The Meaning of Modern Women's ＂FIND MYSELF＂ Phrase ｜ Pearl Daily
Episode Stats
Length
1 hour and 14 minutes
Words per Minute
167.12273
Hate Speech Sentences
109
Summary
In this episode of Pearl Daily, we talk about when a woman discovers she is transgender, and how it can affect the way she is perceived by her peers and the world at large. We also talk about the dangers of being transgender at a young age, and what it means to identify as transgender.
Transcript
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Today, we are going to talk about when women find themselves.
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But first, I want to thank you to all the amazing people in the chat for keeping me employed.
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But more importantly, I want to thank all of the hoes out there for giving me a job.
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Without you guys acting like idiots, I would have nothing to talk about.
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So thank you guys for keeping me employed for a lifetime.
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I want to thank the prostitutes, the OnlyFans, models.
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I want to thank all the women that have cheated on their husbands.
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I want, you know, I want to thank all the terrible behavior.
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So guys, if you want me to read your comments, go to the website, theaudacitynetwork.com.
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Sign up for my monthly or yearly membership there.
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You're going to access a bunch of my old content.
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And you're also going to be able to get me to read the chat.
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Normally, in shows, you have to donate for every single chat that you send.
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But for me, one-time payment, and you get to comment eternally.
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So here we have, this was one of my early videos.
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So I want to show you guys what I started with a couple years ago.
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So three years ago, really, the pregame, it all started with just mics in my living room.
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He decided to call me racist later, but that's a different story.
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And a friend that I had on the volleyball team.
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You think you're an 11 out of 10, which is in your head.
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So what I'm trying to say is, if you're talking about something that isn't,
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if we can look in your body and we can see you have two testicles and the penis,
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If you think you are other than what you actually are,
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Because couldn't I identify as a teenager if I wanted to?
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What if I said I feel early days where I really liked this type of content?
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it was just like a bunch of people talking through ideas on, you know,
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Well, that would genuinely be something that you'd have to work with.
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that would more than likely be a trauma response.
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People who still feel like they're stuck in their teen years or even childhood years
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usually experience some sort of terrible trauma at that age in their life.
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And that's where they feel emotionally and physically stunted.
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So that's why like maybe later on they still act a certain way for years.
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But it's interesting because you're kind of saying like that's a mental disorder.
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I can't see it that way because I'm someone who's part of the LGBT community.
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And I see how these people struggle and like, you know,
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Do you know what it's like to deal with people all the time
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and then randomly one day they make hit pieces on you?
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Let's talk about the facts, not the feelings, please.
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Regardless, these things were removed from the DSM-5.
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It's difficult to pinpoint that as a mental illness, only because this is a whole...
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This is something that someone's willing to change their entire life for.
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And Rachel Dolezal changed her entire life to be black.
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So, just because she identifies or thought of herself as...
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What happened was, he had a video, and it was like the truth about Pearl.
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And when I saw it was scheduled, I thought it was going to be a video.
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I swear, I thought it was going to be a video defending me.
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But that doesn't make these people any less human.
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I never said trans people or whoever you are are less human.
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But it doesn't mean that what they're saying...
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It sounds like you won't even respect their identity is the issue.
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If somebody were to come to you right now, they were trans.
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Would you refer to them as what they are comfortable with or what they were originally born as?
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I would refer to them as who they are, which is a man or a woman, biologically.
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Because what you're asking me to do, essentially...
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What's disrespectful for me is to ask me to buy into your delusion.
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If I come up to you and say, listen, I know I'm a black man, but please call me Mei Ling because I'm now a Chinese woman.
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You're going to be like, all right, you're a Chinese...
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And you've met me and you know me prior to me identifying as a Chinese woman?
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But I shouldn't ask you to buy into what I think of myself.
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Because like I said, you think of yourself as an 11 out of 10.
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If you went around asking people to call you an 11 out of 10, then that's just plain arrogant and egotistical.
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What's crazy was, after this guy called me a racist, right, I went through mutual fronts and I'm like, look, can we just talk this out?
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Couldn't look me in my eye and tell me the same thing.
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It's genuinely not that hard to just refer to them as she, her, or he, him as they ask.
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All I have to do is tell you, hey, this is what I prefer to be called.
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If you call me Francesca, I'm not going to respond.
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Because realistically, I don't like that name as much as Chesca.
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Shooting in your name, yeah, is not the same as asking me to call you by a totally different gender.
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But if they preferred a different name even, you wouldn't go with that?
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If they went with a different name, you wouldn't go with that?
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If I came to you and I said, I prefer the name Richard, even though I clearly am not biologically male...
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You're not my parents, so you wouldn't have a right to call me by whatever...
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What was your name before you asked me to call you Richard?
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You wouldn't have the right to call me by whatever my parents call me because my parents are different from you.
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You're just a stranger that I see on the podcast.
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You're just a stranger that I see on a podcast.
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If I knew someone that was trans, I would probably...
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Like, I probably would call them by their name, like, just because they asked me to.
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But the issue I get is when we start letting people live in delusion, there's consequences.
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And I really do, on some level, think that it's delusional because you're saying you're something you're not.
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And the problem is now we have Leah Thomas coming in.
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And swimming in the woman's division and taking away opportunities from women.
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Because, in my opinion, we started by letting them live in delusion.
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And it slowly got to the point that now actual real women...
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I like how me and Sarah are saying the exact same thing, but she's yelling at Sarah.
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That's what happens when you say, oh, but they feel a certain way, so we have to respect it.
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As much as I would love to, you know, give a viewpoint on that, I can't.
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I feel like I can't speak on it until I speak to other trans people who are athletes as well as cisgender people.
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I don't know if there was an update on that, but this was, like, three years ago.
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Who are athletes and see how they feel about it.
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And two, I'm still curating my research on that, because I'll be...
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If I had to guess, maybe 50,000 to 100,000, but...
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Yeah, but this was one of the first videos that went really viral, because this was before we even had, like, real mic stands.
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So, this was, like, first, like, two or three months of the show.
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This was kind of, like, a chill day, where I would...
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I lived right next to an athletic center and right next to campus.
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And so, I would just walk over and see if they would come.
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And Sara lived nearby at the time, so he would come before he decided I was a big old racist.
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I was, like, why the hell are trans people ending up in divisions that I feel like they're not supposed to be?
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I realized that it was me denying their identity, in a sense, right?
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I know that, realistically, no matter what, this person was born opposite of what they are, but I do not want to deny how they feel and what they've experienced since, more than likely, such a young age about what they identify as.
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But, at the same time, like, I have to look at the science behind this, right?
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Like, because I've seen a lot of trans people come, it's changed completely, specifically with women, at least trans women.
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They're, like, I don't understand why people get so upset about trans women entering women's divisions, because estrogen really does break down our, like, muscle mass and, like, our strength that we had as men previously.
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That's why I'm saying, like, I have to do more research on it first before I can really curate an idea on it.
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But I'm kind of, like, cheetering with it, because I could understand.
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Like, I was like, yo, I'm a girl, and I feel like I'm fighting for my feet.
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We have to deal with bullshit from both racism and sexism.
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Now, I want to talk about how women are not one-dimensional.
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Obviously, this woman believes a lot of crazy stuff.
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But genuinely, knowing her on my team, she was one of the nicer women on the team.
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There's this idea that conservative women are somehow better to date.
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Now, what I'm not saying is that she's the one you should date.
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Like, what I am saying is I don't think necessarily.
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Because there was, you know, a conservative woman on my team who was an absolute bitch.
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Well, I just think it's, like, disrespectful to, like, to honestly, to real women.
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Because we go through shit they'll never go through.
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A woman that was born with a, what is it, X and Y?
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And I know they're going to, like, bring out exceptions to the rule.
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But, like, or the few girls that have fertility issues.
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But that's very different than surgically changing a dick into a vagina.
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I think, again, like, because I'm part of the community, I have more insight on how they feel about it.
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And I can go off of that better as opposed to the opposite.
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Bro, you're going to have to stop him before I do.
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I hate being in this position as an interviewer where you want the guests to debate, but where one starts getting offended, you're, like, trying to calm them down.
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And, you know, if we cut each other off, we're like, all right, like, Gucci.
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This motherfucker right here just keeps popping in like a freaking weasel.
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I'll tell you one thing that gets me in trouble.
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And especially when I'm uncomfortable, I'm like, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
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But oftentimes when there would be times in interviews where people would be arguing and I would start laughing,
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people would think I'm agreeing with one side or the other or I like this person.
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No, because you keep on saying like, oh, facts over feelings, facts over feelings.
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He's like, no, like, at least when Pearl is interrupting me, she's saying like, oh, wait, but like, this is, this is what I see.
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I just like, like, do you know what I'm saying?
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I did not get the security deposit back from that apartment.
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What I'm trying to say is like, their feelings about it don't really matter.
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But if we functioned off of only logic and reality, we would be a heartless system.
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The girl that got second to Leah Thomas would be cool right now.
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How many times have we looked at like politicians, for example, just going based off of their emotions.
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Like, and not even in a, not even close to logical sense.
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You can find a balance between emotion and logic.
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She got kind of mad at me when that went viral.
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We can find a balance between emotion and logic.
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I do believe that there are times where we have too much logic and too much emotion.
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I don't like giving Sarah clout, to be honest, because you have to understand, this was very
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Like, these people that I knew just randomly called me a racist.
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And you have to understand, but this clip was so good.
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I'm going to swallow my pride for the good of my audience today, because this is hilarious.
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I was recruiting people that where I, I put, I brought way too many people in.
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I won't lie to you guys, but this was my favorite shows.
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Honestly, was when I was back in this like dingy, not dingy, but it became pretty gross
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There was no air conditioning, a lot of sweating and the panels made it so much worse.
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Oh, they made, oh, it was so hot in that apartment air.
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None of them, none of the apartments have air conditioning.
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Um, but we would do these shows and they were so fun.
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The problem was once you got over like half a million subscribers, people come with an
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Like they have their ideology they're pushing or I don't know.
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There's just, there's, it's so much better content when people don't think as many people
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So this was someone in the chat said, this was like 30,000 subscribers at the time.
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Like I would do a show at night and then I would do another, like change my mind episode
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I think it was me telling you to shut the fuck up because you don't know how to sometimes.
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Emotion and logic need to go hand in hand in times like this.
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And when it comes to logic, I feel like logic, most of the time you can't go wrong, but sometimes
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Yeah, but that's one of the problems I'm talking about.
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But the fact that people actually think that speaking things that make sense is disregarding
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people is where we have a problem in this society.
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Because if somebody is speaking to make sense and you take it as, oh, you're disregarding
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Like I said, I think these people, trans people, deserve their human rights.
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I don't think of them as less as a human being.
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I'm saying when it comes to things like you coming in the, ah!
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When it comes to you going into a sports arena that is not actually meant for you, and it's
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meant for biological women, then we see real world consequences to your feelings and people
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But, again, I said that I cannot curate an opinion on that until I do more research.
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I will not open my mouth on something that I don't know shit about at the end of the
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So for you, the main thing that you agree with feminism on, like, the main rights that
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Because it's not always just, you know, it's not, it's not just abortion.
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Like, in some states, or at least some counties, it's legal for a police officer to assault an
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I mean, right, like, so let's say I were to be arrested, and a cop could take me to
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whatever little jail cell at whatever little, you know, place for custody, he could sexually
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Hang on, you can legally sexually assault somebody?
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What are you talking, what are we classing as sexual assault now?
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So what, what is this sexual assault that this man could do legally?
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In some states, it's like an outdated law, but it's still in place.
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I just want you guys to understand as a YouTuber.
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Like, I think one, people took it as more of a business than I did.
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When I got into this, I just really wanted to have fun.
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It wasn't really about, you know, making money or, I mean, it happened, right?
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Like, from a young age, I loved watching YouTube.
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If you don't have a lot of friends, sometimes YouTube is like, sorry, I'm kidding, I'm kidding.
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And so what I didn't realize is that for me, when I would have really controversial people on,
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I would think, okay, they have different opinions.
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What they, what other people are seeing is, oh, you're associating with that person.
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I need to denounce you so I don't lose money from my audience.
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And I'm like, what are we, I thought we were all having fun here, guys.
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So this was, I was very naive when I went to London, I would say.
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I never really thought about people's incentives.
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So I never thought about that if things were not going the way that, you know, in this case,
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Sarah and the other YouTubers that did this wanted me to go, that they would just throw me under the bus.
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And it was super weird because it was, it was like grown men.
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I think I was like 25 in this or 26 and they were close to 40.
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And it was like these 40-year-old guys denouncing me.
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And I was like, I was thinking, like, what are you guys, women?
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So I think maybe if I went through the same, like, toil that they did, you know, like, there's men that have been doing red pill content for 20 years, don't have the same following I do.
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You know, you just have an easier mode when you're a woman.
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And I could see why the men are a bit more careful than I was.
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You know, I could see why, you know, so I do understand their perspective.
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Because I've just never, that sounds, like, kind of wild to me.
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Can I, can I, before we get, before we continue here, just point out Cheska's female privilege.
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So when she threatened to slap me, do you think, do you think that it would have been received well if I threatened to slap her?
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Yeah, she's like, because if you don't shut up.
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I would have been laughing one way or another, me personally.
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I'm just asking if it would have been received the same way.
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I, I, I think abortions are, quote, unquote, okay in, in, in, in instances of rape and molestation.
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Because if sex is non-consensual, sorry, if sex is consensual, and you had non-consensual sex, and a baby is a result of that, that actual act was non-consensual.
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If you have consensual sex, and a child is a result, then you've consented to having a child.
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Yeah, I'm just big into, like, taking ownership.
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Like, I just feel like, deal with the consequences that you chose.
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Like, okay, they want me to show the ah one more time.
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All right, you guys want to see the ah one more time?
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See, it's someone on the website requested this.
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You can influence the show just by getting on the website.
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Like, and not even in a, not even close to logical sense.
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You can find a balance between emotion and logic.
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People like to think that everyone is on the same page as them.
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That works well as long as you agree with the moral group philosophy.
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Because people depend on group validation as integral, as an integral part of their identity.
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I don't reply to enough comments, and I want to change that.
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So please put your comments in the comments section after we're done being live.
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That's the woman Pearl dunked on so bad she sued Pearl.
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Because recruiting women for the show, it was the same...
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I went through some of the things you guys go through in dating.
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You know, I would recruit eight of her a night for a show.
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And I knew if I wanted eight girls, I'd have to book 16.
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So, if I recruited, like, basketball, they would be, like, the same flake rate.
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And then she claimed that she didn't know the show, didn't ever consent, and that she was coerced into coming on the show.
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For example, just going based off of their emotions.
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You can find a balance between emotion and logic.
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Anyway, we can find a balance between emotion and logic.
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I do believe that there are times where we have too much logic and too much emotion.
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Do you think I was too much emotion or too much?
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Pearl Reed, if abortion is only legal if the sex is non-consensual, women will smear
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I want to say you guys do great work, but you're not winning.
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You know, like, I think it's a great intent, but in terms of effectiveness, and half of
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None of them will say, throw these women that get abortion in jail.
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If you ask them that, no, we're just going to throw the doctors in jail.
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The women, they just, they don't know what they're doing.
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We are going to be, I want to first give my disclaimers.
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Number one, I sometimes make generalizations based on what I have seen.
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This is also based on interviewing a thousand women.
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This is also based on following cultural trends and following relationship news and seeing
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the choices that women make at different periods in their life.
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This may not be your experience and that's totally fine.
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When I say women or modern women, I never mean all women.
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However, I do need to talk about the patterns I've seen and also we're trying to get to
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Now, we spoke before about the modern woman life cycle and the phases that we go through
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Now, I first want to recap what the phases are of the modern woman life cycle.
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So first, we go to a high-priced institution to get a degree that nobody will care about
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to put themselves in a whole bunch of debt that will burden them for the rest of their
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All they learn in school is how to be disagreeable and how to use men.
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Modern women will get a job that is too stressful and does not care about them.
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In reality, the job is not hard or stressful, but these women will convince themselves that
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Modern women feel entitled to a certain lifestyle when they begin their careers and will buy
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travel while ignoring their student loan debt and sometimes credit card debt.
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Modern women will wake up between the ages of 33 to 37 and rush to have kids and find
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Modern women will hit their late 30s and early 40s and try to get pregnant by a loser or go
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Modern women will start on antidepressants and become alcoholics.
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Now, along this journey, there are different phases that modern women go through.
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Today, we are going to cover the post hoe phase and the find herself phase.
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The post hoe phase usually comes along when the women try to get our lives together before
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But the post hoe phase consists of the following options.
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They do this extreme diet because they don't want to take the work to about learning about
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health or nutrition, you know, learning about carbs, protein, fat, calories.
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So oftentimes, they do this extreme diet for a couple of reasons.
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There are STDs that can be naturally cleared, allegedly.
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And women are, I mean, at least they're convinced of it.
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But on TikTok, they're certainly convinced that changing their diet will clear their STD.
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Another thing that they may do this is to lose the weight that they gained from poor
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Now, an office job doesn't necessarily need to mean that you get fat.
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There's many men that work office jobs and are in great shape.
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But that does require discipline and hard work.
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That means putting the donut down, not getting a 500-calorie latte from Starbucks.
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So they need to go carnivore, vegan, or paleo to get out of that.
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The next reason is to have sex with men at the gym.
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Now, obviously, you know, women, top of the totem pole is going to be the jacked guy.
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I mean, there's a reason women go and see Magic Mike.
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We don't really go and see, you know, the smart guys dancing for it, you know.
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So, you know, in order to do that, they're obviously going to need to be in shape too.
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Oh, by the way, also, I forgot a breakup will also trigger this.
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So, you know, being reminded that you suck as a girlfriend and that you just can't keep a relationship is hard.
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So throwing yourself into the gym seems to be an option for some.
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So I just came back from my very first proper day at the gym.
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And I want to jump on here and kind of start documenting my journey because I want to have accountability buddies on the internet.
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I've asked my friends to be my accountability buddies and everyone seems to be better at doing their own thing by themselves.
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So due to the lack of friends who want to be my accountability buddy, I've decided to come on here and share my journey with you guys.
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So I wanted to share a little bit about my health journey that I am kind of focusing on for this season of my life.
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And that is basically I have really bad cardiac health.
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So like even a little bit of exercise pushes my heart rate up to like 200.
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Something in my blood pressure on average is quite low.
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So I really wanted to kind of see if I can improve that through like resistance training and just overall improving my cardiac health.
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The next option for a post-ho phase is finding religion or a spiritual journey.
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So I dog on Nala a lot because she's a perfect example.
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The best place to find some ex-hoes is in church.
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And the reason is because there's a lot of marketing towards people that are broken and have made really poor life decisions.
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But the best thing for a ho to do is join a non-denominational church with no standards where you can live stream your baptism, do no work, and tweet about how holy you are.
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I thought it was super old-fashioned and traditional.
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I thought it was super religious, super cult-y.
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And, like, some people just lived their life that way.
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Associated God and Jesus very heavily with what I knew of religion.
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And that was one of the biggest things for me at the time
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that was a block in even considering getting to know God.
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I had some wild experiences, crazy experiences,
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that led me to believe in God that I did not believe in.
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Now, oftentimes, so, women that convert have a tendency
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to think that God wants them to have a platform.
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It's, I was alone, I'd just, I'd been partying and being a hoe,
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I mean, do you guys really believe that Nala heard God's voice?
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Let me tell you, if you're watching this right now
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and you're like, oh, like, another Christian video
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or, oh, another, like, person talking about God,
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every time I saw these videos pop up on my TikTok,
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I would be like, oh, but she's from a Christian family
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or, oh, she grew up that way or she goes to church
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full belief, full knowledge that the fact that this is so real
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The hard time is a hard time, if you know what I mean.
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You guys would fall for it hook, line, and sinker.
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Kenneth said he'd hit and then see what happened.
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or they wouldn't fall for that, blah, blah, blah.
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And do you know who I would see them dating later?
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I want some level of honesty between me and you.
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And this totally happened on a team I was on in college.
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And then we would see her go up to her boyfriend.
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So we know when you're falling hook, line, and sinker,
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The thing is, being a real Christian is real hard.
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Like, don't you want young women to look up to you?
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And the thing is, women don't want to do anything hard.
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So they'll always say there's stuff I don't agree with
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saying something that might get them ostracized,
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All the hard parts, we just tend to opt out of.
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I think it's better interaction when I read it,