Leo D.M.J. Aurini - SatW Livestream 2026-04-11： What World Are We Living In？

00:00:00.000 Well, it looks like we're live. I think I need to increase more brightness over here.

00:00:13.760 still a little bit dim

00:00:18.880 better

00:00:26.160 not ideal

00:00:28.040 better

00:00:29.540 I think we're going to deal

00:00:33.660 with that for tonight

00:00:35.800 now I was having a

00:00:38.040 heck of a time trying to

00:00:40.040 get this thing started

00:00:41.760 no no no I don't I want the actual there's the link so let's let's tell

00:00:50.700 people. We are... maybe select the window. Boom. Posting it.

00:01:21.360 Posting it.

00:01:25.780 We already got comments.

00:01:27.560 What's up, guys?

00:01:29.160 Glad to have you.

00:01:35.120 And we got top chat selected. 1.00

00:01:38.080 Fan-frican-tastic. 1.00

00:01:42.220 And Silent City, glad to have you back, man. 1.00

00:01:47.240 Glad to have you back.

00:01:48.800 I only just got, well, just, last September, got re-enabled on YouTube.

00:01:55.300 It's pretty far out, man.

00:01:57.580 The world's getting crazier by the minute.

00:02:04.540 I saw something quite wild yesterday.

00:02:12.780 I saw a well puking up metal.

00:02:18.800 I saw a 30-foot piece of tubing.

00:02:24.280 Must have weighed minimum 500 pounds.

00:02:28.120 Minimum.

00:02:29.940 I saw that get puked up into the air and fly across the lease.

00:02:40.580 I was sitting with the boys.

00:02:42.480 We were shooting the ship.

00:02:44.500 We were waiting for a new job to do.

00:02:48.800 Volume went way low.

00:02:51.580 You know, I'm going to lower the music a little bit.

00:02:57.420 Tell me how that sounds.

00:02:59.300 How do we sound now?

00:03:04.020 But back to the story.

00:03:06.480 We're sitting there 1.00

00:03:07.400 shooting the shit. 1.00

00:03:11.020 Nostick cat, glad to have you. 1.00

00:03:13.000 Sound is fine. Perfect.

00:03:17.020 When all of a sudden

00:03:18.140 a really bad metallic sound rings out.

00:03:22.500 So my first thought, that's a bad sound.

00:03:25.800 I look at my co-workers, and everybody else has a look on their face

00:03:29.680 like they just heard a really bad sound. 1.00

00:03:35.280 And then I remember, oh shit. 0.99

00:03:38.500 I'm on a well site. Really bad sounds on a well site 0.99

00:03:42.360 are really, really bad. So all of us kind of stand up

00:03:46.640 look behind us to where the sound came from and they're hovering in the air about five stories in

00:03:54.480 the air just 30 foot piece of tubing just flying through the air gracefully

00:04:06.800 so we start making our way over and one of the first things i see once we we go around the

00:04:13.920 structures the sea containers etc one of the first things i see is one of the tubing guys

00:04:20.480 with uh like a big shitty grin on his face you know like the sort of the sort of smile you have

00:04:25.840 on your face when you very nearly just got cooked to death but thankfully nothing caught fire you're 0.97

00:04:34.560 just covered in gasoline.

00:04:38.760 I mean, not technically

00:04:40.480 gasoline, but it's about as

00:04:42.360 flammable.

00:04:46.620 That's why I'm like, oh, good.

00:04:48.600 Nothing happened. Well, I mean,

00:04:50.320 something happened. I got sent

00:04:52.340 home today because something

00:04:54.220 happened. Nothing's

00:04:56.600 going to be happening there for a little

00:04:58.400 while.

00:05:01.720 Construction?

00:05:02.500 No. Oil and gas.

00:05:03.280 oil and gas

00:05:06.240 so that was pretty far out

00:05:18.220 I'll tell you what, later that day

00:05:21.660 Jesus Christ, like when you got

00:05:27.060 500 pounds of steel flying through the air man

00:05:30.000 that's a pretty interesting thing

00:05:31.560 Later in the day, I was like, I should have been thinking about where the fire extinguisher was.

00:05:39.580 I mean, nobody was. 0.99

00:05:41.920 All of us were like, what the, holy shit. 0.99

00:05:45.040 The well is puking up iron. 1.00

00:05:48.600 It's puking up tubing.

00:05:56.000 Anyway, that was, uh, that was pretty far out.

00:05:59.900 and

00:06:01.360 well nobody got hurt

00:06:03.900 nobody got hurt

00:06:07.160 that's the main thing

00:06:09.180 I took it as

00:06:13.220 I should have been more mentally prepped

00:06:17.180 for that because I'm

00:06:19.000 I think I'm mentally prepped 1.00

00:06:21.560 for shit 1.00

00:06:23.440 in my sector to go 1.00

00:06:25.480 wrong

00:06:25.800 but I'm not one of the guys firing

00:06:29.360 tubing down the well so i'm not even thinking about that until bang bang bang tubing's flying

00:06:36.400 up and the uh the dead weight that we left them we lent them the uh the pressure gauge

00:06:41.840 the fancy pressure gauge we found half of it blown halfway across the site

00:06:47.680 Am I married or do I have kids?

00:06:56.980 No, I am terminally single.

00:07:02.680 Still working on that.

00:07:13.880 See, that was pretty exciting.

00:07:15.460 And also, it happened on the first day of spring.

00:07:17.680 At least the first day of spring here in Canada.

00:07:21.760 It's been absolutely freezing.

00:07:28.180 Freezing and melting.

00:07:29.500 The whole site, the whole lease was nothing but a giant bog of mud.

00:07:34.220 I just picked up some Helly Hansen rubber boots.

00:07:39.560 They are quite good.

00:07:42.820 I like them quite a bit. 0.94

00:07:45.120 if you're working in mud

00:07:47.860 I recommend the Helly Hansen Steel Toes

00:07:50.260 if you don't like the Steel Toes

00:07:52.040 they have a more comfortable non-Steel Toed version

00:07:54.440 but no, those boots are pretty good

00:07:57.780 oh man, the Wanamingos

00:08:02.600 they're still hibernating

00:08:04.640 they might be coming out in a couple weeks

00:08:06.500 but not yet, we've still got some freezing nights ahead

00:08:08.600 so how the hell are all of y'all doing man this is a lot of people this late at night

00:08:20.700 very glad to hear it didn't get the confirmation that the site was being shut down until about

00:08:27.300 10 a.m as uh it was only a couple of hours from home

00:08:32.500 then we need to have

00:08:37.520 a couple of beers for the boys

00:08:40.100 afterwards

00:08:40.620 man that was a good bunch of lads I was working with

00:08:43.380 a lot of good people

00:08:50.380 in this industry

00:08:51.380 after all you're Jewish

00:08:55.940 Italian and Scottish

00:09:04.080 not Jewish

00:09:05.440 but you know

00:09:11.800 one of the lads

00:09:12.580 one of the lads

00:09:13.860 he is also

00:09:16.440 ex-Canadian forces

00:09:18.140 like myself

00:09:19.420 like a fellow reservist

00:09:21.500 right

00:09:22.220 we started

00:09:24.180 man we were having a really good conversation

00:09:26.720 just like reliving the glory days

00:09:28.840 talking about all that 1.00

00:09:30.840 that stupid army stuff 1.00

00:09:32.160 the one thing 1.00

00:09:34.900 I said to the other guys

00:09:35.900 I just want to emphasize

00:09:37.320 we're not cool

00:09:39.360 we're service

00:09:41.580 we're not

00:09:42.580 we're not

00:09:46.020 it's just a job

00:09:48.040 not trying to be cooler than anybody

00:09:56.040 it's just a job

00:09:57.700 any of you guys could do it too

00:09:59.460 what's interesting about it though

00:10:04.540 is that when you're in that job

00:10:09.640 you're seeing how the sausage is made

00:10:18.040 You know, I like

00:10:21.020 a first-person shooter

00:10:23.060 as much as any other man.

00:10:27.180 I like Arnold Schwarzenegger movies.

00:10:29.120 I love all this stuff, but

00:10:30.680 one of the things the other guy brought up

00:10:37.360 and to a certain degree, we were both

00:10:43.060 testing each other.

00:10:46.380 You know, trust but verify.

00:10:48.040 There's a big issue with Stolen Valor.

00:10:52.960 I've run into it.

00:10:54.140 He's run into it.

00:10:56.580 So there's a little bit of testing.

00:10:58.360 And we were discussing.

00:11:00.080 And he's like, yeah, exactly.

00:11:01.260 Like, what's the difference between the individual and volley fire of the rifle?

00:11:05.760 It's like 400 and 600 meters.

00:11:09.240 Is that right?

00:11:10.160 Yeah, it's 400 and 600.

00:11:11.600 The effective fire range of the C7A1, I believe he was trained on the C7A2.

00:11:18.040 it's the same rifle um 400 meters individually 600 in volley

00:11:29.640 you become very very aware of the fact that there

00:11:35.480 there are no there is no schwarzenegger action hero

00:11:40.040 there is no individual soldier

00:11:46.560 soldiers are only useful in volley

00:11:52.800 in organization, in platoon, in company

00:11:56.640 with a whole supply system

00:12:00.260 bringing the ammo to the front lines

00:12:01.900 it's nice to think about

00:12:08.260 The action hero, the John McClane, the Professor Wolfenstein, BJ Blazkowicz.

00:12:25.120 That's not really how it runs.

00:12:28.200 It's not really how it runs, is it?

00:12:35.620 The guy was very astute.

00:12:38.260 As well, we're having some very, very good back and forth

00:12:41.960 on what it meant to be a constitutional monarchy,

00:12:49.640 peace, order, and good governance

00:12:51.260 versus life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness. 0.98

00:12:56.080 We both agreed that the red ensign

00:12:59.200 was the proper flag for this country,

00:13:02.020 not that ugly maple leaf.

00:13:08.260 Things are getting spicy in the world, aren't they?

00:13:18.600 Things are getting spicy out there.

00:13:26.500 Let's check the comments.

00:13:32.660 Oh yeah, man, this is cozy in here.

00:13:35.640 Real wood.

00:13:37.140 Artificial fire.

00:13:38.260 Very cozy.

00:13:52.500 Looks like a non-grassroots revolt happening in Ireland.

00:13:58.840 Interesting.

00:14:00.420 I haven't been following the details.

00:14:07.100 Nothing ever happened.

00:14:08.260 it does not feel good to be an american right now try being a maple leaf american try being

00:14:20.100 a fake american an american without the passport and uh much lower wages feels even worse

00:14:28.260 this is a late night for me

00:14:37.920 I'm going to be coughing

00:14:39.120 I'm a bit tired

00:14:40.500 but we are going to forge ahead

00:14:43.140 this live stream is inspired

00:14:50.860 by my conversations

00:14:53.500 with my

00:14:54.680 fellow

00:14:56.240 infantry brother

00:14:58.000 because the game is changing.

00:15:18.980 I noticed something.

00:15:22.760 I noticed something that

00:15:24.940 well

00:15:30.820 I don't think I'm creating

00:15:42.600 any sort of security threat

00:15:44.400 by mentioning the thing I noticed

00:15:51.600 in fact

00:15:52.520 I might be

00:15:53.720 reducing the security threat.

00:16:02.460 Right now in Canada,

00:16:09.660 we have military aircraft patrolling the skies

00:16:12.920 over crucial facilities.

00:16:18.040 They are older military aircraft

00:16:21.180 so as to not scare

00:16:23.400 the civilians.

00:16:27.140 But they're not Cessnas.

00:16:29.960 I know what a Cessna

00:16:31.260 looks like. I'm not the best

00:16:33.200 at recognizing aircraft.

00:16:35.820 There's a whole course in it.

00:16:37.060 I barely passed. Nobody in the

00:16:39.140 infantry is particularly good at it.

00:16:43.860 The Master Corporal's

00:16:45.080 helped you cheat.

00:16:50.060 But I am

00:16:51.100 a hundred percent positive

00:16:52.700 well I saw it twice

00:16:57.820 we have military aircraft patrolling the sky

00:17:01.340 watchers

00:17:02.280 not jets 0.98

00:17:04.280 they're older models

00:17:05.940 but the Canadian Air Force

00:17:09.340 is actively patrolling the skies

00:17:11.580 in Canada right now

00:17:12.720 above important facilities

00:17:14.900 and I'm going to leave it at that

00:17:20.180 there there's a couple of other things i saw that i won't get into uh that i only notice

00:17:28.500 because i'm a paranoid lunatic and because i'm ex-military and i had another army boy there and

00:17:35.820 it's yeah yeah that's exactly that's exactly what it is maybe not 100 maybe only 99 but yes

00:17:43.420 whoo guys we are at the cusp

00:17:48.180 whatever happened to Roosh

00:17:56.680 Roosh has retreated 0.84

00:17:59.100 into monastic life I believe 1.00

00:18:00.960 he became a monk

00:18:04.700 I've become an alchemist

00:18:07.020 I would love to run into that guy sometime again

00:18:12.640 he is a solid human being 0.91

00:18:18.180 Hey, we got some Welsh in here.

00:18:28.280 Glad to have you.

00:18:39.420 Marcel Mercure says,

00:18:40.940 I don't understand.

00:18:41.900 Is Roche going to have some temporal punishment

00:18:44.040 for his adultery and promotion of it or not?

00:18:47.320 What do you mean by punishment?

00:18:54.980 If you build a wall, it casts a shadow.

00:18:58.580 Is the shadow a punishment?

00:19:00.680 Or is it a consequence of building the wall?

00:19:11.060 Morality is not...

00:19:16.900 A series of rules with prescribed punishments.

00:19:21.620 That's the legal system.

00:19:23.800 And we all know how awful that is.

00:19:27.760 No, morality is an interactive matrix.

00:19:34.420 Which, every move has a counter move.

00:19:38.700 Everything you do engenders a response.

00:19:42.700 And it just kind of is what it is.

00:19:45.240 and the question for you is

00:19:49.700 God is watching

00:19:52.780 what will you place upon his altar

00:19:55.900 will you place something holy

00:19:58.020 or something profane

00:19:59.400 I know man

00:20:13.700 Not an easy answer to explain.

00:20:18.140 So the Strait of Hormuz.

00:20:20.440 Hormuz?

00:20:21.720 I don't know how to pronounce it.

00:20:23.500 I think we all know what I'm talking about.

00:20:26.020 About 50% of the refined diesel fuel goes through there.

00:20:36.780 Now, it got shut down about a month ago.

00:20:40.040 and the last ships

00:20:44.700 to traverse it

00:20:46.860 are just now arriving at port

00:20:49.620 now most of the oil companies

00:20:57.400 you know your

00:21:00.660 your gasoline supply companies

00:21:04.020 most of them keep some reserve

00:21:05.520 some of them have been burning through it to stabilize prices

00:21:12.320 others haven't right now in south africa 50 of the farmers can't

00:21:18.400 get nitrogen for their soil they can't get uh fertilizer

00:21:26.480 So, various places have between two to six weeks of reserves to stabilize the market.

00:21:45.740 If by the end of this month there hasn't been a negotiation, then I would strongly recommend

00:21:54.660 stocking up on canned goods. Beans and bullets. That's what I'd recommend. You

00:22:08.520 We always need more beans and bullets.

00:22:20.520 Things could be getting spicy.

00:22:24.520 Things could be getting very, very interesting.

00:22:30.520 Or maybe nothing happens.

00:22:38.520 silent city 90 says since we're on this topic one thing i have been struggling with recently 0.94

00:22:47.800 with my catholic faith faith is having sex with a spouse spouse while avoiding

00:22:52.100 procreation seems to to stir in a rule although i get where it's coming from

00:22:59.660 brother make your decisions and live with your decisions

00:23:11.320 there's nothing evil about trying to hold back on producing a child

00:23:22.840 for a little bit because you're stabilizing your finances

00:23:29.660 don't dissipate yourself

00:23:37.840 in pointless hedonism

00:23:39.980 that leads nowhere

00:23:40.820 there is an ultimate teleology

00:23:44.060 to sex

00:23:44.620 which is 0.99

00:23:46.340 what the hell else are you going to do with your life

00:23:49.520 go have some kids man

00:23:59.660 And Mark says the next two weeks

00:24:03.380 we'll see the markets start to tank

00:24:05.060 as all the supply at a sea arrives

00:24:07.520 and no further ships are coming.

00:24:10.280 Exactly.

00:24:11.480 Now, if this gets resolved,

00:24:13.620 there will be new ships coming.

00:24:16.880 There will be stabilization factors

00:24:19.260 in all of it.

00:24:23.160 I'm not saying panic.

00:24:25.980 I'm just saying be aware.

00:24:28.540 Pay attention to the situation, see what's happening,

00:24:30.880 and end of the month, if there's no solution inbound,

00:24:35.320 maybe buy up some extra cans of beans.

00:24:39.580 You might want to have beans rather than currency.

00:24:49.500 Oh, and why do I prefer the Red Ensign? Because it has history to it.

00:24:52.580 Because it speaks to what Canada is, where Canada came from,

00:24:56.080 And it's a beautiful flag.

00:24:58.380 While the Maple Leaf is just a modernist abomination and everything wrong with Canada, the hatred of the soldiers, the identification with socialism as being our identity, all of that begins with the Maple Leaf.

00:25:26.080 Never let a good crisis go to waste. Yes, yes, yes, yes. We were having some very good conversations, some very interesting debates, not disagreements, but back and forth.

00:25:41.320 and one of the things i brought up to him because there's this constant question of

00:25:57.160 manifest or machination is this world we find ourselves in is it just manifest

00:26:06.620 the

00:26:09.460 COVID-19

00:26:11.460 epidemic

00:26:13.680 on the one hand

00:26:17.680 you got the insurance companies

00:26:21.760 that want to turn everybody

00:26:23.240 into a client

00:26:24.500 a mandatory client 0.96

00:26:26.940 that's what Obamacare is

00:26:28.560 it's mandatory health insurance

00:26:30.960 the vaccines in general

00:26:33.540 are one of their

00:26:34.360 most profitable products.

00:26:40.060 Now, if you can combine that with some sort of health

00:26:42.480 passport, geez, that's pretty good.

00:26:46.600 Then you got Bill Gates. Bill Gates, who wants to buy all the

00:26:50.220 frickin' farmland, who is using the greenwash movement

00:26:53.540 to cover up his farmland purchases. You got

00:26:57.620 a population, which is getting

00:27:01.000 increasing levels of anxiety

00:27:03.360 the

00:27:03.900 mass formation

00:27:09.900 psychosis 0.85

00:27:11.080 Trump derangement syndrome 0.70

00:27:16.060 turning into 1.00

00:27:18.280 a ridiculous terror 0.97

00:27:20.180 of a virus

00:27:22.400 a mostly

00:27:24.340 harmless virus

00:27:25.280 you got the big

00:27:30.260 businesses that would love to shut down the mom and pops that they compete with so they can scoop 0.95

00:27:36.260 up the market. Got distribution platforms like Amazon. Got all these disparate interests

00:27:47.860 manifesting the COVID-19 epidemic.

00:28:00.260 but each of them is also a machination a small machination

00:28:06.660 and is there a larger machination about vaccine passports

00:28:12.500 machination or manifest what is the cause of all of this

00:28:21.220 disparate interests all come down to two things money and power always follow the money

00:28:42.500 here's another question

00:28:45.780 to consider

00:28:46.480 when there's a couple

00:28:53.760 of sports ball teams

00:28:55.080 playing for the

00:28:57.880 playoff championship

00:28:59.560 are they cooperating

00:29:04.160 or competing

00:29:05.120 are America and Russia

00:29:15.420 competing or cooperating 0.61

00:29:19.720 and the answer is both

00:29:27.480 the teams are competing

00:29:31.400 for the sports trophy

00:29:34.840 but they're cooperating

00:29:39.800 as they follow the rules of the sport

00:29:43.820 the great powers are competing

00:29:52.480 for power and resources on the world stage

00:29:56.180 but they're cooperating

00:30:00.600 it being the ruling class. 0.89

00:30:09.960 Yeah, Scales McJow's

00:30:11.720 gets it. Big energy shifts

00:30:13.380 going on right now.

00:30:14.640 and what happens

00:30:30.040 when the entire game changes

00:30:31.380 there's an interesting

00:30:39.620 pattern

00:30:41.820 between

00:30:43.700 correlation, I should say, between military technology and the liberty-tyranny scale of a society.

00:31:01.760 Defensive systems and expensive weapon systems tend to correlate to tyranny.

00:31:13.700 while the inverse cheap weapon systems that defeat good defense equate to liberty.

00:31:31.700 Some examples. So the chariot was extremely expensive military technology. It was very,

00:31:40.580 very expensive to make a chariot but the chariot was incredibly effective

00:31:48.020 a charioteer could easily fend off a hundred infantry soldiers

00:31:54.820 until

00:32:01.500 the Iron Age came along

00:32:04.460 at which point the charioteer

00:32:08.900 who had just an army of people behind him

00:32:12.320 was replaced with the Roman centurion

00:32:17.180 the infantry soldier

00:32:22.040 With the Iron Age and iron armor, classical armor, breastplate, leather, all of a sudden the individual soldier became the deciding factor, the citizen soldier.

00:32:45.300 And so we went from the tyrannies of the Bronze Age to the relative liberty of the Roman Republic.

00:32:57.160 we saw something

00:33:04.620 we saw another inversion

00:33:06.340 during the medieval era

00:33:08.120 when castle technology

00:33:11.280 and then the technology of the

00:33:15.000 mounted knight who

00:33:16.260 like the charioteer

00:33:18.300 being a mounted knight

00:33:20.920 is a very very expensive

00:33:23.080 endeavor

00:33:23.680 it's not something any foot soldier

00:33:27.120 can take care of you need to be a noble and castles were effectively impregnable

00:33:39.200 the only way that you could deal with a castle was to starve them out and a siege could take up to a

00:33:44.720 year and then we got the rifle

00:33:56.000 god made all men but samuel colt made all men equal

00:34:02.320 and all of a sudden we have the the liberal revolution the libertarian democracies appearing

00:34:09.760 all of a sudden the the opinion of the common man mattered

00:34:14.720 there's there's more nuanced examples uh this isn't an essay on this particular theory but

00:34:24.500 it is a theory that holds quite a bit of weight who is that genius electrician

00:34:38.240 electrical scientist of the early 20th century,

00:34:43.000 Tesla.

00:34:46.280 Tesla was an amazing man.

00:34:50.300 And this, what I'm about to say, is not to detract

00:34:53.120 from his well-deservant and legendary fame.

00:34:58.980 But Tesla was but a man.

00:35:03.640 One of the devices that he was working on

00:35:07.260 in his old age

00:35:09.420 towards the end of his life

00:35:12.160 he was trying to develop

00:35:14.020 a

00:35:15.700 a ray

00:35:19.540 a death ray

00:35:21.380 that could be used defensively

00:35:24.240 to make war

00:35:26.240 obsolete

00:35:27.060 he thought this would bring

00:35:31.800 peace on earth

00:35:33.340 and if he'd succeeded it would have

00:35:39.020 but it would have brought tyranny on earth

00:35:41.900 liberty

00:35:45.200 is when the individual man can stand for himself

00:35:50.020 and defend himself against organized forces

00:35:53.980 not that he would win against an organized force

00:35:57.240 but that would be very very expensive to deal with him

00:36:01.840 tyranny and slavery happen

00:36:07.940 when it's impossible to resist

00:36:11.480 when the centralized military technology

00:36:14.440 is so effective

00:36:16.340 that resistance is futile

00:36:20.660 and so we're living

00:36:30.540 in a very weird era right now, aren't we?

00:36:34.780 On the one hand, the drone.

00:36:37.280 Drone warfare

00:36:38.080 is a level of indiscriminate

00:36:44.800 individuality

00:36:46.620 that we've never dealt with before.

00:36:48.760 here's a fact I picked up

00:37:01.500 from Kingdom Come Deliverance

00:37:03.020 2

00:37:05.300 specifically

00:37:06.860 that the crossbow

00:37:09.840 the crossbow

00:37:15.740 specifically

00:37:16.360 because you can get so much power

00:37:20.180 into a crossbow

00:37:21.100 that it can easily penetrate full plate

00:37:24.460 Arma Diaboli

00:37:29.160 the weapons of the devil

00:37:33.300 is what they were called

00:37:35.700 and there was a serious moral debate

00:37:38.240 about crossbows

00:37:39.340 which was completely irrelevant

00:37:43.380 to the people making and deploying them

00:37:46.360 It's just a bunch of humans arguing about it, because the crossbow destabilized medieval society.

00:37:58.920 Even before we got gunpowder, the crossbow was already doing it.

00:38:05.960 Prior to the crossbow, killing a knight required skill at arms.

00:38:10.760 with the crossbow 0.96

00:38:14.960 any peasant 0.99

00:38:17.000 who was a decent shot 1.00

00:38:19.020 and a bit lucky 0.99

00:38:20.260 could easily kill a knight 0.87

00:38:23.100 the power of the nobility 0.82

00:38:26.300 was undermined

00:38:28.120 by the crossbow

00:38:30.160 and the importance

00:38:34.780 of the nobility

00:38:36.180 was a crucial 1.00

00:38:39.140 foundation stone to medieval society the priesthood those who think those who

00:38:48.800 fight those who work the priesthood was fully aware that destabilizing the

00:38:57.440 nobility would destabilize the priesthood but complaining about it did

00:39:05.000 not stop the crossbow and so now we've got the drone the drone which is right now

00:39:16.600 it's being piloted out of washington d.c does that mean washington d.c is part of the battle

00:39:25.400 area does that mean washington dc is a valid military target i suppose it does

00:39:41.960 but this is just drone as weapon system of the administration

00:39:48.600 the problem with the drone is that they only cost about 50 bucks 0.99

00:39:52.760 anybody can get one medieval society was freaking out because any dumb peasant 0.96

00:40:06.720 could kill a noble well nowadays anybody could kill anybody one of my 0.84

00:40:21.400 enemies could quite readily deploy a drone to catch me unaware when I'm out of the house.

00:40:37.640 We're talking about rifles whose effective range is anywhere on the planet Earth

00:40:45.160 that has a Wi-Fi signal.

00:41:01.780 Swiss Pikeman.

00:41:03.200 Cheap. High Liberty. 0.99

00:41:05.340 Yes, that's a great example.

00:41:08.520 Absolutely Pinkerton's Ghosts.

00:41:11.400 By the way, guys, check out Pinkerton's Ghosts.

00:41:13.500 He runs a radio drama about a private eye that hunts ghosts and demons. 0.98

00:41:21.340 It's a fucking cool radio show. 0.97

00:41:32.680 Marcel says, there was indeed a moral debate. 0.99

00:41:34.720 You didn't really have to face your opponent.

00:41:36.740 Yeah, that's me and the infantry kid.

00:41:41.100 He's 26.

00:41:43.500 that's exactly what we were talking about

00:41:46.820 man, I hate landmines 0.90

00:41:48.740 they're dishonorable

00:41:49.720 but they're a very effective form of warfare

00:41:52.360 aren't they

00:41:52.960 warfare is a dirty business

00:41:56.400 there is no honor in it

00:42:13.500 don't say that butterfly ballerina i'll be fine i'll live till 97 96 97

00:42:26.900 hey maybe i go out on my birthday that'd be pretty cool that'd be a nice round number

00:42:33.800 easy for the arterial tables whatever you know what i'm talking about

00:42:41.940 indeed says what's the radio show called what radio show are we talking about

00:42:50.340 so i'm gonna need some clarification let's let's swap the track

00:42:53.340 oh god yeah only the good die young i'm here for a while

00:43:11.940 So then we have drones, which are the, they are such a democratized form of combat.

00:43:21.420 As always, sorry, somebody said, I missed, I can't, I can't find the comment.

00:43:25.600 They said, is democracy good? 0.98

00:43:27.280 Well, it's good when you're a peasant.

00:43:29.920 on the other hand

00:43:38.040 we have AI

00:43:40.280 and the electric eye

00:43:42.180 one of the points I've made before

00:43:49.840 is that our entire legal system

00:43:53.460 is founded upon a primordial assumption

00:43:58.580 that we never put into words.

00:44:01.440 No harm, no foul.

00:44:06.920 The idea being

00:44:08.540 that if there's no body,

00:44:19.140 what would the Latin be for that?

00:44:22.560 Show me the court. 0.71

00:44:28.580 dis

00:44:30.580 disculpas

00:44:37.380 no, that'd be study

00:44:40.720 disculpas corpus, study the corpse

00:44:44.580 what would display

00:44:46.760 be in Latin? I have no idea

00:44:48.360 but show me the body

00:44:50.920 show me

00:44:54.520 the body

00:44:55.180 show me the complaint

00:44:57.820 somebody needed to complain

00:45:01.260 before there was a crime

00:45:05.340 back in the day

00:45:06.240 to put it really simply

00:45:11.760 20 years ago

00:45:15.700 if it was

00:45:17.180 4 in the morning on a Tuesday

00:45:19.520 and you were at a red light

00:45:22.480 and you look left

00:45:25.720 and you look right and there's nobody coming

00:45:27.700 you just run the red 0.90

00:45:29.960 who gives a damn 0.88

00:45:31.400 there's no cops, there's no traffic

00:45:33.720 like nobody gives a damn

00:45:35.800 these days

00:45:39.740 there's a red light camera

00:45:40.860 and since the invention

00:45:45.520 of AI

00:45:46.540 even worse

00:45:57.700 what AI is really, really good for

00:46:04.300 is exploring databases.

00:46:09.080 You still need a human operator.

00:46:21.120 But let's say

00:46:22.520 we've got

00:46:24.660 20 terabytes of video footage to go through

00:46:30.360 and I want to track you. I want to see where you were, what you were doing five years ago.

00:46:43.920 Prior to AI, all of that video footage from ring cameras, from security cameras, from dash cams,

00:46:51.340 from body cams all that stuff was pretty harmless prior to ai

00:47:03.500 but now we're entering the era of show me the man and i will show you the crime

00:47:12.380 no crime goes unforgiven our legal system we have so many laws on the books

00:47:21.340 they're there because of a premise

00:47:24.400 that if nobody is pissed off enough

00:47:28.560 to phone the police,

00:47:30.720 if the police are not pissed off enough 1.00

00:47:33.200 to get off their asses and stop eating donuts, 0.99

00:47:37.160 then whatever crime you committed 1.00

00:47:39.480 didn't happen.

00:47:42.540 No harm, no foul.

00:47:44.500 If there's no body,

00:47:47.360 there's no crime.

00:47:51.340 AI turns all of us into criminals, but what is a criminal?

00:48:18.700 gives a damn about what is morality morality is nothing but an artifact

00:48:29.660 of the moral the narrative that we tell ourselves as to what our societies are

00:48:36.300 Morality is very important to societies, to integrated societies, to the ethnic tribe plus one, the multi-ethnic-ethnic tribe.

00:49:02.080 that's the thing

00:49:05.040 that cares about morality

00:49:06.280 the government pretends

00:49:10.700 to care about morality

00:49:12.520 because there needs to be a narrative

00:49:14.220 here in Canada

00:49:18.500 the national anthem went

00:49:20.340 in all

00:49:22.720 our son's command

00:49:24.040 oh really

00:49:27.420 is that the

00:49:30.260 warranty, or is that the advertising

00:49:35.280 slogan?

00:49:43.000 Now, ironically, we're moving to a system

00:49:45.560 that does not care about

00:49:51.200 morality, does not care about your consent, and in fact,

00:49:55.520 it does not care about your thoughts.

00:49:57.540 it cares about your

00:50:00.820 subscription

00:50:01.520 Canon Printers

00:50:10.740 the printer company

00:50:13.060 they are not

00:50:14.900 in the business of selling printers

00:50:16.660 they are in the business

00:50:18.840 of selling printer ink

00:50:20.560 an old ma bell 1.00

00:50:27.540 really doesn't give a damn if you're using your cell phone to sell drugs so long as you pay your 1.00

00:50:36.060 bill on time. Let's rewind back earlier we're talking about COVID. What was one of the core

00:50:49.420 concepts behind covid it was to turn everybody into a patient to turn vaccines into something

00:51:00.300 mandatory out of a depopulation agenda perhaps perhaps there were depopulationists involved in it

00:51:12.060 but a major motivator maybe not the top but one of the major motivators was that vaccines are

00:51:23.720 profitable the new system

00:51:39.480 is not about right or wrong the mythology every society has a mythology every society has a

00:51:46.840 narrative the current system does not really care about narratives they believe in subcultures

00:52:04.520 don't upset the gay wedding and we won't upset the surfer culture

00:52:10.360 they care about the subscription 0.87

00:52:16.840 a placebo faith based in the central world system

00:52:26.200 the system that can accommodate all so long as all accommodate the system 0.98

00:52:40.360 the american narrative should have been the moon base you fucks i'll never forgive i completely 0.58

00:52:49.760 agree no this system just cares that you subscribe like comment and subscribe they 0.98

00:53:00.200 just want you to like comment and subscribe pay your bills on time obamacare was originally

00:53:05.800 Romneycare. It's all about empowering the insurance companies. Humanity has arrived

00:53:29.320 to the point. You know, we used to have dreams about the one ring to rule them all, the one

00:53:38.600 true faith. The religious wars convert the entire world to Catholicism.

00:53:52.740 It's become abundantly clear that's not going to happen.

00:53:56.140 And in fact, the people that even care about that, the number of high-level reasoners that truly believe in their faith, as opposed to the people that believe in their tribe, and equate my tribe with my religion,

00:54:18.480 the ones that truly believe in the religion

00:54:25.540 are so minute 0.99

00:54:30.980 and quite frankly so ridiculous 0.98

00:54:33.920 that not only is it never going to happen 0.90

00:54:38.940 it never could happen. The people that actually

00:54:43.160 care about theology are such freaking weirdos 0.99

00:54:47.040 that nobody would want them in charge anyway. 0.98

00:54:55.260 So no, there's not going to be one world religion.

00:54:58.420 And if there ever were, everybody would rebel against it

00:55:02.860 just for the sake of rebelling.

00:55:08.660 So no, we are going to exist

00:55:11.300 in a reality, in a

00:55:14.740 multi-polar reality

00:55:17.380 where you pay your internet bill on time.

00:55:27.860 Give me 30 seconds. 0.99

00:55:29.260 Bathroom break, folks.

00:55:44.740 Thank you.

00:56:14.740 And we're back.

00:56:44.740 where were we where were we so how many of you remember Walt Bismarck

00:56:54.960 Walt Bismarck was he was an absolute legend for ten years ago ten years ago

00:57:04.560 has it really been so long you can see the high watermark he was remixing old

00:57:12.420 Disney songs into alt-right talking points. A couple months ago I found that

00:57:23.520 he's on Discord and writing very pretentiously and beautifully and

00:57:33.300 extensively and i re i shared one of his articles and in sheer amazement it turns out this guy i

00:57:44.660 was a fan of was a fan of my work as well we did a podcast together so i've been digging more into

00:57:54.900 his writing about his depraved and degenerate dating experiences in this foul year of our lord

00:58:05.220 2026.

00:58:17.060 And reading what he's written

00:58:21.460 highlights things that I don't want to admit.

00:58:27.540 That while I sit here translating the perfect platonic form of an apple through five dimensions, seeing its exterior and interior as it moves back and forth through time,

00:58:47.280 while also contemplating what I would have felt like

00:58:52.440 if I had skipped breakfast yesterday,

00:58:55.860 that there are some people that unironically enjoy the new Star Wars movies.

00:59:11.580 Some people just want to be happy.

00:59:17.280 Some people do psychedelics, and they have a bad trip, because for the first time in

00:59:32.500 their miserably prosaic existence, they encountered a mirror and saw the wretchedness within.

00:59:46.560 Perhaps they skip the psilocybin, and they jump straight to ayahuasca, and encounter

00:59:55.700 a six-dimensional corn demon that convinces them to sell their house, leave their wife, 0.98

01:00:03.080 and become a gypsy musician. 1.00

01:00:06.320 The poor normie bastards. 1.00

01:00:24.260 The normie that unironically enjoys the slop 1.00

01:00:30.940 is going to get very offended

01:00:35.680 if you tell them

01:00:38.620 what the hot dog is made out of.

01:00:45.480 And then I had a truly terrifying thought.

01:00:51.960 And I say this in the most serious of jest.

01:00:57.900 What if

01:00:58.840 there are people out there

01:01:01.800 that are smarter than me

01:01:03.580 I was seeing some pictures

01:01:10.240 of these old Rothschild ruling elite 0.96

01:01:14.040 with their melon heads 0.89

01:01:15.820 a back region of the brain

01:01:21.140 that puts my own to shame

01:01:22.680 a whole simulation network 0.90

01:01:25.120 their cone heads

01:01:26.540 how do they perceive the world how do they perceive the concerns of the common man

01:01:44.420 perhaps a thousand years ago the king needed his peasants

01:01:53.480 to farm

01:01:56.120 the grain

01:01:56.980 are they still

01:02:02.140 required

01:02:02.660 are we going through a resource

01:02:07.860 glut

01:02:08.300 is it time to call the herd

01:02:13.960 for its own sake

01:02:15.300 and maybe

01:02:18.040 is trans ideology

01:02:20.100 the kindest way to go

01:02:22.240 about it

01:02:22.900 is a man evil

01:02:30.680 for raising cattle

01:02:32.300 or caring for his beehive

01:02:36.880 wouldn't it make more sense 1.00

01:02:48.580 to have a laboring class 1.00

01:02:51.260 that was smart

01:02:52.640 smart enough to figure out problems

01:02:56.920 but not smart enough to notice

01:03:01.160 when they were being manipulated

01:03:02.500 if you had one of these 0.98

01:03:13.320 vampire brains 0.99

01:03:14.620 how could you not see it 0.95

01:03:22.640 Seriously, think about that.

01:03:36.820 Think about... 1.00

01:03:39.820 I'm sure you've all met a transparent fool in your life. 1.00

01:03:52.640 when we were younger 0.99

01:03:55.720 we probably

01:03:57.200 placed judgment 1.00

01:04:00.540 on these transparent fools 1.00

01:04:02.840 for being such fools 1.00

01:04:03.920 good lord 1.00

01:04:06.640 you like that shitty music 1.00

01:04:08.240 you are an idiot 1.00

01:04:10.120 you simple minded cretin 1.00

01:04:16.240 but it's not their fault 0.99

01:04:22.900 nobody faults

01:04:29.360 an actual

01:04:32.280 developmentally delayed

01:04:34.920 for enjoying

01:04:37.040 My Little Pony or Scooby-Doo

01:04:39.220 or whatever

01:04:39.820 ever.

01:04:45.240 Why do you fault the fan

01:04:47.300 of the Fast and the Furious?

01:04:55.000 What if the ruling elite aren't even

01:04:57.700 hostile?

01:04:59.440 They're just good managers.

01:05:03.680 This is the Lovecraftian

01:05:05.560 horror which has been

01:05:07.520 echoing

01:05:09.740 through my mind for the past 48 hours.

01:05:19.700 I am not so certain that we can confidently declare them evil.

01:05:30.540 And if we don't like their plans,

01:05:33.800 then perhaps we ought to start instituting some better plans of our own.

01:05:39.740 Not plans like

01:05:53.800 Desperate Last Stand

01:05:56.480 It's very romantic

01:06:00.180 Two heavily armed men in a bunker

01:06:03.600 Facing off against all the forces of the IRS

01:06:06.920 And ATF simultaneously

01:06:09.460 very romantic, also nihilistic and destructive.

01:06:39.460 I'll tell you what I think nihilism is.

01:06:47.880 What destructive nihilism is.

01:06:53.700 It's actually an attempt

01:06:55.640 to manufacture meaning out of sacrifice.

01:07:03.820 One of the interesting points Walt Bismarck made

01:07:07.120 is that the Black Widow archetype

01:07:11.700 is a very strange male fantasy

01:07:17.700 about a woman who is so agentic

01:07:23.360 that she deploys her agency

01:07:27.880 to destroy a man.

01:07:30.440 It's almost the fantasy of the

01:07:32.800 praying mantis

01:07:37.160 that eats her mate

01:07:38.980 getting destroyed 1.00

01:07:40.420 in the act 0.93

01:07:41.840 of orgasm. 0.97

01:07:47.880 A woman 1.00

01:07:49.180 that would so outthink you 1.00

01:07:52.120 that would think about you

01:07:54.320 enough

01:07:54.920 to outmaneuver you.

01:08:02.800 Much like the Valkyrie, I think that's entirely a male fantasy. 1.00

01:08:14.640 Marcel says, that woman is just Cluster B. See, Cluster B does not stay up at night

01:08:24.560 writing notebooks full of information about your triggers and how to control you.

01:08:32.800 See, butterfly ballerinas are like, wait, what? 1.00

01:08:38.360 Actual women are a lot simpler than that.

01:08:44.220 In the same way that us men are quite simple,

01:08:49.180 we really just want somebody that thinks we're heroic

01:08:54.140 and likes making food for us.

01:09:02.800 Triclops, glad to have you. 0.99

01:09:09.800 The Black Widow is that woman that out-thinks you as a man and destroys you by that. 0.54

01:09:22.040 The fantasy is to have a woman that analytical, that manipulative. 0.99

01:09:28.660 the reality is that manipulative women 1.00

01:09:34.280 are really just working on base instincts 1.00

01:09:39.240 and we are the ones that manipulate ourselves

01:09:58.660 I think he's right about that

01:10:02.780 I think he's very very right

01:10:04.780 there's kind of a

01:10:08.920 reflection 1.00

01:10:10.380 with the feminist

01:10:13.100 concept of patriarchy 0.93

01:10:14.520 as if men have this

01:10:17.380 super

01:10:19.060 secret club

01:10:20.300 we're just oppressing

01:10:23.100 no like literally

01:10:24.760 we hate our jobs we're just making the best of it

01:10:31.100 and we're all trying to make one another look good men have a natural camaraderie 0.96

01:10:40.460 because we all hate being here our jobs suck

01:10:48.200 and we see a young lad 0.97

01:10:50.120 we see the young lad

01:10:53.260 we see the 20 year old lad 1.00

01:10:54.400 we see him doing all the same shit 1.00

01:10:56.520 that we used to do 0.99

01:10:57.920 and we're like oh buddy

01:11:00.980 sleep this one off

01:11:02.680 don't do that

01:11:03.760 dude we love you 0.97

01:11:06.580 calm the fuck down 0.99

01:11:08.000 you're drunker than you think 1.00

01:11:09.540 sleep this one off 0.88

01:11:11.160 we know

01:11:16.220 you've got our respect

01:11:19.040 sleep this one off. 1.00

01:11:33.160 There's no patriarchy.

01:11:35.820 It's not that men are having fun at work.

01:11:37.820 That's the...

01:11:40.000 Men hate being at work. 1.00

01:11:42.180 Work sucks. 1.00

01:11:44.660 Sometimes it's engaging. 0.98

01:11:46.860 We make the best of it. 0.98

01:11:48.580 we have some good laughs but work fucking sucks none of us want to be here it's like like hey 1.00

01:11:55.260 all you guys are cool i don't want to fucking be here with you go fuck yourselves 1.00

01:12:00.820 women saw the joviality 1.00

01:12:07.020 i thought we were we were keeping them out of something no you don't want to be here 0.99

01:12:14.720 It sucks. 0.93

01:12:15.980 We're just laughing because otherwise we'd cry. 1.00

01:12:27.380 Dry Club says women can't manipulate you if you aren't a fool, but we are all fools. 1.00

01:12:38.200 Butterfly says, and let's not forget that they are evil as fuck. 1.00

01:12:42.340 Wait, who's evil as fuck? 1.00

01:12:44.720 Women know that men are controlled by their base chakras, and vice versa. 1.00

01:12:57.760 So let's imagine for a second, like, you know, when you, you know, when you're dealing with 0.85

01:13:20.960 the child that ate all the chocolate chip cookies they've got chocolate all

01:13:27.680 over their mouth they've got crumbs on their hands and he asked them if they ate

01:13:31.700 the cookies and they say no 0.85

01:13:34.780 When I was looking at those profiles of the Rothschilds, that brain bulge, that's upsetting.

01:14:04.780 Is that an irrelevant? 0.54

01:14:12.700 Purely arbitrary. I don't think it is.

01:14:28.700 What if it's not maliciousness?

01:14:34.780 have you ever spoken to a homeless person 1.00

01:14:40.700 have you ever really spoken to an idiot 1.00

01:14:45.840 do you really consider yourself the same species as that person 1.00

01:14:53.860 or do you consider that person

01:15:01.980 somewhere in between you and child

01:15:06.540 in between you and dog

01:15:23.860 Wait, wait, Butterfly, we need to hear more about your ex.

01:15:26.880 You gotta share about this.

01:15:27.820 We wanna hear the details.

01:15:29.500 We wanna hear the gossip.

01:15:43.940 Yeah, when you deal with a homeless person,

01:15:46.780 your standard homeless person,

01:15:49.440 your standard rap music enjoyer,

01:15:54.080 your standard drug addict,

01:15:57.180 you don't really view them as somebody

01:16:01.680 that can achieve your level of humanity.

01:16:09.020 Yeah, there's a difference in kind.

01:16:14.820 And what I was thinking when I said,

01:16:16.980 what if people are smarter than me?

01:16:19.440 What if the level of cognition that I've achieved in my advanced old age is something that they achieved in their teenage years?

01:16:49.440 this is a dark thought

01:17:01.360 it's not one I like entertaining

01:17:03.340 and it's also quite possible

01:17:11.240 by the way

01:17:12.020 that they have an advanced simulation

01:17:15.280 structure in their brain

01:17:16.420 for simulating the minds of others

01:17:18.700 for predicting the minds of others

01:17:21.960 without having other things

01:17:25.000 that we call intelligent.

01:17:35.740 Creativity and morality

01:17:37.500 are also parts of intelligence.

01:17:40.480 And it's possible 1.00

01:17:41.780 they could be quite retarded 1.00

01:17:44.640 on these levels. 1.00

01:17:48.700 So, I'm not exactly raising the white flag.

01:17:57.020 I am suggesting that there are very powerful vampires running things.

01:18:03.420 And before we start screaming about vampires, we should maybe be finding a better way to run things.

01:18:18.700 it's hard not to look at those skulls

01:18:24.240 and think to myself,

01:18:28.700 what are they perceiving?

01:18:30.680 What are they perceiving

01:18:32.520 easily

01:18:34.740 that I only perceive with great difficulty?

01:18:45.460 That's my horrific thought for the week.

01:18:48.700 all righty that's uh that's let's do comments let's do some back and forth guys that's all

01:18:58.720 the original content i have that's why i wanted to do this live stream was to say all of that

01:19:04.900 i hope i provoked some thoughts in all of you

01:19:11.580 Butterfly Ballerina hates men 0.99

01:19:27.340 that drink all the time.

01:19:35.340 I'm joking.

01:19:36.760 I'm joking.

01:19:41.580 Oh, the low-budget movie, Cube. 0.96

01:19:44.500 Goddamn, Cube was a great movie. 0.90

01:19:46.360 Actually, I... 0.97

01:19:48.240 The first was the best.

01:19:50.340 I enjoyed all the Cube movies.

01:19:55.060 They were frickin' weird, man.

01:19:58.040 They were weird, and they had a good body horror.

01:20:00.960 They were interesting films.

01:20:07.480 Yeah, I guess one of the big things I was thinking was...

01:20:11.100 I would kind of like to own an apiary

01:20:13.700 and make meat.

01:20:15.740 I think that'd be really, really cool.

01:20:21.140 And I like bees.

01:20:22.400 I like honeybees.

01:20:23.560 They're pretty neat.

01:20:24.760 They're chill.

01:20:25.620 I like them.

01:20:28.880 If you ran an apiary...

01:20:32.560 Oh, hell, we got cattle on the farm here.

01:20:35.820 They're not our cattle,

01:20:37.160 but we host them every summer.

01:20:39.000 I like cows

01:20:41.980 actually

01:20:43.720 no, maybe they kind of freak me out

01:20:45.900 but

01:20:46.140 I don't hate cows

01:20:50.540 I'm not cruel to cows

01:20:51.840 cow farmers are not

01:20:53.660 mean people

01:20:55.500 they take good care

01:20:57.080 and then they send them to get 0.83

01:21:00.140 bolt gunned

01:21:01.020 and as opposed to what

01:21:09.100 What's the alternative?

01:21:12.120 What's the alternative to sending young men to go die in war?

01:21:25.200 It's kind of stereotypical to become a veteran that's angry at the military.

01:21:31.940 What did I even fight for?

01:21:35.280 Well, the paycheck, mostly.

01:21:38.260 I didn't get paid well.

01:21:45.960 What is the better system?

01:21:49.320 It's really easy to be angry about the system,

01:21:52.660 to complain about the injustices.

01:21:56.780 Okay, what's the better system? 1.00

01:22:08.260 Oh, Butterfly Balance says her ex was in a bad mood all the time, argued about the stupidest shit. 1.00

01:22:14.460 Man, don't be that person. 1.00

01:22:24.520 Most people, like the worst people, spend all their time arguing about stupid bullshit. 1.00

01:22:38.260 One of the first things I said, 1.00

01:22:39.780 me and the

01:22:40.740 other

01:22:43.840 army guy,

01:22:45.620 we kind of got into a disagreement

01:22:47.520 about something. One of the first things I said is

01:22:49.660 like, hey,

01:22:51.180 please don't take this

01:22:53.640 as I'm right,

01:22:55.660 you're wrong.

01:22:58.100 Or like,

01:22:59.460 I insist this must be true.

01:23:04.500 I'm not doing that.

01:23:06.320 Sometimes I passionately

01:23:08.160 say something but

01:23:09.380 I like the argument

01:23:12.360 he liked the argument too

01:23:13.480 it's not about nobody's right

01:23:15.580 we're bouncing ideas

01:23:20.560 we're exploring ideas

01:23:24.720 we're learning

01:23:25.720 things from one another

01:23:28.200 ain't nobody got

01:23:32.020 the God's honest truth

01:23:34.340 yeah bad mood 1.00

01:23:39.660 arguing stupid shit 1.00

01:23:41.820 fuck that was a good work 1.00

01:23:51.180 I wish I could have worked with these guys for like two more weeks 1.00

01:23:53.740 man these were cool fucking people 0.99

01:23:55.380 it was like 0.99

01:23:57.660 we were all set until the

01:23:59.240 well started puking up metal

01:24:01.180 Marcel says

01:24:13.480 I reckon that occasionally you get brilliant people

01:24:15.840 who rise to the top 0.99

01:24:17.000 but their descendants quickly become dumb 1.00

01:24:19.560 and incompetent 1.00

01:24:20.440 and they think they're amazing 0.57

01:24:22.480 saying

01:24:22.880 butterfly says wait i mean he was drunk all the time not just occasionally not just situationally

01:24:37.360 no i get i i get it butterfly nobody wants a lout don't be a lout

01:24:52.480 Jairoku says, interesting, I'm not savvy enough on brain structures and comparing perceptions.

01:25:05.660 You know how speech

01:25:18.820 is like a skill in video games?

01:25:28.700 In the real world, speech is not a skill.

01:25:32.420 simulating

01:25:35.680 the brain of others

01:25:37.940 is the skill that we call

01:25:40.300 speech but it has far

01:25:42.340 deeper uses than just speech

01:25:44.260 he was unreasonable he couldn't

01:25:54.380 speak rationally he would scream 0.79

01:25:56.300 It is so damn difficult

01:26:11.060 getting people

01:26:13.120 speaking the same lingo.

01:26:26.300 this is why I don't

01:26:37.580 vote

01:26:38.480 voting

01:26:43.680 is a pendulum

01:26:45.560 it always swings

01:26:49.860 back and forth

01:26:50.860 you never win the vote

01:26:53.140 there's no permanent victory

01:26:55.200 to voting.

01:27:02.320 Butterfly says 1.00

01:27:03.360 X was a narcissist anyway.

01:27:05.920 Enough about him. He was a bore. 0.98

01:27:11.300 Butterfly, how do you dress?

01:27:14.280 What colors do you like?

01:27:15.660 What fashion

01:27:17.260 season are you?

01:27:19.460 I'm a bright winter.

01:27:25.200 Skiles McDowell says

01:27:32.300 a bad boy is attractive because it

01:27:34.420 displays no fear

01:27:35.800 and the problem is

01:27:38.820 that half the people that display

01:27:40.720 no fear are actually 1.00

01:27:42.900 just fucking idiots 1.00

01:27:44.220 they seem fearless because they're retarded 1.00

01:27:52.800 What faction 0.95

01:28:00.980 is Butterfly Ballerina? 0.99

01:28:09.860 But yes, voting

01:28:11.400 does not matter.

01:28:14.060 That's the...

01:28:17.800 Sorry, I'm just, I'm revisiting

01:28:21.740 i had really good conversations with this guy actually like everybody on the crew was cool

01:28:31.240 we were talking about alchemy and bigfoot and politicians molesting kids we were having 0.99

01:28:40.180 great fucking conversations it was fucking cool man 0.99

01:28:43.820 but yeah what i what i really liked about the the guy with his ex-army like he was 0.99

01:28:56.600 politically motivated to understand

01:29:00.620 this is a guy that would put his life on the line for canada if he was called to do it

01:29:18.460 who also understood the deeper principles of a republic constitutional monarchy whatever

01:29:25.660 that

01:29:27.220 like he hated Carney

01:29:29.640 I hate Carney

01:29:31.160 but we can openly state that

01:29:34.320 with no what more or less

01:29:38.300 no secret police

01:29:39.520 he thought deeply about things

01:29:51.380 better to be ruled by a bad president

01:29:57.420 than a good tyrant

01:30:00.360 that's something he'd say

01:30:02.720 I think he'd agree with that

01:30:06.100 if he heard this he would agree with that

01:30:07.720 better a bad president than a good tyrant

01:30:10.200 whereas these days I'm more at the point of

01:30:16.260 what's the difference

01:30:17.400 I had some good conversations

01:30:41.440 with that guy

01:30:42.420 that

01:30:43.440 A lot of people like to play at politics.

01:30:49.220 They like to posture.

01:30:50.640 They like to have opinions on things

01:30:52.800 without ever putting their money on the line.

01:30:58.020 They like to armchair quarterback.

01:31:00.120 You know, it seems to me the people with the worst behaviors, let's say, the ones that

01:31:22.340 make the loudest political opinions, which is a behavior.

01:31:30.120 That's a behavior.

01:31:34.500 The most disruptive people, 0.72

01:31:37.000 the most arrogant, the most narcissistic,

01:31:39.560 are the ones that put the least on the line.

01:31:44.160 When you start putting your money where your mouth is,

01:31:47.860 you start becoming a little bit humble.

01:31:53.560 Because when you...

01:31:54.840 you know, in a Marvel movie

01:32:00.580 you have the undefeated

01:32:02.720 hero. In

01:32:03.920 a courtroom drama

01:32:06.080 you have the lawyer that never lost the case.

01:32:09.980 In the real world, a lawyer

01:32:12.460 that never lost a case

01:32:13.960 is a lawyer that never took

01:32:16.480 a risk.

01:32:24.840 when you put your money where your mouth is,

01:32:28.420 whether it's signing up,

01:32:32.040 even as a reservist,

01:32:34.780 saying, 1.00

01:32:36.700 if the shit hits the fan, 1.00

01:32:41.020 I'm going to be one of the guys in the meat grinder, 1.00

01:32:49.500 or a guy that genuinely bets

01:32:52.460 on sports or the stock market

01:32:55.340 that puts their money where their mouth is.

01:32:59.740 You're going to win some, you're going to lose some.

01:33:09.500 What are the rules of this game?

01:33:12.000 Did two-dimensional chess just turn into three-dimensional chess?

01:33:22.460 I dare say it did.

01:33:34.700 Omni Cronum Limited, 1279, says,

01:33:39.600 What if it was a third party you knew the guys you were voting for personally,

01:33:44.120 and it was local?

01:33:45.460 Oh, no, a local takeover is great.

01:33:47.900 I mean a local takeover isn't

01:33:53.000 you want to be the guys

01:33:56.840 responsible for everything

01:33:58.060 that's not evil

01:34:04.880 that's

01:34:06.880 I think me and my crew

01:34:08.780 could do a better job

01:34:10.780 administering the fire service

01:34:13.240 and maintaining the roads

01:34:14.780 and doing search and rescue

01:34:16.480 than the people already in power.

01:34:25.400 That's never going to be me, by the way.

01:34:31.920 My innate aptitudes are not

01:34:35.120 well suited to that.

01:34:42.580 Have I read All Tomorrow's?

01:34:44.340 Yes, and that's

01:34:45.560 it's more cynical than I'd like

01:34:49.300 but it's very interesting

01:34:50.740 interesting sci-fi work

01:35:05.220 oh

01:35:05.860 what does that mean

01:35:08.220 bright winter

01:35:09.700 my skin tone

01:35:14.480 and eye color

01:35:15.360 and hair color lend themselves to mostly dark and occasionally quite vivid jewel colors

01:35:25.680 there's a there's a fashion spectrum based upon the seasons which is

01:35:32.380 your body morphology determines what colors you look good in

01:35:45.360 I was digging into this recently

01:35:50.020 and sadly

01:35:52.060 I mostly

01:35:53.980 figured this out

01:35:54.980 independently.

01:35:57.500 I was hoping I'd get a cheat code

01:35:59.940 to look great

01:36:02.280 but I've already figured out

01:36:05.400 90% of it.

01:36:15.360 they must have decided marxism is best no i they've decided like credit based free market

01:36:25.300 well well something i think selling you printer ink is best

01:36:45.360 one of the big

01:36:54.000 distinguishing factors between

01:36:56.680 a narcissist and a normal human being

01:37:00.920 a narcissist needs everything

01:37:06.800 to be about them

01:37:07.680 not that they need everything

01:37:10.680 positive to be about them

01:37:13.020 but they need everything

01:37:14.560 to be about them.

01:37:26.780 Alright, guys.

01:37:27.660 23, 39.

01:37:30.220 40 minutes. 0.87

01:37:31.720 I wouldn't say no to Super Chats.

01:37:34.260 But, uh... 1.00

01:37:35.040 Toss me some good questions

01:37:39.660 to respond to.

01:37:40.500 I want to keep it lively.

01:38:00.580 You know, when it comes to relationships, 0.93

01:38:10.500 Demanding crybabies. 1.00

01:38:21.140 Like you should be doing

01:38:22.900 fun things

01:38:25.320 together.

01:38:32.520 You should be making the most out of this life.

01:38:40.500 now listen one of one of the one of the oases the false promises used to mislead us is oh your life 0.90

01:38:52.520 is miserable imagine if you divorced your husband and went on a sex vacation or wife 0.99

01:39:03.980 right like the woman goes on a sex vacation 0.99

01:39:07.560 to Jamaica 0.99

01:39:08.720 man goes on a sex vacation 0.74

01:39:11.260 to Las Vegas 0.99

01:39:12.800 sex vacations 0.99

01:39:22.500 are actually pretty fucking lame 0.99

01:39:24.840 like once you get your rocks off 0.99

01:39:27.500 you don't really want a sex vacation anymore

01:39:33.180 to be cool as a vacation

01:39:40.720 hiking up a mountain

01:39:41.700 or looking for Bigfoot

01:39:44.580 or I don't know

01:39:46.660 scuba diving and looking at coral reefs

01:39:48.720 or something

01:39:50.480 that's pretty cool

01:39:52.380 it'd be pretty cool

01:39:54.660 to have a partner doing all that 1.00

01:39:56.980 shit with you 1.00

01:39:57.560 and then you have sex 1.00

01:40:03.840 on top of it 0.99

01:40:04.660 and then some food

01:40:08.580 and then sleep

01:40:10.760 like that's pretty cool 0.99

01:40:13.580 that's pretty fucking cool 0.83

01:40:16.180 hell it's pretty cool wearing nice clothes 0.97

01:40:25.520 put on some nice clothes, go get some food 0.99

01:40:27.880 go have some weird sex 0.99

01:40:30.020 like that's all pretty cool 1.00

01:40:31.340 do cool shit 0.98

01:40:36.020 do interesting shit 0.98

01:40:37.140 have fun 0.96

01:40:38.420 support each other

01:40:44.520 be good to each other 0.99

01:40:46.500 Jesus fucking Christ man 0.99

01:40:55.520 who owns Antifa 1.00

01:41:03.280 if I hadn't spent all my money

01:41:05.520 on diesel and petrol

01:41:07.060 Scouts McJobs 0.91

01:41:13.160 things are so fucking weird right now 0.66

01:41:25.520 Yeah, I still

01:41:30.880 I've still got this feeling that a lot of people

01:41:32.920 are selecting themselves out of existence

01:41:35.380 God, I don't know how to put a bit in that

01:41:55.520 Narcs are very envious.

01:42:11.240 Yes, they are very, very envious.

01:42:25.520 oh omni omni says something interesting selecting themselves out of existence like

01:42:35.840 not imposing their will yeah i think that's part of it

01:42:42.720 god

01:42:52.540 I really wish I had a better explanation

01:42:57.700 of this. It's an instinct

01:42:59.740 I have. It's a

01:43:01.640 a lot of people are not

01:43:05.360 interested in existing anymore.

01:43:07.300 yeah I like that

01:43:22.180 listen I've got a list of movies

01:43:24.340 I want to watch

01:43:25.140 I kind of prefer to watch them

01:43:28.360 with somebody else

01:43:29.240 and engage in conversations

01:43:34.260 about them

01:43:35.200 to participate in the movie, to

01:43:39.620 analyze it.

01:43:41.940 Where's, like, the slop coming out. 0.99

01:43:47.440 The slop is so ridiculous. 0.99

01:44:01.020 Oh, Marcel. 0.99

01:44:03.800 Marcel just said,

01:44:05.200 I have a suspicion I'm dealing with two narcissists, and I'm also recognizing those traits in myself.

01:44:11.840 Yes, yes, the best way to get rid of narcissists, not the most effective way, but one of the best ways, is recognizing those traits in yourself.

01:44:24.320 The more you recognize, listen, we all have narcissistic traits.

01:44:32.540 The ego, the ego is a dog that's trying to protect your yard, that barks at anybody that threatens it, but sometimes the ego barks at the mailman.

01:44:47.560 And in that sense, a narcissist is sort of like somebody that has the most violent dog in the neighborhood.

01:45:02.540 joe dagger says a lot of european films have great stories and more developed characters

01:45:17.980 since they can't rely on special effects and big budgets like american films

01:45:22.860 499 thank you very much

01:45:32.540 I think I would be very interested

01:45:39.320 in some recommendations.

01:45:41.420 Feel free to toss them in.

01:45:45.680 Part of the reason I watch anime,

01:45:47.700 even though, like,

01:45:49.300 seriously, like, two-thirds of anime is for kids.

01:45:56.220 I mean, it's not that it's bad.

01:45:58.360 It's not bad anime.

01:45:59.820 It's not bad because it's for kids.

01:46:02.540 just doesn't, I've

01:46:04.580 seen it already. I've seen

01:46:06.560 it with a different outfit.

01:46:12.040 E.C.,

01:46:12.720 I'm very sorry to hear about the divorce.

01:46:22.180 God,

01:46:22.760 it's terrible when people can't grow together.

01:46:32.540 I mean, it's not that people don't, like, like, you will have other opportunities for love.

01:46:42.540 Keep, like, lift weights.

01:46:47.520 Deal with this problem.

01:46:51.840 Adapt and overcome, like, there's a future worth living, et cetera. 0.99

01:46:56.080 Like, it, I, fuck, man, I can't, I, I've been through business partnerships that 0.98

01:47:02.440 blew up. Those were fucking hell. 1.00

01:47:07.860 I can only imagine what you're going through, 1.00

01:47:10.540 brother. 0.99

01:47:12.640 Fucking terrible. 1.00

01:47:17.420 And now you got 1.00

01:47:18.300 lawyers involved.

01:47:21.540 Jesus Christ, man. 0.99

01:47:22.980 It sounds fucking terrible. 1.00

01:47:32.440 all right okay and you see it you see it okay um how fucking stupid that's the 1.00

01:47:43.660 forget the term narcissist for five minutes like that just these self-involved people 1.00

01:47:56.080 like they would they would cut off their nose to spite their face

01:48:00.520 you know when I'm having a good work day

01:48:07.500 a good work crew

01:48:08.660 it's all

01:48:09.780 it's all people that like

01:48:12.460 none of us want to be there 0.99

01:48:14.100 the job sucks

01:48:15.780 but we help 0.66

01:48:18.280 each other

01:48:19.520 man the young

01:48:26.000 the young kid was getting all pissed off today

01:48:28.180 he's a good kid

01:48:33.920 he's a good kid

01:48:34.440 but like

01:48:34.880 I could tell

01:48:35.500 he was getting

01:48:35.880 pissed off

01:48:36.660 I could tell 0.84

01:48:40.740 he was getting

01:48:41.040 like he just

01:48:42.060 got a feeling

01:48:42.540 like he's being

01:48:43.100 jerked around

01:48:44.200 you make

01:48:48.820 allowances

01:48:49.300 for people

01:48:49.860 we work

01:48:55.060 together

01:48:55.660 we support

01:48:56.920 each other

01:48:57.360 we help each other

01:48:59.320 hey you need help with that

01:49:00.740 you look like you could use somebody else to help you carry that

01:49:03.680 let me help you do your job

01:49:05.560 you're good to each other

01:49:11.040 but some people

01:49:17.280 it never enters their head 1.00

01:49:18.300 they're just fucking jerks 1.00

01:49:21.240 they're rude 1.00

01:49:24.620 they're egotistically involved

01:49:27.280 they start fights 0.99

01:49:31.760 for no fucking reason 0.98

01:49:33.020 life is already difficult enough 0.99

01:49:35.540 like I like a good argument

01:49:41.760 but I'm

01:49:42.580 man

01:49:43.520 man I disagree with you on this

01:49:49.560 but I see where you're coming from 1.00

01:49:51.800 I don't think you're a fucking retard 1.00

01:49:54.780 I think you're wrong 1.00

01:49:55.880 but I don't think you're a retard 1.00

01:49:57.940 right 1.00

01:49:58.760 I got some crazy things I believe in 0.95

01:50:02.460 and it's so fucking sad 0.98

01:50:11.780 it's so fucking sad that you got 0.99

01:50:14.420 it's supposed to be a life partner 0.99

01:50:18.760 like good lord 0.99

01:50:22.380 just somebody to go through all this bullshit with 0.99

01:50:25.280 I don't know, make some kids 0.99

01:50:29.460 try and raise them a little bit better than you got raised

01:50:33.160 argue over

01:50:38.660 do we want white appliances

01:50:40.680 or steel and black appliances

01:50:43.140 I mean, I'm on the steel and black

01:50:45.020 side of things, but 1.00

01:50:46.920 fuck, she wants shiny white 1.00

01:50:50.420 well, I mean 1.00

01:50:51.140 it's negotiable

01:50:53.900 negotiable

01:50:54.840 and, you know, take care of each other

01:51:01.200 because life is difficult

01:51:02.160 and we're all getting older.

01:51:17.820 Yeah, I really am a believer

01:51:19.380 that most marriages could work 1.00

01:51:21.440 if people put in the fucking effort. 1.00

01:51:24.840 more or less 1.00

01:51:29.480 alright Omni just escorted

01:51:47.540 I gotta go with the washroom again

01:51:48.680 I'm sorry guys I drank

01:51:49.960 McDonald's coffee on the way back

01:51:52.940 from the job site

01:51:53.780 so I'm back and forth. Alright, enjoy the music for 45 seconds.

01:52:23.780 Thank you.

01:52:53.780 Omni, I think the question was addressed to me.

01:53:14.380 If it wasn't, I apologize for being a narcissist.

01:53:19.500 I'm reading the comments.

01:53:20.960 i'm reading them quickly not in depth to respond to them in a timely manner manner but he asked

01:53:29.300 what is my role in all this why do you do the things that you do why are you the person that you

01:53:40.060 are

01:53:40.880 which is a very good question

01:53:47.280 oh how would you define your archetype well

01:53:53.160 i have found astrology invaluable in all of this

01:54:01.920 which is something i've only been getting i think astrology is kind of like

01:54:12.400 like you know when you're playing an rpg and there's like major set piece events in the rpg

01:54:21.960 like how you get to the set piece you can like you go this way go that way but then you get there

01:54:28.480 and then you go to the new map i kind of think that's what astrology is

01:54:35.680 like if you were born if you if you're born in year x then the 2008 housing collapse

01:54:47.680 will affect you why

01:54:50.080 there is a bit of destiny written into how you're born there's some destiny written into your your

01:55:02.840 genetics anyway sorry my role in this to entertain challenge and inform

01:55:17.800 i've got a real choleric spice to me

01:55:25.480 there's a part of me that needs to that that just can't stop being spicy can't stop being edgy

01:55:32.840 But also, informing, thinking, considering, challenging, playing devil's advocate.

01:55:54.740 Mentoring through antagonism is something I think I do.

01:56:02.840 my astrological chart

01:56:10.580 is

01:56:11.520 I've got a five planet stellium

01:56:14.800 in the ninth house

01:56:15.580 I'm an obsessive philosopher

01:56:18.880 hoarding

01:56:20.780 and sharing

01:56:22.580 knowledge

01:56:23.480 when I'm talking to somebody

01:56:30.540 I'm constantly thinking

01:56:37.060 about what they know

01:56:39.640 like

01:56:42.260 first I meet somebody

01:56:44.520 we have a couple back and forth

01:56:47.140 what

01:56:51.840 mutual ground

01:56:54.000 do we care about

01:56:55.980 what mutual like what overlap do we have what bond do we have what what mutuality is there

01:57:10.260 and then i start thinking what once i once i get a grasp on them

01:57:20.960 once i start to suss them out i'm like okay okay

01:57:23.460 what could I tell them

01:57:28.260 of the things I have figured out

01:57:33.980 what could I tell them

01:57:37.780 and how could I tell them

01:57:39.380 this thing I figured out

01:57:42.580 that would be useful

01:57:44.220 for them

01:57:45.800 like a

01:57:46.680 to put it bluntly

01:57:51.360 a married man doesn't need to know about picking up chicks doesn't care

01:58:03.120 what can i like how can i expand their consciousness 0.88

01:58:10.320 in a manner that directly provides results for them 0.96

01:58:21.360 Fool is the best archetype, damned straight it is. 0.99

01:58:29.580 The fool exists in every part of the hero's journey. 1.00

01:58:39.800 Intacto! 0.99

01:58:41.840 Spanish film worth watching.

01:59:03.440 Joe Dagger says I'm single, but when I look at my married friends.

01:59:11.840 Yeah, man, like, marriage is not a solution to loneliness.

01:59:21.440 I mean, I think it can be.

01:59:34.560 I don't know.

01:59:35.820 Man, people screw up romance constantly.

01:59:39.960 and why would you

01:59:41.540 I guess there's a million different reasons

01:59:46.300 to screw it up like ingratitude

01:59:48.360 envy

01:59:49.960 narcissism

01:59:52.980 etc 0.98

01:59:53.580 there's so many damn reasons that you screw that up 0.95

01:59:56.220 yeah at the start of the stream i was asked am i married do i have kids i do not i would 0.97

02:00:13.560 dearly love to have children i would dearly love to have a wife

02:00:26.220 All that said, I've played the game pretty straight.

02:00:31.420 Like, I've been pretty honest in my intentions.

02:00:34.600 I've, you know, done my best.

02:00:41.880 There have been mistakes made, but there have been no...

02:00:45.080 I only have a few regrets in life.

02:00:50.220 There's been a few things, a few things that...

02:00:54.360 they weren't

02:00:57.920 obviously mistakes

02:00:59.480 but I wish I hadn't done

02:01:01.960 hard to explain

02:01:14.320 I think I've lived

02:01:16.200 with integrity

02:01:16.960 more or less

02:01:24.360 devices marriage suicide 0.99

02:01:29.400 yeah right motorcycles up and down the irish coast fuck that must be i need a new motorcycle 0.99

02:01:39.440 man no not not yet not yet i need to i need to do some things with my money 0.96

02:01:44.900 soon soon i need a motorcycle 0.99

02:01:50.860 Oh, shit! 0.98

02:02:00.040 Sorry, you asked what my archetype is. 1.00

02:02:04.980 I was an alchemist.

02:02:11.900 I wanted to be a paladin when I was there.

02:02:14.340 I'm not a paladin.

02:02:16.240 I'm an alchemist.

02:02:20.860 I've been very, very inspired.

02:02:24.020 Mr. Mythos has some great narratives about various alchemists.

02:02:29.760 And that's what I am.

02:02:35.240 That's what I can offer the world.

02:02:39.420 And those were good men.

02:02:46.380 I aspire to be like the alchemists. 0.51

02:02:50.860 of old.

02:02:57.240 That's why I'm trying to write a grimoire.

02:03:01.440 Trying to figure out what to put in it.

02:03:06.480 It was crazy.

02:03:07.280 I was telling that army kid.

02:03:09.080 I mean, he's 26. He's a kid to me, okay?

02:03:11.960 I was telling that army kid

02:03:13.360 about the grimoire.

02:03:15.480 And explaining, like, yeah, it's like

02:03:16.980 there's going to be a chapter

02:03:18.800 on astrology 1.00

02:03:19.680 and he said for a dumb shit like me 1.00

02:03:22.040 that doesn't know what's right 1.00

02:03:22.720 exactly

02:03:23.820 that's what I want to write

02:03:27.040 nothing super fancy and amazing

02:03:31.580 just something that

02:03:32.580 is good

02:03:35.600 steak and potatoes man

02:03:38.280 here's your introduction

02:03:39.900 how does one find their archetype

02:03:47.040 I can't remember the Greek term

02:03:52.440 but it means know thyself

02:03:53.620 the easiest way to start knowing yourself

02:03:59.640 is the ocean test

02:04:02.600 ocean is the five basics of modern psychology

02:04:07.280 openness to experience

02:04:09.780 conscientiousness, extroversion, agreeableness

02:04:13.780 and

02:04:15.180 neuroticism. I was going to say

02:04:23.640 negative emotion, but it's the same word.

02:04:32.000 ENTP

02:04:33.000 or sorry, sorry

02:04:34.280 Myers-Briggs

02:04:37.140 highly useful.

02:04:43.780 Enneagram also quite useful learn what you are what what are your what's your nature what's your compulsion

02:05:13.780 easy to man easy to

02:05:16.640 that's a righteous thing to say he's gone through divorce and he says don't be afraid of marriage

02:05:23.520 i'm glad you're doing that well man i'm glad you're doing that well

02:05:37.740 dang dude you got some good one man babe i'm all about the one-liners

02:05:48.700 i'm the charl i'm like han solo without the spaceship

02:05:53.720 how much do you think all of this magic

02:06:06.120 the strength of our spirit

02:06:07.700 our current struggle

02:06:08.880 is tied to our ability to maintain

02:06:12.020 our dignity

02:06:12.700 you know there's a

02:06:19.980 there's a concept

02:06:21.180 in European

02:06:26.400 it never really had a name

02:06:28.320 but it's the opposite of is that

02:06:30.380 in India

02:06:34.100 is that 1.00

02:06:36.700 is your ability to fuck other people over 1.00

02:06:40.500 is your ability to 1.00

02:06:44.520 use 0.76

02:06:45.980 rat like power 0.99

02:06:48.480 over other people

02:06:50.360 whereas in western culture there's a concept

02:06:59.600 of not

02:07:01.400 shaming your ancestors

02:07:03.680 of not shaming

02:07:05.580 your bloodline

02:07:06.560 which is the opposite 0.96

02:07:10.960 of Izette

02:07:12.480 and so I've been

02:07:32.780 on some job sites

02:07:34.040 with some very good men

02:07:42.480 I have had some very, very positive work experiences.

02:07:50.040 Guys that I genuinely admire.

02:07:58.540 I've been working with men that are, like, they are men.

02:08:06.540 They are cool dudes.

02:08:12.480 And if I'm not mistaken, they have shown genuine respect and admiration for me.

02:08:24.760 More than I deserve, probably. At least that's how I feel.

02:08:29.200 i feel very lucky

02:08:37.600 like what like when you you meet somebody that's really a really cool person

02:08:44.300 and they think you're a cool person like i'm not even that cool

02:08:47.700 that feels really good like these like i just keep meeting people

02:08:57.100 that I want to hang out with

02:08:59.680 except we live on the opposite sides

02:09:01.620 of the province

02:09:02.340 I've only met like

02:09:11.320 two difficult

02:09:13.780 people

02:09:14.320 and one of the difficult

02:09:16.760 people in me, like we're friends now, he actually

02:09:19.360 asked if I was free to do a job with him

02:09:21.500 and I would have

02:09:23.540 if I was free I would have said yes

02:09:25.340 absolutely

02:09:25.940 the other difficult person

02:09:38.740 oh he was young

02:09:39.600 he was young

02:09:40.200 he'll grow out of it

02:09:41.400 and I

02:09:49.500 in a way like

02:09:50.620 honor is a

02:09:51.980 I mean I'm just doing 0.98

02:09:54.840 my damn job i'm doing my damn job looking out for other people helping them do their jobs they're 0.99

02:10:02.280 helping me do my is that honor well i i guess that is what honor is when you get right down to it 0.99

02:10:12.840 so i the short answer is yes yes honor matters when you operate with good vibrations when you

02:10:20.600 you start meeting heroic people.

02:10:50.600 You know, that's actually

02:10:52.360 a pretty good place to end things, is

02:10:54.460 I believe we ought to

02:11:02.440 be

02:11:02.760 we ought to be living heroic lifestyles.

02:11:09.460 Jinfei says,

02:11:10.440 just randomly came up in my feed.

02:11:12.500 Hey, thank you.

02:11:14.480 Thank you.

02:11:14.940 I try and be.

02:11:17.320 I try and be a cool dude.

02:11:21.280 Try and admit when I don't know something.

02:11:24.080 I ask lots of questions.

02:11:26.400 Try and talk about what I actually know.

02:11:31.880 Yes, and you should like, comment, and subscribe, obviously.

02:11:47.900 Have I read Carla?

02:11:50.600 Man, do you have any idea how embarrassing it is to admit I have not?

02:12:00.520 No, I have not read Carlisle on Hero Worship.

02:12:04.000 I'm aware that I ought to have.

02:12:12.820 Yeah, I'll finish off.

02:12:15.640 All right, you know, keep getting comments.

02:12:17.240 all right speaking of hero worship do it do i love luke skywalker

02:12:23.020 because when you you sub when you subtract the spaceships when you subtract the lightsabers

02:12:30.920 it's a guy whose heroic journey was making peace with his father father

02:12:39.100 and then starting a school to train other jedis

02:12:43.860 it's a very

02:12:47.360 humble story

02:12:48.980 Joe Decker says

02:13:01.400 did I actually do a podcast

02:13:03.140 with Nick

02:13:03.740 I mean I might have

02:13:07.220 I might have been on a podcast with him

02:13:13.860 it's a shame so many stormtroopers

02:13:22.200 had to die during that

02:13:23.200 I would caution anybody

02:13:31.940 to be very very

02:13:34.060 suspicious of

02:13:35.840 anybody that's too

02:13:37.940 popular 0.90

02:13:38.420 oh yeah i was talking with uh rush and lauren southern was nick there too 0.86

02:13:46.820 shit i forgot

02:13:48.740 like i genuinely don't like i'm not lying this isn't a fun nick fuentes is so much more popular 0.94

02:13:58.980 than me i'm not flexing i'm not like wait wait like i remember like roosh invited me on a stream

02:14:09.680 with a bunch of alt-right girls

02:14:12.280 and i kind of felt afterwards like i i don't know man i felt like i was just acting like 0.90

02:14:19.320 a smiling idiot the whole time i was kind of embarrassed about i even went out and bought

02:14:26.100 a new webcam just to do 1.00

02:14:28.200 that thing. And I felt like

02:14:30.220 such an asshat 0.99

02:14:32.000 afterwards. 0.99

02:14:36.040 Toss the link if the link

02:14:38.320 exists. 0.92

02:14:43.160 I've made a fool 0.85

02:14:44.380 of myself more than a 0.91

02:14:46.260 couple of times.

02:14:48.260 Okay?

02:14:50.620 I do not deny

02:14:52.280 it. Hey, maybe I did really

02:14:54.220 good in that interview. I don't

02:14:55.600 Christ, I've been doing this for 20 fucking years, man. 0.99

02:14:59.460 I don't remember everything. 0.98

02:15:08.660 Send me the link.

02:15:09.680 I'll tweet it out.

02:15:12.080 You guys can tell me whether I did good or poorly during it.

02:15:22.180 Honestly, I'm a lot more integrated.

02:15:25.260 I'm a lot more relaxed

02:15:26.920 than I used to be.

02:15:32.600 Very cozy vibes.

02:15:36.440 And I think

02:15:36.940 Grindface says that. I think that means

02:15:39.140 this stream.

02:15:41.400 And I am feeling cozy

02:15:43.420 as well. Let me

02:15:45.180 get more

02:15:47.080 ice. I have to

02:15:49.140 walk up a flight of stairs.

02:15:51.140 So give me

02:15:52.160 30. No,

02:15:54.680 give me one

02:15:56.080 trad tots on the right

02:15:59.920 yeah that's oh my god

02:16:01.920 I

02:16:02.340 Roosh contacted me

02:16:06.120 and asked if I'd back him up

02:16:08.820 on that stream 0.99

02:16:09.360 holy fuck Roosh wants to talk to me 0.99

02:16:11.740 and so I go out 1.00

02:16:14.780 I bought a webcam

02:16:16.740 for that

02:16:17.520 and

02:16:19.120 I want to back

02:16:22.920 Roosh 1.00

02:16:23.320 and Rouge 0.99

02:16:25.100 wasn't a cunt 0.98

02:16:26.020 I am generally 1.00

02:16:36.120 suspicious of girls on the right 1.00

02:16:38.320 that they are 0.99

02:16:40.220 attention whoring 0.98

02:16:42.720 basically 1.00

02:16:43.780 ladies back me up on this 1.00

02:16:46.240 you know it's true 1.00

02:16:47.200 but I'm not

02:16:49.280 I don't hate girls 0.99

02:16:52.360 for attention whoring. 1.00

02:16:55.400 Girl's gonna do 1.00

02:16:56.280 what girl's gonna do, man.

02:17:00.560 Appreciate them.

02:17:03.700 When a girl 1.00

02:17:04.380 makes you a sandwich, man, give her 1.00

02:17:06.400 a kiss.

02:17:11.520 So on the one hand,

02:17:12.700 I'm trying to impress Roosh,

02:17:14.440 and I'm trying to, oh my god,

02:17:16.660 I just felt like such a 0.98

02:17:18.440 simp. 1.00

02:17:18.780 i just felt like i had a stupid shit-eating grin on my face the whole 0.99

02:17:26.700 stream and it's like i i don't even know if i was useful at all 0.98

02:17:31.560 that's honestly that's one of the things that's one of the streams

02:17:36.980 i'm more i'm most embarrassed about

02:17:40.700 but but no like but but share the link like post the link send it to me i'll

02:17:48.420 retweet it like I'm not I'm not

02:17:50.320 hiding from it it's just

02:17:51.960 like I didn't 0.99

02:17:54.400 want to shit all over the girls 0.99

02:17:55.940 oh I'm a 1.00

02:17:58.320 I'm a manosphere I hate women 1.00

02:18:00.360 I know I've thought about that one 1.00

02:18:05.920 a lot and it's like Jesus

02:18:08.320 I really think

02:18:10.280 I could have done a better job on that one

02:18:12.440 I am not seeing the

02:18:17.960 link. Did you, oh, did you send it to

02:18:20.240 Could you send it to my

02:18:30.200 my Twitter?

02:18:37.040 Not hiding from it, I'm just telling you guys the story

02:18:40.140 of it.

02:18:44.620 Alright, guys.

02:18:46.060 I see the comments

02:18:48.060 let me get more ice

02:18:49.900 it's going to take

02:18:51.160 1.5 minutes

02:18:53.500 we're going to change the music track

02:18:55.300 keep things fresh

02:18:57.540 I'm going to turn the volume up

02:18:59.620 just a little bit

02:19:00.700 just a little bit

02:19:01.920 I know it sounds basically the same

02:19:07.500 this is by Starving Vampires

02:19:10.100 he's not here tonight

02:19:11.640 he had to go to sleep

02:19:12.780 lives on the east coast

02:19:14.400 I'll be right back

02:19:15.540 and you know i'm bringing the big cup we're gonna get all the ice

02:19:45.540 Thank you.

02:20:15.540 Thank you.

02:20:45.540 all right we're back we are back gonna drop that music volume we're going back

02:21:03.660 to the live stream comments where where were we

02:21:15.540 Sliding the glass sand of time.

02:21:31.720 Well, sun rises one more time.

02:21:33.580 Yeah, it's Ireland, right?

02:21:39.960 Yeah, that would be about sunrise right now.

02:21:45.540 you know roosh used to be

02:22:07.940 i don't i don't want to i don't want to say he was like a personal friend i didn't know him that well

02:22:16.180 and i have whiskey in the hallway i need to get my whiskey this bottle's empty

02:22:30.260 yeah like i i don't want to brag like roosh was some bosom buddy of mine or anything like that

02:22:39.060 roosh was a man that was extremely honorable

02:22:45.540 here's kind of my definitive memory of him

02:22:52.260 he had uh i don't know on the rouge v forum

02:23:00.180 which was a bit of a nexus for all the alternative thinkers

02:23:08.420 but the idea had come up what if we had a happy hour a global happy hour on such and such a date

02:23:17.740 all the rouge feet like everybody would there'd be a bar meet up in the nearest major city 0.90

02:23:25.320 and we'd shake hands we'd have a few drinks we'd make friends with each other we'd network a little 1.00

02:23:33.020 bit and less than a week before it was scheduled to happen like we organized the whole thing we

02:23:46.980 had everybody like i was volunteering for las vegas which is where i was residing at the time

02:23:53.040 we had people volunteering all over the world mostly in north america but like all over the

02:24:00.120 place days before it happened the media started reporting that a a rape syndicate

02:24:10.120 was planning to meet in public and they were deploying extra police officers

02:24:21.080 and you know so many people were still we were all going to go along with it

02:24:24.200 at the 11th hour,

02:24:26.380 Roosh canceled it.

02:24:29.280 And Roosh said,

02:24:30.300 no.

02:24:33.400 Not, 1.00

02:24:34.100 I don't want a single man

02:24:36.060 to go to prison

02:24:36.820 for me.

02:24:44.340 My fame,

02:24:46.000 my clout

02:24:46.720 is not worth

02:24:48.700 the legal freedom

02:24:49.880 of the guys that follow me.

02:24:54.200 That's what I remember Roosh for.

02:25:04.280 He's an honorable cat.

02:25:14.460 Do you think we could effectively break the wills of our enemies?

02:25:19.380 I feel like we don't challenge their spirits directly.

02:25:22.220 we're always fixed on the facts

02:25:24.280 emotions but not winning

02:25:25.980 who are

02:25:31.680 our enemies

02:25:32.860 one of the things I think so much about

02:25:42.200 these days is the pendulum

02:25:43.420 anytime I start

02:25:46.300 to get worked up politically

02:25:47.640 that's the pendulum

02:25:49.300 always goes left to right

02:25:52.420 our side wins, their side wins

02:25:56.260 is that actually my side

02:26:02.380 or am I just generating energy

02:26:08.400 for the pendulum

02:26:09.820 what is winning

02:26:16.640 better question

02:26:25.260 what is winning for

02:26:27.340 you

02:26:28.340 triggered from the base

02:26:40.380 I'm starting

02:26:52.620 to get an idea of what winning

02:26:54.560 for me would be

02:26:56.560 you know when I was

02:27:04.300 younger honestly

02:27:06.560 aggressive action was part of it

02:27:08.040 military action was a part of it

02:27:10.240 the older I get

02:27:15.180 the less I want violence

02:27:17.520 to be a part of it

02:27:20.180 I'm actually quite

02:27:23.300 grateful

02:27:24.280 to the universe

02:27:26.740 that I did not participate in war

02:27:29.100 maybe that's just getting older

02:27:40.240 My victory condition is owning a four-story wizard tower somewhere near the Rockies.

02:27:53.760 Definitely a wife, probably kids.

02:27:59.040 I'd kind of like to own an apiary.

02:28:10.240 If I can do those victory conditions, or something close to that, I'm happy with that.

02:28:24.060 What are your victory conditions? Have you defined them yet?

02:28:30.540 What do you actually want out of this life?

02:28:40.240 when I was a young man

02:28:47.260 I had the ambition

02:28:52.080 of becoming Prime Minister

02:28:55.320 of Canada at one point

02:28:57.580 which in my younger mind

02:29:02.540 I viewed as a

02:29:03.940 honorable

02:29:05.460 ambitious

02:29:08.760 worthy thing to do.

02:29:14.440 Part of the reason

02:29:15.660 a small part

02:29:19.100 part of my justification for joining the military

02:29:22.760 was that

02:29:25.520 any political leader of Canada ought to have military

02:29:29.780 service. It seemed pretty fucking obvious 0.96

02:29:32.780 to me back in the 90s. 0.85

02:29:38.760 It wasn't the main reason I joined the military.

02:29:45.180 I think the main reason is sports ball competition did not satisfy my ambition.

02:30:01.940 But becoming prime minister was part of the logic of doing the entire thing.

02:30:08.760 Now, obviously, I'm 44, and I have basically zero participation in the political process,

02:30:24.480 and I've said far too many spicy things on live streams to ever get elected.

02:30:38.760 In the TV series F is for Family, the teenage son has an opportunity to become the next

02:30:55.660 boy band, but to become famous, he has to sell out his music, and he decides not to

02:31:06.220 sell out his music. And through that process learns that his ambition of being a famous

02:31:15.500 musician is ultimately for naught. The only way you become a famous musician is if you

02:31:24.840 sell your soul so i have revised my victory conditions

02:31:39.480 turns out i don't want to be justin trudeau

02:31:45.080 i no i don't want to be a member of a club that would have me as a member

02:31:50.840 so that's no longer an ambition of mine

02:31:56.480 but because that was

02:31:58.420 because it was

02:32:07.340 I can evaluate

02:32:08.440 my progress

02:32:10.560 I have met the standards

02:32:16.620 more or less

02:32:20.860 of what I think

02:32:22.860 somebody that would put

02:32:26.440 themselves forth

02:32:28.220 as prime minister of a country

02:32:31.000 I think

02:32:33.020 I have more or less 1.00

02:32:34.460 done that shit 0.99

02:32:38.000 and the fact that it does not 0.99

02:32:42.460 make me a viable

02:32:44.780 political candidate

02:32:46.180 says more about the system than it says about me.

02:32:51.060 And I'm actually pretty okay with me.

02:33:04.800 These days, my desire to understand myself better

02:33:08.340 is far more about

02:33:11.520 the better I understand myself

02:33:15.560 the better I understand others

02:33:18.420 and the better I understand others

02:33:23.240 the better

02:33:24.660 I can give them

02:33:29.560 what I needed

02:33:32.820 when I was that age

02:33:45.560 I hope that answers the question.

02:33:49.020 I don't know. It's really, really meta.

02:33:57.760 Right, you're asking,

02:33:58.820 could we effectively break the will of our enemies?

02:34:00.960 Who are our enemies?

02:34:07.460 The sort of people I consider enemies

02:34:09.520 are so entrapped

02:34:12.300 by their own will

02:34:14.280 that

02:34:16.980 nothing will break their will

02:34:19.880 but themselves

02:34:20.840 and the sooner the better

02:34:25.140 the sooner they get out of this delusion

02:34:26.800 the sooner they get

02:34:28.140 they wake up and smell the coffee

02:34:34.560 like

02:34:35.400 this is life

02:34:37.040 this is where we are

02:34:39.760 this is the opportunities we have

02:34:42.300 we are so blessed

02:34:44.120 to be where we are as bad as things are they could be so much worse

02:34:53.880 and yet things are not perfect but what do we do to make things more perfect

02:35:04.580 well you'll you'll water your plants

02:35:11.420 you buy some more ammo you lift weights

02:35:20.640 you make good conversations and tell jokes with your co-workers

02:35:30.260 you make the best out of a bad situation

02:35:33.800 And that is how, step by step, we move forward.

02:35:50.040 Jesus, Scowls McJones, authenticity versus perfection.

02:35:56.220 That's beautifully put.

02:35:58.040 That is beautifully put.

02:35:59.220 be authentic

02:36:08.520 be genuine

02:36:10.040 be good

02:36:11.420 be good to people that are good to you

02:36:19.540 listen

02:36:20.220 you've got every right

02:36:22.100 in the

02:36:22.500 defend your ego

02:36:23.980 or rather

02:36:25.960 your ego should defend you

02:36:27.720 Your ego is a dog in your yard that barks to protect you.

02:36:37.100 Now, sometimes it barks at the mailman.

02:36:39.740 The mailman's not your enemy.

02:36:41.700 But most of the time, the ego, it's there to take care of you.

02:36:45.260 Let the ego bark.

02:36:47.720 There's a time and a place where you stand up for yourself, where you draw a boundary.

02:36:53.100 and man drawing a boundary like it doesn't there's a way to draw a boundary it doesn't

02:37:01.260 even hurt the other person it's actually good for the other person

02:37:04.420 if you're young if you're in your 20s you're probably not gonna do it

02:37:11.600 you're not gonna do it right the first time 1.00

02:37:23.100 I'm not saying be a pussy. 1.00

02:37:25.260 I'm not saying let everybody, let people walk all over you. 0.99

02:37:29.440 There's a time and a place to make your boundary.

02:37:33.160 Like, no, that was out of line.

02:37:40.460 Please respect me and don't say that again.

02:37:45.160 and if they push it walk off the job site

02:37:53.160 you can always walk away

02:37:57.320 walking away actually leaves all the bad karma 1.00

02:38:03.000 they look like more of an asshole 1.00

02:38:05.000 when was my service 1.00

02:38:15.800 oh one to oh seven oh eight

02:38:21.480 i i rounded up to seven years there's probably six and a half but i say seven years

02:38:31.600 Thank you.

02:39:01.600 Listen, guys, we've got a base level of material struggle going on right now.

02:39:09.100 We all need to be making money.

02:39:11.940 We all need to be establishing households.

02:39:14.680 We all need to be not getting murdered by diversity.

02:39:20.760 But we also have far higher struggles going on.

02:39:27.060 GGI must fail.

02:39:28.540 we need to be doing all at the same time

02:39:34.320 and i think

02:39:43.120 at least i try to do all levels at the same time

02:39:50.620 I try and achieve basic competency at my job.

02:40:06.860 I try and achieve mastery at my job.

02:40:09.500 I try and learn as much as I can, leave the job site better for the next shift that comes on.

02:40:20.620 I try and understand my co-workers.

02:40:26.240 Figure out what they know.

02:40:28.400 Figure out what they don't know.

02:40:34.380 And on the more emotional, intuitive, strategic level,

02:40:39.380 I try and listen to them.

02:40:45.300 Hear what they're going through.

02:40:50.620 and offer them

02:40:52.640 what wisdom I have.

02:41:02.560 We need valid

02:41:04.280 building locations, sorry.

02:41:13.820 Find an industry

02:41:15.460 where intelligence and competence

02:41:17.460 matters, and where it's hard work.

02:41:20.620 What beer are you drinking?

02:41:25.160 I am drinking Wiser's Whiskey.

02:41:31.340 I know my old friend Aaron Clary made fun of it.

02:41:37.100 I love Wiser's.

02:41:38.360 It's, it's, I enjoy it.

02:41:43.900 What do you think of the Second Sons?

02:41:47.180 Says removed comment.

02:41:50.620 i'm not sure i'm not sure

02:41:57.340 i'm aware of them i haven't joined them i am not sure what i think i don't know if they're feds i

02:42:10.920 don't know if they're legitimate and if they are legitimate do they have legs to walk i do not know

02:42:16.720 wish I had a better answer for you

02:42:29.380 I should probably check them out

02:42:32.680 I've got a couple of days off

02:42:36.580 I need to record some videos tomorrow

02:42:38.240 I've got a couple of videos planned

02:42:41.540 then Monday

02:42:44.440 I got a date

02:42:46.340 her and I are going to be looking for

02:42:49.340 occult symbolism in corporate logos

02:42:51.580 in downtown Calgary

02:42:52.840 we'll see how it goes

02:42:57.280 she's excited

02:42:58.760 then Tuesday

02:43:11.220 I need to talk to my company and say

02:43:13.480 yeah I'm ready to work again

02:43:14.620 and I need to be working on that

02:43:19.840 grimoire

02:43:21.240 I've got lots of books I need to read

02:43:23.660 I don't have any farm obligations

02:43:30.140 just yet

02:43:31.160 oh shoot

02:43:34.760 soon enough I'm going to have to spend a week

02:43:37.300 repairing barbed wire fences

02:43:39.060 oh my god the the audio is desynced

02:43:46.740 we're just going off webcam right now

02:43:52.580 world is getting crazy folks

02:44:09.060 I'm still not sensing an impending disaster.

02:44:17.220 I'm cautioning you to be ready for it.

02:44:28.740 I'm still not sensing one.

02:44:30.660 take that for what it's worth

02:44:39.780 anyway guys

02:44:48.120 I've been going

02:44:49.720 2 hours and 45 minutes

02:44:52.220 that's a joint

02:44:53.800 no it's not

02:44:54.720 I mean they're legal here

02:44:57.200 I don't usually smoke weed

02:44:59.220 these are

02:45:02.440 butt cigarettes

02:45:03.980 this already happened 0.59

02:45:09.980 maybe

02:45:11.320 even if there isn't

02:45:18.620 an event

02:45:20.280 it's time to start

02:45:23.020 buckling down

02:45:24.060 buy an extra pair of boot laces

02:45:27.500 you smoke weed come on

02:45:33.920 I mean I

02:45:35.200 like yeah like once or twice a year

02:45:40.440 somebody offers

02:45:42.420 me some

02:45:43.020 it's been well

02:45:48.480 over a year since I paid for

02:45:50.500 it 1.00

02:45:50.800 that's my ex-girlfriend smoked 0.76

02:45:54.320 weed

02:45:54.660 like dude i'm not opposed to it i'm i just don't usually smoke weed

02:46:05.880 and i live in a place where it's legal so

02:46:24.660 Brother, I live until 97.

02:46:29.260 96, 97.

02:46:41.400 Got no animosity if you smoke weed.

02:46:44.560 It's just not my thing.

02:46:51.620 I'm 44.

02:46:54.660 and yeah

02:46:58.380 weed actually does have a number

02:47:00.560 of dangerous side effects

02:47:02.180 I'll stick to tobacco

02:47:07.680 oh cheers

02:47:14.360 thank you

02:47:15.180 under blue light you can see the wrinkles

02:47:20.480 by my eyes I don't quite look 26

02:47:22.700 you really do earn your face

02:47:34.440 by the way

02:47:35.080 I've got

02:47:36.260 a ton of joy wrinkles by my eyes

02:47:40.240 and a ton of sadness wrinkles

02:47:42.120 I think I earned both of them

02:47:51.300 here's an errant thought

02:48:06.140 does

02:48:08.260 pursuit of happiness

02:48:09.800 happiness

02:48:12.000 happiness without sorrow

02:48:13.000 joy without tragedy

02:48:16.020 lead the greater

02:48:19.500 misery

02:48:20.520 exactly witness protection nobody wins the game of life none of us get out of here alive

02:48:51.160 choose a path that's interesting and meaningful

02:48:57.000 it will be inevitably filled with mistakes

02:49:00.520 that's okay mistakes can be quite a bit of fun sometimes 0.99

02:49:20.520 Just learn from the damn things 0.98

02:49:22.280 and don't do the fatal mistakes. 0.99

02:49:38.980 Man, I really, really hope

02:49:40.700 we're not entering a 1930s dust bowl. 0.91

02:49:45.060 We might be.

02:49:46.220 things might get ugly

02:49:50.960 be as smart as you can 0.99

02:49:58.820 make some fucking money right now 0.99

02:50:03.100 have a backup plan 0.99

02:50:08.980 but

02:50:09.320 don't

02:50:13.240 doom her

02:50:13.800 don't give up

02:50:17.120 keep fighting

02:50:17.780 things are still

02:50:25.140 pretty good 0.99

02:50:26.120 go out there and kick some ass 1.00

02:50:30.540 alright 1.00

02:50:31.040 I'm going to close things off

02:50:35.220 they need to bring on 0.88

02:50:39.360 the super cities

02:50:39.980 when did i finally shave well uh i think it was how old was i i think it was 29 i looked in the 0.80

02:50:52.540 mirror one day and it's like holy shit i look like an old guy trying to look young

02:50:57.560 it just didn't work anymore so i shaved it all off 0.70

02:51:02.040 chuck norris says are you talking about famine 30 of the world's fertilizer comes up

02:51:15.260 the straight of hormas 30 of the world's exactly yeah that's exactly what i'm talking about

02:51:23.340 that's exactly

02:51:32.060 what I'm worried about

02:51:33.300 I don't think it's going to be famine

02:51:39.700 per se in North America

02:51:41.700 it's more going to be 0.98

02:51:44.220 really fucking expensive food 0.91

02:51:47.900 lots of major 0.98

02:51:52.980 shakeups

02:51:53.720 it's not gonna be nice

02:51:58.460 hey

02:52:09.080 Kane lives in death

02:52:10.620 glad to have you Omni

02:52:12.360 never give up

02:52:17.940 and trust in Christ

02:52:19.600 Butterfly gets it

02:52:24.200 don't give up

02:52:27.500 all

02:52:29.680 all defeat

02:52:31.680 is in the mind

02:52:33.560 until the point of death

02:52:36.380 all defeat

02:52:38.220 is in the mind

02:52:39.020 i'm not dying

02:52:43.680 i am not going to die for over 50 years five decades you guys are stuck with me for five decades 0.99

02:52:58.380 things are getting ugly things are getting weird i'm not fucking dying 0.98

02:53:06.300 neither is my mom 0.99

02:53:09.900 she will die 0.96

02:53:11.220 at her allotted hour

02:53:13.980 I don't know much else about my destiny

02:53:26.540 but I do know I don't die

02:53:28.460 for five decades

02:53:29.360 and lots of interesting 0.90

02:53:36.160 shit is going to happen in those five decades most of it involving young people that mostly 0.97

02:53:41.840 don't want to listen to an old person so my challenge is trying to find the way to talk to 0.98

02:53:47.680 those young people about things i've figured out that are useful go find me the hair transplant no 1.00

02:54:01.600 We're good there.

02:54:19.640 Oh, gee.

02:54:21.060 Man, smoking doesn't kill people.

02:54:25.660 All the oldest people on the planet smoked.

02:54:31.600 things are getting spicy plan accordingly

02:54:42.260 what's this

02:54:55.220 you looking down

02:54:59.060 that lens 40 years being so

02:55:01.600 fickle immediately doesn't

02:55:02.920 not sure what you're saying brother

02:55:12.260 I want some advice

02:55:19.880 if you've got a good girl

02:55:21.260 if you're in your 20s

02:55:23.480 you got a good girl

02:55:24.260 and you got a good career

02:55:25.420 stick by the money 1.00

02:55:28.220 and knock the bitch up 1.00

02:55:30.280 good girl 1.00

02:55:32.520 and you got a good career 0.81

02:55:33.700 stick by the money 1.00

02:55:36.500 and knock the bitch up 1.00

02:55:38.620 That's some good fucking 1.00

02:55:42.340 advice. 1.00

02:55:50.140 And Butterfly Ballerina thinks

02:55:52.380 that the Captain Picard 0.99

02:55:54.420 look is hot.

02:56:08.620 there are worse things in life

02:56:16.600 than losing your hair

02:56:17.840 it's alright guys

02:56:19.500 it's okay

02:56:20.420 and we're going two more minutes

02:56:30.580 two more minutes

02:56:31.860 unless if I get a 0.99

02:56:33.500 fucking fantastic super chat 0.98

02:56:35.620 or something that keeps me going 0.98

02:56:36.960 yes i'm angling for money i am having a blast but i also

02:56:44.560 i'm getting tired i don't know if this room is as spicy as it once was

02:56:51.140 chuck norris says it's the hyper animization of our people that really gets me down

02:57:00.160 hmm yeah feels like the extended family society has been vaporized

02:57:05.740 brother I feel

02:57:10.560 so the young lad

02:57:19.120 he's 26

02:57:23.620 he's not that young

02:57:25.540 he's young to me

02:57:27.420 the young lad

02:57:28.220 he and I were

02:57:31.320 talking about

02:57:32.220 how much the

02:57:35.120 retreat from Afghanistan

02:57:36.680 upset us.

02:57:43.440 And I, you know, at one point

02:57:44.880 I pointed to the

02:57:46.740 four-man

02:57:49.000 crew. There were four of us.

02:57:51.680 I said, if this was

02:57:52.880 Canada, 1.00

02:57:54.260 I'd be okay with losing

02:57:58.740 a war for this

02:58:00.920 right here.

02:58:05.120 Sometimes you lose a war.

02:58:07.020 Whatever. 0.75

02:58:11.580 But this is not Canada.

02:58:15.220 You guys 0.99

02:58:15.920 are the minority. 1.00

02:58:21.800 I got zero fucking interest 1.00

02:58:24.280 in losing any fucking body 0.99

02:58:28.020 from the Canadian forces 1.00

02:58:30.800 for whatever the fuck Canada is. 0.99

02:58:33.840 these days. 0.99

02:58:36.160 Fash, thank you for the like.

02:58:37.840 Thank you very much, sir. 1.00

02:58:44.940 It's like those World War II vets 1.00

02:58:46.980 in Britain. 1.00

02:59:00.260 Give me something worth dying for.

02:59:03.840 Give me something worth my nephews dying for. 1.00

02:59:14.200 The economic prosperity of Indian and African migrants is not something worth dying for. 0.89

02:59:33.840 Okay, to go back to Chuck Norris, hyper-atomization.

02:59:39.340 I've never met any of these guys before.

02:59:46.900 I worked with them four days.

02:59:49.260 Four days before the world started puking up iron. 1.00

02:59:57.600 I'm a weird fucking guy. 1.00

03:00:01.240 I read tarot cards. 1.00

03:00:02.960 I study astrology

03:00:04.280 and these dudes 1.00

03:00:13.320 didn't think I was some sort of faggot 1.00

03:00:17.900 we wound up 1.00

03:00:19.640 you know I was telling them

03:00:22.640 this is what

03:00:23.300 alchemy is all about 1.00

03:00:25.700 they didn't think it was stupid 1.00

03:00:29.940 and weird 0.99

03:00:30.520 they thought hey that's

03:00:32.020 kind of neat. Maybe I'll

03:00:35.220 incorporate that. I had some good fucking 0.99

03:00:38.420 conversations with these guys. 0.99

03:00:45.900 So maybe the

03:00:47.420 atomization, maybe the atomization

03:00:51.160 is that our countries have been 1.00

03:00:55.240 flooded with foreigners

03:00:57.220 and foreign narratives.

03:01:02.020 There's an idea.

03:01:04.600 Maybe you got more brothers than you realize. 1.00

03:01:09.120 Maybe more people are the weird shit than you think. 1.00

03:01:23.020 Okay, what is... 1.00

03:01:25.840 When you walk down the road, you see 40 years away already exists.

03:01:36.320 It's already real.

03:01:37.620 It's finite.

03:01:38.820 Being fickle right now seems that bit.

03:01:55.840 You know, brother, you spend the first part of your life trying to impress women.

03:02:03.600 You spend the second part of your life trying to impress men.

03:02:13.720 You spend the third part of your life trying to impress yourself.

03:02:18.640 maybe there's a fourth part

03:02:25.740 where you try and impress

03:02:29.780 Scott

03:02:30.280 build something

03:02:37.780 impossible says Scowls

03:02:39.900 yeah build

03:02:41.880 something impossible

03:02:42.860 Exactly who knows why

03:03:00.960 they are here.

03:03:09.020 Part of the game

03:03:10.580 is not knowing why we're here.

03:03:12.860 I think part of the reason

03:03:22.040 we are here

03:03:23.920 is to

03:03:26.000 colonize

03:03:27.120 we are the initial

03:03:31.960 expeditionary

03:03:34.040 force

03:03:34.720 to colonize

03:03:37.000 this universe

03:03:38.600 into holiness

03:03:41.540 have we not

03:03:50.400 have we not

03:03:57.720 turned

03:03:59.140 the brute animal world

03:04:02.480 of rapine and murder

03:04:06.540 into something a bit more civilized, meaningful, and beautiful.

03:04:18.220 Do we not love our cattle?

03:04:22.160 And do we not play better games with them than the wolves did?

03:04:36.540 I am baptized Catholic.

03:04:49.580 Though, I'm far more Pythagorean these days. 1.00

03:05:06.540 Oh yeah, Africa is a completely different hominid from us. 0.99

03:05:26.020 Just because we can interbreed does not mean we're the same species. 0.96

03:05:36.540 don't try just flow

03:05:47.180 don't try just flow guys god bless all of you stay frosty out there keep flowing

03:06:03.740 raise your level of consciousness.

03:06:10.960 By the way, that's not an empty phrase.

03:06:13.920 It has a distinct scientific meaning.

03:06:16.420 Raise it so you are more effective,

03:06:20.020 so you produce more income,

03:06:22.180 so you have greater power over reality itself.

03:06:33.740 Carpe Futurum Tenetratitum Solvay et Coagula

03:06:49.380 Butterfly, your comments are as lovely as your eyelashes.

03:07:03.740 Good night, folks.

03:07:05.880 Rini out.

03:07:19.120 If I can turn this off. 1.00

03:07:33.740 punch 0.78

03:07:40.180 sch

03:07:44.240 sch

03:07:45.760 sch

03:07:48.340 and

03:07:50.440 same

03:07:52.440 and

Leo D.M.J. Aurini - April 12, 2026

SatW Livestream 2026-04-11： What World Are We Living In？

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