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00:00:15.260 Welcome to TopLobster.com, the ultimate middle finger to people who hate you anyway.

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00:00:27.380 I'm talking about offensive, off-the-page comments that scream,

00:00:31.400 You can't censor me. You can't tell me what to say.

00:00:34.980 I'd apologize, but I don't think you'd believe me.

00:00:38.620 And frankly, I just don't care what you think.

00:00:41.920 At TopLobster.com, we know one thing.

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00:00:58.980 So why play it safe when you can blow it up entirely?

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00:01:29.460 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:01:37.160 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:01:41.320 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:01:50.260 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely informal.

00:01:56.600 Oh yeah, dude.

00:01:57.760 There's some Nephilim shit.

00:01:59.120 It's like we all know what's going down.

00:02:01.180 We know I'm saying shit what happened to the home of the brave.

00:02:04.760 They controlling us now.

00:02:06.380 We know we're talking about how they made us probably slaves.

00:02:09.280 And everybody's just walking around.

00:02:11.580 Heading to crime to want to wake up to a dead in the grave.

00:02:14.720 But unless you may, we need to be ready to raise up.

00:02:17.520 Welcome to the end of day.

00:02:19.260 Everybody is slaves.

00:02:20.700 Only some are aware that the government releasing poison in their hands.

00:02:25.780 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles.

00:02:30.000 The show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony.

00:02:34.060 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.

00:02:36.660 That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.

00:02:38.820 He is currently yelling at his children, so please pardon him.

00:02:42.800 Guys, before we start the show, I want to make a quick announcement.

00:02:45.420 This is going to be a 30-minute preview only.

00:02:47.320 Sometime around the 30-minute mark, we'll be going live exclusively to patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad,

00:02:52.720 where you can continue enjoying an ad-free experience, gaining access to the episode before the general public,

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00:03:17.920 where you can try to absorb as much content as you possibly can in seven days and then get out before the billing cycle kicks in.

00:03:23.240 But that is not going to be the case because we have a tremendous amount of backlogged content.

00:03:28.820 All right, guys.

00:03:29.620 We're going to get straight into it because a lot of people have sent us emails.

00:03:33.960 By the way, if you have a paranormal testimony that you'd like to submit and have us read on air,

00:03:38.180 you can submit that to NephilimDSquad at gmail.com.

00:03:42.740 That is NephilimDSquad at gmail.com.

00:03:45.440 Shout out to G.I. Joe Nathan, who says,

00:03:48.280 No Ed. No Ed today, unfortunately.

00:03:50.900 He had something come up, and so he had to pull out.

00:03:54.080 I'm sure we're going to see him next week.

00:03:55.400 And so the best we could do for you guys, instead of the Book of Genesis,

00:03:59.360 we're going to do NDS Chronicles today.

00:04:02.300 And I'm going to start with – there we go.

00:04:03.980 There's Top Lobster.

00:04:05.160 Fucking incredible.

00:04:06.280 Guys, this is what happens when you have people who are parents who have lives and families

00:04:10.560 who are trying to make content.

00:04:12.080 Sometimes they burst into the room and they derail you a little bit.

00:04:15.380 During the intro, it's like playing super loud, and then all of a sudden I'm like,

00:04:19.000 Oh, shit.

00:04:19.860 Like my daughter is standing right next to me.

00:04:20.760 I saw you get scared.

00:04:22.000 It was hilarious.

00:04:23.120 Yeah, and she's like, Can I go in the pool?

00:04:25.020 And I'm like, Absolutely not.

00:04:26.060 It's fucking like 50 degrees outside, you retard.

00:04:28.720 Dude, it's cold as shit out.

00:04:30.560 I don't know what the hell.

00:04:31.400 Like, I'm so tired of this.

00:04:32.400 I want – I moved to Florida so that I wouldn't have to suffer the cold, and it's breaking

00:04:36.140 shit.

00:04:36.520 I got family from New York who deals with horrible weather, and they came here, so they

00:04:41.260 decided it's good weather to go in the pool.

00:04:43.300 I'm like, It's 50 degrees.

00:04:44.880 You're not going in the pool.

00:04:45.840 You're going to get sick.

00:04:46.940 Yeah.

00:04:47.220 She's freaking out.

00:04:47.820 Hypothermia, baby.

00:04:48.440 That's what's going to happen to you in that bad boy.

00:04:50.420 We're going to jump straight into it, though, because the first one that we have is from

00:04:54.160 Dustin, who did not clarify as to whether or not I could soft-dox him.

00:04:58.280 So, congratulations on the soft-doxing.

00:05:00.440 Go ahead and read this.

00:05:01.660 Read this.

00:05:02.160 I have – read and I have some stuff to take care of, but go ahead.

00:05:05.500 I'm paying attention.

00:05:06.520 This is all fucked.

00:05:07.900 Go ahead.

00:05:08.100 No, it's all right.

00:05:08.920 It's all right.

00:05:09.420 Okay, let's get straight into this.

00:05:10.560 I actually have to kind of, like, offset my TV a little bit.

00:05:13.500 Give me one second because I can't see shit.

00:05:15.220 There we go.

00:05:16.300 All right.

00:05:16.740 This is from Dustin – let me make sure I didn't screw my camera up – who says – it's

00:05:21.720 titled Accidental Exorcism, A Self-Reflection.

00:05:25.520 So, he goes on to say, in 2019, I moved to a small mountain town in the South Peninsula

00:05:31.020 in the Bay Area called Brisbane.

00:05:34.240 It was quiet, beautiful, and serene.

00:05:36.500 No noise from traffic or otherwise.

00:05:38.660 It was truly a rare experience in the Bay, as you may know.

00:05:42.020 So, yeah, it's a really populated area, isn't it?

00:05:46.460 Well, actually, I don't know anything.

00:05:47.720 I thought – when I hear Bay Area, I think California, and I don't think that's the same

00:05:51.820 place at all.

00:05:52.360 So, I don't know where the hell Brisbane is.

00:05:53.740 Geographically, I'm retarded.

00:05:55.960 Let's see.

00:05:56.920 I moved from the East Bay Hayward to the day – I'm sorry, the day the lockdowns were

00:06:02.220 illegally enforced.

00:06:03.400 Yes.

00:06:04.680 There, I worked the same job in construction and also helped manage a couple of community

00:06:09.060 gardens back in the East Bay where I had just moved from.

00:06:12.660 Once I moved to Brisbane, I would still visit the farms in Hayward on the weekends to volunteer

00:06:18.320 my time to help clean food, feed the neighborhood, and keep the farm going.

00:06:24.440 This guy's kind of the shit.

00:06:25.960 I did this for another two years after I moved from Hayward and had been working there before

00:06:30.880 I moved since 2017.

00:06:32.940 All right.

00:06:34.000 So, he says, in 2021, I had managed to save enough money to look for a house to buy even

00:06:40.200 though most houses I looked at were above my price range or in disrepair.

00:06:44.080 It's so funny because when we tried to – I know I said I wouldn't derail that much because

00:06:48.900 it's a 10-page email.

00:06:49.700 But when we were buying our house, our budget, we wanted to stay at like $250, I think, was

00:06:55.360 the max.

00:06:56.120 And our fucking real estate agent just kept showing us houses like $300 plus.

00:07:00.860 And it was very frustrating.

00:07:02.860 They don't care about your budget at all.

00:07:04.340 He says, I soon received a call from my farm colleague that the farm owner was putting

00:07:11.220 it up for sale and giving us first dibs to buy at market value.

00:07:15.340 The farm is situated on a 7,500-square-foot lot with an 888-square-foot single-family home

00:07:25.300 on it.

00:07:26.360 This was a gift from God as I had – let's capitalize that G real quick.

00:07:31.020 Got to capitalize that G, baby boy.

00:07:32.380 A gift from God as I had been dreaming about owning that farmhouse ever since I started

00:07:39.000 working there.

00:07:40.160 It really shows how volunteering your time to help others can pay off exponentially.

00:07:44.900 And so in June of 2021, I was able to purchase the house and farm and move in.

00:07:51.240 That's very cool.

00:07:52.180 Nice.

00:07:52.600 I mean, that's – especially during that time, June 2021, right?

00:07:55.960 This is right towards the tail end, I would say, of the lockdowns where things started to

00:08:02.060 kind of like loosen up a little bit and people stopped being so controlled by fear.

00:08:07.540 And once you were able to kind of get your head above water, which probably would have

00:08:10.960 been around June 2021, and look around at what we just went through, the alarm started

00:08:16.500 going off in a lot of people's heads and saying like, hey, it's time to get the fuck out of

00:08:19.520 Dodge.

00:08:19.760 If you live in a city, if you live in a high-populated area, if you live in a blue state, if you live

00:08:25.640 in one that really adhered to the lockdowns, maybe it's time to consider moving.

00:08:29.080 So that is a – I mean, beautiful timing.

00:08:31.380 Really a weight off your shoulders.

00:08:35.240 Okay.

00:08:35.620 At the time, I was a fit, athletic individual with tons of energy.

00:08:39.500 I worked 12-hour days at my job, and then I worked out afterwards.

00:08:44.720 Fuck.

00:08:45.720 Running 12 miles, mountain biking 60 miles, and lifting weights three to four times each

00:08:51.500 week.

00:08:52.140 Everything was at the tip top.

00:08:54.260 I had a new girlfriend and thought that life could not be any better.

00:08:58.780 Also, I had not yet found Jesus, although I always believed in a God, but was just generally

00:09:06.540 unsure of the nature thereof.

00:09:08.620 I'm not someone who can read a book and become a believer without some sort of experience or

00:09:14.180 proof that solidifies such a belief.

00:09:16.660 And I would say I'm very much the same way.

00:09:19.940 You know, it's why all that information like pointed me to the Bible.

00:09:23.020 But it wasn't until I had a greasy demon encounter that I actually moved over and kind of galvanized

00:09:31.580 to Jesus Christ.

00:09:32.740 I just want to address real quick.

00:09:34.220 K2King, very disrespectful, says, David, I thought you were supposed to be losing weight.

00:09:37.260 I am losing weight.

00:09:38.060 This is a baggy t-shirt in an unflattering angle.

00:09:40.340 Please don't fill me with insecurities about my visage.

00:09:43.940 Thank you very much.

00:09:44.480 If he wasn't losing weight, how could he do such excellent front flips?

00:09:47.340 That's right.

00:09:48.460 And before we started the show, Top explicitly said that it was gay that I did a front flip.

00:09:52.760 And I agreed.

00:09:53.840 I'm fine.

00:09:54.580 I'll agree with that.

00:09:55.840 But it's still impressive.

00:09:57.160 Okay?

00:09:57.560 It's still impressive.

00:09:58.380 Somebody asked me if I could do the front flip without running.

00:10:02.340 And I almost wanted to lash out and say, fuck you.

00:10:05.100 How dare you?

00:10:06.040 How dare you?

00:10:06.620 Find me somebody else that could do a front flip.

00:10:10.220 And then maybe you can – I'll have a conversation with them.

00:10:13.900 If you can't front flip, I'm not going to have a conversation with you about front flipping.

00:10:17.520 All right.

00:10:18.080 Let's get back into it.

00:10:19.240 Where are we?

00:10:19.860 Boom, boom, boom.

00:10:21.240 A little background leading up to 2017.

00:10:23.700 I have always been a health-conscious person, though I would still indulge.

00:10:29.240 I would always maintain my diet in most respects, as well as herbs and supplements,

00:10:33.900 as I am a firm believer that Western medicine is the devil.

00:10:37.480 And if you want to be healthy and thriving, you don't go to the doctor to become so.

00:10:41.220 Yes.

00:10:42.220 Yes.

00:10:43.100 100%.

00:10:43.540 I just have to say from my own experience that I sometimes –

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00:11:00.840 Hashtag make a play.

00:11:03.380 You know, like I had been married for a while.

00:11:06.280 I had been a father for a while, and I got this notion in my mind that it was time to start, like,

00:11:10.140 regularly going to the doctor for the first time in my life.

00:11:12.780 And then when I did that, they fucking found a lump in my nut.

00:11:15.400 They removed the lump in my nut.

00:11:16.780 They removed my whole nut.

00:11:18.100 They pulled my wisdom teeth.

00:11:19.760 I got pneumonia.

00:11:20.920 I got a collapsed lung.

00:11:22.980 And I'm like, you know what?

00:11:24.440 And then I haven't been to the doctor any more since then.

00:11:26.980 But the results of, like, my spree with the doctors, all I know now is that annually,

00:11:32.280 I'm susceptible to shingles.

00:11:34.120 I'm susceptible to shingles, and I'm susceptible to pneumonia, which is fucking, you know, fantastic.

00:11:39.140 So it's hard to say what came first, the chicken or the egg.

00:11:42.140 Was it the doctor that fucked me up, or was it?

00:11:44.180 I'm feeling like we read this before.

00:11:46.540 I don't think so.

00:11:48.300 I don't know.

00:11:50.600 Wedgie Souris says, or Wedgie Souris, my bad, says, herbs equals K2.

00:11:55.820 Yes.

00:11:56.280 When he's talking about doing herbs, he's talking about smoking K2.

00:11:59.320 Yeah, dude, we read this.

00:12:00.800 No, we didn't read this.

00:12:02.040 I think we have read this.

00:12:03.720 I don't recognize any of it so far.

00:12:06.440 Well, let's go on a little bit more.

00:12:08.380 And if there's something glaring that pops out, then that will dismount.

00:12:11.580 But I don't think that we've read this before.

00:12:15.240 Okay, so he says,

00:12:16.200 Wow, that fucking sucks.

00:12:42.600 Hold on.

00:12:43.000 Yeah, this guy lost, he lost 35 pounds, then got it again, lost another 35 pounds.

00:12:47.880 You don't remember this?

00:12:48.940 No, I don't remember this at all.

00:12:49.960 Are you sure you just didn't read this?

00:12:51.660 Oh, no, I think we read this.

00:12:52.920 Guys, do you remember?

00:12:54.460 I remember you talking about Brisbane.

00:12:57.120 No one talks about that place.

00:12:58.540 Yeah.

00:12:59.220 Yeah, we've heard this one.

00:13:00.200 I remember you talking about Brisbane.

00:13:01.040 We've heard this one.

00:13:01.900 All right, fucking Dustin.

00:13:03.140 Fucking suck a dick, Dustin.

00:13:04.460 Dustin, you liar.

00:13:05.760 You fucking liar.

00:13:06.900 As he sent this, he's like, I sent you this fucking, this email.

00:13:10.060 Months ago.

00:13:10.900 Two months ago.

00:13:11.440 Thank you very much.

00:13:12.240 Yeah, this is actually probably my fault for not writing that we have read this and we

00:13:17.980 shouldn't read it again.

00:13:19.660 All right.

00:13:20.040 Sorry, Dustin.

00:13:21.540 You had your time in the sun.

00:13:24.200 You had your time.

00:13:25.260 And now we're going to have to move on to Mama Juju.

00:13:27.500 This is my bad.

00:13:28.700 Mama Juju.

00:13:28.720 Okay.

00:13:29.020 Should I start this one off?

00:13:31.560 Start it off.

00:13:32.200 Starts off with a banger.

00:13:33.540 I like it.

00:13:34.400 This is how everybody should be.

00:13:35.380 Let's pretend like we're restarting the episode.

00:13:38.240 Welcome back to Nephilim Death Squad.

00:13:40.760 Yeah.

00:13:41.680 We're back.

00:13:42.640 We're back.

00:13:43.000 Forget about all that other shit that just happened with my kids.

00:13:45.100 She's screaming out there.

00:13:45.760 Who cares?

00:13:46.360 Doesn't matter.

00:13:47.400 Me getting up.

00:13:48.240 That never happened.

00:13:49.180 We wasted the first 15 minutes, but we're typically like 15, 20, 30, 45 minutes late

00:13:53.180 anyway.

00:13:53.720 So just consider this us being later.

00:13:56.620 Okay.

00:13:56.920 This one is from Mama Juju.

00:13:59.260 She says, dear retarded faggots.

00:14:01.740 Thank you.

00:14:02.120 That's very nice, actually.

00:14:03.220 Very nice of you.

00:14:04.800 Below, find my submission to the NDS Chronicles.

00:14:07.660 I submitted this to the Dreams and Vision section of the Telegram chat way back in April

00:14:12.680 10th, 2024.

00:14:14.580 Wasn't aware that that was a section.

00:14:17.180 Yeah.

00:14:17.560 I made that.

00:14:18.600 I made that because I figured the schizos who follow the show, all the dangerous retards

00:14:22.300 who follow the show, wanted to talk about their dreams and their experiences.

00:14:27.200 And so I made a little section for it, and then I never checked in with it.

00:14:30.500 All right.

00:14:31.500 Let's see.

00:14:32.200 I copied and pasted it nearly verbatim here to show that my story was not influenced by

00:14:36.600 any stories that subsequently came up on the show.

00:14:41.580 You got it.

00:14:41.780 Fuck.

00:14:42.220 You did it.

00:14:43.060 Subsequently.

00:14:43.640 I did it, guys.

00:14:45.560 My story of voodoo Mama Juju.

00:14:49.060 Nearly 15 years ago, I was on vacation in Cabarate?

00:14:54.420 Cabaret.

00:14:55.900 Cabarate?

00:14:57.060 Dominican Republic with my now deceased ex-wife.

00:15:00.720 Not good.

00:15:02.200 Uh, very sorry to hear that.

00:15:03.860 Um, it's also redundant.

00:15:06.100 Was she your ex-wife first and then died?

00:15:08.000 Or was she die?

00:15:08.980 Did she die and that makes her your ex-wife?

00:15:11.080 I don't know.

00:15:11.420 Ooh, good question.

00:15:12.820 That's a fair question, right?

00:15:14.040 Uh, late one night at all, at the all-inclusive bar, I was offered a shot of the resort's house

00:15:20.560 made Mama Mama Juana.

00:15:22.620 What the fuck is Mama Juana?

00:15:23.840 A traditional, uh, medicinal and aphrodisiac Dominican rum liquor, uh, that is bottled with

00:15:31.340 what appeared to be twigs and mixed with the rum.

00:15:33.940 I later learned that the sticks are a mixture of bark, roots, and herbs.

00:15:38.440 Interesting.

00:15:39.320 Interesting.

00:15:39.940 Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

00:15:41.080 After a long day of all-inclusive drinking, fuck yeah, I was shit-faced and took a few

00:15:46.140 shots.

00:15:46.960 Sometime after midnight, a short rain fell on the island and my drunken ass in the chancletas

00:15:52.960 slipped on a whetstone walkway and smashed the back of my head on the ground.

00:15:57.940 Fuck.

00:15:58.700 Not good.

00:15:59.200 Hell yeah.

00:16:00.080 This is how you get-

00:16:00.380 My dad used to say that, uh, the easiest people for him to rob were people that were

00:16:05.560 coming out of the bar.

00:16:06.580 And what he would do is he would wrap a pipe in, like, styrofoam and tape, and he would

00:16:11.000 whack people in the head with it when they came out of the bar.

00:16:13.060 And he said, basically, his thinking was that there was so much alcohol in their blood

00:16:17.420 that when the blood rushed to their head because of the trauma, basically, that meant alcohol

00:16:22.560 was rushing to their brain and would put them out like a light and made them very easy to

00:16:25.960 rob.

00:16:26.900 Um, so, what he goes on to say is, I got up immediately and headed back to my room.

00:16:31.520 That's actually very surprising.

00:16:32.800 I think my dad's method was probably not true.

00:16:35.580 I think what was knocking people unconscious was just the pipe.

00:16:39.160 Um, I made it back to my room and I fell asleep around 1.30.

00:16:42.500 Around 3 a.m., not good, I woke up in a cold sweat from the most terrifying and realistic

00:16:47.720 dream I've ever had.

00:16:50.200 The dream.

00:16:51.400 Um, a black cat runs past me and I felt the need to follow it.

00:16:57.500 I followed it to what I can best describe as a haunted-looking house, uh, a la Bates

00:17:03.520 Motel.

00:17:04.160 I like a motherfucker that uses the word a la.

00:17:06.500 That's good.

00:17:07.560 This guy uses a lot of nice words.

00:17:09.300 I do like his words.

00:17:10.500 You use good words.

00:17:11.840 Um, the cat runs through the wrought iron fence gate.

00:17:15.880 Fuck, dude.

00:17:16.520 He could have easily just said, like, the gate, but he said the wrought iron, that's

00:17:21.140 fucking, I like this guy's words.

00:17:23.540 Um, and up onto the porch steps and into the front door.

00:17:27.460 I follow the cat inside.

00:17:28.640 And in the middle of this house is a massive tree growing through the floor all the way

00:17:34.220 up and through the ceilings of the floors above.

00:17:37.580 The cat runs up the tree and I continue to follow it.

00:17:40.700 This is fascinating.

00:17:41.860 Nice.

00:17:42.100 Uh, the first floor was very tropical feeling, bright and summery.

00:17:47.500 Uh, the cat continued up the tree.

00:17:49.960 So did I.

00:17:51.340 The second floor was windy and had an, or was, is that windy?

00:17:55.700 What would you call it?

00:17:56.300 Is that windy or windy?

00:17:57.380 Here, let's fucking highlight that.

00:17:58.840 Windy and had an autumnal feel.

00:18:00.920 I guess, yeah, windy.

00:18:02.140 Autumn, like a fucking autumnal.

00:18:04.120 This motherfucker is literally asking Grok for synonyms.

00:18:06.880 This is crazy.

00:18:07.660 He's flexing on us right now.

00:18:09.100 He is flexing on us.

00:18:10.040 He's like, I'm going to give the, I know they have a hard time reading.

00:18:12.580 I'm going to fucking make it a lot harder.

00:18:14.420 Um, okay.

00:18:15.580 So the second floor was windy and had an autumnal feel, which is, I guess it's root word being

00:18:20.340 autumn, uh, darker gray and colder.

00:18:24.360 The cat continued upwards.

00:18:25.900 And so did I.

00:18:27.020 The third floor was the hallway of my old apartment building that I grew up in.

00:18:32.860 The apartment door at the end of the hallway slams open and a levitating being begins to

00:18:38.760 float towards me.

00:18:40.040 I distinctively remember freezing up and losing the ability in the dream to run, move, or speak.

00:18:47.040 I was wearing a silvery black cloak, a silvery black cloak.

00:18:51.360 Okay.

00:18:51.980 Uh, and as it got halfway to me, it dropped the hood to reveal the face of a black woman

00:18:59.220 with frizzy black afro with white streaks.

00:19:03.460 Like a combo of Frankenstein's bride and whoopie Goldberg and ghost.

00:19:08.260 That's fucking horrifying.

00:19:09.920 Um, I subsequently named this entity voodoo mama juju.

00:19:14.300 Did you name it?

00:19:15.760 Or was that the impression that you got?

00:19:17.560 That's, that's fascinating that you would attribute a name, literally a three part name.

00:19:22.760 Voodoo mama juju.

00:19:23.760 Feels like I shouldn't even say that three times in a row.

00:19:25.880 It almost feels racist, huh?

00:19:27.560 It does feel racist.

00:19:28.720 What is this fucking black lady doing in my house?

00:19:31.440 Uh, Monica.

00:19:32.180 Monica, thanks.

00:19:33.340 Uh, we like the, we like making this content too.

00:19:36.320 Oh, love you.

00:19:37.180 Thank you very much, Monica.

00:19:38.360 Appreciate it.

00:19:39.460 Uh, gay ass Johnny Leach says gay ass ghost stories.

00:19:43.200 Bring back TLC.

00:19:44.640 Uh, I'm gonna, I'm actually deciding I'm going to put TLC on a hiatus until we get done all

00:19:49.440 the shit that we have to get done.

00:19:50.560 Cause I'm, I'm simply doing too much right now.

00:19:52.800 And, uh, at the risk of getting overwhelmed in the middle of a move, opening a studio, uh,

00:19:57.460 uh, you know, starting a new business venture, launching a new show and dangerous.

00:20:02.180 And also, uh, getting ready for June's Bohemian Grove, TLC has to kind of take the back burner

00:20:08.920 for a while, guys.

00:20:10.460 Um, all right, here we go.

00:20:12.000 Her eyes were glowing yellow with slit reptilian pupils.

00:20:15.880 She raised her left hand and pointed a bony black finger in my direction, which had a very

00:20:21.020 long, sharp, pointy, talon-like fingernail on the end of it.

00:20:25.180 Talons.

00:20:25.880 Interesting.

00:20:26.380 That's very Lilith, right?

00:20:27.700 That's very harpy.

00:20:29.220 Um, after pointing the finger.

00:20:32.300 Voodoo Mama Juju instantaneously covered the remaining distance and was now floating

00:20:36.800 right in my face above me.

00:20:38.320 That's interesting.

00:20:39.740 That's interesting.

00:20:40.500 I had a dream like that once.

00:20:41.520 Um, she opened her mouth and screamed a silent, but electric scream, a silent, but electric

00:20:48.160 scream.

00:20:48.620 She had dozens of little pointy fang-like teeth and the breath was cold and smelled like shit.

00:20:56.300 I could feel the scream, but not hear it.

00:21:00.460 Mmm.

00:21:00.780 And it's interesting because he, he, he identifies it as an electric scream.

00:21:05.520 So what he can't hear, but can feel is electric, right?

00:21:10.060 Which is vibrational, which is, you know, akin to the whole paralysis phenomenon.

00:21:15.580 Okay, so I could feel the scream, but not hear it.

00:21:18.920 It grabbed my skull with the talons, which gave me chills and woke me up in a cold sweat.

00:21:23.660 It was the scariest and most realistic nightmare of my adult life.

00:21:27.880 Huh.

00:21:28.320 Yeah, that fucking is pretty horrifying.

00:21:31.660 Um.

00:21:31.960 And it reminds me of this, uh, let me see if I can share the screen here.

00:21:35.440 It's, uh, you know, Pennywise, I don't know if you've seen that, uh, that, uh, it movie,

00:21:43.320 but this one here where he has like, like a thousand tiny little teeth.

00:21:47.820 Oh yeah.

00:21:47.920 Yeah.

00:21:49.120 Yeah.

00:21:49.520 That, that movie is, um, uh, you know, besides all of its oddly, uh, accurate descriptives

00:21:57.720 or whatever, when it comes to these kinds of phenomenons, right?

00:21:59.680 Like a lot of what happens in there, you roll over into other people's actual experiences,

00:22:03.620 but it's a great, I mean, very rarely do they do this.

00:22:07.880 It number one was great.

00:22:09.280 And the, and the second one was great too.

00:22:11.500 And in fact, the second one might actually be better than the first one.

00:22:17.400 Um, well that's them as adults, right?

00:22:19.440 Second one.

00:22:20.100 No, I mean like, so the first one with, uh, shit, what was the actor's name who played

00:22:24.920 it?

00:22:25.440 Um, oh, uh, yeah.

00:22:27.720 Yeah.

00:22:27.820 I know what you're talking about.

00:22:29.180 He's really great.

00:22:30.620 Uh, British actor.

00:22:33.080 Uh, I forget his name.

00:22:34.080 Tim Curry.

00:22:34.520 Is it Tim Curry?

00:22:35.320 Tim Curry.

00:22:36.180 Tim Curry plays him and, and he does a phenomenal job.

00:22:39.100 Uh, and there is a two parter to the original one.

00:22:41.320 It is when they're kids and then it's when they're adults.

00:22:42.920 But the second one, also a two parter, it's phenomenal.

00:22:47.260 I thought it was great, man.

00:22:48.680 I, in fact, um, I do think that it is markedly better than the first one just, you know, by a

00:22:53.660 little bit, by a smidge.

00:22:54.580 I think they got to expand on a lot more of like the creepiness, you know, they had more

00:22:58.320 at their disposal.

00:22:58.860 It was less goofy for sure.

00:23:01.140 Um, yes.

00:23:01.860 That guy, Skarsgård, uh, the German dude that played Pennywise and the second one was, uh,

00:23:06.520 absolutely terrifying as well.

00:23:08.500 Yes.

00:23:08.700 Tim Curry's kind of like funny in a way.

00:23:10.800 I always find him fun.

00:23:12.600 Yeah.

00:23:12.880 Although it was creepy, but yeah, yeah.

00:23:14.320 The second one definitely nailed the, the fear a little bit better.

00:23:17.880 There was something about Tim Curry's it where he was like, he was trying some things out

00:23:22.140 and, and there were a lot of really great moments.

00:23:24.840 Like when he's like, they all float down here and then he rips off, uh, the kid's arm in

00:23:28.640 the sewers.

00:23:29.040 Like that was a really creepy moment.

00:23:30.960 But then you're right.

00:23:32.520 There were some moments that came off as like a little goofy and, and I think Skarsgård

00:23:36.920 fucking nailed it as far as like just the real creepy factor of it.

00:23:41.380 Um, uh, uh, Dr. Pfister, thank you for the kind words says RIP TLC best show on the web.

00:23:48.040 Rest up Kang rest up.

00:23:49.580 Don't worry guys.

00:23:50.040 It'll come back.

00:23:50.660 And when it comes back, it might actually be a functioning better show.

00:23:54.140 Um, you know, with some production value, but for now I don't have the resources.

00:23:57.340 So let's, let's hop back into this.

00:23:59.740 Um, I was freaking out, felt scared, uh, sober as fuck by then.

00:24:05.760 So this is the night that he goes to sleep.

00:24:07.920 Absolutely shit face.

00:24:08.760 He said he was shit faced already.

00:24:10.300 And then he said he had several more shots.

00:24:12.280 Then he fell down and hit his head.

00:24:13.480 Right.

00:24:13.900 Um, but when he wakes up after this dream, he's sober and he told his ex about the dream.

00:24:18.800 Uh, she saw the fear in my face and listen, but still mocked the idea based good for her.

00:24:24.920 Um, I went back to sleep and immediately.

00:24:27.340 It was back at the beginning of the dream all over again.

00:24:30.320 Fuck.

00:24:31.260 Uh, the second dream was more of a deja vu style lucid dream.

00:24:35.120 I was able to predict what was going to happen, but could do nothing to change the outcome or the palpable fear.

00:24:41.560 Excuse me.

00:24:42.220 I was experiencing, even though I knew what was coming.

00:24:45.440 Uh, everything happened exactly as it had happened in the first dream.

00:24:49.520 And I once again woke up in a cold sweat as the talons were about to grab my skull.

00:24:55.440 I was almost more freaked out.

00:24:57.260 Interesting because, uh, on Merkel's latest episode and also on an episode of, uh, I guess like, uh, on an episode of his show, but it was like a while ago.

00:25:05.980 There was this same phenomenon where, uh, the person's like dragged out of their bed or something is happening to them and they escape and then it just replays.

00:25:14.860 Yeah.

00:25:15.320 It just keeps them in the beginning.

00:25:17.380 So I've been there before where, where I thought I woke up from a dream several times.

00:25:22.100 And, and I do remember that.

00:25:23.880 I don't remember what the dream was specifically, but I remember after thinking that I was awake for like the umpteenth time, I was hit with such a fear of like a sense of dread because it's like, I can't, I couldn't get out of it.

00:25:36.860 Um, and, and then suddenly I was aware that I was in it and couldn't get out of it.

00:25:41.400 And it really fucked me up.

00:25:42.520 That was years ago.

00:25:43.620 Uh, hard RR says, uh, have you seen Tim Curry recently?

00:25:47.480 No, but I imagine he's pretty, he's, is he dead?

00:25:49.900 He's very old.

00:25:50.640 He probably looks horrifying.

00:25:51.960 He probably looks horrifying.

00:25:53.820 Um, all right, let's see what else we got here.

00:25:57.420 Uh, I was almost more freaked out as I never recalled having a repetitive dream like that.

00:26:02.120 After regaining some composure and convincing myself that it was just a bad dream.

00:26:06.260 I fell asleep again.

00:26:08.160 Once again, I was back at the beginning of the dream.

00:26:11.600 However, this time it was more of a lucid dream where I was able to control myself more, but still wound up following the cat to the hallway floor again.

00:26:19.980 I began praying in my dream.

00:26:22.400 And this time mama voodoo, mama juju was not able to touch me with her talents.

00:26:28.520 Huh?

00:26:29.720 Fascinating.

00:26:30.240 She appeared frustrated and angry and exploded into a black cloud that flew down the trunk of the tree to the base where it absorbed through the floor and disappeared.

00:26:43.100 Huh?

00:26:43.520 That's fascinating.

00:26:45.980 I woke up again and it was morning and I felt amazing with no headache, no hangover, and no fear.

00:26:53.780 To this day, I don't know if it was due to being drunk all day, concussed from hitting my head,

00:26:59.580 hallucinogenics from the roots and twigs in the homemade mama wana,

00:27:03.860 or if this Haitian voodoo mama juju demon just decided to pay me a visit or some combination of them all.

00:27:11.800 I just learned this past summer that one of my friends have seen the same entity while on vacation in DR.

00:27:19.580 in their only time having a repetitious dream.

00:27:25.140 I now question whether voodoo mama juju was a dream relegated or was a demon relegated to prowl about the island of Española

00:27:35.580 as in some representation of Erzuli Danter.

00:27:41.020 That's interesting.

00:27:43.300 Erzuli Danter, that is the voodoo goddess that this bitch has on his back, P. Diddy.

00:27:51.580 Remember that big tattoo that P. Diddy has on his back, that mural?

00:27:55.120 So, this is fascinating.

00:27:57.800 I'm fascinated by a couple of elements.

00:27:59.380 Obviously, the mama voodoo juju, mama juju voodoo, whatever her name is, voodoo mama juju fuck.

00:28:04.900 Um, but also this, this house that you were in, it sounds sort of like a Franken house, right?

00:28:12.240 You have this big tree in the middle of this, what, what is essentially, he's describing it as like a mansion,

00:28:17.740 not a mansion, but it's a three-story home, so it's got to be pretty big.

00:28:20.580 And each floor is, is discernibly different from the last.

00:28:24.860 How did it start off?

00:28:25.860 I want to go back and see real quick.

00:28:27.680 Um, uh, the, the, the, the, the, the, I followed the cat inside.

00:28:31.620 In the middle of the house is a massive tree.

00:28:33.140 The first floor was very tropical, bright and summery.

00:28:36.000 The second one was much more like an autumn feel.

00:28:39.140 It was dark and gray and colder.

00:28:40.740 And the third one was the hallway of an old, his old apartment building that he grew up in.

00:28:46.440 That's fascinating, man.

00:28:49.720 I don't know what to make of that.

00:28:51.820 Um, she like took him on an, on an adventure, the ghost of a Christmas past, you know, it's very strange.

00:28:58.420 Yeah, kind of right.

00:28:59.300 I mean, it's, so I've had a dream before where, um, and I've told this story, I'll tell it very quickly again.

00:29:07.460 But when I was getting ready to move to Las Vegas from New Jersey, I had this cryptic dream.

00:29:11.960 My cousin lived in Vegas.

00:29:13.320 That's who I was going to move in with.

00:29:14.760 He was in the dream and he's beckoning me like, Hey, it's time to go, dude.

00:29:18.000 And I'm saying, I got one more thing to take care of before we go.

00:29:21.020 And I'm in a Frankenstein house that's made up of like all the places that I've lived in the past.

00:29:25.500 And for whatever reason, I'm going around and pissing on all of these places.

00:29:31.000 And he's like, come on, we got to go.

00:29:32.560 And I'm like, hold on, dude.

00:29:33.460 Got to piss.

00:29:34.360 Uh, long story short, I had actually pulled my penis out in real life and then pissed onto my own chest and face, um, in real life.

00:29:42.620 And I woke up, uh, covered in piss and feeling just this odd sense of like remorse, like feeling horrible, feeling such a, uh, a sense of shame actually is what it was, uh, disproportionately.

00:29:57.600 Because now I look back and I tell it as like a joke, but at the time I woke up and I felt such shame.

00:30:02.160 Um, so that like kind of house that's made up of different, different, uh, uh, elements and then having one of those elements being the apartment that you grew up in.

00:30:14.620 That's pretty fascinating.

00:30:16.180 I don't know what to make of that, but it feels, it feels like she was trapping you in, in something that is maybe more significant than it looks on the surface.

00:30:28.300 You know what I mean?

00:30:29.140 A karmic, a karmic loop, right?

00:30:31.040 Is it, uh, man, what does that story you always talk about where it's like, uh, this reincarnation karmic loop?

00:30:37.800 Oh, oh yeah.

00:30:38.660 The guy who told us the story that, uh, basically said that God didn't create the karmic system, that there actually is a karmic system and it was created by angels.

00:30:47.640 And he didn't, he didn't, you know, tell us whether or not it was fallen or, or angels that are still in the grace of God, but that, uh, because they created it, it was an imperfect system.

00:30:57.780 If God created it, it would have been perfect.

00:30:59.120 And because of that, it's all backed up and fucked up.

00:31:01.640 And, um, he even went off to say that there's going to come a time where like the end does come about and it's when the last soul enters.

00:31:10.320 Right now there's a disproportionate, like flesh to soul ratio, not enough souls to fill the flesh.

00:31:15.620 So, you know, gives credit to the, uh, NPC situation, but I don't know.

00:31:20.060 I don't know what to, to make of that.

00:31:22.280 Um, I know that he touches on the idea that she was unique to that Island potentially.

00:31:30.340 And that goes into your point that you bring up a lot, which is like, these things are relegated to localities.

00:31:36.160 They're not omnipresent.

00:31:37.240 They're not omnipotent.

00:31:38.280 They are locked into physical locations, right?

00:31:42.240 Uh, powers and principalities over nations, over kingdoms.

00:31:46.320 And, uh, it seems like mama Juju, whatever the fuck her name is, is, uh, stuck on that Island because his friend goes there and has, uh, did he say she saw the same entity?

00:31:58.320 Hold on.

00:31:58.740 I learned this past summer that one of my friends has seen the same entity.

00:32:01.780 Wow.

00:32:02.380 While on vacation in the DR.

00:32:04.340 Wow.

00:32:05.380 And it is their only time having a repetitious dream.

00:32:08.880 Fuck.

00:32:09.460 This is her MO.

00:32:11.140 This is this bitch's MO.

00:32:13.200 That's what she does.

00:32:14.740 This is what you do.

00:32:16.640 I mean, I wonder if it's a Haitian entity or a Dominican entity, probably Haitian because they share the same Island, right?

00:32:22.380 They're both very insufferable.

00:32:24.180 You know, it's funny among, among Hispanic people.

00:32:26.440 Um, you kind of find out like generally who the most, you know, like Asians are very racist against Asians, yada, yada.

00:32:33.780 Dominicans are like not other Spanish people's favorite Spanish person, or at least that doesn't seem to be the way with my family.

00:32:41.420 My family is made up of, uh, Peruvians, Uruguayans, and, uh, and Hondurans.

00:32:46.640 And they all agree.

00:32:48.380 Fuck Dominicans, which I think is very funny.

00:32:50.080 Um, so I don't, let me see here.

00:32:53.860 Uh, Atomic Shaman Sweat Lodge says, sounds like their own, uh, La La La Rona.

00:32:58.520 I can't even pronounce that bitch's name.

00:32:59.520 La La Rona.

00:33:00.460 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:33:01.220 Like a crying lady.

00:33:01.840 Yeah.

00:33:02.020 I watched the movies about her.

00:33:04.260 Very good movies.

00:33:05.640 It might be.

00:33:06.260 I mean, if I, uh, I don't have any more Dominican friends because I don't talk to those people.

00:33:10.820 But if I did, I'd ask them about this entity and I'm sure that it's something that would

00:33:15.040 come up, uh, with people on their Island.

00:33:17.420 So, but yeah, absolutely.

00:33:20.320 Let's see if we type that in real quick to Google and see if we get any results.

00:33:23.800 Voodoo mama juju.

00:33:24.880 Okay.

00:33:25.120 Let's try that.

00:33:25.820 Yeah.

00:33:26.080 What he just made up.

00:33:27.080 I don't think you're going to find anything.

00:33:28.340 I don't know.

00:33:28.880 Because sometimes it's like, did you make that up or did you get that in your mind?

00:33:32.880 Like, is that your own idea or was that an impression?

00:33:35.880 Okay.

00:33:36.280 Well, guess what?

00:33:37.420 Uh, Google just finished my search results before I could.

00:33:42.600 It says voodoo mama juju can refer to a few things, including a song by toast, uh, a character

00:33:47.440 from the office, uh, a cat named voodoo mama juju at the Des Moines County Humane Society

00:33:53.760 and a general term for magic, sorcery, power, energy, artifacts, meta, da, da, da, da, da.

00:33:59.040 Okay.

00:33:59.520 There is a song by toast, whatever, uh, on Spotify called voodoo mama juju may be interesting.

00:34:05.580 Uh, let's see.

00:34:06.560 In the context of magic and folklore, voodoo can, yeah, we know that Instagram, there is

00:34:11.600 somebody named voodoo mama boo boo, who also uses the name voodoo mama juju.

00:34:17.080 Yeah.

00:34:17.500 I'm not seeing much on it.

00:34:18.780 Mama juju explaining her voodoo.

00:34:20.880 Okay.

00:34:21.180 That literally comes from Dunder Mifflin.

00:34:23.240 I mean, uh, from, from the office.

00:34:25.020 So this might've just been in this guy's mind.

00:34:27.560 Uh, just watching the office, just watching the office.

00:34:30.340 And he was like, yeah, fucking, I'll just name it that fascinating.

00:34:32.860 I don't know, man.

00:34:34.500 Um, but I'm glad that, uh, you know, it seems to have been exclusively to that Island.

00:34:40.540 You're not dealing with that anymore.

00:34:41.940 Um, as in some representation of Erzuli Danter, maybe like, uh, an aspect of the same entity

00:34:49.480 or something like that.

00:34:50.600 Very fascinating.

00:34:51.780 Very fascinating.

00:34:52.980 Uh, all right.

00:34:53.740 Well, thank you.

00:34:54.800 Wouldn't be, wouldn't be surprised if this is a locality that you're going to encounter

00:34:59.440 like that.

00:34:59.960 Uh, my friend who, uh, came in contact with the Jaguar woman, you know, because she was

00:35:05.060 in, uh, some South American country, but like, it's very common to see this person here when

00:35:09.960 you're on this type of drug or herb or root.

00:35:13.060 And so, yeah, you just did that.

00:35:15.540 You fit in the veil and you got a little visit from, uh, some fucking voodoo lady surprise.

00:35:21.260 Don't do that.

00:35:22.400 But you figured out how to get out of it.

00:35:23.940 Right.

00:35:24.480 Cause the only way he got out of the loop was praying.

00:35:27.060 He didn't specify whether or not he, he invoked the name of Jesus Christ.

00:35:30.780 Um, but it's still fascinating that, that prayer, uh, which I imagine is, is if it's not

00:35:36.460 to Jesus Christ, then he's probably aiming it at God, the father.

00:35:39.480 Um, but it worked and it stopped him and that she seemed pissed off.

00:35:45.720 And then what did she do?

00:35:46.800 She, she basically turned into black mist.

00:35:49.120 Fascinating.

00:35:49.820 That goes back to that entity that I saw.

00:35:51.940 I think the black mist thing is, is like a form they can take.

00:35:54.980 Um, yeah.

00:35:56.380 And, and, uh, and it slinks down through the floors, down into the tree and then into the

00:36:02.200 ground.

00:36:02.900 So the roots of the tree and that, that to me strikes me as symbolic, right?

00:36:07.140 Where does she retreat?

00:36:08.080 She retreats into the roots.

00:36:09.560 She has her, her talons, her, uh, metaphorical talons in that place.

00:36:14.320 She is rooted in that place.

00:36:16.060 And wherever you saw her is, you saw her on a field that she controls, right?

00:36:21.960 Because, uh, she was able to make one of the floors, something about your childhood.

00:36:29.000 I wonder if, if this guy experienced any trauma, uh, when he was a child living in that apartment

00:36:34.120 or, you know, just the idea that she would have access to that, to pull that up.

00:36:37.980 Seems like, um, maybe she could, if you had, if you were traumatized there and then she could

00:36:42.520 throw that in your face.

00:36:44.080 Um, there is a lot of fascinating things about this and, and a lot of it is symbolic, I think,

00:36:49.240 but that, that retreating into the floor, right?

00:36:52.180 She appeared frustrated and angry and exploded into a black cloud that flew down the trunk

00:36:57.360 of the tree to the base where it absorbed through the floor and disappeared.

00:37:01.720 Um, to me, like this, this, this notion of her being rooted there, right?

00:37:06.340 Like she is planted and grown there on this Island in the DR.

00:37:11.620 It attributes to some fae lore as well, which I mean, it's not necessarily lore.

00:37:17.160 Like why would, why would that, uh, characteristic only be attributed to, uh, you know, um, like

00:37:24.440 Norse, the Norse people or people in, in the Eastern region is like, no, if demons behave

00:37:29.880 this way, there's plenty of trees everywhere.

00:37:32.040 They probably do the same shit even in the DR.

00:37:34.340 Well, not in Haiti cause they have no trees cause they cut them down in retards.

00:37:38.540 Well, there's definitely something about, uh, trees and the, the symbolic spiritual, uh,

00:37:42.780 like meaning of a tree.

00:37:44.880 Um, obviously, you know, you have the tree of knowledge of good and evil, you have the

00:37:47.440 tree of life, uh, and, and it just seems that over and over again, within Norse mythology,

00:37:52.880 there is like the, the, the, um, realms that are stacked on top of one another.

00:37:57.920 They're all bridged together by a tree, a gigantic tree.

00:38:01.220 Um, so, I mean, there's a lot in there to unpack.

00:38:05.140 I wish I was smarter, but don't go to the DR, huh?

00:38:07.620 Fucking stay away from that place.

00:38:08.880 Stop.

00:38:09.120 Don't fucking stop vacationing in those hell holes.

00:38:11.740 Why don't vacationing period?

00:38:14.060 Yeah.

00:38:14.740 I mean, you know, just take some time off and stop experiencing culture.

00:38:17.820 People stop experiencing culture.

00:38:19.840 Don't get me fucking started.

00:38:20.880 Okay.

00:38:21.120 That was a mama juju.

00:38:22.820 I guess we're going to go on to Ben now, uh, January 22nd.

00:38:25.980 Yeah.

00:38:26.240 Let's read Ben.

00:38:27.080 Uh, he says, Hey guys, my name is Ben.

00:38:29.960 So he's okay with being doxed.

00:38:31.680 Um, I'm a Christian in my early twenties.

00:38:34.700 Now I've been married for a little over a year, never done any drugs, haven't smoked peppermint.

00:38:39.640 I've drank alcohol sparingly.

00:38:41.660 Oh, and he says, I have smoked peppermint.

00:38:43.360 Who the fuck is smoking peppermint?

00:38:44.420 Oh, I have smoked peppermint.

00:38:45.720 I don't know what that even means.

00:38:47.960 Strange.

00:38:48.880 Is peppermint a drug?

00:38:49.740 I suppose it is, right?

00:38:51.500 I would never think to smoke it.

00:38:53.260 That's wild.

00:38:53.740 It's a plant.

00:38:55.320 Yeah.

00:38:55.500 I don't know what the fuck is wrong with these people.

00:38:57.220 Uh, I, I've drank alcohol sparingly, but never had anything happen while drinking.

00:39:01.680 I'm going to do my best to remember and list all the things that have gone on in my life.

00:39:06.620 Let's go.

00:39:07.280 It's only six pages.

00:39:08.200 So yeah.

00:39:08.700 So I guess he's 20.

00:39:09.960 So it was a couple of things.

00:39:11.360 My first experience started when I was about four.

00:39:13.720 We were living in La Grange, Oregon at a campground.

00:39:18.000 We lived in a camper at the time on account of my dad's job.

00:39:21.160 One day I was playing outside and I felt a draw to the woods, which were fenced off with barbed wire.

00:39:28.220 Regardless, I crawled through the wire and walked into the woods.

00:39:31.760 I didn't get very far before I came across a reptile-like creature that looked almost like a crocodile, but more like, uh, more dragon-like.

00:39:39.820 Being four years old, I was terrified.

00:39:41.660 I ran all the way back to the camper through the thorns and the barbed wire.

00:39:45.100 It may have been following me.

00:39:46.580 I don't know for sure because I didn't look back.

00:39:49.300 When I got back, I was cut up pretty bad and my coat was torn up.

00:39:52.880 I'm still scared of thorns and barbed wires to this day.

00:39:55.840 My parents convinced me I probably just saw a log and said it was my imagination.

00:40:02.320 Shortly after this, I started having nightmares of what I called the night dog.

00:40:06.220 The night dog.

00:40:07.660 Dude, this fucking dog, uh, I, my, my son was having dreams about a dog with glowing eyes that was communicating with him.

00:40:16.600 Uh, and you know, I don't know how it was.

00:40:18.360 What was it saying?

00:40:19.360 I don't remember, but I just told him like, Hey, that thing is not, cause he kind of took it as like a, you know, it was like, Oh, it's kind of cool.

00:40:25.260 And then I'm like, no, rebuke it, dude.

00:40:26.840 Fucking call on Jesus Christ.

00:40:28.060 And it stopped.

00:40:28.700 It never happened again.

00:40:29.340 But he had a couple of consecutive ones before I was like, call on Jesus Christ.

00:40:33.380 Do not talk to that dog.

00:40:35.100 Yeah.

00:40:35.780 Do not talk to that dog.

00:40:37.400 Do not talk to that fucking dog.

00:40:39.400 All right.

00:40:39.660 These, uh, these nightmares were tormenting me for the next four years until we would eventually move into a house.

00:40:44.960 Do you remember that, uh, was it like a serial, a serial murderer that was like talking to his dog.

00:40:50.860 They made like a claymation cartoon about it.

00:40:53.860 No, that doesn't ring a bell at all.

00:40:56.280 It's very weird.

00:40:57.320 I forget the name of it, but, uh,

00:40:58.840 it was a guy that he was, uh, yeah, he was a serial murderer or what would you call that?

00:41:06.020 Uh, yeah.

00:41:07.480 A mass murderer.

00:41:09.000 And he was talking, was it son of Sam?

00:41:11.580 I don't remember.

00:41:13.240 He was talking to his dog and MTV had a fucking weird claymation, uh,

00:41:19.120 like animated series about him and this dog, but it was never really weird.

00:41:25.060 Yeah.

00:41:25.540 Yeah.

00:41:26.060 It always rubbed me the wrong way.

00:41:27.380 It made me feel like I wanted to vomit.

00:41:29.380 Okay.

00:41:29.740 Son of Sam.

00:41:30.520 But the cartoon was something else.

00:41:34.100 Now I got to find out what that was.

00:41:36.020 Son of Sam cartoon on MTV.

00:41:37.500 Um, you end up finding like the hellhound thing comes up a lot and it obviously comes up in like the dog man kind of stories and things like that.

00:41:45.840 But it also comes out like one of my favorite stories, uh, that was ever on the confessionals was about a fucking vampire.

00:41:52.220 And, um, and it was such an excellent story.

00:41:54.860 It actually rarely gets brought up in the grand scheme of things whenever Tony's trying to like connect dots.

00:41:59.900 And I'm like, this is fucking, it was such a banger story.

00:42:01.860 But long story short, some kid and his siblings, uh, that ranged from like four to 11 years old, uh, came across a glass coffin in the mountains and inside of it was a man.

00:42:13.500 And next thing you know, the man is outside of the coffin and he's just standing there looking at him.

00:42:17.540 And, uh, and one of the things that he had was a dog with him and it was like a big black dog with glowing eyes.

00:42:22.960 Uh, and it was terrifying.

00:42:24.940 It was, uh, this was the show moral oral.

00:42:28.040 Yeah.

00:42:28.800 Um, it was very bizarre.

00:42:30.500 I don't remember exactly what it was about, but, uh, look at what the fuck is going on here.

00:42:34.540 Um, but he would talk to his dog.

00:42:36.780 Very strange.

00:42:37.780 I'm trying to find, they don't even have his dog depicted here, but yeah, he's like, uh, he's like sort of like an innocent kid, but like weird shit would happen to him.

00:42:45.300 See this picture.

00:42:46.080 But he's a murderer in real life.

00:42:48.140 No, no, no.

00:42:49.380 No, but for some reason it was, uh, it was based off of, uh, the idea that some kid, some guy was talking to his dog or his dog was communicating with him and he was like murdering people, son of Sam.

00:43:03.660 That's wild.

00:43:04.540 Very strange.

00:43:05.920 Very strange.

00:43:06.680 That dog thing though comes up a lot.

00:43:09.040 Um, hugely symbolic, right?

00:43:11.140 And then of course, when it comes to Hecate or, um, or Lilith, you get this like white wolf situation that pops up a lot, but, but the dogs.

00:43:19.380 Um, I get that.

00:43:20.240 Even, even on, uh, Skinwalker Ranch, they had the concept of the bulletproof wolf, which is like, it's like a fucking dire wolf.

00:43:27.700 It's a magnificently huge wolf that is impervious to bullets.

00:43:32.120 And this is something that, uh, they constantly have to deal with on Skinwalker Ranch.

00:43:36.180 Uh, here we go.

00:43:37.940 Wedgisaurus gave us something from Grok who has been known to lie, but Grok says, uh, the show centers on Oral Puppington, an 11 year old boy in a fictional town of Moralton, uh, Statesville.

00:43:48.760 A stand-in for the Bible Belt.

00:43:50.860 Oral's a, uh, I'm sorry, Oral's a naive, devout Christian who takes the adult's lessons, often from his dysfunctional family or, uh, the local church, to literally leading to disastrous, darkly, uh, comedic circumstances.

00:44:03.100 Also talks to his dog.

00:44:04.780 That's weird.

00:44:05.340 Yeah.

00:44:05.560 I don't, I don't know what that is.

00:44:07.000 It was, it was definitely like, uh, it's a slight on Christianity.

00:44:10.300 And this was at the time when, uh, MTV was kind of like counterculture.

00:44:15.860 So you had like TRL and they were doing their summer shit and MTV was like a big deal.

00:44:21.540 Yeah.

00:44:22.080 And, and then they, uh, they did this show and it had that bent to it where it's kind of like, like pushing against Christianity.

00:44:29.520 That was cool at the time, but it, it, it delved into this crazy territory.

00:44:33.320 So the dog's name was Barthol, Bartholomew, whatever, whatever.

00:44:36.260 Let's, we're getting very distracted here.

00:44:37.920 Well, yeah, I just want to highlight this.

00:44:39.780 Um, Sonny sometimes says, I knew a chick on meth.

00:44:43.760 She always swore a black dog was following her.

00:44:46.080 She's probably right.

00:44:47.140 She's probably right.

00:44:48.560 Uh, shout out Dr. Jerry Marsinski.

00:44:50.540 All right.

00:44:50.800 All right.

00:44:51.080 So these, uh, nightmares would torment him for the next four years.

00:44:54.200 He would roll off the bed and wake up.

00:44:56.740 I would look up to the cubby underneath the nightstand and see two glowing eyes.

00:45:01.320 They would slowly approach revealing a very muscular, very black bulldog.

00:45:05.400 Uh, once I saw it, it would charge me, but before it would get to me, I'd be lifted off

00:45:10.200 the floor and placed back onto the bed on top of the covers.

00:45:15.180 So, uh, we didn't go to church at the time and I had very little knowledge of God and his

00:45:20.280 angels, but somehow I knew that it was an angel that would save me.

00:45:24.680 Looking back, I'm convinced that something was attempting to possess me.

00:45:27.860 I told my parents at the time that they gave me a, uh, and they gave me a bottle of air freshener

00:45:32.940 that they had labeled as night dog spray.

00:45:35.700 Hilarious.

00:45:37.060 Nice gesture, but it never worked.

00:45:39.320 While living in the camper, we mainly lived in Montana, Arizona, and Ohio.

00:45:43.540 So that's where this is.

00:45:44.960 That's actually very funny.

00:45:46.500 It's like giving him some secret sauce.

00:45:48.240 See if it all worked for him.

00:45:50.100 It's like, uh, what's that movie?

00:45:51.480 Space Jams.

00:45:52.440 Yeah.

00:45:52.760 Uh, after moving into a house, the night dog went away, but was replaced by a multitude of

00:45:58.460 other strange anomalies.

00:46:00.320 First, I started sleepwalking.

00:46:02.220 I would leave the house and return with a dirty feet.

00:46:05.080 It got so bad that my parents discussed putting a bell or an extra lock on the door to keep

00:46:08.820 me inside.

00:46:09.760 Wow.

00:46:10.160 I wonder how old he is.

00:46:11.320 Cause you know, both of you and I are parents and it's like, man, if I knew my kid was like

00:46:15.540 leaving the house, I'd be fucking freaked out.

00:46:17.800 If my kid was leaving the house at night, I would, that wouldn't happen more than once.

00:46:21.320 I would fucking like nail the door shut at night.

00:46:24.320 Yeah.

00:46:24.640 He would get killed out here.

00:46:25.620 He would, if my kid walked out there, it's like, and in the middle of the night, probably

00:46:30.320 something.

00:46:31.340 Uh, so after moving into the night dog house, it, it went away.

00:46:35.720 Um, but it was replaced by a multitude of other strange anomalies.

00:46:38.860 I'm sorry, my bad.

00:46:40.000 We're at the bottom part here.

00:46:41.920 So about this time I started hearing voices in the winds and the tree in the wind and trees.

00:46:46.720 I could hear that it was a discernible language, but I couldn't understand it.

00:46:50.600 I told my dad about it and he told me the Indians believed they could hear the trees and

00:46:54.620 that the band rush had a song about it.

00:46:57.420 Ultimately, he told me it was probably my imagination and to dismiss it.

00:47:01.000 So I started ignoring the voices and moved on.

00:47:03.340 I was eight or nine at the time that, that came up recently.

00:47:06.460 I don't know if it might've been an episode of the confessionals or something that I was

00:47:09.460 listening to, but the idea was like, you could hear this whispering constantly in an

00:47:13.160 indiscernible language.

00:47:14.120 And the second you tried to lock onto it, it would become too faint to hear anymore.

00:47:19.440 And then only when you were like engaged in monotony of, of just your everyday routine,

00:47:23.520 would you realize like, wait, wait, what the fuck is that noise?

00:47:26.180 And then as soon as you turn to listen to it, it just fades away.

00:47:29.300 Um, and that is something that a lot of people would describe.

00:47:32.120 That's fascinating.

00:47:33.140 Uh, voices and wind in the trees.

00:47:35.960 We're actually, uh, 47 minutes in David.

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00:48:13.460 Peace out guys.

00:48:14.680 Let's continue this.

00:48:15.660 What else does Ben have to say?

00:48:16.880 Uh, can you, uh, yeah, just go ahead and start reading that.

00:48:19.360 I'm going to kick these people.

00:48:20.240 Okay.

00:48:20.420 So he was about eight or nine when that happened, uh, started ignoring the voices and moved

00:48:24.200 on.

00:48:24.400 All right.

00:48:24.580 So he says sometime after I turned 10, I started seeing shadow people.

00:48:27.540 They would walk by the window down the hall.

00:48:29.440 Sometimes they would follow me and I could feel their presence.

00:48:32.200 It was like someone leaning over you, scrutinizing.

00:48:35.200 Huh?

00:48:35.860 Sometimes they'd knock something off a shelf or pull a towel down.

00:48:39.500 I didn't think much about it and I just brush it off as my imagination, but then they would

00:48:43.500 attack or chase me in my sleep.

00:48:46.160 Sometimes they would walk into me when I was awake and I'd start shaking and getting really

00:48:51.040 upset.

00:48:51.600 This is around 10.

00:48:52.500 He said, fuck.

00:48:53.940 Uh, after this happened a few times, I told my parents and they thought it was my imagination

00:48:58.280 and told me it was so I believe them.

00:49:01.500 And after a few years, they left me alone until here.

00:49:04.660 A few months ago, I saw them for a couple of weeks accompanied by voices and depression.

00:49:09.660 I'll include that account beneath or below.

00:49:11.840 That's interesting because at 10 years old, my son is nine and, um, I listened to what

00:49:16.500 he says when he tells me shit like that.

00:49:18.980 I fucking go, all right, this is, this is significant.

00:49:22.200 It's not just the, uh, imaginations of a child.

00:49:24.760 And I don't like feed into it and, and, you know, anything like that, but I do make a mental

00:49:29.020 note of it.

00:49:29.600 And if I feel as though there is something threatening there, I always tell him to call

00:49:34.400 on the name of Jesus Christ.

00:49:36.020 Um, so I couldn't imagine my son being 10 and telling me that shadow people sometimes

00:49:40.920 walk into him while he's awake and he'll start shaking and getting really upset.

00:49:44.420 I'd be like, there's a real fucking problem.

00:49:46.380 Walk into you, bump into you or walk into you.

00:49:49.780 I don't know.

00:49:50.320 It's a good question.

00:49:51.280 Are they, are they phasing into your body or are they just knocking into you?

00:49:54.720 Uh, all right, David, uh, go ahead and take it from here.

00:49:56.800 This is a very disjointed episode for me, but I will be right back.

00:50:00.300 Go ahead.

00:50:00.460 Sure.

00:50:00.700 Sure.

00:50:00.880 Sure.

00:50:01.440 Okay.

00:50:01.840 So, uh, that's not, that's not you.

00:50:03.680 There we go.

00:50:04.620 Here I am.

00:50:05.100 You're good.

00:50:06.120 Uh, okay.

00:50:07.020 So at one point while this was going on, I had a dream of trees falling down and my siblings

00:50:12.300 and I playing on them.

00:50:13.580 I told my family that this dream, uh, and about, uh, I told my family about this dream and about

00:50:18.580 a week later, a storm came and tore up the trees at our favorite park during this storm.

00:50:23.560 We were sleeping in the living room with my dad.

00:50:25.940 I wasn't sleeping very well at all.

00:50:28.040 And at one point I looked out the window and saw the hat man standing in the window.

00:50:33.620 Fucking such a dick.

00:50:35.560 That guy, by the way, whatever's going on with the hat man is like, I always get this

00:50:40.820 notion that it's important to figure out who he is.

00:50:44.020 Um, we've even done an episode with, uh, I forget what her name was, but it was actually

00:50:49.420 it might've been just my episode on the Raven's watch, uh, almost like two years ago now.

00:50:53.540 Um, Heidi, not Heidi love is a different Heidi.

00:50:56.960 And, uh, she came on to talk about who the hat man was and her, her entire summation of

00:51:02.580 it was like, he's basically Satan, the devil.

00:51:06.060 And I'm like, that's fucking too vague for my liking.

00:51:08.840 Cause Satan is a, is a, is a term and devil is also like a term.

00:51:12.600 It's like, you're saying that the hat man is the adversary.

00:51:15.340 What are you talking about?

00:51:15.720 Like the one from the garden or what are we saying here?

00:51:18.360 Um, and so I never found that answer to be very satisfactory.

00:51:21.840 Whoever that character is though, uh, he's, he's a little bit more, maybe a little bit

00:51:26.340 more important.

00:51:26.940 That's just the feeling that I get a little bit more important than we give credence to.

00:51:31.820 Okay.

00:51:32.300 So, um, where are we at here?

00:51:35.200 He had red eyes and, uh, a trench coat.

00:51:39.280 And I was so scared that I couldn't scream or move.

00:51:42.240 So I just closed my eyes.

00:51:43.460 The next day we went to the park and played on the trees, just like in my dream.

00:51:47.440 So, um, two things I want to say about that.

00:51:49.960 One is of course the couldn't scream or move.

00:51:52.460 He's experiencing sleep paralysis, the red eyes, the trench coat, all very classic hat

00:51:57.380 man, um, you know, renditions or not renditions, but experiences.

00:52:01.980 And, uh, it's worth noting here that schizophrenia, which I do not believe is a medical condition.

00:52:07.320 It's a spiritual disposition.

00:52:08.560 Uh, people that are plagued by it will often have the ability of like clairvoyance or, or

00:52:15.840 future prediction, but in a very, um, not a massive way, right?

00:52:21.760 Something like that is, uh, small and not, not monotonous, but, but insignificant, right?

00:52:27.240 They'll be able to predict something that's going to take place in the very near future.

00:52:31.060 And it's relatively insignificant, but it will come to pass.

00:52:34.220 And so, yeah, trees falling over and playing on them at the park is relatively, relatively

00:52:38.980 insignificant, but there it is.

00:52:40.760 It does come to pass.

00:52:42.120 I'm not saying that homeboy schizophrenic, but then again, I don't believe anybody actually

00:52:45.340 is, uh, later that winter, after I woke up, a voice told me aunt Kathy was coming over.

00:52:51.100 I told everyone at breakfast, what I heard and nobody believed me later on that day, she

00:52:56.380 showed up with surprise Christmas presents.

00:52:59.320 My parents didn't even know she was coming.

00:53:01.180 Boom.

00:53:01.700 There it is again, by the way, a voice.

00:53:04.840 Told him that.

00:53:06.020 So, man, talk about me, uh, rolling out the red carpet for, for that next paragraph.

00:53:11.240 Uh, that is the same thing.

00:53:13.100 Schizophrenics will have a voice tell them about a pretty insignificant moment that's about

00:53:16.940 to come to pass, but then it does come to pass.

00:53:19.900 Uh, and so, fucking, there we go.

00:53:22.300 Right after I said that.

00:53:23.920 During puberty, uh, I had developed some severe allergies to curtain, or I'm sorry, to

00:53:29.380 certain fruits, nuts, grains, and eggs.

00:53:31.580 I almost died eating cherries once when our van broke down on the way to the hospital.

00:53:36.360 Fuck.

00:53:37.100 Damn.

00:53:37.720 So, top, um, I can't see you because I'm reading this, but I imagine you're back now.

00:53:41.100 What you missed is that this kid is having dreams that are, like, uh, prophetic a little

00:53:46.600 bit.

00:53:46.840 Um, and it's, like, really simple shit.

00:53:48.420 It's, like, I had a dream I was going to play on a downed tree with my sister at the park,

00:53:51.540 and then all of a sudden, like, a week later, a storm comes, and, uh, he goes to sleep.

00:53:57.240 He has a hat man experience.

00:53:58.580 The next day, he goes to the park and plays on trees that have been down from the storm.

00:54:02.240 And I said that, uh, in schizophrenia, these people will have, uh, like, this prophetic

00:54:07.980 ability.

00:54:08.620 But it's, like, prophecy that is rather insignificant, and it's in the immediate future.

00:54:13.000 And then, like, it does come to pass.

00:54:14.600 And then the very next thing that I read here says, later that winter, after I woke up, a

00:54:18.760 voice told me that my aunt was going to show up.

00:54:20.720 And I told my parents they didn't believe me.

00:54:22.600 Later on that day, my aunt showed up.

00:54:24.080 So, verbatim, uh, what I had just said, there's that, there's that precognition aspect to,

00:54:31.460 to schizophrenia.

00:54:32.900 Um, and then it shows itself right in the next, uh, right in the next paragraph there.

00:54:37.420 So.

00:54:37.720 Yeah, so the hat man experienced something with red eyes.

00:54:40.620 Mm-hmm.

00:54:40.880 Very common.

00:54:41.940 Uh, it's weird.

00:54:43.480 He can't move.

00:54:44.140 He's, he's paralyzed.

00:54:45.720 Yeah, it's weird sometimes you see it with red eyes, uh, and no hat.

00:54:50.120 And sometimes people just see the red eyes with the hat.

00:54:53.180 Yeah.

00:54:53.580 I was talking a little bit about that because sometimes I feel like the identity of the

00:54:57.260 hat man is actually more important than we might imagine.

00:54:59.700 It's just a feeling that I get.

00:55:00.960 And I had somebody on my show once on the Raven's watch, come on, her name was Heidi.

00:55:04.520 I forget what her last name was, but, um, she came on and basically claimed to know the

00:55:09.020 identity of the hat man.

00:55:10.080 And more or less what she said was like, the hat man is Satan, is the devil.

00:55:13.740 And I'm just like, well, now where I'm sitting, like Satan is the adversary and the devil,

00:55:19.020 a devil is a terminology I think associated with fallen angels, right?

00:55:24.180 Like devils, demons, and unclean spirit.

00:55:27.100 Um, I think devils are actually like these motherfuckers, the, the, the fallen.

00:55:31.140 And so that to me is just not a satisfactory answer.

00:55:34.960 And it's interesting because if you look in like a lot of Hollywood films, they will depict

00:55:41.180 the devil.

00:55:41.860 If he's not like a horned dude with a fucking pitchfork, he is a well-dressed older man,

00:55:47.920 oftentimes like with a hat like that.

00:55:50.480 Right.

00:55:51.560 Um, so I don't know.

00:55:53.940 I don't know what to make of that.

00:55:55.460 I think there's still, the jury is still out on the hat man and what he really is.

00:56:00.280 And, um, I don't know.

00:56:02.340 It's just, uh, so what you're saying is like when he's got no hat and he's got red

00:56:06.020 eye, I would think that's more to just like a shadow person, probably different tiers to

00:56:10.140 that too.

00:56:10.660 Right.

00:56:10.960 Like people see shadows all the time, but to see a shadow that's denser than other shadows

00:56:16.580 is one thing.

00:56:17.720 Then to see a shadow that's denser than other shadows, but has red eyes is another thing.

00:56:21.880 And I think it's all, it's almost like the more fleshed out they are, the more severe

00:56:27.420 they are in their, uh, in their consequences, whatever that fucking means.

00:56:32.800 Yeah.

00:56:33.860 All right.

00:56:34.480 Uh, here, you want to take it off from here?

00:56:36.200 Yeah.

00:56:36.380 Yeah.

00:56:36.540 So when I turned 15, I got a job at a hobby shop and started working for people on the

00:56:40.920 side, uh, on the side building model train layouts.

00:56:44.460 Very strange job.

00:56:45.320 Uh, one man I worked for was a kind of, a kind of pedo.

00:56:50.120 We, we called him Chester and I'm pretty sure he had something going on with the demon.

00:56:56.600 He'd get violently upset when I questioned him on weird, the weird things he did.

00:57:00.700 He was constantly trying to undermine my parents.

00:57:03.400 And at one point he was staring at me while caressing a knife in his hand.

00:57:07.800 He also locked us in his office once, uh, when we were there, we were the only ones there

00:57:13.620 and he insisted that I eat his food and never go upstairs.

00:57:17.220 Wow.

00:57:17.720 That's very strange.

00:57:18.660 The fuck?

00:57:19.360 This is your boss?

00:57:20.760 Yeah.

00:57:21.180 Anyway, I eventually quit and he started stalking my house.

00:57:24.640 Whoa.

00:57:25.080 Whoa, that's fucking weird.

00:57:26.960 Well, what were you wearing, Ben?

00:57:28.800 That's true.

00:57:29.840 Yeah.

00:57:30.100 Yeah.

00:57:30.620 I mean, there's work attire, Ben.

00:57:32.440 You show up to work in a professional attire, uh, not booty shorts.

00:57:36.720 So I know I kept, kept wearing his, like his tank top that was like cut off at the, at

00:57:40.420 the belly crop top.

00:57:41.520 Yeah.

00:57:41.700 Crop top tank top.

00:57:42.540 You can't show up fucking double cheeked up to work, dude.

00:57:45.160 You can't do that.

00:57:46.280 That's the problem.

00:57:46.700 Anyway, so while I was dealing with this, I went on a trip to Scranton, Pennsylvania

00:57:50.680 to stay with a friend, to watch the office or to go to watch the office, which is where

00:57:55.980 you get mama juju from.

00:57:58.040 Um, my friend lived in Lake Ariel and he had seen a Bigfoot several times.

00:58:04.440 He purposely purchased the potato, uh, of a camera to get a picture of him.

00:58:09.540 So his pictures would fit in with everyone else's.

00:58:11.960 His house had a dirt room in his basement that apparently was part of the underground

00:58:17.200 railroad.

00:58:18.220 Long story short, when I got back, I was sick with the fever, nauseated.

00:58:22.560 My joints would lock up and have spasms.

00:58:24.940 I was taken to the ER where the doctors, where the doctors told me I had Lyme disease, even

00:58:30.460 though the test came back negative because we had caught it early enough.

00:58:34.940 That was somewhat traumatizing because I thought that my life was over and I was still dealing

00:58:39.600 with Chester.

00:58:40.700 Chester Lester.

00:58:42.560 So you went to your friend's house that had been in, had seen a Bigfoot several times.

00:58:49.720 And then when you got back, you were sick with a fever and they thought it was Lyme disease.

00:58:55.820 As soon as he said my joints would lock up, I was like, that sounds like they're going

00:58:59.420 to fucking say.

00:59:00.400 And then boom, the very next line is, uh, the ER doctors told me I had Lyme disease, which

00:59:04.620 just to fill the audience in top.

00:59:06.880 And I spend a fair bit of time speculating as to what the fuck Lyme disease actually is.

00:59:11.580 It's a blanket diagnosis that covers a litany of, um, of symptoms and, uh, and its cure

00:59:20.740 just simply doesn't exist.

00:59:22.240 So, so in other words, what are your symptoms to have Lyme disease?

00:59:25.720 Well, pretty much fucking anything and everything.

00:59:27.960 Uh, and how do they cure it?

00:59:29.280 Well, they don't.

00:59:30.020 It's just like a maintenance thing for the rest of your life, allegedly.

00:59:32.280 And, uh, there's a big correlation between Lyme disease and like the spiritual encounters.

00:59:38.300 The JFK release, uh, confirmed that Lyme disease was a government created disease.

00:59:43.740 I don't know.

00:59:44.180 I haven't read that.

00:59:44.980 Is that fucking true?

00:59:45.980 Please let that be true.

00:59:47.320 That is fun.

00:59:48.920 I was, I'm pretty sure that that was already confirmed that it comes from Lyme, New York.

00:59:52.940 It was an experimentation.

00:59:53.840 It was a disease released intentionally or unintentionally.

00:59:57.440 We're not sure.

00:59:58.960 Uh, okay.

00:59:59.600 So Mike Benz is reporting that.

01:00:01.920 Um, yeah, it was released.

01:00:03.500 Uh, and, uh, the main calories of it are ticks, which are basically useless animals only for

01:00:10.060 a spreading disease.

01:00:11.380 Yeah.

01:00:11.740 I just picked one off my leg the other day.

01:00:14.100 It's like, uh, really, I was going to ask you if there's a lot of ticks on your property

01:00:17.000 because you have that really densely wooded area.

01:00:19.340 There can be.

01:00:20.160 It depends on the, I mean, on the year.

01:00:21.980 So the first year we moved here, there was a bit, quite a bit.

01:00:25.180 The next year there were no ticks.

01:00:26.860 The year after that, there was like now this year I got a tick.

01:00:30.820 I don't know.

01:00:31.860 It's a fairly random.

01:00:33.500 You could just be walking by and if it feels like jumping on you, it'll get you.

01:00:36.980 I hear people say like, if you have a lot of birds, you have a lot of chickens.

01:00:39.920 Um, you know, they, they'll, they'll eat ticks and shit.

01:00:42.840 So, well, I raised a bunch of guineas, which are specifically to eat ticks.

01:00:48.960 And the first day that I put them in the, in the coop with the rest of the birds, they

01:00:53.020 just left.

01:00:53.960 Yeah.

01:00:54.320 I don't know where they went.

01:00:55.200 They fucking ran away and they got killed literally one day.

01:00:58.900 Yeah.

01:00:59.320 And I raised them for like, I don't know, two months or something until they're, you

01:01:02.920 know, ready to.

01:01:03.540 Was that the ones that were on the porch?

01:01:06.380 Uh, probably.

01:01:07.520 I don't know.

01:01:07.820 I had, I, I, that's where I raised all my birds.

01:01:09.980 I raised them on the porch type of deal out there.

01:01:12.680 Yeah.

01:01:12.980 Yeah.

01:01:13.280 But, uh, these were guineas.

01:01:14.580 They're still like, have, they have a certain pattern.

01:01:16.260 They're real ugly birds, noisy birds, but, uh, they're supposed to eat ticks and these

01:01:20.280 guys just bounced.

01:01:21.360 They were like, thanks.

01:01:22.240 And then they got killed.

01:01:23.180 That fucking sucks, man.

01:01:23.820 Thanks for raising me.

01:01:24.860 Peace out, bitch.

01:01:25.900 And then they get their head cut off by whatever.

01:01:27.780 And like, perfect.

01:01:28.980 Yeah.

01:01:29.960 All right.

01:01:30.360 Uh, so soon after this, I met our neighbor, Emma Cochran.

01:01:33.600 She claimed she had an, she was an energy healer.

01:01:36.260 I didn't believe her until she healed a bad cut.

01:01:38.540 My mother had, she healed it overnight.

01:01:40.820 Told my mom without ever seeing her that my baby sister needed to see a doctor immediately

01:01:45.440 because she had a double ear infection, which ended up being true.

01:01:48.760 She also predicted the death of our neighbor's dog and my mom was pregnant, uh, and, and

01:01:56.400 my mom was pregnant before my mom even took a test.

01:01:59.400 Oh, so she predicted that you're, or she told your mom that she was pregnant before

01:02:02.020 she ever took a test.

01:02:03.020 Yeah.

01:02:03.460 But most impressively, she cured me of all my seasonal and food allergies, as I mentioned

01:02:08.300 before, and of my recently diagnosed Lyme disease.

01:02:12.680 Interesting.

01:02:13.420 I wonder.

01:02:13.900 There goes that, right?

01:02:14.720 It's a spiritual disposition.

01:02:16.960 Hmm.

01:02:17.320 And I also wonder if there's any strings that come attached with that.

01:02:21.280 Right.

01:02:22.020 Right.

01:02:23.000 Emma Cochran.

01:02:24.220 Uh, so he says, I started working for her doing lawn work and she would feed me some

01:02:28.320 of the best food I've ever had.

01:02:29.960 She told me it tasted so good because it was made with love.

01:02:33.400 She explained to me that everything is energy, solids, liquids, gas, et cetera.

01:02:38.400 It's all energy that vibrates at different frequencies.

01:02:41.400 For example, she told me our thoughts and prayers are high.

01:02:44.360 Our bodies meet, you know, and our, our houses and furniture were low vibrations.

01:02:50.960 She told me that you can learn to tune into these frequencies and manipulate them, especially

01:02:56.560 thoughts, prayers, and your body.

01:02:58.440 It's interesting because, uh, in the telepathy tapes, they, they do cover this in the talk

01:03:03.660 tapes, which is, uh, after season one.

01:03:06.520 Um, the kids say that they, their physical bodies are vibrating at a different frequency

01:03:12.440 than their lower body.

01:03:13.500 Then, then they're, uh, like they're conscious.

01:03:16.860 And, uh, that's why.

01:03:18.540 Yeah.

01:03:19.020 So they're not like meeting.

01:03:20.360 So that's why their bodies, they're not in control of their bodies.

01:03:23.080 They'll, oh, that's why you said they'll use like the tuning fork to try to somehow elevate.

01:03:27.100 So they'll, they'll meet somewhere.

01:03:28.780 Yeah.

01:03:29.240 They, they, they say that they were using the tuning fork as like, uh, if you wanted to

01:03:34.440 find, if I wanted to find what key someone, let's say a band was playing and I have just,

01:03:39.280 I just have my guitar and I'm going to try to play with them.

01:03:42.020 Um, I would listen to what they're doing and then I might play a note and I would see

01:03:46.600 where I fall according to the key that they're playing in.

01:03:50.060 And then I could figure out like, oh, okay.

01:03:51.880 I'm like, maybe I'm playing in too low of a key.

01:03:54.740 And then I, I play another note and I'm like, that sounds like it.

01:03:57.900 How does this correspond with the rest of the notes?

01:03:59.600 And that's kind of what they're talking about.

01:04:01.560 Interesting.

01:04:01.880 Just, uh, it's called, uh, relative pitch.

01:04:05.780 Anyway, eventually she convinced my mom that she could heal me.

01:04:10.200 And so she started treating me.

01:04:12.220 I would go to her house and lay on a massage table.

01:04:14.940 Oh boy.

01:04:15.360 This guy's getting molested by everybody.

01:04:17.900 Yeah.

01:04:18.480 She had diagrams of chakras and crystals and things like that.

01:04:21.960 Oh boy.

01:04:22.660 She explained to me that the structure of the rocks had different properties and how they

01:04:27.260 can help or hurt depending on the rock.

01:04:30.220 Our sessions, our sessions would start with her consulting my spirit or guardian angel.

01:04:34.960 She'd asked them questions about me and found out things I had never told anyone.

01:04:40.860 Sounds like she's, I mean, I don't know if we really all have a guardian angel.

01:04:44.660 That's something that we, we should explore on this show.

01:04:47.240 I think that's much more like Catholicism.

01:04:49.980 I think it adheres to that sort of an ideology.

01:04:52.680 Um, it's not something that I've really investigated very much, but I also know that we have familiar

01:04:58.460 spirits and those are often the ones who are sharing information about us.

01:05:01.980 Yeah, yeah, it's, uh, it's a good question.

01:05:06.380 I think we could ask, uh, Ed a little bit more about that because he, we were just covering

01:05:10.380 angels and angelic civilizations on our show with him, but, uh, maybe next week.

01:05:15.620 All right.

01:05:16.300 Uh, uh, then she would put me in a trance with a bronze bowl that she would make a soft ringing

01:05:21.880 with.

01:05:23.040 I'd stay awake, but I couldn't speak or move.

01:05:25.760 Interesting.

01:05:26.480 So she put him in a state of like paralysis with a vibration from a bronze bowl.

01:05:31.160 I could only blink.

01:05:33.860 She knew what I was thinking.

01:05:35.540 The first time she put me in a trance, I was praying that it wouldn't turn sexual or weird.

01:05:40.680 And she told me that she knew what I was thinking and that I was safe.

01:05:45.020 Please don't jerk me off.

01:05:46.120 Please don't jerk me off.

01:05:47.120 Yeah, I know.

01:05:47.720 I wonder what this lady looked like.

01:05:49.520 Uh, it was so relaxing and peaceful.

01:05:52.620 After putting me in a trance, she would align my energy or something like that.

01:05:56.180 Basically connect and balance everything.

01:05:58.240 Then she would take a Q-tip and wet it with my saliva.

01:06:03.040 Then she would put it in my navel.

01:06:06.180 Okay.

01:06:07.480 When she would do this, I could feel a tingling sensation from the back of my head to my tailbone

01:06:12.040 all the way down to my spine, all the way down my spine.

01:06:15.900 Then she would begin working on me, which usually involves her speaking to different entities,

01:06:20.840 including my familiar spirit, and figure out what was wrong.

01:06:27.720 Interesting, interesting, interesting.

01:06:30.040 Isn't it kind of, um, uh, alarming a little bit to think that if that is true,

01:06:36.820 then we have these companion spirits that are right here with us even right now as we're doing this show

01:06:42.400 and have been since birth.

01:06:43.680 Yeah.

01:06:45.840 That's weird.

01:06:47.320 Also, to try to understand the nature of these entities is something that is, uh,

01:06:52.980 a little bit alarming, right?

01:06:55.840 Challenging.

01:06:56.020 Because challenging, alarming, not quite sure way to put these guys.

01:07:01.060 Yeah.

01:07:01.800 All right.

01:07:02.480 Here we go.

01:07:03.100 Xerox, though, I think he's right.

01:07:04.960 Familiar spirits will pretend to be your deceased relatives, right?

01:07:08.160 So when people are talking, they're engaging in, like, ancestor worship,

01:07:11.280 they're not really engaging with their ancestors.

01:07:13.620 They're engaging with things that are masquerading as them.

01:07:16.640 Right, right.

01:07:18.020 Um, one time she was trying to work on me and she kept getting stopped.

01:07:22.860 So I asked if there was someone else with us.

01:07:25.320 And for the first time, the lights on the room dimmed, which was new to our routine.

01:07:30.280 And she got a yes.

01:07:31.960 She asked if it was malevolent or benevolent.

01:07:34.580 And it told her it was benevolent, sure.

01:07:36.440 And that it was my guardian angel.

01:07:39.440 He told her that I needed to rest that day.

01:07:42.240 She spoke to him for a few more minutes after that.

01:07:45.100 And that, and that the angel was constantly having to protect me.

01:07:48.920 And I was a handful.

01:07:51.200 She later told me that he was very powerful and always, was always around.

01:07:56.400 After a few months, she declared me allergy free and healthy.

01:07:59.860 So we went and had blood work done and everything was normal.

01:08:03.500 Our doctor wanted to know how it happened, but we didn't tell him

01:08:06.300 because it was kind of an odd experience all the way around.

01:08:09.080 So he later put on my notes that they had come and gone due to the change in hormones.

01:08:15.860 She died from liver cancer soon after healing me.

01:08:18.880 I never got to say goodbye.

01:08:20.100 She was diagnosed and was dead two weeks later.

01:08:23.440 What the fuck, dude?

01:08:28.000 That's crazy.

01:08:29.120 This is, man, I have such a mixed bag when it comes to this sort of information.

01:08:36.900 Like, I wouldn't engage in it.

01:08:40.040 But I look at it and I'm like, these things are, they seem to exist in one way, shape, or form.

01:08:44.900 I don't know.

01:08:48.020 I see what the Bible says about engaging with them.

01:08:52.060 Like, what does it say?

01:08:53.560 Does it say that it's wrong to do that?

01:08:55.340 It says to test the spirits, right?

01:08:56.920 I mean, man, two weeks later, she's fucking dead?

01:09:02.940 After being diagnosed, yeah.

01:09:06.180 Liver cancer.

01:09:07.100 That's fast as shit.

01:09:08.120 Yeah.

01:09:11.020 That's kind of alarming.

01:09:14.260 But, uh, all right.

01:09:15.920 So he says, after this, I stopped dealing with shadow people, nightmares, voices, and really anything out of the ordinary.

01:09:21.240 I became an ass of a person and destroyed my relationship with my mom.

01:09:25.680 At one point, I hopped a freight train, started stealing, and was constantly running away.

01:09:31.160 I became addicted to porn and was completely disgusted with myself.

01:09:34.240 I considered suicide a few times, and, uh, I was just falling off the deep end.

01:09:39.720 Okay, so right here where you say, after this, I stopped dealing with shadow people, nightmares, and voices, and really anything out of the ordinary.

01:09:47.220 And then you end that with, um, I was addicted to porn and committed suicide.

01:09:51.840 It's like, you didn't stop dealing with the voices.

01:09:54.760 You just became convinced they were your own.

01:09:58.460 Yeah.

01:09:58.940 Because I, I maintain that anybody that commits suicide or is considering committing suicide is being plagued by voices that are masquerading as their own thoughts, but are not actually them.

01:10:14.100 It's like you got, you got the healing, um, but that opened you up to a whole new plethora of issues.

01:10:22.400 Yeah.

01:10:24.040 Man.

01:10:25.080 That's crazy.

01:10:25.740 What a crazy trick to be played, right?

01:10:28.420 It's, it's almost like a problem reaction solution, right?

01:10:32.400 Yes.

01:10:32.880 Yeah.

01:10:33.180 It lulls you into a false sense of security.

01:10:35.460 You know, you think that you're done with this.

01:10:38.160 And in reality, um, cause I, I just don't know how you don't draw that correlation, right?

01:10:43.900 It's, it's not your own thought.

01:10:45.140 Well, I guess that would have to be, you'd have to know, or at least have identified that.

01:10:50.660 Like, I don't think these thoughts are mine.

01:10:52.220 They're like intrusive and they don't come about organically through, you know, uh, a discernible thought process.

01:10:58.880 They just appear in my head and they tell me that I ain't shit and that nobody loves me and that I'll never be anything and that I'm not good enough and that I'm a fucking retard.

01:11:06.580 And the next thing you know, you identify with that voice.

01:11:10.880 So you think that's your own thoughts.

01:11:12.160 It's not, it's something, uh, preying on you.

01:11:14.720 Not only that, but he's, uh, it seemed like he's been, uh, like given this, this weird ailment, this weird spiritual ailment that they can't diagnose.

01:11:25.320 And then immediately given the cure to it is like, well, here's the cure a couple of months with this lady.

01:11:30.860 She's going to put a Q-tip in your belly button and, uh, yeah, just be open to it.

01:11:36.700 And yeah, man, it doesn't work.

01:11:39.480 Certainly does.

01:11:40.220 But, uh, was this lady's intentions were, were her intentions malicious?

01:11:44.800 I don't know, but was he not properly protected when she was doing this, doing this kind of stuff?

01:11:51.780 It's like, it's like getting a, um, it's like scraping your knee and it's like bleeding really bad.

01:11:56.480 And then this lady comes over and puts a bandaid on it, but you don't realize that now the bandaid gave you ass cancer.

01:12:02.540 Yeah.

01:12:03.780 And you don't draw the correlation between the, the, the knee scrape, the lady doing voodoo on it, and then you getting ass cancer.

01:12:12.900 Crazy.

01:12:13.340 All right.

01:12:14.260 He continues on.

01:12:15.240 I got a part-time job at the YMCA and funny enough, uh, started my career on the railroad.

01:12:21.420 I was so invested with my career that I disconnected from everyone, including God, which I didn't have much of a relationship anyway.

01:12:28.900 Um, one day while I'm tying down our train, I start hearing this extremely high pitched squeal.

01:12:37.000 Rail cars are known to make this noise while moving, but this was so much stronger and in my head.

01:12:41.120 I remember thinking, I'm going to pass out if this shit doesn't stop.

01:12:44.760 I eventually pass out and fall underneath a stopped train on the opposite track.

01:12:50.760 Whoa.

01:12:51.000 I came, I came to after a couple of minutes and I could hear my engineer calling for help on the radio.

01:12:58.600 I crawled to the locomotives and cut them off from our train.

01:13:01.740 I was throwing up and I couldn't even stand up.

01:13:04.600 I was so weak.

01:13:05.660 It took me a couple hours to even be able to walk.

01:13:08.740 My engineer told me it looked like that I had a seizure and I froze mid stride.

01:13:12.620 I was pulled out of service pending medical investigation.

01:13:16.260 I went to heart doctors, neurologists, had blood and brain scans done the whole nine yards and everything came back good.

01:13:23.040 But the railroad said I couldn't go back until they found out what happened.

01:13:26.580 I was getting frustrated.

01:13:28.180 I wanted to get back to work, but no matter how many doctors I saw or tests I had done, nothing was working.

01:13:33.200 Yeah, it's really common for for these things to like go away temporarily and you think you did it right.

01:13:40.620 You saged your house.

01:13:42.220 You fucking got the right crystals.

01:13:44.060 You you know, you you fucking manifested to the universe or whatever.

01:13:48.620 And then it seems like it goes away only to come back later on in a in a much more potent form.

01:13:54.640 Yeah, yeah, this is a this is brutal for this guy.

01:13:57.120 All right. So one night while I was off, I was about to go to sleep and I heard a voice tell me to to forgive and be forgiven before I can go back.

01:14:08.400 But I was prideful and I thought I was beyond forgiveness.

01:14:11.160 So I procrastinated and drug it out a few more weeks.

01:14:15.120 During that time, I had a dream that I needed to go to this church with a robin egg blue roof.

01:14:20.180 So I woke up, got dressed and went to this church that I've never seen or heard of before.

01:14:24.740 But I just knew where it was and I was able to find it on Google Maps because of the blue roof.

01:14:30.660 The first sermon I hear was on forgiveness and how we're never unworthy of forgiveness.

01:14:36.040 I went the next Sunday and spoke to the pastor.

01:14:38.780 I told him what I was going through and I knew that I couldn't go back to work until I made things right.

01:14:44.380 So I got my stuff sorted out that same week.

01:14:47.100 I got a call from work saying they didn't need all those tests and that I can come back.

01:14:51.080 So I went back to work, but made sure to put God first and not be a douche towards my family.

01:14:57.220 Later that year, I met my future wife and I ended up helping her get out of her parents' house.

01:15:02.920 Her mom claimed to be a witch and used all sorts of drugs, including meth.

01:15:07.180 I'm fairly certain she was possessed.

01:15:09.280 Yeah, I know.

01:15:10.320 Not good.

01:15:12.020 You need to be on the lookout for, if you have kids, possible spiritual attachments.

01:15:18.420 I love this though, man, because it's like, man, talk about like, I always say that after I started looking at the world through like the Christian worldview, that it's just like vindication after vindication after vindication.

01:15:30.160 And every time we get like, you know, thought she was a witch doing meth, I'm like, yeah, that all fucking checks out.

01:15:38.040 It's like everything that we do harkens back to a previous episode that we did.

01:15:42.960 And of course, this one in particular is Dr. Jerry Marzinski saying that the most effective drug at inducing a state that is akin to schizophrenia is meth.

01:15:53.300 And that it opens up a spiritual doorway and it does not close for a long time.

01:15:58.420 It's probably the worst drug when it comes to giving these things access to you.

01:16:02.120 So, yeah, these fucking, this bitch is doing meth and then what happens?

01:16:05.820 Some spirit starts telling her she's special and that she's a fucking witch, right?

01:16:09.800 Idiot.

01:16:11.620 Okay, man.

01:16:14.420 All right, let's fucking continue again.

01:16:17.360 So, yeah, she thinks that she was possessed.

01:16:19.820 My wife later told me that she and her whole family had seen the hat man growing up and that he was always hanging around.

01:16:25.260 She always had sleep paralysis demons and she would move her bed around her room to get away from it.

01:16:32.780 That's interesting logic.

01:16:34.780 They would also see a small boy in their family of all girls.

01:16:40.820 Her grandma, who was particularly fond of meth, would speak to different entities and tell my wife and her sisters not to interact with them and that it was dangerous.

01:16:49.980 My wife also told me that she could sometimes see auras around people.

01:16:53.120 Her mom was green, her sisters orange or yellow, and I was yellow.

01:16:59.800 All right.

01:17:01.660 That's a, so we spoke to somebody else that saw auras, right?

01:17:04.560 Was it Donnie, Spellbreakers?

01:17:06.720 I don't, I don't know.

01:17:08.140 I don't remember who it was, but that comes up a lot.

01:17:10.820 And I don't, I'm not saying those people are wrong, right?

01:17:13.500 What's that thing, synesthesia, where like you see numbers as colors and shit like that.

01:17:18.840 That comes up a lot in the telepathy tapes.

01:17:20.320 Um, so obviously I think there is like, if, if people give off an energy frequency and color is literally just light, which is, you know, vibration, um, then all of that makes sense to me.

01:17:32.700 But, uh, I don't know, man.

01:17:34.600 I just think it's like when you, you are given some spiritual gift, which I do think that that could be a spiritual gift.

01:17:41.060 Uh, you fucking misconstrued that so immaculately as a human being.

01:17:47.000 And then next thing you know, like you're wicked.

01:17:48.820 And so I'm not saying that it's, it's inherently wrong to see auras.

01:17:52.740 Like you can't control what you see, right?

01:17:54.360 It's the same thing as like, if you are viciously clairvoyant and cannot stop hearing, uh, the voices of what you think are dead people, which I don't know, maybe they are.

01:18:02.900 Um, I'm not saying that, that you're, you're wrong or that, you know, that's evil or anything like that.

01:18:08.320 I just think that we, we can be given these spiritual gifts and, um, and people often fucking attribute them to the wrong thing.

01:18:16.080 But we, I hear that a lot, this aura thing.

01:18:19.100 And I kind of am forced to ask like, so fucking what?

01:18:24.900 So what?

01:18:25.600 You can see a color coming off of me.

01:18:27.140 Like, what does that mean?

01:18:28.220 How is that applicable?

01:18:29.220 What can I do with that?

01:18:30.100 What does it mean?

01:18:30.840 I've had people tell me before that I have a color coming off me.

01:18:33.340 I don't fucking remember what it was.

01:18:34.940 Um, and I'm like, and what is that?

01:18:37.520 Is that like, uh, you know, my favorite color?

01:18:40.500 Is that, uh, how I, should I be dressing in that?

01:18:44.160 What, what, what do I do?

01:18:44.920 What do I do with that information?

01:18:46.160 It's just so strange.

01:18:47.440 Nice.

01:18:47.860 Uh, from that book, uh, he came and set, set the captives free.

01:18:52.580 They, uh, they mentioned at the, like, towards the end, there was a lot of prayers from that, the initial Satanist woman to relinquish her spiritual gifts.

01:19:02.340 She felt like she had to do that.

01:19:04.420 That's fascinating.

01:19:05.820 She worked pretty hard to get them.

01:19:07.860 And then, uh, she no longer wanted them and she gave him, gave him back to God and God took them away from her.

01:19:13.900 So that she could leave a, uh, lead a more normal life.

01:19:16.740 But I don't know how successful she was in actually getting rid of all of these gifts because I think some of them you're just born with.

01:19:23.060 Um, some of them you also need, but, uh, you know, I don't know.

01:19:27.060 The, the ability to astral project is probably one that you could, you could do without, or the ones that you go and you seek to get probably ones that you shouldn't have had, but I'm not, I'm not really sure.

01:19:36.580 Well, whatever you have should definitely be asking God, like, if it's not of God, then take it away.

01:19:43.660 But also, um, I can see that, like, right here we have, uh, Mike McKay who says, I've always looked at six as yellow, seven as red, eight as blue, I think five as purple or green.

01:19:55.560 And it's like, um, I think there's probably a pretty benign version of it where like, you can notice the correlation between color and numbers.

01:20:02.800 I'm like, okay, that seems, you know, it's like, uh, if you get anything more than that, that'd be, I'd be forced to ask like, what is the nature of what you're getting beyond that?

01:20:11.840 But to notice that there's a color, uh, correlation between, you know, colors and numbers or whatever, like, okay, that's, that seems reasonable.

01:20:20.260 I get the same thing, but with music, uh, and not as specific, not like, uh, specific notes, but groups of notes.

01:20:28.020 So key signatures, I have, uh, like, and it's not really seeing them.

01:20:32.380 It's like, uh, I guess I could explain it because I know what the colors look like, but, um, it's just more of like a feeling of that's green.

01:20:39.220 This is orange. This would be red. This would be blue. Um, and it's like an arrangement of, of these notes, which would come down to just numbers, I suppose, like frequencies or vibrations.

01:20:51.600 Right.

01:20:52.400 So that, that, that, that's something that I should eventually do like a whole deep dive on the idea of synesthesia relative and perfect pitch is something that we need to look into because that's like a big deal with the show.

01:21:03.600 But all right, he continues last summer. I was working really hard on my relationship with God.

01:21:08.420 I started hearing voices and seeing shadow people again. The worst example happened when we were on vacation in Dominican Republic now.

01:21:17.900 We were in Arizona staying in a tent in our friend's backyard. That's not a great vacation. What are you doing, dude?

01:21:23.900 Maybe it's a yurt. See, like a yurt. Yurt. They're fucking cool. They're nice.

01:21:28.340 You were glamping?

01:21:29.760 Glamping. I like glamping. I'm a big fan of it.

01:21:32.380 Of course you would be.

01:21:33.380 Uh, I woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of donkeys braying, roosters crowing, and rats squeaking, almost screaming.

01:21:41.400 Damn.

01:21:41.560 And thought, yeah, and through all this, I heard what I can only describe as what I'd imagine tongues to sound like.

01:21:47.940 It was rapid, deep whispering, and the only words I could make out was river.

01:21:53.020 And there was a hint of sulfur, like rime eggs.

01:21:57.020 Ooh, there you go, baby. There you go. That sound is, I mean, that smell, that's exactly what my schizophrenic aunt describes when the devil appears to speak to her.

01:22:08.360 Because I guess they're homies and he pays her visit sometimes. And when he appears, he is preceded by his smell. That's how she knows he's there.

01:22:16.940 Yeah. Um, it's, some people would say that it's indicative.

01:22:22.760 Indicative, motherfucker.

01:22:23.760 Indicative, yes.

01:22:25.240 Yeah, that smell is indicative of a visitation from a, from a spiritual entity. Also, many, many people describe that smell in, um, in alien encounters. A lot of that.

01:22:35.480 I think even, uh, fuck, I forgot her name. Uh, we meant to have her on a long time ago. We keep playing phone tag with her. Um, but she is part of LA Marzulli's team. And, uh, and she describes the, the pile of discarded gray bodies, like alien gray bodies that she saw on a ship once as smelling like that.

01:22:56.100 And, uh, also you get the same similar smell from Bigfoot encounters.

01:22:59.680 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Man. Uh, all right. So he goes, our friend's house was in the middle of a fancy neighborhood and there were no farm animals allowed, but I could hear them on, on the other side of the wall.

01:23:12.520 I was telling myself, whatever it is, can't get in that we were safe here because of our friend's faith.

01:23:19.040 Eventually it went away, but it took me a while to get back to sleep.

01:23:21.740 After another time, uh, we stopped at, uh, another time we stopped at a store and I ran in to get a few things and I heard a voice say, go jerk off in the bathroom.

01:23:34.040 It threw me, it threw me off so much. I audibly said, what the fuck? And it spun around, but there's no one else near me.

01:23:40.680 They want you to jerk off guys. Remember that they want you to jerk off.

01:23:44.720 That's crazy. They want you to jerk off in your friend's bathroom. That's are in the store's bathroom. That's crazy.

01:23:49.820 That's even weirder. Yeah. Um, a couple of weeks after that, I was able to astral project, but I had to return to my body.

01:23:57.780 What the hell? What do you mean? You were able to just, uh, were you trying to get it out?

01:24:05.440 I don't know.

01:24:08.180 Interesting. All right. Uh, soon after that, I had a sleep paralysis episode where there were 12 faces

01:24:13.800 and they slowly changed to featureless voids. It didn't scare me.

01:24:17.800 I just couldn't wake up. I ended up screaming my wife's name and she was able to help me.

01:24:23.980 At one point I had a dream about this entity hanging around my teenage sister.

01:24:28.020 She was showing, uh, she was showing her how to be entitled and sexually liberated

01:24:32.800 and how to dye her hair and put on horrendous amounts of makeup.

01:24:36.980 Yeah. Or was it Azazel?

01:24:40.720 Oh my God. Or was it, it could have been Kris Jenner.

01:24:44.860 Yeah.

01:24:45.700 Teaching you how to be, uh, uh, fucking sexually attracted to men and, uh, how to please them.

01:24:52.980 So it was like basically all the ways you don't want your daughter or wife to act.

01:24:57.560 That's the example this entity was setting.

01:24:59.380 I hate the implications of that too, where it's like now in the future, like if, or anytime anybody's

01:25:05.100 ever had like a daughter who's 16 and rebellious and is being a hoe and it's like, now you got

01:25:09.980 to go a step further and be like, is this bitch having like some sort of demon whisper to her?

01:25:14.640 Is that what's happening here? Which is, you know, probably.

01:25:18.360 Yeah, dude. I think honestly, I think that there's a lot of that going on.

01:25:22.320 Oh yeah. Oh yeah.

01:25:23.320 All right. So he's, he's kind of like privy to this stuff. He's, uh, seeing this and kind

01:25:30.920 of floating above it. So yeah, that's the, uh, that's the example this entity was setting.

01:25:37.520 It's important to note that in this dream, she lived in a tent outside surrounded by dog

01:25:42.360 poop and an accompanying, accompanying sulfur smell. Uh, the next part of the dream was of

01:25:48.960 my naked sister accompanied by a tall, thin man. Looked like hat man, but had, uh, actually

01:25:56.380 had a face and features. His name was vanity. The other man was short and fat and his name

01:26:02.960 was greed or gluttony. They took her away into the void. The dream disturbed me so much that

01:26:08.140 I told my dad and he informed me that she had gone full libtard and dyed her hair and pierced

01:26:13.000 her nose and all that stuff.

01:26:14.660 Oh my God. Really? Damn dude.

01:26:18.960 Damn. What do you even do? Don't talk to your sister.

01:26:23.060 Yes. You can't, you definitely can't go to some fucking blue haired, uh, uh, you know,

01:26:29.480 piercing, having libtard bitch and be like, uh, you need to, you need to lean into Jesus

01:26:34.580 Christ cause you're being inundated by fucking, uh, entities that simply would never work.

01:26:41.420 Never worked. They'd be like, Oh, my fucking patriarchy.

01:26:44.420 Man. Yeah. That's a, I was just talking with my friend about that, who his sister was kind

01:26:52.820 of like lost to the same thing. Yeah. And, uh, they come from a family where his, his father

01:26:58.240 was a pastor of a church. So it's like just lost forever. That's a generation that you'll

01:27:05.700 never get back.

01:27:06.520 Xerox says he's definitely heard the go jerk off voice. Haven't we all, haven't we all

01:27:11.560 heard the go jerk off voice? It's always like fucking anytime you got free time, my wife

01:27:17.120 leaves with my son somewhere. It's like jerk off. I'm like, no, fucking leave me alone,

01:27:20.240 dude. I got shit to do.

01:27:21.640 Go check it. Go check it. Go look at this stuff. All right. Uh, a couple of weeks later,

01:27:28.320 I have a similar dream, but this time with my other sister, only this time the female

01:27:33.080 entity is in the house. Uh, this time the female entity is in the house and she's, she's

01:27:37.880 trashing the place and tempting my sister to be a lesbian. Wow. When I woke up, I went

01:27:42.340 to my other sister's place. I told her about the dream and I tell her that I believe she's

01:27:47.260 about to be spiritually attacked and to be on guard. Pretty sure she's still normal.

01:27:52.040 Thankfully you fat fucking wildebeest of a cat. Hold on a second.

01:27:58.320 Oh, this cat. Look at, I could see this cat's butthole right on screen.

01:28:02.900 No, don't sit on my keyboard. You fucking gargantuan whore.

01:28:06.360 Disgusting.

01:28:06.660 No baby. Just my baby. I love you, but you got to get out of here. Look at her. Look

01:28:10.700 at her. All right. Well, we're at the end of this anyway. We're at the end of this. So,

01:28:13.620 uh, there's been a few instances where, uh, strange sounds or ringing, or there's been

01:28:18.760 ringings that I'm able to stop with the Psalm, uh, the 23rd Psalm with the name of Jesus.

01:28:23.340 Nice. Uh, it works on shadow people and the feelings of doom. There's, uh,

01:28:28.320 a few more things I could add, but this is enough for starters. Keep up the good work.

01:28:31.560 Thank you. And then he goes, PS, I was taking Benadryl from 12 to 15 for my seasonal allergies.

01:28:37.220 Oh, fucking what's up with that. What's up with the fucking antihistamine and, and the hat man.

01:28:43.700 What is that about? Why does that, why is that the key to seeing the hat man? That's strange.

01:28:49.060 It's like a, it's just like a doorway. It's like a, a little doorway that is opened up because of this

01:28:55.380 hallucinogenic or this type of drug. I'm sure it goes back to an herb or a root that they use to

01:29:01.100 compound it. Hmm. You know, what's funny? Um, so remember when he was talking about, uh, uh, this

01:29:09.380 entity, like screaming in his face, I think, I don't know if it was this guy or the last one,

01:29:12.620 screaming in his face, but he couldn't hear it. It was like an electric scream.

01:29:15.080 Yeah. Yeah. Well, that goes back to that one dream that I had where, uh, I was hanging out

01:29:20.100 with like two dudes. They were working on a car. I was sitting outside the car and we're

01:29:24.440 just talking like the passenger doors open, the driver's doors open. They're sitting in

01:29:27.440 there and they're just doing stuff. And all of a sudden they look over and they see this

01:29:31.000 fucking like old hag bitch. Um, and everybody starts screaming and it's like fucking everything's

01:29:38.160 vibrating. Like it was like, you ever see the meme where it's caveman Spongebob and everything's

01:29:43.500 all twisty. And it's kind of like a, a meme that's like, you know, for chaotic moments,

01:29:48.700 it was like that where like everything started getting blurry and crazy and, and, but there

01:29:55.200 really was no sound. Uh, everybody was screaming, but there was no sound. And this thing was screaming,

01:30:02.240 but there was no sound. I could, I was screaming. I don't really know if there was sound for me.

01:30:06.880 Um, but I remember getting really like, for whatever reason, it didn't want me to look at

01:30:13.420 it. And that like, I was kind of meant to like do this and scream like, and I was like,

01:30:18.680 fucking no. So instead I'm like, ah, and I'm staring at this fucking bitch and I'm still screaming.

01:30:24.400 And I remember it doesn't like that. What I knew, this is interesting too, because this is what she

01:30:30.760 did to him. What I knew was if I broke eye contact with this thing, the next thing that was going to

01:30:36.520 happen was I was going to open my eyes and she was going to be in my fucking face. That's what I knew

01:30:40.260 in the dream. And that's why I didn't want to break eye contact. And I remember she started doing like

01:30:45.320 a teeter totter. Like, um, you ever see the, the toy wooden bird that drinks the water over and over

01:30:51.000 again. It just does that, you know, like a seesaw. Uh, she's doing that and she's cackling.

01:30:55.360 And, um, and in hindsight, it was almost like she didn't look real. She looked like, uh, uh,

01:31:01.340 a wooden stage prop for a fucking ride at Disney world or some shit. Like I was on,

01:31:06.820 it's a small world and this is just part of the thing. And, um, and she didn't like that. She

01:31:11.800 couldn't get me to look away. So she ran up in my face and then did the thing anyway,

01:31:16.780 where she fucking like popped up right in my face and was screaming. And then I proceeded to feed her

01:31:21.500 uppercuts. I was like, ah, and just started fucking chipping this bitch up. And I remember

01:31:26.200 that it felt like I was punching wood, which is like, it's almost like she wasn't real in any real

01:31:32.500 way. And then I remembered that I could call on Jesus Christ and then she just fucking vanished.

01:31:37.940 Uh, and so it's weird. They just have an MO, right? Like that fucking, the screaming,

01:31:43.080 the popping up in your face. Like it's all, it's like the same tactics that like Hollywood uses.

01:31:48.720 Right. And of course what they figured out is how do we jump scare our viewers? So they studied the

01:31:55.080 psychology of like horror films and how people react to fear. And that's how you, you know,

01:31:59.060 you make like a good scary moment in a movie. There's, there's obviously an understanding of

01:32:03.880 fear and how it applies to our psychology. It's like this thing knew that too. So it was going

01:32:09.060 through all these really cliche things on how to scare me. And, um, and it was fucking working,

01:32:14.960 uh, but it didn't like, you know, it didn't work all the way. I just find that fascinating how it's

01:32:19.720 like, uh, remember Monsters Inc. They had like, you know, how do you scare the children? Well,

01:32:24.600 you got to go to like, you got to practice your roar kind of a deal. You know what I mean? Like

01:32:28.280 they all have their thing that they would, and it's not about like killing the kid. It's about the

01:32:33.260 fear. It's about probably producing that energy so that they can eat. So I just find it interesting

01:32:40.100 because they do run through almost like gimmicks or, or gags, like how they scare you. It's,

01:32:45.720 it's fascinating in that way. Um, we're at the hour and a half mark. Do you want to do one more?

01:32:50.760 Uh, no, I actually, let me, let me wrap it. I hear my kids freaking bouncing around in here.

01:32:55.240 These guys, it's like three times. Yeah. It's, it's been a very strange episode.

01:33:00.100 Yes, yes, yes. That was a good one though. It was really interesting stories. Thank you to Ben.

01:33:04.000 Uh, guys, if you want us to read your, uh, paranormal submitted testimony,

01:33:07.680 then you got to submit it, baby. And you got to send it over to nephilimdsquad at gmail.com.

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01:33:22.800 you know, I'm not advocating for anybody to do meth, but if you are a viewer who does meth,

01:33:27.580 you probably have some stories that I'd be really interested in hearing. Uh, otherwise

01:33:31.300 do not do meth that this is our rejoinder, but if you're already doing meth,

01:33:36.400 I'd like to hear about your experiences is all I'm saying. And I won't judge you. Not,

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01:33:44.680 Patreon.com backslash nephilimdsquad. You guys are already here, but this will

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01:34:41.920 Although I have asked one person who was paying us to stop paying us. Uh, that's right.

01:34:47.140 Get out of here. Yeah. They probably still listen to the show, but just don't be that person.

01:34:50.920 We're doing our best. Uh, we've been grinding and uploading and editing and downloading and

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01:35:03.140 stuff on the Patreon and we're doing two other shows. We're, uh, coordinating, coordinating a live

01:35:08.820 event, uh, balancing just the life of family life. I knew you guys could hear my kids screaming

01:35:14.280 outside. I know what the hell they're doing in here. So yeah, somebody came on there and, uh,

01:35:18.680 was acting like a tough guy with me for $5 a month. And I told them to fucking kick rocks

01:35:24.500 because I didn't get into this to, uh, be a slave to somebody else. I do this because I enjoy it.

01:35:31.100 And we do it to the best of our abilities because we want to give you guys a good product. So

01:35:35.540 I think his issue was, his issue was our, uh, so on the Patreon, we'll just explain it really

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01:35:58.080 members feed. If you click that, it'll bring you to a special Spotify page that you can listen to.

01:36:03.800 If you are a member, um, my bandwidth is limited. So I upload the audio right away.

01:36:09.780 And then David will follow up usually a couple hours or a day after, and he'll upload the video

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01:36:33.860 if you can't wait until it's up on Spotify. And I told the guy, I said, Hey, listen,

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01:36:59.780 you know, we'll help you out. Otherwise, we're in the middle of that. We we've been talking

01:37:03.680 about it a lot lately. We're experiencing these, these growing pains right now because we

01:37:07.640 have reached sort of a critical mass, um, in, in this operation where we need to grow

01:37:12.500 now. It's now beyond, uh, two guys. The workload is far exceeding the capabilities of

01:37:18.840 just two dudes. And you got to keep in mind, uh, I'm doing timeline cleanse. He's doing

01:37:23.160 tower gang. We're both doing Nephilim death squad, NDS chronicles and dangerous retards.

01:37:27.820 That's five fucking shows. Um, it's a lot, you know, we're producing a lot of content a

01:37:32.540 week. And so, yeah, just between uploads and download times, it's, it's crazy. Nevermind

01:37:37.280 all of the extracurricular shit that we need to do to flesh out the current apparatus that

01:37:43.120 we have built around this show. Um, so just bear with us guys. We're in the moment. We're

01:37:47.860 in the middle right now of, uh, of discussing, uh, onboarding, uh, onboarding a, a professional

01:37:54.760 production team, which of course is going to cost money. Uh, so that's a lot of fun and

01:37:59.500 yeah, opening up a studio and throwing a live event in a couple of months. We got our fucking

01:38:04.300 hands full. Have some patience with us guys. We're just retards. Um, but thank you guys for

01:38:08.820 supporting us and thank you for, uh, you know, keeping up with us after all this time. Uh, I

01:38:13.440 think it's time to wrap it up now. That's it. We'll see you guys later. Obey, submit, comply.

01:38:20.220 Goodbye. Goodbye.

01:38:20.960 The great hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room. It is constantly

01:38:28.320 telling us what to believe is real. You can persuade you that what they see with their eyes

01:38:34.720 is what there is to see because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays

01:38:42.160 the bigger picture of what's happening. And they have.

01:38:50.220 They have.

01:39:08.360 Uh,

01:39:12.380 uh,

Nephilim Death Squad - March 27, 2025

013： NDS Chronicles - Voodoo Mama Juju

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