Modern Women Have No Idea How Much Better Men Make Their Lives ｜ Pearl Daily
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Summary
A fascinating debate has broken out about the value of marriage for men. Women argue that it s bad for men to get married. Men, most answered very quickly, no, because men are useless. Most young men are single, most young women are not.
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Men, most answered very quickly, no, because men are useless.
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Most young men are single, most young women are not.
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Young men have fallen faster than any demographic in America over the last 40 years.
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It's a different world now, like we don't need men the way that they used to.
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Men and women are drifting further apart, and society is crumbling because of it.
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A fascinating debate has broken out about the value of marriage.
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You've kind of got the trad con versus red pill thing.
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This men's rights crowd that sometimes just goes too far the other way.
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You need to stop acting like grown boys and infants and actually become men.
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It's a machine designed to extract resources from you.
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Now, many of the red-pilled have taken the position that it's bad for men to get married.
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One of the most controversial faces in all of the internet.
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She goes on to say that marriage is a terrible deal for men.
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Because if me and you were in a business contract, you would never sign a contract where I am paid to leave.
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74% or something of divorces are initiated by women.
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Men have everything to lose, primarily their own children.
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Men get killed by the courts and by divorce laws.
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I had no idea that courts of family law were courts of equity, not courts of law.
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Because in family court, you don't need evidence to accuse someone of abuse.
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When you guys say get married young, a lot of these men don't know what they're signing up for,
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and you're not going to be there when their entire life falls apart.
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I didn't meet my son until he was 15 months old.
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You're literally just thrown out onto the street.
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We absolutely reinforce bad behavior from women.
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Wives are taught to leave their husbands, and then daughters grow up without their fathers.
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Every problem in society comes from single mother homes.
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A lot of women will just chase this negative rabbit hole of happiness, endless happiness.
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Feminism's biggest failure is it lies to women.
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We tell women to date as many guys as possible.
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We tell them to put off family into marriage.
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You are allowed to end a relationship with a really great boyfriend.
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I don't think there's anything else in life that we actually ever go into preparing to fail.
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Like, if you have the mentality of this is going to go wrong and be pessimistic,
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naturally the outcome is going to be that it's going to fail anyway.
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Like, women are so willing to leave marriages because they're not happy.
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The most important thing is the children, and the problem is we have a modern society
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where it's me, me, me, my feelings, leave when I feel like it, instead of doing what's
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This myth that we live in an age of male privilege, where's my male privilege?
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They think, well, men have all the rights.
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Why doesn't our society care about men's rights?
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I have no friends, no wife, and no social life.
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I've seen so many men on the brink of suicide, and they didn't do anything wrong.
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How are you equal if the men are the ones that have to fight and die to defend the country?
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The men are the ones that build and maintain all the infrastructure.
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The so-called deaths of despair from suicide, overdose, or alcohol, three times higher among
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What kind of a woman are you going to attract?
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Everybody knows this is a huge problem, but nobody wants to admit it.
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Every single woman at the table said they wanted a man to give...
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Everything is really set up against you to fail as a man.
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If men make less than women, women don't want to marry them.
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So you know who wants more economically and emotionally viable men?
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I don't want to be an independent woman anymore.
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I don't want to be a strong, independent woman.
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Now it's just hookup culture is going to be our fairy tale ending because men don't want
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The future, if everybody follows your path, is there is no future.
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We go into population decline and our economy goes into decline.
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This is an existential crisis failing young men.
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And what actually amazed me was how many women, the level of just subtle misandry women are
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And the men around them don't check them at all.
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And if anything, we're rewarded for bad behavior.
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So I wanted to put this documentary together talking about my findings when it comes to the
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Um, but YouTube throttled my channel and demonetized me the past year and a half.
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Um, I was literally doing this show for free, unemployed for a year and a half, unfortunately.
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Um, because of one angry woman, she decided to flag all of the videos on my channel.
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She got me demonetized and I spent a year and a half trying to build this thing back up.
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So if you can, there's two ways you can support me in case I get kicked off of YouTube again.
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First, obviously you can't super chat while we are on YouTube.
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The second is we have a GoFundMe, um, for this documentary.
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The link to that is the second one in the description.
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And the first one is a members only community where, um, I bring on the smart, intelligent,
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At some point we are going to raise it, but this is what it is right now.
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And it's basically you buying into the fact that this is going to be a career for me.
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And that you will get, I will bring people into the school community, the paywall, um,
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Um, I do have a very vast network and I am open to suggestions.
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So if you know, the people in the community have somebody that we want, that they want
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The cool thing is if you did support me in the past year and a half, I did include your
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Um, if you joined before, I think it was like the 15th of last month.
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Um, um, I did include your subscription, so you should look for an email from us cause
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then you're automatically added into the school community.
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So, so today we're going to talk about this Drew Afawalo lady, and, um, this is a crazy
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woman and unfortunately crazy women are allowed to have platforms.
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Um, now I know what you're thinking, Pearl, but you shut up.
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So, um, so I, I do, I, I do try to start my show by saying no simping in the chat.
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So please, uh, you know, if you're here to, if you're here for anything but information,
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Um, other thing, we are 40 subscribers away from 2 million.
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So it'd be kind of cool to hit it, this stream.
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So Drew Afawalo is basically a woman, um, that is making money off of her look.
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Now it used to be the case that only hot women could make money off of their looks and life
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Um, the media used to cater to men and that's why you, when you would see women on TV, you
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would see Megan Fox, Margot Robbie, and because movies used to be made to appeal to men.
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But the problem is when movies are made to appeal to women, the women get uglier.
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So when you ever see a, um, a movie and the bombshell is like 32, um, with small boobs
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and you just think, why, why is this the thing?
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Like, why is she not hot or she's supposed to be the love interest?
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Um, and so what we've seen is the rise of influencers that are butt ugly, right?
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And so the way they do this is you have midwomen or below midwomen, um, that either do misandrous
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She's a six getting better outcomes that she could, than she should.
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Um, and essentially what society is trying to do is to convince men to lower their standards.
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And it's totally working because every single one of you are accepting things today that
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a hundred years ago, um, your grandfathers would not accept.
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Like we can't, I can't even act like this is a bad strategy because it's working.
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Um, and, um, this is a 300 pound woman who has started a podcast and, um, it's all about
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And the thing is men care about accomplishments, inventions, and respect where women care about
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And so what's happened is companies have realized they make more money off of women than men because
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women make 80% of consumer buying decisions.
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So they start just giving away, um, awards to women and then women pay to like be applied
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At times women can pay to get these awards where men care about hierarchy and like being important.
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Oh, oh, we're at, um, 45 more subscribers till 2 million.
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You know, you cannot hide your fat body behind all that makeup that you're putting on.
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It turns out lots of people can relate to, uh, wanting to just be really mean to misogynistic
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And then I go about my silly goose tasks for the rest of the day.
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So she got 8 million followers off of doing nothing.
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It would turn your stomach to see what some of them joke about, laugh about, find camaraderie
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And a lot of the times it's violence towards women and others.
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So I feel like it's important that we platform men who feel so boldly that they can say things
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like that on the internet with their face and clear view, their government names attached
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So I like to think of myself as a tangible consequence.
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I feel like my content has empowered a lot of people and it's, it's given.
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And we're going to, we're going to talk about this, but she's in a loving relationship where
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One, that men are complete simps and we'll put up with anything.
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And two, um, two, that she's a fraud, right?
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She makes money off of hating men, but she says herself that she's engaged to be married.
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What is that life going to look like when she has kids?
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And then the strength and courage to stand up to these men on their own.
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And they have many, many times before me, but especially after me, I feel like I get tagged
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in thousands of videos a day of people being like, I'm, I'm channeling Drew in this scenario.
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And they're like responding to a mean comment that always warms my heart because I want
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Like they don't, they don't need me to constantly do this in order for it to keep working.
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Most people, um, you know, however they identify, uh, can relate to having a very horrible experience
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with men, um, you know, as dark and awful as that sounds, it ranges from now, apparently
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Cause I was, I think I, I think she did, but I would debate her to be honest.
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I don't think she could really hang, uh, but she won't do it.
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But so you get what you get with these women, a lot of these influencer women, and I gotta
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say, and I know this is hypocritical, but I can be a hypocrite, right?
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I can, I can, and I will, uh, influencer women are the worst category of women.
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Cause one, they're very fueled by reputation and they're willing to use their audience to
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damage yours and go to no ends to do it, to spread lies, to whatever.
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So these women, they get really big egos where they think they did something important.
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When really all we did was talk on a pod, like, do you know what I mean?
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Like, I feel like I'm humble enough to know that I'm very lucky to do what I do.
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And I do really enjoy, I love doing this, but I have to be honest with myself and say,
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I didn't invent some invention, you know, um, where she, she doesn't know that.
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You get a lot of these, I even saw like, um, Candace Owens giving business advice once
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and I'm like, we got to stop convincing influencers that were like business owners because my father,
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And the thing is the most intelligent, the most intelligent man I've ever, I wish I could
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one day I'll convince him to come on, but he's just so awesome.
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Someone said, Oh, it's really immature how much you worship, but you don't understand.
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I'm like, if you're just around him, he's just, he just knows he's just good at everything.
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But what's funny is like, because I saw that, right.
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I just know that I'm not shit compared to the men that do things like that.
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I mean, what me and Myron do completely different.
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Myron has all, he found a way to stay, employ people through demonetization.
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I didn't even figure out how to do that, you know, and men are just so awesome.
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Like they just, especially when you get like problem solving solution oriented, Matt, they're
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just, they operate on like a different playing field, different level, right?
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I loved being a girly girl, that kind of stuff.
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But I never thought to myself, I'm going to do this because men like it.
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I would always do it because I liked it, but I never took superficial compliments.
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It's like, you're so beautiful or you're so hot.
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I never took those to heart as much as I took things like, you're so smart.
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The things about me that I've always loved the most have never had anything to do with
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my looks, which is why I think when I was in the throes of my pick me phase,
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if men would irritate me, that shit would wiggle inside me.
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Like, it was almost like it would be like the mask.
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Like, he'd be like, ah, ah, and then he'd be evil and he'd be like, ah, and then he'd
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Cause I feel like the pick me would flare up sometimes.
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And then if a man got a little too comfy, it would go away immediately.
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So I've always been really mean to men just cause they fucking irritate me, which I tell
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people I'm like, I mean, obviously you ever hung out with one fucking awful.
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Well, so let's talk about you being engaged to a man.
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And I'm just curious about your dating life before that.
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I'm going to, I'm going to predict her dating life before that she took an L with a guy.
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She pretends to hate men while she's engaged.
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She keeps women single while she does what's best for her.
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When we were in high school, uh, we were friends in high school.
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Went to different colleges, dated other people.
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No, he asked me to prom his senior year and I said, no.
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I feel like I didn't care that much about height in high school.
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I didn't realize men being tall and that being hot to me until now.
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Well, in high school, my, my fiance is a very good looking man and he was that good looking
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So he got tall and handsome and popular in high school, but yeah, no, yeah.
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That just had no effect on me and, and high school.
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And honestly, I think that's why he liked me because my sister's a lesbian and I hate
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So in high school, we were the only two people that weren't swayed by him at all.
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I think he liked that my, his looks didn't affect me in any way.
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And then we went to different colleges, dated other people.
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And then we, she took an L reconnected when I graduated and moved back home.
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Like the guy was chasing them and they had no interest.
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The woman just, it never usually goes like that story a few times, but I, but the guy,
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if, even if he experienced a different, he'll be afraid of her, right?
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She's got a huge audience that, you know, jokingly.
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Well, I tell the story jokingly, but it was, it is not a joke.
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I was really mad at him for something I can't remember.
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But so I wasn't talking to him for like two years.
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And then he kept hitting me up constantly, constantly, constantly.
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And then I finally caved and I was like, sure, we can go to lunch.
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You can throw all dating advice out the window and just do nothing.
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I mean, I could literally leave all other dating advice on the floor and just do that.
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I mean, that's, my fiance was in the DMs for two years.
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And then one day I was like, I guess, I'm horny.
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Did he have to kind of wear you down a little bit or?
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So that's how you can tell they're with a simp, right?
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Because women, when they see a guy as, when they really want to be with a guy, they see it
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But I've asked him like, well, why don't you keep coming back?
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Because like, because he did, was not starving for puss.
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He's very good looking, very charming, very smart, very capable.
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Oh my gosh, we're 30 subscribers away from 2 million.
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Like he's always been a really, really good person.
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I think even at the time, like I asked him that, like what made you keep coming back?
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Like, and he told me too, like something told me that I would regret it for the rest of my
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life if I didn't like patch things up with you.
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I mean, we said like, what do you guys want to know about them?
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People want to know, like, how do you live at this intersection of, I hate men.
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I see all this terrible behavior online, but I'm with a man, I'm marrying a man.
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And by the way, Ashley and I make fun of men too, but we have like great fathers and brothers
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And so this is, it's, what happens is these women, they never get to experience the consequences
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of the real world, um, until they're older and uglier.
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Because it's actually the women that hate men tend to have really great men around them.
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So to Ashley, but like, how do you live at that sort of like intersection of the two?
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I mean, I think it's a lot simpler than people think.
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It's just, you know, I'm not talking about you, but it doesn't, it doesn't change the
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Like just as women have aborted an eighth of the world population.
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One out of eight people dead because of women.
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You're like lucky to be born nowadays because the most unsafe place you can be in your entire
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As an entity, a general idea, men have inflicted violence and oppression on the world in ways
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Female queens were more likely to wage war.
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The only difference is when women had power, women were very evil with it.
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But the difference is that women weren't smart enough to get power.
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It's okay if we say that men are inherently evil.
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It's like it's not all men, but for some reason, always a man.
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Every time something terrible happens, always a man.
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We like don't count it when it's a woman doing something bad.
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And for me, I think given what men have done to me personally, to people I love...
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In the world as a whole, if they all start guilty and have to work their way to innocent,
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Because the men who complain that they really hate hearing like, oh, what about all men?
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I mean, why do they have to prove themselves to a fat chick?
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I mean, if you're going to say that, at least be hot.
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By the way, guys, we're 25 subscribers away from 2 million.
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You know, you don't have to, but that button's right there.
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About white women who voted a certain way or have certain beliefs, and it's like, I want
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But when you talk about those white women, it is not me.
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It's all those beliefs, so I'm not offended by it.
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It's the same way a good man is not offended by the I hate men rhetoric.
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It's a very hit dogs holler kind of thing for me.
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When people talk about, like, and what's something I sit at.
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Women have no idea how much easier men make their lives.
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But the thing is, the problem is there's so much incentive, because women make 80% of consumer
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buying decisions, for men to sell to women that they're going to keep solving our problems
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I mean, eventually we get too old and ugly, but they're going to keep inventing technology
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They're going to keep inventing technology for women to have kids in their 40s.
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When they talk about straight cis women, when trans people talk about them, how they can
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be very harmful towards trans women, it doesn't hit me, because I know I'm not one of those.
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So when you're talking really loud, and you're getting very upset at what I said, what did
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Yeah, so basically you can let yourself go and get a cute guy.
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And that's why I get more blackpilled every year.
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Seriously, every year I get more and more blackpilled.
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That's a question you should be unpacking in therapy.
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I've been stuck at 1.9 million for a year and a half, because they really tried to ruin
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You know, one of these days, I might just do a show on all of the ways women have tried
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to ruin my life and how they actually made me more sexist.
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But they actually, over time, made me more sexist.
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My question, you should be writing hate my comments.
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It's like, and also the men who argue with me about that, or even women, it's very rare
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But anyone who argues with me about that, that's so harmful to say.
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Every time they say that to me, if I really were to dig in, that person sucks ass every
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What do you call, what do you call it at that point?
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Listen, I think that like there's a great matter in the world.
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And you are definitely one of the more outspoken people that I've like come across in terms of
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And I mean, you really stand up for like women's bodies and LGBTQ rights.
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And I think a lot of people want to feel more empowered to do that.
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I mean, people say, I remember this girl came up to me one night.
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I was at Ashley's comedy show and she was like, I could never do what you girls do, but like
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Like I, it was somebody who had a podcast and she was like, how do you feel brave enough
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And I'm like, but that's what we've dedicated our lives to.
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So I guess I'm curious for you, like, how do you feel that bravery?
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But like for people that aren't, like, I think there's people that are like, I want to feel
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It'll make it even better because this crazy bitch should help me get there.
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I can't stand when influencers talk about handling hate and the criticism.
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The first time it happened, I didn't really, and I think one of these days, because I'm
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But at the time, I didn't really know how to handle, like there's three hour videos on
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You know, I just said my opinion and they might not like it.
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But for me, to act like any sort of victim when I get to talk for a living is just so
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You guys are the ones paving the roads, building the building.
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I mean, there's men that probably watch my channel that have 10, 12 hour, like construction
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And for me to say, oh, I can't handle comments, that's why I think blue collar, they tend to
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The way that I do, I liked, oh my gosh, eight more, eight more.
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To tell people all the time, I know that I am the exception to the rule.
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Because like for a while, I lived at a very like no fear.
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Like I had no fear as a child and a teen, and that's not a good thing.
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It is okay to have a healthy dose of fear, especially to protect, protect yourself.
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What I encourage people who are not like me, if they're trying to learn how to become more
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confident in their decisions and how they speak up for themselves, whatever it may be.
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A lot of times when people are, are very passive.
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Things like if they get your coffee order wrong, if they say your name wrong, you're just
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If you start standing up for yourself and advocating for yourself in little ways like that, you
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start to build your own confidence because you're like, I mattered.
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Do you know what women, and I'm going to, for the two women that watch me, I'm going to
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tell you the things that could actually build your confidence up.
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And actually not this bullshit that they tell you on the internet.
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Um, when you have a problem, something you're insecure about, and you can do two things.
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One, accept that you're a flawed person and, um, that this is just, you know, it's, for
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I am messy and no one could really call it me that.
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And then I started learning skills to help me in life.
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Um, that even if somebody like nags at me or whatever, it's like the feeling you get when
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you're improving on something that you're insecure about, nobody can take that away from
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And it gives you a different type of confidence.
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Um, it's the same thing with, um, for me, eating habits, like going to the gym, losing
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You might be, not be as thin as you want to be, but when you know, you're actually taking
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steps to fix something you're insecure about for me personally.
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Um, and then at some point overcome it for me, that that's how I've always felt.
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That's how I've always improved my confidence, not just this like majestical BS that they want
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Well, that's true, but I don't think men, you know?
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And I think it's because in our society, when we see confidence, we see these women
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Like men don't like that type of confidence, but you don't want a woman that's so insecure.
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That's always asking you if you're cheating, for example, right?
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You don't want a woman that's so insecure that you have to be your only source of like
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everything, you know, in reality, I mean, I'm not going to tell you what you want.
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I've just, what I've gotten feedback from that.
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So it's not really about, um, an external confidence, but internal because we're just
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naturally insecure and the less insecure you are, you know, you don't want to be like
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your girlfriend's nagging you about how she looks and saying, I feel so fat.
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We're going to do a, we're going to do a happy dance.
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You already know what I'm, you already know what I'm bringing up.
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So, now everybody wants to ask me and I will answer this question.
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Because, you know, people will say, how do you have two million subscribers and only this
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You have to understand, live viewers, subscribers are like a different metric.
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Like, a lot of people, they always accuse me of buying them.
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I've never bought a subscriber, even though Rolo slanders me with this.
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Before he spurgs out on Twitter again or something.
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But, it's because you get subscribers from shorts and that'll up the shorts number, but it doesn't
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If you guys clip me dancing and make fun of me, we're going to have beef.
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We're going to watch this for like five more minutes and then I do got to get going.
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When you start walking in the belief that they matter, even the most minuscule things, like
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they said your name wrong, they called you the wrong name, they didn't say excuse me,
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Like, when you start like standing up for yourself that way, I think naturally over time it starts
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to snowball into bigger decisions, like bigger ways that you can stand up for yourself.
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I told a friend of mine, my guitar teacher, he puts on plays and I've been saying I'm going
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do another one thought mommy's in the club say though another one i think it was this one
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thank you guys for two million subscribers okay tomorrow have you guys heard enough of this
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this fat chick i think we've heard enough um tomorrow i'm gonna do another stream um it's
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gonna be a normal time uh seven to nine central that's usually when i do it unless
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i mean guys seven to nine sometimes i'll have family commitments or
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stuff you know so on those days i go a little earlier um
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clip me if you clip my dancing we're gonna have beef okay what we will beef will beef so hard
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that you don't even know what to do with me okay so i do have to go but thank you so much for two
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million subscribers it's been really frustrating the last year and a half um i basically worked
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for free for a year and a half and i don't i don't know if you guys have ever been i'm sure some of
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you have you guys have way harder lives than me but been unemployed and so it was just a very
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frustrating situation because i just felt like i was working so hard and um i just was being like
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i felt like i was being punished for it um and it feels good to be back and actually have some
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progress because i've just been stuck for a while um and you know i had to move i had to do all this
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stuff so thanks so much we also got our first um school group member that joined after so thanks so
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much for joining um by the way people that joined the school group i want to give you guys a time
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frame i filmed a bunch of modules there's like two more i'm waiting for the editor to get back
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to us um and we're moving i don't want to say the city yet but we are moving in the next probably
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month or two i don't have an exact date but i have an idea um so when we do that um once we're there
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we'll have the new production team there and just a lot of things in place to really roll out content
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probably um july august we can expect a bunch of stuff i'm hoping early next year i can do an event
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so anyways thank you so much guys please like the video on your way out and subscribe to the channel
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thank you for two million subscribers um if you want to join the um school group the link is the
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first link in the description i'll see you guys next time bye