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00:02:55.140 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDN.

00:03:25.120 NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your paranormal testimony.

00:03:30.420 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a.

00:03:31.740 God, this sucks so bad.

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00:03:35.320 It's very disrespectful when you interrupt my thing.

00:03:37.160 It's a lot worse when you're right next to me.

00:03:38.280 IRL is not good.

00:03:39.820 We're already off to a bad start.

00:03:41.380 Guys, I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a.

00:03:43.240 The Raven.

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00:03:50.640 number 11.

00:03:51.840 Did you just do something to my mic?

00:03:53.260 Turned you off.

00:03:53.820 Why would you turn me off?

00:03:54.780 Don't do that.

00:03:55.260 I'm trying to do my intro.

00:03:57.880 We did NDS Chronicles 11.

00:04:00.540 Yeah, Scott says I don't like it.

00:04:01.540 I don't like it either, Scott.

00:04:02.340 It's really bad.

00:04:03.500 And it was a two-parter because what's his first name?

00:04:07.600 Is it Tom?

00:04:09.660 Sirotnack.

00:04:10.020 I don't want to say his last name.

00:04:11.440 Sirotnack.

00:04:11.660 Yeah, Sirotnack.

00:04:13.400 Long.

00:04:14.360 Just call him Long.

00:04:15.340 How many?

00:04:15.700 Show me how many pages this is.

00:04:16.980 This is 36 pages, right?

00:04:18.820 This is 36 pages of testimony.

00:04:24.740 And to be perfectly honest, I don't know where we left off last time that we did this.

00:04:29.820 So forgive us if we're starting.

00:04:32.920 I don't know.

00:04:33.320 I guess we're reading something over again.

00:04:35.080 We could be reading something over again.

00:04:35.940 We might just go ahead and reread it again.

00:04:37.980 Listen, Tom.

00:04:38.960 You wrote 32 pages, 36 pages.

00:04:41.080 36 pages.

00:04:41.700 To people who can't read.

00:04:43.240 It's very hard.

00:04:44.220 It's almost disrespectful.

00:04:45.600 I'm trying to power through whatever.

00:04:48.180 Look at that.

00:04:48.700 It just went right to the top.

00:04:50.020 So let's go.

00:04:50.960 Let's go ahead and go down again.

00:04:52.520 This is harrowing.

00:04:53.560 Yeah.

00:04:54.340 He attended a church, pain in his knee.

00:04:56.920 See, I was telling you before we started the show, I said, we should figure out where

00:05:00.800 we're supposed to start.

00:05:01.640 And Tom goes, no, we don't have one.

00:05:02.760 It doesn't matter where.

00:05:04.060 And I go, but what about when we start the show and we have to read the story?

00:05:07.180 And he goes, I don't don't worry about that.

00:05:08.440 Don't worry about it.

00:05:08.800 We're professionals.

00:05:09.480 Oh, actually, I think it was this.

00:05:10.720 It was this?

00:05:11.120 It could have been this.

00:05:11.940 Go back up to number 12.

00:05:12.720 Let me see what number 12 said.

00:05:14.360 This guy has all of his stories numbered.

00:05:17.660 His mind drifted away from the Lord into the corruption of pubic high school.

00:05:21.060 I think this was public, dog.

00:05:22.340 That says public.

00:05:23.240 That says public high school.

00:05:24.520 Not pubic.

00:05:25.920 That's wildly disrespectful.

00:05:27.400 This one here.

00:05:27.900 I guess we're going to start reading it.

00:05:29.640 Whoa, together.

00:05:30.740 Yeah, together again.

00:05:31.860 We're together.

00:05:32.560 It's very nice.

00:05:33.680 You want to read first?

00:05:35.160 You could read first.

00:05:37.940 Please.

00:05:38.720 Please.

00:05:38.980 Okay.

00:05:39.080 Tom Sirotnik says, for most of my 30-year-old life, about age 2 through 24, I suffered from horrific nightmares.

00:05:49.320 As a general rule in the biblical learning I've acquired, I've learned in the last five years of my life, the dream realm is part of the spirit realm.

00:05:55.660 That's right.

00:05:56.060 It feels weird talking about this, because so far, the last couple of days has been just retarded.

00:06:03.020 Not really.

00:06:04.060 It hasn't been fun.

00:06:06.480 I mean, it's been fun in a different way.

00:06:08.300 I've been here for two days now.

00:06:09.820 That's what I mean.

00:06:11.660 I thought we were having fun, dude.

00:06:12.840 We went out.

00:06:13.280 We walked around the villages.

00:06:15.000 We ate some stuff at first watch.

00:06:17.860 It was fun.

00:06:18.120 I had a lot of fun.

00:06:18.700 It was okay.

00:06:19.280 It was good.

00:06:19.800 It was all right.

00:06:20.320 All right.

00:06:21.020 So what's been wrong with the past two years?

00:06:22.140 No, I just feel like now we're doing work.

00:06:23.820 Oh, yeah.

00:06:24.340 Now we're doing that.

00:06:25.060 That's fine.

00:06:25.940 What I meant is it has been fun for you.

00:06:28.500 I can see how it was fun for you.

00:06:29.240 I've been having a lot of fun.

00:06:30.140 Yeah.

00:06:30.400 I can see that.

00:06:31.560 Oh, by the way, happy Superb Owl Sunday.

00:06:33.780 Thank you, Subliminal Messenger.

00:06:34.940 It's the Superb Bowel Bowl.

00:06:37.340 I don't want to say it like that.

00:06:38.300 It's the Super Bowl.

00:06:38.940 That's very Donut-y.

00:06:39.620 I don't want to do the Donut.

00:06:40.500 Well, Donut does it, and then that's fine.

00:06:42.340 There's another guy that does it, Truth Seeker.

00:06:44.620 I was listening to his show, and he says, Superb Bowel.

00:06:49.180 Truth Seeker has a show?

00:06:50.600 Yeah, it's a bad show, actually.

00:06:52.140 I listened to it because I was like, oh, because he made some schizo connections that I enjoyed.

00:06:56.080 And I was like, let me see what's going on in his show.

00:06:58.660 It's a bad show.

00:06:59.740 And so I saved you guys.

00:07:01.180 All right.

00:07:01.440 So he'll be on next week.

00:07:02.520 He'll be on next week.

00:07:03.120 Look forward to the Truth Seeker.

00:07:04.140 The physical world affects the spiritual world.

00:07:06.460 Just as the spiritual world affects the physical world.

00:07:08.960 I mean, these are a lot of sentences, Tom, that you could have cut out of these 32.

00:07:12.880 No, he's doing a good job.

00:07:14.000 Don't neg Tom.

00:07:15.480 Also, I saw how excited Tom was that we made his father the thumbnail.

00:07:19.840 And he also talked about potentially collaborating in the future.

00:07:22.740 So power team.

00:07:23.540 Doing what?

00:07:23.980 I don't know.

00:07:24.480 Power team is still active.

00:07:26.600 So it could be Nephilim Death Squad X power team.

00:07:29.500 We could make some workout gear or something.

00:07:31.280 Who knows?

00:07:31.640 All right.

00:07:31.920 I like it.

00:07:32.280 Here we go.

00:07:32.600 Not all your dreams' meanings are all that deep, but don't ignore them either.

00:07:37.700 And what we encounter there, what we do there, has spiritual significance and effects that

00:07:42.240 can manifest in our lives if we unknowingly make pacts with demonic forces who infiltrate

00:07:46.560 our dreams.

00:07:47.120 Wait, wait.

00:07:47.520 I believe that.

00:07:48.800 But my problem is I don't have any autonomy in my dreams.

00:07:51.740 I just do things and I'm subjected to almost being along for the ride.

00:08:00.740 I don't have any control.

00:08:02.020 When people go like, oh, I do lucid dreaming or whatever, not me.

00:08:06.340 I don't lucid dream at all.

00:08:07.780 I'm just an observer of what happens in my dreams.

00:08:10.880 So I do believe that, that you can unknowingly make some pacts and such in the dreamscape.

00:08:16.940 But I don't seemingly have any control over that.

00:08:19.440 So are you just pressing microphone buttons?

00:08:21.380 What are you doing, dude?

00:08:22.000 I'm pressing buttons.

00:08:22.920 Go ahead.

00:08:23.160 Keep going, David.

00:08:24.160 Keep reading.

00:08:24.980 All right.

00:08:25.220 Fine.

00:08:25.460 I'll keep reading.

00:08:26.500 Back to the story.

00:08:27.380 I was having these crazy, violent, demonic dreams to the point I thought I was a doormat.

00:08:33.220 Oh, I'm sorry.

00:08:33.780 A dormant psychopath.

00:08:35.460 Nice.

00:08:36.460 Or really just sick in the head.

00:08:38.540 Sick stuff.

00:08:39.240 Very demonic.

00:08:40.560 The best.

00:08:41.120 The most demonic.

00:08:42.560 But God gave me a way to fight it when I was young.

00:08:46.200 It's hard to explain, but have you ever woken up from a nightmare and you felt really

00:08:49.400 awful?

00:08:51.360 And now I've got to scroll down because Top can't scroll down for me.

00:08:54.400 No, that's too much scrolling, dude.

00:08:56.220 Stop, please.

00:08:56.640 It's right in the middle of the page.

00:08:57.620 It's not right in the middle of the page.

00:08:58.700 Could you scroll up?

00:08:59.300 Now you cut off the...

00:09:00.020 Okay, good.

00:09:01.120 And you wish it ended differently.

00:09:03.420 Wait, wait.

00:09:03.720 No, no, no.

00:09:04.000 Okay.

00:09:04.460 Wait a second.

00:09:05.140 You made me scroll down for something that was at the top of...

00:09:07.460 All right.

00:09:07.680 Yeah, yeah.

00:09:07.980 And you over-scrolled, dude.

00:09:09.520 Very demonic.

00:09:09.900 This IRL thing is not...

00:09:11.320 You're doing too much.

00:09:12.500 Okay.

00:09:12.780 Okay.

00:09:13.060 Okay.

00:09:13.760 Where is it at?

00:09:14.620 You felt really...

00:09:15.060 All right.

00:09:15.740 Just felt really shitty about the way something happened in your dream and you wish it ended

00:09:20.560 differently.

00:09:22.040 Well, when I was really little, I would wake up from those demonic dreams and in the dream,

00:09:26.300 I would die or my family member would die or a beloved pet or something.

00:09:30.340 Something bad would happen.

00:09:32.120 And this is where you have to scroll.

00:09:33.200 So you can't...

00:09:33.660 Don't click on the chat.

00:09:34.340 They don't need it.

00:09:35.220 There you go.

00:09:35.780 Boom.

00:09:36.220 Where are we at here?

00:09:37.280 Boom.

00:09:37.800 Or a beloved pet or something.

00:09:39.000 Something bad would happen.

00:09:40.080 This is where I have to scroll.

00:09:41.180 This is still...

00:09:41.800 Folks.

00:09:42.040 No, you don't understand.

00:09:43.100 I can only see three sentences because...

00:09:44.680 Middle of the page.

00:09:45.100 Okay.

00:09:45.320 Here.

00:09:45.480 We'll do this.

00:09:47.300 Now I can see it all.

00:09:48.180 Now I can see it all.

00:09:48.880 All right.

00:09:50.080 Where do we go?

00:09:50.900 Right there.

00:09:51.700 Can you read it?

00:09:52.440 Don't do that.

00:09:53.140 You're doing a lot of up and down.

00:09:54.300 Now you got to go down.

00:09:55.000 Okay.

00:09:56.140 Boom.

00:09:56.340 Boom.

00:09:56.460 Boom.

00:09:56.580 Boom.

00:09:56.800 Something bad would happen and I would be in this half awake, half asleep mindset where

00:10:02.040 I can still see everything happening in the dream.

00:10:04.740 And I would, through sheer force of will, replay the bad scene in my head over and over and

00:10:12.220 over like a movie telling it no in my mind until I changed the outcome of the dream through

00:10:19.020 rejection of what it was.

00:10:20.320 That's interesting.

00:10:21.800 And visual...

00:10:22.620 Can you say that?

00:10:24.700 Visually?

00:10:25.740 Visualization.

00:10:26.620 Visualization.

00:10:27.140 Of what I wanted.

00:10:28.360 Mm-hmm.

00:10:29.060 And then that nightmare would stop and I would never have it again.

00:10:32.040 I practiced this many times in my sleep.

00:10:34.160 Nobody taught me except years later, I found out that God was teaching me this technique

00:10:38.660 as a form of spiritual warfare.

00:10:40.400 I never would have thought this is IRL.

00:10:42.240 This is IRL.

00:10:42.980 I like how they're asking me like, are you guys in the same room?

00:10:45.320 I was like, no, I'm clearly not in the same room as this guy.

00:10:46.660 Curtis, that's a wild question to ask.

00:10:49.100 Wild question, Curtis.

00:10:50.220 I thought you were better than that.

00:10:51.260 Okay.

00:10:51.800 So that's a wild premise to ever have had a bad dream and to simply have not...

00:10:57.900 I don't accept that.

00:10:59.580 So I'm going to go back into the dream and I'm going to replay it over and over again.

00:11:03.260 I'm going to continually object until the dream outcome changes.

00:11:07.260 Honestly, it's annoying.

00:11:08.180 I could see why whatever is making the bad dream is like after a while of you just constantly

00:11:12.680 objecting is like, whatever, just...

00:11:13.960 Yeah, whatever you want.

00:11:14.980 Fine, fine.

00:11:15.440 Yeah, I get it.

00:11:16.200 It's just a dream.

00:11:16.400 That's fine.

00:11:16.740 Are you Jewish?

00:11:17.800 Yeah, it sounds very Jewish.

00:11:19.260 Sarantak.

00:11:19.700 I don't think...

00:11:19.940 Sarantak.

00:11:20.540 I don't think it's Jewish, though.

00:11:22.040 Okay.

00:11:22.420 I don't think it's Jewish.

00:11:22.600 All right.

00:11:22.780 Scroll down, dude.

00:11:23.880 Now you got to scroll down.

00:11:24.760 I can't stop, except for years later, you found out God was teaching spiritual warfare.

00:11:28.640 You got to do that part down there.

00:11:29.620 Yeah, there we go.

00:11:30.040 After a while, I stopped having so many of these horrific dreams.

00:11:34.120 They became more sporadic, but still more frequent than I would prefer.

00:11:37.640 That is until I started becoming a more prolific, practically godless sinner in my late teen years.

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00:12:30.300 In early 20s, how bad could you be in your teens?

00:12:33.080 Pretty bad.

00:12:34.280 Pretty bad.

00:12:34.740 I was eating dumpster donuts in my teens.

00:12:36.440 Yeah, but that's not bad.

00:12:37.940 No, no, no.

00:12:38.420 Okay, I had sex with a couple of fat chicks in my teens.

00:12:41.720 That's bad.

00:12:42.180 That's not bad.

00:12:43.520 It was like out of wedlock, you know, sexual encounters with fat women.

00:12:46.760 Kanye West would say it's bad.

00:12:48.260 It is bad.

00:12:50.900 There's a lot of violence.

00:12:52.100 I sold drugs.

00:12:53.400 That's not that bad.

00:12:54.260 You could do a lot of things that are bad.

00:12:57.640 I spent some time in graveyards, as white kids do.

00:13:00.340 I feel like even if you killed somebody at like 18.

00:13:02.760 Well, what's the bad then?

00:13:04.560 How bad is, what would be the line where you're like, oh, that's bad?

00:13:07.000 Bad is like when you're older and you really know what you're doing and then you still do

00:13:12.500 it.

00:13:12.920 Well, that's sinning.

00:13:14.520 That's sinning.

00:13:15.160 The knowledge of a thing and then still doing it anyway is a sin.

00:13:17.720 But you could still engage in terrible behavior as a teenager.

00:13:21.680 I would say teenagers are worse.

00:13:23.760 Honestly, I think about that sometimes.

00:13:25.080 I don't think a lot of people have a finger on how really bad groups of teenage boys are.

00:13:34.380 Teenage dudes with no structure, no discipline, and nobody to answer to, you get enough of

00:13:40.040 them together, they'll fucking level a town.

00:13:43.040 I remember when I was a kid, all I wanted to do was break shit and destroy things and

00:13:46.420 break into places and things like that.

00:13:49.060 So I think you could do a lot, dude.

00:13:51.240 All right.

00:13:51.560 All right.

00:13:51.900 Whatever.

00:13:52.340 Can you read this next part?

00:13:53.340 You're defending this guy.

00:13:54.200 I'm defending him.

00:13:55.080 All right.

00:13:55.240 God protected me from many evil events, from keeping me and my little sister from getting

00:13:58.880 molested by demonic strangers as kids.

00:14:01.900 That's wild.

00:14:02.840 To keep me out of most really bad fights as a teen, to sparing my life in more than one

00:14:08.460 occasion as a professional serial drunk driver.

00:14:10.960 Oh, him and his brother, I guess they were doing it together.

00:14:13.040 You know what's crazy, though?

00:14:14.140 Imagine you're a pedophile, right?

00:14:16.840 Imagine you're a pedophile.

00:14:17.780 Why would you ever pick a dude whose dad, shoulder to shoulder, is five feet across and

00:14:22.860 he runs through two by fours?

00:14:23.900 Why would you ever go, that's the guy whose kid I'm going to try to target?

00:14:27.620 That seems, that's a bad decision.

00:14:29.720 It might not have been God that saved you.

00:14:31.620 It could have just been the power team that saved you, right?

00:14:34.780 You could have had some pedophile encroaching on you and your dad shows up in a matching

00:14:38.100 windbreaker pantsuit.

00:14:40.200 Think about it this way, though.

00:14:41.400 What if it's because, you know, obviously the dad's kind of hot.

00:14:46.320 He might have been a hot kid.

00:14:47.820 Oh, because his dad is like a muscular in shape.

00:14:50.640 Yeah.

00:14:50.860 Kind of like, yeah.

00:14:51.720 His dad was like classic Americana.

00:14:55.120 Yeah.

00:14:55.300 Tom, just let us know, were you hot as a teen?

00:14:58.020 Were you a hot teen?

00:14:59.960 If you were, I mean, it makes sense.

00:15:02.820 Then I get it.

00:15:03.260 Yeah.

00:15:03.540 Do we really blame these people?

00:15:05.000 Were they really demonic or did they just see it?

00:15:07.040 Horny.

00:15:07.160 They could have just been.

00:15:07.920 Were they just horned up?

00:15:09.080 Horned up.

00:15:09.660 What were you wearing?

00:15:10.680 That's true.

00:15:11.500 Hopefully a matching windbreaker suit like his dad, because that's pretty cool.

00:15:15.440 We should do that, by the way.

00:15:16.580 A Nephilim Death Squad windbreaker suit.

00:15:19.460 I'm not going to do that.

00:15:20.560 Okay.

00:15:21.080 Here we go.

00:15:21.520 Sound off in the chat if you want a matching windbreaker suit.

00:15:23.980 My friends referred to me sometimes as the drunken Jedi because I was so good at it.

00:15:28.380 Whoa.

00:15:28.740 Okay.

00:15:28.860 Driving?

00:15:29.620 Yeah.

00:15:29.860 I lived the life of a North California.

00:15:33.380 Is this a faceless writing to us?

00:15:36.200 Right.

00:15:36.460 It does sound like it.

00:15:37.720 With nearly zero interactions with the law.

00:15:39.880 Okay, that's a good way to be.

00:15:42.240 The times I did encounter the cops, they let me go.

00:15:45.020 He loves being white.

00:15:46.960 But when something bad happened to me, it was God steering me away because I was drifting

00:15:50.220 too far from my calling and destiny in Christ.

00:15:54.900 Okay.

00:15:55.400 For example, when I was younger and far from God, I wanted to join the Marines.

00:16:00.680 I wanted to kill.

00:16:01.520 I wanted to kill evil people and get called a hero for it.

00:16:06.080 I wanted to feel battle.

00:16:07.300 God put that desire for battle inside of me.

00:16:12.100 But as my mother used to always say, much to my cringed hatred, God has a war for you

00:16:18.280 to fight, but it's not one of flesh and blood, but against spiritual darkness.

00:16:22.800 Okay.

00:16:23.360 Yeah.

00:16:23.580 I had that when I was a kid too.

00:16:24.660 Like I wanted to join the Marines, but they were like, you're five, seven, you can't be

00:16:29.520 here.

00:16:30.140 Actually, I never signed.

00:16:30.880 I never tried to do that, but, but I did want to, they would have taken you probably.

00:16:34.060 I'm sure they don't take any meat that moves.

00:16:36.020 I like the skies at the front lines, but put them up there.

00:16:38.620 Yeah.

00:16:39.520 God, God knows.

00:16:40.760 I hated hearing that.

00:16:41.580 I wanted to take lives in a war, very dark place.

00:16:45.160 And God had different plans.

00:16:46.860 In short terms, mama was right.

00:16:49.840 After years of moving to Humboldt near the Bohemian Grove.

00:16:53.600 No, Bohemian Grove.

00:16:55.260 I've noticed you can't say Bohemian Grove anymore.

00:16:56.640 I can't say it anymore.

00:16:57.740 Yeah.

00:16:57.980 Yeah.

00:16:58.160 It's Bohemian Grove.

00:16:59.580 It should be happening end of April.

00:17:01.420 We'll see.

00:17:01.700 End of April, guys.

00:17:02.300 We're working on it.

00:17:03.280 I encountered a deep darkness.

00:17:05.740 The whole atmosphere I likened to spiritual whiskey.

00:17:09.860 At first it's fun, then it makes you sick.

00:17:12.560 The influence of Hindu gods is palpable.

00:17:15.240 Paganism is rampant.

00:17:16.420 Drug culture seamlessly influences everything up there.

00:17:19.500 And I moved there for freedom, not the weed.

00:17:22.640 Wait, wait, wait.

00:17:23.520 Oh, okay.

00:17:24.160 He's talking about this place in California.

00:17:25.680 Yeah, Northern California.

00:17:27.040 I never even smoked or drank till I was 20.

00:17:29.060 Then I moved to Humboldt County for three years and became a moonshiner for the next seven.

00:17:34.360 What?

00:17:35.080 Damn, boy.

00:17:35.700 This dude was a moonshiner?

00:17:37.480 This guy's way cooler.

00:17:38.820 This is what gets me confusing about Tom.

00:17:41.340 Tom has lived a pretty cool life, and he has some really cool influences within this biblical world, his parents.

00:17:48.840 He's like, I'm going to go make moonshine in a bathtub in Northern California.

00:17:51.600 Well, not even that.

00:17:51.980 That all tracks.

00:17:53.440 But then to get to wherever you are now and be like, I'm going to listen to fucking Nephilim Death Squad.

00:17:57.720 That's where I get confused.

00:17:58.820 I'm like, there was so many other cooler outlets for you, no?

00:18:02.180 And you came to us.

00:18:03.260 I mean, I'm honored, really.

00:18:04.580 I just feel like he's too cool to be a fan of ours.

00:18:06.140 They start with Joe Rogan or something, and then they end up with this bullshit show.

00:18:09.380 The pipeline Joe Rogan to fucking Nephilim Death Squad.

00:18:11.920 Yeah.

00:18:12.320 All right.

00:18:12.860 So making moonshine at the time, my local North Cal Redneck buddy's treehouse, fucking treehouse, made out of 9-11, wait, made out of 9-11 was an inside job conspiracy road signs someone erected a decade prior.

00:18:25.820 Very interesting.

00:18:26.980 Which we thus reclaimed, recycled, and turned into a moonshine treehouse.

00:18:30.980 That's cool.

00:18:31.900 During this time, I was living life to the fullest.

00:18:34.220 I started smoking weed and my brother's peer pressure shortly after moving in together while we attended college.

00:18:40.140 In that moment, getting high for the first time, I felt like what I could only describe as like a mesh was put over my eyes.

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00:19:30.120 Hashtag make a play.

00:19:32.860 Like I was looking through an up-close screen door mesh.

00:19:37.000 I asked if everyone else felt that, and they said that I was high.

00:19:40.320 Yeah, that's what I'm getting at.

00:19:41.900 Yeah.

00:19:42.340 It's like I was, but that's spiritual.

00:19:44.260 I paid attention to that.

00:19:46.520 I was not an unbeliever.

00:19:49.100 I professed the name of Jesus Christ.

00:19:50.900 I was ignorant and stupid.

00:19:52.820 I had a great head, what is that?

00:19:55.000 I had a great head knowledge of much of what the Bible had to say, or so I thought.

00:19:59.880 Having the Bible read to me every night as a kid for years, but I had, in my estimation, never had a true spiritual experience.

00:20:10.200 And until God gives me one, I'll live how I please.

00:20:13.540 I get that.

00:20:14.160 All right, interesting.

00:20:15.340 Yeah, I feel that.

00:20:16.200 You don't, I don't know.

00:20:17.520 You don't feel that, man?

00:20:18.960 It's kind of like, you're going to have to tell me about it.

00:20:21.880 I mean, I get it.

00:20:23.300 I feel the same way about weed and that mesh he's talking about.

00:20:28.220 There's like a dulling of all the senses.

00:20:33.640 I saw something the other day that said that the memory centers of your brain take an incredible amount of time to regenerate after you smoke weed.

00:20:45.480 So, obviously, when you smoke weed, you tend to forget a lot of things.

00:20:48.700 Yeah.

00:20:49.220 But there is a lingering effect that stays even when you're sober after that, and it takes a long time to restore whatever sections of the brain are associated with memory and recall, that when they do these brain scans, they could actually see the affected areas.

00:21:05.580 And the other thing that I saw, too, is like a 27 times increase in schizophrenia since weed was legalized.

00:21:15.720 We got into a really weird place because for a while we were trying to make weed this miracle thing, right?

00:21:21.360 It was like, oh, weed cures cancer.

00:21:24.420 Oh, you know, weed does this.

00:21:25.840 We does that.

00:21:26.380 It's good for this.

00:21:27.100 And it was like we got to the point where we were just saying whatever in order to get it legalized.

00:21:32.040 And now that it's legalized, I don't think we're better for it.

00:21:34.940 Yeah, like more people that never have cancer.

00:21:36.940 And schizophrenia.

00:21:38.800 That's true.

00:21:39.440 That's true.

00:21:39.860 Yeah, it seems like a little bit of a ruse, although weed can be kind of fun.

00:21:43.840 But I do get it.

00:21:45.020 So this guy's having a profound experience on weed, a spiritual experience is kind of what he's saying.

00:21:51.480 And so the idea of I live life, I live how I please until somebody shows me.

00:21:57.280 I totally get that.

00:21:58.520 It's also, but very gay.

00:22:01.320 Yeah, but I mean, you know, you got to show me some people.

00:22:04.420 Hey, you got to fucking show me this stuff.

00:22:06.600 I'm just like, especially coming from a family like that, where every other story is like your dad walked into a bar one day and there was a demon and he just kicked its ass.

00:22:14.280 Yeah, he ran through five two by fours to kill six demons.

00:22:17.020 Yeah.

00:22:17.220 You got to show me after a while.

00:22:19.020 Like, I'm glad they saw it, but I got to see.

00:22:21.780 So which is what my mother and what I told my mother and my father, he said it to his dad.

00:22:26.800 I'll be an outlaw until God comes becomes real to me.

00:22:29.860 I said, I was heavily influenced by country music, the old stuff, Johnny Cash, Waylon Jennings, Willie Nelson, David Allen Coe.

00:22:38.720 And in high school, I was presented with a question about America in a nation where our founding fathers were supposedly these great Christian men and gave us this Christian nation.

00:22:49.100 With our constitutional rights that come from God and all this stuff, why are we living in a tyrannical socialist bullshit country run by this fucking black commie, Obama at the time, and a bunch of pedophiles?

00:23:01.600 Great question.

00:23:03.260 Why is everybody retarded and knows nothing about our nation's history?

00:23:07.140 Why is gay shit everywhere?

00:23:08.560 Don't they know that's how Rome fell?

00:23:10.460 These are solid questions.

00:23:11.660 Yeah.

00:23:12.020 Great questions.

00:23:12.740 Solid questions.

00:23:13.080 Yeah.

00:23:13.220 Something had to go very, very wrong.

00:23:18.060 This isn't the America my father taught me about.

00:23:20.580 This is kind of what I ask all the time about Israel.

00:23:22.980 I'm like, you know, like if these are the people of God and you you're backing them so readily, how come nobody stops to take just take a look at them and see how like what they're doing and how retarded it is and how it doesn't line up.

00:23:36.860 How it doesn't line up, how it's contradictory to everything that God says.

00:23:40.700 I mean, I guess that is sort of, you know, descriptive of them in the Bible, but it could be descriptive of just about anybody like disobeying disobedience to God.

00:23:50.440 Sometimes when I look at them, I'm like, not just disobedient to God, but disobedient, like outwardly disobedient on purpose.

00:23:59.860 But whatever.

00:24:00.460 Right.

00:24:00.600 I'm like, like, you've got to show me, like, you've really got to show me if they're the chosen people.

00:24:05.700 My dad just invited you to church just before.

00:24:08.160 That's right.

00:24:08.380 Yeah.

00:24:08.800 And I was just like, yeah, they're going to take down the Israeli flag when I go.

00:24:13.340 Well, yeah, in my mind, I was like, is it like a evangelical experience or, you know, it's a Pentecostal.

00:24:19.540 I mean, they're very nice people, but Israel, we got to pray for Israel first and foremost.

00:24:23.660 I was like, if I know these kids are getting blown up, but in the end, it's all for good stuff.

00:24:28.560 Yeah.

00:24:28.760 They just blew up some other shit.

00:24:30.760 They're bombing, you know, Syria now for no reason.

00:24:33.000 But I get it.

00:24:34.640 I understand where these people are coming from.

00:24:36.180 But you really got to show me if you're going to push that shit, then you have to show me without a doubt that that's God's plan.

00:24:44.080 This is what these people are doing here.

00:24:46.000 This is like, but until then, I don't believe in.

00:24:48.800 I've seen enough to the contrary to believe otherwise.

00:24:51.460 Well, I was that type of person.

00:24:53.240 Well, not necessarily that type of person, but I wasn't in any sort of opposition or rebellion against the idea of God.

00:25:00.700 But before I could, like, jump all the way in, I also needed to be shown something.

00:25:05.380 So I had that experience.

00:25:06.340 Everybody knows that experience.

00:25:07.300 I've fucking told it a million times.

00:25:08.680 But, you know, seeing a demon has a real way of making you go like, oh, okay.

00:25:12.360 All right.

00:25:12.820 I believe it now.

00:25:14.260 Yeah.

00:25:14.800 They're going to love that story.

00:25:16.060 Are you telling that again today?

00:25:17.540 No, no, no.

00:25:17.920 Today, eggs.

00:25:19.440 Just about eggs.

00:25:20.120 Just today, we're talking about eggs, baby.

00:25:21.680 I'm going to be on Inverted World Live at 6 p.m. Eastern time with the great Shane Cashman,

00:25:28.120 and we're going to talk about eggs.

00:25:30.860 Over easy, scrambled, fried, sunny side up, everything.

00:25:35.320 Eggs in a nest.

00:25:36.000 You ever have eggs in a nest?

00:25:37.140 No.

00:25:37.640 You don't know what that is?

00:25:38.420 No.

00:25:38.680 Eggs in a nest.

00:25:39.280 You take a shot glass, and you press the circle out of a slice of bread, and then you put the bread on a pan with some butter and let it toast up.

00:25:47.140 Oh, yeah.

00:25:47.480 And then you drop the egg in the center, egg in a nest, dude.

00:25:49.500 That's what cultured people eat.

00:25:50.880 So, yeah, we're going to talk about eggs.

00:25:52.020 It's going to be good.

00:25:52.320 All right.

00:25:53.100 That led me down such a rabbit hole of information about the untold history of this nation that I quickly became called a conspiracy theorist and a racist.

00:26:00.800 My favorite thing.

00:26:01.780 Nice.

00:26:02.140 That's why you watch this show.

00:26:03.560 Those are mutually exclusive.

00:26:05.480 Well, I mean, no, you can be a conspiracy theorist, but you could be a gay one, like the people who listen to-

00:26:11.540 Go ahead and say it.

00:26:13.020 It's that show on Rumble, the one that fired our boy.

00:26:17.940 Conspiracy Pilled.

00:26:18.960 Conspiracy Pilled.

00:26:19.700 That's a gay show, yeah.

00:26:20.520 It's a gay show.

00:26:22.040 It's gay because it's missing that word right there.

00:26:24.720 Racism.

00:26:25.360 Racism.

00:26:25.900 Need a lot of racism.

00:26:27.220 Yeah.

00:26:27.380 All right.

00:26:28.380 So, at the time, God so orchestrated and blessed me that in the beginning of my journey, Google had not yet undergone its extreme extermination of blacklisting information they find unpalatable for their satanic communist bullshit agenda.

00:26:41.300 Right.

00:26:41.980 That was the good old days, right?

00:26:43.180 Hell yeah, dude.

00:26:43.900 That's when I was getting, like, cool information, having fun.

00:26:46.640 Like, back when I used to watch Anonymous, who, by the way-

00:26:49.580 Is now gay.

00:26:50.260 Is now gay.

00:26:50.980 Just released a video today.

00:26:53.200 Anonymous.

00:26:53.920 By the way, from their verified Twitter account.

00:26:56.780 What the fuck are you talking about, dude?

00:26:59.100 No longer anonymous?

00:27:00.280 That's, like, the whole thing.

00:27:02.020 Yeah.

00:27:02.260 All right.

00:27:02.580 So, yeah.

00:27:02.900 This is back in the day when YouTube was cool, had all those dope documentaries.

00:27:06.520 I found a lot of information then that I have to now buy-

00:27:10.820 What did we say?

00:27:11.620 That I now have to buy history books in order to find again.

00:27:14.600 Yeah.

00:27:14.880 That's why I got all these books over here that I don't read.

00:27:17.340 It's like I wanted to get Behold a Pale Horse, but they removed an entire section about the protocols of the elders of Zion.

00:27:22.640 Do you have a-

00:27:23.440 This looks so bad.

00:27:24.180 I'm going to paint the wall.

00:27:25.220 The negative space?

00:27:25.660 Oh, yeah.

00:27:26.060 We should have aimed that up, huh?

00:27:27.280 Yeah.

00:27:27.540 It's going to look even worse.

00:27:28.960 And I have two other cameras going that I'll edit this later.

00:27:33.220 Can you do this?

00:27:33.780 Because I like to look at what the chat's saying.

00:27:35.080 We're not going to do what they say.

00:27:36.140 I don't care what they say.

00:27:37.180 They asked if you passed the egg test.

00:27:38.660 Of course I passed the egg test.

00:27:39.980 It fell right out.

00:27:41.520 It wasn't even a hard-boiled egg.

00:27:42.700 It was a regular egg.

00:27:43.780 It fell right out of my ass.

00:27:44.340 It boiled inside of his ass.

00:27:46.220 How dare you?

00:27:47.020 It's hot in there.

00:27:47.760 It's a brown egg.

00:27:48.520 A non-transitioned.

00:27:49.600 Yeah.

00:27:49.880 Not good.

00:27:50.300 Talk about the parthenogenesis egg.

00:27:54.760 I just read a word here.

00:27:56.020 So he found a lot of information.

00:27:57.560 Then he'd have to buy whatever.

00:27:59.320 Became a radical libertarian.

00:28:02.060 Gay as that is today.

00:28:03.640 All right.

00:28:03.880 But I'm willing to forgive him because he correctly identified it as gay.

00:28:06.800 Yes.

00:28:07.180 It was a different time.

00:28:08.280 So I wonder, Tom, did you follow me over from the Libertarian Party?

00:28:12.560 Is that how you know us?

00:28:13.840 Or did you just find this show?

00:28:17.540 That's a real pipeline.

00:28:19.240 Like a libertarianism to top lobster enjoyer is an actual pipeline.

00:28:23.800 It's a crazy pipeline.

00:28:26.420 And honestly, the Libertarian Party, they never cease to amaze me.

00:28:30.140 They did something very gay today.

00:28:32.120 What was that?

00:28:33.400 A guy that I used to work with, I did some work for this guy, Stephen Nicalia.

00:28:38.760 He took over as the LP person.

00:28:41.440 Okay.

00:28:41.940 And Angela McArdle's out.

00:28:43.980 And the person who runs...

00:28:45.540 Oh, that old lesbian lady with the pink hair?

00:28:48.060 No, no, no.

00:28:48.560 That's a different lady.

00:28:49.380 She's like a younger, very skinny blonde lady.

00:28:52.360 She's the one who sat down with Trump who got this guy, Ross Ulbrich.

00:28:55.960 Yeah.

00:28:56.380 Is she really tiny?

00:28:57.280 She's like a tiny person?

00:28:58.080 She's little.

00:28:58.480 Yeah, Ross Ulbrich should be back in jail, but she did a good job doing whatever she

00:29:02.560 wanted.

00:29:02.940 You know, that's what they wanted.

00:29:03.840 So good on her.

00:29:04.580 And she's a nice lady.

00:29:06.240 Anyway, this guy steps in to fill her role because she quit because she was like, this

00:29:09.540 is gay.

00:29:09.960 I don't want anything to do with this.

00:29:11.980 I know everybody seems to figure it out at some point.

00:29:14.680 And she's like, this was gay.

00:29:16.540 This guy gets in.

00:29:18.120 The Libertarian Party just with their account, they comment on, what's his name?

00:29:24.780 On Kanye West tweets on one of them.

00:29:26.260 It was like one of these inflammatory ones and they go, it looks like we really have

00:29:30.120 freedom of speech.

00:29:31.460 Like if he, if he can say this, that's a good sign for Twitter for X because he's saying

00:29:36.020 wild shit.

00:29:36.600 Although we would say that it's a long lines now that are acceptable.

00:29:40.400 It's safe, it's safe, dangerous.

00:29:41.380 And the reason that I say that isn't because I think the Overton window is shifting so fast

00:29:46.600 that people don't realize they don't realize it.

00:29:48.540 We've been saying this shit.

00:29:49.760 You've been saying this for a lot longer than I have.

00:29:51.460 And I've been saying it for the past year, along with bands of other people on Twitter.

00:29:56.040 We've been holding it down.

00:29:56.800 Kanye has been gone.

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00:30:48.920 Hashtag make a play.

00:30:50.360 And we've been, you know, hammering the Jew question to the extent that we're now done

00:31:01.040 with it.

00:31:01.380 We're now like, oh no, that's not where the mark is anymore.

00:31:03.260 You got to go someplace else.

00:31:04.460 Now that Kanye West is here doing it, I'm like, Kanye, you know, it's not exciting.

00:31:09.420 I don't know if I'm the only one that thinks it's not exciting, but it's funny.

00:31:13.560 But I'm like, we've been saying bangers.

00:31:15.540 You know, you just keep twisting knobs over there.

00:31:17.380 This is like when we were in Georgia.

00:31:18.500 Because you're so loud, David.

00:31:20.860 You are, you are, I mean, it's going to sound okay, but I'm looking at him, at him spike

00:31:26.000 the levels and there was just, it's just completely unpredictable.

00:31:28.940 This is how.

00:31:29.820 I'm like, just fucking talking to the mic.

00:31:31.840 This is how he talks to you.

00:31:33.200 I am talking to the microphone.

00:31:34.020 No, this is how he talks to you when we're in the car.

00:31:36.800 Yeah.

00:31:37.260 When we're in any.

00:31:38.580 I have one volume.

00:31:39.840 It's this.

00:31:40.340 This is how I talk all the time.

00:31:41.220 His one volume is like incredibly annoying.

00:31:43.460 Well, my wife doesn't say that.

00:31:44.420 She's like, you scream with fucking everything you say.

00:31:46.400 There's no reason to scream.

00:31:47.220 I'm, my volume is like super low.

00:31:49.700 Yeah.

00:31:50.140 Fix his soundboard.

00:31:51.040 I can't.

00:31:51.640 Look, David is obnoxiously loud.

00:31:53.200 What?

00:31:53.600 This is how I talk all the time.

00:31:55.260 But I'm right in front of you.

00:31:56.520 Okay.

00:31:56.760 What do I got to do then?

00:31:57.680 Talk to me like a human being.

00:31:58.720 Give me like a sample.

00:31:59.380 How do you talk?

00:32:00.260 All right, people.

00:32:00.880 This is how I talk.

00:32:01.540 Like a human being.

00:32:02.340 Okay.

00:32:02.840 Listen to yourself.

00:32:03.480 Talk into there and hear yourself.

00:32:04.840 I hear.

00:32:05.120 That's all I do.

00:32:05.700 I hear myself.

00:32:06.340 It's getting feedback.

00:32:06.980 It sounds great.

00:32:07.020 Every time he starts a sandwich.

00:32:09.400 Every time he starts a sentence, he's like.

00:32:15.940 That's how I talk, dude.

00:32:17.160 That's insulting.

00:32:19.260 That's not nice.

00:32:19.980 Mind Driven says, Corbo's mic has been the worst since the first show I started listening

00:32:23.760 to.

00:32:24.920 I can barely hear him and then goes loud.

00:32:27.440 It doesn't even make sense because.

00:32:29.200 It's because he's.

00:32:29.880 Okay, so here's what's going on.

00:32:31.900 This is a sophisticated piece of technology.

00:32:34.000 Yeah.

00:32:34.480 And he's yelling and spitting into it.

00:32:36.300 No, not spitting.

00:32:37.240 He's like your dad.

00:32:38.120 He's like your dad.

00:32:38.840 When you call your dad and you go, hey, dad.

00:32:40.480 With a boomer?

00:32:41.040 And they're fucking yelling on their phone.

00:32:42.640 They're like, listen, I don't know if you could hear me.

00:32:44.560 That's actually how I talk on my phone, too.

00:32:46.280 I know.

00:32:46.760 I hold it away from my shit.

00:32:47.580 I scream into it.

00:32:48.140 I know.

00:32:48.300 And then I put it back in my ear.

00:32:49.180 I tell my dad.

00:32:49.960 I go, dad, this is a thousand dollar piece of equipment that's likely made by the Nephilim.

00:32:54.800 And it's sending a signal into outer space.

00:32:57.560 And then that outer space signal is coming back down to me.

00:33:00.680 It's a fucking miracle.

00:33:01.860 You don't have to yell at it.

00:33:02.860 This is how I do it.

00:33:03.700 I go, like if I'm talking to you, once I hear you, if you go, yo, what's up?

00:33:07.880 I then do this.

00:33:08.660 I go, hey, what's up, man?

00:33:10.640 Da, da, da, da, da, da, da.

00:33:11.520 And then I put it back to my ear.

00:33:12.540 Like a walkie-talkie.

00:33:13.520 Yeah, like a walkie-talkie, yeah.

00:33:14.520 All right, just talk normal in the mic.

00:33:15.800 What I'm saying is that, so Kanye West said something.

00:33:20.340 Libertarian Party said, wow, this guy's allowed to say this.

00:33:23.560 And from a Normie standpoint, it's like, yeah, he is a lot, but he's saying some wild shit that you'd be like, it would be previously banned.

00:33:30.840 Like, can we agree on that?

00:33:32.400 Yes.

00:33:33.280 Okay, that's all that they said.

00:33:34.740 The guy, Steven Nicalia, forced out the mains comm guy, the guy that's in charge of the Twitter.

00:33:42.560 He, like, basically, he lost his job because of that.

00:33:45.820 The guy that said, hey, this is an exercise in free speech and looks good to me.

00:33:51.600 Yeah, it's like, yo, this is a crazy stress test.

00:33:53.820 Didn't even agree with it.

00:33:54.820 I would have agreed with it.

00:33:56.640 The things he was saying, like, you know, choose this, choose that.

00:33:59.700 I was like, right on, probably.

00:34:01.620 Very fun.

00:34:01.880 He didn't even agree, but the guy got fired, and I'm just like, how gay?

00:34:05.280 Like, there's, like, a new bar set with the Libertarian Party, and it's constantly, like, how gay can you get?

00:34:10.660 And right now, they're doing, like, the limbo, like, basically on the floor of gay.

00:34:14.400 Yeah, yeah.

00:34:15.260 Well, this is the thing that I've been saying about Kanye, which, if you're a Normie, that's an appropriate take to have, is, hey, look, this is good for freedom of speech.

00:34:24.460 Um, still can't say tranny, though.

00:34:27.420 Yeah, yeah.

00:34:28.680 If I try to type out the word tranny, I'll get limited, uh, my view limited or whatever.

00:34:32.960 Yeah.

00:34:33.360 Um, but.

00:34:34.580 Or faggot.

00:34:35.460 Can't say faggot.

00:34:36.300 You can if you put, uh, accent marks on it.

00:34:38.440 I don't, you know, I would say so much, like, I would say so many more things if I can actually speak freely on Twitter, but I am not allowed to.

00:34:45.200 Well, you're not Kanye West.

00:34:46.020 Apparently Kanye West can say whatever he wants.

00:34:48.120 But, but the thing, oh, look, my wife is screaming at, at my son, which almost means 100% that he, uh, made your dog bite him.

00:34:54.240 So, so, um, the, the thing that I'm seeing here, and this is what made me make a tweet on the 20th.

00:35:01.680 If you go back to my account and you look at, uh, uh, January 20th, I said, it's time for Kanye West to reemerge.

00:35:07.280 And the reason that I said that is because I recognized that the cultural dialogue was going in a place where we were going to reach, like, critical mass of, of Jew noticing.

00:35:14.200 And, and I recognize that Kanye West would be a good, um, leverage to get that last bit of juice out, that last bit of, if you have Kanye show up and then he, and then sure enough, not even 10 days later or something, he's back on Twitter and he's saying all this shit.

00:35:29.120 So, why was I able to call that?

00:35:30.980 Because I, I believe it's all theater.

00:35:32.380 I don't think any of this is fucking real.

00:35:33.700 And it's a cultural engineering operation.

00:35:36.700 Why was I able to call that?

00:35:38.120 Well, because I make wild predictions all the time.

00:35:41.160 I've been, well, I was able to call it because I've been looking at eggs very closely, very closely.

00:35:46.680 Yes.

00:35:47.000 And, and the egg there's, it's all in the egg.

00:35:49.360 No, I mean, listen, it was fairly obvious he was going to make a comeback.

00:35:52.420 It's just, uh, unfortunately for Bryce Harper, Bryce Mitchell, he made the comeback probably a week too late.

00:35:58.640 That was weird.

00:35:59.380 I didn't watch any of it.

00:36:00.260 I saw some clips, very brief moments and I couldn't watch it anymore.

00:36:04.120 In fact, I only watched enough for Bryce Mitchell to say, if you listened, I didn't say that I liked him.

00:36:11.380 I said that we were lied about him or something like that.

00:36:13.440 Right.

00:36:13.700 And then all of a sudden, Rampage Jackson goes, but you know, and as soon as he let a, but you know out, I fucking clicked it.

00:36:18.820 I couldn't listen to it.

00:36:19.600 I can't listen to that shit.

00:36:20.520 It's, it's retarded.

00:36:21.420 He said, my dog is making TLC content.

00:36:23.580 Let's go, baby.

00:36:24.360 Let's go.

00:36:25.000 My dog's a puppy.

00:36:25.760 He's very nice, but your son's probably deserved this.

00:36:28.260 He doesn't know how to act around dogs.

00:36:30.660 It's crazy.

00:36:31.120 It's, it's wild.

00:36:31.860 He was like, I was like, this is a new dog and he's a puppy.

00:36:34.760 He's like, he's like a fresh blank slate.

00:36:36.520 Go ahead.

00:36:37.200 And his son, he's like, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:36:39.680 He pulls away.

00:36:42.200 And then my dog just goes like, and just like bites his hand, like real soft.

00:36:46.360 I was like, yeah, dude.

00:36:47.320 He's like, you're literally asking him to do that.

00:36:49.840 You're making yourself delicious.

00:36:51.100 Yeah.

00:36:51.560 That's the problem.

00:36:52.480 You're making yourself delicious.

00:36:53.680 You're a snack.

00:36:54.300 Bite you, dude.

00:36:54.820 You're a snack right now.

00:36:55.900 Okay.

00:36:56.080 Let's read back the thing.

00:36:57.180 He was a radical libertarian gay.

00:36:59.100 Yeah.

00:36:59.700 It was a different time.

00:37:00.460 It was a different time.

00:37:01.140 It was cooler back then.

00:37:03.100 And it's gotten way gayer.

00:37:04.520 If like people, I was on that guy, Patrick Kelly show.

00:37:07.660 Okay.

00:37:08.100 And he was like, he was saying that he was a Republican before.

00:37:11.480 I like to do this.

00:37:12.180 I hold these things like a stack of cards.

00:37:13.860 And you stack them.

00:37:14.240 That's good.

00:37:14.560 I do this all the time.

00:37:15.260 I rip my toenails off till my feet bleed.

00:37:16.660 This is a lot better.

00:37:17.580 Yeah.

00:37:17.840 We learned that I actually have to wear socks during my show because I have like, I'm

00:37:21.120 like nervous.

00:37:21.860 And so I'll, I'll pick at my feet and I'll rip my toenails off till my toes bleed.

00:37:25.620 Like little cards.

00:37:26.380 Anyway.

00:37:26.700 Anyway, he's like, yeah, I'm a libertarian now.

00:37:29.580 He's like, I'm getting like more involved in my state and all this.

00:37:32.820 He's in Kentucky.

00:37:33.280 And I was like, why the fuck now?

00:37:36.500 Like, haven't you figured out it's gay?

00:37:37.980 And he's like, well, what do you mean by that?

00:37:39.120 And I just like that whole episode.

00:37:40.540 If you haven't watched it, it's on.

00:37:42.140 I won't.

00:37:42.900 It's well, you listen to it.

00:37:44.020 It's on our speaker.

00:37:45.360 I was like, I went in, I went in.

00:37:47.840 It was, I thought it was fun.

00:37:48.820 Is he still your friend?

00:37:49.620 Does he like you?

00:37:50.140 Did he?

00:37:50.480 Yeah.

00:37:50.700 He invited me back on.

00:37:51.480 Cause it was great.

00:37:52.120 We went from gay, like, I just trashed libertarianism all the way to the Bible.

00:37:55.700 Like it was, it was a crazy episode.

00:37:57.800 We talked about Laney.

00:37:59.060 Oh, that's really interesting.

00:38:00.380 It was, it was a good show.

00:38:02.100 Anyway, he became a radical libertarian.

00:38:04.400 I prefer to be called a confederate politically.

00:38:06.780 Even then when I was masquerading as a libertarian, but I didn't want people to automatically

00:38:11.660 dismiss me as some kind of racist.

00:38:13.180 That's where you went wrong.

00:38:14.240 Yeah.

00:38:14.960 Yeah.

00:38:15.380 Gotta embrace it.

00:38:16.540 Yeah.

00:38:16.660 It's like they're programmed to do when they hear that word over a political ideology that

00:38:21.740 has very, that has very little to nothing to do with race.

00:38:25.640 Anyhow, any back in Humboldt, my brother, he's right though.

00:38:29.600 Like that's a, but I'm sure we could talk about that for a while, but let's, let's move

00:38:32.440 on.

00:38:32.780 Okay.

00:38:33.240 His brother was already a conspiracy theorist as he watched the show and a huge history

00:38:37.480 nerd.

00:38:37.960 Cool.

00:38:39.500 That was his major in college.

00:38:41.060 Maybe he should come on the show.

00:38:42.220 So he says, uh, just as a, just as history was our grandfather's teaching profession

00:38:47.060 as well.

00:38:48.140 Love of history runs in the family because we always knew if you want the keys to the

00:38:53.240 future, they lay within the past.

00:38:55.260 Those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it.

00:38:57.800 I took very seriously.

00:39:00.160 Yeah.

00:39:00.860 Uh, nothing changes with humans, just technology and scenery.

00:39:04.380 Nothing new under the sun.

00:39:06.300 Um, it just repeats on a higher plane, like a rising corkscrew moving along in a circular

00:39:11.760 motion.

00:39:12.480 Yeah.

00:39:12.920 That's a great way of describing, yeah.

00:39:14.880 Uh, a rising corkscrew.

00:39:16.440 I mean, that's like, I would describe it more like an egg, just like an egg.

00:39:19.840 Yeah.

00:39:20.020 Like it's all in the egg kind of a deal.

00:39:21.620 Yeah.

00:39:21.740 Like order out of chaos, the eggs, it's really about the egg, but I could see how you would

00:39:25.040 stop at corkscrew.

00:39:25.980 If you go beyond corkscrew, it becomes egg.

00:39:28.380 Yeah.

00:39:28.520 Yeah.

00:39:28.700 You're missing it.

00:39:29.420 It's egg.

00:39:30.020 But you'll get there.

00:39:30.700 Rewrite this email and just make all egg references.

00:39:33.200 Just talk about eggs.

00:39:34.240 Yeah.

00:39:34.480 Uh, we would talk for hours about what went wrong in the country, talking about all the

00:39:39.440 things that you're not supposed to like who the real villains of the civil war, war

00:39:42.920 were, uh, we watched all the stuff about aliens, which I thought was retarded at the

00:39:47.700 time because I didn't know where to put my biblical worldview.

00:39:50.940 I theorized that they were then, uh, demons.

00:39:54.240 I theorized then that they were demons or angels, which I am firmly in belief of today

00:39:58.340 based, but I like your Nephilim biomech theory.

00:40:01.680 I think that's a part of it.

00:40:03.160 That's a part.

00:40:03.460 Are you still, Hey, why not both?

00:40:05.540 I think that there's, yeah, there's classifications of it.

00:40:07.620 That's kind of what we were, uh, maybe, maybe we weren't saying that as clearly as we should

00:40:12.380 have, but in such cases, yeah, there's like layers of these angels, layers of these, uh,

00:40:18.180 aliens and, uh, the ones that present like human beings.

00:40:22.180 Those are probably the, the fallen angels.

00:40:24.500 Yeah.

00:40:24.600 I would say.

00:40:25.400 Yeah.

00:40:25.680 Yeah.

00:40:26.500 And then the rest of them are kind of like their creation, some sort of Nephilim for lack

00:40:30.960 of better word.

00:40:31.520 It's a very, uh, you know, intricate deception.

00:40:35.300 Yeah.

00:40:35.520 Many moving parts.

00:40:36.800 Yeah.

00:40:36.960 They're, they're, they're, they're children that they're ready to sacrifice to, uh, trick

00:40:40.980 us.

00:40:41.480 Yes.

00:40:42.080 Which actually would be an apt analogy, right?

00:40:44.720 Like, like God's God, that Elohim sends his son to sacrifice.

00:40:49.640 Oh yeah.

00:40:50.220 And then they send their screwed up little children to, uh, have sex with us in our butts

00:40:55.520 and stuff.

00:40:56.180 And, but then they sacrifice them in, in a more perverted way.

00:40:58.740 And that's how they get, uh, some sort of something from us.

00:41:02.500 Yeah.

00:41:02.660 I do think that there are a lot of that.

00:41:05.220 Um, so, so the grays are like a biomech thing, but then there's other creatures that I think

00:41:09.740 are similar looking to the grays, but are the product of, um, uh, race mixing.

00:41:15.940 They're the product.

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00:42:48.100 Of hybrid programs between us and them.

00:42:52.420 Right, right.

00:42:53.040 Yeah.

00:42:53.700 I think, yeah.

00:42:54.160 I mean, it's all messed up.

00:42:55.540 It's all fucked up, baby.

00:42:56.740 He would go into the woods and do what they called Sasquatch hunts.

00:43:00.000 Uh, you never really find a Sasquatch, but you did get high.

00:43:03.120 Pretty cool.

00:43:04.760 Dude, that's the best.

00:43:06.520 Honestly, that sounds like an awesome time in like my, my teenage years.

00:43:09.940 I'm pretty sure that's what Tony Merkel does.

00:43:11.960 It just goes into the woods and smokes a lot of weed.

00:43:14.200 It's like a documentary.

00:43:14.580 Um, then I came back home to SoCal for the holidays and my mom convinced me to go with

00:43:20.640 her to this new church that she found that was operating out of a lady's house.

00:43:24.320 They watched a video exposing the secrets of Freemasonry and its incredibly demonic origins.

00:43:30.180 Oh yeah, man.

00:43:30.840 Yep.

00:43:31.260 It tripped me out.

00:43:32.220 I took the CD back with me and watched it with my brother several times.

00:43:35.160 Hell yeah.

00:43:35.320 I wonder what year this would have been.

00:43:36.900 Cause that's like, you know, when I was younger, I was watching things like zeitgeist and even,

00:43:41.860 and I credit to myself, even when I was watching zeitgeist, I was highly skeptical yourself on

00:43:46.860 the back credit to himself, credit to myself.

00:43:48.560 Yeah.

00:43:48.740 Yeah.

00:43:48.920 Do you know that I have central, uh, hetero, uh, chromia?

00:43:52.100 Yeah.

00:43:52.280 I'm very special.

00:43:53.020 It means that I can't be MK ultra.

00:43:54.300 That's very cool.

00:43:55.340 Um, also I can auto pilot erect, which is cool.

00:43:57.960 That is cool.

00:43:58.460 That's pretty cool.

00:43:59.020 I can make it do the thing, you know, and, um, I probably have a couple other things that

00:44:02.120 are pretty cool.

00:44:02.560 If you give me some time to think about it, I'll get back to you.

00:44:04.640 All right.

00:44:05.020 So he got this CD.

00:44:06.240 Um, he took it back, watched it with his brother in the fucking sweat lodge.

00:44:09.860 Can you fix this so I can see the chat?

00:44:10.860 I want to see what, what, what they're saying is the foreskin, the first sacrifice to God.

00:44:17.480 Good question.

00:44:18.420 It happens at like eight days, right?

00:44:20.640 I don't know.

00:44:21.140 I don't know.

00:44:21.540 I don't know what the rules for foreskin are.

00:44:23.040 Yeah.

00:44:23.240 They, they have to let it grow a little bit like fingernails or something like that.

00:44:26.900 And then they cut it off.

00:44:28.020 I don't know why.

00:44:28.620 It's funny.

00:44:28.920 Your hair is actually made of the same thing.

00:44:30.260 Your foreskin is made out of.

00:44:31.720 Really?

00:44:32.100 Yeah.

00:44:32.920 Which is also the same thing that your fingernails are made.

00:44:37.480 Basically the same thing.

00:44:38.420 It's the same shit.

00:44:39.000 Yeah.

00:44:39.140 All right.

00:44:39.620 What does he say here?

00:44:40.600 So, uh, he learned so much about the spiritual reality of everything and who runs this country

00:44:46.680 and how demonic it is.

00:44:48.060 I used to believe they were a neo-Christian organization because so many of my beloved

00:44:53.340 founding fathers were members.

00:44:55.160 Yeah.

00:44:56.140 Uh-huh.

00:44:56.780 I still have it today.

00:44:58.140 And got my cousin who joined the Freemasons to come out of Freemasonry when I took, I had

00:45:02.920 him watch it with me.

00:45:03.900 Wow.

00:45:04.860 This must be a banger.

00:45:05.920 You should put it on YouTube.

00:45:06.880 I know of a dude, um, that I used to go to school with and he's retarded and he became

00:45:11.400 a Freemason.

00:45:12.340 And now he spends all of his time like denouncing conspiracy theories about Freemasons on Facebook.

00:45:17.220 Basically just claiming like, you guys don't know shit and none of that stuff is real.

00:45:20.560 And it's like, you are literally a fat moronic slob who is at the lower levels of an organization

00:45:27.580 that you don't know anything about the top of.

00:45:29.520 We asked Thomas about it.

00:45:30.700 We're like, is this stuff true?

00:45:31.560 He's like, it's kind of demonic.

00:45:33.320 Like, this is kind of true, dude.

00:45:35.060 Kind of true.

00:45:35.540 Yeah.

00:45:35.720 They fucking worship Lucifer, right?

00:45:37.620 Because even if you look at the, the egg situation, right?

00:45:40.180 Like, um, uh, so going back to eggs and talking about eggs and really having the show be about

00:45:44.460 eggs, uh, yo, you did that on Tower Gang for a specific moment and I almost cried or

00:45:50.260 maybe it wasn't Tower Gang.

00:45:50.980 It was something else.

00:45:51.400 Either way, um, within the egg, I got an image from Donut, uh, a, uh, sort of, um, what

00:46:00.040 would you call it?

00:46:00.560 A logo associated with a Memphis division of like a Freemason offshoot.

00:46:05.120 And in that logo, there are these waters, right?

00:46:09.220 Primordial chaotic waters, which is what the egg emerges from.

00:46:12.460 Uh, and then there is the egg and it's winged by the way, encompassing the entire logo is

00:46:18.240 the serpent eating its own tail.

00:46:19.640 So there's the serpent aspect.

00:46:20.980 So we have the chaotic primordial waters.

00:46:23.240 We have the serpent aspect.

00:46:24.540 And then inside the egg, there was a bunch of symbols.

00:46:26.760 All of the symbols are that, that is associated with like Freemasonry, Jacob's ladder.

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00:47:33.800 The rule of law, right?

00:47:35.720 The Parthenon is also depicted in it.

00:47:37.920 And it's like, these are the tools.

00:47:39.960 They're symbolic of the tools that you would use to create what?

00:47:43.800 Order out of chaos.

00:47:45.660 That's what's within the egg.

00:47:46.940 Within the egg is order.

00:47:48.520 And outside of it, the primordial waters are chaos.

00:47:52.120 It's Jordan Peterson shit.

00:47:53.800 I hate this shit.

00:47:54.680 It's Jordan Peterson shit.

00:47:55.240 I hate the egg so much.

00:47:56.360 I love the egg, dude.

00:47:57.340 It's all about the egg.

00:47:58.160 There we go.

00:47:58.720 Whiskers says Epstein's dick was egg-shaped.

00:48:00.900 Why?

00:48:01.600 What's in the dick?

00:48:03.540 Order.

00:48:04.140 Order.

00:48:05.240 Order is in the dick, dude.

00:48:07.320 So yeah, yeah.

00:48:08.080 Very interesting shit.

00:48:09.480 But not.

00:48:10.580 I'm super excited to see if.

00:48:13.180 I mean, I'm sure Cashman will be like, yeah.

00:48:15.560 No, he's on it.

00:48:17.200 He's on the egg shit.

00:48:18.200 He's on the egg.

00:48:18.820 He's so, he's egged up, bro.

00:48:20.520 He's full of eggs.

00:48:21.680 I can't do it.

00:48:22.660 Me and Cashman are egged the fuck up right now.

00:48:24.920 And we're going to bring it home.

00:48:26.280 And as soon as the episode ends, the Super Bowl's getting terminated.

00:48:29.620 They're going to blow it up.

00:48:30.680 They're going to drop a nuke on the Super Bowl.

00:48:31.880 I'm egged out.

00:48:32.520 I hope you're right.

00:48:33.120 I hope you're right.

00:48:33.700 For your sake.

00:48:34.560 Not for the people that are.

00:48:35.440 I don't want the people to get nuked and stuff.

00:48:36.940 But it's like, that's what's going to happen.

00:48:38.220 It's going to be fun.

00:48:38.820 I don't want.

00:48:39.320 I don't make the rules.

00:48:40.360 Nuke Philly.

00:48:41.100 He was concerned and impressed with how much information was actually accurate in his documentary.

00:48:46.400 Considering that the stuff was supposed to be deep Freemason secrets, which he confessed was all accurate.

00:48:53.600 Yep.

00:48:54.060 Yeah.

00:48:54.520 Because that's what I was getting at.

00:48:56.280 Who gives them the systems?

00:48:58.460 The fallen.

00:48:59.480 So all of these things are of Lucifer, the Morningstar, who is the Promethean kind of fire to mankind character.

00:49:07.140 He gives mankind the knowledge.

00:49:08.680 And the knowledge is in the egg.

00:49:10.360 Okay.

00:49:10.720 The knowledge is in the egg.

00:49:11.620 It's in the egg.

00:49:12.220 Okay.

00:49:12.580 Fine.

00:49:13.000 Okay.

00:49:13.500 We'll see.

00:49:13.980 Let's go.

00:49:14.820 We'll find that out today.

00:49:15.920 They're going to nuke the Super Bowl.

00:49:16.960 I'm putting all my money on.

00:49:18.420 Guys, you can make this a bet.

00:49:19.500 I don't know what the over-under is.

00:49:20.520 It doesn't matter.

00:49:21.300 They're going to nuke the Super Bowl.

00:49:22.460 And if they don't nuke the Super Bowl, you can come back to me and complain.

00:49:25.240 That's how confident I am they're going to nuke the Super Bowl.

00:49:28.100 Hey, listen, guys.

00:49:28.700 It's a couple of hours to the Super Bowl, so let us know.

00:49:30.780 That's going to happen.

00:49:31.820 So that solidified me even more as a conspiracy theorist, which I continue to evolve today.

00:49:37.820 It led me to found you guys.

00:49:39.600 So not through libertarianism.

00:49:41.080 Good for you.

00:49:41.400 Okay.

00:49:41.620 Good.

00:49:42.380 I can also send you guys this video if you want.

00:49:44.600 Yes, please do.

00:49:45.400 That'd be cool.

00:49:45.860 Yeah.

00:49:46.200 Yeah.

00:49:46.500 Maybe it would be cool to watch it for the patrons.

00:49:50.180 Oh, yeah.

00:49:50.440 That'd be nice.

00:49:50.880 A little, what would you call that?

00:49:52.660 Like a watch party?

00:49:53.600 A watch party.

00:49:54.320 Yeah.

00:49:54.520 That'd be dope.

00:49:54.760 You could just scream over it if you wanted to.

00:49:57.800 Have I been screaming?

00:49:58.420 Guys, how are the levels?

00:49:59.800 Can somebody tell me how the levels are?

00:50:01.480 Bach, egge.

00:50:02.240 Ugh.

00:50:02.740 Like when you talk normally?

00:50:04.280 Go ahead.

00:50:04.940 I've been talking the same way the entire time.

00:50:06.400 I know.

00:50:06.780 That's not normal.

00:50:07.720 How is it not normal, though?

00:50:09.620 This is exactly how I talk all the time.

00:50:11.440 Yeah, it's not good.

00:50:12.180 That's what I'm saying.

00:50:12.720 Oh, well, that's fine.

00:50:13.660 I'm just realizing.

00:50:14.320 And so Dave's over here and he's like, they're considering moving.

00:50:18.280 Yeah.

00:50:18.600 We're going to move up here to be closer to you.

00:50:20.360 Yeah.

00:50:20.540 And then we're like, all right, yeah.

00:50:21.660 So maybe we'll get a studio and do stuff like that.

00:50:24.380 Look at Jin says, I'm fine.

00:50:25.540 Thank you, Jin.

00:50:26.360 Jin is 70 years old.

00:50:28.820 Jin is literally the best of us.

00:50:30.240 She is.

00:50:30.640 And I'll have you not besmirch.

00:50:32.560 Jin is the best of us.

00:50:33.520 Thank you, Nancy.

00:50:34.160 I don't know why he's yelling at me.

00:50:35.160 Nancy is among the worst of us.

00:50:36.600 And she's, I like Nancy.

00:50:37.940 Yeah.

00:50:38.380 See, what you've done, you've polarized it.

00:50:39.860 It's really the opposite.

00:50:40.780 You should be paying respects to Jin.

00:50:43.020 Nancy's great.

00:50:43.900 Denouncing Nancy.

00:50:44.720 Jin's okay.

00:50:45.580 Emily's the worst.

00:50:46.180 Jin's the greatest.

00:50:47.860 Emily is not the worst.

00:50:48.920 She's up there.

00:50:49.820 But she's also the best in some ways, all right?

00:50:52.280 Enough about Emily.

00:50:53.200 God.

00:50:53.740 I can't believe she almost.

00:50:55.500 Unbelievable.

00:50:56.080 No, you know what?

00:50:56.620 Don't even do it.

00:50:57.180 Let's, can we, can we, can we, can we, let's get back into it.

00:51:00.340 Guys, for $5 a month, you could join fucking the chats.

00:51:03.920 For me, I hear, please.

00:51:05.580 For me, I hear top very clear.

00:51:07.400 Damn it.

00:51:07.780 What is that?

00:51:08.260 Can you go back up to that?

00:51:09.300 Oh, can we go back up?

00:51:11.240 That's not even it.

00:51:11.860 You got to go up more.

00:51:12.960 Dave is, it sounds like he's on the computer mic.

00:51:15.860 You know how funny that would be if I've been on the computer mic?

00:51:19.380 Yeah.

00:51:19.600 I hear room audio to me.

00:51:21.740 No, he's on a, that's a pretty expensive.

00:51:23.380 The expensive mic, yeah, he's just screaming into it.

00:51:26.660 If he spoke into it, it would pick up his, what he's doing.

00:51:29.700 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:51:30.680 Yeah.

00:51:31.000 Okay, all right, please continue.

00:51:32.160 Yeah, she did leave.

00:51:33.040 So guys, yeah, if you want to get beat up in the group chat by me, Top Lops and himself,

00:51:36.480 you can go ahead.

00:51:36.660 Emily didn't leave the group chat.

00:51:37.800 She's back.

00:51:38.740 She left.

00:51:39.200 She's just fine.

00:51:40.600 Everything's okay.

00:51:41.460 We didn't kick her out.

00:51:42.260 I threatened her.

00:51:43.080 Corvo shave.

00:51:43.500 Yeah, Doc Shelley wants me to shave an eyebrow off if we hit the $600 mark on our timeline cleanse.

00:51:48.400 It's a bad idea.

00:51:49.040 It's not a good look for my show.

00:51:50.540 Well, what I would do is I would just draw it on.

00:51:52.140 I don't like it.

00:51:53.700 Like, if I did shave it off, I would just draw another one back on.

00:51:55.920 I don't like it.

00:51:56.560 Anyway, listen, I forgot what we were even talking about.

00:51:58.560 Just read the story.

00:51:59.860 It's about the egg.

00:52:01.200 This story has nothing to do with an egg.

00:52:03.360 And we're only, how many pages?

00:52:06.240 Oh, we got to go, dude.

00:52:07.340 We got to pick this up.

00:52:08.260 I got to get the fuck out of here, right?

00:52:09.900 This guy wrote a long story, dog.

00:52:11.420 All right, we'll read it.

00:52:12.180 We should watch his story.

00:52:16.040 Watch his movie.

00:52:17.000 I would watch his movie.

00:52:17.680 Okay, but like, don't yell over it.

00:52:19.680 We yell, we can talk over it.

00:52:23.600 Dude, I'm talking like I regularly talk.

00:52:26.060 This is, I don't have a, I'm not yelling.

00:52:28.320 Anyway, he came over here to check out different places and we're looking at stuff and I was

00:52:32.580 like, yeah, I was like, we can make this into a studio.

00:52:34.680 But now I'm thinking, I'm like, I don't know if we have the equipment.

00:52:37.720 No, if it was a big, if it was a big studio and I was further away from you.

00:52:41.300 I mean, he'd have to be in his own room.

00:52:42.940 Then the yelling would be just fine.

00:52:44.400 I'm going to have to ask Elijah what he did for you because I'm pretty sure he had you

00:52:46.960 muted.

00:52:47.540 Okay.

00:52:48.160 For the whole show.

00:52:49.620 I got no feedback on it.

00:52:50.820 He prepared himself to join the Marines, getting in shape when one drunken night, his brother

00:52:55.320 who's substantially bigger and fatter, they got into a fight in the middle of the fight.

00:52:59.940 He tackled me in the mud.

00:53:01.620 Sounds gay.

00:53:02.560 Where my cowboy boot got stuck at an angle while I was mid swing at his face.

00:53:06.980 My foot stayed there while I was nearly 400 pound offensive lineman flat ass, fat ass

00:53:12.200 flattened me.

00:53:13.580 Yeah.

00:53:14.400 It got worse, but we're going to skip over that brother drama.

00:53:17.460 Okay.

00:53:17.820 All right.

00:53:18.100 Yeah.

00:53:18.500 Uh, I was, I just about recreated a scene of Cain and Abel with my unregistered 45.

00:53:24.460 Nobody hates each other more than, than brothers do at times.

00:53:26.800 Yeah.

00:53:27.000 I've seen brothers go at it with such vitriol.

00:53:30.640 And it's dessert.

00:53:34.540 We're gone.

00:53:35.220 You stupid.

00:53:35.520 Don't do that.

00:53:35.960 Don't touch it.

00:53:36.280 We're back.

00:53:36.480 Oh, cause you're a shitty internet.

00:53:37.940 Yep.

00:53:38.200 That's fine.

00:53:38.700 Okay.

00:53:39.280 All right.

00:53:40.100 Uh, he came, he took me to the hospital the next day.

00:53:42.260 Nurse said it was the worst ankle break he's ever seen.

00:53:44.920 It's a male nurse.

00:53:45.760 How gay.

00:53:47.280 Reconstructive surgery.

00:53:48.500 That sucks.

00:53:49.320 Uh, so more on the location and type of carnage, more so on the location and type of carnage

00:53:55.120 than the size.

00:53:55.960 Okay.

00:53:56.520 The bowl on the inside of my ankle literally peeled in half.

00:53:59.420 What the?

00:54:00.400 This is a dark time in my life where I was already depressed and just went further into

00:54:03.840 rumbling and into numbing myself with marijuana and alcohol for months.

00:54:08.120 Numbing myself with doctor prescribed Percocets, which I was abusing in addition now.

00:54:13.460 Not good.

00:54:14.180 Yep.

00:54:14.600 This is, I see where this story's going.

00:54:16.500 Had to go back and move in with my mom, which was humiliating.

00:54:19.500 Drop out of college, which was heartbreaking and left all my friends behind.

00:54:23.300 But all of this, I swear to you, was God's plan.

00:54:25.960 I was so far from God.

00:54:27.640 And if I had joined the Marines, nothing good would have happened for my life.

00:54:30.460 You'd probably be dead in Iraq somewhere.

00:54:31.980 Yeah, that's not good.

00:54:34.400 Of that, I'm sure.

00:54:35.820 And this time, my mother was constantly taking me to church with her, seeking healing from

00:54:40.200 my broken ankle.

00:54:41.920 I was always open to God because I heard so many family stories growing up, and I knew

00:54:47.160 they were true.

00:54:48.220 And God does miracles.

00:54:50.020 And so I would go to church with her, to a vineyard church, which was International Pentecostal

00:54:55.920 and came out of, what is that?

00:54:57.960 The Marantha Ministry?

00:54:59.920 The Marantha Ministry in Calvary.

00:55:01.980 By the way, I'm sure you're familiar with Calvary Chapel churches.

00:55:06.140 They're everywhere.

00:55:07.240 And Vineyard is an offshoot of Calvary that literally started inside of my high school

00:55:11.600 gym back in the 70s.

00:55:12.980 I'm not familiar with what a Calvary church is.

00:55:14.920 What is that?

00:55:15.380 It's just a type of Pentecostal church.

00:55:17.380 I don't even know if it's associated with Assemblies of God, but there's different factions.

00:55:22.640 Aren't those the people that speak in tongues, like snakes or something, the sneaking parcel

00:55:26.120 tongue, like Harry Potter?

00:55:27.540 No, they're not the snake shakers.

00:55:29.640 Which ones are the snake shakers?

00:55:30.980 Those people, fuck.

00:55:31.820 He mentioned them earlier in the story.

00:55:33.780 It's something with a P, I think.

00:55:35.340 And it's called...

00:55:36.980 Parcel tongue.

00:55:37.900 No.

00:55:38.320 That's from Harry Potter.

00:55:39.480 No, they're called, like, I forget, it's like exuberant or something.

00:55:42.120 There's a classification of Pentecostal Christians that are very, like, always speaking in tongues

00:55:46.960 and, like, dancing and shit.

00:55:48.440 And then that turns into, like...

00:55:50.360 Snake language.

00:55:51.060 Snake shaking.

00:55:52.060 Yeah.

00:55:52.220 And throwing themselves on the floor and barking and weird shit like that.

00:55:55.020 I don't like that.

00:55:55.540 That doesn't feel right to me.

00:55:58.580 It doesn't feel right to me either.

00:55:59.560 I'm also...

00:56:00.040 I'm not an exuberant person, so...

00:56:01.840 Yeah, I don't want to do any of that.

00:56:02.920 I've seen...

00:56:03.480 I'm not going to do it.

00:56:04.440 The spiritual advisor of Donald Trump.

00:56:07.400 She's been going viral for the past couple of days.

00:56:09.680 And one of the things that she said that I really hated was going against Trump is going

00:56:14.740 against God.

00:56:15.880 And I said, that's gay.

00:56:17.180 Very gay.

00:56:17.720 I don't like that.

00:56:18.400 The other thing is...

00:56:18.920 I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt because those were...

00:56:21.380 That was maliciously clipped to look a certain way.

00:56:23.960 Okay, but she's a white...

00:56:25.220 It's a white woman.

00:56:26.100 Yes.

00:56:26.460 What are we doing?

00:56:27.260 That's number one.

00:56:28.000 Aren't women supposed to be not speaking, period?

00:56:30.760 But it's a Jewish man who made that clip.

00:56:33.680 Okay, well, whatever.

00:56:34.420 It doesn't matter.

00:56:34.820 I mean, he caught a moment.

00:56:35.880 Why is this woman speaking?

00:56:37.360 And then also, she's going...

00:56:39.580 What did she say?

00:56:40.980 She said something that was really...

00:56:41.920 Oh, she started...

00:56:42.500 I watched videos of her speaking in tongues.

00:56:44.420 And honestly, I go, ha, ha, ha, that's very funny.

00:56:47.620 It's very funny when people do that.

00:56:49.120 As-salamu alaykum a lot.

00:56:52.500 That's when they...

00:56:53.040 Because it's just like a pattern, a speech pattern.

00:56:55.120 You want to go like, as-salamu alaykum.

00:56:57.040 You want to do that.

00:56:57.880 That's something that happens.

00:56:58.920 Something I've heard.

00:57:00.960 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:57:01.640 And that I heard is blasphemy.

00:57:03.740 You're not supposed to do that.

00:57:05.120 What?

00:57:05.360 Speaking in tongues?

00:57:06.180 Fake speaking in tongues.

00:57:07.420 Well, what is real speaking in tongues?

00:57:09.580 No, I think...

00:57:10.920 So people have told me, they're like, oh, don't make fun of it.

00:57:12.920 Because I used to be like, I shouldn't...

00:57:14.040 But I'm not like...

00:57:14.540 It's very funny.

00:57:15.300 I'm fake speaking in tongues, making fun of it.

00:57:17.320 I think there's people that fake speak in tongues, like in church, that do it fake on purpose.

00:57:22.040 I believe that 100% because I know people.

00:57:24.680 People do that.

00:57:25.440 That's what people do.

00:57:26.440 So...

00:57:26.920 Black people.

00:57:27.900 All kinds of people.

00:57:28.680 I mean, white woman.

00:57:29.720 We need to keep reading because I'm seeing some things in here that would really...

00:57:35.680 But yeah, whatever.

00:57:37.400 So it's not the snake shaker church, but it's close.

00:57:40.640 It has something to do with horses?

00:57:45.740 Maybe.

00:57:47.000 All right.

00:57:48.060 I give my little experience...

00:57:49.720 What do you say here?

00:57:50.960 Okay.

00:57:51.260 Whoa, whoa, whoa.

00:57:51.880 Wait, what?

00:57:52.360 I know you guys love that K2 shit, so pardon me while I give my experience with people

00:57:56.580 who've done K2 in high school.

00:57:58.360 Ah, Tom knew Spice Boys.

00:58:00.100 He knew Spice Boys in real life.

00:58:01.340 We're on another side quest from Tom.

00:58:03.160 Let's go.

00:58:03.680 All right.

00:58:04.100 Canyon High School in my day was nicknamed the pharmacy.

00:58:07.720 Everyone was high all the time.

00:58:09.580 It's a miracle I never smoked weed the entire time I was there.

00:58:12.100 That is a miracle.

00:58:12.960 Yeah.

00:58:13.420 While I was on the football team on the sidelines, I was overhearing one of our offensive linemen

00:58:17.560 tell a story about smoking that spice shit at his home while watching TV.

00:58:21.400 He was freaked out as hell, as all hell.

00:58:24.400 Found himself inside of an egg.

00:58:25.980 Yeah.

00:58:26.180 He said he literally watched himself get sucked into the TV and it freaked him out.

00:58:30.620 Wow.

00:58:31.120 He saw demons had an out-of-body experience.

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00:59:34.860 He didn't even want to keep talking about it.

00:59:37.140 That's my only knowledge of anyone who smoked spice.

00:59:40.320 Very bad trip.

00:59:41.740 Okay.

00:59:42.240 Very bad.

00:59:42.980 That's all I needed to know to stay away from it.

00:59:45.620 Back to how God changed.

00:59:46.680 One day we'll do spice.

00:59:46.900 Can we do spice together one day?

00:59:48.280 Absolutely.

00:59:49.320 Maybe.

00:59:49.800 Okay.

00:59:50.080 Cool.

00:59:50.180 Think about it.

00:59:50.760 Yeah.

00:59:51.120 Guys, we're going to do a...

00:59:53.180 Can we do that?

00:59:54.780 If we do a fundraiser and it reaches a certain point, Top and I are just going to smoke spice

00:59:58.400 on camera.

00:59:59.300 If some...

01:00:00.200 So we're going to do not just a fundraiser.

01:00:02.040 I'm going to put out like it's a wish list to buy two new cameras, like really actual good

01:00:07.660 cameras for us.

01:00:08.560 Because we want to step up our quality, but we don't have the money for it.

01:00:12.240 I've been thinking about that.

01:00:13.260 What do we want to do first?

01:00:14.300 Because I think it is important that we raise funds for Bohemian Grove so we can pay performers.

01:00:19.080 That's not important.

01:00:20.020 All right.

01:00:20.340 That's fair.

01:00:21.640 I'll allow it.

01:00:23.320 Who's opening this door?

01:00:24.700 Oh, okay.

01:00:25.080 It's your child.

01:00:25.660 Hi.

01:00:25.840 What's up?

01:00:26.260 Hi, Layla.

01:00:27.280 I'm taking on the internet.

01:00:29.140 Oh, you're taking on all the internet.

01:00:30.600 All right.

01:00:30.940 Sorry.

01:00:31.620 All right.

01:00:31.800 We'll be on a minute.

01:00:32.420 Did you try to go to the internet bucket?

01:00:33.460 Go to the bucket with the internet.

01:00:34.880 Get a little extra.

01:00:36.480 What?

01:00:36.680 All right.

01:00:37.500 All right.

01:00:37.680 We'll see you in a minute.

01:00:38.380 All right.

01:00:38.720 Anyway.

01:00:39.040 Yeah.

01:00:39.200 So we are going to be doing a fundraiser for.

01:00:51.600 This is a disaster.

01:00:55.300 I love it.

01:00:56.740 Welcome to the live show.

01:00:57.760 this is why we need to do a studio that's not in my house and uh yeah so that we don't take

01:01:07.120 up all the internet there's no dogs there's no kids but that's fine i told the dog to go

01:01:10.960 back to biting my son oh yeah perfect okay okay um yeah anyway we're gonna do like an amazon wishlist

01:01:18.080 probably nobody will buy anything but uh it would be cool if they did if if they did buy it then i

01:01:23.440 think uh muted me are you good you're on no no no i'm not i'm not i'm muted no you're not i am

01:01:29.120 muted look there's no levels oh no that's on your how am i not oh okay i got it i fixed it now we're

01:01:37.120 good i gotta hate this shit anyway yeah um so yeah if we do get two cameras panasonic uh s5

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01:01:54.800 of five thousand dollars it's more like closer to six or six thousand dollars that's it yeah yeah

01:01:58.880 that's a donation of six thousand dollars a clint did it clink got it and it's rich because he's rich

01:02:03.920 how insulting is that some of his simp uh libertarian fans uh just bought him a camera yeah like a really

01:02:10.240 expensive one yeah and he didn't even set it up he's not set it up at all he should donate it to us

01:02:14.960 he should he donated to us okay anyway can you finish this can we keep going go ahead you read

01:02:22.640 it go ahead okay my mom my mom was taking me to church to get prayer and hopefully get healing for

01:02:28.800 my ankle i was open because i've always been open to the lord i always had a soft spot for jesus instead

01:02:35.280 of getting healing for my ankle i had a number of people who moved in prophetic gifting and words of

01:02:43.360 knowledge talk to me about the things that i have been is that the dog again oh uh the things that i

01:02:48.000 have been dealing with personally in my struggles in my mind and soul these are crazy how come these

01:02:54.000 these wives aren't wrangling these children uh okay wait a second where we at here um to do

01:03:00.400 uh knowledge to i'm sorry knowledge talk to me about the things that i have been dealing with

01:03:04.480 personally and my struggles in my mind and soul these people had no knowledge of me

01:03:08.640 no history of my past and they were accurately telling me the struggles i was going through

01:03:14.160 and what god was trying to tell me to encourage me uh i was very lonely at the time not having a

01:03:20.400 girlfriend very sad uh which i desperately sought after and you know what i i we haven't gotten to

01:03:26.640 the point yet where tom has told us whether or not he used his superior genetics from his father who was

01:03:34.000 who was part of power team uh to get super jacked like have you not done that tom you have the genetic

01:03:41.440 gifts of a man who was part of the avengers and and have you not put on that mass because that seems

01:03:48.800 that seems like a squandering a squandering okay um also believing myself destined to die wow well i guess

01:03:58.960 we all are uh fighting the united states government in an insurrection for freedom oh that's what you

01:04:04.320 believed your destiny was huh uh though it was never going to happen finding a wife i mean i was absolutely

01:04:12.320 convinced of coming of a coming civil war me too me too i was i was utterly convinced of um an impending

01:04:19.840 martial law and i know i've talked to the audience about that a lot uh did we in the in the

01:04:25.760 so far reading through this this message has tom ever said that he used his obviously superior

01:04:33.040 genetics that he received from his father to become impossibly buff himself and run through

01:04:38.640 shit no he did not why would he do that that's a squandering we don't like that i don't think he

01:04:43.120 has these gifts maybe not yeah maybe not he didn't get the buff gifts all right that's fine um let me see

01:04:49.600 so so so tom says that he believed that he was going to die in an insurrection against the government

01:04:57.520 in a fight for freedom and a coming civil war furthermore the quality of the women that i had

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01:06:02.320 that's s-p-r-e-a-k-e-r.com oh um i always hated whores and whoredom but damn if i didn't find them

01:06:11.360 attractive this is this is it that's the that's the great tug of war uh which led me to break my own

01:06:17.440 damn heart a countless amount of times okay we're gonna scroll this down can you scroll down would you

01:06:22.640 mind that that's good oh great now i gotta find my thing um countless amount of times which depressed

01:06:27.760 me terribly these christians at vineyard saw my future wife and children who eight long years later

01:06:34.960 i finally met that's interesting because essentially what they're doing is they're um

01:06:40.880 they're telling his future who i missed this whole thing what are you oh i didn't think about that that

01:06:46.640 you weren't here so so he's had some people uh at the church that he was at um come to him and and

01:06:54.560 using the holy spirit tell him without having any prior knowledge of him this is what you're

01:07:00.480 suffering from these are the things in trials and tribulations that you're going through you're

01:07:03.520 depressed yada yada all of these things are accurate in his estimation and then they go on to tell him

01:07:08.560 that he will find a wife um and they were able to tell him of his future wife and children

01:07:17.840 eight years before it which is interesting because i've always had like a bit of guilt about going to that

01:07:23.680 gay tarot card reader in new erlands and um and and so me be in my limited knowledge i just go okay

01:07:32.560 um prophesying about the future is not good or or is it not prophesying is it just uh fortune telling

01:07:38.640 i don't know depends on where you get it from right i guess i got it from a gay man with a handlebar

01:07:43.280 mustache wearing a fez not the best place to get it probably not the best okay fine um okay so eight

01:07:49.360 eight long years later he finally met his wife um of which i deliberately retained my virginity

01:07:54.560 until i met her base he says that's right i was a virgin until 29 base voluntary celibate base you

01:08:01.600 gotta that's a fucking

01:08:06.320 air horns for not coming dude that's super cool um i was that serious about my hatred for whoredom that's

01:08:12.960 fucking awesome and i certainly cannot say the same and premarital sex uh these are things that

01:08:18.000 he hates and it's not like i was without the option mad pussy getting thrown his way i always had turned

01:08:24.400 it down the few times the opportunity was presented when some whore presented her pussy to him he said no

01:08:31.200 because i always instinctually knew sex is the marriage we learned that from uh ed mabry and that

01:08:36.640 was jarring to have learned um and it ties souls together and i didn't want their demons that gate

01:08:42.960 uh to gain access to oh i'm sorry i didn't want their demons that gain access to you through that

01:08:48.320 uh my wife is also a virgin base dude which was incredibly important uh to me for these very reasons

01:08:55.920 um and i saw it as the ultimate act of rebellion against a disgusting godless whore-filled culture

01:09:02.720 which i despised as the evil thing it is and it's awesome i mean he's right it is a uh a godless

01:09:11.200 whore-filled culture and uh it takes a man who is the descendant of a man who runs through two by

01:09:18.480 fours to have the strength to resist that whoredom uh okay uh boom boom yeah can you go down i don't

01:09:26.320 know where i am anymore okay i kept getting uh encouragement okay and encouragement at these

01:09:32.240 church meetings about my destiny and calling and god but no healing i'd reconnected with a lot of

01:09:37.760 high school friends we would all smoke weed and talk about government conspiracies and shit like that

01:09:42.560 i even predicted the covet pandemic back in 2014 based at the time if you asked me i would have said

01:09:48.160 that marijuana made me feel closer to god like i could think about deep things easier as time went on

01:09:54.960 i had my ankle surgery the marines now disqualified me from being able to be taken into the service i had no

01:10:01.520 idea what i wanted to do with my life my little sister who had been getting more involved in the

01:10:07.280 christian faith gave me a book by a man named john bevair the book was called the holy spirit an

01:10:14.640 introduction it led me into an into a allowance and acceptance of the holy spirit to finally speak

01:10:21.040 to me for the first time because i understood biblical principles for the first time in my life

01:10:26.240 from that helpful book it was like a veil was lifted from my eyes and i could recognize the voice of the

01:10:31.360 holy spirit from within me speaking to me okay in that time it was like god downloaded information

01:10:38.640 into my brain with that sensation that felt like soft electricity he taught me so many things soft

01:10:46.640 electricity that's what auto pilo erection sounds like dude that's what it feels like feels like soft

01:10:50.560 electricity well when these entities were talking to i'm gonna do it right now when entities were talking

01:10:56.400 with uh dr jerry marzinski everybody drink um it's described he described it as electricity so i just

01:11:02.240 did it again it might be like uh it's just like again it might just be a hard and fast rule that this

01:11:07.840 is what it this is what it feels like to human tangible human beings when something from the spirit realm

01:11:15.120 talks to them you know how uncomfortable you should be that i'm auto pilo erecting next to you i

01:11:19.040 i don't mind it irl i mean go for it keep doing it there goes again he just did it again i saw him

01:11:24.480 do it again you could feel you could sort of now it's kind of stuck a soft electricity coming off of

01:11:28.960 him i had not even read the bible but later found out um we're we're in the bible uh so things that he

01:11:38.320 hadn't that he had found out that he hadn't read the bible found out later that they were there as

01:11:42.480 confirmation okay yeah i would ask god if uh what i thought he was teaching me was actually from him because i

01:11:48.880 wanted to be sure and then he'd pop a bible verse into my head and i would scroll to that bible verse

01:11:54.560 on my phone it was the exact response i needed to hear like he was pointing me to the bible and saying

01:12:00.160 this is true trust this i engaged in a months-long conversation with the lord within my mind he told

01:12:08.640 me amongst many things there's nothing i love more than obedience i even asked him about marijuana

01:12:15.040 if smoking weed is a sin god told me smoking marijuana is not the sin okay cool cool cool go

01:12:20.800 on where it becomes sin and dangerous is that it makes my voice harder to hear and easier to be

01:12:26.880 influenced by the voices of others that checks out that tracks yeah yeah um i didn't quite fully

01:12:33.840 understand that until three years later marijuana opens you to the spiritual realm and you can stay

01:12:39.200 influenced by many spirits infiltrating your thoughts yeah no it's true if you smoke when

01:12:45.200 you're like in a bad when you're in a bad head space it's a lot easier for you to get these uh

01:12:51.200 these like weird nagging thoughts that might roll into your head um right so what people are identifying

01:12:57.120 is like paranoia and anxiety is really just that ever-present voice that like so you know my occupation

01:13:04.400 our occupation is speaking i do not like smoking and then doing a show because a lot of what happens

01:13:10.560 is in my head i start to get into this like who do you think you are kind of a deal and then it just

01:13:16.160 and it'll it'll spiral worse though is just um my proclivity for forgetting shit when i smoke which is

01:13:24.160 that's happened to me uh when i did when i've done tower i've done tower gang sometimes like i'll just

01:13:29.040 i'll be like i'll smoke before i do this and then i'll do that and like when i sit down before i

01:13:34.560 like even log on to stream yard i'm like like again like all those thoughts but i'm i i go like i was

01:13:40.560 able to step back and go oh that's bullshit yeah like these are these are just lies i'm gonna do this

01:13:46.160 thing i'm gonna have fun the reason i use this is to have a little bit more fun today for whatever

01:13:51.120 reason i felt like it would be a fun day to do it i've gotten i've gotten over the that anxious

01:13:55.600 aspect or the self-doubt aspect but but the the remembering you know the the um recall that is

01:14:03.360 not something that i seem to be able to get over and so it's not something like on tower gang it's

01:14:06.960 one thing you have like five people yeah but if it's me and you and we're staring at a guest and

01:14:10.640 we're trying to like lock in what's the interesting question what's the interesting angle to pull out

01:14:15.360 of this conversation i'm liable to just get really obsessed over how dry my mouth is and forget

01:14:20.400 like what this dude is saying and that's not good it depends i guess it depends on what you're

01:14:24.640 focused on weed does help you focus on some things it could help me bring up like help me recall stuff

01:14:30.400 i i don't know i don't just don't do it that often so i i guess if you're doing it a lot it could have

01:14:35.920 some more uh pronounced effects effects on you yeah yeah so he didn't understand that until three years

01:14:43.120 later weed opens them up to the spiritual realm you can be influenced by spirits and thoughts i have

01:14:48.160 a lot to say about that and it's a small fraction of what he taught me at the time and i uh at the time

01:14:54.320 i would have liked to share but we can come back to it another time perhaps perhaps perhaps maybe we

01:14:59.120 should have all right um i've never experienced such freedom before in my life peace joy all the

01:15:05.520 fruits of the spirit came upon me all at once for the first time in my christian life i truly knew i was

01:15:11.120 saved because i now truly knew jesus knows who i am and i have a relationship with him my name is written

01:15:17.760 in the lamb's book of life christ cannot say i never knew you i even asked god about my destiny

01:15:23.440 and he granted me a vision that when i still look back on brings me to tears and i can't help choking

01:15:28.480 up over it cool i can't quite explain why it's just too beautiful for me he gave me a vision i sat

01:15:35.360 upon a white horse on a hill overlooking a city that appeared to look like jerusalem

01:15:40.720 iron clad in armor wearing a wielding a sword to my right and to my left were an army of fellow

01:15:47.600 warriors riding horseback waiting on my command to go descend upon jerusalem with intent to conquer

01:15:53.120 an army of the enemy amassed outside its walls with the charge and a battle cry i saw this army led

01:16:00.880 into battle against this demonic force after this vision the overwhelming sensation of unworthiness

01:16:06.720 gratitude and joy would called me uh caused me to fall into tears side note i had no idea how bad

01:16:14.000 israel was at the time yeah that's what we were just kind of talking about i thought it was very strange

01:16:18.960 that god would show me uh would show me leading an assault on the city of jerusalem with intent to

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01:17:27.440 having the belief that this was god's chosen people and it's good news that the jews are in charge of it

01:17:33.520 this is yeah exactly what i could see how that would be confusing if you didn't have some critical

01:17:39.040 context i think i know better now i think i know what the vision was more about now and no i'm not

01:17:44.160 expecting myself to be leading any armor-clad calvary charges against jerusalem not with that

01:17:48.400 attitude yeah i know not with that bum ankle as a as with this as with all spiritual things it's much

01:17:55.360 more spiritual for lack of better words it's about a battle against the kingdom of darkness which

01:18:00.880 believes itself masses of god's city of which it needs liberation how and in what form i do not know

01:18:08.720 it's an argument that i had with my dad recently again it's the same thing about like it's always

01:18:14.000 like about the jews where i'm like hey i don't know if these guys are who they are who i don't know

01:18:18.640 if they are who they say they are right are these the jews of the bible yeah and from what they showed

01:18:23.760 me i don't even think they belong there um but we have to bless israel right like i don't know even

01:18:31.200 that's confusing to me because i'm like is that place israel yeah what is israel now what does it

01:18:38.080 mean or uh well because it's something that didn't exist prior to the the end of world war ii well i

01:18:44.800 mean in in the book of uh the book of romans i think uh it says that well jesus says that we we

01:18:52.400 have to go out and you have to preach the word when he's talking to his disciples preach to the the

01:18:57.840 jews okay preach to them only and after he's preached to them and he's crucified and killed when

01:19:04.720 he resurrects he says now bring it to the rest of the world because it's like i don't know maybe

01:19:10.560 somebody understands better but to me my understanding of that is like the promise the

01:19:15.440 promise for god and the chosen people was this salvation so it's here for you and he had to give

01:19:21.760 it to them and knowing that they're going to balk on it and do what they're going to do anyway and once

01:19:27.280 they like once they've said no then it's like all right very clear you've made your choice like i've

01:19:32.640 presented this to you in a compelling fashion and you've said no for me that's over now like right next

01:19:41.120 as far as i'm concerned not not like you're not eligible anymore but like that was it for you

01:19:47.040 next it's not like oh the jews are the chosen people so it's like no you gave that up there you

01:19:52.080 go the john black says israel is a country that was established in in 1948 right so it's interesting

01:19:58.240 because it feels like it was done in a way to get us to this point where like we're now we're confused

01:20:05.520 where it's like conflating the israel of the bible with the israel of 1948 yeah they're like they're

01:20:10.400 like oh well look at that they were this it was a miracle that they were given this country and it's

01:20:14.880 like yeah but it just doesn't seem a little suspicious to you yeah yeah they like they

01:20:18.960 were given this country by who the devil himself like for what reason is it because this is all

01:20:23.360 bullshit i don't i don't think that this is real but uh samantha hensley says they don't even follow

01:20:28.800 their old testament laws they don't deserve the land that's why they're always at war

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01:21:34.240 bible from the start then destroyed re-established in 1948 uh we may need to know the exact location

01:21:40.800 yeah i don't know if that's the exact location something special certainly going on there there

01:21:45.680 we go a lot of people are sounding off about uh lord rothschild right baron rothschild lord

01:21:50.160 rothschild bought it for them says uh mr bigfoot and death not eggs benny eggs eggs are in the chat

01:21:56.000 shout out um all the eggs no i mean really at the end of the day i think a lot of clarity can be

01:22:00.880 derived about this israel situation if we just focus on the egg now i would go to church at this time

01:22:07.680 uh people would they'd approach me i can't stand the egg i can't dude you're gonna that's gonna be

01:22:13.520 uh uh the bane of your existence you know why because i'm gonna be correct and they're gonna blow trump

01:22:17.680 and the super bowl the smithereens and then everybody's gonna come to me and they're gonna

01:22:20.880 go egg daddy egg daddy please tell me more on the eggs i understand the importance of the eggs

01:22:25.520 because it's order out of chaos everything is inside i understand the symbolism of the egg inside

01:22:29.600 i just can't fucking stand it it's about the egg though is the problem i and to be clear i don't

01:22:34.400 think it's about today's eggs i think it's more about like a free range if i see another god

01:22:38.960 i'm gonna lose my shit dude like a deep orangey oak not like one of these pale yellow bad boys that we

01:22:43.920 have in the supermarket all right people would approach them and they'd say that they could see a light

01:22:47.120 of god on them yeah you know that's just eggs how he yes it's just eggs i ate a lot of eggs this

01:22:51.600 morning he visually changed didn't matter what church you went to long as it was holy spirit field

01:22:56.800 filled i went to various ones and people woke up to me they woke up to me and say god has a message

01:23:01.600 for you they did the same shit to me nobody's ever done that to me yeah god is not talking to you

01:23:06.480 they woke up to you he just talks about eggs like why is this guy screaming god has a message for you

01:23:10.480 please drop the egg stuff i go god i just can't i just i'm on fire for eggs they would proceed to tell

01:23:15.920 him things about his destiny his calling things that god was bestowing upon him uh it happened so

01:23:22.080 regularly i expected it without fail for two months some of the words spoken over me uh was

01:23:28.400 that the man the mantle that was placed upon my father is being bestowed upon you another was the

01:23:35.840 sword that your father wields was being taken from him and given to you wow that's heavy that's

01:23:41.280 yep that's a big ass sword because that motherfucker was yoked another was the calling of eggs dude

01:23:46.480 yoked yes incredible the calling of your father is now being given to you which brings me to a sad

01:23:54.400 turn within my new awakening in jesus christ before we get into that we're going to get sidetracked into

01:23:59.920 another interesting dude let's go so he's hammered drunk at his 21st birthday party yeah this woman named

01:24:06.480 gina lee was a christian who had a prophetic gifting i like the name gina lee that's a good

01:24:10.880 name she was talking to her his mother while the rest of the rager i was throwing for my birthday

01:24:15.520 party was in full spring swing my mom brought me over uh to let this woman give me a word of knowledge

01:24:21.760 and she told me i see you riding this train and it's on a railroad track to your destiny god wants you

01:24:28.240 to know nothing you can do is going to stop you from reaching your destination that's interesting that's

01:24:33.040 cool but i see you're also on the tracks ripping the boards from ripping the wooden boards from

01:24:39.440 within them god wants you to know that you're making the path more difficult for yourself than

01:24:43.760 it needs to be that's very often the case what could have been smooth will now be very rough

01:24:50.960 that's that's messed up yeah i know i wonder if we're doing that ourselves if you do that if you

01:24:58.640 can stop the road you're on i don't know if you could stop it but i i think that that's true you

01:25:03.440 can make it very difficult you know um but then that kind of takes away your uh well it gets like

01:25:10.400 predeterminism i i don't know i think that there's a certain degree of predeterminism but then within it

01:25:15.200 there is some uh fluctuation where you can maybe some people can deviate others can't like this guy

01:25:21.040 can't but he can make it more difficult um yeah maybe some people are going like you're going to do this

01:25:26.080 thing uh one way or another that sucks and then after you're done doing that thing i guess you can

01:25:32.080 kick rocks that's interesting so mr big mr foot big says divination is a sin and um so what's that

01:25:38.480 mean divination is like uh future predicting maybe i'm maybe i'm too reductive in my definition there

01:25:45.200 but uh i don't know uh so mr bigfoot says mr foot big my my apologies sir saul had a bad experience in the

01:25:52.880 ot uh talking to spirits to see the future yeah i mean well if you're doing it i think if you're doing

01:26:00.560 it on purpose if you're doing it and it's just uh if it just comes to you that might be something

01:26:06.080 different like that's what i'm saying you see you seek someone out to look for that yeah yeah so what

01:26:11.360 i did that was that was not good i had the gay guy with the fez probably not and then he told me

01:26:16.480 everything and it's all been happening he was correct yeah he was correct yeah he gave me like a warning

01:26:21.920 he said you're a very good person there's going to be a lot of things that are going to seek to

01:26:25.920 change that don't let it happen business with an amphibian like there's a dude um he's puerto rican

01:26:30.720 he's he's uh very mean it's just don't align with him and then whatever you do whatever you do don't

01:26:36.960 go that way um to go up for a second there's something i wanted to see because somebody asked

01:26:40.560 me a question and i'm far too dumb to understand sickly dave shout out sickly dave hey what's up says uh

01:26:44.560 raven have you heard about the open view of the future or open theism i have not heard of those

01:26:48.720 things i can kind of understand a little bit i think just from the context clues but no no i've

01:26:53.760 never heard of that before water dowsing is a sin could be so yeah god knows the outcome but he

01:26:59.440 doesn't determine if we do it um yeah but it just feels like sometimes like you're gonna do it uh

01:27:05.040 you're gonna do it he probably just knows he's like this guy's gonna do it you're just gonna be

01:27:07.920 a faggot the whole way you're gonna that's it the choice is whether or not you're gonna be a

01:27:10.960 bitch about it yeah yeah i guess if you've seen the like the personality type so many times if god

01:27:16.720 has made this personality type so many times yeah he's gonna he's gonna dress like a faggot

01:27:21.600 he's gonna wear a lot of bright colors he's gonna dye his hair inside ultimately he's gonna do the

01:27:25.600 thing but everybody is gonna phone it's not gonna be good watching it unfold the whole time nobody's

01:27:29.760 gonna like it but he will do it he will do it though all right uh my father at this time had lost a lot

01:27:35.040 of weight and he was about to be remarried to a very nice woman from peru shout out peruvian women

01:27:40.400 yes uh my one shit my wife is peruvian nephilim shit yes as he uh as he had come become determined

01:27:46.880 to marry a latina ah waste mixing yes and having currently married a latina myself i get it i i've

01:27:54.800 been attending my sister's church as it was her who got me back in touch with god i knew that there

01:28:00.240 was a church that their church must be doing something right this specific church was led by a

01:28:05.520 new zealander disgusting yeah okay um who had a publicly confirmed who was a who had a publicly

01:28:11.360 confirmed prophet of god fly all the way out from new zealand to pray for us bless the church and to

01:28:16.160 prophesy over it that's an interesting thing when you say a publicly hi i'm darren marler host of the

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01:29:20.480 profit profit of god i i just don't know what the uh prerequisites for for that are in 2025 how

01:29:26.880 do you determine somebody is a profit of god i'm not saying that there's not i just don't understand

01:29:31.280 that system even the slightest it was like if you ever came to me and claimed to be a profit of god

01:29:36.320 i would say that's a uh a gay lie yeah that's what i would say to you i don't know what that means but

01:29:41.680 uh i guess did he does he have like a certificate or something whatever just like if enough people go

01:29:46.080 like yes yeah that's the guy and so it is okay he's that guy all right so he he prayed for them

01:29:51.680 uh the guy was the real real deal he said okay an aura of love radiated from this man so much you

01:29:57.600 could feel it in his eyes there was nothing but love and i could feel the power of the holy spirit

01:30:02.320 within him which i had grown accustomed to god told me in the middle of the service that he would

01:30:06.960 have a prophetic word for me which i had become accustomed to to my dismay i was mistaken because

01:30:13.440 he did not approach me immediately i thought i was mistaken oh i thought i was mistaken he didn't

01:30:18.560 approach him immediately after he was done speaking so like many others have uh like many

01:30:23.440 like so many others have done after talking to some of the people in the church he tapped me on

01:30:29.040 the shoulder and i turned around he said i have a word of uh from god for you and as i was expecting so

01:30:36.240 he smiled a look of godly love mixed with sadness in his face he wanted to inform me that he had this

01:30:43.200 word for me immediately upon seeing me but he's not usually allowed to give these types uh by god

01:30:49.440 to give these type of prophetic words to people because he's not permitted and they can't handle

01:30:54.880 it interesting interesting interesting a common thing i've heard amongst genuine prophets apparently

01:31:00.560 god shows them a lot that they're not allowed to say that would kind of check out with me because

01:31:06.000 it's the same way that we kind of caution people against any sort of drug use because it's like i don't

01:31:09.840 know where you are spiritually i don't know what's going to happen to you i don't think that these

01:31:13.200 things are inherently bad but you're going into uncharted territories and i don't know you

01:31:18.080 so in the same way if you had something that was groundbreaking that you could disseminate to

01:31:22.640 a person maybe and maybe that's the problem right where it's like some people do have

01:31:26.320 this gift i am not high i don't know what this person's too high to read no no no just uh uh um

01:31:31.760 but it's like other people may have this gift they don't recognize it's from god then they

01:31:37.600 monetize it and they charge a dude who's on vacation in new orleans to just get it yeah and

01:31:43.680 that's not it's not meant to be given away all willy-nilly they don't even necessarily have to

01:31:47.600 be demonic right it could just be like yeah you have this gift but you have to use it wisely you

01:31:52.400 don't monetize it well sometimes people that are doing something they shouldn't be told what they're

01:31:56.800 doing they're on their journey unless they're right right unless you're told to tell them um oh wait

01:32:02.320 hold on i like what mr foot big is saying he's saying things that are that are crushing right now so he

01:32:06.000 says according to daniel 9 26 through 27 all gifts were ceased in 70 ad oh that's fascinating i

01:32:12.800 still think god intervenes with dreams muslims see jesus all the time that's fascinating disagree um

01:32:20.480 they have not been ceased i know people and no it's just not true uh maybe they're not as prevalent i

01:32:27.840 don't know but they have not stopped there's people that still do this um god urged him three times

01:32:34.320 to come and speak to me assuring him that god built this man me differently i like that he's built

01:32:40.960 backwards he's built backwards god also built toad differently his exact words was god made men out of

01:32:46.880 clay i made this man out of a different material i took special time to make this man i designed him

01:32:52.800 to handle this information where normal men could not which was very humbling he then told me god said this

01:32:59.840 about your father because of what he did or something he didn't do god is stripping him of

01:33:05.040 his calling and his destiny and it's being given to you and where your father failed you will not fail

01:33:10.720 you're a very big fish in a small pond god wants you and will not let you go he has you hooked he has

01:33:18.800 seen how you have drawn closer to him and he's proud of you he has given you an immense sense of freedom

01:33:24.560 in your life and his intention is to let you wear yourself out until you're ready to be caught

01:33:29.200 entirely to be his great prize that's messed up he will not let you get away but here's the hard part

01:33:39.040 god said you will not be coming into your destiny just yet your full destiny just yet in fact you're

01:33:45.440 about to enter in one of the hardest times of your life but as you go through it the power of the holy

01:33:50.080 spirit will fill you to overflowing so that all will see god's strength reflected through you

01:33:56.400 you will be the foundation the rock on which your family stands upon in this time of crisis

01:34:01.440 you'll walk through hell with god as if it was nothing be mindful of what you do in this time

01:34:07.520 your brother and sister are watching you closely and your family's destiny hinges upon your actions

01:34:12.880 mind you i'm literally a retard nice space he was in tears at this point and he asked me if i could

01:34:19.840 if i could know what he was talking about if i know what he was talking about i had no idea in my

01:34:25.520 ignorance i believe that upon my return return to humble my new found faith in jesus christ would

01:34:31.920 have me rejected by my old friends oh that's interesting when i returned to humble for the

01:34:36.800 first time since leaving with my broken ankle that was not the case at all i professed my renewed

01:34:42.080 faith in christ and my testimony and had a great time but that is until the return trip see i hadn't

01:34:49.440 decided if i would move back to humboldt or stay in socal i was just visiting my brother and picking

01:34:54.800 up my truck that i've abandoned since the ankle injury i had such a wonderful time i decided i'd

01:35:00.720 move back to humble and left to gather my things in orange county while i was returning home to gather

01:35:06.800 my old stuff about two-thirds down the road of the down the california i-5 about 100 miles north of

01:35:12.640 bakersfield i got word that my father had a brain aneurysm the equivalent of being shot in the head with

01:35:18.560 the 22 and that he will not make it oh that's horrible my mind immediately returned to the words

01:35:25.440 i received of the prophetic words that were spoken to me over the course of the last two months

01:35:30.160 the words of the new zealand new zealander prophet burned in my ears echoing as i knew that this was

01:35:37.840 the that this was what god was speaking of you're about to enter the hardest time in your life

01:35:43.760 everything he said had come true i was a rock of strength on which my whole family relied in this

01:35:50.880 incredibly difficult time i did walk through it as if it was nothing i still don't know how it was so

01:35:56.800 strong in fact i recently just lost my grandma and had a harder time and she was 95 i take that back

01:36:05.760 i do know how i was so strong the holy spirit was heavily upon me it was palpable that entire

01:36:12.160 experience led so many people to the lord from inside the presence of the holy spirit that resided

01:36:16.960 inside my father's room all his hundreds of friends came in and out to say a prayer or to say their

01:36:22.480 goodbyes celebrity athletes pastors musicians missionaries business associates damn navy seals

01:36:28.880 etc it's unlikely you or i will ever have so many people give a damn about us hell yeah dude well

01:36:34.960 that's running through through center blocks for the lord has a has an impact on people especially in

01:36:39.760 the 90s not for nothing i'm not even joking around right like we talked about how um uh gladiators what

01:36:45.440 was that what was that uh american gladiators like that was a huge moment in the 80s and 90s this like

01:36:51.760 strong american character you couple that with like championing the lord and uh i think yeah you got a

01:36:58.240 recipe for for really drawing people in uh for that message so i mean yeah i don't know if that would

01:37:04.000 if that could exist today uh as we have like slap contest we have the ufc we have uh bare knuckle boxing

01:37:12.160 we seemingly don't care about it does they they're uh my uh my uncle died and he was the pastor of a

01:37:18.720 pentecostal church in coney island and they uh man hundreds maybe thousands of people when at his

01:37:26.960 funeral were just showing up filtering out they named the street after him where his church is at

01:37:31.280 it's called augustine keela's way so it still happens there's still people he wasn't running through

01:37:36.640 two by fours but he was a he was a pastor in that church in that in coney island for years and years

01:37:42.240 and he did a lot of like really good so it does happen still it does happen to people that are not

01:37:47.600 you know like uh a celebrities in the conventional sense right right he was i guess a celebrity in

01:37:53.760 this way he was both he was a celebrity and yeah this guy was a celebrity well this i mean you know

01:37:58.000 my uncle was kind like he was on uh was like this spanish church tv oh uh sabato gigante no no different

01:38:05.440 sabato gigante it's different but like they they knew who he was you know in in that community so

01:38:10.320 this still does happen but like it's rare there's not many people who yeah eric bassett says look into

01:38:15.760 bill casimir casmeyer um another strong man that promotes christianity i love that combination that

01:38:22.400 idea of a strong man promoting christianity uh is is very cool yeah uh death not egg says

01:38:27.600 breaking of the handcuffs was crazy yeah that's a wild thing so he goes i mean hundreds who can

01:38:31.680 possibly make that many friends how does one maintain that level of social network unbelievable

01:38:36.880 i'm still in awe of my father within the very same hospital that had repaired my ankle just two

01:38:42.320 months before um my best friend who i had smoked weed with all the time and we talked about conspiracies

01:38:48.720 constantly a straight up vons fried chicken steel and rap star aspiring mma cage fighting big ass

01:38:55.840 nigga by the name of darian revis my best friend out to darian revis he gave his life to jesus because

01:39:02.480 of this moment because he never felt the presence of god so strongly wow we tried for three days to

01:39:08.880 raise my dad from the dead ah based that's so cool man i didn't eat or drink a drop or a crumb for

01:39:16.640 three days and finally god spoke to me and told me that he did not uh that he did not wish to return

01:39:22.640 wow my father 57 had uh just lost the most weight he had had since he was 38 he was in the best shape

01:39:31.840 he'd been in decades and he was just about to be remarried all that's sad he's literally riding

01:39:37.680 passenger with his fiancee going around picking out houses to move into damn and his final words were i

01:39:43.440 have a headache and that was that my final words to my father was a tearful angry oath

01:39:51.200 and i i swore to him on his deathbed i swear before jesus christ of netheris king of kings

01:39:56.480 and lord of lords i'll burn down the kingdom of darkness and make the enemy pay for what they've

01:40:00.960 taken from me an oath i still intend to keep very cool damn all right you want to read this yeah yeah

01:40:07.600 there's still there's so many we're gonna have to do we're gonna have to stop yeah we're gonna have

01:40:10.880 to stop in like 10 minutes so read this last paragraph okay and then we'll we'll wrap it up

01:40:14.960 uh god revealed to me by this time that the prophetic words i've been receiving specifically

01:40:19.680 the one about what my father did or did not do that got his destiny revoked and passed down to his son

01:40:24.880 this is what we're talking about with israel too it's like they were given a chance they didn't

01:40:28.320 do this thing and then it's revoked yeah the next person yes so what is israel what are you know

01:40:33.920 i don't know i don't know it's all very confusing to me i don't have the the intellectual uh backing

01:40:38.560 even you know i'd like to learn uh but meantime very stupid um god his destiny revoked and passed

01:40:44.800 down to his son me the second born son named thomas james jr after my father which god told my parents

01:40:51.360 to do purposely back when they were choosing baby names and had us three kids already in mind since

01:40:57.440 before their wedding it's very strange that the holy spirit would tell my parents to name the second

01:41:02.880 born son after the father usually that is an honor reserved for the firstborn but i digress what a

01:41:09.200 terrifying concept to have your destiny revoked yeah that is a terrifying concept um and for it to

01:41:15.760 mean the end of your life all of us have a purpose from god and we only have so long to accomplish it

01:41:22.640 before the opportunity is gone well when you're playing a game like his dad's playing at such a high

01:41:27.360 level there's a lot of risk stakes are higher yeah listen if you're gonna if you want to run like

01:41:32.880 that um the stakes are high man you lose your life for shit like doing for not doing something very

01:41:38.560 simple but you know what man it's like what what's the alternative yeah live a live a life that's not

01:41:45.280 really meaningful at all that has no risk so i've been feeling a little weird lately because i i do think

01:41:50.720 um god gives us gifts and um and god does have a a plan uh shout out to mad mama bear holy

01:41:57.120 shit there are two retards in the same room she's asking if we're in the same room are there yes we're

01:42:01.200 not you know why because right here looks weird it looks like there's a separation well i'm over there

01:42:06.080 now but it is though this is just we've designed our sets to look exactly like this we can pull this

01:42:12.000 off we don't have to be in the same room if we did it exactly like this no but i like this better

01:42:15.840 i don't like it i do like it i like being close to you he's very i like autopilot erecting next to

01:42:20.160 you so um but but i do think god gives us all gifts and we've talked about it ad nauseam recently like

01:42:25.200 there is a hero's journey that awaits every individual on this planet now what i've been

01:42:29.280 feeling like lately is that i went through the first third of my life um thinking that i wasn't

01:42:36.960 shit and i wouldn't amount to anything and that is not that is literally a squandering it's a

01:42:43.840 squandering it's a spit in the face to god who has given us all gifts and laid out a journey for

01:42:49.600 all of us and i spent one third of my life squandering it and thinking little of myself

01:42:53.760 and that's embarrassing because it's like god made us all unique we all have our skills we all have our

01:42:58.240 gifts and for any individual to think that they're not something is is like it's it's insulting it feels

01:43:04.400 insulting and so i've been thinking about that a lot lately um that i insulted god for the first act

01:43:10.080 of my life or the first third of my life um okay let me see here where were we uh but i digress all

01:43:14.320 of us have a purpose in god and we only have so long to accomplish it before the opportunity is gone

01:43:18.560 and your life is over where my dad went wrong was the divorce that makes a lot of sense god revealed

01:43:24.160 to me uh this is why he did not allow my dad to remarry my dad was supposed to be a warrior inside

01:43:30.320 this culture fighting against the enemy that seeks to destroy the godly nuclear family and this is the

01:43:35.840 thing that we always go off about by the way the red pill movement and and all those other guys

01:43:39.760 because that is not the point the point is not a bugatti and a hyrum of 500 horse that's not the

01:43:44.720 point yep uh the enemy seeks to destroy our culture and christian heritage uh the enemy that seeks to

01:43:50.880 destroy that which god created the enemy the jews no just kidding that's him that's what that's what

01:43:56.480 thomas said banger thomas banger uh he said no just kidding the true enemy is satan but i digress but i

01:44:03.600 repeat myself uh is satan and the kingdom of darkness how could he do that if he did not stand

01:44:12.400 up against a nation that treats marriage like nothing this is how seriously god takes marriage

01:44:17.360 and we've drawn that correlation too because oftentimes uh uh when people are beset upon by

01:44:22.160 demonic entities there is a divorce or or a separation of something that is almost akin to marriage it's

01:44:27.760 just not there yet or whatever uh but a falling away from your significant other your wife typically

01:44:33.760 uh and i and that was something we picked up pretty early in this exploration was like damn there's

01:44:38.160 another person having demonic encounters and there's a divorce either before or after or during all of this

01:44:43.920 hi i'm darren marler host of the weird darkness podcast i want to talk about the most important tool

01:44:48.960 in my podcast belt spreaker is the all-in-one platform that makes it easy to record host and

01:44:54.160 distribute your show everywhere from apple podcasts to spotify but the real game changer

01:44:58.800 for me was spreaker's monetization spreaker offers dynamic ad insertion that means you can

01:45:03.920 automatically insert ads into your episodes no editing required and with spreaker's programmatic

01:45:09.120 ads they'll bring the ads to you and you get paid for every download this turned my podcasting hobby

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01:45:19.440 listeners can pay for bonus content or early access adding another revenue stream

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01:45:39.360 spreaker.com that's s-p-r-e-a-k-e-r.com um so where are we at here uh this is how seriously god takes

01:45:48.080 marriage this is how much god hates divorce this was his calling to fight against to show that even

01:45:53.680 despite every horrible thing that could happen between a couple who god bought together that god

01:45:59.040 can restore anything uh he could revive the dead the dead in this case was his marriage which my mother

01:46:06.560 was always open to and felt very strongly that god wanted to restore their marriage my father refused

01:46:13.040 hardened his heart against my mother and sought to do things his way poisoned by friends who didn't

01:46:20.080 abandon him in his darkest hour therefore he trusted man uh that convinced him of some very strange

01:46:27.840 lies such as a divorced man can have a powerful ministry that was a lie uh and one he continuously

01:46:34.400 pursued at all costs and just before he could get his way and get remarried to a woman that was not meant

01:46:39.760 to be his wife god took his life the father i had that wrote those books about manhood was unfortunately

01:46:46.320 not the same man he was at the end that man was who god meant my father to be the man in those books is

01:46:54.960 who i am meant to be not the shell of his former self he was at the end and he didn't change as a man

01:47:02.640 his divine favor changed not to say he wasn't doing powerful things he was in the process of having a big

01:47:09.200 hollywood movie made about his life which kind of died once he passed away and he traveled the world

01:47:16.160 in his ministry which was growing again stronger than ever where he'd basically taken the strongman

01:47:22.080 act of the old power team and turned it into one to three a one to three man show usually solo but many

01:47:28.640 times with his buddies who he would recruit uh and sometimes i do these feats of strength with him

01:47:35.440 especially towards the end of his life in fact that was my final memory with my dad in person while he

01:47:40.560 was alive preaching the gospel in on huntington beach doing feats of strength on the sands uh like

01:47:47.520 crushing unopened soda cans with my bare hands until they exploded nice uh ripping phone books in half

01:47:54.640 ripping phone booths in half uh ripping phone books in half in front of a crowd of people

01:48:00.400 and my dad would draw them in like that and then preach the word of god he was a relic of a forgotten

01:48:05.920 era and that legacy lives on in the men who trained in the strong uh showman art before he died still

01:48:13.680 being used as a tactic by a few to lure people in and preach the gospel through entertainment and might

01:48:20.560 uh and he was still the same wonderful larger than life man who loved god hated evil and loved people

01:48:27.840 as he was throughout his whole life who i deeply miss and will always respect to this day it's simply

01:48:34.720 the truth god cannot bless you fully unless you submit to christ and deny the self god desires your

01:48:42.240 obedience most of all and a man of unwavering obedience is a man god can trust and a man god

01:48:50.160 can trust is trusted with much favor and power man that is a banger yeah of a paragraph there's

01:48:58.000 still 10 pages left so we're gonna have to like uh read read the rest of this at another time but

01:49:04.160 why did we riff so much we did a lot of riffing there was a lot of you kept derailing us with

01:49:07.760 eggs talks about eggs underestimated how long this was this is very long let me see let me actually

01:49:12.960 see if this is yeah this is long there's a lot of words there's more pictures we'll do it again i

01:49:17.680 love pictures we'll do it again we'll finish it we're gonna finish we're gonna finish it we're

01:49:22.800 gonna do it live um man that was a heavy paragraph though as a heavy heavy uh way to to end this and

01:49:30.960 it's sad i mean it's it's a powerful thing because um i thought about that that's what evoked that thing

01:49:35.840 that i just told you where it's like i sort of squandered this first third of my life and and and

01:49:40.640 got myself in this really there's a really selfish place to be this idea that like oh i don't have

01:49:45.760 x y and z because it's putting limitations on on what god can make a person yeah so who am i to sit

01:49:50.880 back and and and define myself it's not even our uh bag to define ourselves that's not our bag our

01:49:57.760 bag is to submit and then be used by god right submit to god's will so god can trust us like you

01:50:04.240 said and and ideally be trusted with much favor and power um so so even that that kind of like woe is

01:50:10.960 me state of mind where you get down and you're like i don't have what it takes me uh is it's

01:50:15.520 insulting it's pretty gay too it's pretty yeah it's very gay very very gay um man all right let's uh

01:50:22.960 let's bring this in for a landing because like there's still 10 pages and you got to get back

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01:52:42.960 oh uh the archivist no that's not the archivist i'm sorry as uh for uh i forget the name of his

01:52:48.720 show hold on you know what oh is it uh the broadcasting seeds the broadcasting broadcasting

01:52:53.760 seeds we're actually no that's going to be a banger because we're going through um

01:52:58.080 little baron trump with him we're going to be doing ingress old lockwood little baron trump that's

01:53:01.920 going to be 10 in the morning tomorrow right after that we have austin picard coming up oh austin

01:53:07.680 and austin is going to run us through the delhi murders and like a cult shit that follows that this

01:53:12.240 time we're not going to let him give plugs at the end then we have a brand new show meta mysteries

01:53:16.560 i think it's jacob of uh uh jacob of cult of conspiracy we're running those are boys some crazy

01:53:23.040 shit we have crow 777 the next day we're going to be talking about biblical flat earth we are giving

01:53:28.480 you guys things you don't even deserve yeah things you don't even deserve um our marks from uh

01:53:34.960 jeez what's it called the guys that we just had on uh um occult rejects oh occult rejects yeah

01:53:41.520 we're going to run through some nephilim shit with him laura baker who the hell is that

01:53:44.880 laura baker that's laura baker everybody knows laura baker laura baker will be on right after him

01:53:49.280 then we have rider lee on friday i believe rider is a higher side now uh yeah no no no no rider

01:53:55.680 literally is uh another place and we've got perry kamke and brand oh brent that's going to be a

01:54:00.720 banger perry camping and brandon steel they do a show that is like ours it's heavy on the riff great

01:54:06.720 on the conspiracy they're really it's going to that's going to be a fun one it's going to be fast

01:54:10.560 fun hopefully david doesn't scream at them but well it's going to be a banger we're doing irl stuff

01:54:16.160 i'll scream at them yeah it's going to be uh and then and then the week after that dude i mean

01:54:20.000 stacked william ramsey's coming back we're back to it man we're back to the hustle we're back to the grind

01:54:24.400 oh we got our reschedule for uh izzy izzy from uh demon racers no no i'm sorry uh demon demon

01:54:31.600 demonologist he's a demonologist he's a demonologist that was actually our most popular episode on uh

01:54:36.480 izzy centric yeah on audio for and he he doesn't even have that large of a show but he'll be back on

01:54:41.520 it's gonna be crazy crushes love that guy yeah if you guys want to catch it live catch the full thing

01:54:45.840 rider is raised by giants thank you the doctor see somebody knows what we're doing right somebody knows

01:54:50.480 what we're doing yeah you know what it is man it's like we reach out to so many people

01:54:54.080 and then like by the time they hit us back up i'm like i forget the names i forget you reach out

01:54:57.760 to like 30 people and 10 of them get back to you and then it's like i don't even know who who's who

01:55:02.560 anymore it all gets so confusing we need help we need help we need a booker we need a booker we need

01:55:07.280 a uh yeah we need a booker and a uh assistant yeah that's what we need all right all right david has to

01:55:13.760 go home he's gotta go home um guys again i don't know which camera am i looking at this one right here

01:55:19.360 this one that one this one look at this one what are you gonna okay don't forget to obey submit and comply

01:55:24.080 the greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room it is constantly

01:55:31.200 telling us what to believe is real if you can persuade them that what they see with their eyes is what

01:55:37.680 there is to see because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of

01:55:45.680 what's happening and they have

01:55:54.080 you

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Nephilim Death Squad - February 13, 2025

011 PT2： NSD Chronicles - Power Team

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