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00:00:10.580Coming up, a real Canadian spy story. I speak with author and former CSIS officer Andrew Kirsch.
00:00:16.820The Andrew Lawton Show starts right now.
00:00:19.880Hello and welcome to you all. This is the Andrew Lawton Show here on True North, Canada's most irreverent talk show.
00:00:26.260I'm going to do things a little bit different on this program. Every now and then a book comes along that I feel just a little 10-minute interview at the end of the show is not enough to delve into.
00:00:36.560And I want to take a little bit of time with it, with the author. And I wanted to do that today.
00:00:40.780I read a couple of weeks ago a book called I Was Never Here, my true Canadian spy story of coffees, code names, and covert operations in the age of terrorism.
00:00:51.340It's written by Andrew Kirsch, who is not just a former CSIS officer, but also a former fellow political candidate.
00:00:59.460And he now runs a security consulting firm, so he does lots of great stuff.
00:01:03.800And interestingly enough, CSIS, I've always had an interest in intelligence and law enforcement and security because I'm a bit of a nerd like this.
00:01:11.920But CSIS is not an organization or an agency that is all that well-known by Canadians.
00:01:17.660I think a lot of people would shrug their shoulders and say, you know, see what? See, like Canada doesn't have a spy agency.
00:01:22.980Or if we do, it's not one that does anything. And it does do a lot.
00:01:26.220And they have had a very critical role to play in several incidents that have come up.
00:01:31.160But as always, Canada tends to live in the shadow of the United States and other countries around the world.
00:01:37.740And the book does, I think, an interesting job of talking about Andrew's own experiences going through this,
00:01:42.440but also the role that CSIS plays in Canada. And I thought it was an interesting read and thought perhaps you might believe that as well.
00:01:50.780So it's my great privilege to talk to Andrew Kirsch, former CSIS officer and now author of the book, I Was Never Here,
00:01:57.620my true Canadian spy story of coffees, codenames and covert operations in the age of terrorism.
00:02:03.780Andrew, good to talk to you. Thanks for coming on today.
00:02:06.120Thanks so much for having me. It's great to be here.
00:02:07.740This is, I think, a fascinating book for a number of reasons that we'll get into.
00:02:12.700But I think the existence of the book itself is unique because, as I understand it,
00:02:17.580and you talked about this in the book a little bit, no one else who's gone through what you went through,
00:02:22.460working for CSIS, has done this, has written about that experience.
00:02:26.260Whereas I can just name off the top of my head like five books from former CIA officers in the United States.
00:02:32.700Well, it seems like there's a bunch of books a week from CIA, FBI.
00:02:35.960And no, we haven't had a CSIS book from somebody who worked at CSIS about the experience of working for CSIS.
00:02:43.560There have been books that have come out, policy books or people commenting on public policy or threats,
00:02:50.880but not about the experience itself, like what it's like to work at CSIS and be a Canadian spy.
00:02:56.600Why was it that you wrote the book? Because I got from you talking about it that there was a little bit of a catharsis
00:03:03.800in wanting to unpack your experiences of being there and living through this for a number of years.
00:03:08.620But it also seemed like you wanted to promote, if that's the right word, the organization itself or at least demystify the organization.
00:03:16.680Well, I said, I hope the book was not intended to talk anybody into or out of working there, but it was to talk about my experience.
00:03:25.020And when I signed up in 2005 and looked into what it would be like, there's nothing out there.
00:03:32.100And I get, now that I'm out and I'm public about it, I get asked a lot of questions from people who are applying,
00:03:36.660interested, have no idea that Canada has spies about what it is and what they do.
00:03:42.080And I can tell you from my experience when I was knocking on doors every day, and I write about this in the book,
00:03:47.020and I say, hello, my name is Andrew and I'm here from CSIS and I need your help.
00:03:50.420Like no one has any idea what CSIS is, what it does, why we're there, what we want.
00:03:57.420And so I just felt like it's important where people know about it.
00:04:01.240One, for the folks who are applying and want to know what they're getting themselves into when they run away and join the circus.
00:04:06.240And also from the Canadians who are being asked for help and, or who might be aware of concerns.
00:07:17.700You know, we're introducing ourselves as CSIS intelligence officers to Canadians, you know, asking them for assistance.
00:07:25.940Which is why I say it's important people know about CSIS because we are operating kind of overtly in town, you know, in Canada.
00:07:35.680That double life aspect you mentioned, I think, is interesting.
00:07:38.880I don't mean it to be dramatic, but double life in the sense of you weren't entirely forthright with people in your personal life about what you were doing.
00:07:46.940And it seemed like there wasn't actually a hard and fast policy that CSIS had on that.
00:07:51.760I mean, you mentioned, you know, people from CSIS being at your wedding and the idea that, you know, oh, that's the intelligence table with all the spies over there seems like something that, you know, wouldn't you wouldn't have in this.
00:08:01.500And I guess I don't know if it's changed since then, but how hard and fast were the rules versus how much was really just left up to your discretion as an individual?
00:08:14.420And I try to talk about it throughout the book about, you know, who I'm telling, what I'm telling them.
00:08:19.620No, I was dating and going out on dates and trying to, and I met my wife while I was working there.
00:08:24.640And at some point I had to tell this woman I was dating that I actually worked for CSIS.
00:08:29.700I wasn't just kind of a government person when it came to our relationship got serious.
00:08:34.480And so you have to figure out, okay, well, how, how early, you know, is, is appropriate or how late then you said, well, you can lie me for six months.
00:08:43.640You know, it, there's kind of this, this balancing act about what we can say.
00:08:48.580And obviously, you know, it's, it's for people's protection.
00:08:51.660Like the, the idea is that we're out in public talking to folks and we don't want everyone to know that we're CSIS because the people we're talking to are then, you know, associated with CSIS and it's for their protection.
00:09:03.620That's why we operate might have different names and we don't, I don't face been a Facebook or Twitter because we didn't want people to be connected with me on social media because that would say, oh, why are they, you know, connected with someone?
00:09:16.040So, um, it was to create a bit of, of, of, of a barrier and protection for those folks who were working with us, you know, to, to give them some, some protection, but it does create challenges in your life.
00:09:27.360I say, what did I put on my J date profile when I was trying to meet people?
00:09:30.800And if you put, I work for government in Ottawa, that gets a lot of questions.
00:09:34.640Uh, so I had, you have to kind of play around with that where you are and what you're writing.
00:09:39.120I mean, I love it because I, I saw, I don't know how I managed to find a woman that was in love with me and wanted to marry me.
00:09:44.720And I'm very grateful I did, but you had to, when you were dating, take the most interesting thing about you off the table and you had to get women to fall for like a government bureaucrat in some nondescript office.
00:09:55.780And then once they got past that, then you can drop the interesting stuff on them.
00:10:00.200Although sometimes it went well and sometimes, uh, I didn't tell a lot of people, but it was frustrating sometimes where I'm sitting at a date and I, he's like, I promise you I'm cool or much cooler than I'm letting on.
00:10:11.940Uh, but just seeing, I worked for the government and, and trying to get their eyes to glaze over so I can change, change the topic.
00:10:20.100There's one part of the book where I found it quite interesting and I don't know how many incidents you had like this, where you met someone at a party and you knew that they were going to be at the same place that you were later on for what was an undercover operation.
00:10:32.480And you had to like, you had to break your cover to them and say, okay, listen, I'm with CSIS, don't talk to me when you see me later.
00:10:39.180Well, it happened, uh, you know, a few times, but the, the big one was an airport.
00:10:43.900I was having brunch with some people, uh, who were in town and then, and I just came up and so I'm, I'm traveling tonight.
00:10:51.740And I knew I was going to be at the airport working that night.
00:10:54.140And of course, if you see someone have lunch with them during the day and then see them at the airport, when I, they would say, well, why didn't you mention that you were going to be flying somewhere or what are you doing here?
00:11:03.780And I, I just couldn't have that interrupt the operation.
00:11:06.460Uh, so I had to pull them aside and say, look, you, you may see me tonight, uh, you know, at the airport and this is why and some working and, and if you do, just please don't come over and say anything.
00:11:18.000But of course now I freaked them right out because they're saying, why are you, why are you at the airport?
00:11:23.300What do you, what's wrong with my, nothing's wrong.
00:11:26.880But, uh, yeah, just, you know, if you do see me, please, please, please don't, don't, uh, they'll come and talk to me and we can, we can talk about it later.
00:11:35.520So in your career at Seizes, you did a lot of the community liaising that we were talking about earlier, and you also did special operations, which gets into the airport realm.
00:11:44.640But I also want to set expectations here.
00:11:47.380I think like the word overtime appears more in the book than the word gun does.
00:11:51.440So you're dealing with a lot of bureaucracy in this organization and you're dealing with at times also, uh, dealing with other agencies, someone maybe under a police investigation and also a Seizes investigation.
00:12:03.800How much was the administration and the bureaucracy of this really front and center in what you were trying to do, which was, you know, stop the bad guys?
00:12:12.800It's, Seizes is a government organization, uh, part of the public service.
00:12:28.940One of the things I wrote about in the book and I wanted to say was for the first two years of my career,
00:12:33.740I was one of those kind of behind the desk, uh, human source policy, uh, reviewers.
00:12:38.980Like I was an administrator, essentially part of that machine, uh, making sure that everybody was adhering to policy and following, following the rules.
00:12:48.020So it's a huge part of your day-to-day existence.
00:12:50.760There is managing that bureaucracy, getting plans approved, uh, getting invoices signed off on, and, you know, making sure that everything you're doing is kind of within the bounds.
00:13:00.360And there are people who check up on it.
00:13:01.980I was, uh, when I, when I watch, sometimes I watch a James Bond movie, um, and I go, I can't imagine the paperwork that he would have to do to blow that.
00:13:12.280If he blew that thing up or he had that weapon, I just, all my mind goes to is the forms that he would have to, uh, fill out to do the missions that he was doing.
00:13:21.100So it is, it is ever present, uh, in the mind.
00:13:26.840So let, let's ask a question that I was going to ask at some point.
00:13:30.240Anyway, I was probably going to do it near the end, but you brought it up now.
00:13:32.560What's one thing that the movies get right?
00:13:35.620And what's one thing that the movies get spectacularly wrong?
00:13:38.460One thing, can I go reverse order up the thing that movies get right?
00:13:43.560The movies get wrong is it's not just one person out there running around.
00:13:47.860I think when I watch James Bond and he's doing surveillance and he's following somebody from, you know, an airport to their hotel and he does it all by himself without being detected.
00:13:58.600And I think the number of people that it takes to do things like that, uh, or to coordinate special operations that he would do.
00:14:16.200Uh, and I hope that comes across in the book that I relied on people, that we had folks with different talents and skills and special operations, communications analysts, surveillance as a whole separate skill set that I didn't have that we, that we needed.
00:14:29.220So this, this idea of a team that comes together, um, it's far more mission impossible than, than James Bond and James, uh, and Jason Bourne running around and that, uh, that it gets right.
00:14:42.500I mean, it's, it's, it's all, uh, it's all for fun.
00:14:45.340I wish it was more, you know, people sign up and go, I wish it was that swab and debonair and, uh, and cool.
00:14:51.360But, you know, look, I guess that, that there are people out there that want to do harm.
00:14:56.100Like he was out there for the, for the plots and maybe those are sensationalized, but we do, it's not a single person running around.
00:15:03.620We do need people who are out there looking out for us.
00:15:05.900Uh, we do have threats that people find out there are threats out there and then you get a team together and you go track them down.
00:15:12.560So as much as the methods, I guess, that they do, um, are sensationalized and the threats may be sensationalized.
00:15:19.580Um, we have spies for a reason, you know, we have people who are looking out for us in the shadows, uh, doing some dirty work, not that dirty work, um, because there are real threats out there.
00:15:30.440So maybe that's, uh, maybe that's a stretch, but what it gets right is they exist.
00:16:19.200And there, so the mandate was to investigate, investigate threats, uh, and advise government essentially.
00:16:26.420And then we would investigate threats to security Canada and advise the appropriate government.
00:16:29.860Sometimes that's the RCMP, you know, in a very controlled way.
00:16:32.820And sometimes that is, uh, other parts of government.
00:16:35.380But, but so every time you go to talk to somebody, every time I knocked on a door, I had to be there to investigate, but you'd see sometimes someone would tweet something or, or you'd hear something and you'd want to just go and tell the person, like, knock it out, like, knock it off.
00:16:51.080If I, if I can see this, a lot of other intelligence services can probably see this too.
00:16:55.640And you're going to get yourself in a lot of trouble, but that'd be considered disruption, right?
00:16:59.140If I was doing it solely for the, to try to stop them from, from doing it.
00:17:05.020So you could, I mean, you can go to the person.
00:17:07.360And say the person's parents say, Hey, you know, an investigative asking a questions, uh, have you seen what your child is posting online?
00:17:15.580You know, is this something that you condone?
00:17:18.340Is this something that you're, as you know, investigating these threats to find out in a, in a roundabout way to say, can you help us, you know, help us knock this off?
00:17:27.160Um, but you know, the, the threats became very dynamic.
00:17:31.820If people are back then members, foreign fighters.
00:17:34.200So if somebody says I'm getting on a plane, uh, in a couple hours, well, you can advise government, but maybe there's things that we need to be able to do a little quicker, uh, in a controlled way.
00:18:33.460Yeah, it was, it was a struggle at times.
00:18:37.420I, I wasn't very involved, but I found it from, from anecdotally, it kind of changed, uh, a lot regionally.
00:18:43.640You know, if you had a good relationship on the ground, uh, with your local contacts, if you were able to share in a very limited way, you know, we were, CSIS is often considered a black hole of information.
00:18:54.260No one liked to play with us because we weren't able to share a lot of things.
00:18:57.000And people assumed rightly or wrongly that we had more information that we were not able to, to give up.
00:19:02.460And our, our concern was, well, we don't want to get in, get in the way of an RCMP investigation.
00:19:08.000You know, if we were to hand over information that, that would not help them, that would cause problems.
00:19:15.040Sometimes that's healthy and sometimes it's not, I, I, you know, I wasn't involved in those conversations at a very high level.
00:19:21.180I think if it's one thing from the book, you know, I was more on the ground day to day and those conversations be somebody else to comment on them.
00:19:27.740But my impression, it was very much dependent on, on, you know, relationships and how people were able to act and talk often geographically, right?
00:19:37.100If you're dealing with your local RCMP contacts.