Nephilim Death Squad - January 12, 2024


021: Spiritual Warfare and the Coming Battle w⧸ Tony Merkel


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On this week's episode of the NDS Death Squad, the boys are joined by special guest Tony Melchor to talk about the first nuclear atom bomb test, a new Rife Technology shirt, and much, much more!

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00:00:15.320 Welcome back, guys, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.
00:00:18.180 We have an absolute banger for you today in the form of Tony Merkel.
00:00:22.520 But before we get into that, a little bit of business up front.
00:00:25.400 But please don't forget to go to YouTube, Rumble, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts and subscribe to us there.
00:00:33.300 Leave us a five-star rating. Leave us a review.
00:00:36.140 And that's a great way to help the show grow.
00:00:38.640 If you want to contribute monetarily to the show, you can do so at patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad,
00:00:46.800 where we offer a $3 tier, a $7 tier, and a $10 tier, all of which don't mean anything right now.
00:00:54.980 But we are dropping not a single thing.
00:00:58.620 You could either be a butt homunculus, Death Squad Soldier, or Nephilim Hunter, which is the elite tier.
00:01:05.320 And we are dropping a promotional code in there this week, actually.
00:01:10.280 So if you are a paid, maybe, if we feel like it.
00:01:13.280 But if you're a paid subscriber, you'll see that promo code pop up for you.
00:01:18.800 And that promo code will bring you to, or rather, you can use it at toplobsta.com.
00:01:25.920 And at toplobsta.com is where we keep all of our NDS merch, our Nephilim Death Squad merch.
00:01:33.280 So if you want a super dope shirt, if you want a hoodie, if you want backpacks, even, jackets.
00:01:41.880 And actually, we also dropped the Rife Technology shirt within a collaboration with Real Rife Technology.
00:01:49.940 So if you go and pick up that.
00:01:50.860 We'll get into that.
00:01:51.880 We got some new designs.
00:01:53.180 We got that Nephilim Miami stuff.
00:01:54.940 Know Your Clown shit.
00:01:55.960 That's a fun...
00:01:57.000 That's just like basically hand-drawn completely.
00:01:59.060 Not even fonts there.
00:01:59.920 You can go there.
00:02:01.680 We've got book bags, Nike jackets, whatever, like embroidered stuff.
00:02:05.680 Really cool, high-quality stuff.
00:02:07.720 And at that top section there, you can go to Rife Technology as well.
00:02:11.180 We have a couple of designs for Matt Rife.
00:02:13.840 That's Real Rife Technology.
00:02:15.500 I'll show you his website in a second.
00:02:17.120 If you buy any of these shirts, you will be entered into a raffle to win Real Royal Rife Machine.
00:02:24.560 And this is a really cool offer.
00:02:26.980 I don't understand why we have even been given the ability to offer this to you.
00:02:32.840 It's a $5,000 machine.
00:02:35.560 And the guy is like, hey, give it away for free to anybody who buys your shirts for the month of January.
00:02:41.620 So from now until the month of January, if you buy so much as a hat, you're eligible to win a $5,500 enhanced Royal Rife Machine, which is absolutely wild.
00:02:54.940 So I haven't figured it out.
00:02:57.640 We don't know.
00:02:58.760 It is a time machine.
00:03:01.380 As far as I'm concerned, it is a time machine.
00:03:03.800 But it only brings you back to the moment and the location of the first nuclear atom bomb test.
00:03:11.840 And so use at your own discretion.
00:03:14.280 We discuss frequencies a little bit in this upcoming episode.
00:03:21.060 And frequencies and vibration, this is very much in that realm.
00:03:26.040 But it's more for the good side of the frequency and vibration.
00:03:29.420 Healing, different ailments, all around bettering yourself.
00:03:34.680 I use this stuff.
00:03:35.620 Me and David have the silver spoonie.
00:03:38.440 I'll show you that right now.
00:03:39.460 I use it every night and I feel like there are benefits to this.
00:03:45.740 So you can go to realrifetechnology.com and if you use promo code Nephilim, N-E-P-H-I-L-I-M,
00:03:54.220 you can get 10% off of all these products.
00:03:57.220 It's really cool.
00:03:58.700 Go there.
00:03:59.120 Go support the homie. 1.00
00:04:00.760 Go support us.
00:04:01.960 Buy one of these little bowls.
00:04:02.980 This shit is cool.
00:04:03.700 You put this in the middle of that thing and you'll see it spinning to the vibration and frequency
00:04:07.540 that you have it set to.
00:04:08.340 That's how you actually know that it's working.
00:04:10.320 I didn't know that initially.
00:04:11.520 Now I know that that'll be an indication that it's working.
00:04:13.840 But if you're listening to all of the negative frequencies that are being put out by, let's
00:04:18.140 say, a very gay Lil Nas X, all his satanic homosexual frequencies, you probably can repair 0.99
00:04:25.040 the damage that's done to you by tuning to the correct frequency on the enhanced Royal
00:04:29.540 Rife machine and starting to undo the gay satanic agenda that is being pressed upon you 0.99
00:04:35.900 by Lil Nas X and his homophobic, or I'm sorry, homosexual agenda.
00:04:41.240 And so yeah, go to realrifetechnologies.com.
00:04:43.280 And that's actually, remember that guys, realrifetechnology.com.
00:04:47.440 The reason I say that is because you will actually step in a bunch of booby traps.
00:04:51.780 There are a lot of fakers out there who are trying to sell his technology.
00:04:54.940 I discovered this.
00:04:55.540 I don't know if you noticed that top, but if you try to look it up, you'll go to some
00:04:58.800 wrong places.
00:04:59.280 So guys, realrifetechnology.com, use promo code NEPHILIM, that's N-E-P-H-I-L-I-M, for
00:05:06.580 10% off at checkout.
00:05:08.760 All right, ready to start the show?
00:05:10.400 Let's do it.
00:05:11.420 Let's go.
00:05:12.660 We are being hypnotized by people like this.
00:05:18.740 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.
00:05:22.780 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.
00:05:31.760 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely
00:05:36.860 true.
00:05:37.640 Oh yeah, dude.
00:05:38.840 There's some Nephilim shit.
00:05:40.020 It's like we all know what's going down.
00:05:42.680 We know what's saying to what happened to the home of the brave.
00:05:45.880 But the kids are controlling us now.
00:05:47.880 We know we're talking about it.
00:05:49.260 And it's hard to be slaves.
00:05:50.780 And everybody's just walking around, heading to clouds and won't awaken to a dead in the
00:05:55.240 grave.
00:05:56.220 By the way, it's too late.
00:05:57.200 We need to be ready to raise up.
00:05:59.040 Welcome to the end of day.
00:06:00.760 Everybody is played.
00:06:02.200 Only some are aware that the government releasing points.
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00:06:20.780 Welcome back, guys, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.
00:06:24.960 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a.
00:06:27.120 The Raven.
00:06:28.020 That's Top Lobster. 0.96
00:06:29.240 And today we are joined by a man who virtually blazed the trail that Top and I follow today.
00:06:35.260 And actually, he doesn't know it.
00:06:36.680 He's responsible for Top and I meeting each other.
00:06:39.520 I don't know if Top's forgotten that, but I certainly has it.
00:06:41.980 We're massive fans on the show.
00:06:43.900 And this is a huge moment for us.
00:06:46.320 We're totally thrilled to have on Tony Merkel.
00:06:49.480 Tony, can you please tell the audience a little bit about what it is you do and where
00:06:53.720 they can find your work?
00:06:54.540 Tony, can you tell us how it feels to like, you set up a romance in your, a bromance in
00:07:00.540 your chat for your app.
00:07:02.280 That's what's going on.
00:07:03.120 We're using it like a dating site at this point.
00:07:05.220 Is that how it happened?
00:07:07.560 Yeah.
00:07:07.920 That's exactly how it happened, dude.
00:07:09.680 He's like, you're crazy?
00:07:10.920 He's like, oh, I'm crazy too.
00:07:12.120 Let's do this show.
00:07:12.920 I'm like, all right.
00:07:13.760 I know Top said something crazy in the chat.
00:07:16.100 I was like, I like the cut of this guy's jib.
00:07:17.960 Found him on Twitter.
00:07:18.800 And then the rest is history, man.
00:07:20.500 That's wild.
00:07:22.160 That's wild.
00:07:23.000 I did not know that.
00:07:24.160 I did not know that.
00:07:25.080 That's right.
00:07:26.400 Well, I guess the confessionals memberships are serving multiple purposes these days.
00:07:31.400 That's more.
00:07:32.800 That's fantastic.
00:07:34.000 No, I can't do that.
00:07:34.980 I think in today's time and stuff, everybody else is charging more.
00:07:38.260 We're going to keep it all the same and hopefully God will just provide the rest of the way.
00:07:42.820 But I got to say that intro slaps.
00:07:48.620 I like that, right?
00:07:49.640 Who is that?
00:07:50.520 Who is that?
00:07:51.560 That's Vinny Paz, End of Days.
00:07:54.220 Every time I hear it, every time.
00:07:56.460 And there's actually a point where David's headphones, for some reason, he wasn't hearing that music.
00:08:01.540 And I was like, every time we come into the show, I'm like, I'm ready to flip the desk
00:08:04.780 over and he's not listening to it.
00:08:06.460 I just come in super hype every single time.
00:08:08.560 Vinny Paz does it every time.
00:08:09.940 I'm glad that we're like vibrating like that now.
00:08:12.280 Oh, yeah.
00:08:13.120 That's like that East Coast vibe.
00:08:14.660 I mean, I grew up in like the, I guess it's called old school hip hop now.
00:08:19.940 I mean, the mid 2000s and stuff, the East Coast, Philadelphia.
00:08:24.280 I mean, it's just that had that hard.
00:08:27.360 I love it.
00:08:28.360 Anyways.
00:08:28.920 Yeah.
00:08:29.280 I'm Tony Merkel.
00:08:29.900 I host the Confessionals podcast.
00:08:32.420 I run Merkel Media as well.
00:08:35.920 It's an inspiring media company.
00:08:38.860 And we are, we're trying our best to venture into not just podcasts, but films as well.
00:08:46.980 One day, well, definitely movies.
00:08:49.060 We're coming out with our first movie in the summertime this year.
00:08:52.240 We already shot it.
00:08:53.340 It's in production now, post-production.
00:08:54.800 And I would love to do kids cartoons one day, things like that.
00:08:58.880 But one thing at a time, I'm learning as I get older that I get a lot of ideas and jumping
00:09:04.880 on my ideas right away without fear got me here.
00:09:09.000 But to sustain, I need to start developing plans with these dreams and ideas that I have.
00:09:14.540 So I am no longer just thinking of things and executing.
00:09:18.660 I am now thinking of things, planning the execution.
00:09:22.740 And if it makes sense, then we execute.
00:09:26.100 So yeah, that's a little bit about me.
00:09:28.060 Former truck driver turned podcaster full-time.
00:09:31.060 And I just have fun talking about weird stuff.
00:09:34.760 Nice.
00:09:35.360 I think delegation is going to be probably one of your keys to success,
00:09:38.520 but you got to find people that you trust.
00:09:40.200 And that's like a...
00:09:41.100 It's not easy.
00:09:42.540 Not easy.
00:09:43.140 Yeah.
00:09:43.280 It's like, I feel like I'm juggling maybe seven different things at the same time
00:09:46.760 and you're not doing your best unless you got two, you know, but it's what it is.
00:09:51.900 It's when you build something up on your own, it's not easy to hand it off to anybody.
00:10:00.380 Then you will be a micromanager at first because it's your baby
00:10:03.740 and you don't think anybody can do what you do.
00:10:06.480 And to a certain extent, you're right.
00:10:09.180 But they can if you teach them and you just have to be willing to do that.
00:10:13.860 And, you know, I'm getting to that point where I'm understanding that
00:10:18.100 in order for me to take it to another level, I need to be able to let go of certain things.
00:10:24.380 I learned that with production.
00:10:25.740 I haven't produced one of my podcast episodes since March of 2023.
00:10:29.060 My brother came on full-time.
00:10:30.280 He started doing it for me.
00:10:31.580 That's that.
00:10:32.060 Um, but I, I need to be able to let out, let go of other things because whenever I'm focusing
00:10:37.880 on one thing, there's five other things that are being neglected just because I have so
00:10:43.360 much to do that whenever I focus in on one thing that I have to do, five other things
00:10:48.000 that I have to do are being neglected at that very moment.
00:10:50.460 And so what can we do?
00:10:51.860 What can we do to get you some like good people that you can delegate stuff to?
00:10:55.520 So that way we can get this new podcast series that I've been waiting for like years for,
00:10:59.920 man.
00:11:00.280 This is one of the things.
00:11:01.680 I know.
00:11:02.020 I wish I never talked about it to be honest with you, because it's just been, it's been,
00:11:07.380 it was, I never expected it to go this long.
00:11:10.820 Um, it's just been, it's just been one of those things where people, I, first of all,
00:11:18.220 didn't expect people to be so fascinated by it as I was.
00:11:22.140 Um, but then I, the main character of the story, I really thought he would have talked
00:11:29.440 to me by now.
00:11:30.700 I really did.
00:11:32.820 And to this day, he, he knows who I am.
00:11:35.980 He knows that I talk about him.
00:11:37.820 He will not talk to me.
00:11:39.400 He said he would talk to me when the timing's right, but I don't know when that is.
00:11:43.480 And I can't wait forever.
00:11:46.220 Uh, so I'm in this really weird spot, but I am working on it.
00:11:50.800 Um, so my original recording with, uh, with the guy that told me about all this stuff,
00:11:57.740 uh, we have, well, he's decided that he doesn't want his, his real name attached to this.
00:12:03.180 So I'm in the process of changing his name on the original recording.
00:12:06.620 We're also, um, through the absolute amazing Nephilim AI.
00:12:13.880 Uh, we are utilizing that to change voices.
00:12:18.740 Uh, we are changing, um, we even changed the name of the book.
00:12:24.460 Uh, because I, I, the, listen, the author requested me to not tell the name of the book
00:12:33.220 because the author has tried to divorce themselves from their own book.
00:12:36.920 They've wiped it off the internet and, um, I'm trying to be respectful.
00:12:42.740 You know, I don't think that plan is going to work because there are certain people in
00:12:48.940 this world who do know the name of the book, who I've been made of aware that can't really
00:12:55.440 keep it to themselves.
00:12:58.160 Uh, and so it's not really my fault.
00:13:02.900 I feel bad, but I'm going to do everything I can to, because here's the thing.
00:13:07.700 If the world knows the name of the book, it doesn't change anything.
00:13:10.640 You're not going to get the book.
00:13:12.060 It's not for sale.
00:13:13.180 You can't get it anywhere, anywhere.
00:13:16.900 I have one of the only copies physically cop in the world.
00:13:21.400 And the only thing that's going to come out of it is the author's life is going to be put
00:13:26.280 through hell.
00:13:26.700 They've been trying to get away from it.
00:13:28.920 They've moved halfway across the country to get away from it.
00:13:31.820 And that's the only thing that's going to change is that the person, the person that
00:13:34.980 is trying to stay away from it is going to be dragged into this by thousands of people.
00:13:39.220 It's a shame.
00:13:40.780 Do you think, sorry, as, uh, the audience kind of waits on bated breath.
00:13:46.260 Well, I was going to bounce off of that, but, but top, you want to, you want to delve a
00:13:50.620 little bit further?
00:13:51.560 Uh, I was just going to say, do you think in any way you might be responsible for, uh, some
00:13:56.460 kind of manifestation of, I mean, literally the Nephilim in Miami, things like that.
00:14:01.360 Like we, we've been saying, uh, the term Nephilim shit a lot.
00:14:05.440 And since we've been saying it, it's become like, uh, I don't know, like I clipped Owen
00:14:10.540 Benjamin.
00:14:11.100 We just had Sam Tripoli saying it, but it's, it's, it's, we've lost control of this stuff.
00:14:14.720 So it's, it's out there in the ether now to the point where we were mentioning the other
00:14:19.280 day on the show, you had entities in Miami, but the, the people that are not reporting,
00:14:25.580 but are talking about this, a lot of them are comfortable with saying Nephilim in Miami.
00:14:29.800 Whereas six months ago, when you had the aliens, aliens in Las Vegas, the tall ones, right?
00:14:36.700 We're calling them aliens or entities, but never Nephilim.
00:14:40.060 And now that's being moved into the dialectic or at least what people are allowing themselves
00:14:44.780 to perceive.
00:14:45.900 So with you, what you're doing here is, and what you might do with this next thing, what
00:14:51.260 does that, do you, do you think about that at all?
00:14:53.560 Like, I would argue regardless of, of whatever, and of course, you know, pass it to Tony in
00:14:59.300 a second, but regardless of what Tony thinks from the outside looking in, yeah, dude, you
00:15:03.220 move the narrative.
00:15:04.060 Like the reason that we were able to get Nephilim shit into the verbal zeitgeist is because of 0.96
00:15:11.000 your influence.
00:15:12.020 And so whether it's by proxy or directly, you've moved the conversation, uh, in a, in
00:15:18.780 a pretty dramatic way, even on a platform that like, it's funny because you're not there
00:15:23.280 on Twitter.
00:15:23.760 I wish you were Twitter needs, uh, Tony Merkel, but, um, I'm there just very inactive.
00:15:29.400 Yeah.
00:15:29.800 Well, uh, it's the place to be right now.
00:15:31.800 It's a lot of fun.
00:15:32.380 It's the wild, wild West to a certain degree.
00:15:34.360 And the conversation that's being had about all these Nephilim and everything that is, that's
00:15:38.000 a, your influence.
00:15:38.840 So, you know, I'm interested to hear your take on it, but I also want to say that regardless
00:15:43.720 of whatever you think you did kind of, uh, this is almost your brain baby in a way, which
00:15:48.200 is, uh, very interesting to see the development of this.
00:15:51.740 That's one of the most crazy things that anybody has ever said to me.
00:15:54.880 I, I, um, I don't know if I want that responsibility.
00:16:03.180 Uh, I, I just, um, no, I don't, I refuse to accept that.
00:16:11.220 Uh, I, listen, I've been doing this for seven years, podcasting about all this stuff.
00:16:18.840 When I first started the podcast, before I started the podcast, I had this thought and
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00:16:39.160 I was, I was trying to figure out what Bigfoot was and I was driving track to trailer.
00:16:46.220 I had a, uh, I had a Facebook group called Pennsylvania Sasquatch research.
00:16:50.660 There was no research going on.
00:16:52.080 We're just talking Bigfoot crap.
00:16:54.100 And, um, on weekends I would go hiking up in Pennsylvania and I would just go look for
00:16:59.920 this thing.
00:17:00.540 And I was like, man, when I first started, I was like, it's not gonna be that hard.
00:17:04.980 Like if this thing's out there, I'm going to find it.
00:17:06.800 Like it ain't going to be that hard.
00:17:07.920 I'm going to find a freaking Bigfoot.
00:17:09.240 It ain't that hard.
00:17:09.800 It's a big creature.
00:17:10.760 I'm going to find, I'm going to find clues of it and I'm going to go track it down.
00:17:14.640 I'm going to get famous or something.
00:17:16.040 I don't know.
00:17:16.900 And, um, it's hard.
00:17:20.140 And, uh, the, the longer I looked at it, I was like, no, this, this thing is a physical
00:17:26.820 creature.
00:17:28.320 I don't want to talk about it in this woo woo stuff.
00:17:31.000 This, these people that are talking about, Oh, Bigfoot mind speaks with me.
00:17:34.260 Get out of here.
00:17:35.600 Bigfoot ain't no mind speaking with you.
00:17:37.940 Crazy.
00:17:39.340 And, um, and then I, I came across and I was raised in the, in the church.
00:17:46.180 Right.
00:17:46.580 But nobody talked about Nephilim in the church.
00:17:48.680 And I came across this Nephilim idea and I was like, hold on a second. 0.93
00:17:55.760 Fallen angels had sex with what?
00:17:57.700 Like, and I was like, and then what was the offspring?
00:18:01.100 And then there's this book called Enoch what?
00:18:03.520 And what does it say in there?
00:18:05.040 And then when I read about how the fallen angels not only did that with women, but they did
00:18:11.600 it with all of God's creation.
00:18:12.720 I was like, hold on a second.
00:18:13.960 And then my gears start turning.
00:18:14.960 And this may not even be accurate, but this is where my mind went.
00:18:17.860 Uh, my mom was like, what if fallen angels not only had sex with women, but they had 1.00
00:18:22.820 sex with like gorillas or something. 0.58
00:18:24.880 What would that offspring look like?
00:18:27.680 Bigfoot.
00:18:28.040 And I was like, holy crap.
00:18:30.180 And then I started thinking about like this idea of like, what if Bigfoot's like the Nephilim
00:18:34.220 or like a type of Nephilim and offshoot.
00:18:37.460 And then I, and then, um, the podcasting thing came on my radar and I was like still in this
00:18:43.980 like camp of like Bigfoot's a physical creature we're trying to keep up with and find.
00:18:48.100 And then there's like this bubbling thing beneath the surface that I was trying to sort out in
00:18:52.620 my own heart and mind.
00:18:53.780 And, um, right when I started the podcast, I was like, I don't know if I should talk about
00:18:59.200 this.
00:18:59.980 I don't know.
00:19:00.920 I don't know.
00:19:02.460 And then by the fourth episode, I was like, I'm going to talk about it.
00:19:05.520 And we did a whole, our first, uh, Nephilim episode was episode four with my professor
00:19:11.440 from college who talked about Nephilim.
00:19:13.540 And, um, he came into my, my quote unquote studio.
00:19:17.260 It was my, uh, my third bedroom in the house that became my daughter's bedroom years later.
00:19:22.440 And he sat across from me of a folding, uh, plastic folding table with, uh, two microphones
00:19:30.120 that I, I had gotten and awful recording, but, um, that's where it started for me.
00:19:36.640 And, uh, since then it's just been an evolution of a thought process.
00:19:42.800 And I don't think my professor from college would probably agree with everything that
00:19:48.040 I think today, or maybe how I view it, uh, my leanings.
00:19:53.220 Um, but we all agree on the same thing as far as him and I go, which is the foundation
00:19:58.900 is always Jesus.
00:20:00.340 And from there we build.
00:20:02.080 Um, if it, if anything that we come across takes away from who Jesus Christ is, then we
00:20:08.080 don't, we don't play that.
00:20:09.660 And, um, but, uh, but I, I don't think that the Bible tells us everything that happened
00:20:16.440 throughout every moment of history.
00:20:18.240 It tells us all the key ingredients to point us towards Christ.
00:20:23.060 But, um, there's a whole history of humanity and the whole history of the world that is not
00:20:27.480 in the Bible.
00:20:28.680 Um, and people have a hard time grappling with that within the religious community.
00:20:33.720 Um, so I don't know how I got on that, but it's, take it back to your thing.
00:20:39.140 I don't know if I am responsible for all this stuff, but, um, I do find it interesting how
00:20:47.540 the more I talk about it, more it seems like it's popping up.
00:20:51.960 I mean, it's really weird.
00:20:54.780 Can I say this one?
00:20:56.080 I think the, the most valuable thing on your show, you explore a plethora of topics, right?
00:21:02.960 Because it's, it's basically the supernatural through the biblical lens.
00:21:08.300 And that right there is, in my opinion, the most valuable thing that's come of this, at
00:21:14.280 least from, from my personal experience, I've been a conspiracy theorist for like 16 years,
00:21:18.980 maybe 17 years now.
00:21:20.740 And what I find is that it's, it's very much like developing a giant jigsaw puzzle.
00:21:27.740 And you're only, uh, you've got an island of puzzle pieces over here and that paints
00:21:32.720 a picture.
00:21:33.200 And then you've got another island over here and that paints a picture.
00:21:35.660 And you spend all this time wondering how these chunks of jigsaw pieces connect to one
00:21:40.120 another.
00:21:40.780 And after, I guess I've been listening to your show for a couple of years now.
00:21:46.780 So it would have been like after 14 or 15 years, I finally realized that, oh, the biblical lens
00:21:54.320 is the glue that brings all of these chunks together.
00:21:58.200 And from then on, man, it was like, I was dealing with all these topics separately from
00:22:06.620 one another.
00:22:07.600 And it was, it wasn't allowing my thought process to flow very effectively.
00:22:11.040 I knew that things weren't as they seem, that I knew that there was corruption that was
00:22:14.760 like beyond the scope of the average human being.
00:22:17.540 Um, and that there was a, a really immense spiritual aspect that was integral to this
00:22:25.740 entire picture, but trying to figure out how it fit together.
00:22:28.460 Didn't really, I wasn't quite there yet.
00:22:31.040 And then all of a sudden listening to your show, uh, and, and that's another thing I love
00:22:36.200 about your show is everybody comes to your show with a different piece, a different piece
00:22:39.820 of the puzzle and you're discovering it in real time alongside the audience.
00:22:45.240 And so I was able to have this moment, uh, just like the audience and, and almost felt
00:22:51.220 like, just like you were, it was like epiphanous.
00:22:54.340 I was going, oh my God, that was the missing magnifying lens.
00:22:59.640 The missing piece glue.
00:23:00.740 The piece that he adds is, is Jesus Christ right in the center of it.
00:23:04.580 Right.
00:23:05.100 Cause you came from conspiracy.
00:23:06.900 I came from like, I grew my following, uh, in politics and, and art.
00:23:12.180 And that's like libertarian politics where you would take, like, I'm a Christian, but they
00:23:17.220 would take God out of it and just explore it philosophically and, you know, really read
00:23:21.980 into it without, and try to try to find as much logic as possible in the political realm.
00:23:26.840 And none of it made any sense.
00:23:28.260 Like I could, I, all these books behind me, that's like, oh, like Rothbard, Mises, stuff
00:23:31.620 like that, uh, it would bore you like human action is this thick.
00:23:35.280 And in the end I realized, oh no, this is all spiritual.
00:23:39.440 And it's really your show that kind of allowed me to see that because I grew up in the church
00:23:44.380 as well.
00:23:44.980 And I found it kind of corny because they're not, they weren't addressing the issues in
00:23:50.120 my opinion, that were really fundamental in my life.
00:23:53.280 So, you know, and I, and there's a, there's a place for that too, in church, you know,
00:23:56.940 there's a place for, uh, evangelism and different kinds of outreach and people who aren't
00:24:00.620 ready for this kind of stuff.
00:24:02.260 But for me going to Sunday school as like a 12 year old, I was always asking about the
00:24:06.880 Bible.
00:24:07.140 And I had a good Sunday school teacher who would go and read and come back to me and
00:24:10.500 say like, well, this is what this meant.
00:24:11.800 This is what that meant.
00:24:13.200 Um, but yeah, your, your show had me go back and relook at Christianity in a different light.
00:24:20.620 Like from a point where I wanted nothing to do with the church.
00:24:24.400 I played, I met my wife there, played guitar there, got kicked out of the church for it.
00:24:29.020 Not, not for anything I did wrong.
00:24:30.840 I told the pastor to shove it because he was stealing money.
00:24:33.000 It's a whole thing.
00:24:34.040 Um, well, I would say you're in the right then, but Hey, yeah, you know, there's a reason
00:24:38.640 why I'm not a pastor.
00:24:39.580 So I don't know.
00:24:41.180 Yeah, it was, it was, it was a whole thing, but it was, it discouraged me from going back
00:24:44.780 to the church.
00:24:45.300 And even now I can't really go back to the church because it's, it, some of the, I mean,
00:24:49.600 the ones around me seem kind of like, uh, like they don't really understand what's going
00:24:54.520 on and I I've been looking, we, we had a Orthodox Christian on, I've been looking at that type
00:25:00.780 of church.
00:25:01.180 Maybe that one might make more sense for, you know, where I need to go.
00:25:05.980 But, uh, well, let me say this.
00:25:07.980 Uh, I, a couple of things.
00:25:11.500 One, um, I went through a phase where I, I didn't go to church during the show.
00:25:19.220 Um, I was disenfranchised and I was mad.
00:25:21.920 Uh, I was mad that, uh, the church that I was going to, that was, uh, the, the long story,
00:25:29.560 but I was just like, you guys literally are rejecting the supernatural, natural aspects of
00:25:35.040 God, uh, for comfortability and for what I perceived as you don't want to scare the money
00:25:41.180 away.
00:25:42.240 Um, and living in the Northeast, you guys are in Florida now, but I can tell by your accent,
00:25:47.140 you're from the city, probably New York.
00:25:49.860 Um, yeah.
00:25:51.460 Um, but like up in that area, uh, it's, the culture does not leave room for supernatural.
00:25:58.860 Uh, it just doesn't.
00:26:00.680 And even these Pentecostal churches, which I was going to, um, this, the church that I
00:26:05.020 went, was going to was started by the professor that went to my college, that was teaching
00:26:11.300 at my college, which was a Assemblies of God Pentecostal Bible college.
00:26:14.760 Um, but, um, I was so disenfranchised by so many different things.
00:26:19.600 I was like, I'm done.
00:26:20.940 I can grow spiritually on my own and I don't need y'all.
00:26:26.260 And I was doing great until I realized that I needed that.
00:26:31.620 I needed that, that Christian fellowship in my life.
00:26:34.860 And I started seeing it because anybody who's honest with himself will see it.
00:26:41.440 Uh, I saw a very, it was gradual, but it was a decline in my, my health spiritually because
00:26:49.400 I, the only people I was associating with were people who were not claiming Christ.
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00:27:08.520 And, uh, it took a burden on me.
00:27:10.640 Uh, so I say that just to say, uh, as the guest on your show, I encourage you to find
00:27:14.860 a church.
00:27:15.400 Don't give up.
00:27:16.300 Um, but, uh, I also think it's really interesting what you guys are saying because, uh,
00:27:22.880 so I, over the years, people hear how the show goes and trust me, if you think it, I've
00:27:29.480 heard, I've read it in an email to me.
00:27:31.440 Um, people will say, I wish you would have said this.
00:27:34.420 I wish you would have told this person that why didn't you, why did you let them say all
00:27:40.300 that stuff?
00:27:42.340 I let people, I, I lead people to the water.
00:27:47.340 I don't force them to drink.
00:27:48.360 Uh, and when you guys are saying how you guys came to this understanding from your different
00:27:54.460 backgrounds and stuff, it's, it's literally music to my ears because, um, that's the goal.
00:28:01.960 That's the goal for, for me.
00:28:04.100 Uh, I'm not interested in debating people.
00:28:06.420 I'm not interested in trying to publicly humiliate people and, and prove to them that I'm right
00:28:11.060 and they're wrong.
00:28:12.280 Uh, I believe that just through open discord and just the conversation, uh, you let the
00:28:18.880 cards fall where they may and the truth will show itself.
00:28:22.140 And I think that when people look into these different topics, whether it's coming from
00:28:25.940 political angle or a spiritual angle or paranormal angle or whatever, uh, conspiracy angle, uh,
00:28:32.020 you do get to a point where the, to marry everything together, you're just like, what, what, what's
00:28:39.960 that glue piece?
00:28:41.420 And for me, I've found that it is the spiritual aspect of it.
00:28:45.280 The Bible, the God aspect, when you start looking into it and you're like, oh, well, that makes
00:28:49.920 sense why this is over here then.
00:28:51.420 And that's over there.
00:28:52.400 And all of a sudden things are start coming together.
00:28:54.360 And, uh, it's funny because I have people in my, my real life, not my online life, but
00:28:59.520 my real life who will say things like such a, such like, um, I wish so-and-so would just
00:29:05.120 come to Christ because everything they're saying is right, but they just don't see why they believe
00:29:10.480 what they believe because they don't, they don't give God and the Bible any kind of credence.
00:29:15.980 And that, that kind of attitude is what I get reciprocated to me in emails a lot of times.
00:29:22.600 Why didn't you just say, and it's like, I'm not going to, I'm not going to sacrifice somebody's
00:29:30.240 eternity at the altar of your entertainment.
00:29:32.980 Um, I'm like your entertainment of the, I got you, isn't worth me trying to prove somebody
00:29:42.820 wrong in front of tens of thousands of people.
00:29:45.880 I wish I could say hundreds of thousands, but I could say tens of thousands of people.
00:29:49.100 Um, uh, I mean, let's put it this way, you know, in the seven day period there, it over
00:29:56.780 a hundred thousand people listened to my podcast.
00:29:58.980 And so, um, that's a lot of people and I'm not going to have people coming on my show and
00:30:09.320 their only interaction with me was a guy who's overzealous trying to get his point across that
00:30:17.780 Jesus is, is the only way, which is what I believe.
00:30:22.040 And, and what's that, what's that going to accomplish?
00:30:26.280 Here's the thing, Tony, you've done a wonderful job.
00:30:29.000 Like I've watched a lot of Christian media.
00:30:30.840 Like my mom is, you know, big in the church. 0.99
00:30:32.840 She lives on my property over here and always has some kind of Christian movie or something
00:30:37.060 on.
00:30:37.900 And the overall theme of Christian movies and most music is that it's corny. 0.51
00:30:43.300 And why is that?
00:30:45.100 Because it's going to sound crazy, but like they're putting Jesus right in your face.
00:30:49.780 Right?
00:30:50.060 So instead of it being about the art, it's about Jesus and that's great.
00:30:53.380 It should be, but it doesn't move people.
00:30:56.220 It has to be like this message.
00:30:57.900 Like your show is about Jesus Christ.
00:30:59.860 I don't care what you want to say in the end of the day, when, when I, when you compile all
00:31:04.400 these episodes and you kind of say, what the, what's Tony talking about?
00:31:07.100 He's talking about Jesus Christ the whole time, but you're not saying it it's implied.
00:31:11.240 So the audience that you're reaching is bigger.
00:31:13.520 And it's also this kind of like underlying, it's like, watch a couple of episodes, get
00:31:17.520 comfortable here.
00:31:18.240 And then once they're comfortable, they're like, they, they put it together themselves.
00:31:21.400 Whereas if you were obvious with it, I honestly, I probably would have turned it off because
00:31:25.560 then it seems like, like, all right, this is something, what is this?
00:31:29.060 Like there's an agenda here, you know?
00:31:31.040 It's almost like, it's like, what's better to, to dress in a Jesus t-shirt or to have Jesus
00:31:37.580 in your heart.
00:31:38.480 Right.
00:31:38.740 And it's like, well, that's the show.
00:31:39.820 The show isn't wearing a Jesus shirt.
00:31:42.480 It's, it's at the heart of the show.
00:31:45.940 I mean, I, I, I appreciate that guys.
00:31:48.820 I really do.
00:31:50.160 I just, I just don't want, I just don't want to let, let God down, man.
00:32:00.480 Like I, I, it's one of my biggest fears with doing this show for the past seven years that
00:32:06.100 I'm misstepping somewhere and I'm, and I'm going to, I'm, I'm, I'm out of place, you know?
00:32:13.000 And so I just, I've had conversations with people off air that were guests, you know?
00:32:20.540 Like people assume that, Hey, the recording's over.
00:32:22.960 So it must've been done.
00:32:24.980 No, no.
00:32:25.960 Like, I mean, more so these days than not, because I, I am busy and I'm running around,
00:32:31.060 but like up until like the last year and a half, two years, I mean, I was notorious.
00:32:35.780 My wife was mad at me all the time because I, I have a three o'clock interview and we connected
00:32:41.180 three.
00:32:41.520 We don't start till four and I'm getting off at eight o'clock at night because I was
00:32:45.400 just talking and she's like, you're like, it's, it's part of being an extrovert, you
00:32:49.720 know?
00:32:50.080 But the, the, the, the podcast was only an hour.
00:32:52.900 Um, there, there's, there, there's, there's a, there was a lot of conversation, right?
00:32:57.580 And I, I just believe that those conversations deserve to be had in private where I could,
00:33:03.540 where I could really convey to the person so they understand that they're not sitting
00:33:06.340 there while I'm talking, thinking something else, like this guy's doing a show right
00:33:09.460 now, like, I want you to understand this is how I feel.
00:33:13.460 Let's talk about it.
00:33:14.300 You know, if it was there, I mean, sometimes the conversation is not there to be had and
00:33:17.700 that's fine with me too.
00:33:19.040 Um, but, uh, yeah, I, as far as the way I approach things and stuff, it's just, um, I am who I
00:33:25.740 am.
00:33:26.520 The conversation will be had when it's relevant, when it comes up, uh, over the years, it's
00:33:31.940 come up more and more because when you have the host as an outward spoken Christian, I'm
00:33:36.340 not, I'm not ashamed of that.
00:33:37.620 And I will talk about it.
00:33:39.220 Uh, there's other Christians in the world that have weird experiences that I've gone
00:33:42.940 through and they're feel comfortable talking to me.
00:33:45.400 And so when they come on to talk to me about their weird experiences, they bring the God
00:33:48.360 component in it.
00:33:48.900 Guess what?
00:33:49.300 We're going to talk about it.
00:33:50.340 And so it becomes a snowball effect and it happens.
00:33:52.700 Um, and so, I mean, uh, I, I was uncomfortable with this for many years, but, uh, as time's going
00:33:59.280 on and stuff, I definitely do look at my, my show as a type of ministry, which is kind of
00:34:03.920 crazy because I went to Bible college, dropped out and never thought I'd do ministry ever.
00:34:08.820 Um, but here I am.
00:34:10.860 And, uh, that's how I view it.
00:34:12.640 And I don't believe that the podcast is going to go anywhere unless God decides that it's
00:34:16.940 my time and it's time to go away.
00:34:18.520 And I'm fine with that.
00:34:19.860 I'm fine with that.
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00:38:21.900 That's the case for everything, right?
00:38:23.340 It's like whenever the times, but it reminds me of, uh, this guy that we were talking to.
00:38:28.340 And I don't know if he might talk to you.
00:38:30.020 I think, I don't know if you guys have anything set up, but, uh, Colin is a friend.
00:38:33.200 And I've been talking with him for a year.
00:38:36.360 I had just the top lobster show where I was doing it by myself at one point, like just
00:38:39.940 doing interviews with people in real life about like they had weird experiences, like
00:38:44.380 my aunt and stuff like that.
00:38:45.880 And, uh, he, he was messaging me back then.
00:38:48.360 He was like, listen, I have all this stuff going on and I want to talk about it, but I
00:38:52.260 can't talk about it.
00:38:53.480 And I never, I never pushed him.
00:38:54.980 I was like, listen, whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready to talk about this, let's
00:38:59.200 do it.
00:38:59.460 And he came, uh, maybe a month ago and he was like, now, now's the time.
00:39:04.740 And he came on the show and told us a story that, uh, it just, for me, I was like, well,
00:39:12.220 I knew the story, but like hearing it from him kind of like knocked me sideways because
00:39:16.660 there's so many parallels and pieces to your show and all of these little things that were
00:39:22.180 not, not, not even taken, but like his piece just fit in very nicely and kind of made me
00:39:28.260 think about like, uh, about the, the underground spiritual battle that's happening.
00:39:34.240 Right.
00:39:34.940 Where LA Marzulli might say, uh, they're assembling there, you know, they're taking people, they're
00:39:40.900 doing some kind of program, they're building an army.
00:39:43.400 And, uh, Colin had a similar experience where he's talking to an entity and the entity is
00:39:50.740 telling him to do good things, like actually like get his life together.
00:39:55.080 He came from a place where he was, you know, divorced down.
00:39:59.060 And all of a sudden he hears a voice in this, he's working in a job that he didn't want to
00:40:03.620 be at.
00:40:04.100 The voice just tells him, turn around, leave, never come back.
00:40:06.940 And he listens and he continues to listen and follow the directions of this entity of
00:40:13.340 what it's telling him, uh, to the point where he's having like experiences where he's, he's
00:40:19.980 describing them as physical.
00:40:21.180 I mean, David, you, you could probably recap some of these things better than I can.
00:40:25.500 Well, he initially he does, um, leave his job at the behest of this voice.
00:40:31.440 Uh, but over time he starts to use, uh, psilocybin mushrooms to get into contact.
00:40:39.220 And, and when I say contact, it would say, uh, okay, take these now go lay down and he'd
00:40:45.220 do it.
00:40:45.460 Yeah.
00:40:45.600 So he would go into the room, put an eye mask on and his girlfriend is going, what the 1.00
00:40:50.140 hell are you doing?
00:40:51.160 And he's, and she's not using mushrooms.
00:40:54.000 This is just something that he's doing at the behest of, you know, these voices.
00:40:57.400 He said, initially it would show itself like images and flashcards in his mind.
00:41:02.520 Um, but over extended mushroom use, these things came through as actual voices and pretty
00:41:09.380 reliably, he would communicate with something that he would describe as like a man with blue
00:41:14.740 skin.
00:41:16.020 Um, there was also an event where there was somewhat of a clinical setting and there was
00:41:22.980 two bald men with beards, uh, that looked like doctors who were, well, that, that one's
00:41:28.960 interesting because, uh, he would, so the entity would tell, would tell him, uh, all right,
00:41:33.680 take this, take the mushrooms, see me in the room.
00:41:36.180 Right.
00:41:37.200 Um, this time he hadn't taken mushrooms for a while and the entity kind of just tapped
00:41:41.840 him on the shoulder and said, Hey, take the mushrooms.
00:41:44.500 I'm meeting you in the room.
00:41:45.880 He did it.
00:41:46.780 He said, he just went on a mushroom trip.
00:41:48.840 Nothing happened.
00:41:49.420 And the next day he's sober, lays down.
00:41:53.520 And this experience in the clinical setting was almost like, he describes it like an abduction,
00:41:58.540 an abduction scene that happened.
00:42:00.360 And, you know, men, men in white coats are, they have them on a table or something.
00:42:04.140 And they're telling him like, you consented to this.
00:42:06.180 They're saying that they're upgrading him.
00:42:08.560 And, uh, that's like grading him for a war.
00:42:12.280 Yeah.
00:42:12.680 For, yeah.
00:42:13.440 For whatever he consented to, because the, the entity that he was talking to initially
00:42:17.460 seemed to be preparing him for a war.
00:42:20.180 Like, he's like, you have to get in physical shape.
00:42:21.800 You have to, you know, change your diet.
00:42:23.380 You've got to do this.
00:42:24.480 He, the entity actually sent him to church, which is bizarre to me.
00:42:28.380 Like, I don't know where to put that.
00:42:30.120 I know when people speak with entities, it's generally a negative experience or at least
00:42:36.160 will be a negative experience leading to one, right?
00:42:38.440 They're, they're setting up your disaster.
00:42:39.920 Why would you set this guy up to be in good physical shape?
00:42:44.320 Why would, why would you send him to church?
00:42:47.860 Why would you have his mind sharper, sharper than it was before?
00:42:50.560 And it, and his mind has gotten sharper.
00:42:52.120 Cause I, I mean, I have DMs with him throughout, throughout like a year where I could tell that
00:42:56.920 the guy was kind of like teetering and now he seems more coherent.
00:43:00.640 Like, like he actually understands what's going on.
00:43:03.560 I don't know where to put this stuff.
00:43:05.020 Yeah, because typically I've actually heard someone on your show, Tony mentioned Dr. Jerry
00:43:12.880 Marzinski, who I definitely think you should reach out to clinical psychologists in the
00:43:16.640 field for 35 years dealing with schizophrenia directly.
00:43:20.620 So in the institutions and then in the prisons, once they shut down the institutions and he
00:43:27.860 came to the conclusion that these are, these people, these that are experiencing these different
00:43:32.480 voices are being influenced by, uh, demonic entities.
00:43:36.160 And one of the things that he puts down to a pattern, a set of patterns, he said, there's
00:43:40.940 23 patterns that these things always follow.
00:43:42.920 One of them is that the overall mental and physical health of the person always declines
00:43:47.520 dramatically until the very end where they're barely a shell of themselves.
00:43:51.160 This is the only situation where I've heard where these things are telling him to run miles,
00:43:56.000 to go to church, to eat healthier, to lift weights, all these different things.
00:44:00.200 Very bizarre.
00:44:00.860 I mean, I would never advocate communing with any entities, um, but I have to say this so
00:44:06.360 far is best.
00:44:07.640 Yeah.
00:44:07.860 This so far though is best case scenario.
00:44:09.920 And then ultimately this all leads to an experience where he ends up in what he describes as a gold
00:44:18.260 and marble room.
00:44:20.800 And with like a clock, like there's, he said in the sky, there's like a clock spinning with
00:44:25.720 gears, like a golden clock.
00:44:27.320 I don't, I don't know what any of this is.
00:44:30.160 And he communes with what he feels like is God.
00:44:33.700 He doesn't look at God.
00:44:35.580 He doesn't see God, but he feels the presence of God.
00:44:38.940 And then is told that they're going to have a conversation that he's not going to remember.
00:44:44.580 And then the last thing he remembers is walking with God, not able to look at him, but being
00:44:50.660 in the presence of him and walking with him.
00:44:53.280 And so, you know, now, um, I believe he still has experiences, nothing as large of a scale
00:45:03.420 as that, but the voices will come through now without mushroom use.
00:45:07.960 So, so in other words, he's not even using the mushrooms anymore.
00:45:10.180 He's not doing any drugs.
00:45:11.660 So there's no drugs involved.
00:45:13.360 There's healthy eating.
00:45:14.860 There's exercise.
00:45:16.440 There's going to church and pursuing a relationship with God at the behest of, I don't know,
00:45:23.960 several entities.
00:45:24.680 The thing, the thing called itself, I, cause I did ask him and he said one time it called
00:45:28.740 itself Anu.
00:45:29.600 And I was like, that's not good because that's like the God of death in Egyptian lore.
00:45:34.260 Right.
00:45:35.280 And he was like, oh, I don't know.
00:45:37.000 I was like, you need to do some research, dude.
00:45:39.620 You're just talking to this stuff all willy nilly.
00:45:41.260 Oh, yeah, that's, uh, yeah.
00:45:48.080 If, if, if any, just PSA, I guess, um, if entities are talking to you,
00:45:54.500 look them up, look them up.
00:45:57.200 Don't take their word for it.
00:45:58.500 Look them up.
00:45:59.540 Um, and, and also don't trust everything you hear in your head, you know?
00:46:04.800 So, uh, it's, it's one of those things where it's interesting, right?
00:46:08.560 So it sounds like what you guys are saying is that, uh, there's, there's a, it's like
00:46:13.600 a double-sided coin with this guy.
00:46:14.900 It's like some of it, you're like, oh, it's just, does sound pretty.
00:46:17.900 And then those things you're just like, I don't know about that.
00:46:21.440 Um, well, I didn't have, if I didn't have a good base.
00:46:24.680 I would say, oh, this sounds great.
00:46:26.740 But because I do understand that, you know, go ahead, Tony.
00:46:31.980 I'll tell you what I think after.
00:46:33.380 Yeah.
00:46:33.600 It's, I mean, I don't nearly know what to think per se.
00:46:38.320 Um, I'd be interested in talking to the guy.
00:46:41.100 Um, if I don't, I don't, did you say he reached out to me or.
00:46:45.580 I think you guys are already set up.
00:46:46.860 Yeah.
00:46:47.080 So we spoiled it for you.
00:46:48.480 No, it's fine.
00:46:49.520 I'll forget.
00:46:50.000 Don't worry.
00:46:50.780 Um, so, uh, I forget what I was going to say, but no, I, I think that people need to just
00:46:58.660 be careful with who they're talking to.
00:47:02.320 And, you know, it says the guy who prays to God, you can't even see him.
00:47:06.080 I know.
00:47:06.840 Um, but, uh, there's a lot of this new age movement stuff happening and going on right
00:47:12.840 now.
00:47:13.120 So, and, uh, I was introduced to the new age through my show.
00:47:17.080 I didn't know what the new age was until I started talking to people who were talking
00:47:20.580 about the new age.
00:47:21.700 And when I first remember, I remember when I first started hearing about it and they're
00:47:24.880 talking about Jesus and I was like, Oh, this is actually Jesus fluffy bunnies.
00:47:29.080 I love this.
00:47:30.040 This is nice.
00:47:31.280 And then I started learning more about it.
00:47:33.260 And I started talking to people who came out of the new age and the process of coming 1.00
00:47:37.120 out of new age, uh, can be a very violent one, a very scary one, traumatizing one.
00:47:42.400 Um, and so with that in mind, when I hear entities talking to people, uh, and it's a
00:47:51.940 double-sided coin, it's like some of it's pretty decent and some of it's kind of questionable.
00:47:56.880 If anything's kind of questionable, it's probably not from God.
00:48:00.400 And so, um, there's a, there's real manipulation tactics and just because it feels good to you
00:48:05.780 doesn't mean it is good.
00:48:07.080 Um, and that's just a lie of the culture of the day.
00:48:09.620 You know, like, like we live in a society where what feels good to you, what's true to
00:48:14.040 you.
00:48:14.260 It doesn't matter who nobody, like, like, like it shouldn't matter to you.
00:48:17.640 What feels good to you.
00:48:19.300 It's what is right.
00:48:20.480 What is wrong?
00:48:21.460 What is truth?
00:48:22.940 Not what is true to you.
00:48:24.400 What is actual truth?
00:48:26.020 And, um, I think that's why we have a lot of people running around confused these days
00:48:30.480 is because we lit, we, we were raised in a, in a culture that is just been, you know, just
00:48:36.860 do what feels good to you.
00:48:37.880 No, that's how, that's how this, all, all this stuff starts.
00:48:41.240 And it's a perfect, we live in a perfect time to have this kind of stuff permeate throughout
00:48:45.280 culture.
00:48:46.240 Uh, people are going to absolutely be communicating with these entities.
00:48:51.000 And, um, because they're already preconditioned to do what feels good.
00:48:55.000 It's such a layup.
00:48:55.960 It's such a layup just start like, like these, these entities have been around you since
00:49:01.160 day one and you're not the first human they've interacted with.
00:49:04.900 And they've been around you since day one.
00:49:06.840 They know what makes you tick.
00:49:08.320 They know what makes you feel good.
00:49:09.520 And they know exactly how to get you to do what they want you to do.
00:49:12.680 They're going to get you doing things that make you feel good.
00:49:14.980 And, and they may not always be anti-God.
00:49:19.080 It may not always be against God's will, but they're going to get you just by that simple
00:49:25.160 formula, which has been just teed up with our culture of just do what makes you feel
00:49:30.600 good.
00:49:31.840 So, um, yeah, I don't know.
00:49:34.220 Tony, can I interject for a second?
00:49:35.720 I want to, uh, shout out to Adriano bear in the chat, uh, or I'm sorry, optimistic bear.
00:49:40.660 Adriano says, uh, my mom is caught up in that Christ consciousness, mother, father, God stuff.
00:49:46.380 And it reminds me immediately.
00:49:48.360 I don't know if any of you guys have seen it.
00:49:49.920 Don't worry.
00:49:50.460 It's not a spoiler because you're going to waste your time if you do watch it.
00:49:52.880 But there is a sort of a cult show on not a cult, a cult show on Netflix.
00:50:00.380 Um, and the story goes something about this woman who believes that she is, uh, mother
00:50:06.880 God.
00:50:07.740 And based off of this premise, she starts to, uh, do all these charismatic videos
00:50:13.320 online, a massive following.
00:50:15.160 She does a bunch of stuff with crystals. 0.97
00:50:16.920 She's drinking colloidal silver.
00:50:18.300 And next thing, you know, uh, all of these new age folks from all over the country start
00:50:24.100 to travel from afar and gather around her.
00:50:27.100 And then they start to live stream their everyday happenings.
00:50:30.180 And it's pretty uneventful, but because the new age is so appealing.
00:50:33.440 And I think what's appealing about it is the new age is structured in such a way to sell
00:50:37.360 you the same lie that the serpent sold, uh, Adam and Eve in the garden or even the garden.
00:50:41.560 And, uh, and that lie is you can be as God, you can ascend, you can unlock powers, you can
00:50:46.560 be more than what you are, um, through these new age, you know, techniques.
00:50:50.940 And so these people who are attracted to this idea, they come from afar, they gather around
00:50:56.500 her.
00:50:57.400 And it turns out that she needs an incredible amount of alcohol to deal with the inundation
00:51:07.120 of spirits that she's getting now to the viewer, you go, this is a crazy person, but to a crazy
00:51:14.100 person like myself, I go spirits to contact spirits.
00:51:18.460 She's literally, yeah, she's literally in communication with spirits.
00:51:21.620 I do not doubt this at all, but much like the Marzinski angle, um, she is just, uh, falling 1.00
00:51:30.140 apart over time.
00:51:31.640 She's turning blue because she's drinking colloidal silver, like at scale in mass, like 0.86
00:51:37.580 so much colloidal silver and her body is like decomposing in real time because she's dying 0.93
00:51:44.140 of alcohol related disease, you know, liver failure and things like that.
00:51:47.540 And these people, it's amazing.
00:51:49.760 The, the loop they get stuck in, they see her dying and they go, it's because her physical
00:51:55.620 form cannot take the grand spirit that is within her, you know, mother, God's spirit.
00:52:02.680 That's what they're saying is so immense that the expiring of the physical form is increased
00:52:09.700 exponentially, uh, to anybody who is her avatar.
00:52:12.940 And so you're watching these people in the, in the real time.
00:52:15.900 But I think that is at the core of the new age movement is taking people who, and I don't
00:52:22.400 know what to say about her.
00:52:23.260 Um, uh, she might've been, you know, sometimes these spirits, they do attack people who might
00:52:30.880 be seeking a relationship with God.
00:52:33.060 Um, you know, I, I believe that the enemy doesn't attack people who are like not paying
00:52:39.380 attention because you don't have to there.
00:52:41.340 There, it doesn't even matter, but people who are engaged in spiritual warfare, but who
00:52:46.280 are standing on the field, they recognize that they're in it, but they don't know where
00:52:49.960 to go that is appealing to them.
00:52:52.820 And, and so, you know, she could have started off with the best of intentions, but ultimately
00:52:56.920 she's sold this false bill of goods that all people in the new age movement are being sold,
00:53:02.700 which is this idea of spiritual ascension that you can be as God.
00:53:10.180 You can be like gods, like demigods, like, you know, whatever the idea, uh, is that they're
00:53:15.460 selling these people, you just need to, uh, go through these practices, these occulted
00:53:21.160 practices and unlock various aspects.
00:53:23.860 And, and ultimately that is something that I've seen because after that conversation with
00:53:27.560 Colin, we did receive several other stories from other people.
00:53:30.820 And there is always this common thread of, well, these entities want to unlock something
00:53:36.700 in me to upgrade me, to allow me to, you know, access powers that are, uh, subdued and, you
00:53:46.400 know, it's like, well, what's going on?
00:53:47.800 Do you have powers that need to be unlocked or are you being augmented by deceptive spirits?
00:53:54.040 Yeah, I, I, uh, err on the side of caution and I stay away from that stuff.
00:54:00.700 You know, uh, that's just how it is.
00:54:02.860 Um, first of all, I didn't realize we were alive till just now when you said the comments
00:54:07.080 like, wait, comments.
00:54:07.820 And I clicked, I was like, Oh, there's, and I, as soon as I saw the comments, it's like,
00:54:10.840 get away from it.
00:54:11.500 I don't want to read the comments.
00:54:12.980 It's going to distract me.
00:54:14.240 It'll distract me.
00:54:15.240 So I, I, I apologize to people who may be commenting and expect me to read a comment.
00:54:19.320 I, I, I can't read it or else I, Tony, Tony, if we treat our audience completely
00:54:23.500 different than you, I could, I don't respect any of those people.
00:54:25.780 Don't look at them.
00:54:26.380 Don't answer them.
00:54:27.220 They don't deserve it.
00:54:28.460 Talk to us.
00:54:29.440 Okay.
00:54:29.680 I got you.
00:54:30.680 I got you.
00:54:31.740 Um, yeah, I mean, I get sidetracked enough.
00:54:34.100 I don't need to have the, the scroll of commenting.
00:54:36.900 What I wanted to say about, uh, both of your points there was that it, again, like I, I came
00:54:41.680 up in this like weird political realm where it was called a post-modernism, right?
00:54:45.800 Where they would argue politically to no ends, uh, that there is no right or wrong and
00:54:52.340 things are, you know, things are just gray areas, constant gray areas.
00:54:55.880 And the more you look into that, the more you realize like, no, no, no, no, it's pretty
00:54:58.600 black and white.
00:54:59.900 And it, whether it be spiritually, uh, religiously in your personal life, I feel like I personally
00:55:06.680 have been, I'm like, I'm just going to take a hard stance on something and, and stay that
00:55:10.960 that's what I'm doing.
00:55:12.020 Because if you're wishy-washy, you're going to go nowhere.
00:55:14.840 So it's like, it's, this is either right or wrong.
00:55:17.060 And that's how, you know, the current day church ends up with, with the, you know, pastors
00:55:20.740 in rainbow robes and God and, and, you know, Jewish tunnels, who knows what's going on. 0.87
00:55:26.140 At some point, somebody, somebody compromised.
00:55:29.340 And then you get down this hill of like, well, you, you can't even look back now.
00:55:33.060 Where, where did I start?
00:55:34.980 That's, that's the world today.
00:55:36.560 I, you know, listen, I mean, nobody wants to be wrong, right?
00:55:42.060 But if you believe you're right, then that, that, I mean, listen, I've just gotten grumpier
00:55:50.120 as I've gotten older and I've just got to the point where I just don't care anymore.
00:55:54.900 I'm going to say what I believe and what I think.
00:55:59.340 And if, if I'm just going to be that grumpy old man in the room, you could say you're the
00:56:05.420 most eloquent argument to me as to why I'm wrong.
00:56:07.760 And you're right.
00:56:08.380 If it's just doesn't line up with what I believe and just be like, no, I don't believe you.
00:56:12.620 And I don't agree with that.
00:56:13.560 You're wrong.
00:56:14.300 But I just, no, I don't care.
00:56:16.520 I don't care.
00:56:17.280 And I just got to that point now because, um, I'm not the best, uh, person that's, I'm
00:56:22.960 not good at debating.
00:56:24.060 I, I, I'm not, I just know I have lived experiences that tell me, um, the, the, that, that define
00:56:32.540 how I believe.
00:56:33.780 Um, and so I, I just kind of, I don't know, guys, I, I, we live in, we just live in a really
00:56:40.700 weird world and it just kind of gets to the point where you have to have a backbone and
00:56:45.080 you just have to, to stand up and for what's right and wrong and, and just call a spade a 0.98
00:56:50.260 spade and, and not worry about who's going to like it and who doesn't like it.
00:56:54.240 You know, I, I just, um, I crossed this bridge, uh, about a year and a half, two years ago,
00:56:59.500 I'd say I just got to the point where I consciously made a decision.
00:57:03.060 I was just like, you know what, if me talking about God sinks this ship, then I'll just going
00:57:08.820 to be poor.
00:57:09.600 I don't care.
00:57:10.820 And that's just how I feel.
00:57:11.980 And I say it a lot because that's how I, that's literally how I feel.
00:57:15.540 And I want everybody to know how I feel about it.
00:57:17.780 Like I, like, like if you think you saying to me, I'm never listening to your show again,
00:57:22.840 because you talk about God too much, that that's a threat to me.
00:57:26.060 It's not a threat to me.
00:57:27.080 What you're doing is you're telling me, if you get enough people on your side, I get
00:57:30.720 to go live peacefully with my family and not have to deal with the public ever again.
00:57:34.100 That sounds really nice at times.
00:57:36.160 That sounds real nice at times.
00:57:37.780 Did COVID do this to you?
00:57:39.080 Cause that, the same thing happened at the same time to me where I've decided no.
00:57:44.140 And now I could even justify it verbally better, but like the idea of, uh, getting these upgrades
00:57:49.380 or letting the vampire in, it's all about consent, right?
00:57:52.500 So when, when someone does want to argue or debate me, they're like, debate me.
00:57:56.180 And I say, debate is faking gay. 0.96
00:57:57.700 No.
00:57:58.500 And then I send them away or I block them or I just tell them straight up.
00:58:02.060 No, like, and, but I'm, I'm not nice about it.
00:58:04.000 Like Tony probably does it so much nicer than I do quite mean, but go, go away.
00:58:08.940 I think what I think you're wrong.
00:58:11.480 So here's the thing.
00:58:12.440 So I don't know if we were live or if we were doing this off air, but I said how, you
00:58:17.660 know, I came up in podcasting in a different era.
00:58:21.080 So when I came up in podcasting, when I started out and stuff, you, you had to be conscious
00:58:27.460 of what you're saying, because there's a very limited people who were actually even listening
00:58:33.020 to podcasts to begin with.
00:58:34.640 And, um, you, you had to just kind of draw the lines as to where you wanted to cross and
00:58:39.400 not cross.
00:58:39.900 Right.
00:58:41.120 And in this, and I, and I kind of dug myself in a hole in a sense because, uh, people,
00:58:48.680 what you just said, they will sometimes think that and think that they can say whatever they
00:58:56.640 want to me in the sense that almost like I'm a pushover.
00:59:00.480 I'm one of the nastiest people you'll ever meet.
00:59:02.740 I am one of the nastiest people you will ever meet.
00:59:07.240 I just have a lot of self-discipline and anybody who wants to check that can just ask my wife,
00:59:15.920 my parents, my siblings, people who know me like nobody, nobody will dare to say the things
00:59:24.480 to me in my face that people say to me online.
00:59:27.940 They think they can say certain things.
00:59:30.200 I'm telling you, I'm not a nice person.
00:59:33.880 So, uh, I, I just, um, when it comes to this stuff, um, I don't know.
00:59:43.740 I just, I go, I go about it a different way.
00:59:45.700 I don't know if it was COVID that did it for me.
00:59:49.280 Um, I think COVID certainly did do something to me.
00:59:53.080 I think the COVID thing combined with being dad is what did it for me.
00:59:57.340 Um, I don't, I don't know if I would be, uh, as staunch on certain things as far as like,
01:00:07.100 I don't care what you kind of say kind of thing.
01:00:09.360 If it wasn't for the fact that I have the kids now, uh, I'm very aware that one day I'm going
01:00:14.880 to die and I'm still going to be here at the same time.
01:00:17.380 Um, and I do not want to die one day and not, and, and, and have left something on the table
01:00:26.380 that I could have done to better, possibly better my kid's future, you know?
01:00:31.880 And so when COVID happened, I think that really became a magnified thing in my life.
01:00:39.100 And, um, I, I just, I think I remember sitting at the house and, um, COVID was happening.
01:00:48.540 And I, I, it was December of 2019.
01:00:52.300 I saw things happening in China and I was still, I was going to work and I was telling
01:00:58.120 the guys, I was like, Hey, there's something happening.
01:00:59.700 And I think we should, you know, be aware of what's going on.
01:01:03.040 And they're like, Oh, you're a crazy conspiracy guy.
01:01:05.380 And, um, and then everything happened the next year in the beginning of the year and work,
01:01:11.940 I was driving tractor trailer.
01:01:13.260 It slowed down to nothing.
01:01:14.540 Uh, there's nothing to deliver.
01:01:16.460 Nobody was shipping anything.
01:01:17.700 And so I was making, I was driving tractor trailer in New York city too.
01:01:22.340 Really?
01:01:22.900 And yeah, for the MTA though.
01:01:24.380 So I was, uh, what did I forget what they called me?
01:01:26.500 Like special work person or whatever.
01:01:27.800 I was allowed to work while everyone else at home, I got from Brooklyn to the city in 25
01:01:32.800 minutes, the tractor trailer full of, full of rails.
01:01:35.760 That takes an hour and a half.
01:01:37.180 It was wonderful, but yeah, it was bizarre.
01:01:38.760 It was like, I am legend stuff driving through.
01:01:41.760 Oh yeah.
01:01:42.760 Yeah.
01:01:43.180 Weird.
01:01:44.000 Very.
01:01:44.920 I, I, it was when everything shut down, I remember driving because I took a layoff,
01:01:51.000 uh, because I was, I was podcasting, making money doing that.
01:01:53.680 So I figured some of these guys don't have a side gig.
01:01:56.580 A lot of them don't.
01:01:57.160 So let them work, you know, and drive around empty trailers.
01:02:00.860 Um, but, uh, when I was coming out of Philly and stuff, the same thing, like going back to
01:02:06.200 my terminal, I mean record times and it's just, everything was dead.
01:02:09.780 Very eerie.
01:02:11.240 Uh, I remember sitting at home in my layoff though.
01:02:14.000 Um, and I don't remember who she was, but I think she was out of Chicago and she was 0.89
01:02:19.760 like, uh, when somebody dies in a car accident and they had COVID in their system, it counts
01:02:28.960 as a COVID death.
01:02:29.860 When that happened, it wasn't me being like, Oh my gosh, I can't believe I knew I knew this
01:02:37.080 was happening, but it was them for the first time I was able to look at and be like, Oh,
01:02:42.260 you're actually saying it out loud now.
01:02:44.760 And that's when I was like, okay, all gloves are off.
01:02:50.220 Like I, like if you're outright doing this and you're saying it out loud, I no longer have
01:02:56.520 to sit here and wonder if I'm just reading it wrong or if I'm the crazy one, you're saying
01:03:01.000 it out loud now.
01:03:01.780 And now there are going to be guys like me who do have the balls to just push back.
01:03:09.320 Yeah.
01:03:09.680 Like I don't, I don't care.
01:03:11.080 Like I don't care.
01:03:12.080 Like I, I tell my wife probably once a month, one day I'm going to be in jail.
01:03:16.420 They're going to put me in jail one day.
01:03:18.060 It's just going to happen.
01:03:18.960 It's, it's, it's getting to that point.
01:03:20.260 Now it's going to get to the point where whether it's something I've said in the past
01:03:24.700 or I checked the wrong box on something and they're going to put me in jail for it.
01:03:29.120 And I'm okay with it, but I'm not okay.
01:03:31.380 I'm not, I'm not okay with, with staying outside of jail because I'm a coward and have
01:03:35.300 to look at my son in the eyes, trying to raise him as a man in this world, knowing that his
01:03:39.780 dad's a coward. 0.57
01:03:40.860 Tony, those people are going to be the first ones put up against the wall.
01:03:43.680 The ones that knew better, but follow the narrative.
01:03:46.160 If you look historically at like a communist China, when they use the red shirts, I mean, they
01:03:51.040 use the, they use the brown shirts to kind of like, uh, funnel the people that were dissidents.
01:03:55.740 They were telling on them, right?
01:03:57.260 The first ones, when it came to like, we're going to call half the population, they took
01:04:00.660 those idiots and then they got the extremists, but it was a little harder to get the extremists
01:04:05.260 because we already kind of knew what you were doing.
01:04:07.180 So we're like, you know, I bought 10 acres in Florida.
01:04:09.480 I, I boogied out of New York after they told me we might put you in, uh, camps if there was
01:04:15.040 some kind of law floated.
01:04:16.080 And I was like, yeah, no, put my, put my house for sale.
01:04:18.120 My wife was like, what the hell did you do? 1.00
01:04:19.360 I said, yeah, no, I, it's on Zillow.
01:04:22.120 And when somebody buys it, we're out.
01:04:24.240 And she was like, that's crazy.
01:04:25.140 I was like, sit down for a second.
01:04:26.780 Let me, let me show you some news articles, what they're saying out in the open.
01:04:31.160 Right.
01:04:32.020 And politically that drove me crazy.
01:04:33.640 Cause I'm like, oh my God, there has to be a solution.
01:04:35.540 Maybe the libertarian party, maybe the Republican is, it's like, nah, no, dude, it's all Nephilim
01:04:39.860 shit, man.
01:04:40.720 Yeah.
01:04:41.080 Because something is coming.
01:04:42.420 That's what we've hit the part of the story where this is what's going to happen.
01:04:45.640 And there's no stopping it.
01:04:46.600 I had the exact same experience and I was, I was completely blessed that my wife, when
01:04:51.980 she met me knew I was out of my mind, but couldn't necessarily like debate me.
01:04:57.680 You know, she was like, well, I don't know.
01:04:58.940 Dude's got some good points.
01:04:59.980 And that was, you know, 16 years ago.
01:05:02.420 And so when this started happening, I was like, no, don't, we're not taking any shots.
01:05:06.760 No, no, no.
01:05:07.380 We're not doing any of that.
01:05:08.500 And then ultimately when things got real crazy, it was like, yeah, let's go, let's leave
01:05:12.920 New Jersey because New Jersey is going to, unfortunately, New Jersey and New York, they're going to
01:05:17.040 be some of the first places that get hit the hardest when it comes to these things.
01:05:20.000 And also you don't want to be in a, in a crowded, uh, cityscape when, when shit really
01:05:24.900 hits the fan.
01:05:25.480 But, you know, I, I, I agree with that comment, right?
01:05:28.860 It was a paradigm shift.
01:05:30.400 And I think that was like, we were talking with Mark Claire the other day about, uh, portals,
01:05:34.560 but not necessarily the portals that you're talking about, but I just called it a portal
01:05:38.080 because it's like, it's like a lateral portal, right?
01:05:40.240 So I'm here, a political.
01:05:41.980 And then the next thing I'm like, let me look into this debate with Donald Trump and Hillary
01:05:46.260 Clinton.
01:05:46.600 That must be great.
01:05:47.120 And then all of a sudden you're kind of like stepping through these portals laterally.
01:05:50.320 COVID was a big one.
01:05:51.780 That one, a lot of people stepped through.
01:05:53.520 You can't step back from that.
01:05:55.460 Once you open your eyes and then there's so many more all the way to.
01:05:58.880 Oh, it's insane that some people never stepped through.
01:06:01.400 They're still there.
01:06:02.360 They're still wearing their masks.
01:06:03.780 I mean, I, I, I see it.
01:06:05.560 I saw it in Florida yesterday in Walmart and I'm going, what, what's going on?
01:06:10.020 I thought something was happening again.
01:06:11.560 I was like, am I just not paying attention to the times?
01:06:13.920 Like, why are there people in Walmart with mess?
01:06:16.060 There's a lady that I know on Facebook. 1.00
01:06:18.020 I'm not going to say her name, but she's boosted up to the max, had like three, uh, miscarriages.
01:06:25.360 Doesn't know why.
01:06:26.580 And I'm just like, scroll my feed.
01:06:28.420 I stopped.
01:06:29.020 I even stopped posting to Facebook.
01:06:30.400 I was like, you guys don't deserve this.
01:06:31.520 This is Pearl to like swine to Pearl, Pearl to swines.
01:06:34.200 Why would I even talk to you?
01:06:35.240 I told you, you didn't listen.
01:06:37.020 I'm out.
01:06:37.900 We're done.
01:06:38.400 Now I have to focus on like, how do I keep my family going when things get really stupid?
01:06:44.780 Yeah.
01:06:45.100 And you know, I'm trying my best, but.
01:06:46.960 And that's the thing.
01:06:48.700 Like we're in new territory that our, our families, our parents, our grandparents, as far as I
01:06:56.000 can think, haven't had a cross.
01:06:57.160 Like a government that's outright in America, outright against you.
01:07:00.520 And how do you react to that?
01:07:02.940 You know, we all reacted the same way.
01:07:04.820 We all got out and ran.
01:07:06.120 I did the same thing.
01:07:07.180 I mean, I'm the guest here, so I don't know if your audience knows.
01:07:09.660 I lived in Philadelphia and I said to all my family, I said, this is going to get to a
01:07:14.300 point where we're leaving.
01:07:16.280 And then it got to that point where actually it got to the point where everybody was like,
01:07:19.300 oh, things are opening up again.
01:07:20.520 This is nice.
01:07:21.100 I'm like, that's a bad sign.
01:07:22.840 Actually, we're out.
01:07:26.020 And we, I put the house up for sale and literally it was Christmas day, the evening of Christmas
01:07:33.180 day, everybody went home and I looked at my wife. 0.92
01:07:36.820 I said, you ready to move to Tennessee?
01:07:37.960 She said, yep.
01:07:39.140 And by April, we were in Tennessee and that's gangster.
01:07:42.500 We live in East Tennessee and I don't have 10 acres, but I'm aspiring to have 10 acres
01:07:47.560 one day.
01:07:48.960 And I have a farm, a little tiny farm and pigs and chickens and things like that.
01:07:53.780 But I'm doing what I can to, and I don't think anybody's ever totally prepared for that,
01:07:59.640 the end of the world situation.
01:08:02.720 But we're trying and we're making friends and networking and, you know, hopefully God willing
01:08:09.200 tomorrow, I'll have time to get to a guy's house over here who he's processing sheeps.
01:08:13.400 I'm going to learn how to process sheeps.
01:08:15.380 And then in March, I'm processing my pigs.
01:08:18.460 I'm going to learn how to process pigs.
01:08:20.100 I want to learn how to do this stuff and take care of myself and my family.
01:08:23.140 The key is you got to start with the anus. 0.62
01:08:25.560 You'll learn.
01:08:26.100 You know, I think that this is a perfect segue into sort of the meat of what I want to talk
01:08:36.220 about.
01:08:36.360 I don't know how much longer we have you, Tony, so feel free to tell us to kick rocks.
01:08:41.140 But, you know, we're talking about preparedness.
01:08:43.800 We're talking about making these shifts to do what we need to for our families.
01:08:48.500 And, you know, you alluded there that you don't know if anybody's ever really prepared.
01:08:54.660 But if you're of the same mind as us, you're looking at something that you need to be prepared
01:09:01.440 for that's like several steps down the road.
01:09:03.380 You know, whether it's societal collapse or whatever, that's one thing.
01:09:06.760 But I mean, fans of the show know how strange we get.
01:09:11.460 I mean, literally, it's Nephilim Death Squad. 0.82
01:09:13.480 And we're of the contention that at some point, these things are going to become a reality.
01:09:17.880 Now, we were sort of...
01:09:20.200 Yes.
01:09:20.600 And we were sort of faced with that for this brief moment with the Miami situation.
01:09:24.160 Although, I'm not too sure exactly what that is.
01:09:26.800 I think the most significant thing to come out of the Miami situation...
01:09:29.540 I've got some information about that that I'm sure Tony hasn't heard because we only
01:09:33.620 said it here.
01:09:34.480 My cousin works in South Florida.
01:09:35.880 He knows people that do work in that area.
01:09:38.840 He's a firefighter.
01:09:40.220 And one of the things that you notice right away...
01:09:42.420 I was in fire protection and management.
01:09:44.120 So, I noticed like I walk into a room, I'm looking for all the exits and I notice all the
01:09:47.440 codes because I'm an idiot.
01:09:48.200 But as you know, when you're in professions like this, you notice weird things.
01:09:52.500 And he says, huh, 100 cop cars, not one emergency ambulance, not one firefighter.
01:09:59.120 These things show up in tandem every single time.
01:10:01.900 If there's an incident, somebody probably got hurt.
01:10:04.080 They might need fire every single time.
01:10:06.520 When you look at the video, that's not the case.
01:10:09.080 So, I said, well, what do you make of that?
01:10:10.960 And he's like, you know, to me, he said it looked like a...
01:10:13.620 What did he say?
01:10:14.560 He said it looked like an operation.
01:10:16.960 And it kind of did.
01:10:17.760 It looked like a closed, like whatever's going on there.
01:10:20.160 That's why we don't have video.
01:10:21.440 That's why, you know, not...
01:10:22.800 I mean, you have on the ground testimony, but most of the video is from people that are
01:10:26.080 living in the apartments.
01:10:27.920 Yeah.
01:10:28.560 Nobody knows.
01:10:29.360 So, this was shut off.
01:10:30.920 What happened there?
01:10:32.280 I'm not saying it's not like, you know, actual entities or whatever, but something happened.
01:10:37.340 They shut it off.
01:10:38.360 Something happened in that mall.
01:10:40.360 Maybe it was a portal that opened up.
01:10:41.800 Maybe they knew, like they can tell, like there's some kind of frequencies or vibrations
01:10:45.180 are like, yo, shut it down, get here.
01:10:46.980 And close down the system because we don't know what's coming through.
01:10:51.200 Something happened there.
01:10:52.480 But yeah, our government knew about it.
01:10:55.940 And our government does know about this stuff.
01:10:57.700 That's another like mass drop where they're like, Chuck Schumer is just like, should we
01:11:00.880 tell them about the aliens yet?
01:11:02.480 It was like, what?
01:11:04.160 Bro.
01:11:04.440 Talking about taxes?
01:11:05.960 All of a sudden, they're doing the Cone of Hearts.
01:11:07.300 No, no, no.
01:11:08.320 Don't talk about that.
01:11:09.540 And what did we just have?
01:11:10.380 Tucker Carlson and Roseanne are on TV talking about the Nephilim.
01:11:14.620 You know, then Tucker's on stage at whatever that event is.
01:11:17.440 And he's talking about the dark spiritual aspect of these alien entities.
01:11:21.800 And it's like, we're moving towards, you want to talk about a paradigm shift, right?
01:11:24.740 And the way of COVID was one.
01:11:26.340 Get ready to have the shit jarred out of you.
01:11:28.980 We're going through another portal, guys.
01:11:30.440 And it's going to shake up a lot of people.
01:11:33.040 You know, and a lot of us will be sitting on the sidelines going, I told you so.
01:11:35.640 And I don't know what good that's really going to do.
01:11:37.640 But this all leads to something, in my opinion, very physical.
01:11:42.860 And Tony, I know you've had interactions with guests who share their testimonies on your
01:11:47.220 show who very much align with the story that we told earlier about Colin.
01:11:50.980 And like I said, we've got a few more stories like that.
01:11:53.760 And all these things kind of line up, right?
01:11:55.400 It seems like someone, or maybe not just one entity, but within the spiritual realm,
01:12:01.160 there is a recruitment process happening.
01:12:03.320 Oh, yeah.
01:12:03.480 And this recruitment process is for an impending war.
01:12:06.520 And there are two definitive sides.
01:12:09.340 But it does seem like, from what we've learned, that there might be some dissenting sides within
01:12:13.740 the darker aspect of things.
01:12:15.860 We actually had it explained to us in a really interesting way.
01:12:18.180 Of course, yeah, it's chaos.
01:12:19.040 33% of the angels followed Lucifer from heaven in this rebellion.
01:12:24.180 And then they get down, and God's like, can you come back?
01:12:27.260 How about, like, to think that these angels don't have, like, a brain of their own, or
01:12:30.880 these fallen, to be like, this guy lied to us.
01:12:33.240 Screw this guy.
01:12:33.780 I'm doing my own thing.
01:12:34.900 Maybe some try to get back, like, as the book says, try to get back in the good graces.
01:12:38.380 But it's not one side.
01:12:40.720 Like, Scott Horton, I always reference him.
01:12:42.420 The great Scott Horton, he wrote a book on the war in Afghanistan.
01:12:45.800 It's a 20-year war.
01:12:46.640 That's it, 20 years on our side, and 50 if you go back to the Russians. 0.70
01:12:50.800 And the players in this war, and the motives, and everything going on, it's endless.
01:12:56.020 He's up to the third compendium of this book now, where I'm just like, I don't even care
01:12:59.260 anymore, because it's like, who can keep track?
01:13:01.540 This spiritual war has been going on since before, and probably before Adam.
01:13:06.900 I'm not sure where to put where they fell.
01:13:09.140 Did they fall before Adam?
01:13:10.740 Were there people before?
01:13:12.240 You think so?
01:13:13.300 Yeah, I think they fell before Adam.
01:13:14.680 And I don't know if there was people before, but there might have been another, I don't
01:13:22.620 know.
01:13:24.120 That's Joel Thomas territory for me.
01:13:27.100 I'll call my buddy Joel, and I'll be like, yo, bro, break this down for me, because my
01:13:31.540 brain hurts.
01:13:32.060 Um, but no, I mean, yeah, I, I, uh, I think that there's definitely, there was a fall before
01:13:40.660 Adam, I believe.
01:13:42.180 Um, and yeah, I think that these, they're rebellious in nature.
01:13:48.140 Why would they ever, like, why would they, like, yeah, it's like, it's like, it's like
01:13:54.700 you take, um, you take, uh, all right, let's take, uh, I don't know why I'm thinking like
01:14:02.700 thinking about this like this, and I don't know if this is gonna make sense, but you go
01:14:06.680 to like all the federal prisons and you take the number one Hooper in every federal prison
01:14:14.020 and you put them on the same team and you tell me they're all going to submit to one
01:14:18.620 guy as the best player on the team.
01:14:20.500 Dude, it's libertarianism.
01:14:22.280 You take, so libertarians are by default, don't trust the government, right?
01:14:27.020 Then you take a hundred thousand of them.
01:14:28.720 I've been to these meetings, all of them autistic, hilarious, but they all are so individualistic 1.00
01:14:33.960 that they cannot agree and move in a direction.
01:14:36.780 So you can't meaningfully even oppose like the left or the right, which they're trying to
01:14:41.380 do.
01:14:41.580 It's hilarious, but that's yeah.
01:14:42.920 And in a sense, it's kind of what these fallen are, right?
01:14:44.960 They're like, they're so individualistic.
01:14:47.740 They're probably, yeah, they're like literal pirates.
01:14:49.260 This, this spiritual battle, like that's why the thing with Colin and the thing with the
01:14:53.540 guy that you mentioned, they're being recruited by ball, by Anu, by different entities, all
01:14:59.000 moving in a different direction.
01:15:01.180 And like, what does this look like when it manifests itself physically?
01:15:05.340 Cause there's going to be a final battle, right?
01:15:07.760 Yeah.
01:15:08.420 I, I, I don't know what it's going to look like.
01:15:11.420 I don't think any of us know what it's going to look like.
01:15:13.940 Uh, but yeah, I mean the, these beings, these entities are recruiting people and people it's
01:15:23.200 often children, often, uh, people that are teenagers, impressionable minds.
01:15:31.060 Uh, you think back when you're a kid, how impressionable you were, how you felt like you
01:15:35.160 were invincible, that you were never going to be 18.
01:15:37.900 You were never going to be 21.
01:15:39.080 You were never going to get married.
01:15:40.560 Man, I can't wait to have sex for the first time.
01:15:42.600 When is that going to happen?
01:15:43.600 Like everything was just forever away.
01:15:45.020 Right.
01:15:45.300 And so you take that kind of energy and you manipulate it.
01:15:49.660 And so, uh, that's my experience, not every time, but a lot of times it was people who were
01:15:59.040 children who were taken into a realm, uh, often to start in the dream state.
01:16:05.840 And, um, and there, and an entity appears to them and, and, uh, there's a lot of similarities
01:16:21.520 in my side of things where, um, people not every time, but I've heard it enough.
01:16:27.880 The idea of like walking through a tunnel or a cave system, uh, that is a common thing.
01:16:34.860 Uh, but an entity often dressed in black, not always, but often dressed in black will
01:16:40.520 be there and, uh, and basically recruiting you saying, I want you to work for me and you
01:16:45.880 can have this, that, and the other, uh, if you accept.
01:16:49.000 And if you do not accept, you just go back to where you came from kind of thing.
01:16:53.460 But if you do accept, that's where the ride begins.
01:16:56.180 And, um, I, I, there was a guy who, um, there's a guy that I mentioned, you know, you guys have
01:17:05.940 heard me mention, um, that I would love to talk with one day.
01:17:11.380 Yeah.
01:17:12.620 Ron.
01:17:13.480 Ron.
01:17:14.180 Great name.
01:17:14.980 Yeah.
01:17:15.840 Um, I, I don't know if it's ever going to happen.
01:17:20.640 I know where he lives.
01:17:21.840 I I've thought about, I I've hit him up on social media.
01:17:25.340 I know him.
01:17:26.480 I, I, he knows me.
01:17:27.580 I know him kind of thing.
01:17:28.380 He just won't stand down his front lawn with a box and just, yeah, I guess I leave it this
01:17:32.940 way.
01:17:33.080 I don't, I know the city he lives.
01:17:34.340 I don't know what his address.
01:17:35.500 Um, if you can't do it, man, Colin, I'm telling you, Colin, the same thing.
01:17:39.260 I was like, let's talk, come on my show when it was just the top lobster show.
01:17:42.320 And I had, I don't even think I'd met David and he was like, they're telling me not to,
01:17:46.480 they're saying don't speak.
01:17:47.940 And for some reason he just is, he's like, now's the time spoke with us.
01:17:52.140 And actually now I'm texting.
01:17:53.840 I'm like, Hey, how's everything going?
01:17:55.260 He's, he's experiencing like paranormal things, but like a poltergeist stuff, like lights stuff
01:18:01.580 moving over small, like weird things like that.
01:18:04.600 And I'm like, I mean, that's not good, dude.
01:18:06.920 So it's, yeah, if they can't, they can't literally is what I'm getting from it.
01:18:13.540 Like whatever they're in, in the same thing though, that Jerry Marzinski said, Jerry Marzinski
01:18:17.820 said, uh, that the voices did not like it when you address them or talk to them or ask
01:18:25.260 the, the victim about what are the voices saying?
01:18:27.900 And the victim would say, they don't want me to even talk about this.
01:18:31.480 And then over time, eventually he had an experience where it was like, Hey, they want to talk to
01:18:35.860 you.
01:18:36.080 So that experience was crazy.
01:18:38.960 So I, I, um, when you mentioned Jerry, I pulled his website up just so I can remember to reach
01:18:43.500 out to him again.
01:18:44.280 Cause I, I had this habit where I'll pull people up on, on the browser while they're talking
01:18:49.360 on an interview, just so I remember to do it later.
01:18:51.420 And then that tab stays open on the computer for like a month.
01:18:54.460 And then it winds up getting closed for some reason.
01:18:56.500 And I forget.
01:18:57.620 Um, so hopefully I can, I can email them, but, uh, there's like two or three other people
01:19:02.260 I'm supposed to be emailing the last few days.
01:19:03.720 I haven't done it yet, but, um, do it, do it.
01:19:06.080 Dude, his story, his story with, uh, with that specific and man, he had the guy, the
01:19:13.140 schizophrenic dude sit down and read like, same thing we're confronted with.
01:19:16.660 Now there's, there's two of you in there.
01:19:18.960 He had him read a passage about possibly these voices are something completely different.
01:19:23.460 And the guy read it, said, blanked out.
01:19:26.120 There was like some kind of actual power paranormal stuff.
01:19:28.720 Like, uh, he described it as like a static electric sound from the back of his ear that
01:19:33.460 traveled across the walls.
01:19:35.020 He followed it into a garbage can.
01:19:36.880 Turns out nothing in there.
01:19:38.100 The guy snaps out of his like zombie-ness looks at him and just goes, I got to go.
01:19:42.980 And he says, you should go, please go.
01:19:46.020 So the guy leaves, comes back a couple months later or something when he finally had the
01:19:50.080 nerve to call him back in his office.
01:19:51.260 And he was like, come in.
01:19:52.380 He said, the guy looks better.
01:19:53.420 He took his advice.
01:19:54.520 He's, he's now addressing the entities as something, not himself.
01:19:57.740 And he goes, oh wow.
01:19:59.120 Interesting.
01:19:59.840 And he recaps what happened.
01:20:01.220 He says, uh, did you, uh, when you were here, did you hear that like electric buzzing sound
01:20:06.340 going across the room?
01:20:07.680 And he goes, yeah, you heard that?
01:20:09.940 And he goes, yeah, well, what the hell was it?
01:20:12.700 And the guy says, those are the voices I did.
01:20:15.300 Like, usually you're not supposed to hear that.
01:20:17.520 So now he's like, huh, that's crazy.
01:20:20.140 What did they say?
01:20:21.780 And the guy looks him right in the eyes and he says, they said to go out of here, get a
01:20:26.440 shank and stick it in your guts. 1.00
01:20:28.600 And Jerry just like, why didn't you do it?
01:20:32.020 And he said, I couldn't find one and no one would give it to me.
01:20:35.760 That was it.
01:20:37.000 Yeah.
01:20:37.460 So you're interfering with their way of life.
01:20:39.400 There's another story he tells where they said, like, uh, the entities want to talk to
01:20:43.260 you.
01:20:43.360 And they said, you have no right to interfere with our way of life because he was in a
01:20:48.180 mental hospital.
01:20:49.240 No, right.
01:20:50.340 Right.
01:20:50.620 That idea of like powers and principalities.
01:20:52.580 You have no right to interfere with our way of life.
01:20:55.640 Yeah.
01:20:55.780 There are laws, there's rules to this stuff.
01:20:57.900 Like we don't know them, but they know the rules inherently.
01:21:00.720 One of them is, is definitely consent.
01:21:02.840 The other ones.
01:21:04.040 Oh yeah.
01:21:04.440 Consent's a big one, a big one.
01:21:06.400 Uh, but yeah, there, there's rules of engagement for sure.
01:21:09.720 Uh, and, and I don't know if everybody grasps that at all times.
01:21:15.720 Um, that's really interesting.
01:21:17.580 That's really interesting that he, that he heard that and that, that that's what the
01:21:21.660 whole, the whole thing.
01:21:23.420 Oh man.
01:21:25.040 Well, it's interesting because it's like, they allowed him, they, it started off with
01:21:28.780 like, they want to talk to you and then it ends with him actually hearing this crackling
01:21:34.880 electric sound.
01:21:35.620 And it's like, it's a manifestation, whether or not you hear that.
01:21:39.100 It manifests itself as almost, he described it as an electric crackling sound.
01:21:43.220 So electricity, frequency, energy, things that Tesla was messing with.
01:21:47.040 You know, it's like, there's a lot, all that stuff is intermingled, especially the frequency.
01:21:51.540 I'm a guitarist here.
01:21:52.300 So I've been like, I drive you down the rabbit hole with what I think about frequency and,
01:21:56.860 and, and all that kind of stuff like that.
01:21:59.500 But that part is the most interesting.
01:22:01.760 And the part that he couldn't perceive it as words, but the guy was like ready to stab
01:22:05.920 him in the guts because that crackling sounded to him.
01:22:08.980 So convincing, convincing enough to go out there and do that, go out and then come back.
01:22:13.100 It's that, that, that bugs me out, man.
01:22:17.000 This is making me think about this one guy I was in communication with.
01:22:22.160 He somehow found out what I was doing and he contacted me and said that he had a friend
01:22:31.300 who he grew up with, who was just like Ron.
01:22:36.360 And so we started, uh, I text him and I, and we scheduled a time for me to call him just
01:22:43.920 to talk on the phone.
01:22:44.920 And usually I don't talk to anybody without recording.
01:22:47.580 If it's not recorded, we're not talking on the phone.
01:22:49.980 We're not just chit-chatting one.
01:22:51.500 I don't have time.
01:22:52.220 And two, that's valuable information.
01:22:54.260 The world will never be able to hear and I will forget.
01:22:56.540 So I have to be able to record just for my own brain.
01:23:00.840 Um, but with this guy, I was like, I just, I just want to talk to him.
01:23:06.740 And he was at work.
01:23:08.940 It was like nine o'clock at night when I called him.
01:23:11.860 He, I, I hear him get off the floor.
01:23:14.500 It was like a machine shop or something.
01:23:17.100 And literally within like, I don't know, 30 seconds to a minute of this phone call, this
01:23:25.240 man I've never met before my entire life is just sobbing on the phone to the point of
01:23:31.000 like, you know how like kids, when they cry so hysterically, they hiccup.
01:23:33.400 They're like, like that, that's what he was doing on the phone with me.
01:23:37.940 And it, all I did was start talking about the stuff, asking him, you know, what do you
01:23:43.300 know?
01:23:43.560 What, what, what's what?
01:23:44.580 And he started talking and all of a sudden just started coming out and he started crying.
01:23:47.480 And he's like, I've never told my wife any of this.
01:23:49.860 And I'm, I'm scared that if I tell her she's going to leave me and you know, this, that
01:23:54.020 and the other.
01:23:54.360 And like, he's just, it was so, it was such a burden on him.
01:23:58.000 Um, but what I was able to get out of him was, uh, that a lot of people died.
01:24:04.920 Uh, all the people that he was involved with through this stuff are dead for the most part.
01:24:11.560 His friend is dead.
01:24:13.560 Uh, and I, I think, I feel like he, he felt a sense of responsibility towards, even though
01:24:21.400 it seemed like he was a bystander in it.
01:24:23.020 He's even said so, but, uh, I, I don't know if that was accurate or not.
01:24:28.040 I, I, you know, sometimes people say, oh, I was just a bystander when they actually were
01:24:31.860 very much participating.
01:24:33.980 Um, but he was deeply affected by it.
01:24:37.980 And I told him, I was like, listen, man, like, I'm not going to tell you what to do
01:24:41.120 with telling your wife and stuff.
01:24:43.760 That's on you to tell your wife.
01:24:45.840 I said, I understand your hesitation, but I also understand as somebody who has had some
01:24:50.440 secrets from my wife, uh, I could tell you that when you do come forward and you, and
01:24:59.280 you show your wife your dirty laundry and she chooses to love you through it, like that,
01:25:05.520 that relationship goes to a level that you never could have imagined.
01:25:09.620 And, um, I said, I'm not going to tell you to do that because if she doesn't love you through
01:25:14.260 it, I don't want to be responsible for it.
01:25:15.720 But, uh, I said to him, there is a lot of benefit to being vulnerable with the person
01:25:21.120 you're married to.
01:25:22.360 Um, and so him and I were trying to schedule a time to record, uh, a conversation for the
01:25:29.880 show and, you know, he canceled once, canceled twice, whatever.
01:25:34.280 And the day that we were supposed to record, he, he texts me a long text message.
01:25:38.560 And it basically was just like, since I've been talking to you, really bad things have been
01:25:43.180 happening and, uh, I will not record with you.
01:25:47.860 I do not want to talk to you.
01:25:49.300 I'm deleting your number and I want you to delete my number.
01:25:53.220 Now I didn't delete his number because I didn't consent to that.
01:25:56.980 Uh, but, um, I'm sure he deleted mine and I haven't heard from him since.
01:26:03.600 Uh, I probably will text him again one day, but, um, I don't know what happened, but for
01:26:09.400 him, something happened, something kicked up through talking with me.
01:26:14.640 And I, I do believe that there is a realm that is starting to, I'm noticing, maybe they've
01:26:22.440 been doing it for a while, but I'm starting to notice that, um, it's like, I feel like
01:26:27.680 I've been in a very dark room and all of a sudden the entities in that room are starting
01:26:31.700 to see me and they're starting to turn their head and look at me.
01:26:35.160 Um, and I, I don't know if that's because I'm hitting the right buttons or if I've just
01:26:39.940 been here long enough, they're finally getting around to my corner.
01:26:42.740 Um, but I'm noticing that certainly, in fact, it just happened today.
01:26:47.240 I can't get into great detail because it's actually part of my rebranding, uh, that I'm
01:26:52.100 doing with, for my show.
01:26:52.940 I'm actually coming, I'm actually coming out with a new logo for my show and new website
01:26:56.540 and stuff.
01:26:56.820 So as members, you'll have a new website.
01:26:58.160 Uh, but, uh, um, it's, it's a process and I'm hoping it all works out.
01:27:03.360 Okay.
01:27:03.600 But, um, basically my logo was left at the last property I investigated and my logo is
01:27:12.080 not public right now.
01:27:12.800 My new logo is not public right now.
01:27:15.260 And, um, and I, I, I talked to my guy, uh, Ward, who is, uh, my cameraman and he's like
01:27:23.040 the team chaplain, like he, like he's the theologian of the team and everything.
01:27:27.580 And I'm like, you know, I said, do you think it actually means anything?
01:27:31.240 He's like, at this point, I think it does.
01:27:32.960 He's like, I think, I think, um, it's getting to the point now where people are, these, these
01:27:37.660 things are seeing us, they're seeing what we're doing.
01:27:39.700 Cause we're being overt now about it.
01:27:41.180 Can you explain what you mean left there?
01:27:43.960 Like a sticker?
01:27:44.820 What is it?
01:27:45.500 What do you mean?
01:27:46.040 No, it, uh, yeah, I think I, I, so left a mark on somebody's house.
01:27:53.720 Of your logo.
01:27:55.340 Yeah.
01:27:56.420 Yeah.
01:27:56.660 That's, that's a lot bigger of a deal than you printed it out on paper and forgot it.
01:28:01.080 Yeah.
01:28:01.700 Um, it's like, I was like, no big deal.
01:28:03.820 Like people forget.
01:28:05.040 Yeah.
01:28:06.500 Yeah.
01:28:07.160 Um, yeah.
01:28:08.880 And it just, it was the last property that we went to, uh, private property that we went
01:28:13.500 to.
01:28:14.160 Um, so, uh, yeah, I, I think, but we, but we're, we're becoming very overt.
01:28:21.640 We're, so we, we started out with, uh, exhibition dog, man, the first documentary, and that was
01:28:26.700 the crew guys just getting together, not knowing what we had kind of thing.
01:28:30.980 And every time we get together to do something, we, we hammer out more details.
01:28:34.440 How do we want this to be?
01:28:35.640 How do we, how do we do this?
01:28:37.620 Um, and the last, the last time we, we did this, uh, we were very, like very overt and intentional
01:28:44.980 with prayer.
01:28:46.180 And we are now at the point where we're like, okay, this is spiritual warfare.
01:28:52.200 So bring it.
01:28:53.940 And, um, that's how we open up our investigations.
01:28:57.700 This is how we, uh, we did before too, but now we actually have intentional prayer in the
01:29:03.860 sense that it's not like, all right, Tone, uh, your team leader, let's do a prayer.
01:29:07.620 Okay.
01:29:08.280 And I can do that.
01:29:09.640 Um, Ward had written a prayer and it was a very thought out prayer.
01:29:16.180 Prayer with every word accounted for.
01:29:19.160 And he read the prayer.
01:29:21.100 Um, and I think, I think we're starting to do things in my mind.
01:29:27.000 Right.
01:29:27.980 And I think that's why the heads are starting to turn in the other realm.
01:29:32.740 And, um, I'm here for it.
01:29:35.520 I'm here for it.
01:29:36.760 That reminds me the, the Orthodox church.
01:29:39.620 Uh, they, they told me that, uh, when you get baptized, one of the prayers that they
01:29:43.620 do say is pointed and it's written and it's intentional, but part of that prayer is an
01:29:48.180 exorcism.
01:29:49.500 So, and I'm like, that makes a lot of sense, right?
01:29:51.980 If you're going to like be entering into this new portal, into this new realm, a new person,
01:29:55.480 you might want to get that old stuff out.
01:29:57.220 But it, for the Pentecostal church I came from, it's, that's not really a thing.
01:30:02.120 So, yeah.
01:30:03.160 What's really interesting, Tony, I'm sure this is not a foreign thing to you.
01:30:07.300 And I got it.
01:30:07.740 The audience probably hasn't heard this.
01:30:09.080 So I'm going to do a little story time real quick.
01:30:11.240 Um, you're probably very familiar with this.
01:30:13.640 People reach out to you.
01:30:14.780 They have experiences.
01:30:15.600 Suddenly they get dialed up to 10 after they reach out to you, right?
01:30:18.480 This, you would probably say at this point is a normal occurrence.
01:30:21.700 Yeah.
01:30:23.020 So I emailed you once and, um, I, I haven't even told top this actually.
01:30:29.660 Um, I might've shared a bit of the story, but I never told him about the correlation.
01:30:33.540 So it was probably the, the night that I emailed you, if it wasn't the night, it was within
01:30:40.580 a day, but it was after I emailed you to share some stories.
01:30:45.740 And one night I take my dog out for a walk and it's dusk and, um, she's a little puppy
01:30:54.060 and I'm, I'm walking her down the street.
01:30:56.060 And suddenly I hear the neighbors, they're like arguing in a really grotesque way.
01:31:01.120 They're screaming at one another and you can hear this couple like echoing through the
01:31:05.980 streets.
01:31:06.600 It's like mortifying.
01:31:07.700 I don't like being around when people are embarrassing themselves.
01:31:10.540 So unfortunately the puppy like is so jostled by this.
01:31:14.620 She just plants it and sits down and it's like right in front of their house across the
01:31:18.980 street, but in front of their house.
01:31:20.040 So I'm like trying to get her to move and she doesn't want to go and kind of be a nosy
01:31:24.900 at this point too.
01:31:25.980 And I can kind of hear that the wife has forgotten something and the husband is,
01:31:31.120 unbelievably angry about it.
01:31:32.680 And they're calling each other every name under the sun and they have to get in the
01:31:36.740 car and retrace their steps to find whatever it is.
01:31:39.000 She forgot.
01:31:39.600 So they leave in a hurry and they leave everything on.
01:31:45.300 Like I can see their house, the sun's going down, but it's not fully dark, but all the
01:31:49.420 lights from their house are lighting up the, uh, the street.
01:31:52.660 And as they're leaving and I'm like trying to act like I didn't see them, there's like a
01:31:56.440 family approaching me and I've got a puppy and they've got a stroller and some kids and
01:32:00.820 I'm anticipating, I just moved to town.
01:32:02.460 Right.
01:32:02.740 So I'm like, this is going to be nice.
01:32:05.180 Like this is going to be wholesome.
01:32:06.320 Right.
01:32:06.700 I've got a puppy.
01:32:07.500 They've got some kids.
01:32:08.360 This is going to be a nice interaction.
01:32:09.720 I'm like feeling like a family man.
01:32:11.500 I just moved into my first home.
01:32:13.580 And so as they're coming, I kind of turned my body away from these people as they're leaving.
01:32:19.320 So they don't see me.
01:32:20.340 So I don't want to make eye contact with you yelling at your wife. 0.92
01:32:22.920 And, um, I noticed that as they're approaching in my peripheral vision, I can see someone
01:32:30.180 standing in the, actually it wasn't even my peripheral.
01:32:33.680 That's right.
01:32:33.900 I remember looking over and seeing somebody standing in their garage.
01:32:37.500 Um, but it was like a silhouette.
01:32:39.800 And I just remember thinking, well, that's weird.
01:32:42.280 I just watched them leave, but I don't know these people.
01:32:44.080 Maybe more people live in the house, whatever.
01:32:45.620 But anyway, here comes this family and we have the moment, right?
01:32:49.060 Like we hit it off.
01:32:50.340 I go, Hey folks, how you doing?
01:32:51.660 They go, nice night.
01:32:52.620 How old's the puppy?
01:32:53.740 And in my peripheral, I see this silhouette of a man beeline for me.
01:32:59.200 And you could tell when somebody's like boogieing for you.
01:33:01.720 Like, and I'm, this is a totally normal situation still.
01:33:06.320 So I'm like mortified.
01:33:07.920 I'm thinking, dude, this guy is about to come and apologize for what I've heard.
01:33:12.960 And I don't want that at all.
01:33:14.780 So I'm, I start to turn my body away from him so I could really focus on it.
01:33:18.880 Oh, how old's the baby?
01:33:20.300 And we're still having this moment.
01:33:21.680 And I can see him like speed walking up to me.
01:33:25.480 And finally I turn.
01:33:27.920 So he's out of my sight.
01:33:28.960 Cause as I'm doing this, they're also like kind of curving.
01:33:32.240 And I, you know, so I'm turning and talking to them.
01:33:35.300 They leave, we have this nice interaction and I'm waiting for this guy to say something
01:33:39.900 to me.
01:33:40.360 I'm waiting for him to go like, Hey, so sorry about what you heard.
01:33:43.060 And I was going to go like, Oh dude, what you are didn't even, Hey, happens to the best
01:33:47.720 of us.
01:33:48.020 I know how it is.
01:33:48.980 And he's not saying anything.
01:33:51.180 So I'm now even as an extra layer of mortification.
01:33:54.780 Cause I'm like, I have to engage now.
01:33:56.760 Fantastic.
01:33:57.440 And I turn and nobody's there at all, which is not so bad.
01:34:03.400 Now I don't have to have this interaction.
01:34:04.960 Right?
01:34:05.580 So the puppy finishes what she's doing.
01:34:08.060 Man, I go back to the house and I get inside and I start talking to my wife and my niece
01:34:11.780 and I go, yeah, it was crazy.
01:34:13.420 Neighbors are screaming at each other.
01:34:14.800 Then what happened?
01:34:15.480 Well, they got in the car and they left.
01:34:16.960 What did you do?
01:34:17.660 Well, there was a family coming and, and I actually thought I saw one of the come out
01:34:22.520 of their driveway and walk up to me, but I don't know.
01:34:25.160 It was weird.
01:34:25.960 And I was, and they go, well, what happened?
01:34:27.780 I go, I don't know.
01:34:28.160 I turned around.
01:34:28.540 He wasn't there.
01:34:29.040 And then my niece goes, yeah, that's creepy. 1.00
01:34:33.340 And I go, huh?
01:34:34.920 Yeah, I guess that is creepy.
01:34:36.600 And my wife's like, you definitely saw somebody.
01:34:38.040 I go, yeah, I definitely saw somebody.
01:34:39.740 There's a, I knew it was the worst thing ever.
01:34:43.020 When I watched that dude walk towards me, I was like, I don't want what he's got for
01:34:46.040 me.
01:34:46.480 I don't want to have this conversation.
01:34:48.340 So they convinced me that it's creepy.
01:34:50.980 And not even 15 minutes later, my front door, boom, boom, boom, boom.
01:34:58.340 I opened the door.
01:35:00.600 Nobody's there.
01:35:01.960 I go, what the hell?
01:35:03.120 Like we're, we're new to the neighborhood.
01:35:04.860 Like, and my, my door is, I'm standing in the living room.
01:35:08.780 The door is right.
01:35:09.400 I wish I could show you.
01:35:10.520 It's right there.
01:35:11.060 Like, it's not like you're on the other side of the house hearing something.
01:35:13.920 I'm standing next to it.
01:35:16.040 So my family kind of goes like, what the hell is that about?
01:35:19.960 I don't know, dude.
01:35:22.540 A couple of minutes later, tap, tap, tap on the window.
01:35:27.240 I'm like, I go outside.
01:35:28.840 I look around the house.
01:35:29.680 Now I'm kind of going into like dad mode, right?
01:35:32.540 Cause I've got kids and near, and I'm in a new neighborhood and somebody's doing something
01:35:35.820 really weird to my house.
01:35:36.920 So I'm looking around.
01:35:38.360 Nobody's here.
01:35:38.980 I go back inside.
01:35:40.080 Boom, boom, boom on my garage door. 0.93
01:35:42.600 They're just doing different things around my house now.
01:35:45.380 And I'm getting pissed because this is like absolutely bizarre.
01:35:49.300 Like I'm brand new here to this neighborhood.
01:35:51.280 I just had somebody walk up to me and now, and I've drawn a correlation already.
01:35:54.740 I'm like, this is, this is creepy as shit, man.
01:35:57.260 I don't know what's going on, but this is spooky.
01:35:58.980 So, uh, we have this all night and eventually it fades and I go to sleep.
01:36:07.060 It happens on the window behind my head.
01:36:09.500 I have to get up and go out in my house at night.
01:36:12.340 I'm walking around my house with a gun at night for who's knocking on my window.
01:36:16.220 Nobody's there, dude.
01:36:17.320 This persists for like weeks, like two, three weeks.
01:36:22.980 And I'm going on the next door neighbor app and I'm trying to figure out, is anybody else
01:36:26.560 having this?
01:36:27.160 And people were, which was really interesting.
01:36:28.980 People were having this.
01:36:30.120 Some people were claiming that it was, um, a, uh, teenagers doing something and then
01:36:35.740 other people were, but the, but they never saw them.
01:36:38.440 They would just say like, every time I opened the door, they had already run.
01:36:41.360 It was teenagers with sticks, right?
01:36:43.600 Teenagers.
01:36:44.300 Yeah.
01:36:44.980 Yeah.
01:36:45.500 I know about those guys.
01:36:47.460 So, um, what it gets really bad is there's two events.
01:36:51.820 One is my niece wakes up in the morning and she says that she saw the silhouette of a man,
01:36:57.240 uh, standing in her window, but like a really tall man.
01:37:00.820 And you got to understand the way my niece's window is.
01:37:03.500 It's like almost all the way to the ceiling.
01:37:04.960 So for somebody to be almost all the way to the ceiling, that's a big ass dude.
01:37:08.620 And now I'm bummed out because I'm like, I don't know how to explain this to you, but
01:37:12.780 like I bought my family to Florida and we uprooted everything and we took one of the biggest
01:37:19.520 chances in the world and now we're haunted and this is my fault.
01:37:23.900 You know what I mean?
01:37:24.940 So I feel like a lot of responsibility for this.
01:37:28.000 So my cousin and I are standing in the living room one day and we're within arm's reach of
01:37:34.360 the door and it's nighttime and my front porch light is on boom, boom, boom, boom.
01:37:39.240 And we grabbed that handle so fast, ripped it open, ran.
01:37:42.720 He ran one way.
01:37:43.660 I read, you ever see signs where it's like, I'm screaming with anger.
01:37:47.020 Like he runs one way.
01:37:48.380 I run the other way.
01:37:49.160 And there's nothing.
01:37:50.160 And we turn around.
01:37:51.100 And the only thing that I see is a skittering black cloud move across my front lawn, but
01:37:57.880 I'm there and the light is on.
01:37:59.880 And this is not an animal because I can see everything.
01:38:02.600 I could see the leaves on my bushes.
01:38:04.020 Why can't I make out what this thing is?
01:38:05.760 And my cousin goes, did you see that?
01:38:07.300 And I go on the lawn.
01:38:08.540 He goes, no.
01:38:09.320 And he points in the distance and there's just a shadow running across like the street,
01:38:14.800 but there's no, there's not a person.
01:38:16.940 It's just a shadow.
01:38:17.960 It's under the street light.
01:38:20.120 And there's no, but there's no person.
01:38:23.140 Oh, I love this story.
01:38:25.820 But no, because that's where the story ends, dude.
01:38:28.240 Because that night I'm like wielding the authority of the name of Jesus Christ all around my house.
01:38:34.400 And I'm very specific.
01:38:36.460 I'm like, you will leave this place.
01:38:37.820 I am the owner of this home.
01:38:39.120 You have no authority to be here in the name of Jesus Christ.
01:38:42.040 Be gone from here.
01:38:42.960 Go where he wills you.
01:38:44.220 Leave my family.
01:38:45.120 Leave my niece. 1.00
01:38:46.140 You are, you know, not any room in this house.
01:38:48.220 Not my lawn.
01:38:49.360 Wherever Jesus wills you is the name of the game. 0.57
01:38:51.780 And that shit stopped on a dime, homie. 1.00
01:38:53.920 That was it after that.
01:38:55.080 Although, from time to time, still.
01:38:57.500 And my son will go like, why does something knock on the window sometimes?
01:39:01.640 And I go, I don't know, dude.
01:39:03.600 But it's not, it's like non-threatening.
01:39:05.200 But it's like, you know what it specifically felt like?
01:39:07.720 That permission thing.
01:39:09.020 It was like this thing that, this is the feeling that I got.
01:39:11.780 And I think the feelings go a long way, guys, when it comes to this kind of shit.
01:39:14.880 And thank you, Tony.
01:39:15.540 This is all your fault because I emailed you.
01:39:16.860 So, your feelings go, your feelings on the situation, they go a long way when it comes
01:39:22.480 to like interpreting what's going on.
01:39:24.060 That thing on the street tried me.
01:39:27.240 And I hadn't like displayed authority over my home yet.
01:39:31.460 I was a new homeowner.
01:39:32.880 And I think before you, maybe there's like a ceremony we should be doing, like invoking
01:39:37.900 the name of Christ and taking ownership over the home.
01:39:41.500 And I hadn't done that yet.
01:39:43.400 And so, you're leaving like a door open, like a spiritual door open where these things
01:39:48.200 can try you because you haven't claimed this place as your own yet.
01:39:51.800 And that thing was trying me.
01:39:54.560 And I think, honestly, I think it was like, this is how I feel, some low-level weak-ass
01:39:58.760 shit.
01:39:59.220 Like it was like knocking on me and knocking on my door.
01:40:02.140 And it wasn't like a strong entity.
01:40:03.760 It wasn't like, I've seen some shit before.
01:40:05.860 It was the entity Hood Rats.
01:40:08.000 Yeah, exactly.
01:40:09.080 Exactly.
01:40:09.600 It was the Miami Mall kids.
01:40:11.900 But I mean, when I tell you this happened like maybe a day after I emailed you, I was
01:40:18.060 like, what?
01:40:18.560 Should I have emailed Tony?
01:40:19.860 Like, I swear.
01:40:21.280 I get that all the time.
01:40:22.940 I get that all the time.
01:40:24.260 People, people, they'll email me.
01:40:26.080 And they're like, since I emailed you, stuff's been happening.
01:40:28.460 I'm not doing the interview.
01:40:29.360 I'm like, all right.
01:40:30.700 I'm pretty busy anyways.
01:40:32.860 How many days you have a guy that had a schizophrenic girlfriend that you were supposed to do a 0.98
01:40:38.900 show and then it ended up falling through because specifically they did not want to
01:40:42.620 communicate with you?
01:40:43.980 Well, I don't remember exactly how that unfolded.
01:40:49.240 But I do remember I had a dream before I was supposed to interview them.
01:40:54.260 Yeah, I think you're right.
01:40:55.060 But I had a dream before they canceled.
01:40:58.920 I think it was how it unfolded.
01:41:00.240 And in the dream, I was interviewing a guy and a girl and she started crawling through
01:41:07.420 the screen and I was reaching for my computer button to turn it off the screen, trying to
01:41:13.960 stop it from happening.
01:41:15.340 And I woke up yelling.
01:41:16.880 My wife woke me up.
01:41:18.900 And yeah, that was an interesting one because that one, I'm fairly convinced she's dealing
01:41:25.520 with some serious possession stuff and I don't think he agrees with that notion.
01:41:34.800 I'm hearing things.
01:41:38.240 We have some weird things happen here.
01:41:40.560 I think it's just because of what I do.
01:41:42.700 But going to what you were saying though, I think, and I'm not perfect at this, but I
01:41:51.120 think if we, I think where we, we fall short is that we, we, we claim the authority, but
01:41:58.160 we don't do it continually.
01:41:59.940 And we're instructed to pray continually, always be in prayer.
01:42:04.000 And, and I think, I think if we just start making it part of our routine and doing it
01:42:10.040 with the, the nut, maybe not like, you know, like that, that, that anger aggression, but
01:42:16.100 like just the, the, the passion desire of wanting to see your family whole and left
01:42:22.920 alone.
01:42:23.960 Um, if we do that more continually, those little taps may not happen.
01:42:28.940 Cause I think, I do think that, that, that when you, when you pray over your home and
01:42:33.220 stuff, I believe it works, but I think that they, it's like, it's like, um, they keep
01:42:39.640 pushing, right?
01:42:40.280 So you have this big bat and you hit them out of the yard, they're just going to land
01:42:44.860 and start crawling their way back.
01:42:46.940 And so, um, I think it's the continual prayer, I think is what we need to be putting more
01:42:51.440 in practice.
01:42:51.900 And I'm not perfect at it.
01:42:53.460 Um, we, we have had things happen in the house.
01:42:56.660 We, we had a banging situation on my house not too long ago, probably a few months ago
01:43:00.260 now.
01:43:01.000 Um, and I searched my entire property.
01:43:03.260 That's what I love about being in East Tennessee.
01:43:04.880 I can walk around my, my property anytime a day with an AR, my neighbors are like, Hey neighbor.
01:43:09.500 I'm like, Hey, how you doing?
01:43:10.680 You know, nobody cares.
01:43:12.060 Um, my neighbor comes out and he, he, he sees me with my AR walking around my property.
01:43:16.300 He's like, you shooting?
01:43:17.220 And I was like, I was like, nah, I heard, I said, I heard, and he knows what I do.
01:43:22.740 So, uh, I said, I heard something banged on my house and he's like, well, I'm pretty much
01:43:27.540 deaf, but my wife and kids, they heard it too.
01:43:30.900 And he said, it sounded like, they said that it sounded like something was banging on your
01:43:33.820 house.
01:43:34.180 And I was like, yeah, that's what it sounded like.
01:43:36.320 And, um, and so I was ready to shoot Bigfoot or something.
01:43:39.320 I don't know, but I, I didn't see anything.
01:43:41.660 Um, but even before that, um, I, for me, a lot of the stuff tends to happen when I'm
01:43:49.120 not home.
01:43:50.000 Like, I think there's a sign there.
01:43:53.380 I mean, I, I, I do exercise spiritual authority in my household, uh, significantly.
01:43:59.980 And so when I'm not there, I think it's where the buttons get pushed.
01:44:04.200 Um, same thing for me, my wife will tell me that she hears all kinds of, I'll get text
01:44:09.000 messages like, Oh, it's super creepy here right now.
01:44:11.640 And I'm like, and, but I don't have it when I come here.
01:44:14.440 Yeah, exactly.
01:44:15.420 Like, I mean, I, I, I, I'm not, I don't think I've ever really been creeped out in my house.
01:44:21.140 Um, yeah, but when I was, I was probably here, I don't remember where I was, but my wife was
01:44:28.920 putting my daughter down for a nap and she's laying in the bed with my daughter.
01:44:33.080 Um, my son's in the living room watching TV or whatever.
01:44:36.940 And, um, she has her back towards the bedroom door and she hears a whisper go, mommy.
01:44:47.420 And she turns around to look cause she thinks it's Benny, my son, and ain't nobody in there.
01:44:52.420 And so she rolls over towards my daughter and just lays there the entire nap time, holding 0.74
01:44:57.560 her, snapping with her.
01:44:59.880 And, you know, I don't think she really thought much of it.
01:45:02.500 Uh, and then she comes out of the bedroom after nap time is over and my son comes running
01:45:08.360 over and says, mommy, something really scary happened when you were in there.
01:45:11.120 And she's like, what?
01:45:12.580 And he said, I heard somebody whisper my name from the hallway, which is right where my daughter's
01:45:17.740 bedroom was.
01:45:18.780 And so at the same time that my wife heard somebody whisper mommy, my son heard somebody
01:45:23.680 whisper Benny, uh, to him and I wasn't there for it.
01:45:27.980 And so, you know, I went home and prayed over the house and I have anointing oil and I don't
01:45:34.240 know if that works or not, but I have it, uh, Pentecostal here, you know, we just got
01:45:37.880 to throw the oil around.
01:45:38.820 Come on.
01:45:40.320 I'll take the oil before I take the sage.
01:45:42.200 People are like burn sage.
01:45:43.220 I'm like, I'm not burning the sage.
01:45:44.660 When this is over, if you have a minute, I'll tell you about something, uh, some stuff
01:45:49.740 going on.
01:45:50.160 I told David.
01:45:51.540 So I've spilled my guts out on live air and you won't do this.
01:45:54.720 I got it.
01:45:55.240 I get it.
01:45:55.720 I get it.
01:45:56.340 I get it.
01:45:56.820 Not everybody's as brave as me.
01:45:57.920 That's just how he is.
01:45:58.860 He just, he's closed off.
01:46:00.320 If it was just me, if it was just me, I would, I would say it, but it involves, uh, something
01:46:04.740 to not, not necessarily my wife, but like, you know, her side of the family.
01:46:08.480 So I'm just not going to like tell their business before.
01:46:12.280 Honestly, I haven't even told them what I'm suspecting with the story.
01:46:15.660 I, I haven't even told them and I'm pretty sure that I'm spot on.
01:46:19.040 My wife agrees with me, but, um, after the show, just if you're interested, remind me,
01:46:23.220 but I had told David it's, it's very, it's a similar thing where your household will come
01:46:28.520 under attack.
01:46:29.040 And this was before I was doing a show or anything.
01:46:30.780 It's like almost right when I moved to Florida, like life had like a downturn, you know, wife,
01:46:36.400 wife was sick. 0.94
01:46:37.540 Kids were jacked up.
01:46:38.940 My son was, uh, delayed, like critically delayed in speech from, you know, just being in New
01:46:44.800 York, not seeing anyone's face.
01:46:47.460 It was, it was horrible.
01:46:49.820 And, uh, you know, we've, we've, we've got it under control.
01:46:51.980 We've managed it.
01:46:52.920 And obviously like prayer is a big thing.
01:46:55.200 My mom's probably watching this and she's like, I don't talk about my spirituality with
01:46:58.740 my mom.
01:46:59.300 She's a Christian, but I I'm just, I'm saying like, I learned how to pray in a different
01:47:04.640 way now.
01:47:05.100 Whereas before I kind of, I felt like I was just mimicking my dad or, you know, how like
01:47:09.700 they, they have the, someone has a cadence in prayer to me.
01:47:12.880 I was like, that's not really prayer.
01:47:13.960 It didn't work for me.
01:47:14.860 Now I just talked to, I talked to God and Jesus, like, uh, kind of like I'm talking to
01:47:19.020 you now, but you know, obviously with much more respect, just, but it's, it's got, I
01:47:24.840 feel like for me, it's gotta be a conversation.
01:47:26.360 And that has helped, I think my family get out of what was going on.
01:47:31.540 And when I tell you later, you're going to understand why it's just, I hate to, I hate
01:47:34.500 to leave it like that, but no, it's too important.
01:47:36.560 Yeah.
01:47:36.700 Yeah.
01:47:37.020 Yeah.
01:47:37.260 No, I mean, not, not everything's trust me.
01:47:39.920 I've learned over the years, not everything's for the airwaves, whether the people like it
01:47:42.660 or not, that there'll be people, there'll be people that'll comment.
01:47:45.320 They'll be like, I hate when they say that they can't, uh, they, they, they can't talk
01:47:49.660 about it, but they, they bring it up and it's like, well, you couldn't just be left in the
01:47:53.840 dark and not know that there's anything to be talked about.
01:47:56.220 You know, like we can bring it to, to a certain edge, but there's certain lines that
01:48:00.500 just can't be crossed.
01:48:01.400 And I know it's, it's, it's candy to the ears, but, uh, maybe sometimes people do that
01:48:06.280 on purpose for me.
01:48:07.300 I'm not that strategic.
01:48:08.260 I just, I just am who I am.
01:48:10.220 And I just talk and things come out.
01:48:12.280 And sometimes my fans, my fans that know who I am, know that I never do that.
01:48:16.760 Like if you, if you watch my other show, tower gang, it's offensive comedy to the nth degree,
01:48:23.760 the most offensive comedic show.
01:48:25.840 So nothing's off the table.
01:48:27.140 We're talking about everything, any word that you can imagine.
01:48:30.420 Nothing is taboo.
01:48:31.620 I do it because I feel like it breaks down this, uh, this matrix that's been built up
01:48:36.580 or up around us.
01:48:37.660 And it's, it's almost like, I have a hard time putting, um, this show and what I do and
01:48:42.900 in my personal life separate from what I do on Twitter and what I do with that show.
01:48:47.640 But I feel like it's very important.
01:48:49.220 Like it gives people this, this extra step, like, Oh, these, they're just being real.
01:48:53.780 Like I was like this in the nineties too, you know?
01:48:56.700 And then all of a sudden something happened where it's like, I can't express myself.
01:49:00.080 I can't tell the truth.
01:49:01.500 That's really the biggest part of it.
01:49:03.720 And whether it's, um, whether I'm being truthful with some of the awful jokes, I say, it's just
01:49:08.700 that I'm, I'm stepping past that line and I'm saying, come with me, you know, this is
01:49:13.040 not, this is not malicious.
01:49:14.460 I don't hate these.
01:49:15.160 I don't hate people, but come with me.
01:49:16.980 Let's, let's step past this thing.
01:49:18.400 Whatever they told us that we can't do.
01:49:20.080 That's like, we have to break that off in order to understand what is really going on
01:49:23.600 around this.
01:49:23.980 Because like we've been put into this like blanket state of sleep where people are watching
01:49:28.480 what they do and what they say.
01:49:29.940 And no one really knows what is going on.
01:49:34.060 I think it takes a special person to be able to do that.
01:49:38.700 Um, I really think it takes a special person to be able to do that.
01:49:42.240 Cause I, uh, one of the worst people in the world here.
01:49:44.840 Shout out Juana. 1.00
01:49:45.500 Top down line.
01:49:46.400 You don't have to.
01:49:48.180 No, we're not shouting out Juana anymore.
01:49:49.660 We shout out, uh, Thomas, the paranoid American. 0.54
01:49:51.940 No shout out for Juana. 1.00
01:49:53.320 But yeah, no, I think it takes a special person to kind of do that because it takes the forward
01:49:56.940 thinking, the, the understanding of like, there's a destination that I'm trying to get to,
01:50:03.140 and we're going to take these steps to get there and we're going to do it intentionally.
01:50:07.180 Uh, with, I imagine as little emotion attached to it as possible.
01:50:15.380 I, I just for like, because I couldn't do it.
01:50:18.980 I couldn't do that.
01:50:19.940 I couldn't do it.
01:50:20.620 I get too rowdy.
01:50:21.960 I get too rowdy.
01:50:23.040 And so like, I, like I can't, like, I can't, there's a reason why I can't, I don't even
01:50:30.140 watch UFC.
01:50:31.320 I don't understand it.
01:50:32.900 Like, I don't understand the idea of two guys getting a ring and try and knock each
01:50:36.960 other out and not hating each other afterwards.
01:50:39.080 I'm like, that doesn't compute with me.
01:50:41.060 It doesn't seem like a sport.
01:50:42.100 So, um, and I, I, I think that it takes a special kind of person to do it.
01:50:46.040 And I think we need people like that, that are able to, to do that in a strategic way.
01:50:50.560 Um, so I think that's awesome.
01:50:53.460 I think what it is, is it's like, there's been this encroaching power.
01:50:56.740 That's like part of the, the battle that's coming from, you know, the negative side of
01:51:02.600 all this is part of the control mechanism is controlling our speech, controlling our,
01:51:07.220 like top said, our ability to tell the truth, the logos, you can't fight that unless you
01:51:13.220 do it all.
01:51:14.100 So if the battle is on a verbal front, if the battle is with the things that you can
01:51:18.520 and can't say, well, if you're on the side of free speech and, and you know, that the
01:51:24.380 truth is the most important thing and you have to be able to express that, well, then how
01:51:27.640 do you wield that?
01:51:28.400 You wield that in the biggest F you way possible, which is whatever I want and I'm not going
01:51:33.560 to stop.
01:51:34.100 What is speech?
01:51:35.200 And like, when you really think about it, it's in the, it's the first book of the Bible
01:51:37.940 within the first, the first verse, God said something and it was good.
01:51:42.240 It was true. 0.75
01:51:43.280 So that's like, there's a Jordan Peterson thing.
01:51:45.520 That's where we get the top lobster, but it's like, if you're not saying the truth, what
01:51:49.340 are like, what are you manifesting?
01:51:51.460 You're maybe just nothing, maybe just crap.
01:51:54.540 But for me, it's like, if I'm not saying the truth, even at my own detriment and thank
01:51:58.980 God things have worked out for me the way that they have, because it could have gone awry
01:52:03.700 years ago.
01:52:04.260 I got doxed when I was just a t-shirt company and like not really even talking, but yeah,
01:52:10.100 I don't know.
01:52:10.400 I've just been consistently saying the truth as I see it and people seem to like it and
01:52:15.840 it's gotten me this far to the point where I'm like, I don't know where I'm at, but I
01:52:20.900 don't know where I'm going to end up, but I've gotten this far doing that.
01:52:23.480 And I continue, I intend on doing the same thing.
01:52:26.340 It's just like Tony has since the beginning of this episode, since the pre-chat, he's
01:52:32.260 like, am I doing this right?
01:52:34.020 Am I doing the right thing?
01:52:35.740 Am I headed in the right direction?
01:52:38.660 I'll tell you in a year.
01:52:40.200 I think there has to be an awareness of what you're able to do, who you are.
01:52:45.420 But like, all right, so what you're describing, what you're doing and what Peterson does, same
01:52:52.580 idea, different ways of doing it, right?
01:52:55.900 And neither one of those is something that I have a strong suit at.
01:53:02.040 So I can be insulting, but when I'm insulting, I'm not doing it to make a point.
01:53:07.160 I'm doing it to be insulting.
01:53:08.280 I'm doing it to be extremely nasty because I do not like you.
01:53:12.420 And I don't have the middle ground switch.
01:53:16.080 I have a, hey, we're really cool to, I can't stand you.
01:53:20.400 And so I don't cross certain lines because I know where it goes for me.
01:53:25.680 And so there's certain arenas that I don't play in because it's just not good for me.
01:53:30.960 And so I think that's what I'm trying to say.
01:53:33.960 Like there's a special, there's special people in this world who have the ability to do certain
01:53:38.520 things like Jordan.
01:53:39.540 I love Jordan.
01:53:41.140 Jordan is such a high intellectual person who can speak in a way that retards like me can
01:53:47.220 understand, you know?
01:53:48.960 And like that, that's special.
01:53:52.240 And, and I, and the same thing with the comedy and things like that.
01:53:56.680 But for me, I think I tried it a little bit when I did my radio show, Rage Against Dystopia.
01:54:04.440 And I quickly learned after about, I don't know, a month or two of doing a radio show
01:54:09.440 that it was, it was killing me because the only way I could do this Rage Against Dystopia
01:54:15.820 show is to find things that I was getting irate about because like, like I don't have
01:54:21.160 that, I don't have the ability to convey bad things without being furious about it.
01:54:26.400 And I realized that's what people were coming to the show for.
01:54:28.960 They wanted to hear me rant and get angry.
01:54:30.960 And I was like, this isn't healthy for me.
01:54:32.340 I can't do this because I'm just going to lose my mind and, and for everybody's enjoyment
01:54:37.420 and entertainment.
01:54:38.320 And so that's what I kind of knowing it's knowing what you're good at, right?
01:54:42.000 Like, so there's varying levels of like, you're like, I can't even watch UFC.
01:54:45.520 I love the UFC, but everyone is, is a different at a different spot.
01:54:49.620 David keeps trying to get me to watch this Obama film.
01:54:52.300 And even my, my mom too, like you got to watch it.
01:54:54.320 It's a good one.
01:54:54.780 It's a good one.
01:54:55.600 You see, for me though, Tony, I can watch guys pummel each other to death and then shake
01:55:00.200 hands and understand it.
01:55:01.460 I can't watch the PSYOP that is a movie about the PSYOP of the guy that created the PSYOP.
01:55:08.220 I can't do it.
01:55:09.020 It brings me down spiritually.
01:55:10.420 And I know it already.
01:55:11.660 Like I'm already, I already dabble in this stuff all day.
01:55:13.740 I'm like, I don't need to, I know what they, I watched the live stream of the World Economic
01:55:17.280 Forum with Klaus Schwab.
01:55:18.260 He said it there.
01:55:18.940 I don't need to see it in a movie with a diversified cast.
01:55:22.160 What's really interesting about you, Top, is that I, you, you got really like upset
01:55:26.460 about the January 6th thing, even like watching what was happening to people.
01:55:29.480 And you've told me that before.
01:55:31.080 And it's like, yeah, like seeing, like knowing that these guys were about to get locked up,
01:55:35.620 knowing that this was all going to be spun around on them like that really hurt you.
01:55:39.180 And like, I don't know.
01:55:40.660 It is interesting.
01:55:42.480 You have your spots where you can't do a thing.
01:55:45.540 Like you can't watch, leave the world behind.
01:55:47.660 I don't know where, where my spots are yet, but I have noticed that about you is like,
01:55:51.420 there's certain things where you're totally willing to go there.
01:55:53.960 And then other things you're like, no, that's poison for me.
01:55:56.620 And I don't want it.
01:55:57.360 And I'm like, that's really interesting.
01:55:58.380 It's good to have your spots.
01:55:59.740 Tony, you haven't been on, you haven't been on a X very long or you have, but like that
01:56:05.340 bothers me.
01:56:06.000 The movie on Netflix.
01:56:07.060 I don't like it.
01:56:08.760 I'm completely fine with having an interaction with Elon Musk about the Jews in Adrenochrome 1.00
01:56:13.800 getting articles written about me.
01:56:15.660 I just like, that is like fine.
01:56:18.260 But that other thing I can't do, and I know I can't do it.
01:56:21.460 So I just don't do it.
01:56:22.460 Like I'm at the stage in my life where I'm like, that's what I don't do.
01:56:25.140 And I don't do it.
01:56:26.360 Tony, go ahead.
01:56:28.300 I watched that movie right when it came out.
01:56:32.180 I didn't know who was behind it or anything.
01:56:34.460 I didn't even know it was coming out.
01:56:35.920 It just so happened.
01:56:36.820 I went on Netflix while we were getting ready to wrap Santa's presents to the kids.
01:56:42.400 And I was like, this looks like my vibe, but I'm watching it.
01:56:46.020 I'm like, oh my gosh.
01:56:47.940 I was like, they're telling us what's going to happen.
01:56:50.340 I'm like, I'll tell my wife, she was like wrapping presents for Santa and save from Santa.
01:56:54.600 And I'm like, this is revealing the method.
01:56:57.600 This is revelation of the method.
01:56:58.600 This is what they're telling us.
01:56:59.600 This is what's going to happen.
01:57:00.420 And I'm like, I'm like losing my mind.
01:57:02.340 And she, and she's watching it.
01:57:03.820 She's like, I think you're right.
01:57:04.900 I'm like, yeah, yeah.
01:57:06.140 Buy more food.
01:57:07.220 Get a bunker.
01:57:07.920 The bunkers have been a big thing the last couple of weeks.
01:57:14.700 I mean, Mark Zuckerberg building his own bunkers.
01:57:17.300 Apparently the Jews in New York already have their own bunkers.
01:57:20.240 I don't have a bunker in your yard.
01:57:22.200 Let's build a bunker in your yard. 0.63
01:57:23.320 It's Florida.
01:57:23.860 I don't know how that works.
01:57:24.620 It's like soft ground here.
01:57:25.720 I don't even have a basement.
01:57:26.600 Tony, one of the craziest things, right?
01:57:28.360 So Top goes through all this stuff.
01:57:29.600 He'll be exposed to all these crazy things.
01:57:31.080 Like he said, people writing articles about him.
01:57:33.160 We're at a gathering at his house and we're presented with a recording.
01:57:36.600 And this recording is, unfortunately, it's very dark in nature.
01:57:40.320 The story goes, there was some roommates and one of them was addicted to fentanyl.
01:57:48.240 And so what ends up happening is he starts going through this episode.
01:57:53.360 And I don't think that the other roommate knew necessarily that he was ODing, but he can
01:57:58.200 hear him in the bathroom making horrifying sounds.
01:58:01.960 And so what he does is he starts to record.
01:58:03.480 And as he's recording, you can tell that there is at least three discernible voices going
01:58:10.660 on, but there's only one guy in the bathroom.
01:58:13.620 At some points, they are happening at the same time, speaking over one another.
01:58:18.320 As a matter of fact, and I know this is interesting because you've stumbled upon this thing recently.
01:58:22.580 I believe I heard it through your show, this idea of a second set of vocal cords.
01:58:26.160 So like this, that people can emit almost a different voice.
01:58:29.920 And maybe I'm, maybe I'm wrong if that was a different show, but that's the only, that's
01:58:36.280 the only thing I could think of as to how this dude was making, it was like his voice of
01:58:41.200 suffering, another voice of like an antagonistic, almost feminine.
01:58:46.300 Like I would liken it to like a witch dude.
01:58:47.980 Like it sounded like this, like, like, uh, the exorcist when she would speak in that,
01:58:53.460 that gravelly, like, ah, your mother, you know, like that kind of voice.
01:58:56.420 And then this other voice that was very much like a beast, like an animal, like guttural
01:59:02.580 growling, no words, just great.
01:59:04.480 And the other ones.
01:59:05.260 And they listened to this shit in my house.
01:59:07.960 I said, no, we have to at least go outside of my house.
01:59:10.480 I'm not listening to this inside, outside of the door.
01:59:12.980 We leave this portal, close this door and then, and still too close.
01:59:17.420 I did not like that at all.
01:59:19.120 But I could tell, like, when I was like, let's listen to this, like, you know, uh, I, I didn't
01:59:23.740 know top well enough, but I can still pick up on like, did he just flinch at the idea
01:59:28.860 of like, he didn't verbalize it, but he was like, you know, like, and I was like, let's
01:59:34.340 go on it.
01:59:34.840 You want to go on the porch?
01:59:35.720 And he's like, let's go on the porch and listen to it.
01:59:37.320 And I was like, this is, it was just my first introduction to like a dude who I'm like, this
01:59:41.520 guy is in the trenches, swinging broad swords and laughing as he's covered in the blood
01:59:46.240 of sissies. 1.00
01:59:46.860 And like all of a sudden now it's like, we got to go on the porch.
01:59:50.420 All this political stuff, all the Twitter stuff, this is all people.
01:59:53.140 And this is all stupid and it's fun.
01:59:54.920 It's entertainment.
01:59:55.900 The spiritual stuff is where I'm like, okay, like, like you'll, if you come across my Twitter
02:00:01.260 or even me in real life, I'm very like, I'm going to make jokes about everything and
02:00:04.900 anything.
02:00:05.240 I don't care.
02:00:06.320 There's no limit.
02:00:06.980 But once we get to this part, I'm like, okay, have a seat and let's, uh, let's really
02:00:12.220 talk about what's going on here.
02:00:13.380 And it kind of, I guess it takes people off guard, but it's the only thing that really
02:00:17.480 matters very much off guard.
02:00:19.880 Yeah.
02:00:20.220 You're the one who told us that time to get serious when the spiritual stuff hits the fan
02:00:27.260 time to get serious.
02:00:28.640 Yeah.
02:00:29.040 I mean, like, and that just takes a, I think people like us, you know, for me, I mean, like
02:00:35.680 I, I don't live my life for this one.
02:00:39.260 I live for the next one.
02:00:40.400 So, uh, everything that I do has spiritual ramifications, good and bad, and I'm not perfect.
02:00:46.860 And I do things all the time that make ripple effects in the bad, bad direction.
02:00:51.560 And it pisses me off every time I do it.
02:00:54.180 Uh, but when I'm conscious in the moment to make sure I step through the portal onto the
02:00:58.880 porch, that's what I'm going to do for the betterment of the spiritual beings of the people
02:01:02.560 in my house and things like that, um, you know, like I think, I don't think, I don't
02:01:08.000 think we even comprehend the impact that we have on the kids that are underneath us.
02:01:12.300 Um, and we, and we mess up all the time.
02:01:15.140 Um, so yeah, it's, it's a, it's a very, the spiritual side of things is so real, uh, that
02:01:21.040 I guess in a way you can just look at everything else and be like, I don't care.
02:01:24.120 It's all a joke.
02:01:24.920 Um, but yeah, guys, I mean, I, I, I think that we're living in some really bizarre times.
02:01:32.820 I think that, uh, the Nephilim might be returning and, um, I don't know what that's going to 1.00
02:01:40.680 look like totally.
02:01:42.120 And it excites me.
02:01:43.840 It gets me.
02:01:44.860 I was going to say, and I'm pumped.
02:01:46.340 I'm hype.
02:01:47.680 I, I, it just, it's, it's so exciting.
02:01:50.540 Um, and, and, and not in a way that of like, I, I, I want to meet them.
02:01:55.440 It's, it's in a way of like, oh, this battle.
02:01:59.580 Yeah.
02:01:59.980 It's like, it's like, oh, this chapter starting now.
02:02:02.900 Okay.
02:02:03.700 Okay.
02:02:04.100 This chapter starting now, I know where this is going and, oh, I can't, I, I'm going to
02:02:10.260 be look, okay, where's he coming?
02:02:11.960 Where is he at?
02:02:12.840 You know?
02:02:13.180 Cause like, I'm like, okay, I know where this is going.
02:02:16.220 Um, and so that's what I mean by it's exciting.
02:02:18.560 Uh, because it's just like, you know, we, we, we see, we've said, we've seen it in
02:02:25.340 throughout the scripture.
02:02:26.960 We've talked about it all these, all these years and we're starting to see things unfold.
02:02:32.060 And it's just like, man, like you never really think it's going to happen in your lifetime.
02:02:36.080 Right.
02:02:36.880 Why our lifetime?
02:02:38.040 That's exactly.
02:02:38.900 And that's, well, that's the thing.
02:02:40.100 Like, like everybody, so like, so like growing up, it's like every generation is like, oh,
02:02:45.240 God's coming back in our lifetime, this, that, and the other.
02:02:47.180 And you're in, in, in your youth, you're like, yeah, okay.
02:02:50.280 Everybody always says that.
02:02:51.780 And now for the first time in my life, I'm like, I could see that happening.
02:02:56.940 Actually.
02:02:57.760 I could actually, well, you know what?
02:02:59.200 They didn't have Nephilim coming through portals in Miami mall.
02:03:02.920 I mean, we have all the good stuff.
02:03:04.500 And what I have to say to the people who expected it to come all those years is, ha ha.
02:03:09.800 We're the ones that get all the cool shit.
02:03:11.660 It's crazy.
02:03:12.480 You complainers.
02:03:14.120 The more this goes on, the more I'm emboldened, right?
02:03:17.300 The more we go down this path of like, oh my God, this is spiritual warfare.
02:03:21.580 This is all biblical.
02:03:22.960 I'm like, thank God.
02:03:25.040 Thank God.
02:03:25.680 This is all biblical.
02:03:26.680 Thank God that this is all real.
02:03:28.180 That's the way I feel.
02:03:29.060 That's every time another step is taken, I feel better about it.
02:03:32.300 And you can be blackpilled and you can see all this stuff and you can get upset about
02:03:35.200 the direction that the world is going.
02:03:36.480 As soon as you plug in the biblical lens, you're suddenly not blackpilled anymore.
02:03:40.460 You're more like, thank God.
02:03:42.160 You're at peace.
02:03:42.520 Because this is all real.
02:03:43.980 Exactly.
02:03:44.640 You know how it ends.
02:03:45.900 Yeah.
02:03:46.240 Like you're at peace.
02:03:47.300 As soon as you see it and you know what side you're on, you're like, it's overwhelming.
02:03:57.280 And that's why maybe I can say, oh, I'm here for it.
02:04:00.160 Because I already know.
02:04:02.740 I already know what side I'm on.
02:04:04.140 I already accepted the fact that one day this guy is going to die.
02:04:07.480 Like I'm dying.
02:04:08.600 Every day I'm dying.
02:04:10.480 And that's why I said, I'm not living for this life.
02:04:13.640 I'm living for the next one.
02:04:15.520 Like I don't, whether it's a nephilim coming through a portal and biting my head off, or 0.61
02:04:22.600 I die from cancer at 65 because I smoked cigarettes like a chimney driving truck. 1.00
02:04:27.600 Like I'm going to die.
02:04:29.620 And the final destination is the same no matter how I die.
02:04:36.220 And so like, I'm so much at peace with it.
02:04:40.840 When you come to realization and you're like, wow, the nephilim are returning.
02:04:46.560 It's just like, oh, well, you know, I'm at peace with it.
02:04:50.240 It's a Jerry Marzinski idea of taking agency of your own life.
02:04:53.960 Like the people that suffer with schizophrenia and don't understand that it is entities,
02:04:59.140 the schizophrenia will get worse.
02:05:00.420 They'll spiral and it'll lead to their, he actually, an interesting statistic, psychoanalysis
02:05:06.080 or psychologists like him and the schizophrenic patients have similar statistics for suicide.
02:05:11.980 Um, that's where it leads to, but, uh, yeah, once, once you realize, once you're aware
02:05:17.120 and you're able to take inventory and take account of yourself, you have that agency now
02:05:21.820 where it's like, well, now, now I can actually be proactive.
02:05:25.160 Even though, you know, if nephilim come to my property, I'm like shooting with an AR, like
02:05:29.420 it might not be, but it gives me peace.
02:05:32.080 You can try.
02:05:33.000 We need, we need like that sword that, uh, you know, that they use to cut off Goliath's
02:05:36.620 head.
02:05:36.760 You need nephilim technology, but shout out to, to rife technology.
02:05:40.000 Cause we're, we might have a direct energy weapon.
02:05:43.060 I just want to say, man, if it's going to be nephilim, please at least let, and, and
02:05:47.940 as nephilim death squad, I would like a joint, like, please let us take one out, just one 1.00
02:05:52.900 out on our way, just, just to have that moment on the wall.
02:05:56.340 That's it.
02:05:57.060 Because if not, then the, the, the, the name means nothing.
02:05:59.360 Uh, look, speaking of dying, I know Tony has got the flu or something.
02:06:03.140 He doesn't know.
02:06:03.580 He doesn't go to doctors.
02:06:04.340 He has no idea what he has.
02:06:05.560 Um, so I want to respect his time.
02:06:07.300 Tony, thank you so much, dude.
02:06:08.960 This has been like genuinely awesome, uh, awesome conversation.
02:06:12.820 And, uh, I just, you know, you kind of were the spark for the inception of this show.
02:06:18.320 And so we've come full circle.
02:06:20.940 Well, Tony, before we go, let him know.
02:06:23.520 So I'm sorry.
02:06:24.180 I keep interrupting.
02:06:24.900 Go Tony.
02:06:25.320 Go.
02:06:25.480 I just, no, I was just going to say, I appreciate you guys inviting me on the show.
02:06:30.620 And I think it's crazy that, that my show, uh, the way this show started, I think it's,
02:06:36.480 it's crazy.
02:06:37.080 And I think you guys give me too much credit for stuff.
02:06:39.280 I just, I just sit behind a microphone, talk to people and talk out loud, you know?
02:06:43.820 Um, but, uh, I appreciate you guys bringing me on and I wish I, I don't know.
02:06:49.340 I hope I, I hope I did good for you is cause I, I feel like being sick, I, I, I, I wasn't
02:06:54.760 able to hit a grand slam or something, but hopefully I did.
02:06:57.840 Okay.
02:06:58.280 I tried.
02:06:59.040 I hit multiple grand slams, dude.
02:07:00.500 You crushed.
02:07:00.940 Fully invigorated.
02:07:01.860 I loved it.
02:07:02.500 Um, before you go, tell them where they could find you.
02:07:05.280 And if you, if you would, we've never done this before, but leave us out on a, on a prayer
02:07:10.840 on the way out, because I feel like that's pretty important.
02:07:13.500 Haven't seen it.
02:07:14.240 I don't even care if people think this is a Christian show.
02:07:16.060 I already told you what I think about my fans.
02:07:18.480 If, if you would, Tony.
02:07:21.160 Yeah, no problem.
02:07:22.180 That's fine with me.
02:07:22.840 That's actually, I think might be the first time that somebody has asked me for that,
02:07:25.160 but that's cool.
02:07:25.900 I like that.
02:07:26.360 Um, yeah, you can find me the confessionals podcast.com, uh, on anything.
02:07:32.500 Podcast playing app.
02:07:33.800 Uh, that's the genesis of what people know me from.
02:07:36.740 Uh, I am trying to, um, enthusiastically and entrepreneurially, uh, move Merkle media in
02:07:46.560 the direction of the, the next level of everything.
02:07:49.980 And so we're trying to make documentary, we are making documentaries and we are making
02:07:54.800 movies.
02:07:55.640 Uh, and I'm, I'm trying to work out, you know, the best way to bring more and more
02:08:02.220 podcasts onto the scene.
02:08:04.160 That makes sense for everybody.
02:08:05.380 That's the biggest thing.
02:08:07.040 Um, but, uh, yeah, I'm just trying to create stuff.
02:08:11.040 So I'm a big, uh, Tim pool fan.
02:08:13.200 I, I enjoy, uh, watching Tim pool a lot.
02:08:16.600 Actually, I respect the guy a ton.
02:08:19.060 Um, and he always talks about, uh, changing culture and moving culture.
02:08:24.880 And when, when he started talking about that stuff and doing what he's doing, I was like,
02:08:33.400 well, I'm not Tim pool, but I have a little, little podcast and a little media company.
02:08:40.180 Let me try.
02:08:40.820 So I'm sorry.
02:08:43.160 I'm losing it for a second.
02:08:43.980 Give me a second here.
02:08:44.740 Um, some water, dude, if I might interject, I do know Tim pool, I do respect him for what
02:08:52.220 he's built, but I think you're, uh, as far as moving culture, um, he's not a culture mover.
02:08:58.420 He's a, he's something else.
02:09:00.380 He's a big, great business dude, but you're doing it right from my vantage point, from my
02:09:04.680 perspective, keep doing what I wouldn't, as somebody who's been listening to Tim pool,
02:09:09.340 I don't look at you as being not in that situation at all.
02:09:14.120 Yeah.
02:09:14.680 Well, I appreciate that.
02:09:15.720 I, um, I've been to Tim pool's, uh, castle a few times now, and I'll be going back a few
02:09:21.700 times this year for different things, mainly whenever we drop a film to do pop culture
02:09:25.960 crisis, I imagine.
02:09:27.460 Um, but I, I got, I personally have a lot of respect for the guy.
02:09:30.860 Um, I like him a lot.
02:09:33.420 And so when he started doing that and talking about that and stuff, I was like, let me try.
02:09:37.160 And so I appreciate you guys saying that though.
02:09:38.980 Um, even though you're just saying that, you know, no, I'm not, um, I don't say anything.
02:09:43.140 I don't mean Tony.
02:09:44.080 That's true.
02:09:44.880 I, I do, I do know that.
02:09:46.520 Uh, but, uh, all right, let's, let's wrap this thing up and, uh, lead us out in a prayer
02:09:51.120 here.
02:09:52.040 Uh, heavenly father, thank you so much for having these guys invite me onto their show and,
02:09:58.320 uh, just have a genuine conversation about whatever we came to our minds, Lord, uh, as per
02:10:05.060 per tradition, that's where you typically move.
02:10:09.220 The most is when you allow us as believers in you just to speak freely and let the Holy
02:10:16.020 Spirit do what the Holy Spirit does.
02:10:18.960 And Lord, I trust that whatever was said today, uh, was done to glorify you in anything that
02:10:26.560 might've been over the line that it was not of you, Lord.
02:10:30.420 I pray that you does delete, delete that from people's memories.
02:10:33.320 So it doesn't do anything, um, of ill will towards you and your kingdom building, Lord.
02:10:39.640 Uh, thank you for the opportunity to speak to their audience.
02:10:43.240 Thank you for these two guys coming and listening to my show and starting their show.
02:10:48.480 Uh, Lord, the ripple effect is astounding.
02:10:52.020 And I pray that those who have planted seeds and through stones in the water that the ripples
02:10:59.220 hit me and started me off on this journey.
02:11:01.780 And now I'm doing the same that they do the same for the next generation, Lord.
02:11:05.660 And that this ripple effect just keeps going further and further out.
02:11:08.740 And that there are shows that are just too many that we can count that we can't even count
02:11:13.360 them all that have, uh, some kind of stemming from shows that came well before me, Lord.
02:11:21.220 I pray that throughout all that, that you're glorified in one way or another, we don't need
02:11:28.480 to do it the way it's always been done.
02:11:30.560 We're learning that, and we're just being open vessels for you, that you come and use
02:11:36.460 us the way you want to use us for the generation that's before us.
02:11:39.660 Now, help us understand the generation that's before us now.
02:11:43.360 And so that we can deeper impact their lives, reach them so that more people can come to
02:11:49.120 you and that ultimately we have an army for those end of days, your name.
02:11:55.480 I pray.
02:11:56.100 Amen.
02:11:57.140 Amen.
02:11:58.160 Tony, I'm going to tell you something right now.
02:12:01.960 I'm not kidding you right at the end there.
02:12:07.680 I, it got, did it look bright on the, I don't know if anybody was watching.
02:12:12.520 I had my head down.
02:12:14.580 Like, I noticed the light fluctuation.
02:12:17.020 Did you notice that?
02:12:18.500 I did notice the light fluctuation.
02:12:20.660 Wow!
02:12:20.740 David, you piece of crap, David, you had your eyes open during the prayer.
02:12:24.240 Incredible.
02:12:25.020 I had my eyes closed, but I could, I could sense that it was getting brighter.
02:12:28.400 I thought my, my, my light was.
02:12:30.240 Hey, let's look at the chat.
02:12:31.200 Did they see that?
02:12:31.880 Did anybody see that?
02:12:34.380 That's incredible.
02:12:35.380 I kind of, I kind of, I kind of wrapped it up because I wanted to see, like, I, I got
02:12:40.300 shivers.
02:12:41.420 Like, I thought it was my light.
02:12:42.940 I thought my light was getting screwed up.
02:12:44.880 I got shivers because I was like, oh my gosh, there's an angel in my presence.
02:12:48.420 Like, I literally, it got, like, my eyes are closed and it got so bright behind my eyelids.
02:12:57.360 I was like, there's something lighting up the room right now.
02:13:00.660 Wow.
02:13:01.000 Oh, that's so wild.
02:13:02.260 That's so wild.
02:13:03.620 Wow.
02:13:03.920 That's incredible.
02:13:04.480 Wow.
02:13:06.120 Oh, I don't even know how to, I don't know how to end this.
02:13:08.560 I had, I, I don't know.
02:13:10.060 I don't know.
02:13:10.720 I don't know if it matters.
02:13:11.580 I thought you had that experience too, because that, I was like, I wanted to, like, I wanted
02:13:15.860 to wrap it up, open my eyes and be like, what's up, Michael?
02:13:19.700 You know, this is my, my, my thought process was my light is doing a thing.
02:13:25.320 And then I kind of, man, I don't even want to say, I know we say crazy shit on this show
02:13:29.620 all the time, but I felt like my face, I felt like I was going to be touched on my
02:13:33.760 face.
02:13:35.000 Whoa.
02:13:35.940 Like I, I, it shivered me to the point that I was nervous.
02:13:40.440 I was nervous.
02:13:41.760 I, I, I was, wow.
02:13:45.320 Man, that's wild.
02:13:48.220 All right, guys.
02:13:48.880 Thanks for listening.
02:13:50.120 Yeah.
02:13:50.860 We'll see.
02:13:51.620 I guess we'll see you next week.
02:13:54.680 Thank you, Tony.
02:13:55.600 See you guys.
02:13:56.180 The greatest hypnotist on planet Earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.
02:14:02.720 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.
02:14:06.480 It's human persuasion that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see.
02:14:11.380 Because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's
02:14:18.560 happening.
02:14:19.440 And they have.
02:14:20.300 you