had escaped along with me, following me like a shadow.
00:18:11.000 John Howard arrives, I mean I arrive, sorry, at John Howard's home and I make up a ridiculous story about being stranded by my group and I'm facing death because he can tell I'm lying.
00:18:29.000 Eventually, I decide to tell the truth and I come clean that I am in fact Winston Churchill, I am an escaped POW, and I assume you're a bore, B-O-E-R by the way, and you're going to kill me.
00:18:45.000 But John was a Brit.
00:18:47.000 What are the odds?
00:18:51.000 So he manages to steal me some food.
00:18:57.000 He is running a mine at the time, one of the few qualified men.
00:19:02.000 The Boers are not known for their sophistication and their understanding of engineering.
00:19:05.000 Unfortunately, the English are.
00:19:10.000 So despite being essentially Japanese in America in 1942,
00:19:16.000 He is left to run the mine, or at least keep it safe.
00:19:21.000 I stayed down there.
00:19:22.000 Deep, deep down.
00:19:23.000 Many miles down, where my only friends in the darkness were rats.
00:19:29.000 And they would pick away at my newspaper and my cigars and anything that was remotely perishable.
00:19:38.000 But besides that, we were good friends.
00:19:40.000 I stayed down there for many days.
00:19:43.000 Until John hatched a plan that I had absolutely nothing to do with.
00:19:48.000 And again, what luck!
00:19:52.000 Is this serendipity or is it divine intervention?
00:19:55.000 That's what one asks oneself.
00:19:57.000 And so, John procured a local wool manufacturer named Charles Burnham.
00:20:07.000 Mr. Burnham facilitated a train car wherein he built a tiny stowaway sleeping area where I would sit amongst these large crates of wool on a train car.
00:20:22.000 And for 16 hours I would go to the border, Portuguese Africa, which was an ally of England, no fan of the Boers.
00:20:30.000 And there I would be safe.
00:20:34.000 I did.
00:20:35.000 And it worked.
00:20:36.000 Again, against all odds, how unfathomably tiny are the chances that I would survive that?
00:20:46.000 Shocking.
00:20:48.000 Again with Dunkirk.
00:20:51.000 Shocking odds.
00:20:53.000 And as time goes on, you look back and you say, why?
00:21:00.000 Did these shocking coincidences happen in my wake?
00:21:06.000 Was I chosen?
00:21:08.000 Or am I an extraordinary person?
00:21:11.000 Is this just bravery?
00:21:12.000 At any rate, when we returned to the British Embassy, I immediately demanded that I return to battle.
00:21:29.000 Recidivism at this time, as far as the war goes, was remarkably low.
00:21:34.000 Morale was at death's door.
00:21:37.000 In fact, the man leading the war down there decided that he would no longer fight, and he suggested that Queen Victoria, at the time, begin negotiations with the Boers to minimize the damage.
00:21:51.000 This is...
00:21:54.000 Profoundly un-British way to handle it, but they did.
00:21:58.000 And he was immediately fired.
00:22:01.000 And Queen Victoria decided to double down.
00:22:05.000 She rallied the troops.
00:22:07.000 I remember there were these chocolate tins that she had in her... She knitted scarves for us, if you can believe that.
00:22:18.000 And she made these tiny tins that said, you know, Queen Victoria, 1900, war with South Africa, and they had chocolate in them.
00:22:28.000 Of course, by the time they arrived in South Africa, it was just chocolate milk.
00:22:33.000 She hadn't accounted for the heat.
00:22:34.000 I was told in World War II, Frank Mars created M&Ms for the soldiers where they could have chocolate and they'd be encased in a shell where it would not melt.
00:22:48.000 I'm sure they appreciate it.
00:22:49.000 I've heard it said that the number one choice of conversation for a soldier at war is chocolate.
00:22:58.000 Number two, of course, a woman's breasts.
00:23:04.000 Number three, her nipples.
00:23:06.000 And number four, her arse.
00:23:10.000 At any rate, a second wave of patriotism overtook
00:23:15.000 England at the time, this is now 1901, 1900, and we won the war in South Africa.
00:23:25.000 Now, one from afar could say that was bravery, that was hubris, that was morale, that was patriotism.
00:23:36.000 Maybe.
00:23:38.000 Maybe that was what Dunkirk was.
00:23:41.000 Maybe our determination
00:23:45.000 To conquer the enemy is what leads to victory.
00:23:50.000 Or, and this is the possibility I'm facing as a dead man, or what we've discovered is that war is merely a test to see who can be more cruel.
00:24:10.000 Because, in the case of South Africa,
00:24:13.000 What did we do?
00:24:15.000 Did we fight with more nobility?
00:24:17.000 Did we fight stronger?
00:24:18.000 Were we more tactful during our battles?
00:24:21.000 Were we more honorable?
00:24:22.000 No, in fact, it was the opposite.
00:24:25.000 It was much like the American Civil War.
00:24:28.000 Burning the farmlands.
00:24:30.000 And that's what we did.
00:24:32.000 We burnt the farms of these soldiers.
00:24:36.000 20,000 poor women and children left homeless.
00:24:41.000 We put them in POW camps.
00:24:44.000 Not unlike the POW camps of World War II.
00:24:48.000 And because it was war, because we were low on supplies, obviously, these emaciated children died in the tens of thousands.
00:25:00.000 And the soldiers said, the Boers said, we will fight to the end!
00:25:05.000 And the common Boer reply was, is this not the end?
00:25:11.000 For what we did to the Boers, what we did to the South Africans was shocking, even to the soldiers, the British soldiers ourselves, they were shocking to me.
00:25:22.000 And that's 20,000 Boers, 20,000 South African women and children murdered, essentially, in POW camps.
00:25:30.000 But that's also 20,000 additional black Africans and Indians, you know,
00:25:38.000 There was a large indigenous population in South Africa, and they also were conscripted to fight in these wars by the Boers, then slaughtered by the English.
00:25:47.000 One man who refused to pick up a gun, of course, is Mahatma Gandhi, who went on to be a huge pain in England's ass.
00:25:54.000 A pacifist.
00:25:58.000 I must say one thing about Gandhi that was profoundly impressive.
00:26:03.000 Was while the battles were at their worst, while the bullets soared through the sky, and it was impossible not to hear them come within inches of your own ears, to see that young Indian man with a gurney
00:26:21.000 And stretches and medical supplies run through these bullets, run through these bombs to rescue these people was an absolutely fascinating endeavor.
00:26:30.000 And much to behold, Mr. Gandhi was, if anything, he was a brave man.
00:26:37.000 I often wonder if his love of guns came from being shot at so much.
00:26:43.000 At any rate, it was a slaughter.
00:26:45.000 50,000 people needlessly died, and the Boers surrendered, and we negotiated our claims.
00:26:52.000 Now, we had this in America with the guerrilla soldiers.
00:26:56.000 Only they took the brunt of the suffering.
00:27:00.000 They allowed their homes to be burned, and they still refused to surrender.
00:27:03.000 But then you look at Canada.
00:27:05.000 Well, there was no surrender, and instead of B-O-E-R, it was B-O-R-E, where they poured the English out, and there were no deaths.
00:27:15.000 I mean, the Queen is still on the currency in Canada, but was it really that much less victorious than the American Revolution?
00:27:25.000 It makes for a less interesting film, of course, which is why I sat down here today, was to analyze this.
00:27:33.000 Now, in South Africa,
00:27:35.000 I demanded we return to battle while negotiations were being made to settle the fight.
00:27:44.000 And 20,000 women and children died.
00:27:47.000 20,000 Boers.
00:27:49.000 20,000 African Aboriginals.
00:27:52.000 50,000 innocent people died.
00:27:55.000 Because England refused to negotiate.
00:27:58.000 Was that advantageous?
00:28:00.000 Was that a victory?
00:28:01.000 Was the Boer War victorious for England?
00:28:05.000 Is that what victory means?
00:28:08.000 One killed more women and children than the other?
00:28:10.000 That's how we define victory in this day?
00:28:14.000 Who can be more savage?
00:28:17.000 Is this the mark of a victorious empire?
00:28:21.000 The one who kills the most children?
00:28:27.000 We had similar offers for negotiations from Germany, from Mussolini,
00:28:34.000 In World War II, and we refused.
00:28:38.000 And of course, history is written by the victors, and the victors claim that it was their patriotism, their bravery, and their determination to win that brought them to the forefront.
00:28:52.000 That brought them the gold medal in war.
00:28:58.000 That's the accepted narrative.
00:29:01.000 But looking back, I have my doubts.
00:29:05.000 One of the most chilling possibilities is that I was just determined to prove myself to my father and to my beautiful mother, Jenny, that I was not a pampered sophisticant, but I was a warrior just like John Churchill, just like all my ancestors.
00:29:27.000 I had not let down the cause.
00:29:29.000 And it's completely conceivable that that determination, which is nothing more than simple daddy issues with power, these empowered daddy issues led to countless deaths.
00:29:44.000 So, while I'm admonished and treated as a hero, while people garner awards for repeating my speeches,
00:29:57.000 While films are made and books are written of my incredible exploits, it's entirely possible that the entire thing is false.
00:30:08.000 And I am a reckless egomaniac who has driven millions of people to deaths, needless deaths, in the name of irrelevant, ethereal concepts like the Union Jack.
00:30:29.000 It's not something that I'm particularly proud of, and I don't think that mainstream Americans are in desperate need of some more self-flagellation, so this is perhaps not the best time to be considering this.
00:30:42.000 But it's something that I'm forced to ponder here in this strange... What is it called again?
00:30:52.000 Libido?
00:30:55.000 This strange holding pattern.
00:30:57.000 Sorry.
00:30:58.000 It's around this time of night I begin mumbling, and my train of thought isn't as great as it was.
00:31:05.000 Luckily, I'm dead now, so when I go off on a tangent, no one dies.
00:31:12.000 However, the few times I've been the most powerful man in the Western world, it's quite possible that the Black Dog took over.
00:31:24.000 And I murdered people.
00:31:28.000 And for that, I am deeply regretful.
00:31:33.000 Good night.