#335 โ A Postmortem on My Response to Covid
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Summary
I ve been getting a lot of criticism of my views on social media and other media outlets, and I m beginning to see some prominent people and even some friends begin to think the worst of me. Here s what s new, at least to me, is the effect that it is having in my life, and in some cases, even some of my friends have begun to think that they are wrong about me. I m not talking about my views, I m talking about the fact that people have edited them to make it seem as though I have said something else. And to be clear, I do not hold those views. I have not been wrong about anything I have ever said. I am not a bad person, I am a good person. And I have been wrong many times before about things that I do and don t think about, but it s just not as bad as people are making it out to be. I ve been wrong before, and it s not so bad this time, but the problem seems to be that many people are so busy and lazy that they don t have time to consume anything but clips, even when they do have the time to care about things I shouldn t care about, and even if they do care about them, they just don t care enough to care enough about them to actually watch them. And that s a problem, not a good one at all. the problem is that people are taking a clip at face value, and making it seem like it s good, not bad, not good, and not good enough, and they re making it good enough to be taken as though it s actually good or bad or good or good at all of the time, and that they ve been made by someone who doesn t actually care about what they think about it. I m sorry about that, but I don t really care about it, do they really care? or do they even care about something they ve even though they ve made it that much about it? or are they even heard it at all? ? and they don't even care that they re not even listening to it, you know what they re just making it so much more than they should they should be listening at all the time they should well, they ve got a chance to listen to it at least they ve heard it in a way they can make it or they ve actually heard it, right or not they are not?
Transcript
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As many of you know, I've been off social media for a long time at this point.
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Occasionally someone sends me a tweet that they think I really must see.
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And after the astonishment subsides, I'm usually left with two feelings.
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The first is that social media is destroying society.
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And the second is that I'm very glad I'm no longer witnessing this on an hourly or even
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But there's been a flurry of these communications of late, focused on what I did and didn't think
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or say throughout the COVID pandemic, which I should probably comment on.
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Now, some of you get annoyed when I address controversies of the sort I'm now going to touch.
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You tell me I'm defending myself from things that don't require defense.
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Some of you say it's boring or that it looks petty.
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It's like I have a doppelganger out there who is now much more famous than I am.
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And this fake version of me is saying some exceedingly stupid things.
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So I feel I have to correct the record from time to time, at the risk of boring you, and
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at the risk of appearing to care about things that I shouldn't care about, just so that I
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know that a clear statement of my views exists somewhere.
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I've been appearing on other people's podcasts, people who have very different audiences from
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In some cases, these audiences are quite hostile to me.
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Now, my reason for doing this is pretty straightforward.
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These people invite me on their podcast, and I generally assume that there is some possibility
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of communicating something of value to part of their audience, even if it's only a sliver
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A sliver of a podcast audience could be much larger than the largest public talk I've ever
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So if I'm not too busy, and if this person hasn't behaved unethically toward me in the
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past, however much we may disagree about politics or anything else, I will often say yes.
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And generally speaking, I'm happy to talk about anything, no matter how arcane or controversial,
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provided I have an opinion that I think is worth sharing on the topic.
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So what's been happening is that I've been putting myself in front of, again, often fairly
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hostile audiences and giving them hours of video content on a wide variety of controversial
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And then people produce clips from those conversations and share them on social media.
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However, rather often, the clips are chosen to make it seem like I'm expressing a belief
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To be clear, it's not the podcasts themselves that are doing this.
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Of course, this game of editing for the purpose of misrepresentation is something we're all
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But what seems new, at least to me, is the effect that it is having in my life.
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I'm beginning to see some very prominent people, and even some friends, and now in some cases,
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former friends, have begun to think the worst of me.
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The problem seems to be that many people are so busy and lazy that they don't have time
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to consume anything but clips, even when they're going to stake their professional reputations
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and even their friendships on the dubious premise that a clip created and shared on social media
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by a person who absolutely loathes the subject of that clip will be accurate and its meaning
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Now, I have some sympathy for taking a clip at face value, being very busy myself, and
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It's also true that many clips, perhaps most, are not made by people who hate the subject
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of that clip and are seeking to make him look terrible.
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Many clips can be trusted because they are made by fans, and they really do help amplify
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But again, I'm not talking to my audience when I appear on these podcasts.
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And now, more and more, I'm seeing people criticize me for views that I do not hold.
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To be clear, I'm not talking about valid criticism of my views.
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I'm not even talking about strawmanning my positions.
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I'm talking about clips that present something I said for the sole purpose of making it appear
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People have edited videos to make it seem like I wished that more kids had died during
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the pandemic, so that I could have been proven right about how scary COVID was, or something
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And some people who I used to consider friends have shared those videos and dunked on them
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So part of this is just a fake controversy, based on malicious editing.
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There seems to be a consensus out there, right of center, that I got COVID wrong.
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And for some reason, I have refused to admit this.
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People seem to think that it's the result of some combination of pride and sunk cost,
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Of course, a few people think that something more nefarious is going on.
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I know that there's also a general feeling of disappointment, that while I have routinely
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challenged prevailing opinion on other topics, I mostly just went with the establishment on
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So, for instance, in the years after September 11, 2001, when both the ivory tower and the
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mainstream media were telling us that Islam is really a religion of peace, hijacked by extremists,
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and there's no connection at all between its actual tenets and the suicidal terrorism we
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were seeing in dozens of countries, I said bullshit, and at some considerable cost to my
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reputation, left of center, which is where I have always lived, politically.
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I even landed on the Hate Watch page on the Southern Poverty Law Center website, or when George
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Floyd got murdered, and half of our society erupted in protest over an imagined epidemic of racist
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I spent two hours on this podcast arguing that things were not as they seemed, and there are
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several other instances where I've been willing to stand against a river of sanctimony and lies
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coming from the establishment, and yet during the pandemic I seemed content to just get washed
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To many of you, I sounded just like the suits on CNN.
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Again, crucially, I didn't forcefully push back against specific policies, like vaccine
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Well, I'll get into more detail about what I did and didn't think or say about COVID in
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a minute, but I just want to point out that there are important differences among these
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various topics, and they explain why in some cases I'm content to, quote, do my own research,
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and in others it feels irresponsible not to run with whatever consensus among qualified experts
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The first difference is that COVID was a public health emergency, around which there was tremendous
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There were several collective action problems that we had to solve.
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If we were going to lock down, we had to do that together.
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We could only meaningfully practice social distancing and flatten the curve together.
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When vaccines arrived, we could only achieve herd immunity and protect people who really couldn't
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There was no point at which all the facts were in.
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Given this situation, the most responsible thing to do, in my view, was to defer to whatever
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consensus we could find among experts, until that consensus changed.
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This was not the situation with jihadism or the data on crime and police violence in the
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We've got 1,400 years of data about Islam, and the relevant information is very easy to
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If you want to know why jihadists do what they do, they will tell you.
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The data on crime and police violence are also very simple to parse.
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As much as I've been pilloried by the left for the positions I took on these topics, I
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But with COVID, the mainstream position was generally as close to the truth as we could
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I know that claim will be controversial to some of you, and I'll defend it in a few minutes.
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The important point is that this is what I believed, and this belief explains my behavior.
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There were many things that more or less everyone got wrong in the beginning, because
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Wiping down packages for fear of fomite transmission.
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And I believe I made the switch more or less on time.
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But there were many things like that, which were rational at first, and then became irrational
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So I'm going to take the time in this podcast to explain what I believed at various points during
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And I'll explain why I did or didn't say various things about vaccines and lockdowns
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And I'll mention a few things that I think I should have done differently.
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But first, I want to illustrate how strange the criticism of me has grown.
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Here's a tweet from Brett Weinstein from last week.
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Which is why his absurd formulations and failure to update is so baffling.
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And his half-baked explanations play as if on a loop.
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For those of you who might not know, compromat is a KGB term for compromising material.
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They can be used to blackmail or coerce a public figure.
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The much-discussed pee tape of Trump would have been compromat if it had existed.
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That would explain my errant and incorrigible views about COVID.
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That Pfizer or Johns Hopkins has got some pictures of me with prostitutes?
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Does this mean that I make a lot of money doing, on average,
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What, I'm just working the COVID grift by not talking much about it?
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I honestly cannot understand what Brett might be thinking here.
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which is why his absurd formulations and failures to update is so baffling.
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and his half-baked explanations play as if on a loop.
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because people keep making clips to this effect,
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because I'm not saying what you think I'm saying in those clips.
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the most malicious liars and trolls in this space.
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it really is a stretch at this point for me to believe
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This is the man who gave us the extremely wise and useful phrase,
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Perhaps I should clear something up here for Brett,
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by my summarizing his views about mRNA vaccines inaccurately.
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I've said that Brett has called our vaccine policy
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and he predicted that millions might die as a result of it.
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It entails our releasing dangerous pseudo-vaccines
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or otherwise obfuscating the life-saving knowledge
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moment, but what number do you have in mind? Do
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20%, 50%, 90%? Do you not even have a number in
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correct. What is that number? The CDC currently
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1.1 million. Do I have to apologize to anyone for
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correct? What do I mean by approximate? Well, would I
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be astounded if it was off by 25%? No. Would I be
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astounded if it was off by an order of magnitude?
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COVID in the U.S., the world is not the way I think
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it is. Incidentally, at least two of the guests I
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pandemic estimated that we would have something
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like a million deaths in the U.S. before the dust
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telling people that COVID would quickly become a cold
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and that basically no one would die from it. So
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misleading people about COVID. In any case, until
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proven otherwise, I accept the CDC data and believe
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that we had something like 1 million deaths from
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COVID in the U.S. Next question. How many of those
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deaths were of people under age 65? Many people
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imagine that more or less everyone who died was 80
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years old. Take a moment to come up with a number.
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Let's stipulate for the sake of argument that a
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million people died in the U.S. How many do you
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think were under age 65? I reached out to an expert
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at Johns Hopkins for a sanity check on these numbers.
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I won't name him because I didn't ask him if I could
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publish his responses, but I asked him the very
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questions I'm asking you now. The current answer
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something like a quarter of a million people. The
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vast majority of these would have been over 50. There
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were some thousands of younger people who did die
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from COVID, but the majority of those under 65 would
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have been 50 or above. So my age, Elon's age, Joe
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Rogan's age, Brett Weinstein's age. Not that old, really.
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You would think that losing a quarter of a million people
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in this cohort would be a pretty big deal. Oh, but of
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course, many of them were fat or had other comorbidities.
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Everyone in the anti-vax and vaccine-hesitant world seems to
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emphasize this point, as though it were somehow morally or
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politically irrelevant. You realize that about half of
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American society is obese, and a person can't suddenly lose 70
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pounds at the first sign of a pandemic. I don't actually know
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what percentage of those in my cohort who died were overweight or
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had other comorbidities. But you can be sure that some fit and
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healthy people died too. And I find this fixation on health and
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fitness in opposition to vaccines to be pretty silly. There's
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something cultic about it. It reminds me of the cult that has
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grown up around guns. Don't get me wrong, I like health and
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fitness, and I even own guns. But an obsession with these things,
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the cult of self-sufficiency that surrounds them, the notion that
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each individual can fully protect himself against harm and
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be absolved of having any stake in the health of society at
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large. The sense that we don't need functioning institutions and
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widespread social trust and a government that actually works and
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a citizenry that isn't totally atomized. The idea that we can
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all just go it alone with our ice baths and our vitamins and our
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zone 2 cardio. This is a delusion. And there are viruses that
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don't even slightly care about how much time you spend in the gym.
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Or whether you eat only organic food. The 1918 flu killed somewhere
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between 50 and 100 million people. Mostly young and healthy people
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between the ages of 20 and 40. As far as I know, the reasons why it
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preferentially killed the young are not completely understood.
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It could have been the case that a so-called healthy immune system
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was actually worse because it set a person up for a severe inflammatory
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response known as a cytokine storm. Perhaps there are other reasons,
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right? But this is just to say that staying fit and eating only grass-fed
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beef isn't a strategy for dealing with pandemics in general. And all of the
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anti-vax bullshit that has been spun up around this variable could well get a
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lot of people killed next time. We need a government and institutions that
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work. We need to be able to trust public health
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messaging in an emergency. We need an information ecosystem that doesn't
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amplify baseless conspiracies and lies. Whatever is broken here needs to be
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pandemic, heterodox thinkers like Elon and Joe and Brett were not making that
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project easier. Question three, how many lives have been saved by the COVID
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vaccines in the U.S.? This is actually a question I had no prior intuitions
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about, but I have since learned that the current model suggests around three
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million. Just think about that for a moment. It is quite possible that without
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vaccines, three million more people would have died from COVID in the U.S. If
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that's remotely true, should anyone be apologizing for strongly recommending
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that people get vaccinated? Question four, how many people died
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unnecessarily in the U.S. because they didn't get vaccinated? In other words, how
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many people did vaccine hesitancy kill? Well, that number is currently believed to
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be around 300,000. Now, of course, most of those would be in the over 65 cohort or
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have other comorbidities. Again, put whatever air bars around these numbers
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you want. It seems rational to believe that they are
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somewhere in the ballpark. Not all air traffic controllers are
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smoking crack. Not all the mechanics at Boeing are using the wrong rivets in the
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fuselage of their planes. Some things are broken, but not everything is. So until
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proven otherwise, I believe that approximately 300,000 people died in the U.S. who
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didn't need to die because they came to believe that the COVID vaccines were more
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dangerous than COVID. As I said on this podcast, once the vaccines arrived, we had
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a forced choice. We were all going to get COVID eventually. I still know a few people
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who haven't, but even they will get it eventually. The question was, were you going
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to get it with or without first having been vaccinated? It seems that around 300,000
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Americans are dead today who would not be dead had everyone just gotten vaccinated
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blindly, like obedient sheep. Just following instructions was not a bad heuristic in the
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spring, summer, and fall of 2021. The voice that came over the PA system that said
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nothing more persuasive or politically acceptable than fasten your seatbelts, you
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whiny bitches, was worth listening to. Of course, you might worry that we don't
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have long-term data on these vaccines, and that's true, but we also don't have
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long-term data on the consequences of getting COVID without having been
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vaccinated, apart from the short-term data of watching people die unnecessarily by the
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hundreds of thousands because they weren't vaccinated. Yes, the future is
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uncertain, but I continue to believe there is no good reason to be afraid of these
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vaccines. Again, COVID is a moving target. Will I get the COVID vaccine once a year
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like a flu shot? I'm not sure. It depends on how these variants evolve. I've now had
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COVID twice, and as recently as last month, so I feel pretty well boosted at the
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moment. However, based on current stats, even these more mild strains of COVID
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appear to be more dangerous than flu, at least for someone in my cohort. So, given
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that I get a flu shot every year, I suspect that a yearly COVID shot is in my
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future. Next question. How many people were killed by the vaccines? Well, my contact
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Johns Hopkins said, quote, I literally know of just two deaths directly attributed to the
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vaccines in the U.S., one of which was J&J related. No doubt in the informational waters
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in which my critics swim, that statement is not going to seem credible. Just two? And only
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one mRNA related? I don't know what to tell you fellows, but where are the bodies? I'll grant
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you that there could be more than two. Let's put the number at 2,000. What is there to talk
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about? Let's put it at 20,000, a four order of magnitude error. Given the other numbers I've
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just cited, what is there to talk about? Next question. What was the difference in the risk
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of hospitalization or death between those who had been fully vaccinated compared to those
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who hadn't taken the vaccine? Okay, well, from what I can tell, it was a likely three to four
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fold reduction in all age groups. And that includes kids who don't see that much benefit not being at
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high risk. In all adults, it was more like a tenfold difference. And in those over 65, we saw a
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20 fold difference in the rate of hospitalization or death. Personally, I probably had a low risk of
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hospitalization and death from COVID, though I did know people with my same profile who did get
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hospitalized. But would it have been rational for me to have run a 10x greater risk of hospitalization
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and or death, just because it was a lot of chatter, mostly from non-experts, about how scary these
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vaccines were? I don't think so. Next question. Is there any reason to believe that ivermectin
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or hydroxychloroquine are effective prophylactics against COVID, i.e. adequate substitutes for
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vaccines? Unsurprisingly, this question provoked a one-word response from my guy at Johns Hopkins.
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No. Next question. What about the risk of myocarditis from the vaccines, especially for
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young men? This is something that I acknowledged on the podcast as soon as I became aware of it,
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which no doubt was later than many people who were pretending to be vaccine experts became aware of
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it. If you're conspiracy-minded, if you assume that everyone is lying, if you're convinced that
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everything is more dangerous than advertised, well then I'm sure you will detect real conspiracies and
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real lies and real dangers sooner than most other people. That doesn't mean that you have cracked the
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code for how to live in this world. Apparently, Brett Weinstein is over there thinking that someone
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at Pfizer might be blackmailing me with a pee tape. Okay, so yes, if I were into that sort of thing,
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he will have been the first one to have found me out. Anyway, my contact at Johns Hopkins informed me
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that the myocarditis that is a potential side effect of the mRNA vaccines is very different from other
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forms of myocarditis in that there's generally no long-term clinically significant consequence from it.
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Also, the risk can be mitigated by spacing the two doses of the vaccine by more than three or four
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weeks apart. Now, I can imagine in Joe and Brett's world, that sounds insane. Well, again, we had a
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forced choice from the spring of 2021 on. Get COVID with or without a vaccine. The official numbers,
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if they are remotely correct, still make it look like the right choice to have been fully vaccinated.
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Is it the clear choice now with the current variants for a 17-year-old boy given the increased
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risk of myocarditis and the exceedingly low risk of hospitalization and death for that cohort?
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I don't know. I would have to look at the most recent data and find out what most experts think.
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Again, I am not a physician, and I have never played one on this podcast.
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I am not a physician arkadaล but I have no advisor. I am not a physician-trained service call on