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00:01:10.700 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:01:16.520 News readers, politicians, teachers, lecturers. 0.99

00:01:20.940 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:01:29.900 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely insane.

00:01:35.780 Oh, yeah, dude. 1.00

00:01:36.980 There's some Nephilim shit. 0.99

00:01:38.160 It's like we all know what's going down, but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the brave. 1.00

00:01:44.020 These motherfuckers take control of this now, and no one's talking about how they made us hard to be slaves. 1.00

00:01:49.140 And everybody's just walking around, heading to clouds. 1.00

00:01:51.920 I want to wake up to a dead in the grave, but it's too late.

00:01:55.340 We need to be ready to raise up.

00:01:57.160 Welcome to the end of day.

00:01:58.840 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your paranormal testimonies.

00:02:11.500 If you have a strange and unexplainable experience and want it read on the show, consider sending yours over to NephilimDSquad at gmail.com.

00:02:20.300 Guys, we have definitive bangers for you.

00:02:23.120 We actually got an email.

00:02:24.760 It's kind of pretty heavy, and it even comes with some imagery.

00:02:26.960 I'll give you guys a little bit of a spoiler, but I'm not going to reveal the nature of it.

00:02:30.760 But it's an NDE, a near-death experience.

00:02:33.740 David, wait a second.

00:02:34.760 Let's address the audience, because we did kind of honeypot them into being here.

00:02:39.240 Oh, that's right.

00:02:39.940 Yeah, we were supposed to do an episode with Izzy Centric, right?

00:02:43.260 Yeah.

00:02:44.120 And that ended up not being the case.

00:02:45.860 Well, it didn't fall through.

00:02:46.880 Hold on.

00:02:47.120 Let me fix my contrast in all this, because I feel like I look too white.

00:02:50.160 Why do you look darker than me all the time, David?

00:02:51.940 I'm darker than you, because I have much more mocha.

00:02:53.860 You know what's funny?

00:02:54.400 I actually had to mute your...

00:02:55.620 I don't know why it happened.

00:02:56.380 I muted your mic when the intro started, because you were talking, and I could hear it over

00:03:00.560 the intro. 1.00

00:03:01.240 I was talking a lot of shit, too. 1.00

00:03:02.820 Yeah, I muted you before you said something about the Jews. 1.00

00:03:05.580 Yeah.

00:03:06.040 Anyway, yeah, so we were supposed to have Izzy Centric on to talk about demonology again, 0.51

00:03:11.480 but he's sick, so he told me this morning...

00:03:15.640 Diarrhea.

00:03:16.120 Yeah, no, diarrhea of the mouth, actually.

00:03:18.480 No, he's pretty sick.

00:03:19.860 So we're going to reschedule with him.

00:03:21.600 He'll be back on.

00:03:22.340 I've been trying to get him back on the show for a while.

00:03:24.300 It's just scheduling conflicts.

00:03:25.660 So I didn't adjust the email or the Patreon or anything like that.

00:03:30.280 So I was like, you know what?

00:03:31.080 Let's just do a Chronicles for the people, because they're going to be around.

00:03:34.340 So here you are.

00:03:36.520 Here we are.

00:03:37.580 Here we are.

00:03:38.760 Just so happens.

00:03:40.020 We're going to read some stories to you from you guys.

00:03:41.980 It's very, it's almost like a, what's the word?

00:03:45.400 It's like incestual almost. 1.00

00:03:46.600 Like we're feeding back their own shit. 1.00

00:03:48.600 Like they give it to us. 1.00

00:03:50.200 We eat it and then we regurgitate it back into their mouth and they're very happy to have it.

00:03:54.380 Yeah. 0.98

00:03:54.640 We're mama birding all of the dangerous retards. 1.00

00:03:57.680 All the spice boys out there are getting their food nice and chewed up and processed for them. 1.00

00:04:02.180 Well, actually, before we get to that, though, we do have a quick announcement.

00:04:06.860 I know we've been talking about it a lot, but it's worth mentioning again.

00:04:09.420 Guys, these holsters here, custom made dangerous retard holsters for your conceal and carry are officially available, guys, on TopLobster.com. 0.98

00:04:19.640 It's actually on the front page there.

00:04:21.240 There it is.

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00:04:43.560 So very cool.

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00:04:49.640 The people who bought these, yeah, the guys who bought them already, they already have it, according to the manufacturer here.

00:04:58.300 Really?

00:04:59.100 Yeah, it should have been already sent out.

00:05:01.260 They probably already have it in their midst, which is really cool.

00:05:04.940 Yeah, when we were talking to him, we asked about the turnaround time, and he's like, I like it to be one day. 0.70

00:05:09.660 I was like, damn, dude, I didn't expect it to be one day.

00:05:13.180 So whatever system he's got over there at Snappy Holsters, he's got this thing well-oiled. 0.97

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00:05:42.820 All right.

00:05:44.940 Oh, this will be a 30-minute preview.

00:05:46.780 Yeah, that's right.

00:05:47.380 That's the other thing.

00:05:48.060 Sorry, guys.

00:05:49.460 Yeah.

00:05:50.220 I know people are disgusted by it, but it is what it is.

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00:07:05.940 We're getting, I'm being told by Emily Pareka, God bless the practice, that there is an echo happening.

00:07:11.680 There's an echo?

00:07:12.500 It's very subtle.

00:07:13.320 I think it's just the feedback from your headphones.

00:07:17.060 Oh, interesting.

00:07:17.800 Okay. 0.89

00:07:17.940 Yeah, yeah, very disgusting, very typical.

00:07:20.060 He does this on purpose, actually, to subvert the show.

00:07:22.340 We have this one here actually comes from a character who is going by the name of Whiskey True.

00:07:30.760 The man likes a drink.

00:07:32.360 I wonder if that has anything to do with the experiences that he has.

00:07:35.100 Like I said, Arcane Arsenal says no echo on this end, just saying the same thing.

00:07:40.560 Yeah, it's minimal.

00:07:41.860 If it does exist at all, I wouldn't worry about it.

00:07:44.680 All right.

00:07:45.240 So do you mind if I start this off, Top?

00:07:47.420 Yeah, go ahead.

00:07:48.700 All right.

00:07:49.060 It says around three and a half years ago, shortly after I fell.

00:07:52.700 This is not the near-death experience, by the way, guys.

00:07:54.920 We're going to save that one for the end.

00:07:55.840 But around three and a half years ago, shortly after I fell ill with vagus nerve damage.

00:08:03.080 What's that mean?

00:08:04.140 That might be vagus.

00:08:05.560 Vagus? 0.99

00:08:06.420 I just thought of vagina. 1.00

00:08:07.960 Vagus. 0.99

00:08:08.720 Is it vagus?

00:08:09.780 My wife knows.

00:08:10.480 Vagus nerve damage. 1.00

00:08:12.100 She knows her shit. 1.00

00:08:12.980 I suffered a temporary schizophrenic break due to the antidepressant mirtazepine. 1.00

00:08:21.240 Mirtazepine, then suffered from the very first panic attacks of my life, which has worsened

00:08:29.480 my mild anxiety disorder. 0.99

00:08:31.680 That's a fucking bummer. 0.99

00:08:34.540 My VA doctor. 0.99

00:08:35.860 Okay, so this dude's a vet.

00:08:37.760 My VA doctor had no idea it could cause that, quote, because he prescribes it usually without

00:08:44.780 issue.

00:08:45.620 All right.

00:08:45.900 Oh, hey, wait a second.

00:08:46.640 Isn't the vagus nerve, have you ever seen that Shona O'Malley fight, the first one against 1.00

00:08:50.480 Chido Vera?

00:08:53.440 Yeah.

00:08:54.420 Yeah, this is an old fight years ago.

00:08:56.880 Chido threw a leg kick at O'Malley, and it hit him, like, right in the front of the knee,

00:09:01.920 like, right below his kneecap, and it just grazed him with the toes.

00:09:06.000 I think that was the vagus nerve.

00:09:08.100 Like, he basically, like, malfunctioned his vagus nerve, and his ankle didn't work.

00:09:13.960 Like, his, like, lower leg didn't work, so he, like, immediately rolled his ankle, and

00:09:17.780 he couldn't move.

00:09:18.880 That's crazy.

00:09:19.880 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:09:20.700 I've seen it happen to Henry Cejudo as well.

00:09:23.200 I think he was fighting Mighty Mouse at the time.

00:09:25.840 Oh, I remember that fight.

00:09:26.900 Those were two fights, wasn't it?

00:09:28.160 I think there was three.

00:09:29.520 But, you know, Mighty Mouse had, sorry, Cejudo was able to grapple, because he's a wrestler,

00:09:34.620 so, like, he went to the ground and was able to kind of, like, wait until that recovered.

00:09:39.660 O'Malley couldn't, so he finished him on the floor, and that was, like, his one loss

00:09:42.680 besides his last one.

00:09:44.220 Emily says the vagus nerve is the one that makes a tear come out when you're pooping

00:09:48.860 sometimes.

00:09:49.400 That's, I'm very familiar with that nerve.

00:09:52.360 It's a huge nerve.

00:09:53.660 Apparently, it goes, like, your entire body, but it goes there, too.

00:09:56.740 It's just interesting.

00:09:57.440 Like, it was just, like, a flick of the toe right on this dude's knee and completely

00:10:00.640 paralyzes his leg, so.

00:10:02.420 I do look really brown, right?

00:10:03.740 What the hell's going on?

00:10:05.420 It's not a good look.

00:10:06.840 Maybe it's because I need to shave.

00:10:07.960 I just look dirty.

00:10:09.420 All right, so let's continue here.

00:10:10.760 It goes, I had extreme visual and audio hallucinations every time I closed my eyes.

00:10:18.180 I have never in my life experienced something so extreme and violently impossible to fully

00:10:22.980 understand.

00:10:23.680 Wow.

00:10:24.040 That's a way of describing it.

00:10:26.060 I literally had a guy who I named, oh, who I named the accuser in my head trying to convince

00:10:34.500 me that I was better off dead.

00:10:35.900 Shout out, Toad. 0.98

00:10:36.360 Shout out, Toad. 1.00

00:10:37.300 Better off dead. 1.00

00:10:37.920 That's right, guys. 1.00

00:10:38.920 Go watch.

00:10:39.840 Episode 7,000. 0.97

00:10:43.020 That my family was better off with me dead.

00:10:46.200 He had a grotesque smile that weirdly didn't register as a smile initially. 0.99

00:10:51.140 He was an elegant assassin.

00:10:54.080 At first, his criticisms were simple and on point.

00:10:57.900 Like, you write weird smiling dude.

00:11:01.200 I could be doing more.

00:11:03.720 That's interesting.

00:11:04.920 That's interesting.

00:11:06.680 Okay.

00:11:07.560 And really, at first, he was like a dad or a good friend helping you spot your own oversights.

00:11:14.760 Man, that's interesting.

00:11:16.300 That's really interesting.

00:11:17.760 I mean, it's certainly worth mentioning that he's named this thing the accuser, right?

00:11:23.980 Which is, that's Satan.

00:11:28.120 And these things, by the way, they do typically, they focus in on an array of ways to call you

00:11:38.660 worthless.

00:11:39.800 You know what I mean? 1.00

00:11:40.260 It's like, you're worthless. 0.99

00:11:41.800 Nobody loves you. 1.00

00:11:43.780 You're terrible at this. 0.96

00:11:45.000 You're terrible at that.

00:11:45.660 It's like this doubt and this accusatory tone.

00:11:49.140 That's interesting that he named it that.

00:11:52.480 It's like he knew, you know, intrinsically.

00:11:56.880 All right.

00:11:57.180 So, but they built criticizing harder choices with impossible standards.

00:12:04.620 And after a while, that wore me down.

00:12:07.000 Okay. 0.97

00:12:07.280 So, in other words, it moved on from being like, hey, dude, you're kind of fucking up in 0.89

00:12:12.100 this way or that way to like really harsh criticisms and a level of standards that he wasn't going 0.96

00:12:19.080 to be able to meet.

00:12:20.180 Then he would talk about my failures as if they happened or as I remember them.

00:12:28.000 Oh, he would talk about my failure as they happened or as I remember them.

00:12:31.680 That's interesting.

00:12:33.020 That is a rough one.

00:12:33.760 I've had like, I'm sure everyone's had flashbacks of your failure and you just cringe.

00:12:38.900 You want to just like roll into a ball as you remember this thing.

00:12:41.880 Like, why am I thinking about this now?

00:12:43.340 I'm at Publix, you know?

00:12:44.640 Yeah.

00:12:44.940 I'm at Publix, dude.

00:12:45.940 I was just trying to get a Pub sub.

00:12:47.260 Hey, shout out to Dylan Farnham.

00:12:49.780 He says, you guys have come a long way.

00:12:51.160 I feel like I haven't seen Dylan in a minute in the chat.

00:12:53.580 Good to see you, brother.

00:12:55.140 Thank you.

00:12:55.700 Thank you.

00:12:56.100 I appreciate it.

00:12:56.680 Yeah.

00:12:56.780 What's that mean?

00:12:57.300 I guess we've been doing the same thing.

00:12:59.600 What are you talking about, Dylan?

00:13:00.880 Come a long way.

00:13:01.240 I think it just means the growth.

00:13:02.700 Are you at top now?

00:13:04.180 You've got to be clear with your words, Dylan. 0.99

00:13:05.740 Are you fucking, are you, are you giving us compliments, Dylan? 1.00

00:13:08.720 Is this a criticism? 1.00

00:13:10.000 Because now, now I feel like shit. 0.99

00:13:11.300 Now I feel like rolling. 1.00

00:13:13.120 It's just like, shut the hell up, dude. 0.96

00:13:15.260 Hey, shout out Matt Reif. 0.98

00:13:16.540 Matt Reif's in the chat.

00:13:17.420 The NDS emblem behind David looks crown-like.

00:13:20.440 Yeah, King of the Retards. 1.00

00:13:21.300 There it is.

00:13:23.760 Thanks, Matt.

00:13:24.780 All right.

00:13:25.120 Let's, there you go.

00:13:26.220 Yeah, growth, pal. 0.91

00:13:27.060 Now shut up and learn to take a compliment, Top Lobster. 1.00

00:13:30.340 All right. 0.98

00:13:30.940 Let's continue on, and then I'll pass the baton.

00:13:33.080 So where the hell were we?

00:13:35.920 The only part when it tried to target one, then only when it tried to target one concern 0.90

00:13:42.460 that on its face was ridiculous, it fell apart.

00:13:45.540 But before this, in this trance-like state that prevented me from telling people this was

00:13:53.560 happening inside my head, I imagine probably the fear of criticism would also keep you from

00:13:59.140 telling people.

00:13:59.660 I don't know how quick I would be to tell anybody there was a voice in my head.

00:14:02.500 Um, I would try to manage that between me and God before I opened my mouth up to somebody

00:14:09.060 else.

00:14:10.080 Uh, once I realized it was all in my head and going to absurd extremes, and I could dismiss

00:14:17.960 it, it lost all its power and influence.

00:14:21.400 It just fell apart.

00:14:22.720 Like the shroud was lifted, or a spiritual non-disclosure agreement was lifted, and I

00:14:27.820 could finally confide in my family this was happening.

00:14:30.200 That's interesting.

00:14:30.760 So he was, he was being kept from doing it.

00:14:33.600 Um, okay.

00:14:34.960 You want to pick it up from there?

00:14:36.500 Yeah, I'm just trying to make sense of that.

00:14:37.920 So he was in a, before I was in this trance-like state that prevented me from telling people,

00:14:43.000 but once he realized, uh, that he could, then he just did it.

00:14:49.360 It's a, that's such an amazing thing because that happens all the time, right?

00:14:52.620 We're like, we're stuck in a situation or someone's presented us a, uh, yeah, someone's

00:14:58.320 presented a situation and you're so like, even though you're an adult, you're like, I can't

00:15:03.080 see the solutions around it.

00:15:05.380 I feel like a lot of normal people like that are in everyday life are presented with this

00:15:11.260 situation.

00:15:11.740 Like, like, uh, for instance, at your job, like, I, I think I told you this story at,

00:15:15.580 at my job.

00:15:16.340 Um, yeah, they're like, uh, you know, the first time they got me, but you know, they

00:15:21.400 had me in the first half, but then the second half is like, nah, Joe, they, they did this

00:15:25.400 thing, snow duty.

00:15:26.400 And as a track worker, if you're doing snow duty, they're like, it's mandatory and you're

00:15:31.640 going to be here and you got to shovel the snow under the most dangerous condition.

00:15:35.180 Sometimes you're even fucking on, you know, the L elevated track and you got to clear off

00:15:39.840 the, just the top of the rail so the trains can move. 0.94

00:15:41.760 And I was like, that's fine.

00:15:43.900 But what they kept doing was like, you'll stay there all night.

00:15:46.940 And they left me there in the middle of the night and Coney Island yard.

00:15:51.000 Then, uh, they're like, all right, we're about to go home.

00:15:53.000 And they're like, actually we need you in far Rockaway.

00:15:56.140 And I was like, well, my car is buried in snow and there's a bunch of, I can't drive there.

00:16:00.960 Like, no problem.

00:16:01.780 We got to ride for you.

00:16:02.620 They send you a ride three, four in the morning.

00:16:04.840 Now I'm in Rockaway away from my car, no trains running.

00:16:08.680 I get there.

00:16:09.580 I shovel a little bit and then they go, you're free to go, but they know that they got you.

00:16:14.440 And now I'm stuck.

00:16:15.400 So basically this is like the story, the whole situation here.

00:16:18.580 And the moral of the story is I started to just say, no, they started to be like, uh,

00:16:24.280 they were like, uh, you know, it's mandatory.

00:16:25.540 It's going to snow.

00:16:26.360 You got to stay.

00:16:27.060 And I'm just like, I don't think I'm going to.

00:16:29.480 And they're like, well, then we're going to do this to you. 0.98

00:16:31.820 And I was like, well, fucking get the paper, get this, get the paperwork. 1.00

00:16:36.440 And who's going to sign this shit? 1.00

00:16:37.720 Where do I sign? 1.00

00:16:38.480 Cause I'm leaving at three 30. 0.98

00:16:40.520 And then they go, damn, like he said, no, like, what do we do? 0.99

00:16:44.200 And I was like, I guess you have to fire me. 0.99

00:16:45.840 Right.

00:16:46.100 And they're like, yeah.

00:16:48.740 And then they don't.

00:16:49.920 And it's just kind of like interesting.

00:16:51.180 Yeah.

00:16:51.480 It's like, like this kind of threat, like most people are like paralyzed by what could be

00:16:56.460 when you kind of take a step back and you're like, wait a second.

00:16:59.920 Um, here are my options here.

00:17:01.860 And I'm going to, I'm just going to see, like, all you got to do is ask like, well, what if I

00:17:05.540 don't write like, yeah.

00:17:07.440 What if, what if I don't get the vaccine? 0.99

00:17:09.920 And you're like, damn, it only works. 0.99

00:17:12.040 If you believe they have control over you. 0.99

00:17:14.960 Right.

00:17:15.400 That's it.

00:17:15.980 As soon as you go like, oh no, they don't.

00:17:17.460 And I'm free to go.

00:17:18.600 Well, then all of a sudden it opens up all these possibilities.

00:17:21.140 But the other thing that Whiskey True, I think, is doing correctly is, um, he's realized that

00:17:29.080 he can dismiss that.

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00:18:13.120 That voice, right?

00:18:14.240 And I think it takes a realization that this thing is external to you.

00:18:19.440 Um, you know, like he's saying it's in his head, but he's also recognizing it's not him.

00:18:24.280 Right?

00:18:24.840 So, so a lot of the problems with the, with modern day, you know, medical industry is that

00:18:30.360 they are telling you that this experience that you're having is a manifestation of your

00:18:35.420 own brain.

00:18:36.020 It's your own psychology.

00:18:37.140 It's your own auditory and visual hallucinations.

00:18:40.640 And if it's you, well, then you can't fight it.

00:18:44.520 You know what I mean?

00:18:45.180 And so it's that realization that this thing is external to you that enables you to like

00:18:48.580 combat it or dismiss it, or at least not take it seriously as like, are these my own thoughts?

00:18:54.140 Because that's part of the problem.

00:18:55.360 The part of the problem is like, if you think this is coming from you, well, then you're

00:18:59.200 like, kind of, um, appalled with yourself.

00:19:03.320 Why am I thinking these things?

00:19:04.500 Why am I like this?

00:19:05.260 You know, and then especially because it's kind of personal bent where it's telling you

00:19:08.680 about your failures, who knows about those things, but you.

00:19:13.100 So believing that it's you is the problem.

00:19:17.200 If you can just attach that.

00:19:18.700 And that's what Marzinski did really effectively was he's like, Hey, I'm going to start treating

00:19:21.920 these people in a way where the remedy is treat this thing as if it's external to you

00:19:26.600 and it's oppressing you and, you know, arm yourself with the word, you know, as far as

00:19:31.300 the Bible goes.

00:19:32.420 Actually, some, uh, inside baseball for the people tomorrow at, uh, four 30, I don't know

00:19:37.840 if it's going to be live, but we're talking with, uh, this guy trebles Garcia and it's

00:19:42.880 just going to be an hour quick interview, but he wants to talk about schizophrenia and that

00:19:47.840 sort of idea with Jerry Marzinski.

00:19:49.180 So it's, that'd be an interesting little, uh, you know, trip down memory lane where we

00:19:54.540 can kind of go.

00:19:55.040 Cause we've also unveiled a lot more stuff about this is actually like with this, this

00:19:58.640 testimony, with these shows, um, the idea of schizophrenia and, uh, how people actually

00:20:04.420 battle it, what it actually is.

00:20:06.180 Uh, so I'm looking forward to doing that.

00:20:07.940 It's a little bit of a departure from what we've been focused on lately, but it's a, you

00:20:11.460 know, dusting off an old toy, right?

00:20:13.740 Yeah.

00:20:13.920 It's kind of exciting.

00:20:14.880 Yeah, it is.

00:20:15.320 I'm, I'm pumped about that.

00:20:16.280 Um, all right, let's get back into whiskey true.

00:20:18.580 So I just, uh, I just sat completely awestruck about what I was at, what I, what I actually

00:20:23.320 went through.

00:20:24.420 I left a plane of sanity due to antidepressants that were supposed to help me.

00:20:29.060 When it started, my mind was convinced it was normal to have this presence of sorts.

00:20:33.220 They're directing criticisms at me.

00:20:35.640 I think that, yeah, that's a common feeling.

00:20:37.980 I, I sort of still have that.

00:20:40.060 Um, and that's the thing too.

00:20:41.900 It's like day to day.

00:20:42.860 Like you could, you could just be, we could know what we know and it could be preaching

00:20:46.980 to the crowd, the choir, but still day to day. 0.99

00:20:49.360 Like, you know, sometimes you'll get a voice, like a little tap and he's like, what the fuck 0.99

00:20:52.180 are you doing? 0.99

00:20:53.160 Right.

00:20:53.540 Right. 1.00

00:20:53.960 This is really stupid. 1.00

00:20:54.920 What you're doing. 1.00

00:20:55.460 Have you thought, have you thought about this?

00:20:57.560 You know, you have family to take care of.

00:20:59.640 Like, this is, this could all fall on your head.

00:21:01.440 And I'm like, who said that?

00:21:03.560 Who said that?

00:21:04.020 Cause I'm like, I'm working breakneck speed to build what we're building, you know?

00:21:07.860 And I don't have much time to stop and doubt myself.

00:21:11.240 If I have, if I'm sitting and doubting what I'm doing, then I'm not creating and I'm not

00:21:15.180 building.

00:21:15.600 I'm not doing the administrative things that we have to do for the show and for my, my

00:21:20.400 company.

00:21:21.420 So that sneaks in all the time. 1.00

00:21:24.200 And like, sometimes I don't have the presence of mind to be like, shut up, faggot. 1.00

00:21:27.700 You know? 1.00

00:21:28.460 But that's, that's, that's how you have to deal with it.

00:21:30.620 Also, um, I'm getting this again.

00:21:32.520 Dave's got a slight echo.

00:21:33.580 It's driving me crazy.

00:21:34.240 Um, do you think maybe we should refresh the browser?

00:21:42.460 I just love that you've frozen, you've frozen and you look so happy.

00:21:46.160 Oh, that was incredible.

00:21:47.240 You froze on like this big laugh with all your teeth showing and you looked so happy for like

00:21:51.320 30 seconds.

00:21:52.540 Okay.

00:21:52.860 It looks like I might've eliminated the echo from you, but you need to boost your gain

00:21:56.420 slightly.

00:21:57.100 Boosting my gain.

00:21:57.860 Okay.

00:21:58.340 Let's do that.

00:21:58.940 Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.

00:21:59.700 Is that a little better?

00:22:00.760 It sounds better.

00:22:01.380 I think it should be a fixed.

00:22:02.840 I don't know why you had echo cancellation on, but that's weird.

00:22:05.560 I never touch anything. 0.98

00:22:06.320 Stream yard sucks. 0.91

00:22:07.200 That's why I had that. 0.98

00:22:07.980 All right.

00:22:08.160 So let's pick that back up.

00:22:09.160 Nevertheless, we persisted.

00:22:10.820 Okay.

00:22:11.240 So, uh, yeah, so, um, he's having the criticisms directed at him.

00:22:15.960 So it lasted about a week and a half.

00:22:18.000 Uh, the panic attacks I maintained for more than a year and a half, more than a year after

00:22:23.620 that agoraphobia lasted months.

00:22:26.440 I don't know what that word means.

00:22:28.100 Agoraphobia is the fear of going outside.

00:22:30.300 Oh, it's really like kind of the fear of being around like people, you know?

00:22:35.240 So yeah, you know, but it's like being anti-social somewhere, something like that.

00:22:39.960 Um, Jordan Peterson talks about that where he's like, remember his analogy about the

00:22:44.140 woman who gets overwhelmed at like an event and it like, there's so many people, it scares

00:22:49.400 her.

00:22:49.780 And then what happens is she chooses to not go to anything that resembles that.

00:22:54.180 And eventually that trickles all the way down until she's like, I'm not going to the

00:22:57.460 supermarket when it's busy, I'm not going to the mall because there's too many people

00:23:00.860 because it reminds me of this event that I was at.

00:23:02.600 And then eventually the bar for like not going to a place gets lower and lower and lower until

00:23:08.760 you're just no longer going fucking anywhere because you don't, you're afraid of like people 0.99

00:23:12.400 and going out. 0.99

00:23:13.480 Dude.

00:23:14.000 Yeah.

00:23:14.400 I mean, I get it.

00:23:15.160 I don't really like people either, but it does.

00:23:18.540 I guess it's not really, I'm not like afraid of it.

00:23:22.060 I don't know what that, what agoraphobia would feel like, but yeah, I don't like to be

00:23:25.200 around that many people either.

00:23:26.660 So me either, but I can understand how that could spiral into a, like, I don't have to

00:23:31.140 do this ever, you know?

00:23:32.820 Yeah.

00:23:33.240 Like making excuses, like a, I don't know.

00:23:36.180 My wife has like a job outing where I got, she's like, Oh, come with me. 1.00

00:23:39.900 I'm like, I kind of don't want to.

00:23:42.400 Yeah.

00:23:42.800 I mean, honestly, if it wasn't for my wife, I wouldn't really go much of anywhere or see

00:23:47.420 much of anyone.

00:23:48.120 I only do it because I recognize that it's healthy for like a family to do.

00:23:51.880 But if it was up for me, up to me, I'd go simply nowhere.

00:23:55.280 Yeah.

00:23:55.560 I do podcast and like walk around on my land and pee on the land sometimes.

00:24:00.040 That's what I do for fun.

00:24:01.100 I just go.

00:24:01.620 Yeah.

00:24:01.640 Pee outside.

00:24:02.000 Anyway, let's keep reading.

00:24:03.360 Pee outside for fun.

00:24:05.020 So the anxiety is lighter, but I still have a flare up where I have to go chill out.

00:24:10.560 But this happened while I was an atheist and I couldn't understand how it knew something

00:24:14.560 I didn't figure out until later.

00:24:17.200 The entity in my head knew about my wife cheating on me long before I had any idea.

00:24:21.400 This is another common theme of possibly.

00:24:24.860 I don't know if he got divorced, but it seems like a lot of these entities will approach

00:24:29.920 after a divorce.

00:24:31.240 And I assume that there might be some kind of infidelity along the like, you know, along

00:24:36.700 that timeline of a divorce, whether it's from the guy or the girl.

00:24:40.020 So, yeah, not something where we're unfamiliar seeing that.

00:24:45.520 I'm sorry about that.

00:24:46.360 It does come up.

00:24:47.100 It comes.

00:24:47.360 Yeah. 0.99

00:24:47.660 It sucks, but it does. 0.99

00:24:48.860 It does come up. 0.99

00:24:49.560 It's common.

00:24:50.500 Yeah.

00:24:50.640 You want us to take a route for you?

00:24:51.800 Just let us know.

00:24:52.580 All right.

00:24:54.440 I was so distracted with my illness that I had no idea he tried to use that on me, but

00:25:00.420 I wouldn't accept it because I thought, no way, especially not right now.

00:25:04.340 But like a heat-seeking missile, I guess it realized that one wasn't working and went in

00:25:09.680 search of heat to chase again.

00:25:11.520 So, it knew, wait, the entity knew, the entity in my head knew about my wife cheating long

00:25:18.220 before I had any idea.

00:25:21.140 That's a, that is crazy.

00:25:24.120 I've had that happen, actually.

00:25:26.440 So, I was dating a girl and it was when I was younger and I was homeless and still somehow

00:25:33.140 had enough game to have a girlfriend when I was homeless.

00:25:35.380 But, um, I became aware inexplicably of an event that took place, you know, cause, cause

00:25:43.700 I was like 17, she was 16 and I was homeless and she was in school still, like in, in high

00:25:49.980 school.

00:25:50.660 And dude, I can't even explain to you like how I knew I was able to tell her what happened

00:25:58.120 at her school with, with, with, with absolutely no way of knowing.

00:26:02.760 Um, and it was very specific.

00:26:04.740 It was like, she had, um, Hershey's kisses in her backpack and I, and I told her that

00:26:14.340 I knew that she asked a dude if he wanted kisses and that he said yes and that she gave him 0.99

00:26:21.780 chocolate and that basically like one thing led to another and he was like, oh, how about

00:26:27.060 real ones?

00:26:27.800 And then she ended up hooking up with this dude. 1.00

00:26:29.880 And, um, I had no way of knowing that.

00:26:31.640 And I remember the look on her face was like, like she was in a school that was towns away

00:26:38.840 from where I was.

00:26:40.320 And, um, and I had nobody there that I knew.

00:26:43.380 So nobody was giving me information.

00:26:45.200 I just knew that like, do you know how insane that is to be like a 17 year old schizophrenic,

00:26:52.840 like homeless dude who's wildly conspiratorial.

00:26:55.900 And then to turn to this girl and then tell her exactly what she did in school.

00:26:59.780 Like, I remember the look on her face and I remember being like, I can't believe cause

00:27:04.260 her look confirmed it. 0.98

00:27:05.280 And I was like, fucking nailed it. 0.98

00:27:07.060 And I chalked it up at the time to just me understanding people. 0.98

00:27:10.660 Um, and, and I, I really have no explanation for that, but it was fucking weird.

00:27:16.840 That is the, that's a little bit bizarre.

00:27:19.960 I like it though.

00:27:20.540 It's a little bizarre.

00:27:20.880 Yeah.

00:27:21.720 I like it.

00:27:22.560 Very interesting.

00:27:23.200 All right.

00:27:23.380 Let's, let's keep reading here.

00:27:24.720 Um, uh, so I was so distracted with my illness, but by the way did we miss that?

00:27:28.860 So, but like a heat sticking missile, I guess it realized that one wasn't working and went

00:27:33.500 in search of heat to chase again.

00:27:36.140 This entity made me a better man at first as a way to build trust where we heard that.

00:27:40.760 Oh my God.

00:27:42.280 Um, I don't like that.

00:27:44.320 Yeah. 0.54

00:27:45.040 It would then try to use that trust or expectation of accuracy to convince me to kill myself. 0.94

00:27:50.380 Wow.

00:27:51.200 What finally broke the spell is hard to talk about, but it's the truth.

00:27:54.980 So.

00:27:56.160 But doesn't that sound like Colin?

00:27:59.840 It made me a better man first as a way to build trust.

00:28:05.200 That's scary.

00:28:07.220 Yeah.

00:28:07.620 I mean, I guess, you know, they know that there are certain levels that you could build

00:28:11.540 to, uh, without it being a detriment to whatever they're trying to do.

00:28:15.700 So let's see.

00:28:16.800 This is actually from, from Rife.

00:28:18.520 I want to answer this question real quick.

00:28:19.860 He says, am I the only one that has absolutely no clue what these things sound like?

00:28:22.940 Is it an actual voice or just a passing thought?

00:28:25.540 Is it a thought or is there enunciation?

00:28:27.960 So, um, what I've surmised is that this thing starts as like impressions.

00:28:33.880 Um, and then, so, so it's like feelings and impressions.

00:28:36.960 Ideas that just come to you, but then it eventually, the more you feed into it, the more like fear

00:28:43.680 and depression that you give it.

00:28:44.920 And the more credence that you give the voice, it eventually can gather enough strength to

00:28:48.680 kind of, um, turn into actual thoughts.

00:28:52.020 You know, instead of just getting an impression, if you were to think to yourself, like, I like

00:28:55.580 cheeseburgers.

00:28:56.360 And you think that right now, eventually something like that will start to almost speak in full

00:29:01.760 sentences, but still gives the impression of a thought.

00:29:04.100 Eventually it does manifest into, um, what the, what the industry calls audible hallucinations.

00:29:10.460 I've heard when I was a child, a woman's voice in my head.

00:29:13.280 Now, if what I heard was what these people are hearing, it sounded just like, um, and

00:29:18.620 I'm sure they, there's a range, but it sounded just like a regular human woman, um, indifferent, 1.00

00:29:23.900 not very emotional, just telling me shit. 0.98

00:29:26.520 As a matter of fact, um, almost soothing, almost nice. 0.98

00:29:29.440 But I was a kid, so that was probably the goal was to make me feel comforted by this

00:29:33.080 voice.

00:29:33.920 Um, so yeah, it's, it's a range.

00:29:35.580 It's impressions to thoughts to audible voices.

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00:30:18.580 Hashtag make a play.

00:30:21.400 I would also say like, what does it sound like?

00:30:24.120 Like, I mean, so Matt Reif and us, we would probably, actually, David, I don't think you

00:30:29.060 know what you sound like because if you did, you wouldn't talk.

00:30:31.260 But I like, I listen back to the podcast that I'm on.

00:30:34.000 So I like, I know what I sound like now.

00:30:36.160 Whereas before it would be jarring if I heard my own voice.

00:30:42.220 So, but I don't think most people know what their voice sounds like.

00:30:45.000 It comes out of your mouth and it's kind of hard to pick up with your ear unless you're

00:30:48.260 like a good musician of some sort.

00:30:50.960 Because it's vibrating through your entire head.

00:30:53.460 Yeah.

00:30:53.760 But even as like, like singers, I don't know if they know what their voice sounds like.

00:30:57.180 They know that they're on key because of possibly some kind of like, I think it's just like

00:31:02.060 they, they understand the pitch, but to hear the nuance in your voice, I'm not so sure.

00:31:08.060 So if like, it's not like you talking to yourself, like I wouldn't, I wouldn't be comforted if

00:31:13.500 I heard my own voice, but it is like a notion of like, oh, that's me.

00:31:17.100 Like, this is how it sounds when I think, I guess.

00:31:20.180 Yeah.

00:31:20.340 I don't know.

00:31:20.980 I think in my own voice.

00:31:22.620 You think in your own voice?

00:31:23.940 Very annoying.

00:31:24.980 Very annoying.

00:31:27.280 Never want that.

00:31:28.340 Somebody asked if, if the med he was on is like benzos, but a mirtazapine, it says it

00:31:34.800 blocks certain serotonin receptors, increases serotonin and norepinephrine release and has

00:31:41.960 norepinephrine, yeah, and has antihistamine effects.

00:31:46.160 So I don't know if that's similar to benzos, but quite possibly.

00:31:52.300 All right.

00:31:52.900 Let's keep reading.

00:31:56.140 It has, it had access to my memories and it knew I was sexually assaulted when I was very

00:32:00.420 young.

00:32:01.100 It hounded me about how this might be affecting my ability to be a father that hurt, but it

00:32:07.120 wasn't abrasive enough.

00:32:08.160 And this thing, it kind of felt desperate at this point.

00:32:11.160 So it's trying every avenue to just plant seeds in this dude.

00:32:16.280 And there's that, um, childhood trauma that opens that door.

00:32:20.000 Right.

00:32:20.520 Yeah.

00:32:21.020 Yeah.

00:32:22.120 Oh boy.

00:32:22.820 This guy's, uh, you know, he hit the lottery of like talking to entities, like all the,

00:32:28.380 all the boxes have been checked.

00:32:30.120 Whiskey true.

00:32:31.280 All right.

00:32:31.600 Uh, then it, then it went off the deep end.

00:32:33.920 It told me that I would repeat the cycle of what happened to me onto another, but because

00:32:38.780 my mind isn't bent in that way, it was immediately absurd.

00:32:42.920 The absurdity broke the spell.

00:32:45.180 I was finally able to acknowledge this entity was there consciously before.

00:32:48.960 I didn't even think to talk about it to others.

00:32:51.100 It just didn't occur to me.

00:32:54.940 The craziest part is when he left.

00:32:57.620 My anxiety shot up so bad that I wasn't able to tell any lies or maintain any old lies without

00:33:02.500 it causing me panic attacks.

00:33:04.740 I wonder why.

00:33:06.020 Hmm.

00:33:07.460 I wasn't able to tell any lies or maintain any old lies.

00:33:11.700 So he's, he's got a history of, of lying to some degree.

00:33:14.980 And, um, he probably thought it was making him a better person, like, like planting some

00:33:19.560 weird lies around to, yeah, that's not good, but that's, it's actually good that you kind

00:33:24.940 of let that stuff fall out because it's going to, it's going to expose itself at some point

00:33:30.140 anyway, man.

00:33:33.520 So, uh, so my illness, the vagus nerve damage cured my gluttony issues now, uh, because now

00:33:39.520 if I eat too much, I'll have to go to the hospital with severe pain from gastroparesis.

00:33:45.780 That's interesting.

00:33:47.000 Um, I have a gluttony issue and I recognize it as like, you know, I took a lot of psychological 0.98

00:33:52.340 damage when I was like homeless and shit. 0.92

00:33:54.380 And, um, and I really slipped into like a, an aggressive, uh, famine mindset. 0.92

00:33:59.480 And, um, so now if I have access to food, I'll like that, like I, I don't even have to like

00:34:08.420 what I'm eating to clean my plate.

00:34:10.040 Like I'll never let anything.

00:34:11.500 And then I'm still looking for food, like as if I'm scavenging, like it's, it's, uh, it

00:34:15.920 never went away.

00:34:16.540 It's been there for ever since I was homeless.

00:34:18.700 That's one of the things that I used to struggle with where it's like, if it's on there, I'll just

00:34:23.080 eat all of it.

00:34:23.940 But now I, you guys make fun of me cause you're like, Oh, you're not really even eating that

00:34:27.260 much.

00:34:27.420 I'm like, yeah, I just, it's a, like a psychological thing, like where I'm like, I will, but then

00:34:32.660 sometimes I won't, you know what I mean?

00:34:34.500 Yeah.

00:34:34.680 It's like, and that's okay.

00:34:36.280 But before, yeah, I don't know what it is.

00:34:38.100 I think it's like, uh, it's probably, yeah, I guess, you know, you were homeless.

00:34:42.720 So you're like, when's the next meal coming?

00:34:44.040 But I think as human beings, we also have that inclination of like, we don't know when

00:34:47.840 the next meal is coming.

00:34:48.660 So like eat this, like eat this whole thing. 0.99

00:34:52.660 And I was like, what the fuck is wrong with me? 0.87

00:34:54.120 Like I've, yeah, I've never been, I've never been homeless or in this situation. 0.96

00:34:57.360 But that is, that's there.

00:34:59.540 Yeah.

00:35:00.060 And since I stopped it, I feel better about it.

00:35:03.720 I'm actually going through it right now where I'm not like that.

00:35:06.120 Like I seem to have put the gluttony thing on pause for the past week, but I actually think

00:35:10.080 I have worms.

00:35:11.200 So that's probably what's going on.

00:35:13.040 That's cool.

00:35:13.500 Brain worms.

00:35:14.220 I have ivermectin coming in the mail.

00:35:16.320 Okay, cool.

00:35:17.040 All right. 0.99

00:35:18.840 So he says porn now absolutely disgusts me. 0.85

00:35:21.840 And now I'm in the gym three to five times a week. 0.86

00:35:24.140 Pretty cool.

00:35:24.860 Awesome.

00:35:26.180 I'm just now converting to Christianity because it's, it's in line with, it's in line with 0.99

00:35:31.920 where my illness has been leading me.

00:35:34.080 It's been absolutely insane, but I'm a much better person now than I used to be.

00:35:38.260 And it kind of started with this entity that I call the accuser.

00:35:42.320 Interesting.

00:35:43.360 Yeah.

00:35:43.520 I hope this isn't too hard to make sense of.

00:35:44.880 The story is actually much longer.

00:35:46.320 It's just really hard to try and remember it all.

00:35:49.980 Now, I think you, you provided good detail.

00:35:52.000 Again, if you write to us, like put as much detail as you can, if, you know, obviously if

00:35:57.380 you, you can't, some people have struggled, like you're recalling it or even like might

00:36:02.380 be kind of painful to recall.

00:36:03.740 That's fine too.

00:36:04.880 Like, yeah, give us what you can, tell us what you can.

00:36:07.640 This is a, we're trying to piece together some puzzle pieces here.

00:36:10.740 And I, you know, you know what's interesting about this?

00:36:13.460 So he's calling it the accuser and we've been exploring this idea that like the Satan

00:36:18.640 is, um, is a role.

00:36:21.740 And, um, I'm not saying that he's a good guy, but I, I can entertain the idea that this adversary

00:36:29.720 would be good for our development if we made the right choice when he makes, you know, his

00:36:34.940 moves when he tempts you, um, because without the temptation and without the pressure, you

00:36:41.320 don't have an opportunity to overcome and, and develop.

00:36:44.620 And so it's just interesting now that he says, I'm a much better person now than I used to

00:36:50.680 be.

00:36:50.880 And it all kind of started with this entity I called the accuser.

00:36:54.320 So this thing has the ability, you know, let's say it's Satan has the ability to, to break

00:37:01.440 you, but in many ways also has the ability to make you.

00:37:05.080 Yeah.

00:37:05.580 Well, I mean, what is its prime objective?

00:37:09.160 I don't think it really cares.

00:37:10.920 I think it's indifferent on, uh, where you end up.

00:37:15.100 Even if it's like an angel from God, cause it's there to do a job.

00:37:18.020 So I like, I picture the accuser as, you know, basically, uh, a lawyer, like, uh, a lawyer

00:37:25.040 that's prosecuting.

00:37:25.980 Um, he's going to use this law to walk right up to the line and sometimes they cross it

00:37:32.920 and then it's the judge's job to say like, Hey, uh, you know, out of order, right.

00:37:37.540 You know, can't, you can't do that.

00:37:39.660 And, uh, if you, I guess if they go too far there, they'll get disbarred or just kicked

00:37:44.940 out full, you know, falling out of heaven.

00:37:46.840 It seems like a fun job to have.

00:37:48.640 And it's also kind of like, maybe even opens up the question of like, how many, uh, satans

00:37:55.120 are there?

00:37:55.680 How many accusers?

00:37:57.360 Xerox is think about job.

00:37:58.660 Satan did his work and in the end he was much better.

00:38:01.660 Um, and I mean, uh, Job think so.

00:38:05.120 So, um, it's, he's not a good entity cause the truth of the matter is if you fail, if he

00:38:11.920 does succeed, he will revel in having taken you.

00:38:16.400 Do they revel?

00:38:17.160 I don't think they revel.

00:38:19.000 I don't think like, it doesn't seem like good or bad.

00:38:21.120 It just seems like he's doing a job.

00:38:23.660 Like, like, I don't know if, if a prosecution lawyer, I suppose that they want to get, you

00:38:29.740 know, a life sentence for the person that they're prosecuting or the maximum punishment

00:38:35.860 because that's what they're there for.

00:38:38.080 Right.

00:38:38.320 Do they revel in it or do they just get paid and go, okay, good.

00:38:42.520 Like, I think a good lawyer isn't attached to their case.

00:38:45.900 You know, it's hard to say.

00:38:46.620 I mean, sometimes the way that we depict, um, the, the, the temptation that they put

00:38:52.760 people through when there are these demonic positions, like they seem to, you know, look,

00:38:57.040 that's Hollywood.

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00:40:27.540 But, I mean, it's based off of something, right?

00:40:29.900 But when it's like they have this, like, sickening, like, 1.00

00:40:32.220 yeah, she's fucked, she's in hell, ha, like that kind of a crap, you know what I mean? 1.00

00:40:35.640 You see that in, like, The Exorcist and everything. 1.00

00:40:37.080 I'm not saying that that's actually what happens, but I do think that that information

00:40:40.460 comes from something. 0.54

00:40:41.780 It's like there is this almost like, yeah, we fucking got them kind of a vibe.

00:40:48.960 And I don't know if that's true, but either way, you know, I don't think that you can outright 0.68

00:40:53.640 say it's good, but if you can push against it, then it's good for you.

00:41:02.380 So, you know, just something interesting.

00:41:07.080 JSVO says, I dropped some major heat on low-value mail.

00:41:10.400 It's a call-in conspiracy show.

00:41:12.340 I called about the Jews killing kids and gave dates. 0.97

00:41:16.580 It starts at 48 and 20.

00:41:19.020 Give it a listen, folks.

00:41:19.800 We've been on that show before.

00:41:21.300 Shout out to Danny.

00:41:22.380 Danny Polisher.

00:41:23.420 He's pretty cool.

00:41:24.520 I'm just saying, like, look at this guy.

00:41:26.100 This is my boy, Perry.

00:41:27.540 He's a lawyer.

00:41:28.140 Does he look like he cares?

00:41:30.000 I mean, it looks like he's trying to... 1.00

00:41:32.340 He's wearing fucking open-toe slides, dog. 1.00

00:41:34.180 He's the man. 1.00

00:41:34.920 I mean, he's like...

00:41:36.060 Here's another picture of him before.

00:41:38.160 It's like, this is just a dude.

00:41:39.420 He's a lawyer, and he's just trying to do the job, and hopefully he gets the outcome

00:41:43.480 that he wants. 0.99

00:41:44.200 But in the end, this is a job, and he's going to move on and do some weird shit. 0.99

00:41:49.300 Right, right. 1.00

00:41:49.960 Some weird shit. 0.99

00:41:51.120 Yeah, I don't know. 0.99

00:41:52.080 That's what it feels like.

00:41:52.740 And it feels like there's a lot of Satans.

00:41:54.260 It doesn't feel like there's one.

00:41:55.360 And it feels like there's a bunch, and they're just these entities, and they have this job

00:42:00.660 to do, and they do it, and they can't cross certain lines, whatever these spiritual lines

00:42:06.820 are.

00:42:07.620 But I mean, isn't it interesting that in a way, like, it's almost like thank God for

00:42:12.460 them, because without them, you wouldn't be able to...

00:42:16.640 It's like through adversity is how we develop.

00:42:18.360 And if you're smart, you recognize that the hardship in your life, you know, if it doesn't

00:42:25.540 break you, it does make you into somebody more capable across all spectrums.

00:42:31.440 It just depends on what the nature of the adversity was.

00:42:33.920 So, you know, that's a weird place to be.

00:42:36.860 Thank God for these things, because if not, I would be a baby forever.

00:42:42.420 Or I'd just be an adult baby.

00:42:45.620 But because of the hardships, I've been able to develop.

00:42:48.920 And, you know, that's an interesting concept.

00:42:54.160 Yeah.

00:42:54.760 I mean, I suppose you need them.

00:42:58.060 People wouldn't want them.

00:42:59.920 People don't want this kind of hardship.

00:43:01.800 But, you know, kind of looking back at it, it's like it's what I talk about with my with

00:43:06.620 my kids all the time, where I'm like, well, I've taken them out of the ghetto and they

00:43:11.580 won't be going to, you know, school with DayQuil.

00:43:15.040 But what does that what does that mean for their for their development?

00:43:20.940 You know, like for their their accuser, their accuser should have been DayQuil at this point.

00:43:26.520 But I don't know.

00:43:28.180 I guess I suppose that they'll they'll well, I'll find out, I'll let you guys know how

00:43:32.540 they how they doing.

00:43:33.440 Like we're doing an experiment.

00:43:34.860 Hopefully they don't turn out completely messed up.

00:43:37.780 Oh, shout out, right. 0.98

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00:44:00.620 All right.

00:44:01.080 We're at the 39 minute mark.

00:44:03.620 So, yeah, let's read.

00:44:04.600 Oh, that's right.

00:44:06.140 Yeah.

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00:44:48.000 Later.

00:44:48.480 All right.

00:44:48.980 So who do we want to go to now?

00:44:51.840 I know we said we do some of the short ones real quick to bang those out, get those out

00:44:55.180 of the way.

00:44:55.480 So why don't we do let's do Charles one nine.

00:44:59.360 Charles, this is a very short one.

00:45:03.840 Mind if I started off?

00:45:04.960 It's just one.

00:45:05.580 All right.

00:45:06.560 So we just quickly, this is from Charles.

00:45:08.080 It says I was 45 years old and I had never tried marijuana.

00:45:12.140 Not even once.

00:45:13.400 Alcohol was the hardest thing I had ever done, arguably harder than marijuana.

00:45:19.380 But I went to a music festival and I heard people talking about synthetic weed.

00:45:24.340 Oh, God, here we go.

00:45:25.580 I heard people talking about synthetic weed that they sold in Memphis at the head shops

00:45:30.260 and that the policemen and firemen were all lined up to buy it.

00:45:34.140 Wow.

00:45:36.440 I went up there and bought bought me some and I tried it and wound up addicted to it and

00:45:40.940 nearly dying from it a few times. 0.99

00:45:42.600 Thank God that shit isn't available now. 0.99

00:45:44.640 I think it is still available. 0.99

00:45:46.000 I don't know if it ruined my brain or the girl who talked me into it ruined it, but I

00:45:50.880 used to have a lot of sense.

00:45:52.360 Now, not so much.

00:45:54.820 Yeah.

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00:46:52.660 I like these.

00:46:53.520 We have a bunch of these emails in the, you know, in the canister here where it's just

00:46:58.840 like real short ones where I haven't read them.

00:47:01.420 I try my best not to read them too much, but this one I did come across and that ending

00:47:05.640 line is great where he's just like, yeah, not so much now.

00:47:10.280 And that's it.

00:47:11.000 It's like not doing so hot anymore, baby.

00:47:13.260 See you later.

00:47:13.800 I mean, we like that too.

00:47:14.840 We like long ones.

00:47:15.700 We like short ones.

00:47:16.420 We don't discriminate here, man.

00:47:17.440 It's really more about the motion of the ocean.

00:47:19.360 You know what I'm saying?

00:47:20.200 Yes.

00:47:20.520 Yes.

00:47:21.920 Okay.

00:47:22.240 So we also have one from Math Guy Steve's.

00:47:24.260 I don't know how relevant this is going to be, but this came in on the 11th and it's

00:47:29.360 very short.

00:47:29.840 So we'll go ahead and read it.

00:47:30.880 Top, you want to read this one?

00:47:32.540 Yeah.

00:47:32.820 Okay.

00:47:33.060 So he says, so I was thinking back to some of yours and others episodes about biblical events

00:47:38.960 impacting events in other places.

00:47:40.740 This is more of a question.

00:47:42.260 I guess a Q&A.

00:47:43.200 Hey, that's cool.

00:47:44.180 I'm thinking back to the episode with different tales about Nephilim disappearing around when

00:47:48.220 Christ was born in various areas around the world.

00:47:51.040 That was our Christmas episode with Brian of Demon Erasers.

00:47:54.020 Yeah.

00:47:54.440 That was a wild with Olenta Zero.

00:47:57.220 Olenta Zero.

00:47:58.100 Yeah.

00:47:58.340 So he says, I recently learned about the Bronze Age collapse around 1177 BC, which may have

00:48:04.640 included events like droughts and earthquakes.

00:48:06.340 And I was wondering your opinion on it.

00:48:09.860 Yeah.

00:48:10.320 I mean, I don't have too much of an opinion on it.

00:48:13.200 It just seems that, you know, we've gone through these sort of things that might be indicative

00:48:20.380 of resets.

00:48:21.440 You know, you hear about these resets that happen, whether they're through some sort of

00:48:24.040 calamity and then a contingency plan amongst the elites and they rise back up and they move

00:48:29.440 things around and erase our history and the details of what happened.

00:48:34.020 But in that one particularly, 1177 BC, the Bronze Age collapse, I'm simply too retarded 1.00

00:48:40.380 to have an opinion worth anything on that.

00:48:41.900 Yeah.

00:48:42.380 Yeah.

00:48:43.160 So it was just a widespread societal collapse across the Eastern Mediterranean, including

00:48:47.820 Egypt, Mesopotamia, Hittite Empire, the Mycenaeans, the Greeks, Canaanites.

00:48:54.660 The collapse marked the end of the Bronze Age and led to the Dark Age in the ancient world.

00:49:02.900 I guess would that be affecting the biblical prophecy that Daniel made about the statue that

00:49:11.040 had the feet of clay and all the way up to the head of iron.

00:49:14.420 So this would be the third one, right?

00:49:17.060 The Bronze Age.

00:49:17.720 Oh, that's interesting, yeah.

00:49:18.960 Yeah.

00:49:19.320 Well, when we talked to Mabry, he had attributed each one of those elements that this statue

00:49:24.260 was made of to, like, different empires that had existed.

00:49:28.000 So, but I mean, yeah, I mean, it's probably not without its significance that it's called

00:49:33.780 the collapse of the Bronze Age.

00:49:35.240 Um, yeah, so let's look up Daniel's prophecy, um, because it, I just want to, I want to tell

00:49:43.400 the people the right thing.

00:49:45.400 Right.

00:49:46.340 About what this is, uh, Bronze.

00:49:49.320 Which is interesting, because typically we lie.

00:49:51.640 Yeah, typically we lie.

00:49:52.800 But yeah, so it's basically, what they're describing here is that, uh, so they're saying that there's

00:49:56.820 invaders that attacked coastal cities.

00:49:58.760 There's earthquakes, droughts, climate change played a role.

00:50:01.460 Okay, um, internal revolts and economic collapse.

00:50:05.320 So very much like we're seeing today.

00:50:07.120 Right.

00:50:08.160 Uh, I guess the question that he's asking is, uh, I'm not finding the prophecy here.

00:50:17.280 Um, okay, no, no, no.

00:50:20.880 We'll look it up again.

00:50:21.800 Sorry.

00:50:22.240 Go ahead and, uh, just buy me some time here.

00:50:25.300 Yeah, I'll do my best.

00:50:25.960 Um, yeah, I mean, I would imagine that any sort of collapse, uh, is going to fit in to

00:50:32.740 the biblical narrative.

00:50:34.120 Uh, but I suppose it also depends on how important it is to the grand scheme of things, because

00:50:39.100 it seems like the Bible is more so focused on giving us what we need in order to, like,

00:50:45.260 arm ourselves, you know, in these end days, but also in this realm.

00:50:49.220 Okay.

00:50:49.620 It's actually something we were talking about with, I think, Thomas yesterday.

00:50:52.880 I have it here.

00:50:54.480 So Daniel 2, 31 through 45, this is when Nebuchadnezzar is asking about his dream and nobody could

00:51:00.500 interpret it, but Daniel, uh, was able to interpret it through God.

00:51:05.280 And it's like the head of the statue was gold representing the Babylonian empire.

00:51:09.920 The chest and arms were silver.

00:51:11.500 So that's the Medo-Persian empire.

00:51:13.600 Belly and thighs were bronze, which is the Greek empire.

00:51:17.220 And, uh, this is what I guess is around 1177, where this type, this fall happens.

00:51:23.480 Uh, the legs are iron.

00:51:24.820 That's the Roman empire.

00:51:26.160 We know how that ends up.

00:51:27.580 And the feet are iron and clay.

00:51:30.240 Those are divided modern kingdoms, or some people would say like the modern Roman empire,

00:51:34.780 which is now fractionated into different offshoots.

00:51:38.900 That's, I think that that's where we're at.

00:51:41.200 Yeah.

00:51:41.620 Yeah.

00:51:41.780 The Vatican, I mean, things like that.

00:51:43.000 But, uh, so yeah, if you're, he's asking about 1177, uh, what we have, I think that these

00:51:49.600 things are cyclical and they happen over and over again, but we have some prophecy here

00:51:54.000 from Daniel himself talking to King Nebuchadnezzar, deciphering this thing.

00:51:59.040 So this is the fall.

00:52:01.020 This is, well, the bronze age is one of the falls that he's talking about.

00:52:04.760 And we're two ages after that.

00:52:06.100 I think we're at, I'm pretty sure that we're at this final stage.

00:52:10.420 We're seeing all the, all the signs of it, you know, right now, uh, half of the country

00:52:15.460 is on fire.

00:52:16.200 The other half is frozen.

00:52:17.980 There's volcanoes possibly going to erupt in Tennessee and around the world.

00:52:21.800 A lot of natural disasters.

00:52:23.520 There is climate change, although there always is climate change.

00:52:27.440 Right.

00:52:27.520 The climate does change.

00:52:29.340 Climate does change.

00:52:30.060 That's what it does.

00:52:31.000 And also we are powerless to stop it by taxing people.

00:52:34.960 But that's just, that's a whole nother, that's like a political thing.

00:52:37.660 Right.

00:52:38.260 Um, so yeah, this is, uh, it's, it's just what they're describing here.

00:52:42.760 Uh, this, this bronze age collapsed, this, this happened.

00:52:46.680 We're on the verge of another one.

00:52:48.560 It's a lot like today, except for today, this is the, the final, this is the final foot

00:52:53.260 of the prophecy, the iron and the clay.

00:52:55.340 This is the feet.

00:52:55.980 So they went, they went from the head all the way to the feet.

00:52:58.840 And what happens after that, that's the entire statue.

00:53:01.360 Like, does that represent all of mankind, all of the empires that will fall before something

00:53:07.940 happens?

00:53:08.440 I, yeah, I think so.

00:53:09.360 I think the Bible does point at that.

00:53:11.260 Yeah.

00:53:11.400 Unless you're kind of one of these futurist type characters, right?

00:53:14.300 Everybody's championing ideas like transhumanism and such.

00:53:16.820 If you have Cliff High, he's talking about sci-fi future.

00:53:19.100 Elon Musk, you're talking about transcending this, this mortal coil and moving on to some

00:53:24.160 sort of merging with machines.

00:53:25.400 So for them, they're just missing what, it's like the feet of iron and clay and then the 0.97

00:53:31.560 penis of silicone. 1.00

00:53:33.640 Like we're moving into this fucking, you know, silicone future where man merges with machine. 0.99

00:53:38.980 You know, these, a lot of people think that there's still something else to come, but 0.97

00:53:41.800 based off of that prophecy, it seems pretty, you know, clear in my mind.

00:53:47.440 Like, yeah, we're at the feet.

00:53:48.420 We're at the end of this thing.

00:53:50.760 Yeah.

00:53:51.160 And, uh, to address this part about, uh, the Nephilim disappearing when Christ was

00:53:56.640 born, that story is fantastic.

00:53:58.400 If you guys want to go back, listen to that episode, but basically, uh, there are, uh,

00:54:04.340 geez, what, what Island are they from?

00:54:06.280 It's a, is it a Baroque Island?

00:54:07.820 It's like between France and another, uh, Basque. 0.97

00:54:11.660 Right, right, right, right.

00:54:12.720 So, uh, it's the, the Basque people.

00:54:15.440 They have lore of, uh, these hairy giant creatures and, uh, there, there's actually

00:54:22.740 like historical recorded historical texts that show that they defeated the French that

00:54:28.480 were invading by throwing huge rocks.

00:54:30.580 These people were big, covered in hair.

00:54:33.740 Um, not so friendly sometimes might've even required sacrifice, but, uh, they ultimately

00:54:40.200 see a, a star, a sign in the sky and this, this star, for whatever reason, sends them 0.64

00:54:47.960 into a spiral and they fucking cast themselves off of the cliffs.

00:54:53.120 Um, it's interesting. 0.93

00:54:55.460 I, I, I, I really enjoy that story because it does seem to me, it's like, oh, it's the

00:55:00.380 star that signified the birth of Christ, you know, the fulfillment of prophecy. 0.99

00:55:04.260 And they were like, oh shit. 0.98

00:55:05.780 And they all jumped off except for Olentezero, which apparently he spent his time trying 0.98

00:55:11.020 to appease the humans after that, uh, bringing them gifts and things like that, I guess, to

00:55:15.720 not get murked.

00:55:18.060 Right.

00:55:18.640 Yeah.

00:55:18.900 So that's a, that's an interesting one.

00:55:20.520 I guess that does play into some sort of end of an age.

00:55:24.400 That's an end of the Nephilim age, or at least like the physical, most, most of them, the 1.00

00:55:29.220 physical embodied Nephilim.

00:55:30.520 I think some of them are still around underground.

00:55:33.100 I mean, that's for another episode, but, uh, all right.

00:55:36.520 Thank you, math guy, Steve.

00:55:38.960 Um, we have another one.

00:55:41.000 This is the, this is the big one.

00:55:42.320 If we have time, we'll go into more, but this one was, um, this actually came with images

00:55:47.460 and he said that we can share the images.

00:55:49.880 So do we have those pulled up top?

00:55:52.280 I think we should.

00:55:52.960 Oh yeah.

00:55:53.400 Oh, geez, man.

00:55:54.940 Now, um, I like to forewarn some people before we bring this up.

00:56:00.180 Basically what, what we have here is a guy who, um, he had a near death experience.

00:56:05.400 Shout out to Sean V.

00:56:07.740 Um, and he got shot with a 12 gauge in his abdomen and he's actually provided us with

00:56:13.700 pictures of it.

00:56:14.320 So I just want to forewarn you, if you're not into that sort of thing, um, maybe skip

00:56:18.300 ahead, you know, two minutes or something.

00:56:20.640 Uh, but we're going to go ahead and pull this up.

00:56:23.520 Uh, let me share this.

00:56:25.320 So we'll do present.

00:56:27.760 I got it.

00:56:28.660 Go ahead.

00:56:28.960 Oh, you got it.

00:56:29.380 Start reading.

00:56:30.100 Yeah.

00:56:30.820 Read if, um, okay.

00:56:33.940 So I'll take it away from the top.

00:56:35.480 It says, my name is Sean.

00:56:37.320 And this is my experience from June 22nd, 2016.

00:56:41.060 I was shot in the stomach by a deranged drug addict, probably spice.

00:56:47.140 That's what he says.

00:56:47.880 He says that, not me.

00:56:48.620 Um, after he attempted to rob the office where the ladies at my company work, I was in and

00:56:54.460 out till police and paramedics show up.

00:56:57.100 I remember bits and pieces.

00:56:58.920 I remember people frantically working on me and talking to me.

00:57:03.560 However, I don't remember what they were saying.

00:57:05.600 Then I vaguely remember the helicopter coming into land and then feeling the feeling of lifting

00:57:11.580 off into the sky as the helicopter took off.

00:57:13.800 Um, after that, I was out for a solid 13 hours.

00:57:19.920 During that time, I remember seeing three beams of light, then falling.

00:57:25.080 And then I saw a woman. 0.99

00:57:26.960 I'll get to her in a second. 0.90

00:57:29.480 Okay.

00:57:29.760 So you want to look at this picture?

00:57:30.720 Should we show this picture now?

00:57:31.980 I think we should show the picture.

00:57:33.120 Yeah.

00:57:33.220 Let's, let's bring that up. 0.98

00:57:35.700 So homeboy got fucking real, real, real, real rough. 0.93

00:57:43.160 Um, man, you could see the entry, which I, I would imagine is the front. 0.98

00:57:50.820 And then you could see that it was a pass through, um, several bullets making it super,

00:57:58.100 super lucky, super lucky.

00:58:00.120 Didn't hit any major, or I mean, maybe it did.

00:58:01.960 We got to read the rest of the story, man.

00:58:05.060 That's a, that's wild though.

00:58:06.640 So yeah, homeboy took a shotgun blast to the, to the abdomen.

00:58:10.400 All right, let's, uh, let's go ahead and pull that down for the people who might've skipped

00:58:13.540 ahead. 0.99

00:58:14.360 Um, so yeah, so, so, you know, it's real shit. 0.99

00:58:18.940 Uh, okay. 0.99

00:58:19.760 He goes, I knew I was in hell because for the first time in my life, I felt empty and alone

00:58:24.820 and I was completely detached from God.

00:58:27.660 That's interesting that he uses that word detached from God because it's like hell is a distance

00:58:31.140 from God.

00:58:31.620 Right.

00:58:31.800 We've had that conversation pretty recently.

00:58:33.600 I don't know if it was with Ed Mabry or not, but, um, man.

00:58:38.180 So he goes, uh, it was the most intense feeling of dread and utter loneliness I've ever felt.

00:58:45.880 I was able to see backwards and forwards in time and see all of my failures.

00:58:51.280 And I felt completely defeated because I could see in real time that I truly deserve to be

00:58:57.860 there. 1.00

00:58:58.400 Fuck. 1.00

00:58:59.260 That's heavy. 1.00

00:59:00.720 I had no argument to get myself out.

00:59:03.660 I spoke to the woman and asked her if I could go back and try again and that I was a good

00:59:08.520 person.

00:59:09.440 I told her all the good things I did, but after each thing I pointed out, she would show me

00:59:16.440 a bad thing I did.

00:59:17.880 She ultimately told me that no matter what I did or could come up with, basically hell was my fate.

00:59:26.280 She tormented me mentally and emotionally for what felt like days until I finally gave up.

00:59:32.080 I knew I was there for good. 1.00

00:59:34.560 Damn, dude. 1.00

00:59:36.140 That's rough. 1.00

00:59:36.540 That's heavy.

00:59:38.120 Um, after losing all hope, I suddenly could hear faint voices.

00:59:42.380 They were very faint, but I started drifting closer and closer to the sound.

00:59:46.020 And then suddenly I started to wake up after I realized I was still alive.

00:59:51.060 I was beyond relieved.

00:59:52.540 I knew God had given me another chance.

00:59:55.420 Uh, the feeling of comfort wasn't possible to describe.

00:59:59.600 So he goes on to say, I told myself it was just a dream and that I could reinvent myself

01:00:04.720 and live a better life.

01:00:06.140 I had been raised a Christian my whole childhood.

01:00:08.540 So in that moment, I decided to follow Jesus.

01:00:11.680 All of this was happening in my head within moments of waking up.

01:00:16.060 With every passing moment, my thoughts were getting clearer and the doctor came in and

01:00:20.580 started asking me questions like, what's your name?

01:00:23.520 And do you know what happened to you?

01:00:25.380 He says, uh, I could see a nurse at my side, uh, with her back turned to me.

01:00:31.500 She was doing something with the IV pumps, but then she turned around and it was like

01:00:35.620 I got socked in the gut. 1.00

01:00:37.840 It was the fucking woman from my near-death experience. 1.00

01:00:41.720 I began to freak out, yelling for her to get, get the fuck away from me. 1.00

01:00:46.020 And I ripped the IVs out and tried to get up, but I couldn't feel my legs. 0.97

01:00:50.520 So I, so he couldn't get up.

01:00:52.520 Um, then some men came in and restrained me and they gave me a shot of something and things

01:00:56.940 calmed down a bit, but I was really still, I was still really freaked out.

01:01:02.780 That's kind of, that's wild.

01:01:06.200 That's wild.

01:01:07.520 So you saw the same woman guys.

01:01:09.160 I'm sorry.

01:01:09.760 I don't know if you can hear this, but I did make a tweet yesterday about letting this

01:01:12.860 Tamagotchi die and it's still not dead. 1.00

01:01:15.500 I don't know what to do with it.

01:01:17.760 I try to clean it.

01:01:19.000 Yeah.

01:01:19.180 It's, it's in bad shape.

01:01:20.240 If anybody is a Tamagotchi expert, please hit me up.

01:01:22.320 Cause I might try to, it is poop all over the place.

01:01:25.180 There's four poops and it won't, it refuses to take a bath.

01:01:28.040 It refuses to eat.

01:01:28.960 I don't know what to do with it.

01:01:29.880 So I'm like the Tamagotchi is of old. 1.00

01:01:31.680 You should just die. 1.00

01:01:32.960 Yeah. 1.00

01:01:33.380 Well, these, this is actually Nephilim shit. 0.99

01:01:35.200 These guys don't die anymore. 0.99

01:01:36.420 They, they go into a spaceship and they fly away in a spaceship.

01:01:39.420 They don't give them angel wings. 0.88

01:01:40.980 They're on a little, a little UFO and they go back to their homeland.

01:01:44.840 Because they're like, you're not taking care of me over here.

01:01:46.920 So I'm going back.

01:01:48.200 Oh, that's interesting. 1.00

01:01:49.140 Just more Nephilim shit. 1.00

01:01:50.200 You gotta, you gotta take care of your disembodied Nephilim spirit. 1.00

01:01:53.060 Yeah.

01:01:53.200 You know what?

01:01:53.520 We're going to end the show right now.

01:01:54.340 I got to go.

01:01:55.840 This thing is falling to me.

01:01:56.920 All right. 0.99

01:01:57.200 I hope this thing dies for real. 0.99

01:01:58.640 Cause it's very annoying. 0.98

01:01:59.840 All right.

01:02:00.060 Just for reiteration, Matthew Lane says, I missed the part who shot this guy.

01:02:03.380 It was the, he was in an office that is a deranged drug addict, probably spice addict

01:02:09.880 that tried to rob his office. 0.98

01:02:12.060 Yep.

01:02:12.520 Yeah.

01:02:12.740 Yeah.

01:02:13.140 So just, just some dude that tried to rob his office.

01:02:15.700 He does say at some point that the guy seemingly had like superhuman strength, like booted him

01:02:19.340 in the chest, laid him out and shot him in the, in the abdomen.

01:02:23.860 That's crazy. 0.99

01:02:25.320 All right.

01:02:26.940 Uh, do you want to pick it up?

01:02:28.640 Yeah.

01:02:29.260 Uh, the only thing I could think of is that a demon took her form in my near death experience,

01:02:36.780 knowing he had, he only had a few hours to torment me and that this would freak me out

01:02:41.720 even more after I woke up because I had never seen her before in my life.

01:02:46.800 Uh, I never saw her in my room again, but I was very disturbed for a few months, uh, with

01:02:53.000 all that had happened to me and the NDE and then seeing her, I spiraled, but I hit rock

01:02:59.360 bottom about a year later and with nowhere to go, but up long story short, I remembered

01:03:04.460 God.

01:03:05.500 I started to seek him and the hard, harder I sought him, uh, the better I started to feel.

01:03:11.660 I still had in the back of my mind that nagging thought that no matter what I did, my fate

01:03:16.200 was hell.

01:03:16.740 But after asking God to show me how to fix my life, he started sending an angel to give

01:03:22.220 me guidance.

01:03:23.600 The angel would come right as I'm falling asleep and tell me things I have to do or change.

01:03:29.620 And of course, Jesus paid for my sin and I put all my trust in him.

01:03:34.220 So here I am nine years later, uh, and I am convinced that Jesus saved me from where I

01:03:40.300 was sending myself.

01:03:41.220 He says, by the way, I was shot in the stomach with a 12 gauge.

01:03:47.720 So it was pretty extreme, uh, a pretty extreme gunshot wound, not just a pretty little hole

01:03:52.380 blew a giant, a giant chunk out of my abdomen.

01:03:55.340 As I tried to rush him and get the gun from him, he kicked me in the chest and knocked me 0.81

01:04:00.920 onto my back, then shot me.

01:04:02.800 He had superhuman strength, man. 0.92

01:04:05.740 Uh, that is wild.

01:04:11.040 That's wild.

01:04:12.240 Um, you know, that's, that's kind of the same thing though.

01:04:16.100 Right.

01:04:16.340 It's like, so in the, in the last email, they put a little sticker on them, like for like

01:04:22.340 the time to let you know when he was shot.

01:04:25.700 It seems a little unprofessional, right?

01:04:26.900 I don't know if you've ever really watched like what surgeries are like.

01:04:30.420 We, we think that there's so advanced in high tech, but like I've watched them, uh, in order

01:04:37.380 to like reset bones, like drill into a bone with like a corkscrew manual drill, and then

01:04:44.100 bash the end with what just looks like a dead blow, like a, like a, like a mallet.

01:04:48.980 And a lot of it is so barbaric.

01:04:51.600 Um, so yeah, slapping a sticker on it or, or a piece of masking tape with a Sharpie written

01:04:56.420 on it, um, is not uncharacteristic.

01:04:59.720 Um, so the last one that we read, the, the voices, the intrusive thoughts, they became

01:05:05.820 like, uh, they reached a point where it was so obtuse to this guy that he was able to

01:05:11.240 identify that it was in something external to him.

01:05:15.320 Um, and then was actively able to start resisting it.

01:05:19.000 Um, and with me, I had that moment where, you know, me and my whole family saw like this 0.98

01:05:26.520 fucking demon and, um, and that felt like it overplayed its hand. 0.99

01:05:32.820 It exposed itself to me. 1.00

01:05:34.500 And then once I was able to define that, it was like real, I was able to make educated

01:05:39.220 decisions like this changes my reality.

01:05:41.500 So I have to change how I operate.

01:05:43.080 And, um, we're talking about this idea of like the accuser and whether or not the accuser

01:05:49.260 is good for you.

01:05:50.400 Sometimes I look at these things where it's like, I, I guess it is a mistake on their behalf,

01:05:56.360 but when they become so obtuse in their actions, um, that it becomes undeniable, that's where

01:06:04.100 people find success, you know?

01:06:06.380 So it's like when they're quiet and you're not too sure if this thing is you, your own

01:06:11.000 thoughts or something else, um, it's hard to fight back against that.

01:06:16.760 You're looking for this sign.

01:06:18.340 Like if this is definitely happening, let me know because then I could definitely fight

01:06:22.560 back against it.

01:06:23.620 And, um, it almost feels like that's part of the process oftentimes.

01:06:27.860 So like with this thing, um, you know, you have to ask yourself, is it meant to, I don't

01:06:39.300 know, convince you that it's all hopeless and that you're definitely going to hell no matter 0.68

01:06:42.860 what, or is it meant to make you so desperate for fear of that, that you seek out a higher

01:06:49.420 power?

01:06:51.780 You know, it's hard to say.

01:06:53.940 It's interesting.

01:06:54.480 We should, uh, it would be fun to have Jonathan on to describe his, uh, his DMT trip.

01:07:02.360 That'd be interesting.

01:07:03.880 Yeah. 0.92

01:07:04.420 I think he went to hell.

01:07:06.060 I don't think he's, uh, I don't think he's exactly sure of where to put it because he's

01:07:11.600 kind of like Gnostic in his belief system.

01:07:13.840 Right.

01:07:14.320 But he saw something that these people describe over and over.

01:07:17.940 And if you do understand this, uh, like, I think like he freaked out because he was

01:07:22.400 like, he felt like he was far, he's far away from the source.

01:07:25.360 Like you're in this darkness.

01:07:26.960 That's what everybody described.

01:07:28.180 And it's like, yeah, that's what it means.

01:07:30.220 If you're like away from the creator, you're in the darkness.

01:07:33.420 That's what hell is just like beyond the purview of God's light.

01:07:37.300 How far does that have to be?

01:07:39.000 Didn't he describe it, um, as, as being detached from God, right?

01:07:43.500 When he, when he went to this sort of hell.

01:07:45.660 Um, and I just think that's, that's it.

01:07:48.040 It's, it's distance from God.

01:07:50.460 It's distance from light.

01:07:52.320 It's distance from, from, you know, the creator who loves you.

01:07:55.640 Um, and that's, that's hell, you know?

01:07:59.660 And then it's, it's also left in your own, because what he's describing here is like,

01:08:04.700 he's trying to bargain, right?

01:08:06.440 He's like, but I did this thing.

01:08:07.760 That's good.

01:08:08.240 And then she's like, yeah, but you did this thing.

01:08:10.180 That's bad.

01:08:11.160 So, so not only are you distant from God, but he saying, basically he wasn't able to

01:08:17.440 even formulate an argument against having deserving to be there.

01:08:22.380 Like he knew that he deserved to be there.

01:08:24.640 So there you are.

01:08:25.960 It's like you're distance from God and you're in a psychological torment for all eternity.

01:08:30.880 Knowing that.

01:08:31.420 I also think like, it's, it's like a funny thing.

01:08:34.080 Like, you're like, oh, I, but I gave money to these people.

01:08:37.300 Oh, I helped this person across the street.

01:08:38.760 And like, yeah, but you also said F this person across the street.

01:08:42.820 Yeah, but you also did.

01:08:43.920 I think that that's like, all these are like meaningless pleasantries.

01:08:47.060 Like it probably comes down to like, you didn't know this guy.

01:08:50.900 You didn't have a relationship with this person, with this, with, with God.

01:08:55.760 So therefore you're not here.

01:08:57.140 But like, if you want to be like, you know, oh, I did, I gave a bottle of water to a homeless

01:09:01.580 guy one time.

01:09:02.140 They'd be like, yeah, but you also kind of like stepped on a homeless guy's foot one

01:09:05.980 time and then laughed about it. 1.00

01:09:07.540 You know, it's kind of like stupid. 1.00

01:09:09.260 Now, now what? 1.00

01:09:10.000 And it's like, none of this gets you into heaven.

01:09:11.800 Like giving, giving a homeless guy a bottle of water doesn't get you into heaven.

01:09:15.380 You still don't know the house, the person's house that you're trying to get into.

01:09:18.780 You know, it's like, I'm going to have a couple of moments.

01:09:22.560 Like, like if I, if I had that same thing happen to me, that lady would hold up printed 1.00

01:09:27.720 copies of some tweets and I'd be like indefensible.

01:09:32.100 Yeah.

01:09:32.660 But I did have a relationship with Jesus.

01:09:34.800 You know, I said, sorry, like this was crazy.

01:09:37.620 They said that, that, that'll get you a lot further than, uh, yeah.

01:09:41.900 I mean, I think some, some works, some faith.

01:09:44.600 Yeah.

01:09:45.220 That'll get you in there.

01:09:46.280 But like, I don't know, I feel like a lot of these little things, it's just like, uh,

01:09:51.600 it seems weird.

01:09:53.860 Emily, I'm not going to be, I'm not going to be Catholic.

01:09:57.160 You've got to stop.

01:09:57.780 But I do appreciate the, the, the constant campaign.

01:10:00.940 Every episode, no matter what we say, it's like, be Catholic. 0.99

01:10:04.000 I'm like, just be Catholic.

01:10:05.420 We're talking about like our kids.

01:10:07.000 I don't understand where you, but yeah, I don't know.

01:10:09.440 I don't think, I don't think it's for me.

01:10:10.700 No, no, we won't be Catholic.

01:10:12.540 You will be.

01:10:13.640 You will be.

01:10:14.460 I really admire that.

01:10:14.960 I will.

01:10:15.180 I can do this.

01:10:16.640 Yeah.

01:10:16.880 And I don't think I will be.

01:10:18.120 I, uh, I don't think I will be.

01:10:20.280 But, uh, anyway, David.

01:10:21.300 Scott says he's going to work on his paranormal experience tonight.

01:10:23.700 Let's go, Scott.

01:10:24.640 Good for you.

01:10:25.200 Don't have one, but write it down.

01:10:27.140 Yeah.

01:10:27.400 Yeah.

01:10:27.540 Yeah.

01:10:28.220 Um, what were you saying?

01:10:28.900 You were saying something?

01:10:29.900 Yeah.

01:10:30.060 In the private chat, I put one up from, uh, Buckwheat.

01:10:32.500 This one came from new, uh, Christmas Eve.

01:10:36.240 On Christmas Eve.

01:10:37.120 Oh, this is Christmas Eve.

01:10:37.720 Okay.

01:10:38.140 How did we miss this?

01:10:39.540 We didn't.

01:10:40.160 We just, uh, been like skirting around.

01:10:42.020 We do some old ones.

01:10:42.780 We do some new ones.

01:10:43.560 We kind of like, it's, it's all mixed up.

01:10:45.300 It's random in the order.

01:10:46.700 It's really, we don't read them at all.

01:10:49.760 So it's like your name might influence us to read it sooner.

01:10:54.360 Also like the first couple of sent, like the first couple of letters.

01:10:57.860 If you use letters that I like, like, like in the first sentence, like this, this one

01:11:02.580 says greetings.

01:11:03.200 I'm not so familiar with the letter G and R and E.

01:11:05.800 So I was like, we'll skip this one for a little while.

01:11:07.460 That one's later on.

01:11:08.000 But if you, if you, if your name is like, this comes from Pickle McRiddle, I'm going

01:11:12.320 to go like, what's Pickle got to say?

01:11:14.600 Whiskey true.

01:11:15.320 We're going to read Sean Vanderville.

01:11:16.480 We recognize that name, but this guy here.

01:11:18.600 Yeah. 0.99

01:11:18.820 I saw right away Canada and I was like, don't care, but we're going to read his shit. 1.00

01:11:24.220 Okay. 0.99

01:11:25.680 We caught up to you, Buckwheat.

01:11:27.640 Greetings top and Raven from beyond the ice wall in Canada.

01:11:31.100 Gross.

01:11:32.100 Greetings. 0.91

01:11:33.320 Salutations, uh, comrade.

01:11:35.600 You can use my last name, Buckwheat or my alias, Ken Wheat.

01:11:39.660 Kind of like that.

01:11:40.780 Uh, I don't know what we'll call you.

01:11:42.980 Probably Buckwheat.

01:11:43.800 Cause that's what we have written down here.

01:11:45.140 Yeah.

01:11:45.380 So he says, before getting into my experience, I would like to preface it by saying that

01:11:49.100 I'd like to share, to just share my experience and not seek any kind of meaning.

01:11:54.380 And if any is given, it would be taken with a grain of salt because I don't understand it.

01:11:59.100 Yeah.

01:11:59.500 I love it.

01:11:59.980 This guy's like, Hey, whatever you, whatever you tell me, I'm not going to understand it.

01:12:04.740 My name is Buckwheat. 0.98

01:12:06.660 I am retarded. 1.00

01:12:10.660 Don't fucking waste your breath. 1.00

01:12:12.300 Welcome to the show. 1.00

01:12:13.760 Uh, we're retarded too. 0.85

01:12:14.800 We might, we might try to understand it, but yeah, who knows?

01:12:17.680 Like this is just our interpretation of things.

01:12:19.820 Like, uh, we had great pill, uh, Jules from great pill podcast on yesterday.

01:12:24.100 And he's like, this is what I get from when I'm reading about these, these entities, these

01:12:28.820 Elohim and you know, these other kinds of creatures.

01:12:31.260 This is what I think.

01:12:32.780 I don't know.

01:12:33.860 And I think that's a, that's fair to say.

01:12:36.300 Yeah.

01:12:36.800 It's like, you know, that, that episode was about, if you haven't seen it, go watch it.

01:12:40.180 It's about like, uh, the correlation between ancient entities and entities that are currently

01:12:44.480 in our zeitgeist now that we talk about, or like all throughout history, how they've

01:12:48.300 renamed themselves.

01:12:48.940 And they have certain characteristics and the path, uh, crosses sometimes, but then sometimes

01:12:54.700 it doesn't.

01:12:55.420 Sometimes you'll see like Moloch as an owl or Moloch as a bull.

01:12:58.760 Is this the same entity?

01:13:00.760 Maybe they share similarities, but who the hell knows?

01:13:03.320 We're just looking at this stuff.

01:13:04.400 But listen, listen, um, get to reading that and then you'll have to give me a, a wrap

01:13:08.760 up of that first pair.

01:13:09.820 I got to piss hard.

01:13:10.480 I'll be right back.

01:13:10.940 Yeah.

01:13:11.180 We're actually, uh, so top lops, we'll do an ad top lops.com.

01:13:16.940 I'll pull it up really quick for you guys.

01:13:18.940 Um, we, we have our, uh, our coffee mugs.

01:13:24.060 They're, they're ready to go.

01:13:25.100 I haven't put the listing up, but we also have tumblers and stuff.

01:13:27.580 So soon David will not have an excuse to leave because we'll have our own Nephilim

01:13:33.640 death squad piss tumbler or whatever.

01:13:37.180 Maybe we'll get something like this.

01:13:38.540 I don't even know what this is here.

01:13:40.380 And, uh, David could just pee in this.

01:13:41.960 It's like a little corkscrew sort of thing.

01:13:44.040 Let's see if we could press that.

01:13:45.800 There we go.

01:13:46.760 Yeah.

01:13:47.040 Nicey, nicey.

01:13:47.780 David puts his little wiener in there and so that way he doesn't have to leave the

01:13:51.800 show.

01:13:53.380 Uh, great.

01:13:54.140 Now this thing is making noise and it won't stop.

01:13:56.140 Um, so anyway, yeah, that'll be up pretty soon.

01:13:58.620 So go check that out.

01:13:59.580 But until then I'll start reading.

01:14:01.060 Let's act like we've been reading the whole time and not tell David a thing.

01:14:04.480 And I might have to leave to throw this out.

01:14:08.080 You hear this?

01:14:09.400 It won't stop now.

01:14:10.820 Why do I have a wine opener at my desk anyway?

01:14:14.940 Okay.

01:14:15.740 We're going to ignore it.

01:14:17.660 Here we go.

01:14:18.980 Uh, so before he gets into his experience, he doesn't want us to really even extrapolate

01:14:23.720 on it.

01:14:24.020 Well, we're going to.

01:14:24.900 Um, this story in its simplistic form does not compare to other experiences that I've

01:14:30.200 had my entire life spiritually.

01:14:32.560 I'm reminded of the Bible that we're told to be aware of the signs.

01:14:37.540 Oh yeah.

01:14:38.320 They were told to be aware the signs and the messages, the smallest signs that cross our

01:14:42.560 paths day to day could be calculated to give us a proper guidance along the way in

01:14:47.560 his life, in this life.

01:14:49.580 Okay.

01:14:50.080 What did I miss?

01:14:51.180 Absolutely nothing.

01:14:52.080 I, uh, I, I think I broke my wine cork opener.

01:14:56.420 That's what you missed.

01:14:57.300 And, uh, yeah.

01:14:59.040 So here we go.

01:15:00.340 Because the nature of this sign, I'm left perplexed with it.

01:15:03.240 With that being said, if there's anyone who's an expert in these electronic signs, and if

01:15:08.380 I just happen to be at the right place at the right time to witness a glitch or a reset

01:15:12.280 where it would roll through, uh, roll through these numbers randomly, then I'll chalk it

01:15:17.660 up as, as that I'm the crazy one with this.

01:15:20.000 So it's a lame story in comparison to the shadow people I've encountered as a child and sleep 1.00

01:15:25.480 paralysis, out of body experiences, being in the realm of the dead and lucid dreaming.

01:15:29.760 I need to start a podcast guys.

01:15:31.880 Uh, go for it. 0.93

01:15:33.540 I mean, there's, I'd say that it's oversaturated, but who the fuck really knows anymore? 0.78

01:15:39.420 We actually just found out some interesting statistics about our podcast.

01:15:42.320 Um, did you know that we are in the top 1% of podcasts?

01:15:48.100 Why?

01:15:48.300 Go figure.

01:15:49.140 Yeah.

01:15:49.920 The bar is super low.

01:15:51.400 Like the top 1%.

01:15:52.400 To me, that means like, there's a lot of hope for you, dog.

01:15:55.840 Like you can do this.

01:15:57.140 You can do this.

01:15:57.900 It's an overwhelming amount of podcasts, but it seems that it's not out of the realm of

01:16:02.080 possibilities to, to pierce the top, uh, 1%.

01:16:05.180 It's called, yeah, pod fade 50%, uh, chance that it'll fail.

01:16:10.500 Uh, if you reach a hundred episodes, there's a 94% failure.

01:16:14.940 That's crazy.

01:16:15.680 We have well over a hundred reaching 50 episodes.

01:16:17.640 Only 11% do that.

01:16:19.360 Social media engagement.

01:16:20.520 Most people don't get any episode lengths are 20.

01:16:23.480 Well, that's a, you know, we give you a long episodes.

01:16:25.840 Um, and I guess if you exceed 32 downloads within the first week of a new podcast, it puts you

01:16:31.940 in the top 50% of podcasting.

01:16:34.900 It's pretty, pretty nuts.

01:16:37.480 So we're up there.

01:16:38.180 Yeah. 1.00

01:16:38.500 Fucking start your show. 1.00

01:16:39.980 See what happens. 1.00

01:16:41.260 You know, could be this, the algorithm thinks you're gay. 0.91

01:16:43.400 So it's boosting you. 0.90

01:16:44.400 It's very likely.

01:16:45.440 It's very like, I mean, it's really hit or miss.

01:16:47.160 You guys want to see some gore from the subway.

01:16:49.100 I'm not going to show it to you guys.

01:16:50.740 Don't show them the gore.

01:16:51.820 It's really bad.

01:16:52.460 It's so bad.

01:16:53.300 It's really bad.

01:16:54.000 If you ask nicely, I'll show you.

01:16:55.480 You know who asked for it?

01:16:56.660 I got to send it to her.

01:16:57.360 Nancy.

01:16:57.780 Nancy was like, can you send me the gore? 0.61

01:16:59.480 Oh yeah.

01:16:59.980 I'll send it to you, Nancy.

01:17:01.120 Um, I showed it to, uh, Blaney too.

01:17:03.860 Cause I'm like, you show me gore all the time.

01:17:05.380 So here's this guy with his head cut off laying on the subway.

01:17:07.800 Did he appreciate it?

01:17:08.480 He was like, yeah.

01:17:09.020 He's like, oh, it's pretty cool.

01:17:09.940 He's, he's actually noticed something.

01:17:11.500 I'm looking at the picture now.

01:17:12.300 He's like, oh, look, there's a camouflage hat.

01:17:13.800 I didn't notice.

01:17:14.360 I wonder if that's, you know, if it's working effectively.

01:17:17.000 And I said, didn't see it either.

01:17:18.220 I only saw the dead body and head cut off.

01:17:20.460 Yeah.

01:17:20.740 We know you want to see it.

01:17:22.200 Uh, but we'll think about that.

01:17:24.680 All right.

01:17:26.100 So he's had all these other experiences, but he's going to tell us the boring story.

01:17:29.860 Cool.

01:17:32.500 Thanks Buckwheat.

01:17:34.280 Uh, all right.

01:17:35.200 So as a man who drives a truck, shout out truck drivers and does a heavy, heavy hauling.

01:17:41.200 It does heavy hauling fuel.

01:17:43.220 I'm not an ass clown who calls myself a trucker. 0.99

01:17:45.760 Titles are, are gay. 1.00

01:17:47.380 They are gay. 0.99

01:17:48.520 And then he just puts a scripture in Job 32 verse 21. 0.99

01:17:52.740 Uh, let me not.

01:17:53.820 I pray you accept any man.

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01:18:50.280 Any man's person, neither let me give flattering titles unto any man.

01:18:55.160 Okay, truck driver's in a flattering title.

01:18:57.900 I'd say it's more demeaning.

01:18:59.680 It's an insult, last I checked.

01:19:01.420 Yeah, even what I do now.

01:19:03.120 Like, I forget, recently someone was like, again, they do this all the time.

01:19:07.420 I was at the bowling alley when I had the meeting with you and Clint.

01:19:09.860 And they're like, oh, this is your husband.

01:19:14.300 Because I'm there with my kids just trying to buy time.

01:19:17.160 And they go, what do you do?

01:19:18.560 And I'm like, I don't want to tell you.

01:19:21.300 Yeah, I guess.

01:19:22.220 I say content creator because it sounds a little better than a podcaster.

01:19:27.260 I'm a podcaster.

01:19:29.040 Yeah, I do podcasts at my basement.

01:19:30.900 No, I don't even, I didn't tell them anything.

01:19:33.580 I was like, I do a little bit of this, a little bit of that.

01:19:35.460 I sell drugs.

01:19:37.680 I'm an assassin.

01:19:38.720 Thank you very much.

01:19:39.480 Yeah, just, I answered them in a very like weird flipping way.

01:19:42.360 Anyway, a person is a fiction.

01:19:45.460 And we've accepted that title instead of man. 1.00

01:19:47.480 So go fuck your titles, truckers. 1.00

01:19:49.920 You're owning, you're owning a job a monkey to, you're, you're owning a job a monkey can 1.00

01:19:54.980 do.

01:19:55.240 A monkey can't drive a truck.

01:19:56.560 That's it.

01:19:57.180 Not yet.

01:19:58.100 Not yet, but soon.

01:19:59.420 Possibly.

01:20:00.140 Definitely not with that attitude.

01:20:01.260 Yeah, I know, man.

01:20:02.200 Buckwheat, what's going on with you?

01:20:03.420 We need more positivity in this.

01:20:05.700 I mean, I thought that NDS was spreading positivity.

01:20:08.340 This guy's, this seems like not very happy about this.

01:20:11.160 I spread positivity recently to 18 million people.

01:20:16.060 Sure you did.

01:20:17.080 Okay.

01:20:17.280 How's that going?

01:20:19.540 Did it?

01:20:20.280 It's good.

01:20:20.660 Honestly, so far so good.

01:20:22.360 Oh yeah.

01:20:22.720 It died completely.

01:20:23.900 The whole CPS thing gone?

01:20:25.280 It died completely down.

01:20:25.540 Yeah.

01:20:25.840 Yeah.

01:20:26.080 I told you.

01:20:27.320 We're crushing now.

01:20:28.340 I told you.

01:20:28.920 Like, what did I say?

01:20:29.580 Two days?

01:20:30.600 Within two days.

01:20:30.880 It was about like three days.

01:20:32.840 So yeah, that's, you were right on the money.

01:20:34.960 Yeah.

01:20:35.260 All right.

01:20:36.160 Lord, please forgive me and heal my perceptions.

01:20:38.280 Okay.

01:20:38.540 Here we go.

01:20:39.740 I really enjoy listening and absorbing the product that God has created for you to deliver

01:20:43.840 to me.

01:20:44.540 That's a good way to put it.

01:20:46.120 So thank you.

01:20:47.660 Yeah.

01:20:48.660 Absorbing the product that God has created for you to deliver to me.

01:20:52.060 That's kind of what it is.

01:20:52.940 It's like that we're presented this product and we're trying to give it to you in a fashion 1.00

01:20:56.620 that is acceptable, but it just comes out stupid sometimes. 0.99

01:20:59.980 But like, this is what we got. 0.98

01:21:01.140 It's like, uh, you know, Joseph Smith looking into the hat and seeing the gold tablets.

01:21:06.040 And then he has to translate them.

01:21:07.300 Like we're looking into the piss jar and we're like, what does God have for us today?

01:21:11.240 He's like, well, a couple of emails.

01:21:13.160 I saw a meme the other day that said when God, um, made your mission, whatever, you know

01:21:21.200 what I mean?

01:21:21.440 Like when he laid out his, his plan for you, he took into consideration the many ways in

01:21:25.580 which you are retorted.

01:21:26.740 And I was like, okay.

01:21:27.460 Oh yeah.

01:21:27.840 Yeah.

01:21:28.400 That's probably true.

01:21:28.820 Oh, this is what I was showing the people before.

01:21:30.380 This is going to be, uh, your new piss jar.

01:21:33.460 It's really supposed to open up wine bottles and I'm scared to press it again, but, uh, 0.98

01:21:38.780 you can just go ahead and put your wiener in there.

01:21:40.580 You see the corkscrew real nicey nice.

01:21:42.160 Why not?

01:21:42.380 Is that to just create an opening so the piss flows nicely?

01:21:44.960 Yeah.

01:21:45.640 Yeah.

01:21:45.920 I mean, it's science really.

01:21:47.320 Great.

01:21:47.760 Don't question the science.

01:21:48.620 Thank you.

01:21:48.860 Okay.

01:21:49.100 Uh, so he enjoys listening to us.

01:21:51.960 So thank you.

01:21:52.840 With that being said, I could use a little mentorship as I've reached my peak in this

01:21:56.880 career as an owner of my truck.

01:21:58.980 And I've been separated from the gifts that God has given me to be creative with music

01:22:02.860 and other hobbies.

01:22:05.200 Yeah.

01:22:05.720 I, I tweeted that the other day did, did well.

01:22:09.220 I was like, you know, thank God in 2025, I'm in a position where I just kind of always

01:22:13.560 wanted to make stuff.

01:22:14.600 Like I always, I'm the type of person that feels frustrated when I'm not making stuff.

01:22:19.420 Yeah.

01:22:19.780 Me too.

01:22:20.160 And now I'm in a position where I'm like, well, this is like what I can do all the time

01:22:24.700 now, whether it be with my, my other business or with this podcast.

01:22:28.520 Cause I'm a podcaster, um, caster, podcaster.

01:22:32.340 Yeah.

01:22:32.700 I'm able to make stuff.

01:22:33.640 So how, how I got there, I don't, I mean, the path would be different for everybody.

01:22:38.800 Uh, so I guess, yeah, I, I guess we could talk to you about it, but I don't really know.

01:22:43.920 No, it's different.

01:22:44.480 What's there if, if, if, if you were to like, somebody says like, what are you?

01:22:47.460 And you say like, I'm a podcaster or somebody goes like, what are you?

01:22:50.200 And you go like, I'm a gay podcaster. 0.96

01:22:52.960 It's like, I think it might be better to be trans. 0.76

01:22:55.780 It's more acceptable for sure.

01:22:57.100 I mean, it's not more acceptable, but it's definitely, it might be more common.

01:23:00.640 Maybe.

01:23:01.400 I don't know.

01:23:02.260 Yeah.

01:23:02.460 Yeah.

01:23:02.760 Yeah.

01:23:03.360 More so.

01:23:03.700 I'm a trans podcaster.

01:23:05.300 There you go.

01:23:05.960 I'm a trans podcaster.

01:23:08.220 All right.

01:23:09.240 Uh, I believe in the Lord's favor to have things created.

01:23:13.220 You utilizing my gifts as an exit strategy from this slave state, escape the prison planet.

01:23:18.540 Yeah.

01:23:19.240 Yeah.

01:23:19.460 You have to develop a plan.

01:23:21.320 You have to set some, uh, uh, what are they called?

01:23:26.500 Like some benchmarks for yourself and a, and a timeframe.

01:23:30.540 And then what I did, how I operate is I'm like very stringent on my timeframe and also

01:23:36.300 critical of myself.

01:23:37.380 I I'm the accuser.

01:23:39.420 I'm my own accuser.

01:23:40.640 Um, yeah, in times, you know, and maybe to my own detriment, but I, I, it's, it's worked

01:23:46.100 for me and I'm able to take the mental abuse possibly from, you know, what I've done in

01:23:50.920 my life.

01:23:51.320 So that's a, that's some advice, I guess. 0.89

01:23:54.880 Set some timeframes, start fucking cracking away and, uh, figure out what you need to do 0.65

01:24:00.340 because yeah, in the creative world is the point of the creative world is that you're 0.93

01:24:05.780 creating.

01:24:06.280 So it could just be, it could be anything.

01:24:07.880 Um, I don't know what you're going to create, so you've got to figure that out.

01:24:13.360 He says, I'll take any advice you can pass along as you were both in the trades yourself,

01:24:17.760 sort of, um, yeah.

01:24:20.460 In the, in the trade of sorts yourself, help a brother out.

01:24:23.000 Where do I start?

01:24:23.740 I'm about to take a leap of faith and letting God work his wonders on me.

01:24:27.100 Quit your job right now.

01:24:28.580 Crash your truck, crash, crash the truck, call them up, tell them where to pick it up.

01:24:34.780 Tell them the load is strapped down and walk away from the truck.

01:24:37.880 Yeah.

01:24:38.160 Leave the cars in the truck.

01:24:39.640 Go to the gas station that you're nearest.

01:24:41.740 Buy as much K2 as possible. 1.00

01:24:43.220 Smoke it, eat it, put it in your butt. 0.99

01:24:47.280 Um, no, I mean, look, I actually talked about this recently. 0.99

01:24:50.700 This is something that is, is, has been on my mind lately.

01:24:53.080 I don't know if you saw that, that post I made top about that dream with the serpent

01:24:56.620 and everything.

01:24:57.060 And, and, um, I was sitting down, I was talking to my wife and, uh, I'm showing her the very 0.94

01:25:02.900 thing that you just showed the audience, which is like, damn, can you believe we're in the 0.91

01:25:05.920 top 1% of podcast? 0.91

01:25:07.380 I didn't think that was the case.

01:25:08.760 And then, um, I looked over at the success percentage, the likelihood of finding success.

01:25:14.880 It was only five to 10%, uh, likely that you would find success.

01:25:19.140 And whatever that marker for success is, it doesn't mean necessarily being in the top 1%

01:25:23.540 is, is being in the top 20% still success.

01:25:26.580 So, um, we, we far exceeded that.

01:25:30.500 And, um, and I realized that I had been blessed in many ways to go on this like hero's journey

01:25:36.200 and that I had a dream that lined up with it.

01:25:37.980 And I won't beat people to death with the dream because I already did on, on timeline

01:25:41.160 cleanse, but more or less, it's just like, I'm, I'm having this dream.

01:25:44.920 I'm in the house where I started the podcast in the first place, uh, where I belong all

01:25:48.260 those years ago.

01:25:49.120 And there was a dragon at my front door beckoning me to like this adventure.

01:25:52.660 And, uh, and, and I go outside to go and meet it.

01:25:55.480 And, and it's, uh, flying through the air, weaving through the clouds.

01:25:58.300 And that's pretty much the end of the dream, but it always stuck with me.

01:26:01.420 And, uh, you know, the, the symbolism of the dragon beckoning you to adventure is like

01:26:06.380 the story of, of the hero's journey.

01:26:08.500 And, and what's beautiful about it is like, we were talking to Owen Benjamin and Owen says 0.98

01:26:12.800 how the fool is the hero. 0.99

01:26:14.360 They're one in the same because it takes a fool to be a hero. 0.99

01:26:16.860 If you knew what it entailed and what was coming your way, you probably would never go 0.97

01:26:20.840 on this.

01:26:21.320 So in the same way, like Frodo would have never hit the road.

01:26:23.820 And had he known what it really entailed by the end of the movie or the films, he's 0.80

01:26:27.900 so beaten down by it, um, is the same way that like, you know, I started as a fool because

01:26:34.240 so many people told me when I started my show, you know, I wasn't making any money on it and

01:26:38.660 I was barely making good.

01:26:39.640 And I think I had a job that was paying me $13 an hour when I, uh, hour when I started

01:26:43.240 that, that show.

01:26:44.720 So rightfully so many people ridiculed me. 0.99

01:26:47.060 They're like, what are you fucking doing? 0.99

01:26:48.160 You know, you're, you're living, uh, poorly, which I've done my entire life and you're 0.99

01:26:53.320 dedicating resources to something that's a pipe dream, you know, five to 10%, uh, likelihood

01:26:58.920 of success. 0.89

01:26:59.500 So, uh, yeah, I was a fool and, and, um, and now here we sit, you know, top 1% and we have 0.80

01:27:06.400 all these amazing things on the horizon. 0.83

01:27:07.720 And, and I recognize that God has blessed me and that, that, that dragon calling me to

01:27:12.000 adventure, I think was this journey that I've been on.

01:27:14.380 Now, um, in regards to how do I start, where do I start?

01:27:19.940 Depends on what you're doing, but the most important thing in any of these pursuits is

01:27:25.400 start.

01:27:26.260 You have to start.

01:27:27.460 You can experience a sort of paralysis by analysis scenario, which many people fall victim

01:27:31.360 to.

01:27:31.680 It's like, I can't start yet until all of this is perfectly planned out.

01:27:34.740 And I can't start yet until I have this thing and that thing. 0.99

01:27:37.460 And I find that that's all bullshit. 0.97

01:27:40.400 You know, if you were to ask me how I got to where I am, I would say that I started 0.98

01:27:43.940 recording on my iPhone.

01:27:46.580 That's it.

01:27:47.640 And, you know, using voice memos, that's how I started with where I belong. 0.97

01:27:51.120 And then slowly but surely I got a mic and it was a shit one and I got a camera and it 1.00

01:27:54.620 was a shit one. 1.00

01:27:55.360 You know what I mean? 0.99

01:27:55.880 And it's like, I've done it badly all the way until I could do it well.

01:27:59.600 And you could be one of those people that's like, I'm going to start, but I'm not starting

01:28:04.760 until I get the best equipment and I get a studio and I have the best lineup and I got

01:28:08.040 all the best guests and everything.

01:28:09.120 And it's like, well, then you're likely never going to start.

01:28:12.020 Or what's worse is you can invest all of this into something, start, and then find out that

01:28:17.880 it's not what you want.

01:28:19.220 I would recommend starting with the lowest buy-in possible.

01:28:22.640 Just getting the wheels going.

01:28:23.840 Do you even want to do this thing?

01:28:25.820 You know what I mean?

01:28:26.180 And it doesn't matter if people are receptive to it in the beginning.

01:28:28.340 It doesn't matter if the quality is good.

01:28:30.320 Does it satisfy that thing in you, right?

01:28:33.320 You're talking about getting a calling from God to use the gifts that he's given you of

01:28:37.880 creativity and things of those natures or things of that nature.

01:28:40.920 So it's like, try it and tell me if it satisfies the itch.

01:28:45.500 Does it fill that void, that thing that's always calling to you?

01:28:49.620 If it does, then do it badly until you do it well.

01:28:52.280 But for the love of God, start.

01:28:53.980 And I say that to anybody.

01:28:54.900 I know the market is oversaturated.

01:28:56.400 4.19 million podcasts.

01:28:58.600 Let's say half of them are inactive.

01:29:00.020 2 million podcasts still.

01:29:02.720 But just because the pool is dense, don't let it intimidate you.

01:29:06.720 You can find your way through it.

01:29:08.000 If it's what you're meant to do, then it is going to find its way.

01:29:12.520 And I would say, yeah, at the end of the day, it's just about starting.

01:29:15.460 You have to start.

01:29:16.320 I think that God really does bless us in this way where we all have this opportunity to

01:29:21.160 engage in our own hero's journey, which is the most meaningful thing, I think, that

01:29:25.440 we could do while we're here outside of marriage and having children.

01:29:28.460 And even that is part of the journey.

01:29:30.760 You know what I mean?

01:29:31.240 So it's like the only thing that keeps you from engaging in that hero's journey, we all

01:29:34.780 have the opportunity, it's fear.

01:29:36.840 Fear of, is this going to be well-received?

01:29:39.740 Fear of, you know, I don't know if it's going to be as good as I want it to be.

01:29:43.520 I don't have the equipment.

01:29:44.540 But what about this?

01:29:45.100 Or what about that?

01:29:45.760 It's like all of that will literally leave you stuck.

01:29:48.960 And you'll never be on this path that God laid out for you.

01:29:51.860 Because in order to walk this path, you have to do it in the face of fear.

01:29:55.740 It's like everything good lies on the other side of fear.

01:29:58.600 So yeah, I would say, do it, dude.

01:30:00.640 I don't know how to tell you where to start.

01:30:02.940 I don't really know what your lane is right now.

01:30:06.160 I don't think we've really covered that. 1.00

01:30:07.900 But if it's painting, fucking paint. 0.99

01:30:09.580 If it's podcasting, start the show. 1.00

01:30:11.160 Whatever it is, go. 0.99

01:30:12.860 Just fucking go and keep going. 0.99

01:30:14.780 And the ship will build itself as you move along. 0.99

01:30:17.140 And if it really is what God wants you to do, then he's going to guide you and you'll figure

01:30:20.380 it out.

01:30:21.600 Yeah, I was going to tell a funny story, too.

01:30:24.580 Some of my friends in the music world, they teach other people.

01:30:29.600 And that would be one of the hurdles where the person's like, you know, I want to get

01:30:34.380 a guitar, but I want to get this one.

01:30:36.980 So I'm going to wait and blah, blah, blah. 0.98

01:30:38.020 And they would, in some cases, it's fucked up. 0.88

01:30:40.520 They'd convince them to buy nice stuff that they don't need that right now. 0.94

01:30:45.280 And they would, and then they'd quit.

01:30:48.240 And then they'd be like, oh, you want to sell that?

01:30:50.520 Like a $2,000 guitar.

01:30:51.880 I'll just take that off your hands. 0.65

01:30:53.500 I'll give you like, you know, I'll cover some of your loss.

01:30:55.440 And then boom, they buy their, they buy their tailor or they'll buy some of their equipment

01:30:59.600 that they never needed.

01:31:00.480 I'm just like, oh, what a great scam.

01:31:02.120 What a great scam.

01:31:02.920 So don't do it.

01:31:03.980 Get into it.

01:31:04.580 Start whatever you could, whatever you could afford, whatever you need, whatever you, whatever

01:31:08.000 you could get, do it, get, get what you need and start.

01:31:11.800 But that's, yeah, that's it.

01:31:13.140 You know, there, there's channels that I've seen that, um, yeah, it's, it's a good, this

01:31:17.480 is a guitar center's business model, basically.

01:31:19.740 Yes.

01:31:20.200 Yeah, there you go.

01:31:20.680 Yeah, exactly.

01:31:21.540 That's hilarious, actually.

01:31:22.980 Um, but that's, that's the idea, right?

01:31:25.200 It's like, I've seen YouTube channels with, with millions of views and it's, there's no

01:31:30.080 rhyme or reason to even what they're doing.

01:31:31.980 Like one of my favorite ones was like these kids ended up that, you know, I guess they had

01:31:35.880 some money, they put it together and they ended up buying an abandoned, um, tower.

01:31:41.800 That used to lead to a water slide, but the water slide had since been removed and the

01:31:46.480 tower was left behind the staircase.

01:31:48.480 And so they bought the staircase and they just climbed to the top of it.

01:31:52.600 And, um, and they would just record them dropping. 0.98

01:31:55.740 So today we're going to drop a watermelon off the fucking fifth story of this tower. 0.99

01:31:59.300 And it was so shit quality, but it's got millions of views. 0.99

01:32:02.320 And it's like, you think about the amount of money that people dump into studios and 0.98

01:32:05.660 equipment and not everything has to be Joe Rogan level productions.

01:32:08.660 If you have a good product and you end up going that way, well then that's great.

01:32:11.800 But in the meantime, you could drop a melon off a rooftop and get a million views.

01:32:14.860 And what are you doing?

01:32:16.160 Just start.

01:32:17.740 Did, uh, oh no.

01:32:19.020 Did master just ask for a tower?

01:32:21.400 You can join our Patreon.

01:32:22.540 We asked for a tower.

01:32:24.600 Um, so yeah, man, just, just start.

01:32:27.440 I'm going to read this last paragraph and then I'm going to go pee because something's

01:32:31.400 wrong with me.

01:32:32.100 Okay. 0.98

01:32:32.320 So, and finally, coincidentally, how gay and retarded is it that it would cost me almost 0.99

01:32:37.360 a hundred Canadian dollars, eh, to order a retarded shirt from you? 1.00

01:32:41.740 Wow. 0.99

01:32:42.100 Yeah.

01:32:42.180 The idea, uh, that makes me want Canada to become, the idea of it makes me want Canada

01:32:47.720 to become the 51st state.

01:32:49.160 Here we go.

01:32:49.680 And I guess the story starts from here.

01:32:51.260 Sorry about that.

01:32:52.040 Yeah. 0.99

01:32:52.220 It costs like $30 to send a fucking shirt to Canada and it's right there. 0.98

01:32:57.160 It's cheaper to send it, uh, to the UK. 0.99

01:32:59.620 It's like, I don't know, 12, I don't know what's wrong with Canada.

01:33:03.120 I've been doing this for a long time.

01:33:05.160 It is what it is.

01:33:06.000 We do have a lot of people buying the shirts out there in Canada and I'm sorry.

01:33:09.240 I just don't, if I had a better way to get it to you, I would, but hopefully also

01:33:13.240 you don't become the 51st state because we don't want your kind around us. 1.00

01:33:18.320 And with that, I will go to the bathroom.

01:33:20.220 Yes.

01:33:20.540 Buckwheat, you can come here, but leave the rest of everything behind.

01:33:23.320 All right.

01:33:23.680 Um, so let's get into this next paragraph.

01:33:26.340 It says, uh, he says, here we go.

01:33:28.100 So in 2021, I think the corporation of Canada decided to refund the peasants for their vehicle 0.92

01:33:34.000 registration sticker renewals and send out checks in exchange for online registration.

01:33:38.800 Good deal slaves.

01:33:40.580 Uh, not for buckwheat.

01:33:42.220 I put common law into practice, wrote no contract, no consent in red on the envelope to return

01:33:49.580 to, uh, to return the dirty blood money back to the rightful owner off to the mailbox

01:33:54.480 at the corner store.

01:33:55.720 Excuse me.

01:33:58.100 Uh, I'm able to pull up to the mailbox while staying inside my vehicle.

01:34:01.660 The envelope goes in and I look over to the store through my passenger window.

01:34:06.380 And then it says description of the electronic signs.

01:34:10.180 Okay.

01:34:10.520 Interesting.

01:34:10.840 Um, at the convenience stores here, we have electronic signs that are mounted on the store

01:34:16.420 windows displaying the current jackpots for two different lotteries in Canada.

01:34:20.000 Yeah, we, we have a similar thing here in America.

01:34:22.520 So if you go to any corner store or whatever, you'll see like the lotto sign and it'll have

01:34:25.960 a ticker on it that shows you how much, you know, it's worth that day.

01:34:28.720 Um, lotto max and lotto 649, six slash 49.

01:34:34.820 The signs each have three display slots for numbers.

01:34:37.720 See attached picture.

01:34:39.100 Uh, let me see.

01:34:39.840 Do we have that?

01:34:41.220 Um, yeah, you guys know how it is.

01:34:44.040 I'm not even going to pull these up.

01:34:44.980 It's just a big sign says lotto max.

01:34:46.660 And then it's got a red digital readout 10 million.

01:34:49.480 And the other one says lotto 649 52 million.

01:34:53.900 So you guys know how it is.

01:34:54.840 We have the, what do we have in America?

01:34:56.020 Like the power bowl and, um, and whatever the, the, the, there's like a state lottery 0.99

01:35:00.900 and then there's the power ball and then there's some other shit. 0.96

01:35:02.940 So yeah, that works very much the same way as ours. 0.99

01:35:05.820 Um, okay.

01:35:08.560 And he goes on to say the signs each have three display slots for numbers.

01:35:12.260 See attached picture.

01:35:12.980 Oddly enough, our highest jackpot for either lotto has only ever been 80 million.

01:35:18.060 Okay.

01:35:19.060 There's no one around me when I look at the signs.

01:35:22.280 So this was only meant for my eyes.

01:35:24.680 Lotto max on the left said 70 and lotto 649 on the right said five.

01:35:30.720 All of a sudden, both numbers on each side get wiped out and are replaced with 222 on each lottery.

01:35:38.380 After three seconds, those numbers get wiped out and are replaced with four, four, four on each lottery.

01:35:45.940 And three seconds later, they are replaced with eight, eight, eight on each lottery.

01:35:51.520 Look like this.

01:35:52.420 Yeah.

01:35:52.600 Lotto max 222 and then four, four, four, and then eight, eight, eight.

01:35:55.640 Okay.

01:35:55.860 The sign then went back to the original jackpot numbers.

01:35:59.840 That's interesting.

01:36:01.240 Um, top, you and I were driving.

01:36:05.740 Fill me in here.

01:36:06.540 What the hell is he talking about?

01:36:07.940 So he's basically just saying like that the digital readout on the lotto numbers.

01:36:13.280 If you scroll down, you'll see his pictures.

01:36:15.360 Um, he was the only person looking at them and all of a sudden they changed.

01:36:20.040 That's the gas station one.

01:36:21.060 If you keep scrolling down, you'll see. 1.00

01:36:21.960 Holy shit. 0.99

01:36:22.280 Look at this K2 Mart. 1.00

01:36:23.640 Fuck out of here, man. 1.00

01:36:24.860 What the fuck? 1.00

01:36:26.000 Yeah. 1.00

01:36:26.400 I love, I love seeing.

01:36:28.420 It's another nice little serendipitous, uh, Easter egg.

01:36:31.440 There it is.

01:36:31.620 And that's, that's the readout he's talking about.

01:36:33.120 So that digital readout all of a sudden went from like 70 and five to suddenly. 0.99

01:36:37.800 I love seeing shit from other countries like this. 0.97

01:36:39.500 Like, so you got a K2 Mart, this, their, their gas station is called ESO. 0.99

01:36:43.960 And it's like, uh, like, like he's paying $157 for liters of gas, whatever that means.

01:36:50.520 Oh, so $100 for a shirt.

01:36:52.340 Not that bad.

01:36:53.140 Yeah.

01:36:53.340 I guess it's a good price.

01:36:54.580 No, it's like being in, uh, like some weird upside down Mandela effect.

01:37:00.160 Well, I just, I like to see that what they have.

01:37:02.060 What does your Coca-Cola look like?

01:37:03.780 Is it like little variations?

01:37:05.660 Is it blue?

01:37:06.700 Like you got blue Coca-Cola?

01:37:08.180 What is it?

01:37:08.560 I don't know, man.

01:37:09.140 It's just something different.

01:37:10.420 Um, when we were driving to Boca, something happened where I looked out at my phone and

01:37:16.440 it was 11, 11 and I was like, oh, that's cool.

01:37:19.360 And then we were driving for a while.

01:37:20.700 And the very next time that I took note of was 12, 22.

01:37:25.540 So one, two, two, two, two, whatever.

01:37:27.300 And then I look over and it's like, we're like 33 minutes and, and 30 seconds into the

01:37:35.100 podcast.

01:37:35.500 You're getting 33 miles to the gallon.

01:37:39.040 It's, it's 12, 22, two, two.

01:37:42.020 And like, uh, there was like a series.

01:37:44.000 Remember that? 0.97

01:37:44.420 I was like, dude, what the fuck is going on? 0.94

01:37:45.920 It was to the point where like everything, we were like, yo, that's weird. 0.97

01:37:48.500 That's weird.

01:37:48.980 And then I lifted up my phone and I was like, that's weird.

01:37:50.700 And like everything was, 33 popped up a lot during that trip.

01:37:54.200 Like we went to Denny's and the bill was $33 and I was just like, this is weird.

01:37:58.540 Yeah, dude.

01:37:59.200 It was like following us everywhere to the point where it was like, you know, I had to

01:38:03.800 stop and address it.

01:38:04.720 And we were just left there being like, this is spooky.

01:38:07.300 Yeah.

01:38:07.780 Freemason car.

01:38:10.580 Um, okay.

01:38:11.720 So he says, keep in mind that if there was a fluke or a glitch with these signs, these

01:38:16.820 numbers could have been any random numbers, numbers such as three, five, six or two, four,

01:38:20.320 one or whatever.

01:38:20.880 Um, but why these numbers specifically?

01:38:23.240 Yeah, that gets weird because, you know, numerology has their explanations, right?

01:38:28.580 As far as like the Pythagorean sort of numerology, like the one that Pythagoras coined and popularized,

01:38:34.380 uh, which is, I guess the same one that these kind of like, uh, homosexuals over at the GG33 1.00

01:38:38.800 thing use the fucking, uh, what's that guy's name? 0.99

01:38:42.560 The, the Jew, the, the Gary, uh, Gary. 0.99

01:38:45.160 Yeah.

01:38:45.380 So, so they use something that is like pretty close to the way that Pythagoras would have

01:38:50.860 described the, the meaning of numbers, but then you have this subsect of, of three digit

01:38:56.040 repeating numbers, like a four, four, four, or five, five, five, whatever.

01:38:59.440 And they're called angel numbers.

01:39:00.880 And when it said angel numbers, it sounds so gay, um, that I, I, it, it pains me to even 0.57

01:39:07.300 look at it. 0.99

01:39:07.900 Like what is fucking angel numbers, baby? 0.99

01:39:10.780 You know, there you go. 0.99

01:39:11.460 Uh, deaf, not late says angel number 44 or 444 is a significant sequence in numerology

01:39:17.080 often represented as a message from the universe or guardian angels.

01:39:19.940 It's believed to signify protection, encouragement, and a reminder that you are on the right path.

01:39:23.600 And that's a lot of the information that I get, but I'm like, is that rooted in, like,

01:39:28.500 I would be interested in knowing what Pythagoras thinks of those numbers because, um, as far

01:39:34.080 as like, uh, the father of modern day mathematics, you know, it's like, I would be, and he also

01:39:39.100 believed that this, this realm that we inhabit was made up of all these numbers and that numbers

01:39:43.140 were somehow a message from, you know, I guess the creator of the realm.

01:39:46.360 And so, uh, I would be interested in knowing what he thinks on those numbers because I

01:39:50.260 just think that they get co-opted.

01:39:51.680 It's like when somebody goes like, this crystal is good for that.

01:39:54.180 This is my Yoni egg, you know?

01:39:55.600 And it's like, I'm sure there are significant or, you know, there's, there's significance

01:40:01.160 to crystals, but I don't trust the chick with the dreadlocks in the armpit hair. 1.00

01:40:05.380 So when I hear fucking angel numbers, I'm like, ah, what a, what a unfortunate terminology 0.98

01:40:12.360 to describe these things because it just feels so feminine. 1.00

01:40:16.280 Um, and I, I don't trust women. 1.00

01:40:18.160 So yeah, it's just, it's not, it's, I don't know what it is.

01:40:21.020 I would like to know what Pythagoras thinks about it, but, uh, uh, you know, for now we 0.90

01:40:26.060 just get Google's search results on fucking angel numbers. 0.91

01:40:29.340 You know, it's the same way, like everybody has a slightly different take on like astrology. 0.94

01:40:35.900 And I do think that there's like real information in astrology, but it's been obfuscated and

01:40:42.640 it's been, it's been like just watered down and gay now that I'm like, this can't be it. 0.98

01:40:47.460 They're like, you're going to find your, there's a handsome man who's thinking of you.

01:40:51.260 You know what I mean? 1.00

01:40:51.740 It's like, you're a cancer. 0.99

01:40:52.800 You're going to find a handsome, it's all about basically, it's all got a bent for women. 1.00

01:40:56.960 It's all about love and shit like that. 0.99

01:40:59.000 I'm like, no, I don't like that. 1.00

01:41:01.880 Very gay. 0.99

01:41:03.860 Yeah. 0.98

01:41:04.260 All right.

01:41:04.500 So he goes on to say, you need to put your, no, I don't need to do anything buckwheat,

01:41:08.740 but he says, put yourself in my shoes and think of how you would deconstruct this.

01:41:12.740 If it happened to you, I don't subscribe to numerology maybe because of my lack of knowledge,

01:41:16.860 but I did look them up and I'm just a skeptic with it all.

01:41:20.560 It said eight, eight, eight is translated to Jesus.

01:41:23.900 Um, not sure if numerology is associated with evil because I believe that God works

01:41:28.440 in word rather than symbols.

01:41:31.860 It seems as though to me that everything satanic derives from symbolism or objects and idols.

01:41:39.020 Uh, I think we talked about it on the show, but I, again, we could be wrong.

01:41:42.180 Um, I think that numerology is just a tool that is used by evil people often, sometimes, most

01:41:52.180 times, uh, but it's, it's also like a true thing.

01:41:56.220 Um, it's a tool that, that is just part of part and parcel to this existence.

01:42:01.480 Um, I don't, are we, we probably shouldn't like delve too deep into it and use it for,

01:42:06.560 uh, uh, uh, you know, like to figure out what we're doing.

01:42:10.800 I don't think we're supposed to do that.

01:42:12.080 We're supposed to trust in God, but it is there.

01:42:15.360 Yeah.

01:42:15.760 And, uh, if you see it and you kind of ignore it, it's like, all right, well, I saw that.

01:42:20.920 Like, I, I think, you know, we're, we're partially aware of it, right?

01:42:24.480 I'm not trying to go too deep into looking at everything because then I'll end up gay 1.00

01:42:29.780 and Jewish with, uh, you know, but I mean, he is in charge of some pretty cool podcasts

01:42:35.160 like Fresh and Fit, but I still, that's not my bag.

01:42:37.960 It's not my bag in life.

01:42:38.860 Uh, Porklamp says there is a book called Numbers in the Bible.

01:42:42.460 And, and to that point, it's like, clearly there's a number, there's a significance to like

01:42:46.420 the number seven, right?

01:42:47.800 Because it makes multiple repetitions throughout the Bible.

01:42:50.520 There's, there's a lot of things.

01:42:51.480 Forty also makes a lot of repetitions throughout the, the Bible.

01:42:55.440 So, I mean, I recognize that there, there is some sort of significance.

01:42:58.660 There's a pattern going on there, but I think just, it's like the fallibility of man, um,

01:43:04.460 where if you did find out that like the father, God created this universe that we inhabit,

01:43:10.240 but he used certain tools and elements to create as, as someone does.

01:43:14.540 Um, and if you could tap into that, you could sort of manipulate this realm to like, maybe

01:43:20.740 be in your favor more often than not.

01:43:22.580 Well, that would really quickly become a temptation and absolute power corrupts.

01:43:28.220 Absolutely.

01:43:28.960 So it's like, you know, what is Gary, the numbers guy doing with numerology?

01:43:32.480 He is just prolifically sports betting.

01:43:35.660 You know what I mean?

01:43:36.400 He's just gambling, like nonstop gambling.

01:43:38.640 That's what the dude does that.

01:43:39.820 And he just freaks out and screams in all caps on the internet.

01:43:42.640 He's also, um, like, yeah, he's like, uh, kind of creating this fan base of, of, of young

01:43:51.040 black disenfranchised kids like that are not, you know, doing well. 0.96

01:43:56.340 And they look to this guy cause he speaks with Ebonics, even though he's a fat Jew. 1.00

01:44:00.080 And, and then he shows them like a quick magic trick cause black kids love street magic. 1.00

01:44:04.060 And then next thing you know, he's got like this whole gang of, of, I didn't mean to use

01:44:07.940 gang. 0.95

01:44:08.420 He's got this whole group of black kids.

01:44:11.580 That's a lot of like what his, so it's like, I don't see this as that he's very, it seems

01:44:14.660 very manipulative and, and money driven.

01:44:17.100 That's his whole thing.

01:44:17.940 Money driven, money driven.

01:44:18.920 Give me the money, money.

01:44:20.100 Uh, because you, so, you know, I, I could see that as being like, okay, it's a, it's a

01:44:24.840 real thing.

01:44:25.560 What are you going to do with it? 1.00

01:44:26.700 Maybe you shouldn't know about this because you're an idiot and, uh, you know, that, that might 1.00

01:44:31.260 be as simple as it is. 1.00

01:44:32.880 Yeah.

01:44:33.260 I just like, again, I, you, we could do like deep dives into what all this stuff means.

01:44:38.320 And I like, I'm peripherally, peripherally aware of some, like the four for four thing.

01:44:43.940 I'm aware of that, uh, that angel number being like on the right path.

01:44:47.740 Something that I've looked up cause I've, I've noticed throughout my life, the number

01:44:50.860 four pop up a lot is my, my baseball number.

01:44:53.360 I picked that for a certain reason, but I think it's because I'm like an orderly person.

01:44:57.000 And, and that being the number for, uh, saying that things are on track kind of makes sense

01:45:01.940 to me.

01:45:02.340 Like when I see it, I'm like, ah, that seems like complete to me.

01:45:06.540 I might be going in the right direction.

01:45:08.460 I don't make my decisions off of the number four, but I do notice it.

01:45:11.560 And I like, oh, okay.

01:45:13.160 Interesting.

01:45:14.160 Yeah.

01:45:14.280 And then we'll do some science and see if that adds up later, but I have to make logical

01:45:18.280 decisions.

01:45:18.700 I'm not gonna just look at a number and do that.

01:45:21.420 So, all right.

01:45:22.200 He says, anyway, drove off from the store and headed down the street knowing full well, I had nothing 0.99

01:45:26.220 to do with this, but for shits and gigs, I turned my vehicle around and went back to 0.99

01:45:30.140 the store to buy a lottery ticket. 0.99

01:45:31.960 I asked the lady at, at the counter if, uh, five minutes earlier, she was messing around 1.00

01:45:36.040 with the sign or if there was any sort of issue.

01:45:38.600 And she said, no, not at all.

01:45:40.680 I told her what I saw with the sign and she couldn't believe it.

01:45:44.780 Okay.

01:45:45.500 So then he goes, PS, congratulations on your work and podcast at this time next year.

01:45:50.800 Uh, huge.

01:45:52.280 What does that mean?

01:45:53.060 Congratulations on your work and podcast at this time next year.

01:45:55.700 I guess he's assuming we'll read it next year.

01:45:57.380 And he's right.

01:45:58.420 Uh, huge success.

01:46:00.120 I look forward to your interview with Wes Huff.

01:46:02.300 I don't know if that's going to happen.

01:46:04.060 We do too, but I don't know that that's going to happen.

01:46:06.060 Yeah.

01:46:06.640 Yeah.

01:46:06.900 Uh, I hope Ed is there for the discussion.

01:46:09.740 That would be great.

01:46:10.340 Uh, you can chop up this email and use whatever parts you want.

01:46:13.820 Um, and he rambles a little too.

01:46:15.260 He did ramble a lot.

01:46:17.320 Uh, thank you, Mr. Buckwheat.

01:46:19.580 And he also mentions that the K2 Mart, that picture was just something that he saw.

01:46:22.920 He took a picture of, so apparently that's, uh, floating around in Canada.

01:46:27.380 We should probably glass Canada just to be, just to be safe, nuke it, take it out.

01:46:34.060 Uh, no, thank you.

01:46:35.660 Thank you to everybody who is, you know, top lobster fans and NDS fans from Canada, not

01:46:41.080 necessarily Puerto Rico.

01:46:42.960 Right.

01:46:43.520 But Canada is cool.

01:46:44.940 We can do it without those guys.

01:46:46.820 I mean, it is an interesting question.

01:46:48.600 Um, Buck, I know he said you could, I know I tend to ramble a little bit and you can use

01:46:51.980 whatever parts you want, but it really does bring up like a really interesting question.

01:46:56.200 And like I said, that whole, um, you know, sort of 33 thing or these repeated numbers,

01:47:01.300 three, three, three, yada, yada, yada.

01:47:02.720 It, it, it does happen.

01:47:03.980 And I kind of also interpret it that way where I just, I've looked at synchronicities as an

01:47:11.540 indicator that I'm at least on the, because my overwhelming prayer is to be in alignment

01:47:17.560 with God's will.

01:47:18.300 If, if God wants me to do this thing, then I'm going to do this thing.

01:47:21.280 If he doesn't, then I pray that he, you know, detaches me from it, um, and puts me on the

01:47:25.180 correct path.

01:47:25.760 And then I kind of look at these like synchronistic moments as an indicator that I like it's, it's

01:47:31.800 vindication.

01:47:32.220 Like, okay, I'm going the right way.

01:47:33.480 I don't know why I do that, but that's, that's where my mind goes when I see those things that

01:47:38.940 I don't start disseminating or like, or digging into like, what does it mean? 0.87

01:47:42.840 What is it, what is the, you know, historical connotations of fucking four, four, four. 0.80

01:47:46.480 Like I don't do that, but, um, I do feel it, I take it as like a vindicator. 0.97

01:47:51.480 Like, yeah, you're going the right way.

01:47:52.640 You're doing the right thing.

01:47:53.540 The thing that you're doing today.

01:47:54.560 And I, and I noticed that a lot, it happens when you and I are on the road going somewhere.

01:48:00.260 Yep.

01:48:00.640 That's, that's when I noticed it happening a lot.

01:48:02.720 Like the numbers, the repeating number thing happens a lot when you and I are headed somewhere.

01:48:06.060 And we're always, if we're headed somewhere, it's like we're heading to do a show or something

01:48:09.720 like that.

01:48:10.200 So, uh, uh, you know, that, uh, that's, that, that's how I interpret it, but I don't know if

01:48:15.020 it's, if it's meant to be that way.

01:48:16.240 Um, so we're at, I mean, we've done, we've given them, uh, we've given them their pound

01:48:20.980 of flesh, but we do have, we have another one.

01:48:23.140 If you want to read it, it seems a little long.

01:48:24.600 I don't know when you have to go.

01:48:25.800 You said you have a little bit after one.

01:48:28.300 Yeah.

01:48:28.620 I have to go drop my wife off at work, but, but I think what we should do is double down,

01:48:34.560 maybe, maybe even triple down this week.

01:48:36.680 Um, so it'll be great for the Patreon enjoyers, but, uh, um, you know, for the general audience,

01:48:43.540 it'll release over time, but, um, I don't have time for another one today, but I do think

01:48:48.020 we could do something later on this week.

01:48:49.260 We could do another, maybe, maybe two more, um, just to backlog some of our content so that

01:48:53.660 we're in a good place.

01:48:54.400 Okay.

01:48:55.160 Yeah.

01:48:55.380 Good idea.

01:48:55.860 I would like to address the chat for a second.

01:48:57.900 Not nice guy says no one are fans of top lobster.

01:49:01.920 They're either Raven tower gang or NDS fans.

01:49:05.180 You yourself have no fans.

01:49:08.300 And then, uh, uh, what does he say?

01:49:10.620 Uh, zoom too says that wasn't nice.

01:49:13.640 Not nice guy.

01:49:14.460 Not nice guy says you don't say not nice guy.

01:49:17.440 That's not nice.

01:49:18.220 I'd like to think that here's the thing.

01:49:20.120 It's weird.

01:49:21.000 I don't want to have fans myself.

01:49:22.960 Like if you're a fan of me, it's weird, but then I am top lobster or like that.

01:49:27.280 That's the name that I go by.

01:49:28.800 If you're a fan of top lobster, like, uh, the, like whatever, like the art and stuff that

01:49:34.180 I make the shirts, that's cool.

01:49:36.460 If you're a fan of me, it is weird.

01:49:38.120 So I don't, yeah, I don't know where to put that.

01:49:40.300 Um, Hey, man, red says we're doing what we're supposed to do.

01:49:43.780 Goes on Elijah's show to say he comes real fast.

01:49:46.500 Um, that was a banger.

01:49:47.860 I thought that was very funny, uh, that moment.

01:49:49.740 So, uh, you know, I guess that's what I'm supposed to do.

01:49:53.400 Uh, yeah.

01:49:55.100 I was just doing my job.

01:49:57.060 Yeah.

01:49:57.260 Yeah.

01:49:57.440 All the way to Elijah's show.

01:49:58.960 There's all these indicators that are, that we're on the right path.

01:50:01.640 And then I go there and I go, I come real fast.

01:50:03.700 Um, all right.

01:50:04.920 What if UFOs were at Auschwitz?

01:50:07.820 It's like, this is not what we're supposed to do.

01:50:09.780 That was very funny though.

01:50:10.860 I had a really good time doing that.

01:50:12.360 Yeah.

01:50:12.540 I don't know.

01:50:13.480 I don't also, I also don't want, um, fans necessarily.

01:50:18.500 I would like for people to, um, I'd like to get by on the merits of my work that if

01:50:25.360 you enjoy what I do, being a fan of the content is different than being a fan of me.

01:50:30.660 I couldn't imagine anybody being a fan of me because I'm literally like a, you know,

01:50:35.220 functionally retarded, previously homeless, like unachieved, haven't achieved anything. 0.99

01:50:40.440 You know what I mean?

01:50:40.860 Like it's, it's a weird thing to say fit.

01:50:42.340 If you like the rhetoric, you like the stories, you like the analysis, you like the information.

01:50:47.060 That's cool.

01:50:48.120 But I don't, um, the, the fan thing is like, what would you be a fan of?

01:50:52.380 I'm literally eating cold hot dogs out of a package, you know, before a show starts.

01:50:56.180 Like, what are you a fan of?

01:50:57.220 Oh, look.

01:50:57.600 And I love the way it froze on my face. 1.00

01:50:58.860 It was retarded, fucking stupid, fucking piece of shit. 1.00

01:51:01.800 Uh, so, so yeah, I don't, I don't know. 1.00

01:51:04.080 Um, fans a weird word.

01:51:05.680 And I've always said too, like with NDS, it's like, we're not the disseminators of information.

01:51:10.120 We're more like class clowns.

01:51:11.700 So we're in a classroom with everybody.

01:51:14.060 We're the loudest ones asking the teachers, the questions and making people laugh, but

01:51:19.240 we're also in the chair with everybody else.

01:51:20.780 So the cheat, the teachers are like a Ed Mabry comes by and he does a thing or, you know,

01:51:25.560 whatever, whatever.

01:51:26.140 Um, but, but as far as we go, like, yeah, we're more like classmates.

01:51:32.160 Yeah.

01:51:32.780 I, yeah, I'd say so.

01:51:34.020 I mean, there is a big difference between me and you guys.

01:51:37.480 Like, I don't respect you guys at all.

01:51:39.140 Um, but I don't know if that's more reflection of me or you.

01:51:43.340 So there's that.

01:51:44.940 Right, right.

01:51:46.180 But there's a difference.

01:51:47.020 I'm better than you is what I'm saying.

01:51:48.520 There you go.

01:51:49.120 Not nice guy says top is my hero. 1.00

01:51:50.620 Therefore, he's gay or CIA. 0.98

01:51:52.540 Um, I would love to get to some place real big and have time. 0.84

01:51:55.740 Like if I was dying and like, you know, prematurely and top was there and he ran up and he grabbed

01:52:00.740 my hand as I passed away.

01:52:01.960 And then as I faded, he goes, I've been a fed this entire time and then pulls out like

01:52:05.400 his badge.

01:52:06.200 I'd be like, Oh, that would be really cool.

01:52:11.000 I can't believe it.

01:52:12.560 Oh man.

01:52:13.760 Yeah.

01:52:14.680 We're at that point.

01:52:15.520 Like we were at the point with tower gang where they're like, are you a fed?

01:52:18.460 Are you a fed?

01:52:18.960 And it's like, at some point we're like, we might.

01:52:20.480 There'll be feds. 0.66

01:52:21.060 And it honestly doesn't matter.

01:52:22.240 Just don't follow me.

01:52:23.200 I think it makes it cooler.

01:52:24.560 It does make it cooler.

01:52:25.560 I mean, I have government funding.

01:52:26.820 Why not?

01:52:27.140 We're going to do some cool stuff.

01:52:28.700 Stay tuned, people.

01:52:30.420 And until then, do we have any announcements before we go? 0.98

01:52:33.220 Or are we going to fucking tell them what to do? 0.97

01:52:35.040 I don't think so. 0.99

01:52:35.640 I was just asking.

01:52:36.720 Be there eight o'clock tonight.

01:52:38.280 Ali Demigard.

01:52:39.280 I have to make that.

01:52:41.060 I have to make all that.

01:52:42.220 Yeah. 0.90

01:52:42.540 Dangerous retards. 1.00

01:52:43.820 Holster. 0.99

01:52:44.500 Don't forget your holster.

01:52:45.860 Don't forget your holster.

01:52:46.820 Don't forget your gun.

01:52:47.780 Put your gun on your hip.

01:52:49.340 Don't shoot yourself.

01:52:50.480 Um, and, uh, what else?

01:52:53.900 We, we have a packed week.

01:52:54.840 So if you're a Patreon fan, wow, that's so, hold on.

01:52:58.840 Sorry.

01:52:59.140 It's really hard.

01:52:59.720 Disrespectful.

01:53:00.320 If you're a Patreon fan, um, you're going to want to join because we have like, I don't

01:53:04.980 know, a number of shows pulled up ready to go this week.

01:53:08.180 And we're thinking about taking a hiatus for a little while, uh, as far as like, yeah, it's

01:53:14.000 like posting hiatus from posting, uh, uh, regular content just to organize stuff.

01:53:20.200 But the live, the, the shows will keep going live for the patrons.

01:53:23.700 Uh, it's just, uh, we have to like get our ducks in a row because we're like, we had so many

01:53:28.120 shows come and then the last two days we haven't uploaded because it's just been like chaos

01:53:33.000 and confusion.

01:53:34.540 Yeah.

01:53:34.940 Um, so we're going to take a little bit of like maybe a couple of days.

01:53:38.500 Um, so if you like the show and you can't do without us, can't live without us, you can

01:53:42.880 join the Patreon and see what we're doing. 0.97

01:53:44.200 If not, just wait for a little bit and we'll be back doing some shit. 0.98

01:53:48.260 We back baby. 0.99

01:53:49.900 Yeah.

01:53:50.340 We got a lot coming.

01:53:51.480 I mean, we've been like really, do you want to even talk about it a little bit or should

01:53:55.820 we, um, what, as far as our plans go?

01:53:58.600 We have like really big plans, uh, way bigger than we should have.

01:54:03.200 We have no business.

01:54:04.400 It's top to us sleeping, just a t-shirt.

01:54:05.720 Correct.

01:54:05.900 Um, but, but the, the plans that we have, it's, it's very much the same way, um, that

01:54:11.720 we go, we have no business pulling off Bohemian Grove.

01:54:15.460 We know that.

01:54:16.800 And then we go, what else can we do that we have no business doing?

01:54:19.600 Eamon Ratz's TLC got too popular too fast.

01:54:21.800 Raven, obviously a fed.

01:54:22.800 I don't understand the popularity of that show.

01:54:24.540 I think it's just by virtue of being there constantly.

01:54:27.280 It's just a constant stream of, it's becomes background noise for people. 0.98

01:54:30.880 Like the old people that put on fucking Fox news in the background. 1.00

01:54:33.940 It's the same thing. 1.00

01:54:34.560 It's like young people putting on TLC in the background.

01:54:37.200 All right.

01:54:37.360 So here's the plan.

01:54:38.580 Um, yes.

01:54:39.040 And also a plan.

01:54:40.540 So with my, with my fed capabilities, I've, I'm convincing some people to move closer to

01:54:47.580 me to where I'm at, where the, the location, uh, pretty fairly close to where the last

01:54:53.260 Bohemian Grove was.

01:54:54.260 And we want to do an IRL studio for specifically for the show that we're going to be launching

01:55:01.400 dangerous real talk, real dudes.

01:55:03.660 That's going to be launching in February.

01:55:04.960 So this is about two weeks.

01:55:06.900 February 1st is our launch date or possibly, I don't know, whenever that day really lands

01:55:11.280 on.

01:55:12.120 Um, we want to do a studio and, uh, there's a town by me that is slightly underdeveloped,

01:55:18.820 but it is, it is like a small town is, it has the makings of a small town of, uh, like

01:55:24.240 a little city.

01:55:25.360 And, uh, my goal, our goal is, uh, I'd love to go there, get a space there and bring some

01:55:34.300 sort of culture to this town.

01:55:36.780 That's not a, yeah, retard culture. 1.00

01:55:39.620 Not like this, uh, this fake hipster bullshit where they come in with their art galleries 0.99

01:55:46.080 and they do pretentious stuff that really no one's looking at. 0.76

01:55:48.620 Cause if you're, you're an artist, you're doing, uh, paintings, uh, if you're any good,

01:55:53.460 if you're worth your soul, you're not going to be in a small town.

01:55:55.680 But right.

01:55:56.440 I think a thing like this can exist in a small town.

01:55:59.460 That's the beauty of the internet, right?

01:56:00.620 Like we could, we can exist in, uh, just about anywhere and kind of put this place on the

01:56:07.300 map, open up our own venue to do live things there.

01:56:12.260 There'll be restaurants.

01:56:13.620 There's things to do.

01:56:14.960 Uh, so in other words, we're, we're literally trying to, uh, take over a small town.

01:56:21.780 And that's, I think ultimately that's the goal, right?

01:56:25.520 Don't you love that?

01:56:26.620 But like, we started like a year ago, it's like last year, we're like, what are our goals?

01:56:29.940 And we're like, I'd like to talk to Tony Merkel.

01:56:32.540 And then we did that immediately.

01:56:33.840 And we're like, well, what next?

01:56:34.800 And we're like, let's get on Tim full hat.

01:56:36.700 And we're like, we did that.

01:56:37.840 Okay.

01:56:38.400 And like, what next? 0.99

01:56:39.100 It was like, well, let's do a fucking, uh, live event. 0.98

01:56:41.800 And we're like, we did that. 0.99

01:56:43.340 It was too easy.

01:56:45.020 What next? 0.99

01:56:46.240 What if we took over a whole fucking town, dude? 0.99

01:56:48.680 What if we stole the declaration of independence? 0.99

01:56:50.880 Oh my God, bro.

01:56:56.600 Yeah.

01:56:56.840 Yeah. 0.55

01:56:57.000 That's, that's, um, I mean, look, so we, we, we're too retarded to stop.

01:57:01.120 We haven't been stopped yet.

01:57:02.480 Yeah.

01:57:02.860 There we go. 0.98

01:57:03.180 I was going to say it's like Disneyland for retards, but Disneyland is already for retards. 1.00

01:57:06.700 Yeah. 0.99

01:57:06.820 But like dangerous retards, not like the unsavory flavor of retards. 1.00

01:57:10.440 And so, um, yeah, we're, we're going to try to, we know a guy who's invested heavily in

01:57:16.000 this town and we think we can convince him to invest in us because what do you want when

01:57:21.400 you buy up a tremendous amount of a small town?

01:57:24.760 We want that town to then like become successful, to become a hub, uh, with what culture?

01:57:29.760 Yeah.

01:57:29.900 That's a good question.

01:57:31.080 Like what kind of culture are we bringing?

01:57:32.700 Racist culture?

01:57:33.280 It's not really racist culture.

01:57:34.500 I think what, what it, what it is, is like, uh, it's just like brave culture. 1.00

01:57:38.760 It's Florida shit, you know? 0.99

01:57:40.120 But yeah, with a, with a Christian bent, right? 1.00

01:57:42.980 So like we're here, we're going to be doing what we're doing.

01:57:46.420 Um, and we're talking about this place every time.

01:57:48.960 Like, I don't know, think about it.

01:57:50.320 Like, I want you guys to really tell me if this is a bad idea.

01:57:53.300 Cause I've been telling David and David's like, yeah, but I don't, I don't know.

01:57:57.200 So think about it. 0.97

01:57:57.800 Every time we do that and we hit a, we have a stupid idea, we're enthusiastic about it. 0.99

01:58:02.220 And then we pull off a thing, right? 0.98

01:58:04.060 This is, Hey, guess what, dude?

01:58:06.120 It's likely that the success percentage of taking over a small town, probably five to

01:58:11.460 10% likelihood of success.

01:58:13.080 We already did it.

01:58:13.960 Yeah.

01:58:14.600 Like, so, I mean, it doesn't matter what these people think.

01:58:17.980 They're terrible people anyway.

01:58:19.680 Um, I think we could do it. 0.98

01:58:21.420 I think we, we, and I, and look only it's a fool's errand to try. 0.94

01:58:25.920 It's a fool's errand, sir, to try to take over an entire town, but it just so happens 0.93

01:58:31.200 that, um, or maybe it's not a fool's errand. 1.00

01:58:33.860 Maybe it's a retard's errand, right? 1.00

01:58:35.340 So, uh, I, I think we're going to do it no matter what.

01:58:38.760 Uh, and I'm very excited.

01:58:39.800 And also Jake B basis, get David out of the hood before they kill him.

01:58:43.080 Right.

01:58:43.400 And that's, that's also necessary.

01:58:45.140 We've got to move.

01:58:45.780 Listen, I'm not trying to take over the town.

01:58:47.300 I'm just trying to, uh, I like to build around the people around me.

01:58:52.280 So Emily says it's a terrible idea, which means we should definitely do it.

01:58:55.480 Which means she's, she gets, she's like, yeah, do it, do it.

01:58:58.440 That's what that means.

01:58:59.260 But I think I like to build, I like to build with the people around me.

01:59:02.400 That's what like tower gang was still is.

01:59:05.220 That's what this show is.

01:59:06.260 It's about like, like community.

01:59:07.720 So if we're in this community and, uh, there's an opening we can get in and maybe build it.

01:59:14.160 I don't know.

01:59:14.460 I think it would be really cool.

01:59:15.720 Something.

01:59:16.060 I think so.

01:59:16.940 I think we're going to take a crack at it no matter what.

01:59:18.860 Did you text that guy yet?

01:59:20.340 Not yet. 1.00

01:59:21.160 I have to text that motherfucker. 1.00

01:59:22.480 I'm excited. 1.00

01:59:23.080 Text him.

01:59:23.420 Look, we got to go guys.

01:59:24.340 I got to go.

01:59:24.980 Uh,

01:59:25.480 uh, take my wife to work and all that good stuff. 1.00

01:59:28.000 Um, let us know if you enjoy the idea and if you're a real dangerous retard, maybe you 1.00

01:59:32.880 move out to this town and you could be the sheriff. 0.99

01:59:35.740 Don't do that.

01:59:36.800 Don't need a sheriff.

01:59:37.920 Uh, come visit.

01:59:39.440 No, I'm just joking.

01:59:40.760 Um, all right, guys.

01:59:42.220 I, I think that's it though.

01:59:43.440 That's it.

01:59:43.660 Is that all we got top?

01:59:44.720 Yeah, man.

01:59:45.120 Don't forget to obey, submit, comply.

01:59:46.640 See you later.

01:59:47.220 Peace out.

01:59:47.560 The great hypnotist on planet Earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.

01:59:53.900 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.

01:59:57.300 If you can persuade them that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see to come.

02:00:03.080 Because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening.

02:00:10.260 I think, huh?

02:00:15.500 Bye.

02:00:16.380 Bye.

02:00:16.540 Bye.

02:00:16.900 Bye.

Nephilim Death Squad - January 16, 2025

008： NDS Chronicles - 12 GAUGE

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