JustPearlyThings - Let's Talk About Black Fatigue ｜ Pearl Daily

00:00:00.000 We don't party like we used to, take me back to 1992, everybody's acting brand new, we're

00:00:21.280 not looking across the room, everybody is looking down, on our phones no one's around, yeah

00:00:31.600 we used to tear up the town, now I don't hear a sound, people don't dance cause somebody's

00:00:42.320 watching, drink too much everybody's talking, we used to rage like there was no stopping,

00:00:50.160 so put your hands up, everybody's rocking, put your, put your phone down and get on the 0.95

00:00:58.140 dance floor, shake that booty like you never did before, look real silly, yeah raise your

00:01:05.180 hands, let's get together and baby just dance, oh we used to snap a polaroid, now the whole 0.59

00:01:16.480 night's on record, I used to know who my neighbor was, now we really don't do that stuff, we

00:01:26.360 used to go out and ding dong ditch, now that ring cam is the biggest snitch, now all these

00:01:34.000 young kids do is stream on twitch, 2020's they're the biggest glitch, people don't dance cause

00:01:43.480 somebody's watching, drink too much everybody's talking, we used to rage like there was no stopping,

00:01:52.120 so put your hands up everybody's rocking, put your phone down and get on the dance floor, shake 0.90

00:02:00.160 that booty like you never did before, look real silly, yeah raise your hands, let's get together 0.95

00:02:07.900 and baby just dance, thank you, thank you, thank you, if you wanted to know, that one actually 0.96

00:02:15.060 is on Spotify, but there's someone else playing the piano in it, so that's a little bit better,

00:02:21.400 better, so anyways guys, thank you for tuning in, I do have to start my show like I normally

00:02:27.960 do, which is you guys can put a word in the chat and I will freestyle, last show, there

00:02:36.300 was really a mix of emotions about the piano in the beginning, some of you said Pearl, we

00:02:42.960 love the piano, we love it, it's great to see this side of you, others of you said, you said

00:02:48.800 Pearl, could you not, and to you I say I'm going to, I'm in my Taylor Swift era, I'm going

00:02:57.480 to double down, one day I'm going to be gliding, you guys, it's going to be beautiful, you might

00:03:02.900 shed a tear pre-show, you might, we're not there yet, but every day you're just going to

00:03:08.040 watch me get better, so I know it's a serious topic today, I thought maybe I shouldn't do

00:03:14.940 the piano, but I just, this is the highlight, I love doing it, so give me the word, Colombian,

00:03:21.460 okay, is it, can it be, okay, I don't know which, let me, let me pick a chord progression,

00:03:28.480 so we might do D, oh I'm better, a bad thing down in Colombia, she got me wandering, I didn't

00:03:41.000 think anything, let me think, hold on, I like the little Latin taste, it makes me want to

00:03:48.560 put on a ring, oh I like this little Colombian, all right, let me see, keep going, keep going, 1.00

00:03:59.000 sometimes the words work better than others, so I need you guys to bear with me, one day,

00:04:03.800 one day, imagine, I have all your favorite conservatives in here, and they have to freestyle,

00:04:09.180 they're forced, you have to freestyle to get an interview, yup, it's going to be hilarious,

00:04:17.180 November rain, take music theory, no, so I am doing music theory now, I'll give you the background,

00:04:30.460 I know it, but I'm still like halfway, I'm having trouble getting both hands to move at the same time

00:04:38.460 and maintaining a steady, I'm still on basic stuff, I'm at 1.5 on my piano books, if you were

00:04:45.320 wondering, give me, I'll do one more word, one more word, sorry, halfway through the second one,

00:04:53.340 and then we're going to move on to the show, I guess it would make sense to do the topic, but this is so,

00:05:04.960 I'm tired, so damn tired, why can't we just get along, I'm sitting on a bus, minding my business,

00:05:25.700 I didn't ask for none of this, then I get, seems too, seems so insensitive to sing about that,

00:05:35.700 then I get stabbed and it's so wrong,

00:05:39.840 we, I thought I told a joke, and they didn't take it right, now I guess we are gonna fight, 0.96

00:05:56.520 oh black fatigue, we're fatigue, can we get along, please take out the weave, black fatigue, black fatigue, 0.98

00:06:15.320 I'll be the villain and say it, that's what you need, oh no you didn't, you know what, 0.89

00:06:30.820 I'm so tired of this, I can't make a joke about a weave, really, really, they can make fun of us 1.00

00:06:36.900 dancing, they can make fun, they can make fun of anything, they call me, they say, oh, like, you know,

00:06:44.940 I've had, and we're gonna show the clips, do you know the things that have been said about me

00:06:51.000 from black women, I can't make fun of their weave, really, 1.00

00:06:54.700 what else are we fatigued about, you can put it in the chat, I'll read it, 0.92

00:07:09.400 you know what, the last time, I'll tell you what, I did this freestyling thing,

00:07:14.320 do you want to know how I ended up on Pierce Morgan, if you want this story,

00:07:18.260 I ended up on Pierce Morgan because I wrote a song

00:07:21.500 about the J word, I'm not going to say it, on YouTube, do you know why I did it? 0.97

00:07:25.720 Because I said freestyle in the chat,

00:07:28.360 and that it wound me up on national television.

00:07:44.120 Wearing a weave, 0.85

00:07:45.720 Wearing a weave, 0.85

00:07:49.860 Oh, he's got a sleeve,

00:07:52.340 That's what we call 0.53

00:07:56.160 Black fatigue, 0.53

00:07:58.600 Oh, here we go, 0.97

00:08:01.540 They're mad at my show,

00:08:04.420 I am so 0.99

00:08:06.980 God damn 0.98

00:08:08.260 Fatigued, 0.99

00:08:10.200 And I'll try to be their friends,

00:08:12.880 And now they're mad,

00:08:14.160 And they're saying I'm a colonizer,

00:08:18.100 I guess that's bad,

00:08:19.820 I'm so tired of this fatigue,

00:08:24.300 They say they hate us,

00:08:30.420 And we say fine,

00:08:32.160 We'll go do it,

00:08:33.540 They say they hate us,

00:08:35.200 And we say fine,

00:08:36.700 We will do our own thought,

00:08:39.480 I'm trying to say thing,

00:08:40.400 They say they hate us,

00:08:42.240 And we say fine,

00:08:43.680 We do what we want,

00:08:45.380 All of the time,

00:08:47.280 We say leave us alone,

00:08:49.320 And they say no,

00:08:50.820 Black fatigue, 0.97

00:08:52.540 Black fatigue, 0.89

00:08:56.180 All we ask is please don't get mad, 0.88

00:09:00.220 Just leave,

00:09:01.360 Black fatigue, 0.99

00:09:04.000 I just ask that you don't stab me, 1.00

00:09:13.420 Black fatigue, 0.99

00:09:16.620 Black fatigue, 0.96

00:09:16.720 My internet career's over,

00:09:28.940 I'm sorry,

00:09:31.600 I'm just laughing too hard,

00:09:33.180 All right guys,

00:09:35.280 That's enough for today,

00:09:37.380 I'm going to end up on Pierce Morgan again,

00:09:39.400 All right guys,

00:09:45.520 So we're going to,

00:09:46.660 We're going to play a clip,

00:09:48.320 That my editor put together,

00:09:51.540 Not me,

00:09:52.180 So if you don't like any of them,

00:09:54.380 If you want to be fatigued at someone,

00:09:58.360 At him,

00:10:00.320 You got to play it,

00:10:01.540 Oh wait,

00:10:02.560 I have to,

00:10:03.140 Right?

00:10:04.220 Oh I forgot,

00:10:05.180 I totally,

00:10:05.780 Can you email it to me?

00:10:08.000 All right,

00:10:08.740 Let's see,

00:10:10.920 Black fatigue, 0.96

00:10:12.420 Black fatigue, 0.74

00:10:14.040 Please dear God, 0.99

00:10:15.240 Just take out the white woman's weave, 1.00

00:10:19.060 Black fatigue, 0.99

00:10:20.660 You know,

00:10:21.820 I think I have this ability,

00:10:23.960 To really,

00:10:25.760 Talk about serious topics,

00:10:27.840 In an unserious way,

00:10:29.880 And I think this pisses,

00:10:31.340 A lot of people off,

00:10:32.420 I really do,

00:10:33.260 Because they're like,

00:10:34.320 Why can't you stop laughing,

00:10:36.680 Why can't you just be serious,

00:10:39.180 It's like,

00:10:39.860 Why are you here?

00:10:41.100 You know what I mean?

00:10:41.700 Why are you here to,

00:10:43.240 We're just gonna,

00:10:44.160 We're just gonna criticize,

00:10:45.920 Huh? 0.80

00:10:47.860 Black fatigue, 0.97

00:10:49.700 Black fatigue, 0.97

00:10:51.580 You're saying, 0.67

00:10:54.780 All right,

00:10:56.780 Here we go,

00:10:58.120 All right,

00:10:58.380 We're gonna,

00:10:58.720 We're gonna play,

00:11:00.080 Some of the,

00:11:00.660 Some of the commentary,

00:11:01.620 That's really sparking this,

00:11:03.500 Oh it has to be on the other screen,

00:11:04.900 Doesn't it?

00:11:06.880 My bad,

00:11:07.500 My bad,

00:11:08.160 Okay,

00:11:08.460 I can go,

00:11:12.600 Layers and layers,

00:11:14.120 And layers,

00:11:14.520 And layers to it,

00:11:15.220 And more of it is going to come,

00:11:17.000 From just like,

00:11:17.900 The science and backing,

00:11:19.020 That you kind of put,

00:11:19.840 Into collective bundles,

00:11:21.040 That ultimately just come from who?

00:11:22.460 The white man,

00:11:23.420 You were raised by,

00:11:24.520 So,

00:11:24.940 Okay,

00:11:25.540 So,

00:11:25.680 That's the reason,

00:11:26.460 That she doesn't have any debt,

00:11:27.360 I'm just,

00:11:27.780 I'm just saying,

00:11:28.540 You asked,

00:11:30.240 You asked for,

00:11:31.160 That's not there,

00:11:32.320 You asked for,

00:11:33.020 So that's not you,

00:11:34.140 Making a decision,

00:11:35.000 That's you being,

00:11:35.880 Born into white privilege,

00:11:37.500 And we need you,

00:11:38.040 To acknowledge that,

00:11:38.780 So,

00:11:39.120 That's not a decision,

00:11:39.960 That you made,

00:11:40.900 That is the way,

00:11:41.580 You came into this,

00:11:42.640 And honestly,

00:11:43.380 Wait,

00:11:43.920 Girl,

00:11:44.140 You're a family of like,

00:11:45.420 Nine or ten,

00:11:46.320 Like,

00:11:46.740 That's how your dad,

00:11:48.320 Sets you up,

00:11:49.160 So there are things,

00:11:50.020 That you genuinely,

00:11:51.300 Black fatigue, 0.92

00:11:52.800 Black fatigue, 0.98

00:11:55.200 I beg you,

00:11:56.940 Please take out the weave, 1.00

00:11:59.780 Black fatigue,

00:12:02.200 Black fatigue, 0.84

00:12:04.140 Please God, 0.62

00:12:06.520 Stop yelling at me,

00:12:08.720 See,

00:12:09.080 That's a song,

00:12:09.640 I should have played,

00:12:10.760 Did not have to experience,

00:12:12.600 Right, 1.00

00:12:12.780 You don't fucking know, 0.99

00:12:14.340 I don't personally engage, 0.99

00:12:28.900 In swirling,

00:12:29.440 Because I love black women, 1.00

00:12:30.620 But shout out,

00:12:31.120 To those who do,

00:12:32.060 Because within the past,

00:12:33.080 Eight years,

00:12:34.040 The global white population,

00:12:35.180 Has dropped from 11%,

00:12:36.920 To 6.5%, 0.95

00:12:38.520 So keep up the good work,

00:12:39.620 So if,

00:12:52.780 You know,

00:12:53.520 Nearly half of all blacks, 1.00

00:12:54.900 Are not okay with white people, 1.00

00:12:57.720 According to this poll, 0.98

00:12:58.880 Not according to me,

00:13:00.700 According to this poll,

00:13:02.500 That's a hate group,

00:13:04.500 That's a hate group,

00:13:06.000 And I don't want to have anything,

00:13:07.100 To do with them,

00:13:08.300 And I would say,

00:13:09.860 You know,

00:13:10.080 Based on,

00:13:10.840 The current way,

00:13:11.740 Things are going,

00:13:12.780 The best advice,

00:13:13.920 I would give to,

00:13:14.900 White people, 1.00

00:13:15.840 Is to get the hell away, 1.00

00:13:17.020 From black people, 1.00

00:13:18.420 Just get the fuck away, 1.00

00:13:19.640 Wherever you have to go, 1.00

00:13:22.960 Just get away, 0.99

00:13:24.600 Because there's no fixing this,

00:13:27.620 This can't be fixed,

00:13:30.180 Right,

00:13:30.520 This can't be fixed,

00:13:31.700 You just have to escape,

00:13:33.540 So that's what I did,

00:13:34.620 I went to a neighborhood,

00:13:35.660 Where,

00:13:36.320 You know,

00:13:36.600 I have a very low black population,

00:13:39.340 Because unfortunately,

00:13:40.280 You know,

00:13:40.740 There's a high correlation,

00:13:41.920 Between the density,

00:13:43.480 And this is according to Don Lemon,

00:13:45.040 By the way,

00:13:46.060 So here I'm just quoting Don Lemon,

00:13:47.980 When he notes that the,

00:13:51.160 When he lived in a,

00:13:53.340 Mostly black neighborhood,

00:13:55.440 There were a bunch of problems,

00:13:56.680 That he didn't see in white neighborhoods,

00:13:58.600 So even Don Lemon,

00:14:00.840 Sees a big difference,

00:14:02.940 In your own quality of living,

00:14:05.480 Based on where you live,

00:14:06.820 And who's there,

00:14:08.120 So I think it makes no sense whatsoever,

00:14:10.980 As a white citizen of America, 0.58

00:14:13.580 To try to help black citizens anymore, 1.00

00:14:16.200 It doesn't make sense, 0.89

00:14:18.620 It's no longer a rational,

00:14:21.780 Impulse,

00:14:22.980 And so I'm going to,

00:14:24.760 I'm going to back off,

00:14:27.040 From being helpful to black America,

00:14:29.340 Because it doesn't seem like it pays off,

00:14:32.100 Like I've been doing it all my life,

00:14:34.320 And I've been,

00:14:35.200 The only outcome is,

00:14:36.760 I get called a racist,

00:14:38.700 That's the only outcome,

00:14:39.780 It makes no sense,

00:14:43.200 To help black Americans, 0.95

00:14:44.360 If you're white, 0.90

00:14:45.660 The,

00:14:46.220 The,

00:14:46.840 It's over,

00:14:48.480 Don't,

00:14:48.960 Don't even think it's worth trying,

00:14:50.740 Totally not trying,

00:14:52.200 And,

00:14:54.640 There we go,

00:14:58.120 You didn't expect that today,

00:14:59.740 Did you?

00:15:00.040 But those who don't want to focus on education,

00:15:06.040 You just need to get away from them,

00:15:07.960 Just get as much distance as you can,

00:15:10.480 That's my recommendation,

00:15:13.600 And I'm also really sick,

00:15:15.260 Of seeing video after video, 0.97

00:15:17.000 Of black Americans, 1.00

00:15:18.460 Beating up non-black citizens, 1.00

00:15:22.320 I'm, 0.99

00:15:23.200 You know,

00:15:23.560 I realize it's anecdotal,

00:15:25.580 And it doesn't give me a,

00:15:26.920 A full picture of what's happening, 0.98

00:15:28.760 But every damn day, 0.98

00:15:31.360 I look on social media, 0.99

00:15:33.060 And there's some black person, 1.00

00:15:34.540 Beating the shit out of some white person, 1.00

00:15:37.020 I'm kind of over it, 1.00

00:15:38.680 I'm over it,

00:15:40.160 Right,

00:15:40.580 So I quit,

00:15:42.380 Public service announcement,

00:15:46.380 Excuse me,

00:15:47.920 If y'all didn't know,

00:15:48.820 This is the MSC,

00:15:50.360 And frankly, 0.95

00:15:51.080 There's just too many white people in here, 1.00

00:15:53.360 And this is a space for people of color,

00:15:54.740 So just be really cognizant of the space,

00:15:57.040 That you're taking up,

00:15:57.860 Because it does,

00:15:59.200 Make some of us POCs,

00:16:00.920 Uncomfortable when we see too many white people in here, 1.00

00:16:03.160 It's only been open for four days,

00:16:04.920 And frankly,

00:16:05.540 There's the whole university,

00:16:07.140 For a lot of y'all to be at,

00:16:08.640 And there's very few spaces for us,

00:16:10.780 So keep that in mind,

00:16:12.240 Thank you,

00:16:13.020 You just said we have to leave,

00:16:14.800 No,

00:16:15.240 I said,

00:16:16.160 You're making this space uncomfortable,

00:16:17.820 You said it makes me feel uncomfortable, 0.94

00:16:18.680 But you're white, 1.00

00:16:19.800 Do you understand what a multicultural space, 0.97

00:16:22.000 It means you're not being centered,

00:16:23.420 White's not a culture? 0.95

00:16:24.120 No,

00:16:24.660 No,

00:16:24.920 No,

00:16:24.960 It's not a culture, 0.96

00:16:26.240 It's white is not a culture, 0.99

00:16:27.780 Say it again to the camera,

00:16:29.120 You think whiteness is a culture?

00:16:31.000 But it feels like the void,

00:16:32.480 That has been created,

00:16:33.420 By Kevin Samuel is leaving,

00:16:34.760 Is that now we only have like,

00:16:36.160 White manosphere type people, 0.93

00:16:37.900 Telling people how to live their lives,

00:16:39.320 And the game is not the same,

00:16:40.760 I couldn't believe,

00:16:41.760 That the black community, 1.00

00:16:42.640 Elected a white bitch, 1.00

00:16:43.580 To tell you how to, 1.00

00:16:44.580 How to get a black man, 1.00

00:16:45.480 Like that shit right there through me, 1.00

00:16:47.840 You're talking about Pearl? 0.99

00:16:48.620 Yes,

00:16:49.620 You're not a Pearl fan,

00:16:50.840 I'm guessing,

00:16:51.060 I said, 0.99

00:16:51.220 Pearl ain't never even had black dick before, 1.00

00:16:53.100 How she gonna tell, 1.00

00:16:54.180 A black woman,

00:16:55.560 How to treat,

00:16:56.540 A black man,

00:16:58.020 Right, 1.00

00:16:59.400 Like that's what the fuck, 1.00

00:17:00.880 And I said, 1.00

00:17:01.600 We're done,

00:17:02.700 We're doomed,

00:17:03.400 And they call her,

00:17:04.420 The female, 0.99

00:17:05.560 Version of Kevin Samuel, 1.00

00:17:06.640 What the fuck, 0.99

00:17:08.140 Yeah, 1.00

00:17:08.500 I asked for an interview right, 0.99

00:17:10.020 Cause I was gonna get in the ass, 1.00

00:17:11.200 About that slavery shit, 1.00

00:17:11.780 We gotta make that happen, 0.99

00:17:12.800 When Pearl now plays,

00:17:14.260 Like she doesn't know,

00:17:15.160 What colonization is,

00:17:16.280 And she doesn't know,

00:17:18.200 What slavery is,

00:17:19.680 And she says these insensitive statements,

00:17:22.200 In that video,

00:17:23.180 I actually attempted,

00:17:24.600 To give her a book,

00:17:26.360 It was called,

00:17:27.780 How Europe Underdeveloped Africa,

00:17:30.120 I've read it myself,

00:17:31.740 She,

00:17:32.440 Semi dismissed that book,

00:17:35.040 She kind of dismissed that book,

00:17:36.620 537 right now,

00:17:38.040 A grand jury in North Texas,

00:17:39.360 Has indicted an 18 year old,

00:17:41.400 Accused of fatally stabbing,

00:17:42.780 Another teen at a track meet,

00:17:44.680 Carmelo Anthony was arrested,

00:17:46.280 April 2nd,

00:17:47.420 In connection with the death of Austin Metcalf,

00:17:50.420 Anthony is accused of killing Metcalf,

00:17:52.480 During a track meet at a stadium,

00:17:54.380 Where both their Frisco High School teams,

00:17:57.280 Were participating,

00:17:59.000 Anthony told police,

00:18:00.100 He acted in self-defense,

00:18:01.640 And was provoked by Metcalf,

00:18:03.280 During an altercation,

00:18:04.300 Before the stabbing,

00:18:05.780 This is video surveillance of the night,

00:18:08.200 Arena Zeruzka enters a blue line,

00:18:09.980 At the East West Boulevard station stop,

00:18:12.420 You can see she takes a seat,

00:18:13.740 Directly in front of the Carlos Brown,

00:18:15.440 On the suspect at first,

00:18:17.260 Nothing seems unusual,

00:18:18.220 But four minutes later,

00:18:19.540 He pulls out what appears to be a pocket knife,

00:18:21.620 And suddenly stabs the roots gun multiple times, 0.59

00:18:24.580 Black fatigue, 0.99

00:18:29.780 Black fatigue, 0.98

00:18:31.260 Sorry, 0.51

00:18:32.080 All right,

00:18:33.720 What's up guys,

00:18:34.760 Welcome to another episode of Pearl Daily,

00:18:37.440 Here on the audacity network,

00:18:39.260 I do want to start by doing what I do best,

00:18:41.780 A bank for money,

00:18:42.720 Yeah,

00:18:43.320 Money,

00:18:44.740 And not in a way that,

00:18:48.080 Not in a disrespectful way,

00:18:50.080 But if you do want to go to my website,

00:18:51.780 To go to theaudacitynetwork.com,

00:18:54.140 Every day I am able to participate,

00:18:56.660 In normal society less,

00:18:59.920 I'll give you an example,

00:19:02.720 The other day I wanted to play on a volleyball team,

00:19:05.260 I was so excited,

00:19:06.100 I've been playing volleyball for years,

00:19:08.760 I got kicked off this,

00:19:10.140 The lefties,

00:19:11.060 They kicked me off the volleyball team,

00:19:13.060 And just every day,

00:19:15.060 You know,

00:19:15.420 So,

00:19:15.880 I don't know when YouTube,

00:19:17.860 Is going to kick me off again,

00:19:19.620 I was kicked off of YouTube for a year and a half,

00:19:22.700 They really ruined my life,

00:19:24.280 In a lot of ways I could get into,

00:19:26.120 And part of this was from,

00:19:29.100 The fatigue we're going to talk about,

00:19:31.040 But when I talk about these topics,

00:19:34.700 I really am taking a risk,

00:19:36.320 The more honest I am,

00:19:38.400 And so it's nice that people on our website,

00:19:40.840 Theaudacitynetwork.com,

00:19:42.600 Signing up,

00:19:43.520 If we get enough $10 a month sign ups,

00:19:46.480 I mean,

00:19:46.800 To be honest,

00:19:47.560 I could talk about anything,

00:19:49.320 But now,

00:19:50.820 I found,

00:19:51.480 Right now I'm at the point,

00:19:52.400 Where I did find out the consequences,

00:19:54.160 For talking about anything,

00:19:55.240 And,

00:19:57.040 While I will,

00:20:00.320 I will take them,

00:20:01.400 I do have to take calculated risks,

00:20:03.480 But today is an honest show,

00:20:04.920 This is going to be a,

00:20:06.940 An honest show,

00:20:08.400 Where,

00:20:08.860 I'm taking a little bit of risk,

00:20:11.360 By doing this,

00:20:13.080 So,

00:20:13.780 If you want to support me,

00:20:15.540 Theaudacitynetwork.com,

00:20:17.060 Or you can do the GoFundMe,

00:20:18.700 And donate whatever you want,

00:20:20.460 To our divorce documentary,

00:20:23.180 Okay,

00:20:23.420 So,

00:20:24.400 I will start by saying,

00:20:26.740 There are exceptions to every rule,

00:20:30.020 In order to,

00:20:32.800 Abide by YouTube guidelines,

00:20:35.020 Because I am attempting to abide by YouTube guidelines,

00:20:38.300 I will say there are exceptions to every rule,

00:20:40.700 When I am talking on this show,

00:20:42.380 I am talking about my personal experience,

00:20:44.680 And what I have witnessed,

00:20:46.400 That does not mean everybody has had the same experience,

00:20:49.880 I am not saying that I am a saint,

00:20:53.240 To where I am perfect,

00:20:54.220 This is not me trying to have the moral high ground here,

00:20:57.640 And,

00:21:00.720 Yeah,

00:21:02.240 There are exceptions to every rule,

00:21:03.900 So,

00:21:05.060 Recently,

00:21:05.840 There have been some stories in the news,

00:21:08.000 And I'm going to kind of touch on them,

00:21:09.360 And the stories that have really overtaken the news,

00:21:15.820 Wait,

00:21:19.260 Where did it go?

00:21:20.640 Oh,

00:21:21.180 Here we are, 0.98

00:21:21.560 There was a black guy who stabbed a white guy at a track meet, 0.88

00:21:27.300 And he got out of jail on bond, 0.97

00:21:29.720 After stabbing the white kid to death,

00:21:32.280 And over half a million dollars were raised in his defense, 0.99

00:21:36.540 Do you think a white person could stab a black person, 0.97

00:21:42.960 And get half a million dollars in their defense, 0.99

00:21:45.800 And be put on bail,

00:21:49.880 It's called black fatigue, 0.97

00:21:51.740 Black fatigue,

00:21:52.940 Okay, 0.95

00:21:53.940 There was a career criminal,

00:21:57.560 Who had been arrested 13 times prior,

00:22:00.860 Who stabbed a Ukrainian refugee on the train, 0.90

00:22:06.100 De Carlos Brown was a paranoid schizophrenic, 0.98

00:22:07.800 Schizophrenic with a long criminal history, 0.72

00:22:10.460 That the state refused to lock him up, 0.99

00:22:14.620 Black fatigue has even reached black people, 0.98

00:22:17.600 Where there is a black girl who's punched in the face, 0.97

00:22:21.640 She was a pro-life reporter,

00:22:23.800 And she's interviewing people at a pro-life rally,

00:22:26.360 She's this nice,

00:22:27.260 Nice lady, 1.00

00:22:29.020 And pro-life activist,

00:22:30.680 Savannah Craven, 0.95

00:22:32.080 Was punched in the face by a black woman, 0.96

00:22:34.380 And the black woman was not criminally charged, 0.99

00:22:37.160 At all,

00:22:38.720 You guys can Google all of these,

00:22:40.480 All of these things,

00:22:43.140 But,

00:22:46.360 So we're going to talk about what the internet is calling,

00:22:48.780 Is black fatigue,

00:22:49.780 Which,

00:22:50.580 According to the Urban Dictionary,

00:22:52.960 It describes as the mental exhaustion, 0.91

00:22:56.220 From being forced to care about black people, 0.97

00:22:58.800 And their actions 24-7,

00:23:00.740 So again,

00:23:01.800 I am,

00:23:02.340 I am,

00:23:04.120 Going to repeat,

00:23:05.700 Because I am trying to keep my channel,

00:23:08.860 The definition of a generalization,

00:23:11.580 Is a statement,

00:23:12.660 Or a concept,

00:23:13.980 That applies broadly,

00:23:15.240 To a group,

00:23:15.860 A group category,

00:23:17.400 Or situation,

00:23:18.900 Based on,

00:23:19.960 Limited information,

00:23:21.040 Or observations,

00:23:22.700 Often,

00:23:23.380 Often assuming what is true,

00:23:25.440 For some cases,

00:23:26.420 Is true, 0.58

00:23:27.220 For all,

00:23:27.920 Or most,

00:23:29.000 It involves,

00:23:30.060 Drawing conclusions,

00:23:31.100 From specific examples,

00:23:32.500 To make a general rule,

00:23:33.880 Or principle,

00:23:34.500 So again,

00:23:35.960 There are exceptions,

00:23:37.600 So,

00:23:39.320 You know,

00:23:39.780 On this channel,

00:23:40.580 I do talk a lot about generalizations,

00:23:43.160 In society,

00:23:44.060 And generally,

00:23:45.240 I do like to stick to generalizations,

00:23:47.640 About men and women,

00:23:49.480 But,

00:23:50.940 I,

00:23:52.060 You know,

00:23:52.360 With the recent events,

00:23:53.420 That have been in the news,

00:23:54.380 I do want to give my two cents,

00:23:56.180 On what is going on,

00:23:58.020 Now I do kind of want to go through the criticisms,

00:24:06.500 Before I give this opinion,

00:24:08.020 Because a lot of people are,

00:24:09.580 They are going to give my,

00:24:11.120 They are going to go through the basic,

00:24:12.640 You know,

00:24:12.840 Whenever I give an opinion,

00:24:13.900 On anything about race,

00:24:15.860 Or money,

00:24:17.380 Or society,

00:24:18.280 I think the number one insult,

00:24:20.440 As you guys saw,

00:24:21.360 In the one clip I showed,

00:24:22.540 Is that you're just,

00:24:23.880 A rich white girl, 0.76

00:24:26.160 Um,

00:24:26.540 They always leave out,

00:24:28.000 The smoke show part,

00:24:29.620 They always do,

00:24:30.340 It's like,

00:24:31.040 Switch site,

00:24:32.500 Um,

00:24:32.840 They always say,

00:24:33.560 You're an obviously hot,

00:24:34.920 Smoke show white girl, 0.99

00:24:36.220 From a family,

00:24:37.200 A well off family,

00:24:38.240 Who's handed everything in life,

00:24:40.740 What gives you the right,

00:24:41.920 To talk about this,

00:24:43.380 So I am going to give you,

00:24:44.640 My background,

00:24:45.400 And my credentials,

00:24:46.460 If you don't think this is good enough,

00:24:47.820 To have an opinion,

00:24:48.720 You are welcome to leave now,

00:24:50.420 Because I already know,

00:24:51.740 The kind of critiques,

00:24:53.720 That they generally say,

00:24:54.840 I was handed everything in life,

00:24:58.220 Um,

00:24:58.560 I was given such a,

00:24:59.640 Good head start,

00:25:00.740 That it's incredible,

00:25:01.840 Um,

00:25:02.400 And,

00:25:04.000 You know,

00:25:04.360 I would say,

00:25:04.940 That's generally true,

00:25:06.020 I was given a head start in life,

00:25:07.880 Um,

00:25:08.260 I was one of ten kids,

00:25:09.440 My dad encouraged me,

00:25:11.920 To do whatever I wanted in life,

00:25:13.380 And I really did,

00:25:14.740 Um,

00:25:15.020 Let me read the super chat,

00:25:16.700 We are fatigued, 1.00

00:25:17.780 That blacks uplift idiots, 1.00

00:25:20.040 And ostracize intelligence, 1.00

00:25:23.740 Layism,

00:25:24.900 Um, 0.98

00:25:26.280 Are women innately evil, 1.00

00:25:28.820 And hateful towards men, 0.99

00:25:30.440 What does it have to do with this,

00:25:32.900 The topic,

00:25:34.940 So,

00:25:40.700 I want to go,

00:25:41.480 Really first,

00:25:42.280 On my personal experience,

00:25:44.520 And I,

00:25:44.920 I just want to talk about,

00:25:46.060 What my experience,

00:25:47.340 With race relations,

00:25:48.560 Was growing up,

00:25:49.920 Um,

00:25:50.780 Because,

00:25:51.320 I would like to say,

00:25:52.540 When I was growing up,

00:25:53.820 Now,

00:25:54.180 I know, 0.98

00:25:54.860 Black people have a tendency, 1.00

00:25:56.440 Not all, 1.00

00:25:56.920 They tend to hate, 0.92

00:25:58.260 When white people say this, 0.59

00:25:59.600 But I really do think,

00:26:01.760 That white people are raised, 0.96

00:26:03.160 To not judge people,

00:26:04.660 By the color of your skin,

00:26:05.980 I would say,

00:26:06.980 Growing up,

00:26:07.700 I grew up in a mostly,

00:26:08.940 Catholic,

00:26:09.820 Um,

00:26:10.460 Area,

00:26:11.480 My school was private,

00:26:12.640 It was mostly white,

00:26:14.460 Um,

00:26:15.480 But when we had,

00:26:16.800 Like,

00:26:17.160 Black kids in the school,

00:26:18.240 I would say most people,

00:26:20.020 In general,

00:26:21.260 Um,

00:26:22.720 That,

00:26:23.040 That's just kind of,

00:26:23.800 How we're raised,

00:26:24.640 We're not really raised,

00:26:25.580 To see color,

00:26:26.800 Um,

00:26:28.100 But,

00:26:28.620 I do remember,

00:26:29.400 In school,

00:26:30.680 Even in like,

00:26:31.300 A white, 0.89

00:26:31.860 Catholic school,

00:26:33.200 You know,

00:26:33.540 Having racism,

00:26:34.800 Sort of shoved down our throat,

00:26:36.380 And this was kind of confusing,

00:26:37.880 Because this was a right,

00:26:39.180 Leaning area,

00:26:40.580 But,

00:26:41.120 Even if it's not in the school,

00:26:42.620 You can't really,

00:26:43.980 Um,

00:26:45.340 You can't really stop,

00:26:47.220 The pro,

00:26:48.080 Like,

00:26:48.440 Black,

00:26:50.120 Um, 1.00

00:26:50.660 You're evil, 1.00

00:26:51.740 For being white, 1.00

00:26:52.660 Propaganda,

00:26:53.440 I mean,

00:26:53.820 I remember getting this,

00:26:55.180 Like,

00:26:55.400 His Facebook,

00:26:56.300 That was kind of big,

00:26:57.240 When I was a kid,

00:26:57.960 I'm not going to look at the chat,

00:27:00.720 For a little bit,

00:27:01.220 You guys scare me sometimes,

00:27:02.880 Um,

00:27:04.320 But,

00:27:04.820 Cause,

00:27:05.080 Cause I'm trying to be polite,

00:27:06.520 You know,

00:27:06.900 But they just,

00:27:07.620 It's like,

00:27:08.240 I can give ten disclaimers,

00:27:10.000 And they'll still find the one clip,

00:27:11.520 Of me saying something rude,

00:27:12.780 You know,

00:27:13.120 So,

00:27:14.380 So,

00:27:15.500 We never really had issues,

00:27:20.520 Um,

00:27:20.780 With,

00:27:21.120 I would say,

00:27:21.600 Race relations,

00:27:22.580 In general,

00:27:23.100 In my school,

00:27:23.780 It was,

00:27:24.660 I was in sports,

00:27:25.700 So there was always,

00:27:26.620 Um,

00:27:28.680 There was always,

00:27:29.240 It was always very mixed, 0.99

00:27:31.120 I would say,

00:27:32.260 And no one really,

00:27:33.000 Like,

00:27:33.280 Talked about it,

00:27:34.000 Or really cared,

00:27:35.560 Um,

00:27:36.100 But it wasn't until I got to college,

00:27:37.740 Where,

00:27:38.100 I would say,

00:27:38.500 That was the beginning of,

00:27:39.660 Like,

00:27:39.740 The BLM,

00:27:40.920 Um,

00:27:41.440 Stuff started,

00:27:42.460 At least to the point,

00:27:43.400 That I started to pay attention to it,

00:27:45.880 And I think when I,

00:27:46.880 I first started hearing about,

00:27:48.400 Like,

00:27:48.520 Black Lives Matter,

00:27:49.600 And that movement,

00:27:51.500 I mean,

00:27:51.860 Genuinely,

00:27:52.340 From the bottom of my heart,

00:27:53.380 I had a lot of empathy,

00:27:55.280 Um,

00:27:56.180 You know,

00:27:58.040 You hear about a kid getting shot,

00:27:59.900 By the police,

00:28:00.840 And you,

00:28:01.540 As a white person,

00:28:02.660 Um,

00:28:02.900 Or just like a human,

00:28:04.060 And I don't like to make this all about race,

00:28:05.800 But,

00:28:06.760 We kind of have to,

00:28:07.800 Because the topic's black fatigue, 0.96

00:28:09.800 You,

00:28:10.340 You have a level of the empathy,

00:28:12.900 Where,

00:28:14.240 You know,

00:28:15.220 You,

00:28:15.380 You don't want that to happen,

00:28:16.720 And,

00:28:16.980 And you feel bad,

00:28:17.980 But it just seemed like,

00:28:19.580 Every time,

00:28:20.620 There would be a story,

00:28:21.620 That came out in the news,

00:28:23.140 There would always be a catch,

00:28:24.920 That at first,

00:28:25.640 I would see the news,

00:28:26.600 And I wasn't that political,

00:28:28.220 Because when,

00:28:28.940 We're better,

00:28:30.160 As we say on the show,

00:28:31.420 Young women,

00:28:31.940 We tend to be better,

00:28:33.000 When we're younger,

00:28:34.360 So I wasn't overly,

00:28:36.040 I was like into the pro-life stuff,

00:28:37.720 But that,

00:28:38.060 You know,

00:28:38.280 BLM,

00:28:38.740 I just,

00:28:39.200 I didn't pay that close of attention,

00:28:41.360 But,

00:28:42.520 It just always seemed like,

00:28:45.120 There would be facts of the case,

00:28:46.680 That were not talked about,

00:28:48.460 Now,

00:28:49.100 I can't remember the exact case,

00:28:50.480 Off the top of my head,

00:28:51.440 But I remember there was one,

00:28:52.460 I think in Ohio,

00:28:53.160 And it was all over the news,

00:28:56.480 They were saying,

00:28:57.040 This guy got shot to death,

00:28:59.100 By a cop,

00:28:59.920 And it seemed unwarranted,

00:29:01.140 And then I found out,

00:29:01.900 He hit the cop like 13 times,

00:29:03.620 But they kept,

00:29:04.900 All they kept repeating,

00:29:06.140 Was that like,

00:29:07.680 Was that he,

00:29:08.720 Did not have a gun,

00:29:11.100 And they kept saying,

00:29:12.400 No,

00:29:12.500 He was unarmed,

00:29:13.320 They shot this unarmed guy,

00:29:14.760 And you know,

00:29:15.400 You first hear these stories,

00:29:17.020 And off the top of your head,

00:29:18.240 You're like,

00:29:18.620 Oh no,

00:29:19.860 I don't want that to happen,

00:29:21.020 And then you find out,

00:29:22.580 He hit the cop 13 times,

00:29:23.900 And was trying to take his gun,

00:29:25.000 And you're like,

00:29:25.600 Oh,

00:29:26.400 Well why would they say,

00:29:27.400 The story like that,

00:29:28.760 And this just kind of happened,

00:29:30.540 Over and over again,

00:29:31.640 I think sometimes I believed it,

00:29:33.200 Sometimes I didn't,

00:29:34.240 You know,

00:29:34.480 Sometimes I would hear a story,

00:29:36.120 And this was like,

00:29:37.760 Amidst I would say,

00:29:38.860 The build up of the BLM stuff,

00:29:41.420 And again,

00:29:42.520 I wasn't following that closely,

00:29:44.240 But it just,

00:29:45.440 It was really frustrating,

00:29:46.720 Because I think I just grew up,

00:29:48.060 I think I love doing this,

00:29:50.100 Because I try to not,

00:29:51.840 Come at this with a lot of ego,

00:29:53.520 Like I try to come at this with,

00:29:55.120 I could be wrong,

00:29:56.040 Let's try to focus on the facts,

00:29:57.980 Because I like to create the media,

00:30:00.200 I just did not get growing up,

00:30:02.460 Like when I was growing up,

00:30:03.460 It just seemed like,

00:30:04.280 Every other story was fake,

00:30:05.680 We didn't know what was real,

00:30:06.720 We didn't know what was false,

00:30:08.920 And the first time,

00:30:12.060 And I always say,

00:30:13.060 When you see something on the news,

00:30:14.640 It tends to hit your personal life,

00:30:16.400 Two to four years later,

00:30:18.400 So an example,

00:30:19.920 Outside of this race stuff,

00:30:22.300 Where this hit my personal life,

00:30:23.700 Was,

00:30:23.960 I used to cover women on antidepressants, 1.00

00:30:28.320 Like two years ago,

00:30:29.340 I think I started covering,

00:30:30.540 The rise in women on antidepressants,

00:30:32.360 Especially white women, 1.00

00:30:33.700 And I would say in my personal life,

00:30:35.540 I mean,

00:30:35.980 That just started to hit me,

00:30:37.740 Like where my friends are actually,

00:30:39.140 Starting to be on it the last year,

00:30:41.060 Two years,

00:30:42.220 We're getting closer to 30,

00:30:43.460 You know what I mean,

00:30:44.000 We're like,

00:30:44.460 We're crashing out,

00:30:45.760 So,

00:30:47.800 Anyways,

00:30:48.360 When I got to school,

00:30:51.120 I remember,

00:30:52.420 Vividly,

00:30:53.740 There was this kid at my school,

00:30:56.300 Who is like a mixed guy,

00:30:57.760 On one of the athletic teams,

00:30:58.980 Who was arrested by the cops,

00:31:01.200 And I remember,

00:31:02.960 It was this whole drama on Facebook,

00:31:05.300 Like our,

00:31:06.400 Instagram maybe,

00:31:07.460 And everybody was saying,

00:31:10.040 How he was arrested unfairly,

00:31:12.120 It was like at a house party,

00:31:13.540 And he got arrested,

00:31:14.780 And I remember thinking,

00:31:17.380 That I knew,

00:31:18.800 That he was always,

00:31:19.780 Throwing parties,

00:31:21.200 And doing things that were illegal,

00:31:23.680 Like drugs,

00:31:24.460 Nothing crazy,

00:31:25.520 Just college stuff,

00:31:26.360 Drinking,

00:31:26.840 Drugs,

00:31:27.140 Whatever,

00:31:27.820 And if your house smells like weed,

00:31:30.560 The cops can come inside,

00:31:32.220 But it became this whole race thing,

00:31:34.780 And I think just like,

00:31:35.660 On my gut feeling,

00:31:37.540 And I remember people were posting,

00:31:39.020 About the unfair,

00:31:39.880 I do think he got the charges dropped,

00:31:41.680 I could be wrong,

00:31:43.560 Um,

00:31:44.140 But I have to be honest,

00:31:46.200 Just in my gut,

00:31:47.320 I just knew,

00:31:49.140 Like just seeing him the last few years,

00:31:50.900 I knew there was more to this story,

00:31:52.720 That he wasn't saying,

00:31:54.040 I knew he wasn't this like,

00:31:55.760 Innocent guy,

00:31:57.700 And,

00:31:58.500 It was nothing against him,

00:31:59.820 He was a nice guy,

00:32:00.800 But,

00:32:01.640 I'm like,

00:32:02.040 You do do drugs,

00:32:02.960 Party,

00:32:03.920 And drink underage every weekend,

00:32:05.980 Do you know what I mean?

00:32:06.680 And I'm,

00:32:07.320 This isn't even a moral high ground,

00:32:08.980 You know,

00:32:09.980 Um,

00:32:10.360 I got in trouble for a fake ID in college,

00:32:13.160 I did,

00:32:13.880 Um,

00:32:14.200 I was a year young,

00:32:16.360 So,

00:32:16.720 I don't know if I should admit this,

00:32:17.920 But,

00:32:18.500 I did pay the,

00:32:19.340 I did do the crime,

00:32:20.400 And I did get in trouble for it,

00:32:21.860 And I paid the time,

00:32:22.620 So I think it's okay to talk about,

00:32:24.360 But,

00:32:25.120 But it's out there,

00:32:25.820 I don't care,

00:32:26.580 But,

00:32:27.480 I was a year young in school,

00:32:28.820 And I always just wanted to go to the bars,

00:32:30.420 And I got a fake ID,

00:32:31.200 And then I got caught,

00:32:32.580 And,

00:32:33.080 Yeah,

00:32:33.440 I just,

00:32:33.860 I just took the L,

00:32:35.240 Do you know what I mean?

00:32:35.800 It just,

00:32:36.180 It was an L in my life,

00:32:37.240 But I just,

00:32:39.320 I never would have had that thought,

00:32:41.160 To like,

00:32:41.800 Fight the cops,

00:32:42.760 Or like,

00:32:43.120 Say,

00:32:43.360 Oh,

00:32:43.440 I was discriminated against,

00:32:44.860 Because I was a woman,

00:32:45.660 Maybe I'm a privileged position,

00:32:48.080 I don't know,

00:32:49.880 So,

00:32:50.640 You know,

00:32:51.320 But,

00:32:51.900 You know,

00:32:52.140 I'm never gonna,

00:32:52.980 At that point,

00:32:53.720 I'm not thinking like,

00:32:55.640 Oh, 0.99

00:32:56.300 All black people are like this, 1.00

00:32:57.840 I'm not thinking this is like a, 0.99

00:32:59.800 And I still don't,

00:33:01.000 By the way,

00:33:02.180 Then,

00:33:04.080 There was the BLM era, 0.96

00:33:05.920 So I end up,

00:33:06.780 I go to college,

00:33:07.560 And I move,

00:33:09.080 And I start selling copiers,

00:33:10.800 In this city,

00:33:13.000 And,

00:33:13.660 It was in the city of Milwaukee,

00:33:16.200 Maybe I shouldn't say names,

00:33:17.700 I don't know,

00:33:18.280 Whatever,

00:33:19.000 I'm in,

00:33:19.940 I'm in Milwaukee,

00:33:21.000 And I basically had to witness,

00:33:23.120 During the George Floyd riots,

00:33:25.980 Stores,

00:33:27.060 I remember sleeping,

00:33:28.560 And hearing the riots,

00:33:29.940 Like down the street,

00:33:31.280 From where I slept,

00:33:32.200 Like down the street from where I live,

00:33:34.420 I remember like waking up the next day,

00:33:36.460 Going downtown,

00:33:37.200 And just seeing everything,

00:33:38.140 Everything was like trash,

00:33:39.280 There was buildings broken into,

00:33:41.280 And this,

00:33:41.980 This also happened with the Kyle Rittenhouse case,

00:33:45.940 And I think when the original footage came out,

00:33:48.640 From the,

00:33:50.080 George Floyd incident,

00:33:53.260 You know,

00:33:53.540 I mean the cop looked like the bad guy,

00:33:55.100 I had a lot of empathy,

00:33:56.100 You know,

00:33:57.040 But then,

00:33:58.740 You know,

00:33:59.240 More,

00:33:59.980 More facts from the case came out,

00:34:03.140 And I find out that the guy,

00:34:05.040 Was trained to do that,

00:34:06.700 And they keep trying to cover it up,

00:34:08.360 And they keep trying to cover it up,

00:34:08.380 The guy that got,

00:34:09.740 Or the police officer,

00:34:11.560 The guy who was,

00:34:13.860 Who died,

00:34:15.320 Was a guy who put a gun,

00:34:16.960 To a pregnant woman's, 1.00

00:34:18.000 A pregnant woman's belly, 1.00

00:34:19.800 And it's not to say he should have died,

00:34:22.340 But,

00:34:22.960 You know,

00:34:24.260 It kind of,

00:34:24.880 Takes away the empathy,

00:34:26.600 When,

00:34:27.740 They're like,

00:34:28.320 They have statues of,

00:34:29.740 This,

00:34:31.180 This guy who,

00:34:34.160 You know,

00:34:35.300 Died by the hands of police,

00:34:36.920 And this just kept happening,

00:34:38.240 And this is over,

00:34:39.100 From the time I was probably 18,

00:34:40.660 To like 23,

00:34:42.180 And I remember during this time,

00:34:44.040 Everyone,

00:34:44.440 There's so much pressure on social media, 1.00

00:34:46.320 To post a stupid black square, 1.00

00:34:48.420 And I remember so vividly, 1.00

00:34:50.700 That I did not post a black square,

00:34:53.360 But I did have empathy,

00:34:54.880 For the guy who died,

00:34:56.520 At the hands of the police at the time,

00:34:58.820 But I was kind of neutral,

00:35:00.340 Because there had just been so many stories,

00:35:02.600 Where I was misled,

00:35:03.620 That I didn't really know what was happening,

00:35:05.400 And women I knew at school,

00:35:07.120 Unfollowed me,

00:35:08.000 That I'd played with for years,

00:35:09.520 That I'd never said,

00:35:10.620 Or done anything racist towards,

00:35:12.020 That I was actually friends with,

00:35:13.180 They started implying I was racist,

00:35:17.020 Because I didn't,

00:35:18.020 I didn't post a black square,

00:35:19.720 But again,

00:35:20.940 You know,

00:35:21.520 I'm not going to make a generalization,

00:35:23.600 Off of just a few instances,

00:35:27.100 Then,

00:35:29.460 Then I go to work,

00:35:35.980 And I'm in,

00:35:37.340 I'm at work,

00:35:38.820 And there's basically a guy at work,

00:35:40.920 Who's a DEI hire,

00:35:42.100 And to be fair,

00:35:42.740 I was probably also a DEI hire,

00:35:46.140 So I'm not,

00:35:47.620 I'm not,

00:35:48.420 I'm not playing completely innocent here,

00:35:51.420 Right?

00:35:52.760 But,

00:35:54.060 This dude,

00:35:57.820 We were,

00:35:58.340 Our job was to sell copiers,

00:36:00.200 And get like 200 calls a day,

00:36:02.400 And this dude would call fax lines,

00:36:05.140 He would call fax lines,

00:36:08.100 Instead,

00:36:09.640 You know,

00:36:10.000 Basically,

00:36:10.460 It was a white company,

00:36:11.980 These people hired him,

00:36:13.100 They're really nice,

00:36:13.680 They're really good bosses,

00:36:14.520 And he,

00:36:16.220 You know,

00:36:17.600 Took,

00:36:18.760 He took advantage of their kindness,

00:36:20.520 Of hiring him,

00:36:21.600 Or,

00:36:21.840 You know,

00:36:22.560 Trusting him to do a job,

00:36:24.200 And he would call fax lines,

00:36:26.100 And he knew they couldn't fire him,

00:36:28.080 Because he could file a lawsuit,

00:36:30.000 I mean,

00:36:30.480 I mean,

00:36:30.500 He didn't say this,

00:36:32.100 But,

00:36:32.800 It took them like nine months to fire him,

00:36:35.080 Of paying him,

00:36:36.000 While he was doing nothing every single day,

00:36:39.300 Then,

00:36:42.020 Then,

00:36:43.240 I go,

00:36:44.340 I go to London,

00:36:46.500 And,

00:36:48.240 Again,

00:36:48.740 Hold on,

00:37:00.680 Let me make sure,

00:37:01.600 I have notes,

00:37:02.480 I have notes,

00:37:04.120 So,

00:37:04.520 And by the way,

00:37:05.460 None of this,

00:37:07.160 Hold on,

00:37:12.280 Hold on,

00:37:13.120 Hold on,

00:37:13.480 Yeah,

00:37:17.680 The devil,

00:37:18.300 Yeah,

00:37:18.620 You know,

00:37:19.800 Yeah,

00:37:20.160 I know,

00:37:20.500 I know,

00:37:20.720 I know,

00:37:21.020 It took four,

00:37:27.500 Yeah,

00:37:27.640 I know,

00:37:27.820 People are putting their experiences in the chat,

00:37:29.780 It took four years to fire him,

00:37:31.720 And I would just kind of find these patterns,

00:37:33.720 Like,

00:37:34.180 Over and over again,

00:37:35.320 Where,

00:37:36.600 It just seemed like,

00:37:39.760 And I'm gonna,

00:37:40.680 I'm gonna continue,

00:37:41.620 So,

00:37:41.840 I end up leaving the sales job,

00:37:44.600 I end up moving to London,

00:37:45.940 And I start my show in London,

00:37:48.100 And when I start my show in London,

00:37:50.500 I end up having,

00:37:51.920 Like,

00:37:52.160 Probably an 80% black staff,

00:37:54.100 So again,

00:37:55.180 I don't care about race, 0.97

00:37:56.740 I don't want to see color,

00:37:57.800 It's not something I really,

00:37:59.900 You know,

00:38:00.220 If somebody's good at their job,

00:38:02.820 Why would I not hire them?

00:38:04.700 You know,

00:38:05.780 And it wasn't till about,

00:38:07.860 A year,

00:38:08.940 A year and a half into hiring,

00:38:10.540 Probably 10,

00:38:12.080 20 black people,

00:38:14.760 I got allegations of racism,

00:38:21.200 I was told,

00:38:22.100 I was told I was a colonizer,

00:38:24.140 I had a colonial mindset,

00:38:25.940 Whatever that means,

00:38:27.840 And I had all of these YouTubers, 1.00

00:38:30.800 I worked with,

00:38:31.580 Throw me under the bus,

00:38:32.760 Because I interviewed somebody,

00:38:37.320 They disagreed with,

00:38:38.800 Or I said things,

00:38:40.460 That they disagreed,

00:38:41.220 These were people that worked with me,

00:38:42.760 And were,

00:38:43.080 I actually would have considered friends,

00:38:44.640 I hung out with them,

00:38:45.820 Even outside of doing the show,

00:38:48.340 But,

00:38:49.800 It was like the first chance,

00:38:51.460 They got to,

00:38:52.480 And this was with a 100,

00:38:53.900 Almost 100% black staff,

00:38:55.960 They threw the racism allegation at me,

00:38:59.080 And to be honest guys,

00:39:00.500 When this happened,

00:39:01.440 I was devastated,

00:39:03.280 Like I didn't really talk about it online,

00:39:05.540 And I think I came off really awkward,

00:39:07.700 Because I just did not see it coming,

00:39:10.760 I literally,

00:39:12.000 I remember,

00:39:14.080 I was playing volleyball at the time,

00:39:16.420 And what happened was,

00:39:17.360 I interviewed this guy,

00:39:18.200 That was really controversial,

00:39:20.100 And by the way,

00:39:20.960 I've always said,

00:39:22.180 I'll have anyone on the show,

00:39:24.120 And they knew me,

00:39:25.420 When I was interviewing a thousand people,

00:39:27.820 That were controversial,

00:39:29.140 Like we would argue,

00:39:29.940 We would debate about stuff,

00:39:31.240 And they basically disagreed,

00:39:33.180 With somebody that I had on,

00:39:35.780 And so,

00:39:36.640 They end up,

00:39:43.460 I remember,

00:39:44.480 They end up making like videos about me,

00:39:46.980 And it wasn't,

00:39:47.660 I don't really care about having videos made about me,

00:39:49.960 By people I don't know,

00:39:52.440 But it's one thing when like,

00:39:53.680 People you interacted with like,

00:39:55.660 Every day,

00:39:56.420 Or you spent like a week with,

00:39:59.300 Make like hit pieces,

00:40:01.880 Like I don't think anybody understands like,

00:40:03.960 The pit in your stomach that drops,

00:40:05.740 When somebody does that,

00:40:07.380 Because anything,

00:40:08.500 Anyone that knows you personally,

00:40:10.160 They take it as gospel,

00:40:11.820 And this was like a canon event for me,

00:40:13.900 This was like,

00:40:15.340 I can't even put into words,

00:40:16.680 How sad I was that this happened,

00:40:18.380 I didn't really care about my reputation,

00:40:21.880 I didn't really care,

00:40:23.100 Like you know,

00:40:23.560 I already had a bad one,

00:40:24.640 Doing what I do,

00:40:25.900 But what bothered me was like,

00:40:28.160 These were people that I trusted,

00:40:30.500 One of them,

00:40:31.780 I actually let stay in my family's house,

00:40:34.960 Because,

00:40:36.360 We had like,

00:40:37.960 He booked,

00:40:38.560 Like there's something happened with the studio,

00:40:40.440 Where he couldn't record,

00:40:41.480 And he had to stay an extra day,

00:40:42.660 And so I said,

00:40:44.400 Hey,

00:40:44.720 My family has an extra room,

00:40:46.480 You can just stay there,

00:40:47.380 So you don't have to book an extra hotel,

00:40:48.880 That's nice,

00:40:49.580 That's actually going out of my way,

00:40:51.560 And maybe,

00:40:52.580 Maybe I shouldn't, 0.98

00:40:53.460 Maybe I was dumb, 0.91

00:40:54.220 But I don't know, 0.95

00:40:54.800 I just grew up,

00:40:55.600 I grew up like that,

00:40:56.680 Like my family always would let people,

00:40:58.380 Stay in our extra rooms,

00:40:59.520 Like we housed,

00:41:00.980 Alcoholics that needed a place to go,

00:41:03.500 Like relatives that had issues with alcohol,

00:41:06.040 Drugs,

00:41:06.800 Or just being young,

00:41:07.940 And needed to get on their feet,

00:41:08.960 So,

00:41:09.840 Not that that's,

00:41:10.840 It was only a day,

00:41:11.540 Right,

00:41:11.760 I'm not saying I'm like Mother Teresa,

00:41:13.320 Or anything,

00:41:13.740 But do you know what it's like,

00:41:14.700 To bring somebody into your house, 0.97

00:41:16.200 And have them make a hit piece,

00:41:17.300 Do you know what that's like,

00:41:19.740 And,

00:41:20.460 And what they would do,

00:41:23.400 Is they wouldn't outright say,

00:41:24.800 I was racist,

00:41:25.580 But they would elude it so hard,

00:41:27.220 That they might as well,

00:41:28.400 They might as well,

00:41:29.980 I also had a co-host,

00:41:31.660 That I did this with,

00:41:32.500 For a year and a half,

00:41:33.740 I had,

00:41:34.900 A really,

00:41:36.280 One of my staff stole a camera,

00:41:40.080 And,

00:41:40.680 I,

00:41:41.000 I,

00:41:41.540 What I'm not trying to do is,

00:41:42.940 Again,

00:41:43.280 These are generalizations,

00:41:44.600 Not all,

00:41:45.500 Not all,

00:41:45.980 Not all,

00:41:46.300 There was many of them that did not do this,

00:41:49.100 But,

00:41:49.880 I just never had the same experiences,

00:41:52.460 With other cultures,

00:41:53.720 And this is just me being honest here,

00:41:55.660 I,

00:41:55.820 I never,

00:41:56.360 Other cultures,

00:41:57.140 I did not have that same experience,

00:41:59.260 And,

00:42:01.180 I remember at the time,

00:42:03.060 Like,

00:42:03.260 I don't think people realized,

00:42:04.600 How much that really affected me,

00:42:06.380 I,

00:42:06.520 I was bawling my eyes out crying,

00:42:08.400 Because,

00:42:09.260 It just felt like,

00:42:11.400 All of these people,

00:42:12.480 That I really tried to help,

00:42:13.580 Like,

00:42:14.160 One of them,

00:42:15.040 One of them we had taken out to dinner,

00:42:17.680 Like,

00:42:18.120 Him,

00:42:18.760 And this other girl,

00:42:19.600 That came out on our show,

00:42:21.440 We hosted them for like,

00:42:22.640 A week straight,

00:42:23.220 Did all this content,

00:42:24.720 And,

00:42:25.080 For about a year,

00:42:26.640 He made all these hit pieces on me,

00:42:28.540 Taking things I said out of context,

00:42:30.320 Just trying to make me look bad, 0.97

00:42:31.940 Racist,

00:42:32.460 Whatever,

00:42:33.180 And just making fun of me for a year,

00:42:35.220 This was somebody like,

00:42:36.220 I'd spoken to,

00:42:37.880 And so,

00:42:39.540 I,

00:42:39.720 I understand,

00:42:40.300 And I understand,

00:42:41.420 Um,

00:42:42.780 I understand that,

00:42:45.260 It's not like,

00:42:45.880 These people owed me any loyalty,

00:42:47.720 But I think there's like,

00:42:48.540 A basic decency,

00:42:49.860 That you kind of,

00:42:51.200 Expect from people,

00:42:52.580 When you go out of your way,

00:42:54.860 To be nice to them,

00:42:55.780 And I learned,

00:42:56.860 I learned fast,

00:42:58.580 That you can't,

00:42:59.360 I'll tell you what,

00:43:01.320 Um,

00:43:01.900 And I would say,

00:43:02.780 That was my moment,

00:43:03.840 Personally,

00:43:04.400 Of black fatigue,

00:43:05.260 It wasn't really the BLM,

00:43:07.480 It was not that guy,

00:43:08.920 Doing that in college,

00:43:10.000 It was not the guy,

00:43:11.540 That was calling fax lines at work,

00:43:14.840 Um,

00:43:15.220 I never really,

00:43:16.760 Care,

00:43:17.040 I mean,

00:43:17.460 None of that really affected me too much,

00:43:19.880 It was when,

00:43:20.940 Um,

00:43:21.240 And I always say,

00:43:22.940 The news hits your real life,

00:43:24.380 Two to four years later,

00:43:25.540 And it was about four years,

00:43:26.640 After the BLM riots,

00:43:28.300 Where now my personal life,

00:43:30.560 Is getting affected,

00:43:33.020 Um,

00:43:33.860 All because,

00:43:36.600 All because they disagreed,

00:43:38.200 With somebody I had on,

00:43:39.780 And one of them,

00:43:41.220 I actually tried to talk to,

00:43:42.700 Behind the scenes,

00:43:43.600 And just say,

00:43:44.040 Hey,

00:43:44.300 Like,

00:43:44.460 What's your problem?

00:43:45.720 Like,

00:43:45.940 You know,

00:43:46.700 You know,

00:43:47.040 Talk face to face,

00:43:48.460 Not on social media,

00:43:49.520 And my point of this,

00:43:51.300 Is not to rehash the drama,

00:43:53.480 Or bring it up,

00:43:54.080 I've moved on in my life,

00:43:56.160 Um,

00:43:57.080 My point,

00:43:58.220 Is that at some point,

00:44:00.500 You know,

00:44:00.980 You, 0.84

00:44:01.220 You can't keep calling white people,

00:44:05.320 That are nice to you, 1.00

00:44:06.180 Racist, 0.99

00:44:06.720 And not expect us, 0.83

00:44:07.620 To get tired of it,

00:44:08.540 Especially when we're nice to you,

00:44:09.860 Um,

00:44:09.940 Um,

00:44:15.160 Okay,

00:44:15.860 Let me keep going,

00:44:17.680 Um,

00:44:18.580 On top of that,

00:44:19.340 I got ambushed on,

00:44:20.760 The only,

00:44:21.360 Like,

00:44:22.040 Black owned network,

00:44:23.320 I went on,

00:44:23.920 You could say,

00:44:24.480 They didn't pay me,

00:44:26.020 And,

00:44:26.780 You saw it in the beginning of this,

00:44:28.060 They never paid me,

00:44:28.780 It's been a year and a half,

00:44:30.280 Um,

00:44:30.840 And,

00:44:32.280 The girl crashed out on me on live,

00:44:34.260 And they're just screaming,

00:44:35.060 About how I'm a white woman,

00:44:36.540 And that's what they,

00:44:37.120 Like,

00:44:38.100 It's like,

00:44:39.600 They can scream at you,

00:44:42.660 About how you're wrong, 0.94

00:44:43.760 For being white, 0.97

00:44:44.540 Privileged,

00:44:45.080 And you know what,

00:44:45.740 I am white,

00:44:46.480 Privileged,

00:44:47.520 But,

00:44:48.760 It's like,

00:44:51.140 But if I notice any patterns,

00:44:53.000 Then I'm the bad guy,

00:44:53.980 And that's always how it goes,

00:44:55.900 Um,

00:44:57.260 On top of that,

00:44:58.180 I end up,

00:44:59.160 After these hit pieces have,

00:45:00.660 Happened to me,

00:45:02.020 It damaged my reputation,

00:45:03.700 Actually,

00:45:04.200 So much,

00:45:04.840 That it was very awkward,

00:45:05.980 For me in normal life,

00:45:07.120 Like,

00:45:07.420 People don't talk about that aspect,

00:45:08.960 Of the job,

00:45:10.000 Where it's,

00:45:10.980 Might not,

00:45:11.360 People might not,

00:45:12.600 Outright bully you,

00:45:13.720 But when you go to like,

00:45:14.720 Volleyball,

00:45:15.400 And half the team's not talking to you,

00:45:17.300 Magically,

00:45:17.920 After this happens,

00:45:19.000 It's,

00:45:19.240 It's very awkward for you,

00:45:20.700 In normal life,

00:45:22.880 Um,

00:45:23.560 And so at some point,

00:45:27.580 You know,

00:45:27.840 White people, 0.98

00:45:28.540 We really do get fatigued,

00:45:30.240 We do,

00:45:31.960 Um,

00:45:32.820 Now,

00:45:33.240 A lot of the pushback I get is,

00:45:34.860 Well,

00:45:35.020 What about other races?

00:45:36.060 And look,

00:45:36.560 There's things I am fatigued, 0.92

00:45:38.260 With white people on, 0.79

00:45:39.460 Okay,

00:45:39.680 There's things I'm fatigued,

00:45:41.100 We could go into other races,

00:45:42.920 But,

00:45:43.480 You know,

00:45:43.780 This is the topic today,

00:45:44.980 So we're going to keep going,

00:45:45.980 So,

00:45:52.020 Okay,

00:45:54.540 Let me keep going,

00:45:55.840 Um,

00:45:56.060 Do you want to put a zoom link,

00:45:57.340 For Doug,

00:45:58.620 In a second,

00:45:59.400 In a second,

00:45:59.600 Okay,

00:45:59.860 So,

00:46:10.320 You know,

00:46:11.220 I think what just keeps happening,

00:46:13.440 Is,

00:46:14.700 What I've noticed is,

00:46:15.880 With this topic,

00:46:16.820 They really do the same thing,

00:46:18.320 They do with women, 1.00

00:46:19.740 Where,

00:46:20.860 They keep gaslight,

00:46:21.880 And that's kind of what happened,

00:46:23.180 With year,

00:46:23.940 For years,

00:46:24.560 With white people, 0.95

00:46:25.220 They would keep saying that it was,

00:46:27.260 You know,

00:46:27.960 That it was the white people, 0.98

00:46:29.020 That were racist, 1.00

00:46:30.120 And it was the white people, 0.98

00:46:31.440 That,

00:46:32.100 You know,

00:46:32.420 We had done,

00:46:35.020 You know,

00:46:35.320 We were just attacking them,

00:46:36.820 Or whatever,

00:46:37.520 But,

00:46:38.440 You know,

00:46:38.820 At some point,

00:46:39.700 You know,

00:46:53.840 And I would just say,

00:46:55.660 At some point,

00:46:56.440 You know,

00:46:56.660 White people get tired, 1.00

00:46:58.000 Of being abused, 0.99

00:46:59.560 For being nice,

00:47:01.020 And that's kind of what I see,

00:47:02.900 You know,

00:47:03.760 And I follow some of these cases,

00:47:05.680 And I just don't understand it,

00:47:07.380 Like,

00:47:07.640 You know,

00:47:10.480 They said that there was a fight,

00:47:12.000 That broke out at a track meet,

00:47:13.540 You know,

00:47:13.880 Fights happen at high schools,

00:47:15.960 That happens all the time,

00:47:17.180 You can,

00:47:17.500 You can hit each other,

00:47:18.440 Like,

00:47:18.940 You know,

00:47:19.200 People used to be able to fight,

00:47:20.660 At high schools,

00:47:21.280 And not be scared,

00:47:22.160 That someone would have a weapon,

00:47:23.860 And now,

00:47:25.060 You know,

00:47:25.360 A black kid, 0.97

00:47:26.220 Stabs a white kid, 1.00

00:47:27.140 And he gets half a million dollars raised,

00:47:28.880 Like, 1.00

00:47:29.040 What bullshit is that? 1.00

00:47:30.640 It's bullshit, 1.00

00:47:31.360 That all these people, 1.00

00:47:32.320 Donate all this money to BLM,

00:47:33.960 What's changed?

00:47:34.760 What's different?

00:47:36.580 You know,

00:47:36.800 They just keep taking advantage, 0.71

00:47:38.420 Of white people's guilt, 0.76

00:47:41.160 Because,

00:47:42.460 I would say generally,

00:47:43.720 We're not trying to hurt anybody,

00:47:45.120 We're not trying to even see color,

00:47:46.740 But,

00:47:47.420 It's like,

00:47:48.160 They just keep milking this,

00:47:49.520 And milking it,

00:47:50.760 And at some point,

00:47:53.080 We get tired,

00:47:55.320 You can tell me if you go on,

00:48:05.500 I know he wanted to give his two cents today,

00:48:07.520 Okay,

00:48:09.540 No problem,

00:48:10.540 No problem,

00:48:11.440 No problem,

00:48:11.520 No problem,

00:48:25.680 Any Of course,

00:48:29.060 Let me see what other notes I had on this.

00:48:54.160 So, I don't know, you know, and this isn't, and I'd like to say, it's not like you think as a white person, I'll bring them on in a second.

00:49:10.800 It's not like you think that all black people, you know, there's stuff I love about black people, and I really do, and I'd like to make that very clear there is.

00:49:18.920 But it's just at a certain point, you guys can't keep calling us racist over everything.

00:49:29.180 I actually have a chart I made of how racism starts, and we're going to do it in a second.

00:49:33.940 You can bring it up, but I'll, so when you sit back down, I'll get up.

00:49:39.400 Does that make sense?

00:49:39.920 Yeah, okay.

00:49:40.180 Yeah, so, and it's not like, it's not like, I'd like to be clear.

00:49:46.840 There are things I love about black people.

00:49:48.880 There are.

00:49:50.340 You know, here we go. 0.87

00:49:54.340 I think they have a better sense of humor than white people. 0.71

00:49:58.160 I think they're more fun.

00:49:59.220 Like, if I do street interviews, if I interview a white person, it's like a boring answer.

00:50:04.540 But if I interview a black person, I mean, they're a ton of fun.

00:50:08.600 You know, they're better at sports.

00:50:11.420 I love freestyling with black people. 1.00

00:50:15.660 I went to a cookout once in the hood, and it was a lot of fun.

00:50:19.120 I had a great time.

00:50:20.060 I got MVP of kickball.

00:50:24.400 They have the lowest suicide rate.

00:50:26.280 They do kill each other a lot, but they do have the lowest suicide rate, and I do respect that.

00:50:32.600 Like, white people, we just, you know, we just off.

00:50:35.200 But, you know, it's like, they're like, if I'm going to go out, I'm going to go out in, like, a shootout.

00:50:40.480 Like, I'm not taking myself out.

00:50:42.540 But it's just like, at some point, you guys can't keep calling us racist all the time and just expecting us to just take it.

00:50:58.700 No, it's not like...

00:51:02.540 Hello, Pearl, big fan.

00:51:04.480 I have a question unrelated to today's topic.

00:51:07.380 Maybe for some other days, but I would love to know who are your female role models, if any. 1.00

00:51:15.980 Let me do my chart, and then I'll bring on Doug.

00:51:18.480 So, I do have the...

00:51:30.480 What?

00:51:32.820 Oh, my God.

00:51:37.520 I do have the flowchart of racism.

00:51:42.220 Now, you may be asking yourself, how does racism happen?

00:51:45.560 Now, to be fair, there are some real racists, but I don't think people start that way.

00:51:52.260 We are seeing an influx of racism on Twitter. 0.95

00:51:56.460 Now, again, some of these are real racists, but what happened is, you're nice to black people. 0.97

00:52:03.040 Then you're called racist, stolen from, attacked. 0.98

00:52:07.880 And then there's black fatigue, and then there's real racism.

00:52:13.700 And then you forget, and then it just keeps going.

00:52:17.960 So, yeah, that's what we got here.

00:52:20.460 Now, we're going to bring on Doug MPA.

00:52:31.700 Hey, Doug.

00:52:32.280 Hey, are you there?

00:52:33.040 Hey, Doug.

00:52:34.480 Hey, how's it going?

00:52:35.600 I'm good.

00:52:36.200 How are you?

00:52:37.400 I love this topic.

00:52:39.080 So...

00:52:39.600 Are you sure?

00:52:40.480 Are you sure?

00:52:41.160 I'm scared.

00:52:42.320 Sorry.

00:52:43.020 No, no. 0.98

00:52:43.600 So, someone in the chat said, Doug MPA, when did you turn against toxic black culture? 1.00

00:52:51.780 I said, I was never part of it.

00:52:54.160 I was never part of it.

00:52:55.680 You know, I've had black fatigue for over 40 years.

00:52:58.680 When you're a person like me who comes from, you know, my family wasn't as well-to-do as Pearls. 0.95

00:53:04.440 When my family was pretty well-to-do, we grew up in a nice neighborhood, a prominent white neighborhood, and I've had, I've gotten it worse from my own race. 0.99

00:53:13.280 You know, you talk white, you act white, you get good grades, you're just white, white, white, white. 0.89

00:53:20.620 And, guys, I keep telling you, the only person that has more black fatigue than white people are hardworking, educated, law-abiding black people.

00:53:31.500 We're tired of it.

00:53:32.660 That's the thing. 0.99

00:53:33.380 You know it's bad when black people are having black fatigue. 0.99

00:53:37.120 A hundred percent. 0.99

00:53:38.100 A hundred percent.

00:53:39.980 And we're starting to see a shift where white people are speaking up, but then you see black people speaking up, too.

00:53:46.380 You know, this whole, you know, no-snitching kind of thing where we have to protect the culture, no, that's over with.

00:53:53.640 It's over.

00:53:54.220 You have more black people who will proudly admit to be conservatives, on the right, voting for Trump.

00:54:04.140 I think we're finally starting to see a cultural shift, finally, in my life.

00:54:09.140 Yeah, and it's like, you know what it is? 0.98

00:54:13.340 It's the black people that don't do that stuff, it sucks they have to be grouped in. 0.99

00:54:19.680 Do you know what I mean? 0.99

00:54:20.180 It's like, you almost have to go to extra lengths to prove you're not like that.

00:54:25.800 And it's unfortunate.

00:54:27.400 It's unfortunate.

00:54:28.880 But you can't, you're not even allowed to notice.

00:54:32.100 I agree.

00:54:33.140 It's like women make up these words. 1.00

00:54:38.280 Modern-day sorcery are the words that women make up to, like, redefine reality. 1.00

00:54:45.200 Like, black women have this term microaggression. 1.00

00:54:48.540 It's the dumbest thing ever. 0.99

00:54:51.360 So, like, they'll consider, like, if anything that's based upon a stereotype or something that is perpetuated by black people, any way that white people would respond is likely that women will consider a microaggression. 1.00

00:55:07.920 But it's like, it's reality.

00:55:11.280 You know what I'm saying?

00:55:11.840 Like, example, Pearl.

00:55:14.700 Well, I'm not going to put this on you, but the average person, it doesn't matter what your race is.

00:55:19.340 If you're walking down the street and you see four black dudes standing on the corner, you're going to cross the road. 1.00

00:55:26.000 Do you know what I forgot about? 0.98

00:55:27.400 How mean black women were to me when I was in an interracial relationship. 1.00

00:55:30.920 Oh, man.

00:55:33.240 I forgot.

00:55:33.960 Yeah, boy.

00:55:34.640 I forgot because that was so long ago.

00:55:36.400 But there were times where they said things to me in person.

00:55:42.280 And it was just like, what?

00:55:44.160 And same when we would post videos and stuff, that would be, like, the top comments. 0.99

00:55:48.360 It would be, like, black women mad. 1.00

00:55:50.180 And it's just like. 1.00

00:55:51.980 Or try being a black guy dating white women. 0.98

00:55:55.140 Oh, man. 1.00

00:55:55.860 Black women hate either one. 1.00

00:55:58.660 It's awful. 1.00

00:55:59.420 And then it's funny because they'll praise Serena Williams marrying that dorky Reddit guy. 0.99

00:56:08.280 But I had a black woman say that a black man marrying a white woman is betraying the race. 0.99

00:56:14.700 But a white man marrying a black woman is a celebration of the black woman.

00:56:19.340 Yeah, and the other thing is, they think, black women think they can, sometimes they're just, not all, not all. 0.98

00:56:31.360 But at times when I was doing interviews, I mean, they're just so mean. 0.89

00:56:37.200 Like, I mean, if I was ever all out screamed at, it was always a black woman. 0.98

00:56:42.440 Like, when Brittany Renner, like, crashed out on me, and they're saying how I'm, like, wrong because I'm privileged and white as they're, like, screaming at me.

00:56:52.280 I'm like, do you not see the irony here?

00:56:54.980 I'm glad because, guys, I've been telling Pearl for years, stop trying to be made to feel bad about the fact that your dad worked hard to put you in a position where you didn't have to, where you had a head start in life.

00:57:08.420 I don't.

00:57:08.920 And I would hate me, too.

00:57:09.940 Why do you feel bad about people?

00:57:11.700 I don't.

00:57:12.960 Yeah, I'm so tired of people holding that, especially in the black community. 1.00

00:57:17.080 Like, hood culture is supposed to be the culture. 0.96

00:57:20.160 If you didn't struggle, if you weren't from the hood, if you were dodging bullets and run away from the police, well, then you're not black. 1.00

00:57:26.920 It's garbage. 1.00

00:57:27.640 Do you know what the other thing they would do? 0.99

00:57:29.620 I kind of moved on from this, but the news was giving me flashbacks.

00:57:34.880 Because I really have moved on from this period of my life.

00:57:37.720 They would get mad at me because I would bring too many black women on the show, and they would say I was racist because I brought on too many black women. 0.85

00:57:44.500 And they would say crazy things, and it would make them look bad. 0.72

00:57:47.920 And I was like, so when you give black people opportunities, you're called racist. 0.92

00:57:53.500 If you don't, you're called racist.

00:57:55.300 I'm like, we literally cannot win.

00:57:58.280 We cannot.

00:57:58.560 Let me tell you guys.

00:57:59.160 I'm like, what would be the perfect demographics for you?

00:58:02.560 And the thing is, they would always ask me why.

00:58:04.900 I'm like, they wanted to come on the show.

00:58:06.680 Black people love podcasts.

00:58:09.940 They love doing interviews.

00:58:12.040 And I think they're better at it.

00:58:14.060 If I'm being honest, they're way funnier.

00:58:16.480 Yeah, go ahead.

00:58:17.320 And honestly, so guys, I've moderated every single one of Pearl's panel shows.

00:58:24.800 You can go to Pearl's website, theodacitynetwork.com, and become a member and watch all of our old shows.

00:58:29.800 So go over there.

00:58:30.440 We'd love to have you over there.

00:58:31.460 So it's $10 a month, so go over there.

00:58:35.740 And she would have recruiters just recruit whoever wanted to come on the show. 1.00

00:58:41.680 And who is the most likely to come onto a podcast with people that they don't know and show their ass and act like complete morons? 1.00

00:58:50.580 Who? 1.00

00:58:52.160 Black women. 1.00

00:58:53.400 That's who.

00:58:54.200 So you wonder why there are so many black women on Pearl's show? 1.00

00:58:57.140 It's because they can't wait to get in front of a camera and act a damn fool. 1.00

00:59:01.700 That's what it was. 1.00

00:59:03.940 Yeah.

00:59:06.040 I don't know.

00:59:07.080 When I did not, I swear, it's not like I didn't notice race, but I never really paid attention, obviously.

00:59:17.620 And it wasn't.

00:59:18.240 That was such a canon event.

00:59:19.700 People don't understand how upset I was.

00:59:22.440 Like, I'm sorry. 0.99

00:59:25.440 Sorry, Sarah, MTR, you are on my shit list forever. 1.00

00:59:29.440 Forever. 1.00

00:59:31.000 Forever.

00:59:33.620 Because it was just like, it was just so crazy because we were hanging out with both of them the week.

00:59:41.720 I remember when, like, when Sarah had his interview, his video scheduled about me.

00:59:46.760 And it was the craziest video ever. 0.67

00:59:50.200 It accused me of, like, taking footage to hold over black people's head. 0.95

00:59:54.920 That was the accusation.

00:59:56.320 That I was a, I had a colonial mindset.

00:59:58.780 And I was, we were taking footage at my birthday party to hold over black people's head. 1.00

01:00:06.180 And you know what's crazy?

01:00:07.040 He took footage from that party and posted it on the internet.

01:00:10.600 Yeah, I remember.

01:00:11.280 And I was like, this is so crazy.

01:00:13.700 And I remember seeing the video scheduled and it said the truth about Pearl.

01:00:18.400 And I remember thinking, oh, he would never, it's going to be something positive.

01:00:24.140 He's going to stand up for me.

01:00:25.560 I remember thinking this.

01:00:27.000 I said this on the phone with my dad.

01:00:29.840 And my dad's like, are you sure?

01:00:31.540 And I'm like, no, he would never do me like that.

01:00:35.720 I was devastated.

01:00:37.480 I was devastated.

01:00:38.640 Yeah, I remember because I remember you couldn't even watch the video first.

01:00:43.800 Because remember, you called me and said, hey, can you watch this and tell me how bad it is?

01:00:49.980 Because you didn't even want to watch the video at first.

01:00:52.780 I remember.

01:00:53.240 And what they don't understand is that traumatizes a person.

01:00:58.440 Like, I mean, now, look, I judge people on a case-by-case basis.

01:01:03.740 Obviously, like, we're friends. 0.95

01:01:05.520 You're black. 1.00

01:01:05.900 Like, it's not like that. 0.94

01:01:07.160 But you just don't know who's going to do it.

01:01:11.500 And I feel the same way about women, actually.

01:01:14.100 Yeah, Pearl always says it must be hard being a successful, educated black man sometimes 0.88

01:01:21.200 because of what some black people do. 0.53

01:01:23.360 And I say, well, I feel the same about you being a woman.

01:01:27.460 How can you stand being a woman sometimes? 0.99

01:01:31.940 I know.

01:01:33.880 And that's why when people, like, make generalizations about women, when I interviewed a thousand,

01:01:39.400 I mean, I just saw what they were talking about.

01:01:46.700 Yeah.

01:01:47.580 Guys, let me tell you.

01:01:48.840 So, Pearl's not having to show, Pearl's not in any kind of denial that other races have issues.

01:01:55.560 We were talking about when you saw that shooting at that church, what race did you think that guy was?

01:02:05.320 White guy.

01:02:06.200 Conservatives, yes.

01:02:07.380 Yeah, white guy.

01:02:08.480 The guy that tried to take out Trump.

01:02:10.720 The guy that took out Charlie Kirk. 0.69

01:02:12.580 They're all, so each race has its issues, but we're talking about black fatigue right now 1.00

01:02:19.000 and the past that a group of black people always get. 1.00

01:02:24.060 It's about the racism and the white supremacy and all this crap. 1.00

01:02:29.440 One of the biggest problems with the black community, in my opinion, 1.00

01:02:33.240 is that we're still so concerned with how we got here that we don't want to figure out what we're going to do about it.

01:02:41.820 So, when I was young, I'd come up to my dad and I'd say,

01:02:45.840 Hey, dad, you know, this happened, this happened, this happened.

01:02:48.340 And my dad would say, Okay, okay, okay, okay.

01:02:50.920 Now, what are you going to do about it?

01:02:52.880 Because the work doesn't start until you ask yourself that question.

01:02:57.280 And there's too many blacks in America that want to talk about the slavery and the Jim Crow 0.94

01:03:03.340 and how racist white people were in the past.

01:03:07.200 And even if you accept all that, what are you going to do about it?

01:03:12.080 How are you going to get on the field to score a touchdown?

01:03:15.540 How are you going to be successful? 0.98

01:03:17.880 Well, we're blocked with too many black people where they don't want to figure out 1.00

01:03:22.900 what they're going to do to move forward and get ahead and win. 0.98

01:03:27.520 Go ahead.

01:03:27.860 Well, the other thing, so we were always beat over the head with,

01:03:34.060 we were always beat over the head and just said that we were these slave owners.

01:03:40.120 And when I found out that most white people didn't even own slaves, 0.68

01:03:45.000 because my whole childhood, they made it, they would, all the media, all the targeting 0.96

01:03:50.080 was that white people were these slave owners that just ruined black people's lives, pretty much. 0.90

01:03:57.000 Now, I'm not saying there's not some truth to that, 0.93

01:04:00.740 but when I found out it was 1% of the white people that are in America today

01:04:05.800 that are descendants of slaves, I was just like, why would they paint that picture like that?

01:04:13.880 Go ahead.

01:04:14.520 Well, it's just like this whole thing.

01:04:15.560 Oh, yeah, black people built America. 0.99

01:04:18.240 New York City, Chicago, Boston was not built by slaves.

01:04:25.520 It was, I'm sorry.

01:04:27.360 It wasn't. 0.86

01:04:28.740 I'm saying, I'm so tired of this whole, because black women have created, I'm sorry, go ahead. 1.00

01:04:34.900 No, no, no, I'm so sorry. 0.97

01:04:36.000 Go ahead.

01:04:36.400 Go ahead.

01:04:37.180 I was going to say, black women have created this thing. 1.00

01:04:39.500 Well, women take credit for everything that doesn't really belong to them. 1.00

01:04:43.400 Well, they try to take credit away from men, but black women have created this narrative 1.00

01:04:48.040 that, like, black people just made everything. 0.97

01:04:52.120 Just how women try to say that they try to take credit away from men, black women try to say, 1.00

01:04:59.260 oh, yeah, there's always a black person responsible for all sorts of different stuff.

01:05:03.320 No, there wasn't. 0.91

01:05:04.320 Sorry.

01:05:04.680 No, well, the other thing, too, I didn't know the first slave owner was a black guy.

01:05:10.320 He, like, came from Africa, and that was the, like, it wasn't as racial historically

01:05:17.400 as they taught us in schools.

01:05:20.940 And it's not like I'm trying to downplay it.

01:05:24.540 Obviously, that should never have happened, but you can't even talk about the historical

01:05:29.780 context without, like, you can't even talk about the historical context of slavery and,

01:05:35.900 like, the specifics about what happened without people getting mad at you. 0.99

01:05:40.280 And I just think it's bullshit. 0.96

01:05:41.760 Like, why can't I investigate what happened? 1.00

01:05:44.760 You know, they just get mad.

01:05:47.580 I'll do you one better.

01:05:48.540 Guys, everyone in the chat, everyone on the Audacity site, it is okay to be proud of who

01:05:55.900 you are and where you came from.

01:05:57.720 It is proud for you to advocate for your group.

01:06:00.340 If you are a white guy and say, I want white guys, I want to try it, I want to help as many

01:06:07.000 white men to succeed as possible, well, good for you. 0.85

01:06:09.640 If you're a white woman, you want to help white women get ahead, you don't owe any other 0.68

01:06:17.580 group outside of the demographic that you belong to anything at all. 0.97

01:06:23.640 It's just like black people. 1.00

01:06:25.800 If you want to just help black people and get black people ahead, more power to you. 1.00

01:06:29.920 But it is okay for everyone to be proud of who they are, where they came from, and advocate

01:06:35.060 for their group and their group only.

01:06:36.760 Like, I don't expect anything from white people. 0.99

01:06:39.720 And it's funny because that whole Oscars is so white thing, first off, who watches the

01:06:47.860 Oscars anyway?

01:06:49.140 But second off, there's this campaign where, like, black people wanted to see 50% of the

01:06:56.400 Oscars being won by black people. 1.00

01:06:59.220 Like, the expectation is that because there's black people and there's white people, that 0.57

01:07:03.800 everything has to be 50% black when we're only 13% of the population. 0.60

01:07:08.820 So anyway, they have this Oscars so white thing, right?

01:07:11.560 So they studied all of the Oscar wins and found out that throughout the history of Oscars, 13%

01:07:19.600 of the Oscars have been won by black actors and actresses, which is the same percentage of

01:07:25.280 the population.

01:07:26.000 Wow, that's crazy.

01:07:32.220 That was such a big campaign.

01:07:34.600 And it's just, I mean, all I can go off of is my personal experience and what I've seen.

01:07:41.340 But it just feels like, and it's not every time, because I have also had really great black

01:07:51.800 people that have never done me this way, but there's always a percentage of black people 0.97

01:07:58.520 that it's like they just bite the hand that feeds them.

01:08:03.620 And I just, there were so many that I gave opportunities to.

01:08:08.280 Like, one of the people I'm thinking of, I mean, we doubled as subscribers.

01:08:12.500 And he still made a hit piece on me after.

01:08:16.360 There was another person who, I mean, they were living, they made better money probably

01:08:23.280 than they've ever made.

01:08:24.340 And this person stole a camera from us.

01:08:28.060 And it's just like, you know, and I just have not had that same experience with other

01:08:36.240 races.

01:08:36.620 I haven't.

01:08:37.980 And they try to criticize you and shame you for, like, what has happened in your life.

01:08:44.500 But it doesn't mean, like, it didn't happen, you know?

01:08:49.280 Yep, I agree.

01:08:51.920 I've been supporting Pearl since the very beginning.

01:08:55.540 And when this whole thing happened, what she's talking about, I know Pearl's heart.

01:09:02.580 And I just couldn't believe this was happening.

01:09:04.900 And also, the person that you had on your show that started this whole thing, you were

01:09:09.900 the first major platform on YouTube to have him on.

01:09:13.160 And then guess what?

01:09:13.960 Everybody else had him on after you did.

01:09:17.640 Which, which one?

01:09:18.980 Are you talking about?

01:09:20.220 Nick F.

01:09:21.240 Oh, him.

01:09:21.920 Yeah, Nick F.

01:09:22.720 Yeah.

01:09:23.260 Weren't you the first one?

01:09:24.000 No, yeah.

01:09:24.400 So they were mad because they were mad because I had Nick, yeah, Nick F on.

01:09:28.580 I was one of the first that went down.

01:09:31.880 I'd say some people went harder.

01:09:34.100 Well, and the other thing, too, was there was, like, a clip he was mad about because it

01:09:40.640 was, Nick doesn't agree with interracial dating.

01:09:43.960 Right.

01:09:44.200 That's that's that's his opinion.

01:09:46.580 Obviously, based on my life choices, I don't have the same opinion.

01:09:50.560 But this girl that I was friends with came on the show to debate with him about it.

01:09:55.380 I remember.

01:09:56.040 And and she was she was being mean to him, to be honest.

01:09:58.860 She's being really rude.

01:09:59.860 And then he responds. 0.96

01:10:04.600 And he makes a joke about her dating the black guy. 0.64

01:10:07.640 But the thing is, the thing is, I warned her before coming on.

01:10:11.660 I said, this is who he is.

01:10:12.940 If you're not comfortable, you don't have to whatever.

01:10:14.860 And everybody, like, was mad because I was letting them debate.

01:10:20.500 And I didn't, like, stand up or do anything or whatever.

01:10:23.820 And I'm just I'm thinking, who are they?

01:10:27.160 Anyways, sorry.

01:10:28.500 This this was so long ago.

01:10:29.780 I'm having, like, flashbacks.

01:10:31.160 But I just remember the other YouTuber.

01:10:36.920 Who turned on me, I could not he made, like, five video.

01:10:40.940 It wasn't even just one video he made about me.

01:10:43.480 He made, like, five, ten videos.

01:10:45.860 I'm like, do you have no shame?

01:10:47.820 And he would just take things I said out of context and just gossip about me for months. 1.00

01:10:51.940 I'm like, fuck you. 1.00

01:10:54.580 But and I took it personal because I honestly considered him a friend. 1.00

01:10:58.440 I didn't think he would do that.

01:10:59.640 But I remember I was on my show.

01:11:02.940 And and that's when I learned you should never think YouTubers are your friend. 0.99

01:11:08.480 That's that was a lesson.

01:11:10.200 But I was on my show and we talked before about the content.

01:11:14.780 And I just didn't know what I was going to say because everyone was crashing out about me having this like Nick F on.

01:11:21.400 And I just remember I, like, looked down at my phone.

01:11:25.280 I see this flood of, like, people in my chat.

01:11:27.160 I looked down at my phone and it's frickin.

01:11:33.200 It I just see that he, like, made this video, this thumbnail just making fun of me. 0.94

01:11:39.860 He took, like, the ugliest pictures ever.

01:11:41.580 And he just text me.

01:11:45.840 He's like, oh, I had to stop the bleeding.

01:11:47.360 I'm like, really?

01:11:48.060 You're that kind of person where because he got pressure from his audience.

01:11:52.700 He's like, I'm going to throw you under the bus.

01:11:54.600 I'm like, really? 0.76

01:11:55.800 Yeah.

01:11:56.220 Yeah.

01:11:56.540 I'm like, what?

01:11:57.060 What are you talking about?

01:11:57.920 I'm like, what is wrong with you? 0.96

01:11:59.620 And that's when I realized these YouTubers, man, they're snakes. 0.99

01:12:03.580 And I don't care if they did not say.

01:12:06.100 This is what they try to do.

01:12:07.260 They'll say, oh, we didn't call you a racist. 1.00

01:12:09.600 Yeah, you called me a fucking colonizer. 0.99

01:12:11.300 What's the difference? 0.99

01:12:12.400 Do you know what I mean? 0.98

01:12:12.780 Or you implied that I have some learning to you and use this bullshit HR language. 0.99

01:12:18.200 Like, what is wrong with you? 0.98

01:12:19.320 So before I deem someone a racist, if they're white, I look at if they have said anything that I've never heard a black person say, but with the racist swap. 0.94

01:12:36.460 Because honestly, like, a lot of people that you would deem as a racist that are white, they're saying the same thing that I hear black people say.

01:12:44.160 I'm dead serious. 0.92

01:12:45.400 But the racists are swapped.

01:12:47.760 And once again, I don't have a – most people that you hear have this racist rhetoric, especially amongst men.

01:12:56.480 Anton Daniels said it the best.

01:12:58.600 Even the most racist men will respect competency and hard work.

01:13:05.400 Guys, become accomplished.

01:13:08.440 Get yourself a highly valued skill, a highly valued trade, a highly valued education.

01:13:14.400 And make something of yourself.

01:13:16.460 And even guys on camera that will say all this racist stuff, they will respect you as a man and your contributions and your hard work.

01:13:26.580 But yeah, black people, I'm telling you, we're tired the most.

01:13:36.520 You know, I've been having to deal with black fatigue my entire life.

01:13:40.140 I remember one of the jobs I took was full of a bunch of people that had gone to HBCUs.

01:13:53.300 And they, in the workplace, they intentionally separated the blacks that went to predominantly white institutions and then like HBCUs.

01:14:04.460 And guys, only 10% of black students go to HBCUs.

01:14:09.840 All the rest go to predominantly white institutions. 0.55

01:14:12.880 And it's funny because on the West Coast where I grew up, I'd never heard that term before.

01:14:19.220 So in the workplace, they would – if you were on a project with someone that went to an HBCU and you came to a disagreement, they'd say, oh, well, you went to a PWI.

01:14:31.500 So I'm right and you're wrong.

01:14:33.400 And so a bunch of us blacks that went to a PWI were like, why do we take this from these people?

01:14:40.980 They are intentionally separating us and trying to parade this HBCU thing like they're blacker than we are or they're blackness because more valid because they went to a historically black institution. 0.64

01:14:52.100 No.

01:14:53.280 No.

01:14:54.360 So then I look up the numbers.

01:14:56.900 Once again, only 10% of African-American students go to HBCUs, and HBCUs have some of the lowest graduation rates and some of the lowest return on investment of any schools in the country.

01:15:10.560 That doesn't surprise me at all.

01:15:12.860 I saw them like twerking at graduation.

01:15:18.320 Yeah. 0.75

01:15:19.260 And I just – I'm just so tired of the evil like white men rhetoric. 0.92

01:15:25.100 And I think white people, that's just how we feel. 0.92

01:15:27.220 It's been shoved down our throat for 10 years, 15 years.

01:15:30.780 Longer than that.

01:15:31.780 I mean, I don't know.

01:15:32.540 That's as long as I remember.

01:15:36.520 You know, and white guys are the least racist, I would say, really, of any group in my experience.

01:15:44.020 Like if you really know rich white men like that really have a lot of like money and power, they do not care about race.

01:15:52.340 Because here's the thing.

01:15:53.860 They're so competent that it is so difficult for them to just find somebody that's smart that those guys do not care.

01:16:03.140 They don't – they just want somebody that can get the job done.

01:16:07.220 I have to push back a little bit, Pearlie. 0.99

01:16:09.420 The only time that these white guys are racist is when a black guy wants to marry their daughter. 0.99

01:16:15.600 That's true. 0.99

01:16:18.420 But then – but you know why, right?

01:16:20.800 Because, look – 0.97

01:16:22.120 Yeah, but it's not like the white girls are bringing home like – they're bringing home glock-tabians. 1.00

01:16:28.080 You'd be surprised, man. 0.85

01:16:29.980 You'd be surprised.

01:16:31.280 So it's only because, you know, look –

01:16:34.600 I just meant like from a hiring point of view.

01:16:38.120 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:16:38.680 Like, I mean, they're just like – they're like, can you do the job?

01:16:42.740 But then I'll say I don't even – I don't even care if like – it's like why black women are trying to go for white men. 0.99

01:16:53.200 And white men are never going to marry and have kids with black women in masks. 0.99

01:16:58.080 They'll sleep with them. 1.00

01:16:59.600 But why? 0.88

01:17:00.260 It's because white men want children that look like them.

01:17:06.940 Most men do, right? 0.87

01:17:09.140 And so even if you're a rich and powerful man, you know, you want your – you know, and you're white. 0.95

01:17:17.460 You want your kids to stay white. 0.99

01:17:19.780 But you said with a lot of black people too. 0.96

01:17:22.220 You know, a lot of black mothers don't want their sons to marry a white woman because they want their grandchildren to be black. 1.00

01:17:31.700 I'm just saying this because, once again, advocate for your own group and don't expect any group to do anything for you or have any kind of empathy or give you anything.

01:17:43.300 I put that aside a long time ago, and my life has been a lot better.

01:17:48.460 Yeah.

01:17:50.340 That's all I got to say on the topic.

01:17:52.220 Like, yeah, I'm fatigued.

01:17:56.120 We are fatigued.

01:17:58.540 I'm trying to think, what was my biggest black –

01:18:02.320 Yeah, what was your biggest black fatigue moment?

01:18:04.940 Fatigue moment. 0.60

01:18:07.420 Well, high school was all black fatigue because, you know, I got good grades. 1.00

01:18:12.600 I was kind of a nerd.

01:18:13.320 You know, I grew up on the West Coast, so, you know, I was all about rock music and, you know, electronic music and stuff and tabletop dice game, stuff like that.

01:18:26.260 What was my biggest black fatigue moment?

01:18:30.400 You know, I guess an overall concept is this. 0.56

01:18:35.200 When I graduated college and I became a professional, all throughout my career, my worst enemy in a professional or academic setting, this is at a job or in school, was another black person. 1.00

01:18:53.460 Do you have a specific story?

01:18:57.920 Yeah, so when I was – just like in general, so the worst boss I ever had was at my job two jobs ago.

01:19:11.560 And he was a black guy, and he literally said he was the worst boss ever.

01:19:21.280 And I asked him why he had that managerial style, and he said that his mentor, who was another black person, said that if your employees don't hate you, then you're not doing your job as a manager. 0.97

01:19:35.560 So he would intentionally go out of his way to make his employees' lives miserable. 0.97

01:19:41.560 Black guy. 0.99

01:19:42.740 Danny said – 1.00

01:19:43.480 The worst boss I ever had was a black man. 1.00

01:19:46.520 Danny, I'm sorry, Pearl, I'll chill. 0.98

01:19:48.200 I tried hard to get banned from Don Lemon's stream today, and he let me speak.

01:19:51.740 However, he called me out.

01:19:53.680 Don Lemon?

01:19:54.640 Oh, yeah, didn't he say something crazy?

01:19:58.180 I don't know.

01:19:59.060 I mean, I just have so many stories.

01:20:04.540 Like, the most athletic –

01:20:06.600 I'm trying to think.

01:20:12.460 Like, on my teams that I've been on over the years, there would be, like, two types of black girls. 1.00

01:20:18.240 There would be, like, the athletic ones that work hard, and they would do really well.

01:20:22.780 But, like, half of them would just piss away their athleticism.

01:20:26.840 Yeah.

01:20:27.060 Like, this one girl just ate grilled cheese every day, and she was better than me.

01:20:31.200 She was in the same position.

01:20:32.920 She was so athletic.

01:20:33.900 She jumped higher.

01:20:34.900 But I'd always beat her out because she just kept – she got fat. 1.00

01:20:38.160 She kept eating grilled cheese.

01:20:39.240 My mother's had a woman that she worked with, and they moved from California to where we were.

01:20:49.720 And her daughter was a star track athlete, you know, black woman, straight A's.

01:20:54.880 And so she moved to this new high school where it was predominantly black.

01:21:00.320 And the girls on the track team found out that she had really good grades and just kept bashing on her, you know, making fun of her because she had good grades. 1.00

01:21:12.040 So her daughter was getting D's and C's in school to fit in with the black girls on her track team. 0.93

01:21:21.520 That's crazy, actually.

01:21:22.880 The mom was like, what are you doing?

01:21:24.180 She's like, I'm tired of them making fun of me, but I want to keep running track, but I don't want them to make fun of me.

01:21:29.860 So she would rather tank her own grades to fit in with Shaniqua and Boonkisha. 1.00

01:21:37.540 How sad is that?

01:21:39.880 Yeah.

01:21:41.860 And it's not like anybody wants to be prejudiced, right?

01:21:47.400 Nobody wants to do that.

01:21:49.880 Nobody wants to be racist.

01:21:51.420 You know, this isn't – and most people will give anybody a chance as long as you're nice.

01:21:58.140 You know, most people, I would say, operate in somewhat good faith, but it's just at some point the – calling white people racist, it's not working anymore.

01:22:09.980 Yeah, like people don't care.

01:22:11.620 People are done.

01:22:12.700 Go ahead.

01:22:13.600 I would go on to say, even if they are, what are you going to do about it?

01:22:17.540 Like, you have to figure out what you're going to do about adversity in your life. 0.89

01:22:28.580 White people – you're going to run into racist white people. 0.99

01:22:31.480 You're going to run into racist black people. 1.00

01:22:34.540 Asians hate black people. 1.00

01:22:35.960 I would argue Asians probably – Asians probably hate black people more than white people hate black people. 1.00

01:22:44.540 Have you seen how Asian hair shop owners treat black women? 1.00

01:22:49.320 Well, sometimes rightfully so because they steal the weave out of their shops a lot of the time. 1.00

01:22:54.380 But still.

01:22:57.660 Yeah, that's the other thing.

01:22:59.160 They always say that, like, we want to be black, but they're always wearing white girls' hair. 0.53

01:23:03.820 So it's like, why do you – no, I'm serious.

01:23:06.640 Why are you wearing white people's hair if, like, we want to be black?

01:23:12.140 They're like, oh, because you use lip filler.

01:23:14.460 I'm like, I don't – I don't really think it looks the same.

01:23:18.940 I won't lie to you guys.

01:23:21.660 I just don't think our filler – I do – I could go on a rant about white women. 0.99

01:23:27.180 I really could do that, too.

01:23:29.900 And we have, like, our lips filled and whatever.

01:23:34.140 But I just – I don't think that filler lips look like black girl lips. 0.98

01:23:38.640 I don't.

01:23:39.300 I don't think it looks the same.

01:23:41.680 I really don't.

01:23:43.920 Yeah.

01:23:45.040 Yeah.

01:23:45.980 It's – I'm just glad that with – ever since Trump got reelected, everything is kind of correcting itself.

01:23:55.200 And we're actually able to have – could you imagine having had this type of show, like, a year and a half ago?

01:24:01.440 Oh, I wouldn't have did it a year and a half ago.

01:24:03.360 I saw, like, three other channels not get kicked off.

01:24:06.740 So I was like, oh, I'll just save my experience.

01:24:09.820 Yeah.

01:24:10.100 And, I mean, I don't know.

01:24:12.400 This was a canon event for me.

01:24:14.460 This really was a canon event.

01:24:18.440 And, you know, a lot of people are saying, well, Pearl didn't conduct the interview right or whatever.

01:24:23.360 You know, maybe I didn't or maybe they think I should have did it in a different way because – but do you really, like – do you really have that little decency that if you know somebody and have interacted with them personally, that gives you the right to bully them for a year and a half?

01:24:41.480 Really?

01:24:41.800 Like, somebody that was actually nice to you, let you stay in their house?

01:24:46.400 Really?

01:24:47.660 Yeah.

01:24:48.200 Truly?

01:24:49.340 That's what you – because you don't agree with how they did an interview.

01:24:53.620 Truly?

01:24:54.300 Really?

01:24:56.320 So, yeah.

01:24:57.620 Well, you kept your head up this whole time, Pearl, and you made it through, and, you know, you have your supporters that I can support you no matter what.

01:25:06.480 I'm one of them.

01:25:07.220 Yeah.

01:25:07.440 No, look at – I get a little emotional talking about this, to be honest.

01:25:12.320 Like, I had a – I was kind of getting kind of sad halfway because when I think about it, it just shocked me.

01:25:19.320 I've never really – I can't imagine how you guys go through it with your wives.

01:25:24.640 Yeah.

01:25:25.440 Because I was not romantically invested in any of these people.

01:25:30.620 But I just did not see it coming.

01:25:32.920 I really did it.

01:25:34.120 I did not – I did not see this coming.

01:25:37.440 So –

01:25:38.320 Yeah. 0.99

01:25:39.540 Actually, one more thing I want to say because someone keeps putting that black people are responsible for 57% of the crime. 0.98

01:25:48.460 That's violent crime. 0.98

01:25:50.060 Because here's the thing. 0.97

01:25:51.200 As a black fan, I have to eat that statistic. 1.00

01:25:54.900 Yes, black people are responsible for 55% of violent crime. 1.00

01:25:58.760 But, guys, like I said earlier, your favorite conservative influencers, if anyone is going to take them out, it's going to be a white guy. 0.99

01:26:10.860 White men are like 75% of the sex offender registry. 0.99

01:26:15.660 90% of white-collar crime is perpetuated by white people. 1.00

01:26:20.280 Most mass shooters are white. 1.00

01:26:22.220 Most school shooters are white. 1.00

01:26:23.920 White people have their problems, too. 1.00

01:26:28.280 So just make sure to look at all the stats, guys. 1.00

01:26:34.020 Because once again, that church shooter, whenever you see someone shooting up someplace, the guy that shot up the freaking NFL headquarters, the guy that shot up that church, all white guys. 0.90

01:26:46.640 Because the Las Vegas shooter, remember the guy that shot all those people from that hotel room? 0.98

01:26:53.320 So everyone has their issues. 0.99

01:26:56.960 But, yes, black people commit 55% of the violent crime. 1.00

01:27:00.940 Yeah, but the difference is we can say that about white people. 0.99

01:27:04.200 I mean, we can say it now, but I'm saying the last decade, we haven't been able to say it.

01:27:08.980 You know?

01:27:10.160 It's kind of changing now.

01:27:11.980 But even these topics still make me a little bit uneasy.

01:27:15.440 You know what I mean?

01:27:15.960 And I'm like, black people. 0.99

01:27:17.040 The opportunity says the crimes that you're talking about are too complex for black people. 0.99

01:27:26.800 Hilarious. 0.97

01:27:27.920 Okay, well, that's all I got today on this topic.

01:27:32.140 I may have more this week.

01:27:34.380 We'll see.

01:27:36.180 But if you want to go to theaudacitynetwork.com, there are certain streams I do, guys, where I am risking my channel to some extent.

01:27:44.900 I would love to bring some people back on, but we need to get more people on theaudacitynetwork.com.

01:27:53.820 You know, we can actually do once a week YouTube sessions again, but they just never got any traction.

01:27:59.520 If you guys want me to teach you YouTube again once a week, I could totally do it, but I kept doing the streams and no one was coming.

01:28:07.740 So I was just like, okay, you know.

01:28:10.640 But yeah, we can do them on theaudacitynetwork.com.

01:28:16.620 If you want to do it again, let me know in the comments.

01:28:19.340 Doug MPA, you got anything else?

01:28:21.060 Yeah, I really appreciate you doing this topic.

01:28:28.880 And guys, once again, you're going to see a lot more white creators covering this topic, and they are perfectly entitled to do so. 0.86

01:28:39.400 Because the only people that have more black fatigue than the white people you see on camera are the black people you see on camera. 0.97

01:28:47.340 Can you do a topic? 0.99

01:28:49.780 I could talk about the Muslims coming in.

01:28:52.100 I lived in a very Muslim area.

01:28:54.120 I try to stick to stuff I have real-life experience with, but I could talk about that a different day.

01:29:02.420 Thanks for coming in, Doug MPA.

01:29:04.340 I knew you'd want to comment on this topic.

01:29:08.380 Yeah, this is a really good one.

01:29:10.040 Thank you.

01:29:10.960 Thanks for calling in.

01:29:12.180 And guys, make sure you like the video.

01:29:16.760 If you're angry, please don't shoot me.

01:29:19.340 Sorry, I'm going to say that now.

01:29:24.120 Please, God.

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JustPearlyThings - September 30, 2025

Let's Talk About Black Fatigue ｜ Pearl Daily

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