Why Modern Women Mourn Men Like Tupac and Not Charlie Kirk ｜ Pearl Daily
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Summary
In today's episode of Pearl Daily, we cover the importance of being proud of your father and how he has shaped you into the person you are today. We also talk about herpes and the gift that keeps on giving and how it keeps on winning.
Transcript
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you taught me to shoot my first basket you made us fifth grade conference champions
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i never cared about the fans i just love seeing you in the stands long talks on the ride home
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i miss them when we're on the phone because not all girls get a dad like you and i'm so lucky that i
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have you oh there's no way i could ever thank you for all of the things you helped me to do
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i'm so happy blood's thicker than water cause damn it i'm so proud to be your daughter
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they say i ain't pretty but i don't care cause when i smile i see your fair
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because not all girls get a dad like you and i'm so lucky that i have you
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oh there's no way i could ever thank you for all of the things you helped me to do
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i'm so happy blood's thicker than water cause damn it i'm so proud to be your daughter
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when i grow up i want to be like you maybe if i'm half as good as you
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i never cared about the money or fame i'm just proud that i have your last name because
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not all girls get a dad like you and i'm so lucky that i have you oh there's no way i could ever thank you
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you for all of the things you helped me to do i'm so happy blood's thicker than water
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all right what up guys welcome to another episode of pearl daily thank you for tuning in
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as you guys know i'm in my taylor swift era so you're gonna be forced you're forced yep to listen
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to all of the songs i have written over the years but but out of the kindness of my heart
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i'm also gonna freestyle so if you put a word in the chat on the fly
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i am gonna write you a song because i am that good i really am that good
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not a piano but i can't i can do the lyrics stuff
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you want me to write a song about herpes really really we oh my god oh my
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it's the gift that keeps on giving god's repayment for sinning
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it's the gift that keeps on winning oh shoot only halfway it's the gift that keeps on giving
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god's punishment for sinning oh it's gonna keep on winning i can't remember that chord i'm sorry guys
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i'm gonna have to do it on the other chord pattern hold on it's this and then that's what it is
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it's the gift that keeps on giving god's punishment for sinning
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unfortunately it's winning it's the gift that keeps on giving
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a couple a couple times a month you're gonna get bitchy
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herpes i don't know why would you do that to me
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all right give me another one that's a little bit can we
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i promise you guys when when my when my piano skills match up to how fast i can think of lyrics
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it's over you guys won't even know what to do with me
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you won't you won't even know like you won't although it can be a bit she'll get the familiar itch
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i gotta stop when this girl made me stop and stare she was real pretty but she had blue hair
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i'm thinking girl why would you do that to yourself
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you could have been fat or had bad acne you could have had all of these
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okay we'll do we'll we'll get better as we go on but i the herpes that was crazy
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sing about your savior i kind of did a song on that one
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off the dome look at they can't thank you all right so i'm gonna go into today's episode
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thank you guys for watching my taylor swift era so we're gonna cover a few things on the show
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tonight before we get into the main topic thank you guys for tuning in if you can hit the like
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people that sign up on your end you do get um access to all my old content and um
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do you know what i'm thinking about releasing i don't know if i want to do it but i was looking at
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i i have recordings of all of the meetings i had with youtube when i got demonetized and i was re-listening
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to them the other day and i was getting so pissed because i was just i was on the call with these women
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right and these women are just gas like i remember saying ladies ladies
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if i can prove this generalization with a fact can i say it they're like no that's hate speech
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i'm like yeah let me just kill myself and i oh my gosh i was getting so mad i'm thinking about it but i
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i don't know i don't want to get i'm thinking about it okay so the first topic we're going to go into
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is men are walking away from standing up for women women so our entire life you know men are sold this
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virtue that there is virtue in standing up for women like if a woman's getting beat up on the train you
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got you got you know here's you know if a woman's getting beat up on the train that you got to be
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the guy to save the day if a woman's getting beat up by her boyfriend that you got to get in the middle
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and save the day um and i think this is sold and it kind of takes advantage of men's innate protector
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instinct you know men um just on a deep biological level they hate seeing women fail i mean why do you think
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they gave us all of these rights because they hate seeing us upset and women know that women know
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we have a tendency to know just how much men want to solve our problems for us they they hate seeing us
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struggle um so i would say this in a way propaganda um is the wrong message to send to men and the reason
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i would say that is not because it's not a heroic thing to do it's always heroic to you know stand
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up for somebody that's weaker than you but in this society i would argue that in a way women are
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stronger than men in terms of what power we have and the challenge is you know women said we want to
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be our own person i want to vote away from you i want to make my own money and the men said fine
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and now women are getting you know attacked on trains um we're getting robbed uh there's even
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videos of women literally getting punched in the face for no reason
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and the women are saying men help us men protect us and there's a woman named ada luis luis
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okay hold on i gotta pull it up she's basically a right-wing e-girl and she's like the spanish girl
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who sells purity while dressing like a horse it's just your typical right-wing e-girl you know
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the classic one and what happened was she is now tweeting that men need to protect women from all of
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the migrants that women are voting to allow into europe and so what happens is women keep voting for
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these policies and doing these things that make us completely unsafe you know the men will say do you
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really want to go out at night and tell these bars where people are drinking and the women are like
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yes we're dying to be whores and the men are like are you sure you might get the herp derp you might
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you might get ghosted all this bad stuff and we say no we want to do it
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and i do think on some level people do have the right to their health if you want to live in hell on
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earth i i think that's your right as a person you know i had a a cousin and i'm actually going to
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talk about him later this stream but i was really close with this cousin growing up and he
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um he lived with us for a while but he he had an addiction problem and it was really tough um
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like watching him because he he just really could not and it's eventually what he passed away of was
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his addiction um to to a certain drug i'll say and but at some point you know we tried to help him
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um and you you have to kind of lay up your hands and say you have the right to your own health and
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what happens is most women vote liberal it's not like i understand we have the right wing e-girls but
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it's always right wing e-girl until uh until we're not right until we switch up when our beauty starts to
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fade out or whatever um but regardless i don't think men are required to protect us anymore
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because um we keep voting to be unsafe we keep making we don't care about our safety
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if women cared about our safety we wouldn't be solo traveling we wouldn't be um living alone we
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wouldn't be moving to cities where there's more crime you know our actions do not scream safety
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and the other part of this that i was going to talk about is um men have even invented something
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for us to protect ourselves we can carry concealed carry is um i mean i understand it depends on the
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state but nothing's stopping you from moving to a state where that's allowed or a place where you can do
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it and protecting yourself so on some level in my opinion the answer to feminism is giving women
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the freedom they asked for women asked to be equal treat them equal and and i don't really see it going
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back until the majority of men have this mindset um again that's why they want to stop that that's
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that's why they want to stop this kind of content it's because the more men get a hold of this
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information you know men are not like women right or even liberal men they're not going to really
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riot they're not going to tear down the streets um men's version of you know rioting or fighting back
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is just ignoring it walking away and that's really what's happening um in this migrant situation
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women have begged and pleaded for men uh to i'm gonna find this lady's name i thought i had it in
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this doc they have begged for men you know to let in the immigrants and the men said fine go ahead
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you have the voting power um and now the women are complaining and i just i don't think it's
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i don't think it's fair um when women are living the life of celebrities oftentimes at the expense of men
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um um i can't find i swore i had this in the doc but i forgot it it's all right but
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my my whole oh here it is ha ha ha ha oh wait no that's her response that's her response
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oh now she wants to come to america of course she does it's like
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it's like women vote left in europe and then they're like oh do you know you know how ironic
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it is for a woman saying she wants to leave europe to come to america while fighting against
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immigration it's like women don't have any idea okay so oh here it is here it is i think i speak in
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the name of all european women when i say we no longer feel safe in our streets it's time to protect
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us yeah ada i mean but here's the problem men can't protect women from ourselves you know they
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can't stop us from texting and driving they can't stop us from being whores they can't stop like you
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know even with all the crime that's that's happening
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men women are not you're not likely to be the victim of a violent crime even statistically your odds
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of that happening are still more likely it won't happen that happened but women it's like we find
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every way to make it more likely it'll happen we get on tinder we're alone with men i mean
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you know the men when they see something crazy on the news they're like all right i'm not taking
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public transport i'm gonna i'm gonna stay out i'm gonna stay in um in here rachel has a reply to this
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she says um you cannot demand equality and demand the privilege of protection you have to pick one i pick
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protection since equality is just an illusion which still requires men using force to uphold my notion
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of women's rights yeah and okay then you go to the women and say hand over abortion and the women are
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like no and we're like hand over abortion you want our protect the men come in and they say you want our
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protection you are no longer 100 in control of who's born can women ever give up control of anything ever
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i mean guys i you know i'd like to say i think i'm more self-aware than a lot of women and even i struggle
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with it it's like in our nature we're not supposed to have this much power it's not meant
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this was not supposed to be given to us but we begged for it we asked we nagged men
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and and do you know what i think the worst part is it's not like men i think are scared of women at
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mass i mean to some extent they are i just think they want the nagging to stop they just want they
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that's the power of men just give women what they want to make them go away and it creates monsters
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um okay so the other thing i wanted to talk about um let's see oh i wanted to give them an update on
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my thoughts on women's sports so we have apparently jupira jor jorupa valley high school girls
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volleyball team is still struggling to find opponents after patriot high became the eighth
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school to refuse a matchup because of the trans player
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okay so um i actually think that we should have more men in women's sports i think we should actually
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have more trans people not less and the reason being is not because i think it's fair i think it's
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extremely unfair but again i have a personal story with this when i was in england i played volleyball
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overseas sports was a huge part of my life um still to this day i'm just an athlete at heart i love
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playing sports and i played volleyball basketball and there was a tournament i did where there was trans
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people in the tournament and i went around and i'm like hey uh can we not
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can we not do you know what i mean and the majority of women at that tournament do you know what they
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said they were telling me to shut up they said stop making a scene they were in our locker rooms i saw them
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and uh that's i mean these are the terrorists we're dealing with i'm not talking about the trans people
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that at this point you know i did make some good friends in sports and it's not i know it's not a
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hundred percent because there were women that had a problem with it but hey you guys and this is kind
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of what i think the solution is is you guys fought to have the trans people in the sports compete have
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fun ladies and the men just gotta say good luck yep good luck you voted for this same thing with
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the immigration i mean if you see some guy pick pocket it pick pocketing a woman i mean odds are
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he'll hit on her later and she'll be in love it's like and then you'll be the bad guy for calling it out
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do you know what i mean it's like those guys that get in between a girl getting beat up by her boyfriend
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and he's thinking oh i'm gonna step in and save her and then he gets killed and the woman goes and
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sleeps with her boyfriend again it's like what was that for and i think that's really the equivalent
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of what's going on in society today i just um okay my last uh point is
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all right so there is this couple um i can't even believe i'm covering this but i think it's an
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important lesson for the women um the women watching to understand so there was a couple
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um that was dating and it was sam frank i'm a neon and this this was a streamer and this of model and
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now in today's society the of model is probably like an eight um she was really young at the time when
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they started dating plus america's fat in normal society she's probably an eight she's making a ton of
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money off of only fans she meets this streamer neon they start dating right and neon's like this
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awkward dorky streamer okay and in all intents and purposes i think the perception of the relationship
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is that she could do better in a way it's kind of rich the society we're in we're only fans where
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hookers can essentially do better than it doesn't make sense but i i think maybe that was kind of the
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public perception because she was much better looking and as a woman i just want you to know
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if you date a man and he could date you that means he could date somebody hotter than you
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if he has the skills to get you he will get somebody younger and hotter it's not if it's when
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and this is something as a woman you have to make peace with because you will go crazy if you don't
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you will i mean this is it's not if he'll do better it is when he will do better because we just age
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every day we get less valuable and we get uglier and that's life um where the men um they just get
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better looking as long as they don't have some like crash out so now you know he's single again
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and look at this is the woman is the screen showing yeah okay so now he's having this cougar coming up
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you could see he's getting female attention now like this young woman is coming up to him
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and clout is definitely a drug so that while this is a unique situation right um
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um because of the clout this does happen in normal life and you can kind of see it play out now you
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got these pretty girls giving him more attention and now his ex gets to watch it on stream he also has
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a new girlfriend and now this is his ex-girlfriend sam frank but yeah guys she's trying to now make
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him jealous because she gets to go to all these events which is crazy by the way it's crazy that
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it's crazy that a hooker is getting invited to ufc events to stream like that's crazy
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so um next week we are going to be um going to vegas
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okay let me find the one of her crashing out but she goes on stream and she crashes out because
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um i mean she looks like this and he basically got a carbon copy clone of her with a slightly better
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body and um who is younger she was 18 and she was crashing out on stream and like all upset even
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though she dumped him that's really what we do uh we never appreciate uh the guy until let's see
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until we they can do better all right sam frank
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for the two women that are watching my show yes this is his new girl
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hold on no you didn't try this yet though hold on wait
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so this one and then you eat the leaf too the leaves
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yeah so this this girl was more wholesome i mean she's still got her boobs out obviously but
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she's a more wholesome demeanor uh sam probably has a slightly better face card but i put her body as
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better and this is just life ladies i mean i remember you know i don't think i have a single
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axe that didn't do better after me it's just part of life like this is they will because if they can
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date you you you have officially set the standard for them so if you're the hottest girl he's ever been
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with then the girls that are on your level will now deem him as part of the club
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so now he can he can actually select from the women at your level it's life and now she's finding
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out this sad part of life it will you know as a woman you probably will have a crash out um especially
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when you're young this is not a fun experience most women will go through this
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yeah it's not when your ex will do better if your ex will do better it's when the only exception is
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some women make their um ex's lives such hell that they don't do better because they're just you know
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but yeah in general in general oh i do okay okay let me let me go on
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thanks for tuning in we'll get to the topic we will we will give me a second all right so
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the attorney oh andrew we got law of self-defense in college i dated a girl for three months was asked
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to introduce her at a party and realized i had hadn't actually bothered to memorize her name
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for all of human history women have not been generally allowed to make oh wait sorry i can't
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read for all of human history women have not generally been allowed to make societally important
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decisions except for the shit show of the last hundred years isn't it crazy how for all of history
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this has not happened but it just so happens that we were born in this lifetime isn't that kind of
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great like you could have born born in any other era we never would have seen any of this
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but because we were born today we probably will only see this isn't that kind of crazy to think
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about uh what is the best way to send you a show topics uh request um i would say twitter
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actually pearly things with the z um okay so thank you guys let me actually put the chat on the right
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oh roulette wheel thank you thank you for watching
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i guess i'm gonna do the uncomfortable topic again because nobody else is doing it
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of criticizing a widow i mean god i mean somebody's got to do it i guess it's gonna be me
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yeah okay so there is a sentiment that people um want to talk about this topic but they are afraid to
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on the right um so i have decided for all intents and purposes i will be the messenger
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um and we're gonna talk about charlie kirk's widow erica kirk um
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her response to charlie kirk getting assassinated
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now i think there's a general sentiment that her reaction and her way of going about things has been
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i'm gonna pull it up on this this thing has been quite odd to say the least it's been very strange
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um let me pull up um let me pull up and this recently got worse so we covered
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last week so charlie kirk gets assassinated and after he gets assassinated um erica kirk is named
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the ceo of turning point she's doing public appearances the day after
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um she does a memorial where she really barely talks about
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him as a person she starts actually i have a list here okay so
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let me go let me let me let me start over because i butchered that a little bit okay there is a
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sentiment that people want to talk about but are afraid to on the right i have decided for all intents
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and purposes i will be the messenger now today we're talking about what is an appropriate way to
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mourn now the right seems to be having a conversation on twitter that i really would
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like to bring to the center stage i think a lot of people are feeling this um is there a tactful way
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to grieve now i want you guys i want to clarify when i'm talking about this i am not saying that she's not
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sad um this does not mean she's not upset privately no one can really know the level of sadness that
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she's going through but there's just something odd i've just been seeing with her behavior and i just
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have to i it's i'm the woman that just has to say it do you know what i so um and i would just say the
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way she's going about this it just does not appear to be tactful it kind of see you know and kind of the
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way people have been milking charlie kirk's death has been oh i am so sad give me money you can't
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criticize the way i grieve like it's kind of been that sign up for my oh i'm so sad sign up for my
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email list please donate you cannot criticize the way i grieve
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now i wanted to look into a couple famous widows and compare and contrast their reactions and the
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way they went about things versus erica's reactions and my observations about it so
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erica just does not appear sad when she's going on these podcasts when she's
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talking in front of everybody her behavior is not that of a sad person now i'm not saying that she's
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not sad privately i understand there is this idea that everybody grieves differently
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and all i can on this show all i could speak from is my experience i understand other people have
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experiences different experiences but i just find that when it comes to grief
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grief usually it's pretty visceral reaction that people can't really control especially women
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men have more of a tendency to put on like a hard face you know for the public and private but
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women have a much more difficult time controlling their emotions it just in my experience and i just did
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not see that visceral reaction from her um she had no tears um she actually wiped tears that were not
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there every time i see her she's in super heavy makeup um she's doing a lot of public appearance
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appearances she took over her husband's position her and the company are making money off of it and
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sending email alerts from the widow asking people to donate um like literal emails asking for money
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and it just seems like they're really milking this and it just kind of puts a poor taste in my mouth
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she's immediately in the public eye um and she just did a podcast and smiled the entire time
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when she did the eulogy it had little to do with him it had more to do about the stuff he did for her
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how good of a wife she was how good of a marriage they had how charlie's success came from her being
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a wife and she even lectured men on how to be better men and she forgave the killer like two days later
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this just does not to me seem to be the behavior of a grieving widow
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if i'm being 100 honest and i think um anybody that notices this gets immediate pushback
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um and i don't think the people that are noticing this have malice in their heart i know i don't have
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any malice in my heart um and i would actually prefer the men around her to guide her about the way to act
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appropriately in this situation maybe she just does what she wants but it just kind of seems like one
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of those situations where nobody in her circle tells her no because there's just no way that
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grieving in the public eye is a good idea it's just not um you're either not going to look sad enough
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and make people oh just the way this is going is going to open her to scrutiny in a way i don't think
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would be best for her kids and her um i don't think she had anything to do with the murder i know some
00:34:14.080
people are kind of going down that speed like down that rabbit hole but to me that seems a little
00:34:20.720
far-fetched um but again i think i think people are looking at this and thinking her behavior is a
00:34:28.480
little bit odd now i want to talk about the pushback that pretty much anybody who said this on twitter
00:34:33.920
has gotten so we got someone said a grieving widow just watched her husband get shot to death
00:34:40.240
in front of her and their two children two weeks ago and this is her on a recent podcast
00:34:46.160
now i think we just have to be honest here and say this is this is strange
00:34:52.640
now everybody's kind of arguing on twitter they say after my dad died my mom my sister and i sat on
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the hospital room sharing stories of my dad he was lying there in bed and we were sitting next to him
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eating reese's pop cups talking about a beef eater gin his favorite treat and laughing loudly enough
00:35:11.600
that the nurse came in and asked us to be quiet i loved him more than i can begin to explain and i
00:35:18.240
still have moments when his absence hits me like a mac truck laughter is the only thing that saves us
00:35:23.520
from soul crushing emptiness of loss you are a vile human who sold their soul for clout and clicks
00:35:30.560
now i understand the sentiment again people do grieve differently however just in my experience
00:35:39.760
i think that grief is an emotion that takes over your body and at times somebody dies and i i think
00:35:48.400
people maybe were not as sad as they originally thought they would be i think i've seen that happen
00:35:52.960
where there's a death in the family um but personally when i had that cousin that died i was very
00:35:59.600
close with him growing up and they and you know when he passed away i had a visceral reaction in my body
00:36:10.480
and it wasn't something i could just and yeah you might laugh
00:36:18.400
at times maybe about stories about him but this just isn't really the same thing you know
00:36:24.960
you know donate me money and i think it makes a lot of people feel uneasy uh but anybody who say says
00:36:37.280
it now is you know being criticized we have another one and i i think women are coming in and criticize and
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defending each other because the sisterhood is just so strong um a seasoned pastor taught my husband
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something early on in the ministry we were heading to the hospital with three kids in our youth group
00:36:58.320
whose fam father was almost brain dead because a tractor had rolled onto him crushing his chest he
00:37:06.080
told us to take the kids out for ice cream not to sit staring at their father on a ventilator he
00:37:11.440
said grieving means taking breaks you cannot endlessly turn tragic events in your mind you
00:37:17.840
cannot cry non-stop in fact it's harmful failing to give your mind in your body a break from the shock
00:37:24.400
does not allow you to move through the stages of grief and healing i don't need to learn this lesson
00:37:30.240
twice over the last 30 years we have met with parents children and spouses and we have had we have
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been handed terrible diagnosis where children were delivered stillborn whose fathers died in a multi-car
00:37:44.320
freeway pileup whose mother was strangled by met a man renting her upstairs studio when we met them they
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were we meet them where they are we mourn when they mourn we sit in heavy silence and sometimes we take them
00:37:57.600
out to go putt-putting we encourage them to okay blah laughing doesn't diminish a tragedy it helps you
00:38:04.000
process it more fully now again i don't think this is just laughing and and i think you know
00:38:15.360
the right is missing how the cameras will always make people doubt your sincerity it's kind of the
00:38:23.680
same i would say it's the same sentiment that i had with nala ray you know nala ray was an ex-only fans
00:38:32.400
woman i'm not saying these two situations are the same they're obviously very different but the
00:38:36.720
comparison will still stand um nala ray was a of model who got baptized and decided to stop doing
00:38:46.640
only fans even though she was still doing it at the time of getting baptized and for months after she still
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had to count when you bring out a phone when i say i believe in jesus christ my savior
00:39:00.320
that's one thing privately or i say it to my friends whatever but then when i go i believe in
00:39:08.400
jesus christ my say do you know what i mean it just kind of wait when you have like an intimate moment
00:39:14.800
and then you're you're going like this people think it's kind of odd um i think kirk's wife needs to do
00:39:23.440
more interviews to tell women it's okay to be a housewife and a mother instead of being an only fans model
00:39:28.960
well you have to understand most women are not going to look at erica kirk um erica kirk is an
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example of a woman who won uh remember she got married at 29 meaning that she spent her whole
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youth in a big city part doing god knows what went to the university of arizona um
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she's not what's gonna happen and i'll show you is by putting her in the spotlight more you do not
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spend a decade in scottsdale in new york city and not have a little bit of dirt
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it's gonna come out and it's already starting to um and that's not a good situation for her to be in
00:40:14.960
there's a lot of people that hate her husband um all right trauma and grief manifest in many ways
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often we block it out after i watch a loved one take a point blank 45 to their skull people harassed
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me over how calloused i was for partying in the aftermath i was trying to block out a trauma i
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couldn't handle by getting drunk leave her alone she's trying to hold on however she can
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and again this is the women i mean the men kind of see this and they think something's not right
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and what happens is the women um we just always we always defend behavior that is just not great if
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i'm being honest it's just not i would say it's it's distasteful it's kind of and i know i know what
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people are gonna say they're gonna say charlie would have wanted this i i don't know if he would
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have i i don't all right there are these are people that have never grieved if you do it in
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isolated if you do it in isolated and silent it takes over everything the best way to survive is to
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live laugh and take breaks even when it's horrible
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and i don't necessarily disagree with the sentiment but again there's a difference between living
00:41:40.960
laughing and taking breaks and living laughing and taking breaks you know what i mean it's just a
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different it's just a different donate to my cause live laugh take breaks
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okay then we're just gonna get more women gaslighting and that's kind of the female
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strategy whenever a woman does something to make women look bad women will gaslight and say that it's
00:42:11.920
not real like when when we first out found out when the internet came and women started admitting to
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like gang bangs on camera and doing it on camera the response was to gaslight and say that not all
00:42:24.320
women are like that and this is kind of the same thing it's i it you know you know not all women are
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whores i mean that was you know here we're going to say well grieving everyone grieves differently
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and again i think there's a respectful way to grieve and a disrespectful way to grieve and i would
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say this is on this is gone way past disrespectful going way past uh we got zeke here everyone grieves
00:42:57.760
and mourns in their own way no one except erica knows about her alone grieving moment so my great
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granddad died our family celebrated his life we mourned but we also told stories about him looked at
00:43:10.080
pictures went down memory lane and we were happy he was with great grandma erica vowed to
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continue charlie's mission that's called strength and perseverance i know that's a foreign concept
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to the left seeing how you all function on hate and intolerance but on the side it's what you do
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i i'm proud of erica as we are millions no hugs i don't need i don't hug pathetic people and that's
00:43:33.120
what it is they say you're a bad person if you find anything odd about this i have noticed that whenever
00:43:40.720
a woman does something distasteful we are quick to blame it blame a man that it must be her handlers
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but it seems to me she is doing exactly what she wants to be doing it's the same way when women bang
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somebody it's always that we got used and it was the man's fault it's the same thing when women uh women
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were just tricked i mean that's the biggest one conservative simps will say women were tricked by
00:44:07.360
feminism how convenient how convenient that you were tricked into throwing it back on these hot
00:44:17.200
guys like imagine if the men cheated on the women and they said oh i got tricked by these big tits
00:44:24.960
do you know what i mean we would be like uh but for some reason for some reason
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i would say the way that she has been mourning has been off-putting to a lot of people there is
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a lack of sincerity to it now i am going to compare the way that women mourned tupac's death
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and the way that erica is mourning charlie i'm also going to compare jfk so we're going to start with
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jfk jackie actually kept on her blood-stained clothes and she said she wanted the killers to see what they did
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so when jfk died they went to the oval office and they swore in the new president the vice president
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at the time she kept on the clothes of him bleeding on her so they saw what they did and there was no
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smiles um there was just a sincerity in you could tell in her grief um and respect in her grief you know
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she didn't come out and say oh i forgive him to two days later
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i'd say it's much harder you know if someone took somebody really close to me
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it would take me more than two days to forgive them
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personally so it's just a bit odd you know this reaction is just a bit strange
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one seems tasteful and one one does not one seems respectful one seems disrespectful but nobody wants
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to say it if it was my brother who died to be honest i would be pissed
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i really would be if it was i just kind of think because charlie kurt he kind of reminds me of my
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brother a little bit and i'm very close with this brother and i if somebody like if i i think if my
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brother died even if it was a cause he believed it and they're just milking his death light i just
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i think it would make me sick to my stomach i really wonder how the immediate family feels about this i
00:47:02.800
i don't know um so i would have some recommendations of what i would have said to do now this is just
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um i would say i would have recommended she leaves the public eye for a minimum of one to
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two weeks and up to three to six months at least and the reason being you know i was looking up how
00:47:30.320
long they they ask youtubers to stay out of the public eye after a scandal and that's a scandal right
00:47:37.680
that's not a death they they say to leave the public eye for a minimum two weeks up to six months
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but the problem is women are so phone addicted now and so clout and attention addicted
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we do not know how to have almost normal human interactions we don't we are so addicted to our
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phones that i mean we're using death for clout at this point it's it's bad
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yeah i know what they're saying christians they see it differently than you
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i think a lot of christians see it like this i really do i i think there's a lot of christians
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that find it disrespectful to do a funeral in a stadium
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um in that it wasn't even actually the stadium to be honest i think it was more just the manner they
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did it in like the fireworks going off there's just a lack of like
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i'll show you guys jfk's funeral and you'll see all right now we listened to erica kirk's reaction last
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show um you know what maybe we'll pull up i'm gonna pull this up erica kirk
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so all right this more work than we even could ever so blessed to have
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more work than we even could ever dream of i mean it's it's beautiful and turning point action
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full steam ahead so powerful so blessed to have
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now we watched if you go like two or three streams ago we reacted to erica's whole speech
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speech and i again i said what i noticed was that she kind of used it barely talked about charlie
00:50:06.240
but i'll hear these women talk about tupac and i'll think how does the the rapper
00:50:28.560
i guess more respectful dialogue around his death and remembrance than the christian conservative
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family guy it's like as women we can't be mad when these guys start treating us like
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shit because we reward terrible behaviors we really do a lot of people
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you know talk about my relationship with pac and trying to figure that out you know and that was a
00:50:54.560
huge loss in my life absolutely that looks like a sad woman that i mean she's tearing up
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absolutely yeah and this is like 20 years later i mean that's again when women marry or
00:51:12.400
i guess lose men that we perceive to be alpha it just tends to be a completely different reaction
00:51:20.560
because he was one of those people that i expected to be here and my upset is more anger
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you know what i'm saying because i feel that he left me and i know that's not true and it's a very
00:51:34.560
selfish way to think about it but i really did believe that he was going to be here for the long run
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right she is crazy to be fair but here we got another one
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i remember you telling me a while back that you had a tupac story that you always wanted to share
00:52:01.360
and you had two interactions with him right tell me about that um
00:52:18.560
do you see the like genuine choking up these women these women weren't even with him they had no kids
00:52:26.000
with him but they're all getting choked up talking about him and i mean we we were in the same
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places but not running in the same circles so i mean i'd be at the same events be at the same place
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but we i mean we we took a flight together once um and it was weird because i was in first class and
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he was in coach and when i when i sat down and and i saw him i i was like oh i'm gonna i'm gonna talk
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to talk to pac on the way to atlanta and when he kept walking i was like who the put pocket in
00:53:05.760
in economy i could have talked to him um and i now i hear what you guys are saying this stuff's
00:53:12.400
performative okay probably to some extent but these interviews feel more genuine than the speech erica
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kurt gave all i'm showing is the compare and contrast there seems to be more emotion there
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fly first class all the time i wouldn't be that pretentious um but this one particular time and
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i thought i had looked up got first class and tupac um so the two interactions that i had with him
00:53:45.920
he was completely different on both interactions and the extreme like the first time i met him
00:54:01.040
i didn't know what was happening to me i was so charmed
00:54:06.240
i was in trance i was in spelled i was um and if he had had a wife and we was in the right moment i'd
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have been like well we grown i hope your wife feels like me and it's not a deal breaker i'm not having
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saying to marry men intentionally but um she's like wishing she banged him 50 years later i want
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you guys to see this because when women are very in love with men i mean this is kind of how they got
00:54:47.840
another one poetic justice some insight on what it was like you know working with tupac on poetic justice
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pak was crazy and i adored him he was one way i think the way people saw him and not to say
00:55:06.960
so again the stories focus on who he was as a person not what he did but who he was
00:55:16.880
that that wasn't him but he was also had another side to him where he was fun and silly
00:55:29.040
i think he's really special or he was very special incredibly talented and he's just so much talent
00:55:40.800
do you see all of the attention in that story was on him not me him
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and when you compare and contrast i mean it's just there we go
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father forgive them for they not know what they do
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and the whole eulogy i didn't hear anything about charlie
00:57:18.480
i forgive him we had a great marriage who was he who did who did the cameras not see you know not
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but but but you know i'm just being honest when i think this is kind of weird
00:57:56.800
so again the people that don't understand the criticism of this they don't really understand
00:58:02.400
female nature which is that women want attention we don't always love the men we marry um and
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oftentimes it's very transactional and and you know
00:58:11.520
female nature envies men so her going into a male role indicates that maybe she was jealous of him on
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take power and use it to get as much attention as possible
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oh wait hold on everybody is cashing in on this tragedy women are going to use it to signal virtue
00:58:45.680
do not criticize her you don't know what grieving is it's going to be their go-to's
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um now the best practices i would recommend really what jackie kennedy did now we're going to watch her
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what do you think my odds of getting copyrighted on this music are
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at last in washington a nobler drama takes command
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led by the slim dark figure of jacqueline kennedy
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there now begin those measured steps by which the nation bears its fallen presidents into history
00:59:30.480
you see this is i would have i would have recommended a non-attention-seeking attire
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you know i mean i don't even remember what erica was wearing because her makeup was so heavy
00:59:44.640
this is not attention-seeking at all it's like a black if anything there's a veil over her face
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pearl but she had she had writers writing her speech uh okay but that was still her choice to do it right
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i mean at some point it can't be the writer's fault i mean she if if she chose to go with writers
01:01:10.560
On Pennsylvania Avenue, the drums go by, 100 beats a minute.
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Behind them, the caisson goes to the Capitol, where John Kennedy received power three years
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Wait for traditional military honors to be accorded the dead president before he is taken
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So, I would just say overall, I think the audio, I don't know, it's an old video.
01:03:26.680
You know, again, that's different than like streaming the body, which is what Erica did.
01:04:07.140
Transfigured by sorrow, she stands erect before the world's gaze and makes of her public ordeal an enduring testament of proud devotion.
01:04:15.720
Now, through all the chill hours until the rotunda doors must close tomorrow, the unnamed mourners come, for there has been a death in the family.
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Yeah, just thank you for joining the membership.
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So, in the aftermath, Jackie Kennedy's initial mourning was marked by stoic public composure contrasted with private devastation.
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After JFK's assassination in Dallas, Jackie remained in her blood-stained pink Chanel suit, refusing to change, saying,
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She accompanied his body on Air Force One, standing beside Lyndon B. Johnson during his swearing in in a public act of duty amid personal trauma.
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From November 22nd to 25th, she meticulously planned JFK's funeral, drawing an inspection from Abraham Lincoln's 1865 funeral to ensure a dignified historic farewell.
01:05:18.120
She chose the Cason Eternal Flame at the Arlington National Cemetery and other elements channeling grief into legacy building.
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She walked in the funeral procession on November 25th, holding her children's hands, projecting strength despite private anguish, private grief.
01:05:48.000
Manchester notes she suffered nightmares, replaying the assassination and struggling with suicidal thoughts,
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confiding to friends like Theodore White that she felt bitter about losing JFK.
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She chained, smoked, and drank heavy in those days, leaning on family for support.
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Jackie's mourning evolved into a balance of public restraint and private struggle.
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She made a few public appearances, such as honoring Secret Service agent Clint Hill in late 1963 and a Democratic National Committee event in August of 1964.
01:06:24.260
These were emotionally taxing, and she withdrew after media leaks about her Warren Commission testimony, setting emotional strain.
01:06:33.200
Her focus was protecting her children, Caroline and John Jr., from publicity.
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She told historian William Manchester she felt robbed of her life with JFK and struggled with faith,
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She sought solace in private conversations with priests, friends, revealing depression and guilt over not saving JFK.
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She moved to Georgetown in December of 1963, seeking normalcy but was hounded by the media.
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Jackie shaped JFK's legacy by granting a 1963 interview to Theodore White,
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coining the Camelot myth to romanticize his presidency.
01:07:15.500
This was a mourning act, ensuring JFK's memory endured as heroic, not tragic.
01:07:20.680
She also participated in a sealed oral history, reflecting on her life together.
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Over the years, Jackie's mourning became more private with occasional public nods to JFK's memory.
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Oh, this was actually, she did marry her sister's ex.
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Jackie largely withdrew from public life, focusing on her children and privacy.
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Her 1971 private White House visit for JFK's portrait unveiling was a rare acknowledgement of her past.
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She avoided discussions of JFK, declining interviews about their White House years.
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So, I mean, it says, until her death in 1994, Jackie maintained a private mourning style, focusing on her children's well-being.
01:08:22.060
Her companion noted she carried JFK's memory privately, avoiding public displays of grief.
01:08:28.840
Because, again, Jackie's point was she did not want to make it about her.
01:08:32.660
And she cared about her, and she cared about the kids.
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Now, I'm not saying that maybe Erica has different intentions, but her actions are just very strange to me.
01:08:43.480
Now, we're next going to talk about why this happens.
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This is not to ascribe morality to it, but explain why one widow seems sad and another seems fine.
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An alpha widow is a woman who's been imprinted by a high-value man.
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Think a guy with dominance, charisma, emotional unpredictability, and raw sexual pull.
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The guy, the alpha in her past, that's a benchmark that lingers like a ghost in her psyche.
01:09:12.000
He's the one that got away, whether that be through a breakup, death, or just a fading memory.
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Her husband, the guy she ended up with, often doesn't measure up to that peak experience.
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So when he dies, her emotions are a mixed bag, not just with grief, but a weird cocktail of relief, detachment, or even indifference.
01:09:32.100
Even if the marriage was a slow bleed, losing a husband means losing stability, financial, social, or just the rhythm of daily life.
01:09:39.860
She seems to be mourning the role he played, not necessarily the man himself.
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If he was the provider type, steady, reliable, but lacking that spark, she might cry for the security, the shared history, or the kids' sake.
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Society got her on a leash to perform the Grieving Widow Act, and she might lean into it consciously or not.
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So she might fake it to save face or dodge judgment.
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So this is about widows in general, but I think it could potentially apply to this.
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If her husband wasn't that guy, the one who lit her up like the alpha did, she's been living with a quiet resentment maybe for years.
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Women's instinct to seek the best possible mate.
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Her heart still tethered to the memory of a man who owned the room, who made her feel alive in a way her husband never could.
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When the husband died, it's not just good riddance.
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Though it can be, if the marriage was toxic, it's more like nothing.
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She's not sad because she's already checked out emotionally a long time ago, chasing the shadow of that alpha.
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His death might even feel like a freedom, a chance to pursue that spark again, even if she's not consciously plotting it.
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Women's hypergamous wiring makes them compare men to their highest value experience.
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An alpha widow's husband was likely a compromise, maybe a great provider or a good guy, but not the guy who made her pulse race.
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She might have stayed for the duty, the kids, or the social optic, but her emotional investment was low.
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There are women who mourn publicly, but privately feel unshackled, even if they're ashamed to admit it.
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It's human nature clashing with modern expectations.
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An alpha widow isn't just a one-dimensional ice queen.
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She might go between sadness and relief, torn by the guilt of not feeling enough.
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If the alpha who shared her is dead, she might project that unresolved longing onto her husband's memory, complicating her grief.
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Or if the alpha is still out there, she might fantasize about reconnecting, making her husband's death kind of a strange opportunity.
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Women don't owe anybody eternal devotion, especially if the marriage was a pragmatic deal, not a passionate one.
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Men need to understand this to avoid becoming the beta husband who gets outshined.
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Maintain your frame, your confidence, your edge, and your ability to keep her on her toes.
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If you're dealing with an alpha widow, don't try to out-alpha her past.
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Instead, build your own value, physical, emotional, social, and let her see you as the new benchmark.
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So, I just thought that was an interesting article that kind of talks about why the widows mourn in different ways.
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But, you know, I really want to put my final two cents on everything is just, I think there are respectful ways to do things.
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And the way that Turning Point has handled this has just put a really sore taste in my mouth, if I'm being honest.
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And, yeah, I think that's all I got for you guys tonight.
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Oh, and the other issue is, again, because a woman, you really got to assume,
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Erica's going to have some dirt that's going to start to come out.
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I think she was in the center of a music video.
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And not that I necessarily think she was, you know, the CEO of Hoeing.
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And there's many women, I'm sure, that did worse damage.
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But the issue with her going into the spotlight is it's really going to bring out a lot of stuff.
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