Nephilim Death Squad - 024： NDS Chronicles - The Miracle

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00:01:00.000 Top Lobson Productions.

00:01:04.120 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:01:10.380 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:01:14.400 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:01:23.280 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely normal.

00:01:29.620 Oh, yeah, dude.

00:01:30.820 There's some Nephilim shit.

00:01:32.000 It's like we all know it's going down, but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the grave.

00:01:37.660 They controlling this now, and no one's talking about how they made a spot to be slaves.

00:01:42.600 And everybody's just walking around, heading to clouds, and won't awaken to a dead in the grave.

00:01:47.820 But then it's too late, we need to be ready to raise up.

00:01:50.620 Welcome to the end of day.

00:01:52.280 Everybody a slave.

00:01:53.800 Only some are aware that the government releasing poison in their hands.

00:01:57.520 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony.

00:02:07.300 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven, operating alone today.

00:02:12.140 I almost went into the spiel.

00:02:13.220 I almost said that was Top Lobster.

00:02:14.520 He's not here today.

00:02:15.900 Very busy day.

00:02:17.160 Top's been at the venue trying to dial in the sound equipment, trying to figure out how to work even the TVs there, apparently.

00:02:23.520 I was talking to him this morning, and I said, let me know.

00:02:27.580 Number one, I would have loved if he let me know to be there.

00:02:30.380 I could have helped with all my sound, what would you call it, engineering acumen that I have that doesn't exist at all, guys.

00:02:38.460 I'm really quite useless in that department.

00:02:41.580 And I just talked to him only a little while ago.

00:02:43.740 He just got out of the venue, so apparently there was some technical difficulties.

00:02:46.880 He was there all day, not going to be able to do the episode.

00:02:49.300 I said, let me give the people something to chew on before Bro Grove kicks off.

00:02:55.000 Guys, before we even get into the show, two quick announcements to make.

00:02:58.520 A great way to support the show, consider going on over to patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad

00:03:03.720 and signing up for whatever tier you'd like, gaining access to, ad-free viewing experiences, engaging with the live chat.

00:03:09.820 I've actually put the chat on the screen for this episode.

00:03:13.120 I thought that could kind of be, you guys could be my co-pilot today, which means that whoever's watching this in post

00:03:19.000 is going to see the horrific things that the chat says.

00:03:22.100 You could sign up for whatever tier and gain early access to the episodes, too.

00:03:25.740 There's a ton of backlog content there on patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad.

00:03:30.380 Great place to be.

00:03:31.640 It's my understanding that people are quite happy.

00:03:33.740 Oh, there we go.

00:03:34.500 They're saying terrible things in the chat.

00:03:35.960 It's not a reflection of my own ideas.

00:03:39.340 I guess maybe it is.

00:03:40.080 I don't know.

00:03:40.400 So, anywho, guys, really quickly, don't forget, if you want to have us read your paranormal testimony,

00:03:47.760 you can submit it at chroniclesnds at gmail.com.

00:03:51.640 You can see the ticker going beneath the screen here.

00:03:53.400 That's chroniclesnds at gmail.com.

00:03:56.580 Send your testimony, your weird experience, your supernatural encounter, your unexplainable situation,

00:04:03.820 and we'll read it here and we'll comment on it, and it's probably of no value to you because we can't give you any answers,

00:04:08.800 but we find it entertaining.

00:04:10.480 So, there's that.

00:04:11.780 All right, guys, we're going to get straight into it today.

00:04:13.820 I don't know what's going on.

00:04:15.360 I see Nancy in the chat.

00:04:16.860 I know that a lot of you guys, including Nancy, are on route and route to Rohini and Grove right now.

00:04:25.180 So, maybe some of you are driving and you're getting to listen to this.

00:04:29.660 Some of you are flying, in which case you're not getting to listen to this.

00:04:32.220 If you didn't forget your real ID, some of you are flying.

00:04:35.820 I know that's been a big issue.

00:04:36.920 I was talking about it on Timeline Cleanser.

00:04:38.540 TLC Dark Mode last night, if you're not signed up for that, maybe you should do that.

00:04:43.820 It's not a bad show.

00:04:45.280 It's definitely not a good one, though.

00:04:46.540 But, you know, it's a show.

00:04:47.700 So, if you want more content, then TLC Dark Mode and Timeline Cleanser are there for you.

00:04:52.120 But I was talking to a lot of people in the chat.

00:04:54.000 And even Shane Cashman, who's going to be our emcee for the event, he doesn't have his real ID.

00:05:00.700 And now he's suffering for it.

00:05:03.580 He's got to drive really, really far.

00:05:05.700 And I think there's quite a few people, actually, that are driving really far.

00:05:09.660 Nephilim Noob says the right eyebrow looks nice.

00:05:12.640 For those of you who know, you know.

00:05:15.740 I went and got a haircut yesterday.

00:05:17.740 And it turns out that, you know, he did my eyebrows.

00:05:21.140 And, you know, he made them really, really thin.

00:05:25.720 Super stoked about that.

00:05:26.800 All right, we're going to get into Joel T today and a bunch of other ones.

00:05:31.320 We'll see if we can actually read some of these stories without the back and forth.

00:05:34.900 But it's not really the back and forth between me and Top.

00:05:37.160 It doesn't matter if Top's here or not.

00:05:38.460 I'm still going to rant and rave.

00:05:41.560 So, hopefully, we can get through some of these.

00:05:43.320 Oh, there's Top.

00:05:43.980 He's in the chat.

00:05:44.460 Actually, he might not be in the chat.

00:05:46.140 I have no idea because you people can change your names.

00:05:48.260 For example, Chronicles of David's B-hole, which, you know, that's not what this show is about.

00:05:54.420 All right?

00:05:54.580 This show is about your submitted paranormal testimony, but not my butthole stories.

00:06:01.140 Go to Timeline Cleanse for that.

00:06:02.440 Okay.

00:06:02.960 So, Joel T, who I've just doxxed, he says,

00:06:05.740 They've become aggressive.

00:06:09.500 I like that.

00:06:10.080 That's a good way to start a story.

00:06:13.720 A real attention grabber.

00:06:15.800 But, peace be with you, Top Lobster and Raven, Christ is risen.

00:06:21.080 I'll take two of the pieces be with us because Top's not here.

00:06:24.440 So, I'll take both of them.

00:06:25.760 Feels real good.

00:06:26.520 Peace be with you, Joel.

00:06:27.820 He says,

00:06:28.240 This is Joel again, the Spice Boy who saw the lake of fire.

00:06:31.720 Oh, that's right.

00:06:33.400 One of the Spice Boys.

00:06:34.620 Nice to see you or hear from you, Joel.

00:06:37.080 I hope you've been, you know, staying off the spice.

00:06:40.100 I told you how I came to God and forsook the false pagan idols and burnt their altar. 1.00

00:06:47.800 That's right.

00:06:48.140 I remember that.

00:06:48.980 I know it's been a while since I updated you, so here it is.

00:06:51.560 All right.

00:06:52.420 The last time I wrote in was when the Lord had given me words to speak,

00:06:57.300 and I had spoken curses to unclean spirits in his name.

00:07:01.280 Since then, things have ramped up in a major way.

00:07:03.760 My wife and I had a major fight, which I am convinced was demonically influenced.

00:07:08.400 It was so bad that she almost divorced me.

00:07:12.120 That's one of those themes that pops up over and over again when we do these chronicles,

00:07:16.420 is divorce and, you know, demonic attacks.

00:07:21.900 And we've talked about it before, so I'll keep it short.

00:07:23.820 But I think when you make a promise to be in this union in front of God, it's a promise to God.

00:07:34.720 It's a promise before God.

00:07:35.980 I think, yeah, they want to fuck that up.

00:07:38.560 They want to fuck that up however they can.

00:07:42.300 So, yeah.

00:07:42.820 And, you know, I was going through, me and my wife got into a small argument not long ago.

00:07:48.600 And I kind of had this.

00:07:49.960 It was when the whole thing fell apart, right?

00:07:51.760 Dangerous retards fell apart. 1.00

00:07:54.080 And, you know, we lost some of the homies. 1.00

00:07:55.760 And Tower Gang, the towers fell.

00:07:59.120 And it was so uncharacteristic of us because me and my wife, we never argue.

00:08:03.440 So even though it wasn't a huge one, it was still like, what is going on here?

00:08:07.240 And it's, you know, it transcended stress.

00:08:10.600 This was something else.

00:08:11.440 I felt that it was spiritual.

00:08:12.960 So he says,

00:08:13.820 Through it all, though, I prayed asking God to ease my wife's heart and to help me cast out the unclean things that affected her.

00:08:19.700 Based.

00:08:21.760 The very next day, it was as if the fight had never happened at all, though.

00:08:26.160 We talked things out rationally and calmly.

00:08:29.660 And I want to thank everyone in the Telegram who prayed for us as well.

00:08:32.640 That's awesome.

00:08:34.060 Yeah, man.

00:08:34.400 We have this super sweet Telegram group where, you know, we have a, we have a.

00:08:44.060 Unbelievable.

00:08:44.760 Rod the Barber says,

00:08:45.540 Sorry about the eyebrow.

00:08:46.400 Even it out for you before showtime.

00:08:47.740 Nope, not letting you touch it anymore, Rod.

00:08:49.440 Not letting it, not letting you touch it anymore.

00:08:52.320 When I was a kid, I did that with a, with a razor.

00:08:55.640 Just a regular, like a Bic. 1.00

00:08:57.300 Kind of thought I was doing something.

00:08:58.680 I shaped up my eyebrows.

00:09:00.040 Made it too thin.

00:09:01.060 Tried to make the other one match.

00:09:02.520 Made that one thinner than the first one.

00:09:04.340 And then I kept going back and forth.

00:09:05.540 And eventually I had no eyebrows.

00:09:06.680 That was middle school.

00:09:07.320 I shaved my eyebrows off.

00:09:08.780 Fool me once.

00:09:09.260 Shame on you.

00:09:09.900 Fool me.

00:09:10.220 Can't get fooled again.

00:09:10.940 No thanks, Rod the Barber.

00:09:14.460 But yeah, we have this awesome Telegram chat where, you know, we even have a, a, a, a sub

00:09:20.160 chat dedicated to prayers for people who are going through it.

00:09:24.220 And, and I think that, honestly, I think that much of our success is due to the people who

00:09:29.820 are praying for us.

00:09:30.480 And there's, there's quite a bit of them.

00:09:31.740 So I'm glad that that was working out for him.

00:09:34.600 He says, I learned to take my walk with Christ and the word of God more seriously, completely

00:09:39.880 and totally putting my faith in him.

00:09:41.820 Also based.

00:09:43.600 We have noticed a recurring smell from our basement of rot and sulfur periodically after

00:09:50.480 Hurricane Helen, where my house flooded.

00:09:54.060 When my house flooded, that doesn't seem to be connected to any dead animal.

00:09:58.180 Oh, that's not good.

00:09:59.840 That's, that's that smell.

00:10:01.080 You guys know, right?

00:10:02.160 If you're following the show, um, there is a smell associated with these things.

00:10:06.600 You know what?

00:10:06.960 I forgot to tell you guys, I, the not having top threw me off the spiel.

00:10:11.700 Don't forget guys, this is a 30 minute preview only.

00:10:13.980 I will abandon the pores at the 30 minute mark. 0.98

00:10:17.800 I'm going to do it.

00:10:18.580 Even though top lops is not here.

00:10:20.760 Um, I'm not breaking with tradition around that half hour mark.

00:10:24.960 We're going live exclusively to patreon.com.

00:10:26.900 If you guys want to hang out in the chat that you can see on the screen, cause that, you

00:10:30.500 know, that's a thing.

00:10:32.320 Um, you could be there.

00:10:34.340 You could be on patreon.com backslash Nephilim death squad.

00:10:36.600 Let me check in with the chat real quick.

00:10:38.540 Uh, Nancy says, shave them off and draw them on like a real Latina. 1.00

00:10:43.760 I'm not going to do that.

00:10:45.160 I'm not going to do that.

00:10:46.240 I think I'm going to go and get them, uh, microbladed tattooed on.

00:10:49.380 I used to work at a place that did microblading.

00:10:53.020 Um, yeah, that's very gay. 0.93

00:10:54.720 I needed a job.

00:10:55.820 I got to a place that was called the John John Institute.

00:10:59.360 This dude's name was on it twice.

00:11:00.760 He was this big.

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00:11:14.440 Hashtag make a play.

00:11:15.920 Filipino, which is an oxymoron. 1.00

00:11:18.980 I know, but he was a Filipino.

00:11:20.340 He was very big and he had tattooed everything at a tattooed beard.

00:11:25.280 He had a tattooed eyebrows, uh, a tattooed hairline.

00:11:29.360 And when I, when I left that place, I said, Hey, thank you for the opportunity.

00:11:36.500 But this is this, none of this is for me.

00:11:38.960 None of this is for, I know I look like this, but none of this is for me.

00:11:42.500 Not the, they did Botox injections.

00:11:46.260 They did tattooed eyebrows for women. 1.00

00:11:49.240 They did tattooed hairlines and beard for men.

00:11:51.580 And I was just like, I'm like, what am I doing here?

00:11:53.420 These, these people, they all had something in common.

00:11:57.120 And that was, it was a big emptiness in them.

00:11:59.820 There was a big need for approval.

00:12:02.640 Uh, and there was, uh, like a blindness.

00:12:06.400 They couldn't see what they were doing to themselves, but they were going ahead and doing it anyway.

00:12:09.920 And it was very embarrassing.

00:12:10.960 I was very nice to them though.

00:12:13.000 I said, thank you for the opportunity.

00:12:14.780 Uh, everybody here is wonderful, but this just isn't for me.

00:12:18.020 I'm going to, I'm going to go ahead and leave.

00:12:19.660 And they were, they were cool about it.

00:12:21.100 Um, anywho.

00:12:22.340 So he says, I've searched the basement and found no physical explanation for the, the smell, the sulfur and rot.

00:12:28.660 I've been woken up at a home, at a home.

00:12:32.100 I've been woken up at a home and on the road by aggressive knocking on the doors only to find nobody there.

00:12:38.620 Very familiar, very familiar.

00:12:40.940 You guys, I'm sure most of you are familiar with my story, but now I can't stop telling it.

00:12:46.720 Uh, I've heard whispers as I try to pray saying, he can't hear you.

00:12:52.400 Or really?

00:12:54.220 After all you've done?

00:12:55.920 Oof.

00:12:56.200 All of which disappear when I focus harder on God, man.

00:13:02.700 Uh, okay.

00:13:03.440 This is called the miracle.

00:13:04.700 He's given it a title, the miracle.

00:13:08.180 I haven't mentioned this yet, but I am a truck driver trainer.

00:13:11.900 And I had a conflict with a trainee that ended poorly with a lot of unanswered questions.

00:13:16.880 He and I didn't get along very well.

00:13:19.380 And he had been getting angry about wanting to be on his own, despite only being trained for a week and a half.

00:13:26.180 Sounds like he didn't like you.

00:13:27.880 Right?

00:13:28.240 I mean, you know the deal.

00:13:28.940 If you go and you're, and you're getting trained, um, at work, you got to deal with, you got, you got to, what do they call it?

00:13:34.820 They call it shadowing.

00:13:35.880 You got to shadow a motherfucker.

00:13:37.640 And you got to do that pretty much indefinitely, uh, until you're ready to, you know, not indefinitely.

00:13:42.820 They'll fire you if you're not picking it up.

00:13:44.180 But you get what I'm saying, right?

00:13:45.840 Strange that he, he's, he's, I want to go.

00:13:47.900 I want to go.

00:13:48.300 I want to go.

00:13:51.040 Patrick shout says, Oh my God, Raven.

00:13:52.600 I need this show.

00:13:53.260 Don't abandon us.

00:13:54.040 Pat, you're on the, you're one of the people you're, you're already paid.

00:13:57.880 You're good.

00:13:58.360 Look at you.

00:13:58.720 You know what you're doing.

00:14:00.220 You silly goose.

00:14:01.080 You're already there.

00:14:03.020 Um, M Lauren says, I heard whispers the other night and a picture fell off the wall.

00:14:08.920 You better start praying girl.

00:14:11.560 You better start praying.

00:14:13.040 Get out of here.

00:14:14.180 Yeah.

00:14:14.500 If I heard that, uh, just where I am in my life, I would immediately start, you know,

00:14:18.160 we'd start praying.

00:14:19.680 We'd get to it.

00:14:20.500 Um, all right, let's continue on here.

00:14:22.000 Joel says, so the morning of the incident, we had discussed leaving at four.

00:14:26.640 He's talking about the incident that he's alluding to the morning of the incident.

00:14:29.520 We had discussed leaving at 4am.

00:14:31.960 Needless to say, I was shocked to find the truck and him gone.

00:14:35.800 When I got out of the truck stop at 345 that morning, he had headed to Louisiana and left

00:14:41.620 me in Arkansas.

00:14:42.440 What the fuck?

00:14:43.560 That seems like a great way to get fired.

00:14:48.980 Nobody was answering phones that early.

00:14:50.780 So I did the only thing I could do.

00:14:52.280 I prayed.

00:14:54.080 Based.

00:14:54.440 The next thing I know, my phone rings from the after hours line, and I was able to explain

00:15:00.040 my situation just as another truck from my fleet showed up going the exact direction

00:15:05.480 my trainee in my truck was headed without me.

00:15:08.260 Long story short, this trainee drove 262 miles without me, ignored five forced messages and

00:15:17.340 didn't answer over a hundred calls.

00:15:18.900 What the fuck?

00:15:21.160 I thank God that other driver happened to happen by to get fuel or I would have been stranded.

00:15:28.060 Strange.

00:15:30.160 I would love to.

00:15:31.100 And then he leaves us there with a cliffhanger.

00:15:33.300 I would like to know if that guy got fired.

00:15:36.240 He didn't get fired.

00:15:36.980 No.

00:15:37.080 JR says, you still haven't added me to the telegram.

00:15:40.920 I got to add you to the telegram, JR.

00:15:43.980 Can somebody from the telegram get JR a link?

00:15:46.360 I'm just retarded.

00:15:47.080 I got so many things going on.

00:15:49.280 I don't remember.

00:15:50.520 Spencer says, I slept in a witch's house with my wife and had a hula hoop fall off the wall. 0.60

00:15:56.640 I was like, gay.

00:15:58.840 Also based.

00:16:00.380 Also based.

00:16:01.620 Don't do that, though.

00:16:02.940 Don't sleep in a witch's house. 1.00

00:16:04.760 Where the hell were you, Spencer?

00:16:05.720 Why were you doing that?

00:16:07.580 That's very strange.

00:16:09.140 Z-Man says, I'm going to use my $2 privileges to record the Brogrove stream and bootleg it.

00:16:13.860 Of course you would.

00:16:15.060 You're a terrible human, Z-Man, and I would expect nothing less from you. 1.00

00:16:18.400 In fact, I won't even stop you because it's not lost on me that you need it that bad.

00:16:22.640 And you know what, Z-Man? 0.96

00:16:23.280 If you need it that bad, I want you to have it.

00:16:25.260 I want you to bootleg.

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00:16:39.920 Hashtag make a play.

00:16:43.040 Brogrove.

00:16:43.780 That's what I want, all right?

00:16:47.240 There you go.

00:16:47.840 Z-Man with the link.

00:16:48.560 Very helpful.

00:16:49.440 Telegram.com.

00:16:51.320 Unbelievable.

00:16:52.580 Unbelievable.

00:16:53.220 Okay.

00:16:53.900 All right.

00:16:54.220 This one says, The Vision.

00:16:55.720 So this is all still Joel T.

00:16:58.760 The Visions.

00:16:59.540 That's another subtext or subtitle.

00:17:00.960 He goes,

00:17:02.580 Since then, I have had a vision while praying and a recurring dream that seems to be significant.

00:17:09.740 The first of which was the vision in which Jesus appeared to me as a lion while praying.

00:17:16.220 First was the imposing face of a lion with eyes like orange flames and a mane of white fire.

00:17:23.420 Damn.

00:17:24.700 That's cool.

00:17:25.580 The hair on the arms, on my arms, I'm sorry.

00:17:30.360 The hair on my arms and the back of my neck stood up and the image of the lion faded, being replaced by man himself, Jesus Christ of Nazareth, looking directly at me as he's described in Revelation chapter 1.

00:17:44.180 Okay.

00:17:46.440 Let's do a Google because, you know, I'm scripturally retarded.

00:17:49.240 Let's say, how is Jesus described in Rev chapter 1?

00:17:57.320 In Revelation chapter 1, Jesus is depicted with both divine and human characteristics.

00:18:04.480 He is described as the faithful witness, the firstborn from the dead, and the ruler of the kings of earth.

00:18:11.740 John's vision portrays Jesus as having a robe and a golden sash, a head of white hair, eyes like fire and feet like bronze.

00:18:19.100 Okay, I've heard this before.

00:18:20.100 Okay, I've heard this before.

00:18:20.160 And a voice like rushing waters.

00:18:22.620 His face is described as shining like the sun in all of its brilliance.

00:18:27.140 He also holds seven stars in his right hand and has a sharp two-edged sword coming out of his mouth.

00:18:34.900 Interesting.

00:18:35.780 Very, very interesting.

00:18:36.720 That reminds me, whenever I hear a descriptive like that, which I guess, you know, comes up a lot in what we do here, it reminds me of my uncle.

00:18:47.240 I had that dream before he passed away.

00:18:51.000 So my uncle was sort of a mentor to me.

00:18:52.840 He taught me how to weld.

00:18:56.480 And, you know, he was kind of this, I didn't have a dad growing up, and I wouldn't say that he was a father figure, but he was certainly a mentor figure.

00:19:04.040 I didn't have a lot of strong male examples in my life.

00:19:11.560 And then so around, I guess, what would be 24, 25, I sort of develop a relationship with my uncle where there was none before.

00:19:20.180 Never really knew him, knew of him, you know, but never had an interaction with him.

00:19:24.680 He becomes this mentor figure to me.

00:19:26.240 He's very meaningful.

00:19:27.760 He takes a great deal of pride in my ability to weld.

00:19:31.420 In fact, he, it really is like, in that way, there was almost a fatherly sort of pride situation.

00:19:41.220 I picked up welding very fast, and he, in his mind, knew that that was going to happen because I, my great-grandfather was a welder, and then, you know, my great-uncle was a welder, and then I became a welder.

00:19:54.240 So he's like, welding is in, you know, our blood, effectively.

00:19:57.160 So he was invested in that.

00:19:58.380 When he found out that I took to it very quickly, that, that tickled him.

00:20:04.120 You know, he really enjoyed that.

00:20:05.480 So, and then I had this Jeep, this Cherokee, Cherokee Sport that I bought while I, you know, around the time where he and I were developing this relationship, and I, I fixed it.

00:20:19.680 But, so he knew, like, I wasn't, like, a car guy, and he knew I wasn't a shop guy, but he watched me become one because of his influence.

00:20:27.880 So I would, I would clean up the Jeep real nice, and I'd shine the tires, and I'd, he only lived a couple of blocks away.

00:20:32.880 I'd drive it past his house.

00:20:34.040 I'd say, hey, Uncle Matt, come outside.

00:20:35.420 Check out the Jeep, you know?

00:20:36.860 And, um, I would go to the scrapyard, because it was a 2000 or a 2001, which is a bad year.

00:20:43.600 I think it was a 2001.

00:20:44.440 Bad year for, for, uh, Jeep Cherokee Sports.

00:20:47.780 And it was missing a lot of the bells and whistles.

00:20:50.480 You know what I mean?

00:20:51.560 Light cover here, a center hub for the, for the rim there, um, little things like that.

00:20:56.940 But I would go to the junkyard, and I would pull all the little knickknacks, and I would eventually end up completing my 2001 Jeep Cherokee.

00:21:08.340 And every time I got a little further, I'd, I'd shine her up in the driveway, and I'd drive her past Uncle Matt's house.

00:21:13.460 I, I even custom made my own bumper.

00:21:16.020 Not, like, got a bumper, and then welded it together, because sometimes they sell them flat, and you could do that.

00:21:21.520 No, I drew up the plans for how I wanted the bumper to look.

00:21:25.820 I measured, I, I cut sheet metal by hand in a shear, and then I, I welded it all together.

00:21:34.480 I don't know what, what thickness.

00:21:36.020 It was like 3 16ths, maybe, uh, sheet metal, uh, you know, high carbon steel, and, um, tacked it all together, welded it, right?

00:21:45.240 I made sure that I welded a little bit here, and then I went to the other side and welded a little bit there.

00:21:49.340 If you dump too much heat into one area, it'll start to warp.

00:21:52.740 And then I got it powder coated.

00:21:54.000 And it was, honestly, it was beautiful.

00:21:58.000 Anywho, I'm just trying to paint a picture.

00:22:00.140 Uncle, Uncle Mac meant a lot to me.

00:22:02.020 And, um, and he died very suddenly.

00:22:05.220 He got the COVID shot.

00:22:06.440 No, that's, that's not what happened.

00:22:08.960 Fibrous white clots.

00:22:10.160 Uh, what ended up happening was there was a flub, actually, at the doctor's office with his medication.

00:22:16.000 And he ended up dying in the doctor's office.

00:22:21.920 They put him on something in there.

00:22:23.160 But, less than a week before Uncle Mac passes away, I have this strange dream where I'm in a supermarket, um, I'm in an, in an aisle, and Uncle Mac's next to me.

00:22:32.580 I look to him, but he's kind of turned away from me.

00:22:35.400 I can't see his face.

00:22:36.240 Um, but he's different.

00:22:38.400 He's, his hair is white.

00:22:40.220 He's wearing this white flowing robe.

00:22:42.760 The robe is literally dragging on the floor.

00:22:46.620 Um, he looks like some sort of royalty.

00:22:48.960 Honestly, he looked like Gandalf the White to me.

00:22:52.100 He's like Gandalf the Gray than Gandalf the White. 0.56

00:22:54.520 He looked glorious.

00:22:56.740 And, um, and I'm trying to get his attention, and he's just walking away from me.

00:23:01.260 I'm going, Uncle Mac, Uncle Mac.

00:23:02.980 But he's, he's just still moving away from me.

00:23:05.180 And I try to go around him, but the aisles are, like, narrow.

00:23:09.420 Abnormally narrow.

00:23:10.220 Like, I can't get around one man in a supermarket aisle.

00:23:15.340 And that's, like, pretty much the whole dream.

00:23:16.880 He just walks away from me, and eventually I woke up.

00:23:19.740 Um, and then less than a week later, he dies.

00:23:22.720 Very, very prematurely.

00:23:26.760 I think he was, like, late 50s or something like that.

00:23:30.700 Um, so, yeah.

00:23:32.620 Every time I hear this descriptive of, like, Jesus with the white hair and the robe,

00:23:36.680 and I always go back to think about Uncle Mac and what a strange kind of prophetic dream that was.

00:23:42.060 Because the way I interpret his moving away from me is that he was doing that, in fact.

00:23:45.480 In real life, he was moving away from me, and I would not be able to get him back.

00:23:48.960 Um, weird time.

00:23:50.760 Weird time.

00:23:52.220 Yeah, he, uh, he just died in the doctor's office in his wife's arms.

00:23:56.560 He was going for a routine checkup.

00:23:58.160 They switched up his medication.

00:23:59.860 They did something to him there.

00:24:02.180 But it was a mistake.

00:24:03.640 I don't know the details of it too much because my aunt didn't want to talk about it. 0.91

00:24:06.640 They thought there might be a case there.

00:24:07.860 I don't know whatever came of that.

00:24:10.480 Um, but she thought it was malpractice. 0.94

00:24:13.840 So, uh, yeah.

00:24:16.340 Rest in peace, Uncle Mac.

00:24:17.300 That dude fucking crushed.

00:24:18.860 All right, anyway.

00:24:19.960 Um, so he sees Jesus looking the way that he's described in Revelation 1.

00:24:24.460 I just read that.

00:24:24.940 He says, I was so awestruck, terrified, and in shock that all I could think to do was fall on my face.

00:24:31.620 The feeling I was left with afterwards was that, uh, he is always watching us and that he's always there for us if we only have faith.

00:24:42.680 Also based.

00:24:43.560 Not long after that was my, was the vision dream.

00:24:48.180 I was in a shallow, tall cavern.

00:24:51.920 Shallow, tall cavern.

00:24:53.000 I was in a shallow, tall cavern carved out of rock, out of a rock face with a building on my right side and a broken down building on my left with two pillars in the front.

00:25:05.240 Huh.

00:25:05.480 So, the pillars and floor are covered in red flowers with a red sky overhead and the moon splitting.

00:25:15.780 Man, that is, you're painting a picture, baby boy.

00:25:18.820 That's fucking kind of beautiful.

00:25:21.700 Overhead was this constellation Draco.

00:25:26.220 And to this day, I haven't figured out quite what it means yet.

00:25:31.720 After that vision, my two sons started seeing things and coming to me about them.

00:25:36.240 Huh.

00:25:36.540 Okay.

00:25:36.820 All right.

00:25:37.060 So, let's, let's do that again.

00:25:38.280 This one is, is beyond me.

00:25:40.580 I don't have the, the chops to unpack this one.

00:25:43.720 Maybe somebody in the chat does or somebody listening out there, one of the, one of the listeners.

00:25:46.960 I was in a shallow, tall cavern carved, carved out of a rock face with a building on my right side and a broken down building on my left side with two pillars in front.

00:25:57.460 The pillars and the floor are covered in red flowers and the, with a red sky overhead.

00:26:05.480 And the moon splitting.

00:26:09.380 Overhead was the constellation Draco.

00:26:11.420 And to this day, I haven't quite figured out what it means yet.

00:26:16.080 Man.

00:26:18.920 That's a, that's heavy.

00:26:21.000 Valentine's Day prepped room while the moon splits apart and Draco constellation kind of sounds, yeah, like that.

00:26:29.400 Kind of sounds like that.

00:26:32.480 Woo.

00:26:34.620 That's interesting.

00:26:35.380 Nancy says, got to take care of a few things before her flight. 0.98

00:26:40.280 See you, retards, in Florida. 1.00

00:26:41.500 See you soon, Nancy.

00:26:42.740 See you in two days.

00:26:45.120 Two days.

00:26:46.100 This is going to be incredibly stressful.

00:26:48.360 Marty Mac says, anybody with Mac in their name crushes.

00:26:51.040 That's where you get it from.

00:26:51.920 It's the name, isn't it, Marty?

00:26:53.920 I agree.

00:26:55.080 Uncle Mac is a heavy, it was, it was Mac Nicky.

00:26:57.920 Um, but, you know, Mac for short.

00:27:02.120 Man.

00:27:03.240 He should read the book of Revelations.

00:27:05.780 I, I'm only going to tell you, Spencer, because they, they, they never let me rest.

00:27:10.400 It is Revelation.

00:27:12.600 And every time I say Revelations, the, the chat just kills me.

00:27:17.260 They kill me.

00:27:18.900 Constellation Draco.

00:27:19.900 Let's see.

00:27:20.240 Uh, Constellation Draco.

00:27:25.200 Biblical meaning.

00:27:28.840 Oh, yeah.

00:27:29.880 In some interpretations, the Constellation Draco, the dragon, is associated with the serpent in the Garden of Eden.

00:27:34.560 And by extension, with the devil or Satan, this connection is not explicitly stated in the Bible.

00:27:39.020 But rather is derived from symbolic interpretations of Revelation 12.

00:27:44.120 That's the, the dragon that is waiting to eat the child that the woman is birthing. 0.62

00:27:48.080 Um, where the dragon is described as taking a third of the stars with it.

00:27:52.760 Okay, I might be thinking of something different.

00:27:54.320 Other interpretations like Draco to the Greek myth of Leiden.

00:27:58.660 The dragon guarding the golden apples.

00:28:00.780 Huh.

00:28:01.420 Or the giant titan thrown into the sky.

00:28:05.280 Uh, Revelation 12.

00:28:06.560 Some biblical scholars interpret the dragon in Revelation 12 as symbolizing Satan.

00:28:11.080 And the stars it takes with it, with it, representing fallen angels.

00:28:14.660 This is one of the main points of connection between Draco and the devil.

00:28:18.080 Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh.

00:28:19.660 Yeah, I don't know.

00:28:20.340 I don't know.

00:28:20.680 It's probably right in front of us.

00:28:22.040 Uh, but I'm too stupid.

00:28:23.800 I'm too stupid to, uh, to piece it together.

00:28:27.600 Thank you very much, Z-Man.

00:28:28.520 Rest in peace, Uncle Mac.

00:28:30.300 Uh, all right.

00:28:31.940 Well, let's, uh, let's continue on here.

00:28:33.400 Let's see what else we got.

00:28:34.500 Uh, what time is it?

00:28:35.280 How deep are we in?

00:28:36.040 We got a couple more minutes.

00:28:36.920 I'll let it ride for a couple more minutes.

00:28:38.200 And then we're going exclusively to patreon.com backslash Nephilim.Squad.

00:28:41.520 All right.

00:28:42.160 So he says that after this, his sons start telling him about, that they're seeing things.

00:28:49.460 He's got two sons and they're starting to see things.

00:28:52.140 Uh, the kids are seeing the dead.

00:28:55.480 Fuck.

00:28:57.420 That's a bummer.

00:28:58.340 That's not good for, um, sleeping.

00:29:00.980 That's the context I always think of these three.

00:29:04.380 I try not to let my son see anything scary because if you do, then he ends up in your

00:29:08.880 room and I don't want, I don't, I don't like being woken up.

00:29:11.880 I want him to be able to get sleep.

00:29:13.460 I think sleep is very important, especially for children and you can't have them paralyzed

00:29:18.360 watching, you know, the hat man, uh, twiddle his thumbs in the corner.

00:29:22.460 That's not good.

00:29:23.140 That's not conducive to a full night's rest.

00:29:25.360 My oldest son who is 12 has come to me at least twice in the past few months with biblical

00:29:30.880 questions and had to tell me and to tell me things he's seen or has seen.

00:29:38.300 I'm sorry.

00:29:38.920 I'm reading this all fucked up.

00:29:40.240 My oldest son who is 12 has come to me at least twice in the past few months with biblical

00:29:44.920 questions and to tell me things he's seen or as he says, made up.

00:29:52.900 That's interesting.

00:29:53.580 So he's coming to you and he's trying to, he's probably trying to protect himself, right?

00:29:58.240 He's just saying he's making these things up.

00:29:59.740 He doesn't want to believe it.

00:30:00.440 He doesn't want to say it out loud.

00:30:03.020 My son has also been having a ton of biblical questions and thank God for this show because

00:30:09.000 if he were to have these questions five years ago, I'd have been fucking unable to answer

00:30:14.700 any of them.

00:30:15.240 I'm struggling.

00:30:16.720 I'm struggling.

00:30:18.400 But you know, uh, what's up with the beef between Owen and Sam?

00:30:22.380 I don't think there's really any beef between Owen and Sam.

00:30:24.880 I do know that Owen keeps poking him.

00:30:27.880 I think Sam just wants to be left alone.

00:30:29.860 I don't know what the spirit of it is.

00:30:31.380 I don't know if it's playfulness.

00:30:32.560 I don't know if it's, I don't know what it is, but I know that it, it, it, you know,

00:30:37.400 Sam probably doesn't want it to happen anymore.

00:30:39.920 Every time I see it happen, I'm like, I don't know what's going on.

00:30:42.520 Um, but I'm hoping that they can, they're going to rekindle something at, uh, bro grove.

00:30:49.980 Cause after all, what is, what is the grove about if it's not about bros, right?

00:30:53.620 Sounds like maybe the broken down building represents original sin in the new building,

00:30:57.860 the original grace of the new covenant, right?

00:31:00.320 That's interesting.

00:31:02.940 That is interesting.

00:31:06.340 Huh.

00:31:08.780 Uh, the earth will give birth to it's dead. 0.60

00:31:11.640 Dog, you can't just say, uh, some cryptic shit like that.

00:31:17.220 Z-Man doesn't really like the, the, the pores.

00:31:19.980 Boot the pores mid-sentence. 1.00

00:31:22.100 Z-Man, the, the strongest advocate for abandoning the pores. 0.72

00:31:24.660 Ah, Patrick shouts, on the other hand, I'm going to miss the pores so much.

00:31:29.260 That's true.

00:31:30.020 Every time they're gone, I do feel an emptiness.

00:31:33.280 Uh, Draco, the dragon, Virgo, the virgin, Orion, the hunter, as the conqueror Christ.

00:31:39.480 You should look into how all of the constellations play into the gospel story.

00:31:42.460 Kind of interesting.

00:31:43.560 That's the, the Maseroth, right?

00:31:47.220 The Maseroth.

00:31:48.980 Um, the idea that God's story was already told in the stars.

00:31:54.660 Before the Bible, you know, and, and all of its, all of its books were brought together.

00:32:01.400 So when people go, oh, um, the Bible wasn't written until the umpteenth century or whatever.

00:32:10.400 And, but it's like, well, that's not really the, the point.

00:32:14.820 Um, it was almost like God was, after everything was said and done.

00:32:20.420 And after the Nephilim did their thing and after the fallen did their thing, God was like, okay,

00:32:24.000 we're going to, we're going to tell the story about how it actually went.

00:32:27.540 Because these motherfuckers are telling a half-hearted story, a half-truth.

00:32:32.260 Um, you know.

00:32:34.580 Anywho.

00:32:35.760 You know what?

00:32:36.240 I think it's time.

00:32:36.880 I think we're going to, you know what?

00:32:37.920 No, no, no.

00:32:38.400 We'll, we'll finish this story and then we'll, then we'll get away from the pores.

00:32:41.280 We'll get away from the pores after this.

00:32:42.500 Okay, so, from their nature, however, I can tell they're not from him.

00:32:50.080 Meaning God.

00:32:51.320 Uh, one was a dream creature with three separate parts that he said controlled dreams,

00:32:57.360 but I instantly recognized it as the entity called Oracle.

00:33:01.760 Hmm.

00:33:02.240 The night he had, I'm sorry, the night he and I spent four hours talking about the nature

00:33:09.060 of the spiritual realm and reading scripture, or that night, I'm sorry, which is a really

00:33:12.860 based response to it.

00:33:14.160 Not getting any sleep, though, but some things are more important, I guess.

00:33:16.540 So that night he spends four hours talking about the nature of the spiritual realm and

00:33:20.220 reading scripture with his son.

00:33:21.400 I explained the nature and history of the Nephilim to him and have started leading him down the 1.00

00:33:27.100 biblical pathway to truly understanding the unseen realm.

00:33:29.580 Also, very based, my middle child, five years old, not even a week after, came to my wife

00:33:37.360 and I right before bed saying he was seeing ghosts in and around the living room.

00:33:41.960 He doesn't watch scary movies or anything, or media like that, at all.

00:33:47.460 So I was inclined to believe him.

00:33:49.920 I went through his room, gotta sweep the room of ghosts, right?

00:33:53.840 Gotta sweep the room, one in the chamber, clear, clear, no ghosts under there.

00:33:58.560 I went through his room, his brother's room, his sister's room, living room, every room

00:34:03.760 in the house and the basement with holy incense, frankincense, and myrrh, praying and commanding

00:34:11.260 every unclean spirit, be gone in the name of Christ.

00:34:16.100 During this process, everyone in the house, including my wife and a friend we had over,

00:34:20.400 heard several loud knocks and even a growl from the fireplace in the living room.

00:34:25.620 Damn!

00:34:28.060 This guy's living, uh...

00:34:30.820 He's living the movie.

00:34:32.040 This is a movie.

00:34:34.020 I also didn't let my family friend talk to the ghost or burn sage or any of that gay crap. 1.00

00:34:39.100 We don't do that here.

00:34:40.040 Yeah, you know what?

00:34:40.900 I really have gotten to the point now where I think the sage...

00:34:44.820 There you go.

00:34:45.440 Frankincense and myrrh, based.

00:34:48.140 The pores got kicked out of 109 live streams. 0.99

00:34:50.820 I think that's probably...

00:34:51.980 We're probably beyond that point.

00:34:53.640 But somehow it's not their fault, right?

00:34:55.620 I think when it comes to sage, I think what's happening here is people are appeasing a spirit.

00:35:06.120 I think what you're doing is you're giving a burnt offering.

00:35:09.300 And it's like, hmm, thank you.

00:35:11.480 And then it goes away for a little while.

00:35:12.800 So you're like temporarily alleviated, but you don't know why the fuck it keeps coming back.

00:35:15.960 Like, right, because historically speaking, these entities have always taken burnt offerings, tobacco and otherwise.

00:35:24.940 And so I'm kind of wondering, like, why does it work temporarily?

00:35:30.780 Are you just giving them?

00:35:31.960 Like, are you just appeasing them for a short period of time, but then, you know, eventually they come back for more?

00:35:40.180 I don't know.

00:35:40.940 That's just what I've been thinking.

00:35:42.040 That's just what I've been thinking.

00:35:43.060 Okay, anywho, I watched in the picture window reflection a pair of glowing embers sank through the bottom of the fireplace and into the basement.

00:35:55.040 The spiritual cleansing seems to have worked for the living room fireplace.

00:35:59.000 However, the basement still gets the occasional smell of decay and death with no dead animal to be found and even fills with flies sometimes.

00:36:08.480 Needless to say, things have really ramped up, especially since Hurricane Helen.

00:36:13.060 So I hope you all keep myself and my family in your prayers.

00:36:16.900 Guys, there's a prayer section in the Telegram.

00:36:19.580 And if you're not even in the Telegram, you know, in your own time, say a prayer for Joel T. and his family here because they're really going through something.

00:36:25.400 I'll remember to do that.

00:36:26.480 When I was in my last house, we had to jump ship out of there before I lost it.

00:36:33.520 We were going to get foreclosed on.

00:36:35.200 And instead, I managed to, you know, figure out some shit and then rent the place out.

00:36:41.860 So I still have it.

00:36:42.780 I'm making no money off of it.

00:36:44.120 And I'm just really, we should sell.

00:36:45.520 I don't know what the fuck.

00:36:46.240 I don't even want to look at it, honestly.

00:36:47.420 It brings me so much anxiety.

00:36:48.660 But that probably tells you you should look at it, right?

00:36:52.380 But that place was heavily spiritual.

00:36:58.960 There was a lot of spiritual activity going on.

00:37:03.200 My niece had her room.

00:37:05.300 She would see a man.

00:37:07.140 She had one wall had a nearly floor to ceiling window in it. 0.94

00:37:11.540 And she would see the silhouette of a man in the night standing in her window, but impossibly tall because it's fucking floor to ceiling, right?

00:37:20.380 And he's all the way up there.

00:37:25.400 The knocking, I think, was probably the most dramatic.

00:37:32.120 It'd be knocking on every fucking window.

00:37:35.780 Every window.

00:37:36.500 Every door.

00:37:39.260 Garage door, front door, front windows, bedroom windows, just knocking.

00:37:43.580 And there were so many people there to verify it.

00:37:47.940 One time, me and my cousin were standing having a conversation in the living room.

00:37:52.460 We were practically within arm's reach of the doorknob to the front door.

00:37:55.880 And somebody knocked on it.

00:37:57.560 But by that time, we were so accustomed to the knocking that we were trying to catch this thing.

00:38:06.020 Who the fuck is knocking?

00:38:09.100 So we grabbed the doorknob almost instantly, ripped it open, and we both ran outside.

00:38:13.620 You ever see the fucking, the movie Signs, Mel Gibson?

00:38:17.920 Where him and Joaquin Phoenix, him and Merle.

00:38:22.080 What was the main character?

00:38:23.080 What was Mel Gibson's name?

00:38:24.880 Anyway, they both run out and they split up and they go to opposite directions and they run around the house.

00:38:29.080 And Merle's like, we're going to kick your ass, bitch. 1.00

00:38:33.860 And Mel Gibson's character is like, I am insane with anger.

00:38:36.860 It was a really great zine.

00:38:38.460 But they couldn't find anybody.

00:38:39.600 So we fucking bolt out the door expecting to catch somebody.

00:38:43.720 And I see something.

00:38:48.080 And I take a mental note of it, but it doesn't fit the description of what I'm looking for.

00:38:52.540 So only after I realize, like, man, there's nobody fucking here, do I go.

00:38:57.120 So, um, I did see a black skittering cloud, mass, whatever, move across my front yard.

00:39:07.680 But I had my porch light on.

00:39:09.700 So this would have been in the light, but it still appeared to be just a pitch black skittering mass.

00:39:14.800 And then as I said that, my cousin goes, look.

00:39:19.060 And we look, oh, man, I forgot all about that.

00:39:21.980 I'm getting the fucking chills, actually, remembering this shit, dude.

00:39:24.100 And the knocking started after, I guess I'll tell the story, after we kick out the pores.

00:39:30.960 But he tells me, look, and under the street lamp, there's a shadow.

00:39:36.940 Under the street lamp, there's a shadow.

00:39:39.680 It doesn't even make fucking sense.

00:39:42.600 Under the street lamp, there is a shadow of a man.

00:39:47.880 Like a standing, like a shadow, like it's, he would have had to have been so black. 1.00

00:39:54.100 It's a black guy who's very black, who's wearing black clothing from top to bottom.

00:39:59.280 And he's like fucking Wesley Snipes black. 0.96

00:40:04.160 I'll tell you the other story in a second.

00:40:05.620 Let's kick out the pores, guys. 1.00

00:40:07.120 It's at the 40-minute mark.

00:40:08.000 I gave you guys 10 more minutes than you deserve.

00:40:10.700 But if you want to continue hearing what's going to be next, which is fucking one hell of a story, actually.

00:40:15.820 Uh, you gotta pay for it.

00:40:19.740 Patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad.

00:40:22.180 Sign up at whatever tier you'd like.

00:40:23.620 I don't fucking care.

00:40:24.580 You can sign up for the seven-day free trial.

00:40:26.740 And then you can leave before we, the billing cycle kicks in.

00:40:29.960 But, you know, don't do that.

00:40:31.120 That's gay. 1.00

00:40:32.080 Also, by the way, we will have a live stream of Bohemian Grove if you can't make it.

00:40:38.680 But you really want to be there.

00:40:40.240 $10 will get you into the live stream for two days.

00:40:43.420 $10 for two days.

00:40:44.540 That's not bad.

00:40:45.120 Not $10 each day.

00:40:46.260 $10 for two days of all the best content creators, all the best comedians.

00:40:51.740 It's going to be a fucking blast.

00:40:52.860 You guys are going to get to get, going to be able to watch the live stream before anybody else does.

00:40:57.200 Because what we're going to do is, Patreon members will get the raw, unedited version.

00:41:02.460 But everybody else is going to get, like, a produced version.

00:41:05.140 We're going to try to make it nice and release it.

00:41:07.140 You know, it's going to take a while to do that.

00:41:08.780 So, Patreon.com backslash NephilimDesquad.

00:41:11.880 Sign up.

00:41:13.040 Enjoy the rest of this schizo story I'm about to tell you. 0.96

00:41:15.520 And also, you know, watch Bohemian Grove.

00:41:20.080 How awesome is that?

00:41:20.820 I think that's a great deal, guys.

00:41:21.980 Otherwise, we are saying goodbye now to YouTube.

00:41:24.980 Here I go.

00:41:25.800 We're going nope on YouTube.

00:41:28.140 Remove it.

00:41:29.660 I think this is how Top does it.

00:41:31.880 We're going to remove it on X.

00:41:36.260 Remove it.

00:41:36.900 I got to, this is not easy.

00:41:39.160 He always does this.

00:41:40.040 He does it quietly.

00:41:41.160 Removing it on this one as well.

00:41:42.940 We're going to remove it.

00:41:44.820 And then we're going to remove it on this.

00:41:47.280 There's a lot of places this is streaming to.

00:41:48.860 We're removing it.

00:41:50.960 There we go.

00:41:51.840 And then, finally, goodbye to Rumble.

00:41:54.140 Goodbye to the pourers on Rumble.

00:41:55.680 Remove.

00:41:56.220 Rumble from the stream.

00:41:57.140 Remove.

00:41:57.660 Okay.

00:41:59.480 Save changes.

00:42:01.000 And we're good.

00:42:01.940 Now we have a very small, very intimate group.

00:42:05.260 I guess I'll tell you the rest of the story.

00:42:08.060 So, this is how this shit started.

00:42:11.060 Some of you guys have heard this story already.

00:42:12.820 But a lot of you are new and so you haven't.

00:42:16.400 When I first moved into this place, shortly after we did.

00:42:20.520 It was my first house.

00:42:21.460 It was a big deal.

00:42:23.080 We got a puppy.

00:42:24.840 We were given a puppy.

00:42:26.520 It was weird.

00:42:27.020 It was like I took my kid trick-or-treating and I went to my aunt's house.

00:42:35.820 While we were there, my niece said, hey, can I take him to just the houses around here

00:42:39.060 while you guys hang out and talk to your aunt?

00:42:41.760 I said, yeah, go ahead.

00:42:43.100 So, she takes him out.

00:42:44.340 They're only gone 10 minutes.

00:42:45.460 They come back with a puppy.

00:42:48.520 So, okay, fine.

00:42:49.700 We'll give the puppy a chance.

00:42:50.700 Long story short, it didn't work out because I just didn't have it in me,

00:42:53.700 the patience to train the puppy and I've got this brand new house

00:42:57.240 and this puppy is shitting and pissing and biting every fucking thing 0.99

00:43:00.340 that I'm paying off for the next 30-something years.

00:43:03.860 But I did try to give it the old, you know, college try.

00:43:07.920 And so, I remember one night taking the puppy for a walk.

00:43:12.560 Sun was going down.

00:43:14.340 Wasn't completely dark.

00:43:15.840 Talking like 730 where the sun actually does start to go down.

00:43:19.920 Not like the middle of summer where it's still bright until fucking 8-something. 0.80

00:43:22.440 And as I'm walking the puppy, there's a grassy field not far from my house,

00:43:30.700 like a block away.

00:43:31.380 And across that grassy field, there's houses, like directly across the street.

00:43:35.560 So, all that separates the houses from the field is a street.

00:43:38.480 And all of a sudden, I hear my neighbors arguing.

00:43:43.740 I mean, like really arguing, like gross.

00:43:46.520 Gross, gross, gross.

00:43:47.460 You know, fuck you, bitch. 1.00

00:43:52.980 And it's echoing through the street.

00:43:55.520 Some guy and his wife.

00:43:56.300 And they're just, he's calling her every name in the book.

00:43:59.020 And it's so loud.

00:44:00.760 I think they must be in their garage.

00:44:02.360 And their garage door is wide open.

00:44:04.860 And the sound is booming through the streets.

00:44:08.060 It's echoing.

00:44:08.680 And it causes the puppy to kind of want to freeze.

00:44:12.440 And I can't tell.

00:44:13.160 I'm like, is this puppy going to shit?

00:44:14.200 Or is it just sitting down because it's upset about the noise?

00:44:17.840 I think it was upset about the noise.

00:44:19.280 But I'm like, you know, this is very awkward.

00:44:21.780 Because I'm practically right across the street from their house listening to them scream. 0.62

00:44:26.480 And so, you can kind of pick up what they're arguing about.

00:44:33.340 It's, she left something very important somewhere.

00:44:36.880 They got to get back into the car.

00:44:39.060 And they got to go retrace their steps now.

00:44:41.400 And find this thing.

00:44:42.500 So, they do that.

00:44:46.160 I'm sitting there with the puppy.

00:44:47.300 The puppy's sniffing around in the grass.

00:44:48.560 I really wish it would go.

00:44:49.600 Honestly, I could have picked it up and moved away with it.

00:44:51.360 But, I don't know.

00:44:52.360 I was just kind of almost like a little shell shock.

00:44:54.080 Like, damn, dude.

00:44:55.760 Damn.

00:44:56.460 So, they leave.

00:44:59.980 But they leave everything open and on.

00:45:02.420 All the lights are on in their house.

00:45:04.980 And their, you know, their curtains are all open.

00:45:08.200 And you can see right through it.

00:45:09.240 Straight through to the back door.

00:45:10.700 The sliding kitchen.

00:45:11.720 The sliding glass back door.

00:45:12.840 You can see through the house.

00:45:13.580 Like, it's a glass house, literally.

00:45:14.940 And then, of course, the garage that they just came out of.

00:45:16.840 All the lights are on in there.

00:45:17.600 And like I said, the sun's going down.

00:45:18.860 So, and as they pull away, I notice off to my right.

00:45:25.660 So, let's say the house is across the street from me.

00:45:28.480 And I'm looking at it.

00:45:29.440 Off to my right-hand side, I recognize that a family is coming.

00:45:33.640 It's a, you know, a husband, a wife, a stroller, and maybe even like two small kids.

00:45:41.020 I think it was a girl and a boy.

00:45:42.020 So, it's like picturesque family.

00:45:43.980 And I've got a puppy.

00:45:45.320 And I'm new in town.

00:45:46.560 And I'm feeling, you know, first-time homeowners, you might know what this is like.

00:45:50.880 It's like you, uh, I don't know.

00:45:54.940 You're hoping for that, like, welcome to the neighborhood kind of a deal.

00:45:58.080 You're excited to trim hedges to power wash your driveway, that kind of shit.

00:46:02.620 I was falling into, like, wholesome normie mode.

00:46:06.600 So, I saw this opportunity.

00:46:08.460 This family's coming.

00:46:09.580 And I'm excited now because they have kids and a stroller.

00:46:12.420 I've got a puppy.

00:46:13.620 We're going to have a nice howdy neighbor moment.

00:46:17.560 And, um, so here they come.

00:46:20.720 Now, they're passing in front of me.

00:46:22.260 And they give me the old howdy neighbor.

00:46:23.880 And I go, how you guys doing?

00:46:24.900 And they go, how old is the puppy?

00:46:26.060 And we start having this conversation.

00:46:27.680 Now, it was in front of me, the house.

00:46:30.000 But I'm now looking over here to my left.

00:46:32.440 And I see, in the peripheral vision of my right eye, somebody come out of that garage that was left open with the lights on.

00:46:44.240 And they're, like, pitch black.

00:46:45.700 But I'm not thinking about that.

00:46:49.980 I'm thinking about two things.

00:46:51.440 Number one, ooh, what a nice moment.

00:46:55.120 Stroller, puppy, family, neighbor, cool.

00:46:57.140 And number two, please, God, is this dude about to come and apologize to me for what I've seen?

00:47:07.240 Or what I've heard, rather, because I overheard them fighting.

00:47:09.880 And I was so mortified by that idea that I started to actually turn my entire body because I was going to get ready to go, um, what?

00:47:23.940 No, I didn't hear anything.

00:47:25.520 What are you talking about?

00:47:26.480 No, no, people argue all the time.

00:47:28.120 Don't worry about it.

00:47:28.880 Don't worry about it.

00:47:29.680 I literally was getting ready to just lie to this man's face.

00:47:33.800 I was so embarrassed that he would be beelining for me, speedwalking, beelining for me.

00:47:38.780 So, anywho, I act like I didn't see him.

00:47:43.940 And I turn my body until he's out of my peripheral vision because I'm totally prepared to be like, whoa, didn't see you there.

00:47:48.640 What brings you here, neighbor?

00:47:49.640 What?

00:47:49.980 Arguing?

00:47:50.400 No.

00:47:51.000 And I'm chatting up these people.

00:47:52.280 They say, all right, well, you have a good night.

00:47:54.180 I say, you guys take it easy.

00:47:55.600 God bless you.

00:47:56.180 You know, they keep walking away.

00:47:57.400 And this guy has not said shit to me, which is even worse because I just want you to address this so I can pretend I didn't hear it.

00:48:06.260 And now I've got to, like, turn back and be like, oh, hey.

00:48:10.180 I turn back.

00:48:11.660 Nobody's fucking there at all.

00:48:14.140 I saw a man beeline for me.

00:48:17.320 I had all of the emotion of anxiety of, you know, I was mortified.

00:48:23.840 I didn't want this interaction.

00:48:25.100 I was so certain, and I knew exactly where he should have been standing when I turned around, and he wasn't there.

00:48:33.160 Anywho, pick up the puppy. 0.99

00:48:34.480 She's done with her business.

00:48:35.400 I walk back to the house.

00:48:36.660 I get inside.

00:48:37.360 I tell them, hey, guys, I just heard.

00:48:39.120 I'm talking to my wife and my niece.

00:48:40.280 I go, I just heard the fucking neighbor saying all kinds of horrifying things to each other.

00:48:43.060 They go, yeah, that's crazy.

00:48:44.440 And then I go, and this happened?

00:48:45.300 And they go, oh, that's crazy.

00:48:46.220 And I go, yeah.

00:48:46.700 And then, like, one of them walked up to me, and I was so fucking embarrassed.

00:48:49.820 But when I turned around, he wasn't there.

00:48:51.240 And they were like, that's weird.

00:48:54.380 And I go, is?

00:48:56.220 Is it?

00:48:57.480 And they go, yeah.

00:48:58.480 What did he look like?

00:48:59.280 And I was like, honestly, he was, like, all black. 0.99

00:49:02.000 Now, you got to keep in mind, I can see this family.

00:49:05.160 I can see this stroller.

00:49:06.300 I can see the husband, the wife, and the children.

00:49:08.500 But I cannot see any discerning or discernible features of this person.

00:49:13.620 They're just a black shadow.

00:49:15.020 And they go, that's really actually very creepy.

00:49:21.820 And I went, yeah, I guess it is, isn't it?

00:49:26.200 Anyway, and then that fucking night, all the knocking starts.

00:49:30.780 I got chills just saying that.

00:49:32.540 So, you know, eventually, yeah, I go around the house.

00:49:38.860 I pray.

00:49:39.280 I cast things out in the name of Christ.

00:49:40.820 There's a lot of, now that I think about it, now that I think about it, guys, I haven't had a night like this in so long.

00:49:48.240 And I was so used to it while I was living in that house.

00:49:50.820 Just waking up and being like, fuck, dude, it is heavy.

00:49:56.000 You know how often it was that I would wake up in the morning and my wife would be like, last night was really, the energy was fucking wild.

00:50:03.360 And I'd be like, yep.

00:50:05.440 Yep.

00:50:06.680 Now, being out of it, I realize that's crazy.

00:50:08.880 But at the time, it just is what it was.

00:50:13.720 It was just the norm.

00:50:15.720 And I guess I didn't want to admit it because I had just, I'm paying the bank for this nightmare box for 30 fucking years.

00:50:21.420 You know what I mean?

00:50:22.060 So, but I think we eventually did get it to stop.

00:50:25.680 Something else worth noting, one of the main windows that would get knocked on was my bedroom window right behind my head, right behind my headboard.

00:50:33.540 And one day I did go out there and, um, and every time I would go out there to be like, to see if there was any fingerprints, footprints, anything, big black snakes, big black snakes.

00:50:46.320 And, like, I kind of chalked it up to, like, well, the sun rises over here and it casts light on this part of the house, which is, you know, they're basking.

00:50:56.280 Which is true, I think.

00:50:57.600 They were basking.

00:50:59.460 But big black snakes.

00:51:01.900 I don't know.

00:51:05.460 Anyway, let's get back into it.

00:51:07.180 Uh, let's see what else we got.

00:51:09.840 I don't know how many I'm going to be able to get into, um, today.

00:51:13.740 Let's see.

00:51:14.240 We got as far back as 415.

00:51:16.920 This is from Brooke.

00:51:17.900 It says, I just fucking, oh, wait, wait, wait, wait.

00:51:20.660 Did we watch this?

00:51:21.820 Uh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:51:23.200 No, we didn't watch it.

00:51:23.940 We read it.

00:51:24.380 This is, uh, your, yeah, I remember this one.

00:51:27.080 This is where her classmates get hypnotized.

00:51:29.760 And, um.

00:51:32.140 Yeah, okay, we saw that one.

00:51:33.580 So then we've got this one right here.

00:51:35.840 This is what?

00:51:41.100 Oh, oh, I think I know what's happening here.

00:51:43.640 I think we've gone through all of these.

00:51:47.740 And we haven't updated them.

00:51:49.540 Is that what's going on?

00:51:50.320 Let me check.

00:51:52.180 Nah, this one is new.

00:51:53.280 Okay, here we go.

00:51:54.120 Topics.

00:51:54.580 Porn addiction, marriage, nephilim, sleep paralysis, spiritual attack, demon erasers.

00:51:59.560 Okay, good, good, good.

00:52:00.400 We've got a banger here.

00:52:01.500 This is, uh, four pages.

00:52:02.860 Let's get through it.

00:52:04.460 Is this, am I doing all right, guys?

00:52:05.840 I, this is, I'm trying not to turn this into, uh, timeline cleanse.

00:52:11.360 It's barely different, is it not?

00:52:14.440 Uh, big and black.

00:52:15.740 Yep.

00:52:16.000 Big black snakes named Rod.

00:52:17.480 Yes, yes, yes.

00:52:18.640 Um, snake dreams.

00:52:19.660 It wasn't dreams, though.

00:52:20.460 These are real snakes.

00:52:21.300 These are real snakes.

00:52:22.060 Thank you, Jin.

00:52:22.680 Thank you, Jin.

00:52:23.160 I appreciate it.

00:52:24.100 Uh, I'm trying.

00:52:25.260 I'm trying here.

00:52:26.040 Uh, I don't have the homie to bounce things off of, and so I will keep fucking going if 1.00

00:52:30.940 I don't check myself, uh, every once in a while and be like, wrap it up, dummy.

00:52:34.620 Uh, Raven, what you experienced was a true trigger event, a real one.

00:52:41.180 I mean, it seemed that way.

00:52:42.720 It seemed that way.

00:52:44.220 Um, but, you know what else I got the impression of?

00:52:47.320 It was very weak shit, which all of it is.

00:52:50.280 All of it is.

00:52:50.980 None of it stands a chance.

00:52:52.460 Um, you know, the prophecy's been fulfilled.

00:52:55.360 The way has already been made.

00:52:57.400 Uh, you know, we already have authority over these things, so all of it is weak, but there

00:53:01.500 is still a hierarchy within there.

00:53:02.940 This thing was very weak.

00:53:04.800 Very weak.

00:53:06.820 Something else worth noting, there's an app called Nextdoor, I think, where it's like

00:53:11.300 a neighborhood app.

00:53:12.120 And, um, and, uh, so I found, I did like, I typed in window knocking, and it was like

00:53:21.700 so many people in my town.

00:53:23.380 So many people were experiencing this, and they were all saying shit like, it's teenagers

00:53:30.140 doing it, but nobody had any proof, and people were saying, yeah, it's definitely, they were

00:53:36.980 saying, it's definitely teenagers, but for whatever reason, I just can't catch them on my ring

00:53:41.980 doorbell or anything.

00:53:43.820 What?

00:53:45.460 So nobody had any proof.

00:53:47.100 In fact, there was actually a night where, um, there was a helicopter searching around.

00:53:55.440 And they were looking for somebody who was in a little girl's window.

00:54:04.180 Which, like, if a little girl came in, like, you know, when my, when my niece said there

00:54:07.260 was a man that was so tall, it didn't make sense, he was standing in my window, and he

00:54:10.220 does it every once in a while.

00:54:11.400 I don't think that that's a man, so I don't go, oh shit, we better call the police.

00:54:14.480 I go, oh, that's fucking Nephilim shit.

00:54:17.860 Uh, but if you don't know that, and your daughter comes crying, and she says, there's a man in

00:54:22.900 my window, you're gonna call the police, and, and they, in Port Ritchie, they would bring

00:54:25.840 out the helicopters for everything, because probably it was fun.

00:54:29.220 And, um, so yeah, they were circling the neighborhood all night one night.

00:54:34.200 Oh, and all the, and I remember all of us were out there, just standing in the front yards

00:54:38.780 at night, just talking to the neighbors, like, yeah, they're looking for, I could see it on

00:54:43.120 the Nextdoor app, yeah, they're looking for somebody that was in somebody's window.

00:54:49.680 Interesting.

00:54:51.380 Interesting, interesting, interesting.

00:54:53.060 In hindsight, right?

00:54:54.280 Uh, all right, let's see what we got here.

00:54:55.620 So, I believe a demon conspired to ruin my marriage and nearly succeeded.

00:54:59.860 Probably.

00:55:02.980 You can call me Nathan.

00:55:04.220 I will, Nathan.

00:55:05.620 You can call me Raven.

00:55:07.220 It's gay, I made it up myself. 0.99

00:55:08.700 I didn't make it up, it's my, it's what my last name means, but

00:55:10.980 only if you translate it, and then you wear Hawaiian shirts and look metrosexual.

00:55:18.060 You can call me Nathan.

00:55:19.120 I was born into a Baptist church, and raised by loving Christian parents.

00:55:24.100 Uh, I invited Christ into my life when I was baptized at age five, based.

00:55:28.880 I always felt that I was destined to do God's work, to be a soldier for him.

00:55:33.800 Same.

00:55:34.160 But as my life unfolded, and I endured a series of seemingly minor but damaging events beyond my control,

00:55:42.400 a darkness took hold of me and steered me down a past of lust, shame, and deceit, and pride.

00:55:51.880 I was a small kid and didn't reach physical maturity until I was 24.

00:55:55.940 Ah, hold on, I'm trying to get comfy.

00:56:00.780 This and the fact that I couldn't relate to non-Christians made me an obvious target for bullying 0.85

00:56:05.320 and invisible to females in my peer group.

00:56:08.440 Mmm.

00:56:09.940 Not good.

00:56:11.740 Uh, my friend groups were always small and usually included fellow outcasts, 1.00

00:56:16.460 and I didn't have much opportunity to explore my sexuality until I was in my 20s

00:56:20.700 due to the fact that I was short and baby-faced,

00:56:23.160 and the girls interested in me were always under 18.

00:56:27.480 Ah, man, this is a crazy...

00:56:30.840 Paint a picture here, Nathan Nathaniel.

00:56:35.560 Unfortunately, these were many, and it was frustrating that I could not indulge.

00:56:41.860 Ooh, well, I mean, you know, good on you for not.

00:56:44.440 Don't do that.

00:56:45.700 Don't do that.

00:56:46.840 I'm just checking in with the chat here.

00:56:50.440 Blaspheme, you are David Lee.

00:56:53.860 I don't remember what I've said here anymore.

00:56:56.960 Well, my last name is Corvo, and Corvo means rook or crow or raven.

00:57:02.660 Corvid.

00:57:03.760 It's a derivative of Cor-vo.

00:57:06.700 So my family was just dumb, and they were like,

00:57:08.940 Ooh, is that a B or a V?

00:57:11.060 And now, fucking...

00:57:13.980 That's who I am.

00:57:16.340 Ah, boom, boom, boom.

00:57:17.700 When Top and Raven finish my NDS Chronicle,

00:57:20.480 I'll go into it for you niggas and impart my esoteric wisdom. 1.00

00:57:24.860 Oh, this is Tom Sirotnack.

00:57:26.460 That's right.

00:57:26.800 I believe we got that email.

00:57:27.880 We just have to get it into the shuffle here.

00:57:31.480 Ah, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.

00:57:33.640 All right, let's get back to it.

00:57:35.020 Where are we at?

00:57:36.040 Right there.

00:57:38.340 By 13 or 14,

00:57:40.120 I was in the habit of regularly consuming porn

00:57:42.300 to supplement my masturbation

00:57:44.860 and hiding it, understandably, from everyone,

00:57:48.040 especially my parents,

00:57:48.920 who despite their loving nature

00:57:49.980 had taught me implicitly,

00:57:52.280 through their attitudes towards the topic of sex

00:57:54.660 or depictions of it on TV,

00:57:56.560 that sex was a shameful act.

00:57:59.080 Engaged only for the utilitarian purpose of procreation,

00:58:03.080 I was plagued by nightmares

00:58:05.060 in which an upright shadow would pursue me.

00:58:10.200 Desperate to escape the fear these nightmares caused,

00:58:13.880 I explored the concept of lucid dreaming

00:58:15.960 and managed to engage in the act a handful of times.

00:58:20.480 We talked about that recently.

00:58:22.740 I think it was Pastor Ben

00:58:23.820 who said that

00:58:27.740 when he started to astral project or remote view,

00:58:32.220 it was almost like a beacon.

00:58:33.580 And it suddenly started to attract

00:58:36.320 demonic encounters,

00:58:38.660 alien abduction phenomenon,

00:58:40.660 sleep paralysis,

00:58:41.880 and even poltergeist activity in his house.

00:58:45.080 We were talking to somebody recently.

00:58:47.980 I forget who it was.

00:58:49.200 I forget if we were talking to him

00:58:50.440 or if I heard this on an episode of The Confessionals.

00:58:56.660 No, it was somebody that we were talking to.

00:58:59.640 I think it was

00:59:00.560 Nate and Thomas of the Reality Czars

00:59:03.220 were talking about somebody

00:59:05.540 who was astral projecting

00:59:07.460 and who would put this homunculus,

00:59:09.680 basically,

00:59:10.380 in their body

00:59:11.440 to keep it

00:59:13.420 full

00:59:14.700 while they were gone

00:59:15.600 because

00:59:16.540 if you leave your body,

00:59:18.960 other things seek to enter it.

00:59:21.380 Go figure.

00:59:23.080 Which

00:59:23.360 tracks, right?

00:59:24.500 You think about demonic possession.

00:59:25.660 We talk about it all the time.

00:59:26.580 It's like these things exist

00:59:27.700 in a realm

00:59:28.380 where they cannot experience the physical

00:59:30.560 and they really,

00:59:32.040 really want to.

00:59:33.360 Which is why

00:59:34.080 when you see somebody

00:59:34.780 who's demonically oppressed

00:59:36.420 or schizophrenic,

00:59:37.500 it's always driving them

00:59:39.820 towards, like,

00:59:40.980 drug use,

00:59:42.840 you know,

00:59:43.240 sexual encounters,

00:59:45.560 all kinds of shit

00:59:47.420 because it wants to

00:59:50.060 engage

00:59:51.700 in the desires

00:59:52.580 of the flesh.

00:59:54.420 It wants to sin.

00:59:57.240 And,

00:59:57.720 and they even said

00:59:58.960 on that show

00:59:59.780 that

01:00:01.280 eventually

01:00:02.100 he had a really hard time

01:00:03.100 getting the homunculus

01:00:03.860 to leave his body

01:00:04.700 and that apparently

01:00:06.160 it fucked his wife. 1.00

01:00:06.960 crazy.

01:00:12.800 There's a really consistent

01:00:14.280 through line

01:00:15.560 in all of these stories.

01:00:19.120 So,

01:00:19.800 when he's saying

01:00:20.600 that

01:00:22.900 being pursued

01:00:23.640 by an upright shadow

01:00:24.800 and having these nightmares

01:00:26.920 caused him to explore

01:00:29.460 the concept

01:00:30.020 of lucid dreaming

01:00:30.940 seems like

01:00:32.200 the exact opposite

01:00:33.180 of what you'd actually

01:00:35.100 want to do.

01:00:36.960 I Hate Juice

01:00:40.340 says,

01:00:40.960 oh man,

01:00:41.260 I gotta send you

01:00:41.660 the craziest

01:00:42.120 astral projecting

01:00:42.960 story ever

01:00:45.120 from an ex-Wiccan 0.99

01:00:46.760 who became Christian.

01:00:47.800 Craziest shit

01:00:48.280 I ever heard, dude.

01:00:49.320 Talked about

01:00:50.000 seeing sleeping spirits

01:00:51.740 in graveyards.

01:00:52.920 Later verified

01:00:53.720 with Tesla car camera

01:00:55.380 picking up

01:00:55.980 the haptic movements.

01:00:56.860 I've seen that kind of shit.

01:00:59.760 I've seen that.

01:01:00.720 Yeah,

01:01:00.920 where the sensors

01:01:01.680 around the Tesla

01:01:03.000 will pick up

01:01:03.700 bodies

01:01:04.260 that aren't there.

01:01:06.960 How do you put

01:01:08.340 a homunculus

01:01:08.940 in your body?

01:01:09.720 Anally?

01:01:10.320 I think it's the only way.

01:01:12.080 I think a homunculi

01:01:13.140 are birthed through butt 0.85

01:01:14.340 and back to butt they go. 0.53

01:01:17.680 Back to butt they go.

01:01:19.340 My fiance

01:01:20.200 astral projected

01:01:21.180 accidentally

01:01:22.280 and seen me

01:01:23.460 in the living room

01:01:24.000 from the ceiling POV.

01:01:25.180 That's crazy.

01:01:25.880 I've heard a lot

01:01:26.300 of those stories too.

01:01:28.480 I've heard a lot

01:01:29.180 of those stories.

01:01:29.740 People falling

01:01:30.280 through the soles

01:01:30.820 of their feet.

01:01:31.340 I think we talked

01:01:32.100 about this on that show.

01:01:32.880 I think they were

01:01:34.000 smoking spice

01:01:34.700 but

01:01:36.100 this is what's

01:01:37.540 given me the idea

01:01:38.480 that astral projection

01:01:39.760 is a function

01:01:40.840 that everybody

01:01:41.280 has access to

01:01:42.340 but because we know

01:01:43.960 nothing about it

01:01:44.820 we don't do it

01:01:45.840 but because it's

01:01:47.300 a real function

01:01:48.000 I suppose

01:01:49.060 you could

01:01:51.140 accidentally do it.

01:01:52.640 Right?

01:01:54.960 Excuse me.

01:01:55.840 Alright.

01:01:58.060 Being lucid

01:01:59.080 allowed me to become

01:01:59.820 whatever I wanted

01:02:00.520 in the dream.

01:02:01.140 as soon as I had

01:02:02.100 assumed the role

01:02:03.020 of shape-shifting

01:02:04.040 shadow entity

01:02:04.900 I'm sorry

01:02:06.220 and soon

01:02:07.060 I had assumed

01:02:07.800 the role

01:02:08.240 of shape-shifting

01:02:09.260 shadow entity

01:02:10.060 that had previously

01:02:11.460 haunted my nightmares.

01:02:12.520 Whoa! 0.71

01:02:15.080 So around 13 or 14

01:02:16.900 this fucking kid 0.98

01:02:17.960 is plagued

01:02:19.720 by this shadow entity

01:02:20.820 starts doing lucid dreaming

01:02:24.000 and eventually

01:02:25.020 assumes the shape

01:02:26.900 or form of

01:02:28.120 the very entity

01:02:29.580 that he was haunted by

01:02:30.480 that pushed him

01:02:31.500 in this direction

01:02:32.000 that's crazy.

01:02:34.020 I always think

01:02:34.620 we talk about that

01:02:35.800 a lot too

01:02:36.180 if they can convince

01:02:36.960 you that they

01:02:38.200 are you

01:02:38.940 they fucking

01:02:40.960 got you.

01:02:42.860 Around this time

01:02:43.800 I started having dreams

01:02:44.600 about another world

01:02:45.340 linked to

01:02:46.080 and accessible

01:02:46.720 from our real world

01:02:48.340 via the act

01:02:49.920 of dreaming.

01:02:50.680 This world

01:02:50.980 is inhabited

01:02:51.460 by the Nephilim

01:02:52.140 offspring of Cain

01:02:53.180 and a Lilith-like

01:02:54.640 demon.

01:02:56.280 A sort of inversion

01:02:57.200 of the whole

01:02:57.820 fallen angels

01:02:58.660 mating

01:02:59.160 with human

01:03:00.660 women scenario. 1.00

01:03:02.840 These dreams

01:03:03.400 inspired me

01:03:03.980 to begin writing

01:03:04.420 a series of novels

01:03:05.340 as yet unfinished

01:03:06.680 in which these

01:03:08.140 Nephilim offspring

01:03:08.860 had divided

01:03:09.520 into warring factions

01:03:10.640 as they do.

01:03:13.480 Once beholden

01:03:14.680 to the dark power

01:03:15.580 from which they

01:03:16.160 originated

01:03:16.740 the other

01:03:18.320 repentant

01:03:19.240 and championing

01:03:20.420 the cause of God.

01:03:22.840 Oh, that's interesting.

01:03:24.580 So is a division there.

01:03:26.100 Half of them

01:03:26.540 are championing

01:03:27.300 the cause of God.

01:03:28.200 Half of them

01:03:28.660 are beholden

01:03:29.860 to the dark power

01:03:30.540 from which they

01:03:31.000 originated.

01:03:31.820 Much like

01:03:32.440 much more recently

01:03:33.940 as a regular

01:03:35.960 NDS listener

01:03:36.720 I've started to wonder

01:03:37.540 if the inspiration

01:03:38.220 of this story

01:03:38.800 is from my own mind

01:03:40.040 or something

01:03:40.460 outside of it

01:03:41.040 especially given

01:03:41.720 that some of the

01:03:42.300 Nephilim are cast 0.84

01:03:43.140 in the role

01:03:44.100 of good guys.

01:03:52.420 Anon.

01:03:52.900 There's actually

01:03:53.780 quite a bit of these.

01:03:55.180 Quite a bit of this.

01:03:57.940 You can hear this

01:03:59.180 talked about a lot

01:04:00.280 on the confessionals

01:04:01.780 in the same way

01:04:04.300 that you're describing it.

01:04:06.220 Lucid dreaming

01:04:06.960 demonic encounters

01:04:09.620 in childhood

01:04:11.000 leading to a series

01:04:13.220 of dreams

01:04:13.980 in which

01:04:16.420 you're one person

01:04:18.020 in waking life here

01:04:18.780 when you go there

01:04:19.320 you're another person

01:04:20.320 you're capable

01:04:21.460 of incredible feats

01:04:22.640 you have a cause

01:04:24.580 there's a war

01:04:25.860 to fight

01:04:26.400 much like Narnia

01:04:28.320 there's a lot of people

01:04:31.380 having that experience

01:04:32.360 yeah

01:04:35.840 I don't think

01:04:38.980 that that was

01:04:39.900 something you

01:04:41.080 thought up

01:04:41.980 I think that

01:04:44.220 that is something

01:04:44.940 that you

01:04:45.640 saw

01:04:46.340 bore witness to

01:04:47.360 or were

01:04:48.060 inspired by

01:04:49.260 something else

01:04:50.080 Daddy Retard Bunny 0.89

01:04:53.040 says Independence Day 2

01:04:54.220 I've never seen

01:04:54.760 Independence Day 2

01:04:55.600 because why would I

01:04:58.880 I just don't

01:05:01.600 I was like

01:05:02.160 it can't be good

01:05:02.840 right

01:05:03.120 it can't be a good film

01:05:04.180 did you guys see

01:05:06.680 that weird music video

01:05:07.840 recently by Will Smith

01:05:08.740 where he's like

01:05:09.280 desperately trying to

01:05:10.020 convince you

01:05:10.400 that he likes women

01:05:11.040 but he's like

01:05:14.240 clearly having sex

01:05:14.980 with like

01:05:15.360 what's his name

01:05:18.420 Austin Brown

01:05:19.160 he's like a Disney kid

01:05:22.060 I forgot what his name was

01:05:23.640 something brown

01:05:24.760 and he's

01:05:26.880 he's not a Disney kid

01:05:27.720 anymore he's an adult

01:05:28.300 but he was talking

01:05:28.780 about getting blown out

01:05:30.040 by

01:05:32.080 Will Smith

01:05:33.420 and another person

01:05:34.180 I forgot

01:05:36.480 I forgot who it was

01:05:37.420 y'all ever had

01:05:39.120 on Elizabeth April

01:05:40.360 she's into the

01:05:40.940 Federation of Light

01:05:41.860 or whatever it's called

01:05:42.780 the Galactic Federation

01:05:43.560 of Light

01:05:44.040 that sounds

01:05:45.060 unappealing

01:05:48.680 it sounds unappealing

01:05:49.440 I think the Galactic

01:05:50.100 Federation of Light

01:05:50.860 is bullshit

01:05:51.880 but of course

01:05:54.200 bullshit

01:05:54.600 in the way

01:05:55.120 that I think

01:05:55.600 everything is bullshit

01:05:56.420 and it's a big lie

01:05:57.120 to rebrand

01:05:57.760 these entities

01:05:58.740 could be valuable

01:06:00.620 but it's

01:06:01.040 Orlando Brown

01:06:01.940 thank you federal agent

01:06:02.900 if anybody was gonna know

01:06:07.280 but it's hard for me

01:06:11.040 to talk to people

01:06:11.840 who are

01:06:12.760 lost in the sauce

01:06:14.020 on that

01:06:14.440 you know

01:06:14.980 like we talked to

01:06:15.780 David Schneider

01:06:17.860 David

01:06:18.700 Dave Schneider

01:06:20.820 is that his name

01:06:22.040 great guy

01:06:22.740 really really

01:06:24.420 good dude

01:06:25.340 but he's like

01:06:26.900 really into Q

01:06:28.060 he's a great source

01:06:28.960 of information

01:06:29.560 but I can't give him

01:06:30.600 any pushback

01:06:31.440 I think Q is a 1.00

01:06:33.200 psychological operation

01:06:34.240 that's run by like

01:06:35.920 intelligence agencies

01:06:36.780 and it's

01:06:37.140 you know

01:06:37.780 a whole thing

01:06:38.160 I'm not gonna get into

01:06:38.760 but

01:06:39.160 not Rob Schneider

01:06:40.240 Z-Man

01:06:40.780 Dave

01:06:44.660 I'm fucking his name up

01:06:46.500 we've had him on the show

01:06:48.180 several times

01:06:48.720 I just gotta let him

01:06:49.980 do his thing

01:06:50.540 and then I gotta

01:06:51.020 take his information

01:06:51.820 and I gotta

01:06:52.460 you know

01:06:53.960 parse through it

01:06:55.200 see what I think of it

01:06:55.940 what's valuable

01:06:56.480 what's not

01:06:56.980 it's a lot harder

01:06:58.980 I think with somebody

01:06:59.740 who is

01:07:00.340 balls deep

01:07:01.980 in the

01:07:03.180 Galactic Federation

01:07:05.080 of Light

01:07:05.360 that's a

01:07:05.760 Snedeker

01:07:06.640 thank you very much

01:07:07.600 Snedeker is an

01:07:08.460 excellent guy

01:07:09.500 very smart

01:07:10.700 sharp as a tack

01:07:11.600 charismatic

01:07:12.220 love to have him

01:07:13.940 back on the show

01:07:14.540 but we disagree

01:07:15.640 on the nature

01:07:17.400 of Q

01:07:18.060 but I'm not gonna

01:07:19.080 give him pushback

01:07:19.860 because

01:07:20.560 we're just gonna get

01:07:22.700 into a whole argument

01:07:23.480 on the show

01:07:23.860 I want

01:07:24.460 the information

01:07:25.480 you have

01:07:26.060 I don't wanna

01:07:27.480 derail you

01:07:28.140 but I don't know

01:07:29.140 if you're into

01:07:30.040 fucking

01:07:30.380 the Galactic Federation

01:07:32.240 of Light

01:07:32.500 that's a step further

01:07:33.540 you know what I'm saying

01:07:35.320 alright

01:07:35.760 let's see what else

01:07:36.700 we got here

01:07:37.160 where is it

01:07:37.540 there it is

01:07:38.360 at 19

01:07:40.400 I was living

01:07:40.860 with my grandparents

01:07:41.640 while attending

01:07:42.200 in the nearby college

01:07:43.280 I kept porn

01:07:43.980 hidden in my room

01:07:44.980 my grandmother

01:07:46.060 found it

01:07:46.760 had she confronted

01:07:48.520 me directly

01:07:49.120 telling me that

01:07:50.040 she wouldn't tolerate

01:07:50.820 it being in her house

01:07:51.640 I would have

01:07:52.000 respected that

01:07:52.560 instead

01:07:53.040 she told my parents

01:07:55.020 they drove to

01:07:55.960 my grandparents

01:07:56.500 house

01:07:56.940 from over an hour

01:07:57.800 away

01:07:58.160 demanded to see

01:07:59.280 the porn

01:07:59.860 and shame me

01:08:01.060 deeply

01:08:01.460 brutal

01:08:03.860 brutal

01:08:05.140 brutal

01:08:05.480 my grandparents

01:08:07.680 kicked me out

01:08:08.340 the experience

01:08:08.880 was traumatic

01:08:09.520 but rather than

01:08:11.000 driving me away

01:08:11.640 from porn

01:08:12.100 it taught me

01:08:12.680 to be better

01:08:13.260 at hiding it

01:08:14.240 right

01:08:14.900 I remember

01:08:19.060 I would

01:08:20.000 pick the lock

01:08:20.740 to my mom's room

01:08:22.960 to gain access

01:08:23.660 to the family

01:08:24.220 computer

01:08:24.660 and

01:08:26.300 and I wasn't

01:08:27.740 doing anything

01:08:28.960 nothing physical

01:08:30.600 but I was

01:08:31.140 watching

01:08:31.680 I've told

01:08:33.760 this story

01:08:34.100 before

01:08:34.420 so

01:08:35.040 I would

01:08:35.720 get home

01:08:36.080 from school

01:08:36.500 and I'd

01:08:36.740 have a good

01:08:37.040 hour

01:08:37.340 hour and a half

01:08:37.960 before my mom

01:08:38.860 and her boyfriend

01:08:39.720 got back

01:08:40.300 and

01:08:41.960 I was looking

01:08:43.520 up you know

01:08:43.940 boobs 0.66

01:08:44.720 vagina 1.00

01:08:46.040 stuff like that

01:08:48.520 and

01:08:49.280 back in the day

01:08:51.480 if you did that

01:08:51.980 you were gonna get

01:08:52.440 you know viruses

01:08:53.340 and then

01:08:53.980 all these pop-ups

01:08:56.320 were gonna happen

01:08:56.860 all these windows

01:08:57.420 were gonna open

01:08:58.120 so one day

01:08:59.900 sure enough

01:09:00.220 that happens

01:09:00.700 I guess I go to

01:09:01.220 the wrong website

01:09:01.880 or whatever

01:09:02.400 hits the computer

01:09:04.140 with the virus

01:09:04.800 now

01:09:05.580 pop-up

01:09:06.220 after pop-up

01:09:07.020 after pop-up

01:09:07.800 and I'm trying

01:09:08.460 click click click

01:09:09.380 click click click

01:09:09.780 I'm trying to

01:09:10.380 click it away

01:09:10.800 as fast as I can

01:09:11.740 and I can't

01:09:12.700 close

01:09:13.320 the windows

01:09:14.420 fast enough

01:09:15.140 they're popping up

01:09:17.040 at a faster rate

01:09:17.760 than I can close

01:09:18.560 that's why I freak

01:09:19.960 the fuck out

01:09:20.380 I go oh god

01:09:21.400 I press and hold

01:09:22.320 the power button

01:09:23.000 for the whole computer

01:09:23.660 shut it down

01:09:24.360 run out of the room

01:09:25.940 lock the door

01:09:26.420 behind me

01:09:26.840 try to pretend

01:09:27.280 I was never there

01:09:28.000 my mom's boyfriend

01:09:31.700 comes home

01:09:32.300 he's a Dungeons

01:09:33.720 and Dragons

01:09:34.180 faggot 1.00

01:09:34.540 he wants to play

01:09:35.580 Baldar's Gate

01:09:36.240 and his defense

01:09:37.300 it was a good game

01:09:37.940 that's what he did

01:09:39.660 every day

01:09:39.960 he'd come home

01:09:40.560 from his job

01:09:41.600 as a mechanic

01:09:42.060 he'd sit down

01:09:42.640 he'd play

01:09:42.940 Baldar's Gate

01:09:43.440 for a little bit

01:09:44.020 so he sits down

01:09:46.300 fires the computer up

01:09:47.200 all of the sudden

01:09:48.240 the house is filled

01:09:49.700 with the sounds

01:09:50.760 of moans

01:09:52.280 oh my god

01:09:58.060 I'm in the living room

01:09:58.840 I don't have a bedroom

01:09:59.600 I didn't have a bedroom

01:10:00.340 for like my entire life

01:10:01.500 until I was 15 years old

01:10:02.600 I didn't have a bedroom

01:10:03.320 I slept on a sofa

01:10:04.560 in the living room

01:10:05.160 so I'm in my room

01:10:06.820 the living room

01:10:07.700 and I could just hear

01:10:09.120 the sounds of moans

01:10:12.560 women's

01:10:13.440 you know

01:10:13.760 just sexual encounters

01:10:14.860 echoing through the house

01:10:16.780 and him going

01:10:18.680 what the fuck

01:10:19.220 what the fuck

01:10:19.680 is going on

01:10:20.140 click click click

01:10:20.620 he's trying to

01:10:21.020 click it away

01:10:21.400 he's trying to

01:10:21.760 but he also cannot

01:10:23.020 close

01:10:24.140 the windows

01:10:25.360 fast enough

01:10:26.000 oh my god

01:10:27.680 I'll tell you the truth

01:10:30.800 I don't even remember

01:10:31.240 what happened next

01:10:31.940 I have no idea

01:10:33.380 how that ended

01:10:33.940 guys please

01:10:38.080 prayers for Xerox

01:10:40.040 cannot stop gooning

01:10:41.520 cannot stop gooning

01:10:44.180 if you could find it

01:10:45.180 in your heart

01:10:45.580 in your

01:10:45.900 in your prayers tonight

01:10:47.080 to mention Xerox

01:10:48.080 our brother in Christ

01:10:48.860 who believes in everything

01:10:49.480 he sees on the internet

01:10:50.160 just like me

01:10:50.740 he can't stop gooning

01:10:51.900 he needs our help

01:10:53.640 he needs the Lord's help

01:10:55.140 dude

01:10:57.180 it was so

01:10:58.340 it was one of the worst moments

01:11:01.020 in my life

01:11:01.460 I don't remember

01:11:02.080 what happened next

01:11:02.800 I really don't

01:11:07.420 anywho

01:11:09.760 so he goes

01:11:11.240 I finally lost my virginity

01:11:12.640 to my first real girlfriend

01:11:14.140 when I was 22

01:11:15.320 she knew I consumed porn

01:11:17.480 and would sometimes

01:11:18.540 do it with me

01:11:19.200 now that's

01:11:19.880 that's a little bit

01:11:20.940 too

01:11:21.320 intimate

01:11:22.880 she was 19

01:11:25.040 easily a 9

01:11:26.180 wow

01:11:26.860 bragging

01:11:27.780 Anon

01:11:28.360 and she had already

01:11:29.360 been with several men

01:11:30.440 and women

01:11:31.120 ah

01:11:31.720 always leaving relationships

01:11:34.300 via cheating

01:11:35.040 with the next guy

01:11:35.960 naively

01:11:36.800 I wanted to believe

01:11:37.680 things would be different

01:11:38.560 between us

01:11:40.040 Anon is a

01:11:41.620 captain save-a-ho

01:11:42.520 she often offered

01:11:44.160 to bring other women 0.61

01:11:45.300 into our bedroom

01:11:45.940 and despite this being

01:11:47.200 an ultimate fantasy

01:11:48.400 of mine

01:11:48.840 I always refuse

01:11:49.720 knowing it would likely

01:11:50.500 harm our already

01:11:51.560 fragile relationship

01:11:52.400 not a fantasy of mine

01:11:53.320 not a fantasy of mine

01:11:55.420 um

01:11:56.080 I don't want that

01:11:57.720 never wanted that

01:11:59.900 never wanted a multiple

01:12:01.080 woman scenario 1.00

01:12:02.320 um

01:12:03.580 it just seems like

01:12:05.760 it's

01:12:06.040 it's just too much

01:12:07.000 it's too much

01:12:08.080 I've never felt the need

01:12:09.280 to like immerse myself

01:12:10.660 in

01:12:12.160 in

01:12:12.780 in sex

01:12:14.100 never felt that need

01:12:16.840 one partner is enough

01:12:18.580 um

01:12:19.520 and it sounds like

01:12:21.120 a lot of dudes are out there

01:12:21.800 like dude

01:12:22.120 threesomes though

01:12:22.820 three

01:12:23.020 like fucking no dude 0.94

01:12:24.260 um

01:12:26.500 after

01:12:28.460 she eventually

01:12:29.740 cheated on me

01:12:30.400 with one of the friends

01:12:31.160 and my relationship

01:12:31.880 imploded

01:12:32.620 I regretted having

01:12:33.560 never taken her up

01:12:34.560 on her many threesome offers

01:12:35.780 my porn consumption

01:12:37.280 increased

01:12:38.040 ugh

01:12:38.780 my next relationship

01:12:41.380 with an alcoholic

01:12:42.400 also crashed and burned

01:12:43.880 my porn habit

01:12:45.020 increased again

01:12:45.720 I realized

01:12:47.060 I was most attracted

01:12:48.380 to spinners

01:12:49.440 short women 1.00

01:12:50.500 with petite figures

01:12:51.480 and smaller breasts 1.00

01:12:52.600 uh

01:12:53.880 at a point

01:12:55.740 that will come

01:12:56.300 into play

01:12:56.920 later

01:12:57.360 all right

01:12:57.860 I hope so

01:12:58.320 I hope you're just not

01:12:59.000 making me read

01:12:59.440 some fucking crazy shit

01:13:00.460 uh

01:13:02.560 god

01:13:03.420 that's

01:13:03.800 I don't know

01:13:04.420 about that

01:13:05.000 oh god

01:13:05.840 damn

01:13:06.120 jesus christ

01:13:06.800 tom the conspira racist

01:13:07.700 says uh

01:13:08.660 women will fuck 1.00

01:13:09.840 anything

01:13:10.240 women 1.00

01:13:10.520 horses

01:13:10.940 dogs

01:13:11.340 dolphins

01:13:11.740 uh

01:13:12.360 niggers 1.00

01:13:12.580 disgusting

01:13:13.120 jeez

01:13:13.760 jeez

01:13:14.400 jeez

01:13:14.660 jeez

01:13:15.000 yeah

01:13:15.700 I mean

01:13:16.060 um

01:13:16.500 there is that

01:13:17.240 funny meme

01:13:17.840 where it's like

01:13:18.960 men when they

01:13:19.740 drink whiskey

01:13:20.360 and then it's like

01:13:21.480 I would like some

01:13:22.820 more whiskey

01:13:23.320 and the other guy's

01:13:23.940 like me too

01:13:24.500 and then it's like

01:13:25.040 women when they 0.99

01:13:25.640 drink whiskey

01:13:26.240 and then they're

01:13:26.740 just making out

01:13:27.440 I don't think that's

01:13:28.260 true with adult women

01:13:28.960 but certainly the

01:13:30.200 teenage girls who I

01:13:31.560 would hang out with

01:13:32.300 when I was younger

01:13:32.960 you know uh

01:13:34.680 it was like they were

01:13:35.520 always looking for an

01:13:36.160 excuse to make out

01:13:36.980 you know what I mean

01:13:40.420 not good

01:13:41.300 um

01:13:42.780 let me see

01:13:44.840 just checking in

01:13:45.500 with the chat

01:13:46.000 checking in

01:13:46.420 you guys are my

01:13:47.020 my co-hosts for today

01:13:48.260 um

01:13:50.740 David got molested

01:13:52.140 what the fuck

01:13:52.720 Xerox

01:13:53.140 I didn't get molested

01:13:53.820 when did I

01:13:54.200 when did I say that

01:13:55.060 I didn't say that

01:13:56.660 I didn't get molested

01:13:57.480 um

01:13:59.180 you disassociate

01:14:03.500 I might have

01:14:03.840 disassociated

01:14:04.600 I might have

01:14:05.160 disassociated

01:14:05.840 it's possible

01:14:06.680 glue sandpaper

01:14:08.180 to your palm

01:14:08.780 Xerox

01:14:09.300 it will work

01:14:10.300 it worked for me

01:14:11.040 yeah but

01:14:11.580 there's a learning

01:14:12.560 curve to it

01:14:13.260 you have to go

01:14:14.360 through a few scabs

01:14:15.080 before you really

01:14:15.820 before you internalize it

01:14:18.260 before you really

01:14:19.340 internalize it

01:14:20.400 uh

01:14:21.180 Z-Man says

01:14:22.300 multiple dudes

01:14:22.860 no not multiple

01:14:23.500 dudes either

01:14:24.100 that's a horrifying

01:14:25.700 scenario

01:14:26.380 didn't Milo just

01:14:27.900 burn himself

01:14:28.660 with hot oil

01:14:29.380 I don't know

01:14:30.000 did he

01:14:30.280 just did that

01:14:31.320 just happen now

01:14:31.940 uh

01:14:34.740 Chronicles of David's

01:14:36.120 B-hole says

01:14:36.680 if I'm watching

01:14:37.160 porn with a bitch 1.00

01:14:37.840 I'm fucking

01:14:38.440 yeah I've never

01:14:39.500 I've never done that

01:14:40.300 never watched porn

01:14:40.940 with a chick 1.00

01:14:41.280 that's uh

01:14:41.760 I don't know man

01:14:43.200 it just seems like

01:14:44.880 um

01:14:45.240 I think I always

01:14:46.180 inherently knew

01:14:47.040 it was something

01:14:47.700 to be ashamed of

01:14:49.020 and I'm not gonna

01:14:49.540 share my shame

01:14:50.700 with somebody

01:14:51.300 you know

01:14:51.820 uh

01:14:53.760 Jin running defense

01:14:54.800 for Xerox

01:14:55.500 says it's not

01:14:55.920 actually Xerox

01:14:56.640 it's somebody else

01:14:57.280 I don't know

01:14:57.760 I mean that's

01:14:58.240 exactly what

01:14:58.740 somebody who's

01:14:59.280 trying to help

01:14:59.720 Xerox would say

01:15:00.740 uh

01:15:03.880 yeah there you go

01:15:04.560 season of the rat

01:15:05.220 says

01:15:05.640 you think

01:15:06.320 sandpaper

01:15:06.800 will stop him

01:15:07.560 here we go

01:15:08.040 Xerox

01:15:08.480 I tried

01:15:09.300 sandpaper

01:15:09.960 I sucked

01:15:10.760 my own

01:15:11.120 Xerox

01:15:16.400 going too far

01:15:18.300 going too far

01:15:19.900 is that true

01:15:20.860 Milo burned

01:15:21.640 himself with hot

01:15:22.320 oil to stop

01:15:22.900 himself from

01:15:23.380 gooning

01:15:23.680 oh to stop

01:15:28.180 banging dudes

01:15:29.440 he burned

01:15:31.980 himself with hot

01:15:32.880 oil is that

01:15:33.440 true

01:15:33.840 he burned

01:15:37.260 the gay away 1.00

01:15:37.820 wow

01:15:38.240 based Milo

01:15:39.740 I'll take it

01:15:41.460 whatever you gotta

01:15:41.900 do

01:15:42.200 whatever you gotta

01:15:43.520 do

01:15:43.840 um

01:15:44.960 let's see

01:15:47.600 threesomes are

01:15:49.740 always gay 1.00

01:15:50.480 yeah

01:15:51.040 I mean especially

01:15:51.760 when they include

01:15:52.380 multiple men

01:15:52.940 uh

01:15:55.080 I hate you

01:15:56.920 says

01:15:57.560 in my experience

01:15:58.400 it is true

01:15:59.060 for women

01:15:59.540 at least up

01:16:00.240 to age 36

01:16:01.180 I would say

01:16:01.720 give them

01:16:02.040 this is a better

01:16:03.320 period than that

01:16:04.260 I would say

01:16:05.140 like uh

01:16:05.740 somewhere in

01:16:07.080 your probably

01:16:07.380 your early 20s

01:16:08.180 if you're

01:16:08.480 if you're

01:16:08.860 reasonable

01:16:09.400 I mean if

01:16:09.960 you're very

01:16:10.340 reasonable

01:16:10.680 you never

01:16:11.060 do that

01:16:11.340 kind of

01:16:11.540 weird shit

01:16:11.940 there you

01:16:14.140 go

01:16:14.780 pluck out

01:16:16.760 your eye

01:16:17.160 if it

01:16:17.400 causes you

01:16:17.840 to sin

01:16:18.180 right

01:16:18.560 right

01:16:21.520 oh that's

01:16:23.440 not nice

01:16:23.740 Z-Man says

01:16:24.160 he got

01:16:24.340 immune to

01:16:24.660 candle wax

01:16:25.080 so he had

01:16:25.460 to stop

01:16:26.040 or step

01:16:26.700 it up

01:16:26.900 to boiling

01:16:27.300 oil

01:16:27.660 all right

01:16:28.480 let's get

01:16:28.780 back into

01:16:29.080 the stories

01:16:29.420 here

01:16:29.620 I was so

01:16:31.340 depressed

01:16:31.880 this is after

01:16:33.200 we talked

01:16:33.520 about petite

01:16:34.220 women with 1.00

01:16:34.740 smaller breasts 0.99

01:16:35.380 I was so

01:16:36.100 depressed

01:16:36.420 I was so

01:16:37.760 depressed by

01:16:38.380 that failure

01:16:39.060 that I finally

01:16:39.920 surrendered to

01:16:40.460 God begging

01:16:41.500 him to choose

01:16:42.080 my next

01:16:42.480 partner

01:16:42.820 little did I

01:16:43.820 know a couple

01:16:44.260 of hundred

01:16:44.580 miles away

01:16:45.120 the woman who 0.89

01:16:45.640 would become

01:16:46.020 my wife was 0.96

01:16:46.760 saying the

01:16:47.240 same prayer

01:16:48.320 a few months

01:16:50.300 later my wife

01:16:50.920 and I had met

01:16:51.560 and instantly

01:16:52.260 fell in love

01:16:52.900 after one date

01:16:53.760 she is not 0.75

01:16:54.640 petite

01:16:55.020 and has

01:16:55.820 larger breasts 0.99

01:16:56.900 all right

01:17:00.560 and while I

01:17:01.480 am still

01:17:01.880 attracted to

01:17:02.460 her

01:17:02.680 I have never

01:17:03.740 lusted after

01:17:04.900 her if that

01:17:05.520 makes any

01:17:05.900 sense

01:17:06.140 interesting

01:17:06.640 hmm

01:17:08.320 fast forward

01:17:09.600 a couple of

01:17:09.960 years my

01:17:10.560 wife and I

01:17:11.180 were married

01:17:11.860 and she was

01:17:13.080 pregnant with

01:17:13.520 our daughter

01:17:13.960 fucking awesome

01:17:15.260 based

01:17:15.840 she had put

01:17:17.580 on a lot of

01:17:17.980 weight during

01:17:18.340 the pregnancy

01:17:18.780 and the idea

01:17:19.360 of sex

01:17:19.820 aroused

01:17:20.460 neither of

01:17:21.380 us

01:17:21.720 yeah I

01:17:23.000 wasn't really

01:17:23.560 trying to be

01:17:24.620 intimate with

01:17:25.100 my wife when

01:17:25.620 she was

01:17:25.880 pregnant 0.80

01:17:26.200 mostly because

01:17:27.220 it seemed

01:17:27.700 wrong

01:17:28.580 because I was

01:17:32.000 like my son's

01:17:32.560 in there

01:17:33.040 it was then

01:17:36.920 that I indulged

01:17:38.140 in porn with

01:17:39.020 a renewed

01:17:39.500 vigor

01:17:40.020 with a hard

01:17:41.220 R and had

01:17:42.460 soon replaced

01:17:43.140 sexual desire

01:17:43.780 for my own

01:17:44.300 wife with the 0.70

01:17:45.060 habit not good

01:17:45.900 not good

01:17:46.540 not good

01:17:47.060 very common

01:17:48.940 though the

01:17:49.680 frequency of our

01:17:50.520 intimacy slowed

01:17:51.580 to such a degree

01:17:52.260 that we would

01:17:52.700 often go months

01:17:53.600 without sex 0.96

01:17:54.220 these dry

01:17:54.700 spells inevitably

01:17:55.300 led to long

01:17:56.160 uncomfortable

01:17:56.700 conversations about

01:17:57.620 the underlying

01:17:58.120 cause in my

01:17:59.380 shame I lied

01:18:00.560 to my wife

01:18:01.420 offering every

01:18:02.900 excuse except

01:18:03.660 the real one

01:18:04.320 I told her I

01:18:05.400 had been

01:18:05.720 indoctrinated to

01:18:06.760 associate sex

01:18:08.620 with shame

01:18:10.380 and sin and

01:18:11.280 that even though

01:18:12.040 I knew sex 0.86

01:18:12.920 with her wasn't

01:18:13.660 shameful or sinful

01:18:14.760 the old programming

01:18:15.700 still lingered

01:18:16.740 this was certainly

01:18:18.200 true but it

01:18:18.720 wasn't the primary

01:18:19.300 reason for our

01:18:20.040 dysfunction the

01:18:21.360 truth was I

01:18:22.500 was masturbating 0.67

01:18:23.160 to porn so

01:18:23.660 much that I

01:18:24.060 had nothing

01:18:24.500 left to give

01:18:25.100 my wife I

01:18:25.740 had lost

01:18:26.180 sensitivity my

01:18:28.580 libido could

01:18:29.320 not be awakened

01:18:30.060 by anything less

01:18:30.920 than explicit

01:18:31.660 lesbian or

01:18:34.060 threesome porn

01:18:34.880 this dysfunction

01:18:36.620 aside our life

01:18:38.020 together has been

01:18:38.580 full of love

01:18:39.280 happiness and

01:18:40.040 blessing I hope

01:18:42.580 you figured this

01:18:43.080 out when COVID

01:18:45.220 hit my habit

01:18:45.880 intensified I

01:18:47.740 had more time on

01:18:48.400 my hands business

01:18:49.460 and gyms were

01:18:50.220 closed and I

01:18:51.500 was teleworking

01:18:52.560 so I was home

01:18:54.240 all the time I

01:18:55.540 had little sense

01:18:56.560 of purpose or

01:18:57.200 self-worth they

01:18:57.980 don't you don't

01:18:58.320 even have to wear

01:18:58.700 pants when you're

01:18:59.240 teleworking right

01:18:59.860 you're only seeing

01:19:00.320 the upper half of

01:19:01.080 your body

01:19:01.880 oh no Marty I'm

01:19:07.400 not reading that

01:19:08.160 you fucking oh 0.97

01:19:11.300 my god oh my

01:19:13.240 god that's

01:19:14.100 horrifying

01:19:14.800 Marty

01:19:15.200 sex with your 0.97

01:19:19.400 wife is literally 0.95

01:19:19.940 the only non-sin

01:19:20.980 way to bus

01:19:21.960 yes I'm gonna

01:19:23.160 give you a little

01:19:23.620 we're gonna give

01:19:24.440 you heart eyes for

01:19:25.340 that I don't know

01:19:25.720 if that's applicable

01:19:26.600 but I did that

01:19:27.560 just now for you

01:19:28.520 federal agent says

01:19:30.160 my wife is almost 0.96

01:19:30.840 40 weeks pregnant

01:19:31.520 and we fucking 0.99

01:19:32.440 trying to get that

01:19:33.100 baby out of there

01:19:33.880 I do hear that

01:19:34.460 that like speeds

01:19:35.300 delivery who

01:19:37.880 knows I don't

01:19:38.620 know I just I

01:19:39.680 just you know

01:19:40.840 you know what it

01:19:42.720 was too is like

01:19:43.500 I like what

01:19:45.400 everybody feels

01:19:46.140 good about what's

01:19:46.940 happening and she

01:19:47.520 doesn't feel good

01:19:48.060 about herself because

01:19:48.940 she thinks her feet

01:19:50.100 look like hams 1.00

01:19:50.940 and so I don't I

01:19:54.040 don't want to

01:19:54.700 do anything if you

01:19:57.340 don't feel super

01:19:58.400 cool about it you

01:19:59.520 know what I mean

01:19:59.920 does that make

01:20:01.000 sense

01:20:01.320 poking baby's head

01:20:05.200 right right right

01:20:06.540 right I'm so

01:20:08.380 depressed

01:20:09.040 prayers for Xerox

01:20:10.800 please stop gooning

01:20:11.320 if you stop gooning

01:20:11.920 you'll probably feel

01:20:13.500 better

01:20:13.820 boofwax is my

01:20:17.880 band's name what

01:20:18.660 the fuck dude

01:20:19.320 all right all right

01:20:22.360 all right get her 1.00

01:20:23.580 pregnant get her 1.00

01:20:24.400 pregnant again I

01:20:25.160 don't know if that's

01:20:25.540 how it works I don't

01:20:28.000 know if that's how

01:20:28.420 it works did did

01:20:30.060 Raven just know I

01:20:30.900 am wearing pants in

01:20:32.080 my own home I'm

01:20:32.740 wearing I'm not

01:20:33.040 wearing shoes but I

01:20:33.800 am wearing pants I'm

01:20:34.400 wearing full-length

01:20:35.000 pants actually full-length

01:20:38.080 pants at the moment

01:20:39.100 okay yeah cankles my

01:20:42.160 my wife's feet they

01:20:43.860 got big like hams like 1.00

01:20:44.880 canned hams canned

01:20:46.780 hams my poor sweet 0.94

01:20:49.380 wife I know her feet 1.00

01:20:50.860 were killing her

01:20:51.480 yeah wasn't good all

01:20:54.640 right let's let's

01:20:55.540 continue on here let's

01:20:56.820 drop that down just

01:20:57.860 have cankles hanging

01:20:58.640 out there all right

01:20:59.300 it seemed like every

01:21:01.600 spare moment I was

01:21:02.760 gooning is this

01:21:03.660 Xerox or edging

01:21:05.460 jeez man you got into

01:21:06.640 that realm of things

01:21:07.420 you know what's

01:21:08.140 crazy my fucking 0.96

01:21:08.920 mother-in-law is like 1.00

01:21:09.960 right in the other

01:21:10.940 room she's gonna be

01:21:13.100 here for a week

01:21:14.040 and and I'm realizing

01:21:20.160 like oh my god she

01:21:20.860 probably hears all

01:21:21.360 this it seemed like

01:21:22.800 every spare moment I

01:21:23.440 was gooning or edging

01:21:24.280 often for hours on end

01:21:26.680 what I consumed

01:21:28.880 content from almost

01:21:29.700 every source I could

01:21:30.480 think of standard porn

01:21:31.480 sites and Twitter

01:21:32.200 TikTok and Instagram

01:21:33.200 for pictures and

01:21:33.960 videos of sexy young

01:21:35.020 women and anime some

01:21:36.100 sites like a past

01:21:39.260 NDS Chronicles

01:21:40.120 contributor I even

01:21:41.340 dabbled with chat

01:21:42.260 bots however never

01:21:43.100 asked the AI to

01:21:44.040 inhabit me oh that's

01:21:44.980 right the Futsunari

01:21:45.760 succubi dude

01:21:47.320 harrowing story

01:21:50.160 whether because

01:21:51.400 mainstream porn

01:21:52.240 flirts with this

01:21:53.040 taboo constantly or

01:21:54.000 because of my own

01:21:54.920 unique life experiences

01:21:56.120 or some combination of

01:21:57.220 both my preference for

01:21:58.100 petite younger women 1.00

01:21:59.320 became the focus of

01:22:00.280 my porn consumption

01:22:00.980 this sounds like a

01:22:01.600 very slippery place

01:22:05.200 then about two years

01:22:06.900 ago I stumbled across

01:22:07.780 a website that hosts

01:22:09.280 video game mods that

01:22:11.040 sexualize any of your 0.73

01:22:11.920 favorite games by

01:22:13.960 making NPCs nude

01:22:15.600 changing dialogue and

01:22:17.320 available interactions

01:22:18.340 damn dude

01:22:20.080 upon further exploration

01:22:23.720 of the site I

01:22:24.140 discovered that it

01:22:24.960 hosted an untold number

01:22:26.080 of animated porn images

01:22:27.800 catering to my

01:22:29.260 preference for petite

01:22:30.320 females but here's 1.00

01:22:31.960 where it gets dark

01:22:32.720 see this is fucking

01:22:33.660 it man this is it

01:22:34.820 what did I say

01:22:35.460 ah dude

01:22:36.680 yeah

01:22:38.640 Chronicles of

01:22:40.700 David's b-hole says

01:22:41.640 besides denting my

01:22:42.600 baby's skull I was

01:22:43.500 afraid of multiple

01:22:44.220 pregnancy all I could 0.69

01:22:45.140 imagine was a litter

01:22:46.760 that being said

01:22:48.300 ain't no pussy 1.00

01:22:49.280 better the wetter

01:22:50.780 and good god

01:22:51.760 is that even real

01:22:52.760 though I don't think

01:22:53.360 that's real can you

01:22:54.000 do that you get

01:22:55.540 somebody pregnant who's 0.99

01:22:56.140 already pregnant I

01:22:56.780 don't know

01:22:57.300 mother-in-law's

01:22:58.860 probably in the live

01:22:59.480 chat under a fake

01:23:00.140 name yeah it's a

01:23:01.160 federal agent

01:23:02.100 um anime is

01:23:04.700 basically porn by

01:23:05.420 itself yeah

01:23:05.920 yeah

01:23:07.000 uh I hate

01:23:10.120 juice says bro

01:23:11.240 stand behind your

01:23:11.840 pregnant wife hug 0.70

01:23:12.500 her and lift her 1.00

01:23:13.840 up her stomach

01:23:15.660 baby and all

01:23:16.560 watch that women 1.00

01:23:18.120 instantly

01:23:18.820 comb from the

01:23:21.280 relief true story

01:23:22.140 that doesn't seem

01:23:22.920 I feel like you're

01:23:23.660 making up crazy

01:23:24.580 things in the chat

01:23:25.740 there juice

01:23:26.240 uh she going to

01:23:27.660 bro grove no

01:23:28.560 she's a jove

01:23:30.820 it's a witness

01:23:31.360 did you guys hear

01:23:32.040 that did you guys

01:23:34.060 hear that I don't

01:23:34.540 know if that worked

01:23:35.180 um good god z man

01:23:40.140 all right all right

01:23:40.960 all right all right

01:23:41.800 um that's not how a

01:23:45.920 vagina works right I 1.00

01:23:46.820 don't know what you

01:23:47.300 know much about those

01:23:47.980 things but come on

01:23:49.080 nope not saying it

01:23:51.680 again uh cats can have

01:23:55.060 multiple fathers in one

01:23:56.020 litter I don't know how

01:23:56.920 that's if that's how

01:23:58.040 people work though

01:23:58.720 yeah I don't know

01:23:59.380 cats also have like a

01:24:01.420 spurred dong right

01:24:05.940 okay let's see what

01:24:10.140 else we got um but

01:24:12.140 this is where it gets

01:24:12.720 dark and it's like I

01:24:13.920 said this sounds like a

01:24:14.920 slippery slope while

01:24:16.260 many of the images are

01:24:17.040 no different than one

01:24:18.000 might find on other

01:24:19.400 hentai sites most of

01:24:22.220 them are downright

01:24:22.920 pedo in context and the

01:24:26.600 majority of the site's

01:24:27.400 members were self

01:24:28.720 proclaimed pedos and

01:24:31.900 then we got here in

01:24:32.620 big bold text it says

01:24:34.120 please do not share the

01:24:35.000 name of the site with

01:24:35.680 your listeners I will

01:24:36.680 not as I wouldn't want

01:24:38.580 them to be tempted to

01:24:39.220 view it okay I am

01:24:41.300 sharing it with you only

01:24:44.420 because the name has

01:24:45.340 obvious relative

01:24:46.340 connotations I can see

01:24:48.760 yeah I'm not gonna I'm

01:24:50.560 not gonna tell you guys

01:24:51.400 what the name is but it

01:24:53.160 has like very obvious

01:24:54.480 like um fallen angel

01:24:55.940 connotations very

01:24:57.740 obvious he goes on to

01:25:00.140 say I am not a pedo

01:25:01.600 aside from when I was

01:25:03.940 myself a teenager I have

01:25:05.640 never had sexual desires

01:25:06.560 for underage females but

01:25:07.940 given my aesthetic

01:25:10.000 preferences for women this 0.83

01:25:11.360 site had a lot of

01:25:12.560 content that appealed to

01:25:13.900 me I'm realizing that in

01:25:15.740 some way shape or form

01:25:16.800 this chronicles serves for

01:25:20.540 some people as a

01:25:22.400 confessionals of sorts and

01:25:24.460 I'm I'm I'm fine with

01:25:26.140 that and I am happy in

01:25:30.160 some way that this offers

01:25:33.040 that service because I

01:25:35.520 imagine you walk around

01:25:38.120 and you can't share this

01:25:39.660 with anybody right but you

01:25:43.420 have an opportunity here on

01:25:45.320 a show that's foundation is

01:25:47.360 Christ to get this off your

01:25:49.860 chest I'm not saying that

01:25:50.820 we are for that in other

01:25:53.960 words like I don't think

01:25:54.620 that's the purpose of the

01:25:55.360 show I'm not saying that's

01:25:56.100 the purpose of this I don't

01:25:56.780 know what the purpose of

01:25:57.500 the show is everybody gets

01:25:59.040 something different from it

01:25:59.960 so I want to say I know

01:26:01.280 even myself I find myself

01:26:03.060 recoiling a bit and I'm

01:26:06.520 sure the audience does but

01:26:07.540 it's like this could be

01:26:11.020 good this could be good

01:26:14.160 this person obviously knows

01:26:16.060 that Jesus Christ is the way

01:26:18.620 the truth in the life and

01:26:20.580 they're here talking about

01:26:22.800 a thing that I think

01:26:24.180 brings them a great deal of

01:26:26.640 pain and shame so this is

01:26:34.060 good I'm happy that this show

01:26:37.620 serves that function for what

01:26:39.960 seems to be a small group of

01:26:41.280 individuals but you know

01:26:44.260 individuals nonetheless

01:26:45.120 all right let's get back to

01:26:51.120 it and I indulged I was a

01:26:54.820 way it says given my

01:26:55.760 aesthetic preferences for

01:26:56.760 women the site had a lot of 1.00

01:26:57.720 content that appealed to me and

01:26:59.020 I indulged sifting through the

01:27:00.420 abundant filth for that niche

01:27:02.080 content that piqued my

01:27:03.500 arousal but as time passed I

01:27:04.840 began to have doubts wondering

01:27:05.820 if I was becoming a monster like

01:27:07.620 all the others who spent hours on

01:27:08.900 this site let's it's it's you

01:27:10.940 know no one is beyond

01:27:12.580 redemption full stop about

01:27:17.140 four months ago conflict was in

01:27:19.420 my heart and had been there all

01:27:21.440 my life but I could feel some

01:27:22.820 sort of crescendo building I was

01:27:24.120 listening to NDS daily filling

01:27:26.140 myself with nuggets of God's

01:27:27.380 truth connecting dots between

01:27:28.920 everything I had learned through

01:27:31.340 studies of the Bible history and

01:27:32.680 ancient mythologies I viewed the

01:27:34.220 evil in my life through fresh

01:27:36.720 eyes and came to understand that I

01:27:38.980 had been oppressed by something

01:27:40.120 outside of me for most of my

01:27:41.420 life yeah and that pissed me

01:27:44.240 off but I couldn't stop my porn

01:27:46.440 habit I tried countless times

01:27:48.460 throughout my life usually after

01:27:49.900 some argument with my wife over

01:27:51.480 our lacking sex life I was

01:27:53.640 clearly addicted so yeah something

01:28:01.340 worth mentioning there right where

01:28:02.400 it's like you were oppressed by

01:28:03.480 something outside of your life for

01:28:04.680 most of your most of it we're

01:28:07.800 constantly tempted by sins of the

01:28:10.240 flesh and then there's these

01:28:12.720 external things that come along and

01:28:15.260 amplify that and the way they

01:28:19.280 amplify it is they nudge you nudge

01:28:21.340 you nudge you nudge you constantly so 0.76

01:28:22.880 don't get it twisted it is our own

01:28:24.700 sin it is our own flesh that desires

01:28:30.340 one thing or another and everybody's

01:28:32.280 thing is different

01:28:34.680 but there is something outside of us

01:28:38.320 that pushes us constantly towards

01:28:41.480 that so it's important to keep those

01:28:44.240 because I don't think we you know I'm

01:28:46.880 and I'm not saying this is what he's

01:28:47.880 doing but it's no absolvement of your

01:28:51.520 own individual accountability in the

01:28:53.380 situation you have desires and it is

01:28:57.960 your duty to abstain from the desires of

01:29:04.960 the flesh and instead look towards God

01:29:08.300 and lean on God because clearly we're not

01:29:11.660 strong enough to do it on our own so

01:29:13.560 there is that element that accountability

01:29:16.020 is very important but yes these things do

01:29:19.600 leverage that against us

01:29:21.960 no Z man you said duty you said D double O D Y in 1.00

01:29:28.700 the chat jokes on you Z man you said duty 0.99

01:29:32.160 this is the only church I know where I fit in

01:29:35.220 brotherhood of the retarded yeah I wouldn't 1.00

01:29:37.660 call it a church I wouldn't call it a church

01:29:39.360 it's something it's just a group of people

01:29:43.200 trying to understand God trying to draw closer

01:29:46.160 to God and I think the main thing that we

01:29:50.580 figured out is that the way to the father is

01:29:54.920 through the son

01:29:55.420 and that really helps a lot and then there's a

01:29:59.540 bunch of other fun extracurricular shit that

01:30:01.180 we find out along the way

01:30:02.180 if this anonymous gooner is among us show

01:30:06.520 yourself Xerox I mean demon unbelievable

01:30:09.200 unbelievable chronicles of David's b-hole why

01:30:11.720 would you call out our brother in Christ

01:30:14.100 Xerox for that that's crazy wild thing to

01:30:16.960 do you just described a church Raven I don't

01:30:20.740 know whatever man semantics this isn't a

01:30:26.540 church we're on a the internet I'm in my

01:30:31.640 bedroom this backdrop ends right here and

01:30:37.780 then it's a white wall this is not a this

01:30:40.160 is I wouldn't call this a church okay two

01:30:45.640 or more gather in his name all right all

01:30:47.140 right I get it I get it I get it

01:30:49.040 ah there you go where's my tax breaks I

01:30:53.820 don't get tax breaks that's it semen 1.00

01:30:57.660 antics yeah if I get tax breaks

01:31:01.520 and vaccine exemptions then then we'll then

01:31:03.660 we'll have a conversation I don't like

01:31:06.000 semen antics that's a ridiculous

01:31:07.980 ridiculous way to break that word up okay

01:31:10.660 so addicted to porn this guy and he's

01:31:15.420 struggling with it this show is helping

01:31:18.520 him as it helps me as it helps top as it

01:31:20.960 helps everybody it's really God is helping

01:31:23.580 us and and then I'm just speaking into a

01:31:25.960 microphone helps us to understand the the

01:31:30.440 real spiritual warfare that we're engaging

01:31:32.220 with and he's realizing he is clearly

01:31:35.020 addicted so he goes then came the sleep

01:31:36.940 paralysis I'd experienced this only once

01:31:39.740 or twice before in my youth back when I was

01:31:43.120 plagued by nightmares but this time it was

01:31:46.440 different it was early morning late enough

01:31:49.540 that there was enough light in the bedroom for

01:31:51.440 me to see everything clearly okay my wife

01:31:55.900 was sound asleep next to me only I don't

01:31:58.840 recall hearing her breathe I was laying on

01:32:01.740 my right side facing the edge of the bed when

01:32:05.580 I felt my body tense up and freeze I just

01:32:08.300 remembered I had sleep paralysis like the

01:32:10.260 other night and I think my wife helped me out

01:32:15.580 of it it's very confusing and fleeting

01:32:21.440 I don't remember registering that I was in

01:32:23.420 sleep paralysis but I was confused and I

01:32:27.900 think I was able to just like shake my

01:32:29.200 head and I think she picked up on that we

01:32:31.720 never even talked about it but I think she

01:32:33.480 she helped me out got me out of it sometimes

01:32:36.220 it's just a touch and she'll get me out of

01:32:38.760 it huh that's crazy um okay so he's laying on

01:32:44.840 his right side facing the edge of the bed when

01:32:46.480 he feels his body tense up and freeze it felt

01:32:48.880 as if I was wrapped head to toe in a thick

01:32:52.760 spider's web like Frodo yeah I remember that

01:32:55.120 scene um but my eyes could move I could

01:32:59.140 sense something approaching from the foot of

01:33:01.180 my bed over my left shoulder and it soon

01:33:04.380 came into view a blurry charcoal gray

01:33:07.960 humanoid form tall and menacing I tried to 1.00

01:33:12.800 cry out to Jesus Christ but my mouth

01:33:14.520 wouldn't obey my mind all I could do was call

01:33:19.140 to him in my mind over and over in a flash the

01:33:23.580 blurry form rushed forward leaning over my

01:33:26.780 right shoulder its details revealed it was

01:33:31.160 ash and gray everywhere including its eyes

01:33:33.980 which had no pupils it was bald with a

01:33:38.640 wrinkled face and an open mouth full of sharp

01:33:41.760 teeth it latched onto my shoulder biting and I

01:33:46.920 snapped out of the paralysis I was afraid that

01:33:51.140 it had entered me or at least attached itself

01:33:55.140 somehow I spent the next three days in constant

01:33:59.720 prayer in agony begging God to cast a thing out

01:34:03.300 to release me reform me and guide me toward the

01:34:07.700 path for which I'd always felt I was intended at

01:34:12.480 what at one point I told God I would do whatever he

01:34:15.240 asked of me short of confessing to my wife

01:34:17.660 his answer was immediate if there was any hope for your

01:34:24.580 marriage you must be honest with her

01:34:26.020 instead I succumb once more to my addiction and

01:34:30.760 with terrible enthusiasm binging hard for the next two

01:34:35.320 months rather than confess to my wife that she'd

01:34:37.560 always intuitively what she'd always intuitively

01:34:40.200 known there was something dark attached to me

01:34:44.400 something sexual and it manifested like a third

01:34:47.800 person whose sole purpose was to interfere with any

01:34:51.480 road our marriage huh man

01:34:56.360 there we go Clint Russell says this might push me into

01:35:05.020 church so dark how is freedom fest uh hope you're doing

01:35:09.000 well I was thinking about the other day I was getting a

01:35:12.460 haircut down the street from Clint's I was almost going to

01:35:14.820 show up to his apartment I don't know what I would have

01:35:16.360 done I don't know like let him lay into me let him say the

01:35:19.820 things that he was going to say um but he wasn't there

01:35:22.960 anyway he was he was at freedom fest uh you know anon this is

01:35:31.020 something that I've struggled with I think most men have 1.00

01:35:34.640 struggled with and it also brought me a great deal of

01:35:39.440 shame and um I'm happy to say that I don't remember the

01:35:46.340 last time it's not like it's been a tremendous amount of

01:35:48.760 time but I realized today because I was getting that like little

01:35:55.140 nudge that little temptation um I forgot what it was I was like in

01:36:00.700 the bathroom scrolling through my phone it's like everything is

01:36:02.840 so hyper sexualized on the feed and I said actively like no not

01:36:08.960 doing that and then I realized like damn I've been in here for a

01:36:15.100 month now I haven't done that here and then before that it was a

01:36:23.100 while longer I don't know so maybe months maybe I can say it's

01:36:26.480 been months um feels good man I know there's more story and I'm

01:36:34.220 hoping that it wraps up in a cool way but like obviously you're not

01:36:38.920 alone obviously you're not alone um that's like the number one thing for

01:36:49.900 guys man it's just brutal it's everywhere you don't fucking get to 0.94

01:36:54.440 watch anything enjoy anything um every movie you try to watch has a

01:37:00.000 sex scene shoehorned into it for seemingly no purpose whatsoever doesn't

01:37:05.540 further the plot doesn't enrich the story and it's always like painfully

01:37:11.740 long and and what the fuck man the algorithm is constantly just showing 0.79

01:37:18.980 you bimbos bimbos bimbos bimbos constantly 1.00

01:37:24.220 it's um an uphill battle I find these days that I don't watch much on prime I've

01:37:35.620 been watching the chosen I got through the bible series on prime that was really

01:37:39.400 good now I'm watching the chosen like an idiot I started from season four and I

01:37:45.160 watched like three episodes and then I didn't realize that I was watching season

01:37:48.320 four so I have to start all the way over but even in the car I've gotten to the

01:37:55.720 age now where I listen to um worship music like every it turns out there's not a

01:38:02.460 whole lot of worship songs at least not on this station there's like 10 it's the

01:38:06.460 same songs over and over again but I guess that's how it is on any kind of like

01:38:09.060 you know if you go to a pop station it's fucking the same 10 songs over and 0.87

01:38:13.160 over again as well I'm sure but I'm just tired of it all I'm tired of it all I'm

01:38:19.380 tired of it all I'm tired of like everything is poisonous all the music and

01:38:27.740 all the entertainment all the movies all the shows like fuck man um but yeah man 0.61

01:38:36.220 I've always felt like maybe that was my my real big if I had a primary sin

01:38:41.740 sorry like lust and gluttony and um

01:38:47.020 what's the one for anger got a lot of that too

01:38:52.600 and um I don't know feels good I'm like conquering those things

01:38:59.920 a lot lately it helps to do this show because wrath thank you jr um it helps doing this show

01:39:10.480 because it holds me accountable I don't want to be the type of guy ever ever ever I

01:39:15.660 hate being hypocritical I hate I'm the type of person that if I speak it out loud I'll

01:39:19.760 hold myself accountable because I don't want to be the guy who talks a lot of shit

01:39:22.600 and then doesn't do a thing so if I'm gonna come on this show and I'm gonna talk

01:39:26.620 about pursuing a relationship with the father through the son and I'm gonna talk

01:39:32.400 about all of these I don't know things about faith versus fear and you guys know

01:39:38.040 where I've been lately in in regards to that I can't be I hate it I hate it I hate being a hypocrite

01:39:47.520 so it helps maybe this helps a non right you say it to somebody

01:39:55.420 and then that leads to you holding yourself accountable

01:40:00.080 but you're you're not alone in this and

01:40:04.040 I don't know um you're definitely not irredeemable that's that's that's a that's silly

01:40:11.860 that's silly all right let's finish this up it goes on to say on Easter Sunday yes I'm aware

01:40:19.920 of all the pagan connections on that day yeah I don't know I think the intention is really what

01:40:24.400 matters are you glorifying Christ and do you mean it while I was out of the room my wife opened my

01:40:33.000 phone I'd given her my password following our last depressing talk about our virtually sexless

01:40:40.060 marriage so that she could satisfy herself that I wasn't cheating I had been in a sense just not

01:40:47.120 with a flesh and blood person oh oh he was cheating that's funny you know what's funny I

01:40:53.580 have like old factory settings where like my my wife will uh go to like grab my like she has all my 1.00

01:41:01.140 passwords and everything and she'll she doesn't have Facebook market oh my god it's so annoying

01:41:07.060 she doesn't have Facebook market because meta is the worst app in the world

01:41:12.160 and she got her Facebook hacked and taken over no matter how many times you report it they'll do

01:41:19.820 nothing absolutely nothing absolutely nothing no matter how many of my relatives get scammed

01:41:25.340 into sending her money this person who's taken her her profile over 0.90

01:41:29.740 no matter how many people report it absolutely nothing

01:41:34.020 and then she goes to try to remake her own account and it's like actually this account is

01:41:39.620 associated with this account that's got some strange behavior associated with it so no we

01:41:44.200 won't even let you make an account so the the fake my wife the fake mrs corbo goes on and scams

01:41:51.860 endlessly and the real mrs corbo tries to make an account and they and they won't meta is the worst

01:41:57.040 fucking app on earth but because she doesn't have it she doesn't have Facebook market she's looking 1.00

01:42:02.880 for a dinette I'm to this point I don't want to thrift shop anything anymore I don't want to take

01:42:07.620 anybody's old stuff I just think things have a spiritual you know an energetic attachment I don't

01:42:12.880 want it in the house anymore that's just how I feel I think buy it new just be done with it

01:42:17.560 um and what she's done though is she'll take my phone and she'll go on on my Facebook market

01:42:22.980 which has old cars because I want a convertible I want something old that me and my son can work

01:42:27.840 on uh and pokemon cards uh hey sweetheart I was just talking about you and uh and pokemon cards and

01:42:35.980 old cars that's exactly what my thing is now it's dinettes dinettes dinettes dinettes but like I have

01:42:41.080 that old factory setting right where it's like I have nothing to hide but like there's still like I

01:42:46.620 can almost feel this little like voice in the back of my head it's like don't let her have your phone

01:42:50.840 like why why not it's like this thing there's like a thing that wants you to have stuff to hide

01:42:57.860 you know what I mean it wants you to and I guess I I engaged in that sort of thing in previous

01:43:03.360 relationships and maybe it's a a left like a leftover from that but it is also really relieving

01:43:11.100 to know that she could just take my phone fuck up my algorithm and I don't have to feel bad about

01:43:18.700 anything that's a huge thing the worst thing about the lies is it eats at you one lie begets another lie

01:43:26.360 begets another lie you got to remember your lies and it just eats at you like acid

01:43:32.380 and then what happens is you've got all this anxiety every time

01:43:36.160 arcane arsenal says wait are we the father that raven never had I guess you're the psychiatrist

01:43:41.220 that raven never had um although I've got I've gotten to this place where I think a therapist and

01:43:45.680 psychiatrists are gay I don't think it's a good idea um remember the chronicles about the woman with 1.00

01:43:52.100 the masonic husband no I don't I don't remember that go through a lot of stories go through a lot of

01:43:58.800 stories um chronicles of david's b-hole says same thing happened with my ex's account or my wife's

01:44:05.900 account soon to be ex-wife sorry to hear that dude I hope that's not the case I hope you guys figure

01:44:09.200 that out um it's meta is the worst app on on earth it really is therapists are gay shit I might 1.00

01:44:17.980 have to go now no that's what's it's the words the rapists just jam together do with that what you

01:44:23.480 will uh oh there we go therapists are gay in the chat is my therapist thanks david I see what I did

01:44:30.140 there that was on purpose but it's really it's really important you don't want to you don't want

01:44:35.160 to do the lying uh divorce isn't real that's an interesting point I think you might be right about

01:44:43.020 that I mean to the government maybe but to god I don't know yeah dude that's great trying to keep

01:44:51.880 your lies straight leads to insanity I'm convinced or alzheimer's maybe yeah alzheimer's um it's not

01:44:58.960 good you have to constantly keep up with your fiction uh buy it new while it's got fresh blood

01:45:08.420 from the hands of little asian children that's how I want my stuff from now on david yeah I just think 1.00

01:45:12.740 that if you uh if you're getting stuff you don't know what happened around that stuff

01:45:20.560 I never really thought about that before and then you know doing this show it kind of seems obvious

01:45:26.840 in hindsight like you don't know what the hell is attached to that stuff I think physical objects can

01:45:34.080 hold energy you don't want that stuff in your house I want new stuff hear that I don't want

01:45:42.040 somebody's murder dinette what if somebody cheated with their wife on that dinette on it and then it's

01:45:49.200 in our living room or dining area filthy animals I don't want anything to do with that it's no amount

01:45:56.660 of bleach no amount of bleach and uh and vinegar or no ammonia and vinegar no no I'm sorry not yeah

01:46:04.300 ammonia there's no amount of ammonia and vinegar that can fix that where you going you're going to

01:46:09.320 Lake Sumter oh all right enjoy love you feel cute bye

01:46:19.000 anywho you're eating on that dinette exactly the incognito eyebrows are good dude the cut the

01:46:26.880 eyebrow he really fucked the eyebrows up all right let's finish this story I think I make it longer 0.95

01:46:32.940 when top's not here all right in my idiocy and in god's divine providence I had left a browser

01:46:41.780 window open on the very website I mentioned earlier fuck what she found there rocked her to her core

01:46:52.280 the implications were vast and her mind went wild with speculation and assumption some of it accurate

01:47:00.480 uh imagine what she felt like man imagine being a woman and catching uh your husband in that 0.99

01:47:11.780 it's like not even you know why because there's no separation on the same website where they have

01:47:17.320 stuff that people would say is reasonable is the same website where they have stuff that people would

01:47:22.620 say is an abomination and the fact of the matter is it's all an abomination and it's almost useless

01:47:28.660 to compare one degree of it to another degree of it

01:47:32.320 she confronted me the next day and I confessed my porn addiction

01:47:41.500 my preferences for petite women and my worry that I delved so deeply into this dark path of myself

01:47:50.360 that I'd opened the door to active spiritual attack while this worries her plenty plenty she

01:47:57.440 understand oh she is understandably more concerned that I might have an attractive to minors 0.99

01:48:04.020 this is especially problematic for her given that our daughter is a teenager

01:48:09.180 fucking what a horrible place to be

01:48:14.020 what a horrible place to be

01:48:18.880 while I'm obviously terrified that this revelation could cause my wife to end our otherwise blessed

01:48:27.040 marriage the amount of relief I now feel that I no longer have to hide my shame from her is

01:48:31.880 immeasurable I've underestimated her capacity for understanding and forgiveness she believes there

01:48:39.560 is hope for us and asked me to enter therapy I have and with a Christian therapist okay there you go

01:48:48.300 that's good that's a good rock to build that relationship with a therapist on

01:48:54.800 I have just one shot to fix this and if I fail again she'll be gone 0.92

01:49:00.200 and everyone in my life would demand to know why I would be ruined

01:49:03.760 I might never see her or my kids again

01:49:05.440 honestly though that sentence almost needs to be corrected

01:49:08.480 God has given you another chance

01:49:13.480 blessed God has given you a Jocko Willink

01:49:20.380 did your did your wife found out that you have a crippling porn addiction 0.94

01:49:25.660 and that porn addiction is one of petite small-breasted women 1.00

01:49:31.660 but the overlap between petite small-breasted women and 1.00

01:49:35.880 young girls is it's pretty you know substantial and

01:49:39.720 and you've been trying to hide it for a long time even though you feel like you're under a spiritual attack and it might be compromising your

01:49:45.120 sex life with your beautiful wife and 0.74

01:49:47.020 the fact that she's found this she's now speculating wildly as to what you're into and

01:49:52.100 the implications of that given

01:49:54.020 not only your marriage and your porn addiction but also your teenage daughter

01:49:57.520 are

01:49:59.400 wildly

01:50:01.320 devastating to you

01:50:02.840 but also

01:50:05.180 it's now out in the open

01:50:07.640 and the light

01:50:09.940 like a fire

01:50:10.840 purifies the rot

01:50:12.920 good

01:50:16.020 you know what I'm saying like this is this is good you got to reframe that sentence

01:50:20.660 not I have just one shot to fix this and if I fail again she'll be gone and everyone in my life would demand to know why

01:50:25.180 I would be ruined I might never see her or my kids again

01:50:27.780 God has blessed me

01:50:30.080 with an opportunity to make this right

01:50:33.120 knowing therapy alone will not be enough I reached out to Brian of Demon Erasers

01:50:46.160 nice

01:50:46.760 love Brian

01:50:47.720 and attended one of his deliverance prayer and church sessions

01:50:50.840 it was a three plus hour long experience filled with confessions

01:50:54.280 prayers of forgiveness for my parents and grandparents and anyone else who may have wronged me in my life

01:50:59.820 prayers of forgiveness for myself

01:51:02.040 the casting off of demon spirits

01:51:05.420 and determined renunciations of all the negative emotions evil thoughts and behaviors

01:51:11.800 that have led me to my current despair

01:51:15.200 participants spoke in tongues

01:51:17.200 Brian knew and named their struggles before they confessed them wow

01:51:21.420 I saw others undergo physical transformations before my eyes as even struggled to remain attached to them

01:51:28.660 it was unreal

01:51:29.520 and it had a profound impact on me that I will never forget

01:51:33.420 wow

01:51:33.760 that's fascinating man

01:51:36.500 fucking Brian crushing huh

01:51:39.340 he says like a lot but

01:51:43.040 great dude

01:51:44.980 I am happy to say that I have not viewed any porn

01:51:49.320 since the day my wife confronted me

01:51:51.740 fuck yeah dude

01:51:52.760 I have not masturbated

01:51:54.740 all that energy has finally been directed where it belongs

01:51:58.220 towards my wife

01:51:59.320 I still struggle with the temptation to indulge in that old habit

01:52:03.020 but I believe that God is fulfilling his promise to transform me

01:52:06.100 and that in time I will be renewed

01:52:08.060 in mind and spirit

01:52:09.460 100% dog

01:52:10.880 100%

01:52:12.640 that is that is the correct outlook

01:52:16.300 man

01:52:20.180 I'm just going through the chat real quick to see

01:52:22.340 yeah this is dark shit

01:52:23.700 horrible

01:52:24.900 agreed

01:52:26.040 Tom wants to be just like his hero Jesus

01:52:28.840 based

01:52:29.500 Tom the Carpenter

01:52:30.640 very nice

01:52:31.580 who's that

01:52:36.720 who rubs you

01:52:37.700 who invited the Muslims

01:52:38.520 there's Muslims in here

01:52:39.420 Fed you freak

01:52:41.600 what's Fed saying

01:52:42.320 every Muslim ever 0.88

01:52:43.600 oh nine-year-olds can be mature women 0.91

01:52:46.220 get out of here you goof

01:52:47.760 demon slayer dude

01:52:52.140 yeah

01:52:52.380 yeah that's who it is

01:52:53.320 Brian of

01:52:53.920 or demon erasers

01:52:55.100 demon erasers

01:52:55.760 I attend one of his sessions

01:52:59.940 they are great

01:53:00.580 is that true Jen

01:53:01.280 I would love to get your thoughts on it

01:53:03.660 because you know

01:53:04.200 Brian is a little bit of a polarizing character

01:53:06.020 he's because he's such a character

01:53:07.820 he's so

01:53:08.680 over the top

01:53:10.160 he's kind of larger than life

01:53:12.120 in very many ways

01:53:13.400 and I find him to be genuine

01:53:15.180 and I really enjoy him

01:53:17.180 but I understand how some of the chat

01:53:18.540 can feel one way or another about him

01:53:20.220 I trust your judgment Jen

01:53:22.140 I'd love to hear what your takeaway is on it

01:53:24.380 those two posts were meant to go together

01:53:29.840 right

01:53:30.100 it seemed worse when the first post

01:53:31.520 sent on its own

01:53:32.820 I get you dude

01:53:34.080 I see what you're saying

01:53:34.740 Zman says

01:53:38.980 a Catholic priest and a rabbi

01:53:39.980 were walking down the street

01:53:40.880 and came across a little boy

01:53:41.860 the Catholic

01:53:42.320 the Catholic says to the rabbi 0.89

01:53:44.660 want to fuck him

01:53:45.980 and the rabbi says

01:53:47.640 out of what

01:53:49.040 unbelievable

01:53:49.820 unbelievable

01:53:50.960 I can hook a nigga up 1.00

01:53:54.160 with all the renunciation prayers

01:53:55.620 for spiritual healing

01:53:56.640 and repentance

01:53:57.360 yeah it's good to have

01:53:58.540 we should probably have some sort of

01:53:59.960 well if you're not in the

01:54:01.520 telegram

01:54:03.340 you should be

01:54:04.200 and that would be a good place

01:54:04.980 to drop that for people

01:54:05.880 probably a personality turn off

01:54:09.120 Lauren

01:54:09.320 yeah he's got a very unique personality

01:54:10.900 he does

01:54:12.360 he does

01:54:13.700 Jin says 0.50

01:54:15.800 I attended two actually

01:54:17.280 and it's the real deal

01:54:18.280 that's awesome

01:54:18.980 that's awesome

01:54:19.880 I love to hear it

01:54:20.660 good

01:54:21.240 that makes me feel good

01:54:22.680 that makes me feel good

01:54:24.440 I hope he is doing good work over there

01:54:25.980 all right

01:54:28.260 let's

01:54:29.060 prayer circle at bro grove

01:54:31.380 is that a thing

01:54:32.120 I don't know

01:54:32.900 it's

01:54:33.720 it's

01:54:34.120 I don't know

01:54:36.940 how we would do it

01:54:38.480 I've never

01:54:38.820 I've certainly never led a prayer

01:54:40.780 or a prayer circle

01:54:42.240 doesn't feel

01:54:44.780 it feels

01:54:46.620 what's the word

01:54:48.600 presumptuous

01:54:50.120 more than presumptuous

01:54:51.200 it feels like

01:54:51.980 I'm not a

01:54:55.820 minister

01:54:58.280 or a pastor

01:54:59.440 I don't know

01:55:00.140 I don't know

01:55:00.160 how that works

01:55:00.700 I'm still going

01:55:01.520 like I just

01:55:02.500 started going to church

01:55:03.900 I went last Sunday

01:55:05.820 and now I'm gonna miss

01:55:08.080 this Sunday

01:55:08.700 because

01:55:09.480 something's happening

01:55:11.500 I forgot what it is

01:55:12.460 there's a reason

01:55:14.080 I'm missing this Sunday

01:55:15.020 what the heck is it

01:55:15.900 and it was a little bit

01:55:17.680 annoying

01:55:18.180 actually

01:55:18.840 but I don't remember

01:55:20.040 what it is

01:55:20.680 this Sunday

01:55:24.520 would be the 23rd

01:55:25.940 why am I missing it

01:55:28.020 there was a reason

01:55:29.240 that my wife said

01:55:29.860 we weren't gonna be able

01:55:30.400 to make it

01:55:31.020 because I

01:55:33.100 I was telling

01:55:34.040 Top's parents

01:55:35.400 that I think

01:55:36.220 I was gonna get

01:55:36.600 baptized this Sunday

01:55:37.560 but there is something

01:55:39.240 that we have to take care of

01:55:40.540 that I couldn't avoid

01:55:42.280 I forgot what the heck it was

01:55:43.140 alright

01:55:45.820 anyway

01:55:46.380 boom boom boom boom boom

01:55:47.020 let's get back into it

01:55:48.280 Chronicles said

01:55:49.140 that's not even a funny thing

01:55:50.000 to joke about

01:55:50.680 in fact

01:55:51.860 just from your jokes

01:55:52.900 if you were anywhere near me

01:55:53.720 and my little girl

01:55:54.620 best believe you'd be

01:55:55.500 under extreme

01:55:56.360 watch with a very biased eyes

01:55:58.260 well I mean

01:55:58.800 he said it's

01:55:59.460 it's sent separately

01:56:00.620 right

01:56:01.380 it's supposed to be like

01:56:01.920 every Muslim ever 0.88

01:56:03.100 because Muslims

01:56:03.980 are kind of notorious

01:56:04.660 for that

01:56:05.120 oh my god

01:56:07.420 Tom's not in the

01:56:08.940 telegram chat

01:56:11.860 I can't send it to you

01:56:12.960 right now

01:56:13.260 I don't have telegram

01:56:13.860 on my computer

01:56:14.560 but I'll send it to you

01:56:15.340 later on

01:56:15.720 alright let's wrap this up

01:56:18.280 let's

01:56:18.940 that's the other thing too

01:56:20.160 such a degenerate event

01:56:21.520 for a Jesus convention

01:56:22.640 it's like

01:56:23.120 the first day

01:56:25.040 I don't think

01:56:25.460 it's going to be like that

01:56:26.360 so Shane Cashman

01:56:30.060 believes in Jesus Christ

01:56:32.180 then Nephilim Death Squad

01:56:34.320 goes on

01:56:34.960 I believe in Jesus

01:56:36.240 Top believes in Jesus

01:56:37.100 even Sam Tripoli

01:56:38.120 believes in Jesus

01:56:38.900 then the

01:56:39.900 conspiracy

01:56:40.580 round table

01:56:41.640 hosted by

01:56:42.280 Cult of Conspiracy

01:56:43.240 which

01:56:43.580 Jacob

01:56:44.340 himself

01:56:45.140 is a Christian

01:56:45.820 so it's actually

01:56:46.800 going to be

01:56:47.300 quite a few

01:56:48.940 performances

01:56:49.540 from Christians 0.81

01:56:50.180 the second day

01:56:51.980 was supposed to be

01:56:52.780 Rave of Palooza

01:56:56.280 and then that

01:56:57.880 fell apart

01:56:58.400 and now we're just

01:56:59.080 doing some sort of

01:56:59.680 comedy

01:56:59.920 I think Elijah Schaefer

01:57:01.100 is a Christian

01:57:02.420 I think even

01:57:05.860 Royce

01:57:06.700 of

01:57:07.660 Revenge of the Sis 1.00

01:57:09.680 is a Christian

01:57:10.640 you know

01:57:13.280 obviously

01:57:13.780 Cole

01:57:14.900 is Christian

01:57:16.020 Top's going to be

01:57:16.780 there again

01:57:17.200 he's Christian

01:57:18.000 Jake Shields

01:57:21.420 not Christian 0.98

01:57:22.480 hates the Jews 0.95

01:57:23.760 you know

01:57:26.260 pray for him

01:57:27.200 one day he gets there

01:57:27.880 Owen Benjamin

01:57:29.440 I don't think

01:57:29.960 Owen Benjamin

01:57:30.520 is Christian

01:57:31.120 I don't know

01:57:31.920 what Owen Benjamin

01:57:32.460 is really

01:57:33.000 Raven Palooza

01:57:35.600 that seems

01:57:36.100 it's very rude

01:57:37.300 very rude

01:57:38.280 just jack your 0.78

01:57:38.900 whole shit

01:57:39.360 and take it over

01:57:39.960 Raven you follow me

01:57:41.360 on X

01:57:41.740 send me the telegram

01:57:42.580 link there

01:57:43.000 or something

01:57:43.300 that I will

01:57:43.740 I will

01:57:44.080 I will

01:57:44.320 I will

01:57:44.540 Tyler Jennings

01:57:45.120 says God

01:57:45.740 says you are

01:57:46.940 a minister

01:57:47.460 Raven

01:57:47.800 we're all

01:57:48.620 supposed to be

01:57:49.060 ministers

01:57:49.380 evangelicals

01:57:50.180 well you know

01:57:50.940 what it is

01:57:51.280 if I'm misspeaking

01:57:52.580 it is literally

01:57:53.300 because I just

01:57:53.980 haven't learned

01:57:54.460 enough yet

01:57:54.980 I just gotta get

01:57:58.520 there and have

01:57:59.180 an actual

01:57:59.640 understanding

01:58:00.140 of it

01:58:00.580 yeah he said

01:58:03.380 niggas said 1.00

01:58:03.820 nine year old

01:58:04.400 girls can be 1.00

01:58:04.880 matured

01:58:05.440 and then he

01:58:05.820 said

01:58:06.080 said every

01:58:07.540 Muslim ever 0.99

01:58:08.440 like that's

01:58:08.940 the idea

01:58:09.340 is that you

01:58:10.640 know

01:58:10.820 Muslims are

01:58:12.220 they do that

01:58:13.160 I don't know

01:58:14.760 Owen is weird

01:58:16.640 about religion

01:58:17.180 he's fond of

01:58:17.740 Islam because 0.99

01:58:18.480 their women 0.63

01:58:18.980 aren't whores 1.00

01:58:19.960 yeah but I've

01:58:20.920 seen him speak

01:58:21.640 positively about

01:58:22.500 Jesus

01:58:22.900 I don't know

01:58:23.760 I don't know

01:58:24.240 I don't really

01:58:25.320 get too wrapped

01:58:25.980 up in a man's

01:58:26.640 walk though

01:58:27.120 I'm very

01:58:28.760 concerned with

01:58:29.260 my own

01:58:29.680 uh okay

01:58:31.740 I haven't

01:58:32.420 worked on my

01:58:33.060 novels in over

01:58:33.960 a year

01:58:34.500 says Anon

01:58:35.220 but now with

01:58:36.660 my refreshed

01:58:37.120 perspective

01:58:37.660 thanks in no

01:58:38.680 small part to

01:58:39.220 NDS

01:58:39.600 awesome

01:58:40.320 love it

01:58:40.860 uh I realized

01:58:42.100 this story I was

01:58:43.160 writing was

01:58:43.680 somewhat an

01:58:44.740 inversion or

01:58:45.780 perversion of

01:58:46.560 the truth

01:58:46.960 just like much

01:58:48.120 of what we see

01:58:48.600 coming from

01:58:48.980 Hollywood

01:58:49.300 I'm determined

01:58:50.160 that to let

01:58:51.140 God work through

01:58:51.900 me unhindered

01:58:53.160 by my old

01:58:53.740 darkness and

01:58:54.400 turn that

01:58:54.860 narrative on

01:58:55.380 its head

01:58:55.740 reworking my

01:58:56.560 story to be

01:58:57.840 an allegory of

01:58:58.900 Nephilim history

01:58:59.580 mankind's role

01:59:00.460 in it and how

01:59:01.780 God will

01:59:02.160 ultimately use it

01:59:03.440 to his glory

01:59:04.340 that's awesome

01:59:05.080 dude I would

01:59:06.880 love to uh see

01:59:08.100 where that goes

01:59:08.780 it says I know

01:59:10.700 top is hesitant

01:59:11.500 to accept any

01:59:12.500 credit for this

01:59:13.140 sort of thing

01:59:13.680 but I do

01:59:15.620 believe God

01:59:16.860 has used

01:59:17.760 NDS to grab

01:59:19.100 the attention

01:59:19.640 of his

01:59:20.080 dangerously

01:59:21.060 horny retard 1.00

01:59:22.320 and bring

01:59:23.440 him back

01:59:24.280 into his

01:59:24.880 blessing

01:59:25.380 to bring

01:59:26.700 honor to

01:59:27.160 his family

01:59:27.600 and God

01:59:28.120 and to do

01:59:28.940 his work

01:59:29.480 however things

01:59:31.580 play out

01:59:32.000 between me

01:59:32.460 and my wife

01:59:33.000 I am forever

01:59:33.540 dedicated to

01:59:34.200 this change

01:59:34.780 thank you guys

01:59:36.380 and praise

01:59:37.120 Jesus

01:59:37.580 amen

01:59:38.380 brother

01:59:39.320 what a

01:59:42.280 great

01:59:42.740 redeeming

01:59:45.280 ending

01:59:46.400 to

01:59:49.660 something

01:59:53.200 you know

01:59:53.740 it's harrowing

01:59:54.400 but it's

01:59:55.220 familiar

01:59:55.540 I think all

01:59:56.720 the dudes

01:59:57.100 that are

01:59:57.320 listening to

01:59:57.780 this

01:59:58.100 they

01:59:59.440 share it

02:00:01.440 to some

02:00:01.880 degree

02:00:02.220 if it's

02:00:03.380 not porn

02:00:04.000 then it's

02:00:05.260 substance abuse

02:00:06.020 if it's not

02:00:06.420 substance abuse

02:00:07.180 then it's

02:00:07.500 anger

02:00:07.760 if it's not

02:00:08.260 anger

02:00:08.560 then it's

02:00:08.900 this

02:00:09.100 if it's

02:00:09.320 not this

02:00:09.660 then it's

02:00:09.940 that

02:00:10.200 we all

02:00:12.460 have our

02:00:12.740 thing

02:00:13.040 and

02:00:16.400 that ending

02:00:19.960 was very

02:00:20.300 promising

02:00:20.740 I think

02:00:22.440 you keep

02:00:22.740 that focus

02:00:23.380 and you're

02:00:24.420 going to

02:00:24.560 be alright

02:00:24.980 that's it

02:00:28.040 right

02:00:28.220 that's the

02:00:28.580 name of

02:00:28.780 the game

02:00:29.020 it's like

02:00:29.360 I just

02:00:29.640 want to

02:00:29.960 do

02:00:30.400 what

02:00:31.920 God

02:00:33.340 wants me

02:00:33.700 to do

02:00:34.060 sometimes

02:00:36.280 I think

02:00:36.720 about this

02:00:37.180 event

02:00:37.620 even

02:00:38.100 Bohemian

02:00:38.620 Grove

02:00:38.940 and I'm

02:00:39.180 like

02:00:39.280 have I

02:00:39.560 included

02:00:40.240 God

02:00:41.540 enough

02:00:42.220 in the

02:00:44.480 sense of

02:00:44.860 asking him

02:00:45.520 like

02:00:45.740 is this

02:00:46.060 what I'm

02:00:46.260 supposed

02:00:46.420 to do

02:00:46.760 is this

02:00:47.540 what you

02:00:47.740 want me

02:00:47.980 to do

02:00:48.100 and I've

02:00:48.300 done that

02:00:48.780 I've done

02:00:51.900 that

02:00:52.200 but like

02:00:53.500 I don't

02:00:54.700 know

02:00:54.780 have I

02:00:54.960 done it

02:00:55.200 enough

02:00:55.540 and I think

02:00:59.480 that's really

02:00:59.860 going to be

02:01:00.160 like I've

02:01:00.620 already been

02:01:00.920 thinking about

02:01:01.380 where I want

02:01:01.840 to go

02:01:02.180 after Bro

02:01:02.780 Grove

02:01:03.040 what do I

02:01:03.340 want to

02:01:03.540 do

02:01:03.780 dangerous

02:01:05.640 is gone

02:01:06.240 timeline

02:01:07.560 cleanses

02:01:08.080 back

02:01:08.500 Nephlin

02:01:10.540 death

02:01:10.760 squad

02:01:11.100 is the

02:01:12.360 centerpiece

02:01:13.260 of this

02:01:13.720 and it's

02:01:15.280 built on

02:01:15.880 Christ

02:01:16.320 whatever I

02:01:19.240 do next

02:01:19.920 I just

02:01:21.720 want it

02:01:22.480 to be

02:01:23.000 God's

02:01:23.500 will

02:01:23.600 and you

02:01:23.800 guys have

02:01:24.100 heard me

02:01:24.360 say that

02:01:24.640 I've always

02:01:24.940 said that

02:01:25.220 before

02:01:25.500 but I

02:01:26.360 just want

02:01:27.240 that to

02:01:27.880 be

02:01:28.340 the main

02:01:29.940 focus

02:01:30.460 what is

02:01:33.140 God's

02:01:33.460 will

02:01:33.640 I'd like

02:01:36.260 to know

02:01:36.500 my role

02:01:36.900 in it

02:01:37.240 even if

02:01:38.480 I don't

02:01:38.760 know my

02:01:39.320 role in

02:01:39.740 it

02:01:39.880 I'd like

02:01:41.420 to walk

02:01:41.820 that path

02:01:42.520 or don't

02:01:44.420 deviate

02:01:44.920 and get

02:01:45.340 wrapped up

02:01:45.800 in what

02:01:46.020 I want

02:01:46.380 to do

02:01:46.680 and what

02:01:46.980 I want

02:01:47.300 to be

02:01:47.580 and what

02:01:47.840 I want

02:01:48.100 to have

02:01:48.640 or what

02:01:50.540 anybody else

02:01:51.120 wants me

02:01:51.520 to do

02:01:51.740 or what

02:01:52.020 anybody else

02:01:52.520 wants me

02:01:52.840 to be

02:01:53.060 or what

02:01:53.340 anybody else

02:01:53.840 wants me

02:01:54.160 to have

02:01:54.560 just

02:01:56.320 what does

02:01:58.680 God have

02:01:59.060 planned for

02:01:59.440 me

02:01:59.680 because it's

02:02:01.920 very obvious

02:02:02.700 God bought

02:02:04.680 you to

02:02:04.940 Rod

02:02:05.200 I don't

02:02:05.880 think God

02:02:06.200 did this

02:02:06.580 I don't

02:02:06.800 think God

02:02:07.080 did this

02:02:07.300 to my

02:02:07.920 eyebrows

02:02:08.260 that was

02:02:08.960 me

02:02:09.220 that was

02:02:10.300 me in

02:02:10.620 my own

02:02:11.400 ego

02:02:11.800 I want

02:02:13.040 to look

02:02:13.240 good on

02:02:13.600 stage in

02:02:14.140 front of

02:02:14.360 people

02:02:14.560 I don't

02:02:14.780 want to

02:02:14.940 look like

02:02:15.220 a schmuck 0.97

02:02:15.740 I'll just

02:02:18.300 go take

02:02:18.620 half my

02:02:18.920 fucking

02:02:19.160 eyebrows

02:02:19.500 off

02:02:19.840 why not

02:02:21.880 JR says

02:02:24.400 bring Toad

02:02:24.840 into the

02:02:25.100 fold somehow

02:02:25.700 man that

02:02:26.840 would be

02:02:27.040 beautiful

02:02:27.440 dangerous

02:02:29.460 retards 1.00

02:02:29.920 with Toad

02:02:30.400 I mean I

02:02:30.800 love the

02:02:31.180 idea

02:02:31.560 and like I

02:02:32.560 said I

02:02:33.080 think I

02:02:33.520 said it

02:02:33.800 on time

02:02:34.240 TLC

02:02:34.680 dark mode

02:02:35.200 yesterday

02:02:35.520 where it's

02:02:35.900 like when

02:02:37.020 dangerous

02:02:37.420 comes back

02:02:38.020 if it

02:02:38.320 comes back

02:02:38.760 I think it

02:02:39.140 should come

02:02:39.560 back

02:02:39.840 it

02:02:40.300 you know

02:02:41.620 it's great

02:02:42.600 branding

02:02:42.980 it's a great

02:02:43.440 idea

02:02:43.880 I think it's

02:02:45.060 a good

02:02:45.340 cultural

02:02:45.840 tool

02:02:46.340 but when

02:02:48.440 it comes

02:02:48.740 back I

02:02:49.100 just want

02:02:49.400 to make

02:02:49.640 fun of

02:02:50.000 everything

02:02:50.340 I want

02:02:52.020 to make

02:02:52.200 fun of

02:02:52.540 politics

02:02:52.920 I want

02:02:53.200 to make

02:02:53.400 fun of

02:02:54.320 conspiracy

02:02:54.880 I want

02:02:55.400 to make

02:02:55.600 fun of

02:02:55.960 culture

02:02:56.340 I don't

02:02:57.560 want to

02:02:57.840 talk

02:02:58.040 seriously

02:02:58.520 about

02:02:58.820 Glenn

02:02:59.280 Greenwald

02:02:59.780 and whether

02:03:00.060 or not

02:03:00.220 he's

02:03:00.360 fucking

02:03:00.560 kids

02:03:00.920 I don't

02:03:02.280 want to

02:03:02.740 talk

02:03:02.980 seriously

02:03:03.520 about

02:03:03.880 World

02:03:04.160 War

02:03:04.360 Three

02:03:04.560 or any

02:03:04.860 of these

02:03:05.140 things

02:03:05.380 I just

02:03:05.800 want to

02:03:06.040 make fun

02:03:06.440 of that

02:03:06.740 shit

02:03:07.000 because

02:03:10.320 God's

02:03:14.780 real

02:03:15.020 and he

02:03:15.680 has a

02:03:15.940 plan

02:03:16.180 and what

02:03:17.800 we're

02:03:17.920 looking at

02:03:18.420 is the

02:03:19.040 machinations

02:03:20.120 of man

02:03:20.640 which are

02:03:22.100 laughable

02:03:22.620 the plans

02:03:24.880 of man

02:03:25.280 which are

02:03:25.720 laughable

02:03:26.580 and we

02:03:27.600 should be

02:03:27.860 able to

02:03:28.080 laugh at

02:03:28.440 it

02:03:28.940 so

02:03:29.460 I really

02:03:32.600 noticed that

02:03:33.080 at the

02:03:33.280 last

02:03:33.580 dangerous

02:03:34.240 that we

02:03:34.820 did

02:03:35.060 where we

02:03:35.360 got thrown

02:03:35.780 out of

02:03:36.040 the theater

02:03:36.500 and then

02:03:36.920 we talked

02:03:37.600 about it

02:03:38.160 and we

02:03:38.520 called up

02:03:39.120 that guy

02:03:39.540 Tom

02:03:39.980 and we

02:03:40.300 tried to

02:03:40.820 get that

02:03:41.680 in our

02:03:42.080 favor

02:03:42.480 and we

02:03:43.580 tried to

02:03:43.980 get back

02:03:44.600 into the

02:03:44.980 theater

02:03:45.280 and

02:03:46.400 then when

02:03:48.300 we went

02:03:48.540 upstairs

02:03:48.920 and we

02:03:49.220 did the

02:03:49.720 episode

02:03:50.160 on what

02:03:50.620 just

02:03:50.800 happened

02:03:51.080 and what

02:03:51.400 was

02:03:51.600 going to

02:03:51.980 happen

02:03:52.200 going

02:03:52.420 forward

02:03:52.860 we

02:03:53.540 started

02:03:53.700 talking

02:03:53.960 about

02:03:54.180 Glenn

02:03:54.420 Greenwald

02:03:55.000 and I

02:03:55.680 just

02:03:55.860 recognized

02:03:56.480 that the

02:03:57.280 conversation

02:03:57.820 was so much

02:03:58.300 more serious

02:03:59.240 I think

02:04:02.340 all these

02:04:02.820 things

02:04:03.060 deserve

02:04:03.420 ridicule

02:04:04.140 so if

02:04:07.800 and when

02:04:08.080 dangerous

02:04:08.500 retards 1.00

02:04:08.920 comes back

02:04:09.460 I would

02:04:10.160 like it

02:04:10.500 to be

02:04:10.820 in that

02:04:11.340 context

02:04:11.920 now you

02:04:12.280 know what's

02:04:12.480 funny

02:04:12.640 my mother-in-law

02:04:13.900 brought me

02:04:14.240 this

02:04:14.580 this is

02:04:16.420 very cool

02:04:16.840 so

02:04:17.940 it's actually

02:04:19.700 a nail

02:04:20.080 trimmer

02:04:20.500 and I

02:04:22.480 bite my 0.69

02:04:22.840 nails like a 0.99

02:04:23.380 disgusting

02:04:23.660 human being

02:04:24.120 but I've

02:04:24.360 got a

02:04:24.820 middle finger

02:04:25.140 here

02:04:25.320 and you

02:04:25.940 kind of

02:04:26.340 press

02:04:28.220 it

02:04:28.400 you hear

02:04:29.580 that it's

02:04:29.940 spinning up

02:04:30.320 now and

02:04:30.980 now I

02:04:31.200 can I

02:04:32.420 can just

02:04:32.700 do that

02:04:33.180 do a little

02:04:34.240 rocking back

02:04:34.840 and forth

02:04:35.240 and it

02:04:36.220 trims it to

02:04:36.780 the perfect

02:04:37.200 length

02:04:37.560 isn't that

02:04:40.240 nice

02:04:40.500 sorry I got

02:04:42.860 distracted

02:04:43.200 I would love

02:04:44.500 for dangerous

02:04:45.120 to come back

02:04:45.620 in that

02:04:45.880 context

02:04:46.320 all right

02:04:47.300 anyway

02:04:47.560 anyway

02:04:47.880 anyway

02:04:48.200 thank you

02:04:50.080 guys so

02:04:50.360 much for

02:04:50.620 watching

02:04:51.080 NDS

02:04:52.020 Chronicles

02:04:52.640 number 24

02:04:53.560 I gotta figure

02:04:54.360 out what the

02:04:54.720 fuck we're

02:04:55.000 gonna call

02:04:55.300 this I

02:04:55.640 gotta do

02:04:57.920 sorry that

02:04:58.480 top couldn't

02:04:58.960 be here

02:04:59.420 I think

02:04:59.940 we're gonna

02:05:00.140 go back

02:05:00.460 out to

02:05:00.780 the venue

02:05:01.420 tomorrow

02:05:01.960 to put

02:05:03.140 the final

02:05:03.520 touches on

02:05:04.240 some things

02:05:04.800 some thangs

02:05:05.600 and then

02:05:08.360 bro grove

02:05:08.820 is here

02:05:09.160 you guys

02:05:11.800 are on

02:05:12.100 patreon

02:05:12.540 ten dollar

02:05:14.260 tier

02:05:14.580 you get to

02:05:16.100 watch the

02:05:16.440 show

02:05:16.720 um

02:05:18.920 very excited

02:05:22.180 very nervous

02:05:23.660 not nervous

02:05:25.100 in a bad

02:05:25.500 way but

02:05:25.880 like I

02:05:26.280 have this

02:05:27.080 energy

02:05:28.080 I just

02:05:28.880 want to

02:05:29.240 I just

02:05:29.740 want to

02:05:30.000 let it

02:05:30.380 loose

02:05:30.740 you know

02:05:33.820 what I

02:05:34.000 mean

02:05:34.240 the

02:05:35.100 anticipatory

02:05:36.120 nature of

02:05:38.200 this is

02:05:38.900 draining

02:05:41.280 thing I

02:05:44.420 look forward

02:05:44.820 to it

02:05:45.180 and then I

02:05:45.440 look forward

02:05:45.800 to putting

02:05:46.100 it behind

02:05:46.480 me and

02:05:47.900 going forward

02:05:48.540 and just

02:05:49.320 crushing with

02:05:51.060 Nephilim

02:05:51.400 death squad

02:05:51.880 crushing with

02:05:52.400 NDS

02:05:52.720 chronicles

02:05:53.280 crushing with

02:05:54.220 timeline

02:05:54.600 cleanse

02:05:55.060 crushing with

02:05:55.640 TLC dark 0.93

02:05:56.280 mode

02:05:56.560 don't touch

02:06:01.580 me

02:06:01.880 that's not

02:06:02.960 true you

02:06:03.220 guys can

02:06:03.520 touch me

02:06:03.840 you can

02:06:04.080 hug and

02:06:04.380 stuff like

02:06:04.720 that just

02:06:05.460 know that

02:06:05.760 I'll hate

02:06:06.060 every moment

02:06:06.500 of it

02:06:06.780 it's just

02:06:09.380 too much

02:06:09.880 it's just

02:06:10.780 too much

02:06:11.280 I don't

02:06:11.640 know

02:06:11.780 overstimulation

02:06:13.100 I haven't

02:06:13.400 touched

02:06:13.580 anybody in

02:06:14.060 years

02:06:14.600 years

02:06:15.940 well that's

02:06:16.640 not yeah

02:06:16.940 yeah I

02:06:17.300 mean I

02:06:17.580 have family

02:06:18.100 now down

02:06:18.600 here

02:06:18.840 that's been

02:06:19.520 a challenge

02:06:20.060 I've had to

02:06:20.440 hug a lot

02:06:20.740 of people

02:06:21.000 but you

02:06:21.920 know before

02:06:22.240 that

02:06:22.620 give Milhouse

02:06:26.800 a hug for

02:06:27.260 me

02:06:27.360 where is

02:06:27.700 he

02:06:27.840 I never

02:06:30.580 said this

02:06:31.180 but I do

02:06:32.520 mean it

02:06:32.940 he's pumped

02:06:35.040 Milhouse is

02:06:36.260 pumped

02:06:36.460 good

02:06:36.760 good

02:06:37.380 good

02:06:37.620 good

02:06:37.840 good

02:06:38.060 good

02:06:38.340 amen rat

02:06:42.180 says I

02:06:42.460 hope to

02:06:42.700 catch you

02:06:43.000 shirtless

02:06:43.360 again

02:06:43.680 I will

02:06:44.440 take

02:06:44.640 pictures

02:06:44.960 that's

02:06:45.220 true

02:06:45.340 that

02:06:45.500 happened

02:06:45.720 last

02:06:45.980 time

02:06:46.220 I had

02:06:47.640 to go

02:06:47.880 outside

02:06:48.260 and change

02:06:49.080 my shirt

02:06:49.600 amen rat

02:06:50.040 was hanging

02:06:50.400 outside

02:06:50.980 I just

02:06:51.660 you know

02:06:51.980 it was

02:06:52.180 just like

02:06:52.460 hey

02:06:52.600 it's just

02:06:52.800 a couple

02:06:53.040 of bros

02:06:53.500 out here

02:06:53.860 why not

02:06:54.180 pop this

02:06:54.560 top off

02:06:55.040 pop my

02:06:55.420 top off

02:06:56.060 I had

02:06:56.740 exposed my

02:06:57.280 gun

02:06:57.620 you know

02:06:59.280 that's very

02:06:59.740 intimate

02:07:00.100 put a new

02:07:01.160 shirt back

02:07:01.640 on

02:07:01.980 very fast

02:07:03.080 nobody

02:07:04.120 snapped a

02:07:04.540 picture

02:07:04.780 I look

02:07:07.260 forward to

02:07:07.580 seeing all

02:07:07.840 you guys

02:07:08.120 there

02:07:08.340 this will

02:07:09.220 be a good

02:07:09.480 time

02:07:09.740 it really

02:07:10.920 is

02:07:11.220 all right

02:07:12.540 don't forget

02:07:12.920 guys

02:07:13.340 well you guys

02:07:13.840 are here

02:07:14.080 I don't

02:07:14.260 gotta tell

02:07:14.520 you to go

02:07:14.760 to fucking 0.95

02:07:15.060 I don't

02:07:15.380 think there's

02:07:15.660 anything to

02:07:16.000 do

02:07:16.100 how does

02:07:16.340 top end

02:07:16.660 this

02:07:16.820 don't

02:07:17.040 forget

02:07:17.320 to

02:07:17.760 praise the

02:07:21.480 Lord with

02:07:21.780 all your

02:07:22.000 heart and

02:07:22.440 ask God

02:07:23.560 to keep

02:07:25.140 you in

02:07:25.380 alignment

02:07:25.700 with his

02:07:26.820 will

02:07:28.360 how do I

02:07:29.540 do this

02:07:29.760 if I press

02:07:30.140 end stream

02:07:30.580 what happens

02:07:31.040 should I just

02:07:31.840 press that

02:07:32.300 no there's

02:07:32.740 gotta be an

02:07:33.040 outro that

02:07:33.480 plays

02:07:33.800 how does

02:07:34.680 he do

02:07:34.900 this

02:07:35.280 hold on

02:07:36.640 outro

02:07:41.960 all right

02:07:42.420 bye guys

02:07:42.760 stay in

02:07:44.480 the studio

02:07:44.820 while

02:07:45.020 okay

02:07:45.240 and they have

02:08:10.540 you

02:08:31.180 you

02:08:31.660 you

02:08:31.700 you

02:08:35.700 you

Nephilim Death Squad - June 24, 2025

024： NDS Chronicles - The Miracle

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