Nephilim Death Squad - January 30, 2025


010: NDS Chronicles - Fairy Ring


Episode Stats

Length

1 hour and 36 minutes

Words per Minute

182.52916

Word Count

17,621

Sentence Count

1,574

Misogynist Sentences

13

Hate Speech Sentences

52


Summary

In this episode of NDSN Chronicles, we read your submitted paranormal testimony from someone going by the name of Sloan. They tell us what they believe is going on in the world and how we should be worried.


Transcript

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00:00:30.160 We are being hypnotized by people like this.
00:00:38.180 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.
00:00:42.420 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.
00:00:50.620 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolute influence.
00:00:57.260 Oh, yeah, dude.
00:00:58.460 There's some Nephilim shit.
00:00:59.680 It's like we all know what's going down
00:01:02.180 But no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the brave
00:01:05.160 Motherf***ers, they're controlling this now
00:01:07.380 And no one's talking about how they made us try to be slaves
00:01:10.380 And everybody's just walking around
00:01:12.580 Heading to clouds
00:01:13.280 I want to wake up to a dead in the grave
00:01:15.560 But it's too late
00:01:16.720 We need to be ready to raise up
00:01:18.560 Welcome to the end of days
00:01:20.320 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony.
00:01:34.720 Before we get into today's show, I would just like to remind everyone that this is only a 30-second preview.
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00:02:39.420 Who's in the chat?
00:02:40.100 Emily's sick.
00:02:40.280 Emily's also sick.
00:02:41.860 Everybody's sick, dog.
00:02:42.860 It's all fucked up.
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00:02:57.280 All right, guys.
00:02:58.180 So today, we're going to get straight into it.
00:03:00.460 We don't have a tremendous amount of time, and I just killed a half an hour struggling with tech issues.
00:03:05.400 So this is actually a submission from someone who is just going by the name of Sloan.
00:03:11.260 Very cool.
00:03:12.180 Which is a cool name.
00:03:13.200 Like Sylvester Stallone.
00:03:14.620 That's like his shit, right?
00:03:15.880 Sloan.
00:03:16.480 No.
00:03:16.940 You know what's funny?
00:03:17.680 I think Sloan is actually like one of the cooler characters from like the DC universe.
00:03:24.540 Deathstroke?
00:03:25.060 Pretty sure that dude's name is Sloan.
00:03:26.480 So that's cool.
00:03:27.280 I like that.
00:03:27.840 But I'm going to go ahead and start it off.
00:03:30.680 It says, hello, David N. Top.
00:03:32.840 Hello, Sloan.
00:03:34.200 Hi.
00:03:34.500 It says, I have recently been blessed with listening to your guys' podcast in the last couple of months.
00:03:40.200 No, you haven't.
00:03:41.300 Yeah, this is actually to your detriment, sir.
00:03:43.760 Sorry to hear that.
00:03:45.060 Thoughts and prayers for you.
00:03:46.440 Oh, dude, hold on.
00:03:47.120 Over the course of...
00:03:47.840 I just looked up the name of what the name Sloan means.
00:03:51.580 What does it mean?
00:03:52.060 It's an Irish origin and it means descendant of leaders, warrior, or raider.
00:03:58.620 That's a fucking sick name.
00:04:00.520 Yeah, Leach said that's actually Slade, not Sloan.
00:04:03.040 My mistake, my mistake.
00:04:04.040 Yeah, but that's a much cooler after you drop the definition on us.
00:04:07.640 That's a very cool name.
00:04:08.480 Over the course, I have listened to a ton of your podcasts and I believe I have a pretty damn good story of my experiences for you guys.
00:04:17.860 Very cool.
00:04:18.860 Do you think there's an actual weight to our podcast?
00:04:21.020 Like a measurable weight?
00:04:23.420 We've done a lot, hours and hours, but like tangibly.
00:04:26.640 They're more like frequency and vibrations.
00:04:28.840 Can you pile them all up in a pile of frequency and then measure the weight?
00:04:33.220 I don't know.
00:04:33.600 If I took your voice all over, like everything you've ever said on the show and just like would it have any kind of volume besides just being annoying?
00:04:42.820 I don't...
00:04:43.380 Probably definitely the latter, but I feel like we could...
00:04:47.380 I'd be interested in an experiment.
00:04:49.620 Okay, I'm not advocating for this, but like if somebody were to have a young child and then only allow them to absorb Nephilim Death Squad content...
00:04:59.840 Better off...
00:05:00.140 Here, better suggestion.
00:05:01.200 If you are pregnant in the audience, buy a pair of headphones like this, place them on your belly and see what happens.
00:05:10.780 Let us know in five years.
00:05:12.180 I don't think...
00:05:12.620 I wonder, does that kid...
00:05:14.720 There's a split pathway.
00:05:17.160 Is it he becomes a pastor or a school shooter?
00:05:21.120 I don't know which one...
00:05:22.780 Which path you go down, but...
00:05:24.300 He's that Mexican dude on the street like,
00:05:26.320 Jesus Christ!
00:05:27.320 Jesus Christ!
00:05:28.120 He starts popping and locking to Jesus Christ.
00:05:30.860 Yeah, 100%.
00:05:31.700 Okay, so he says,
00:05:34.280 To start off, I incredibly relate to experiencing what I used to call weird shit,
00:05:39.940 but now after listening to not only you guys, but Cult of Conspiracy, Tower Gang, Unfiltered Rise.
00:05:47.120 Shout out all three of those guys.
00:05:48.700 And so many more.
00:05:51.700 I'm now realizing that it's more occult and esoteric and even biblical in some cases, and I'm very glad that you gleamed that from Tower Gang.
00:05:59.640 Yeah, I don't understand how, but we should circle back with Unfiltered Rise.
00:06:03.660 That's Heidi, right?
00:06:04.700 Yes, that's Heidi Love of Unfiltered Rise.
00:06:06.800 She does a lot of content with Paranoid American.
00:06:08.740 They do like a Mormon deep dive, I think, on a weekly basis.
00:06:11.680 She's great.
00:06:12.140 We had her on the show, and it was an excellent conversation.
00:06:15.300 It reminds me, we actually have to reach back out to her because I want to talk to her again.
00:06:19.100 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:06:20.100 Okay, so continue, please.
00:06:23.360 Okay, as a kid, I always was into the occult and strange.
00:06:28.460 Anytime I went to the library, instead of usual books, I'd pick out things like UFO stories, ghost stories, and urban legend books.
00:06:35.600 It always fascinated me to no end.
00:06:38.700 So when things started to happen to me, I figured I knew what happened but was afraid to tell most people because, well, you know, being the schizophrenic retards we are.
00:06:48.220 Right, right.
00:06:48.800 These things don't really – they typically fall on deaf ears.
00:06:51.080 I want to say, too, as far as being a kid and being into that sort of a thing, I realized recently that my son has been watching a show called Gravity Falls, and Gravity Falls is like conspiracy theories for children.
00:07:05.060 And as I'm watching it occasionally with them, I'm like, this is actually like a decent show, right?
00:07:09.580 There's like reptilians and, you know, there's kind of like an elk's lodge, right, that's like the Freemasons, basically, and there's a lot of stuff.
00:07:18.640 Even the main antagonist is a pyramid with an eye on it, right?
00:07:24.160 Tower Gang is biblical.
00:07:25.600 Aren't you guys the gang building the Tower of Babel?
00:07:28.080 I guess so.
00:07:29.000 Yeah, sort of.
00:07:29.380 I guess so.
00:07:29.880 It all connects, doesn't it?
00:07:32.020 But I found out recently that Gravity Falls was inspired by Twin Peaks.
00:07:36.100 I had no idea that it's basically like Twin Peaks for children.
00:07:41.780 Whoa.
00:07:42.700 Yeah, and I think there was even – the creator of Gravity Falls reached out to – what's homeboy's name that died that created Twin Peaks?
00:07:52.020 He died recently.
00:07:52.920 I really don't.
00:07:54.040 I forget his name, but I know who you're talking about.
00:07:55.880 So apparently they reached out to that guy to kind of get his blessing to go forward with this project.
00:08:01.060 So it's a pretty cool show, you know, and I just find it interesting that they're realizing there's a market for – David Lynch.
00:08:10.280 Thank you, Jen.
00:08:11.620 Jesus, look at this.
00:08:12.940 Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
00:08:13.860 That's the main protagonist.
00:08:14.960 His name is Bill, which I think is funny because it reminds me of kind of like a Bill –
00:08:19.000 Protagonist or antagonist?
00:08:20.840 Antagonist.
00:08:21.280 He is the main baddie in the series.
00:08:24.260 And so, honestly, it's a great – they took a lot of time and care to make that show and to fill it with all of this esoteric fun stuff.
00:08:33.140 So I don't know if I'm inundating my son with all kinds of symbolism that's brainwashing him or if this is fine.
00:08:41.460 But, I mean, I've been watching it with him.
00:08:42.800 It's a lot of fun.
00:08:43.380 It's one of his favorite things.
00:08:45.000 Yeah, I like it already from what I'm – look at this dude.
00:08:47.420 This guy, Grunkle Stan with a –
00:08:50.380 Grunkle Stan is a Jew.
00:08:52.020 He's a Jew, but he's got like a Freemason hat on.
00:08:55.580 What the fuck is going on?
00:08:56.580 Yeah, he's kind of like –
00:08:57.600 He looks like Mika Dank.
00:08:58.280 He's kind of like the Mason.
00:09:00.860 Right?
00:09:01.620 It's very good.
00:09:02.980 He looks like Mika Dank.
00:09:05.520 Oh, that sucks.
00:09:06.680 Apparently, Shannon Emerson says Gravity Falls got canceled and ends on a cliffhanger.
00:09:11.680 Damn, that's a bummer because it's very easy to get invested in it.
00:09:15.700 It's pretty entertaining.
00:09:17.860 You know, with the – oh, there you go.
00:09:19.220 Emily's kids watch it too, and her brothers also watch it.
00:09:22.980 So it's a good one.
00:09:24.660 It's a good one.
00:09:26.280 But who knows what it's filling my child's mind with.
00:09:30.560 But, you know, it's cool because he has these questions about these conspiratorial topics
00:09:34.660 because of that show, and we get to have these conversations.
00:09:36.420 Okay, so boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.
00:09:39.640 I had my first experience with something when I was about nine, seeing a Tic Tac UFO in the sky as I was on a road trip.
00:09:47.800 It was red and green lights in the center hovering over Horsetooth Mountain Range in Fort Collins, Colorado.
00:09:55.820 That was when it was pretty much solidified that a lot of what was going on – or I'm sorry, a lot of what I was reading had weight to it.
00:10:06.500 Fast forward to high school.
00:10:07.800 I had a few things happen here and there, but nothing that could match to the shit I went through from high school up to about four-ish years ago.
00:10:14.960 I had a small group of friends that were all weirdos.
00:10:17.860 We were the outcast bunch and were definitely considered the goth band skater group, if you will.
00:10:25.620 One evening, me and two other friends were hanging out at one of my buddy's trailers,
00:10:31.760 and we were outside fucking around with weapons of all sorts as night fell.
00:10:36.240 We noticed a street light on the corner flickering on and off to what we were doing.
00:10:42.300 Huh.
00:10:43.380 Flickering on and off to what you were doing.
00:10:45.360 He says, we stopped as we started to notice the flickering and said to each other,
00:10:50.300 hey, let's try to get this light to turn on or off with our minds.
00:10:55.420 Huh.
00:10:56.300 That's a strange inclination to suddenly have.
00:11:00.500 We sat in a circle, triangle, as we tried our experiment.
00:11:05.340 Much to our amazement, when we closed our eyes and focused, it shut off.
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00:12:37.640 The second we relaxed, it turned back on.
00:12:40.560 Could it have been a coincidence?
00:12:41.980 Sure.
00:12:42.720 But we did this about 20 to 30 times in a row, each without fail.
00:12:47.540 And we would even try waiting a few minutes in between, thinking that it was on a time signature.
00:12:54.480 Fucking nope.
00:12:56.840 Whether we tried every five seconds or five minutes, on and off, on and off, we couldn't believe it.
00:13:03.280 I should also mention that at times we would put our hands nearly together without touching,
00:13:08.440 and we couldn't believe what we felt, the heat, or that we felt the heat from each other increase,
00:13:14.220 and even a wind coming from our hands.
00:13:16.840 Oh, dude, this is great.
00:13:18.880 He says, I know it sounds like a fairy tale, but it gets crazier.
00:13:21.160 This is...
00:13:21.680 Yeah, man, we've seen the black people do that, right?
00:13:24.040 That's exactly what I was going to say, and those are my favorite black people, actually.
00:13:28.640 Yeah.
00:13:29.180 What are we calling them?
00:13:30.300 They're not just anime blacks, but like telekinesis blacks.
00:13:33.960 Yeah, yeah.
00:13:36.280 Something that's worth...
00:13:37.840 Wait.
00:13:40.100 Something that's worth noting here.
00:13:42.740 When we were...
00:13:44.160 Right now, we're having that egg UFO disclosure thing happen, and there's that bald guy that was like, you know,
00:13:50.200 possessed by the spirit of the divine feminine.
00:13:52.060 Well, he went off, and he said that human beings have latent psionic abilities,
00:13:58.040 and then he went on to say that there are three people, three types of people that have a proclivity for psionic abilities.
00:14:07.820 One, children.
00:14:08.940 Two, women.
00:14:11.100 And three, homosexual men.
00:14:14.200 And I think that that's very fascinating.
00:14:16.020 I'm not saying that...
00:14:16.700 Well, obviously, in this particular instance, they're children, right?
00:14:19.880 And it starts to...
00:14:22.680 It raises a chicken or egg type of question.
00:14:28.140 And by that, I mean, are these people...
00:14:32.260 There we go.
00:14:35.360 He said nothing about black men.
00:14:36.760 But that guy clearly, clearly has psionic abilities.
00:14:43.360 There's something going on here.
00:14:45.000 There is something going on here.
00:14:46.360 I don't know if it has anything to do with the wind coming off his body while he rushes past the candles,
00:14:50.340 or if this is his Yakubian force field that's manipulating.
00:14:56.980 So, okay.
00:14:58.020 It's either that or black people are gay.
00:14:58.940 So the question then becomes, are they more sensitive, gays, women, and children,
00:15:03.840 or are spiritual entities more inclined to manipulate and influence them?
00:15:12.120 And I would argue that it is the latter.
00:15:15.420 Because men are the spiritual household of the...
00:15:17.760 Or the spiritual leader of the household.
00:15:19.240 And so it would make sense that if you were an entity seeking to subvert or infiltrate,
00:15:25.520 that you would start with the weakest members of the household being women and children, right?
00:15:30.040 And then, of course, gay men, it seems that there's a spiritual imbalance there.
00:15:34.360 So I would say that they're probably also particularly vulnerable.
00:15:37.560 But I just thought that was interesting because after this guy championed this, like, divine feminine spirit that he felt,
00:15:43.960 he then goes on to say, yeah, it's gay.
00:15:45.860 And I'm like, which one are you, dog?
00:15:47.520 You're not a woman and you're not a child.
00:15:51.880 He's an elderly, bald, gay man.
00:15:54.600 And that's why he was able to channel this divine spirit.
00:15:57.720 Okay.
00:15:58.020 Do you want to take it from here?
00:16:01.980 Right here, I think it was.
00:16:02.940 Yeah.
00:16:03.120 So he says, it sounds like a fairy tale, but it gets crazier.
00:16:06.100 So with the same friends, we sat and tried scrying over candle fires.
00:16:10.920 What's scrying?
00:16:11.920 I'm familiar with the term.
00:16:13.080 It's like a witchcraft sort of term.
00:16:14.700 Yeah.
00:16:15.380 Scrying, I believe, is where you use, like, a polished black surface.
00:16:21.480 Like, obsidian works really well for, like, a black mirror type of an effect.
00:16:25.640 And what happens is it becomes, like, a sort of a two-way communication device between you and the spiritual world.
00:16:31.800 But it's never good in my experience.
00:16:34.920 Like a crystal ball.
00:16:35.860 Like a crystal ball, yeah.
00:16:37.400 Okay.
00:16:38.020 That's really stupid to do.
00:16:39.760 But all right.
00:16:40.900 They did that over a candle fire and water in a bowl.
00:16:45.520 The water would ripple.
00:16:46.500 The fire would move to and fro at our thoughts.
00:16:50.040 I thought I was a fucking wizard.
00:16:51.960 This guy, I think this guy might be black.
00:16:53.440 I still, to this day, have no explanation for that and have yet to try it again in some time since.
00:17:00.100 As I'm typing this, I wonder if I could do it again.
00:17:02.040 I wouldn't do it, Sloan.
00:17:03.700 Yeah.
00:17:04.600 But hold tight.
00:17:05.360 My experiences get even more wild.
00:17:07.000 So he's just saying that they were scrying and moving the water with their thoughts.
00:17:14.180 That's interesting.
00:17:15.120 You know what upsets me about that is, like, when I see black people creating tornadoes, I do get jealous.
00:17:21.860 I get jealous.
00:17:22.800 And I go, why am I going to let other people have a capital on these fun abilities?
00:17:28.140 Maybe I should figure out how to do the fun abilities.
00:17:30.500 You know, so you, like, you take a piece of tinfoil and if you fold it a little bit and put it on the table, you can try to fucking move it.
00:17:36.740 But then I'm like, ah, but what if it's fucking demons?
00:17:39.380 It's probably demons.
00:17:40.740 Yeah.
00:17:41.160 Well, listen, guys, if you really, if you want to do without demons at the $33 level here, we're not saying that it does, but it may come with telekinesis.
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00:17:58.380 Fast forward a couple years out of high school.
00:18:00.800 I'd since had found a few, I since have had a few ghost experiences, a few EVP readings here and there, knockings, shadows in the corners, nothing crazy.
00:18:11.720 My friends and I would have a ball going graveyard hunting.
00:18:14.820 We would all drive around Colorado.
00:18:17.540 I think he's white now.
00:18:18.500 I've totally flipped on it.
00:18:19.520 He's white.
00:18:20.300 Yeah.
00:18:20.620 Yeah.
00:18:20.780 You're white doing wigger things.
00:18:22.580 Yes.
00:18:23.460 We would drive all around.
00:18:25.280 It's funny, right?
00:18:25.940 Like the black activity of like trying to gain these kind of powers.
00:18:33.200 Yeah.
00:18:33.560 It has a strange overlap with emo white kids.
00:18:36.800 So very hard to tell.
00:18:37.560 But where the overlap doesn't happen outside of the Venn diagram centerpiece is graveyard visitations.
00:18:44.360 That's totally not a black people thing.
00:18:45.880 Black people do not fuck around in graveyards.
00:18:47.940 And look to Adriano, Optimistic Bear's point.
00:18:50.840 He said, what if it's just the science of magnetism?
00:18:53.460 We all have magnetic fields.
00:18:55.360 That is the thing that keeps me from totally dismissing.
00:18:58.440 I know we have a discernible electromagnetic field around our bodies, and part of me does suspect that we're manipulating that somehow.
00:19:08.240 I hope it's us, and I hope it's not like a demon that's like doing the thing, and then we're taking credit for it.
00:19:14.340 You know what I mean?
00:19:14.800 It's like you think that you're doing telekinesis.
00:19:16.560 It's really just a disembodied spirit nudging something, and then you're like, oh, great success.
00:19:22.040 I'm the best.
00:19:23.120 I'm the best.
00:19:23.840 All right, so they drive around Colorado looking for unique, dilapidated, cool-looking graveyards.
00:19:30.580 During one of our rides, we went to one small town of about 2,000 people population and found our favorite one.
00:19:38.160 We would visit this graveyard about once every week or two.
00:19:42.240 Some days, the vibe of the surroundings would be welcoming, warm, calm, and serene.
00:19:46.520 Other days, our hairs would stand on our necks.
00:19:48.640 This particular graveyard had everything from Freemasons, war heroes, Japanese soldiers, and people from the 1800s.
00:19:56.600 In one of the corners of the cemetery, it even had a fairy portal.
00:20:02.120 What?
00:20:02.840 A circle of mushrooms.
00:20:05.020 I've never heard of a fairy.
00:20:06.500 Oh, yeah, I've heard of that.
00:20:08.740 There's inexplicable perfect circles of mushrooms that you'll find in the forest.
00:20:13.180 People call them fairy portals, yeah.
00:20:14.760 Yeah, I've never heard of that.
00:20:17.920 Very interesting.
00:20:18.900 Let me see.
00:20:19.560 So a fairy portal is often referred to as a circle of mushrooms.
00:20:24.280 It's called a fairy ring, and it's naturally occurring.
00:20:27.440 It appears in grasslands or wooded areas caused by fungi.
00:20:31.680 Of course, people are going to speculate as to what it is.
00:20:35.700 One evening, we showed up around midnight, and during this night, as we approached the gates, there was this feeling of anger between the four of us in the car.
00:20:45.020 We stopped near the entrance, and in the dust from the dirt road, it looked as if it were five hooded figures at the entrance.
00:20:54.560 Oh, that's fascinating.
00:20:57.440 Look at that.
00:20:57.820 Yeah, yeah, it is pretty.
00:20:59.140 I mean, you could see how stumbling upon that in the forest would make you feel like something's going on here, but you're definitely left with no answers.
00:21:08.060 Just a ring of mushrooms.
00:21:09.360 Man, it kind of reminds me of that guy Justin from Cryptids of the Corn when he's talking about that one giant organism that basically controlled the entire forest.
00:21:23.460 Yeah, Bob, I think he called it.
00:21:25.380 It's a mycelia.
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00:24:36.680 Yeah, yeah.
00:24:37.520 It's interesting that they would manifest itself that way.
00:24:40.360 All right.
00:24:40.900 So, it looked as if there were five hooded figures at the entrance.
00:24:46.340 No features could be made out of them other than, like, ethereal, almost smoke-like.
00:24:51.820 They had a smoke-like look to them.
00:24:54.000 The one in the middle was tall, very tall, around 10 to 12 feet if I had to estimate,
00:24:58.860 but it could have been more.
00:25:00.520 We made a U-turn and hightailed it out of there.
00:25:02.900 Weird, right?
00:25:04.160 What's even more odd is when it happened again in another cemetery.
00:25:08.200 We went to a much larger one in a city, and as we were...
00:25:11.740 Yeah, it's like these people are always...
00:25:13.180 They're like, yeah, I don't know.
00:25:14.140 We got chased out by some hooded figures in a cemetery.
00:25:16.320 Let's try a different cemetery.
00:25:17.800 We should ask Colin, what do you do when the cemetery is, like, completely full?
00:25:21.800 Because so many people die.
00:25:23.400 Like, you just abandon it and then build another one.
00:25:26.460 I wonder.
00:25:26.860 Eventually, people build over that.
00:25:27.920 He's like, I'll tell you when we get to that point.
00:25:31.940 Yeah, we're not full yet, but we'll move it around.
00:25:35.060 I mean, I used to live in a place called...
00:25:36.980 It was Coney Island, but as you leave the peninsula, it's a place called Gravesend.
00:25:41.940 And the lore is that it's called Gravesend because it was the Gravesend all the way to the peninsula of Coney Island.
00:25:48.520 All these dead Indians buried there, and then right there is where the graves end, and then you move into Bensonhurst and so on.
00:25:55.080 So it's interesting.
00:25:55.960 We just, like, built buildings over dead people, whatever.
00:25:58.940 Happens.
00:25:59.420 It happens a lot.
00:26:00.300 Yeah.
00:26:00.480 I was watching a video that's going viral on TikTok right now of a guy who is in a school.
00:26:06.080 He's a janitor overnight or security overnight, one of the two.
00:26:09.660 And the school was built on a cemetery, and he bothered to mention that.
00:26:13.860 But then he said the reason he started the video is because, for whatever reason, the kids threw a party in the classroom, and he was cleaning up the mess.
00:26:21.380 So it's just a bunch of confetti and balloons left over.
00:26:24.140 And one balloon in particular just follows the guy, like, just drifts and follows him throughout the hallways.
00:26:29.120 And it almost seems fake because he's black and he doesn't run away.
00:26:32.800 But he does end up showing his, like, co-workers the video.
00:26:36.820 And their response to it seems so genuine that I was like, maybe this motherfucker is.
00:26:41.100 So, I mean, yeah, there's no shortage of stories about being built or, you know, a place being built on a burial ground, a Native American burial ground, and all the haunting that comes with that.
00:26:52.080 Yeah, yeah.
00:26:52.700 Definitely not good.
00:26:54.380 Anyway, weird, right?
00:26:55.960 What's more odd is when they happen to get another cemetery, a much larger one, in a city.
00:26:59.740 So they just go to another one.
00:27:00.820 So, the same style of hooded figures were seen walking around in the distance as we were there.
00:27:06.980 This time, only three of them.
00:27:09.700 But one of them being obnoxiously tall yet again.
00:27:13.640 Just as all of us saw the figures, we got the same feeling that we had in the small town cemetery.
00:27:18.980 Once again, we fucked right out of there.
00:27:21.940 One of my friends said that she felt like it was following us.
00:27:25.480 Was it the same entity?
00:27:26.800 Entities, we still don't know, but one can only wonder.
00:27:30.820 Hmm.
00:27:31.660 And he continues on, uh, we were the type of friends to hold celebration ceremonies.
00:27:36.200 The hell does that mean?
00:27:37.380 I started to leak into the Wiccan community and began making altars, scrying, tarot readings.
00:27:45.600 I had friends into the same kind of thing.
00:27:48.340 We would hold Samhain parties, Yule parties, etc.
00:27:51.960 One of my roommates began to have experiences that would take over him.
00:27:57.280 He would have reoccurring dreams, mood swings, and issues with everything.
00:28:01.920 By the way, the Samhain thing is, um, that goes back to our, is Thanksgiving Nephilim shit episode.
00:28:09.220 Yes.
00:28:09.500 Yeah, so they're, they're adhering to that, um, beginning of winter, end of, end of, uh, fall ceremony, right?
00:28:17.300 Going into the dead.
00:28:18.060 Yeah, these are the, those are the celebration ceremonies that he's talking about.
00:28:20.700 Also, you know, Wiccan was also mentioned in that, uh, that as well.
00:28:24.660 Wiccan, I think, has ties to, uh, um, some of this, like, the Santeria stuff we were talking about yesterday with Clint.
00:28:31.940 Mm-hmm.
00:28:32.740 On, um, and, and the, uh, the cartels.
00:28:35.760 So, whatever, let's keep reading.
00:28:38.320 Uh, he would have reoccurring dreams, mood swings, and issues with everything.
00:28:41.720 Couldn't figure out why, though I have a feeling now.
00:28:44.700 Yeah, well, I wonder why.
00:28:46.320 Mm-hmm.
00:28:46.680 But, you were just scrying and, you know, worshipping fallen deities, and then your friend kind of isn't really himself.
00:28:52.380 So, let's see.
00:28:54.000 No matter if we smudged the house, had ceremonies, or even just opened the windows and said,
00:28:58.800 Hey, fuck off, demons.
00:29:00.520 Not much helped.
00:29:01.940 Right.
00:29:02.600 Well, I don't know what happened.
00:29:05.560 We tried opening the windows and telling them to leave.
00:29:07.680 We offered them burnt sacrifices in the form of sage.
00:29:11.240 Uh, we rubbed shit all over the doorways.
00:29:13.780 And for some reason, yeah, these things wouldn't, wouldn't leave.
00:29:16.400 I don't mean to make fun of the guy, because it's clear he's got his wits about him now.
00:29:20.260 Um, but, you know, and I get it.
00:29:22.680 It's like, in a spiritually bankrupt, uh, country, a lot of us, when we're younger, we're kind of lost in the sauce.
00:29:29.680 It's like, we know that there's something mysterious to this realm, but the church is giving us a very sterilized, you know, stiff, buttoned up kind of a look that we're not interested in.
00:29:41.260 And then on the other side, it's like, well, we're being inundated with entertainment filled with all this, uh, this Wiccan, um, theme.
00:29:49.500 And so it's, it's no wonder why, uh, teenagers move in this direction.
00:29:54.440 So definitely making fun of them, but only, only his teenage self.
00:29:57.780 This is what my aunt did.
00:29:59.200 I, you know, in the story, uh, that episode, uh, Scissors in the Lawn, you can go back, should be on audio, should be on my old channel.
00:30:06.160 But she did the same thing.
00:30:08.300 And, uh, like after she had all these experiences with the hat man and with, you know, the guy named Victor that would basically torture her, she would burn sage.
00:30:19.840 She put scissors in the lawn to like, and I think these things do work, but once they're removed, uh, it's removed.
00:30:26.920 So there's a, you had to go, you have to go, well, I think the scissors in the lawn worked.
00:30:30.480 I think, uh, um, the burning, the sage kind of just, uh, I don't know the situation.
00:30:37.380 Yeah, it's, it's slowed it down at first, but then it comes back heavier.
00:30:41.500 If that makes any sense.
00:30:42.820 Yeah.
00:30:43.120 Yeah.
00:30:43.360 Yeah.
00:30:43.580 These things are like a temporary fix.
00:30:45.280 Um, and sometimes I think that the reason they react like that going away at all is to lull you into a false sense of security.
00:30:51.560 It seems like these, these entities have a real ability to lie dormant for a period of time and then suddenly, uh, re-manifest and it ends up being worse than it was before.
00:31:02.140 You hear that a lot.
00:31:02.960 It felt like, uh, when she explained it with the sage, it felt like, uh, if you took antibiotics and you, but you didn't finish the full dose, you know, so you get to a point where you're like, I'm feeling a little bit better, like a lot better things.
00:31:16.000 So, and then it comes back and it's twice as bad.
00:31:18.480 Now you need something even heavier to, to kill this.
00:31:21.700 And you're going to do a lot of damage to yourself with that as well.
00:31:23.940 This is wild.
00:31:24.980 Uh, shout out Xerox in the chat says, I used to draw sigils on my wall and paint over them.
00:31:29.900 My bad.
00:31:30.620 Whoever lives in that house.
00:31:31.660 Now that's, that's ridiculous.
00:31:33.620 Um, I've seen videos where people, uh, this was actually beautiful.
00:31:38.480 So these people moved into a house and, um, and they went to go do some construction in their attic.
00:31:46.000 And they found that whoever built the house inscribed, um, uh, uh, uh, all, all sorts of biblical verses on all of the two by fours.
00:31:57.580 And I was like, that's cool.
00:31:59.740 Yeah.
00:32:00.240 I've, I've actually seen that in, uh, I think that was in my, my old house when we, uh, I removed the wall.
00:32:06.720 I'll show you some pictures one day.
00:32:08.240 I removed the wall and the wood that was on it had like a, it was this, it was like a two by four, but it was a literal two by four.
00:32:15.080 Not like a one and three quarters by whatever it was three and three quarters.
00:32:19.880 Cause you know, the, the wood that we have now is not to size.
00:32:22.680 Yeah.
00:32:23.080 And it was, it was like a beautiful, it was like this kind of Brown.
00:32:26.680 Like this, uh, like the dragon bowls, like that color almost.
00:32:29.680 Okay.
00:32:30.120 And one of them did have like a scripture written on it.
00:32:32.980 It was like Matthew to some, I don't even remember.
00:32:36.260 Oh, that's my dog.
00:32:36.920 Um, but yeah, that was in the wall.
00:32:39.060 We ended up removing some of that wall and then like, cause we, I had opened it up, but it was, it's interesting.
00:32:44.000 Also the way the wood was, when you looked at the top of it, the green, it had like four times the amount of actual wood grain than the wood that we have now.
00:32:52.880 So it's, it's a house from 1912.
00:32:55.400 That's when it was built.
00:32:56.840 I'm, I'm, I'm trying to find this, um, uh, where this quote would have come from.
00:33:02.520 Um, but one time when I was in a house, uh, I was in an apartment and me and my girlfriend at the time had broke up in the middle of like moving out.
00:33:10.660 Like she basically bounced on me for like another dude.
00:33:13.820 And then I had to like pack up an entire apartment, you know, and, and figure out what to do with all this shit.
00:33:20.000 And it was really, um, super disheartening.
00:33:23.320 Right.
00:33:23.680 As far as being like depressed and shit, like I'm now just in this house alone.
00:33:27.200 She's taking my cats.
00:33:28.140 I didn't have my cats anymore.
00:33:29.160 And I'm just walking through this like disheveled apartment that was like in the process of being moved out of.
00:33:34.560 But eventually since she, you know, moved on, um, there was no reason for her to finish helping or anything like that.
00:33:40.020 So I'm just going through this and I'm, I'm, uh, I, and I'm, I'm fucking like spiraling, right.
00:33:44.820 I'm like 20 years old or 21 years old or something like that.
00:33:47.240 And I'm just spiraling.
00:33:48.460 And, um, and I go into a small coat closet and I just like put my back against the wall and slump down.
00:33:54.540 And I'm just sitting there like crying into my palms like a bitch.
00:33:58.620 And I lift my head up and look up and right in front of me inside the closet.
00:34:03.220 You would only ever see it if you sat inside the closet and looked out towards the door.
00:34:07.540 Um, somebody just wrote, come what may.
00:34:11.100 Uh, and, and it was so strange because it's basically like the way I interpret it is like, um, whatever happens, happens.
00:34:19.880 You know, like there's no sense in like struggling against it.
00:34:24.880 Um, and I think I looked it up at one point and I thought I found like some Shakespearean, um, connection to it or whatever.
00:34:31.780 But I, all I'm saying is it was amazing how those, how those three words come what may, um, like buttoned me up in that moment.
00:34:42.440 And I like stood up, shook it off and said, yeah, this is life and things are going to happen.
00:34:47.980 And whatever happens, happens.
00:34:49.580 And I got my shit together and I got out of there and I never forgot that.
00:34:52.900 Um, but you know, so it's just like, you never know who's going to find this thing.
00:34:56.960 You never know who's going to find Xerox's sigils, uh, under the paint.
00:35:00.840 Or you never know who's going to find the Bible verses you inscribed on your two by fours when you built your house.
00:35:05.640 Um, and what all that shit might mean to somebody else.
00:35:08.360 So just, uh, just an interesting memory that it, that it, uh, provoked.
00:35:11.920 Also, what does it, what does it do?
00:35:13.600 Like that's so man, these sigils, I hope that Xerox was like circling them to keep whatever.
00:35:19.420 Yeah.
00:35:19.900 Yeah.
00:35:21.080 Whatever he's summoning, keep it trapped in there.
00:35:23.440 That's completely unfair.
00:35:24.640 Somebody buys a house and there's just a little bit of paint over a fucking sigil.
00:35:27.680 You're like, dude, I got to replace all the sheetrock in this house now.
00:35:30.840 Thanks.
00:35:31.540 Yeah.
00:35:31.760 I have no idea what's written on this, on the walls of the place that I live.
00:35:34.980 I put, I get, I know I get those fucking, um, landlord specials where they, they just roll over everything.
00:35:40.280 Oh yeah.
00:35:40.800 They roll over the, the light switches.
00:35:42.800 Yeah.
00:35:43.020 You know, they don't give a shit about putting tape on anything.
00:35:46.440 I've been in a house in, uh, in Garrison beach, just like where I used to live.
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00:37:18.340 And when I was younger, I went in this house, and it was like on the walls.
00:37:21.540 These kids had just painted like Nazi swastikas and like, you know, anarchy stars and who knows?
00:37:26.020 Crushing.
00:37:26.780 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:37:27.380 And I'm sure that that house has been sold, and I'm sure that that sheetrock has not been taken down.
00:37:32.920 Maybe it has been, because they went through Hurricane Sandy since then.
00:37:35.660 But like, man, I don't know.
00:37:37.620 I don't know what that means.
00:37:38.600 I often think about that even with my house now.
00:37:41.200 Like, what do these people here do?
00:37:44.520 You never know.
00:37:46.320 Well, look, we are at the 33-minute mark.
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00:38:19.620 All right, so where were we?
00:38:22.380 A few years post.
00:38:24.120 Go ahead and read that.
00:38:25.040 I'm getting rid of the reports.
00:38:27.440 Okay.
00:38:27.860 A few years post, we decided that things were getting weird again.
00:38:31.200 My roommate described his dreams to me finally after things got weird again as he may had had, as he had the same, I'm sorry, he had the reoccurring dreams yet again.
00:38:44.940 He described the entity in his dream as a large, almost 9 to 10 foot man, all naked, pale white, hairless, extremely muscular, but with no reproductive organs.
00:38:58.700 Man, that sounds like, hold on a second, I got one for you.
00:39:05.580 Here, I'm going to bring this up, and you tell me if this fits his description.
00:39:11.380 It sounds like what Faceless saw in that cave, right?
00:39:15.480 Well, fucking, it sounds like this guy to me.
00:39:17.960 Here, let's save that and present, and tell me, read that description again one more time.
00:39:24.580 The entity in his dream had a large, was large, almost 9 to 10 foot man, all naked, pale white, hairless, extremely muscular, no reproductive organ.
00:39:37.460 And now, look at this.
00:39:40.900 Ooh.
00:39:42.220 Yeah.
00:39:42.520 Sounds like the dude from Prometheus.
00:39:48.720 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:39:50.500 Very, very interesting.
00:39:52.020 And that film is a...
00:39:53.400 Research, Prometheus white guy.
00:39:56.480 Yeah, Prometheus knows, I mean, it knows exactly what I'm talking about, too.
00:39:59.920 Sounds a lot like this guy.
00:40:01.280 So, I just thought that was interesting, because that's what that evoked in my mind.
00:40:04.480 Doomsday Cracker said, sounds like Clinturus.
00:40:06.720 Also, yeah.
00:40:07.320 I mean, the dude's just one goatee away.
00:40:09.280 Yeah, if we take that off of him, God only knows what we'll see.
00:40:14.120 Interesting.
00:40:14.640 Okay, so, think the dude's from the Prometheus movie.
00:40:18.280 That's what he says in the next sentence.
00:40:19.700 Oh, shit, does he really?
00:40:20.580 Yeah.
00:40:21.440 He said that his eyes were like flames of hell.
00:40:23.800 No pupils or iris, just fire in his eyes.
00:40:27.140 One day, I guess he saw him during sleep paralysis.
00:40:30.320 Bummer.
00:40:30.740 That made all of us go, oh, shit, this might be fucking real.
00:40:34.620 So, what do our dumbasses do?
00:40:36.640 We break out a Ouija board, of course.
00:40:38.960 He said in parentheses, I know we're fucking retards.
00:40:41.560 Brightside, I don't own the board.
00:40:43.660 Okay.
00:40:44.140 That's a little silver lining, I guess, yeah.
00:40:45.740 Yeah.
00:40:46.580 It was somebody else.
00:40:47.900 It was me, my roommate, my girlfriend at the time, and my dog in the room with nothing
00:40:52.280 but a candle, closed door, and asking questions.
00:40:55.740 The first thing we say is, are you here?
00:40:59.040 And we were hit with a yes.
00:41:01.280 We asked a name.
00:41:02.940 All it gave us was Ed.
00:41:04.320 Oh, shit, shout out Ed Mabry.
00:41:05.840 Ed Mabry's in your house.
00:41:08.300 Yeah, he might be dropping some knowledge on you.
00:41:10.220 Okay.
00:41:10.420 He's there for Bible studies, baby.
00:41:12.280 After it said that, it sounded as if on the outside of the door, someone leaned their back
00:41:20.020 against the door, slid down, and just sat there.
00:41:23.600 Okay.
00:41:23.940 We could feel this.
00:41:25.820 That's a little disturbing, especially considering if the door opens outwards.
00:41:30.580 Not good.
00:41:32.980 We could feel this presence, and we had fucking heard the noise of something sliding and sitting.
00:41:39.800 We asked if he was outside the door, and he said yes.
00:41:43.380 I'm getting chills and shivers just typing this.
00:41:45.860 Oh, no.
00:41:47.080 Yeah.
00:41:47.720 That's when you know the spook is real, when you're recapping the events and you get chills.
00:41:51.840 Yeah.
00:41:52.160 You're getting autopiloerection.
00:41:53.820 That's right.
00:41:54.540 I wouldn't say auto.
00:41:55.560 I don't know if he's special like me, dude.
00:41:57.040 I don't know if you get autopiloerection.
00:41:59.480 Involuntary piloerection.
00:42:00.700 There you go.
00:42:01.300 There you go.
00:42:01.880 Okay.
00:42:02.080 So, we asked if he was a good or bad entity.
00:42:05.700 No answer.
00:42:06.660 That means bad.
00:42:07.960 You're allowed to test the spirits.
00:42:10.280 So, we asked if it could stop bothering my roommate.
00:42:13.240 Nothing.
00:42:14.140 But we knew it was there.
00:42:16.120 My dog stared at the door without a sound.
00:42:19.180 Mind you, before we started, he was pacing the room and whining because he didn't like being confined.
00:42:23.620 But the second we started to speak to the entity, silence.
00:42:26.580 He had few to say, but yes and no, very easily.
00:42:34.600 Strange.
00:42:35.580 Also, mind you, we didn't have a salt circle.
00:42:39.700 In an athemy dagger and smudge.
00:42:44.920 Do you know what an athemy dagger is?
00:42:50.460 Okay, we're going to look that up.
00:42:53.220 Oh, you're muted or something.
00:42:56.580 I'm sorry, my bad.
00:42:58.080 It's a black-handled, double-edged dagger used in some neo-pagan and Wiccan rituals.
00:43:04.240 So, I don't know if you want to pull this up, but there's a couple of images.
00:43:07.160 It's just really like a ceremonial dagger.
00:43:09.820 Very common.
00:43:11.160 I suppose that you would need that when you're summoning this sort of an entity.
00:43:14.900 I don't fucking know why.
00:43:15.640 Seems that way.
00:43:16.520 Would you mind continuing reading on?
00:43:18.020 I have to go to the bathroom real bad.
00:43:19.360 He's got to piss this guy.
00:43:20.520 Yeah, I'll do it.
00:43:21.940 It's because he's got one ball.
00:43:23.320 So, there's really not much storage space there.
00:43:25.900 So, you know, he can do his autopilot erection and really make the goosebumps on his arms stick up.
00:43:31.720 But when it comes to piss retention, very poor.
00:43:35.540 Let's continue.
00:43:36.120 Don't do the same shit I did, people.
00:43:40.240 Even if you do it all properly.
00:43:42.480 He puts that in parentheses.
00:43:44.640 After a short session and no answer, after a while of asking a few more questions, we said goodbye.
00:43:50.200 Cut the energy.
00:43:51.520 Smudged the house and culled it a day.
00:43:53.700 Shit was unexplainable.
00:43:55.400 This entity would come and go throughout the years.
00:43:57.720 But after a while, things stopped and I assumed it went dormant or maybe left.
00:44:02.540 Little did I know that it may have went in me as well.
00:44:06.960 Whoa.
00:44:08.160 Whoa.
00:44:09.040 Yeah, this is a...
00:44:11.960 This is...
00:44:12.780 It seems like a common thing.
00:44:14.640 My cousin, who I'm going to be interviewing on this show, I think we'll do a Nephilim Death Squad Chronicles with her.
00:44:21.720 I think she may have a similar phenomenon.
00:44:24.720 I think a lot of people have gone through this same thing.
00:44:29.900 Let's continue reading.
00:44:31.220 After this, I had my life flipped upside down.
00:44:34.780 I had moved towns.
00:44:36.660 I started to delve into drugs.
00:44:38.740 Started to drink heavily.
00:44:40.320 And I partied.
00:44:41.700 All right, David's back.
00:44:43.860 What did I miss?
00:44:45.560 Yeah, basically, they wrapped it up.
00:44:48.380 The thing said yes, no a couple times.
00:44:50.040 They were like, this is weird.
00:44:52.120 It showed itself for a couple of years.
00:44:55.240 The entity, it would come and go.
00:44:56.580 And then it just stopped completely.
00:44:58.020 And he says he thought that it was gone, but now he's starting to think that it might have been inside of him.
00:45:06.440 Yeah, David doesn't wash his hands.
00:45:09.240 And I said, it's very possible that this thing did go inside of you, and it's still there.
00:45:14.820 So his life was flipped upside down.
00:45:17.120 He moved towns.
00:45:17.820 Started to delve into drugs.
00:45:19.200 Drink heavily.
00:45:20.180 Partying.
00:45:20.560 Got into a fight, and his mom got scared and said he's moving to with his auntie and uncle in Bel Air.
00:45:24.740 That's right.
00:45:25.580 What's the forecast when it came near?
00:45:27.360 I wanted to numb the world.
00:45:30.460 My depression got worse.
00:45:31.620 I got into debt.
00:45:32.620 Began having sleep paralysis.
00:45:34.400 Got into trouble.
00:45:35.500 Could barely sleep.
00:45:36.820 Barely functioned properly, but I knew how to party fucking hardy.
00:45:40.460 Nice.
00:45:41.360 Yeah.
00:45:41.820 I became a severe alcoholic after this and abused drugs for more than I should have.
00:45:47.180 Lost friendships.
00:45:48.200 Lost relationships.
00:45:49.600 Lost places to live.
00:45:50.940 Cars.
00:45:51.380 Money.
00:45:51.700 You name it.
00:45:52.220 I fucked my life up.
00:45:54.600 Damn, kid.
00:45:55.440 When I hit rock bottom, like Earth's mantle level, I had been drinking a handle.
00:46:02.920 Yes, 1.75 liter of vodka a day.
00:46:05.900 Damn, son.
00:46:07.400 I got into an altercation with a girl I was with for sleeping with her friend in our house.
00:46:12.700 Was suicidal.
00:46:14.140 Got the cops called on me.
00:46:15.880 Was taken by police to a friend's house where I could stay for a few months.
00:46:20.360 Lost my home, a lot of my stuff, and my dignity.
00:46:23.280 I have, I've known a lot of people like this, man, just because they're like being homeless.
00:46:28.320 The friends that you make aren't typically people that have their shit together.
00:46:32.220 And I've watched so many people like, you know, screaming that they're going to hurt themselves.
00:46:38.740 And you got to decide whether or not you're going to call the fucking cops or something like that.
00:46:42.120 And this person is like, you know, drunk out of their mind.
00:46:45.200 And one of my only experiences with mushrooms, I took five grams of mushrooms and my buddy came to pick me up and was going to bring me to his place to come and hang out.
00:47:00.600 And when we got to his place, his brother was in the backyard, had finished a handle, like one of the ones like, you know, I don't know what the milliliters on that is, but a handle of Captain Morgan.
00:47:13.800 Um, the one that's actually got like the jug handle on it and, and he was, uh, completely like incoherent talking in a voice that was like, I've only ever heard the voice come from like homeless, alcoholic old men.
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00:48:31.080 Where like, they almost talk.
00:48:33.560 Like it's such a raspy, like it's an unbelievably raspy voice.
00:48:37.420 Um, and, uh, just watching him like from this, this, you know, point of view that I'm coming from where I'm like fucking having this, what feels like enlightenment or some shit like that.
00:48:50.820 Um, because of the mushrooms, everything about the mushroom experience was about understanding people's like motivators and, and why they behave the way they do and where it all stems from.
00:49:01.300 And, and it was very weird and insightful.
00:49:03.820 Um, but then to have, to be in that mode where I'm like, I'm examining my own behavior.
00:49:09.460 Why do I say the things that I say and do the things that I do?
00:49:12.600 Oh, that's why like over and over again.
00:49:15.300 And then I meet this guy who's going through this.
00:49:18.120 And the only thing that I have in my mind is this function of like, analyze, understand, and empathize.
00:49:24.680 That's exactly like the loop that I'm stuck in.
00:49:27.200 So I'm just looking at this guy.
00:49:28.520 It was fucking horrifying.
00:49:29.560 Honestly, I felt terrible.
00:49:31.420 Um, but yeah, I've seen too many people do that.
00:49:33.860 So what this guy's describing is like fucking, that was like a weekend occurrence for me for a period.
00:49:38.780 Not for me, but seeing people do it.
00:49:41.180 Jeez, man.
00:49:42.360 Yeah, dude.
00:49:43.820 All right.
00:49:44.200 I mean, that's like, it's crazy.
00:49:46.020 That's often where the drugs lead, huh?
00:49:47.960 Mm-hmm.
00:49:48.520 That's where it goes, man.
00:49:50.360 All right.
00:49:50.740 So he goes, I was in the shitter.
00:49:52.520 The friend's house I was at had a pit fire in the backyard.
00:49:54.820 And one day I lit a fire and prayed.
00:49:57.400 I prayed my heart out to Jesus asking for help and salvation.
00:50:01.860 I wanted something, anything to help me.
00:50:04.960 After that, I called my mother.
00:50:07.740 Coincidentally, her and my stepdad were buying a two-level house around this time that I had no clue about.
00:50:13.580 And they were just about to close on it in their town about two and a half hours from where I was.
00:50:19.260 They said I can come stay in the basement and to get my shit together.
00:50:24.200 Jesus fucking heard me.
00:50:26.060 That's awesome.
00:50:27.120 Yeah.
00:50:27.340 I spent the last month at my friend's house getting my affairs in order.
00:50:30.940 And during this time at work, I surprisingly held a job through all this.
00:50:34.660 I met my now fiance during the turmoil.
00:50:37.240 Wow.
00:50:38.060 Yeah.
00:50:38.440 She's an avid Christian and the light to my darkness.
00:50:41.480 She could see the potential in me and help me through the issues.
00:50:44.260 I was unexpectedly able to move back to my old town where I spent most of my life.
00:50:49.500 He's moved around a lot, he said.
00:50:52.160 I began my sobriety journey.
00:50:54.440 Weaned myself off liquor.
00:50:55.840 Got myself into shape doing the 75 hard program.
00:51:01.180 I don't know what that is.
00:51:02.360 Definitely recommend it.
00:51:02.760 That sounds like almost like a P90X type of situation.
00:51:07.940 Okay.
00:51:08.240 Actually, I think that's what fucking Cole said.
00:51:11.060 It's like something about like reading 75 pages, doing something like that.
00:51:15.800 Really?
00:51:16.280 I thought it was, I thought it was fucking.
00:51:18.380 No, it's like, it's like workouts as well, but.
00:51:20.540 Oh, okay.
00:51:20.920 It is workouts.
00:51:21.460 Yeah.
00:51:21.920 It's a, I don't know.
00:51:23.340 I think it's something like that.
00:51:24.680 So he says, I definitely recommend shout out to Andy for Sela.
00:51:28.140 He started to get his life back on track.
00:51:30.460 My mom and I would have discussions about God and Jesus and everything in between.
00:51:35.060 And to be honest, I had a hard time trying to understand and learn a lot.
00:51:38.900 But a lot of what she said was the same stuff that we say.
00:51:42.680 Hello.
00:51:44.020 You schizo gentlemen, my mother, my fiance and many others have brought me closer to God.
00:51:49.080 Oh, thanks.
00:51:50.220 We didn't do anything.
00:51:51.460 We're just, we do a podcast.
00:51:53.440 So I'm glad you find, I'm glad that this has been the side effect of it.
00:51:57.500 But please don't call us podcasters.
00:51:59.020 It's very insulting.
00:52:00.240 Yeah.
00:52:00.540 It's a, we are content creators.
00:52:04.540 We're influencers.
00:52:06.120 Oh God.
00:52:07.000 Now I'm going to kill myself.
00:52:10.280 I've asked for my curses to be lifted.
00:52:13.020 I've asked to be one and only with God and will continue to do so.
00:52:17.320 It's brought life to me and to it and, and to another.
00:52:21.300 Interesting.
00:52:22.720 During this time, my fiance got pregnant with our son.
00:52:25.400 That's great, dude.
00:52:26.380 Oh, crushing.
00:52:27.200 That's awesome.
00:52:28.100 Yeah.
00:52:28.540 He's my world, my everything.
00:52:30.420 Now you're getting kind of gay.
00:52:32.060 Um, but please go on, go on.
00:52:35.500 Please continue.
00:52:36.320 Yeah.
00:52:36.820 He helps solidify everything, uh, together with me and God.
00:52:40.220 I finally believe.
00:52:42.120 I forgot to mention I was raised a mixture of Baptist and Lutheran.
00:52:46.200 I think I didn't pay much attention.
00:52:47.520 And I feel like church is part of what drove me away from religion.
00:52:50.760 Yeah.
00:52:51.080 Many such cases.
00:52:52.620 I had some disdain and I'm still very weary of the church, but my heart lays with God.
00:52:58.960 Since then, no more sleep paralysis, no more feeling of dread, no more suicidal tendencies.
00:53:04.420 Uh, good band.
00:53:05.440 They are pretty good band.
00:53:06.280 I see what you did there.
00:53:07.120 Yeah.
00:53:07.360 I feel like I'm a new fucking person, almost as if my 18s to 30s were a fever dream, man.
00:53:14.680 Yeah.
00:53:15.040 This is, this is a crazy testimony.
00:53:17.460 I'm now sober from drugs for about five years, sober from drinking four years come May.
00:53:22.260 My son's doing great.
00:53:23.500 And I have a massive family now of three stepkids along with my son.
00:53:27.800 I wouldn't trade it for anything.
00:53:29.520 And I have no one to thank except Jesus.
00:53:31.780 That's awesome, man.
00:53:33.000 That's really awesome.
00:53:34.340 Yeah.
00:53:34.560 This is, this is a cool story.
00:53:35.860 It's so much more that happened between these series of events.
00:53:38.700 Like when we got chased by demons in a truck, the truck got scratched and I had my first
00:53:44.640 cigarette due to the stress or the time when I held the necklace that felt like the physical
00:53:50.260 embodiment of pure malice and evil that appeared from a friend out of nowhere or my drug induced
00:53:56.560 demons I saw.
00:53:58.720 I have content for days and would love even a small chance to verbally speak with either
00:54:03.700 you, either of you.
00:54:05.860 Uh, in the least bit, you, uh, hear your, hear your guys analysis of my Nephilim shit.
00:54:11.440 That might be interesting.
00:54:12.700 Yeah, that's cool.
00:54:13.560 We're actually, um, because we're working on a documentary with somebody, uh, that has
00:54:18.560 a bunch of experiences.
00:54:19.420 And part of what we wanted to do was actually have him on, um, we won't do them a lot, but
00:54:25.500 I do think it's appropriate, uh, occasionally to do a, a, uh, NDS Chronicles with somebody
00:54:31.720 in studio depends on, uh, the story and things of that nature.
00:54:35.560 So, uh, that, well, I could be open to, to something like that.
00:54:39.180 Yeah.
00:54:39.580 Yeah.
00:54:39.740 Yeah.
00:54:39.940 Definitely.
00:54:40.360 Just don't, uh, put, don't bring any, uh, fucking demons over here, but that would be
00:54:43.940 great.
00:54:44.560 Uh, all right.
00:54:45.080 So let's see, let's finish off the last paragraph.
00:54:47.220 Uh, thank you for taking the time to read my testimony of weird shit.
00:54:49.960 I'm sorry.
00:54:50.440 It took us like, uh, over a month to get to you, but we are retarded.
00:54:53.460 So, uh, he goes, you guys are a massive inspiration for me and make me want to get into podcasting
00:54:58.660 myself.
00:54:58.940 Don't do it.
00:55:00.020 I sincerely.
00:55:00.380 No, you should do it.
00:55:01.260 You should definitely do it.
00:55:02.500 Um, we're in the, we're in the business of giving bad advice.
00:55:06.340 I guess do it.
00:55:07.040 This is a podcasting is a weird thing.
00:55:10.000 Well, it's a weird thing.
00:55:11.040 Um, and there's no like real path to knowing, you know, whether or not it's going to be successful,
00:55:16.020 how long that's going to take or anything like that.
00:55:17.940 Um, but I, if it, if it calls to you, man, a hundred percent, a hundred percent, don't,
00:55:22.640 don't spend your time doing something that doesn't call to you.
00:55:26.680 Yeah.
00:55:27.440 That's the weird part.
00:55:28.440 It's like a lot of the things that I've done in my life, people ask me, they're like, well,
00:55:32.420 how did you do this?
00:55:33.300 And I'll tell them like, I don't really know how I do it.
00:55:36.520 It's a, I do it wrong.
00:55:38.320 Like graphic design.
00:55:39.720 I, I still do it completely wrong.
00:55:41.780 If you, if you look at, uh, what they do in school.
00:55:45.300 Uh, but I've been sort of successful with it.
00:55:47.880 So yeah, you're going to have to, if you're doing something weird like this, you got to
00:55:51.020 carve your own path.
00:55:51.780 It's about creativity and I don't know, thinking outside the box, but that's the fun part.
00:55:57.220 Right.
00:55:58.000 Yeah.
00:55:58.340 Yeah.
00:55:58.660 Yeah, absolutely.
00:55:59.420 Uh, unless you want something that's on rails where everything is, you know, you get, uh,
00:56:04.200 a promotion, you get an assistant manager's position, you get a general manager's position,
00:56:08.520 you get a district manager's position, you know what I mean?
00:56:10.440 Like that kind of a pathway where everything's laid out for you, or you could go on an adventure.
00:56:14.980 And if it calls to you, I highly recommend doing it, but don't come and complain to me
00:56:18.280 when it doesn't work out, but that doesn't mean it won't.
00:56:21.280 Yeah.
00:56:21.800 Who knows?
00:56:22.640 All right.
00:56:22.780 So anyway, I sincerely hope you take the time to read a breakdown of what could have happened.
00:56:28.240 Uh, to read a breakdown, what could have happened to me and my friends and how it all
00:56:33.300 could have been biblical occurrences.
00:56:35.180 Thank you guys.
00:56:35.980 And keep up the good work Sloan.
00:56:38.300 I don't know what that means.
00:56:39.200 I'll take, I'll take the time to break down what could have happened to me.
00:56:44.200 Oh, I guess we kind of did.
00:56:45.940 Yeah.
00:56:46.660 But we didn't, did we relate it to biblical occurrences?
00:56:49.240 No, we failed.
00:56:52.280 We failed in that part.
00:56:53.560 Mostly whenever somebody tells me their stories, I just relate it to shit that happened to me.
00:56:57.700 Yeah.
00:56:57.920 We talked about like gravity falls.
00:56:59.800 We talked about a cartoon for a while.
00:57:01.840 Yeah.
00:57:02.240 Um, sure.
00:57:03.120 It wasn't to your liking, but I enjoyed your story Sloan.
00:57:06.240 So thank you very much for submitting it.
00:57:08.280 Yes.
00:57:08.640 Great story.
00:57:09.400 Great story.
00:57:09.920 Uh, all right.
00:57:10.320 So we have, uh, where are we at?
00:57:12.660 We're at about an hour and David's got to bounce pretty soon, but we can do probably one more,
00:57:17.400 uh, or maybe two more depending on the length.
00:57:20.000 What do you want to do?
00:57:21.440 So, um, I guess we should continue.
00:57:24.800 Let, cause I don't have anything necessarily that's on my radar.
00:57:27.700 So we should do whatever is next in the chronological lineup.
00:57:31.300 It looks like we have something from John on the 14th.
00:57:34.560 Um, and I think that's going to be the earliest one that we have, uh, 15th.
00:57:42.780 Yeah.
00:57:42.880 It looks like it's going to be John.
00:57:43.840 So you want to do that one?
00:57:44.940 We've got Brad, Zachary, Nathan.
00:57:47.940 Yeah.
00:57:48.160 This is all from January 2nd, January 2nd, January 9th, January 12th, January 13th, January
00:57:53.320 13th.
00:57:54.660 Yeah.
00:57:54.840 John, you got to, you got to organize them.
00:57:58.540 Hold on.
00:57:59.160 Um, I'm going to, let's read it.
00:58:01.880 Let's read this guy.
00:58:02.740 We'll read Brad.
00:58:03.400 I'll send you the link right now.
00:58:04.860 Brad Johnson.
00:58:06.260 Hopefully we don't dox you, Brad, but if you gave us the name, we just doxed you.
00:58:11.080 That's our game.
00:58:13.980 Just doxing is our game.
00:58:15.640 Yeah.
00:58:15.760 Okay.
00:58:16.680 Okay.
00:58:17.120 This has no paragraphs.
00:58:18.380 Um, I will.
00:58:19.940 He did say Brad Johnson with two D's.
00:58:22.380 So I, I assume you want this to be read.
00:58:24.700 No, really, really, really, really wants people to know.
00:58:27.480 Next time, please address.
00:58:28.840 Keep your address in there.
00:58:30.640 Okay.
00:58:31.160 Uh, do you mind if I start this one?
00:58:32.860 Go ahead.
00:58:33.220 Go ahead and read it.
00:58:34.320 Says about four years ago, I was in a really weird spot.
00:58:37.040 I had just quit my band that I was with for six years.
00:58:39.980 I quit because I was the only one doing literally everything.
00:58:42.620 And I snapped.
00:58:43.420 That's funny.
00:58:43.840 I hear that a lot.
00:58:44.680 I've never been in a band, but there's always like one dude that actually cares.
00:58:48.240 And the rest of the people care to significantly less degrees.
00:58:51.980 Okay.
00:58:52.260 So, um, my brother committed suicide and not long after that, my dog of 10 years died.
00:58:58.160 And fuck, man, when it rains, it pours.
00:59:00.080 That's, that's, it always comes like in droves.
00:59:01.840 I started getting into doing heavy doses of shrooms, started with two grams and was going on, uh, seven at a time before I decided it was time to take a long break.
00:59:13.720 Damn.
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01:00:14.840 I'll tell you what, after I did the five grams, I never felt called to do it again.
01:00:20.780 When I started doing it, I always felt like something was watching me that I couldn't see.
01:00:25.440 At one point, I had it in my head that I was being watched by Enlil.
01:00:29.920 Wow, that's awfully specific.
01:00:32.400 So he goes on to say, being watched by Enlil, huh?
01:00:40.860 Enlil, this sounds like an Egyptian deity.
01:00:42.680 Let's look at it.
01:00:43.040 Well, Enlil, Enki and Enlil, I forget, they are the precursor.
01:00:49.680 Okay, Enki and Enlil were gods in the Mesopotamian pantheon.
01:00:52.580 This is something that Jewels of the Greypilled podcast is great on.
01:00:56.640 We actually just aired a Sunday Share episode with him.
01:01:01.720 Enlil is the god of the air and the wind and the creator of heaven and earth.
01:01:05.700 Enlil was more powerful than the other elemental deities.
01:01:08.240 But this is somebody who, I forget who Greypilled thought that they morphed into over time from one culture or another.
01:01:15.680 But these are entities that I believe he maintains.
01:01:22.340 You can trace them down through different mythologies and they would have just had different names.
01:01:27.880 I wonder why, like, what gives you the inclination, like, I'm being watched by Enlil?
01:01:32.720 Yeah, yeah.
01:01:34.320 That's very specific.
01:01:36.260 Well, look, I mean, I always say whenever it comes to spiritual encounters, your impression counts for a lot.
01:01:44.080 Yeah.
01:01:44.280 You know, so if you're getting this impression out of the blue that you're communicating with Enlil, or you're being watched, rather, by Enlil, then there might be some veracity to that.
01:01:54.840 Okay, so looking back, I think...
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01:02:54.600 I was being retarded.
01:02:56.560 Welcome to the show.
01:02:57.940 Right, right, right.
01:02:58.720 But I don't know if that might have opened up some door in a way.
01:03:02.960 I asked for help with my relationship with my father and my mother, and it went up and down.
01:03:09.100 But I am getting to, I am getting them to see all this Nephilim shit now too.
01:03:13.300 Oh, that's cool.
01:03:13.760 Hey guys, listen, if you like the show, sorry, I'm chewing on something here because my throat is telling me.
01:03:21.800 If you like the show, share it with your friends.
01:03:25.180 This is how we, this is how we win, baby.
01:03:27.420 Yeah.
01:03:27.540 Give us a five-star review on Apple Podcasts or Spotify or whatever the fuck.
01:03:32.360 So, like and subscribe.
01:03:34.560 This is how more people see this stuff.
01:03:35.860 I know a lot of you guys like watching it.
01:03:38.240 The best way to get other people to be indoctrinated is to just like, just like literally just share it.
01:03:44.080 Like, if there's an episode or a clip or something, just share it to people.
01:03:47.900 And who knows, they might watch it.
01:03:49.080 They might come back and that's how you can help us.
01:03:51.200 We should do, we should do something gay and numerological where we're going to, we'll hype up like one date in particular.
01:03:59.880 And on this date, all the dangerous retards, as much as we possibly can get them to, we'll just share an episode to as many people as they possibly can.
01:04:09.480 No context, just literally send the link to a bunch of people.
01:04:13.120 You could even apologize afterwards.
01:04:15.080 Send it to your entire contacts list.
01:04:17.860 And then when they, when they hit you up, just be like, my mistake, that was meant to go to somebody else.
01:04:21.780 Dude, that would be hilarious.
01:04:23.460 That would be really hilarious.
01:04:25.280 I would be willing to.
01:04:28.360 We got to do it on an eight day because eight is the, is like the karmic number.
01:04:32.340 What goes around comes around, right?
01:04:33.660 It's literally in the shape of the eight.
01:04:35.620 So in order to create like a feedback loop, you do it on an eight day.
01:04:40.200 And then you pray for forgiveness because I don't know if that's wrong or not.
01:04:43.320 Maybe we should pair this up with like a, some sort of a, what do they call it?
01:04:49.640 A tournament or a contest to win something.
01:04:53.100 Ooh, if you can prove to us, whoever, whoever sent it to the most people, that would be funny.
01:04:58.540 Whoever sends it to the most people.
01:05:00.000 Oh, dude, I actually sent the knives out.
01:05:01.740 By the way, guys, I sent the fucking.
01:05:04.060 The pressure worked.
01:05:05.460 I sent it.
01:05:06.240 Yeah.
01:05:06.520 Yeah.
01:05:06.780 Honestly, if top sends you a knife, you'll get it in a reasonable amount of time, not three months later.
01:05:11.020 Um, so yeah, maybe we'll do a contest.
01:05:14.120 We'll figure out when the next eight day is and then we'll do, um, whoever sends it to
01:05:17.920 the most people, uh, gets a free knife.
01:05:20.780 Okay.
01:05:21.160 Oh, damn.
01:05:21.900 128.
01:05:22.320 That's today.
01:05:22.840 That would, that would have been a powerful time to do it.
01:05:24.620 Well, no, because it's 28, 28.
01:05:26.520 It's like a, if you're a gay numerologist, it's a, it's a number, it's a money thing, but
01:05:30.060 okay.
01:05:30.300 28, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, uh, 20.
01:05:34.420 It's a two day.
01:05:35.520 It's a two day, which is like an 11 day.
01:05:37.420 It's, it's something gay and numerology.
01:05:38.880 So you'd have to do like count all the days up.
01:05:41.360 So if you get an eight day and all of the numbers in the date combined to make eight,
01:05:46.360 that's a very special day.
01:05:47.420 We do it on then.
01:05:48.320 Okay.
01:05:48.600 Anyway, eight number is, uh, is significant.
01:05:51.340 There's like a powerful number, January 28th, the one to eight code, but whatever, whatever.
01:05:56.460 Oh, uh, Mad Miller says tracking number or faking gay.
01:05:59.360 I do have the tracking number, uh, on a receipt over there, but I can't give it to you guys.
01:06:02.580 I have a rip in my pants.
01:06:03.360 I bought brand new sweatpants and there's a hole in them and I'm very upset right now, but let's
01:06:07.040 continue please.
01:06:07.700 Uh, okay.
01:06:08.480 So where in the hell were we?
01:06:10.960 Um, and Lil was watching me.
01:06:14.620 Uh, I'm getting them to now see, uh, the Nephilim shit.
01:06:17.840 I asked to be shown my purpose because I just felt very lost and I ended up being given a
01:06:23.920 pistol and now I am a gunsmith.
01:06:26.120 Whoa.
01:06:26.500 Whoa.
01:06:26.980 That's cool.
01:06:27.960 You're a gunsmith.
01:06:28.700 That's awesome.
01:06:29.880 All right.
01:06:30.760 That's very cool, Brad.
01:06:31.660 Um, I felt like life was getting smoother and I was figuring things out.
01:06:37.780 The last time I took seven grams, I had laid down outside and closed my eyes and started
01:06:42.540 seeing a kaleidoscope face.
01:06:44.320 Best way I could describe it.
01:06:45.520 It kind of freaked me out, but I wasn't startled.
01:06:47.800 Just kind of like, wow, this is actually happening now.
01:06:50.600 Hmm.
01:06:51.800 Interesting.
01:06:52.240 Uh, he says, I went inside so I could smoke some and had a Chromecast.
01:06:57.760 What's a Chromecast?
01:06:59.160 I think that's the thing you, uh, is an old thing that you could see what's on your phone
01:07:03.640 on the TV.
01:07:04.740 A Chromecast.
01:07:06.140 Hmm.
01:07:06.460 Okay.
01:07:07.120 Yeah.
01:07:07.580 Um, and I had a, a, a Chromecast, uh, okay.
01:07:12.240 I started asking things and I was the only person home.
01:07:15.520 I said, show me something related to the number seven.
01:07:18.440 Within a second, my Chromecast picture changed to a rainbow.
01:07:22.940 Uh, I guess there's seven colors in the rainbow.
01:07:25.340 Mm-hmm.
01:07:26.240 Um, I asked, show me a pyramid or something.
01:07:29.440 It took a few seconds, uh, and it changed to a mountain range that had three perfectly equal
01:07:35.440 mountaintops.
01:07:36.460 Oh, that's interesting because a lot of people have been, uh, suspecting that some of those
01:07:40.800 mountain ranges are actually gigantic pyramids.
01:07:42.940 Hmm.
01:07:43.740 Um, I asked, show me something of the ocean and it changed to a whale breaching the water.
01:07:50.360 I asked, show me my future and it showed an empty, foggy forest.
01:07:55.720 Hmm.
01:07:57.080 That gave me a very strange feeling and I turned my TV off and disconnected my wifi.
01:08:02.280 Damn.
01:08:02.500 Uh, I haven't really taken any psychedelics since then, but after that, I felt protected
01:08:07.840 by God.
01:08:09.140 Uh, I gotta make that capital, baby boy.
01:08:11.880 Um, and Jesus.
01:08:14.040 I heard someone state, go where Jesus wills you.
01:08:18.000 When I felt like something bad was near and it worked flawlessly.
01:08:22.100 Oh, okay.
01:08:22.460 That's interesting.
01:08:23.860 Um, it was weird, but in a way I feel like through that process I was gifted discernment or
01:08:30.360 it was awakened inside me or something, uh, sifting through an ass ton of podcasts and
01:08:36.280 documentaries and books.
01:08:37.740 I found you guys, Sam, Ed Mabry, Jay Dyer, et cetera.
01:08:43.100 And I feel the light.
01:08:44.940 Oh, that's crazy, man.
01:08:46.900 Um, God told me to be chill and it's working.
01:08:50.140 I completely agree with Raven when he says people probably shouldn't do psychedelics because
01:08:55.060 being in the wrong place and wrong mindset will turn you into a Nephilim tool or something.
01:09:00.740 Uh, if you are in a good mental place and you think it could help, then I'd say try it,
01:09:06.400 be careful and do not be afraid.
01:09:09.060 Call on Jesus when you need help and thank him, uh, and the father every day for what
01:09:15.240 you've been given.
01:09:15.920 Uh, thank you guys for all the hard work you do.
01:09:18.440 If this makes it on your show, I hope it can help someone.
01:09:21.020 Thank you, Brad.
01:09:22.340 That was, yeah, um, uh, on the topic, Brad, of, of that idea of, of, um, not recommending
01:09:30.200 to people to do psychedelics, but if you do do it, don't be afraid.
01:09:34.100 I obviously have done a considerable amount of, uh, psychedelics, but that was something
01:09:40.280 that my first bad experience I realized was me giving into fear.
01:09:46.380 And then from then on out, all of my experiences, um, were positive, but I was letting go every
01:09:53.540 time.
01:09:53.960 I wasn't, um, trying to maintain control of the situation, uh, which I think is indicative
01:10:00.400 of fear, right?
01:10:01.200 Because you're afraid that if you let go, then once it's out of your control, something bad
01:10:05.540 is going to happen to you.
01:10:06.700 So, um, I, I don't recommend anybody do it, but what I will say is if you are somebody
01:10:12.280 who is exploring psychedelics, never give into fear.
01:10:16.420 And, and admittedly, I've never tried calling out to Christ while I was on psychedelics.
01:10:21.260 Um, but I would have imagined that it would have, uh,
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01:11:25.160 I've alleviated some of these stressful moments just because it's alleviated encounters that
01:11:30.820 I've had in real life with entities in the nighttime and things like that.
01:11:34.540 So yeah, highly recommend if you're going to do it, do not give in to fear.
01:11:39.220 And remember to call out to Christ when you go too far.
01:11:43.420 When you're too, you know, what would you say?
01:11:46.540 Just lost in your sauce.
01:11:47.820 Go too deep into this, yeah.
01:11:49.320 Which is why I'm like, should we be doing that?
01:11:52.760 Right.
01:11:53.640 I guess.
01:11:54.080 It just seems like a, I don't know, it seems like I'm wasting this guy's time.
01:11:58.440 I feel like, hey, you know, maybe you shouldn't really do that.
01:12:00.740 And then you do it and you're like, oh, I need help.
01:12:02.640 I'd be like, like, and my kid, if I tell my kid, hey, don't do that.
01:12:06.260 And then I watch him do it.
01:12:07.600 And then he needs my help because he did it.
01:12:09.280 I'm just like, fucking, you know, like that kind of, it's a little annoying.
01:12:12.640 Well, there's also the other side of it too, where I'm like, I recognize that the reason that I won't do it is because I'm afraid of what will happen.
01:12:21.380 But I'm not supposed to be afraid.
01:12:23.040 But I'm not saying that you do it in spite of the fear.
01:12:25.840 Like, no, you know what?
01:12:26.420 Fuck you.
01:12:26.720 I'm going to do psychedelics because I don't want to be afraid.
01:12:28.640 I'm not saying, I just recognize that element of it where it's like fear is what cautions me against, you know, or what causes me to caution others against it.
01:12:40.000 But, you know, something to be considered.
01:12:42.500 Like I said, I have had a pretty decent amount of experience with psychedelics and drugs and such.
01:12:49.560 There is something positive to be gleamed, or at least I did gleam something positive from my mushroom experience.
01:12:57.520 But obviously, it's a slippery slope.
01:13:00.440 I was blessed that I never felt called to do it again.
01:13:02.880 But there are people who get carried away, and then they live in this fucking realm, and then they talk to people that are made of blue plasma.
01:13:08.360 And that's not good, probably.
01:13:10.480 Choose your path.
01:13:11.380 You know what's interesting?
01:13:13.060 So we're reading these from like a month ago, and I wonder if these people still listen to the show.
01:13:19.940 I guess we'll find out.
01:13:20.660 Oh, I don't know.
01:13:21.480 So we read somebody's from a year ago, and they thanked us shortly afterwards.
01:13:26.320 That is true, yeah.
01:13:27.560 A real one.
01:13:27.780 Yes, I'm still podcasting, darling.
01:13:29.080 A gangster.
01:13:30.160 We're still podcasting.
01:13:31.260 We have maybe one more issue of content.
01:13:35.260 Let's read this next story, and then we'll get out of here.
01:13:36.900 Yeah, we'll read the next one.
01:13:38.520 Okay.
01:13:39.180 It's a short one.
01:13:40.540 Oh, here we go.
01:13:42.020 This guy says, my name is Zach.
01:13:44.620 Hi, Zach.
01:13:45.940 If you say your name in this letter, I'm going to read it.
01:13:50.780 Yes.
01:13:51.060 I'm just saying.
01:13:51.760 Nephilim Doc Squad.
01:13:52.620 Oh, also, he says, I'm driving home from work, so I did talk to text if this is hard to follow.
01:13:58.360 So buckle up.
01:14:00.080 Oh, perfect.
01:14:00.860 That's why there's no paragraphs.
01:14:02.360 Okay.
01:14:03.120 Hi, my name is Zach.
01:14:04.360 This should be a period.
01:14:05.260 I am a listener of this podcast of a few episodes and a listener of this podcast and a few others.
01:14:13.440 Inverted lines and what the fuck?
01:14:16.060 And the reason why I'm contacting you is because I've heard you guys talk a lot about schizophrenia from time to time.
01:14:24.140 My daughter's mother believes, my daughter's mother, I believe, has schizophrenia.
01:14:32.100 She, it's like she almost hears voices and sees people.
01:14:37.040 It puts our relationship through the ringer, and she constantly accuses me of having other girlfriends waiting out in the car,
01:14:42.840 other girlfriends waiting outside, other girls stalking her.
01:14:46.060 As she opens the door.
01:14:48.200 That's interesting.
01:14:49.560 I can almost stop this guy right there and tell him that that is definitely something that could be diagnosed as bipolar schizophrenia.
01:14:58.700 There's a lot of like, and I wonder if Zach would, is there a lot of looking out the windows?
01:15:04.040 Like a lot of looking out the windows, peering through the blinds, wondering why somebody's outside the house if they're just walking by kind of a shit.
01:15:11.280 Yeah, I would say, let's continue this because we're definitely going to have to give this guy some advice.
01:15:17.280 All right.
01:15:17.620 She'll scream at them wanting to fight them.
01:15:20.840 She will hear almost voices that's constantly putting her down.
01:15:25.800 It's like, whatever it's saying, you're a bad mother, just it's constantly insulting her.
01:15:32.260 This is definitely voice to text, very hard to read.
01:15:35.000 Constantly insulting her.
01:15:36.560 She thinks it's my voice sometimes, and I'll be watching TV, and then she'll just start saying things like,
01:15:42.820 I've been talking to her, and I haven't been doing anything.
01:15:45.380 I've just been sitting there.
01:15:46.360 I believe it's constantly, it's just constant all the time.
01:15:53.200 That's interesting to go back to that, Top, where he's like, oh, she'll think it's his voice, but he's just chilling there watching TV.
01:16:00.120 That is something that entities have been able to pull off, too.
01:16:04.720 You'll hear those stories where it's like, you know, I remember one in particular, like a kid is staying home sick,
01:16:11.460 and his mom leaves for work in the morning, and he's homesick from school, and he says goodbye to her,
01:16:17.600 and she walks out the front door, and then like 15 minutes later, she's calling him from upstairs.
01:16:23.440 And he's so freaked out that he has to call his mother, who is definitively at work now.
01:16:28.640 And yet there's this voice, it's her voice, and she's calling him from upstairs.
01:16:33.160 You can find a lot of those.
01:16:34.800 So, yeah, there's like a mimic aspect to these things, and then, of course, what he's saying there,
01:16:38.460 where it's like, it's belittling her, you know, you're a bad mother, constantly insulting her and shit like that.
01:16:44.200 That sounds like some Dr. Jerry Barzynski shit.
01:16:48.100 Yeah, so he goes, he's just been sitting there watching TV.
01:16:52.780 I believe that it's constant, it's all the time.
01:16:56.440 She'll be okay, and then sometimes she won't.
01:16:59.400 Sometimes she won't be.
01:17:01.100 Is there any other information you guys could point me towards on possibly being possessed,
01:17:05.800 or how to deal with this?
01:17:07.240 Because I've had my own personal story, that where I believe I know,
01:17:11.900 it's not that I believe I know, that I was almost possessed,
01:17:17.300 if it wasn't for Jesus Christ and the Lord's Prayer, you can say the Lord's Prayer.
01:17:23.480 I believe I would be, I believe I would be, but that's another day and topic.
01:17:28.220 Can you please point me to some good content that might help?
01:17:32.420 So what I want to say is, I'm going to unpack a little bit of this too.
01:17:37.400 So I said that, is there a lot of like window peeking?
01:17:41.460 Is there also a lot of like these moments where you're talking to her and she's almost seemingly like not there?
01:17:47.680 Right, like, especially in these states where you're trying to like communicate with her and logically talk her down?
01:17:56.080 Does she seem to be preoccupied?
01:17:59.220 Not making eye contact, seemingly looking at something or thinking about something totally different?
01:18:04.220 Do you get the sense that when you're speaking to her, your words are not even landing at all?
01:18:12.580 Yeah, so I mean, as far as the voices and the belittling aspect,
01:18:16.560 I'd be interested in knowing whether or not she has what you would call paranormal experiences.
01:18:23.700 Is she seeing shadows?
01:18:25.080 Is she having nightmares, sleep paralysis, things like that?
01:18:28.980 Either way, I would highly recommend, and I know this is like old hat for the fucking audience.
01:18:35.980 First and foremost, I don't know if you're going to be able to do this.
01:18:39.620 I would say, seek Jesus Christ as a family unit, right?
01:18:44.940 As a household.
01:18:46.420 But she might be resistant to that for a number of reasons.
01:18:49.500 The cultural reasons, you know, the church has been ridiculed and Christianity has made a bit of a mockery.
01:18:55.460 Or has been made a bit of a mockery.
01:18:58.880 And also, if she is inundated with these entities, they're going to make it feel like it's her own ideas to like have disdain for this.
01:19:07.700 What I would recommend is going back to our episodes with Dr. Jerry Marzinski.
01:19:13.360 The first one, I believe the first episode was like 16 or something like that.
01:19:17.100 I could be wrong.
01:19:17.900 But that's how long ago it would have been, Zach, is like episode 16.
01:19:23.080 So you're going to want to go back far and find Dr. Jerry Marzinski.
01:19:26.100 Don't find the second one yet.
01:19:28.220 There's two episodes of Dr. Jerry Marzinski.
01:19:30.040 One of them is with a clinical, or I'm sorry, a mechanical engineer.
01:19:34.580 The first episode is what I'm talking about.
01:19:37.060 And just to give you an overview, it's a guy who was in the medical industry dealing with schizophrenic patients.
01:19:44.540 And after a full life, like a lifetime career, he came out of the other end saying that these are demonic entities.
01:19:51.400 And he broke away from the original medical apparatus and their definition.
01:19:56.200 I forget what that big book is called.
01:19:58.420 They have like a codex, right, for like what happens and what you prescribe kind of a deal.
01:20:03.420 And he is going in the opposite direction of that.
01:20:06.320 He believes these are not hallucinations.
01:20:08.540 They're not auditory hallucinations.
01:20:10.740 They're not visual hallucinations.
01:20:12.100 These are entities influencing victims.
01:20:16.580 So show her those episodes.
01:20:19.520 Watch those episodes.
01:20:20.500 Maybe if you can't show her, you watch the episodes yourself and see if what he's describing resonates with you.
01:20:27.960 And if he's describing the situation that you're going through, well, then you need to figure out how to shoehorn this episode into her awareness.
01:20:35.540 I don't know if she's going to watch it.
01:20:37.160 I don't know if she's going to be receptive to it.
01:20:39.040 But that would be a good place to start.
01:20:41.400 Because it's not like, I think if you go to her and you say like, in the name of Jesus Christ, get out of my girlfriend.
01:20:47.520 Just grab her hair.
01:20:48.700 Don't do that.
01:20:49.680 She's probably not going to be very receptive.
01:20:51.300 So hopefully what we've managed to do in that episode is take an interesting topic and package it in such a way that, you know, anybody can find the entertainment value in it, but then leave out of the other end feeling like they may have learned something.
01:21:04.940 I have a schizophrenic aunt.
01:21:06.860 And I have a little, isn't it like a little cloak and dagger what we do here?
01:21:10.160 And I feel like what I do in general, sometimes it feels dirty and underhanded, but there's a way to talk to people about this.
01:21:18.740 And it's probably not for you to talk to your baby mama about this because oftentimes if people are so close to you, it's just not going to resonate with them.
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01:22:30.840 But, I don't know, there is a way.
01:22:34.320 I package it with humor and this sort of racism stuff.
01:22:39.960 It's a lot of misdirection.
01:22:41.280 And in a way, I feel like I'm selling you something, and it feels a little bit dirty.
01:22:45.880 Yeah.
01:22:46.160 But it's what I want to talk about, and it's, I know if I spoke about it outright, I'd be called, well, it's happened to me.
01:22:54.640 If I spoke about what I believe outright, I'd be called stupid and gay and dismissed.
01:23:00.020 Because when I talk about it in this manner, people seem to respect what I'm saying, and they kind of, not just respect, but they like, yeah, I don't know.
01:23:12.540 They allow for what it is, and yeah.
01:23:18.460 I don't know.
01:23:18.740 I just think there's, when it comes to these topics, number one, it feels like an attack.
01:23:25.560 And that might be for two reasons.
01:23:27.240 One, it's because sometimes people have a natural reaction to something like that, that it could be just organic.
01:23:33.840 She might feel like she's being attacked.
01:23:35.120 But if she is being influenced, well, then they're going to help her perceive it as an attack.
01:23:40.720 So you really do have to package these things in a way where, you know, let it just come off as entertainment value.
01:23:46.740 If you can just watch it with her in some way, like, hey, this is interesting because there's a clinical psychologist for 35 years that thinks that schizophrenia,
01:23:54.100 schizophrenia, is demons.
01:23:56.900 And you could go, like, isn't it crazy?
01:23:58.380 Because the medical apparatus just, you know, doses these people into oblivion.
01:24:03.140 So maybe you could watch it just on those terms and have nothing to do with her.
01:24:07.540 And maybe, and it would probably be a really unfortunate maybe, you both would start to discern some patterns that seem familiar.
01:24:15.880 And that, like I said, unfortunate, but the first step to fixing these things.
01:24:20.580 So I'm sorry to hear that, Zachary.
01:24:23.900 And that's a really rough spot to be in.
01:24:25.940 I've been around a lot of schizophrenic people in my life.
01:24:29.060 And you really just got to kind of play a long game and be patient and, you know, push these things in there.
01:24:38.940 After you get finished with the first one, look for the second one.
01:24:42.880 And that's where he had somebody with him who recovered from a diagnosis of bipolar schizophrenia and went on to have a successful career as a mechanical engineer.
01:24:52.560 And the way that he did it was by treating these voices as if they were outside influences.
01:24:58.960 So that's all I'm going to say on the matter.
01:25:01.440 Zach, please watch that episode.
01:25:03.300 Get back to us.
01:25:04.020 Yeah, yeah, I mean, listen, this guy, it seems like you're in a little bit of a bad situation if, like, you had just a couple of minutes to voice, to text, to email us, and you kind of had to get it out.
01:25:17.040 So I can only imagine that she wouldn't want this being spoken about in the house, which I think right there, I think, like, yeah, that's almost an admission of your own right there that how you need to approach this.
01:25:32.500 Like, my mother would come in with a hammer and start yelling about Jesus, and it's like, that turned me away from God, and that's not going to work here for you.
01:25:42.520 But there's a way.
01:25:44.000 You have to think about it.
01:25:45.260 You've got to be smooth.
01:25:48.640 You've got to be slick.
01:25:49.440 I mean, look how God used Aaron and Moses, right?
01:25:52.640 Moses wasn't really fleet of tongues, so his brother did it for him.
01:25:55.400 There's different tools for the job, so you've got to figure that out.
01:25:58.560 What's the tool for the job?
01:25:59.540 Well, we know what the tool for the job is, but what's the implementation you're going to use to get it across?
01:26:04.620 Yeah, and I'm actually going through it right now.
01:26:08.580 Let me see if we could just hang on for a second.
01:26:10.960 I can tell you the episode number.
01:26:16.000 I'm almost there.
01:26:17.500 18 is L.A. Marzulli.
01:26:20.380 I'm just – oh, here we go.
01:26:21.620 Man, I was good.
01:26:22.540 It is episode 16.
01:26:24.400 Wow, the idea that I remembered that is crazy.
01:26:26.240 Episode 16.
01:26:27.040 So you've got a long way to go back.
01:26:29.100 It's episode 16, Schizophrenia Misdiagnosed with Jerry Marzinski.
01:26:34.360 And it was one of the big breakthrough moments for our show.
01:26:37.940 It's an important episode even to the show's lore.
01:26:41.160 God knows we bring his name up pretty much every episode that we do.
01:26:45.340 So, you know, I don't want to say you came to the right people.
01:26:50.880 Coming to Jesus Christ is the right move.
01:26:53.300 But we can offer something.
01:26:55.360 And hopefully this will – because, you know, I see a lot of people in the comments are like, bring her to church, bring her to church.
01:27:00.600 But the thing about that is –
01:27:03.100 And then what?
01:27:04.200 Well, if she is resistant to it, if she is somebody who is much more, like, scientific-driven, well, then she might have – you know, the church is the ultimate goal.
01:27:18.620 But this might help her see these things in a light that she can maybe find palatable.
01:27:24.100 Something interesting.
01:27:25.120 When we recorded this episode, I had just come from church.
01:27:27.900 That's why I'm wearing a button-up shirt right there.
01:27:30.400 But, yeah, go ahead.
01:27:31.220 Fresh face baby boys.
01:27:33.020 Episode 16.
01:27:34.980 That's it.
01:27:35.320 Again, it's not to trash church.
01:27:37.640 I mean, there might be a bit of – maybe that would be a little bit of a help.
01:27:41.080 But I feel like when you bring someone to church that might be suffering from this stuff, it's just going to really inflame tensions.
01:27:50.100 And I don't know if they're going to be able to properly deal with – again, I don't know if I'm giving you proper advice.
01:27:57.520 But I know from experience that I've seen people kind of go into the church and see what they're offering and go, yeah, that's not for me.
01:28:08.400 And now they're even further away from where they need to be.
01:28:11.680 Right.
01:28:11.940 And so I don't know if I can recommend your local church.
01:28:15.360 I know I can recommend Dr. Jerry Marzinski.
01:28:18.480 That's it.
01:28:19.860 Okay.
01:28:20.280 Let's read this last one, and then I got to get out of here.
01:28:22.420 Do you want to take it?
01:28:23.860 Top Raven.
01:28:24.860 This person says – let me see.
01:28:26.600 Did they say their name?
01:28:27.520 Uh, they don't say their name, so we won't say it.
01:28:30.520 I have been listening to your show for a while now, and I hope you're still listening.
01:28:33.780 They sent this email on January 9th.
01:28:35.980 Recently, you all have been talking about the throne room of Baal residing in a cave in southern Indiana.
01:28:42.140 Which, by the way, I do think is Hades now.
01:28:45.080 That's – because Baal is a title.
01:28:48.240 I think Hades is more of a zeroed-in name.
01:28:51.240 And I think that Hades is the lord of the underworld, and Baal is the lord, right?
01:28:58.220 That's what Baal means is lord.
01:29:00.440 And he's in a cave system underground.
01:29:02.660 That's where his throne is.
01:29:04.060 I think he might be Hades.
01:29:05.860 Okay.
01:29:07.860 Um, this topic has been resonating with me.
01:29:10.660 I couldn't figure out why, but then it hit me the other day.
01:29:14.080 That cave system also takes up a large portion of Kentucky.
01:29:17.600 I think we've mentioned that as well.
01:29:18.900 Yeah, it goes from southern Indiana into Kentucky.
01:29:21.160 Something crazy going on in Kentucky.
01:29:23.600 Yeah.
01:29:24.040 That's like the Daniel Boone National Forest down there.
01:29:27.060 Uh, so, the cave system is called the Mammoth Cave System.
01:29:31.060 Interesting.
01:29:32.600 This cave, along with much of Kentucky as a whole, has stories of being sacred to the local native populations.
01:29:39.520 Inside of the cave, there's a chamber that's referred to as the Bottomless Pit.
01:29:43.460 Okay.
01:29:43.980 Interesting.
01:29:44.560 Interesting.
01:29:45.760 Noted.
01:29:46.280 Um, the cave has a long history of shiners hiding their spirits within the cave as a means to evade local authorities.
01:29:54.040 Nearby, inside the Daniel Boone National Forest, specifically the Red River Gorge State Park, is a megalithic structure called the Natural Bridge.
01:30:06.000 Hmm.
01:30:06.900 Given the last few episodes you all have released, it seems very in our face.
01:30:11.200 Hmm.
01:30:11.460 Thanks for everything you do.
01:30:12.380 If you'd like to call me, my number is...
01:30:14.620 Should I read the number?
01:30:15.580 Read the phone number!
01:30:17.840 Yeah, okay.
01:30:19.960 Interesting.
01:30:20.780 He works for the post office, so maybe we can get those knives mailed out.
01:30:24.040 Um...
01:30:25.160 Please help us out.
01:30:27.060 Look, um, you know, the Bottomless Pit is, uh, is, uh, it's a term in the New Testament, right?
01:30:31.680 That's for, um, uh, the, uh, confinement of demons and disobedient, disobedient angels.
01:30:38.940 Um, and, and that's the thing that got me, too, about the whole, uh, Tartarus aspect, right?
01:30:45.000 Because it's like, Hades is the, is the, is the lord of the underworld.
01:30:48.640 Tartarus is where the Titans are held, but, you know, in Greek mythology, but it's where the fallen are held in, um, in the Bible.
01:30:55.900 And in Greek mythology, they are released, uh, during a planetary alignment, which we just saw a planetary alignment.
01:31:04.900 I don't know.
01:31:05.420 It feels like, you know, uh, Gary Wayne is really the guy who nailed the, well, Mike Heiser and Gary Wayne really nailed the whole Greek pantheon is the fallen kind of a situation.
01:31:16.700 And as we've been going through this lately, I feel like that's more and more true, um, when it comes to, like, even there was an episode of, of, uh, of the confessionals recently where a woman was describing, uh, bearing witness.
01:31:31.160 She bore witness in some way in a dreamscape.
01:31:34.840 Uh, she was on a beach at night and Cerberus, the three-headed, uh, dog, guardian of the underworld, appears with a, a man, uh, with a crown and black skin, adorned in silver and, uh,
01:31:46.780 blue, silver and blue.
01:31:48.600 And, uh, he's riding Cerberus and he face plants on the ground, allegedly, or something like that when, when he gets to the sand.
01:31:55.520 Um, and it, it almost feels like what she was made to witness was the re-emergence of Hades, um, the lord of the underworld coming out of the ocean where Tartarus is, right?
01:32:07.280 Where these, uh, entities are locked.
01:32:09.220 Why does she say she's a witness?
01:32:11.720 Yeah, well, that's the thing.
01:32:12.980 This, this witnessing aspect is really what I, and I think the entity even,
01:32:16.700 said something like that.
01:32:18.240 Cerberus spoke to her and said something like that.
01:32:21.100 Um, so to me, that's like the return of this king character, the return of a lord.
01:32:26.500 Um, and I go, well, that doesn't seem likely that Hades would be making some sort of spiritual return while there's this other entity in Indiana doing this recruiting.
01:32:36.420 And then I realized the other entity is just calling itself ball, which is just saying, like, you'll refer to me as lord or king.
01:32:43.380 And he's underground.
01:32:44.620 He's the king of underground.
01:32:46.600 He's the king of the underworld.
01:32:48.000 And so I, I think that what we're actually seeing in Indiana has something to do with, because she was even visited, um, by white wolves that kept pace with her car at 60 miles per hour.
01:32:58.060 In Indiana, nonetheless, right?
01:33:00.520 She's having this weird experience where a pack of white wolves is keeping pace with her, with her vehicle.
01:33:04.800 White wolves are a symbol of Hecate.
01:33:06.440 Hecate is like, uh, one of, uh, Hades' right-hand bitches when it comes to, um, I guess governing the underworld.
01:33:14.320 So you've got Hecate, which keeps showing up, by the way.
01:33:17.320 A lot of people are having this Hecate experience, which I think, I wouldn't be surprised if it's interchangeable one way or another with, like, a Lilith type of character.
01:33:25.600 It's just a different name, uh, for a different culture or a different language.
01:33:29.800 Um, so, but there's definitely a theme going on in this testimony, uh, where there's this Hecate, this white owl, these white wolves, and now we have this Hades element.
01:33:39.060 We have the ball situation in Indiana, but that's just lord or king of the underworld.
01:33:43.920 So I think that is what we're saying, and I have a feeling that Hades might be a little bit more applicable because it's more of a name and less of a title.
01:33:52.760 It's, it's interesting when, so it told her to bear witness, right?
01:33:57.620 Yeah, it said that she was there to bear witness, which is interesting because I, uh, talking to Ed Mabry, it's like, that's a lot of what we're doing here is witnessing so that we can testify.
01:34:05.540 Right, yeah, because it's a very legal, uh, like, a legalistic language.
01:34:10.680 So it's telling her, like, hey, you're gonna, that's what it means.
01:34:13.900 It means to testify.
01:34:14.780 It means to bring facts.
01:34:16.160 Uh, the etymology of the word is baron is to carry or bring forth, and witness is the attestation of fact, truth, or evidence.
01:34:23.440 So it's all like, it sounds like a courtroom setting.
01:34:26.740 It's like, behold, bear witness.
01:34:28.340 But I was like, what, I'm supposed to testify against you in some kind of a court at some point for seeing this?
01:34:33.040 Like, what, why?
01:34:34.400 What is going on here?
01:34:34.720 That's what it seems like.
01:34:35.540 Like, so, so this, this chick almost feels like she was in this dreamscape.
01:34:40.120 She was, she was just, she was, she said there was other people there that were also there to bear witness.
01:34:46.020 So, um, I mean, you know, it seems like it all connects in, in, in one way or another.
01:34:52.980 Um, and I think it is part of this big story that's developing in Indiana.
01:34:56.880 Uh, especially, you know, the, the bottomless pit and then the Tartarus thing.
01:35:00.420 And all this language is intersecting and overlapping and all these entities are intersecting and overlapping.
01:35:07.440 Um, and it feels like we're dancing around it, but we're not quite zeroing in enough.
01:35:11.780 So interesting.
01:35:13.080 I mean, thank you, uh, Nathan, um, for, for that information.
01:35:17.500 Uh, I think that's where we got to kind of put a fork in it top.
01:35:20.500 Cause I got to get the hell out of here.
01:35:21.660 Okay, perfect.
01:35:22.400 Yeah.
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01:36:03.640 The greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.
01:36:10.100 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.
01:36:13.880 If you can persuade them that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see,
01:36:18.980 because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening.
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