Leo D.M.J. Aurini - The Metaphysics Underlying Chaos Magic

00:00:00.000 so the metaphysics underlying chaos magic

00:00:08.720 i think the best way to introduce this video is to explain the inspiration for it why i'm making

00:00:23.040 this the inspiration is i was browsing on 4chan the other day and people were drawing some

00:00:33.600 interesting gematria connections about the pretty good ice situation

00:00:46.240 i mean forget the gematria for a second the fact that their names were pretty good

00:00:53.360 is itself such a synchronicity

00:01:00.000 and gematria if you aren't familiar with it it's the it's where you assign letters to

00:01:09.520 numbers and then you add up the the the sum of the numbers of a name or an event or a place

00:01:17.600 and you draw inferences from those

00:01:25.840 and i believe that i was just skimming through it gematria is not my main focus

00:01:32.800 but i believe that both of the particular individuals had names that wound up adding up

00:01:42.240 to 88 which is also an interesting prison tattoo if you know about that aspect

00:01:49.440 so what gives man is everything pre-planned was this organized from the start

00:02:02.080 how long have these people had these identities

00:02:08.880 what's with all the movie props in the background

00:02:13.760 when good decide to walk on thin ice

00:02:17.920 what the heck is going on with all of this

00:02:26.240 can something be simultaneously pre-planned

00:02:30.240 and spontaneous

00:02:37.120 that's the concept i want to explore here

00:02:45.200 because it's not just gematria

00:02:47.600 that uh it's particularly big in hebrew

00:02:50.480 but you also find it in english

00:02:55.120 you find all of these patterns within patterns within patterns

00:03:03.040 when john d and edward kelly

00:03:06.480 scribe and transcribed enochian the language of the angels

00:03:11.760 they wound up writing down noting down a language

00:03:15.920 that had more mathematical complexity

00:03:21.200 than they themselves could discover

00:03:24.080 more patterns within patterns within patterns

00:03:32.800 and i'd like to discuss the metaphysics as to why all of this happens

00:03:38.000 which is also the metaphysics of chaos magic

00:03:46.800 because you can you can disappear

00:03:50.240 into this stuff if you're not ready for it

00:03:52.400 it can become quite dangerous just look at what happened to uh d and kelly

00:04:02.720 and i want to add one caveat before we really jump into it

00:04:06.640 the caveat is that all knowledge is tentative

00:04:11.200 that an expert is an expert is just somebody who is paid to have an opinion that's probably correct

00:04:22.320 there's always deeper you can dig there's always more you can learn about this stuff

00:04:27.120 i mean i remember when i was in university just walking through the university stacks

00:04:31.360 and just being blown away of all these books

00:04:38.480 i'm never never gonna have time to read all of these books nobody has time to read all of these books

00:04:47.280 all we can do is follow our instincts where they lead us summarize and synthesize as best we can

00:04:56.240 and try and pass on these useful constructs to others

00:05:04.240 so with that said

00:05:07.680 let's talk about tarot cards

00:05:08.960 as you probably know i am fond of tarot cards

00:05:18.560 i've spoken in the past about the especially the major arcana

00:05:24.960 how the order of the major arcana the trump cards

00:05:31.280 if you lay them out in three sets of seven

00:05:33.680 you actually have the original star wars trilogy

00:05:43.120 other times i've pointed out that if you take the five states of consciousness

00:05:49.760 which are gross

00:05:55.520 subtle

00:05:57.440 causal

00:06:03.360 witness

00:06:04.720 and then enlightened

00:06:08.480 the tarot cards describe these five states

00:06:11.440 first line is the gross

00:06:16.480 the second line of seven is the subtle

00:06:20.880 then the first two are the causal

00:06:24.000 the next three are the witness

00:06:26.400 and the final two are the non-dual or the enlightenment

00:06:29.600 so surely

00:06:36.880 surely these

00:06:38.960 tarot cards

00:06:40.960 must have been designed by a mystery school adept

00:06:49.440 surely they must go back to ancient egypt 0.98

00:06:51.360 there's got to be something there right

00:06:55.920 i mean you don't just

00:06:57.360 you don't just happen

00:07:01.040 to get that sort of pattern

00:07:05.360 out of a bunch of playing cards do you

00:07:14.240 but no matter how much i research

00:07:16.080 these things

00:07:23.680 they're just medieval pokemon cards

00:07:28.720 they aren't from ancient egypt

00:07:30.960 they're commissioned in the 15th century by the duke biscondi

00:07:36.240 and the

00:07:38.480 the documentation on them just being playing cards

00:07:42.800 they're just magic the gathering

00:07:48.640 yes they have some

00:07:50.560 interesting imagery on them

00:07:53.440 but even this the rider weight set that i use

00:07:57.040 this was a redesign

00:07:58.400 the originals were

00:08:00.400 far more prosaic

00:08:02.160 and in fact the suit cards having designs on them

00:08:06.080 that wasn't developed until the 20th century

00:08:08.960 the other cards looked like a regular playing card deck

00:08:12.800 there is no ancient tarot deck

00:08:24.160 they're only 500 years old and they're

00:08:27.040 there for playing medieval pokemon

00:08:35.280 it's not just tarot cards either or you run into this issue

00:08:39.520 there's a book called the cabalian

00:08:44.480 which

00:08:46.640 it's exactly what your hope it's

00:08:49.840 it claims to be a distillation of the teachings of hermes trismegistus

00:08:53.840 of the alchemists 1.00

00:08:58.880 it's got the the eight the eight rules of reality all is polarity all is masculine feminine 0.96

00:09:04.880 you know as within so without as above so below

00:09:09.200 change the below change the above change the within change the without

00:09:14.240 it's fantastic stuff eight rules to live your life by that'll do a lot better than the

00:09:19.360 12 that are being marketed to you right now

00:09:21.520 ancient wisdom from hermes the thrice great

00:09:32.560 it's a 20th century invention

00:09:40.800 well what about astrology

00:09:42.320 astrology astrology has a rich body of work surely it is ancient knowledge

00:09:57.120 astrology as we presently understand it didn't really exist in its present form

00:10:03.920 until the late roman empire

00:10:12.720 you even go back to babylon they didn't even have the sign of libra my sign

00:10:18.400 the the more cheerful and friendly form of aquarius

00:10:24.400 also ruled by saturn but in the good sense in the cutting intellect sense not the stealing your money sense

00:10:33.920 no most of the developments in astrology happened in the first and second millennium

00:10:43.760 the the vast majority of astrology comes from this period

00:10:52.880 okay what about latin

00:10:56.560 i've said so many times that latin is the superior language to english i quite enjoy latin

00:11:01.920 however

00:11:06.240 the vocabulary of english

00:11:09.440 and i haven't looked this up i'm just going off

00:11:13.200 general knowledge for the record but the the simple vocabulary of english

00:11:18.720 is

00:11:20.080 at minimum

00:11:21.840 a thousand times

00:11:24.160 the vocabulary of latin not not

00:11:27.440 present-day latin but what we had two thousand years ago

00:11:30.880 english is actually a superior language

00:11:33.360 overall even if it's not as beautifully organized and concise as latin is

00:11:40.720 it's a bigger language it's a better language

00:11:43.280 to put it simply there is no there is no ur text

00:11:56.560 that contains all the secret wisdom of the universe

00:12:00.720 even the bible

00:12:06.320 that wasn't assembled and partly constructed

00:12:11.760 until the seventh century bc

00:12:13.520 it's not even that old we have older books than that

00:12:18.480 the fact is knowledge has been growing upon knowledge

00:12:32.400 and you're not going to go and find that truth i am actually working right now on a grimoire

00:12:45.120 what are

00:12:47.600 covering in detail with citations

00:12:51.520 accurate historical

00:12:52.800 informative

00:12:55.520 knowledge

00:12:56.000 of all these things

00:12:58.480 of astrology

00:12:59.680 of the tarot

00:13:00.640 of oom

00:13:01.440 of the runes

00:13:02.800 of of the gods

00:13:04.400 the planets

00:13:05.840 of all of this stuff

00:13:07.120 I am, this is the project I've put before myself to create a grimoire of all this knowledge that I wish I had right now and that I think many of you might find useful.

00:13:29.020 But I'm going to tell you right up front, there is no urtext.

00:13:31.740 There is no root text of alchemy that served to unlock both the spiritual and chemical practices that alchemy led to.

00:13:53.860 There's just a progression of knowledge. All knowledge is tentative.

00:14:01.740 And yet, when you pray in Latin, your prayers are more powerful.

00:14:11.620 When I use these medieval Pokemon cards, it is striking how accurate they are.

00:14:25.400 And the patterns you find in gematria and astrology are very, very significant.

00:14:35.860 So, what the heck is going on with all of this?

00:14:40.160 So, let's get to the metaphysics part of this.

00:14:54.580 The metaphysics is what is the nature of reality?

00:14:57.240 What is the primordial duality that makes up reality is I-thou. 0.99

00:15:12.740 I observe the thou environment.

00:15:17.980 Now, here's the interesting thing about I-thou. 0.97

00:15:29.660 When I'm at a gross state of consciousness,

00:15:34.420 in fact, at the gross state of consciousness, you're not really aware of I or thou.

00:15:41.380 There's things in your environment, and there's your reaction to those things in the environment.

00:15:49.920 But the gross state of consciousness, the material level of consciousness,

00:15:56.760 is, in a way, it's sort of unconscious to all of it.

00:16:03.180 Like, you're definitely feeling what you're feeling,

00:16:06.540 and you're seeing what you're seeing,

00:16:09.340 but you're so busy feeling and seeing that you can't tell that you're feeling and seeing.

00:16:17.500 You're not being very self-reflective.

00:16:27.220 The self-reflective starts to come on at the subtle stages.

00:16:33.180 And at the subtle stages,

00:16:37.680 you begin to notice

00:16:39.720 your own

00:16:41.980 perceptions,

00:16:44.520 the nature of your perception,

00:16:46.820 your biases,

00:16:48.560 your emotions,

00:16:50.420 coloring,

00:16:51.560 the way you observe things.

00:16:54.320 And you begin to see the things you observe,

00:16:58.140 not

00:16:58.880 merely in how they

00:17:01.680 relate to you,

00:17:04.180 but how they relate to one another,

00:17:06.720 that you're not the center of attention,

00:17:09.220 that there's other centers of attention out there,

00:17:12.060 other centers of perception.

00:17:14.200 But it's only above this,

00:17:21.560 at the non-causal,

00:17:23.000 or the non-dual

00:17:24.100 states.

00:17:27.100 Again, this would be the

00:17:28.440 causal,

00:17:29.300 the

00:17:29.700 witness,

00:17:31.380 and

00:17:32.140 the enlightened stage.

00:17:37.080 That duality collapses.

00:17:38.700 You realize that observer and observed are made out of the same substance.

00:17:50.080 That all of reality

00:17:51.560 is made out of the same substance.

00:17:55.980 And it's just been pulled apart

00:17:58.460 so that it can pretend

00:18:01.460 to be two opposites

00:18:03.220 so that reactions

00:18:04.800 can occur.

00:18:20.600 Reality has two aspects.

00:18:22.720 The first is that reality is holographic.

00:18:25.520 Now,

00:18:26.980 what this means

00:18:28.480 is that

00:18:29.960 every

00:18:30.580 particle of reality

00:18:33.220 contains within itself

00:18:36.220 every other part of reality.

00:18:40.840 Wittgenstein

00:18:41.660 talked about this.

00:18:43.760 That

00:18:44.060 it's as if

00:18:45.040 the universe

00:18:47.160 it's as if God were a giant reflecting mirror

00:18:51.600 reflecting himself.

00:18:53.500 who shattered himself

00:18:56.500 into an infinite number

00:18:58.520 of individual parts

00:19:00.640 an infinite number

00:19:02.160 of

00:19:02.980 mirrored parts

00:19:05.600 that reflect everything else.

00:19:09.640 They

00:19:09.840 each part

00:19:10.900 contains the whole

00:19:11.920 within itself.

00:19:17.300 But reality

00:19:18.520 is also

00:19:19.200 holonic.

00:19:22.400 Holonic 1.00

00:19:23.200 is when

00:19:25.080 the whole

00:19:27.340 is bigger

00:19:27.880 than the sum

00:19:28.560 of its parts

00:19:29.480 but it's also

00:19:31.140 the sum

00:19:31.560 of its parts.

00:19:33.900 So

00:19:34.420 every body

00:19:35.260 is made

00:19:36.660 of cells

00:19:37.240 and

00:19:39.340 cells

00:19:40.160 are made

00:19:40.940 of molecules

00:19:41.620 which are made

00:19:42.940 of atoms

00:19:43.580 which are made

00:19:44.780 of subatomic

00:19:45.800 particles

00:19:46.400 and

00:19:47.400 you know

00:19:47.780 turtles all the way down.

00:19:48.800 so we've got the holographic

00:19:53.900 that everything contains

00:19:55.300 everything else

00:19:56.080 but we also have

00:19:58.660 an ascension

00:19:59.560 that even though

00:20:02.140 everything contains

00:20:03.000 everything else

00:20:03.800 some things

00:20:05.420 contain more things

00:20:06.440 than others

00:20:06.960 and this

00:20:10.720 is what leads

00:20:11.880 to the fractal

00:20:12.900 nature

00:20:13.340 of reality

00:20:14.480 that reality

00:20:22.340 is an infinite

00:20:23.600 iterated

00:20:24.960 pattern

00:20:25.940 of light

00:20:26.900 and dark

00:20:27.540 contrasting one another

00:20:29.480 and working together

00:20:30.660 even though light

00:20:31.660 and dark

00:20:32.120 are fundamentally

00:20:32.860 made out of the same thing

00:20:34.180 but they interplay

00:20:35.900 with each other

00:20:36.560 into an infinite

00:20:37.840 regress

00:20:38.500 if you haven't seen

00:20:45.520 the thumbprint

00:20:46.300 of God

00:20:46.920 that fractal

00:20:48.480 look it up

00:20:49.720 that is how

00:20:52.280 reality works

00:20:53.140 and so

00:21:01.560 any

00:21:02.180 incident

00:21:03.340 that you have

00:21:05.860 like let's go back

00:21:06.580 to the gematria

00:21:07.320 for a second

00:21:08.620 why is it

00:21:09.720 that we have

00:21:10.160 these really weird

00:21:11.440 and meaningful patterns

00:21:12.840 appearing

00:21:13.760 when we assign

00:21:14.460 numerical value

00:21:16.020 to names

00:21:17.480 of prominent people

00:21:18.920 that appear

00:21:19.420 in situations

00:21:20.180 that's because

00:21:25.240 reality is literally

00:21:26.360 just the same

00:21:27.380 substance

00:21:27.880 stretched out

00:21:29.020 so that there

00:21:32.100 can be contrasts

00:21:33.520 and

00:21:33.980 to accomplish

00:21:35.320 that stretching

00:21:36.360 also requires

00:21:37.860 correspondences

00:21:38.980 throughout the

00:21:40.460 entire network

00:21:41.380 this is why

00:21:43.020 as above

00:21:43.600 so below

00:21:44.300 as within

00:21:45.620 so without

00:21:46.280 this is just

00:21:48.200 the nature

00:21:49.080 of

00:21:49.860 of reality

00:21:51.560 stretched out

00:21:52.560 into duality

00:21:54.240 this is

00:22:00.620 this is why

00:22:00.940 gematria

00:22:01.640 works for all

00:22:03.480 languages

00:22:03.940 it's

00:22:05.120 the traditional

00:22:06.540 practitioners

00:22:07.340 focused on

00:22:08.320 Hebrew

00:22:08.780 in particular

00:22:09.840 thinking there's

00:22:10.800 something special

00:22:11.480 about that language

00:22:12.520 because

00:22:12.940 you know

00:22:13.600 that's

00:22:14.040 that's not what

00:22:15.240 Jesus spoke

00:22:15.900 but okay

00:22:16.560 it's what the

00:22:17.500 Bible was written

00:22:18.180 in

00:22:18.440 there's nothing

00:22:21.660 special

00:22:22.120 about Hebrew

00:22:23.260 or

00:22:24.420 Aramaic

00:22:25.660 or

00:22:26.420 Proto-Indo-European 0.85

00:22:27.920 or

00:22:28.560 Latin

00:22:29.200 or

00:22:29.860 English

00:22:30.600 and yet

00:22:40.120 when you

00:22:40.580 embed yourself

00:22:41.640 in a particular

00:22:44.360 pattern

00:22:44.920 you take

00:22:50.560 advantage of

00:22:51.180 all the energy

00:22:51.840 of that

00:22:52.380 pattern

00:22:52.820 one of the

00:23:07.060 dangers

00:23:07.400 with all

00:23:08.840 of this

00:23:09.280 let's go back

00:23:12.900 to that

00:23:13.140 thumbprint of

00:23:13.760 God

00:23:14.080 I trust

00:23:18.280 you all

00:23:18.560 know it

00:23:18.900 but go

00:23:19.180 watch it

00:23:19.620 if you

00:23:19.800 haven't

00:23:20.580 it is

00:23:21.280 fascinating

00:23:23.580 it's

00:23:24.720 amazing

00:23:25.960 you could

00:23:29.260 watch that

00:23:29.740 thing forever

00:23:30.380 and therein

00:23:33.880 lies the

00:23:34.360 rub 0.88

00:23:34.640 in the

00:23:38.980 plainscape

00:23:39.680 setting

00:23:40.360 in the

00:23:42.980 city of

00:23:43.340 Sigil

00:23:43.960 ruled by

00:23:45.580 the lady 0.95

00:23:46.080 of pain

00:23:46.840 the

00:23:48.600 hub

00:23:49.340 of

00:23:50.540 all

00:23:51.120 the

00:23:51.460 different

00:23:51.920 potential

00:23:52.540 realities

00:23:53.240 that

00:23:53.600 exist

00:23:54.080 one of

00:23:59.180 the rules

00:23:59.580 is that

00:24:00.200 the lady 0.95

00:24:00.560 of pain

00:24:01.120 who's

00:24:01.920 probably

00:24:02.320 a deity

00:24:02.840 does not

00:24:04.620 want to

00:24:04.960 be

00:24:05.080 worshipped

00:24:05.580 and if

00:24:08.520 you

00:24:08.640 worship

00:24:08.960 her

00:24:09.300 and you

00:24:10.220 get her 0.89

00:24:10.480 attention

00:24:11.000 the first

00:24:12.900 punishment

00:24:13.300 is she

00:24:13.700 mazes

00:24:14.220 you

00:24:14.640 she puts

00:24:16.920 you into

00:24:17.240 a maze

00:24:17.800 which

00:24:18.920 you may or

00:24:20.660 may not be

00:24:21.120 able to get

00:24:21.440 out of

00:24:21.880 that

00:24:25.880 thumbprint

00:24:26.480 of god

00:24:27.060 beautiful

00:24:29.560 and striking

00:24:30.720 and

00:24:32.500 infinite

00:24:33.060 it

00:24:37.460 hints

00:24:38.640 at the

00:24:40.660 pattern

00:24:41.060 it

00:24:42.860 it shows

00:24:43.820 you that

00:24:44.160 there's

00:24:44.380 there's

00:24:44.720 something

00:24:45.100 going on

00:24:45.800 with these

00:24:46.280 fractals

00:24:46.940 there is

00:24:47.560 truth

00:24:48.000 there

00:24:48.400 but no

00:24:50.340 matter

00:24:50.600 how

00:24:51.500 long

00:24:52.600 or how

00:24:53.120 deep

00:24:53.680 you dive

00:24:54.560 into it

00:24:55.440 you're

00:24:57.160 just going

00:24:57.800 to find

00:24:58.220 more of

00:24:58.640 the same

00:24:59.100 and so

00:25:07.060 this is a

00:25:07.560 danger

00:25:08.560 that

00:25:09.220 you run

00:25:12.820 into this

00:25:13.340 with

00:25:13.860 gematria

00:25:14.540 for example

00:25:16.040 you can

00:25:16.380 endlessly

00:25:17.080 find

00:25:18.700 numerical

00:25:19.260 significance

00:25:20.160 with all

00:25:21.500 sorts of

00:25:21.880 things

00:25:22.060 which is

00:25:22.660 not to

00:25:23.000 dismiss

00:25:23.320 gematria

00:25:23.880 I'm not

00:25:24.240 saying

00:25:24.580 don't look

00:25:25.680 into it

00:25:26.200 what I'm

00:25:27.900 saying is

00:25:28.220 that you

00:25:28.460 can look

00:25:29.320 into it

00:25:29.740 infinitely

00:25:30.240 same thing

00:25:36.400 with knowledge

00:25:36.840 in general

00:25:37.500 you know

00:25:39.980 maybe I'm

00:25:40.600 going to

00:25:40.760 come back

00:25:41.160 to you

00:25:41.440 in six

00:25:42.160 months

00:25:42.400 time

00:25:42.700 and said

00:25:42.980 actually

00:25:43.420 you know

00:25:43.680 what

00:25:43.900 I found

00:25:44.320 some

00:25:44.520 evidence

00:25:44.880 that Duke

00:25:45.600 Visconti

00:25:46.160 was part

00:25:47.060 of a

00:25:47.280 mystery

00:25:47.560 cult

00:25:47.940 all

00:25:51.440 knowledge

00:25:51.740 is

00:25:51.920 tentative

00:25:52.360 there's

00:25:53.360 always

00:25:53.780 more

00:25:54.120 to

00:25:54.340 research

00:25:54.680 there's

00:25:55.000 always

00:25:55.440 more

00:25:55.780 to

00:25:55.980 learn

00:25:56.340 and yet

00:25:59.720 at one

00:26:00.000 point

00:26:00.220 you have

00:26:00.520 to stop

00:26:00.900 learning

00:26:01.360 and you

00:26:02.100 have to

00:26:02.520 act

00:26:03.020 you have

00:26:04.460 to make

00:26:04.660 a damn

00:26:04.940 YouTube

00:26:05.240 video

00:26:05.660 on the

00:26:06.060 topic

00:26:06.540 this

00:26:15.360 fractal

00:26:15.800 nature

00:26:16.060 of

00:26:16.240 reality

00:26:16.600 is

00:26:16.780 why

00:26:16.960 you

00:26:17.100 find

00:26:17.320 patterns

00:26:17.720 everywhere

00:26:18.220 it's

00:26:20.420 reality

00:26:24.800 requires

00:26:25.380 patterns

00:26:26.000 reality

00:26:28.760 can't

00:26:29.260 exist

00:26:29.660 without

00:26:30.020 these

00:26:30.640 fractal

00:26:31.460 repetitive

00:26:32.380 turtles

00:26:33.700 all the

00:26:34.020 way down

00:26:34.440 and turtles

00:26:34.860 all the

00:26:35.160 way up

00:26:35.640 it's

00:26:38.340 a

00:26:38.680 precondition

00:26:39.560 for reality

00:26:40.660 existing

00:26:41.700 in a state

00:26:43.400 of false

00:26:44.700 duality

00:26:45.420 so if

00:27:02.120 all of

00:27:02.380 it's

00:27:02.520 fake

00:27:02.880 if

00:27:03.220 all of

00:27:03.440 it's

00:27:03.540 just

00:27:03.700 patterns

00:27:04.140 within

00:27:04.440 patterns

00:27:05.160 then why

00:27:07.780 do these

00:27:08.020 things

00:27:08.260 work

00:27:08.660 why do

00:27:10.020 the tarot

00:27:10.460 cards

00:27:10.780 work

00:27:11.140 if

00:27:12.560 they're

00:27:12.800 just

00:27:13.100 medieval

00:27:13.480 pokemon

00:27:13.900 cards

00:27:14.480 well

00:27:25.060 i could

00:27:27.880 swap them

00:27:28.340 out for

00:27:28.640 pokemon

00:27:29.000 cards

00:27:29.480 and they

00:27:29.700 would

00:27:29.820 work

00:27:30.060 just

00:27:30.360 as

00:27:30.540 well

00:27:30.820 because

00:27:35.600 the

00:27:35.780 pokemon

00:27:36.160 cards

00:27:36.840 you

00:27:38.200 take

00:27:38.460 those

00:27:38.820 you

00:27:39.020 are

00:27:39.160 going

00:27:39.260 to

00:27:39.380 find

00:27:39.680 the

00:27:39.900 exact

00:27:40.500 same

00:27:41.180 patterns

00:27:41.820 in

00:27:42.100 those

00:27:42.460 you

00:27:42.700 grab

00:27:43.120 your

00:27:43.380 stack

00:27:43.980 of

00:27:44.180 magic

00:27:44.580 the

00:27:44.780 gathering

00:27:45.220 you

00:27:46.520 lay

00:27:46.800 them

00:27:46.980 out

00:27:47.160 in

00:27:47.300 order

00:27:47.580 you

00:27:47.980 are

00:27:48.160 going

00:27:48.360 to

00:27:48.500 have

00:27:48.920 the

00:27:49.160 original

00:27:49.500 star

00:27:49.800 wars

00:27:50.000 trilogy

00:27:50.420 you

00:27:51.580 are

00:27:51.700 going

00:27:51.920 to

00:27:52.180 have

00:27:53.440 the

00:27:54.280 path

00:27:56.080 of the

00:27:56.420 catholic

00:27:56.740 mystic

00:27:57.260 of the

00:27:58.600 bodhisattva

00:27:59.300 of

00:28:00.720 dharma

00:28:01.140 that's

00:28:09.020 just how

00:28:09.260 these

00:28:09.420 damn

00:28:09.640 things

00:28:09.900 work

00:28:10.160 man

00:28:10.460 so i

00:28:20.700 definitely

00:28:21.040 lean

00:28:21.640 more

00:28:22.420 traditional

00:28:26.400 magician

00:28:27.380 than

00:28:29.340 sorcerer

00:28:30.520 but

00:28:34.300 this

00:28:34.680 unlimited

00:28:36.660 fractal

00:28:37.180 nature

00:28:37.460 of

00:28:37.660 reality

00:28:38.120 this

00:28:40.300 musical

00:28:40.940 scale

00:28:41.380 where

00:28:43.220 you can

00:28:43.720 use

00:28:43.880 pythagorean

00:28:44.440 tuning

00:28:44.820 if you

00:28:45.140 want

00:28:45.500 and you

00:28:46.300 can keep

00:28:46.680 it to

00:28:46.900 twelve

00:28:47.160 notes

00:28:47.500 or you

00:28:47.780 can keep

00:28:48.040 going

00:28:48.320 there's

00:28:49.580 an

00:28:49.780 infinite

00:28:50.140 number

00:28:50.540 of

00:28:50.720 musical

00:28:51.040 notes

00:28:51.360 out

00:28:51.560 there

00:28:51.840 there

00:28:52.760 is

00:28:52.940 no

00:28:53.260 limit

00:28:53.700 on

00:28:55.360 how

00:28:55.860 many

00:28:56.120 notes

00:28:56.500 you

00:28:56.640 can

00:28:56.780 find

00:28:57.120 in

00:28:57.260 a

00:28:57.400 scale

00:28:57.720 but

00:29:04.700 quite

00:29:04.960 frankly

00:29:05.400 if you

00:29:05.640 try and

00:29:06.060 use

00:29:06.240 more

00:29:06.460 than

00:29:06.620 twelve

00:29:06.940 notes

00:29:07.480 at

00:29:10.880 some

00:29:11.600 point

00:29:11.900 you're

00:29:12.100 just

00:29:12.260 playing

00:29:12.560 noise

00:29:13.060 so

00:29:19.480 chaos

00:29:19.840 magic

00:29:20.220 is

00:29:20.440 when

00:29:20.620 you

00:29:20.820 start

00:29:21.940 start

00:29:21.960 to

00:29:22.140 realize

00:29:22.660 that

00:29:23.100 there

00:29:23.340 there's

00:29:23.660 an

00:29:23.880 infinite

00:29:25.600 number

00:29:25.920 of

00:29:26.060 musical

00:29:26.320 notes

00:29:26.700 there's

00:29:28.320 an

00:29:28.500 infinite

00:29:28.840 number

00:29:29.140 of

00:29:29.320 gods

00:29:29.700 there's

00:29:30.520 an

00:29:30.680 infinite

00:29:31.000 number

00:29:31.280 of

00:29:31.440 planetary

00:29:31.780 aspects

00:29:32.440 you

00:29:33.100 can

00:29:33.280 always

00:29:33.780 go

00:29:34.240 deeper

00:29:34.900 and

00:29:36.940 when

00:29:37.120 you

00:29:37.420 let

00:29:38.000 go

00:29:38.220 of

00:29:38.360 any

00:29:38.500 of

00:29:38.600 the

00:29:38.680 control

00:29:39.040 mechanisms

00:29:39.660 that's

00:29:42.200 when

00:29:42.280 you start

00:29:42.520 getting

00:29:42.900 some

00:29:43.560 very

00:29:43.960 interesting

00:29:44.640 egregores

00:29:45.400 Pepe

00:29:50.020 the

00:29:50.200 frog

00:29:50.620 which

00:29:51.860 many

00:29:52.420 years

00:29:52.720 ago

00:29:52.960 I

00:29:53.280 called

00:29:53.600 out

00:29:53.980 the

00:29:54.440 satanic

00:29:55.060 inversion

00:29:55.540 that

00:29:56.620 certain

00:29:57.080 groups

00:29:57.460 were

00:29:57.640 trying

00:29:57.920 to

00:29:58.100 apply

00:29:58.520 to

00:29:58.740 Pepe

00:29:59.100 is

00:30:03.400 he

00:30:03.540 the

00:30:03.680 god

00:30:04.020 of

00:30:04.440 transgressions

00:30:05.680 or

00:30:06.200 regressions

00:30:07.100 they were

00:30:08.400 trying to

00:30:08.740 turn him

00:30:09.080 into the

00:30:09.380 latter

00:30:09.640 but I

00:30:12.220 quite

00:30:12.440 like

00:30:12.820 Pepe

00:30:13.340 and now

00:30:15.900 we've

00:30:16.040 got

00:30:16.160 Amelia

00:30:16.600 Amelia

00:30:19.360 all this

00:30:19.900 this

00:30:20.200 latent

00:30:21.000 masculine

00:30:24.520 energy

00:30:25.840 masculine

00:30:26.840 desire

00:30:27.800 but again

00:30:29.920 non-duality

00:30:30.700 you can't

00:30:31.260 have

00:30:31.640 masculine

00:30:32.640 desire

00:30:33.180 without

00:30:33.720 the

00:30:34.740 feminine

00:30:35.360 desiree

00:30:36.840 and so

00:30:42.160 all of

00:30:43.060 this

00:30:43.580 all of

00:30:45.660 this

00:30:45.820 building

00:30:46.420 suppressed

00:30:47.000 energy

00:30:47.540 from the

00:30:48.200 broken

00:30:48.520 sexual

00:30:49.000 marketplace

00:30:49.940 sexual

00:30:52.660 marketplace

00:30:53.180 that has

00:30:53.620 been

00:30:53.800 broken

00:30:54.320 because

00:30:55.100 of

00:30:55.280 politics

00:30:55.900 well

00:30:59.080 they

00:30:59.320 made

00:30:59.840 the

00:31:00.300 very

00:31:01.040 worst

00:31:01.420 game

00:31:01.740 at the

00:31:01.960 very

00:31:02.200 worst

00:31:02.620 time

00:31:03.180 for

00:31:04.580 their

00:31:05.000 evil

00:31:05.560 agenda

00:31:05.920 didn't

00:31:06.200 they

00:31:06.400 and

00:31:09.160 they

00:31:09.340 accidentally

00:31:10.060 made

00:31:10.560 the

00:31:10.820 bad

00:31:11.420 ending

00:31:12.020 being

00:31:13.680 with

00:31:13.960 you

00:31:14.900 get

00:31:15.340 with

00:31:15.620 the

00:31:15.860 hot

00:31:16.360 goth

00:31:17.140 chick 0.95

00:31:17.420 and

00:31:19.380 you

00:31:19.520 support

00:31:19.940 Britain

00:31:20.360 no

00:31:26.260 masculine

00:31:26.760 desire

00:31:27.260 without

00:31:27.740 female 0.86

00:31:28.480 desirability

00:31:29.160 no

00:31:30.320 female 0.86

00:31:30.660 desirability

00:31:31.300 without

00:31:31.920 masculine

00:31:32.480 desire

00:31:33.460 you can

00:31:34.520 try and

00:31:35.360 separate

00:31:35.820 these

00:31:36.140 things

00:31:36.400 you can

00:31:36.740 try and

00:31:37.400 contain

00:31:38.020 these

00:31:38.940 things

00:31:39.580 but

00:31:40.220 all you're

00:31:42.060 doing is

00:31:42.440 creating a

00:31:42.900 pressure cooker

00:31:43.540 and eventually

00:31:44.840 it births

00:31:46.060 a new

00:31:46.480 egregore

00:31:47.060 and so

00:31:49.980 we've got

00:31:50.580 Amelia

00:31:51.240 a symbol

00:31:53.020 that

00:31:53.360 cannot be

00:31:54.180 dragged down

00:31:54.700 cannot be

00:31:55.220 destroyed

00:31:55.540 any more

00:31:55.860 than Pepe

00:31:56.400 the frog

00:31:57.080 you

00:31:58.320 cannot

00:31:58.960 destroy

00:31:59.520 Pepe

00:31:59.980 the frog

00:32:00.580 he's an

00:32:00.940 egregore

00:32:01.440 and now

00:32:07.280 we've got

00:32:07.740 a new

00:32:08.200 symbol

00:32:08.660 for female

00:32:09.300 desirability

00:32:10.080 and an

00:32:12.000 aim

00:32:12.440 an actionable

00:32:14.020 aim

00:32:14.680 for male

00:32:15.200 desire

00:32:15.760 such as the

00:32:20.400 nature of

00:32:20.840 chaos

00:32:21.180 magic

00:32:21.800 don't lose

00:32:26.660 yourself

00:32:26.980 in the

00:32:27.220 maze

00:32:27.620 as I

00:32:33.380 said

00:32:33.580 I'm going

00:32:33.860 to try

00:32:34.160 and be

00:32:34.600 putting

00:32:34.900 together

00:32:35.200 this

00:32:35.400 grimoire

00:32:35.860 over the

00:32:36.200 next year

00:32:36.660 which

00:32:37.960 serves

00:32:38.440 as a

00:32:39.020 map

00:32:39.460 that's

00:32:41.420 all

00:32:41.520 any of

00:32:41.820 this

00:32:42.000 is

00:32:42.360 language

00:32:44.060 books

00:32:46.180 these

00:32:47.340 are all

00:32:47.780 maps

00:32:48.460 and the

00:32:48.840 map

00:32:49.100 is never

00:32:49.520 the

00:32:49.700 territory

00:32:50.180 you can

00:32:50.560 always

00:32:50.940 get

00:32:51.240 more

00:32:51.560 granular

00:32:52.080 you

00:32:59.100 cannot

00:32:59.360 answer

00:32:59.900 this

00:33:00.120 question

00:33:00.540 what is

00:33:02.760 the length

00:33:03.160 of a

00:33:03.360 coastline

00:33:03.920 or

00:33:05.600 what is

00:33:07.380 the surface

00:33:08.160 area

00:33:08.600 of a

00:33:09.360 country

00:33:09.680 the

00:33:13.640 more

00:33:13.840 granular

00:33:14.340 you get

00:33:15.300 with the

00:33:15.720 coastline

00:33:16.320 the

00:33:17.780 longer

00:33:18.140 the

00:33:18.340 coastline

00:33:18.800 becomes

00:33:19.340 and

00:33:24.660 because

00:33:25.140 the

00:33:25.460 earth

00:33:25.760 it's

00:33:26.620 not a

00:33:26.940 sphere

00:33:27.300 it's

00:33:28.980 not an

00:33:29.280 oblate

00:33:29.620 spheroid

00:33:30.220 either

00:33:30.520 it's

00:33:32.140 a

00:33:32.460 geoid

00:33:33.100 a

00:33:33.860 lumpy

00:33:34.340 oblate

00:33:34.800 spheroid

00:33:35.500 and

00:33:39.740 so

00:33:39.860 the

00:33:40.000 question

00:33:40.320 what

00:33:40.680 is

00:33:40.960 the

00:33:41.220 square

00:33:41.820 area

00:33:42.620 of

00:33:43.820 this

00:33:44.020 polity

00:33:44.380 it

00:33:44.580 actually

00:33:44.840 has

00:33:45.160 no

00:33:45.360 answer

00:33:45.740 it

00:33:46.140 depends

00:33:46.420 how

00:33:46.680 you're

00:33:46.920 asking

00:33:47.240 the

00:33:47.440 question

00:33:47.860 what

00:33:48.900 premise

00:33:49.900 are we

00:33:50.340 using

00:33:50.560 for asking

00:33:51.020 the

00:33:51.200 question

00:33:51.460 there's

00:33:51.720 a

00:33:51.820 different

00:33:52.040 answer

00:33:52.460 for

00:33:53.460 every

00:33:53.860 map

00:33:54.200 projection

00:33:54.720 that

00:33:55.460 you

00:33:55.600 use

00:33:56.000 if you

00:33:58.120 want to get

00:33:58.480 really

00:33:58.900 particular

00:33:59.440 well

00:34:00.440 what

00:34:02.260 what are you

00:34:02.480 considering

00:34:02.980 the

00:34:03.220 surface

00:34:03.700 are

00:34:04.780 blades

00:34:05.260 of

00:34:05.540 grass

00:34:05.980 part

00:34:06.320 of

00:34:06.440 the

00:34:06.580 surface

00:34:06.900 because

00:34:07.160 if we

00:34:07.480 map

00:34:07.880 every

00:34:08.140 blade

00:34:08.440 of

00:34:08.620 grass

00:34:09.200 that's

00:34:09.840 going to

00:34:10.080 drastically

00:34:10.580 increase

00:34:11.100 the

00:34:11.320 surface

00:34:11.660 area

00:34:12.080 isn't

00:34:12.440 it

00:34:12.640 i

00:34:17.420 like

00:34:17.680 using

00:34:17.960 maps

00:34:18.500 i

00:34:19.740 like

00:34:20.100 having

00:34:20.620 simplified

00:34:21.540 lists

00:34:22.500 i

00:34:22.680 like

00:34:22.940 things

00:34:23.220 like

00:34:23.460 the

00:34:23.600 cabalian

00:34:24.140 even

00:34:25.080 if

00:34:25.220 it's

00:34:25.340 not

00:34:25.500 as

00:34:25.640 old

00:34:25.860 as

00:34:26.000 it

00:34:26.120 pretends

00:34:26.520 to

00:34:26.680 be

00:34:26.920 but

00:34:29.900 the

00:34:30.000 map

00:34:30.180 is

00:34:30.300 not

00:34:30.420 the

00:34:30.560 territory

00:34:31.020 the

00:34:33.600 territory

00:34:35.480 is an

00:34:37.420 infinitely

00:34:37.940 fractal

00:34:39.060 self-reflective

00:34:40.840 halonic

00:34:41.600 and

00:34:41.800 holographic

00:34:42.980 infinitude

00:34:47.140 tap into

00:34:54.360 that

00:34:54.680 and you've

00:34:55.020 tapped into

00:34:55.520 chaos

00:34:55.900 magic

00:34:56.480 carpe

00:34:58.880 futurum

00:34:59.520 teni

00:34:59.860 traditum

00:35:00.400 this is

00:35:01.300 burini

00:35:02.080 out

Leo D.M.J. Aurini - February 10, 2026

The Metaphysics Underlying Chaos Magic

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