024： NDS Chronicles - The Miracle
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Summary
On this episode of NDSN Chronicles, we read your submitted paranormal testimony. This week's testimony is from a man who claims to have been abducted by a group of people known as the "Nephilim Death Squad."
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We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.
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The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely normal.
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It's like we all know it's going down, but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the grave.
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They controlling this now, and no one's talking about how they made a spot to be slaves.
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And everybody's just walking around, heading to clouds, and won't awaken to a dead in the grave.
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But then it's too late, we need to be ready to raise up.
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Only some are aware that the government releasing poison in their hands.
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Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony.
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I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven, operating alone today.
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Top's been at the venue trying to dial in the sound equipment, trying to figure out how to work even the TVs there, apparently.
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I was talking to him this morning, and I said, let me know.
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Number one, I would have loved if he let me know to be there.
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I could have helped with all my sound, what would you call it, engineering acumen that I have that doesn't exist at all, guys.
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And I just talked to him only a little while ago.
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He just got out of the venue, so apparently there was some technical difficulties.
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He was there all day, not going to be able to do the episode.
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I said, let me give the people something to chew on before Bro Grove kicks off.
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Guys, before we even get into the show, two quick announcements to make.
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A great way to support the show, consider going on over to patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad
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and signing up for whatever tier you'd like, gaining access to, ad-free viewing experiences, engaging with the live chat.
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I've actually put the chat on the screen for this episode.
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I thought that could kind of be, you guys could be my co-pilot today, which means that whoever's watching this in post
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is going to see the horrific things that the chat says.
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You could sign up for whatever tier and gain early access to the episodes, too.
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There's a ton of backlog content there on patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad.
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It's my understanding that people are quite happy.
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So, anywho, guys, really quickly, don't forget, if you want to have us read your paranormal testimony,
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you can submit it at chroniclesnds at gmail.com.
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You can see the ticker going beneath the screen here.
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Send your testimony, your weird experience, your supernatural encounter, your unexplainable situation,
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and we'll read it here and we'll comment on it, and it's probably of no value to you because we can't give you any answers,
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All right, guys, we're going to get straight into it today.
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I know that a lot of you guys, including Nancy, are on route and route to Rohini and Grove right now.
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So, maybe some of you are driving and you're getting to listen to this.
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Some of you are flying, in which case you're not getting to listen to this.
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If you didn't forget your real ID, some of you are flying.
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TLC Dark Mode last night, if you're not signed up for that, maybe you should do that.
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So, if you want more content, then TLC Dark Mode and Timeline Cleanser are there for you.
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But I was talking to a lot of people in the chat.
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And even Shane Cashman, who's going to be our emcee for the event, he doesn't have his real ID.
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And I think there's quite a few people, actually, that are driving really far.
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Nephilim Noob says the right eyebrow looks nice.
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And it turns out that, you know, he did my eyebrows.
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And, you know, he made them really, really thin.
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All right, we're going to get into Joel T today and a bunch of other ones.
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We'll see if we can actually read some of these stories without the back and forth.
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But it's not really the back and forth between me and Top.
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So, hopefully, we can get through some of these.
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I have no idea because you people can change your names.
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For example, Chronicles of David's B-hole, which, you know, that's not what this show is about.
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This show is about your submitted paranormal testimony, but not my butthole stories.
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But, peace be with you, Top Lobster and Raven, Christ is risen.
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I'll take two of the pieces be with us because Top's not here.
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This is Joel again, the Spice Boy who saw the lake of fire.
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I hope you've been, you know, staying off the spice.
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I told you how I came to God and forsook the false pagan idols and burnt their altar.
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I know it's been a while since I updated you, so here it is.
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The last time I wrote in was when the Lord had given me words to speak,
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and I had spoken curses to unclean spirits in his name.
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Since then, things have ramped up in a major way.
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My wife and I had a major fight, which I am convinced was demonically influenced.
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That's one of those themes that pops up over and over again when we do these chronicles,
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And we've talked about it before, so I'll keep it short.
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But I think when you make a promise to be in this union in front of God, it's a promise to God.
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And, you know, I was going through, me and my wife got into a small argument not long ago.
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And it was so uncharacteristic of us because me and my wife, we never argue.
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So even though it wasn't a huge one, it was still like, what is going on here?
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Through it all, though, I prayed asking God to ease my wife's heart and to help me cast out the unclean things that affected her.
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The very next day, it was as if the fight had never happened at all, though.
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And I want to thank everyone in the Telegram who prayed for us as well.
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We have this super sweet Telegram group where, you know, we have a, we have a.
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Not letting it, not letting you touch it anymore.
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When I was a kid, I did that with a, with a razor.
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But yeah, we have this awesome Telegram chat where, you know, we even have a, a, a, a sub
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chat dedicated to prayers for people who are going through it.
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And, and I think that, honestly, I think that much of our success is due to the people who
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He says, I learned to take my walk with Christ and the word of God more seriously, completely
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We have noticed a recurring smell from our basement of rot and sulfur periodically after
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When my house flooded, that doesn't seem to be connected to any dead animal.
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If you're following the show, um, there is a smell associated with these things.
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I forgot to tell you guys, I, the not having top threw me off the spiel.
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Don't forget guys, this is a 30 minute preview only.
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I will abandon the pores at the 30 minute mark.
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Um, I'm not breaking with tradition around that half hour mark.
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If you guys want to hang out in the chat that you can see on the screen, cause that, you
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You could be on patreon.com backslash Nephilim death squad.
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Uh, Nancy says, shave them off and draw them on like a real Latina.
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I think I'm going to go and get them, uh, microbladed tattooed on.
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I used to work at a place that did microblading.
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I got to a place that was called the John John Institute.
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He was very big and he had tattooed everything at a tattooed beard.
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He had a tattooed eyebrows, uh, a tattooed hairline.
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And when I, when I left that place, I said, Hey, thank you for the opportunity.
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None of this is for, I know I look like this, but none of this is for me.
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And I was just like, I'm like, what am I doing here?
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These, these people, they all had something in common.
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They couldn't see what they were doing to themselves, but they were going ahead and doing it anyway.
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Uh, everybody here is wonderful, but this just isn't for me.
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So he says, I've searched the basement and found no physical explanation for the, the smell, the sulfur and rot.
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I've been woken up at a home and on the road by aggressive knocking on the doors only to find nobody there.
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You guys, I'm sure most of you are familiar with my story, but now I can't stop telling it.
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Uh, I've heard whispers as I try to pray saying, he can't hear you.
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All of which disappear when I focus harder on God, man.
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I haven't mentioned this yet, but I am a truck driver trainer.
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And I had a conflict with a trainee that ended poorly with a lot of unanswered questions.
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And he had been getting angry about wanting to be on his own, despite only being trained for a week and a half.
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If you go and you're, and you're getting trained, um, at work, you got to deal with, you got, you got to, what do they call it?
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And you got to do that pretty much indefinitely, uh, until you're ready to, you know, not indefinitely.
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Pat, you're on the, you're one of the people you're, you're already paid.
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Um, M Lauren says, I heard whispers the other night and a picture fell off the wall.
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If I heard that, uh, just where I am in my life, I would immediately start, you know,
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Joel says, so the morning of the incident, we had discussed leaving at four.
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He's talking about the incident that he's alluding to the morning of the incident.
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Needless to say, I was shocked to find the truck and him gone.
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When I got out of the truck stop at 345 that morning, he had headed to Louisiana and left
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The next thing I know, my phone rings from the after hours line, and I was able to explain
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my situation just as another truck from my fleet showed up going the exact direction
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Long story short, this trainee drove 262 miles without me, ignored five forced messages and
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I thank God that other driver happened to happen by to get fuel or I would have been stranded.
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And then he leaves us there with a cliffhanger.
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JR says, you still haven't added me to the telegram.
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Spencer says, I slept in a witch's house with my wife and had a hula hoop fall off the wall.
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Z-Man says, I'm going to use my $2 privileges to record the Brogrove stream and bootleg it.
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You're a terrible human, Z-Man, and I would expect nothing less from you.
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In fact, I won't even stop you because it's not lost on me that you need it that bad.
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If you need it that bad, I want you to have it.
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Since then, I have had a vision while praying and a recurring dream that seems to be significant.
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The first of which was the vision in which Jesus appeared to me as a lion while praying.
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First was the imposing face of a lion with eyes like orange flames and a mane of white fire.
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The hair on my arms and the back of my neck stood up and the image of the lion faded, being replaced by man himself, Jesus Christ of Nazareth, looking directly at me as he's described in Revelation chapter 1.
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Let's do a Google because, you know, I'm scripturally retarded.
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Let's say, how is Jesus described in Rev chapter 1?
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In Revelation chapter 1, Jesus is depicted with both divine and human characteristics.
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He is described as the faithful witness, the firstborn from the dead, and the ruler of the kings of earth.
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John's vision portrays Jesus as having a robe and a golden sash, a head of white hair, eyes like fire and feet like bronze.
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His face is described as shining like the sun in all of its brilliance.
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He also holds seven stars in his right hand and has a sharp two-edged sword coming out of his mouth.
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That reminds me, whenever I hear a descriptive like that, which I guess, you know, comes up a lot in what we do here, it reminds me of my uncle.
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And, you know, he was kind of this, I didn't have a dad growing up, and I wouldn't say that he was a father figure, but he was certainly a mentor figure.
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I didn't have a lot of strong male examples in my life.
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And then so around, I guess, what would be 24, 25, I sort of develop a relationship with my uncle where there was none before.
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Never really knew him, knew of him, you know, but never had an interaction with him.
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He takes a great deal of pride in my ability to weld.
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In fact, he, it really is like, in that way, there was almost a fatherly sort of pride situation.
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I picked up welding very fast, and he, in his mind, knew that that was going to happen because I, my great-grandfather was a welder, and then, you know, my great-uncle was a welder, and then I became a welder.
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So he's like, welding is in, you know, our blood, effectively.
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When he found out that I took to it very quickly, that, that tickled him.
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So, and then I had this Jeep, this Cherokee, Cherokee Sport that I bought while I, you know, around the time where he and I were developing this relationship, and I, I fixed it.
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But, so he knew, like, I wasn't, like, a car guy, and he knew I wasn't a shop guy, but he watched me become one because of his influence.
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So I would, I would clean up the Jeep real nice, and I'd shine the tires, and I'd, he only lived a couple of blocks away.
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And, um, I would go to the scrapyard, because it was a 2000 or a 2001, which is a bad year.
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And it was missing a lot of the bells and whistles.
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Light cover here, a center hub for the, for the rim there, um, little things like that.
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But I would go to the junkyard, and I would pull all the little knickknacks, and I would eventually end up completing my 2001 Jeep Cherokee.
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And every time I got a little further, I'd, I'd shine her up in the driveway, and I'd drive her past Uncle Matt's house.
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Not, like, got a bumper, and then welded it together, because sometimes they sell them flat, and you could do that.
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No, I drew up the plans for how I wanted the bumper to look.
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I measured, I, I cut sheet metal by hand in a shear, and then I, I welded it all together.
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It was like 3 16ths, maybe, uh, sheet metal, uh, you know, high carbon steel, and, um, tacked it all together, welded it, right?
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I made sure that I welded a little bit here, and then I went to the other side and welded a little bit there.
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If you dump too much heat into one area, it'll start to warp.
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Uh, what ended up happening was there was a flub, actually, at the doctor's office with his medication.
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But, less than a week before Uncle Mac passes away, I have this strange dream where I'm in a supermarket, um, I'm in an, in an aisle, and Uncle Mac's next to me.
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I look to him, but he's kind of turned away from me.
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Honestly, he looked like Gandalf the White to me.
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He's like Gandalf the Gray than Gandalf the White.
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And, um, and I'm trying to get his attention, and he's just walking away from me.
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And I try to go around him, but the aisles are, like, narrow.
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Like, I can't get around one man in a supermarket aisle.
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He just walks away from me, and eventually I woke up.
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I think he was, like, late 50s or something like that.
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Every time I hear this descriptive of, like, Jesus with the white hair and the robe,
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and I always go back to think about Uncle Mac and what a strange kind of prophetic dream that was.
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Because the way I interpret his moving away from me is that he was doing that, in fact.
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In real life, he was moving away from me, and I would not be able to get him back.
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Yeah, he, uh, he just died in the doctor's office in his wife's arms.
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I don't know the details of it too much because my aunt didn't want to talk about it.
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Um, so he sees Jesus looking the way that he's described in Revelation 1.
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He says, I was so awestruck, terrified, and in shock that all I could think to do was fall on my face.
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The feeling I was left with afterwards was that, uh, he is always watching us and that he's always there for us if we only have faith.
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Not long after that was my, was the vision dream.
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I was in a shallow, tall cavern carved out of rock, out of a rock face with a building on my right side and a broken down building on my left with two pillars in the front.
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So, the pillars and floor are covered in red flowers with a red sky overhead and the moon splitting.
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Man, that is, you're painting a picture, baby boy.
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And to this day, I haven't figured out quite what it means yet.
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After that vision, my two sons started seeing things and coming to me about them.
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I don't have the, the chops to unpack this one.
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Maybe somebody in the chat does or somebody listening out there, one of the, one of the listeners.
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I was in a shallow, tall cavern carved, carved out of a rock face with a building on my right side and a broken down building on my left side with two pillars in front.
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The pillars and the floor are covered in red flowers and the, with a red sky overhead.
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And to this day, I haven't quite figured out what it means yet.
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Valentine's Day prepped room while the moon splits apart and Draco constellation kind of sounds, yeah, like that.
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Nancy says, got to take care of a few things before her flight.
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Marty Mac says, anybody with Mac in their name crushes.
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Uncle Mac is a heavy, it was, it was Mac Nicky.
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I, I'm only going to tell you, Spencer, because they, they, they never let me rest.
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And every time I say Revelations, the, the chat just kills me.
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In some interpretations, the Constellation Draco, the dragon, is associated with the serpent in the Garden of Eden.
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And by extension, with the devil or Satan, this connection is not explicitly stated in the Bible.
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But rather is derived from symbolic interpretations of Revelation 12.
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That's the, the dragon that is waiting to eat the child that the woman is birthing.
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Um, where the dragon is described as taking a third of the stars with it.
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Okay, I might be thinking of something different.
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Other interpretations like Draco to the Greek myth of Leiden.
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Some biblical scholars interpret the dragon in Revelation 12 as symbolizing Satan.
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And the stars it takes with it, with it, representing fallen angels.
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This is one of the main points of connection between Draco and the devil.
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So he says that after this, his sons start telling him about, that they're seeing things.
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He's got two sons and they're starting to see things.
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That's the context I always think of these three.
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I try not to let my son see anything scary because if you do, then he ends up in your
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room and I don't want, I don't, I don't like being woken up.
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I think sleep is very important, especially for children and you can't have them paralyzed
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watching, you know, the hat man, uh, twiddle his thumbs in the corner.
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My oldest son who is 12 has come to me at least twice in the past few months with biblical
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questions and had to tell me and to tell me things he's seen or has seen.
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My oldest son who is 12 has come to me at least twice in the past few months with biblical
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questions and to tell me things he's seen or as he says, made up.
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So he's coming to you and he's trying to, he's probably trying to protect himself, right?
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My son has also been having a ton of biblical questions and thank God for this show because
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if he were to have these questions five years ago, I'd have been fucking unable to answer
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But you know, uh, what's up with the beef between Owen and Sam?
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I don't think there's really any beef between Owen and Sam.
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I don't know if it's, I don't know what it is, but I know that it, it, it, you know,
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Sam probably doesn't want it to happen anymore.
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Every time I see it happen, I'm like, I don't know what's going on.
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Um, but I'm hoping that they can, they're going to rekindle something at, uh, bro grove.
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Cause after all, what is, what is the grove about if it's not about bros, right?
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Sounds like maybe the broken down building represents original sin in the new building,
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Dog, you can't just say, uh, some cryptic shit like that.
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Z-Man, the, the strongest advocate for abandoning the pores.
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Ah, Patrick shouts, on the other hand, I'm going to miss the pores so much.
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Every time they're gone, I do feel an emptiness.
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Uh, Draco, the dragon, Virgo, the virgin, Orion, the hunter, as the conqueror Christ.
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You should look into how all of the constellations play into the gospel story.
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Um, the idea that God's story was already told in the stars.
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Before the Bible, you know, and, and all of its, all of its books were brought together.
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So when people go, oh, um, the Bible wasn't written until the umpteenth century or whatever.
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And, but it's like, well, that's not really the, the point.
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Um, it was almost like God was, after everything was said and done.
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And after the Nephilim did their thing and after the fallen did their thing, God was like, okay,
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we're going to, we're going to tell the story about how it actually went.
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Because these motherfuckers are telling a half-hearted story, a half-truth.
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We'll, we'll finish this story and then we'll, then we'll get away from the pores.
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Okay, so, from their nature, however, I can tell they're not from him.
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Uh, one was a dream creature with three separate parts that he said controlled dreams,
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but I instantly recognized it as the entity called Oracle.
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The night he had, I'm sorry, the night he and I spent four hours talking about the nature
00:33:09.060
of the spiritual realm and reading scripture, or that night, I'm sorry, which is a really
00:33:14.160
Not getting any sleep, though, but some things are more important, I guess.
00:33:16.540
So that night he spends four hours talking about the nature of the spiritual realm and
00:33:21.400
I explained the nature and history of the Nephilim to him and have started leading him down the
00:33:27.100
biblical pathway to truly understanding the unseen realm.
00:33:29.580
Also, very based, my middle child, five years old, not even a week after, came to my wife
00:33:37.360
and I right before bed saying he was seeing ghosts in and around the living room.
00:33:41.960
He doesn't watch scary movies or anything, or media like that, at all.
00:33:49.920
I went through his room, gotta sweep the room of ghosts, right?
00:33:53.840
Gotta sweep the room, one in the chamber, clear, clear, no ghosts under there.
00:33:58.560
I went through his room, his brother's room, his sister's room, living room, every room
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in the house and the basement with holy incense, frankincense, and myrrh, praying and commanding
00:34:11.260
every unclean spirit, be gone in the name of Christ.
00:34:16.100
During this process, everyone in the house, including my wife and a friend we had over,
00:34:20.400
heard several loud knocks and even a growl from the fireplace in the living room.
00:34:34.020
I also didn't let my family friend talk to the ghost or burn sage or any of that gay crap.
00:34:40.900
I really have gotten to the point now where I think the sage...
00:34:55.620
I think when it comes to sage, I think what's happening here is people are appeasing a spirit.
00:35:06.120
I think what you're doing is you're giving a burnt offering.
00:35:12.800
So you're like temporarily alleviated, but you don't know why the fuck it keeps coming back.
00:35:15.960
Like, right, because historically speaking, these entities have always taken burnt offerings, tobacco and otherwise.
00:35:24.940
And so I'm kind of wondering, like, why does it work temporarily?
00:35:31.960
Like, are you just appeasing them for a short period of time, but then, you know, eventually they come back for more?
00:35:43.060
Okay, anywho, I watched in the picture window reflection a pair of glowing embers sank through the bottom of the fireplace and into the basement.
00:35:55.040
The spiritual cleansing seems to have worked for the living room fireplace.
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However, the basement still gets the occasional smell of decay and death with no dead animal to be found and even fills with flies sometimes.
00:36:08.480
Needless to say, things have really ramped up, especially since Hurricane Helen.
00:36:13.060
So I hope you all keep myself and my family in your prayers.
00:36:16.900
Guys, there's a prayer section in the Telegram.
00:36:19.580
And if you're not even in the Telegram, you know, in your own time, say a prayer for Joel T. and his family here because they're really going through something.
00:36:26.480
When I was in my last house, we had to jump ship out of there before I lost it.
00:36:35.200
And instead, I managed to, you know, figure out some shit and then rent the place out.
00:36:48.660
But that probably tells you you should look at it, right?
00:36:58.960
There was a lot of spiritual activity going on.
00:37:07.140
She had one wall had a nearly floor to ceiling window in it.
00:37:11.540
And she would see the silhouette of a man in the night standing in her window, but impossibly tall because it's fucking floor to ceiling, right?
00:37:25.400
The knocking, I think, was probably the most dramatic.
00:37:39.260
Garage door, front door, front windows, bedroom windows, just knocking.
00:37:43.580
And there were so many people there to verify it.
00:37:47.940
One time, me and my cousin were standing having a conversation in the living room.
00:37:52.460
We were practically within arm's reach of the doorknob to the front door.
00:37:57.560
But by that time, we were so accustomed to the knocking that we were trying to catch this thing.
00:38:09.100
So we grabbed the doorknob almost instantly, ripped it open, and we both ran outside.
00:38:13.620
You ever see the fucking, the movie Signs, Mel Gibson?
00:38:24.880
Anyway, they both run out and they split up and they go to opposite directions and they run around the house.
00:38:29.080
And Merle's like, we're going to kick your ass, bitch.
00:38:33.860
And Mel Gibson's character is like, I am insane with anger.
00:38:39.600
So we fucking bolt out the door expecting to catch somebody.
00:38:48.080
And I take a mental note of it, but it doesn't fit the description of what I'm looking for.
00:38:52.540
So only after I realize, like, man, there's nobody fucking here, do I go.
00:38:57.120
So, um, I did see a black skittering cloud, mass, whatever, move across my front yard.
00:39:09.700
So this would have been in the light, but it still appeared to be just a pitch black skittering mass.
00:39:21.980
I'm getting the fucking chills, actually, remembering this shit, dude.
00:39:24.100
And the knocking started after, I guess I'll tell the story, after we kick out the pores.
00:39:30.960
But he tells me, look, and under the street lamp, there's a shadow.
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Under the street lamp, there is a shadow of a man.
00:39:47.880
Like a standing, like a shadow, like it's, he would have had to have been so black.
00:39:54.100
It's a black guy who's very black, who's wearing black clothing from top to bottom.
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I gave you guys 10 more minutes than you deserve.
00:40:10.700
But if you want to continue hearing what's going to be next, which is fucking one hell of a story, actually.
00:40:26.740
And then you can leave before we, the billing cycle kicks in.
00:40:32.080
Also, by the way, we will have a live stream of Bohemian Grove if you can't make it.
00:40:40.240
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$10 for two days of all the best content creators, all the best comedians.
00:40:52.860
You guys are going to get to get, going to be able to watch the live stream before anybody else does.
00:40:57.200
Because what we're going to do is, Patreon members will get the raw, unedited version.
00:41:02.460
But everybody else is going to get, like, a produced version.
00:41:05.140
We're going to try to make it nice and release it.
00:41:07.140
You know, it's going to take a while to do that.
00:41:13.040
Enjoy the rest of this schizo story I'm about to tell you.
00:41:21.980
Otherwise, we are saying goodbye now to YouTube.
00:42:11.060
Some of you guys have heard this story already.
00:42:16.400
When I first moved into this place, shortly after we did.
00:42:27.020
It was like I took my kid trick-or-treating and I went to my aunt's house.
00:42:35.820
While we were there, my niece said, hey, can I take him to just the houses around here
00:42:50.700
Long story short, it didn't work out because I just didn't have it in me,
00:42:53.700
the patience to train the puppy and I've got this brand new house
00:42:57.240
and this puppy is shitting and pissing and biting every fucking thing
00:43:00.340
that I'm paying off for the next 30-something years.
00:43:03.860
But I did try to give it the old, you know, college try.
00:43:07.920
And so, I remember one night taking the puppy for a walk.
00:43:15.840
Talking like 730 where the sun actually does start to go down.
00:43:19.920
Not like the middle of summer where it's still bright until fucking 8-something.
00:43:22.440
And as I'm walking the puppy, there's a grassy field not far from my house,
00:43:31.380
And across that grassy field, there's houses, like directly across the street.
00:43:35.560
So, all that separates the houses from the field is a street.
00:43:38.480
And all of a sudden, I hear my neighbors arguing.
00:43:56.300
And they're just, he's calling her every name in the book.
00:44:08.680
And it causes the puppy to kind of want to freeze.
00:44:14.200
Or is it just sitting down because it's upset about the noise?
00:44:21.780
Because I'm practically right across the street from their house listening to them scream.
00:44:26.480
And so, you can kind of pick up what they're arguing about.
00:44:33.340
It's, she left something very important somewhere.
00:44:49.600
Honestly, I could have picked it up and moved away with it.
00:44:52.360
I was just kind of almost like a little shell shock.
00:45:04.980
And their, you know, their curtains are all open.
00:45:14.940
And then, of course, the garage that they just came out of.
00:45:18.860
So, and as they pull away, I notice off to my right.
00:45:25.660
So, let's say the house is across the street from me.
00:45:29.440
Off to my right-hand side, I recognize that a family is coming.
00:45:33.640
It's a, you know, a husband, a wife, a stroller, and maybe even like two small kids.
00:45:46.560
And I'm feeling, you know, first-time homeowners, you might know what this is like.
00:45:54.940
You're hoping for that, like, welcome to the neighborhood kind of a deal.
00:45:58.080
You're excited to trim hedges to power wash your driveway, that kind of shit.
00:46:02.620
I was falling into, like, wholesome normie mode.
00:46:09.580
And I'm excited now because they have kids and a stroller.
00:46:13.620
We're going to have a nice howdy neighbor moment.
00:46:32.440
And I see, in the peripheral vision of my right eye, somebody come out of that garage that was left open with the lights on.
00:46:57.140
And number two, please, God, is this dude about to come and apologize to me for what I've seen?
00:47:07.240
Or what I've heard, rather, because I overheard them fighting.
00:47:09.880
And I was so mortified by that idea that I started to actually turn my entire body because I was going to get ready to go, um, what?
00:47:29.680
I literally was getting ready to just lie to this man's face.
00:47:33.800
I was so embarrassed that he would be beelining for me, speedwalking, beelining for me.
00:47:43.940
And I turn my body until he's out of my peripheral vision because I'm totally prepared to be like, whoa, didn't see you there.
00:47:52.280
They say, all right, well, you have a good night.
00:47:57.400
And this guy has not said shit to me, which is even worse because I just want you to address this so I can pretend I didn't hear it.
00:48:06.260
And now I've got to, like, turn back and be like, oh, hey.
00:48:17.320
I had all of the emotion of anxiety of, you know, I was mortified.
00:48:25.100
I was so certain, and I knew exactly where he should have been standing when I turned around, and he wasn't there.
00:48:40.280
I go, I just heard the fucking neighbor saying all kinds of horrifying things to each other.
00:48:46.700
And then, like, one of them walked up to me, and I was so fucking embarrassed.
00:48:59.280
And I was like, honestly, he was, like, all black.
00:49:02.000
Now, you got to keep in mind, I can see this family.
00:49:06.300
I can see the husband, the wife, and the children.
00:49:08.500
But I cannot see any discerning or discernible features of this person.
00:49:15.020
And they go, that's really actually very creepy.
00:49:26.200
Anyway, and then that fucking night, all the knocking starts.
00:49:32.540
So, you know, eventually, yeah, I go around the house.
00:49:40.820
There's a lot of, now that I think about it, now that I think about it, guys, I haven't had a night like this in so long.
00:49:48.240
And I was so used to it while I was living in that house.
00:49:50.820
Just waking up and being like, fuck, dude, it is heavy.
00:49:56.000
You know how often it was that I would wake up in the morning and my wife would be like, last night was really, the energy was fucking wild.
00:50:15.720
And I guess I didn't want to admit it because I had just, I'm paying the bank for this nightmare box for 30 fucking years.
00:50:22.060
So, but I think we eventually did get it to stop.
00:50:25.680
Something else worth noting, one of the main windows that would get knocked on was my bedroom window right behind my head, right behind my headboard.
00:50:33.540
And one day I did go out there and, um, and every time I would go out there to be like, to see if there was any fingerprints, footprints, anything, big black snakes, big black snakes.
00:50:46.320
And, like, I kind of chalked it up to, like, well, the sun rises over here and it casts light on this part of the house, which is, you know, they're basking.
00:51:09.840
I don't know how many I'm going to be able to get into, um, today.
00:51:17.900
It says, I just fucking, oh, wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:51:54.580
Porn addiction, marriage, nephilim, sleep paralysis, spiritual attack, demon erasers.
00:52:05.840
I, this is, I'm trying not to turn this into, uh, timeline cleanse.
00:52:26.040
Uh, I don't have the homie to bounce things off of, and so I will keep fucking going if
00:52:30.940
I don't check myself, uh, every once in a while and be like, wrap it up, dummy.
00:52:34.620
Uh, Raven, what you experienced was a true trigger event, a real one.
00:52:44.220
Um, but, you know what else I got the impression of?
00:52:57.400
Uh, you know, we already have authority over these things, so all of it is weak, but there
00:53:06.820
Something else worth noting, there's an app called Nextdoor, I think, where it's like
00:53:12.120
And, um, and, uh, so I found, I did like, I typed in window knocking, and it was like
00:53:23.380
So many people were experiencing this, and they were all saying shit like, it's teenagers
00:53:30.140
doing it, but nobody had any proof, and people were saying, yeah, it's definitely, they were
00:53:36.980
saying, it's definitely teenagers, but for whatever reason, I just can't catch them on my ring
00:53:47.100
In fact, there was actually a night where, um, there was a helicopter searching around.
00:53:55.440
And they were looking for somebody who was in a little girl's window.
00:54:04.180
Which, like, if a little girl came in, like, you know, when my, when my niece said there
00:54:07.260
was a man that was so tall, it didn't make sense, he was standing in my window, and he
00:54:11.400
I don't think that that's a man, so I don't go, oh shit, we better call the police.
00:54:17.860
Uh, but if you don't know that, and your daughter comes crying, and she says, there's a man in
00:54:22.900
my window, you're gonna call the police, and, and they, in Port Ritchie, they would bring
00:54:25.840
out the helicopters for everything, because probably it was fun.
00:54:29.220
And, um, so yeah, they were circling the neighborhood all night one night.
00:54:34.200
Oh, and all the, and I remember all of us were out there, just standing in the front yards
00:54:38.780
at night, just talking to the neighbors, like, yeah, they're looking for, I could see it on
00:54:43.120
the Nextdoor app, yeah, they're looking for somebody that was in somebody's window.
00:54:55.620
So, I believe a demon conspired to ruin my marriage and nearly succeeded.
00:55:08.700
I didn't make it up, it's my, it's what my last name means, but
00:55:10.980
only if you translate it, and then you wear Hawaiian shirts and look metrosexual.
00:55:19.120
I was born into a Baptist church, and raised by loving Christian parents.
00:55:24.100
Uh, I invited Christ into my life when I was baptized at age five, based.
00:55:28.880
I always felt that I was destined to do God's work, to be a soldier for him.
00:55:34.160
But as my life unfolded, and I endured a series of seemingly minor but damaging events beyond my control,
00:55:42.400
a darkness took hold of me and steered me down a past of lust, shame, and deceit, and pride.
00:55:51.880
I was a small kid and didn't reach physical maturity until I was 24.
00:56:00.780
This and the fact that I couldn't relate to non-Christians made me an obvious target for bullying
00:56:11.740
Uh, my friend groups were always small and usually included fellow outcasts,
00:56:16.460
and I didn't have much opportunity to explore my sexuality until I was in my 20s
00:56:20.700
due to the fact that I was short and baby-faced,
00:56:23.160
and the girls interested in me were always under 18.
00:56:35.560
Unfortunately, these were many, and it was frustrating that I could not indulge.
00:56:41.860
Ooh, well, I mean, you know, good on you for not.
00:56:56.960
Well, my last name is Corvo, and Corvo means rook or crow or raven.
00:57:06.700
So my family was just dumb, and they were like,
00:57:20.480
I'll go into it for you niggas and impart my esoteric wisdom.
00:57:31.480
Ah, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.
00:57:52.280
through their attitudes towards the topic of sex
00:57:59.080
Engaged only for the utilitarian purpose of procreation,
00:58:10.200
Desperate to escape the fear these nightmares caused,
00:58:15.960
and managed to engage in the act a handful of times.
00:58:27.740
when he started to astral project or remote view,
00:58:50.440
or if I heard this on an episode of The Confessionals.
01:29:21.960
no Z man you said duty you said D double O D Y in
01:33:55.140
somehow I spent the next three days in constant
01:33:59.720
prayer in agony begging God to cast a thing out
01:34:03.300
to release me reform me and guide me toward the
01:34:07.700
path for which I'd always felt I was intended at
01:34:12.480
what at one point I told God I would do whatever he
01:34:17.660
his answer was immediate if there was any hope for your
01:34:26.020
instead I succumb once more to my addiction and
01:34:30.760
with terrible enthusiasm binging hard for the next two
01:34:35.320
months rather than confess to my wife that she'd
01:34:37.560
always intuitively what she'd always intuitively
01:34:44.400
something sexual and it manifested like a third
01:34:47.800
person whose sole purpose was to interfere with any
01:34:56.360
there we go Clint Russell says this might push me into
01:35:05.020
church so dark how is freedom fest uh hope you're doing
01:35:09.000
well I was thinking about the other day I was getting a
01:35:12.460
haircut down the street from Clint's I was almost going to
01:35:14.820
show up to his apartment I don't know what I would have
01:35:16.360
done I don't know like let him lay into me let him say the
01:35:19.820
things that he was going to say um but he wasn't there
01:35:22.960
anyway he was he was at freedom fest uh you know anon this is
01:35:31.020
something that I've struggled with I think most men have
01:35:34.640
struggled with and it also brought me a great deal of
01:35:39.440
shame and um I'm happy to say that I don't remember the
01:35:46.340
last time it's not like it's been a tremendous amount of
01:35:48.760
time but I realized today because I was getting that like little
01:35:55.140
nudge that little temptation um I forgot what it was I was like in
01:36:00.700
the bathroom scrolling through my phone it's like everything is
01:36:02.840
so hyper sexualized on the feed and I said actively like no not
01:36:08.960
doing that and then I realized like damn I've been in here for a
01:36:15.100
month now I haven't done that here and then before that it was a
01:36:23.100
while longer I don't know so maybe months maybe I can say it's
01:36:26.480
been months um feels good man I know there's more story and I'm
01:36:34.220
hoping that it wraps up in a cool way but like obviously you're not
01:36:38.920
alone obviously you're not alone um that's like the number one thing for
01:36:49.900
guys man it's just brutal it's everywhere you don't fucking get to
01:36:54.440
watch anything enjoy anything um every movie you try to watch has a
01:37:00.000
sex scene shoehorned into it for seemingly no purpose whatsoever doesn't
01:37:05.540
further the plot doesn't enrich the story and it's always like painfully
01:37:11.740
long and and what the fuck man the algorithm is constantly just showing
01:37:24.220
it's um an uphill battle I find these days that I don't watch much on prime I've
01:37:35.620
been watching the chosen I got through the bible series on prime that was really
01:37:39.400
good now I'm watching the chosen like an idiot I started from season four and I
01:37:45.160
watched like three episodes and then I didn't realize that I was watching season
01:37:48.320
four so I have to start all the way over but even in the car I've gotten to the
01:37:55.720
age now where I listen to um worship music like every it turns out there's not a
01:38:02.460
whole lot of worship songs at least not on this station there's like 10 it's the
01:38:06.460
same songs over and over again but I guess that's how it is on any kind of like
01:38:09.060
you know if you go to a pop station it's fucking the same 10 songs over and
01:38:13.160
over again as well I'm sure but I'm just tired of it all I'm tired of it all I'm
01:38:19.380
tired of it all I'm tired of like everything is poisonous all the music and
01:38:27.740
all the entertainment all the movies all the shows like fuck man um but yeah man
01:38:36.220
I've always felt like maybe that was my my real big if I had a primary sin
01:38:52.600
and um I don't know feels good I'm like conquering those things
01:38:59.920
a lot lately it helps to do this show because wrath thank you jr um it helps doing this show
01:39:10.480
because it holds me accountable I don't want to be the type of guy ever ever ever I
01:39:15.660
hate being hypocritical I hate I'm the type of person that if I speak it out loud I'll
01:39:19.760
hold myself accountable because I don't want to be the guy who talks a lot of shit
01:39:22.600
and then doesn't do a thing so if I'm gonna come on this show and I'm gonna talk
01:39:26.620
about pursuing a relationship with the father through the son and I'm gonna talk
01:39:32.400
about all of these I don't know things about faith versus fear and you guys know
01:39:38.040
where I've been lately in in regards to that I can't be I hate it I hate it I hate being a hypocrite
01:39:47.520
so it helps maybe this helps a non right you say it to somebody
01:39:55.420
and then that leads to you holding yourself accountable
01:40:04.040
I don't know um you're definitely not irredeemable that's that's that's a that's silly
01:40:11.860
that's silly all right let's finish this up it goes on to say on Easter Sunday yes I'm aware
01:40:19.920
of all the pagan connections on that day yeah I don't know I think the intention is really what
01:40:24.400
matters are you glorifying Christ and do you mean it while I was out of the room my wife opened my
01:40:33.000
phone I'd given her my password following our last depressing talk about our virtually sexless
01:40:40.060
marriage so that she could satisfy herself that I wasn't cheating I had been in a sense just not
01:40:47.120
with a flesh and blood person oh oh he was cheating that's funny you know what's funny I
01:40:53.580
have like old factory settings where like my my wife will uh go to like grab my like she has all my
01:41:01.140
passwords and everything and she'll she doesn't have Facebook market oh my god it's so annoying
01:41:07.060
she doesn't have Facebook market because meta is the worst app in the world
01:41:12.160
and she got her Facebook hacked and taken over no matter how many times you report it they'll do
01:41:19.820
nothing absolutely nothing absolutely nothing no matter how many of my relatives get scammed
01:41:25.340
into sending her money this person who's taken her her profile over
01:41:29.740
no matter how many people report it absolutely nothing
01:41:34.020
and then she goes to try to remake her own account and it's like actually this account is
01:41:39.620
associated with this account that's got some strange behavior associated with it so no we
01:41:44.200
won't even let you make an account so the the fake my wife the fake mrs corbo goes on and scams
01:41:51.860
endlessly and the real mrs corbo tries to make an account and they and they won't meta is the worst
01:41:57.040
fucking app on earth but because she doesn't have it she doesn't have Facebook market she's looking
01:42:02.880
for a dinette I'm to this point I don't want to thrift shop anything anymore I don't want to take
01:42:07.620
anybody's old stuff I just think things have a spiritual you know an energetic attachment I don't
01:42:12.880
want it in the house anymore that's just how I feel I think buy it new just be done with it
01:42:17.560
um and what she's done though is she'll take my phone and she'll go on on my Facebook market
01:42:22.980
which has old cars because I want a convertible I want something old that me and my son can work
01:42:27.840
on uh and pokemon cards uh hey sweetheart I was just talking about you and uh and pokemon cards and
01:42:35.980
old cars that's exactly what my thing is now it's dinettes dinettes dinettes dinettes but like I have
01:42:41.080
that old factory setting right where it's like I have nothing to hide but like there's still like I
01:42:46.620
can almost feel this little like voice in the back of my head it's like don't let her have your phone
01:42:50.840
like why why not it's like this thing there's like a thing that wants you to have stuff to hide
01:42:57.860
you know what I mean it wants you to and I guess I I engaged in that sort of thing in previous
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relationships and maybe it's a a left like a leftover from that but it is also really relieving
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to know that she could just take my phone fuck up my algorithm and I don't have to feel bad about
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anything that's a huge thing the worst thing about the lies is it eats at you one lie begets another lie
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begets another lie you got to remember your lies and it just eats at you like acid
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and then what happens is you've got all this anxiety every time
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arcane arsenal says wait are we the father that raven never had I guess you're the psychiatrist
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that raven never had um although I've got I've gotten to this place where I think a therapist and
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psychiatrists are gay I don't think it's a good idea um remember the chronicles about the woman with
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the masonic husband no I don't I don't remember that go through a lot of stories go through a lot of
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stories um chronicles of david's b-hole says same thing happened with my ex's account or my wife's
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account soon to be ex-wife sorry to hear that dude I hope that's not the case I hope you guys figure
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that out um it's meta is the worst app on on earth it really is therapists are gay shit I might
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have to go now no that's what's it's the words the rapists just jam together do with that what you
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will uh oh there we go therapists are gay in the chat is my therapist thanks david I see what I did
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there that was on purpose but it's really it's really important you don't want to you don't want
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to do the lying uh divorce isn't real that's an interesting point I think you might be right about
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that I mean to the government maybe but to god I don't know yeah dude that's great trying to keep
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your lies straight leads to insanity I'm convinced or alzheimer's maybe yeah alzheimer's um it's not
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good you have to constantly keep up with your fiction uh buy it new while it's got fresh blood
01:45:08.420
from the hands of little asian children that's how I want my stuff from now on david yeah I just think
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that if you uh if you're getting stuff you don't know what happened around that stuff
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I never really thought about that before and then you know doing this show it kind of seems obvious
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in hindsight like you don't know what the hell is attached to that stuff I think physical objects can
01:45:34.080
hold energy you don't want that stuff in your house I want new stuff hear that I don't want
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somebody's murder dinette what if somebody cheated with their wife on that dinette on it and then it's
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in our living room or dining area filthy animals I don't want anything to do with that it's no amount
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of bleach no amount of bleach and uh and vinegar or no ammonia and vinegar no no I'm sorry not yeah
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ammonia there's no amount of ammonia and vinegar that can fix that where you going you're going to
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Lake Sumter oh all right enjoy love you feel cute bye
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anywho you're eating on that dinette exactly the incognito eyebrows are good dude the cut the
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eyebrow he really fucked the eyebrows up all right let's finish this story I think I make it longer
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when top's not here all right in my idiocy and in god's divine providence I had left a browser
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window open on the very website I mentioned earlier fuck what she found there rocked her to her core
01:46:52.280
the implications were vast and her mind went wild with speculation and assumption some of it accurate
01:47:00.480
uh imagine what she felt like man imagine being a woman and catching uh your husband in that
01:47:11.780
it's like not even you know why because there's no separation on the same website where they have
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stuff that people would say is reasonable is the same website where they have stuff that people would
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say is an abomination and the fact of the matter is it's all an abomination and it's almost useless
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to compare one degree of it to another degree of it
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she confronted me the next day and I confessed my porn addiction
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my preferences for petite women and my worry that I delved so deeply into this dark path of myself
01:47:50.360
that I'd opened the door to active spiritual attack while this worries her plenty plenty she
01:47:57.440
understand oh she is understandably more concerned that I might have an attractive to minors
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this is especially problematic for her given that our daughter is a teenager
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while I'm obviously terrified that this revelation could cause my wife to end our otherwise blessed
01:48:27.040
marriage the amount of relief I now feel that I no longer have to hide my shame from her is
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immeasurable I've underestimated her capacity for understanding and forgiveness she believes there
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is hope for us and asked me to enter therapy I have and with a Christian therapist okay there you go
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that's good that's a good rock to build that relationship with a therapist on
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I have just one shot to fix this and if I fail again she'll be gone
01:49:00.200
and everyone in my life would demand to know why I would be ruined
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honestly though that sentence almost needs to be corrected
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did your did your wife found out that you have a crippling porn addiction
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and that porn addiction is one of petite small-breasted women
01:49:31.660
but the overlap between petite small-breasted women and
01:49:35.880
young girls is it's pretty you know substantial and
01:49:39.720
and you've been trying to hide it for a long time even though you feel like you're under a spiritual attack and it might be compromising your
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the fact that she's found this she's now speculating wildly as to what you're into and
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not only your marriage and your porn addiction but also your teenage daughter
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you know what I'm saying like this is this is good you got to reframe that sentence
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not I have just one shot to fix this and if I fail again she'll be gone and everyone in my life would demand to know why
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I would be ruined I might never see her or my kids again
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knowing therapy alone will not be enough I reached out to Brian of Demon Erasers
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and attended one of his deliverance prayer and church sessions
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it was a three plus hour long experience filled with confessions
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prayers of forgiveness for my parents and grandparents and anyone else who may have wronged me in my life
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and determined renunciations of all the negative emotions evil thoughts and behaviors
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Brian knew and named their struggles before they confessed them wow
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I saw others undergo physical transformations before my eyes as even struggled to remain attached to them
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and it had a profound impact on me that I will never forget
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I am happy to say that I have not viewed any porn
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all that energy has finally been directed where it belongs
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I still struggle with the temptation to indulge in that old habit
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but I believe that God is fulfilling his promise to transform me
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I'm just going through the chat real quick to see
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Brian is a little bit of a polarizing character