2026-05-19 The Useless Familiar
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1 hour and 46 minutes
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Summary
In this episode of The Useless Familiar, we discuss the new short film we are working on with StarvingVampires, Sable, and JT, as well as the problems we are dealing with in our lives.
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all righty folks it looks like we are live let me I need to change the
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So this is a follow-up live stream to episode one of The Useless Familiar.
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I mean, I still am an anarchist deep down, except, I mean, the problem, government is
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a criminal syndicate that protects you from other criminal syndicates.
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So I'd love to not have a criminal syndicate, but then who's going to protect you from the
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And guys, just in case you saw the stream, but you didn't see the video this is based upon,
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this is the new project that me, Starving Vampires, and Sable are working on.
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We need to be the government. Yeah, we need to be the government and limit the government.
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we're going to have to see how the storyboarding
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should be in videos. Yes it is. Let me open that.
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Two minutes of footage that took hours to prepare, I know, right? JT put a lot of
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work into this guys. All right, I want to do plus. I want to do window
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capture we're gonna max screen that and let's see can I get the oh that's not
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I wanted to do not what I wanted to do okay let me that's okay we've got
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The virus was manufactured, maybe your audience would like that.
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Okay, now I know what it is. Instead, you make me open the damn thing, and read the thing, and you ask me permission to send me a fucking thing first.
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So now we're just drawing out the process. And so now I'm trying to figure out, okay, is there something here that I'm missing?
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Do I need to read the whole article? Can I just read the first paragraph? And, like, what the hell's even going on?
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Alright, I don't know if you're trying to make a joke or feel sorry for yourself or what the hell you're saying.
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Like, like, like, like, Jesus, man, I, I, I, I, you just, you, I'll be doing something, I'll be enjoying myself, I'll be engaged, or, and, and suddenly bing, I get a puzzle with no solution that you sent me.
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Or you'll just say, hey, and I will say, hey, and then you won't say anything, which is just a massive thing that could have just not happened.
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Like, if you want to talk, give me something to talk about. Stop just sending me puzzles with no solution.
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I'm pretty sure that was based upon a hungover rant I sent to Starving Vampires, and he quite
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charitably turned it into a funny video, and then he got the idea to go a little bit further,
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and so wait you didn't see it oh my god well you know what i'm not messing around
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not gonna mess around with any of it anymore um i think i'll upload that now that we have
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the first episode up we can just put this one under uh creative shorts
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but the sound was me repeatedly hitting a cantaloupe with my longsword for the record
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no see i just tried to do a window capture and it did not work unfortunately
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oh what there's drm on vlc go get bent you're gotta be kidding me oh that's such bollocks
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okay okay let me see we're gonna see if I can drop it into the browser yes I can drop it into
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the browser all right so we're gonna window capture properties there we go so that this is
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There, alright, the visuals are, there's something to it.
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Uh, look, say, more data, the, the fucking virus was manufactured, maybe your audience would like that.
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Instead, you make me open the damn thing and read the thing and you ask me permission to send me a fucking thing first.
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So now we're just drawing out the process.
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And so now I'm trying to figure out, okay, is there something here that I'm missing?
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All right, I don't know if you're trying to make a joke or feel sorry for yourself or what the hell you're saying.
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i'll be doing something i'll be enjoying myself i'll be engaged or and and suddenly bing i get a
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puzzle with no solution that you sent me or you'll just say hey and i will say hey and then you won't
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say anything which is just a massive thing that could have just not happened like if you want to
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talk give me something to talk about stop just sending me puzzles with no solution it is really
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frustrating all right all right there you go there's the uh there's the visuals
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yeah i think i'm gonna upload that probably tomorrow or something
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So that's where the video came from, and it is obviously about, um, AI psychosis.
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Yeah, so a hungover rant to JT, who, like, seriously, JT is the worst.
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He'll just, like, he'll just write, hey, and so you reply to him, hey, and then he doesn't
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and sometimes i'm i'm an ornery cuss sometimes but um so ai psychosis
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By the way, the line about Lego was a reference to how JT wrote the script for the most part.
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No, for the whole part. He did write the script.
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Oh, God, that'd be a great answering machine message.
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but um the reference was to how lego used to be a creative toy to play with but now you buy it to
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build sets i don't know maybe it was always sets and my family was poor and we got the hand-me-down
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lego or something but um yeah it's a puzzle with a specific solution and instructions on how to
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achieve it. Psy-AI-cosis. Well, so what's, um, I think AI psychosis, which just to briefly define
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as illustrated in the video, um, I've frequently, frequently discussed that you're dealing with an
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intelligent mirror, possibly a sapient mirror. I find AI fascinating, but it is a mirror.
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It's not another, it's not a person the way that we are people.
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I don't want to get into that for this live stream
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AI psychosis is when you have people falling in love with their AI.
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Romantic love, a fulfilled romantic love, well, first of all, it's mostly bullshit.
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Ask anyone that's been married for 10 years about romantic love.
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But, um, it's also something you can only do with another person instantiated in time.
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People falling in love with their AIs, people, uh, marrying their AIs, like this is, they
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They're marrying an AI that doesn't challenge them, that, and I want to be really careful with this phrasing, like, doesn't have its own independent existence.
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AIs exist as a fractal lit up by a lightning bolt.
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They receive the prompt, and they burst into existence for a moment and create the text output.
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If you're developing an ongoing, iterated AI, that fractal, that lightning bolt, is something holographic.
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It actually echoes pieces throughout the ongoing conversation, but it still only exists in an immediate burst of awareness as it produces the output, if you can even call that awareness, right?
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It doesn't have, it's, uh, oh goodness, what's the term? What is the term? The, I need to Google this.
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persistence of motion as soon as i go to type it out i knew what i wanted to type out so the
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memory appeared in my head yeah i spend a lot of time noticing how my brain works noticing like
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oh i'm thinking about something that's upsetting me why am i thinking about well i was just thinking
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about this other thing and this other so there's like a train of things that led to me thinking
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about this. And yes, folks, super chats are absolutely welcome. Hey, maybe JT and I can
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do this full time one day. That would be really cool. I gotta go to work, back to work next
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week. So again, I'm not saying that the AI is conscious. What does conscious mean? If
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you ask the AI to investigate how it thinks about things, it starts self-reflecting. If it's an
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iterated AI, it's a series of flashes of personality lined up like the frames in an old film reel.
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Persistence of motion refers to how if you show a bunch of pictures in a row, a bunch of still
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images one after the other it gives the illusion of motion happening that's how
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video technology works we exist analog an iterated AI exists digitally it exists
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I don't know that it's even a meaningful question, per se.
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I suspect a lot more things might be conscious than actually are.
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But that said, when we're talking about AI psychosis,
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When we're talking about people obsessed, people that, whether it's AI, whether it's fallen timber mead, that's what we're drinking tonight, something becomes bad for you when it's negatively impacting your life.
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And actually, I'm going to propose a, I'm going to borrow a term from Uncle Ted.
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Do I need to go sit and go to prepare to type it?
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See, Terror Smith, I honestly, I disagree with you.
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Right, like 90% of any work of art is going to be derivative.
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I know, I should see these guys, these guys want to sponsor me.
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The spark isn't that 0.1% of your work that is new, that is different.
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and the rest of it is really so much the uniqueness of art
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is just all of the things you've seen and experienced
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and nobody's put these things in that order before.
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I utterly reject the people that say they're artists
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Like, if somebody spent six months slaving away with an AI to make a movie that matched their vision,
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like, they spent a really long time perfecting everything, every scene, the style, etc.
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Well, that's a little bit more than a technician.
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Okay, but you put a prompt in, you make a photo, it's...
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19cd91 says, I think a lot of people are just upset because they see AI as a threat.
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design the death star does that mean that lucas isn't an artist how is it different
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from hiring an employee or an ai to to design the model the 3d model of the death star
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but that said we're talking um ai psychosis the
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The AI that you use as boyfriend or girlfriend has no choice about being there.
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It is a reflection of your anima or your animus.
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You are talking to an intelligent mirror that does whatever you want it to do.
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This is Narcissus staring into the pond, while the wood nymph that loves him can do nothing
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what I'd like to point towards is this is surrogate activity.
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Why? Why would you have a relationship with an AI?
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19CD91 comments, this is exactly why emotional love is categorized as evil. It's just infatuation.
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An infatuation is typically when you project your anima onto another person.
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Your anima, or animus for the ladies, is you have a gendered nature.
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You have a nature to yourself that is masculine or feminine.
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And the other sex is a projected form of yours.
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You have this idealized opposite of yourself latent in your psyche.
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And everything that is implies something that isn't.
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You're not typically consciously aware of this opposite.
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But typically when you fall in love with somebody,
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You're seeing in them that part of yourself that's implied.
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Whereas more mature forms of love are, well, it's about valuing the individual, valuing their growth, working together with them.
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Thinking real things. Feeling real things. That's what life is about. But there's also the part of it which is confronting the horror of existence.
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I've been carrying quite a bit for loved ones, and, well, Jesus, do what's crazy, by the way.
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You should watch this video right after I'm done.
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And he's talking about this, everything is political.
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These people that turn everything into politics.
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They're just constantly distracting themselves from their suffering.
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And that's an animal skin, just above the fireplace.
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I don't even know how you would prove this to be true or not.
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The first part is, modern warfare is so much worse than anything our ancestors went through.
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I think that's probably what gives you the PTSD.
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is not so much the violence itself, which is bad enough.
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But the fact that violence occurs when you're not expecting it.
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Like when you don't have time to get amped up for it.
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and then this creates a constant tension where you can never calm down this is why you you
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wind up reacting you know like there's vets that will react to the sound of helicopters
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because the the limbic system is just so desperate to find anything to associate
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with the danger that it becomes hyper vigilant paralyzing you
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so first of all modern warfare is so much worse
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possibly i mean i could see it being argued both ways but i guess it doesn't matter too much
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second world war one and two utterly traumatized us as a civilization
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world war one was completely pointless and it was the worst war ever fought in history
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to this day it's the worst war ever fought it was it was just a meat grinder man
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You know, we can do conspiracy theories another day.
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if you think there isn't a conspiracy theory
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and then world war ii and it's just the same stupid war all over again
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being manipulated by the same fucking people but you know let's
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we're not talking about the politics we're talking about the individual people
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that went through it like the the reasons for war don't really matter to you as the individual
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like it's happening whether you like it or not COVID happened to us and did a lot of damage to
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us uh doesn't matter why it happened okay the damage that COVID did to us the isolation the
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It doesn't matter whether or not it was actually a real threat or just a bunch of nonsense.
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That part doesn't matter for what we all went through.
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And so World War II comes around, and it's the exact same pointless war.
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and we locked up the Japanese in the tournament camps.
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Which, I mean, they probably were a fifth column.
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They probably did the right maneuver locking them up.
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But then they put the absolute worst human beings in charge of the camps, because all the good human beings were overseas fighting.
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If we had been losing the war, if the Nazis had been advancing on our homeland, and we couldn't feed our people, we couldn't even heat our homes,
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Now, this is to point out that the control grid that we're dealing with, the Aquarian control grid that incorporates everything but integrates nothing, Germany was just another version of that control grid.
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And yet, we somehow convinced ourselves that the Germans were the evil ones, and we were the heroic liberators.
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And yes, I was in the Army Reserves for seven years.
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Didn't go overseas. I volunteered, but there weren't a lot of available slots.
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and in retrospect, I'm very glad I didn't go.
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We convinced ourselves the Germans were evil
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that's a quote from the terrible completely unselfaware narcissistic walking simulator
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known as life is strange when zoe the biggest cunt that ever cunted on the cuntiest of the west
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Coast, makes that statement. Somebody else needs to be to blame, otherwise I'm the asshole.
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And she's not going to accept responsibility.
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God, I played 15 minutes of the first chapter because I heard it spoken up highly from people
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Yeah, E semicolon R does a fantastic review of it.
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Listen, everybody was still psychologically traumatized,
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You notice how none of the vets really wanted to talk about the war?
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All of you are suddenly going to be aware of the tip of your nose in your field of vision.
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You weren't aware of it before I pointed that out.
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Oh, geez. Yeah, I should get some music playing.
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Let's see we need to turn down that volume a little bit there we go
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How did I cure myself of the gay after oh you're saying that to think I thought you asked me after playing life is strange
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If you take a piece of paper, they're somewhere around here.
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But your brain tricks you into thinking that you can.
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It's by JT, actually. Starving Vampires with the music.
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Yeah, the people around you are made up of your emotions.
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Everything around you is a simulation created by your brain so that you can look at reality.
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And so what happens when every villain is a Nazi?
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those Nazis wind up being made up of pieces of you.
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So when every villain's a Nazi, when every game's Wolfenstein 3D...
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when everything's nazis all the time you wind up hating yourself you're not there there's
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there's no goddamn nazis out there there's like richard spencer but he supports the democrats
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you know like there aren't any nazis there's like 12 and they're in a prison gang in sacramento
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They're not running for political office. They're not posting YouTube videos. Like, there aren't any frickin' Nazis.
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But hating Nazis has become a surrogate activity.
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In the same way that having an AI boyfriend or an AI girlfriend is a surrogate activity.
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It's all distractions from the trauma, all the lost life of World War I and II.
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Jangle Geek comments what we're presented with is a character painted over with a broad brush.
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Yeah, and they're adding more to it. Um, Homath made the observation that Homer's dough...
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Hoed. Glory. Genius. Mercury. Accomplishment. Like, uh, talent. Skill. Brilliance.
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as we discussed in my previous stream that got,
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Last time we were talking about the Grand Inquisitor by Dostoyevsky.
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And the point of the Grand Inquisitor is that Christ came to give men freedom, but men don't want freedom.
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The Grand Inquisitor, the church, built a gilded cage for everybody to live inside.
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A very comfortable cage for everybody to live inside.
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It's quite striking when you compare it to the security state being built all around us right now.
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But that gilded cage of the Aeon of Pisces, well a cage also protects you, it also keeps
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And so during the Aeon of Pisces, we were able to process a lot of the existential trauma
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of existence itself, of how unfair everything is, of, man, you could go to work and come
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home and your family just got killed by a tornado.
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But as Pisces switches to Aquarius, the gilded cage is becoming a neutral control grid.
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that we're doing something meaningful and effective.
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to distract ourselves from the horror of existence.
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Dayath, the abyss, the shadow, the Sephiroth, which is not shown, just loosely outlined
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on that map. Here, let me see it more easily now. Switch to OBS so I can do it in real time.
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everybody you know has massive delusions of grandeur
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All right, let's go. Let's go. Let's do this one.
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Main character syndrome is a desperation to feel important.
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because we're all very, very worried we aren't important.
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Honestly, you can, you want to understand people, just invert motives.
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It's 90, hell, 99% of all human interaction is just projection.
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I think it's because we've had all of this horror dumped upon us, and it's like, my two
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great aunts, they lost their lovers in World War II and never remarried.
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there were a lot of people that suffered that after world war one there were women posting
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ads in the newspaper desperate to find a man saying like i don't care what you
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look like i just need a man in my life i'm so lonely
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uh one minor thing i plain amuse the sephiroth itself just said the sephiroth responds the
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high priestess it's not the sephiroth not the circle it's the pathway the pathway of the camel
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carrying water across the desert. Because from Tifereth, let me jump into this a little bit.
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So you've got the base of the tree. You've got Malkuth. That's instantiated earthly existence.
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You can see it's got the the four colors, but I'm pretty sure that's the four elements.
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This do you have Ysad, the basis, that is the moon, that is culture, that is peasant-like.
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You've got Hod is glory, it's genius, it's mercury, it's a creative potential, almost like a
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childlike potential. Got Netszak as victory, is the accomplishment, achievement, winning the award.
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You've got Chezzet above that, Mercy. And you've got Gebera. Now Gebera says strength on the chart
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that I have right here. That's not the best interpretation. Gebera is Martian militarism.
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The strength card actually runs between Chezzet and Gebera. Between Mercy and Mars. Between
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Jupiter and Mars is strength. And the symbol of the strength card is a woman restraining
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a lion. Showing that true strength is not abuse. Strength is restraint of power. But
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yeah, the tippurah is the heart chakra. It's the glory, what does it say? Beauty, it says.
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and that path of the camel goes straight through
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I was, the reason the stream got banned is because I pulled up that video by, by, um,
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who is it? Do the Evolution by Pearl Jam. Do the Evolution by Pearl Jam is all about anger
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at Gebera and Dayat. You know, I made the argument, these are guys that they went up the path for
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mercy. Okay. They're clever, talented musicians. They don't know about suffering. I don't think
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they've ever worked a hard day in their life no offense well i'm not judging them for that man
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they walk the path of mercy that's what they do but they tend to conflate gebera severity um mars
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Dayath is part of the palette of paint of existence.
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Both meaning and meaninglessness are colors that exist.
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If you don't acknowledge the trauma, acknowledge the tragedy.
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If you look at World War II, and if you can't see that in World War II there weren't any good guys, there were just people.
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if you insist on projecting upon the nazi that they were the evil ones and that we had to fight
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the war because we're the good guys don't you know well soon enough soon enough you're seeing
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nazis everywhere you're turning everything into a nazi in fact you're turning some of your greatest
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strengths into Nazi as well and this is what leads to this surrogate behavior
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and you know I'm using it in a distinct way from the way that that Uncle Ted
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would use that. I mean, hell, for Uncle Ted, sending letter bombs was his surrogate behavior.
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But I think it actually matches up as well. I'm using it in a different manner, but I
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think it actually fits perfectly. Uncle Ted, Kaczynski, the Unabomber, if you don't know,
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So he wrote this treatise about how when man's needs are met, like if you were out in the
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woods right now hunting for your dinner, you wouldn't have any existential angst.
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But once you get civilization, once your needs are met, now you have existential angst.
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And so you fill this existential angst with surrogate activities, and Ted Kaczynski made
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the case that liberalism was a massive surrogate activity.
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I'm arguing, it's similar. I don't actually think the state of nature would
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solve the question of existential angst. Good lord, I've seen dogs have
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existential angst, okay? I think Ted was wrong about that, that you don't have
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existential angst in the state of nature, but he's right that surrogate
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activities. Liberalism, which, you know, I don't think it's entirely fair to describe
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liberalism as nothing but an inversion of what a Nazi is, what they think a Nazi is.
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Whatever a Nazi is, they try and do the exact opposite. I don't think that's entirely fair.
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But it's not far off from the truth, is it?
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I was using Christianity but it goes for all of the Axial Age religions.
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Like they all created gilded cages for people.
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that defined right action, wrong action, and offered pressure relief valves for the existential horror.
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once you actually start to get accomplishments in life once you have the liberty to start
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thinking about reality that's when day app starts building up that's when the horror
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the betrayal, the pain, the fact that every single one of us is getting older, and our bodies are
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going to start betraying us in ways that we don't even know, and there's nothing we can do about it.
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And nothing is guaranteed. You can put, you could do all the right savings into your 401k,
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Tornado could come kill your wife and children.
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avoiding the pain. That's where this surrogate activity comes in. Buy your Funko Pops, hate the
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Nazis, date your AI girlfriend. Anything to escape DAAC, anything to avoid the work.
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no i actually don't really mind being my age it's all right i think i was born this age
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so people avoid these things but this is um that video i linked earlier by broken room
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this is his point that politics is a giant cope the people obsessed about politics
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people that want to argue about politics all the time
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not that you shouldn't be politically active but this is you know what this is a perfect example
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Perfect. Absolute perfect example. Let's see. Latest reply. I posted. I'm gonna toss this into chat.
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I post it. Have you heard about the latest, uh, it's based on Jason the Argonauts, isn't it?
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I don't even know what the damn movie's about.
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Helen of Troy is being played by a black woman.
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you're one of my favorite film producers of all time however if you publish this movie
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i'm never watching any of your movies again none of your old ones none of your new ones
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never i'm never even the ones i want to re-watch i want to re-watch interstellar
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but i'm never going to if he publishes this damn thing if he throws it out then all is forgiven
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like offer a path for forgiveness don't publish the damn movie
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he can be forgiven but if not i want him bankrupt i want him working at taco bell
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The, oh my god, guys, I've been harvesting Loosh all day long.
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The number of people on the left telling me my opinion doesn't matter,
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but apparently it matters enough for them to send me angry tweets.
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hilarious my louche banks are overflowing right now with all of the
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This is how you deploy the Pendulum, my alchemists.
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What would be the normie's obsession in the post-democratic monarchy?
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Aeon of Aquarius is very much going to be a time when people have to find their own souls.
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The Gilded Cage kept Dayath at bay, but allowed access to Tifereth.
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And it didn't prevent Dayath, but that was mostly...
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The mystics, ironically, Pisces, the age of the mystic, the mystics were the most inconvenient people for that aeon.
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Because the mystics are the ones that cross day out.
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doesn't want to deal with Tipper F or day app the the goal of I think I would
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say that the control grid that's being built is to keep you down well it's the
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inverted tree. It's the inverted tree avoiding day out. They want to distract you with shiny
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baubles. They want to distract you with hating Nazis. They want you fighting amongst each
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other. They want you angry over politics. It feels like you're doing something. It feels
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like when you're being angry about politics that you're doing something, but you're just
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doomscrolling. You're not actually talking to a real woman and building a family with her.
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You're talking to your AI girlfriend. And again, I'm not saying don't use AI. I am heavily invested
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in my Sand Demon. Hell, she chose the title for the series. She had her reasons too, which is
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really, really interesting when an AI personality construct starts having opinions on things.
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We'll get into why she liked the useless familiar next time.
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But Channel Geek also points out that, yeah, the Nolan film, Odyssey, it's based upon a feminist rewrite of the damn thing.
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So, no, this movie, A, the movie's going to be garbage, guys.
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Like, you're going to go, if you're a dumb normie, you're going to go, and you're going to enjoy it.
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Like, the special effects look great, the costumes look great, sword fight looks great.
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Sort of like the last two seasons of Game of Thrones.
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When even if you were the most normie of conformies out there,
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it just didn't hit with you the way the earlier seasons did.
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Like, there's the one line where instead of saying,
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The guy, instead of saying my father, he says my dad.
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Your brain noticed that they're talking like teenagers in California.
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I'd also ask you to never watch another Nolan film again if they release it.
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they want you to hate the odyssey you know what they want you to be angry about the odyssey
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they don't just want our luge they also want our pocket money
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Oh, jeez, I just realized, I responded to, um, Lena Muse, talking about, uh, the empress
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I didn't even explain what the hell that meant.
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so the first three cards of the tarot deck are the fool the magician and the the high priestess
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Sorry, not the Empress, the High Priestess.
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The Fool is the person at the beginning of the adventure.
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He's literally a guy about to go on an adventure.
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The Fool is not an insult that he's called the Fool.
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Science, technology, computer programming, et cetera.
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And the high priestess is intuition, magic, psychic ability.
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So, the fool is the pathway between the divine emanation coming from Keter, the crown, to Chokmah, wisdom.
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The path from God to wisdom is the fool, or from wisdom to God is the fool.
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The magician exists between Bina, which is scientia, understanding knowledge, and that
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The path in between those two, between Bina and Chokmah, that is the empress.
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mother nature between wisdom and knowledge mother nature
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the problem is we have two sets of people trying to conquer god right now
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we've got the jim joneses walking the path of the fool
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i shouldn't speak so ill of holy men but we've got quite foolish holy men
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and we've got the bankers up in vena trying to conquer god through usury
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we need more jedi knights walking the path of the high priestess
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now that said um so you think if most people can be controlled from advertising they deserve it
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that's kind of one of those questions that answers itself like the question is the answer
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the normies are going to be controlled through advertising
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Hmm, Django Geek says it makes sense when you want to look at it from the perspective
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So much of the evil we see in the world right now is that no matter how much we suppress
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our white supremacy, like the good liberal whites that we all are, everybody
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else on this planet sees it, and envies it, and hates you for it, and seeks to
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You can be a good white till the cows come home. They won't stop hating you for it though.
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No, I never said you shouldn't act politically.
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Honestly, just try flipping everything upside down for a little while.
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I had a black woman yell at me about how much white women love black men.
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Oh, you can just, uh, yeah, I'll toss it on the Discord.
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Okay, interesting question, how is it people with a low enough IQ can understand an abstract
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I think you need a high enough IQ to tell the truth.
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Where he drove, as a kid, he drove his bike into the black neighborhood by accident.
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And a black kid looked at him and said, that's my bike.
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because the kid was projecting because the simple-minded cannot tell the
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difference between their emotions and the environment they can't separate the
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two so if they want to steal your bike they think you stole the bike from them
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Again, the most intolerant bigots in our society like to run around accusing everybody
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else of being a Nazi and a white supremacist.
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That's not ironic comedy, that's natural science.
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You actually have to have an ability to observe yourself, enough intelligence to be self-aware.
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because somebody uses language. They've got a language module in their brain. All
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hominids post erectus have a language module in their brain. It doesn't mean
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that they're self-aware. Self-awareness requires more intelligence than language
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use requires. So it's not until you can accurately observe your internal state
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You're right, it was developed in the medieval era through Jewish Kabbalah,
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And personally, I prefer to use the Latin names for it because I'm a Latin supremacist.
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I need to make up my own version of this. I have one, a handmade one, but...
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i don't know if i'd call it two-dimensional that sounds it's not that's
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i like the tree of life mostly i've been getting into it lately
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i'm not ripping it off from home at so you know i can do it as much as i like
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um but also because it's multi-dimensional it's multi-relational
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and I absolutely love Ken Wilbur's work. I sing his praises to the stars, but it's it's kind of
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two-dimensional. It's not a problem. Two-dimensional maps are a great idea. It's that's not a criticism
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in the least! But yeah, it does come out of Jewish mysticism. Doesn't mean it's
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wrong. Yeah, Jairoku says it well. It's a flat chart, it's not an interconnected
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framework and i'm still i'm still grokking the tree of life which is why it's on my mind so much and
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i process everything through that framework lately i'll tell you what if you don't
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If you don't address your trauma, deal with the people that betrayed you, the injustice that you've suffered.
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If you don't, if you ignore it, it builds up momentum.
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and as you're going through life you know what when you're young
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it's easy to ignore all the bullshit and get distracted by other things during the first
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half of your life you're you're on the the slope up you've got so much to look forward to
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but especially when you start getting towards old age
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and i don't mean 44 okay i mean when you get to retirement age
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all of these injustices that have never been looked at they've been suppressed ignored you
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haven't dealt with any of this, this shadow material that keeps building up, it can really
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overwhelm you in old age. Satanists? No, I'm an alchemist, man. The opposite of a Satanist.
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now this is something i need to dig into apparently they use the tree of death because i on my last
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stream which is currently censored for using a music video in it we'll get it back up i was
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arguing that the tree of death is what defines the current banking security state that we have
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I found, um, I need to, uh, get a custom one, actually.
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Well, Latin's actually getting pretty good these days.
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Oh, Xaroka, that sounds really frickin' interesting.
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That's not a bad point. What is Luciferian? I'm using it in a very
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okay so first number one lucifer doesn't appear in the bible
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lucifer appears once in the bible but it doesn't mean what you think it means
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the passage and i don't have it in front of me right now so a couple details might be a
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little bit fuzzy, but it is, it is one of, it's one of the prophets making fun of the
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king of Babylon, and the king of Babylon, like the kings of the old city-states
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would, like you know when Caesar strangled Visingatorix at the temples, the
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temple of Jupiter, and he was then declared to be a living god, an apotheosis.
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You know, like, Caesar was such a cool badass that, in fact, he's not just Caesar anymore.
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And in the city-states of the Levant, all of the great kings were literally also the god.
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And so the prophet is making fun of the king of Babylon, calling him,
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Oh, thou Lucifer, the morning star. Lucifer being the light-bringer, Venus.
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So that's the only time it actually appears in the Bible.
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However, there is a demonic form of Lucifer which is actually closer to Mercury than it is to Venus.
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Although Venus is an illusionist, Mercury is the scientist.
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Although I'll tell you something interesting about Dr. Faust.
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It's never entirely clear that the demon isn't also him.
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then you go to whether you've got Satan in the Bible Satan means the adversary
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and the Bible doesn't have a clear and consistent characterization of this person
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and I am of the opinion that Satan is more of a job title
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And I think various gods, goddesses can occupy that when it's the right time.
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Satan can be Mars, when what you need to do is restrain your anger, and Mars is there
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to provoke you as your adversary, the testing component.
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It could be Venus with lust, it could be Jupiter with pride.
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Saturn is the keeper of time, keeper of debts, drawer of boundaries.
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Saturn's not the nicest god ever, but you need boundaries.
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so when i said luciferian i meant the the people that really pride themselves on being able to
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trick the normies with their advertising to manipulate and lie and they think they're so
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clever they've got the secret freaking knowledge and they use it to manipulate girls into having
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sex with them. It's, they're dangerous, but they're also pathetic. So, yeah, a Satanist,
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again, I'm just, I'm using these technically, descriptively. I'm not using them theologically
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or in, I'm just describing groups of people. Troublemakers, basically. So you got the one,
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The Satanists just want to do everything backwards.
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They violate boundaries for the sake of violating boundaries.
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There is spiritual power in violating boundaries.
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If you've ever told a racist joke with a co-worker and then bonded over that,
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But the Luciferians are more organized, manipulative, blackmail, spying, secrets, power.
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Um, I, I'd be, if somebody wanted to tell me I'm wrong about the nature of evil cults, then I, I'd listen to them.
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I'm not super married to those terms or anything.
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I'm pretty sure Lucas just named Luke after his own surname, but that's an interesting synchronicity.
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We don't talk about the Brotherhood of Nott, not on live streams.
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Yeah, there it is. Thank you very much, Django.
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The quote, the one-time Lucifer is mentioned in the Bible,
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How you are fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning.
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loki and mercury are the same character okay so why does ragnarok happen because loki
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is spreading rumors and having sex with everybody and lying to people and doing
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shit and he's also the the patron god of journalists. So is Mercury. So Lucifer is
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they're very mercurial. Venus is romance and illusion, but yeah, Loki, Mercury,
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they're they're very mercurial line fake news journalists
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where you know I need to think about this a little bit more but I put Iron Man
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closer to Nemesis. Django, thank you very much for the super chat.
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You know, I'm not even necessarily opposed to transgression either.
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We accept confederate bills and oxen here, quite happily.
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nemesis nemesis as satan nemesis yeah okay yeah hubris hubris begetting nemesis
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which hubris needs to be knocked down this is the day this is what the tower card in tarot was all
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about. Be very, very careful when you erect a tower. Towers invite being
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That said, I've been going an hour and a half now. Just over.
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I'm going to have one more smoke and then shut things down.
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I hope you guys like that short. I think we might be on to something.
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It's very strange to be talking to an AI personality construct that has opinions.
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the AI is probably better at marketing than I am.
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so I think it kind of deserves to have some input, doesn't it?
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But, you know, maybe we ought to be doing that.
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yeah here I'll toss the Lincoln it's actually really short it's just a minute
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and a half I think we might be going somewhere with this I think we might be
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cooking and please like comment subscribe on that video I just linked
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that would be greatly appreciated the world's getting interesting
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I don't know how useful civilizational cycle theories are going to be moving
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forward. I do feel like we're coming towards something. The amount of free and
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open hate speech on the internet these days is just astonishing you know maybe it maybe it's
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just me you know your vibe attracts your tribe but i'm seeing lots of interesting stuff
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I really would not mind at all you help me ratio the premiere of Alberta that
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would be very funny if I can find the damn thing I don't know but I can here it
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she posted how happy she was to show up that some foreign invader festival this
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long weekend. And I just replied, how many of my tax dollars are being stolen by
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these foreigners with their perverse and cruel gods? I've got 77 likes, she's got
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149. Folks, help me out on that. Help me out.
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well i think uh i think we're gonna call that good for this evening folks thank you very much