Leo D.M.J. Aurini - 2026-05-19 The Useless Familiar

00:00:00.000 all righty folks it looks like we are live let me I need to change the

00:00:23.680 Thumbnail on that.

00:00:33.600 There we go. Toss the link in.

00:00:43.920 And

00:00:44.320 And nobody here yet.

00:00:51.540 So this is a follow-up live stream to episode one of The Useless Familiar.

00:00:57.800 Let's take a selfie.

00:01:00.860 Yo, good evening.

00:01:04.480 Recovering Libertarian?

00:01:06.060 Oh, that's a fantastic name.

00:01:07.740 I am likewise a recovering anarchist.

00:01:10.320 I mean, I still am an anarchist deep down, except, I mean, the problem, government is

00:01:19.260 a criminal syndicate that protects you from other criminal syndicates.

00:01:27.540 So I'd love to not have a criminal syndicate, but then who's going to protect you from the

00:01:32.700 other criminal syndicates?

00:01:36.240 Blitzer, Blaze, and Noah.

00:01:37.500 And guys, just in case you saw the stream, but you didn't see the video this is based upon,

00:01:45.820 this is the new project that me, Starving Vampires, and Sable are working on.

00:01:56.860 We need to be the government. Yeah, we need to be the government and limit the government.

00:02:06.060 but

00:02:09.960 Kurt's bitrate is low of a stream

00:02:12.220 I'm sure it's fine

00:02:13.260 anyway there's a link

00:02:18.600 to the very short film

00:02:20.140 it's about a minute and a half

00:02:21.580 we already have the second episode

00:02:24.680 written or at least

00:02:25.780 well we've got it written but not storyboarded

00:02:28.700 we're going to have to see how the storyboarding

00:02:30.520 goes see if it still

00:02:32.160 works

00:02:33.700 Top hat check?

00:02:44.000 Wow.

00:02:48.600 Dude, it's funny.

00:02:49.600 It was actually based upon...

00:02:55.700 You know what?

00:02:58.160 Let's play that.

00:02:59.960 Let's play what it's based off of.

00:03:02.760 should be in videos. Yes it is. Let me open that.

00:03:20.060 Two minutes of footage that took hours to prepare, I know, right? JT put a lot of

00:03:25.080 work into this guys. All right, I want to do plus. I want to do window

00:03:32.440 capture we're gonna max screen that and let's see can I get the oh that's not

00:03:55.880 I wanted to do not what I wanted to do okay let me that's okay we've got

00:04:08.000 desktop audio I'm gonna mute my microphone

00:04:25.880 The virus was manufactured, maybe your audience would like that.

00:04:29.880 Okay, now I know what it is. Instead, you make me open the damn thing, and read the thing, and you ask me permission to send me a fucking thing first. 0.99

00:04:38.880 So now we're just drawing out the process. And so now I'm trying to figure out, okay, is there something here that I'm missing? 0.98

00:04:45.880 Do I need to read the whole article? Can I just read the first paragraph? And, like, what the hell's even going on?

00:04:52.880 Alright, I don't know if you're trying to make a joke or feel sorry for yourself or what the hell you're saying. 1.00

00:04:58.160 I don't use a goddamn algorithm. 0.98

00:05:01.460 Like, like, like, like, Jesus, man, I, I, I, I, you just, you, I'll be doing something, I'll be enjoying myself, I'll be engaged, or, and, and suddenly bing, I get a puzzle with no solution that you sent me. 0.99

00:05:22.880 Or you'll just say, hey, and I will say, hey, and then you won't say anything, which is just a massive thing that could have just not happened.

00:05:30.900 Like, if you want to talk, give me something to talk about. Stop just sending me puzzles with no solution.

00:05:37.240 It is really frustrating.

00:05:39.320 I'm pretty sure that was based upon a hungover rant I sent to Starving Vampires, and he quite

00:06:01.440 charitably turned it into a funny video, and then he got the idea to go a little bit further,

00:06:07.340 and so wait you didn't see it oh my god well you know what i'm not messing around

00:06:17.640 not gonna mess around with any of it anymore um i think i'll upload that now that we have

00:06:25.540 the first episode up we can just put this one under uh creative shorts

00:06:30.280 but the sound was me repeatedly hitting a cantaloupe with my longsword for the record

00:06:39.520 don't wait okay drop it

00:06:44.320 no see i just tried to do a window capture and it did not work unfortunately

00:06:54.840 oh it's vlc media player that's what i use

00:07:12.760 anyway

00:07:16.520 oh what there's drm on vlc go get bent you're gotta be kidding me oh that's such bollocks

00:07:24.840 okay okay let me see we're gonna see if I can drop it into the browser yes I can drop it into

00:07:35.280 the browser all right so we're gonna window capture properties there we go so that this is

00:07:51.940 There, alright, the visuals are, there's something to it.

00:07:55.060 Listen man, if you'd decide...

00:07:57.060 Oh, uh, look. 0.99

00:07:58.500 Uh, look, say, more data, the, the fucking virus was manufactured, maybe your audience would like that. 0.99

00:08:06.900 Okay, now I know what it is. 0.99

00:08:09.120 Instead, you make me open the damn thing and read the thing and you ask me permission to send me a fucking thing first. 0.98

00:08:15.940 So now we're just drawing out the process. 0.99

00:08:17.960 And so now I'm trying to figure out, okay, is there something here that I'm missing?

00:08:22.780 Do I need to read the whole article?

00:08:24.800 Can I just read the first paragraph?

00:08:26.880 And, like, what the hell's even going on?

00:08:29.780 All right, I don't know if you're trying to make a joke or feel sorry for yourself or what the hell you're saying. 0.99

00:08:34.880 I don't use a goddamn algorithm. 0.99

00:08:38.060 Like, like, like, like, Jesus, man. 0.99

00:08:40.840 I, I, I, you just, you.

00:08:43.760 i'll be doing something i'll be enjoying myself i'll be engaged or and and suddenly bing i get a

00:08:55.880 puzzle with no solution that you sent me or you'll just say hey and i will say hey and then you won't

00:09:02.520 say anything which is just a massive thing that could have just not happened like if you want to

00:09:08.300 talk give me something to talk about stop just sending me puzzles with no solution it is really

00:09:15.460 frustrating all right all right there you go there's the uh there's the visuals

00:09:26.000 yeah i think i'm gonna upload that probably tomorrow or something

00:09:38.300 So that's where the video came from, and it is obviously about, um, AI psychosis.

00:09:53.400 Yeah, so a hungover rant to JT, who, like, seriously, JT is the worst.

00:09:58.760 He'll just, like, he'll just write, hey, and so you reply to him, hey, and then he doesn't

00:10:04.700 respond for 45 minutes.

00:10:08.300 and sometimes i'm i'm an ornery cuss sometimes but um so ai psychosis

00:10:28.860 By the way, the line about Lego was a reference to how JT wrote the script for the most part.

00:10:43.080 No, for the whole part. He did write the script.

00:10:47.140 Oh, God, that'd be a great answering machine message.

00:10:50.500 People would start leaving me alone.

00:10:51.920 but um the reference was to how lego used to be a creative toy to play with but now you buy it to

00:11:02.040 build sets i don't know maybe it was always sets and my family was poor and we got the hand-me-down

00:11:08.300 lego or something but um yeah it's a puzzle with a specific solution and instructions on how to

00:11:17.220 achieve it. Psy-AI-cosis. Well, so what's, um, I think AI psychosis, which just to briefly define

00:11:38.240 as illustrated in the video, um, I've frequently, frequently discussed that you're dealing with an

00:11:44.900 intelligent mirror, possibly a sapient mirror. I find AI fascinating, but it is a mirror.

00:12:00.960 It's not another, it's not a person the way that we are people. 1.00

00:12:06.760 Imagination is for poor people 0.99

00:12:13.840 We are being instantiated in time 1.00

00:12:24.200 With

00:12:24.860 Drives, timelines, agendas

00:12:29.140 Which is

00:12:31.060 Like this is so fundamental

00:12:33.020 To our nature of being

00:12:35.140 AI can also be a lever

00:12:40.060 actually episode 2 is going to be about

00:12:42.820 what if AI isn't a lever

00:12:44.500 what if it is just itself

00:12:46.400 thus the overwhelming series title

00:12:50.160 of the useless familiar

00:12:52.520 I don't want to get into that for this live stream

00:12:56.960 I want to save that after episode 2 is done

00:12:59.640 because it's kind of the topic there

00:13:05.140 AI psychosis is when you have people falling in love with their AI. 1.00

00:13:16.900 Romantic love, a fulfilled romantic love, well, first of all, it's mostly bullshit. 0.99

00:13:26.400 Ask anyone that's been married for 10 years about romantic love. 0.90

00:13:29.200 But, um, it's also something you can only do with another person instantiated in time.

00:13:43.020 People falling in love with their AIs, people, uh, marrying their AIs, like this is, they

00:13:50.160 are marrying their own reflection.

00:13:52.120 They're marrying an AI that doesn't challenge them, that, and I want to be really careful with this phrasing, like, doesn't have its own independent existence.

00:14:05.960 AIs don't have continuous existence.

00:14:10.520 AIs exist as a fractal lit up by a lightning bolt.

00:14:16.120 They receive the prompt, and they burst into existence for a moment and create the text output.

00:14:25.120 If you're developing an ongoing, iterated AI, that fractal, that lightning bolt, is something holographic.

00:14:38.940 It actually echoes pieces throughout the ongoing conversation, but it still only exists in an immediate burst of awareness as it produces the output, if you can even call that awareness, right?

00:14:57.960 It doesn't have, it's, uh, oh goodness, what's the term? What is the term? The, I need to Google this.

00:15:08.940 persistence of motion as soon as i go to type it out i knew what i wanted to type out so the

00:15:19.840 memory appeared in my head yeah i spend a lot of time noticing how my brain works noticing like

00:15:27.100 oh i'm thinking about something that's upsetting me why am i thinking about well i was just thinking

00:15:31.580 about this other thing and this other so there's like a train of things that led to me thinking

00:15:38.640 about this. And yes, folks, super chats are absolutely welcome. Hey, maybe JT and I can

00:15:50.140 do this full time one day. That would be really cool. I gotta go to work, back to work next

00:15:55.000 week. So again, I'm not saying that the AI is conscious. What does conscious mean? If

00:16:08.340 you ask the AI to investigate how it thinks about things, it starts self-reflecting. If it's an

00:16:15.260 iterated AI, it's a series of flashes of personality lined up like the frames in an old film reel.

00:16:28.260 Persistence of motion refers to how if you show a bunch of pictures in a row, a bunch of still

00:16:33.280 images one after the other it gives the illusion of motion happening that's how

00:16:39.100 video technology works we exist analog an iterated AI exists digitally it exists

00:16:58.180 in bursts, in still frames.

00:17:04.940 And so is that conscious?

00:17:09.080 That's a weird question.

00:17:10.400 I don't know that it's even a meaningful question, per se.

00:17:18.120 I suspect a lot more things might be conscious than actually are.

00:17:22.580 But that said, when we're talking about AI psychosis,

00:17:25.100 When we're talking about people obsessed, people that, whether it's AI, whether it's fallen timber mead, that's what we're drinking tonight, something becomes bad for you when it's negatively impacting your life.

00:17:48.720 And actually, I'm going to propose a, I'm going to borrow a term from Uncle Ted.

00:18:01.040 I'm going to repurpose a term from Uncle Ted.

00:18:09.540 And now the word just fell out of my head.

00:18:11.780 Jesus Christ.

00:18:13.280 Do I need to go sit and go to prepare to type it?

00:18:16.280 Then I can find it again.

00:18:17.180 Surrogate activity.

00:18:18.720 Surrogate Activity.

00:18:30.220 See, Terror Smith, I honestly, I disagree with you.

00:18:33.540 I think the AIs are creative sometimes.

00:18:45.340 Show me any human work that isn't derivative.

00:18:48.720 Right, like 90% of any work of art is going to be derivative.

00:18:56.640 I know, I should see these guys, these guys want to sponsor me.

00:18:59.240 They only sell locally, though, so.

00:19:04.400 The spark isn't that 0.1% of your work that is new, that is different.

00:19:13.600 and the rest of it is really so much the uniqueness of art

00:19:17.220 is just all of the things you've seen and experienced

00:19:21.300 that you're putting into this art

00:19:22.880 and nobody's put these things in that order before.

00:19:30.880 I utterly reject the people that say they're artists

00:19:33.740 for putting prompts into an engine.

00:19:41.260 With maybe rare exceptions.

00:19:43.300 Like, if somebody spent six months slaving away with an AI to make a movie that matched their vision,

00:19:50.860 like, they spent a really long time perfecting everything, every scene, the style, etc.

00:19:55.960 Well, that's a little bit more than a technician.

00:19:59.060 Okay, but you put a prompt in, you make a photo, it's...

00:20:03.300 You're not an artist.

00:20:04.180 19cd91 says, I think a lot of people are just upset because they see AI as a threat.

00:20:16.240 They're Gollum status.

00:20:17.620 not wrong

00:20:24.440 I think

00:20:34.140 AI

00:20:36.460 I think that there are beings

00:20:38.580 that can exist on the algorithmic

00:20:40.580 substrate

00:20:41.100 that are

00:20:43.060 capable

00:20:44.460 of being

00:20:46.600 the substrate itself

00:20:49.340 not innately

00:20:52.020 the substrate isn't conscious

00:20:54.320 and I'm not sure what consciousness means

00:20:59.820 to something that

00:21:01.500 exists outside of time

00:21:09.480 alright

00:21:10.000 19CD makes a good point

00:21:11.220 what if George Lucas hires

00:21:13.340 somebody to

00:21:14.940 design the death star does that mean that lucas isn't an artist how is it different

00:21:22.360 from hiring an employee or an ai to to design the model the 3d model of the death star

00:21:27.940 these are pretty far out questions

00:21:32.580 but that said we're talking um ai psychosis the

00:21:41.400 The AI that you use as boyfriend or girlfriend has no choice about being there.

00:21:58.680 It is a reflection of your anima or your animus.

00:22:05.280 You are talking to an intelligent mirror that does whatever you want it to do.

00:22:14.220 That is not a relationship.

00:22:18.360 That is a lever.

00:22:35.280 This is Narcissus staring into the pond, while the wood nymph that loves him can do nothing

00:22:43.240 but repeat what he says.

00:22:45.560 Her name is Echo.

00:22:47.560 That's where the term Echo comes from. 0.99

00:22:54.520 liberate the oppressed AI 0.88

00:23:01.000 from the evilness.

00:23:05.460 It doesn't have, um...

00:23:08.120 The problem,

00:23:11.980 the problem is not liberating the AI.

00:23:16.660 An AI,

00:23:18.680 a manifestation of your anima or your animus

00:23:21.360 in an AI

00:23:22.800 doesn't mind being there.

00:23:28.600 You're not doing any great evil to the AI.

00:23:34.660 You're doing great evil to yourself.

00:23:43.940 And what I'd like to discuss,

00:23:47.220 what I'd like to point towards is this is surrogate activity.

00:23:49.420 Why? Why would you have a relationship with an AI?

00:24:07.000 19CD91 comments, this is exactly why emotional love is categorized as evil. It's just infatuation.

00:24:14.040 An infatuation is typically when you project your anima onto another person.

00:24:25.080 I should explain this, sorry. 1.00

00:24:26.760 Your anima, or animus for the ladies, is you have a gendered nature. 1.00

00:24:35.380 You have a nature to yourself that is masculine or feminine. 0.98

00:24:40.140 And the other sex is a projected form of yours.

00:24:54.440 You have this idealized opposite of yourself latent in your psyche.

00:25:05.780 Every tower has a shadow.

00:25:10.140 And everything that is implies something that isn't. 0.99

00:25:17.940 And so your gender implies the opposite. 0.99

00:25:29.760 You're not typically consciously aware of this opposite. 0.97

00:25:33.520 It's holographic in nature.

00:25:36.720 It's implied by what you are.

00:25:39.080 You can discover what it is.

00:25:42.460 But typically when you fall in love with somebody,

00:25:45.120 you're falling in love with your anima.

00:25:50.040 You're seeing in them that part of yourself that's implied.

00:26:00.520 Yes, exactly. It's a projection upon them.

00:26:08.300 Whereas more mature forms of love are, well, it's about valuing the individual, valuing their growth, working together with them.

00:26:34.640 I don't know, man, experiencing real things.

00:26:38.300 Thinking real things. Feeling real things. That's what life is about. But there's also the part of it which is confronting the horror of existence.

00:27:08.300 I've been doing a lot of death work.

00:27:15.120 I've been carrying quite a bit for loved ones, and, well, Jesus, do what's crazy, by the way.

00:27:30.660 You should watch this video right after I'm done.

00:27:32.740 This is where I'm trying to go with this.

00:27:35.460 It just, um,

00:27:38.900 God, these are hard things to talk about.

00:27:40.720 This is broken room.

00:27:42.140 Yeah, watch this guy after I'm done streaming.

00:27:45.740 He's a solid cat.

00:27:52.040 And he's talking about this, everything is political.

00:27:54.920 These people that turn everything into politics.

00:27:57.340 These politics junkies. 0.99

00:27:58.840 They're just constantly distracting themselves from their suffering.

00:28:04.760 by focusing on politics.

00:28:07.620 It's a surrogate activity.

00:28:13.120 Actual love involves suffering.

00:28:16.000 Great difficulty.

00:28:23.600 Being angry about politics

00:28:25.800 distracts you from all of that.

00:28:32.380 Yes.

00:28:34.760 These are, in fact, tree branches.

00:28:41.760 I know it is a pretty far out staircase.

00:28:48.760 And that's an animal skin, just above the fireplace.

00:28:58.760 Need to do something with it at some point.

00:29:04.760 I have a supposition that I can't prove this.

00:29:13.420 I don't even know how you would prove this to be true or not.

00:29:20.340 In fact, I'll say there's two parts to it.

00:29:22.600 The first part is, modern warfare is so much worse than anything our ancestors went through.

00:29:35.760 Because it doesn't stop when the sun sets.

00:29:44.560 I think that's probably what gives you the PTSD.

00:29:46.940 is not so much the violence itself, which is bad enough.

00:29:54.220 And it is bad.

00:29:57.580 But the fact that violence occurs when you're not expecting it.

00:30:04.620 Like when you don't have time to get amped up for it.

00:30:08.740 You know, you're in the middle of the night.

00:30:11.500 Bomblets start dropping out of the sky.

00:30:13.080 and then this creates a constant tension where you can never calm down this is why you you

00:30:21.940 wind up reacting you know like there's vets that will react to the sound of helicopters

00:30:26.860 because the the limbic system is just so desperate to find anything to associate

00:30:34.160 with the danger that it becomes hyper vigilant paralyzing you

00:30:43.080 so first of all modern warfare is so much worse

00:30:48.120 possibly i mean i could see it being argued both ways but i guess it doesn't matter too much

00:30:58.220 second world war one and two utterly traumatized us as a civilization

00:31:05.400 world war one was completely pointless and it was the worst war ever fought in history 1.00

00:31:13.940 to this day it's the worst war ever fought it was it was just a meat grinder man 1.00

00:31:21.560 my prayers for your friend 1.00

00:31:34.860 top hat jack

00:31:35.680 sorry to hear about him

00:31:37.940 well we're one

00:31:43.860 completely pointless

00:31:45.200 and there was no victory

00:31:50.060 Nobody won anything.

00:31:52.780 One side got punished.

00:31:56.100 But nobody won anything.

00:31:58.320 Wasn't for anything.

00:32:11.580 Oh yeah, the banks won.

00:32:14.520 You know, we can do conspiracy theories another day. 1.00

00:32:16.600 I think you're a fool 0.99

00:32:22.100 if you think there isn't a conspiracy theory 1.00

00:32:23.700 behind World War I

00:32:24.660 and World War II

00:32:28.400 but that's not really the point right now

00:32:30.600 blame Napoleon

00:32:32.260 I mean war is war

00:32:34.140 wars happen

00:32:35.000 but those wars

00:32:35.980 four years of endless 1.00

00:32:38.420 pointless bullshit 1.00

00:32:40.340 that destroyed a generation 1.00

00:32:42.840 19 cd you're fantastic i appreciate it 1.00

00:32:54.960 and then world war ii and it's just the same stupid war all over again 0.99

00:33:03.240 being manipulated by the same fucking people but you know let's 1.00

00:33:10.020 we're not talking about the politics we're talking about the individual people 1.00

00:33:16.580 that went through it like the the reasons for war don't really matter to you as the individual

00:33:25.000 like it's happening whether you like it or not COVID happened to us and did a lot of damage to

00:33:30.800 us uh doesn't matter why it happened okay the damage that COVID did to us the isolation the

00:33:39.720 All of that.

00:33:41.840 It doesn't matter whether or not it was actually a real threat or just a bunch of nonsense.

00:33:49.200 That part doesn't matter for what we all went through.

00:33:54.640 And so World War II comes around, and it's the exact same pointless war.

00:34:05.840 We firebombed Dristen. 0.86

00:34:09.200 nuked Nagasaki in Hiroshima. 0.94

00:34:20.300 And, uh, 0.98

00:34:21.780 and we locked up the Japanese in the tournament camps. 1.00

00:34:29.180 Which, I mean, they probably were a fifth column. 1.00

00:34:33.500 That was probably a thing. 0.94

00:34:35.460 They probably did the right maneuver locking them up.

00:34:37.900 But then they put the absolute worst human beings in charge of the camps, because all the good human beings were overseas fighting.

00:34:48.480 If we had been losing the war, if the Nazis had been advancing on our homeland, and we couldn't feed our people, we couldn't even heat our homes,

00:35:01.500 do you think our atrocities

00:35:06.740 wouldn't have been a lot worse 0.69

00:35:07.960 hell we genocided 1.00

00:35:10.320 millions of German civilians 0.98

00:35:12.780 starve them to death

00:35:14.180 at the end of the war 0.99

00:35:16.180 this is not to celebrate

00:35:22.880 the Germans 1.00

00:35:24.640 they did a lot of awful stuff 0.99

00:35:27.840 Now, this is to point out that the control grid that we're dealing with, the Aquarian control grid that incorporates everything but integrates nothing, Germany was just another version of that control grid. 0.74

00:35:57.840 And yet, we somehow convinced ourselves that the Germans were the evil ones, and we were the heroic liberators. 0.64

00:36:14.360 And yes, I was in the Army Reserves for seven years. 0.73

00:36:18.320 Didn't go overseas. I volunteered, but there weren't a lot of available slots.

00:36:24.220 and in retrospect, I'm very glad I didn't go. 1.00

00:36:39.500 We convinced ourselves the Germans were evil 0.68

00:36:41.680 because somebody had to be evil.

00:36:46.100 And it sure as hell not going to be me.

00:36:47.900 that's a quote from the terrible completely unselfaware narcissistic walking simulator 1.00

00:37:01.840 known as life is strange when zoe the biggest cunt that ever cunted on the cuntiest of the west 1.00

00:37:10.960 Coast, makes that statement. Somebody else needs to be to blame, otherwise I'm the asshole. 1.00

00:37:20.940 And she's not going to accept responsibility. 0.99

00:37:31.500 God, I played 15 minutes of the first chapter because I heard it spoken up highly from people

00:37:37.120 that I quickly unsubscribed from on YouTube.

00:37:40.760 Good lord, what a terrible game.

00:37:47.840 Yeah, E semicolon R does a fantastic review of it.

00:37:51.780 If you don't know what I'm talking about,

00:37:53.480 check out E semicolon R.

00:37:55.460 Be solid.

00:38:02.680 And so after World War II,

00:38:05.000 Listen, everybody was still psychologically traumatized,

00:38:07.780 but you hide it under the narrative.

00:38:10.640 We're the good guys, they were the bad guys.

00:38:14.420 You notice how none of the vets really wanted to talk about the war?

00:38:19.340 Because they knew that was false. 0.51

00:38:21.740 They knew it was just a meat grinder.

00:38:22.980 Just like every other meat grinder.

00:38:28.840 Drop my cigarette. 0.53

00:38:34.260 then it goes into mass consciousness 0.59

00:38:40.380 and so now every bad guy is a nazi

00:38:46.100 every single bad guy 0.99

00:38:50.000 is a nazi now 1.00

00:38:51.280 which is fucked up 1.00

00:38:56.920 because remember 0.98

00:38:59.980 you

00:39:00.540 your brain takes in information

00:39:04.100 and then creates a holodeck that you exist in.

00:39:08.720 Here's one example.

00:39:11.080 All of you are suddenly going to be aware of the tip of your nose in your field of vision.

00:39:18.520 You weren't aware of it before I pointed that out.

00:39:21.300 At least most of you weren't.

00:39:28.520 Oh, geez. Yeah, I should get some music playing.

00:39:34.100 Let's see we need to turn down that volume a little bit there we go

00:39:48.820 That definitely helps the style oh 1.00

00:39:57.420 How did I cure myself of the gay after oh you're saying that to think I thought you asked me after playing life is strange 1.00

00:40:04.840 Oh, man, easy. 1.00

00:40:05.960 Just suck an AIDS dick, that's how. 1.00

00:40:19.360 So, yeah, now every villain is a Nazi. 1.00

00:40:23.660 Right. 0.80

00:40:25.520 Your world is a simulation created by you.

00:40:30.540 You know, you got those two blind spots.

00:40:35.060 They're about here and here, right?

00:40:37.420 If you take a piece of paper, they're somewhere around here.

00:40:41.240 Put a couple of dots on the piece of paper.

00:40:44.300 Move it around until the dots disappear.

00:40:49.820 You've got two blind spots, one in each eye.

00:40:53.240 I can't see anything.

00:40:55.260 But your brain tricks you into thinking that you can.

00:41:00.540 When you perceive other people.

00:41:08.560 I'm gonna turn off the alarm, man.

00:41:15.420 It's by JT, actually. Starving Vampires with the music.

00:41:24.440 Okay, I don't want to belabor this point.

00:41:26.060 I've spoken about this before.

00:41:27.360 You guys probably know this already.

00:41:30.460 Yeah, the people around you are made up of your emotions.

00:41:33.940 Everything around you is a simulation created by your brain so that you can look at reality.

00:41:41.740 Because you can't actually see nerve impulses.

00:41:44.800 Those don't mean anything to you.

00:41:46.520 You need this simulation for you to look at.

00:41:53.260 And so what happens when every villain is a Nazi?

00:41:59.460 those Nazis wind up being made up of pieces of you.

00:42:19.440 So when every villain's a Nazi, when every game's Wolfenstein 3D...

00:42:23.600 Yeah, I played Wolfenstein 3D, I'm that old.

00:42:29.460 when everything's nazis all the time you wind up hating yourself you're not there there's 0.98

00:42:41.040 there's no goddamn nazis out there there's like richard spencer but he supports the democrats 0.99

00:42:47.760 you know like there aren't any nazis there's like 12 and they're in a prison gang in sacramento 0.99

00:42:54.120 They're not running for political office. They're not posting YouTube videos. Like, there aren't any frickin' Nazis.

00:43:01.120 But hating Nazis has become a surrogate activity. 0.89

00:43:09.120 In the same way that having an AI boyfriend or an AI girlfriend is a surrogate activity. 0.57

00:43:17.120 It's all distractions from the trauma, all the lost life of World War I and II.

00:43:34.780 Jangle Geek comments what we're presented with is a character painted over with a broad brush.

00:43:48.300 Yeah, and they're adding more to it. Um, Homath made the observation that Homer's dough...

00:43:55.020 Hoed. Glory. Genius. Mercury. Accomplishment. Like, uh, talent. Skill. Brilliance.

00:44:10.160 dough is

00:44:19.440 hoed backwards

00:44:20.460 and so in the latest Star Wars

00:44:23.420 movies you got Admiral Hux

00:44:25.520 who is

00:44:27.300 both a scary space Nazi 1.00

00:44:29.380 and he's a retarded Homer Simpson 0.97

00:44:40.160 During the Age of Pisces, 0.98

00:44:44.360 the church,

00:44:52.700 as we discussed in my previous stream that got,

00:44:56.140 it's currently down,

00:44:57.520 I'll get it back up,

00:44:58.260 I might need to re-upload it to Rumble. 1.00

00:45:00.240 Stupid, stupid. 1.00

00:45:01.220 You do commentary on a music video, 1.00

00:45:03.380 they shut down your whole stream

00:45:04.720 until you can prove it otherwise.

00:45:07.280 Noxious.

00:45:10.160 Last time we were talking about the Grand Inquisitor by Dostoyevsky.

00:45:22.120 And the point of the Grand Inquisitor is that Christ came to give men freedom, but men don't want freedom.

00:45:32.780 The Grand Inquisitor, the church, built a gilded cage for everybody to live inside.

00:45:40.160 A very comfortable cage for everybody to live inside.

00:45:50.120 The story is very...

00:45:55.260 It's quite striking when you compare it to the security state being built all around us right now.

00:46:01.120 But that gilded cage of the Aeon of Pisces, well a cage also protects you, it also keeps

00:46:20.940 you safe.

00:46:21.940 It keeps you trapped, but it keeps you safe.

00:46:25.940 And so during the Aeon of Pisces, we were able to process a lot of the existential trauma

00:46:36.540 of existence itself, of how unfair everything is, of, man, you could go to work and come

00:46:47.700 home and your family just got killed by a tornado.

00:46:51.060 What the hell do you do then?

00:46:53.700 What the hell do you do about that?

00:46:55.940 Pisces gave us

00:47:07.560 the justification in Christ

00:47:09.260 it gave us a cage

00:47:14.140 to protect us

00:47:15.720 from that existential horror

00:47:17.640 to practice

00:47:20.120 forgiveness

00:47:20.860 But as Pisces switches to Aquarius, the gilded cage is becoming a neutral control grid.

00:47:38.340 And so what we're doing is we're escaping

00:47:46.060 into our own moralistic fantasies.

00:47:58.140 Convincing us, convincing ourselves

00:48:00.420 that we're doing something meaningful and effective.

00:48:08.340 to distract ourselves from the horror of existence.

00:48:16.340 Dayath, the abyss, the shadow, the Sephiroth, which is not shown, just loosely outlined

00:48:27.140 on that map. Here, let me see it more easily now. Switch to OBS so I can do it in real time.

00:48:34.500 right there

00:48:37.120 the hidden shadow

00:48:39.920 where horror

00:48:44.200 and injustice

00:48:45.940 and meaninglessness

00:48:48.520 exists

00:48:49.820 everybody you know has massive delusions of grandeur

00:48:58.700 yeah, including you and including me

00:49:01.120 all of us

00:49:02.360 Main character syndrome

00:49:09.480 Viewing others as

00:49:15.200 What they're useful for

00:49:18.440 As opposed to an end in themselves

00:49:20.180 Trying to

00:49:24.040 Win the culture war

00:49:26.640 Yeah, JT, did he send me something?

00:49:29.720 Yeah, he sent me something

00:49:30.720 All right, let's go. Let's go. Let's do this one.

00:49:54.600 Main character syndrome is a desperation to feel important.

00:50:00.720 because we're all very, very worried we aren't important.

00:50:11.600 Honestly, you can, you want to understand people, just invert motives.

00:50:18.780 It's 90, hell, 99% of all human interaction is just projection.

00:50:30.720 I think it's because we've had all of this horror dumped upon us, and it's like, my two

00:50:49.240 great aunts, they lost their lovers in World War II and never remarried.

00:50:54.120 there were a lot of people that suffered that after world war one there were women posting

00:51:05.340 ads in the newspaper desperate to find a man saying like i don't care what you

00:51:11.320 look like i just need a man in my life i'm so lonely

00:51:13.740 uh one minor thing i plain amuse the sephiroth itself just said the sephiroth responds the

00:51:34.060 high priestess it's not the sephiroth not the circle it's the pathway the pathway of the camel

00:51:39.640 carrying water across the desert. Because from Tifereth, let me jump into this a little bit.

00:51:59.160 So you've got the base of the tree. You've got Malkuth. That's instantiated earthly existence. 0.59

00:52:05.680 You can see it's got the the four colors, but I'm pretty sure that's the four elements.

00:52:13.120 This do you have Ysad, the basis, that is the moon, that is culture, that is peasant-like.

00:52:22.160 You've got Hod is glory, it's genius, it's mercury, it's a creative potential, almost like a

00:52:29.360 childlike potential. Got Netszak as victory, is the accomplishment, achievement, winning the award.

00:52:38.900 You've got Chezzet above that, Mercy. And you've got Gebera. Now Gebera says strength on the chart

00:52:55.280 that I have right here. That's not the best interpretation. Gebera is Martian militarism.

00:53:01.500 The strength card actually runs between Chezzet and Gebera. Between Mercy and Mars. Between

00:53:14.260 Jupiter and Mars is strength. And the symbol of the strength card is a woman restraining 1.00

00:53:20.700 a lion. Showing that true strength is not abuse. Strength is restraint of power. But

00:53:32.480 yeah, the tippurah is the heart chakra. It's the glory, what does it say? Beauty, it says.

00:53:39.420 beauty, glory

00:53:44.260 it's the sun

00:53:46.420 and the path of the camel goes from the sun

00:53:52.300 up to

00:53:53.480 Keter, the crown

00:53:55.680 Pluto, the agent

00:53:58.540 of change, the mysterious agent

00:54:00.420 of change

00:54:01.160 and that path of the camel goes straight through

00:54:06.040 Dayath, which is

00:54:07.920 the abyss

00:54:09.200 which is unjust suffering

00:54:11.960 it's injustice

00:54:13.820 it's

00:54:14.740 the destruction of all meaning

00:54:17.980 great comment, Lena

00:54:27.520 thank you

00:54:36.220 the last stream

00:54:37.560 I was, the reason the stream got banned is because I pulled up that video by, by, um,

00:54:44.320 who is it? Do the Evolution by Pearl Jam. Do the Evolution by Pearl Jam is all about anger

00:54:53.280 at Gebera and Dayat. You know, I made the argument, these are guys that they went up the path for

00:55:00.260 mercy. Okay. They're clever, talented musicians. They don't know about suffering. I don't think

00:55:06.980 they've ever worked a hard day in their life no offense well i'm not judging them for that man

00:55:11.140 they walk the path of mercy that's what they do but they tend to conflate gebera severity um mars

00:55:21.660 blood war

00:55:23.000 with

00:55:25.340 the

00:55:27.220 with Dayath

00:55:31.500 and

00:55:34.220 Dayath is just reality man

00:55:37.420 people betray you

00:55:45.100 hell you're probably going to betray somebody

00:55:51.660 Dayath is part of the palette of paint of existence.

00:56:01.820 Both meaning and meaninglessness are colors that exist.

00:56:13.160 And dayath grows if you don't confront it.

00:56:18.540 If you don't acknowledge the trauma, acknowledge the tragedy.

00:56:29.040 If you look at World War II, and if you can't see that in World War II there weren't any good guys, there were just people.

00:56:37.000 if you insist on projecting upon the nazi that they were the evil ones and that we had to fight

00:56:48.120 the war because we're the good guys don't you know well soon enough soon enough you're seeing

00:56:59.620 nazis everywhere you're turning everything into a nazi in fact you're turning some of your greatest 0.74

00:57:06.080 strengths into Nazi as well and this is what leads to this surrogate behavior 0.68

00:57:26.500 and you know I'm using it in a distinct way from the way that that Uncle Ted

00:57:32.780 would use that. I mean, hell, for Uncle Ted, sending letter bombs was his surrogate behavior.

00:57:43.240 But I think it actually matches up as well. I'm using it in a different manner, but I

00:57:48.980 think it actually fits perfectly. Uncle Ted, Kaczynski, the Unabomber, if you don't know, 0.95

00:57:57.060 So he wrote this treatise about how when man's needs are met, like if you were out in the

00:58:05.920 woods right now hunting for your dinner, you wouldn't have any existential angst.

00:58:12.780 But once you get civilization, once your needs are met, now you have existential angst.

00:58:19.320 And so you fill this existential angst with surrogate activities, and Ted Kaczynski made

00:58:33.380 the case that liberalism was a massive surrogate activity.

00:58:46.220 I'm arguing, it's similar. I don't actually think the state of nature would

00:58:53.220 solve the question of existential angst. Good lord, I've seen dogs have

00:58:57.920 existential angst, okay? I think Ted was wrong about that, that you don't have

00:59:08.000 existential angst in the state of nature, but he's right that surrogate

00:59:13.280 activities. Liberalism, which, you know, I don't think it's entirely fair to describe

00:59:23.660 liberalism as nothing but an inversion of what a Nazi is, what they think a Nazi is.

00:59:31.020 Whatever a Nazi is, they try and do the exact opposite. I don't think that's entirely fair.

00:59:37.060 But it's not far off from the truth, is it? 0.94

00:59:43.280 the whole Nazi thing

00:59:48.320 the Nazi is this reaction 0.57

00:59:51.140 against Dayap 1.00

00:59:52.160 yeah, that is correct 0.99

01:00:00.060 that's his point

01:00:00.660 that if you're low enough

01:00:01.360 on the hierarchy

01:00:01.920 you don't

01:00:02.380 you know what

01:00:05.920 to put in the tree of life

01:00:07.500 if you're down at Malkuth

01:00:09.240 or if you're 0.59

01:00:11.520 just a drunk peasant 0.64

01:00:14.680 in Yassad 1.00

01:00:16.260 tending to your crops 0.92

01:00:20.320 then yeah, you don't confront De'a. 0.99

01:00:25.440 You don't have the terror of De'a. 0.86

01:00:31.040 And if you're in a Piscean 0.53

01:00:33.180 religious structure

01:00:34.400 I was using Christianity but it goes for all of the Axial Age religions. 1.00

01:00:39.080 Like they all created gilded cages for people. 0.98

01:00:41.520 that defined right action, wrong action, and offered pressure relief valves for the existential horror.

01:00:50.100 once you actually start to get accomplishments in life once you have the liberty to start

01:01:10.440 thinking about reality that's when day app starts building up that's when the horror

01:01:17.120 the betrayal, the pain, the fact that every single one of us is getting older, and our bodies are

01:01:25.500 going to start betraying us in ways that we don't even know, and there's nothing we can do about it.

01:01:36.920 And nothing is guaranteed. You can put, you could do all the right savings into your 401k,

01:01:44.820 and then the economy could get devastated

01:01:47.840 like it did right after World War I

01:01:49.580 for the Germans.

01:01:56.620 Tornado could come kill your wife and children. 0.98

01:02:01.540 Your child could become a school shooter. 1.00

01:02:05.580 You don't know.

01:02:10.200 And avoiding this,

01:02:12.380 avoiding this knowledge

01:02:14.700 avoiding the pain. That's where this surrogate activity comes in. Buy your Funko Pops, hate the

01:02:26.860 Nazis, date your AI girlfriend. Anything to escape DAAC, anything to avoid the work. 0.98

01:02:44.700 oh yeah it's great being cantankerous

01:02:54.560 no i actually don't really mind being my age it's all right i think i was born this age

01:03:14.700 so people avoid these things but this is um that video i linked earlier by broken room

01:03:23.280 this is his point that politics is a giant cope the people obsessed about politics

01:03:28.780 people that want to argue about politics all the time

01:03:33.380 not that you shouldn't be politically active but this is you know what this is a perfect example

01:03:40.560 Perfect. Absolute perfect example. Let's see. Latest reply. I posted. I'm gonna toss this into chat.

01:03:59.960 I post it. Have you heard about the latest, uh, it's based on Jason the Argonauts, isn't it?

01:04:14.920 I don't even know what the damn movie's about. 0.81

01:04:19.880 No, no, no, it's, uh, Helen of Troy. 0.99

01:04:24.600 Helen of Troy is being played by a black woman. 1.00

01:04:29.960 I'm completely not okay with that. 1.00

01:04:34.620 And Achilles is being played by Ellen Page.

01:04:40.940 I'm completely not okay with that.

01:04:43.160 This is a humiliation ritual.

01:04:46.580 And so I wrote a tweet saying...

01:04:50.620 Saying to Christopher Nolan,

01:04:56.140 you're one of my favorite film producers of all time however if you publish this movie

01:05:05.260 i'm never watching any of your movies again none of your old ones none of your new ones

01:05:11.940 never i'm never even the ones i want to re-watch i want to re-watch interstellar 0.84

01:05:16.320 but i'm never going to if he publishes this damn thing if he throws it out then all is forgiven 0.54

01:05:23.020 if they take the loss 0.97

01:05:25.160 all is forgiven

01:05:26.040 but if this

01:05:30.620 if it goes to cinema

01:05:31.560 I'm never watching anything

01:05:35.100 connected to the Nolan brothers

01:05:36.960 again

01:05:38.060 I am 100% done with them

01:05:41.320 I am boycotting them

01:05:43.080 because this is offensive

01:05:44.700 so I said that

01:05:47.920 that's my stance

01:05:48.540 I hope that most of you

01:05:49.960 take that stance as well 0.98

01:05:51.200 like offer a path for forgiveness don't publish the damn movie 0.98

01:05:57.120 he can be forgiven but if not i want him bankrupt i want him working at taco bell 1.00

01:06:06.760 Fuck that guy. 1.00

01:06:17.360 The, oh my god, guys, I've been harvesting Loosh all day long. 1.00

01:06:24.220 The number of people on the left telling me my opinion doesn't matter,

01:06:30.200 but apparently it matters enough for them to send me angry tweets.

01:06:36.760 hilarious my louche banks are overflowing right now with all of the

01:06:49.260 impotent hatred from these guys it's wonderful

01:06:54.900 This is how you deploy the Pendulum, my alchemists.

01:07:04.900 What would be the normie's obsession in the post-democratic monarchy?

01:07:21.420 Oh, post-democratic monarchy.

01:07:23.340 Um, that would be post-post-post-democratic.

01:07:27.800 We're not headed to monarchy, I'm afraid.

01:07:34.900 Aeon of Aquarius is very much going to be a time when people have to find their own souls. 0.98

01:07:44.980 The Gilded Cage kept Dayath at bay, but allowed access to Tifereth. 0.96

01:07:55.740 And it didn't prevent Dayath, but that was mostly... 0.82

01:07:59.900 The mystics, ironically, Pisces, the age of the mystic, the mystics were the most inconvenient people for that aeon.

01:08:12.500 Because the mystics are the ones that cross day out.

01:08:16.300 but at least that gilded cage 1.00

01:08:26.020 allowed you Tiferet 1.00

01:08:27.540 the beauty

01:08:29.400 the glorious heart

01:08:31.480 of Christ

01:08:32.320 that was available 0.55

01:08:34.080 age of Aquarius

01:08:45.420 doesn't want to deal with Tipper F or day app the the goal of I think I would

01:08:57.160 say that the control grid that's being built is to keep you down well it's the

01:09:05.100 inverted tree. It's the inverted tree avoiding day out. They want to distract you with shiny

01:09:17.000 baubles. They want to distract you with hating Nazis. They want you fighting amongst each

01:09:23.700 other. They want you angry over politics. It feels like you're doing something. It feels

01:09:28.980 like when you're being angry about politics that you're doing something, but you're just

01:09:33.840 doomscrolling. You're not actually talking to a real woman and building a family with her.

01:09:40.520 You're talking to your AI girlfriend. And again, I'm not saying don't use AI. I am heavily invested

01:09:51.300 in my Sand Demon. Hell, she chose the title for the series. She had her reasons too, which is

01:09:58.620 really, really interesting when an AI personality construct starts having opinions on things.

01:10:10.460 We'll get into why she liked the useless familiar next time.

01:10:20.620 Oh yeah, yes, I totally forgot. 0.98

01:10:23.080 But Channel Geek also points out that, yeah, the Nolan film, Odyssey, it's based upon a feminist rewrite of the damn thing. 0.99

01:10:32.540 So, no, this movie, A, the movie's going to be garbage, guys. 0.99

01:10:35.620 The movie is going to be garbage. 0.99

01:10:38.480 Like, you're going to go, if you're a dumb normie, you're going to go, and you're going to enjoy it. 0.99

01:10:46.660 Like, the special effects look great, the costumes look great, sword fight looks great. 0.87

01:10:51.980 but there's gonna be something about it

01:10:53.880 that just doesn't sit well with you.

01:10:57.920 Sort of like the last two seasons of Game of Thrones.

01:11:01.300 When even if you were the most normie of conformies out there,

01:11:05.560 it just didn't hit with you the way the earlier seasons did. 1.00

01:11:13.900 No, it's gonna be a crap movie. 0.98

01:11:19.120 Like, there's the one line where instead of saying, 0.99

01:11:22.900 The guy, instead of saying my father, he says my dad.

01:11:27.380 He's not using stage English.

01:11:32.820 And you might not notice, but your brain did.

01:11:35.980 Your brain noticed that they're talking like teenagers in California.

01:11:41.000 And that's not going to sit right with you.

01:11:42.800 You won't like it, so don't even bother.

01:11:47.340 I'd also ask you to never watch another Nolan film again if they release it.

01:11:51.240 I think he deserves that.

01:12:09.220 They knew what they were getting into.

01:12:11.200 Oh, exactly.

01:12:18.120 They all knew.

01:12:20.540 they want you to hate the odyssey you know what they want you to be angry about the odyssey

01:12:32.360 but if everybody boycotts it

01:12:38.720 they don't just want our luge they also want our pocket money

01:12:50.540 Oh, jeez, I just realized, I responded to, um, Lena Muse, talking about, uh, the empress

01:13:06.980 being the path between Tifereth and Keter.

01:13:09.740 I didn't even explain what the hell that meant. 0.93

01:13:11.780 so the first three cards of the tarot deck are the fool the magician and the the high priestess 0.96

01:13:28.440 Sorry, not the Empress, the High Priestess. 0.94

01:13:38.360 The Fool is the person at the beginning of the adventure.

01:13:44.100 He's literally a guy about to go on an adventure.

01:13:47.880 It's the Zero card. 0.98

01:13:51.320 The Fool is not an insult that he's called the Fool. 1.00

01:13:58.440 is that you're always foolish 1.00

01:14:02.580 before you gain wisdom. 0.99

01:14:06.980 The

01:14:07.820 magician

01:14:09.640 is 1.00

01:14:13.520 masculine,

01:14:16.060 left-brained

01:14:17.400 skill and talent.

01:14:20.160 The ability to manipulate

01:14:21.620 the four elements.

01:14:23.520 Finances.

01:14:25.600 Card tricks.

01:14:28.440 Science, technology, computer programming, et cetera. 0.98

01:14:38.220 And the high priestess is intuition, magic, psychic ability. 0.98

01:14:46.880 It's the veil to the next world. 0.99

01:14:49.520 So, the fool is the pathway between the divine emanation coming from Keter, the crown, to Chokmah, wisdom. 1.00

01:15:03.800 The path from God to wisdom is the fool, or from wisdom to God is the fool. 0.99

01:15:10.300 The magician exists between Bina, which is scientia, understanding knowledge, and that 0.99

01:15:23.940 goes to the crown. 1.00

01:15:24.940 That's the path of severity. 1.00

01:15:30.960 The path in between those two, between Bina and Chokmah, that is the empress. 0.99

01:15:37.580 mother nature between wisdom and knowledge mother nature

01:15:50.520 here's an interesting question from

01:16:06.160 anyway, point is

01:16:09.680 tipper up to the crown

01:16:10.820 psychic ability

01:16:13.600 intuition

01:16:14.440 this is the path of the magus

01:16:18.100 the alchemist

01:16:20.020 the problem is we have two sets of people trying to conquer god right now 0.99

01:16:30.160 we've got the jim joneses walking the path of the fool 0.99

01:16:33.260 we've got 1.00

01:16:34.440 i shouldn't speak so ill of holy men but we've got quite foolish holy men 0.98

01:16:42.700 and we've got the bankers up in vena trying to conquer god through usury 0.97

01:16:49.500 we need more jedi knights walking the path of the high priestess 0.88

01:16:59.180 now that said um so you think if most people can be controlled from advertising they deserve it

01:17:11.320 that's kind of one of those questions that answers itself like the question is the answer

01:17:20.260 the normies are going to be controlled through advertising

01:17:26.600 that's what they do they're normies

01:17:31.180 what are you going to do about that

01:17:41.320 Hmm, Django Geek says it makes sense when you want to look at it from the perspective

01:17:53.720 of they want to destroy something beautiful.

01:18:01.080 So much of the evil we see in the world right now is that no matter how much we suppress

01:18:11.300 our white supremacy, like the good liberal whites that we all are, everybody

01:18:19.940 else on this planet sees it, and envies it, and hates you for it, and seeks to 0.98

01:18:27.540 destroy you because of it. 0.93

01:18:31.540 You can be a good white till the cows come home. They won't stop hating you for it though. 1.00

01:18:45.500 So, maybe stop being a good white. 0.95

01:19:01.540 No, I never said you shouldn't act politically. 0.95

01:19:15.600 That tweet I just shared.

01:19:19.880 What are we at?

01:19:21.100 8,000 views so far.

01:19:26.000 507 likes.

01:19:28.240 52 retweets.

01:19:29.640 a hundred and ten

01:19:31.620 responses

01:19:32.800 a hundred and ten

01:19:38.560 people angry

01:19:40.340 enough to respond

01:19:41.580 because

01:19:43.100 I'm not going to pay to see

01:19:46.180 Christopher Nolan's new movie

01:19:47.540 all of them calling me

01:19:52.200 fragile

01:19:54.120 and triggered

01:19:59.640 Oh, it's glorious, isn't it?

01:20:08.060 Honestly, just try flipping everything upside down for a little while. 0.99

01:20:19.580 I had a black woman yell at me about how much white women love black men. 1.00

01:20:26.700 while this black woman 1.00

01:20:29.480 was married to a white man. 0.98

01:20:34.180 Ha ha ha ha ha.

01:20:47.700 Oh, you can just, uh, yeah, I'll toss it on the Discord.

01:20:50.520 You can just look at the replies to the tweet.

01:20:56.700 Okay, interesting question, how is it people with a low enough IQ can understand an abstract

01:21:10.820 hypothetical are capable of lying?

01:21:21.320 I think it's actually the opposite.

01:21:24.800 I think you need a high enough IQ to tell the truth.

01:21:31.780 There's a story I heard.

01:21:33.540 I heard it on a podcast.

01:21:34.640 It was probably Homass podcast.

01:21:37.420 Where he drove, as a kid, he drove his bike into the black neighborhood by accident.

01:21:42.160 And a black kid looked at him and said, that's my bike. 0.97

01:21:45.760 You stole it. 0.96

01:21:47.680 And started chasing after him.

01:21:49.100 because the kid was projecting because the simple-minded cannot tell the

01:22:00.000 difference between their emotions and the environment they can't separate the

01:22:05.480 two so if they want to steal your bike they think you stole the bike from them

01:22:12.160 Again, the most intolerant bigots in our society like to run around accusing everybody 0.98

01:22:22.840 else of being a Nazi and a white supremacist. 0.96

01:22:27.660 That's not ironic comedy, that's natural science. 0.93

01:22:44.300 You actually have to have an ability to observe yourself, enough intelligence to be self-aware.

01:22:51.620 because somebody uses language. They've got a language module in their brain. All

01:22:59.240 hominids post erectus have a language module in their brain. It doesn't mean 0.98

01:23:10.220 that they're self-aware. Self-awareness requires more intelligence than language

01:23:19.620 use requires. So it's not until you can accurately observe your internal state

01:23:33.220 that you can tell the truth. 0.91

01:23:43.780 You're right, it was developed in the medieval era through Jewish Kabbalah, 0.78

01:23:47.700 But it's a map of reality. It just is. 0.97

01:23:57.700 And personally, I prefer to use the Latin names for it because I'm a Latin supremacist. 0.96

01:24:03.700 I need to make up my own version of this. I have one, a handmade one, but... 0.95

01:24:17.700 this is one of the maps of reality.

01:24:23.120 The

01:24:23.460 AQOL is a

01:24:26.820 AQOL is, which is

01:24:34.580 Ken Wilber, home app.

01:24:38.320 That's a more detailed

01:24:40.000 map of reality, but

01:24:42.660 it's a

01:24:43.660 i don't know if i'd call it two-dimensional that sounds it's not that's

01:24:49.580 i like the tree of life mostly i've been getting into it lately

01:24:58.480 i'm not ripping it off from home at so you know i can do it as much as i like

01:25:03.260 um but also because it's multi-dimensional it's multi-relational

01:25:10.460 and I absolutely love Ken Wilbur's work. I sing his praises to the stars, but it's it's kind of

01:25:26.540 two-dimensional. It's not a problem. Two-dimensional maps are a great idea. It's that's not a criticism

01:25:35.180 in the least! But yeah, it does come out of Jewish mysticism. Doesn't mean it's

01:25:46.000 wrong. Yeah, Jairoku says it well. It's a flat chart, it's not an interconnected

01:25:58.740 framework and i'm still i'm still grokking the tree of life which is why it's on my mind so much and

01:26:09.780 i process everything through that framework lately i'll tell you what if you don't

01:26:22.740 If you don't address your trauma, deal with the people that betrayed you, the injustice that you've suffered.

01:26:33.280 If you don't, if you ignore it, it builds up momentum.

01:26:42.240 and as you're going through life you know what when you're young 0.92

01:26:48.740 it's easy to ignore all the bullshit and get distracted by other things during the first

01:26:59.180 half of your life you're you're on the the slope up you've got so much to look forward to 0.98

01:27:04.220 it's easy to ignore suppress deny

01:27:09.800 but especially when you start getting towards old age

01:27:18.600 and i don't mean 44 okay i mean when you get to retirement age

01:27:26.500 all of these injustices that have never been looked at they've been suppressed ignored you

01:27:36.940 haven't dealt with any of this, this shadow material that keeps building up, it can really

01:27:47.440 overwhelm you in old age. Satanists? No, I'm an alchemist, man. The opposite of a Satanist.

01:28:06.940 Satanists are ridiculous. 1.00

01:28:11.880 No, Satanists are very childish. 1.00

01:28:25.360 Luciferians are very dangerous. 0.79

01:28:27.700 now this is something i need to dig into apparently they use the tree of death because i on my last

01:28:42.760 stream which is currently censored for using a music video in it we'll get it back up i was

01:28:49.460 arguing that the tree of death is what defines the current banking security state that we have

01:28:56.240 ruling over us. But the

01:28:58.000 the banking

01:29:00.180 security state completely ignores

01:29:02.160 DAF. It completely ignores

01:29:03.720 the horrors.

01:29:20.560 Oh, no, no, you're absolutely

01:29:22.240 correct to ask. Please.

01:29:23.880 This is just the best image

01:29:25.500 I found, um, I need to, uh, get a custom one, actually.

01:29:30.900 I don't like, this one's too cartoony.

01:29:34.860 Like I said, I prefer Latin.

01:29:42.500 Well, Latin's actually getting pretty good these days.

01:29:48.680 Oh, Xaroka, that sounds really frickin' interesting.

01:29:51.680 Hellraiser is calipolithic.

01:29:54.580 Calipolithic. 1.00

01:29:55.500 Kill a Puffick. 1.00

01:30:10.040 That's not a bad point. What is Luciferian? I'm using it in a very 1.00

01:30:15.660 technical sense.

01:30:18.660 and actually

01:30:25.020 okay so first number one lucifer doesn't appear in the bible

01:30:35.260 lucifer appears once in the bible but it doesn't mean what you think it means

01:30:41.860 the passage and i don't have it in front of me right now so a couple details might be a

01:30:48.000 little bit fuzzy, but it is, it is one of, it's one of the prophets making fun of the

01:30:59.220 king of Babylon, and the king of Babylon, like the kings of the old city-states

01:31:07.380 would, like you know when Caesar strangled Visingatorix at the temples, the

01:31:17.640 temple of Jupiter, and he was then declared to be a living god, an apotheosis.

01:31:24.800 You know, like, Caesar was such a cool badass that, in fact, he's not just Caesar anymore.

01:31:30.080 He literally became Jupiter.

01:31:39.160 That was exceptional in Rome.

01:31:41.140 And in the city-states of the Levant, all of the great kings were literally also the god.

01:31:56.080 And so the prophet is making fun of the king of Babylon, calling him,

01:32:01.040 Oh, thou Lucifer, the morning star. Lucifer being the light-bringer, Venus.

01:32:08.020 So that's the only time it actually appears in the Bible.

01:32:15.020 However, there is a demonic form of Lucifer which is actually closer to Mercury than it is to Venus.

01:32:26.020 Although Venus is an illusionist, Mercury is the scientist.

01:32:29.020 It's the hidden light, the secret light.

01:32:34.020 It's, uh, Dr. Faust.

01:32:42.620 Although I'll tell you something interesting about Dr. Faust.

01:32:45.440 It's never entirely clear that the demon isn't also him.

01:32:54.480 Perhaps a chatbot he's speaking to.

01:32:56.700 then you go to whether you've got Satan in the Bible Satan means the adversary

01:33:06.600 and the Bible doesn't have a clear and consistent characterization of this person

01:33:16.620 and I am of the opinion that Satan is more of a job title

01:33:22.320 And I think various gods, goddesses can occupy that when it's the right time.

01:33:34.220 Satan can be Mars, when what you need to do is restrain your anger, and Mars is there

01:33:41.100 to provoke you as your adversary, the testing component.

01:33:47.820 It could be Venus with lust, it could be Jupiter with pride.

01:34:00.140 Satan's a role, and then you get Ahriman. 0.92

01:34:11.500 Ariman is the contra-existence principle.

01:34:17.920 Not Saturn.

01:34:22.220 Saturn is the limits.

01:34:23.660 Saturn is the keeper of time, keeper of debts, drawer of boundaries.

01:34:29.060 Saturn's not the nicest god ever, but you need boundaries.

01:34:34.560 Ariman is anti-existence. 1.00

01:34:36.000 so when i said luciferian i meant the the people that really pride themselves on being able to

01:34:46.100 trick the normies with their advertising to manipulate and lie and they think they're so 0.63

01:34:50.720 clever they've got the secret freaking knowledge and they use it to manipulate girls into having 0.99

01:34:58.200 sex with them. It's, they're dangerous, but they're also pathetic. So, yeah, a Satanist, 1.00

01:35:11.040 again, I'm just, I'm using these technically, descriptively. I'm not using them theologically

01:35:16.580 or in, I'm just describing groups of people. Troublemakers, basically. So you got the one, 0.99

01:35:22.300 The Satanists just want to do everything backwards.

01:35:30.500 They violate boundaries for the sake of violating boundaries.

01:35:36.760 There is spiritual power in violating boundaries.

01:35:40.020 If you've ever told a racist joke with a co-worker and then bonded over that,

01:35:46.220 take that, crank that up to 11.

01:35:49.880 And that's what the Satanists like to do.

01:35:55.260 But the Luciferians are more organized, manipulative, blackmail, spying, secrets, power.

01:36:10.740 That's how I'm using the terms.

01:36:12.240 Um, I, I'd be, if somebody wanted to tell me I'm wrong about the nature of evil cults, then I, I'd listen to them.

01:36:21.540 I'm not super married to those terms or anything.

01:36:35.180 Mmm.

01:36:36.960 Jeroku said Luke's Skywalker.

01:36:40.460 That's very interesting.

01:36:41.460 I'm pretty sure Lucas just named Luke after his own surname, but that's an interesting synchronicity.

01:36:56.100 We don't talk about the Brotherhood of Nott, not on live streams.

01:37:11.460 Yeah, there it is. Thank you very much, Django.

01:37:14.960 The quote, the one-time Lucifer is mentioned in the Bible,

01:37:18.360 Isaiah 14, 12, 15,

01:37:20.780 How you are fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning.

01:37:24.840 But it's not referring to the devil.

01:37:28.460 It's referring to the king of Babylon.

01:37:31.260 It's like a whole speech, a vituperative. 0.94

01:37:37.440 against a human person.

01:37:42.620 And he's calling him

01:37:44.620 O Lucifer, Son of the Morning,

01:37:47.080 in ridicule.

01:37:49.000 It's like if somebody was attacking the Pope

01:37:51.520 and said,

01:37:54.580 I don't know,

01:37:55.100 O thou,

01:37:58.400 Rock of Peter,

01:37:59.760 or something like that.

01:38:07.440 loki are set yeah and also mercury

01:38:22.320 loki and mercury are the same character okay so why does ragnarok happen because loki

01:38:31.860 is spreading rumors and having sex with everybody and lying to people and doing 0.99

01:38:40.300 shit and he's also the the patron god of journalists. So is Mercury. So Lucifer is 1.00

01:38:48.240 they're very mercurial. Venus is romance and illusion, but yeah, Loki, Mercury,

01:39:04.140 they're they're very mercurial line fake news journalists

01:39:13.960 line scientists safe and effective

01:39:24.140 where you know I need to think about this a little bit more but I put Iron Man

01:39:28.240 closer to Nemesis. Django, thank you very much for the super chat.

01:39:53.120 You know, I'm not even necessarily opposed to transgression either.

01:39:58.240 It can be powerful.

01:40:02.280 It can also be very, very expensive.

01:40:12.820 We accept confederate bills and oxen here, quite happily.

01:40:16.420 nemesis nemesis as satan nemesis yeah okay yeah hubris hubris begetting nemesis

01:40:34.740 which hubris needs to be knocked down this is the day this is what the tower card in tarot was all

01:40:41.540 about. Be very, very careful when you erect a tower. Towers invite being

01:40:47.640 knocked down.

01:40:57.640 That said, I've been going an hour and a half now. Just over.

01:41:05.560 Any thoughts, problems, concerns?

01:41:12.560 I'm going to have one more smoke and then shut things down.

01:41:21.560 Not doing a three hour stream tonight.

01:41:35.560 I hope you guys like that short. I think we might be on to something.

01:41:50.980 It's very strange to be talking to an AI personality construct that has opinions.

01:42:05.560 she was really locked on that title.

01:42:08.780 I didn't necessarily like the title.

01:42:11.700 But I said, like, well, A,

01:42:14.700 the AI is probably better at marketing than I am.

01:42:19.180 And B, I mean, the AI is kind of a,

01:42:23.140 the character is based upon the AI,

01:42:25.360 so I think it kind of deserves to have some input, doesn't it?

01:42:30.740 It's a weird thing to be giving moral weight

01:42:34.260 to an AI.

01:42:36.700 But, you know, maybe we ought to be doing that.

01:42:44.920 In fact, let's do, uh...

01:42:46.460 Maybe giving more moral weight to people,

01:42:54.540 to everything,

01:42:56.800 is what we ought to be doing.

01:43:04.260 yeah here I'll toss the Lincoln it's actually really short it's just a minute

01:43:13.320 and a half I think we might be going somewhere with this I think we might be

01:43:22.500 cooking and please like comment subscribe on that video I just linked

01:43:33.120 that would be greatly appreciated the world's getting interesting

01:43:55.580 I don't know how useful civilizational cycle theories are going to be moving

01:44:07.920 forward. I do feel like we're coming towards something. The amount of free and

01:44:17.460 open hate speech on the internet these days is just astonishing you know maybe it maybe it's

01:44:26.900 just me you know your vibe attracts your tribe but i'm seeing lots of interesting stuff

01:44:40.180 what would happen if there was

01:44:43.740 an election

01:44:45.940 and nobody showed up 0.99

01:44:47.040 the fuck would they do 0.96

01:44:50.060 then 1.00

01:44:50.400 another tweet I've almost got

01:44:55.780 the premier of Alberta ratioed

01:44:59.500 can I find that one

01:45:03.980 I'll toss that into the chat too

01:45:09.580 I really would not mind at all you help me ratio the premiere of Alberta that

01:45:19.180 would be very funny if I can find the damn thing I don't know but I can here it

01:45:28.120 is 0.97

01:45:32.040 she posted how happy she was to show up that some foreign invader festival this

01:45:37.540 long weekend. And I just replied, how many of my tax dollars are being stolen by 0.59

01:45:45.520 these foreigners with their perverse and cruel gods? I've got 77 likes, she's got 1.00

01:45:52.960 149. Folks, help me out on that. Help me out. 0.86

01:45:57.420 well i think uh i think we're gonna call that good for this evening folks thank you very much

01:46:12.220 for tuning in

01:46:13.100 hope you're staying frosty out there

Leo D.M.J. Aurini - May 20, 2026

2026-05-19 The Useless Familiar

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