Leo D.M.J. Aurini - February 10, 2026


The Metaphysics Underlying Chaos Magic


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35 minutes

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88.846

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3,115

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37

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Summary

In this episode, I discuss the metaphysics of chaos magic, tarot cards, and chaos magic in general. I also discuss the concept of synchronicity and how chaos magic can be understood in terms of patterns and patterns within patterns.


Transcript

00:00:00.000 so the metaphysics underlying chaos magic
00:00:08.720 i think the best way to introduce this video is to explain the inspiration for it why i'm making
00:00:23.040 this the inspiration is i was browsing on 4chan the other day and people were drawing some
00:00:33.600 interesting gematria connections about the pretty good ice situation
00:00:46.240 i mean forget the gematria for a second the fact that their names were pretty good
00:00:53.360 is itself such a synchronicity
00:01:00.000 and gematria if you aren't familiar with it it's the it's where you assign letters to
00:01:09.520 numbers and then you add up the the the sum of the numbers of a name or an event or a place
00:01:17.600 and you draw inferences from those
00:01:25.840 and i believe that i was just skimming through it gematria is not my main focus
00:01:32.800 but i believe that both of the particular individuals had names that wound up adding up
00:01:42.240 to 88 which is also an interesting prison tattoo if you know about that aspect
00:01:49.440 so what gives man is everything pre-planned was this organized from the start
00:02:02.080 how long have these people had these identities
00:02:08.880 what's with all the movie props in the background
00:02:13.760 when good decide to walk on thin ice
00:02:17.920 what the heck is going on with all of this
00:02:26.240 can something be simultaneously pre-planned
00:02:30.240 and spontaneous
00:02:37.120 that's the concept i want to explore here
00:02:45.200 because it's not just gematria
00:02:47.600 that uh it's particularly big in hebrew
00:02:50.480 but you also find it in english
00:02:55.120 you find all of these patterns within patterns within patterns
00:03:03.040 when john d and edward kelly
00:03:06.480 scribe and transcribed enochian the language of the angels
00:03:11.760 they wound up writing down noting down a language
00:03:15.920 that had more mathematical complexity
00:03:21.200 than they themselves could discover
00:03:24.080 more patterns within patterns within patterns
00:03:32.800 and i'd like to discuss the metaphysics as to why all of this happens
00:03:38.000 which is also the metaphysics of chaos magic
00:03:46.800 because you can you can disappear
00:03:50.240 into this stuff if you're not ready for it
00:03:52.400 it can become quite dangerous just look at what happened to uh d and kelly
00:04:02.720 and i want to add one caveat before we really jump into it
00:04:06.640 the caveat is that all knowledge is tentative
00:04:11.200 that an expert is an expert is just somebody who is paid to have an opinion that's probably correct
00:04:22.320 there's always deeper you can dig there's always more you can learn about this stuff
00:04:27.120 i mean i remember when i was in university just walking through the university stacks
00:04:31.360 and just being blown away of all these books
00:04:38.480 i'm never never gonna have time to read all of these books nobody has time to read all of these books
00:04:47.280 all we can do is follow our instincts where they lead us summarize and synthesize as best we can
00:04:56.240 and try and pass on these useful constructs to others
00:05:04.240 so with that said
00:05:07.680 let's talk about tarot cards
00:05:08.960 as you probably know i am fond of tarot cards
00:05:18.560 i've spoken in the past about the especially the major arcana
00:05:24.960 how the order of the major arcana the trump cards
00:05:31.280 if you lay them out in three sets of seven
00:05:33.680 you actually have the original star wars trilogy
00:05:43.120 other times i've pointed out that if you take the five states of consciousness
00:05:49.760 which are gross
00:05:55.520 subtle
00:05:57.440 causal
00:06:03.360 witness
00:06:04.720 and then enlightened
00:06:08.480 the tarot cards describe these five states
00:06:11.440 first line is the gross
00:06:16.480 the second line of seven is the subtle
00:06:20.880 then the first two are the causal
00:06:24.000 the next three are the witness
00:06:26.400 and the final two are the non-dual or the enlightenment
00:06:29.600 so surely
00:06:36.880 surely these
00:06:38.960 tarot cards
00:06:40.960 must have been designed by a mystery school adept
00:06:49.440 surely they must go back to ancient egypt
00:06:51.360 there's got to be something there right
00:06:55.920 i mean you don't just
00:06:57.360 you don't just happen
00:07:01.040 to get that sort of pattern
00:07:05.360 out of a bunch of playing cards do you
00:07:14.240 but no matter how much i research
00:07:16.080 these things
00:07:23.680 they're just medieval pokemon cards
00:07:28.720 they aren't from ancient egypt
00:07:30.960 they're commissioned in the 15th century by the duke biscondi
00:07:36.240 and the
00:07:38.480 the documentation on them just being playing cards
00:07:42.800 they're just magic the gathering
00:07:48.640 yes they have some
00:07:50.560 interesting imagery on them
00:07:53.440 but even this the rider weight set that i use
00:07:57.040 this was a redesign
00:07:58.400 the originals were
00:08:00.400 far more prosaic
00:08:02.160 and in fact the suit cards having designs on them
00:08:06.080 that wasn't developed until the 20th century
00:08:08.960 the other cards looked like a regular playing card deck
00:08:12.800 there is no ancient tarot deck
00:08:24.160 they're only 500 years old and they're
00:08:27.040 there for playing medieval pokemon
00:08:35.280 it's not just tarot cards either or you run into this issue
00:08:39.520 there's a book called the cabalian
00:08:44.480 which
00:08:46.640 it's exactly what your hope it's
00:08:49.840 it claims to be a distillation of the teachings of hermes trismegistus
00:08:53.840 of the alchemists
00:08:58.880 it's got the the eight the eight rules of reality all is polarity all is masculine feminine
00:09:04.880 you know as within so without as above so below
00:09:09.200 change the below change the above change the within change the without
00:09:14.240 it's fantastic stuff eight rules to live your life by that'll do a lot better than the
00:09:19.360 12 that are being marketed to you right now
00:09:21.520 ancient wisdom from hermes the thrice great
00:09:32.560 it's a 20th century invention
00:09:40.800 well what about astrology
00:09:42.320 astrology astrology has a rich body of work surely it is ancient knowledge
00:09:57.120 astrology as we presently understand it didn't really exist in its present form
00:10:03.920 until the late roman empire
00:10:12.720 you even go back to babylon they didn't even have the sign of libra my sign
00:10:18.400 the the more cheerful and friendly form of aquarius
00:10:24.400 also ruled by saturn but in the good sense in the cutting intellect sense not the stealing your money sense
00:10:33.920 no most of the developments in astrology happened in the first and second millennium
00:10:43.760 the the vast majority of astrology comes from this period
00:10:52.880 okay what about latin
00:10:56.560 i've said so many times that latin is the superior language to english i quite enjoy latin
00:11:01.920 however
00:11:06.240 the vocabulary of english
00:11:09.440 and i haven't looked this up i'm just going off
00:11:13.200 general knowledge for the record but the the simple vocabulary of english
00:11:18.720 is
00:11:20.080 at minimum
00:11:21.840 a thousand times
00:11:24.160 the vocabulary of latin not not
00:11:27.440 present-day latin but what we had two thousand years ago
00:11:30.880 english is actually a superior language
00:11:33.360 overall even if it's not as beautifully organized and concise as latin is
00:11:40.720 it's a bigger language it's a better language
00:11:43.280 to put it simply there is no there is no ur text
00:11:56.560 that contains all the secret wisdom of the universe
00:12:00.720 even the bible
00:12:06.320 that wasn't assembled and partly constructed
00:12:11.760 until the seventh century bc
00:12:13.520 it's not even that old we have older books than that
00:12:18.480 the fact is knowledge has been growing upon knowledge
00:12:32.400 and you're not going to go and find that truth i am actually working right now on a grimoire
00:12:45.120 what are
00:12:47.600 covering in detail with citations
00:12:51.520 accurate historical
00:12:52.800 informative
00:12:55.520 knowledge
00:12:56.000 of all these things
00:12:58.480 of astrology
00:12:59.680 of the tarot
00:13:00.640 of oom
00:13:01.440 of the runes
00:13:02.800 of of the gods
00:13:04.400 the planets
00:13:05.840 of all of this stuff
00:13:07.120 I am, this is the project I've put before myself to create a grimoire of all this knowledge that I wish I had right now and that I think many of you might find useful.
00:13:29.020 But I'm going to tell you right up front, there is no urtext.
00:13:31.740 There is no root text of alchemy that served to unlock both the spiritual and chemical practices that alchemy led to.
00:13:53.860 There's just a progression of knowledge. All knowledge is tentative.
00:14:01.740 And yet, when you pray in Latin, your prayers are more powerful.
00:14:11.620 When I use these medieval Pokemon cards, it is striking how accurate they are.
00:14:25.400 And the patterns you find in gematria and astrology are very, very significant.
00:14:35.860 So, what the heck is going on with all of this?
00:14:40.160 So, let's get to the metaphysics part of this.
00:14:54.580 The metaphysics is what is the nature of reality?
00:14:57.240 What is the primordial duality that makes up reality is I-thou.
00:15:12.740 I observe the thou environment.
00:15:17.980 Now, here's the interesting thing about I-thou.
00:15:29.660 When I'm at a gross state of consciousness,
00:15:34.420 in fact, at the gross state of consciousness, you're not really aware of I or thou.
00:15:41.380 There's things in your environment, and there's your reaction to those things in the environment.
00:15:49.920 But the gross state of consciousness, the material level of consciousness,
00:15:56.760 is, in a way, it's sort of unconscious to all of it.
00:16:03.180 Like, you're definitely feeling what you're feeling,
00:16:06.540 and you're seeing what you're seeing,
00:16:09.340 but you're so busy feeling and seeing that you can't tell that you're feeling and seeing.
00:16:17.500 You're not being very self-reflective.
00:16:27.220 The self-reflective starts to come on at the subtle stages.
00:16:33.180 And at the subtle stages,
00:16:37.680 you begin to notice
00:16:39.720 your own
00:16:41.980 perceptions,
00:16:44.520 the nature of your perception,
00:16:46.820 your biases,
00:16:48.560 your emotions,
00:16:50.420 coloring,
00:16:51.560 the way you observe things.
00:16:54.320 And you begin to see the things you observe,
00:16:58.140 not
00:16:58.880 merely in how they
00:17:01.680 relate to you,
00:17:04.180 but how they relate to one another,
00:17:06.720 that you're not the center of attention,
00:17:09.220 that there's other centers of attention out there,
00:17:12.060 other centers of perception.
00:17:14.200 But it's only above this,
00:17:21.560 at the non-causal,
00:17:23.000 or the non-dual
00:17:24.100 states.
00:17:27.100 Again, this would be the
00:17:28.440 causal,
00:17:29.300 the
00:17:29.700 witness,
00:17:31.380 and
00:17:32.140 the enlightened stage.
00:17:37.080 That duality collapses.
00:17:38.700 You realize that observer and observed are made out of the same substance.
00:17:50.080 That all of reality
00:17:51.560 is made out of the same substance.
00:17:55.980 And it's just been pulled apart
00:17:58.460 so that it can pretend
00:18:01.460 to be two opposites
00:18:03.220 so that reactions
00:18:04.800 can occur.
00:18:20.600 Reality has two aspects.
00:18:22.720 The first is that reality is holographic.
00:18:25.520 Now,
00:18:26.980 what this means
00:18:28.480 is that
00:18:29.960 every
00:18:30.580 particle of reality
00:18:33.220 contains within itself
00:18:36.220 every other part of reality.
00:18:40.840 Wittgenstein
00:18:41.660 talked about this.
00:18:43.760 That
00:18:44.060 it's as if
00:18:45.040 the universe
00:18:47.160 it's as if God were a giant reflecting mirror
00:18:51.600 reflecting himself.
00:18:53.500 who shattered himself
00:18:56.500 into an infinite number
00:18:58.520 of individual parts
00:19:00.640 an infinite number
00:19:02.160 of
00:19:02.980 mirrored parts
00:19:05.600 that reflect everything else.
00:19:09.640 They
00:19:09.840 each part
00:19:10.900 contains the whole
00:19:11.920 within itself.
00:19:17.300 But reality
00:19:18.520 is also
00:19:19.200 holonic.
00:19:22.400 Holonic
00:19:23.200 is when
00:19:25.080 the whole
00:19:27.340 is bigger
00:19:27.880 than the sum
00:19:28.560 of its parts
00:19:29.480 but it's also
00:19:31.140 the sum
00:19:31.560 of its parts.
00:19:33.900 So
00:19:34.420 every body
00:19:35.260 is made
00:19:36.660 of cells
00:19:37.240 and
00:19:39.340 cells
00:19:40.160 are made
00:19:40.940 of molecules
00:19:41.620 which are made
00:19:42.940 of atoms
00:19:43.580 which are made
00:19:44.780 of subatomic
00:19:45.800 particles
00:19:46.400 and
00:19:47.400 you know
00:19:47.780 turtles all the way down.
00:19:48.800 so we've got the holographic
00:19:53.900 that everything contains
00:19:55.300 everything else
00:19:56.080 but we also have
00:19:58.660 an ascension
00:19:59.560 that even though
00:20:02.140 everything contains
00:20:03.000 everything else
00:20:03.800 some things
00:20:05.420 contain more things
00:20:06.440 than others
00:20:06.960 and this
00:20:10.720 is what leads
00:20:11.880 to the fractal
00:20:12.900 nature
00:20:13.340 of reality
00:20:14.480 that reality
00:20:22.340 is an infinite
00:20:23.600 iterated
00:20:24.960 pattern
00:20:25.940 of light
00:20:26.900 and dark
00:20:27.540 contrasting one another
00:20:29.480 and working together
00:20:30.660 even though light
00:20:31.660 and dark
00:20:32.120 are fundamentally
00:20:32.860 made out of the same thing
00:20:34.180 but they interplay
00:20:35.900 with each other
00:20:36.560 into an infinite
00:20:37.840 regress
00:20:38.500 if you haven't seen
00:20:45.520 the thumbprint
00:20:46.300 of God
00:20:46.920 that fractal
00:20:48.480 look it up
00:20:49.720 that is how
00:20:52.280 reality works
00:20:53.140 and so
00:21:01.560 any
00:21:02.180 incident
00:21:03.340 that you have
00:21:05.860 like let's go back
00:21:06.580 to the gematria
00:21:07.320 for a second
00:21:08.620 why is it
00:21:09.720 that we have
00:21:10.160 these really weird
00:21:11.440 and meaningful patterns
00:21:12.840 appearing
00:21:13.760 when we assign
00:21:14.460 numerical value
00:21:16.020 to names
00:21:17.480 of prominent people
00:21:18.920 that appear
00:21:19.420 in situations
00:21:20.180 that's because
00:21:25.240 reality is literally
00:21:26.360 just the same
00:21:27.380 substance
00:21:27.880 stretched out
00:21:29.020 so that there
00:21:32.100 can be contrasts
00:21:33.520 and
00:21:33.980 to accomplish
00:21:35.320 that stretching
00:21:36.360 also requires
00:21:37.860 correspondences
00:21:38.980 throughout the
00:21:40.460 entire network
00:21:41.380 this is why
00:21:43.020 as above
00:21:43.600 so below
00:21:44.300 as within
00:21:45.620 so without
00:21:46.280 this is just
00:21:48.200 the nature
00:21:49.080 of
00:21:49.860 of reality
00:21:51.560 stretched out
00:21:52.560 into duality
00:21:54.240 this is
00:22:00.620 this is why
00:22:00.940 gematria
00:22:01.640 works for all
00:22:03.480 languages
00:22:03.940 it's
00:22:05.120 the traditional
00:22:06.540 practitioners
00:22:07.340 focused on
00:22:08.320 Hebrew
00:22:08.780 in particular
00:22:09.840 thinking there's
00:22:10.800 something special
00:22:11.480 about that language
00:22:12.520 because
00:22:12.940 you know
00:22:13.600 that's
00:22:14.040 that's not what
00:22:15.240 Jesus spoke
00:22:15.900 but okay
00:22:16.560 it's what the
00:22:17.500 Bible was written
00:22:18.180 in
00:22:18.440 there's nothing
00:22:21.660 special
00:22:22.120 about Hebrew
00:22:23.260 or
00:22:24.420 Aramaic
00:22:25.660 or
00:22:26.420 Proto-Indo-European
00:22:27.920 or
00:22:28.560 Latin
00:22:29.200 or
00:22:29.860 English
00:22:30.600 and yet
00:22:40.120 when you
00:22:40.580 embed yourself
00:22:41.640 in a particular
00:22:44.360 pattern
00:22:44.920 you take
00:22:50.560 advantage of
00:22:51.180 all the energy
00:22:51.840 of that
00:22:52.380 pattern
00:22:52.820 one of the
00:23:07.060 dangers
00:23:07.400 with all
00:23:08.840 of this
00:23:09.280 let's go back
00:23:12.900 to that
00:23:13.140 thumbprint of
00:23:13.760 God
00:23:14.080 I trust
00:23:18.280 you all
00:23:18.560 know it
00:23:18.900 but go
00:23:19.180 watch it
00:23:19.620 if you
00:23:19.800 haven't
00:23:20.580 it is
00:23:21.280 fascinating
00:23:23.580 it's
00:23:24.720 amazing
00:23:25.960 you could
00:23:29.260 watch that
00:23:29.740 thing forever
00:23:30.380 and therein
00:23:33.880 lies the
00:23:34.360 rub
00:23:34.640 in the
00:23:38.980 plainscape
00:23:39.680 setting
00:23:40.360 in the
00:23:42.980 city of
00:23:43.340 Sigil
00:23:43.960 ruled by
00:23:45.580 the lady
00:23:46.080 of pain
00:23:46.840 the
00:23:48.600 hub
00:23:49.340 of
00:23:50.540 all
00:23:51.120 the
00:23:51.460 different
00:23:51.920 potential
00:23:52.540 realities
00:23:53.240 that
00:23:53.600 exist
00:23:54.080 one of
00:23:59.180 the rules
00:23:59.580 is that
00:24:00.200 the lady
00:24:00.560 of pain
00:24:01.120 who's
00:24:01.920 probably
00:24:02.320 a deity
00:24:02.840 does not
00:24:04.620 want to
00:24:04.960 be
00:24:05.080 worshipped
00:24:05.580 and if
00:24:08.520 you
00:24:08.640 worship
00:24:08.960 her
00:24:09.300 and you
00:24:10.220 get her
00:24:10.480 attention
00:24:11.000 the first
00:24:12.900 punishment
00:24:13.300 is she
00:24:13.700 mazes
00:24:14.220 you
00:24:14.640 she puts
00:24:16.920 you into
00:24:17.240 a maze
00:24:17.800 which
00:24:18.920 you may or
00:24:20.660 may not be
00:24:21.120 able to get
00:24:21.440 out of
00:24:21.880 that
00:24:25.880 thumbprint
00:24:26.480 of god
00:24:27.060 beautiful
00:24:29.560 and striking
00:24:30.720 and
00:24:32.500 infinite
00:24:33.060 it
00:24:37.460 hints
00:24:38.640 at the
00:24:40.660 pattern
00:24:41.060 it
00:24:42.860 it shows
00:24:43.820 you that
00:24:44.160 there's
00:24:44.380 there's
00:24:44.720 something
00:24:45.100 going on
00:24:45.800 with these
00:24:46.280 fractals
00:24:46.940 there is
00:24:47.560 truth
00:24:48.000 there
00:24:48.400 but no
00:24:50.340 matter
00:24:50.600 how
00:24:51.500 long
00:24:52.600 or how
00:24:53.120 deep
00:24:53.680 you dive
00:24:54.560 into it
00:24:55.440 you're
00:24:57.160 just going
00:24:57.800 to find
00:24:58.220 more of
00:24:58.640 the same
00:24:59.100 and so
00:25:07.060 this is a
00:25:07.560 danger
00:25:08.560 that
00:25:09.220 you run
00:25:12.820 into this
00:25:13.340 with
00:25:13.860 gematria
00:25:14.540 for example
00:25:16.040 you can
00:25:16.380 endlessly
00:25:17.080 find
00:25:18.700 numerical
00:25:19.260 significance
00:25:20.160 with all
00:25:21.500 sorts of
00:25:21.880 things
00:25:22.060 which is
00:25:22.660 not to
00:25:23.000 dismiss
00:25:23.320 gematria
00:25:23.880 I'm not
00:25:24.240 saying
00:25:24.580 don't look
00:25:25.680 into it
00:25:26.200 what I'm
00:25:27.900 saying is
00:25:28.220 that you
00:25:28.460 can look
00:25:29.320 into it
00:25:29.740 infinitely
00:25:30.240 same thing
00:25:36.400 with knowledge
00:25:36.840 in general
00:25:37.500 you know
00:25:39.980 maybe I'm
00:25:40.600 going to
00:25:40.760 come back
00:25:41.160 to you
00:25:41.440 in six
00:25:42.160 months
00:25:42.400 time
00:25:42.700 and said
00:25:42.980 actually
00:25:43.420 you know
00:25:43.680 what
00:25:43.900 I found
00:25:44.320 some
00:25:44.520 evidence
00:25:44.880 that Duke
00:25:45.600 Visconti
00:25:46.160 was part
00:25:47.060 of a
00:25:47.280 mystery
00:25:47.560 cult
00:25:47.940 all
00:25:51.440 knowledge
00:25:51.740 is
00:25:51.920 tentative
00:25:52.360 there's
00:25:53.360 always
00:25:53.780 more
00:25:54.120 to
00:25:54.340 research
00:25:54.680 there's
00:25:55.000 always
00:25:55.440 more
00:25:55.780 to
00:25:55.980 learn
00:25:56.340 and yet
00:25:59.720 at one
00:26:00.000 point
00:26:00.220 you have
00:26:00.520 to stop
00:26:00.900 learning
00:26:01.360 and you
00:26:02.100 have to
00:26:02.520 act
00:26:03.020 you have
00:26:04.460 to make
00:26:04.660 a damn
00:26:04.940 YouTube
00:26:05.240 video
00:26:05.660 on the
00:26:06.060 topic
00:26:06.540 this
00:26:15.360 fractal
00:26:15.800 nature
00:26:16.060 of
00:26:16.240 reality
00:26:16.600 is
00:26:16.780 why
00:26:16.960 you
00:26:17.100 find
00:26:17.320 patterns
00:26:17.720 everywhere
00:26:18.220 it's
00:26:20.420 reality
00:26:24.800 requires
00:26:25.380 patterns
00:26:26.000 reality
00:26:28.760 can't
00:26:29.260 exist
00:26:29.660 without
00:26:30.020 these
00:26:30.640 fractal
00:26:31.460 repetitive
00:26:32.380 turtles
00:26:33.700 all the
00:26:34.020 way down
00:26:34.440 and turtles
00:26:34.860 all the
00:26:35.160 way up
00:26:35.640 it's
00:26:38.340 a
00:26:38.680 precondition
00:26:39.560 for reality
00:26:40.660 existing
00:26:41.700 in a state
00:26:43.400 of false
00:26:44.700 duality
00:26:45.420 so if
00:27:02.120 all of
00:27:02.380 it's
00:27:02.520 fake
00:27:02.880 if
00:27:03.220 all of
00:27:03.440 it's
00:27:03.540 just
00:27:03.700 patterns
00:27:04.140 within
00:27:04.440 patterns
00:27:05.160 then why
00:27:07.780 do these
00:27:08.020 things
00:27:08.260 work
00:27:08.660 why do
00:27:10.020 the tarot
00:27:10.460 cards
00:27:10.780 work
00:27:11.140 if
00:27:12.560 they're
00:27:12.800 just
00:27:13.100 medieval
00:27:13.480 pokemon
00:27:13.900 cards
00:27:14.480 well
00:27:25.060 i could
00:27:27.880 swap them
00:27:28.340 out for
00:27:28.640 pokemon
00:27:29.000 cards
00:27:29.480 and they
00:27:29.700 would
00:27:29.820 work
00:27:30.060 just
00:27:30.360 as
00:27:30.540 well
00:27:30.820 because
00:27:35.600 the
00:27:35.780 pokemon
00:27:36.160 cards
00:27:36.840 you
00:27:38.200 take
00:27:38.460 those
00:27:38.820 you
00:27:39.020 are
00:27:39.160 going
00:27:39.260 to
00:27:39.380 find
00:27:39.680 the
00:27:39.900 exact
00:27:40.500 same
00:27:41.180 patterns
00:27:41.820 in
00:27:42.100 those
00:27:42.460 you
00:27:42.700 grab
00:27:43.120 your
00:27:43.380 stack
00:27:43.980 of
00:27:44.180 magic
00:27:44.580 the
00:27:44.780 gathering
00:27:45.220 you
00:27:46.520 lay
00:27:46.800 them
00:27:46.980 out
00:27:47.160 in
00:27:47.300 order
00:27:47.580 you
00:27:47.980 are
00:27:48.160 going
00:27:48.360 to
00:27:48.500 have
00:27:48.920 the
00:27:49.160 original
00:27:49.500 star
00:27:49.800 wars
00:27:50.000 trilogy
00:27:50.420 you
00:27:51.580 are
00:27:51.700 going
00:27:51.920 to
00:27:52.180 have
00:27:53.440 the
00:27:54.280 path
00:27:56.080 of the
00:27:56.420 catholic
00:27:56.740 mystic
00:27:57.260 of the
00:27:58.600 bodhisattva
00:27:59.300 of
00:28:00.720 dharma
00:28:01.140 that's
00:28:09.020 just how
00:28:09.260 these
00:28:09.420 damn
00:28:09.640 things
00:28:09.900 work
00:28:10.160 man
00:28:10.460 so i
00:28:20.700 definitely
00:28:21.040 lean
00:28:21.640 more
00:28:22.420 traditional
00:28:26.400 magician
00:28:27.380 than
00:28:29.340 sorcerer
00:28:30.520 but
00:28:34.300 this
00:28:34.680 unlimited
00:28:36.660 fractal
00:28:37.180 nature
00:28:37.460 of
00:28:37.660 reality
00:28:38.120 this
00:28:40.300 musical
00:28:40.940 scale
00:28:41.380 where
00:28:43.220 you can
00:28:43.720 use
00:28:43.880 pythagorean
00:28:44.440 tuning
00:28:44.820 if you
00:28:45.140 want
00:28:45.500 and you
00:28:46.300 can keep
00:28:46.680 it to
00:28:46.900 twelve
00:28:47.160 notes
00:28:47.500 or you
00:28:47.780 can keep
00:28:48.040 going
00:28:48.320 there's
00:28:49.580 an
00:28:49.780 infinite
00:28:50.140 number
00:28:50.540 of
00:28:50.720 musical
00:28:51.040 notes
00:28:51.360 out
00:28:51.560 there
00:28:51.840 there
00:28:52.760 is
00:28:52.940 no
00:28:53.260 limit
00:28:53.700 on
00:28:55.360 how
00:28:55.860 many
00:28:56.120 notes
00:28:56.500 you
00:28:56.640 can
00:28:56.780 find
00:28:57.120 in
00:28:57.260 a
00:28:57.400 scale
00:28:57.720 but
00:29:04.700 quite
00:29:04.960 frankly
00:29:05.400 if you
00:29:05.640 try and
00:29:06.060 use
00:29:06.240 more
00:29:06.460 than
00:29:06.620 twelve
00:29:06.940 notes
00:29:07.480 at
00:29:10.880 some
00:29:11.600 point
00:29:11.900 you're
00:29:12.100 just
00:29:12.260 playing
00:29:12.560 noise
00:29:13.060 so
00:29:19.480 chaos
00:29:19.840 magic
00:29:20.220 is
00:29:20.440 when
00:29:20.620 you
00:29:20.820 start
00:29:21.940 start
00:29:21.960 to
00:29:22.140 realize
00:29:22.660 that
00:29:23.100 there
00:29:23.340 there's
00:29:23.660 an
00:29:23.880 infinite
00:29:25.600 number
00:29:25.920 of
00:29:26.060 musical
00:29:26.320 notes
00:29:26.700 there's
00:29:28.320 an
00:29:28.500 infinite
00:29:28.840 number
00:29:29.140 of
00:29:29.320 gods
00:29:29.700 there's
00:29:30.520 an
00:29:30.680 infinite
00:29:31.000 number
00:29:31.280 of
00:29:31.440 planetary
00:29:31.780 aspects
00:29:32.440 you
00:29:33.100 can
00:29:33.280 always
00:29:33.780 go
00:29:34.240 deeper
00:29:34.900 and
00:29:36.940 when
00:29:37.120 you
00:29:37.420 let
00:29:38.000 go
00:29:38.220 of
00:29:38.360 any
00:29:38.500 of
00:29:38.600 the
00:29:38.680 control
00:29:39.040 mechanisms
00:29:39.660 that's
00:29:42.200 when
00:29:42.280 you start
00:29:42.520 getting
00:29:42.900 some
00:29:43.560 very
00:29:43.960 interesting
00:29:44.640 egregores
00:29:45.400 Pepe
00:29:50.020 the
00:29:50.200 frog
00:29:50.620 which
00:29:51.860 many
00:29:52.420 years
00:29:52.720 ago
00:29:52.960 I
00:29:53.280 called
00:29:53.600 out
00:29:53.980 the
00:29:54.440 satanic
00:29:55.060 inversion
00:29:55.540 that
00:29:56.620 certain
00:29:57.080 groups
00:29:57.460 were
00:29:57.640 trying
00:29:57.920 to
00:29:58.100 apply
00:29:58.520 to
00:29:58.740 Pepe
00:29:59.100 is
00:30:03.400 he
00:30:03.540 the
00:30:03.680 god
00:30:04.020 of
00:30:04.440 transgressions
00:30:05.680 or
00:30:06.200 regressions
00:30:07.100 they were
00:30:08.400 trying to
00:30:08.740 turn him
00:30:09.080 into the
00:30:09.380 latter
00:30:09.640 but I
00:30:12.220 quite
00:30:12.440 like
00:30:12.820 Pepe
00:30:13.340 and now
00:30:15.900 we've
00:30:16.040 got
00:30:16.160 Amelia
00:30:16.600 Amelia
00:30:19.360 all this
00:30:19.900 this
00:30:20.200 latent
00:30:21.000 masculine
00:30:24.520 energy
00:30:25.840 masculine
00:30:26.840 desire
00:30:27.800 but again
00:30:29.920 non-duality
00:30:30.700 you can't
00:30:31.260 have
00:30:31.640 masculine
00:30:32.640 desire
00:30:33.180 without
00:30:33.720 the
00:30:34.740 feminine
00:30:35.360 desiree
00:30:36.840 and so
00:30:42.160 all of
00:30:43.060 this
00:30:43.580 all of
00:30:45.660 this
00:30:45.820 building
00:30:46.420 suppressed
00:30:47.000 energy
00:30:47.540 from the
00:30:48.200 broken
00:30:48.520 sexual
00:30:49.000 marketplace
00:30:49.940 sexual
00:30:52.660 marketplace
00:30:53.180 that has
00:30:53.620 been
00:30:53.800 broken
00:30:54.320 because
00:30:55.100 of
00:30:55.280 politics
00:30:55.900 well
00:30:59.080 they
00:30:59.320 made
00:30:59.840 the
00:31:00.300 very
00:31:01.040 worst
00:31:01.420 game
00:31:01.740 at the
00:31:01.960 very
00:31:02.200 worst
00:31:02.620 time
00:31:03.180 for
00:31:04.580 their
00:31:05.000 evil
00:31:05.560 agenda
00:31:05.920 didn't
00:31:06.200 they
00:31:06.400 and
00:31:09.160 they
00:31:09.340 accidentally
00:31:10.060 made
00:31:10.560 the
00:31:10.820 bad
00:31:11.420 ending
00:31:12.020 being
00:31:13.680 with
00:31:13.960 you
00:31:14.900 get
00:31:15.340 with
00:31:15.620 the
00:31:15.860 hot
00:31:16.360 goth
00:31:17.140 chick
00:31:17.420 and
00:31:19.380 you
00:31:19.520 support
00:31:19.940 Britain
00:31:20.360 no
00:31:26.260 masculine
00:31:26.760 desire
00:31:27.260 without
00:31:27.740 female
00:31:28.480 desirability
00:31:29.160 no
00:31:30.320 female
00:31:30.660 desirability
00:31:31.300 without
00:31:31.920 masculine
00:31:32.480 desire
00:31:33.460 you can
00:31:34.520 try and
00:31:35.360 separate
00:31:35.820 these
00:31:36.140 things
00:31:36.400 you can
00:31:36.740 try and
00:31:37.400 contain
00:31:38.020 these
00:31:38.940 things
00:31:39.580 but
00:31:40.220 all you're
00:31:42.060 doing is
00:31:42.440 creating a
00:31:42.900 pressure cooker
00:31:43.540 and eventually
00:31:44.840 it births
00:31:46.060 a new
00:31:46.480 egregore
00:31:47.060 and so
00:31:49.980 we've got
00:31:50.580 Amelia
00:31:51.240 a symbol
00:31:53.020 that
00:31:53.360 cannot be
00:31:54.180 dragged down
00:31:54.700 cannot be
00:31:55.220 destroyed
00:31:55.540 any more
00:31:55.860 than Pepe
00:31:56.400 the frog
00:31:57.080 you
00:31:58.320 cannot
00:31:58.960 destroy
00:31:59.520 Pepe
00:31:59.980 the frog
00:32:00.580 he's an
00:32:00.940 egregore
00:32:01.440 and now
00:32:07.280 we've got
00:32:07.740 a new
00:32:08.200 symbol
00:32:08.660 for female
00:32:09.300 desirability
00:32:10.080 and an
00:32:12.000 aim
00:32:12.440 an actionable
00:32:14.020 aim
00:32:14.680 for male
00:32:15.200 desire
00:32:15.760 such as the
00:32:20.400 nature of
00:32:20.840 chaos
00:32:21.180 magic
00:32:21.800 don't lose
00:32:26.660 yourself
00:32:26.980 in the
00:32:27.220 maze
00:32:27.620 as I
00:32:33.380 said
00:32:33.580 I'm going
00:32:33.860 to try
00:32:34.160 and be
00:32:34.600 putting
00:32:34.900 together
00:32:35.200 this
00:32:35.400 grimoire
00:32:35.860 over the
00:32:36.200 next year
00:32:36.660 which
00:32:37.960 serves
00:32:38.440 as a
00:32:39.020 map
00:32:39.460 that's
00:32:41.420 all
00:32:41.520 any of
00:32:41.820 this
00:32:42.000 is
00:32:42.360 language
00:32:44.060 books
00:32:46.180 these
00:32:47.340 are all
00:32:47.780 maps
00:32:48.460 and the
00:32:48.840 map
00:32:49.100 is never
00:32:49.520 the
00:32:49.700 territory
00:32:50.180 you can
00:32:50.560 always
00:32:50.940 get
00:32:51.240 more
00:32:51.560 granular
00:32:52.080 you
00:32:59.100 cannot
00:32:59.360 answer
00:32:59.900 this
00:33:00.120 question
00:33:00.540 what is
00:33:02.760 the length
00:33:03.160 of a
00:33:03.360 coastline
00:33:03.920 or
00:33:05.600 what is
00:33:07.380 the surface
00:33:08.160 area
00:33:08.600 of a
00:33:09.360 country
00:33:09.680 the
00:33:13.640 more
00:33:13.840 granular
00:33:14.340 you get
00:33:15.300 with the
00:33:15.720 coastline
00:33:16.320 the
00:33:17.780 longer
00:33:18.140 the
00:33:18.340 coastline
00:33:18.800 becomes
00:33:19.340 and
00:33:24.660 because
00:33:25.140 the
00:33:25.460 earth
00:33:25.760 it's
00:33:26.620 not a
00:33:26.940 sphere
00:33:27.300 it's
00:33:28.980 not an
00:33:29.280 oblate
00:33:29.620 spheroid
00:33:30.220 either
00:33:30.520 it's
00:33:32.140 a
00:33:32.460 geoid
00:33:33.100 a
00:33:33.860 lumpy
00:33:34.340 oblate
00:33:34.800 spheroid
00:33:35.500 and
00:33:39.740 so
00:33:39.860 the
00:33:40.000 question
00:33:40.320 what
00:33:40.680 is
00:33:40.960 the
00:33:41.220 square
00:33:41.820 area
00:33:42.620 of
00:33:43.820 this
00:33:44.020 polity
00:33:44.380 it
00:33:44.580 actually
00:33:44.840 has
00:33:45.160 no
00:33:45.360 answer
00:33:45.740 it
00:33:46.140 depends
00:33:46.420 how
00:33:46.680 you're
00:33:46.920 asking
00:33:47.240 the
00:33:47.440 question
00:33:47.860 what
00:33:48.900 premise
00:33:49.900 are we
00:33:50.340 using
00:33:50.560 for asking
00:33:51.020 the
00:33:51.200 question
00:33:51.460 there's
00:33:51.720 a
00:33:51.820 different
00:33:52.040 answer
00:33:52.460 for
00:33:53.460 every
00:33:53.860 map
00:33:54.200 projection
00:33:54.720 that
00:33:55.460 you
00:33:55.600 use
00:33:56.000 if you
00:33:58.120 want to get
00:33:58.480 really
00:33:58.900 particular
00:33:59.440 well
00:34:00.440 what
00:34:02.260 what are you
00:34:02.480 considering
00:34:02.980 the
00:34:03.220 surface
00:34:03.700 are
00:34:04.780 blades
00:34:05.260 of
00:34:05.540 grass
00:34:05.980 part
00:34:06.320 of
00:34:06.440 the
00:34:06.580 surface
00:34:06.900 because
00:34:07.160 if we
00:34:07.480 map
00:34:07.880 every
00:34:08.140 blade
00:34:08.440 of
00:34:08.620 grass
00:34:09.200 that's
00:34:09.840 going to
00:34:10.080 drastically
00:34:10.580 increase
00:34:11.100 the
00:34:11.320 surface
00:34:11.660 area
00:34:12.080 isn't
00:34:12.440 it
00:34:12.640 i
00:34:17.420 like
00:34:17.680 using
00:34:17.960 maps
00:34:18.500 i
00:34:19.740 like
00:34:20.100 having
00:34:20.620 simplified
00:34:21.540 lists
00:34:22.500 i
00:34:22.680 like
00:34:22.940 things
00:34:23.220 like
00:34:23.460 the
00:34:23.600 cabalian
00:34:24.140 even
00:34:25.080 if
00:34:25.220 it's
00:34:25.340 not
00:34:25.500 as
00:34:25.640 old
00:34:25.860 as
00:34:26.000 it
00:34:26.120 pretends
00:34:26.520 to
00:34:26.680 be
00:34:26.920 but
00:34:29.900 the
00:34:30.000 map
00:34:30.180 is
00:34:30.300 not
00:34:30.420 the
00:34:30.560 territory
00:34:31.020 the
00:34:33.600 territory
00:34:35.480 is an
00:34:37.420 infinitely
00:34:37.940 fractal
00:34:39.060 self-reflective
00:34:40.840 halonic
00:34:41.600 and
00:34:41.800 holographic
00:34:42.980 infinitude
00:34:47.140 tap into
00:34:54.360 that
00:34:54.680 and you've
00:34:55.020 tapped into
00:34:55.520 chaos
00:34:55.900 magic
00:34:56.480 carpe
00:34:58.880 futurum
00:34:59.520 teni
00:34:59.860 traditum
00:35:00.400 this is
00:35:01.300 burini
00:35:02.080 out