Leo D.M.J. Aurini - October 13, 2016


The Heresy of Soul Annihilation

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Length

9 minutes

Words per minute

154.88

Word count

1,412

Sentence count

162

Harmful content

Misogyny

2

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Toxicity

28

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Hate speech

4

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A man goes to a nightclub, and realizes that he looks like a piece of filth in the daylight, and then realizes that no matter how good he looked in the nightclub, he is in fact a pile of garbage in the light.

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00:00:00.000 This video is about a heresy which is very rampant throughout Western civilization, including the Church.
00:00:10.000 It's the heresy of soul annihilation.
00:00:14.000 The idea that the sinner, the evil, wicked sinner, when they die, their soul is snuffed out.
00:00:25.000 That hell is merely the ending of their existence.
00:00:31.000 And this heresy is terribly, terribly destructive.
00:00:35.000 And to illustrate that to you, I'd like to tell you the parable of the nightclub.
00:00:41.000 There was a young man, a good young man, law-abiding, knew how to handle himself in a fight, but didn't start fights unnecessarily.
00:00:51.000 It came from a bit of money.
00:00:53.000 And one night, he decided to go, he decided to go downtown.
00:00:58.000 He decided to go to the dive club. 1.00
00:01:01.000 And in that club, the people in that club were a bunch of sinners, whores, thieves, people who would rape pit bulls for fun. 1.00
00:01:11.000 With guns and knives and brand new sexual organs that you did not know existed. 1.00
00:01:16.000 And so he went down to this nightclub, and he partied at this nightclub. 0.62
00:01:21.000 He had quite a bit of fun.
00:01:22.000 There were many loose women. 1.00
00:01:24.000 He made friends with the owner because he wasn't misbehaved like some of them.
00:01:29.000 He wasn't an out-of-control drunk. 0.99
00:01:32.000 He wasn't an idiot. 0.95
00:01:33.000 He didn't start fights. 0.98
00:01:34.000 He didn't get arrested.
00:01:35.000 He just went down there, and he was partying, and he was drinking, not to excess, just a reasonable amount.
00:01:41.000 And he was having one hell of a time.
00:01:44.000 The whole time he was in that nightclub, he was protected because he knew not to start fights.
00:01:51.000 He knew not to get into trouble.
00:01:53.000 He knew not to screw things up.
00:01:55.000 He was dressed well.
00:01:56.000 You know, not the best-dressed man in the club.
00:01:59.000 There were people that were better dressed than him.
00:02:01.000 But he was dressed well.
00:02:02.000 Looked like he came from money.
00:02:04.000 So the guys in the wife beaters, the guys in the cargo shorts, they didn't start it with him. 1.00
00:02:09.000 He stood at the sidelines watching these idiots fight, knife one another over some whore. 1.00
00:02:14.000 He stood at the sidelines and thought, hey, I'm above it all. 1.00
00:02:19.000 I've got the sense not to get dragged down by all of this.
00:02:23.000 And then, and then the night came to an end.
00:02:27.000 And he walked outside of the club.
00:02:29.000 He thought it was maybe 3, 4 a.m., but it turned out it was 7 a.m.
00:02:33.000 His son had long risen.
00:02:35.000 So he stepped out of the club.
00:02:37.000 And he popped into a diner to get some coffee and to get something to eat, sober up.
00:02:42.000 He realized something.
00:02:44.000 You know, maybe he didn't get arrested.
00:02:46.000 Maybe he didn't, you know, get into a knife fight.
00:02:49.000 Maybe he didn't get murdered.
00:02:50.000 Maybe he didn't get an STD.
00:02:52.000 So he kept things in check.
00:02:54.000 So he sat in that diner.
00:02:56.000 Saw all the other people.
00:02:58.000 And they were all looking at him.
00:02:59.000 Because his suit, his suit had looked so good in that nightclub.
00:03:03.000 The lights had been shining off it.
00:03:05.000 He looked like a million bucks.
00:03:07.000 He looked like he knew what was going on.
00:03:09.000 Because in the nightclub, you couldn't see the cigarette burn on one leg.
00:03:13.000 In the nightclub, he'd spent so much time there all the sleeves got tattered. 0.99
00:03:19.000 He stank a cigarette smoke and cheap perfume from the whores he'd been associating with. 1.00
00:03:24.000 Yeah, maybe he didn't get an STD, but they left their mark on him. 1.00
00:03:28.000 And he realized that no matter how good he looked in that nightclub, out there in the daylight, he looked like a piece of filth.
00:03:36.000 And that young man is me.
00:03:39.000 You know, the more, the more I try and walk the righteous lifestyle. 0.99
00:03:45.000 Not just talk the talk, like that asshole that I was in the nightclub. 0.99
00:03:50.000 But actually walk the walk. 1.00
00:03:52.000 The more I come into the daylight, I realize just how tattered and shabby I am.
00:03:59.000 Just how much I've wasted the gifts given to me.
00:04:03.000 And any time I step out into the daylight, and you can see the torn threads.
00:04:08.000 You can see that it's a cheap suit that doesn't fit very well.
00:04:12.000 It looks great in a club, but in real... 0.98
00:04:14.000 No, I look like garbage in the light. 0.99
00:04:16.000 I look like garbage under the light of truth. 0.95
00:04:20.000 You know, and walking out into that light is absolutely terrifying. 0.88
00:04:23.000 Because I'm still hungover.
00:04:25.000 My ears are still pounding with that music. 0.92
00:04:27.000 And so if I think I look like garbage when I'm standing in the light.
00:04:33.000 Can you imagine what a sober person must think of me?
00:04:36.000 Somebody whose faculties aren't twisted, aren't bent, aren't affected.
00:04:40.000 Somebody that can see me like I actually am.
00:04:43.000 And part of me wants to run back into that nightclub.
00:04:46.000 Back into that place of pounding music and flashing lights.
00:04:50.000 Where I can pretend to be cool.
00:04:52.000 I can pretend to be in control of things.
00:04:55.000 I can pretend to be better than all these other people in the nightclub.
00:05:00.000 The beatific vision terrifies me.
00:05:05.000 Because I've got an inkling. 0.98
00:05:07.000 I've got just an inkling of how pathetic and ragged I actually am. 0.99
00:05:15.000 And I'm pretty sure I'm a lot more pathetic and ragged than that. 0.98
00:05:19.000 I don't want to be in the light. 0.98
00:05:22.000 I don't want all my sins.
00:05:24.000 All of the mistakes.
00:05:26.000 All of the wasted time for my life.
00:05:30.000 I don't want that to be under a harsh halogen lamp.
00:05:34.000 Part of me.
00:05:36.000 Part of me would much rather wander into that nihilistic abyss and end my soul.
00:05:46.000 Part of me wants to believe in those lyrics from the M.A.S.H. theme song that suicide is painless.
00:05:56.000 I would love, I would just love, wouldn't I, to spend another 10 or 20 or 30 years partying in this nightclub.
00:06:04.000 And then when my suit really gets ragged, when all the other party goers in this nightclub and they're beginning to look down on me and I realize that I'm one of the beasts.
00:06:12.000 Just swallow that pill, slit those wrists, check out of the whole system.
00:06:20.000 The beatific vision terrifies me.
00:06:22.000 God utterly terrifies me because I know I don't deserve his mercy.
00:06:26.000 And none of us do.
00:06:28.000 And the concept of there not being a hell is a very, very tempting black pill for us to all swallow.
00:06:36.000 So those who say or believe or promote the idea that the saints get the beatific vision.
00:06:42.000 They get life eternal.
00:06:44.000 They get to go to heaven.
00:06:45.000 And everybody else just, they disappear into blackness and they stop existing. 0.98
00:06:50.000 That is so, so tempting for so many people.
00:06:54.000 Spent another 20 years on this planet.
00:06:58.000 Pursuing physical pleasure.
00:07:00.000 Pursuing ego pleasure.
00:07:02.000 Pursuing whatever.
00:07:03.000 And then you die and there's nothing.
00:07:05.000 Very tempting.
00:07:07.000 We need the courage to walk into the light.
00:07:10.000 And people that say there is no hell, priests who say there is no hell, are doing a disservice to their flock.
00:07:18.000 Because there is a hell.
00:07:19.000 And if you're honest with yourself, you've seen it.
00:07:22.000 You've seen it in people's eyes.
00:07:24.000 You've seen it in the rage and hatred they have for you when you've done something just.
00:07:29.000 When you've done something good.
00:07:30.000 Maybe.
00:07:31.000 Maybe you've even seen it when you yourself felt that rage and hatred.
00:07:37.000 Souls.
00:07:38.000 Your soul.
00:07:39.000 It's an aspect of yourself.
00:07:41.000 Your free will.
00:07:42.000 That exists.
00:07:43.000 Period.
00:07:44.000 And when you die, it does not get snuffed out.
00:07:49.000 It cannot be snuffed out.
00:07:52.000 It can merely be outside of the presence of God. 1.00
00:07:56.000 With all the other damned souls. 0.87
00:08:00.000 Where there is nothing but this hatred and envy and contempt and viciousness. 1.00
00:08:08.000 And in hell, another human can torture you just as well as a demon can.
00:08:13.000 Everybody is equal down there.
00:08:15.000 So walk out into the light.
00:08:18.000 Even if you're covered with scars.
00:08:20.000 Even if you're stinking of cigarette smoke.
00:08:23.000 If you're covered with sores.
00:08:25.000 No matter what outfit you're wearing, go walk out into the light.
00:08:29.000 Because it is infinitely better than being trapped down there with the monsters.
00:08:36.000 Deus Volt.
00:08:37.000 Urini out.
00:08:38.000 Urini out.
00:08:39.000 Two, two, two, three.
00:08:40.000 Three, two.
00:08:41.000 One, two, three, three.
00:08:42.000 One, two, three.
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00:08:45.000 Three, four.
00:08:46.000 One, two, three.
00:08:51.000 Three, four.
00:08:52.000 Two, two, three.
00:08:53.000 Three, four.
00:08:54.000 Two, eight, ten.
00:08:55.000 Four, winning, two, one구요.
00:08:56.000 Five, nine, nine, nine.
00:08:57.000 Three, six, seven, ten.
00:08:59.000 crowd everybody.
00:09:00.000 Five, ten.
00:09:03.000 One, nine, ten.
00:09:04.000 Grab your head.
00:09:05.000 Had a cámara, three, four,achraven.